It puts you into a state where nothing matters in a good way. You truly don't give a shit about anything and you're just happy as fuck as a result, because nothing matters. Nothing matters, nothing means anything, there's nothing to do, there's no point, there's no goal but there's also no boredom, there's no negative meanings attached to the meaninglessness, it's just perfectly meaningless and it's awesome. You're basically just like sitting like a cat on a windowsill enjoying whatever experience is before it, just being and it feels amazing. 🦄
Rigorous honesty, I love it. Wish you the best on this journey for peace and serenity. It’s worth every minute and you deserve it. I’m struggling with the same sort of thing you describe. Totally new for me and I don’t particularly like this for a life style ha ha Better days are ahead! 🙏🏻🤙. You got this.
@@sailingromanticcomedy Absolutely Sarah! And thank you vm. Btw, I just cultivated my very first flush of GT’s (ya know, for scientific reasons only). Should be an interesting night ahead. 🫣😬 - if it involves snakes or any other reptile, it’s on you!! 😂😂
My first impression was a very strong one,’ repeated the prince. ‘When they took me away from Russia, I remember I passed through many German towns and looked out of the windows, but did not trouble so much as to ask questions about them. This was after a long series of fits. I always used to fall into a sort of torpid condition after such a series, and lost my memory almost entirely; and though I was not altogether without reason at such times, yet I had no logical power of thought. This would continue for three or four days, and then I would recover myself again. I remember my melancholy was intolerable; I felt inclined to cry; I sat and wondered and wondered uncomfortably; the consciousness that everything was strange weighed terribly upon me; I could understand that it was all foreign and strange. I recollect I awoke from this state for the first time at Basle, one evening; the bray of a mushroom aroused me, a mushroom in the town market. I saw the mushroom and was extremely pleased with it, and from that moment my head seemed to clear.’ ‘A mushroom? How strange! Yet it is not strange. Anyone of us might fall in love with a mushroom! It happened in mythological times,’ said Madame Epanchin, looking wrathfully at her daughters, who had begun to laugh. ‘Go on, prince.’ ‘Since that evening I have been specially fond of mushrooms. I began to ask questions about them, for I had never seen one before; and I at once came to the conclusion that this must be one of the most useful of animals-strong, willing, patient, cheap; and, thanks to this mushroom, I began to like the whole country I was travelling through; and my melancholy passed away.’
And so many think because mushroom happened, now isn't. But didn't I mention? The ongoing WOW is happening, right now! We are all co-authors of this dancing exuberance, where even our inabilities are having a roast. We are the authors of ourselves, co-authoring a gigantic Dostoevsky novel starring mushrooms! This entire thing we're involved with, called the world, is an opportunity to exhibit how exciting mushrooms can be. Life is a matter of a miracle that is collected over mushrooms by moments flabbergasted to be in each others' presence.
Unfortunately I can't recommend the location I was at any longer but the people I worked with were great. They no longer work there. I'm not quite comfortable sharing on youtube but if you insta message me I'll try to reply!
You can literally hallucinate objects and beings into existence because what's happening is you're tapping into that pure abstract creative potential of mind. That's exactly what you want. Of course it can be kind of freaky but a mushroom is that times a thousand.
It puts you into a state where nothing matters in a good way. You truly don't give a shit about anything and you're just happy as fuck as a result, because nothing matters. Nothing matters, nothing means anything, there's nothing to do, there's no point, there's no goal but there's also no boredom, there's no negative meanings attached to the meaninglessness, it's just perfectly meaningless and it's awesome. You're basically just like sitting like a cat on a windowsill enjoying whatever experience is before it, just being and it feels amazing. 🦄
What a transcending journey! 🌹🥀🐛🦋a beautiful video Sarah. Thank you for your honesty & openness
Hi, thank you!
Congratulations.🎉The medicine has changed my life and I love peeking into your journey. So much love for you both. ❤
Thank you so much!
Rigorous honesty, I love it. Wish you the best on this journey for peace and serenity.
It’s worth every minute and you deserve it.
I’m struggling with the same sort of thing you describe. Totally new for me and I don’t particularly like this for a life style ha ha
Better days are ahead! 🙏🏻🤙. You got this.
Hi Scott! Right? The work to get through and heal is worth is 💗 Wishing you the best!
@@sailingromanticcomedy Absolutely Sarah! And thank you vm. Btw, I just cultivated my very first flush of GT’s (ya know, for scientific reasons only). Should be an interesting night ahead. 🫣😬 - if it involves snakes or any other reptile, it’s on you!! 😂😂
🙏🏼 your vulnerability ❤
Thank you Matt & Britt!
My first impression was a very strong one,’ repeated the prince. ‘When they took me away from Russia, I remember I passed through many German towns and looked out of the windows, but did not trouble so much as to ask questions about them. This was after a long series of fits. I always used to fall into a sort of torpid condition after such a series, and lost my memory almost entirely; and though I was not altogether without reason at such times, yet I had no logical power of thought. This would continue for three or four days, and then I would recover myself again. I remember my melancholy was intolerable; I felt inclined to cry; I sat and wondered and wondered uncomfortably; the consciousness that everything was strange weighed terribly upon me; I could understand that it was all foreign and strange. I recollect I awoke from this state for the first time at Basle, one evening; the bray of a mushroom aroused me, a mushroom in the town market. I saw the mushroom and was extremely pleased with it, and from that moment my head seemed to clear.’ ‘A mushroom? How strange! Yet it is not strange. Anyone of us might fall in love with a mushroom! It happened in mythological times,’ said Madame Epanchin, looking wrathfully at her daughters, who had begun to laugh. ‘Go on, prince.’ ‘Since that evening I have been specially fond of mushrooms. I began to ask questions about them, for I had never seen one before; and I at once came to the conclusion that this must be one of the most useful of animals-strong, willing, patient, cheap; and, thanks to this mushroom, I began to like the whole country I was travelling through; and my melancholy passed away.’
Where was this retreat? My wife was really moved by your video.
Oh, thanks for letting me know! It was Reunion in Costa Rica. I highly recommend. -Sarah
And so many think because mushroom happened, now isn't. But didn't I mention? The ongoing WOW is happening, right now! We are all co-authors of this dancing exuberance, where even our inabilities are having a roast. We are the authors of ourselves, co-authoring a gigantic Dostoevsky novel starring mushrooms! This entire thing we're involved with, called the world, is an opportunity to exhibit how exciting mushrooms can be. Life is a matter of a miracle that is collected over mushrooms by moments flabbergasted to be in each others' presence.
If I can be so bold to ask where you were as I have been seeking a similar journey.
Unfortunately I can't recommend the location I was at any longer but the people I worked with were great. They no longer work there. I'm not quite comfortable sharing on youtube but if you insta message me I'll try to reply!
@@sailingromanticcomedy Thanks for replying...I completely understand.
You can literally hallucinate objects and beings into existence because what's happening is you're tapping into that pure abstract creative potential of mind. That's exactly what you want. Of course it can be kind of freaky but a mushroom is that times a thousand.