What’s wrong with all these masculines? Why are they so weak and stuck in their self lying?!Three years now hearing this message he has to make a decision, but there are family issues. Always the same story. He is stuck in his energy and his victim mode. Im opted out definitely! The universe will bring me a new person who’s awakened and ready for a true commitment!👍🏼😊 The last few weeks i felt so heavy, but now after this blue full moon, my positive energy and a new feeling inside me is coming 😃✨✨🌟💫!
I think it’s the way their mothers raised them or watching their fathers unconscious bad behaviors. Total family dysfunction. But they need to man up and do the work to change and stop the cycle and ancestral karma
@@nicoledesmond1506 I like your vision. Masculine energy is kinda enslaved by the feminine energy. Feminine energy created our existence, so the masculine energy will always be behind. But our vibration rises together. Masculine energy is always looking to the feminine for approval. And if we don't get it, we keep working. I think we're at a standstill cuz we're close to a breakthrough!
@@YoungO-un8ul Not saying that all men are this way, but many are so stuck in their old ways that they refuse to grow or change. That is what is needed, a willingness on both parts to heal their childhood trauma and learn a new way of interacting with one another. Time to evolve 😊
I resonate with you as a reader because you share so openly and authentically about your own personal life. It’s so much easier to relate to stories and apply it to my life. Thank you and I love you ❤️
We meet tomorrow and haven't seen eachother in 2 months now. I am securing my apartment lease TODAY and committing to my own growth and healing. I found the perfect place. I started crying the moment I entered the place, surrounded by trees and nature. I think he is coming now because it finally registered all the things I was trying to tell him before, but I can tell he is still in the same place mentally and leaning on me for something. He also finally realizes I think the toxicity is from us BOTH, so knows if he pulls me back it wont be good. I stopped fighting and am allowing him to take him own path now, in gratitude and grace and truth. I do think we will stay in touch, and serve a role in each others lives now in the positive. Especially with me releasing my anger and realizing what it is that I gain in all of this for myself and my own dreams coming to fruition. So.... now I am excited!!! Much love and thank you for this message!!!
Wow, MJ! Thank you. This was my exact situation 7 months ago! DM walked away, with expressions of love, to focus on family issues. I am raising my vibration and slowly realising my power! 🌈☀️❤
Thank you for sharing such insightful and healing messages with us, MJ! Love and appreciation to all! And to all watching, please continue to stay safe and healthy! Make sure to take care of yourself , first! Thank you!
Wow - This message spoke to me today. My boyfriend just asked me this morning if I wanted to meet his children and I responded that I wanted to meet their mother first 😅 (they have a very cool and stress free co-parenting relationship). He agreed and said he would schedule it. I'm totally stressing about meeting her (maybe not outright regret like the reading suggested...but I am asking myself WHY I asked for it), but in the long term it will be a good thing for us in this new beginning between our families.
From a guy ...that's respectfully sexy! My baby mom's would like you before meeting you if you said you wanted to meet her first! Your intuition is on point Don't be nervous 😉
Sounds like our story. I 'summoned' him, manifested love and he appeared, boom! Upheaval and chaos followed. He backed off,, returned...slowly. now we are in the 'waiting room'. He's focused on the pentacles and days he can't deal with anything else now. I'm building up my empress strength in the meantime. May it be soon! 💖💖
I've purged and removed what no longer serves me, ivee made the offer, spoken my truth and continuing to move forward. I've made space for the masculine and will keep my heart chakra open while working towards keeping in my highest vibration. 🙏♥️
Just watched this and resonates big time with discussions yesterday, i no longer know whether to believe he loves me and think i should just walk away eventhough the thought of it kills me
This is my situations playing out over the past 4-5 months.. We are moving towards union just now after time apart to understand the role of the karmic... 🙏 praying that it all works out
Yes I’m finally learning how to be in the driving seat of my financial stability and how to navigate technology and computers websites etc 😇 those have been massive obstacles I have placed my self in through mindsets I was conditioned into believing 🙏
Same ole same ole. The Masculines need to man up and make a decision. The feminines are stepping up their game and may not be there when and if they decide to show up. At least I can Speak for myself. I love him but the same ole movie is getting boring old and stale. Sorry but not sorry. Too many takes! 📽🎬
I hear you! 100% He needs to man up and realize he has power to choose his happiness instead of running away. Meanwhile I've been doing my work, a LOT of it. For two years he resisted and resisted and dug in and clung to old ways. Maybe he's finally doing it. I don't know. Whatever. But I'm moving on. I'm even moving away to an exciting new city. He still knows where how to find me in the digital world so who knows.
For the first time watching your twin flame readings, I can actually see myself in the male and female energies. I see my situation in this reading as well.
I am in my 60s and he is in his 70s he has me in a 3rd party situation I don't have alot of time to wait for him to make a decision time is into the twilight years not alot of time left.😢💔
i hear the message as the feminine must learn to receive, abundance. less do/action more flow. the masculine must learn less action ams more fun. unfortunately until the feminine learns the lesson the masculine will sit back and wait to make his move. this is challenging for me as all my life i have had a lack mindset and i am being faced to challenge it to move through this next lesson. i get it in theory but to apply/successfully. is a completely different story. it will come though. i will not rest until this lesson has been learned. and this is where self love/worth lie. internal. not external 🙏❤️🌈✨
Yes, chatting with three people. One I know is not serious. They are still devastated over their recent divorce. I'm just someone to talk to. The other two just two new to tell anything. Just getting to know each other.
@@mstboneI was travelling in the UK. He messaged me to wish me a Happy Birthday on the 25 th September. He was sorry he left me and always loved me. He brought me a flight back to Australia. Nevertheless im in isloation day 13 of 14 days. Haven't seen my family for 2 years. Meet my grandson for the first time. Then i fly out the following week to see him. We both want to see if this real or just a cross paths.
so many people seem to be going thru similar (but odd) things at the same time, sort of like the way narcissists seem to all have the same playbook. if that makes sense. hearing so many similar stories of people who have been badly slandered, harassed, stalked etc...it's a bit spooky.
I did this today. I told him that I regret running and not accepting his offer of love. He is very single and alone. I am single now. I ran because I didn't want him to be my rebound. I told him that this morning. He has written me off. He won't budge. So I guess, I just know that there is something better. (I am masculine energy).
I don’t even want the DM, lol. I already know what happening behind the scenes and don’t really care!!! I’m free and in love with life. He would be a prison sentence at this point in the journey. 💗
We are on our 3rd try on our TW connection. We are both single. He travels with work so it gives both of us time to work on things. Now that he recognizes the connection, I try to send him ways he can meditate and things he should work on. I also communicate what I’m working on. Is there a way we can know what else we need work at other than triggers we recognize?
I am trying to figure out what all this means? I am ongoing connected problems on the misdiagnosis of bi polar disorder, no union support, job blocking, very few friends and trying to get past my spiritual awakening and trying to study reiki Master training and my claressa have been actively working off and on ! I'm cancer and she is my heart desire is scorpio returning? Her bday is in November. I cant wait 2 see her or hear from her again ..
Hi! I bought the extended but it doesn't seem like the extended for this. It was the link before the title for this... but there were 2 readings and I bought the one with the same dates as this but the cards didn't look the same and the reading started looking for crown chakra. Just didn't sound right. :) Thank you.
@@YoungO-un8ul if it resonates with you, then all is good 😃 In my opinion, twin flame (if you believe in that) has nothing to do with possibility waves in the quantum field - it is two souls with same blueprint and souls (consiousness) is not “just” energy.
I can relate to some of this....who I think is my "twin flame" if that even really exists, I know who it is, but everyone and their dog have come between us, including my family + a large community (seemingly led by an extremely toxic female - or 3) such that I do not even know if he is alive and the really sick part of it all is no one will tell me and I don't know what the hell is going on but it honestly seems like I have been made a pawn in someone's sick game. Like someone made a bet about he and I, then interfered or made it impossible to "win" or come together. Its sick, I have been being stalked by a woman for years. I don't know if anyone even knows what is being done to me other than me and knowing this ex of mine, he puts me last....might have been manipulated to believe something false about me (ie projection by one of these wicked witches stalking, taunting and harassing me) his ex was extremely manipulative and for sure has slandered me among a large group of people. It all started with his ex, after he tried to break it off with her, putting on fake drama displays, jealousy, stalking and manipulation in 2014 and has not stopped, in fact it has expanded like a black hole of abuse. All I can say is if he is alive, if he wants to have a conversation with me in this life, he had better show up soon because I am not long for this world after 6 years of abuse, nor do I want to be, I don't want to live in a world so full of cruelty nor do I want anything to do with any of the people who have participated, which seems to be everyone I know. I can't seem to get help from the police (and this is 100% a legal issue, I have had countless criminal acts done to me, including cyber harassment, IRL stalking, assault, extreme isolation, public humiliation and severe character assassination - not that I WANT or need to involve the legal system, but absent answers from someone, I have no choice, it is do or die at this point, literally. I don't expect an apology from anyone involved at this point because they are so obviously narcissistic and those kind of people don't apologize). It's going to kill me - I have a stress-based immune disease and have been under the worst stress - I might as well be locked in a solitary confinement cell, for 5 years now. Committed twice by my family, assaulted by staff while committed, gaslit in the facility but had both commitments cancelled AND a psych evaluation showing I never should have been in there in the first place) Its almost as if everyone involved has been compromised to the extent that speaking out or being honest is a liability for them. Someone I assume has been in contact with my abusive brother even suggested he was "tricked" - he was not tricked. You can not trick someone into stalking, insulting, abusing, defaming, harassing and making false reports to the police about. That is called evading accountability, not "being tricked". He tricked himself because he is delusional, which is one of many projections lobbed at me. I am going to die alone because of other people's projections. Sorry for venting, I have nowhere to turn, no one to talk to and don't know what else to do. I could journal I suppose but at this point my hands would fall off if I tried to write everything down in a coherent way. 6 years of my life are gone and it's not just 6 years, because with an auto-immune disease, every year is worst than the last. I have even gone through menopause in this time. I went from happy, positive, enthusiastic and pretty healthy even with a crippling disease, to isolated, depressed, hopeless and sick and every day that passes, my heart breaks a little more and my health declines. I can't get those years back, I will never recover the health I had 6 years ago, so every day of silence, is really just another nail in my coffin. I don't understand. How hard is it to pick up the phone or for someone to tell the truth? What could the people involved in hurting me possibly have been told or believed about me to think I deserve this crap? Not only that, but 3 women similar to me, in similar circumstances, killed themselves and someone tried to get me to kill myself as well. The police don't care about that either. I want someone behind bars, if they don't have the conscience or honesty to stop this they deserve to either die or spend the rest of their lives in prison, for manslaughter x 3, or more. There's a sadist in the mix victimizing people and I am one of them.
@@YoungO-un8ul I can't heal. I don't mind being alone, but I can not live in virtual reality forever and I have been for 5 years now. I need justice, from the justice system. I need resolution and answers in order to heal. I find it hard to believe that everyone involved is as heartless as they seem to be. It's shocking and makes me not want to live at all. I guess I will talk to a lawyer in the morning and start there. Money is worthless anyway when you can't leave the damn house.
Yes exists ,are the two flames ,real flames ,the red one plus the blue one ,toghether in the heart space ,and together are the violet flame ,when that is acomplshed ,the law of atraction works ,so i mean when you see that in your being is real ,not just saing it ,feel it ,seeing it ,that are the twin flames ,is your union with your divine patner inside , i can say its not easy at all ,but is alredy acomplished ,it was veeeery hard and painful ,but yes ,is posible .
@@lenutaionascu9073 mine has all the physical signs, plus I think I saw what he was thinking a few times, but that was years ago and it's definitely been suggested, by a lot of real people in real life, that they wanted him to die or they wished he was dead or in my mother's case, laughed at the idea I would care. + a lot of very subtle suggestions he is dead, even how he died. Suggestions for me to kill myself. It's been hideous for the last 6 years, just hideous. All these people I thought were my friends, being really abusive toward me, talking shit about him, I need to go to the police. I have gone to the police, gotten nowhere. Most of the people saying these terrible things have connections to police, some are "FTP" type people. It's insane. I've basically become mute. I can type and make small talk, even smile and laugh with people when I am out with my dog, but trying to talk about any of this just ends up with me babbling and sounding insane. I gave up trying to call people and talk to them, it just ends up with abuse. People I've known for most of my life. I just..I'm speechless, literally.
He is making an excuse why he has a 3rd party between us. whatever message he sends - most likely will not - it will be to try to get me back into the trio of lies.
What’s wrong with all these masculines? Why are they so weak and stuck in their self lying?!Three years now hearing this message he has to make a decision, but there are family issues. Always the same story. He is stuck in his energy and his victim mode. Im opted out definitely! The universe will bring me a new person who’s awakened and ready for a true commitment!👍🏼😊 The last few weeks i felt so heavy, but now after this blue full moon, my positive energy and a new feeling inside me is coming 😃✨✨🌟💫!
I think it’s the way their mothers raised them or watching their fathers unconscious bad behaviors. Total family dysfunction. But they need to man up and do the work to change and stop the cycle and ancestral karma
@@nicoledesmond1506
I like your vision.
Masculine energy is kinda enslaved by the feminine energy.
Feminine energy created our existence, so the masculine energy will always be behind. But our vibration rises together.
Masculine energy is always looking to the feminine for approval. And if we don't get it, we keep working. I think we're at a standstill cuz we're close to a breakthrough!
@@YoungO-un8ul Not saying that all men are this way, but many are so stuck in their old ways that they refuse to grow or change. That is what is needed, a willingness on both parts to heal their childhood trauma and learn a new way of interacting with one another. Time to evolve 😊
@@nicoledesmond1506 if they are unwilling to change, is there anything you can do to expedite the change?
I resonate with you as a reader because you share so openly and authentically about your own personal life. It’s so much easier to relate to stories and apply it to my life. Thank you and I love you ❤️
We meet tomorrow and haven't seen eachother in 2 months now. I am securing my apartment lease TODAY and committing to my own growth and healing. I found the perfect place. I started crying the moment I entered the place, surrounded by trees and nature. I think he is coming now because it finally registered all the things I was trying to tell him before, but I can tell he is still in the same place mentally and leaning on me for something. He also finally realizes I think the toxicity is from us BOTH, so knows if he pulls me back it wont be good. I stopped fighting and am allowing him to take him own path now, in gratitude and grace and truth. I do think we will stay in touch, and serve a role in each others lives now in the positive. Especially with me releasing my anger and realizing what it is that I gain in all of this for myself and my own dreams coming to fruition. So.... now I am excited!!! Much love and thank you for this message!!!
Wow, MJ! Thank you. This was my exact situation 7 months ago! DM walked away, with expressions of love, to focus on family issues. I am raising my vibration and slowly realising my power! 🌈☀️❤
Thank you for sharing such insightful and healing messages with us, MJ! Love and appreciation to all! And to all watching, please continue to stay safe and healthy! Make sure to take care of yourself , first! Thank you!
Wow - This message spoke to me today. My boyfriend just asked me this morning if I wanted to meet his children and I responded that I wanted to meet their mother first 😅 (they have a very cool and stress free co-parenting relationship). He agreed and said he would schedule it.
I'm totally stressing about meeting her (maybe not outright regret like the reading suggested...but I am asking myself WHY I asked for it), but in the long term it will be a good thing for us in this new beginning between our families.
From a guy
...that's respectfully sexy!
My baby mom's would like you before meeting you if you said you wanted to meet her first!
Your intuition is on point
Don't be nervous 😉
Honey, you got no problems. Please.
Sounds like our story. I 'summoned' him, manifested love and he appeared, boom! Upheaval and chaos followed. He backed off,, returned...slowly. now we are in the 'waiting room'. He's focused on the pentacles and days he can't deal with anything else now. I'm building up my empress strength in the meantime. May it be soon! 💖💖
I've purged and removed what no longer serves me, ivee made the offer, spoken my truth and continuing to move forward. I've made space for the masculine and will keep my heart chakra open while working towards keeping in my highest vibration. 🙏♥️
Just watched this and resonates big time with discussions yesterday, i no longer know whether to believe he loves me and think i should just walk away eventhough the thought of it kills me
Been in the void 6 most. I'm
more than ready!💖 🎇💖
This is my situations playing out over the past 4-5 months.. We are moving towards union just now after time apart to understand the role of the karmic... 🙏 praying that it all works out
Just told my story...but gave me hope and direction. Blessings
Yes I’m finally learning how to be in the driving seat of my financial stability and how to navigate technology and computers websites etc 😇 those have been massive obstacles I have placed my self in through mindsets I was conditioned into believing 🙏
i made the right decisions, just learning how to deal with the aloneness now
Thank you mj love this reading❤
I LOVE YOU, Mary Jo!!!! Many great blessings to YOU!!!! 🐲💖✨
This is Amazing thank You
Same ole same ole. The Masculines need to man up and make a decision. The feminines are stepping up their game and may not be there when and if they decide to show up. At least I can Speak for myself. I love him but the same ole movie is getting boring old and stale. Sorry but not sorry. Too many takes! 📽🎬
I hear you! 100% He needs to man up and realize he has power to choose his happiness instead of running away. Meanwhile I've been doing my work, a LOT of it. For two years he resisted and resisted and dug in and clung to old ways. Maybe he's finally doing it. I don't know. Whatever. But I'm moving on. I'm even moving away to an exciting new city. He still knows where how to find me in the digital world so who knows.
@@YourVillageSantaClarita AMEN!
I have done an I am!! As in an Aries full of gods goodness!
Thank you for your words!!
For the first time watching your twin flame readings, I can actually see myself in the male and female energies. I see my situation in this reading as well.
Allergy remedy...Try eating quail eggs. But they need to be raw..can add to a smoothie 🦋
Awesome reading! 💛
I'm sorry I did not offer for anyone to come with me on my new beginning.....absolutely NOT! This is for me and me only!
Great insight.. 🙏🏻😊 Thank yoj
It is interesting,...I can relate. We do have things to learn. Hoping my Dm comes toward me. So we can talk!! Thank you
Wow, wow, wow! This is my life!!! Exactly!
I am in my 60s and he is in his 70s he has me in a 3rd party situation I don't have alot of time to wait for him to make a decision time is into the twilight years not alot of time left.😢💔
This is amazing! This same reading came through for me 6 months ago ✨✨✨
i hear the message as the feminine must learn to receive, abundance. less do/action more flow. the masculine must learn less action ams more fun. unfortunately until the feminine learns the lesson the masculine will sit back and wait to make his move. this is challenging for me as all my life i have had a lack mindset and i am being faced to challenge it to move through this next lesson. i get it in theory but to apply/successfully. is a completely different story. it will come though. i will not rest until this lesson has been learned. and this is where self love/worth lie. internal. not external 🙏❤️🌈✨
I love it when you laugh!
Yes, chatting with three people. One I know is not serious. They are still devastated over their recent divorce. I'm just someone to talk to. The other two just two new to tell anything. Just getting to know each other.
Leo empress here.... Too right I’m taking it personally lol.
Never go one day without hearing you it's now 21.30pm sa time. Marisa de Barros Lamy SAG
*goes into the PROOF folder*
Im gping to meet him 11.11.2020
Been 30 years since we where together.
Im adjusting. X
Wow congrats...what awakened you to your TF after so long? That's amazing!
@@mstboneI was travelling in the UK. He messaged me to wish me a Happy Birthday on the 25 th September.
He was sorry he left me and always loved me. He brought me a flight back to Australia. Nevertheless im in isloation day 13 of 14 days. Haven't seen my family for 2 years. Meet my grandson for the first time. Then i fly out the following week to see him. We both want to see if this real or just a cross paths.
@@bindijohnson5440 Wow I'm very happy for you!
@@bindijohnson5440 wow good luck 🍀
Amazing 🥰
Yes I love her ad allways will
DAMN!!! This might as well have been a personal reading.
I thought that as well!!!
so many people seem to be going thru similar (but odd) things at the same time, sort of like the way narcissists seem to all have the same playbook. if that makes sense. hearing so many similar stories of people who have been badly slandered, harassed, stalked etc...it's a bit spooky.
Right on time, thank you
For me it's happening today I dont know what's gonna happen
I'll be back to tell you.
He asked if I have forgiven him, and told me updates about his life, that's it.
Resonating with the read and many other df in the comments. Feeling tired of the push pull. Great hair and color MJ 😍 😘
I hear you on the allergies, MJ.🌹Hope you will feel better.
Thank you!! 😁❤✌
Spot on!
I did this today. I told him that I regret running and not accepting his offer of love. He is very single and alone. I am single now. I ran because I didn't want him to be my rebound. I told him that this morning. He has written me off. He won't budge. So I guess, I just know that there is something better. (I am masculine energy).
I don’t even want the DM, lol. I already know what happening behind the scenes and don’t really care!!! I’m free and in love with life. He would be a prison sentence at this point in the journey. 💗
God bless love ad light
We are on our 3rd try on our TW connection. We are both single. He travels with work so it gives both of us time to work on things. Now that he recognizes the connection, I try to send him ways he can meditate and things he should work on. I also communicate what I’m working on. Is there a way we can know what else we need work at other than triggers we recognize?
I am trying to figure out what all this means? I am ongoing connected problems on the misdiagnosis of bi polar disorder, no union support, job blocking, very few friends and trying to get past my spiritual awakening and trying to study reiki Master training and my claressa have been actively working off and on ! I'm cancer and she is my heart desire is scorpio returning? Her bday is in November. I cant wait 2 see her or hear from her again
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2:22 while watching this💜
Hello from Eleven11 church
Hi! I bought the extended but it doesn't seem like the extended for this. It was the link before the title for this... but there were 2 readings and I bought the one with the same dates as this but the cards didn't look the same and the reading started looking for crown chakra. Just didn't sound right. :) Thank you.
Its the 3rd one down TF regrets and new beginnings
Cancer
Could a twin flame be a career opportunity?
Nope
@@sidseljess7997 why not?
It's all energy, right?
A twin flame is very specific a soul with same energetic blueprint, so not just any energy.
@@sidseljess7997 but energy can't be contained, so what if there was a career opportunity that shared your same energetic blueprint?
@@YoungO-un8ul if it resonates with you, then all is good 😃 In my opinion, twin flame (if you believe in that) has nothing to do with possibility waves in the quantum field - it is two souls with same blueprint and souls (consiousness) is not “just” energy.
bought the extended but its the wrong one, your link isnt the right one MaryJo,
can someone help at all?
Hi MJ! I went for the extended and don’t see it. It just has the two from earlier this morning. Am I looking in the wrong area? Thank you!
Its the 3rd one down its TF regrets and new beginnings
🤷♀️ I don't know MJ. Love and light
That's me at moment stuck at moment she won't came back
I can relate to some of this....who I think is my "twin flame" if that even really exists, I know who it is, but everyone and their dog have come between us, including my family + a large community (seemingly led by an extremely toxic female - or 3) such that I do not even know if he is alive and the really sick part of it all is no one will tell me and I don't know what the hell is going on but it honestly seems like I have been made a pawn in someone's sick game. Like someone made a bet about he and I, then interfered or made it impossible to "win" or come together. Its sick, I have been being stalked by a woman for years. I don't know if anyone even knows what is being done to me other than me and knowing this ex of mine, he puts me last....might have been manipulated to believe something false about me (ie projection by one of these wicked witches stalking, taunting and harassing me) his ex was extremely manipulative and for sure has slandered me among a large group of people.
It all started with his ex, after he tried to break it off with her, putting on fake drama displays, jealousy, stalking and manipulation in 2014 and has not stopped, in fact it has expanded like a black hole of abuse. All I can say is if he is alive, if he wants to have a conversation with me in this life, he had better show up soon because I am not long for this world after 6 years of abuse, nor do I want to be, I don't want to live in a world so full of cruelty nor do I want anything to do with any of the people who have participated, which seems to be everyone I know.
I can't seem to get help from the police (and this is 100% a legal issue, I have had countless criminal acts done to me, including cyber harassment, IRL stalking, assault, extreme isolation, public humiliation and severe character assassination - not that I WANT or need to involve the legal system, but absent answers from someone, I have no choice, it is do or die at this point, literally. I don't expect an apology from anyone involved at this point because they are so obviously narcissistic and those kind of people don't apologize). It's going to kill me - I have a stress-based immune disease and have been under the worst stress - I might as well be locked in a solitary confinement cell, for 5 years now. Committed twice by my family, assaulted by staff while committed, gaslit in the facility but had both commitments cancelled AND a psych evaluation showing I never should have been in there in the first place)
Its almost as if everyone involved has been compromised to the extent that speaking out or being honest is a liability for them. Someone I assume has been in contact with my abusive brother even suggested he was "tricked" - he was not tricked. You can not trick someone into stalking, insulting, abusing, defaming, harassing and making false reports to the police about. That is called evading accountability, not "being tricked". He tricked himself because he is delusional, which is one of many projections lobbed at me. I am going to die alone because of other people's projections. Sorry for venting, I have nowhere to turn, no one to talk to and don't know what else to do. I could journal I suppose but at this point my hands would fall off if I tried to write everything down in a coherent way. 6 years of my life are gone and it's not just 6 years, because with an auto-immune disease, every year is worst than the last. I have even gone through menopause in this time. I went from happy, positive, enthusiastic and pretty healthy even with a crippling disease, to isolated, depressed, hopeless and sick and every day that passes, my heart breaks a little more and my health declines. I can't get those years back, I will never recover the health I had 6 years ago, so every day of silence, is really just another nail in my coffin. I don't understand. How hard is it to pick up the phone or for someone to tell the truth? What could the people involved in hurting me possibly have been told or believed about me to think I deserve this crap? Not only that, but 3 women similar to me, in similar circumstances, killed themselves and someone tried to get me to kill myself as well. The police don't care about that either. I want someone behind bars, if they don't have the conscience or honesty to stop this they deserve to either die or spend the rest of their lives in prison, for manslaughter x 3, or more. There's a sadist in the mix victimizing people and I am one of them.
The tarot community is your new family.
We feel your pain.
Now it's time for you to heal.
-hermit
@@YoungO-un8ul I can't heal. I don't mind being alone, but I can not live in virtual reality forever and I have been for 5 years now. I need justice, from the justice system. I need resolution and answers in order to heal. I find it hard to believe that everyone involved is as heartless as they seem to be. It's shocking and makes me not want to live at all. I guess I will talk to a lawyer in the morning and start there. Money is worthless anyway when you can't leave the damn house.
Yes exists ,are the two flames ,real flames ,the red one plus the blue one ,toghether in the heart space ,and together are the violet flame ,when that is acomplshed ,the law of atraction works ,so i mean when you see that in your being is real ,not just saing it ,feel it ,seeing it ,that are the twin flames ,is your union with your divine patner inside , i can say its not easy at all ,but is alredy acomplished ,it was veeeery hard and painful ,but yes ,is posible .
@@lenutaionascu9073 mine has all the physical signs, plus I think I saw what he was thinking a few times, but that was years ago and it's definitely been suggested, by a lot of real people in real life, that they wanted him to die or they wished he was dead or in my mother's case, laughed at the idea I would care. + a lot of very subtle suggestions he is dead, even how he died. Suggestions for me to kill myself. It's been hideous for the last 6 years, just hideous. All these people I thought were my friends, being really abusive toward me, talking shit about him, I need to go to the police. I have gone to the police, gotten nowhere. Most of the people saying these terrible things have connections to police, some are "FTP" type people. It's insane. I've basically become mute. I can type and make small talk, even smile and laugh with people when I am out with my dog, but trying to talk about any of this just ends up with me babbling and sounding insane. I gave up trying to call people and talk to them, it just ends up with abuse. People I've known for most of my life. I just..I'm speechless, literally.
Prayers have been sent for you my dear!:-)
Didn’t find the extended. 🤪 Just checkin’...Maybe i am going too fast.😅🤣
Yeah I'm not seeing it on Patreon either...
Its 3 one down its TF regrets new beginnings
I hate Marc retro; I’ve reached out many times since June . I trust if I’m needed o will be contacted .
When I click the link to the extended, I don't see "regrets and new beginnings" ... mercury retrograde!?
Its TF regrets new beginnings nov 2-8 its there
Libra in love with Cancer 😢
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Always heartbreaking.
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He is making an excuse why he has a 3rd party between us. whatever message he sends - most likely will not - it will be to try to get me back into the trio of lies.
Come on be honest..
Trump or Biden?! 😏