Amen. I just made a video speaking on this, because with the correct understanding of the karmic mother played, healing is imminent. Ideas of who a "mother" should be keep pain front and center, wounds opening again and again.
This karmic mother did spell work on me and my child. I cant even tell it all. I'm just speechless. She attacked my finances everything and I'm currently going through alot bcos of the spell work she did on me. But the most and my spiritual team will see me through and place judgment on her and her coven of witches that helped her .
I really could never grasp the fact how a mother that carried a child for 9 months could over time learn to stifle said child out of insecurities. 9 times out of 10, the child she bared is the literal answer to the prayers she’s been praying her entire life. The child is so brilliantly talented because those gifts are the keys that will resolve generational curses. Blocking your child is basically blocking your blessings.
The demonic spirits of Envy & Jealousy are strong. My "mother" has always disliked me from birth. I love her with my whole heart, yet she refuses to return genuine love towards me. She sees me as competition.
This is definitely how my relationship with my Mama was. She treated my older sister and younger brother far better than she treated me. She beat me, mentally abused me, and even treated me like a servant. She never supported my wins in anything and relished in my failures. She treated my friends with more welcome than me. My stepfather would always caution her to stop acting ugly towards me. Then one day, I told her I was leaving. Her face was a mixture of shock and hatred. She screamed out, if you leave you better not comeback. It came to pass that she became ill and she was begging me to come back home. I refused to go back but I always visited her often. She is gone now and I was able to forgive her. I am not at the summit of where I feel God is leading me, but I know that her harshness was necessary in order to make me strong. Now, I think of her in love and thank her for teaching me what it means to LOVE MYSELF by her abstaining her love from me.
My mother is absolutely “trash”. And it’s sad. This woman wishes that I was homeless and wishes I simply didn’t live anymore. She uses her spiritual intuition to harm me. She’s my biggest enemy.
This is my mother. We're not currently speaking. She's wrought so much harm in my life, it's unfathomable. Took me so long to see the big picture clearly. I can't imagine us ever being close again.
Same. I'm so sorry as the feeling is devastating. It took me a long while as well to see it fully. It's hard to believe a mother could be this way to their child. Much love!
@@mekylieme Sending love back to you. I have faith that this awakening, though so painful, will lead to a far better future. It hurts, but we are free now and braver than ever. We've arrived. "The path to paradise begins in hell." -Dante
The best thing I ever did was to forgive my mother. In that I realized that she did the best she could dealing with her own shadows. Her job was allowing me to come through by birthing me. That is where I had to take over and learn from whatever I let in when life throw it at me. Trust me life throw a lot at me and I'm a better person for having those experiences no matter how good or bad they were. I accept my part in allowing the negative energy to hold me down and I just let go. 💞💞💞💞💞💞
My daughter was taken by my mother and father when she was 4.I forgave them and now I’m healing and have a lot of peace.GOD always and forever will be my parent my love ❤❤❤Forgive and you will be at peace❤❤❤
This was my whole life with my mother. I am now FREE!!! She can't hurt me anymore. I have relief because I have released her from my life. I've always been a Good child/adult and all she ever wanted was to see me struggle and to give me heartaches, headaches; there use to be many heartbreaks with no love, support or hugs from my very own Mother!
We need a support group for this. I can’t believe so many of us have had to disconnect and remove ourselves from our own mother. It’s been over 5 years for me because mine tried to kill me more than once. I wish I could repair the relationship but growing up was so rough with her and my adulthood was a nightmare. I finally had the courage to walk away when I found out she was poisoning me. I worry when she pass I will feel guilty because that’s the heart I have. I need a support group for when this happens. My own dad sexually assaulted me as an adult. I have no parents and it’s sad. It makes me sad. I will continue to shine my light and use my gifts for good.
Because of my pure heart she used black magic to control me with another witch while using inheritance money and insurance policies to rip my life away wished homelessness on me and everything but we still doing it
I SINCERELY HOPE, WITH FAITH PUSHING IT ALSO & SPEAK IT INTO THE UNIVERSES' EXISTENCE, that you ARE/ WILL BE ABLE TO FACE, & DEFEAT your MOMS abusive, GENERATIONAL CURSES!! I APOLOGIZE FOR HER, FOR WE ARE ALL 1 ( REALITY, i KNOW it's NOT her, but it COULD be her speaking THROUGH me). I didn't say PRAY,(because it REALLY means PREY= Apex predators food) because that's the 👹s, TRUTH IS LIE & LIE IS TRUTH, game. LOVE YOU FAM!!💯🌌🖤🖤
You have parents. The most high is your parent and she loves you unconditionally. I know the void of not having a physical parental figure and hope you heal from it❤️I love you🤍
I told my mom I was here to heal the family. She replied I always knew you were different. Unfortunately we butted heads & she was very controlling. I was easier to control if I was depressed. Felt like there was competition between us. So much hurt & damage. 😢 This resonates so much. I keep getting up yet it's been difficult & lonely.
Same with me. I was only boy..baby boy with two older sisters but my mom was single mother head strong boss independent type. Macho woman. Taurus I'm Aries we bumped heads like no other TILL THIS DAY we can't have a conversation without tempers rising as if we were mortal enemies or Cain and Abel in another life time. I love my baby to death but we go at it.
I am part of God's 144,000...she was warned by 3 readers about me and went against me anyway. Every time she did something terrible to me God punished her. The last time she played with me she died on the hospital bed 4 times. She now understands to leave me alone and she warns people about my divine protection ✨️
You are forreal speaking on my life. I'm about to cry listening to this. I always questioned why she couldn't love me like she loved everyone else, until I learned I was the black sheep. Her and my siblings always spoke on how I could do everything and they hated me for it. Thank you for this message. 💚💛⚡👁️👑🙏🏽
@CandiJanoki It hurts but I have longed distanced myself from them. I have even had people come confess to me that she paid them to do magic on me smh. So many supernatural/voodoo things happened in my childhood. All because of her. Many pastors would always cast her out for being a jezebel now I get it smh
This so resonated with me. Thank you for this message. I wondered for years why she hated me and if my own mother couldn't love me how could anyone? This message has for sure eased my mind and brought me clarity
I am blown away by how accurately you have described my entire relationship with my mother and everything that I lived through. My mom passed away almost 2 years ago. I forgave her a long time ago. I realized she was a very deeply hurt person and she was obviously following a pattern of abuse that's probably been in our family a long long time. Thank you for this message. I know it isn't a personalized message but for many of us it resonates deep in our core. ✌️❤ This helps with our shadow healing. Definitely going to be doing some journaling. 😌🙏📖
As a child, I loved drawing, sketching and some painting. My mother was very angry, abusive and dejected. She wasn’t just this way with me, but with my siblings as well. I watched her attack my oldest sister with a carton of ice cream because it was the wrong flavor and made her eat the entire thing. To this day, my sister still hails this woman as mother of the year. Even after all the hate she displayed. She gone now after multiple illnesses in her old age. The same children she loved to hate had to feed her, take her to doctor appointments,dress her, wash & wipe her ass. Yes, her karma was very deep. Yes she was into dark magic.
My mother is a narcissist & made a mess of my emotions, however, I have overcome this since awakening in 2022. She won’t have anything to do with me anymore but I understand where her emotions & insecurities are coming from. I love her, miss her & forgive her but she does not care. It’s on her but I get it now & anytime I meditate it fills me with all I need to know & give it to the Devine! Love you all & keep shining family! ❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🙏🙏🙏
She worked very hard to kill my joy. My grandmother, my confidence and opportunity. My father, my security. My love interests, true love. My cousin and best friend, sisterhood. All of them friendship, kindness, care, love... peace, patience, integrity, honor, adoration.
Sis, this is a message for me. My karmic mother, due to her jealousy for the better life choices I made, has tried everything in her power to hurt and alienate me from the family, badmouthing me to my siblings for years. When I understood I kept to myself and observed. Now most of my siblings whom I cut off have experienced the consequences of allying with her against me. Now they are embarrassed and regret it but I won’t let them back in. I’m at peace now.
My mother use to go see a spiritual advisor. And she told my mother that i was Chosen as a young age. My mother was extremely hard on me but very Laxed with the others. She was very aware of who i was a long time ago.wow! This reading is so on point. I feel like finally. Someone understands everything that I have been through. This is really brings tears to my eyes
I have never had my life spoken about so accurately by someone I have never met. This is my story verbatim. I must now learn everything there’s to know about the karmic mother.
Was abandoned at 12 years old on ft myers beach at the shell shop on the pier. Spot on. Always felt our creator was within the sun 🌞 always had the Clair’s and grew up in foster care. Our creator raised me my whole life. Hallelujah 2:35
I was almost in tears listening to this. Our step-mother was a nasty woman doing all sort of magic on us. She was horrible to us. At some point, she was asking me what I saw in my dreams. I was so confused because back then I didn't pay too much attention to my dreams. But now I understand that she knew something about me that I didn't know. Thank you Queen for this message ❤❤❤
❤ As I listened to this message it was like You were looking through My Window 🪟 of my childhood home 🏡. I always knew My Mother💝🙏🕊️ was envious of Me 💞🙏🏾🕊️, but I always wondered why? Now it all makes sense! Insecurities from her past and present. Thank You, Sister Chhavi Zaine💞🙏🏾🕊️ For Helping Me Receive A Better Understanding 💞🙏🏾🙏🕊️ of My Mother 💝🙏🕊️. So I can do My Part of Forgiveness ❤ ALL HONOR GLORY AND PRAISE BELONG TO THE MOST HIGH GOD ❤️🙏🏾 AMEN 🙏🏾💟
Beautiful Reading. You Read My Karmic Mother To The T. It’s Liberating Just To Hear You Speak On Things I Knew We’re Going On, But Couldn’t Speak About. Thank You For Your Work, Gifts & Service!
This was my mother. And it's ironic... she is SOOOOOOOO gifted and artsy. She told me years ago i needed to get a REAL job. I was paid as a singer and doing hair. Shebsaid I'm supposed to, "toil and suffer..." I told her THAT was stupid (i didn't mean to come off disrespectfully). I told her i remembered at 3 yrs old, i was WITH her in her college classes, during art. How GIFTED she was, and how SHE needs to be doing HER art! AND shed make plent of money doing so. Ill be 48 in 2 months (from today). She didnt acknowledge my singing til i was 39!! She tells everyone i sing. Shelares my videos, saying, "That's my daughter!". Im just grateful she has worked her traumas out and is MUCH BETTER to herself and me! I think me, that she resented for her own reasons, was THE ONLY ONE that encouraged HER while she was going thru, and led her to accept that being OKAY to accept herself and me. Lots of turnarounds in the pst 8,9 years for her and US...💖🙏
Wow. I usually don’t comment but this hit home so hard I had to. I’m 47 years old and just on the other side of this karma. It put a stain on everything in my life. When the person who molds your mind isn’t well it’s an uphill battle from the gate. I feel fortunate to have done the work to release this shackle. She’s no longer here but apparently she’s always trying to help me from the ancestral plane. Perhaps to make up for the abuse. I ultimately feel as if it was a test to see if I could maintain my integrity. Proud to say I kept the light through the darkness and can celebrate myself now. Ase’O!
I'm afraid it will always leave a trace but the only thing that made it easier was knowing I'm better at my own gifts because of it but compassion key for me ..I had to put myself in her world and found compassion and forgiveness then came
You just told my whole life story sis. When I tell you the abuse/neglect from a narcissistic mother is deadly I mean it. I have been through counseling and I no longer speak to my mother. I do not hate her because that's not in my spirit to do, but I don't have anything to do with her. You described detail to detail word for word what I went through as a child into adulthood with my mother. I know I still have more healing to do, but I healed so much once I got away from her 🤟🏾❤️🩹💯.
It's amazing, you don't have it in your heart to hurt them, but they have everything in their heart and mind to do things to hurt and hinder you. I definitely understand ❤ 😢
So beautifully said and so spot on, i cried. As a xhild i wanted nothing but her love, i remember her kising and hugging my siblings, or complementing them, but all i ever had was hard criticism and physical physical abuse. As i teenager i became the blck sheep she made me out to be just to try and hurt her. As a mother now myself, i forgive her but i still dont want her near me or my children. I kiss my kids everyday and remind them how beautiful and loved they are ❤❤❤
This is painfully true. It is unbelievable to see your own mother be horrible to you. For you to see her happy about what may be hurting you. It is just inhumane.
EXACTLY EVERYTHING Chhavie. I turned to Mother Nature to nurture me, one way how I have survived. I loved my grandmother more and wished she was my mother. I did a past life regression and found out that she was aways with me. Today my grandmother is one of my guides. She comes to me in life threatening situations here on this earth. I'm 73 so this journey has been holding onto my warriorism for survival. Turned family against me. I see she's trying to make a comeback in the dream state. I'm more powerful. She's still pissed off even though I have forgiven her on earth and wherever she is now though she's deceased.
@@mschiefwilliams9959 What do you mean how? How what? Or was that a blanket phase or curiosity to know how it was possible. I'm okay with either. I'm 73, there is much I have journeyed through and would like/need to share with the youngins who really want to take heed to the message.
This is my mother! Thank you for sharing your wisdom in this way. My mother often sabotaged my creativity by comparing me to my cousins. She would praise their names, but they have no talent. They are sheep following the herd. She does not support my gifts and now that I am older, I see it clearly. She is lonely and no one wants to be around her. She is fully in her masculine energy. I no longer wish to communicate with her, She has destroyed so much of my progress,, Thank you for this video,
Wow! I'm just going to say "Good morning, Chhavi" when I wake up in the mornings because she's GOT to be lurking somewhere in my home. 😂😂😂This message truly resonates with me because this was me and my mother. Unfortunately, she passed away in 2019, two days after our last conversation. Things were better at the time, but as the oldest of 3 girls, I always felt like I got the worst of everything - her fears, anger about life, lack of self-confidence, insecurity, and the list goes on and on. Now, in my 51st cycle of life, I'm continuing to heal because I am not my mother and I choose to no longer carry her burdens. Thank you again, Queen for being so insightful for those of us who receive your messages! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
I haven't talked to her in a year & I'm doing everything to make it permanent. I've worked myself to a place of peace, luv, happiness, joy, & much more other things. I wish them all nothing but the best
Thank you, it resonated. I was under 5 & my mother received a tarot reading. I was a young artist. Everything you voiced happened. Aging into my teens, she gave me the cards she was read with when I was under 5, I was 15. I was good at tarot naturally. More intimidation. I’m 32, my mother told me she didn’t want to open to her gifts. I told her I refused to deny them. She continued to listen to my premonitions. At 33 my mother told me to die homeless in the street. At 35 after being disconnected she visited my home. The art amazed her, walls covered in amazing work. I never seen her so impressed by something I created. I’ve been separated from her the last few yrs. It’s been a healing couple of years. I started expanding my gift with support from my soul tribe family. Now I can read others across the world, no divination tools needed. I open the emotional of all who interact with me. Thank you for this information. I appreciate your time & energy.
Wow my life story… a topic that I have always felt I couldn’t talk about with just anyone. I’m so grateful for all the wonderful spiritually in-tune souls on this platform. I feel part of a wonderful community that understands me. ❤
This message immediately resonated with me. It felt as though you were looking through time at my life personally. As I'm listening (I paused the video to type this comment) I'm on memory lane going through flashes of my past that I haven't thought about in years. Sad, sad memories of abuse, neglect, isolation, feeling unloved and unwanted. Having gun pointed at my head and being raped at 15, becoming pregnant as a result and not being able to end the pregnancy because she was so happy about it. I was devasted, ashamed, and felt so alone. I didn't trust my mom or most of the people in my family so I never told them what happened. I carried the burden of what happened to me through the unwanted pregnancy. It was hard raising my son especially with my mom interfering the whole time. She wasn't the only thing that was hard about it though. I tried to be a good mom but i didn't have a good example so now my son has mommy issues too 💔💔💔. I just pray that one day God will let my son see me as I am and not who I had become during those difficult years of my life. I miss him since he has chosen to not be in contact with me. I hope that he is well, happy and loved.
This literally brought me to tears. You are so spot on with your messages. I was ready to give up a while ago I was tired of fighting the world with so many odds stacked against me. Ive come awaken to who I really am and the purpose for my life I'm ready to conquer these issues 💯. My talent is undeniable all my teachers and everyone have always told me how bright and unique I was but as you said my karmic mother definitely worked to break my esteem. She also did so because of who my father was. And who he was to her she hated me but had no choice but to love me it was a very crazy situation. The revelation came not too long ago and it was the missing piece to the puzzle that gave me the clarity I needed to be okay. Thank you for your gift you are speaking to my soul ❤️ 🙏
Wow this is my story. She feared me even as a toddler. She told me I was stubborn as a brazen bull at 4 yrs old and would beat me until she saw tears, I had to smell onions to create tears. She attempted to destroy my relationship with my children. After all the pain, I was the one who took care of her til her last breath and no one out of all of the family she took care of didn’t even come to see her in her last days. My goal was to help her relieve her heavy heart, she became my my foot stool. Never asked for forgiveness, she take that to her grave…😢😢😢
Mine too. I don't even want to put her vicious abuse into words, all I will say is that I kept a promise she guilted out of me when I was 16 and my father was dying of cancer to make sure that she wouldn't die alone. There were no tears while I did just that when she was 82, or any time since and I haven't missed her for a single heartbeat.
Sounds like you are talking about my mom, I had moved out at the age of 16 because of her. You have opened my eyes in what I already knew, I just need validation. You are amazing and gifted sending much love. Blessed Be. RIP mom
The morning of my 4th birthday I was able to reach a pink dress hanging in my closet. I was excited to show Mama that I could get it down by myself. She sneered " It's a little short, don't you think?"
Before she past i was the only child of hers to stay around and take care of her , we got to know each other and i got my i love you n miss yous hugs n all ,the look in her eyes use to melt me, i loved her so much she provided so well but the emotional was a no! Im the one to show her how to love.. we healed each other and still healing through spiritual i can hear her words of wisdom and love
You just walked through every second of every minute of every hour, to every day, month, year and decade of my life! I’m speechless. Thank you for this validation. I wish you and the collective much love, light and blessings 🫶🏻🧚🏻♀️✨
I appreciate this confirmation. My mother was once a very gifted child yet she could not handle her gift and therefore "prayed" for it to go away. I realize that she sees a better version of herself in me which is unfortunate because she is a beautiful Soul that has also been hurt. I am forever grateful that her harsh punishments have been my Divine protection many times. I absolutely love my Mama and it saddens me that she compares herself to me. Yet this is something out of my control. Therefore as Chosen Ones let us forgive our karmic mothers because they have helped shape us into who we are. 🌞👑💜
WOW?!!! THIS IS MY LIFE TO A "T"!!! THESE ARE THE THINGS THAT I SOMEHOW KNEW, BUT REFUSED TO ACCEPT, KNOWING HOW INTELLIGENT & RESPECTED MY MOTHER IS!!! I NEVER THOUGHT THAT IT MADE SENSE, BECAUSE I KNEW THAT IF MY CHILDREN ACHIEVED ANYTHING IT WAS A REFLECTION OF ME, SO HOW COULD SHE NOT KNOW THIS?!!! I ALWAYS HAD IT IN MY MIND THAT EVEN THOUGH I KNEW SHE THOUGHT (OR ACTED LIKE SHE THOUGHT) I WAS THE LEAST TO BE THE "ONE", I KNEW I WOULD GET HER ALL THE THINGS THAT I FELT SHE DESERVED BEFORE SHE LEFT THIS EARTH!! I REALLY STOPPED CARING ABOUT WHO SAW IT IN ME OR NOT!!! I JUST KNEW I WOULD DO WHAT I KNEW I WANTED TO DO!!! AND THAT WAS TO GIVE HER & ALL MY FAMILY THE THINGS I KNEW THAT WOULD MAKE THEIR LIVES EASIER!!! I WANTED TO BE THE CAPTAIN SAVE THE DAY FOR MY FAMILY, AND SOMEHOW KNEW I COULD!! (DONT ASK ME HOW I KNEW?!!) LIKE YOU SAID I FELT I WAS A RENAISSANCE MAN, AND I COULD DO ANYTHING I PUT MY MIND TO VERY WELL!!! I NEVER LET IT GET TO MY HEAD, BUT THIS WAS MY PERSONAL SOURCE OF CONFIDENCE!! KNOWING THIS MADE WHATEVER SOMEBODY SAID OR TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL IRRELEVANT!!! I REMEMBER HAVING BACK IN FORTHS WITH SO CALLED FRIENDS (ASSOCIATES) SAYING UGLY THINGS TO ME SAYING IN MY HEAD, THAT IF THEY ONLY KNEW WHAT IM GOING TO BE IN LIFE THEY WOULD BE KISSING MY A**!! BUT IM NOT THE ONE FOR PHONY, AND NEVER WAS!! SO I HAD A RESPECT FOR THEM LETTING ME SEE & HEAR HOW THEY REALLY FELT!!! (THANK YOU FOR BEING HONEST!!) BUT I ALWAYS KNEW "EVEN THEN" KNOWING THEY WOULD THINK I WAS CRAZY, THAT THEY WOULDN'T BE ON MY LEVEL ONE DAY!!! THIS IS WHY I NEVER WAS JEALOUS OF THOSE WHO HAD GIFTS OR WAS WELL KNOWN OR HAD MORE THAN I DID!!! I KNEW MY TIME WOULD COME, AND I HOPE THEY WOULD DO AS I DID, AND JUST RESPECT IT!!! NOW I SEE THAT MOST CAN'T HANDLE IT, AND ARE ENVIOUS, & JEALOUS!!! SMH (QUESTION TO THEM?!!!) DID YOU EVER SEE ME HATE ON YOU, OR ACT LIKE I WAS MAD OR UPSET YOU WAS DOING YOUR THING WHEN YOU HAD YOUR LITTLE SHINE?!!! NO WAY YOU COULD HAVE, BECAUSE I WAS HAPPY FOR YOU!!! I FIGURED YOU HAD YOUR SPOT & I WILL HAVE MINE ONE DAY!!! (MANN) HAD THE GIRLS!! ("L") WAS THE FUTURE BASKETBALL STAR (KEITH) HAD EVERYTHING HE WANTED (AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT WE THOUGHT!) (RONNIE)) WAS LOOKED AT LIKE HE WAS THE SPOILED ONE! (JAYVON) SEEMED TO BE RESPECTED BY THE OLDER GUYS!! AND MANY OTHERS HAD" THEIR THING!!" BUT I NEVER ONCE HATED ON NONE OF Y'ALL!! I KNEW I WAS TALENTED & YOU DIDN'T NEED TO KNOW UNTIL THE TIME CAME!! PLUS I ALREADY HAD SO CALLED "STARS" IN MY FAMILY!! NOT TRYING TO BE DISRESPECTFUL, BUT IT WOULD TAKE MORE TO IMPRESS ME!! I HAD PEOPLE WHO I SLEPT IN THE SAME HOUSE WITH ON T.V. PERFORMING AND SEEING PEOPLE ASK THEM FOR AUTOGRAPHS!!! I HAD A WHOLE NOTHER LEVEL I WAS THINKING ON!! BUT I NEVER ACTED LIKE I WAS BETTER!! DID I? NO, BECAUSE IT WASN'T ME ON T.V. & IT WASN'T ME AS A STAR YET!!! I WOULD GET THERE, AND I KNEW THOSE THAT FRONTED ON ME WOULD BE PROVEN WRONG!!! IT HURTS TO HEAR MY MOTHER BEING DESCRIBED FROM A STRANGER SO PERFECT, AND WITH ANSWERS THAT MAKE SENSE TO HOW SHE TREATED ME!!! I'M SOooo GLAD I HAD THE CREATOR (GOD) TO KEEP ME STABLE!!! I USED TO WONDER WHY MY AUNTS WOULD HAVE MY BROTHERS JUMP ME? AND REALLY LOOK UPSET IF THEY COULDN'T OVERPOWER ME, SO BAD THEY JOINED IN TO HELP THEM!!! SMH!!! IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW!!! I'M HAPPY FOR IT IN A WAY, BECAUSE EVERYTIME I WAS JUMPED IN THE STREET, I SEEMED TO BE HOLDING MY OWN WHEN IT WAS ALL SAID & DONE!!! (THANK YOU DONNA & DAWN!!) I USED TO GO OUTSIDE ON THE ABANDONED 3RD FLOOR IN MY GRANDMOTHER'S BUILDING AND TEAR UP WONDERING WHY THEY DID THAT TO ME!?!!! IT JUST GOT TO THE POINT THAT I DIDNT CARE ANYMORE AND BEGAN TO BECOME NUMB TO THINGS LIKE THIS!!! SMH I LIED TO MYSELF AND WANTED TO BELIEVE THAT THEY WANTED ME TO BE TOUGH, BECAUSE I WAS THE OLDEST, BUT ALWAYS WONDERED THAT IF THAT WAS THE CASE WHY DID THEY SEEM DISAPPOINTED WHEN I WOULD GET THE BEST OF THEM? I FIGURED THEY WOULD HAVE PRIDE KNOWING I COULD HOLD IT DOWN, BUT I ACTUALLY SAW UGLY FROWNS OF DISGUST ON THEIR FACES!!! SMH I JUST COULDN'T OVERSTAND IT!!! IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW!!! MY MOM USED TO ALWAYS YELL AT ME " SHUT UP YOU ALWAYS THINK YOU'RE RIGHT ALL THE TIME!" ME KNOWING I USUALLY WAS, BECAUSE I WOULDN'T DARE SPEAK IF I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT!!! (SHE WOULD HAVE A FIELD DAY!!) THIS IS SO RIGHT WHEN IT COMES TO MY LIFE IT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE THAT 'YOU" WASN'T THERE!!! YOU SOUND LIKE YOU WAS A FLY ON THE WALL!!! A NARRATOR OF MY LIFE!!! GOD BLESS YOU SIS!! I APPRECIATE YOU A WHOLE LOT!!! (YOU DONT NEED ME TO TELL YOU BUT...) YOU ARE TRULY GIFTED ALSO!!! THANK YOU FOR THE CONFIRMATION!!! YOU ARE A BLESSING IN ITSELF!!! HUMONGOUS FACTS!!! 🤔🙏👑💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💯
I see you've met my mother,lol. I'm a senior now and she at age 86, just disowned me a year ago, over something she did to me! When I heard about the lies she told on me to explain why I was no longer in contact with her saying that I stressed out my dying father with constant requests for money, was at first hurtful but then typical, then laughable since it never happened. That's the narcissistic way. In walks the newest matriarch of the family, my mother's arch enemy, her sister, who looks like mother but much prettier, funnier, 3 years older, and lovable. She has stepped in and shown me what it feels like to have a maternal figure's love. So you were on point with mother, and the one who would step in as a mother figure. Your intuition is on 🔥. Thank you.💖
This prophetic prophecy is so on point. I always felt like I was the black sheep of my family. Now I understand why my childhood was so difficult. As I look back over my life.. I felt like I had so many obstacles in life and yes I was treated differently. But I know that my Spirit team/ God/Ancestors and Angels were always with me. My awakening has really allowed me to see people, places and things with the veil lifted off my eyes and am able to accept the truth for what it is. I have forgiven my Karmic mother and hope that she will repent of her sins...so her soul can be saved.🙏❤️
Chhavi, another beautiful and insightful video. The joy of having a stepmother who raised you with abuse, neglect, jealousy, lack, and a plethora of other limiting behaviors is I had an excellent example of what not to do when raising my own children. She taught me one of the most important lessons of my life - how to leave a toxic relationship and to never turn back. The downside of my childhood is to never know or recognize true love from another. I know how to give, but I don’t know how to properly receive. Not an issue if you are independent and living your own dream. It’s turning into a bit of a challenge with turning towards a new relationship. With the slate being wiped clean, with an open heart, and knowing the Most High and with Mother Mary at my side and guide, I’m looking forward to experiencing real, true and holy love.
Spot on!!! Narcisstic, gaslighted, was full of jealousy and was so co dependant that she would constantly ring me up on my phone to ask where i was if I wasn't home either doing all the housework for her or getting her needs met. She was full of bitterness, hatred, anger and resentment. Criticising my parenting even though I know I am not perfect I am a very very good and protective, loving and caring and a fantastic solo parent to my child. I have recently released her as she died from cancer 2 months ago. I have mixed feelings regarding my feelings of grief. A few months before she passed I had an experience which both shocked and frightened me and had not seen before. We can all talk to ourselves at times but whilst she was sat outside and she was unaware that I had gone around intoo the back garden....I seen and heard her speak words out loud and my initial thought was on that occassion, that it was black magic. Although it has been massively stressful and very very difficult alongside feelings and emotions that require healing, I now feel relieved that she has gone. My life is gradually starting to improve ❤
My mom. She passed a year ago but she always knew. I was raised with a disabled sibling and needed very little care as he needed so much. We had a very loving relationship but she was never a nurterer. She loved me but whatever happened in her life as a child really took thst from her. I did all those things and she encouraged it alot. I often was the parent and she always told me I was special. ❤❤
You're a very talented sister "Chhavi!" You've been reading my life (my past) to me like a book! The "saying" is, "When the student is ready, the teacher will appear". I thank, The Most High for you! And I send love and light to you and your loved ones. Peace.
This is exactly my mother. I cried this entire reading 😢😢 All my life she made me feel small. Always favored my younger sister and her kids I am a single mom raising three on my own
I left the church because I was overwhelmed and was told in my soul that something was not right,years later source showed me two lucid dreams which were exactly the same and I woke up in a "miraculous" way each time.
I came across this today. Why are they so mean? And why so much hatred towards me? Exactly never gave me support me with anything. She would always do things to ruin my relationships and friendships. Mothers are suppose to be happy for you. She always would break her word on help if I ever needed it. She would put me down in front of people or family. 😡 Narcisstic mother. Why are they like this? 😡
There are people with wicked agendas and are broken and being used by the enemy, and they may not know it. Jesus paid a price for you and your mom, and you might want to forgive her. The parable of the tax collector paints this well, owing debt to the King and begging for mercy when he owed and the King let him go and not sharing the same mercy when someone owed someone something and throwing them into prison. That's Jesus and us and the people that hurt or cause offense. He paid a price, so why not forgive when the King of Kings forgave you?
My mothers immune system O neg blood tried to kill me A positive blood in the womb since my creation. This in fact was the beginning of a war of unbelievable and unimaginable destructive events in my life created, encouraged and fueled by her since my creation. It was never pleasant. Envy, jealousy and hatred towards me with praise and nurtured younger brothers raised in the same household. You described my life in detail. Amazing. Bless you.
Thank you, beautiful Queen, for this reading. This is my story 💯%. Blessings to you, your children, and your loved ones. I thank God for coming across your channel. You have no idea how much you've helped me clear and cleanse my energy and space by watching your videos and writing down all your teachings. I can see the MOST HIGH FATHER AND MOTHER working through you. You you are Golden.💛💫✨️👑 You shine. You really do. Joy peace, love, and light. 💜🔮🎯🧿🪬🍀🍀🍀🍀
This is definitely my mom. She recently told me you think you better than me you just like me and I knew then . She wanted to compete and I was enough. Not realizing it was affecting me until about a month ago. You put to words to it that I needed to hear. I knew this but was still uncertain.
Wow! This reading almost brought tears to my eyes. Then I realized I had cried all the tears for my karmic family all out. They put me through so much, it was such a long road to recovery. I am almost there though. There is nothing left of myself to give them. I pray all who have experienced this heal from the betrayal and pain and find peace. Thanks dear one for this reading.❤❤❤❤
OMG 😮. Everything that this person said is exactly what my mother put me through. Although she's gone now, I still feel like I was NEVER belonging in the right family.
My mom was always jealous of me and my dad’s relationship she would try to sing along to songs we vibed to but she didn’t know it. I asked her to sign me in foster care cause the house was chaotic she refused so I found a way by telling my guidance counselor about the abuse. Now today she always denys a lot of things. I realized it’s due to her trauma and I forgive her ❤ My dad had a stroke and she would not take him to the hospital then she cursed us out when we called the ambulance 😮 My dad looked at her like lady please! He was in the hospital dying and she was pretending to be the best wife ever and he was like whatever. It was so sad to see him dwindle away slowly. She didn’t want him working and she didn’t want the nurse aid to clean him. Poor guy went thru hell but hey they choose each other
Wow... this would be my aunt. All I can say is keep speaking and speaking loudly, Chhavi!!! This very much resonated. I have forgiven, released, & prayed for this aunt. No longer am I tied down or bound by anything that she projected onto me in my childhood. Healing from childhood wounds/trauma that certain family members and people in general is real and a continuous process. I truly thank the DIVINE for all things.
I go through the worst out of all my siblings. My mom is always attacking me for no reason and when I call her out for what she is, she gets really angry and say she'll kick me out of the house saying my energy is negative. If my energy is so negative and she wants to kick me out, why am I still here in her house? I'm glad you uploaded this video. My brothers and sister kept warning me about her, but I didn't see it and wanted to see for myself. And now I'm starting to see it. Every time when she argues with, bad things happen to her, she lost some of her, she started getting sick, almost lost her car, getting phone calls about paying her bills, and losing people in her life, and I receive good things in life and people talk good about me. It is always her being negative towards me out of my whole family and other people.
I still haven’t totally recovered, but this as my confirmation… thank you so much… this helps my heart 💜 I’m going to counseling right now, all my entire life …i’ve been love boomed by my MOTHER
Karmic mother wants to pretend like she was there for me and didn't dump us in an orphanage to allow a man to take our place. She stalks me and even destroyed my relationship with my husband. When we where remodeling a house as newlyweds she came with her new man and pretend to want to help. When we didn't pay up on time they stole equipment. Then had the nerve to tell me we should just sell the house because it's too much work! When you think of karmic mom remember they are like toxic fumes and air and a spark of life is going to cause an explosion of narc injury. Now I'm called a terrible person for setting up boundaries to protect my 9 year old son. Anyone that believes her doesn't need to be in my life anyway. Thanks for the healing video!❤❤
This is 100% true. When I started listening to you I remembered that my mom used to tell me this, although she was quite painful to deal with in my life. I learnt she had to play that role. It is what it is, karmic mother. But she used to tell me, son you are a chosen. I think now even writing this and listening I think now I understand why she was so connected, as I used to make her connect to the unseen, now I am realising.
I was adopted and my mom was always very jealous of me - especially as I got older. I had 2 older brothers that she treated totally different then me. I basically became the black sheep of the family even though I was never doing anything to warrant that role. I was very musically inclined and started in advanced classes when I started school. We got closer before she passed away but there were definitely these issues! It was a very strange dynamic that I never understood - this made perfect sense!
I always felt like this with my mama.She would always belittle me and bully me,very masculine. my papa was always emotionally unavailable and was interesting as drywall Nothing I did would please them whether I did art or played sports, straight A's, honor roll.Being at Church 3 too 4 times a week helping out community centers and youth groups..Nothing !!then I gave myself to the streets i would get too popular then my parents started to fear me because everywhere I went people would recognize me mostly for good reasons!! Some haters but most good reasons I stopped going out and became more introvert because I would meet the most broken people all the time and I would absorb there bad energy..I would feel drained and I turned to drugs to pacifie me and my gifts.Ive been clean and sober for the past 4 months not that I ever had a real problem.Everything I done was to pacifie myself..I'm too much Man for everyday people.i look forward to meeting my soul tribe but there so many charlatans in this space too.. Careful chosen ones Assalamualaikum
@@OliviaBloomLuxuryCo.-hn1do thank you for your Dua it's rough considering a book i love tells me Heaven is beneath our mother's feet and the most ruthless person ever in my life has been my mother...I truly love her for the sake of Allah.Saleem
@@Dr.Risky007 I know I feel the same way! I literally serve my mother everyday! I feel guilty about wanting to leave and never come back. I get confused about if I should and if I would be doing something wrong. May Allah also guide us and give us clarity and I’m so proud of you for being clean 4 months! That’s amazing and you are so strong! Please don’t give up! More than likely the testing of your strength will come even harder as you work to release yourself from this. I hope that you stay clean because despite how they treat you, you deserve all the happiness and peace within yourself. Something I thought about this week was all the Nabi peace be upon them. If you think of every one of their stories they were all being persecuted. Some by their own families! Maybe this is why us chosen ones have these burdens on our backs. It’s seems it’s a big part of being chosen.
This is so my “grand”mother. I knew as a child she didn’t like me… would always stare at me with discontentment, often challenging me as an adult. Just last year, I wrote her and her daughter a letter of love and forgiveness. Their response was that they hope I find Jesus for he is “their” lord and savior 😂
Smh. That's very dismissive, find Jesus. That's why you can see through them. Sorry about that. Jealousy from the people that you love is very toxic to a child.
This definitely my stepmom. She never liked me always tried in many ways to hurt me or judge me. She even has my father act funny towards me more. She tried to turn my children against me but my children shut that down. My children even see all the crap that my karmic mother and karmic family have been treating me. It’s a shame that someone can be so jealous of who you are. Maybe if they really took the time to get to know the person things would be different, but because of their cruel ways they will have to pay. Olodumare (God) don’t play about his chosen ones. Treat them with love and respect and you will be blessed. Treat cruelly and you will see his wrath in many ways. I have forgiven her and her family but I keep my distance from them for my divine protection. Ase’ 😊🙏🏽🙌🏽❤️
Thank you so much Mrs. Chhavi for sharing this Beautiful and Inspiring Message ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉! And may you and your family continue to be Blessed Mrs. Chhavi ❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉!
Definitely my maternal grandmother. I hated her so much for always saying or doing negative things towards me. Unfortunately to this day I hate her, even though she’s dead and gone. In her last days, she started noticing that I’d washed my hands clean of her and she would either try to get my attention via starting an argument with me or getting into my good graces. Not only was it too late for her, but I had to also take drastic measures with my immediate family by disappearing from them for two weeks back in 2011. I’d gotten tired of them treating me like a sacrificial lamb.
You hit this message spot on. My adoptive mother was very Narcissistic. Physically & verbally abusive to me. She had 5 blood kids & me. At the end of her life none of her children would step foot in her hospital room but guess who did? Me! By then i had forgiven her for the b.s. & healed. Her ways run deep in 2 of her 5 kids though. Meaness & bitterness is all they know! I no longer have a relationship with them because it was fake from the beginning. Nothing & nobody will dim my light again! Thank you sis!⚘️⚘️⚘️
This was my mother, it took me years until I found my fiancé, it took him and therapy to tell me she is the problem. She made me insecure, sabotaged my friendships, my relationships, my relationship with my father. Stalking, cyber bully. Whatever I did I was a failure in her eyes. I was the oldest child, my two siblings were her favorite. I was her babysitter for years until I ran away until I was 18. She never accepted me. When she try to be nice in the past every two weeks to want to know what's going on in my life, then use it against me. I had gifts spiritually then would call me crazy by provoking me and say things to me to make me feel low. I'm very smart, I never had help.
Wow this definitely describes my relationship with my mom throughout my whole life i knew from an very early age that i was different but also not loved compared to my sister and brother i was the black sheep of my family she was mentally abusive towards me which as an inteovert I've always kept to myself especially growing up and i still to this day write alot and enjoy writing poems!thank you Chhavi for this on point 🎯 message❤
This hit home. I believe 30 years later she is still a complete stranger to me. I don't understand how it's possible to be so cold hearted about you're own flesh...now that I have a daughter I vow to always be here for you princess. This video brought tears to my eyes. ❤
My mother. She is distanced from most of my siblings. Out of 10 of us-3 are in contact with her. I’m the oldest and do have contact with her. I’m her POA-was in my 30’s before I actually realized she was the problem - not my shortcomings. I do what I should to care for her as I would any human-but there is no love lost in the relationship. It’s taken another 30 years to accept this and not let it hurt me. Thank you for even more clarity.
That was crazy. The energy was very cold no hugs no kisses if people complimented my beauty as a child she would say don’t tell her she’s pretty! Isolation always isolation. Told me I would never make money being an artist when they had made a whole another consecutive class at the school because the teacher felt the need to be able to keep teaching me in particular. You will never be a nurse when we fought because I was begging her to give me a ride to the nursing school at 18 which I planned to pay for myself. This reading made so many things clear to me. Even now she is trying to make it where I will never be independent of her. I am doing everything in my power this year to get out of here. It’s really hard because I never stopped loving her. I know when I finally get out of here she will have no one!
This explain'd A LOT 😊 Thank you.. My mom pass'd Aug. 22, 2022 & her last 2wks were in the hospital (I was her only visitor) & I believe we made amends 4 her behavior & my acceptance of it by shame, longing, enduring etc even as an adult. That relieve lift the heavy burden & sum darkness. I never hated r disliked her, but I always felt she did toward me. My only thanks for many yrs, is she didn't abort me, never kick'd me out r allow'd dpss to remove me out the home 😢. I Love My Mother & her physical death set us free 🎉 on so many levels.
I declare and decree that anyone who reads this gets healed immediately from those wounds the karmic family inflicted upon the chosen.
Amen. I just made a video speaking on this, because with the correct understanding of the karmic mother played, healing is imminent. Ideas of who a "mother" should be keep pain front and center, wounds opening again and again.
@@SPIRITUALEDUCATOR word, that’s what kept me emotionally stagnant. Thank God I overcame the magic.
@@rutemichael1863 thank you 🙏🏾
This karmic mother did spell work on me and my child. I cant even tell it all. I'm just speechless. She attacked my finances everything and I'm currently going through alot bcos of the spell work she did on me. But the most and my spiritual team will see me through and place judgment on her and her coven of witches that helped her .
You are blessed and divinely favoured..only through grace first...love second...courage third....be well. I am joyous for you.@@virceshancock9640
I really could never grasp the fact how a mother that carried a child for 9 months could over time learn to stifle said child out of insecurities. 9 times out of 10, the child she bared is the literal answer to the prayers she’s been praying her entire life. The child is so brilliantly talented because those gifts are the keys that will resolve generational curses. Blocking your child is basically blocking your blessings.
The demonic spirits of Envy & Jealousy are strong. My "mother" has always disliked me from birth. I love her with my whole heart, yet she refuses to return genuine love towards me. She sees me as competition.
Yes this. She hated me so much that she blocked her own blessings out of spite towards me.
@@stellaxingguang Same. I'm sending you much love & light! Know that you are worthy of love & too good for her! 💜
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Exactly.
This is definitely how my relationship with my Mama was. She treated my older sister and younger brother far better than she treated me. She beat me, mentally abused me, and even treated me like a servant. She never supported my wins in anything and relished in my failures. She treated my friends with more welcome than me. My stepfather would always caution her to stop acting ugly towards me. Then one day, I told her I was leaving. Her face was a mixture of shock and hatred. She screamed out, if you leave you better not comeback. It came to pass that she became ill and she was begging me to come back home. I refused to go back but I always visited her often. She is gone now and I was able to forgive her. I am not at the summit of where I feel God is leading me, but I know that her harshness was necessary in order to make me strong. Now, I think of her in love and thank her for teaching me what it means to LOVE MYSELF by her abstaining her love from me.
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Thank you for confirming
This comes across as though it's coming from a beautiful person.
Your comment just inspired me to speak on this. You write with the grace of God.
Wow. Deep. Hit home
My mother is absolutely “trash”. And it’s sad. This woman wishes that I was homeless and wishes I simply didn’t live anymore. She uses her spiritual intuition to harm me. She’s my biggest enemy.
So sorry that you had to experience that
Wow
Just know that your power is greater than hers and nothing she can do will harm you anymore!
Your not alone 😢
Stop giving her your power . You are far more powerful than you are giving yourself credit for
This is my mother. We're not currently speaking. She's wrought so much harm in my life, it's unfathomable. Took me so long to see the big picture clearly. I can't imagine us ever being close again.
Same. I'm so sorry as the feeling is devastating. It took me a long while as well to see it fully. It's hard to believe a mother could be this way to their child. Much love!
@@mekylieme Sending love back to you. I have faith that this awakening, though so painful, will lead to a far better future. It hurts, but we are free now and braver than ever. We've arrived.
"The path to paradise begins in hell." -Dante
Same to all of this…😢
The best thing I ever did was to forgive my mother. In that I realized that she did the best she could dealing with her own shadows. Her job was allowing me to come through by birthing me. That is where I had to take over and learn from whatever I let in when life throw it at me. Trust me life throw a lot at me and I'm a better person for having those experiences no matter how good or bad they were. I accept my part in allowing the negative energy to hold me down and I just let go. 💞💞💞💞💞💞
My daughter was taken by my mother and father when she was 4.I forgave them and now I’m healing and have a lot of peace.GOD always and forever will be my parent my love ❤❤❤Forgive and you will be at peace❤❤❤
This was my whole life with my mother. I am now FREE!!! She can't hurt me anymore. I have relief because I have released her from my life. I've always been a Good child/adult and all she ever wanted was to see me struggle and to give me heartaches, headaches; there use to be many heartbreaks with no love, support or hugs from my very own Mother!
Likewise !!! I'm with you on this one Amen 🙏🏿
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I’m glad you’re free it’s the best decision for yourself 🫶🏾
All I needed and wanted was her support and love but got narcissism hatred and envy yet still I rise
We need a support group for this. I can’t believe so many of us have had to disconnect and remove ourselves from our own mother. It’s been over 5 years for me because mine tried to kill me more than once. I wish I could repair the relationship but growing up was so rough with her and my adulthood was a nightmare. I finally had the courage to walk away when I found out she was poisoning me. I worry when she pass I will feel guilty because that’s the heart I have. I need a support group for when this happens. My own dad sexually assaulted me as an adult. I have no parents and it’s sad. It makes me sad. I will continue to shine my light and use my gifts for good.
Because of my pure heart she used black magic to control me with another witch while using inheritance money and insurance policies to rip my life away wished homelessness on me and everything but we still doing it
I SINCERELY HOPE, WITH FAITH PUSHING IT ALSO & SPEAK IT INTO THE UNIVERSES' EXISTENCE, that you ARE/ WILL BE ABLE TO FACE, & DEFEAT your MOMS abusive, GENERATIONAL CURSES!! I APOLOGIZE FOR HER, FOR WE ARE ALL 1 ( REALITY, i KNOW it's NOT her, but it COULD be her speaking THROUGH me). I didn't say PRAY,(because it REALLY means PREY= Apex predators food) because that's the 👹s, TRUTH IS LIE & LIE IS TRUTH, game. LOVE YOU FAM!!💯🌌🖤🖤
You have parents. The most high is your parent and she loves you unconditionally. I know the void of not having a physical parental figure and hope you heal from it❤️I love you🤍
I told my mom I was here to heal the family. She replied I always knew you were different. Unfortunately we butted heads & she was very controlling. I was easier to control if I was depressed. Felt like there was competition between us. So much hurt & damage. 😢 This resonates so much. I keep getting up yet it's been difficult & lonely.
I told my aunt I was here to heal the family. She never responded to me.
Yes we're definitely easy to control when depressed. My mom and paternal side loved it when I was sad, depressed, and miserable.
Same with me. I was only boy..baby boy with two older sisters but my mom was single mother head strong boss independent type. Macho woman. Taurus I'm Aries we bumped heads like no other TILL THIS DAY we can't have a conversation without tempers rising as if we were mortal enemies or Cain and Abel in another life time. I love my baby to death but we go at it.
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I am part of God's 144,000...she was warned by 3 readers about me and went against me anyway. Every time she did something terrible to me God punished her. The last time she played with me she died on the hospital bed 4 times. She now understands to leave me alone and she warns people about my divine protection ✨️
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You are forreal speaking on my life. I'm about to cry listening to this. I always questioned why she couldn't love me like she loved everyone else, until I learned I was the black sheep. Her and my siblings always spoke on how I could do everything and they hated me for it. Thank you for this message. 💚💛⚡👁️👑🙏🏽
@CandiJanoki It hurts but I have longed distanced myself from them. I have even had people come confess to me that she paid them to do magic on me smh. So many supernatural/voodoo things happened in my childhood. All because of her. Many pastors would always cast her out for being a jezebel now I get it smh
This so resonated with me. Thank you for this message. I wondered for years why she hated me and if my own mother couldn't love me how could anyone? This message has for sure eased my mind and brought me clarity
Your story resonates with me that’s my story
8:06 yes I'm hurting rn
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I cannot believe how many souls resonate with this message…including me!! That’s why my children will never experience these emotions.
I am blown away by how accurately you have described my entire relationship with my mother and everything that I lived through.
My mom passed away almost 2 years ago. I forgave her a long time ago. I realized she was a very deeply hurt person and she was obviously following a pattern of abuse that's probably been in our family a long long time.
Thank you for this message. I know it isn't a personalized message but for many of us it resonates deep in our core. ✌️❤ This helps with our shadow healing. Definitely going to be doing some journaling. 😌🙏📖
Treated me ridiculously for no reason @ all
It's sad but some just don't have it to give 😢
She free'd you to see your True Power.
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As a child, I loved drawing, sketching and some painting. My mother was very angry, abusive and dejected. She wasn’t just this way with me, but with my siblings as well. I watched her attack my oldest sister with a carton of ice cream because it was the wrong flavor and made her eat the entire thing. To this day, my sister still hails this woman as mother of the year. Even after all the hate she displayed. She gone now after multiple illnesses in her old age. The same children she loved to hate had to feed her, take her to doctor appointments,dress her, wash & wipe her ass. Yes, her karma was very deep. Yes she was into dark magic.
My mother is a narcissist & made a mess of my emotions, however, I have overcome this since awakening in 2022. She won’t have anything to do with me anymore but I understand where her emotions & insecurities are coming from. I love her, miss her & forgive her but she does not care. It’s on her but I get it now & anytime I meditate it fills me with all I need to know & give it to the Devine! Love you all & keep shining family! ❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🙏🙏🙏
Maybe many kids think they are perfect.
As I was taught.. never forget where you came from!
You've grown into a very beautiful being. 💐
Wonderful outcome for you! Love your attitude.
She worked very hard to kill my joy. My grandmother, my confidence and opportunity. My father, my security. My love interests, true love. My cousin and best friend, sisterhood.
All of them friendship, kindness, care, love... peace, patience, integrity, honor, adoration.
Definitely my story. She would punish me all the time for petty things, but had no idea my mind was my playground.
My mother is karmic and a snoop. Always monitoring me while hating me ferociously. But TMH has the last laugh!
Sis, this is a message for me. My karmic mother, due to her jealousy for the better life choices I made, has tried everything in her power to hurt and alienate me from the family, badmouthing me to my siblings for years. When I understood I kept to myself and observed. Now most of my siblings whom I cut off have experienced the consequences of allying with her against me. Now they are embarrassed and regret it but I won’t let them back in. I’m at peace now.
Oh wow! Sounds so familiar!
My mother use to go see a spiritual advisor. And she told my mother that i was Chosen as a young age. My mother was extremely hard on me but very Laxed with the others. She was very aware of who i was a long time ago.wow! This reading is so on point. I feel like finally. Someone understands everything that I have been through. This is really brings tears to my eyes
I have never had my life spoken about so accurately by someone I have never met. This is my story verbatim. I must now learn everything there’s to know about the karmic mother.
Same smh , at least i now have better clarity as to why she neglected me emotionally growing up . Her loss 🥱🤷🏾♂️
Was abandoned at 12 years old on ft myers beach at the shell shop on the pier. Spot on. Always felt our creator was within the sun 🌞 always had the Clair’s and grew up in foster care. Our creator raised me my whole life. Hallelujah 2:35
I was almost in tears listening to this. Our step-mother was a nasty woman doing all sort of magic on us. She was horrible to us. At some point, she was asking me what I saw in my dreams. I was so confused because back then I didn't pay too much attention to my dreams. But now I understand that she knew something about me that I didn't know. Thank you Queen for this message ❤❤❤
My birth mother was a great lady. 💐 May Father God rest her soul.
Peace, Love, and Light to all!
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I noticed this with my own mother, my sister had always been the favourite 😢
❤ As I listened to this message it was like You were looking through My Window 🪟 of my childhood home 🏡. I always knew My Mother💝🙏🕊️ was envious of Me 💞🙏🏾🕊️, but I always wondered why? Now it all makes sense! Insecurities from her past and present. Thank You, Sister Chhavi Zaine💞🙏🏾🕊️ For Helping Me Receive A Better Understanding 💞🙏🏾🙏🕊️ of My Mother 💝🙏🕊️. So I can do My Part of Forgiveness ❤ ALL HONOR GLORY AND PRAISE BELONG TO THE MOST HIGH GOD ❤️🙏🏾 AMEN 🙏🏾💟
Beautiful Reading. You Read My Karmic Mother To The T. It’s Liberating Just To Hear You Speak On Things I Knew We’re Going On, But Couldn’t Speak About. Thank You For Your Work, Gifts & Service!
This!
This was my mother. And it's ironic... she is SOOOOOOOO gifted and artsy. She told me years ago i needed to get a REAL job. I was paid as a singer and doing hair. Shebsaid I'm supposed to, "toil and suffer..."
I told her THAT was stupid (i didn't mean to come off disrespectfully). I told her i remembered at 3 yrs old, i was WITH her in her college classes, during art. How GIFTED she was, and how SHE needs to be doing HER art! AND shed make plent of money doing so. Ill be 48 in 2 months (from today). She didnt acknowledge my singing til i was 39!! She tells everyone i sing. Shelares my videos, saying, "That's my daughter!". Im just grateful she has worked her traumas out and is MUCH BETTER to herself and me! I think me, that she resented for her own reasons, was THE ONLY ONE that encouraged HER while she was going thru, and led her to accept that being OKAY to accept herself and me. Lots of turnarounds in the pst 8,9 years for her and US...💖🙏
Wow. I usually don’t comment but this hit home so hard I had to. I’m 47 years old and just on the other side of this karma. It put a stain on everything in my life. When the person who molds your mind isn’t well it’s an uphill battle from the gate. I feel fortunate to have done the work to release this shackle. She’s no longer here but apparently she’s always trying to help me from the ancestral plane. Perhaps to make up for the abuse. I ultimately feel as if it was a test to see if I could maintain my integrity. Proud to say I kept the light through the darkness and can celebrate myself now. Ase’O!
I’m about to be 39 and I pray they I can heal and be removed from this energy!
I'm afraid it will always leave a trace but the only thing that made it easier was knowing I'm better at my own gifts because of it but compassion key for me ..I had to put myself in her world and found compassion and forgiveness then came
Praying for all to find some peace with this
You just told my whole life story sis. When I tell you the abuse/neglect from a narcissistic mother is deadly I mean it. I have been through counseling and I no longer speak to my mother. I do not hate her because that's not in my spirit to do, but I don't have anything to do with her. You described detail to detail word for word what I went through as a child into adulthood with my mother. I know I still have more healing to do, but I healed so much once I got away from her 🤟🏾❤️🩹💯.
The biggest gift anyone can give another, Freedom To Walk And Shine In All Your Glory.
It's amazing, you don't have it in your heart to hurt them, but they have everything in their heart and mind to do things to hurt and hinder you. I definitely understand ❤ 😢
This has been explained so incredibly clearly.
So beautifully said and so spot on, i cried. As a xhild i wanted nothing but her love, i remember her kising and hugging my siblings, or complementing them, but all i ever had was hard criticism and physical physical abuse. As i teenager i became the blck sheep she made me out to be just to try and hurt her. As a mother now myself, i forgive her but i still dont want her near me or my children. I kiss my kids everyday and remind them how beautiful and loved they are ❤❤❤
This is painfully true. It is unbelievable to see your own mother be horrible to you. For you to see her happy about what may be hurting you. It is just inhumane.
EXACTLY EVERYTHING Chhavie.
I turned to Mother Nature to nurture me, one way how I have survived.
I loved my grandmother more and wished she was my mother. I did a past life regression and found out that she was aways with me. Today my grandmother is one of my guides. She comes to me in life threatening situations here on this earth. I'm 73 so this journey has been holding onto my warriorism for survival.
Turned family against me. I see she's trying to make a comeback in the dream state.
I'm more powerful. She's still pissed off even though I have forgiven her on earth and wherever she is now though she's deceased.
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What do you mean how?
How what? Or was that a blanket phase or curiosity to know how it was possible. I'm okay with either. I'm 73, there is much I have journeyed through and would like/need to share with the youngins who really want to take heed to the message.
Curiosity of it all...I can see we're gifted our portion before awareness. It's up to self retain the lesson/wisdom..
Curiosity of it all...I can see we're gifted our portion before awareness. It's up to self retain the lesson/wisdom..
Curiosity of it all...I can see we're gifted our portion before awareness. It's up to self retain the lesson/wisdom..
This is my mother! Thank you for sharing your wisdom in this way. My mother often sabotaged my creativity by comparing me to my cousins. She would praise their names, but they have no talent. They are sheep following the herd. She does not support my gifts and now that I am older, I see it clearly. She is lonely and no one wants to be around her. She is fully in her masculine energy. I no longer wish to communicate with her, She has destroyed so much of my progress,, Thank you for this video,
Wow! I'm just going to say "Good morning, Chhavi" when I wake up in the mornings because she's GOT to be lurking somewhere in my home. 😂😂😂This message truly resonates with me because this was me and my mother. Unfortunately, she passed away in 2019, two days after our last conversation. Things were better at the time, but as the oldest of 3 girls, I always felt like I got the worst of everything - her fears, anger about life, lack of self-confidence, insecurity, and the list goes on and on. Now, in my 51st cycle of life, I'm continuing to heal because I am not my mother and I choose to no longer carry her burdens. Thank you again, Queen for being so insightful for those of us who receive your messages! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Not very nurturing, but recognized my bond with all of creation!!! Never constantly attention seeking, but always receiving! Totally gifted!!!
I haven't talked to her in a year & I'm doing everything to make it permanent. I've worked myself to a place of peace, luv, happiness, joy, & much more other things. I wish them all nothing but the best
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Thank you, it resonated. I was under 5 & my mother received a tarot reading. I was a young artist. Everything you voiced happened. Aging into my teens, she gave me the cards she was read with when I was under 5, I was 15. I was good at tarot naturally. More intimidation. I’m 32, my mother told me she didn’t want to open to her gifts. I told her I refused to deny them. She continued to listen to my premonitions. At 33 my mother told me to die homeless in the street. At 35 after being disconnected she visited my home. The art amazed her, walls covered in amazing work. I never seen her so impressed by something I created. I’ve been separated from her the last few yrs. It’s been a healing couple of years. I started expanding my gift with support from my soul tribe family. Now I can read others across the world, no divination tools needed. I open the emotional of all who interact with me. Thank you for this information. I appreciate your time & energy.
Wow my life story… a topic that I have always felt I couldn’t talk about with just anyone. I’m so grateful for all the wonderful spiritually in-tune souls on this platform. I feel part of a wonderful community that understands me. ❤
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This message immediately resonated with me. It felt as though you were looking through time at my life personally. As I'm listening (I paused the video to type this comment) I'm on memory lane going through flashes of my past that I haven't thought about in years. Sad, sad memories of abuse, neglect, isolation, feeling unloved and unwanted. Having gun pointed at my head and being raped at 15, becoming pregnant as a result and not being able to end the pregnancy because she was so happy about it. I was devasted, ashamed, and felt so alone. I didn't trust my mom or most of the people in my family so I never told them what happened. I carried the burden of what happened to me through the unwanted pregnancy. It was hard raising my son especially with my mom interfering the whole time. She wasn't the only thing that was hard about it though. I tried to be a good mom but i didn't have a good example so now my son has mommy issues too 💔💔💔. I just pray that one day God will let my son see me as I am and not who I had become during those difficult years of my life. I miss him since he has chosen to not be in contact with me. I hope that he is well, happy and loved.
This literally brought me to tears. You are so spot on with your messages. I was ready to give up a while ago I was tired of fighting the world with so many odds stacked against me. Ive come awaken to who I really am and the purpose for my life I'm ready to conquer these issues 💯. My talent is undeniable all my teachers and everyone have always told me how bright and unique I was but as you said my karmic mother definitely worked to break my esteem. She also did so because of who my father was. And who he was to her she hated me but had no choice but to love me it was a very crazy situation. The revelation came not too long ago and it was the missing piece to the puzzle that gave me the clarity I needed to be okay. Thank you for your gift you are speaking to my soul ❤️ 🙏
Wow this is my story. She feared me even as a toddler. She told me I was stubborn as a brazen bull at 4 yrs old and would beat me until she saw tears, I had to smell onions to create tears. She attempted to destroy my relationship with my children. After all the pain, I was the one who took care of her til her last breath and no one out of all of the family she took care of didn’t even come to see her in her last days. My goal was to help her relieve her heavy heart, she became my my foot stool. Never asked for forgiveness, she take that to her grave…😢😢😢
Mine too. I don't even want to put her vicious abuse into words, all I will say is that I kept a promise she guilted out of me when I was 16 and my father was dying of cancer to make sure that she wouldn't die alone.
There were no tears while I did just that when she was 82, or any time since and I haven't missed her for a single heartbeat.
"stop looking right at the sun Charnell" that's the first clear words I remember my mom saying to me🙏🏻
Sounds like you are talking about my mom, I had moved out at the age of 16 because of her. You have opened my eyes in what I already knew, I just need validation. You are amazing and gifted sending much love. Blessed Be. RIP mom
The morning of my 4th birthday I was able to reach a pink dress hanging in my closet. I was excited to show Mama that I could get it down by myself. She sneered " It's a little short, don't you think?"
The truth is hard to except. Wisdom makes it understandable
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Before she past i was the only child of hers to stay around and take care of her , we got to know each other and i got my i love you n miss yous hugs n all ,the look in her eyes use to melt me, i loved her so much she provided so well but the emotional was a no! Im the one to show her how to love.. we healed each other and still healing through spiritual i can hear her words of wisdom and love
I was told that on my mother death died is when I’ll finally receive the love that I always deserved. As now she’s still alive being sick and evil…
What’s really stupid is that she would have benefited greatly had she been supportive instead of jealous! Too SAD!
She used to throw my raps, drawings, other artwork away and one time she even replied to one of my journal entries.
Omg. That’s horrible and I’m sorry that happened. Much love. ❤️
@@GabriellaCulpepper I appreciate that thank you 💚
Omg me too!!!!! I wrote playes raps songs books poems etc when I went to foster care she threw it all away
she never feels like she's wrong
You just walked through every second of every minute of every hour, to every day, month, year and decade of my life! I’m speechless. Thank you for this validation. I wish you and the collective much love, light and blessings 🫶🏻🧚🏻♀️✨
I appreciate this confirmation. My mother was once a very gifted child yet she could not handle her gift and therefore "prayed" for it to go away. I realize that she sees a better version of herself in me which is unfortunate because she is a beautiful Soul that has also been hurt. I am forever grateful that her harsh punishments have been my Divine protection many times. I absolutely love my Mama and it saddens me that she compares herself to me. Yet this is something out of my control. Therefore as Chosen Ones let us forgive our karmic mothers because they have helped shape us into who we are. 🌞👑💜
This is so spot on
Me and my homie was just talking about this today
Its wrong how they treat us Chosen Ones but GOD got us
WOW?!!! THIS IS MY LIFE TO A "T"!!! THESE ARE THE THINGS THAT I SOMEHOW KNEW, BUT REFUSED TO ACCEPT, KNOWING HOW INTELLIGENT & RESPECTED MY MOTHER IS!!! I NEVER THOUGHT THAT IT MADE SENSE, BECAUSE I KNEW THAT IF MY CHILDREN ACHIEVED ANYTHING IT WAS A REFLECTION OF ME, SO HOW COULD SHE NOT KNOW THIS?!!! I ALWAYS HAD IT IN MY MIND THAT EVEN THOUGH I KNEW SHE THOUGHT (OR ACTED LIKE SHE THOUGHT) I WAS THE LEAST TO BE THE "ONE", I KNEW I WOULD GET HER ALL THE THINGS THAT I FELT SHE DESERVED BEFORE SHE LEFT THIS EARTH!! I REALLY STOPPED CARING ABOUT WHO SAW IT IN ME OR NOT!!! I JUST KNEW I WOULD DO WHAT I KNEW I WANTED TO DO!!! AND THAT WAS TO GIVE HER & ALL MY FAMILY THE THINGS I KNEW THAT WOULD MAKE THEIR LIVES EASIER!!! I WANTED TO BE THE CAPTAIN SAVE THE DAY FOR MY FAMILY, AND SOMEHOW KNEW I COULD!! (DONT ASK ME HOW I KNEW?!!) LIKE YOU SAID I FELT I WAS A RENAISSANCE MAN, AND I COULD DO ANYTHING I PUT MY MIND TO VERY WELL!!! I NEVER LET IT GET TO MY HEAD, BUT THIS WAS MY PERSONAL SOURCE OF CONFIDENCE!! KNOWING THIS MADE WHATEVER SOMEBODY SAID OR TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL IRRELEVANT!!! I REMEMBER HAVING BACK IN FORTHS WITH SO CALLED FRIENDS (ASSOCIATES) SAYING UGLY THINGS TO ME SAYING IN MY HEAD, THAT IF THEY ONLY KNEW WHAT IM GOING TO BE IN LIFE THEY WOULD BE KISSING MY A**!! BUT IM NOT THE ONE FOR PHONY, AND NEVER WAS!! SO I HAD A RESPECT FOR THEM LETTING ME SEE & HEAR HOW THEY REALLY FELT!!! (THANK YOU FOR BEING HONEST!!) BUT I ALWAYS KNEW "EVEN THEN" KNOWING THEY WOULD THINK I WAS CRAZY, THAT THEY WOULDN'T BE ON MY LEVEL ONE DAY!!! THIS IS WHY I NEVER WAS JEALOUS OF THOSE WHO HAD GIFTS OR WAS WELL KNOWN OR HAD MORE THAN I DID!!! I KNEW MY TIME WOULD COME, AND I HOPE THEY WOULD DO AS I DID, AND JUST RESPECT IT!!! NOW I SEE THAT MOST CAN'T HANDLE IT, AND ARE ENVIOUS, & JEALOUS!!! SMH (QUESTION TO THEM?!!!) DID YOU EVER SEE ME HATE ON YOU, OR ACT LIKE I WAS MAD OR UPSET YOU WAS DOING YOUR THING WHEN YOU HAD YOUR LITTLE SHINE?!!! NO WAY YOU COULD HAVE, BECAUSE I WAS HAPPY FOR YOU!!! I FIGURED YOU HAD YOUR SPOT & I WILL HAVE MINE ONE DAY!!! (MANN) HAD THE GIRLS!! ("L") WAS THE FUTURE BASKETBALL STAR (KEITH) HAD EVERYTHING HE WANTED (AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT WE THOUGHT!) (RONNIE)) WAS LOOKED AT LIKE HE WAS THE SPOILED ONE! (JAYVON) SEEMED TO BE RESPECTED BY THE OLDER GUYS!! AND MANY OTHERS HAD" THEIR THING!!" BUT I NEVER ONCE HATED ON NONE OF Y'ALL!! I KNEW I WAS TALENTED & YOU DIDN'T NEED TO KNOW UNTIL THE TIME CAME!! PLUS I ALREADY HAD SO CALLED "STARS" IN MY FAMILY!! NOT TRYING TO BE DISRESPECTFUL, BUT IT WOULD TAKE MORE TO IMPRESS ME!! I HAD PEOPLE WHO I SLEPT IN THE SAME HOUSE WITH ON T.V. PERFORMING AND SEEING PEOPLE ASK THEM FOR AUTOGRAPHS!!! I HAD A WHOLE NOTHER LEVEL I WAS THINKING ON!! BUT I NEVER ACTED LIKE I WAS BETTER!! DID I? NO, BECAUSE IT WASN'T ME ON T.V. & IT WASN'T ME AS A STAR YET!!! I WOULD GET THERE, AND I KNEW THOSE THAT FRONTED ON ME WOULD BE PROVEN WRONG!!! IT HURTS TO HEAR MY MOTHER BEING DESCRIBED FROM A STRANGER SO PERFECT, AND WITH ANSWERS THAT MAKE SENSE TO HOW SHE TREATED ME!!! I'M SOooo GLAD I HAD THE CREATOR (GOD) TO KEEP ME STABLE!!! I USED TO WONDER WHY MY AUNTS WOULD HAVE MY BROTHERS JUMP ME? AND REALLY LOOK UPSET IF THEY COULDN'T OVERPOWER ME, SO BAD THEY JOINED IN TO HELP THEM!!! SMH!!! IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW!!! I'M HAPPY FOR IT IN A WAY, BECAUSE EVERYTIME I WAS JUMPED IN THE STREET, I SEEMED TO BE HOLDING MY OWN WHEN IT WAS ALL SAID & DONE!!! (THANK YOU DONNA & DAWN!!) I USED TO GO OUTSIDE ON THE ABANDONED 3RD FLOOR IN MY GRANDMOTHER'S BUILDING AND TEAR UP WONDERING WHY THEY DID THAT TO ME!?!!! IT JUST GOT TO THE POINT THAT I DIDNT CARE ANYMORE AND BEGAN TO BECOME NUMB TO THINGS LIKE THIS!!! SMH I LIED TO MYSELF AND WANTED TO BELIEVE THAT THEY WANTED ME TO BE TOUGH, BECAUSE I WAS THE OLDEST, BUT ALWAYS WONDERED THAT IF THAT WAS THE CASE WHY DID THEY SEEM DISAPPOINTED WHEN I WOULD GET THE BEST OF THEM? I FIGURED THEY WOULD HAVE PRIDE KNOWING I COULD HOLD IT DOWN, BUT I ACTUALLY SAW UGLY FROWNS OF DISGUST ON THEIR FACES!!! SMH I JUST COULDN'T OVERSTAND IT!!! IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW!!! MY MOM USED TO ALWAYS YELL AT ME " SHUT UP YOU ALWAYS THINK YOU'RE RIGHT ALL THE TIME!" ME KNOWING I USUALLY WAS, BECAUSE I WOULDN'T DARE SPEAK IF I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT!!! (SHE WOULD HAVE A FIELD DAY!!) THIS IS SO RIGHT WHEN IT COMES TO MY LIFE IT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE THAT 'YOU" WASN'T THERE!!! YOU SOUND LIKE YOU WAS A FLY ON THE WALL!!! A NARRATOR OF MY LIFE!!! GOD BLESS YOU SIS!! I APPRECIATE YOU A WHOLE LOT!!! (YOU DONT NEED ME TO TELL YOU BUT...) YOU ARE TRULY GIFTED ALSO!!! THANK YOU FOR THE CONFIRMATION!!! YOU ARE A BLESSING IN ITSELF!!! HUMONGOUS FACTS!!! 🤔🙏👑💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💯
Right on point. I just realized how masculine she is and has become. I need a part two. This is so healing.
I see you've met my mother,lol. I'm a senior now and she at age 86, just disowned me a year ago, over something she did to me! When I heard about the lies she told on me to explain why I was no longer in contact with her saying that I stressed out my dying father with constant requests for money, was at first hurtful but then typical, then laughable since it never happened. That's the narcissistic way.
In walks the newest matriarch of the family, my mother's arch enemy, her sister, who looks like mother but much prettier, funnier, 3 years older, and lovable. She has stepped in and shown me what it feels like to have a maternal figure's love.
So you were on point with mother, and the one who would step in as a mother figure. Your intuition is on 🔥. Thank you.💖
I’m glad you have your aunt ❤
This prophetic prophecy is so on point. I always felt like I was the black sheep of my family. Now I understand why my childhood was so difficult. As I look back over my life.. I felt like I had so many obstacles in life and yes I was treated differently. But I know that my Spirit team/ God/Ancestors and Angels were always with me. My awakening has really allowed me to see people, places and things with the veil lifted off my eyes and am able to accept the truth for what it is. I have forgiven my Karmic mother and hope that she will repent of her sins...so her soul can be saved.🙏❤️
Chhavi, another beautiful and insightful video.
The joy of having a stepmother who raised you with abuse, neglect, jealousy, lack, and a plethora of other limiting behaviors is I had an excellent example of what not to do when raising my own children. She taught me one of the most important lessons of my life - how to leave a toxic relationship and to never turn back.
The downside of my childhood is to never know or recognize true love from another. I know how to give, but I don’t know how to properly receive.
Not an issue if you are independent and living your own dream. It’s turning into a bit of a challenge with turning towards a new relationship.
With the slate being wiped clean, with an open heart, and knowing the Most High and with Mother Mary at my side and guide, I’m looking forward to experiencing real, true and holy love.
Spot on!!! Narcisstic, gaslighted, was full of jealousy and was so co dependant that she would constantly ring me up on my phone to ask where i was if I wasn't home either doing all the housework for her or getting her needs met. She was full of bitterness, hatred, anger and resentment.
Criticising my parenting even though I know I am not perfect I am a very very good and protective, loving and caring and a fantastic solo parent to my child.
I have recently released her as she died from cancer 2 months ago. I have mixed feelings regarding my feelings of grief. A few months before she passed I had an experience which both shocked and frightened me and had not seen before. We can all talk to ourselves at times but whilst she was sat outside and she was unaware that I had gone around intoo the back garden....I seen and heard her speak words out loud and my initial thought was on that occassion, that it was black magic.
Although it has been massively stressful and very very difficult alongside feelings and emotions that require healing, I now feel relieved that she has gone.
My life is gradually starting to improve ❤
This is exactly what I’ve been through with my biological mother. But it never stopped me from being who God chose me to be.
My mom. She passed a year ago but she always knew. I was raised with a disabled sibling and needed very little care as he needed so much.
We had a very loving relationship but she was never a nurterer. She loved me but whatever happened in her life as a child really took thst from her.
I did all those things and she encouraged it alot. I often was the parent and she always told me I was special. ❤❤
You're a very talented sister "Chhavi!" You've been reading my life (my past) to me like a book! The "saying" is, "When the student is ready, the teacher will appear". I thank, The Most High for you! And I send love and light to you and your loved ones. Peace.
This is exactly my mother. I cried this entire reading 😢😢 All my life she made me feel small. Always favored my younger sister and her kids I am a single mom raising three on my own
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This is my entire life story, I love her from a distance, havent seen or spoken to her in a year 🙏
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I left the church because I was overwhelmed and was told in my soul that something was not right,years later source showed me two lucid dreams which were exactly the same and I woke up in a "miraculous" way each time.
I came across this today. Why are they so mean? And why so much hatred towards me? Exactly never gave me support me with anything. She would always do things to ruin my relationships and friendships. Mothers are suppose to be happy for you. She always would break her word on help if I ever needed it. She would put me down in front of people or family. 😡 Narcisstic mother. Why are they like this? 😡
There are people with wicked agendas and are broken and being used by the enemy, and they may not know it. Jesus paid a price for you and your mom, and you might want to forgive her. The parable of the tax collector paints this well, owing debt to the King and begging for mercy when he owed and the King let him go and not sharing the same mercy when someone owed someone something and throwing them into prison. That's Jesus and us and the people that hurt or cause offense. He paid a price, so why not forgive when the King of Kings forgave you?
Wow! You read her like a book!
My mothers immune system O neg blood tried to kill me A positive blood in the womb since my creation. This in fact was the beginning of a war of unbelievable and unimaginable destructive events in my life created, encouraged and fueled by her since my creation. It was never pleasant. Envy, jealousy and hatred towards me with praise and nurtured younger brothers raised in the same household. You described my life in detail. Amazing. Bless you.
Thank you, beautiful Queen, for this reading. This is my story 💯%. Blessings to you, your children, and your loved ones. I thank God for coming across your channel. You have no idea how much you've helped me clear and cleanse my energy and space by watching your videos and writing down all your teachings. I can see the MOST HIGH FATHER AND MOTHER working through you. You you are Golden.💛💫✨️👑 You shine. You really do. Joy peace, love, and light. 💜🔮🎯🧿🪬🍀🍀🍀🍀
This is definitely my mom. She recently told me you think you better than me you just like me and I knew then . She wanted to compete and I was enough. Not realizing it was affecting me until about a month ago. You put to words to it that I needed to hear. I knew this but was still uncertain.
Wow! This reading almost brought tears to my eyes. Then I realized I had cried all the tears for my karmic family all out. They put me through so much, it was such a long road to recovery. I am almost there though. There is nothing left of myself to give them. I pray all who have experienced this heal from the betrayal and pain and find peace. Thanks dear one for this reading.❤❤❤❤
OMG 😮. Everything that this person said is exactly what my mother put me through. Although she's gone now, I still feel like I was NEVER belonging in the right family.
My mom was always jealous of me and my dad’s relationship she would try to sing along to songs we vibed to but she didn’t know it. I asked her to sign me in foster care cause the house was chaotic she refused so I found a way by telling my guidance counselor about the abuse. Now today she always denys a lot of things. I realized it’s due to her trauma and I forgive her ❤ My dad had a stroke and she would not take him to the hospital then she cursed us out when we called the ambulance 😮 My dad looked at her like lady please! He was in the hospital dying and she was pretending to be the best wife ever and he was like whatever. It was so sad to see him dwindle away slowly. She didn’t want him working and she didn’t want the nurse aid to clean him. Poor guy went thru hell but hey they choose each other
You could NOT have been more accurate. Every word resonated!
Wow... this would be my aunt.
All I can say is keep speaking and speaking loudly, Chhavi!!! This very much resonated. I have forgiven, released, & prayed for this aunt. No longer am I tied down or bound by anything that she projected onto me in my childhood.
Healing from childhood wounds/trauma that certain family members and people in general is real and a continuous process.
I truly thank the DIVINE for all things.
I go through the worst out of all my siblings. My mom is always attacking me for no reason and when I call her out for what she is, she gets really angry and say she'll kick me out of the house saying my energy is negative. If my energy is so negative and she wants to kick me out, why am I still here in her house? I'm glad you uploaded this video. My brothers and sister kept warning me about her, but I didn't see it and wanted to see for myself. And now I'm starting to see it. Every time when she argues with, bad things happen to her, she lost some of her, she started getting sick, almost lost her car, getting phone calls about paying her bills, and losing people in her life, and I receive good things in life and people talk good about me. It is always her being negative towards me out of my whole family and other people.
I still haven’t totally recovered, but this as my confirmation… thank you so much… this helps my heart 💜 I’m going to counseling right now, all my entire life …i’ve been love boomed by my MOTHER
Karmic mother wants to pretend like she was there for me and didn't dump us in an orphanage to allow a man to take our place. She stalks me and even destroyed my relationship with my husband. When we where remodeling a house as newlyweds she came with her new man and pretend to want to help. When we didn't pay up on time they stole equipment. Then had the nerve to tell me we should just sell the house because it's too much work! When you think of karmic mom remember they are like toxic fumes and air and a spark of life is going to cause an explosion of narc injury. Now I'm called a terrible person for setting up boundaries to protect my 9 year old son. Anyone that believes her doesn't need to be in my life anyway. Thanks for the healing video!❤❤
This Message means so much to me and I have tears 😭 😢just listening to this Amazing Message ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉!so Thank you again Mrs. Chhavi!
YES, I have got the ability of reason, what they all did not have...They never act for the sake of the Highest Good. Thank You!!:))!!👍🌞🌺🌟💫
This is 100% true. When I started listening to you I remembered that my mom used to tell me this, although she was quite painful to deal with in my life. I learnt she had to play that role. It is what it is, karmic mother. But she used to tell me, son you are a chosen. I think now even writing this and listening I think now I understand why she was so connected, as I used to make her connect to the unseen, now I am realising.
I was adopted and my mom was always very jealous of me - especially as I got older. I had 2 older brothers that she treated totally different then me. I basically became the black sheep of the family even though I was never doing anything to warrant that role. I was very musically inclined and started in advanced classes when I started school. We got closer before she passed away but there were definitely these issues! It was a very strange dynamic that I never understood - this made perfect sense!
I always felt like this with my mama.She would always belittle me and bully me,very masculine. my papa was always emotionally unavailable and was interesting as drywall Nothing I did would please them whether I did art or played sports, straight A's, honor roll.Being at Church 3 too 4 times a week helping out community centers and youth groups..Nothing !!then I gave myself to the streets i would get too popular then my parents started to fear me because everywhere I went people would recognize me mostly for good reasons!! Some haters but most good reasons I stopped going out and became more introvert because I would meet the most broken people all the time and I would absorb there bad energy..I would feel drained and I turned to drugs to pacifie me and my gifts.Ive been clean and sober for the past 4 months not that I ever had a real problem.Everything I done was to pacifie myself..I'm too much Man for everyday people.i look forward to meeting my soul tribe but there so many charlatans in this space too.. Careful chosen ones Assalamualaikum
Walaikum asallam wa rahmatuallah May Allah bless you Aameen
@@OliviaBloomLuxuryCo.-hn1do thank you for your Dua it's rough considering a book i love tells me Heaven is beneath our mother's feet and the most ruthless person ever in my life has been my mother...I truly love her for the sake of Allah.Saleem
@@Dr.Risky007 I know I feel the same way! I literally serve my mother everyday! I feel guilty about wanting to leave and never come back. I get confused about if I should and if I would be doing something wrong. May Allah also guide us and give us clarity and I’m so proud of you for being clean 4 months! That’s amazing and you are so strong! Please don’t give up! More than likely the testing of your strength will come even harder as you work to release yourself from this. I hope that you stay clean because despite how they treat you, you deserve all the happiness and peace within yourself. Something I thought about this week was all the Nabi peace be upon them. If you think of every one of their stories they were all being persecuted. Some by their own families! Maybe this is why us chosen ones have these burdens on our backs. It’s seems it’s a big part of being chosen.
My Mother DEFINITELY KNEW!
This is so my “grand”mother. I knew as a child she didn’t like me… would always stare at me with discontentment, often challenging me as an adult. Just last year, I wrote her and her daughter a letter of love and forgiveness. Their response was that they hope I find Jesus for he is “their” lord and savior 😂
Smh. That's very dismissive, find Jesus. That's why you can see through them. Sorry about that. Jealousy from the people that you love is very toxic to a child.
❤🙏🕊Chhavi, you took the words just out of my mouth.
This definitely my stepmom. She never liked me always tried in many ways to hurt me or judge me. She even has my father act funny towards me more. She tried to turn my children against me but my children shut that down. My children even see all the crap that my karmic mother and karmic family have been treating me. It’s a shame that someone can be so jealous of who you are. Maybe if they really took the time to get to know the person things would be different, but because of their cruel ways they will have to pay. Olodumare (God) don’t play about his chosen ones. Treat them with love and respect and you will be blessed. Treat cruelly and you will see his wrath in many ways. I have forgiven her and her family but I keep my distance from them for my divine protection. Ase’ 😊🙏🏽🙌🏽❤️
Thank you so much Mrs. Chhavi for sharing this Beautiful and Inspiring Message ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉! And may you and your family continue to be Blessed Mrs. Chhavi ❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉!
Definitely my maternal grandmother. I hated her so much for always saying or doing negative things towards me. Unfortunately to this day I hate her, even though she’s dead and gone. In her last days, she started noticing that I’d washed my hands clean of her and she would either try to get my attention via starting an argument with me or getting into my good graces. Not only was it too late for her, but I had to also take drastic measures with my immediate family by disappearing from them for two weeks back in 2011. I’d gotten tired of them treating me like a sacrificial lamb.
You hit this message spot on. My adoptive mother was very Narcissistic. Physically & verbally abusive to me. She had 5 blood kids & me. At the end of her life none of her children would step foot in her hospital room but guess who did? Me! By then i had forgiven her for the b.s. & healed. Her ways run deep in 2 of her 5 kids though. Meaness & bitterness is all they know! I no longer have a relationship with them because it was fake from the beginning. Nothing & nobody will dim my light again! Thank you sis!⚘️⚘️⚘️
This was my mother, it took me years until I found my fiancé, it took him and therapy to tell me she is the problem. She made me insecure, sabotaged my friendships, my relationships, my relationship with my father. Stalking, cyber bully. Whatever I did I was a failure in her eyes. I was the oldest child, my two siblings were her favorite. I was her babysitter for years until I ran away until I was 18. She never accepted me. When she try to be nice in the past every two weeks to want to know what's going on in my life, then use it against me. I had gifts spiritually then would call me crazy by provoking me and say things to me to make me feel low. I'm very smart, I never had help.
Wow this definitely describes my relationship with my mom throughout my whole life i knew from an very early age that i was different but also not loved compared to my sister and brother i was the black sheep of my family she was mentally abusive towards me which as an inteovert I've always kept to myself especially growing up and i still to this day write alot and enjoy writing poems!thank you Chhavi for this on point 🎯 message❤
This hit home. I believe 30 years later she is still a complete stranger to me. I don't understand how it's possible to be so cold hearted about you're own flesh...now that I have a daughter I vow to always be here for you princess. This video brought tears to my eyes. ❤
i remember my mom lying to me before i was 5 years old...
My mother. She is distanced from most of my siblings. Out of 10 of us-3 are in contact with her. I’m the oldest and do have contact with her. I’m her POA-was in my 30’s before I actually realized she was the problem - not my shortcomings. I do what I should to care for her as I would any human-but there is no love lost in the relationship. It’s taken another 30 years to accept this and not let it hurt me. Thank you for even more clarity.
That was crazy. The energy was very cold no hugs no kisses if people complimented my beauty as a child she would say don’t tell her she’s pretty! Isolation always isolation. Told me I would never make money being an artist when they had made a whole another consecutive class at the school because the teacher felt the need to be able to keep teaching me in particular. You will never be a nurse when we fought because I was begging her to give me a ride to the nursing school at 18 which I planned to pay for myself. This reading made so many things clear to me. Even now she is trying to make it where I will never be independent of her. I am doing everything in my power this year to get out of here. It’s really hard because I never stopped loving her. I know when I finally get out of here she will have no one!
This explain'd A LOT 😊 Thank you.. My mom pass'd Aug. 22, 2022 & her last 2wks were in the hospital (I was her only visitor) & I believe we made amends 4 her behavior & my acceptance of it by shame, longing, enduring etc even as an adult. That relieve lift the heavy burden & sum darkness. I never hated r disliked her, but I always felt she did toward me. My only thanks for many yrs, is she didn't abort me, never kick'd me out r allow'd dpss to remove me out the home 😢. I Love My Mother & her physical death set us free 🎉 on so many levels.