You are such a beautiful soul. This reading was so heavy and it was difficult to watch. I can only imagine how difficult it must have been for you as the messenger. I will tell you this though, I don’t think anyone else could have delivered this message the way that you did. You have such a warmth that lets people know that they are safe in your presence and energy. I wish I could give you the biggest hug and tell you how grateful I am to you for being who you are and for making people feel as comfortable as possible given the nature of this reading. I love kindred spirits and I believe you to be one for sure. Thank you for all the love 🙏 You’re a very special person…..and now I can’t stop crying.
Thank you so much for these kind words! This means a lot to me to receive ❤️ Thank you for being present with the message. I know this was a heavy one... let the tears flow! They are needed, and it is safe ❤️
Thank you for beautiful reading. Yes I feel robbed . I gave him everything what person can give being in love. I do not what happened? He put price on material things.
That was amazing. I'm sure the person you're trying to reach it will get to them. And they will be thankful for it. You have genuine heart. I'm going to see there's still people like me out there. That have a genuine heart and care about other people. It is a honor to meet you.
Thank You for your kindness and Wisdom May God continues blessings You. I am so amaze of you truth words. I am Cancer and I have rise like a Phoenix from the ashes by the Grace of God I have accepted my Path and I will be Victorious in the name of Jesus Christ amen I had try to have communication with my self and have my Heart open to Love unconditional. ❤ And forgive myself and other people because I am Greatful to God for not allowing pain to destroy the purpose of God. I Love you Jesus Christ for your kindness and Unconditional love ❤️
A big hug to you. I hardly cry , it’s been awhile. Maybe because my heart has been nimbe from crying too much before. May because of the so many traumas I went through in my adult life. You made me cry while driving home . I pray and talk to God a lot. I write journals, watch movies, look at the moon at night and talk to the sky alone when I come home from work. I give my thoughts and meditations to the world through FB and LinkedIn. Sharing my healing journey gives me a sense of purpose now. Thank you for all the love you showed all of us Cancerians today. We need this true, authentic love so much in our lives. I pray for all of us that we start feeling loved again through self-care and inner healing. And the childlike joy and wonder within us again. 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤
I came across your channel this morning. I could immediately tell what a genuine person you are. I felt drawn to you and to watch this. This resonates so much. ❤ walked away from my family that has been judgmental and negative for choices I’ve made. I also had to let go of a man that I truly loved, deeply’ He decided to ghost me after I stood up for myself in our connection because it was very one sided, and he was selfish, manipulative and narcissistic. I am holding my healing qualities as a reiki healer, empathic person and someone who has always had a psychic abilities, I’m opening myself up again to healing myself deeply from childhood trauma and abuse. Thanks for this message. ❤ I also have a great career Where I feel valued and seen. I am learning to reclaim my power and stand on my own. I am the Empress and Magician. ❤️✨ Love for self! Above anything else. I am a Cancer AC. ❤❤ I wish I could hug you.
Thank you so much for your kind words 🙏. I'm grateful that you felt connected! It sounds like you are writing a new story - how exciting 🥰. I'm proud of you for accepting only what you know you are worth! 🫂
I literally walked away from all my aunts & uncles, even my only sister. It is not necessarily that they were mean to me, but that they’ve always been negative and envious of the life I have achieved (which I am very proud of). I had to finally accept the fact that I cannot dim my light to make them feel better. I wish them well and hope that they achieve all of their goals because they deserve to be great. But when the same energy was not given to me, I could no longer be around that. I am 48 years old and at times feel very lonely, however the last 3-4 years has been the most peaceful! Thank you for your emotional reading ❤ 🙏
Mine is a mirror image of your journey. I have felt like I have freed myself from their controlling narcissism, it has been so liberating. My confidence and self worth has soared. Take care and keep strong.❤
Wow… I’ve been obsessively watching tarot for months now, because it’s the only thing that gives me hope anymore, & this is the first time one of your readings has shown up in my feed. By far you seem to be the most sincere & connected in your reading than any other reader I’ve come across! I’ve always been a positive, optimistic Cancer my whole life, despite growing up with a very narcissistic mother who resented me because she got pregnant with me at 18. But the last 5 years have completely broken me & I’m really struggling to find my way back to my happy self. First I lost my husband & father of my 2 kids on Nov. 30, 2018 when he was killed in an ambulance accident while working as a paramedic. Then 2 years later I came together with who I believe to be my twin flame. He is one of the very few people in my life that I’ve ever felt really gets me. Everything was wonderful for a short time, but no one in our lives wanted us to be together & they caused major chaos for us both until, after 2 years of being & living together with our 3 combined children, he couldn’t take the stress & pressure anymore and left. It’s been over a year now that we’ve been apart, & we do still talk from time to time & love each other very much, but we’re both so lost due to all the difficult, traumatic things that we’ve been thru both together & separately in our lives, that we feel stuck & unable to move forward. I’ve never been so depressed or felt so lonely in my life. I’ve completely isolated myself from everyone & am just going thru the motions everyday trying to survive for my kids sake. I sincerely thank you for this reading!! I’m desperately trying to heal & readings like this give me a little hope. Wish I could give you a hug! ❤🙏🏻
I wish i could give you a hug as well! I'm grateful that anything in this message has brought some hope back to your experience. That is so much to deal with, that's real... I'm so sorry for your loss and the difficulty in feeling joy again. I grew up with the same situation with my birth mother, pregnant at the same age. Never allowed to forget that I was an accident. Please don't let this rule your present! Healing is possible, I promise ❤️. I know you feel isolated right now, but you are not alone, I promise! Blue skies do exist for you already. That is so hard to believe in moments like this, but I promise you that's a fact ❤️
Hang in there soul sister - it’s going to get better. Life seems so hard at times but you have what it takes to make it. I’m sending healing love your way. ❤️🙏🏼
When you pulled the river with image of the horse i got chills. We lost our horse today. She was the mare. Leader of the tribe. I closed my eyes as she was passing and saw a pegasus flying into the sun. As the sun began to set the sky turned purple in the east. Purple was her color. I told my wife the sun is taking her home.
I sit by the River every week. Sometimes, I just cry. And cry. Sometimes, I am in joy, or meditation. Sometimes the River speaks to me. I love the river. And thank you for loving all of us here. It hasnt been an easy road. But I will always be that little 8 year old who learned that the River is her best friend, through it all. That's who I truly am, in spite of, and because of, it all. xoxo
I love this ❤️. There is so much we can learn and release in learning the energy of the river. It speaks to me as well and I feel a home in its presence. I am happy to love you all 🥰
LOL SOUNDS LIKE MY CHILDHOOD, our family was a mess and when i would come home from school i would grab my fishing rods and go to the river to fish and many times my dad would have to come and get me because i did not want to leave,, i have the vision in mind of moving out to the country where there is a creek or river where i can sit and get back with nature, i think most of us cancers right now are feeling the energies of this planet and have a strong desire to go home or ascend with GAIA when the time comes because the end of the cycle is near. wont say any more because like most here it is getting too emotional for us at this time.
@@divinephoenixrisingtarot it is so interesting that you say this-I was just pondering on how to make what "could" be an overwhelming obstacle (emotions and all of that processing, that could ALSO be my greatest strength. I know that seems pretty basic-but sometimes it iw very profound, when you ruly grasp it as more than just a "concept".
I find that the most profound understanding comes from simple concepts! Our ego tries to make things more complicated and that gets in the way of simple truth!
I cried when you cried. For the first time I really felt like somebody understood my real deep pain that is still here at 55 year of age. And I felt comforted which I never have been. All alone...Thank you for being there and for the warmth and love 🙏💜
I am happy to channel these messages ❤️. Did I need to go to bed after this? Yes, yes I did lol. I am grateful to be able to connect in this very powerful way ❤️
“I love you… I love you I love You too.” This Cancer ♋️ is so moved every time I see & hear “Wonderful ✨You” Thank U for who U R & Ur unabashed emotionalism!
This is the very first time I am listening to you. You Guidance has popped from nowhere on my tablet screen. This is a Blessing! According to Spirit, "I must receive this message at the right time". Today! My Blessings have been locked away for a while and I am waiting for Divine Justice so I can continue my Mission. I am living the process of Enlightenment with a strong connection with the Sun and now with the Moon. I am up every night at 3:00 am and there is an urgent need to pray to God. After listening to you, I said to myself It's finally happening! Your reading is so beautiful and believable. You are a compassionate, and empathetic human being! I will keep you updated. Thank you so much!
This is the 1st time I've watched your channel. I have never seen another person as full of light as you are. You sparkle especially that heart you have...like mine...a true humanitarian. Someone who genuinely cares about other people. Who only wants to help ease the pain for other knowing the depth of our own pain and wanting no other to feel that kind of pain. Plz don't let anything dim that beautiful ice blue light like metatron!! Liquid light!!! You are a breath taking reflection of God's love! Agape is abundant in you!!!
Thank you so much for these beautiful words ❤️. I needed them today!! Interesting, you mention this ice blue and Metatron! Is that something you see in my aura? I see a lot of blue and ice blue and I know that Michael is always nearby. I may need to work with Metatron... Have a beautiful day, my friend!
You have nothing to be ashamed of .. Your tears are healing and you're a beautiful soul. If only my family and friends had cared so much. Instead of treating me like I deserve nothing good in my life.. Accentuating the pain of all of it.. That pain sears deep into my soul. No one to protect me . Noone to so much as hold my hand and love me despite what had happened to me. I've done so much healing work. Yet certain family members treat me so badly. It hurts even more. They don't hear me screaming. Or haven't heard is possibly a better way of putting it. Healing is possible.. The Japanese have an artform where they take a beautiful vase and break it to pieces.. They then take the pieces and put it back together , the glue used is actually pure gold. I can't remember the name of it. But I think it's important for us survivers to remember that we are not wrecked. Not damaged goods or " the other ", which is so painful in our own memory but also, tha t people around us are seeing it through their own lense .. possibly unable to comprehend what has actually taken place for us. We have so much compassion for others. It's time to truly give this compassion to ourselves. The Healing is within ourselves.. Thank you Zachary.. I really appreciate your reading.. It's like peeling an onion.. It stings our eyes and if we have a small cut on our finger the juice from the onion stings. Wish everyone here love and healing . Remember how beautiful you truly are. God bless you ❤❤❤ I am so grateful for those whom have done all the could.. I have not had a husband with me whom stood by me and tried to understand.. I regret telling anyone about it and end up feeling so terribly exposed, naked , which ofcourse is not helpful. It's not helpful for others either really.. It triggers us , it triggers others.. As its often the deepest fear people have.. Love and compassion for self and others is required.. It's in God's hands. ❤
Kintsugi is the art form you are talking about ❤️. I am so sorry for the way you've been treated, you always deserved better! I have had a similar journey with my own family and we are no longer in contact because of it. The pain doesn't ever leave completely, but it is less severe after leaving. You deserve to be heard and to heal ❤️
Agree totally but healing our self proofs we are now able to protect ourselves and strong to our core we have pinchers to fear love to all keep strong your own strength is our true gift
Live life you want to your fullest and now know strong enough to conquer all you desire due to the extreme unjust you now have the skills to be your fullest & truest you!!!!
Just found you randomly 2 days ago and was afraid to listen because of the title of the reading. Finally braved it today. You are so genuine and you are right. I don't want to give all the gory details, but you are so right.
Thank you for coming back and giving it a watch! I know that title could be triggering, and I was tentative to post it. Spirit was adamant about it, though, and I'm glad I listened!
Your message resonates with me. I have complex PTSD and long buried, painful memories have started to surface, …sometimes during therapy and others randomly. Your reading was spot on. I need to be present with the memories in order to heal but doing so is most painful. Anyhow, your reading was spot on. Your empathy and compassion was evident and made me feel less alone. “Thank you” means far more than you realize. I am most grateful.Sending peace and love to all.
Thank you gut sharing this about yourself! I am grateful that any of this message found you and provided positive assistance. Thank you for connecting with me ❤️
Ok, you connected. The moment you explained justice (no one ever explains justice). Perhaps it’s justice that you earned my subscription. Thank you for your reading.
Thank you, my friend 🧡. I am grateful to earn this connection 🙏. May I ask, what you mean by explaining justice? As in the card, or what this means for Cancer?
Thank you Zachery. You are a raw nerve in the universe and I identify with that very much. Please ask for protection from spirit so that your own energy isn't so badly affected when you do these readings for us. Blessings to you sweet man.
It is my pleasure to transmit in this way! Most of the time taken before reading is taken in requesting protection, thank you for your insight 🥰. I notice that there is always a price to pay to open a space in this way, but I also know that I am here to do this. No worries! I am learning to take more time to myself to recover from such intense transmissions. Learning balance has certainly been a lesson for me, lol. Blessings to you!!
What a sweet soul you are- thankyou thankyou for caring so much. Being an empath myself I know it’s a blessing and a curse. You are gifted- love to you sweet soul
Thank you so very much. I've been isolating and melancholy the past several days, and I kept getting flashbacks of something I burried deep but remembered differently. Deep down, intuitively, I knew I was finally remembering it right. You definitely confirmed that. Even your sweet tears comforted me. Please protect yourself when you do deeply emotional readings, for your own peace and safety. Your courage to deliver this is giving me courage to face this. Thank you again.
I am truly grateful to be able to do these readings ❤️. Although I do protect a bunch before reading, this was a very deep dive... As my gifts develop, I am learning to navigate it better. Some messages do just take energy to deliver though, and I am grateful to channel them. I just sleep more 😅 I am grateful that this message was the key that it needed to be for you ❤️
It's no accident this channel popped across my feed. You are the first and only tarot reader that has put what I was feeling in my shadow realm, into the words that I could now clearly understand. My deepest and most heartfelt gratitude sir. I'm so moved. Thank you, really. You're a unique and wonderful being.
U deserve an award or something! Itz not rly common u stumble across a person who does what u do and actually feel.... comfortable. bcuz in tha bak of my mind Im Thinking 'Ok if this dude is tha real deal like he portrays himself 2 b then he'll c it....he'll kno rite away... cuz we jus feel thingz like that,, we feel there hurt just as it wuz r own. I'm emotional 2 maan!! lol so I feel u!! since I got in2 tarot, this is tha 2nd reading I've seen (different people) and u both r just....weeping 😥 n that 2 me....is real. Ur real!! U do care about us!!! Thank u! 💚💚💚
Wow, thank you so much for this comment! Yes, I am real, and yes, I do care!! Not every reading brings me to tears like this, but this one was deeply painful and moving. I couldn't do anything but cry ❤️
Thank you for the reading. It was so heartfelt. My mom is battling cancer and the hardest thing is watching her go thru this on hospice. A very life changing event for me. Thank you for sharing your gift
I lost my only grandchild to cancer. The hardest thing I have ever been through. All we can do is be strong for them. We will never forget and it's a hard healing process. I miss her everyday. Blessings to you and yours.
You are a major EMPATH like I am , you feel as I feel , I thank God for you , I will cry in a second because I want so much good to happen in all of our lives , and it's difficult when dealing with others that do not connect with us ,when we try so hard to continue to connect and the one we try so hard with will not even have a clue , that they ignored us when we love them so much . And then they say " what do you mean" ? Never apologize for your emotions it's what drew me to you , You care and I seriously care about you . For us that do spirit work that are Empathic like this we only can tell the truth , I value you beyond words thank you big hugs and love .❤
I thank you so much for allowing yourself to feel that energy. My heart has been shattered and although every day gets better I still have a hard time understanding how someone can be so cruel.😢😢😢😢😢💔♋️
I am trying to deal with this trauma which happened when I was 9, it has affected my whole life but only in the past few years I have been able to try to deal with it. Through this my whole life has been difficult, choosing wrong partners which have led to more trauma. I’m praying this is the year I will make my breakthrough. Thank you for your reading. ❤
Yes, I went through this when I was very young. A school teacher took my innocence. Now I am finding out, 50 years later, just who knew about it, but never did anything. It is a hard pill to swallow. Thank you for this message. I know what I have to do.
This video stumbled upon me today. As soon as I woke up today, I just knew that I slipped right back into my depression. The reading made me feel so heard and even the pre meditation was on point and made sense without you needing to explain. As soon as you said “sexual” my heart sank further because it just kind of felt like you were specifically speaking to me in that moment. I’ve seen readers stop readings due to the heaviness and I appreciate you tapping in and doing this for us. It’s an overwhelming energy (I know) and thank you for crying and being vulnerable with us. We can all be in our healing era together 🖤✨-sincerely a cancer sun, venus, mars, mercury
I just happened upon your channel and was compelled to watch. Yes you tell the truth! I knew what you were saying is the truth! I have locked a door from my youth. It was a violation from a sick person in my family. Thank you for your deep feeling for a stranger.
This hits do deep! I didn’t stumble upon your reading for no reason. Everything is always divinely guided and I’m so truly grateful that I watched this. I couldn’t stop crying!! You’re such a warm hearted beautiful person and thank you for making us feel safe here. We need that right now. The last 8 years was the icing on a stale and dry ass cake!! From childhood til now the leaps and bounds I have made have been incredible however my heart has been locked away for years but it’s for good reason as we all have been through some kind of trauma. I am working on my heart chakra healing and allowing love in as the Divine brings it. Thank you again 💗🦋
I truly believe that everything is divinely guided and within divine timing! I'm grateful you found your way to this reading ❤️. It's time for a fresh cake!! ❤️
Im so sorry you had to do this reading, i grew up abused and it has caused me many problems. The negative ppl have no place in my life anymore, so thats a plus. Thankyou!💙
Thank you so much for your honesty and transparency. It’s time and I’m ready to put in the work. Your (our)tears will not be in vain. ❤ (first time here )
I appreciate you being emotional and vulnerable 😢. I love that you're accepting how you feel as you get through this reading. I felt that. I feel that I'm in a place of accepting myself, my thoughts, and emotions. My truth is knowing that I am worthy of love. Love isn't earned. It's given. For so long, I have freely given love without receiving to the point of believing that it's earned. That's the biggest lie I have told myself. I now know better. I'm still working on it. But i know better, and I'm doing better.
I just subscribed. In oneyear, I've lost my husband and my 2 sons in law. I loved them like my own sons. I became addicted to a drug I thought I'd never use, and everyone who I thought was my friend betrayed me. Everything was either stolen from me or I lost it. I'm numb. thank you for your heartfelt reading. Keep me in your prayers.
Your reading was spot on for me ..... 😔....I can't believe how accurate you are... Don't apologise, you have high emotional intelligence And an empathetic nature.... I wish more people were like you Thank you ever so much 🫠
I don’t often comment anymore, yet here I am… I’ve been seeing this particular reading pop up for me multiple times over the last few weeks that it’s been up, but my intuition and guides have been stopping me from starting it going, not yet, we’ll let you know when you’re ready. Well, I was ready as of a few minutes ago lol You’ve hit the nail on the head, my goodness… And I was told to wait as I was in the process of healing of everything you spoke about. You essentially became my validation in a way, and I’m grateful for you and your reading. This was the first time I watched any of your videos as well, so you can definitely count a new subscriber in! And darling, never EVER apologize for feeling emotional during your readings. It’s a sign that you understand and empathize with the people you read for and yourself. Many blessings to you 💜
You are such a beautiful soul. Thank you for your caring heart. I’ve always felt something happened to me as a young child. I have four planets in Cancer. Very psychic and an empath. But have been very cautious about actually delving into what might have happened. I felt your heart as you were feeling the pain of others as you did this reading. You have blessed us by affirming that we can get through whatever is on the horizon. I am a minister and help others to do that. But not easy when it is for yourself. May God bless you as God works through you.
Such a deep and beautiful reading. I love how you are so emotionally affected by your readings. You are very gifted and your soul is so full of LoVe that is truly beautiful ❤. Never apologize for being your true self. Not many humans are capable of this and i for one am. I feel deeply, for everyone. My wish is to be love. To have so much love for all beings and to be that light others need. To be a safe place. To heal others. People are broken and need people like you!!!!! U are a blessing ❤ Thank you and ❤ u Hugs
Thank you! This was a deep one, for sure... I was intending to get Pisces and Scorpio done after, but I had to stop for the night. I needed to release the energy. No apologies 😉😘
What an incredible soul you are. Thank you for being so raw. This is the first time I have watched one of your videos, and it won't be the last. It actually brought up some deep seeded memories I buried and forgot about . I believe Spirit guided me to listen to this message. Thank you so much. ❤
I love you, I love you, I love you. I’m so dead having experienced what you spoke on. Your raw and authentic emotions were much needed, like rain and sunshine to a piece of barren land. Thank you 🙏
First time here, I just love how the universe works those algos. Thank you for this beautiful message. I’d actually been wrestling with the strange and sudden loss of connection to tarot and haven’t even checked out the new readings from my long-time faves. But something happened here when this video popped up, and I needed to hear this. Just needed the human compassion. Thank you. Just as I was reexamining my faith, my life, and leaning towards throwing in the towel, your message popped up - and that is how I keep faith. I bit of love pops in just when I need it most. Thank you again.
Hi. Thank you. "You need to feel to heal" someone said. I've struggled with that. I mean, I know it is true, and I am known for being a typical "sensitive and emotional cancer" but when it comes to this it's as if it has been too much, too intense, so instead all I've felt has been - well, like a void. As if I am completely detached. Until you started crying for me/us. For the first time I managed to see the little child that was me from the outside and cry for her. Thank you. I really mean it. So...I tried to join your newsletter but it said I needed to confirm my e-mail, through un email. But I never got one? Tried again but same thing...what do I do?
I am so grateful to be able to help in this way ❤️. That void where it has been locked away. It sounds like it has been opened, and I am grateful for that as well. Like I said, this may not be easy, but it will be worth it in the end! As far as the Newsletter, did you check you spam folder? Sometimes email servers will send my emails to spam because you're never received from me before! Let me know if you find it!
@@divinephoenixrisingtarot hello! Thank you so much for answering ❤️ So, yesterday when I checked EVERYWHERE on my email there was no letter anywhere. Today, all of a sudden, it was there?? Long story short - I am now on your list👍💪🥰 Thank you!
I was crying along with you because I am at this time going through some internal therapy for my innter child from abuse so this was truly speaking to me
The biggest of hugs and the biggest of love to you in appreciation of this reading. We cancerians really have been deliberately disconnected from the source of our Divine love yet we have been able to love from the shattered pieces of our heart that is how strong we are. This is our resilience the power to love deeply and unconditionally. My wish is that everyone FEELS the power of love that we create in every moment by jthinking Divine thoughts and creating from them. What a painful pathway mant of us have travelled. 💙💚💛🧡❤💗💚.
Thank you I thank my Heavenly Father for putting you in my path. My chapters in my life have true blessings my trials have been my strength. I'm ready to go home now. Because the pain I have experienced is a trial I have hard to deal with and that is the trial of love of my children.
watching this helped me release some pent up energy. thank you for your vulnerability and love, we can feel it through the screen. there's a lot of introspection happening for us now, so we can cleanse and move forward to the next chapter. our own unconditional love for ourselves radiates. when we forgive the past, using it as building blocks for the future, we recreate reality. just like the moon reflecting on the water. love you 💕
This message was for me. I am not a subscriber but I will be now. I laid in the bath with tears streaming down my face not really knowing why. I live with so much anger. It affects every aspect of my life. Apparently, my journey starts today. With so much gratitude, love and light
I have been working on this very thing for two weeks, and this was recorded two weeks ago! I had to stop at one point, as it was so very VERY emotional and draining. Today I am back at the computer working on it once more, after getting some readings for me. Cancer in Venus, This is really very much on the spot with me! Thank you so much! Please don't be upset about crying, I was crying too and have for almost 60 years; some of the forgotten/hidden things have been coming out in the past six months and so much is making sense all of a sudden!
I just stumbled upon you today i was so badly in need of guidance and reassurance. You read my situation like a book. I’m so hurt. I needed someone to understand. Thank you. We cried together just now. Thank you
I’m a cancer, resonating so much. This exactly what happens… please don’t cry… I know that I will receive my justice but until then I have to release and forgive. Thank you so much your a beautiful soul and a good messenger. So much suffering, pain and grief… I can’t do nothing but to cry. Forgiving somebody is not easy specially if you give your heart and love them so much; but you know that I am choosing forgiveness because I want to love continuously… sorry that my energy makes you cry. Jesus loves me and that is all that matters… thank you and God bless… I will look forward to your next reading…it’s ok; it will be ok…
Just found you and it’s serendipity because everything you said matched exactly what happened this weekend and I cannot tell you how much I appreciate your lovely authentic and vulnerable presentation as well as your reading. Which was right on point. Gratitude gratitude gratitude.
Crying yet happy !!! Happy to be fortunate enough to get it , and do the work that’s necessary for growth Thank you for being with me on this journey ❤
Thank for your kindness. You put into words what I havent in months or years. Thank you for your heart. Do take care of you...your job is emotional as well.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.. you have given me such clarity .. I have held onto the hurt and trauma of past narcissistic relationships without realising that it was justice that i actually wanted to see happen. I struggled to understand why anyone would intentionally hurt and want to unalive somebody .. for my own sanity, i have to release the pain and trauma and forgive the people, the situations and more importantly myself.🙏🙏🙏 Please dont apologise for being emotional.. you have a heart of gold You are the first person to say sorry for what i and probably many of us here have been through 😢 Blessed Be 💚
Thank you for this heartl felt reading. I have been through many traumatic situation in my life. I was molested by my father at a young age. Never had love and support from my mom as she was a single parent all her life after walking away from dad. I had no contact with my father since the age of 8 and non of the abuse was discussed until I turned 21 and had a mental breakdown. There was limited resources for mental health in 1995, and I was set on my way to figure life out. I have lived with anxiety and depression all my life and recently told I have BPD now and I am trying to cope with this and move forward and build strength and confidence to better in life. But old habits of insecurities come in when I feel alone and exhausted and overwhelmed in life. I left my ex husband of 17yr marriage. One that was narcissistic and codependent on my part. I'm knew their had to be better for me in life. I have an intense job that I work in, the public.and must express emoitions of happiness and lovingnkindess non-stop. Bit when I get home alo my anxieties and stress act out like a child would in fear of loniness not being cared for by anyone else. I give my love so freely to others, but it os very rarely return to me. I was dating a lesbian past year and it's been a tug and pull when it come.to the relationships coming together. One min she wants me.and then when I am.with her Inhave big big emoitions and she has a hard tome.axxepting that as it scares her to.run away. And her running away causes my anxieties from.child hood to.come.out. we are in.NC wh 30:39 ile Im working on group DBT therpay. However, I abscessed with thoughts of her and want to reach out all the time but know that I can not as this will upset her. How to open the pamdora box of love on this? Do I just walk away and chill and just focus.on me and let.her.come back to me? DonI trust if I.let.my guard down the universe will.bring on.ppsitive loving life to.me.that will live and care and I can trust???
That is the hardest part with BPD, I feel, is learning to trust anything again. You, others, the world, the universe... In those moments where it feels like the last thing you are capable of doing, therein lies the most influence to change. I'm so sorry for what was taken from you... That little child must be reeling with feeling unsafe. It is truly wonderful to give our love to others, and that is so crucial in this life. When you are alone, and that little child is in pain, what do you do to calm them? What do they need? How can you hold them? How can you create a safe space for them now? The child will make others feel how they themselves feel, consciously or unconsciously, for our entire lives. What are they trying to make you feel, and how can you validate that experience for them? Can you hear the difference between their voice and yours? These are life long journeys, and some of us start off much further behind than others. Please remember that you are doing a beautiful job, even when you feel that you aren't. You are continuing to show up to your own life, and THAT is a win. I love you ❤️
Hi, it's the first time I found you. By pure accident, I believe The Divine guided me to you. The reading was very apt to my life story so far, although I healed from the past experiences, I do question why I am so guarded in general. Thankyou for your guidance and advice, I could see how the experiences of my life created such a tough reactions at the time. You have answers a few questions I have been subconsciously asking, so thankyou for the clarity of what is needed to be worked on. Bless you for your heart felt reading and for sharing . You have a beautiful heart and may you be blessed for the beautiful person you are. Thankyou 🙏 it is appreciated.
Thank you, my beautiful friend 🧡. I'm grateful I was able to answer some subconscious questions! I believe the Divine is constantly guiding us to where we need to be. Thank you for listening ❤️
Slowly the pieces are beginning to fit and you were confirmation of that tonight as I was listening to you. Although I've had my own trauma in life losing two parents at an early age This reading husband for someone that I have wanted to connect to and he finds it difficult to do I was blown away by your reading! Thank you 💕
I wasn't crying, you were just crying so hard that it looked like I was crying 😅😂. I started this channel to be a safe space for all souls to feel connected ❤️
@@divinephoenixrisingtarot I hope you bust RUclips wide open! You did me. I so miss my friend Ryan. R.I.P. hard to live in the south and trying to please someone that tried to change him. A loving soul to this old lady. Also a horse in Chinese Asto....
I named my last spirit baby Zac. This reading resonated. I have light-sensitive eyes too. It was an awful time, i dont know how i made it through, but i did and i am stronger and believe in myself now. I had to cut people out of my life to do it, and it has been worth it. They have not shown any remorse over the years, devine justice should be served on them.
I appreciate your work and you feel what us as your viewers it makes it so much sense to me! It is hard to be on z top of the mountain and then all of the sudden you are on the bottom with no explanation. The messages are so accurate and right to the point.
I LOVE YOU TOO!💞 What a wonderful human you are. I felt your soul. Thank you so much for this beautiful reading and for being so genuine, beautiful, gentle, and empathetic. Blessings ♥️😘😘
I've been watching Tarot Readings in RUclips for 2+ years, yet this is the first time I watched your videos. Frankly, I'm not a native in English and this reading is so deep that I don't quite understand. Nevertheless, I feel so deeply connected to your energy and basically what had happened during this reading was that I just can't stop my tears bursting out❣️ thank you for your effort.
I'm still a newbie on here, I guess! I started back in October last year, so I know I'm still growing. I'm grateful you found me though 🥰. This was a deep reading... I'm glad that you felt connected even with not understanding everything completely. Basically, a core trauma is coming to light to be healed ❤️. That's the message!
Yes thank you so so much every thing you have past on has being my whole life in one reading past and further as of from right now. Thank you. Crying with you 😢
I just came across this reading and I was blown away. This resonated with me very deeply, I cried with you. Yes, there are some evil people in this world. I was a very young girl and I buried this deep down….and I’m slowly digging out. Thank you for your care and compassion. You truly helped me today. Sending love & light ❤☀️🙏 Also I love your emotional side….it touched me deeply! 🤗
Believe eve me never give up nor surrender u r wrthy of all the good this universe has to offer this cancer is wrking on myself yep n happy finally met a soulmate . At age 60 I’m 62 now so I say always be hopeful ❤❤❤ about a on its way
I'm 18 minutes into this view, and I've never participated in any tarot readings before, but I have to tell you that you are 100% telling my exact life story, past and present!! I'm astonished!!
You are such a beautiful and empathetic soul!! I just love you! I had an epiphany and started crying with this reading. The analogy of the locked box was just what I needed to get my shadow self to feel those feelings. I had known intellectually what happened with my sexual abuse but did not actually remember. Divine guides have stepped in and brought many things to light. I have always had encounters with narcissists but mist recent one was a reflection if my grandfather. I can now heal and release all this burden I have held because I never allowed myself to feel. I cannot thank you enough for your kindness and love and will be eternally grateful!!❤
You are such a beautiful soul. This reading was so heavy and it was difficult to watch. I can only imagine how difficult it must have been for you as the messenger. I will tell you this though, I don’t think anyone else could have delivered this message the way that you did. You have such a warmth that lets people know that they are safe in your presence and energy. I wish I could give you the biggest hug and tell you how grateful I am to you for being who you are and for making people feel as comfortable as possible given the nature of this reading. I love kindred spirits and I believe you to be one for sure. Thank you for all the love 🙏 You’re a very special person…..and now I can’t stop crying.
Thank you so much for these kind words! This means a lot to me to receive ❤️ Thank you for being present with the message. I know this was a heavy one... let the tears flow! They are needed, and it is safe ❤️
That's was awesome 😎💯
Thank you for beautiful reading. Yes I feel robbed . I gave him everything what person can give being in love. I do not what happened? He put price on material things.
Absolutely, every word. Thank you!🌹
That was amazing. I'm sure the person you're trying to reach it will get to them. And they will be thankful for it. You have genuine heart. I'm going to see there's still people like me out there. That have a genuine heart and care about other people. It is a honor to meet you.
Thank You for your kindness and Wisdom May God continues blessings You. I am so amaze of you truth words. I am Cancer and I have rise like a Phoenix from the ashes by the Grace of God I have accepted my Path and I will be Victorious in the name of Jesus Christ amen I had try to have communication with my self and have my Heart open to Love unconditional. ❤ And forgive myself and other people because I am Greatful to God for not allowing pain to destroy the purpose of God. I Love you Jesus Christ for your kindness and Unconditional love ❤️
A big hug to you.
I hardly cry , it’s been awhile. Maybe because my heart has been nimbe from crying too much before. May because of the so many traumas I went through in my adult life.
You made me cry while driving home .
I pray and talk to God a lot. I write journals, watch movies, look at the moon at night and talk to the sky alone when I come home from work.
I give my thoughts and meditations to the world through FB and LinkedIn. Sharing my healing journey gives me a sense of purpose now.
Thank you for all the love you showed all of us Cancerians today.
We need this true, authentic love so much in our lives.
I pray for all of us that we start feeling loved again through self-care and inner healing.
And the childlike joy and wonder within us again.
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A big hug 🫂 to you as well, my beautiful Cancer friend 🧡. I am praying for the same ❤️
I came across your channel this morning. I could immediately tell what a genuine person you are. I felt drawn to you and to watch this. This resonates so much. ❤ walked away from my family that has been judgmental and negative for choices I’ve made.
I also had to let go of a man that I truly loved, deeply’ He decided to ghost me after I stood up for myself in our connection because it was very one sided, and he was selfish, manipulative and narcissistic.
I am holding my healing qualities as a reiki healer, empathic person and someone who has always had a psychic abilities, I’m opening myself up again to healing myself deeply from childhood trauma and abuse.
Thanks for this message. ❤
I also have a great career
Where I feel valued and seen. I am learning to reclaim my power and stand on my own. I am the Empress and Magician. ❤️✨ Love for self! Above anything else.
I am a Cancer AC. ❤❤ I wish I could hug you.
Thank you so much for your kind words 🙏. I'm grateful that you felt connected!
It sounds like you are writing a new story - how exciting 🥰. I'm proud of you for accepting only what you know you are worth!
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Wow! I could have written this message.
I’m sending hugs to you. Love and light, blessings to you. ❤️🌟🙏🏼
I literally walked away from all my aunts & uncles, even my only sister. It is not necessarily that they were mean to me, but that they’ve always been negative and envious of the life I have achieved (which I am very proud of). I had to finally accept the fact that I cannot dim my light to make them feel better. I wish them well and hope that they achieve all of their goals because they deserve to be great.
But when the same energy was not given to me, I could no longer be around that. I am 48 years old and at times feel very lonely, however the last 3-4 years has been the most peaceful! Thank you for your emotional reading ❤ 🙏
It can be so hard to make decisions like this! Although I am sorry you've been treated this way, I am proud of you for choosing you ❤️
Oh wow exactly my experience as well! It's brought me so much closer to my spirituality so I'm grateful for that we have to keep moving forward.
Mine is a mirror image of your journey. I have felt like I have freed myself from their controlling narcissism, it has been so liberating.
My confidence and self worth has soared.
Take care and keep strong.❤
@flowers3036 That has been my journey too.
keep strong x
I just fell in love. It's so rare to see one brave enough to just experience without a mask. You are so beautiful.
Wow, thank you ❤️ It's not always easy, but I am working to leave my mask off more and more.
Wow… I’ve been obsessively watching tarot for months now, because it’s the only thing that gives me hope anymore, & this is the first time one of your readings has shown up in my feed. By far you seem to be the most sincere & connected in your reading than any other reader I’ve come across! I’ve always been a positive, optimistic Cancer my whole life, despite growing up with a very narcissistic mother who resented me because she got pregnant with me at 18. But the last 5 years have completely broken me & I’m really struggling to find my way back to my happy self. First I lost my husband & father of my 2 kids on Nov. 30, 2018 when he was killed in an ambulance accident while working as a paramedic. Then 2 years later I came together with who I believe to be my twin flame. He is one of the very few people in my life that I’ve ever felt really gets me. Everything was wonderful for a short time, but no one in our lives wanted us to be together & they caused major chaos for us both until, after 2 years of being & living together with our 3 combined children, he couldn’t take the stress & pressure anymore and left. It’s been over a year now that we’ve been apart, & we do still talk from time to time & love each other very much, but we’re both so lost due to all the difficult, traumatic things that we’ve been thru both together & separately in our lives, that we feel stuck & unable to move forward. I’ve never been so depressed or felt so lonely in my life. I’ve completely isolated myself from everyone & am just going thru the motions everyday trying to survive for my kids sake. I sincerely thank you for this reading!! I’m desperately trying to heal & readings like this give me a little hope. Wish I could give you a hug! ❤🙏🏻
I wish i could give you a hug as well! I'm grateful that anything in this message has brought some hope back to your experience. That is so much to deal with, that's real... I'm so sorry for your loss and the difficulty in feeling joy again. I grew up with the same situation with my birth mother, pregnant at the same age. Never allowed to forget that I was an accident. Please don't let this rule your present! Healing is possible, I promise ❤️. I know you feel isolated right now, but you are not alone, I promise! Blue skies do exist for you already. That is so hard to believe in moments like this, but I promise you that's a fact ❤️
Hang in there soul sister - it’s going to get better. Life seems so hard at times but you have what it takes to make it. I’m sending healing love your way. ❤️🙏🏼
You're a blessing to all of us .❤ May God continue blessings you and your Gifts ❤Thank You❤❤🙏🪻🌷
You are so welcome!
When you pulled the river with image of the horse i got chills. We lost our horse today. She was the mare. Leader of the tribe. I closed my eyes as she was passing and saw a pegasus flying into the sun. As the sun began to set the sky turned purple in the east. Purple was her color. I told my wife the sun is taking her home.
Oh my gosh, this gave me chills ❤️. I am so sorry for your loss. May that farewell lead you to another beautiful hello tomorrow ❤️
@@divinephoenixrisingtarot thank you. She’s part of our ancestral spirit tribe now.. She rides on in our hearts for eternity.
Beautiful God's Love isn't it she's HOME❤❤❤❤😊
I sit by the River every week. Sometimes, I just cry. And cry. Sometimes, I am in joy, or meditation. Sometimes the River speaks to me. I love the river. And thank you for loving all of us here. It hasnt been an easy road. But I will always be that little 8 year old who learned that the River is her best friend, through it all. That's who I truly am, in spite of, and because of, it all. xoxo
I love this ❤️. There is so much we can learn and release in learning the energy of the river. It speaks to me as well and I feel a home in its presence. I am happy to love you all 🥰
LOL SOUNDS LIKE MY CHILDHOOD, our family was a mess and when i would come home from school i would grab my fishing rods and go to the river to fish and
many times my dad would have to come and get me because i did not want to leave,, i have the vision in mind of moving out to the country where there is a creek or
river where i can sit and get back with nature, i think most of us cancers right now are feeling the energies of this planet and have a strong desire to go home or ascend with GAIA when the time comes because the end of the cycle is near. wont say any more because like most here it is getting too emotional for us at this time.
Cancers are certainly learning to lead in a new way and emotions are a major bane and boon in this time ❤️
@@divinephoenixrisingtarot it is so interesting that you say this-I was just pondering on how to make what "could" be an overwhelming obstacle (emotions and all of that processing, that could ALSO be my greatest strength. I know that seems pretty basic-but sometimes it iw very profound, when you ruly grasp it as more than just a "concept".
I find that the most profound understanding comes from simple concepts! Our ego tries to make things more complicated and that gets in the way of simple truth!
You are incredible. Hearing you say "I'm sorry" made me cry so hard. I can't remember the last time I felt that support.
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I cried when you cried. For the first time I really felt like somebody understood my real deep pain that is still here at 55 year of age. And I felt comforted which I never have been. All alone...Thank you for being there and for the warmth and love 🙏💜
Thank you for connecting with me in this way ❤️
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I’m crying for you, to have to be the one to feel all of this for us. Thank you. This was my first time experiencing your readings. Very special.
I am happy to channel these messages ❤️. Did I need to go to bed after this? Yes, yes I did lol. I am grateful to be able to connect in this very powerful way ❤️
“I love you… I love you I love You too.”
This Cancer ♋️ is so moved every time I see & hear “Wonderful ✨You” Thank U for who U R & Ur unabashed emotionalism!
You are so welcome, my beautiful friend 🧡. Thank you for loving me too!
This is the very first time I am listening to you. You Guidance has popped from nowhere on my tablet screen. This is a Blessing!
According to Spirit, "I must receive this message at the right time". Today!
My Blessings have been locked away for a while and I am waiting for Divine Justice so I can continue my Mission.
I am living the process of Enlightenment with a strong connection with the Sun and now with the Moon. I am up every night at 3:00 am and there is an urgent need to pray to God. After listening to you, I said to myself It's finally happening! Your reading is so beautiful and believable.
You are a compassionate, and empathetic human being! I will keep you updated. Thank you so much!
I'm so glad you were brought here! You are so welcome 🥰. Yes, please keep me posted!!
Thank you
This is the 1st time I've watched your channel. I have never seen another person as full of light as you are. You sparkle especially that heart you have...like mine...a true humanitarian. Someone who genuinely cares about other people. Who only wants to help ease the pain for other knowing the depth of our own pain and wanting no other to feel that kind of pain. Plz don't let anything dim that beautiful ice blue light like metatron!! Liquid light!!! You are a breath taking reflection of God's love! Agape is abundant in you!!!
Thank you so much for these beautiful words ❤️. I needed them today!!
Interesting, you mention this ice blue and Metatron! Is that something you see in my aura? I see a lot of blue and ice blue and I know that Michael is always nearby. I may need to work with Metatron...
Have a beautiful day, my friend!
This is my first time watching your channel.... you have such a sweet spirit. I definitely resonated with your reading. 💜 🦀 ♋️
You have nothing to be ashamed of ..
Your tears are healing and you're a beautiful soul.
If only my family and friends had cared so much. Instead of treating me like I deserve nothing good in my life..
Accentuating the pain of all of it..
That pain sears deep into my soul.
No one to protect me . Noone to so much as hold my hand and love me despite what had happened to me.
I've done so much healing work.
Yet certain family members treat me so badly.
It hurts even more.
They don't hear me screaming.
Or haven't heard is possibly a better way of putting it.
Healing is possible..
The Japanese have an artform where they take a beautiful vase and break it to pieces..
They then take the pieces and put it back together , the glue used is actually pure gold.
I can't remember the name of it.
But I think it's important for us survivers to remember that we are not wrecked.
Not damaged goods or " the other ", which is so painful in our own memory but also, tha
t people around us are seeing it through their own lense .. possibly unable to comprehend what has actually taken place for us.
We have so much compassion for others.
It's time to truly give this compassion to ourselves.
The Healing is within ourselves..
Thank you Zachary..
I really appreciate your reading..
It's like peeling an onion..
It stings our eyes and if we have a small cut on our finger the juice from the onion stings.
Wish everyone here love and healing .
Remember how beautiful you truly are.
God bless you ❤❤❤
I am so grateful for those whom have done all the could..
I have not had a husband with me whom stood by me and tried to understand..
I regret telling anyone about it and end up feeling so terribly exposed, naked , which ofcourse is not helpful.
It's not helpful for others either really..
It triggers us , it triggers others..
As its often the deepest fear people have..
Love and compassion for self and others is required..
It's in God's hands. ❤
Kintsugi is the art form you are talking about ❤️.
I am so sorry for the way you've been treated, you always deserved better! I have had a similar journey with my own family and we are no longer in contact because of it. The pain doesn't ever leave completely, but it is less severe after leaving.
You deserve to be heard and to heal ❤️
Agree totally but healing our self proofs we are now able to protect ourselves and strong to our core we have pinchers to fear love to all keep strong your own strength is our true gift
Live life you want to your fullest and now know strong enough to conquer all you desire due to the extreme unjust you now have the skills to be your fullest & truest you!!!!
Just found you randomly 2 days ago and was afraid to listen because of the title of the reading. Finally braved it today. You are so genuine and you are right. I don't want to give all the gory details, but you are so right.
Thank you for coming back and giving it a watch! I know that title could be triggering, and I was tentative to post it. Spirit was adamant about it, though, and I'm glad I listened!
Your message resonates with me. I have complex PTSD and long buried, painful memories have started to surface, …sometimes during therapy and others randomly. Your reading was spot on. I need to be present with the memories in order to heal but doing so is most painful. Anyhow, your reading was spot on. Your empathy and compassion was evident and made me feel less alone. “Thank you” means far more than you realize. I am most grateful.Sending peace and love to all.
Thank you gut sharing this about yourself! I am grateful that any of this message found you and provided positive assistance. Thank you for connecting with me ❤️
Ok, you connected. The moment you explained justice (no one ever explains justice). Perhaps it’s justice that you earned my subscription. Thank you for your reading.
Thank you, my friend 🧡. I am grateful to earn this connection 🙏.
May I ask, what you mean by explaining justice? As in the card, or what this means for Cancer?
Thank you Zachery. You are a raw nerve in the universe and I identify with that very much. Please ask for protection from spirit so that your own energy isn't so badly affected when you do these readings for us. Blessings to you sweet man.
It is my pleasure to transmit in this way! Most of the time taken before reading is taken in requesting protection, thank you for your insight 🥰. I notice that there is always a price to pay to open a space in this way, but I also know that I am here to do this. No worries! I am learning to take more time to myself to recover from such intense transmissions. Learning balance has certainly been a lesson for me, lol. Blessings to you!!
What a sweet soul you are- thankyou thankyou for caring so much. Being an empath myself I know it’s a blessing and a curse. You are gifted- love to you sweet soul
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Thank you so very much. I've been isolating and melancholy the past several days, and I kept getting flashbacks of something I burried deep but remembered differently. Deep down, intuitively, I knew I was finally remembering it right. You definitely confirmed that. Even your sweet tears comforted me. Please protect yourself when you do deeply emotional readings, for your own peace and safety. Your courage to deliver this is giving me courage to face this. Thank you again.
I am truly grateful to be able to do these readings ❤️. Although I do protect a bunch before reading, this was a very deep dive... As my gifts develop, I am learning to navigate it better. Some messages do just take energy to deliver though, and I am grateful to channel them. I just sleep more 😅
I am grateful that this message was the key that it needed to be for you ❤️
It's no accident this channel popped across my feed. You are the first and only tarot reader that has put what I was feeling in my shadow realm, into the words that I could now clearly understand. My deepest and most heartfelt gratitude sir. I'm so moved. Thank you, really. You're a unique and wonderful being.
I'm so grateful this reading was so impactful for you! It's my pleasure 🙏
U deserve an award or something! Itz not rly common u stumble across a person who does what u do and actually feel.... comfortable. bcuz in tha bak of my mind Im Thinking 'Ok if this dude is tha real deal like he portrays himself 2 b then he'll c it....he'll kno rite away... cuz we jus feel thingz like that,, we feel there hurt just as it wuz r own. I'm emotional 2 maan!! lol so I feel u!! since I got in2 tarot, this is tha 2nd reading I've seen (different people) and u both r just....weeping 😥 n that 2 me....is real. Ur real!! U do care about us!!! Thank u! 💚💚💚
Wow, thank you so much for this comment!
Yes, I am real, and yes, I do care!! Not every reading brings me to tears like this, but this one was deeply painful and moving. I couldn't do anything but cry ❤️
Yup. Another betrayal of trust, very similar to a bad childhood situation.
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Thank you for the reading. It was so heartfelt. My mom is battling cancer and the hardest thing is watching her go thru this on hospice. A very life changing event for me. Thank you for sharing your gift
I know that isn't easy... waiting to say goodbye is so painful 💔. I see you
Thank you for being here ❤️
I lost my only grandchild to cancer. The hardest thing I have ever been through. All we can do is be strong for them. We will never forget and it's a hard healing process. I miss her everyday. Blessings to you and yours.
You are a major EMPATH like I am , you feel as I feel , I thank God for you , I will cry in a second because I want so much good to happen in all of our lives , and it's difficult when dealing with others that do not connect with us ,when we try so hard to continue to connect and the one we try so hard with will not even have a clue , that they ignored us when we love them so much .
And then they say " what do you mean" ?
Never apologize for your emotions it's what drew me to you ,
You care and I seriously care about you .
For us that do spirit work that are Empathic like this we only can tell the truth , I value you beyond words thank you big hugs and love .❤
Thank you my friend 🧡
I thank you so much for allowing yourself to feel that energy. My heart has been shattered and although every day gets better I still have a hard time understanding how someone can be so cruel.😢😢😢😢😢💔♋️
I'm proud to be able to feel as much as I do ❤️. We may never understand how some people are able to be as cruel as they are... I feel that 💯.
I am trying to deal with this trauma which happened when I was 9, it has affected my whole life but only in the past few years I have been able to try to deal with it. Through this my whole life has been difficult, choosing wrong partners which have led to more trauma. I’m praying this is the year I will make my breakthrough. Thank you for your reading. ❤
It is my pleasure ❤️. I want this to be a year of breaking through for you as well!!
Yes, I went through this when I was very young. A school teacher took my innocence. Now I am finding out, 50 years later, just who knew about it, but never did anything. It is a hard pill to swallow. Thank you for this message. I know what I have to do.
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This video stumbled upon me today. As soon as I woke up today, I just knew that I slipped right back into my depression. The reading made me feel so heard and even the pre meditation was on point and made sense without you needing to explain. As soon as you said “sexual” my heart sank further because it just kind of felt like you were specifically speaking to me in that moment. I’ve seen readers stop readings due to the heaviness and I appreciate you tapping in and doing this for us. It’s an overwhelming energy (I know) and thank you for crying and being vulnerable with us. We can all be in our healing era together 🖤✨-sincerely a cancer sun, venus, mars, mercury
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I just happened upon your channel and was compelled to watch. Yes you tell the truth! I knew what you were saying is the truth! I have locked a door from my youth. It was a violation from a sick person in my family. Thank you for your deep feeling for a stranger.
I'm so sorry for your pain ❤️
This hits do deep! I didn’t stumble upon your reading for no reason. Everything is always divinely guided and I’m so truly grateful that I watched this. I couldn’t stop crying!! You’re such a warm hearted beautiful person and thank you for making us feel safe here. We need that right now. The last 8 years was the icing on a stale and dry ass cake!! From childhood til now the leaps and bounds I have made have been incredible however my heart has been locked away for years but it’s for good reason as we all have been through some kind of trauma. I am working on my heart chakra healing and allowing love in as the Divine brings it. Thank you again 💗🦋
I truly believe that everything is divinely guided and within divine timing! I'm grateful you found your way to this reading ❤️.
It's time for a fresh cake!! ❤️
Im so sorry you had to do this reading, i grew up abused and it has caused me many problems. The negative ppl have no place in my life anymore, so thats a plus. Thankyou!💙
Geez, I wasn’t crying until you started crying…thank you for the reading 🌸💕🌸
You're welcome, my friend 🧡. It hit me too 😅
❤️ Hi! I’m Sally a Cancer. I cry a lot too. I cried during your reading. Please don’t apologize for crying. We are only human.
Blessings to you,
Sally
Hi Sally! Thank you ❤️
Thank you so much for your honesty and transparency. It’s time and I’m ready to put in the work. Your (our)tears will not be in vain. ❤ (first time here )
Welcome my beautiful friend!
I appreciate you being emotional and vulnerable 😢. I love that you're accepting how you feel as you get through this reading. I felt that.
I feel that I'm in a place of accepting myself, my thoughts, and emotions. My truth is knowing that I am worthy of love. Love isn't earned. It's given. For so long, I have freely given love without receiving to the point of believing that it's earned. That's the biggest lie I have told myself. I now know better. I'm still working on it. But i know better, and I'm doing better.
Similar journey for me this year is about LEARNING the lesson 🥰
I just subscribed. In oneyear, I've lost my husband and my 2 sons in law. I loved them like my own sons. I became addicted to a drug I thought I'd never use, and everyone who I thought was my friend betrayed me. Everything was either stolen from me or I lost it. I'm numb. thank you for your heartfelt reading. Keep me in your prayers.
You can rise again ❤️. You are so worthy of love. Please know that! You are in my prayers 🙏 ❤️
Your reading was spot on for me ..... 😔....I can't believe how accurate you are...
Don't apologise, you have high emotional intelligence
And an empathetic nature....
I wish more people were like you
Thank you ever so much
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Thank you for your words 🥰
Nothing is ever lost! Big bear hug, we are weathering the currents and we can see the sun at the horizon💖💖
I don’t often comment anymore, yet here I am… I’ve been seeing this particular reading pop up for me multiple times over the last few weeks that it’s been up, but my intuition and guides have been stopping me from starting it going, not yet, we’ll let you know when you’re ready. Well, I was ready as of a few minutes ago lol You’ve hit the nail on the head, my goodness… And I was told to wait as I was in the process of healing of everything you spoke about. You essentially became my validation in a way, and I’m grateful for you and your reading. This was the first time I watched any of your videos as well, so you can definitely count a new subscriber in! And darling, never EVER apologize for feeling emotional during your readings. It’s a sign that you understand and empathize with the people you read for and yourself. Many blessings to you 💜
Thank you ❤️
I feel your pain feeling the pain of others and it’s a heavy weight to carry😢
It certainly can be... I'm grateful to be able to transmute in this way, though (most days, lol)
You are such a beautiful soul. Thank you for your caring heart. I’ve always felt something happened to me as a young child. I have four planets in Cancer. Very psychic and an empath. But have been very cautious about actually delving into what might have happened. I felt your heart as you were feeling the pain of others as you did this reading. You have blessed us by affirming that we can get through whatever is on the horizon. I am a minister and help others to do that. But not easy when it is for yourself. May God bless you as God works through you.
It's always harder with ourselves, right? I feel that too...
Such a deep and beautiful reading. I love how you are so emotionally affected by your readings. You are very gifted and your soul is so full of LoVe that is truly beautiful ❤. Never apologize for being your true self. Not many humans are capable of this and i for one am. I feel deeply, for everyone. My wish is to be love. To have so much love for all beings and to be that light others need. To be a safe place. To heal others. People are broken and need people like you!!!!! U are a blessing ❤
Thank you and ❤ u
Hugs
Thank you! This was a deep one, for sure... I was intending to get Pisces and Scorpio done after, but I had to stop for the night. I needed to release the energy.
No apologies 😉😘
You're Angels to me.
I felt your compassion i need it to know someone else feel my pain and you help me to keep going with love of God❤😢😊
Had the swords taken and put in my back and my heart
...moving on with love, peace, harmony and MONEY!👏👏👏👍🙌🤗♋🕊Thank you beautiful😇
You are so welcome 🙏. May the swords find their original home ❤️
Thank you ❤
What an incredible soul you are. Thank you for being so raw. This is the first time I have watched one of your videos, and it won't be the last. It actually brought up some deep seeded memories I buried and forgot about . I believe Spirit guided me to listen to this message. Thank you so much. ❤
Thank you, my friend 🧡
Thank you❤️🙏🏽😢😢😢😢.. I am so in tears I feel you feeling me thank you for sharing your gift
You're welcome 😊. Thank you for being here 😘
I love you, I love you, I love you. I’m so dead having experienced what you spoke on. Your raw and authentic emotions were much needed, like rain and sunshine to a piece of barren land. Thank you 🙏
That's such a beautiful way to put that... of course from a Cancer 😉. I love you too!
First time here, I just love how the universe works those algos. Thank you for this beautiful message. I’d actually been wrestling with the strange and sudden loss of connection to tarot and haven’t even checked out the new readings from my long-time faves. But something happened here when this video popped up, and I needed to hear this. Just needed the human compassion. Thank you.
Just as I was reexamining my faith, my life, and leaning towards throwing in the towel, your message popped up - and that is how I keep faith. I bit of love pops in just when I need it most. Thank you again.
I love it when this happens 😍. The universe is conspiring to make your dreams come true!
thank you your a grea guy with a heart GOD BLESS YOU ❤
Thank you 😊 it is my pleasure to be here!
You beautiful soul…none of whatever happened to any of us is your fault, yet I must THANK YOU for your empathy 🤲🏼🤍💐.
I am grateful to have the empathy to share 🙏. I may not be responsible, but I am sorry all the same ❤️
Hi. Thank you. "You need to feel to heal" someone said. I've struggled with that. I mean, I know it is true, and I am known for being a typical "sensitive and emotional cancer" but when it comes to this it's as if it has been too much, too intense, so instead all I've felt has been - well, like a void. As if I am completely detached. Until you started crying for me/us. For the first time I managed to see the little child that was me from the outside and cry for her. Thank you. I really mean it.
So...I tried to join your newsletter but it said I needed to confirm my e-mail, through un email. But I never got one? Tried again but same thing...what do I do?
I wonder how I can help my cancer ..
You can't. God can.
I am so grateful to be able to help in this way ❤️. That void where it has been locked away. It sounds like it has been opened, and I am grateful for that as well. Like I said, this may not be easy, but it will be worth it in the end!
As far as the Newsletter, did you check you spam folder? Sometimes email servers will send my emails to spam because you're never received from me before! Let me know if you find it!
@@divinephoenixrisingtarot hello! Thank you so much for answering ❤️ So, yesterday when I checked EVERYWHERE on my email there was no letter anywhere. Today, all of a sudden, it was there?? Long story short - I am now on your list👍💪🥰 Thank you!
Oh good!! Some servers are weird, I'm finding! I'm glad it came through 😀
Wow… like everyone else has been saying- you touched me.. ❤❤
How you delivered this message. Beautiful.
I love you too
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I was crying along with you because I am at this time going through some internal therapy for my innter child from abuse so this was truly speaking to me
The biggest of hugs and the biggest of love to you in appreciation of this reading. We cancerians really have been deliberately disconnected from the source of our Divine love yet we have been able to love from the shattered pieces of our heart that is how strong we are. This is our resilience the power to love deeply and unconditionally. My wish is that everyone FEELS the power of love that we create in every moment by jthinking Divine thoughts and creating from them. What a painful pathway mant of us have travelled. 💙💚💛🧡❤💗💚.
Yes, Cancer has a very strong heart ❤️. My hope is that Cancer finally receives the love they have always been willing to share!! It's time 😘
Thank you
I thank my Heavenly Father for putting you in my path. My chapters in my life have true blessings my trials have been my strength. I'm ready to go home now. Because the pain I have experienced is a trial I have hard to deal with and that is the trial of love of my children.
watching this helped me release some pent up energy. thank you for your vulnerability and love, we can feel it through the screen. there's a lot of introspection happening for us now, so we can cleanse and move forward to the next chapter. our own unconditional love for ourselves radiates. when we forgive the past, using it as building blocks for the future, we recreate reality. just like the moon reflecting on the water. love you 💕
I love you too!! Thank you for connecting with me and the message ❤️
This message was for me. I am not a subscriber but I will be now. I laid in the bath with tears streaming down my face not really knowing why. I live with so much anger. It affects every aspect of my life. Apparently, my journey starts today. With so much gratitude, love and light
Love and light, my friend!!
This video came to me a few days ago and I couldn’t hear it… today I am crying through it. Thank you 🙏🏾
The timing needed to be right!
I have been working on this very thing for two weeks, and this was recorded two weeks ago! I had to stop at one point, as it was so very VERY emotional and draining. Today I am back at the computer working on it once more, after getting some readings for me. Cancer in Venus, This is really very much on the spot with me! Thank you so much! Please don't be upset about crying, I was crying too and have for almost 60 years; some of the forgotten/hidden things have been coming out in the past six months and so much is making sense all of a sudden!
My fellow Cancer Venus ♋️ ❤️. This was a lot of energy to hold
You must be tired 🫂
24 minutes into the video reading and you are still spot on!! 100% correct and accurate!
I just stumbled upon you today i was so badly in need of guidance and reassurance. You read my situation like a book. I’m so hurt. I needed someone to understand. Thank you. We cried together just now. Thank you
You are so welcome. I'm glad it was cathartic for you!
I'm sending you such HUGE HUGS. I hope your heart gets healed.
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Thank you very much for sharing all that you are with this community. Bless you completely and eternally. 🙏🏻💓💞
You are so welcome, and same to you!
Ty 🙏 7yrs old was huge for Me. With my gifts, my life, my Now. It's time - I'm trying
You are DOING. And you're doing a great job ❤️
In Vedic astrology im cancer
And i feel this is right on target for me thankyou for your support and love which i return to You also
Now im crying!!! What a beautiful soul. Thank you for this
You are so welcome!
It is ok!! 😢thank you for your soul, I passed by it, still it is hard! 😢things I will never forget!!!
I’m a cancer, resonating so much. This exactly what happens… please don’t cry… I know that I will receive my justice but until then I have to release and forgive. Thank you so much your a beautiful soul and a good messenger. So much suffering, pain and grief… I can’t do nothing but to cry. Forgiving somebody is not easy specially if you give your heart and love them so much; but you know that I am choosing forgiveness because I want to love continuously… sorry that my energy makes you cry. Jesus loves me and that is all that matters… thank you and God bless… I will look forward to your next reading…it’s ok; it will be ok…
All will be well ❤️. To cry is to heal!
Just found you and it’s serendipity because everything you said matched exactly what happened this weekend and I cannot tell you how much I appreciate your lovely authentic and vulnerable presentation as well as your reading. Which was right on point. Gratitude gratitude gratitude.
❤️ it is my pleasure 🙏. I see you ❤️
29 minutes into reading.... I cannot believe the things I've heard from you! You told the story of my life. I am blown away. Thank you.❤
I'm so glad this resonated so strongly!
Crying yet happy !!!
Happy to be fortunate enough to get it , and do the work that’s necessary for growth
Thank you for being with me on this journey ❤
Thank you for being with me, too!
Thank for your kindness. You put into words what I havent in months or years.
Thank you for your heart.
Do take care of you...your job is emotional as well.
I'm learning how to take care of myself as well!
Thank you, thank you, thank you.. you have given me such clarity ..
I have held onto the hurt and trauma of past narcissistic relationships without realising that it was justice that i actually wanted to see happen.
I struggled to understand why anyone would intentionally hurt and want to unalive somebody .. for my own sanity, i have to release the pain and trauma and forgive the people, the situations and more importantly myself.🙏🙏🙏
Please dont apologise for being emotional.. you have a heart of gold
You are the first person to say sorry for what i and probably many of us here have been through 😢
Blessed Be 💚
I am sorry for the injustices against you! May justice bring you release and relief ❤️
Blessed be 🥰
@@divinephoenixrisingtarot Thank you, your empathy and love for people is felt and I am grateful to have found your channel
Many blessings 💚
I have to say is God in me that help me to forgive and Manifest Love and Compassion to those whom are in Heart broken 💗 Hold on to God amen 💖🌎💜
Thank you for this heartl felt reading. I have been through many traumatic situation in my life. I was molested by my father at a young age. Never had love and support from my mom as she was a single parent all her life after walking away from dad. I had no contact with my father since the age of 8 and non of the abuse was discussed until I turned 21 and had a mental breakdown. There was limited resources for mental health in 1995, and I was set on my way to figure life out. I have lived with anxiety and depression all my life and recently told I have BPD now and I am trying to cope with this and move forward and build strength and confidence to better in life. But old habits of insecurities come in when I feel alone and exhausted and overwhelmed in life. I left my ex husband of 17yr marriage. One that was narcissistic and codependent on my part. I'm knew their had to be better for me in life. I have an intense job that I work in, the public.and must express emoitions of happiness and lovingnkindess non-stop. Bit when I get home alo my anxieties and stress act out like a child would in fear of loniness not being cared for by anyone else. I give my love so freely to others, but it os very rarely return to me. I was dating a lesbian past year and it's been a tug and pull when it come.to the relationships coming together. One min she wants me.and then when I am.with her Inhave big big emoitions and she has a hard tome.axxepting that as it scares her to.run away. And her running away causes my anxieties from.child hood to.come.out. we are in.NC wh 30:39 ile Im working on group DBT therpay. However, I abscessed with thoughts of her and want to reach out all the time but know that I can not as this will upset her. How to open the pamdora box of love on this?
Do I just walk away and chill and just focus.on me and let.her.come back to me? DonI trust if I.let.my guard down the universe will.bring on.ppsitive loving life to.me.that will live and care and I can trust???
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That is the hardest part with BPD, I feel, is learning to trust anything again. You, others, the world, the universe... In those moments where it feels like the last thing you are capable of doing, therein lies the most influence to change. I'm so sorry for what was taken from you... That little child must be reeling with feeling unsafe.
It is truly wonderful to give our love to others, and that is so crucial in this life. When you are alone, and that little child is in pain, what do you do to calm them? What do they need? How can you hold them? How can you create a safe space for them now?
The child will make others feel how they themselves feel, consciously or unconsciously, for our entire lives. What are they trying to make you feel, and how can you validate that experience for them? Can you hear the difference between their voice and yours?
These are life long journeys, and some of us start off much further behind than others. Please remember that you are doing a beautiful job, even when you feel that you aren't. You are continuing to show up to your own life, and THAT is a win.
I love you ❤️
🙏Thank you thank you thank you for your love, compassion and your love it means so very much
Hi, it's the first time I found you. By pure accident, I believe
The Divine guided me to you.
The reading was very apt to my life story so far, although I healed from the past experiences, I do question why I am so guarded in general. Thankyou for your guidance and advice, I could see how the experiences of my life created such a tough reactions at the time. You have answers a few questions I have been subconsciously asking, so thankyou for the clarity of what is needed to be worked on.
Bless you for your heart felt reading and for sharing .
You have a beautiful heart and may you be blessed for the beautiful person you are.
Thankyou 🙏 it is appreciated.
Thank you, my beautiful friend 🧡. I'm grateful I was able to answer some subconscious questions!
I believe the Divine is constantly guiding us to where we need to be. Thank you for listening ❤️
I needed for someone to cry for me. That in itself was pure healing. I am truly sorry that I (we) put you through that. Thank you, my friend.
No apologizing!! You didn't put me through that, I chose to channel that and I am so grateful to be able to do this for everyone 🥰
Slowly the pieces are beginning to fit and you were confirmation of that tonight as I was listening to you. Although I've had my own trauma in life losing two parents at an early age This reading husband for someone that I have wanted to connect to and he finds it difficult to do I was blown away by your reading! Thank you 💕
It is my pleasure 🙏. Blue skies ahead ❤️
I'm not a cancer anywhere in my chart, but I am liking this video in hopes that more people bear witness to this.
Thank you, my beautiful friend 🧡. It seems to be reaching further than any other message I've shared so far. It needs to be heard!
❤ wish I had a precious soul like you for a neighbor or soul family. I'm not crying, you are! Thank you! You precious,sweet and loving!!
I wasn't crying, you were just crying so hard that it looked like I was crying 😅😂. I started this channel to be a safe space for all souls to feel connected ❤️
@@divinephoenixrisingtarot I hope you bust RUclips wide open! You did me. I so miss my friend Ryan. R.I.P. hard to live in the south and trying to please someone that tried to change him. A loving soul to this old lady. Also a horse in Chinese Asto....
Thank you!!
I am sorry about your friend... that is a hard loss to bear. Sending love ❤️
Yes! Love our beautiful Delaware river where I walk daily and find solice, peace and answers❤
That sounds wonderful 🥰
I named my last spirit baby Zac. This reading resonated.
I have light-sensitive eyes too.
It was an awful time, i dont know how i made it through, but i did and i am stronger and believe in myself now.
I had to cut people out of my life to do it, and it has been worth it.
They have not shown any remorse over the years, devine justice should be served on them.
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I'm a cancer .This is my first time listening to you .And I was crying to.Thankyou for the reading.❤
It is my pleasure ❤️
Same here
I appreciate your work and you feel what us as your viewers it makes it so much sense to me! It is hard to be on z top of the mountain and then all of the sudden you are on the bottom with no explanation. The messages are so accurate and right to the point.
Feeling so seen right now. Crying. Thank you
I LOVE YOU TOO!💞 What a wonderful human you are. I felt your soul. Thank you so much for this beautiful reading and for being so genuine, beautiful, gentle, and empathetic. Blessings ♥️😘😘
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I see you Crying and it reminds me of me very compassionate to others people's pain ❤️
I've been watching Tarot Readings in RUclips for 2+ years, yet this is the first time I watched your videos.
Frankly, I'm not a native in English and this reading is so deep that I don't quite understand. Nevertheless, I feel so deeply connected to your energy and basically what had happened during this reading was that I just can't stop my tears bursting out❣️ thank you for your effort.
I'm still a newbie on here, I guess! I started back in October last year, so I know I'm still growing. I'm grateful you found me though 🥰.
This was a deep reading... I'm glad that you felt connected even with not understanding everything completely.
Basically, a core trauma is coming to light to be healed ❤️. That's the message!
Wow, so heavy... Thank you, it was hard for you too, thank you for the empathy and everything else 😢❤️
Yes thank you so so much every thing you have past on has being my whole life in one reading past and further as of from right now. Thank you. Crying with you 😢
I just came across this reading and I was blown away. This resonated with me very deeply, I cried with you. Yes, there are some evil people in this world.
I was a very young girl and I buried this deep down….and I’m slowly digging out.
Thank you for your care and compassion. You truly helped me today. Sending love & light ❤☀️🙏 Also I love your emotional side….it touched me deeply! 🤗
I see you ❤️
Keep digging! You deserve to feel the warmth of the sun, too ✨️
Believe eve me never give up nor surrender u r wrthy of all the good this universe has to offer this cancer is wrking on myself yep n happy finally met a soulmate . At age 60 I’m 62 now so I say always be hopeful ❤❤❤ about a on its way
I'm 18 minutes into this view, and I've never participated in any tarot readings before, but I have to tell you that you are 100% telling my exact life story, past and present!! I'm astonished!!
I'm honored that you're here!
You are such a beautiful and empathetic soul!! I just love you! I had an epiphany and started crying with this reading. The analogy of the locked box was just what I needed to get my shadow self to feel those feelings. I had known intellectually what happened with my sexual abuse but did not actually remember. Divine guides have stepped in and brought many things to light. I have always had encounters with narcissists but mist recent one was a reflection if my grandfather. I can now heal and release all this burden I have held because I never allowed myself to feel. I cannot thank you enough for your kindness and love and will be eternally grateful!!❤
I'm so grateful that this reading helped you in any way ❤️. Thank you for connecting with me here!