BT squad from 2007 here my boi. I remember back then I was dumb and for some reason I thought you were from Quebec Canada because you said "excuse my french" one time on Favela on MW2 I think that was around 2009/2010 maybe. But back then I was ass at the game, I've never had the best aim, even now, so many players are better than me. in 2013 I started my own pro team, in 2014 we won our first regionals, in 2015 we played in a national, in 2017 I took an entire year off living abroad. In 2018/2019 they franchised and I lost my chance at making money. In Black ops 3 we randomly matched on Combine FFA, I beat you by 3 kills trying to get diamond on my Vesper, my gamertag was Lifeline Raven, we bonded over that I became a regular in your stream we played a ton, I was in your video when you covered the Siren's song, that was my blade you picked up and it made me truly happy to be able to share that moment with you. The reason I made it as far as I did, is because you were there, thank you BT seriously. You changed my life for the better. The state of CoD is sad, but know that you did the community good, my friend, you truly and honestly did.
*The fact that we haven’t had a good Call Of Duty since Black Ops 3 (2015) is out of this world it’s 2023 now. Cod should be flawless, 100% complete at launch, good maps, good kill streaks, simple UI, prestige system & NO SBMM.*
We haven't had a good "overall cod" since BO3 is more correct, because really considering BO4 and CW were not bad, sbmm was cw's problem but it's fixed now. but agreed.
As a kid in high school with ADHD, BT this video hit deep for me. I'm glad there is someone out there who goes through and has gone through what I have to deal with every day. Thanks for being awesome BT
Statistics on ADHD Diagnosis in Adults An estimated 8.7 million adults in the U.S. have ADHD. Approximately 2.6% (139.8 million) of adults worldwide have persistent ADHD from childhood, which includes individuals who experienced childhood onset paired with continued ADHD symptoms into adulthood. You are not alone okay
@@monstermunch2682I've heard "I have ADHD" so much it makes it sounds like all of the US has it lol I hear "I have ADHD" now and I'm like "yeah buddy so does everyone else"
@@monstermunch2682 I had a comment earlier that I deleted. Anyway, there's no accurate way to diagnose ADHD. Given the complexity of modern life and its demands it's very hard to even define what is ADHD. Mix that with statistics that are biased and inaccurate because the results seem to always be beneficial to a few $$$. Given the symptoms of ADHD, how can someone with ADHD even manage to play a game for hours and win? It seems the stigma is the problem. If someone expects you to do something and you don't ohh it's ADHD!
Bro thank you for being you, thank you for being a man. I have ADHD to and never took medicine either. You are loved just off the fact of being you, these videos, speaking out on the BS in the COD community. Thank you for being a REALIST. Imma say it bro love you man and thanks for everything and keep continuing the content we all love it, god bless
I also have ADHD; I took medicine for about 3 years and completely stopped taking it once I got to college. I hadn't been sleeping or eating, and it really didn't do much for me anyways. If anything, not being on my medication has helped me express my creativity in ways that I previously couldn't.
@@spartanretro Adderall may help me focus because of my ADHD, but I can't help but notice how much of a zombie I become when I take it.. All my emotions? GONE. It's just horrible. Also struggled insanely just as BT said with pretty much every class in school. I know I have the potential because I got a 1380 on the SAT (which didnt matter for shit), but ended up with a 2.0 GPA. I just could not get focused or into the work. In fact I had about 100 absences my senior year just because I hated the fact of even being at school. Got diagnosed with depression that year and saw counselors just due to the fact how badly school fucked my brain up. Edit: Also to anyone out there whose doctor recommends anti-depressants/ssri. Do not and I mean DO NOT accept them. Made me go deeper down the hole than better myself. Took me getting off them and taking the problems into my own hands and dealing with them to move on.
@@X1ZR Simply put, I have a very hard time focusing on one thing- Especially if it does not interest me whatsoever. I let random words or statements fly without thinking about the repercussions sometimes. Always have to be tapping my foot or moving something when sitting down or standing still. I can go on but those are the main things I notice the most.
I remember finding your channel randomly during Cold War and I couldn’t be more grateful for the algorithm when I did. You’re legitimately someone I can share this same level of passion with and I love that about you. Keep doing your thing bt, seriously don’t ever stop💙
It's so tiring being a gamer nowadays. I'm literally watching every single favorite game of mine being either abandoned, turning into a trash, or being made into a fortnite clone with no semblance of the personality and individuality it used to have. Some days I just sit and just stare at my steam games list and never touch any of them because I'm so burnt out from repeated disappointment to disappointment. I love games so fucking much and I'm still here to this day because of the games I played, and now I've been searching for another hobby because games no longer strike that chord with me anymore. There are a few bangers coming in the next couple years that I'm really looking forward to, but I seriously hope there's a return to form because I'm just not sure how much longer I can keep going with this. Keep up the great content and fuck Joe Cecot and Bobby Cosbey. Love yuh BT
Bruh gaming industry is trash rn. Next gen console isn't all that great , especially people clowning everyone else for not having a next gen, and all ps5 ever makes is remastered game anyways 😂😂so what's the point of having a next gen ps5 If everyone can play the same exact game for ps2,ps3,ps4😂😂😂😂 but wait y'all need this top current graphics settings and how you clout chasers play the games back in the 90s,00s, 10,s lol All these new gamers are 7-12yr olds anyways crying that their ps5 is the best thing ever 😂
Man I 100% relate to your college experience. I've got autism and ADHD, but I did quite well at school, even giving the graduation speech for my class. However, when I went to college, both the class times and the extreme overall lack of structure killed me, plus my roommate snoring loudly kept me awake. I started ditching classes, and then after 3 months dropped out completely and lived with my parents. I tried and failed several times at community college, and throughout it all just felt a lack of purpose and fell into depression, adding another pill to what I already took for my ADHD. Ended up getting a retail job and my overall mood improved greatly, but then in 2020 my family moved out of California to a different state, and since the best minimum wage can get you in Cali is a waterproof box in a prime spot next to the McDonald's, I had to move with them. Once again I fell into depression, bouncing between jobs and either losing them or quitting them because the management were absolute cunts (constantly changing the schedule without telling anyone, ignoring days off that they agreed to give me when I was hired, etc.) Easily the darkest parts of my life. Last year though I got an advertisement for a trade school doing an Aviation Technician course, and applied. Not long after I was accepted, had a start date, and a move-in date for my dorm. My parents and especially my grandfather, who was in the Air Force in the Korean War as a navigator on a B-26 Invader, were extremely proud and my grandfather in particular was the most excited. Promised him I'd come home every weekend to tell him how things were going and what I was learning, but he unfortunately passed away on my second day of class. Had to give him an update on how things were going at his wake, and his funeral was on the test day of one of my classes. Despite this though, I've now been at this school for a full year, and have completed 2 out of the 3 courses with my lowest grades being two Bs, and am close to getting my first license. Haven't needed to take any of my meds for the same amount of time because I'm much less depressed and able to focus on the material at hand (for the most part). I may be new to this channel, and I care very little for the newer CoDs (The last one I bought was MW2019), but I'm definitely going to stick around. Best of luck to you and your youtube career, and I hope that we get a Call of Duty worth playing again soon.
Hey man glad you found something that you're enjoying. Sorry to hear about your grandfather. I'm sure he's looking down on you proud as can be. Keep at it man!
Look man, it's alright bro adhd or not your still blame truth, the call of duty veteran, the truth speaker, and the person some of us (including me) look up to you. Your a staple in cod, commentary, and a lot of the times hearing you put your input on cod is amazingly agreeable. It's adhd, a lot of people have it, and it affects a lot of people everyday. Point is man, it's alright to be who you are, your a good dude on the inside and out. Keep up the good work man, I'm always gonna be a fan!
This video hit so close to home for me I am going through something extremely similar to your experience in high school and it just hit me so hard. But I feel like someone saying this and has gone through something similar. Its just moved me to the core. This might not mean a lot but thank you.
You hit the nail on the head with this one. I play for the memories I have but every year it gets harder and harder to support this company. It’s a shell of what was the best series and iconic. They need to figure it out before they lose everyone
They won’t lose anyone and that’s why nothing will change. They’re making so much money off 9 year olds with their divorced mothers debit card that the people who played the OG cod’s don’t even matter. Cods done man
I mean, If all the streamers and their baby fanbase still buy the game then nothing will change. It will only get worse from here because Activision released a DLC of MW3 and sold it for 70 bucks and saw it still sold. I didn't buy the game honestly because it seemed like a scam and not worth my money.
BT Squad from I believe 2012 or 2010, the pokemon days. Man did you inspire me to be a youtuber. Honestly, looking back, you and many others around that year made me laugh and gave me good memories. All I got to say is...Thank you BT. I'm no COD Player, but your commentaries and passion show that your favorite game is dying and I sympathize with you. I hope you keep up whatever cool content that you make. Cheers and many more.
Thank you for sharing the content. Makes me feel less crazy when I experience. I got a daily challenge yesterday to use field upgrades. Okay. Easy enough. I went to customize my classes to update my field upgrades. What do I find? Nothing. No option to select a field upgrade. No where to be found. No box to select in between my lethal and my gloves. I was like, alright, I’ll just use the munition box thing. Nope… not even an option during the game. No circle at the bottom right of my screen. Nothing to use LB+RB. This is RIDICULOUS. A basic function of the game that my progression is dependent on, just disappears after the update AND they still ask me to use it to complete my daily challenges. I feel robbed.
More like the mInd of a bunch of money hungry old suits who just want more and more. They are tryna drive away as many critical people as possible to keep as many cash cows as possible to keep raking in cash until they decide to pull the plug on the whole thing
Whenever you mention your ADHD i'm thrown all the way down to reality. I been in medication all my life but it doesn't do sht. But you become dependant on it, which ruins you even more. You're inspiring me, the way you handle life by yourself, even the roughest times. Stay safe and stay healthy Anthony, you a real one!
I feel you on the ADHD struggles and I'm sorry to hear you've had a rough go at because of this. I feel that alot of people who don't deal with ADHD have no understanding of how hard it can make absolutely every little task in life, forget the big stuff, life goals, maintaining a career, and relationships, hell just walking from my bedroom to the living room I'll forget what I was even out there to do lol. I've got the same struggles man, and honestly have recently hit my breaking point because I'm trying to do what I think I should or what "normal" successful people would do, and its just been destroying me. I've been a network engineer for 3 years now, and have had to go out on extended leave of absence twice now due to mental health because the stress and anxiety of the work load and how taxing it is. I've got more than ADHD going on, so it's not just that, but regardless, doing the normal job thing, its sucking the life out of me, and I feel almost unable to manage any of it successfully, my brain shuts off and tunes out because none of it grabs my attention no matter what I try. Keep doing your thing man, you're not alone.
Keep going bro I relate with you you’re a beast and all of us that have ADHD are as well we work our fucking asses of to accomplish shit we aren’t any less than anyone we push the limits
@@angelsulsona6844 thanks brother, you too my man! Adhd is a huge strength as much as it is a huge complication. I wouldn’t have it any other way, but man it’s really hard some days. Keep going, we got this!
That part about taking long to speak with that much confidence in your voice stuck with me. I just started doing YT and had an audio issue after I recorded the entire thing, so I just haven’t went back and re-recorded cuz speaking is the worst part of making videos for me, but today after work, I’m gonna record. Ik it’s probably gonna be ass, but it’s never gonna get better if I don’t practice
no complaints on your behalf man it's completely understandable. you're still the most honest cod youtuber out there and that will always be the main staple to your name no matter what
Holy shit, it's scary how similar we are... Man, I feel EXACTLY what you're saying. Literally EVERYTHING you explained, I've ticked it off... Literally, the way you explained how your life has gone, mine has also seemed to take the same turns! EXCEPT, the whole youtube part. I hope for nothing but a happy and healthy life for you and all of us man, your videos help so much. You're a blessing, my guy.
bro I barely scraped my way thru high-school in the same way. unmedicated adhd and a lack of care from my family. even down to the class clown and sub 2.5 GPA im also funnily enough certain an english teacher who had a heart stuck it out for me and allowed me to squeek past into graduation. that opening story is important for ppl to hear. ty Mr BT for being a cool guy.
Much respect for this video BT. I have anxiety and dont take meds, although ive tried them before and they do help. But im doing well without. But anyway, I for one will never question your passion for this franchise. You speak for me when you call activision out for SBMM/EOMM etc. Never stop man ❤
I really resonate when you said you had to work harder than others to get good at things. I’m literally the same way, everything that I’m doing that I’m good at, I had to WORK MY ASS OFF to get that point. BT is so relatable and that’s why I trust his word when it comes to Call of Duty.
me having an adhd meltdown right before watching this and then hearing you talk about adhd was wild timing. you're not alone man its a struggle everyday
bro ive been playing and watching you since 2007. Those times on COD4 were some of the best of my life. I wish I knew that it wasn't ever gonna get better than that at the time, I wouldve cherished it more. You always hit the nail on the head BT
BT, when you were talking about growing up, it felt like you were talking about me. I did good in elementary school and once junior high and high school came around, I was barely getting by. I don't even know how I graduated. Then, college. Then I slowly spiraled out of control having no clue what I was doing. And truly, I don't know how I am still alive. Failed all my classes. Stayed in my room 24/7 drinking myself into oblivion. It really is nice to know that someone has had a similar experience that I did. I'm also very closed off and introverted. But a friend I had hooked me up with a sales job he was doing too and turned out I could do it. It took so long to learn how to talk to people like I can do now. I still struggle sometimes, but literally as soon as I see you upload a video I watch immediately. I grew up on call of duty. They were my favorite games. They shaped my childhood. It actually makes me so sad to see what it has come to. Every night me and my best friend hop on and try to play thinking it'll be different. We can barely make it 30 minutes before we are both yelling and losing our shit at how terrible the game is and about SBMM. Needless to say, I appreciate you BT. Keep posting videos because they legitimately make my day better.
For what it's worth, I took ADHD medicine for two years because of a misdiagnosis, and eventually dropped that and an anti-depressant since neither made life any easier. I agree with your take about not wanting a quick fix, and honestly it isn't even a fix, it's a band-aid.
I like how your background mirrors mine from the ADHD, the straight A's to barely trying, the 2.5 GPA, the teacher only passing me because they liked me, going to college just because and not enjoying the company of others.
Same here brother adhd, took liking to history art, classes I enjoyed, my parents made me go to college 3 years later with not even a associates degree I gave up after changing my major 5 times and wasting thousands, found out I had lung cancer dropped all my classes beat it but have never planned on going back since, I feel ya there’s no point!!!
As someone that has ADD, this video makes me feel sane. I've never looked up any videos from anyone that has ADHD/ADD and just hearing someone talking about it actually makes me feel not alone in a way (I have people around me, it's just I'm the only one with ADD). So it really is super nice to hear, thank you so much for sharing man. Hits deep.
I had the same school experience as you did BT. Part of me doing poorly in highschool was my mom passing away when I was a sophomore, but I think it just made the problem worse. I didn't even try in math anymore and my Algebra teacher, after coming in late to take a final I originally didn't show up for and was the only one in the room with him, told me if I at least attempted the test, he'd give me a passing grade no matter what, after I straight up told him "I have no idea what I'm doing, and I can't take this test." I barely passed highschool, and did well in the classes I was interested in. English and History. Now, I'm taking college courses for a degree that will get me into a career that I think I'll like since it's an interest I've had for years. But my interests in things come and go and rarely do I stick with them like video games or for the past 10 years, D&D. This last month has been hell in terms of my desire to do anything. I just don't care about my classes anymore, and even playing games sometimes or watching a show I'm interested in just doesn't do it for me anymore. Part of it is because I'm so close to going home after being away on deployment for the past 7-8 months, but in terms of school, I just don't care anymore. I'd rather go home, get a house with my girlfriend that I plan on proposing to, and continue working my job that I had before I left. All this to say, I've been watching your content for years and I stick around for you, no matter what you upload. I just like hearing you talk about shit, whether it's screaming about being stuck in MWIII, or talking about why CoD means so much to you. I'm sad CoD has come to this, and I can only hope it gets better. But for a long time now it's clear what Activision wants.
It’s the SBMM, it’s just too strong. When I play, which is rarely now, I actually think to myself “I’m doing too well here, ima need to make this my last one” It’s literally driving players away from the game
I am too someone who has ADHD, and I gotta say I have a very similar story to yours but in college. I tried in high school and actually did pretty well for the most part (minus the pandemic BS), but when I went to college it wasn’t all sunshine and rainbows. I have zero idea still in my second year what I want to do with my life, I haven’t really even met a single soul from my college (mostly hate attention and anything related to crowds and being the centre of attention). This is my first time in school ever where I actually dropped the ball. I have dropped a few classes because I just could not have any focus and now I gotta pay the price later by having to do it again. Anyways, I don’t take pills because I think it’s just a bandaid fix where as my friend who also has ADHD takes them and they don’t seem to work well. I am always confused on how to even fix myself and use it to my advantage to get out of my comfort zone. I almost feel like a failure in many ways even though it’s not 100% my fault.
Man, I remember the good ole days of COD! That's actually what led me to your channel and I've been watching ever since-----Not sure how long I've been subbed with this account but I'm sure it's been at least since the early 2010's if not sooner. Thanks for all the entertainment and COD guidance over the years BT. I still have not bought a COD since Cold War and won't until I get the all clear from you and the few other honest names left in the community. -Enjoy the rest of your weekend man
The beginning of this video wow BT I’ve been feeling the exact same way my whole life this an awakening to know someone went through a very similar experience
Damn I relate heavily to that beginning. I was an honors student up until high-school. Then all of the sudden I just didn't wanna go to school. This was even before smoking any weed, and once that happened it was even worse lol. Basically the exact same thing happened with my graduation. I took an automovite class, and my teacher was THE man. RIP Dan Mcnaughton, AKA Dad Mcnaughton (dude was like a father figure to us. So we jokingly called him Dad #2). Even with my dumb ass skipping all the time, he knew I cared about automotive. He was the sole reason I passed. I'll never forget our class trip to the Detroit auto show. Dude took us to a redwings game out of his own pocket too. He later committed the S word (can't trigger RUclips) after we graduated, and nobody could believe it. Honestly it was teachers like him (and my parents) that kept me from fully dropping out.
Hey Anthony, been a long time fan and never knew that you struggled with ADHD. Thanks for sharing your story. As someone that just recently graduated medical school, I completely respect and understand your decision to not be medicated and to “not take the easy fix”. However, I would advise having an open conversation with your doctor to confirm if you truly are diagnosed with ADHD and discuss the pros and cons of being medicated if you haven’t done so already. You may gain a new perspective and most patients find that the medications just allow them to perform at their true baseline. If your doctor agrees, keep in mind you can always try them out for a bit, see how they make you feel, and stop the meds at any point. At the end of the day, everyone’s different and the final decision will always be yours so I encourage you to do whatever you think is best for you!
Massive respect for you talking about your struggles with ADHD, I have 2 sons who are both on the spectrum, my eldest 14 has severe autism and learning difficulties, my youngest 10, has autism and Adhd, both are non-verbal. I know how difficult it can be as I've seen it first hand.
Also I know in the states there are meds that can control the symptoms like you mentioned, over here in the UK medications are rarely used for adhd. The only meds my sons take is Melatonin which assists them with getting to sleep.
Thanks for sharing BT! I’ll say, I relate to you a lot. struggled with ADHD my entire life and I am not so social either. I’m 20 now, went to college for a year, dropped out, and now I’m studying a CS degree online that I don’t have a passion for but my job is paying for it so I figured why not. Still trying to figure life out lol. Love the videos man, keep up the great work!
that intro ramble had me feeling seen more than ever before. EVERYTHING you said has basically been my life with ADHD and school and being introverted and the College struggles etc..
Hey, I love your content! I've been watching your channel regularly since the last few cods, and the daily uploads are awesome it's how I get my dose of cod news. I believe I have ADHD as well and I never wanted to get it checked out or take any medication because I like being who I am, even though it can be more challenging at times. It's nice to see there's someone out there I look towards who feels the same way, you're the man
BT the intro was so effing deep ... you described my life word by word. Currently medicated , but I don't like to be medicated. Hoping to get off it once I get some stable work.
Right there with you as im finding that I too have ADHD and did my whole life. Its a fucking struggle keeping up with all the responsibilities and the lack of focus to get them all done.
I feel you. I am currently 34yo finding that i too most likely have adhd. dropped out of schools i have attended to.. Everything is so Hard. And as he said "i'm not good at anything" I might get my medication somewhere in the future..
They'll care when people stop buying their games. It's sad to see a franchise that we've played for a decade end up like this. Rigged gunfights and sbmm are killing it for me.
Thank you BT, I'm not sure if I too have ADHD due to my poor family background but I have always in school had trouble focusing and doing well in math and science, but excelled in art and English classes being an A or B student, unfortunately things just tanked as i got older. But I'm happy to see people who are similar to me (if i do have the condition) make it out here in this hard world, give yourself a pat on the back BT, you the man for real.
Props to you for sticking to who you are and still being successful. I don't have adhd, but I imagine it must be difficult. Keep up the banger vids brother
I feel you so hard on that ADHD and not taking meds. I am both ADHD and on the spectrum and they tried to get me to take meds for it for years. The problem was I became a zombie with no appetite when I took meds and it took away many aspects that made me myself. Overall life is more satisfying when I find ways around my social issues and am naturally able to meld with society in ways I can.
ADHD parallels; I feel ya Anthony. I have done medication once after struggling with the outcome of my personality way in to my 30s. Within a month I was indifferent about anything & everything and envisioned myself trapped in my mind bound to a chair in a dark corner with a dimly lit swinging light over head. Needless to say I dropped the meds right away. Had to be myself and learn to live the with outcomes. Hope your holiday is blessed.
Man I relate to you so much bro, everything you’ve gone through with your ADHD is my exact experience with mine, struggled in class, hard to be interested in things, college drop out, don’t like to be around people, and only doing things your way. My biggest struggle is right now I just have no interest in life like I have no life goals nothing just clicks with me we just the black sheep on different paths because I don’t feel normal either, I struggle with just reality and video games just make all the bullshit and talking in my head go away. MW3 sucks so does infinity ward game is so boring. Keep fighting the fight I love your speaking out against these dumb devs
As a fellow dude with ADHD, I appreciate you bringing that topic up. Also, I agree on the stuff you say about Call of Duty. I was just chatting up with my friend, while playing 2042. Remembering how we used to play the OG MW3 for hours upon hours, we likely have 2k-ish hours in that game. The new CoDs just don't do the same for us, the interest just isn't there for us anymore to delve into CoD like we used to. Keep up the quality content, BT!
One thing i have to thank recent CODs for is giving me a reality check on what i’m doing with my life. I’m 21. No job, no girlfriend, no driver’s license, no apartment, barely a friend group, and a fat diabetic fuck. I’m studying for my driver’s permit to get my licenseso i can go get a job. Get a job to get a gym membership and diet plan and an apartment so i’m stable and more appealing for a girlfriend hopefully. I’m getting my shit together because of CALL OF FUCKING DUTY PUTTING OUT DIARRHEA. Thanks Activision
I have the same experience. I played call of duty and watched Cod commentaries and did my homework and went to theater rehearsals afterschool and Call of Duty kept me from becoming a drug addict or alcoholic like everyone else from my high school and really the entire city I live in. Now I am doing great things in my life I can be proud of. This game saved my life and too see it in such a horrible state. It’s just so sad. I hope things turn around.
I’ve been following you since 2009 with MW2 and I distinctly remember making classes based off your videos. I was happy when you came back but yea, you’re 100% correct. The direction the franchise has gone is nowhere near what I expected at all. Season 1 dropped on the 6th. Today is the 12th. I haven’t touched it cause I’m waiting for some of the bugs to get fixed and the fact that I have to do that to have somewhat of a good MP experience is wild.
Keep speaking what you feel & keep telling it like it is! You are not alone. You totally described my high school experience. I only passed classes I was interested in & barely graduated high school. But, get this, I got straight A's in physics & was exempt from taking the final for that class. Yet, I was terrible at math & had to take algebra twice. Explain that one. The only other classes I ever did good in was history class. If something fascinates me, I am all in.
I’m really glad you found a way to focus and make something you love into a job man. For me it’s music, playing guitar but I don’t know how to make it into a career lol. My favourite gun in cod4 was the M4A1 with the ACOG. It was ass but made me feel like a real soldier lol. I used to play cod and stay up all night with my buddy at his house. My mom never let me have cod at my house so even when my buddy went to sleep I’d stay up and play all night so I could get as much as possible because it was so fun lmao. On top of all of this I was fucking ASS at the game. Always went negative and was dead last on the leaderboards but I wanted to get better and eventually I did a little. Cod4 was my first cod game. I hate what cod has become. This is the first Modern Warfare game I haven’t bought. I’m with you man. We’re all with you here. We need cod to be better because for some of us it’s more than just a game.
Believe this or not Blame, you were the main reason why I decided to get cod and become good at the game from the very beginning of it's life span, I would always watch the way you played and try to emulate in ever way to the point where at 17 I considered you a mentor. And now here I am at 33 still enjoying your content from being a fan of your play style to enjoying your rants.
Conspiracy Theory on the AI Bots: What if they were added to make little Timmy believe that he's actually good at the game in order to trick his tiny brain into buy the next installment of this garbage?
I can relate to the ADHD brother, I’ve been struggling with it myself my whole life as well. Our brains are just wired differently man. And I think tbh you were one of the first call of duty RUclipsrs I was introduced too back on COD4MW, MW2+3 ( the original titles, may I add) and black ops 1+2. You’re a call of duty legend man. Too bad COD lost the legendary title awhile ago, I’ve played the original titles as of recently, and it’s by far better than the newest titles. Only thing better about these newer titles is they look “pretty” 😂. Graphics, and gunplay, and a few new mechanics introduced to the formula of the game that has been the only things that have “improved”. I haven’t bought the new MW3 either, and I literally have played every call of duty from COD4, up to the new MW2 “reboot” ( with the exception of vanguard, I absolutely refused to play that dumpster fire ), I just have no interest in any new call of duty anymore, and that’s coming from a life long call of duty fan of 20 years.. I would rather play the original titles for the “nostalgia “ and the sheer better enjoyment all the way around for the campaigns, and even MP offline. ( due too servers being absolute graveyard’s ). I digress, the original titles are still leagues better compared too these modern “throw together’s”. The original games had more thought put into them, as well as a dev team actually passionate about working on developing the game.( instead of focusing on bundles, and micro transactions) Back when the devs actually gave a shit, and listened, and didn’t have an AI do their job’s for them. Anyway BT, I wish you the best, and I hope your Xmas holiday is amazing brother!! Stay true, we all got you!!
Hey BT i feel you on the adhd thing. Im not positive if i have it or not currently getting tested all i know is i got SOMETHING going on with me. But regardless feel you on the majority of what you said. Im currently 15 and have probably been gaming since i was like 6 or 7 and i know that definitely isnt as long as you or some other people here but it holds a special place in my heart even though im not that great. But Im going through a point in my life where i dont know what to do now or what to do in the future and it feels like ive wasted the 15 years ive been here not really doing anything productive. Ive struggled with motivation issues for a good long while as well as self confidence, image, and all that fun stuff. Never really felt depressed or doing self harm thankfully so i actually feel pretty fortunate compared to some people and i cant imagine what thats like daily. I know i probably over shared or talked and i apologize for that. But all of this is to say thank you BT for being passionate about CoD and trying to push a more fun enjoyable experience for not just you but everyone. And another thank you for just being here on youtube saying all this, giving us something to watch and just being you. We all love ya BT. ❤️
Love you BT. Started watching you in mw2 and loved your Pokémon white/black play throughs and your old competitive Pokémon vids, got me back into that game that I loved as a youngster. Check in on your channel once every few months and you’re consistency is unmatched. I share a lot of the same thoughts as you do because we are close in age, it’s cool to feel like I’ve grown up and matured with you. Your commentaries are always poignant and entertaining and you have always had regular guys like me in your best interest. It’s sad to see where call of duty is these days as I’m sure like you some of the best memories we’re playing cod in the 2010s. Thank you for holding these companies and devs accountable and always fighting the good fight. I value your opinion over any other COD RUclipsr as I you have the creds to back up everything you say. I’m still playing call of duty everyday and I think I always will but I respect you for standing your ground on this one!
good vid. im the same way brother, adhd and choose to be unmedicated to deal with it and learn from it. i started on cod4 as well, my buddy had cancer and couldnt do much but we gamed every day until the day he passed around OG MW2. i took years off cod after that and i shouldnt have. i came back to cod when warzone came out and was shocked at what cod had become it was so sad. i came back to cheesy bullshit movement and insane aim assist, you dont even have to know how to aim now. and the cheaters, omg its so bad it seems like everyone has at least a cronus. ultimately i blame the big streamers and their simps who have the ear of activision, they absolutely ruined online mulitplayer games. anyways i switched to mouse and keyboard 2 years ago because i was so bored on controller. you should try a few matches of cod on mnk, its way more satisfying imo and i shred lil controller timmies in 1.5+kd lobbies without reverse boosting, it brought a little bit of passion back to cod for me. youre not alone friend
You wont believe me, but i been watching you since Machinima days, i loved you then and love you now bro! You're a legend, way better than Hutch and seananners, you the best,
It enrages me so much to know that CoD is done for. I really miss the Black Ops 2 days. Even though I had the shittiest internet, the friends and memories I made along the way, I will never forget. Thank you BT for trying to keep the hope alive.
Hearing your story... I identify myself so much... I always had problems with learning in school. I'm Brazilian, so we learn portuguese from a young age. Since 6th grade, i simply couldn't read the homework anymore. it was extremely tedious and stressful trying to do it. I tried really hard, but a couple of hours later and i dropped. I got distracted, i did this, that, and usually made no progress. It was terrible for me, even worse that i was 2 years ahead of what i should be (i skipped 1st grade, because here in Brazil it's used to teach how to read and write, and also used to teach how to do basic mathematics.) I will say, if i wasn't what some people call "A prodigy" i would probably repeat at least 3 times in highschool. I've clutched so many years into receiving enough points so my teachers could round up my final grades into the minimum to pass... All of that while doing 0 homework because i couldn't endure making any homework. And to this day, now i'm at University... I can't do shit. I already dropped Software engineering. Will try Chemistry. One of the few things i liked in school (With math). Grammar, while boring, was made fun by my teacher so i had ok grades in there too. If i did homework, i would probably be the best in my class, but i mean, i simply couldn't do it... If i were to describe ADHD, i would describe as a Handicap. It literally blocks a person's potential. [Edit] Also, i have a high suspicion that i have ADHD. It's always heartwarming to me to discover that people felt the same as me in school, and that it wasn't just me suffering through it. I played a lot of cod before, after BO4 i simply cant buy it anymore. Not without looking through multiple gameplays to see if i will like it. [Edit 2] Apparently i've looked to one of my favorite youtubers... He went from 200~300k views to 50~70k. His only video who outperformed (120k) was one where he played every black ops...
Maybe im not a cod veteran but i am a Minecraft veteran, I can agree that a game can be life changing. Minecraft truly made me think outside the box and got me through 2020. I'll always ❤️ Minecraft!
As someone who has asperger's and also has social anxiety associated with it, thank you for talking about your adhd. Neurodivergance is nothing to be ashamed of ❤️
0:40 don’t worry, bro I too also have ADHD, and also have ASD. I have been struggling with it as well for a long time now. I highly agree with your statement of not taking any drugs to be myself. But I do have drugs for it, but I only use it for school, and such, not really anything else. I like to be myself and I’ve been okay and happy with it ever since. It’s okay to have them, you’re still awesome and you still make absolute sense when you speak. there’s no issues. Frankly I didn’t even know that you have adhd, I thought you were just hyperactive lol. We still love you no matter what!
Maaan i hate to be around people too, and i used to be medicated for my adhd, since i was a child till i was like 17, i just could not even though i could focus and do shit, i just could not bear the personality changes. I feel you my man
BT…the first 3:33 mins (because that’s when I stopped to make this comment ) of this video that you took to tell us about yourself genuinely scared and amazed me. Not because you went to college or because you have ADHD no those were cool. What scared me was the fact that you describe not only yourself but ME ALSO! As far as I could remember I’ve ALWAYS hated being in crowds. So much so that I don’t even go to concerts or parties anymore like it makes me feel STUCK(joke) or rather like I’m claustrophobic even though it’s an a open space. When I had my therapist she tried to put me on pills for my ADD/ADHD and my response was no and my reasoning was similar to the one you described here. In elementary and about half of middle school I was a straight A student and then all of a sudden in my 8th grade year I just couldn’t focus. If it wasn’t interesting or the if it was something that wasn’t really “challenging”me then I could not focus on it to save my life. I didn’t necessarily hate group projects but it was obvious that I always did my best whenever I worked alone. I graduated hs with like a 3.2 GPA (advanced classes kinda f’ed the gpa so in reality it was probably like a 2.1 or something idk) and despite applying and being accepted to may colleges….I didn’t attend a single one. But hey! Here I Am in a moving truck traveling the country and improving my photography
Being unmedicated for ADHD is relatable. I've had drug abuse problems for years so when I got prescribed meds for adhd, I started abusing them. Now that I'm clean I refuse to even try meds (same reason I won't take Xanax for anxiety). It's definitely a journey trying to keep your brain on track, as well as always feeling different than everyone else.
Bro your tangents play into your favour when it comes to your content brother. The most entertaining part is how you’re able to riff off hilarious things for extended periods 😂🔥
BT I love your videos, I too have adhd and I felt the same way you did about meds. But I get your stance I do, but brother the non stim meds have revolutionized my life man. It took a bad break up to realize this but it has been a revelation. The chaotic cloud of thoughts in my head, the foggy brain, it is gone. My life seems stable and my mind is clear and concise. At least try or consider intuniv, strattera or qelbree. Love your vids bro
I also have ADHD I finished college but I actually had to bring a stress ball to class to help me focus. And the part where you said you just didn’t care I didn’t care about school either in fact I hate school. The degree just looked good with my business I run.
That’s another thing that killed me with them tryna be this big corporation, they started combining all the games in one and call them “Legacy” and the UI has suffered immensely because of it, like wtf is a “COD HQ” any way….
So many people oftentimes do not understand that anger often comes from a place of passion. The anger is inspired by wanting things to be better. Way too many people these days are complacent, happy with the status quo despite things getting worse. We see this in almost everything now, gaming especially. It is better to be angry and passionate about things getting worse than it is to be happy and complacent with things not getting better.
I also have ADHD but i do take medication for it. I am also introverted and dont like to be around people. I also have addicition issues but am clean now and getting back into my old hobbies like cod and love it. but dont like sbmm in mw3 i agree it is an issue. i never have reverse boosted before or used a vpn. i was so stoked for mw3 i never buy a game on within the first week i usually wait 3-6 months to buy a new game but i was playing cod mw2 and got so stoked for it only to be let down by the match making so im probably gonna play mw2 or even older cod games like black ops. Recently found your channel and love it man subbed!
When I was kinda indoctrinated by cod I once clowned on blame truth. But as I’ve listened to him over the years, I’ve related with him so much. Especially this video. Mine being ocd and very introverted in my late 20’s.
I'm autistic, but my psychologist has told me he doesnt believe im ADHD. the way you described yourself sounds exactly like me, i can't find interest or motivation towards anything except my extreme interests, and my extreme interests basically consume my life. I absolutely love video games and ive started learning how to make my own, I've never seen myself in any job or career that doesn't include video games in some way. ALSO, I hate talking and being around most people and I'm very independent.
Call of duty and the friends I played with helped me get through a really dark place in my life and seeing the franchise now is like watching a friend that helped you in a time of need fall and regardless of what you do the only people who can help them ignore the ple
BT squad from 2007 here my boi.
I remember back then I was dumb and for some reason I thought you were from Quebec Canada because you said "excuse my french" one time on Favela on MW2 I think that was around 2009/2010 maybe. But back then I was ass at the game, I've never had the best aim, even now, so many players are better than me. in 2013 I started my own pro team, in 2014 we won our first regionals, in 2015 we played in a national, in 2017 I took an entire year off living abroad. In 2018/2019 they franchised and I lost my chance at making money. In Black ops 3 we randomly matched on Combine FFA, I beat you by 3 kills trying to get diamond on my Vesper, my gamertag was Lifeline Raven, we bonded over that I became a regular in your stream we played a ton, I was in your video when you covered the Siren's song, that was my blade you picked up and it made me truly happy to be able to share that moment with you.
The reason I made it as far as I did, is because you were there, thank you BT seriously. You changed my life for the better.
The state of CoD is sad, but know that you did the community good, my friend, you truly and honestly did.
I liked bo4
Edit: the lack of campaign didn't bother me, blackout was meh, but the multiplayer was fire
@@Ririmo382before all the DLC guns came out Black Ops 4 was pretty much the most balanced game out there. As far as PVP.
@@Ririmo382i still play blackout💀 i hate warzone.
This is a controversial take but I'd prefer ghosts over Modern Warfare 3 2023 any day.
@@isaacmedina2957not going to lie I don't really like any of those Battle Royale modes it isn't for me but to each their own.
*The fact that we haven’t had a good Call Of Duty since Black Ops 3 (2015) is out of this world it’s 2023 now. Cod should be flawless, 100% complete at launch, good maps, good kill streaks, simple UI, prestige system & NO SBMM.*
don't sleep on bo4
Wait for Treyarch next year. They had and still 4 years to thier game.
We haven't had a good "overall cod" since BO3 is more correct, because really considering BO4 and CW were not bad, sbmm was cw's problem but it's fixed now.
but agreed.
BO4 and Blackout specifically was amazing but yeah I feel ya!
Plutonium saved COD for me since it’s a waste to spend money on it
As a kid in high school with ADHD, BT this video hit deep for me. I'm glad there is someone out there who goes through and has gone through what I have to deal with every day. Thanks for being awesome BT
Statistics on ADHD Diagnosis in Adults
An estimated 8.7 million adults in the U.S. have ADHD. Approximately 2.6% (139.8 million) of adults worldwide have persistent ADHD from childhood, which includes individuals who experienced childhood onset paired with continued ADHD symptoms into adulthood.
You are not alone okay
@@monstermunch2682I've heard "I have ADHD" so much it makes it sounds like all of the US has it lol
I hear "I have ADHD" now and I'm like "yeah buddy so does everyone else"
the same 4 me. Thats why video games are so addicting to us
@@monstermunch2682 I had a comment earlier that I deleted. Anyway, there's no accurate way to diagnose ADHD. Given the complexity of modern life and its demands it's very hard to even define what is ADHD. Mix that with statistics that are biased and inaccurate because the results seem to always be beneficial to a few $$$. Given the symptoms of ADHD, how can someone with ADHD even manage to play a game for hours and win? It seems the stigma is the problem. If someone expects you to do something and you don't ohh it's ADHD!
Anthony, thank you for sticking to your guns and fighting the good fight, respect you man.
Bow wow wow
Bro thank you for being you, thank you for being a man. I have ADHD to and never took medicine either. You are loved just off the fact of being you, these videos, speaking out on the BS in the COD community. Thank you for being a REALIST. Imma say it bro love you man and thanks for everything and keep continuing the content we all love it, god bless
I also have ADHD; I took medicine for about 3 years and completely stopped taking it once I got to college. I hadn't been sleeping or eating, and it really didn't do much for me anyways. If anything, not being on my medication has helped me express my creativity in ways that I previously couldn't.
@@spartanretro absolutely bro happy for you man
@@spartanretro Adderall may help me focus because of my ADHD, but I can't help but notice how much of a zombie I become when I take it.. All my emotions? GONE. It's just horrible. Also struggled insanely just as BT said with pretty much every class in school. I know I have the potential because I got a 1380 on the SAT (which didnt matter for shit), but ended up with a 2.0 GPA. I just could not get focused or into the work. In fact I had about 100 absences my senior year just because I hated the fact of even being at school. Got diagnosed with depression that year and saw counselors just due to the fact how badly school fucked my brain up. Edit: Also to anyone out there whose doctor recommends anti-depressants/ssri. Do not and I mean DO NOT accept them. Made me go deeper down the hole than better myself. Took me getting off them and taking the problems into my own hands and dealing with them to move on.
Not to be rude or anything but what does it feel like to have ADHD?
@@X1ZR Simply put, I have a very hard time focusing on one thing- Especially if it does not interest me whatsoever. I let random words or statements fly without thinking about the repercussions sometimes. Always have to be tapping my foot or moving something when sitting down or standing still. I can go on but those are the main things I notice the most.
I remember finding your channel randomly during Cold War and I couldn’t be more grateful for the algorithm when I did. You’re legitimately someone I can share this same level of passion with and I love that about you. Keep doing your thing bt, seriously don’t ever stop💙
It's so tiring being a gamer nowadays. I'm literally watching every single favorite game of mine being either abandoned, turning into a trash, or being made into a fortnite clone with no semblance of the personality and individuality it used to have. Some days I just sit and just stare at my steam games list and never touch any of them because I'm so burnt out from repeated disappointment to disappointment. I love games so fucking much and I'm still here to this day because of the games I played, and now I've been searching for another hobby because games no longer strike that chord with me anymore. There are a few bangers coming in the next couple years that I'm really looking forward to, but I seriously hope there's a return to form because I'm just not sure how much longer I can keep going with this. Keep up the great content and fuck Joe Cecot and Bobby Cosbey. Love yuh BT
Bruh gaming industry is trash rn. Next gen console isn't all that great , especially people clowning everyone else for not having a next gen, and all ps5 ever makes is remastered game anyways 😂😂so what's the point of having a next gen ps5 If everyone can play the same exact game for ps2,ps3,ps4😂😂😂😂 but wait y'all need this top current graphics settings and how you clout chasers play the games back in the 90s,00s, 10,s lol
All these new gamers are 7-12yr olds anyways crying that their ps5 is the best thing ever 😂
Man I 100% relate to your college experience. I've got autism and ADHD, but I did quite well at school, even giving the graduation speech for my class. However, when I went to college, both the class times and the extreme overall lack of structure killed me, plus my roommate snoring loudly kept me awake. I started ditching classes, and then after 3 months dropped out completely and lived with my parents. I tried and failed several times at community college, and throughout it all just felt a lack of purpose and fell into depression, adding another pill to what I already took for my ADHD. Ended up getting a retail job and my overall mood improved greatly, but then in 2020 my family moved out of California to a different state, and since the best minimum wage can get you in Cali is a waterproof box in a prime spot next to the McDonald's, I had to move with them. Once again I fell into depression, bouncing between jobs and either losing them or quitting them because the management were absolute cunts (constantly changing the schedule without telling anyone, ignoring days off that they agreed to give me when I was hired, etc.) Easily the darkest parts of my life. Last year though I got an advertisement for a trade school doing an Aviation Technician course, and applied. Not long after I was accepted, had a start date, and a move-in date for my dorm. My parents and especially my grandfather, who was in the Air Force in the Korean War as a navigator on a B-26 Invader, were extremely proud and my grandfather in particular was the most excited. Promised him I'd come home every weekend to tell him how things were going and what I was learning, but he unfortunately passed away on my second day of class. Had to give him an update on how things were going at his wake, and his funeral was on the test day of one of my classes. Despite this though, I've now been at this school for a full year, and have completed 2 out of the 3 courses with my lowest grades being two Bs, and am close to getting my first license. Haven't needed to take any of my meds for the same amount of time because I'm much less depressed and able to focus on the material at hand (for the most part). I may be new to this channel, and I care very little for the newer CoDs (The last one I bought was MW2019), but I'm definitely going to stick around. Best of luck to you and your youtube career, and I hope that we get a Call of Duty worth playing again soon.
Hey man glad you found something that you're enjoying. Sorry to hear about your grandfather. I'm sure he's looking down on you proud as can be. Keep at it man!
If you get a job where they require you to get the jab tell them to go f themselves
Look man, it's alright bro adhd or not your still blame truth, the call of duty veteran, the truth speaker, and the person some of us (including me) look up to you. Your a staple in cod, commentary, and a lot of the times hearing you put your input on cod is amazingly agreeable. It's adhd, a lot of people have it, and it affects a lot of people everyday.
Point is man, it's alright to be who you are, your a good dude on the inside and out. Keep up the good work man, I'm always gonna be a fan!
This video hit so close to home for me I am going through something extremely similar to your experience in high school and it just hit me so hard. But I feel like someone saying this and has gone through something similar. Its just moved me to the core. This might not mean a lot but thank you.
You hit the nail on the head with this one. I play for the memories I have but every year it gets harder and harder to support this company. It’s a shell of what was the best series and iconic. They need to figure it out before they lose everyone
They won’t lose anyone and that’s why nothing will change. They’re making so much money off 9 year olds with their divorced mothers debit card that the people who played the OG cod’s don’t even matter. Cods done man
I mean, If all the streamers and their baby fanbase still buy the game then nothing will change. It will only get worse from here because Activision released a DLC of MW3 and sold it for 70 bucks and saw it still sold. I didn't buy the game honestly because it seemed like a scam and not worth my money.
BT Squad from I believe 2012 or 2010, the pokemon days. Man did you inspire me to be a youtuber. Honestly, looking back, you and many others around that year made me laugh and gave me good memories. All I got to say is...Thank you BT. I'm no COD Player, but your commentaries and passion show that your favorite game is dying and I sympathize with you. I hope you keep up whatever cool content that you make.
Cheers and many more.
the beginning to this video was written beautifully BT. it sounded like a really well put together essay
Completely off the cuff. Thanks.
Thank you for sharing the content. Makes me feel less crazy when I experience. I got a daily challenge yesterday to use field upgrades. Okay. Easy enough. I went to customize my classes to update my field upgrades. What do I find? Nothing. No option to select a field upgrade. No where to be found. No box to select in between my lethal and my gloves. I was like, alright, I’ll just use the munition box thing. Nope… not even an option during the game. No circle at the bottom right of my screen. Nothing to use LB+RB. This is RIDICULOUS. A basic function of the game that my progression is dependent on, just disappears after the update AND they still ask me to use it to complete my daily challenges.
I feel robbed.
Bro Activision has the mind of 10 year old 💀
No, they know exactly what they're doing.
More like the mInd of a bunch of money hungry old suits who just want more and more. They are tryna drive away as many critical people as possible to keep as many cash cows as possible to keep raking in cash until they decide to pull the plug on the whole thing
Whenever you mention your ADHD i'm thrown all the way down to reality.
I been in medication all my life but it doesn't do sht. But you become dependant on it, which ruins you even more.
You're inspiring me, the way you handle life by yourself, even the roughest times.
Stay safe and stay healthy Anthony, you a real one!
I feel you on the ADHD struggles and I'm sorry to hear you've had a rough go at because of this. I feel that alot of people who don't deal with ADHD have no understanding of how hard it can make absolutely every little task in life, forget the big stuff, life goals, maintaining a career, and relationships, hell just walking from my bedroom to the living room I'll forget what I was even out there to do lol. I've got the same struggles man, and honestly have recently hit my breaking point because I'm trying to do what I think I should or what "normal" successful people would do, and its just been destroying me. I've been a network engineer for 3 years now, and have had to go out on extended leave of absence twice now due to mental health because the stress and anxiety of the work load and how taxing it is. I've got more than ADHD going on, so it's not just that, but regardless, doing the normal job thing, its sucking the life out of me, and I feel almost unable to manage any of it successfully, my brain shuts off and tunes out because none of it grabs my attention no matter what I try. Keep doing your thing man, you're not alone.
Keep going bro I relate with you you’re a beast and all of us that have ADHD are as well we work our fucking asses of to accomplish shit we aren’t any less than anyone we push the limits
@@angelsulsona6844 thanks brother, you too my man! Adhd is a huge strength as much as it is a huge complication. I wouldn’t have it any other way, but man it’s really hard some days. Keep going, we got this!
That part about taking long to speak with that much confidence in your voice stuck with me. I just started doing YT and had an audio issue after I recorded the entire thing, so I just haven’t went back and re-recorded cuz speaking is the worst part of making videos for me, but today after work, I’m gonna record. Ik it’s probably gonna be ass, but it’s never gonna get better if I don’t practice
no complaints on your behalf man it's completely understandable. you're still the most honest cod youtuber out there and that will always be the main staple to your name no matter what
Holy shit, it's scary how similar we are... Man, I feel EXACTLY what you're saying. Literally EVERYTHING you explained, I've ticked it off... Literally, the way you explained how your life has gone, mine has also seemed to take the same turns! EXCEPT, the whole youtube part. I hope for nothing but a happy and healthy life for you and all of us man, your videos help so much. You're a blessing, my guy.
I snuck out of my Amish cabin to watch this computer video
I hope you escape your cult soon 🙏
bro I barely scraped my way thru high-school in the same way. unmedicated adhd and a lack of care from my family. even down to the class clown and sub 2.5 GPA im also funnily enough certain an english teacher who had a heart stuck it out for me and allowed me to squeek past into graduation. that opening story is important for ppl to hear. ty Mr BT for being a cool guy.
Much respect for this video BT. I have anxiety and dont take meds, although ive tried them before and they do help. But im doing well without. But anyway, I for one will never question your passion for this franchise. You speak for me when you call activision out for SBMM/EOMM etc. Never stop man ❤
I felt this in my soul. I relate to you so much man. Never stop making videos, you're a stand up guy.
I really resonate when you said you had to work harder than others to get good at things. I’m literally the same way, everything that I’m doing that I’m good at, I had to WORK MY ASS OFF to get that point. BT is so relatable and that’s why I trust his word when it comes to Call of Duty.
me having an adhd meltdown right before watching this and then hearing you talk about adhd was wild timing. you're not alone man its a struggle everyday
bro ive been playing and watching you since 2007. Those times on COD4 were some of the best of my life. I wish I knew that it wasn't ever gonna get better than that at the time, I wouldve cherished it more. You always hit the nail on the head BT
BT, when you were talking about growing up, it felt like you were talking about me. I did good in elementary school and once junior high and high school came around, I was barely getting by. I don't even know how I graduated. Then, college. Then I slowly spiraled out of control having no clue what I was doing. And truly, I don't know how I am still alive. Failed all my classes. Stayed in my room 24/7 drinking myself into oblivion. It really is nice to know that someone has had a similar experience that I did. I'm also very closed off and introverted. But a friend I had hooked me up with a sales job he was doing too and turned out I could do it. It took so long to learn how to talk to people like I can do now. I still struggle sometimes, but literally as soon as I see you upload a video I watch immediately. I grew up on call of duty. They were my favorite games. They shaped my childhood. It actually makes me so sad to see what it has come to. Every night me and my best friend hop on and try to play thinking it'll be different. We can barely make it 30 minutes before we are both yelling and losing our shit at how terrible the game is and about SBMM. Needless to say, I appreciate you BT. Keep posting videos because they legitimately make my day better.
For what it's worth, I took ADHD medicine for two years because of a misdiagnosis, and eventually dropped that and an anti-depressant since neither made life any easier. I agree with your take about not wanting a quick fix, and honestly it isn't even a fix, it's a band-aid.
I like how your background mirrors mine from the ADHD, the straight A's to barely trying, the 2.5 GPA, the teacher only passing me because they liked me, going to college just because and not enjoying the company of others.
Anybody else get the glitch where you suddenly like 6ft in the air, or how bout when your gun jam
ADHD has been a big plague. A blessing as well though. I'll always be here. Since 2010! Love u xCa...I mean Blame Truth. Hahaha
Love you Anthony ❤️
Same here brother adhd, took liking to history art, classes I enjoyed, my parents made me go to college 3 years later with not even a associates degree I gave up after changing my major 5 times and wasting thousands, found out I had lung cancer dropped all my classes beat it but have never planned on going back since, I feel ya there’s no point!!!
Oh but there’s a happy ending well I guess got me a job and I’m also doing stand up comedy👍
As someone that has ADD, this video makes me feel sane. I've never looked up any videos from anyone that has ADHD/ADD and just hearing someone talking about it actually makes me feel not alone in a way (I have people around me, it's just I'm the only one with ADD). So it really is super nice to hear, thank you so much for sharing man. Hits deep.
Best thing I’ve done this week is play single player masterpieces like Last of Us, Uncharted 4, Red Dead 2. Can’t get myself to play cod again
I had the same school experience as you did BT. Part of me doing poorly in highschool was my mom passing away when I was a sophomore, but I think it just made the problem worse. I didn't even try in math anymore and my Algebra teacher, after coming in late to take a final I originally didn't show up for and was the only one in the room with him, told me if I at least attempted the test, he'd give me a passing grade no matter what, after I straight up told him "I have no idea what I'm doing, and I can't take this test." I barely passed highschool, and did well in the classes I was interested in. English and History. Now, I'm taking college courses for a degree that will get me into a career that I think I'll like since it's an interest I've had for years. But my interests in things come and go and rarely do I stick with them like video games or for the past 10 years, D&D. This last month has been hell in terms of my desire to do anything. I just don't care about my classes anymore, and even playing games sometimes or watching a show I'm interested in just doesn't do it for me anymore. Part of it is because I'm so close to going home after being away on deployment for the past 7-8 months, but in terms of school, I just don't care anymore. I'd rather go home, get a house with my girlfriend that I plan on proposing to, and continue working my job that I had before I left.
All this to say, I've been watching your content for years and I stick around for you, no matter what you upload. I just like hearing you talk about shit, whether it's screaming about being stuck in MWIII, or talking about why CoD means so much to you. I'm sad CoD has come to this, and I can only hope it gets better. But for a long time now it's clear what Activision wants.
It’s the SBMM, it’s just too strong. When I play, which is rarely now, I actually think to myself “I’m doing too well here, ima need to make this my last one”
It’s literally driving players away from the game
I often find myself doing that, but it doesn't matter. My next match, no matter how long I hold it off, is just as cracked.
I am too someone who has ADHD, and I gotta say I have a very similar story to yours but in college. I tried in high school and actually did pretty well for the most part (minus the pandemic BS), but when I went to college it wasn’t all sunshine and rainbows. I have zero idea still in my second year what I want to do with my life, I haven’t really even met a single soul from my college (mostly hate attention and anything related to crowds and being the centre of attention). This is my first time in school ever where I actually dropped the ball. I have dropped a few classes because I just could not have any focus and now I gotta pay the price later by having to do it again. Anyways, I don’t take pills because I think it’s just a bandaid fix where as my friend who also has ADHD takes them and they don’t seem to work well. I am always confused on how to even fix myself and use it to my advantage to get out of my comfort zone. I almost feel like a failure in many ways even though it’s not 100% my fault.
Man, I remember the good ole days of COD! That's actually what led me to your channel and I've been watching ever since-----Not sure how long I've been subbed with this account but I'm sure it's been at least since the early 2010's if not sooner. Thanks for all the entertainment and COD guidance over the years BT. I still have not bought a COD since Cold War and won't until I get the all clear from you and the few other honest names left in the community.
-Enjoy the rest of your weekend man
The beginning of this video wow BT I’ve been feeling the exact same way my whole life this an awakening to know someone went through a very similar experience
Hey man, I have adhd as well and I know how you feel and I know what it feels like. Your not alone man
Damn I relate heavily to that beginning. I was an honors student up until high-school. Then all of the sudden I just didn't wanna go to school. This was even before smoking any weed, and once that happened it was even worse lol. Basically the exact same thing happened with my graduation. I took an automovite class, and my teacher was THE man. RIP Dan Mcnaughton, AKA Dad Mcnaughton (dude was like a father figure to us. So we jokingly called him Dad #2).
Even with my dumb ass skipping all the time, he knew I cared about automotive. He was the sole reason I passed. I'll never forget our class trip to the Detroit auto show. Dude took us to a redwings game out of his own pocket too. He later committed the S word (can't trigger RUclips) after we graduated, and nobody could believe it.
Honestly it was teachers like him (and my parents) that kept me from fully dropping out.
You don’t have to be daily man I know making content can be draining I’ll watch whatever you decide to make
Hey Anthony, been a long time fan and never knew that you struggled with ADHD. Thanks for sharing your story.
As someone that just recently graduated medical school, I completely respect and understand your decision to not be medicated and to “not take the easy fix”. However, I would advise having an open conversation with your doctor to confirm if you truly are diagnosed with ADHD and discuss the pros and cons of being medicated if you haven’t done so already. You may gain a new perspective and most patients find that the medications just allow them to perform at their true baseline. If your doctor agrees, keep in mind you can always try them out for a bit, see how they make you feel, and stop the meds at any point.
At the end of the day, everyone’s different and the final decision will always be yours so I encourage you to do whatever you think is best for you!
I appreciate you being you bt. you are a great content creator and have cared passionately about cod for a long time. thank you
Massive respect for you talking about your struggles with ADHD, I have 2 sons who are both on the spectrum, my eldest 14 has severe autism and learning difficulties, my youngest 10, has autism and Adhd, both are non-verbal. I know how difficult it can be as I've seen it first hand.
Also I know in the states there are meds that can control the symptoms like you mentioned, over here in the UK medications are rarely used for adhd. The only meds my sons take is Melatonin which assists them with getting to sleep.
Yeah and this why I will never have children lol I don’t trust my genes
Thanks for sharing BT!
I’ll say, I relate to you a lot. struggled with ADHD my entire life and I am not so social either. I’m 20 now, went to college for a year, dropped out, and now I’m studying a CS degree online that I don’t have a passion for but my job is paying for it so I figured why not. Still trying to figure life out lol.
Love the videos man, keep up the great work!
that intro ramble had me feeling seen more than ever before. EVERYTHING you said has basically been my life with ADHD and school and being introverted and the College struggles etc..
Hey, I love your content! I've been watching your channel regularly since the last few cods, and the daily uploads are awesome it's how I get my dose of cod news. I believe I have ADHD as well and I never wanted to get it checked out or take any medication because I like being who I am, even though it can be more challenging at times. It's nice to see there's someone out there I look towards who feels the same way, you're the man
BT the intro was so effing deep ... you described my life word by word. Currently medicated , but I don't like to be medicated. Hoping to get off it once I get some stable work.
Right there with you as im finding that I too have ADHD and did my whole life. Its a fucking struggle keeping up with all the responsibilities and the lack of focus to get them all done.
I feel you. I am currently 34yo finding that i too most likely have adhd. dropped out of schools i have attended to.. Everything is so Hard. And as he said "i'm not good at anything" I might get my medication somewhere in the future..
S/O to Mr. Wilcox. How I passed Economics still baffles me some 15yrs later 🤣
They'll care when people stop buying their games. It's sad to see a franchise that we've played for a decade end up like this. Rigged gunfights and sbmm are killing it for me.
Thank you BT, I'm not sure if I too have ADHD due to my poor family background but I have always in school had trouble focusing and doing well in math and science, but excelled in art and English classes being an A or B student, unfortunately things just tanked as i got older. But I'm happy to see people who are similar to me (if i do have the condition) make it out here in this hard world, give yourself a pat on the back BT, you the man for real.
Props to you for sticking to who you are and still being successful. I don't have adhd, but I imagine it must be difficult. Keep up the banger vids brother
I feel you so hard on that ADHD and not taking meds. I am both ADHD and on the spectrum and they tried to get me to take meds for it for years. The problem was I became a zombie with no appetite when I took meds and it took away many aspects that made me myself. Overall life is more satisfying when I find ways around my social issues and am naturally able to meld with society in ways I can.
Shit just straight up doesn’t look or feel like Call of Duty, because it isnt
Doesnt look like cod anymore especially with the dumb operators
ADHD parallels; I feel ya Anthony. I have done medication once after struggling with the outcome of my personality way in to my 30s.
Within a month I was indifferent about anything & everything and envisioned myself trapped in my mind bound to a chair in a dark corner with a dimly lit swinging light over head. Needless to say I dropped the meds right away.
Had to be myself and learn to live the with outcomes.
Hope your holiday is blessed.
It's always nice to know you and your favorite RUclipsr have a lot in common.
Man I relate to you so much bro, everything you’ve gone through with your ADHD is my exact experience with mine, struggled in class, hard to be interested in things, college drop out, don’t like to be around people, and only doing things your way. My biggest struggle is right now I just have no interest in life like I have no life goals nothing just clicks with me we just the black sheep on different paths because I don’t feel normal either, I struggle with just reality and video games just make all the bullshit and talking in my head go away. MW3 sucks so does infinity ward game is so boring. Keep fighting the fight I love your speaking out against these dumb devs
As a fellow dude with ADHD, I appreciate you bringing that topic up.
Also, I agree on the stuff you say about Call of Duty. I was just chatting up with my friend, while playing 2042. Remembering how we used to play the OG MW3 for hours upon hours, we likely have 2k-ish hours in that game.
The new CoDs just don't do the same for us, the interest just isn't there for us anymore to delve into CoD like we used to.
Keep up the quality content, BT!
One thing i have to thank recent CODs for is giving me a reality check on what i’m doing with my life. I’m 21. No job, no girlfriend, no driver’s license, no apartment, barely a friend group, and a fat diabetic fuck. I’m studying for my driver’s permit to get my licenseso i can go get a job. Get a job to get a gym membership and diet plan and an apartment so i’m stable and more appealing for a girlfriend hopefully. I’m getting my shit together because of CALL OF FUCKING DUTY PUTTING OUT DIARRHEA. Thanks Activision
I have the same experience. I played call of duty and watched Cod commentaries and did my homework and went to theater rehearsals afterschool and Call of Duty kept me from becoming a drug addict or alcoholic like everyone else from my high school and really the entire city I live in. Now I am doing great things in my life I can be proud of. This game saved my life and too see it in such a horrible state. It’s just so sad. I hope things turn around.
I’ve been following you since 2009 with MW2 and I distinctly remember making classes based off your videos. I was happy when you came back but yea, you’re 100% correct. The direction the franchise has gone is nowhere near what I expected at all. Season 1 dropped on the 6th. Today is the 12th. I haven’t touched it cause I’m waiting for some of the bugs to get fixed and the fact that I have to do that to have somewhat of a good MP experience is wild.
Keep speaking what you feel & keep telling it like it is!
You are not alone. You totally described my high school experience. I only passed classes I was interested in & barely graduated high school. But, get this, I got straight A's in physics & was exempt from taking the final for that class. Yet, I was terrible at math & had to take algebra twice. Explain that one. The only other classes I ever did good in was history class. If something fascinates me, I am all in.
I’m really glad you found a way to focus and make something you love into a job man. For me it’s music, playing guitar but I don’t know how to make it into a career lol. My favourite gun in cod4 was the M4A1 with the ACOG. It was ass but made me feel like a real soldier lol. I used to play cod and stay up all night with my buddy at his house. My mom never let me have cod at my house so even when my buddy went to sleep I’d stay up and play all night so I could get as much as possible because it was so fun lmao. On top of all of this I was fucking ASS at the game. Always went negative and was dead last on the leaderboards but I wanted to get better and eventually I did a little. Cod4 was my first cod game. I hate what cod has become. This is the first Modern Warfare game I haven’t bought. I’m with you man. We’re all with you here. We need cod to be better because for some of us it’s more than just a game.
Believe this or not Blame, you were the main reason why I decided to get cod and become good at the game from the very beginning of it's life span, I would always watch the way you played and try to emulate in ever way to the point where at 17 I considered you a mentor. And now here I am at 33 still enjoying your content from being a fan of your play style to enjoying your rants.
Conspiracy Theory on the AI Bots: What if they were added to make little Timmy believe that he's actually good at the game in order to trick his tiny brain into buy the next installment of this garbage?
I can relate to the ADHD brother, I’ve been struggling with it myself my whole life as well. Our brains are just wired differently man. And I think tbh you were one of the first call of duty RUclipsrs I was introduced too back on COD4MW, MW2+3 ( the original titles, may I add) and black ops 1+2. You’re a call of duty legend man. Too bad COD lost the legendary title awhile ago, I’ve played the original titles as of recently, and it’s by far better than the newest titles. Only thing better about these newer titles is they look “pretty” 😂. Graphics, and gunplay, and a few new mechanics introduced to the formula of the game that has been the only things that have “improved”. I haven’t bought the new MW3 either, and I literally have played every call of duty from COD4, up to the new MW2 “reboot” ( with the exception of vanguard, I absolutely refused to play that dumpster fire ), I just have no interest in any new call of duty anymore, and that’s coming from a life long call of duty fan of 20 years.. I would rather play the original titles for the “nostalgia “ and the sheer better enjoyment all the way around for the campaigns, and even MP offline. ( due too servers being absolute graveyard’s ). I digress, the original titles are still leagues better compared too these modern “throw together’s”. The original games had more thought put into them, as well as a dev team actually passionate about working on developing the game.( instead of focusing on bundles, and micro transactions) Back when the devs actually gave a shit, and listened, and didn’t have an AI do their job’s for them. Anyway BT, I wish you the best, and I hope your Xmas holiday is amazing brother!! Stay true, we all got you!!
Hey BT i feel you on the adhd thing. Im not positive if i have it or not currently getting tested all i know is i got SOMETHING going on with me. But regardless feel you on the majority of what you said. Im currently 15 and have probably been gaming since i was like 6 or 7 and i know that definitely isnt as long as you or some other people here but it holds a special place in my heart even though im not that great. But Im going through a point in my life where i dont know what to do now or what to do in the future and it feels like ive wasted the 15 years ive been here not really doing anything productive. Ive struggled with motivation issues for a good long while as well as self confidence, image, and all that fun stuff. Never really felt depressed or doing self harm thankfully so i actually feel pretty fortunate compared to some people and i cant imagine what thats like daily. I know i probably over shared or talked and i apologize for that. But all of this is to say thank you BT for being passionate about CoD and trying to push a more fun enjoyable experience for not just you but everyone. And another thank you for just being here on youtube saying all this, giving us something to watch and just being you. We all love ya BT. ❤️
Love you BT. Started watching you in mw2 and loved your Pokémon white/black play throughs and your old competitive Pokémon vids, got me back into that game that I loved as a youngster. Check in on your channel once every few months and you’re consistency is unmatched. I share a lot of the same thoughts as you do because we are close in age, it’s cool to feel like I’ve grown up and matured with you. Your commentaries are always poignant and entertaining and you have always had regular guys like me in your best interest. It’s sad to see where call of duty is these days as I’m sure like you some of the best memories we’re playing cod in the 2010s. Thank you for holding these companies and devs accountable and always fighting the good fight. I value your opinion over any other COD RUclipsr as I you have the creds to back up everything you say. I’m still playing call of duty everyday and I think I always will but I respect you for standing your ground on this one!
good vid. im the same way brother, adhd and choose to be unmedicated to deal with it and learn from it. i started on cod4 as well, my buddy had cancer and couldnt do much but we gamed every day until the day he passed around OG MW2. i took years off cod after that and i shouldnt have. i came back to cod when warzone came out and was shocked at what cod had become it was so sad. i came back to cheesy bullshit movement and insane aim assist, you dont even have to know how to aim now. and the cheaters, omg its so bad it seems like everyone has at least a cronus. ultimately i blame the big streamers and their simps who have the ear of activision, they absolutely ruined online mulitplayer games.
anyways i switched to mouse and keyboard 2 years ago because i was so bored on controller. you should try a few matches of cod on mnk, its way more satisfying imo and i shred lil controller timmies in 1.5+kd lobbies without reverse boosting, it brought a little bit of passion back to cod for me.
youre not alone friend
You wont believe me, but i been watching you since Machinima days, i loved you then and love you now bro! You're a legend, way better than Hutch and seananners, you the best,
It enrages me so much to know that CoD is done for. I really miss the Black Ops 2 days. Even though I had the shittiest internet, the friends and memories I made along the way, I will never forget. Thank you BT for trying to keep the hope alive.
Hearing your story...
I identify myself so much... I always had problems with learning in school. I'm Brazilian, so we learn portuguese from a young age. Since 6th grade, i simply couldn't read the homework anymore. it was extremely tedious and stressful trying to do it. I tried really hard, but a couple of hours later and i dropped. I got distracted, i did this, that, and usually made no progress.
It was terrible for me, even worse that i was 2 years ahead of what i should be (i skipped 1st grade, because here in Brazil it's used to teach how to read and write, and also used to teach how to do basic mathematics.)
I will say, if i wasn't what some people call "A prodigy" i would probably repeat at least 3 times in highschool.
I've clutched so many years into receiving enough points so my teachers could round up my final grades into the minimum to pass... All of that while doing 0 homework because i couldn't endure making any homework. And to this day, now i'm at University... I can't do shit. I already dropped Software engineering. Will try Chemistry. One of the few things i liked in school (With math). Grammar, while boring, was made fun by my teacher so i had ok grades in there too. If i did homework, i would probably be the best in my class, but i mean, i simply couldn't do it...
If i were to describe ADHD, i would describe as a Handicap. It literally blocks a person's potential.
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Also, i have a high suspicion that i have ADHD. It's always heartwarming to me to discover that people felt the same as me in school, and that it wasn't just me suffering through it. I played a lot of cod before, after BO4 i simply cant buy it anymore. Not without looking through multiple gameplays to see if i will like it.
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Apparently i've looked to one of my favorite youtubers... He went from 200~300k views to 50~70k. His only video who outperformed (120k) was one where he played every black ops...
Maybe im not a cod veteran but i am a Minecraft veteran, I can agree that a game can be life changing. Minecraft truly made me think outside the box and got me through 2020. I'll always ❤️ Minecraft!
Man the whole highschool thing was too personal. I too “graduated”
As someone who has asperger's and also has social anxiety associated with it, thank you for talking about your adhd. Neurodivergance is nothing to be ashamed of ❤️
0:40 don’t worry, bro I too also have ADHD, and also have ASD. I have been struggling with it as well for a long time now. I highly agree with your statement of not taking any drugs to be myself. But I do have drugs for it, but I only use it for school, and such, not really anything else. I like to be myself and I’ve been okay and happy with it ever since.
It’s okay to have them, you’re still awesome and you still make absolute sense when you speak. there’s no issues. Frankly I didn’t even know that you have adhd, I thought you were just hyperactive lol.
We still love you no matter what!
Love you BT 💯
Maaan i hate to be around people too, and i used to be medicated for my adhd, since i was a child till i was like 17, i just could not even though i could focus and do shit, i just could not bear the personality changes. I feel you my man
BT…the first 3:33 mins (because that’s when I stopped to make this comment ) of this video that you took to tell us about yourself genuinely scared and amazed me. Not because you went to college or because you have ADHD no those were cool. What scared me was the fact that you describe not only yourself but ME ALSO! As far as I could remember I’ve ALWAYS hated being in crowds. So much so that I don’t even go to concerts or parties anymore like it makes me feel STUCK(joke) or rather like I’m claustrophobic even though it’s an a open space. When I had my therapist she tried to put me on pills for my ADD/ADHD and my response was no and my reasoning was similar to the one you described here. In elementary and about half of middle school I was a straight A student and then all of a sudden in my 8th grade year I just couldn’t focus. If it wasn’t interesting or the if it was something that wasn’t really “challenging”me then I could not focus on it to save my life. I didn’t necessarily hate group projects but it was obvious that I always did my best whenever I worked alone. I graduated hs with like a 3.2 GPA (advanced classes kinda f’ed the gpa so in reality it was probably like a 2.1 or something idk) and despite applying and being accepted to may colleges….I didn’t attend a single one. But hey! Here I Am in a moving truck traveling the country and improving my photography
Being unmedicated for ADHD is relatable. I've had drug abuse problems for years so when I got prescribed meds for adhd, I started abusing them. Now that I'm clean I refuse to even try meds (same reason I won't take Xanax for anxiety). It's definitely a journey trying to keep your brain on track, as well as always feeling different than everyone else.
Blame Truth - The XDefiantFather is imminent
Bro your tangents play into your favour when it comes to your content brother. The most entertaining part is how you’re able to riff off hilarious things for extended periods 😂🔥
BT I love your videos, I too have adhd and I felt the same way you did about meds. But I get your stance I do, but brother the non stim meds have revolutionized my life man. It took a bad break up to realize this but it has been a revelation. The chaotic cloud of thoughts in my head, the foggy brain, it is gone. My life seems stable and my mind is clear and concise. At least try or consider intuniv, strattera or qelbree. Love your vids bro
I also have ADHD I finished college but I actually had to bring a stress ball to class to help me focus. And the part where you said you just didn’t care I didn’t care about school either in fact I hate school. The degree just looked good with my business I run.
As someone who's struggled with ADHD my whole life, I feel this to my core.
That’s another thing that killed me with them tryna be this big corporation, they started combining all the games in one and call them “Legacy” and the UI has suffered immensely because of it, like wtf is a “COD HQ” any way….
As a OG Oldhead myself(33 started on cod 4 in teens) I approve this message.
I remember the good old days BT. Been rocking with you from 07’ - You and Xcal were/are they all time Goats of COD imo.
So many people oftentimes do not understand that anger often comes from a place of passion. The anger is inspired by wanting things to be better. Way too many people these days are complacent, happy with the status quo despite things getting worse. We see this in almost everything now, gaming especially. It is better to be angry and passionate about things getting worse than it is to be happy and complacent with things not getting better.
Pointing out there's no depth instantly made me think of Doc playing yelling "GO! GO! GO!, LOSE BRAINCELLS!, GO! GO! GO!..."
I also have ADHD but i do take medication for it. I am also introverted and dont like to be around people. I also have addicition issues but am clean now and getting back into my old hobbies like cod and love it. but dont like sbmm in mw3 i agree it is an issue. i never have reverse boosted before or used a vpn. i was so stoked for mw3 i never buy a game on within the first week i usually wait 3-6 months to buy a new game but i was playing cod mw2 and got so stoked for it only to be let down by the match making so im probably gonna play mw2 or even older cod games like black ops. Recently found your channel and love it man subbed!
Thank you for sharing your story, many of us are struggling with the same issue. Means a lot.
Ever since this update have yall had no aim assist
Aim assist has been turned off since Black Ops 1.
Feels like no assist at all for me to, but aim assist has been very wonky in this game since launch
When I was kinda indoctrinated by cod I once clowned on blame truth. But as I’ve listened to him over the years, I’ve related with him so much. Especially this video. Mine being ocd and very introverted in my late 20’s.
I'm autistic, but my psychologist has told me he doesnt believe im ADHD. the way you described yourself sounds exactly like me, i can't find interest or motivation towards anything except my extreme interests, and my extreme interests basically consume my life. I absolutely love video games and ive started learning how to make my own, I've never seen myself in any job or career that doesn't include video games in some way. ALSO, I hate talking and being around most people and I'm very independent.
Call of duty and the friends I played with helped me get through a really dark place in my life and seeing the franchise now is like watching a friend that helped you in a time of need fall and regardless of what you do the only people who can help them ignore the ple
The machinima era is absolutely to crazy to think about, that was the best days of RUclips only a select few creators these days was in that era