This is something, this is something important and personal. You really put yourself out there again and I respect you so much for being able to be vulnerable and at the same time incredibly artists. This is a instant classic.
You're quickly gonna realize that a lot of people don't only listen to your songs because they're associated with anime. You''ll accomplish your goals, man.
"no one ever thought I'd make it out, now I put my family in a house" my wife always manages to wipe the tear off my cheek that this line brings, because it hits way to close to home
Who the hell dislikes a song like this? Fabvl put his heart into this, he’s spilling his emotions and it’s like they don’t even care about what he’s going through.
@@FabvL keep it up all your songs are good and amazing and this song was the best i have ever heard and keep going and we are here for you and i did not really know since this is the first time i really commented but i hope your day is going well
Homie you NEED to release this on iTunes PLEASE. I listen to this all the time now and I can’t ever turn off my phone and relax since it’ll stop this song!!
@@FabvL WOAH YOU RESPONDED!! And hey just know you aren’t alone you have so many people that care about you, and though they may not be your “friends” we still care. Keep up the great work!!
You know, i've been such a fan of your music for almost 2 years now, and I guess in all that time, i've been so wrapped up in the music, i never considered the man behind the voice, your struggles, your pains and issues. But this song was a real eye opener. Take your time, do you and never lose the strength you have. Someone said that if you decided to take a break, they'd understand and i'm the same. If you need some down time, take it. Quarantine hasn't been easy, quite frankly it's been hell, but just know me and a lot of others are rooting for you and i promise anybody here would have your back in an instant, even if it's just a friendly face to talk to or vent to. I know i am. My DM's are open, just know that. If you ever need to vent, go for it. simple as that.
This song really has Nick (Fabvl) bearing his heart and soul out for all to see. He mentioned his substance abuse, his smoking habit, gambling addiction, not feeling recognized for the work he does, not seeing the difference in his music, and just not being happy, "Now I put my family in a house, But that don't mean shit, no" is literally an example of not being happy and feeling numb. But the best part about this song is that Nick made me feel like I was right there with him feeling what he's feeling. He was able to translate his emotions into his music so well that I not only understood what he was feeling, but I myself, felt the same afterward. And that takes incredible amounts of talent. You are gifted Nick, and we support you, we are here to listen to your dope beats, sick instrumental, and commanding voice, please don't forget that.
"Im my own worst enemy, you're not a friend of me, i don't ever feel safe" this...hits so close to me and the way it sounds is unbelievable, im glad to be apart of this
You been my favorite youtube music artist for more than a year now and I love your songs, but this is a true master piece. You have fam, friends and us... The Fabvl fam who supports you all the way❤️
Damn. Breaks my heart that this only has 20k views :( this song deserves so much better Edit: Finally the song gets more views but this song still deserves more! Like 1 Million views pls
Wow,what the hell. You never showed us how vulnerable you could be and I completely understand. I can be really hard. We’re all here for you. Don’t forget that.
Don't hit the bottom my guy. This song hit harder than most of your beats. This year for me has got me in the trenches, holding myself together by the few things in this world that make it worth grinding. Stay up bro, you are loved by so many.
It's amazing how he could be one of the the greatest performers in the world and yet he stays making anime rap for us, that shows how much he cares about us
Raw AND catchy? This song is OP. (I adore the bridge with "amphetamines mixed with memories", the rhythm and drive there is unparalleled. Fantastic songwriting.)
As a person who struggles with alot of the same issues, I feel this song in it's whole. You were already becoming one of my favorite artists. FABVL I truly appreciate all that you do musically and you are a true inspiration for me both from an artist point of view but more importantly as a man who struggles and still succeeds at life. Love and nothing but good vibes man.
I'm still processing this but at the same time, what more needs to be said? It's raw, it's personal, it's different, it's YOU. Thankyou for sharing this with the world.
Bro I had to create a whole new playlist just for your stuff because everything you do is amazing, this particular song almost made me tear up (tke the "almost away" I was one step from crying), incredible as always, you really live up to your name because whenever I listen to one of your songs I always feel like i'm in a Fable
Every one of your original songs hit different, they're all so well made and you can hear the emotion behind it. I love your work and all it is that you do, keep up the good work man
I started crying after this fabvl man hope you get known to the world cus they missing this stuff I dont think I've heard anything like this thank you for being a legend man🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Nothing but respect for you Favbl. Not only are you constantly making incredible songs that appeal to a massive audience, not only are you an incredibly talented artist, but you put yourself out there. You can really tell just how much you've put into this track and you can hear just how much of yourself has been poured into it. You're amazing man, wish you all the best.
Well, this is another Fabvl song that will be permanently stuck in my head. Am i the only one who has been checking spotify every day to see if he has put this song on there yet?
Thank you for this. Songs hit different when you hear your life and situations through someone else's words. I had tears in my eyes listening to this thinking about the past few years of my life. I appreciate you sharing your story through your craft. Its true what they say, when you're up you listen to the music, when you're down you understand the lyrics and those lyrics spoke to me. Thank you!
In case the “like” wasn’t enough: yes, this was enjoyable. Thanks for sharing your talent, man. This one felt pretty heavy. Hope everything either is good, or turns out good, bro. Best wishes.
Just listened to it because I was busy but dang, this is something that’ll stick with someone, I always admire the artist’s that aren’t afraid to put their feelings out there
[Verse 1] Why do I run away? From everything I love Welcome the cold embrace Of all these fucking drugs But they don't get me high No, nothing gets me higher Than this pain inside It's burning like a fire Used to lash out, no way, that's the old me Now I bury everything inside, it's lonely Pack of Newports, burn 'em down, love the cold, see What's there left to do when the time moves slowly? [Pre-Chorus] I'm my own worst enemy You're not a friend of me I don't еver feel safe All alone, amphеtamines Mixed with memories Running through all of my veins [Chorus] 150 on the table Calm me down, calm me down When the smoke hits, I get stable Come around, come around (oh) I'll come around (oh, oh) [Verse 2] No one ever thought I'd make it out Now I put my family in a house But that don't mean shit, no Few stacks get a brand new whip, woah Fuck this, why I still feel this low? Quarantine got my feelings in the fifth row I let this show Never wanna waste no time, so I stay in my lane Make another hit, but no one knows my name Sell a million, but they all feel the same Guess there's no one left to blame, no [Pre-Chorus] I'm my own worst enemy You're not a friend of me I don't ever feel safe All alone, amphetamines Mixed with memories Running through all of my veins [Chorus] 150 on the table Calm me down, calm me down When the smoke hits, I get stable Come around, come around (oh) I'll come around (oh, oh) 150 on the table Calm me down, calm me down When the smoke hits, I get stable Come around, come around (oh) I'll come around (oh, oh)
This is incredible, man; I can feel the emotions and passion that went into this song, and it has that impact on me that gives me goosebumps and chills. It...I just love it so much; I have nothing else to say except amazing work, man. I do hope that this gets a music video; it really deserves it.
ur like a mother to us u love us and we love u but sometimes we dont really like u but u always make up for it thanks u, u are so good at making music like it baffels me how good u are, u always will be my favorite youtube rapper you are amazing i used u a lot
Bro, are you feeling ok?? I know what it's like to feel that low not knowing why and nothing's working to get you out. Every single word was dripping in depression and crying for help. If you need to take a break from RUclips for a while to figure things out with your mental health, please do! By all means! Personally, your mental health is more important to me than what you produce. You're songs are amazing, I'm not saying that they're not! Just...Take care of yourself, ok man? I'll be praying for you. If you do decide to take a break, please know that so many of us will be rooting for you and will still be here when you get back. Take care, man and rock on!
This song is beautiful and I'm happy that you trust the community enough to show us the emotions buried inside. I can't fully relate to everything you went through but there are some parts that I do and I know how hard it can be to open up to others. Stay Strong Fabvl.
Alright, this song has been out a work week so I want to say my piece. This song is... An absolute masterpiece. I've had this song on repeat in my head all week. Even with the connotation of the song being a bit more somber I've realized that this song has spoken to me just this week more than ever. Goosebumps when I first heard it and goosebumps even now. I'm in a darker place right now and this song is at least keeping me going for as long as I will allow myself to. Thank you so much for making something like this. Keep it up and please, stay safe. ♥️
Happy New Year fam
Mad as usual.
Happy new year
Happy new year
👀 Happy New Year. If more stuff like this is coming then this is gonna be a great year, can't wait and hope that music video ends up happening
How u edited it 2 days AGO?!
THIS SONG IS INCREDIBLE....what else is there to be said like damn
Same i can't wait for more.
Yeah
is changing your pfp’s to your faces the new year trend?
True
700th like, pog
Thank you for sharing this side of you, man
This is nothing less than beautiful
Yes sir!
Zach can always make me relate and Fabvl always lightens up my mood. I couldn't ask for more
@@hyperion7806 ye
This is something, this is something important and personal. You really put yourself out there again and I respect you so much for being able to be vulnerable and at the same time incredibly artists. This is a instant classic.
Pog fr
true words
Hi :)
agreed
it a classic of emotions and always appreciate fabvl time to talk about himself
Found myself boppin
I think we all did
@@kermy925 true
🙏🙏🙏
Yes
Regardless of it being and anime rap/song Fabvl's shit is good shit👌🔥🔥🔥
We need more!
Shoot, one like? Let me fix that
I havent even listened and i agree xD
Agreed! Almost started crying here!
@Keon Fi agreed, these two have some real synergy power. Fusion dance got nothing on them.
@@jamesbailey4304 That's honestly a BAR lmao and I Agree for sure!!!
❤️❤️❤️
@Daily Dose of Donovic no
This is beautiful, really and truly ❤️
IKR
I’m pretty sad rn but somehow this helped me♥️
Lol now I need a fabvl track with cami on back up
@@時鵜Junior歩慈 oh no what happened?
@@nguyen5762 I’d rather not say
Doesn't matter how many times I replay this, I still get shivers each time.
same here this mans is incredible
Shit i just got shivers after reading your comment for real lol
Yea true man i was just so into this song that i didnt care about my shivers lol
@@majsingroibo9984 i8n9in
@@majsingroibo9984 899n
You're quickly gonna realize that a lot of people don't only listen to your songs because they're associated with anime. You''ll accomplish your goals, man.
SO GOOD
@Freakso Ich bin positiv überrascht dich hier zu sehen.
Freaksooo????
Naniii freakso xD
Ah, I see you're a man of culture as well
"no one ever thought I'd make it out, now I put my family in a house" my wife always manages to wipe the tear off my cheek that this line brings, because it hits way to close to home
The real songs hit the hardest. Anime bars are cool, but nothing hits the heart like true emotion. Good shit man.
True, so true
This
Who the hell dislikes a song like this? Fabvl put his heart into this, he’s spilling his emotions and it’s like they don’t even care about what he’s going through.
Most likely dislike bots,
Or people who just don't like him, I dunno. His songs are fire tho
disrespectful assholes I mean this man poured his heart and soul into this song
@@lucasbader464 fr
Some people just wanna watch the world burn
@@toomanyremi5393 so why don't we all just put that fire out
Not gonna lie really sounds like he's talking about my life. I needed this.
You do drugs?
Same here dude, your not alone
@@Ripdwyd lol
This is literally the best song that I've heard in my 25 years alive 👊🏻
🙏🙏🙏
@@FabvL keep it up all your songs are good and amazing and this song was the best i have ever heard and keep going and we are here for you and i did not really know since this is the first time i really commented but i hope your day is going well
uR sO oLd BrO iM -1 yEaRs OlD
@@loginn._h it even feels sometimes like I'm way older
damn man, this hits hard, the harmonies, the story, the emotion
It's beautiful, hope all is well man
Yeah I feel it too, I'm in a similar place and relate all too well. Keep it up Fab
Who else needed to hear this right now?
me
I always need to hear this fucking masterpiece
I would not be supprised if this was on a radio
I would. The radio isn’t used to playing fire songs like this
If it is tell me what station and I'm tuning in into it on a daily.
@@slayre1408 it would burn the entire car
Homie you NEED to release this on iTunes PLEASE. I listen to this all the time now and I can’t ever turn off my phone and relax since it’ll stop this song!!
January 16th 🙏🖤
@@FabvL WOAH YOU RESPONDED!! And hey just know you aren’t alone you have so many people that care about you, and though they may not be your “friends” we still care. Keep up the great work!!
Holy. This is an absolute hit.
You know, i've been such a fan of your music for almost 2 years now, and I guess in all that time, i've been so wrapped up in the music, i never considered the man behind the voice, your struggles, your pains and issues. But this song was a real eye opener. Take your time, do you and never lose the strength you have. Someone said that if you decided to take a break, they'd understand and i'm the same. If you need some down time, take it. Quarantine hasn't been easy, quite frankly it's been hell, but just know me and a lot of others are rooting for you and i promise anybody here would have your back in an instant, even if it's just a friendly face to talk to or vent to. I know i am. My DM's are open, just know that. If you ever need to vent, go for it. simple as that.
From the musical composition alone I can tell this is gonna be really good even tho it's different from what you usually do
Not different form his gud ol' songs
How are you quicker to the game than internet explorer
@@Ghani1399 because 95 is the GOAT
Editor's Note: He was not wrong
This song really has Nick (Fabvl) bearing his heart and soul out for all to see. He mentioned his substance abuse, his smoking habit, gambling addiction, not feeling recognized for the work he does, not seeing the difference in his music, and just not being happy, "Now I put my family in a house, But that don't mean shit, no" is literally an example of not being happy and feeling numb.
But the best part about this song is that Nick made me feel like I was right there with him feeling what he's feeling. He was able to translate his emotions into his music so well that I not only understood what he was feeling, but I myself, felt the same afterward. And that takes incredible amounts of talent. You are gifted Nick, and we support you, we are here to listen to your dope beats, sick instrumental, and commanding voice, please don't forget that.
I cried reading this.
I’m ready to be amazed today and get hit in those feels
Dude how? I just saw you on the Aluacard rap
"Im my own worst enemy, you're not a friend of me, i don't ever feel safe" this...hits so close to me and the way it sounds is unbelievable, im glad to be apart of this
Sheesh. Helm Off Looking like a Dark Souls character. Cool, and Menacing.
Yeah, kinda. It's amazing
Indeed
So much feeling and heart here. Bro you are amazing, don't let anybody tell you different.
A absolute masterpiece. I know full well this would top all the charts. Hands down one of my fave songs and absolutely my favorite hook from you.
Wtf would anyone dislike this song hits really different
Really beautiful job man
Incredible. Just incredible, and that is a fact.
I keep coming back to this song, cant believe its been over 2 years!
I love this version of Fabvl and this might still be my fav Fabvl song ever
Can't wait for this to hit Spotify, getting added to the playlist asap!!
You been my favorite youtube music artist for more than a year now and I love your songs, but this is a true master piece. You have fam, friends and us... The Fabvl fam who supports you all the way❤️
This hits different.. I know this feeling... This is amazing Fabvl. Seriously. You outdid yourself..
Can we please have more songs like this and violence and pain... They have gotten me through a lot of rough patches
I back you in your word we need more like this
I like nerdcore songs, but if a nerdcore artist made an original song, it’s LIT 🔥
Damn. Breaks my heart that this only has 20k views :( this song deserves so much better
Edit: Finally the song gets more views but this song still deserves more! Like 1 Million views pls
Wow,what the hell. You never showed us how vulnerable you could be and I completely understand. I can be really hard. We’re all here for you. Don’t forget that.
Don't hit the bottom my guy. This song hit harder than most of your beats. This year for me has got me in the trenches, holding myself together by the few things in this world that make it worth grinding. Stay up bro, you are loved by so many.
It's amazing how he could be one of the the greatest performers in the world and yet he stays making anime rap for us, that shows how much he cares about us
Raw AND catchy? This song is OP.
(I adore the bridge with "amphetamines mixed with memories", the rhythm and drive there is unparalleled. Fantastic songwriting.)
As a person who struggles with alot of the same issues, I feel this song in it's whole. You were already becoming one of my favorite artists. FABVL I truly appreciate all that you do musically and you are a true inspiration for me both from an artist point of view but more importantly as a man who struggles and still succeeds at life. Love and nothing but good vibes man.
You are not alone. Thank you for making me feel something real again.
Damn, this hit on a different level
i relate to this song on a personal level,this song is the greatest fabvl! another killer song as always
Glad you're here while divide's on break
We here for it ! Can't wait to hear more
THIS PROVES THAT IT FOR U FABVL IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE AN ANIME SONG TO BE ENJOYABLE GOOD SHIET
This song is amazing. It's such a mellow and sorrowful song. Fab you have so much talent.
I'm still processing this but at the same time, what more needs to be said? It's raw, it's personal, it's different, it's YOU. Thankyou for sharing this with the world.
Bro that hook is crazy, been stuck in my head for a day I can't stop smashing that repeat. THIS IS IT!!!!!
"I am my own worst enemy, your not a friend of me " this line hit hard and pretty relatable 😔
This is INCREDIBLE.... It's cool that opened up on this track opens a more real connection with us showing us you're just like the rest of us
happy new year everyone hope you all have a great day...I mean it’s already a great day since fabvl released a new song
Nothing more true
One of your best song yet, keep up the great work Nick!!
Never stop doing the music that you want to make , this song it truly amazing!
I needed this so amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope to see more. thank you for being you!
This is genuinely one of FabvL's best songs, and I hope this video does well against the RUclips algorithm.
Bro I had to create a whole new playlist just for your stuff because everything you do is amazing, this particular song almost made me tear up (tke the "almost away" I was one step from crying), incredible as always, you really live up to your name because whenever I listen to one of your songs I always feel like i'm in a Fable
This song is so powerful!!!!
Hands down one of the best songs I've heard from Fabvl and really all of Nerdcore. Really hits hard.
This hit hard man... Amazing job
Every one of your original songs hit different, they're all so well made and you can hear the emotion behind it. I love your work and all it is that you do, keep up the good work man
I just want to say if anything happens we are all here for you
This song is deep but in the best way. Love the song, do what u want Fabvl
I started crying after this fabvl man hope you get known to the world cus they missing this stuff I dont think I've heard anything like this thank you for being a legend man🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
straight to my playlist absolutely awesome whilst being so emotional
This is amazing brother this will be your year!
Nothing but respect for you Favbl. Not only are you constantly making incredible songs that appeal to a massive audience, not only are you an incredibly talented artist, but you put yourself out there. You can really tell just how much you've put into this track and you can hear just how much of yourself has been poured into it. You're amazing man, wish you all the best.
Well, this is another Fabvl song that will be permanently stuck in my head. Am i the only one who has been checking spotify every day to see if he has put this song on there yet?
Thank you for this. Songs hit different when you hear your life and situations through someone else's words. I had tears in my eyes listening to this thinking about the past few years of my life. I appreciate you sharing your story through your craft. Its true what they say, when you're up you listen to the music, when you're down you understand the lyrics and those lyrics spoke to me. Thank you!
Damn, that hit hard dude. It's ilt tho.
THIS STILL HITS MAN, I wish you'd make an album man that shit would hit different
Fabvl your rap song is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
You really put yourself into this. Thanks man for putting songs out there for us to vibe to!
This song is incredible it’s emotional yet hits like a banger. I’m not sure if I should dance or still and cry a little. Great job 🔥🔥🔥
THIS SONG IS JUST GOLD
Can I have this on spotify? I don’t often comment but I’ve been supporting you for a while and I’d love to add this to my playlist
January 16th 🙏🖤
@@FabvL Yessir
This song’s beautiful. Thank you for this
This helps anxiety very much just like "I believe in you" and "right now" which are 2 of my favorites other than this one
Nothing gets me higher than this song!
This was a masterpiece
Bro not only is this a banger, but it hits us right in the feels, even if we don’t understand whats he’s going through.
In case the “like” wasn’t enough: yes, this was enjoyable. Thanks for sharing your talent, man. This one felt pretty heavy. Hope everything either is good, or turns out good, bro. Best wishes.
Just listened to it because I was busy but dang, this is something that’ll stick with someone, I always admire the artist’s that aren’t afraid to put their feelings out there
This is the best song to ever start 2021 my friend, you are gifted and the message is deeply felt
4 months later and I still can't get enough of this song. You are so talented bro
[Verse 1]
Why do I run away?
From everything I love
Welcome the cold embrace
Of all these fucking drugs
But they don't get me high
No, nothing gets me higher
Than this pain inside
It's burning like a fire
Used to lash out, no way, that's the old me
Now I bury everything inside, it's lonely
Pack of Newports, burn 'em down, love the cold, see
What's there left to do when the time moves slowly?
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm my own worst enemy
You're not a friend of me
I don't еver feel safe
All alone, amphеtamines
Mixed with memories
Running through all of my veins
[Chorus]
150 on the table
Calm me down, calm me down
When the smoke hits, I get stable
Come around, come around (oh)
I'll come around (oh, oh)
[Verse 2]
No one ever thought I'd make it out
Now I put my family in a house
But that don't mean shit, no
Few stacks get a brand new whip, woah
Fuck this, why I still feel this low?
Quarantine got my feelings in the fifth row
I let this show
Never wanna waste no time, so I stay in my lane
Make another hit, but no one knows my name
Sell a million, but they all feel the same
Guess there's no one left to blame, no
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm my own worst enemy
You're not a friend of me
I don't ever feel safe
All alone, amphetamines
Mixed with memories
Running through all of my veins
[Chorus]
150 on the table
Calm me down, calm me down
When the smoke hits, I get stable
Come around, come around (oh)
I'll come around (oh, oh)
150 on the table
Calm me down, calm me down
When the smoke hits, I get stable
Come around, come around (oh)
I'll come around (oh, oh)
You are a mad man
@@wrathshot1589 why?
bc u gay af
Straight from the soul. An absolute beautiful piece of art.🖤
I expected some good song but this is top of playlist material
Damn... definitely needed this to start off 2021! Thank you Sir Fabvl!
This is incredible, man; I can feel the emotions and passion that went into this song, and it has that impact on me that gives me goosebumps and chills. It...I just love it so much; I have nothing else to say except amazing work, man. I do hope that this gets a music video; it really deserves it.
ur like a mother to us u love us and we love u but sometimes we dont really like u but u always make up for it thanks u, u are so good at making music like it baffels me how good u are, u always will be my favorite youtube rapper you are amazing i used u a lot
Awesome song 👍
Your doing good and there's no need to feel stressed out we got you fam👍
Bro, are you feeling ok?? I know what it's like to feel that low not knowing why and nothing's working to get you out. Every single word was dripping in depression and crying for help. If you need to take a break from RUclips for a while to figure things out with your mental health, please do! By all means! Personally, your mental health is more important to me than what you produce. You're songs are amazing, I'm not saying that they're not! Just...Take care of yourself, ok man? I'll be praying for you. If you do decide to take a break, please know that so many of us will be rooting for you and will still be here when you get back. Take care, man and rock on!
Fuck yeah mate great message!
This is a really great message but this was like back then he meant this song about it being his past
This song is beautiful and I'm happy that you trust the community enough to show us the emotions buried inside. I can't fully relate to everything you went through but there are some parts that I do and I know how hard it can be to open up to others.
Stay Strong Fabvl.
"Its burning like a fire" is that refrense to his songs?🔥
Na it's more of how he feels on the inside
@@isaiahpardo7955 I know, this is joke
Indeed it is
Alright, this song has been out a work week so I want to say my piece.
This song is... An absolute masterpiece. I've had this song on repeat in my head all week. Even with the connotation of the song being a bit more somber I've realized that this song has spoken to me just this week more than ever. Goosebumps when I first heard it and goosebumps even now.
I'm in a darker place right now and this song is at least keeping me going for as long as I will allow myself to.
Thank you so much for making something like this. Keep it up and please, stay safe. ♥️