This Unruly Mess I've Made

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  • Опубликовано: 8 сен 2024
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    This Unruly Mess I’ve Made
    This past year has redefined me. I feel my heart’s been changed, my desires, my goals, the perception I have of myself, the world, the things I value, all of it has changed. I even got a cat.
    I think the deepest change starts in the place we can’t reach ourselves, the innermost part of our heart. We can change how we deal with the things we feel but we can’t change the inherent feeling. Feelings of insecurity, jealousy, envy, pride. I think that’s where Yah started His work in me. He brought to light my brokenness, revealed to me my need for hands larger than my own. I became clay, cast down from the height of every ladder I tried to climb to everything I thought I should be. I was brought low, humbled so gracefully - when I didn’t fight back - that the loss of my identity felt liberating. I also got a cat.
    I had so many plans. Plans for my future, plans for my spouse. Plans for my career, my path, I had plans for you, listening.
    I thought I was something worth sharing, someone worth hearing. What I’ve learned walking with Yah? I’m not that great. The part of me worth anything is the part of Him in me, and even that needs to be properly shaped from this unruly mess I’ve made. So I became clay. Knowing everything I need comes after I trust and obey. My plans surround being malleable in His hand. And all I have to give is what He’s given me - I’m trying not to get in the way of that.
    all praise to the most high
    @unfollowcarter / milescarternc@gmail.com

Комментарии • 327

  • @MontellFishMusic
    @MontellFishMusic 3 года назад +594

    this is so beautiful man glory to Goddd

    • @jordanirose
      @jordanirose 3 года назад +7

      Agreed, and thank you for spreading that message as well.

    • @UniqulyBold1
      @UniqulyBold1 3 года назад +5

      TALK ABOUT IT

    • @ms.muhuura
      @ms.muhuura 3 года назад +3

      Indeed it is✨

  • @MontellFishMusic
    @MontellFishMusic 3 года назад +251

    and we bak

    • @888lizabeth
      @888lizabeth 3 года назад +15

      I listen to your music and it helps me listen to things that feed me spiritually while I pray or study..thank you. Also your short videos were amazing

    • @realgiancarlos
      @realgiancarlos 3 года назад +2

      Yes sir

  • @ilovegoddoyou7003
    @ilovegoddoyou7003 3 года назад +180

    Whoever reading this, God is going to big hug you so tight that all your broken pieces will fit back together. Just trust in him. Amen

  • @gigia.k.amantis1134
    @gigia.k.amantis1134 3 года назад +280

    a man who talks about God like this is so much more attractive my christian heart is melting

  • @faithmolatudi834
    @faithmolatudi834 3 года назад +77

    Your words heal my soul. much love from South Africa 🇿🇦❤

    • @happyrick-c1327
      @happyrick-c1327 3 года назад +4

      Me too
      love from mzansi😍

    • @charmainephasoana6850
      @charmainephasoana6850 3 года назад +4

      I just found him bruuh ..... Ke thabela gore he has Mzansi following 🇿🇦❤️

  • @madeleenscott
    @madeleenscott 3 года назад +186

    You made me read the bible more, you made it fun, not only because of you but because i actually needed to fix my path with God.🥺

    • @mamiprepre4506
      @mamiprepre4506 3 года назад

      This comment made me SO HAPPY you have no idea 😭🤧💓

  • @SimplyFreshdew
    @SimplyFreshdew 3 года назад +111

    I talk about you to my friends like I know you personally! Literally everyday I’m like “Miles this, Miles that”... it’s such a blessing to have you in this world. Thank you for being a light and motivating me to further my walk with Christ 🤍🤍💐

  • @CAI.DREAMS
    @CAI.DREAMS 3 года назад +12

    “..the part of me worth anything is the part of Him in me” wow

  • @CjVeloso
    @CjVeloso 3 года назад +71

    *"I was brought low, humbled so gracefully - when I didn’t fight back - that the loss of my identity felt liberating. I also got a cat."*
    Haha that brought a smile to my face. The transcript, production quality, choice of music; it's beautiful, bro - I love everything about this.

    • @anaghalokhande7847
      @anaghalokhande7847 3 года назад +1

      This exact part brought a tear and a wide smile at the same time❤

  • @mavinemmanuel
    @mavinemmanuel 3 года назад +56

    I finished watching this and finally got the courage to pick up my bible....I've been feeling so unworthy lately

    • @mamiprepre4506
      @mamiprepre4506 3 года назад +7

      Same honestly. Ive been so scared to pray to God because ive been feeling so sinful and unworthy, but Miles’s videos just reminds me how beautiful God’s character is and how He misses me and really just wants to have a conversation with me. 🤗💓

    • @lacyyyy
      @lacyyyy 3 года назад +3

      @@mamiprepre4506 at least i love you guys, i really do!💛

    • @tochiangel
      @tochiangel 3 года назад +2

      😭

    • @loiskas1417
      @loiskas1417 3 года назад +3

      God gat you no matter how unworthy you feel, just let Him know how you feel and show that you need Him then He'll pour Himself out to you

  • @ilovegoddoyou7003
    @ilovegoddoyou7003 3 года назад +18

    Be so busy loving God, loving others, and loving your life that you have no time for regret, worry, fear, or drama. Amen

  • @evalineawuor8180
    @evalineawuor8180 3 года назад +39

    The "so will I " instrumental is definitely hitting me different here

  • @swolejole4327
    @swolejole4327 3 года назад +38

    “Light to my brokenness” felt that one heavy

  • @asanda.mkhize
    @asanda.mkhize 3 года назад +34

    This was much needed. Does anyone else feel the same? Just me? Ok 🥺😭

  • @frazzle657
    @frazzle657 3 года назад +19

    The reiteration of him getting a cat, I felt that. Even though I'm a dog person. There's nothing (unless you have kids) more amazing than the unconditional love a dog (or cat I guess) can give and more importantly realising that you never actually loved someone. It's new levels

  • @Rush3STR
    @Rush3STR 3 года назад +10

    I recently broke up with my girlfriend at the lowest point in my life dealing with personal issues. I was on the brink of suicide but I didn't commit because I knew those who loved me would be devastated. I realized I had lost my faith so I decided to seek God and idk how but I ended up watching Mile's video on Faith and it changed my heart. Bro the light of the Lord is shining through you, you're amazing bro... The Lord spoke to me through you. I'm now optimistic about my future being closer to God. I really miss my girlfriend though I pray she's the one for me

  • @alexandrambako7348
    @alexandrambako7348 3 года назад +21

    If the stars are meant to worship so will I

  • @BonBonHassan
    @BonBonHassan 3 года назад +38

    Watching this and then reading one of the comments about how a man who talks about God attracts another viewer revealed something to me.
    I am actually afraid of being friends with people who seem “more Christian” than me. People who talk about God all the time with a youthful exuberance intimidate the heck out of me which is crazy because I think about God almost all the time, but I think I’m afraid of being nit picked by other Christians.
    I grew up in a highly critical Islamic home and when I think of being friends with people that are “overtly” Christian I just dread the idea of possibly going back into the same environment. Idk why I shared that but I think I needed to.

    • @zoeo2403
      @zoeo2403 3 года назад +2

      Me too girl

    • @rebecca3068
      @rebecca3068 3 года назад +2

      My family in God, you will find the most loving people and out of him you will see the ones trying their utmost to love like him. We pray for the ones that are outside of him, and we find extra comfort from the ones within.
      I love you Hassanas and I hope you are surrounded by a tempory community that will comfort you, but I hope and PRAY you stick with him, to be surrounded by only people who love him unconditionally in heaven.
      Love you and all my other family in Christ.

    • @cheyannes.7171
      @cheyannes.7171 3 года назад

      Don't be afraid of not being picked by others, the right people, whom God meant to be in your life, will choose you, regardless of the other people around you. They will naturally gravitate towards you and you towards them.

    • @JenniferSanchez-rj6hr
      @JenniferSanchez-rj6hr 3 года назад +1

      As a Christian I’ve read that when I see someone else in the wrong not to point it out but to encourage them to do as God says to do and help them, we as Christians seek the kingdom of heaven and it’s our number one goal, God says to do everything for him in spirit and truth, there will be people who talk down on you but at the end of the day it only matters what God thinks of you, although he despises sin, he loves us unconditionally, he gives many many chances and he understands how hard it is to not live in sin, where if you repent and turn away from sin he is quick to forgive, I hope this encourages you and makes you feel an unlimited peace that he fills you with his Holy Spirit and guides you continuously! Maybe you aren’t Christian but know that If God is for you who is against, it’s why God says before correcting one another to correct yourself first and to put in practice things you want to teach others :) 💞 it’s about our one on one relationship with God, seek him and you’ll find him, have faith my friend he is closer than you think ! Draw near to God and he will draw near to you 😊

    • @JenniferSanchez-rj6hr
      @JenniferSanchez-rj6hr 3 года назад +2

      Also God makes things new, don’t be afraid to make friends with people who are “more Christian” the true Christian won’t judge your walk with God , Do not fear for the lord is with you wherever you may Go, and he will justify anything unjustified for you

  • @UNKNWN96
    @UNKNWN96 3 года назад +41

    I already knew this would be a banger and I didn't even watch it yet
    Edit: I'm out here crying

    • @jackien404
      @jackien404 3 года назад +1

      I cried to. And I cry every time I watch Miles’ videos. I can’t explain it

  • @nonelacibini5995
    @nonelacibini5995 3 года назад +12

    You're touching my heart with your vulnerability and the type of relationship you have with God,it's not just an ordinary relationship but it feels so real. I wish men could just learn to be able to share their feelings to whomever they believe or trust in...I don't believe that makes any men weaker,but it surely does make you aware of who you are.

  • @pelemonyajo
    @pelemonyajo 3 года назад +6

    This year has also been a redefining moment in my walk with Yah. It's like, I hardly recognize myself sometimes. I know I've backslid, it's been difficult but I know He's working within.

  • @jessicakazadi7619
    @jessicakazadi7619 3 года назад +6

    anyone else keep replaying this..because it is just so beautiful!!

  • @pelemonyajo
    @pelemonyajo 3 года назад +6

    God's really working in/on/with/through you. It's so humbling. So beautiful to see God all around you. God bless you. I thank God for choosing to work within you. So amazing❤

  • @kamilahahmed6811
    @kamilahahmed6811 3 года назад +3

    I’m Muslim and your words have brought me closer to my religion, keep spreading love and hope in a time of great hardship 🥺

  • @waryful3
    @waryful3 3 года назад +8

    _strength comes from being torn apart_

  • @angyra2498
    @angyra2498 3 года назад +4

    I'm so glad to see what He is performing into your life, that you are learning to rely more on Him and not yourself, that you are learning humility as we all do, i love that line " The part of me worth anything is the part of Him in me", so beautifully said, thank you so much for sharing ! Be blessed Miles !

  • @leratomatshego5815
    @leratomatshego5815 3 года назад +4

    "Knowing everything I need comes after I trust and obey"felt that😭❣🙏

  • @omishagilbert5629
    @omishagilbert5629 3 года назад +10

    This is so beautiful. It was aesthetically soothing. Given that I am going through so much and I feel as though I am losing myself and in deep depression, this gave me hope. I know it'll all be okay. I thank you golden soul ❣️ I love you much! You're fulfilling your purpose and you are an angel truly personified! The best 4:36 of my life!

  • @moitshepisparkles
    @moitshepisparkles 3 года назад +6

    He brought light to my Brokenness 🙏

  • @johnellis7639
    @johnellis7639 3 года назад +9

    "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him and he will guide your paths."
    -Proverbs 3:5-6
    Glory to God, keep fighting the good fight brother, God Bless!

  • @toscar22link10
    @toscar22link10 3 года назад +2

    I don't know where am at religiously, but this video felt peaceful & calming...good vibes

  • @edwardsanchezjr.8333
    @edwardsanchezjr.8333 3 года назад +6

    Dang what a vibe, I was struggling this morning and this vid brought me back to God and His way of letting me continue on today. Big thank you for your great work! Bless you

  • @mutilachanda609
    @mutilachanda609 3 года назад +10

    Oh how this notification brought a smile on my face 🖤

  • @jjwinner9009
    @jjwinner9009 3 года назад +162

    I wanna have a conversation with miles carter

  • @gavinmcclure4463
    @gavinmcclure4463 3 года назад +2

    God has a gift and a purpose for every person. When times get though- use that as a lesson, God doesn’t put you through anything he doesn’t think u can’t handle! Be patient, that’s the hardest part, but God has something in store for everyone❤️🙏

  • @jordanirose
    @jordanirose 3 года назад +5

    Literally binged your videos 2 days ago. I needed to hear more. I love you beyond words bro.

    • @pelemonyajo
      @pelemonyajo 3 года назад

      I binged a few days ago tooooo

  • @samueljuan2501
    @samueljuan2501 3 года назад +1

    it's beautiful the way you think, it's beautiful to see you travel in words. May God bless you Miles Carter, my inspiration

  • @leyakurian6475
    @leyakurian6475 3 года назад

    amen amen amen amen amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is so much precious and so real and true to relate.

  • @karabog7460
    @karabog7460 3 года назад +2

    If the stars were made to worship, so will I 🤍
    This came right on time. Thank you 🤍

  • @karenojeda4650
    @karenojeda4650 3 года назад +5

    This life is a gift and I’ve been following along on this journey with you. Keep growing, much love 💛💫

  • @selinam6822
    @selinam6822 3 года назад +1

    I’m not Christian but your videos feel like an important part of navigating myself spiritually

  • @JETER911
    @JETER911 3 года назад +1

    "I thought I was someone worth sharing, someone worth hearing, what I've learned in walking with yah, is that I'm not that great.. the part of me worth anything is the part of him in me, and even that needs to be properly shaped from this unruly mess I've made.." that hit home man..., God bless you and everyone here.

  • @terrynafula6222
    @terrynafula6222 3 года назад +1

    you have this thing about you, it makes my eyes well up. Its your ability to relay our inner most feelings

  • @loiskas1417
    @loiskas1417 3 года назад

    I love the way you call Him Yah like He is your new found lover and best friend, it feels lovely and strong at same time😊.

  • @okbaygoitom6852
    @okbaygoitom6852 3 года назад +1

    Miles, keep going, keep going, keep going!!!!!

  • @natashamanjere6941
    @natashamanjere6941 3 года назад +2

    Miles I love your work and how you relate to God. It's like you literally take how I feel and put it all into words, wow just wow 👏😍

  • @asyayldz5117
    @asyayldz5117 3 года назад +2

    I love your videos and your opinions so much... The way you explain your perspective of life your aesthetic and music choice.. And the truth is you really can reach out to the people. I love your sense of melancholy. The kind of melancholy that it's okay to be sad later, it's true that all happineses last short but.. There will be other chances too. And if you can be happy right now, just enjoy it with the realisation of it can be over at any moment. And that little sadness I think, makes happiness much more precious. I am not a religious girl but I just love the way you make me feel. Thank you for that.

  • @jaemeloveex
    @jaemeloveex 3 года назад

    Wow.. I truly felt that. Every part of it. Thank you for sharing this. God bless you.

  • @nthabisengolebogeng7585
    @nthabisengolebogeng7585 2 года назад

    It makes sense,God gave him the gift to make things more clearer more relatable more connectable and it's beautiful

  • @nicodemusassam7330
    @nicodemusassam7330 2 года назад

    I was broken into shards throughout the year but your words glued me back 💔.

  • @asogundaniel
    @asogundaniel 3 года назад +2

    Much love miles. This hits deep. Keep up the good work

  • @stillwatersproduction4558
    @stillwatersproduction4558 Год назад

    Definitely inspired me when I was a low .
    Thats Yah for you. Blessings

  • @charlesdavid6400
    @charlesdavid6400 3 года назад

    Continue to serve the Lord brother and He will take you to depths you cannot fathom, in Himself!

  • @lenap8348
    @lenap8348 3 года назад

    the amount of comfort your voice gives me

  • @tshepim3368
    @tshepim3368 2 года назад

    After watching almost half of your vids, trying to my life wasn't worth it.
    Your vids gets me through most difficult times.
    Thanks Bro and be highly blessed❤️🙏🏽

  • @vincentaguilera3318
    @vincentaguilera3318 3 года назад +1

    Spreading the love of God and his word. Thank you. Amen

  • @ndifsmurida8838
    @ndifsmurida8838 2 года назад

    You have this way of saying the simplest things in the most meaningful ways!!!

  • @ZjTimoh
    @ZjTimoh 3 года назад

    HE is moving! Am blessed. And be blessed too. Amen!

  • @MeloTee
    @MeloTee 3 года назад

    Miles... I have missed your videos... Thank God you are back

  • @MK-vk1di
    @MK-vk1di 3 года назад

    I would really like to meet this guy and just shake his hand. For helping me through these tough times.

  • @tcsalary8116
    @tcsalary8116 3 года назад +1

    First off your voice is a blessing and I love your spiritual understanding
    Also I just got my made to feel hoodie in orange it is so comfortable and soft in the inside

  • @jordan-lh5xl
    @jordan-lh5xl 3 года назад +1

    i can figuratively and literally relate to this on spiritual level, lovely video bro.

  • @jackien404
    @jackien404 3 года назад

    I don’t know to what in me you speak, but whenever I listen to you, I cry.
    A couple of nights ago, I went to church and the priest said as Christians, we should be thankful, prayerful and joyful. Thank you for reminding of the first.

  • @mariiebarrera9896
    @mariiebarrera9896 3 года назад +2

    I needed this thank you 🤍

  • @SamSantos-id3fw
    @SamSantos-id3fw 3 года назад

    the instrumental of so will i adds so much to ittttt

  • @callingclaire3017
    @callingclaire3017 3 года назад +1

    awww the catttt omg 🥺 you’re amazing

  • @thynotilona6882
    @thynotilona6882 2 года назад

    Man every video you make makes me feel like eithe crying or something its just so amazing how you do something so simple and stilll touch so many hearts

  • @aviescoverchannel
    @aviescoverchannel 3 года назад

    So peaceful & pure. 🤍

  • @ennui6297
    @ennui6297 3 года назад +1

    Thank you for your work. I'm a big fan of the person you are

  • @carolyn1815
    @carolyn1815 3 года назад +1

    thank you for sharing. we appreciate you being here

  • @kevinmahatmafilms
    @kevinmahatmafilms 3 года назад +1

    Amazing 🔥brought serene to me ,going through hard time back here

  • @seekingGODs-YHWHsTruth144K
    @seekingGODs-YHWHsTruth144K 3 года назад

    Praise YAH 💯♥️🙌☝️ beautiful video brother ❤

  • @yasmeenomar4668
    @yasmeenomar4668 3 года назад

    I was shaking a minute ago after watching this video. The spirit washed over me and I could hardly stand. His kingdom is truly upon us and please, If you have the chance to share the Gospel with someone DO NOT HESITATE. Let us present the Word that brings salvation to the world. We are ambassadors of the The Kingdom, You are representative of the Father, so let the world know and don’t let your loved ones be left behind.

  • @JenniferSanchez-rj6hr
    @JenniferSanchez-rj6hr 3 года назад

    God is good and may God continue to bless you ! He is with you always !

  • @blueskaee
    @blueskaee 3 года назад

    Your words touched my heavy heart
    Glory to God

  • @esthelaa5028
    @esthelaa5028 3 года назад +6

    ♥️♥️♥️♥️🤍we change, we grow

  • @potuseshibe
    @potuseshibe 3 года назад +1

    Glory be to God 🙏🏽 . Thank you for reminding us of Jeremiah 29:11 ❤️.

  • @derrickkabasa
    @derrickkabasa 3 года назад

    Very candid words... I'm also reminded that He saved me by His Grace ☺

  • @evviiee464
    @evviiee464 3 года назад

    The part of me worth anything is the part of Him in me... wow

  • @Pi3417
    @Pi3417 3 года назад

    These video's keep getting better better

  • @ms.muhuura
    @ms.muhuura 3 года назад

    Thank you Miles.✨

  • @pelemonyajo
    @pelemonyajo 3 года назад +1

    It always just seems as though our lives sync somehow, it's so funny + amazing to see.

  • @Hanna-gr5mv
    @Hanna-gr5mv 3 года назад +1

    If the stars were made to worship so will I
    If the mountains bow in reverence so will I
    If the oceans roar Your greatness so will I
    For if everything exists to lift You high so will I
    If the wind goes where You send it so will I
    If the rocks cry out in silence so will I
    If the sum of all our praises still falls shy
    Then we'll sing again a hundred billion times

  • @berrykawana1231
    @berrykawana1231 3 года назад +1

    Your a true blessing and l hope you know that every video you make helps people find broken pieces of themselves l really do appreciate your existence you've done alot and continue your great work

  • @safkay2684
    @safkay2684 3 года назад

    Your videos just mean so much. Thank you 🙏

  • @lavendermoon4734
    @lavendermoon4734 3 года назад

    I remember your video “Seeing God” was the first video I heard you talk about your spirituality, and now you have so many videos about it. Its beautiful. Always thought-provoking

  • @Smirksol
    @Smirksol 3 года назад

    i sometimes pray and wish i dont wake up tomorrow coz i know its gonna be the same as yesterday ..i feel so much pain and hurt every single day...i hate myself mostly and ill do anything to be someone else..if only i could

  • @C-by-cii
    @C-by-cii 3 года назад

    I’m so happy I found your channel ❤️

  • @mellaru4999
    @mellaru4999 3 года назад

    wow man we love the humility

  • @mayafunk8457
    @mayafunk8457 3 года назад

    I always come back to your videos before I go to bed. You help me to think outside of my every day distractions. I know you said that you aren’t that special, and true, we are all not special compared to God. But to me, and to others, these videos mean so much. I hope you keep making them❤️

  • @CAI.DREAMS
    @CAI.DREAMS 3 года назад

    So Will I playing in the background is beautiful

  • @pithemoonsage
    @pithemoonsage 2 года назад

    BEAUTIFUL SKIES, BEAUTIFUL SOUL, BEAUTIFUL GOD💚💜

  • @whoopsydaisy3495
    @whoopsydaisy3495 3 года назад

    Why do ALL of your videos speak my life this year!? It's like you've been taking the words out of my mouth!

  • @joshuachirove1852
    @joshuachirove1852 3 года назад

    God bless you Miles

  • @dreamsinparis
    @dreamsinparis 3 года назад

    this made me so emotional🥺. I loved it !

  • @Chabala_Sunkutu
    @Chabala_Sunkutu 3 года назад

    I really missed you Miles man... All the way from Zambia

  • @israeldavid8907
    @israeldavid8907 Год назад

    Thank you miles 😢😢

  • @kenzigalban5227
    @kenzigalban5227 3 года назад

    your videos give me life 🥺🥺

  • @cruzz5042
    @cruzz5042 3 года назад

    Miles you are a huge blessing to this generation ..your content is gone touch many lives..I love every bit of this man💟

  • @trixilutzenkirchen5094
    @trixilutzenkirchen5094 3 года назад

    Wow I can't even find the right words. Ever video you make touches my heart. God is in yo. God is with you. He speaks through you. God bless you Carter