Sending a big big hug from my higher self to yours 🫂 you are so incredible and I hope this reading is a little reminder of that!💗 🕐Timestamps Intro: 0:00 Reading Breakdown: 0:17 Pile Selection: 3:17 Make a Wish + Mini Reading: 4:44 Pile 1 (Clear Quartz): 10:05 Pile 2 (Yellow Fluorite): 1:11:10 Pile 3 (Aura Coated Amethyst): 2:11:27 🕯Candle of the Month: The Empress🌸 (USE CODE ESO10 FOR 10% OFF) www.etsy.com/listing/1683860018/esotarot-the-empress-reiki-charged-rose?ref=shop_review www.angelicmagic888.com/product/esotarot-the-empress-candle/494?cp=true&sa=false&sbp=false&q=false&category_id=3 👻Follow Me: Instagram: instagram.com/worldofeso Wild Muse Oracle, The Pastel Journey Tarot, Crystals, Jewelry: beau-life.com/esotarot (Use code ESOTAROT for 10% off!) My Merch: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot Go to my sponsor: trykeen.com/esotarot to get your first 5 minute reading for $1
Pile 2! I felt called to make affirmation lyrics in ambiences and also I felt called to create tarot and oracle! (Which is linked under my youtube abouts page if you’re interested to see😇)
Pile 2 you said in the reading and synchronicity, just as you said 13 and 33 while reading the mandeline message the time turned 1:33 n I saw that as 13 and 33....
Eso I cannot begin to explain how much your videos help me and my mental health when i'm spiraling or feeling my lowest. You bring so much peace and clarity into my life and you have NEVERR missed. You're always so insanely accurate which is mind blowing to me and you're the only reader I fully trust on youtube. Thank you for your videos you have no idea how much they heal me❤
pile 2, im a musician who struggles a lot with anxiety & writers block but i have been inspired to fight against the state of the world, i know im meant to change the world i get sooo many readings telling me i will and i know in my mind i will i just dont know where to start and i feel very overwhelmed
oh WOW i haven’t finished it yet but i just saw the queen of wands…this is one of my song lyrics “im the queen of wands that never backs down from a fight, there something in my bones that need to come to light”
@riotfant2653 first of all, that's a BEAUTIFUL lyric!! second of all, think of it this way. one brick at a time builds the house. one post at a time. one song at a time, one promo at a time. it's OK to have a plan or go intuitively or a mixture of both. putting a big goal into actionable steps is the way to get there!!
Pile 2: Thank you so much Eso. Your reading brought me to tears. It was exactly what I needed because the past months have been really tough. I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders and I’m constantly feeling so helpless. Always wishing that I could do more. I’m slowly starting to learn that it’s not my responsibility. xxx
Somtimes I just put you on to fall asleep because your energy is so purely loving and comforting ♡ thank you for existing!so thankful our paths have crossed on this plane!
I lost a client and I haven't found work in 3.5 months. I don't know why as I'm really good at what I do. Feeling frightened as I'm running out of $. Scary.
@brittanyb6889 and @RS-xu3he Maintain your faith in you and the universe and your Talent and meditate as much as you can to keep you grounded, at least this was what I did when I had such a situation. Much love to you 💚.
pile 1: I've been working on healing for the past two years but recently feel the need to expand but am so scared of moving forward. I cannot express how much this reading means to me! literally crying right now. divine timing and channeling. tysm eso!!
I hear you, friend; may you receive what you most need and feel aligned with your joy. I also chose pile 1, it is tough sometimes, but it can be helpful to start with small steps that connect you to your joy and authentic self in the present moment. Best wishes ❤
definitely needed this... going through tough friend breakup(s) and having to move out on friday with no place set for my next living situation yet 😢 thank you as always eso
2 the truth of self trust! I don’t feel as guilty as I use to for chossing myself. I realized if I am out in a position where I choose not to disappoint myself and it’s okay to disappoint others.
Pile 2- Spent all day crying after listening to solar plexus healing frequencies... my birthday is in 2 days but I don't feel like there is much to celebrate.. Incredibly burnt out and tired..... plus I recently put myself out there and got aired.... so it kinda threw my confidence... and tbh, it's been a tough year... so it's been hard trying to believe in myself and my dreams... i just want to feel loved and happy ...
Pile 2 here......and I gotta say I started crying the minute you started the reading. I've been dealing with a TF who chose someone else over me for a little over a year now. We both live in a small community and I learned a few weeks ago that they are now engaged. The issue: I know deep in my soul that he is not happy. I never see him smile, he's hardly ever social and every fiber of my being is telling me that he's regretting his choice. I keep trying to move on but the pull towards him is so strong that I think about him all the time. This morning I just started crying because I feel like I'm going insane and I had a long talk with my spirit team and said I just need some clarification on what exactly is going on. Then I found your video. Thank you, Eso, from the bottom of my ❤.
I hope this message can help you in any way - As much as you worry and care for them you have to let them have their own experience even if it's constantly tied to you and the experience is away from you. It's hard not to feel them when they're constantly invading your space mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. What helped me through that arduous journey was doing exactly that! The TF Journey! Like I genuinely began to work hard on myself, to travel alone, I even started a self love ritual that I can share if you're interested. I began to invest in myself and I took a journey back home to myself. I built my self esteem, my security and intuition. I made sure to figure out what lessons I needed to learn from that TF experience. After almost over a year I finally figured out a way in which I can be myself, give someone the opportunity to love me and have that other person's feelings/energy living inside of me. They can co-exist. You're never separated. Unconditional love for the self and unconditional love for the other person. You want what's best for them and it might not align with you or with their own selves. That is their journey. If they ever decide to come back then you can asses at that moment what is going on. What is key in this whole journey is going home to yourself and building your own happiness. Let that relationship teach you and set you free instead of chaining you to the hope of reunion. You deserve to be free and loved💓
@@TwinkleStarLemonFruit I would love a self love ritual, if you would like to share . I did a cutting cord ritual for letting go of sexual relationship that I had with my divine partner. Welcoming Devine friendships . And truly honestly honor myself my body my existence. Thank you for your comment, love light and everything nice your way . ⭐️🌞👽
Been a rough couple of months and my higher self actually tried to connect with me earlier today while I'm the shower. Felt this was exactly what was needed when I saw the title. 🌈 Mini Reading- The accuracy gave me goose flesh. About self-sabotage and doubt; been feeling that strongly lately. #3 Reading - Again, your accuracy is chilling. I am still listening, but can already tell this was exactly what my Higher self was trying to connect and tell me. Thank you, Eso 💕
Pile 2 - I can't believe how much I needed this. I'm still recovering from two blood infections and was in the hospital for a minute. That being said I hold so close in my heart being a bedbound activist (or trying to be) and was feeling so shitty that I could do even less than I could before. It feels like nothing I do sometimes makes a difference. I needed this. I trusted my gut and it helped me survive. I trusted myself and I am recovering. I can take my time (this is probably the hardest one for me, as everything feels so time sensitive). But your right. There is nothing I can hope to give if there is no me. Thank you, thank you eso. Also 🌈, can't imagine not wanting to be a part of this community. ❤
I just wanna say I’m about halfway through pile 2 and your accent just cheered me up so much 🥺🥺 the whole reading is helping me so much, and resonating so well, but omg the accent.. cured my depression, watered my crops, kept me going bruh 😭😭 love you
Pile 2... I just want to say THANK YOU 🖤🙏 I def needed this because I feel like I have been getting slammed in recent years. It's so hard to be on this path & feel things so deeply & know I have so much potential & yet it all seems so out of reach. I'm seeing how mean people can be but I know it's not them & I put up w a lot. I'm seeing miracles & if I speak to these things then it's like im.looked at like I have magical thinking so I question myself & deep down I know it's real. I know I'm magical & powerful.
There's so much I've been wanting to express about how grateful i am that you entered my life. I'll try to make this as short as I can... I started watching your videos a few months back when I was still in denial about what my purpose on this planet entailed. I also needed confirmation for the transformations I was/ and are still going through. Thanks to you Madison, I feel sooo much safety and peace in my body- and have since sacrificed my comfort of living on the moon, to be here- a HUMAN that is not only part of society- but a human that came here to carve out a path only few are willing to walk... YOU lovely Madison- have contributed to that shift. I don't know you personally ofcourse, but I always hear your encouraging affirmations/ words of wisdom as I go about my day. And I appreciate the hell out of the fact that I was lucky enough to stumble onto your channel. I love you sooo much 💗 Keep spreading the good vibes sis ✨️ 💙🤗 Also, I'm proud of you for doing something scary and uncomfortable!! I bet you're spiritual team is proud of you too! 👏💁♀️
Pile 3: I needed this, I’ve been in a bit of a limbo state as of recently and I’ve been trying to help myself shift and it’s been a struggle but this reading is exactly everything I needed to hear right now!! Thankyou so much!!, keep up the awesome work ✨🌟💕
This video was much needed. Pile 2. Definitely needed to hear and know. The 7 of swords came out in my last reading i did for myself. Iv bee. Feeling trapped so hearing I'm not as trapped as I feel Definitely comforting to know. Also needed to hear all the times you said you were proud cause that was needed. 😊
Eso, I just really wanted to thank you (hoping you get to read this)💜💜 You have no idea how helpful your videos have been to me, these really helped me get out of a very dark space and begin my healing journey, whenever I feel like giving up I just randomly play a video of yours. I can see myself evolve into someone I never thought I could be. Thankyou for instilling this sense of positivity in me💟💟 Sending you love, appreciation and gratitude🤍🤍
Pile 2. Kids should NEVER be hit or spanked. I'll preach it to my dying day. But people laugh about their childhood memories of being spanked, as if it's freaking FUNNY to be overpowered, humiliated, dominated, and to have your erogenous zones violated by an adult. It's very hard living in a society that minimizes and tolerates such horrific practices.
I LOVE GETTING UR NOTIFICATIONS 🥹 pile 2 and pile 3 popped out real fckn quick 😂😂 Thank you for clarifying “pep talk” because I’m so intimidated by my higher self and if it had just been “messages from your higher self” I would’ve thought my higher self was calling me out on my BS LOL I LOVE U & UR INCREDIBLE TOO 🫂💞✨
Pile 2 here...thank you for bringing your genuine energy and love to this reading....it felt like a friend talking to me and cheering me on. This video dropped as usual when i most needed it. Going through a lot of life changes at the moment so self doubt always creeps. Thank you for the clarity and thank you for the love and support. Im always trying to connect with my higher self and this reading gave me so much clarity that they are guiding me every step of the way.
Pile 2 let's gooo "the process of flow". Honestly Eso, I've been with you from the moment you started YT readings and you've been contributing a lot of growth in my life that I'm hella grateful for. I really needed this and you always come in a timely manner. Thank you
pile 2 - i'm about to move out of a household that has depleted my energy for the longest time and with that, moving away from people who i can't deny i love but i know aren't good for me. i've been simultaneously grieving the life i have lived so far and feeling scared of what’s to come because of its uncertainty, even though it's for the best.. even though it can finally allow me the space and energy necessary to move more freely and create intuitively. this pep talk was much needed. :) you have a gift, eso. i am thankful i get to experience it every time i click on a reading of yours. you have been integral to my spiritual journey, and i am so thankful the universe has led me to know your creation. thank you. sending you so much love and light ❤⭐
So crazy- I'm pile two- also an intuitive empath and reader- also an Aquarius, and just wrote a poem titled "The Star"- the last line was about self guidance. Just nuts how on point this is, and also, def have struggled with others views and expectations, vs how I be and manage in the world. Also, kunzite is a favorite stone of mine! Thanks mama! ❤❤❤🎉
Thank you, Eso. ❤ Pile 2, Angel Number 3113: Personal growth, fresh starts, and aligning with your true purpose. It's time to embrace new beginnings, tap into your creativity, and discover your authentic self.
My bbattle was always mental including shielding away from reality. Now I sense that I really need to change my foundation to get out survival mode. In a financial hole and I need a big foundational change so i can br independent. Tired of the same pressure and problems looming over me and my chest
1:12:41 not only did i INSTANTLY know pile 2 was for me, but it’s time stamp is a synchronistic and you called me an intuitive baddie at the beginning?! GORL!!! go on then. read my a$$!
Hey, Eso.. You always manage to touch me/call me out/expose so many things that i didnt catch and you do that so well in such a fun wayy!!! You were actually my first tarot reader- i think i was pile 3 in a guidance reading- i think it was night godess tarot... and u called me a 'bad bitch' and i was in!! Thank you so much for reading the way you do, in such a unhinged manner, and being like my cool big sis
🤣🤣🤣Eso you're so funny going off in accents while affirming us, i love you so much, it sounded like a loving gma giving us all the loves and blessings 🤪
Thank you so much for this video and the reading Eso! I chose pile 2 and tbh, I haven’t looked into any general readings for about a year due to unfortunate circumstances. I cried through most of the reading because i think it’s exactly what I needed to hear. I am so happy to have found your videos again and I believe I found it again for a reason. Thank you for being so supportive and hyping people up during your reading. It genuinely made me feel seen and heard and loved. Thank you for the reminder to choose what is most authentic for me.
Pile 2! I felt called to make affirmation lyrics in ambiences and also I felt called to create tarot and oracle! (Which is linked under my youtube abouts page if you’re interested to see😇)
Aquarius here, I'm in a period of understand my personal truth. What does it mean to be mean, how do I want to show up in the world, my relationships, and for myself. I'm working on building my personal brand and I am searching for a way to show up and how I can show up. I'm building a website, working on a book, and learning about spirituality. I feel like the biggest lesson I'm learning and my truth, is how to love myself and how loving myself will lead to deeper connections with others. Trusting others, trusting the world. I recently took a PQ Course (Positive Intelligence Course) and my biggest saboteur is "Hypervigilance" I tend to NOT trust others, my surroundings, myself. and I've been releasing that sense of control I need in every given situation, trusting others and just trusting myself to get out of any situation.
Wow! Pile 2 really resonated with me tonight! All the symbolism. Camelia blossoms are one of my favorite flowers, and I was just doing some Magdalene research earlier. Thank you eso!!!
I chose pile 1 and ...well I do keep repeating myself lol . Particularly in my inner dialogue , I have been panicking and ruminating quite a bit these few days . I keep watching tarot readings hoping it will make things calm down to no avail. This morning, I reached the conclusion that in order to resolve this crisis , I need to be present in mind and body but I just don't know how anymore . It's difficult knowing that everytime , I come down from my cloud , it's forceful and unpleasant and stressful . It feels like most my encounters with the world and life for the past few years , were crushing and simply difficult.
eso you are so connected and tapped into the 5D, I always leave your channel hearing exactly what i needed to, thank you for your years of support and guidance ❤ i LOVE YOU ❤
Pile 2 over here! I’ve been on a massive journey of self discovery and now I’ve hit exam season at school with a very different approach to studying. Ive been prioritising my inspiration, resulting in new ways of spending my time and a voice in my head is telling me that I need to stress myself out and suffer through study sessions even when I’m uninspired because “that’s what gets the results”. This has been weighing on me along with other things and the message for pile 2 so far is really helping me. Thank you Eso! I adore your videos.
pile 2 🌈⭐️ thank u eso for another amazing reading. this one hit home. i’m struggling with depression and self image right now, as well as juggling the weight of the world, its problems, and my own perception of that and myself. u perfectly encapsulated what i’ve been trying to put into words. thank u so much. some confirmations i thought were great: although i’m not an aquarius, i have 6 aquarius placements in my birth chart 😅 and identify highly with the sign. and my birthday is march 1 (31) which is nuts. every time i see 31 i feel very connected with my HS. thank u again eso and i hope everyone who reads this has a beautiful day ❤️
I was in Pile 2 and have been struggling with the state of the world and the future of it. If anyone is interested, I actually created a guided meditation that was released today for Envisioning a Better World because of it. I'm trying very hard to help this world become what I know so many of us that it can be. If anyone is willing to give it a try, I'd love to hear how it works for you. I don't usually comment on other creator's posts but it feels so related that it might help some of my fellow Pile 2s. Thank you so much Eso for your compassion and integrity!! I love your videos so much, and am sending everyone reading this comment so much love!! 💖💖💖💖
Pile 3 ❤❤ could not have been more on point for me!! Free your mind, the Rest will Follow!! ❤ and i did the pinky swear with you, love you too! Im part of your intro squad 🌈
Ive never said this in a comment, but the fact that eso includes people of different gender identities means a lit to me as a non binary person. Thank you, it makes a huge difference
🌈my boyfriend just called me and said that he saw a rainbow after a severe thunderstorm with hail, what a synchronous moment for you to mention rainbows
I used to think the truth was a slippery slope and only subjective but its not true. There is a truth that encapsulates the subjective and objective. Read the god series by mike hokney.
Pile 1 wow! 😭😭😭 I have had a lot of pain around being with family again, and feeling stuck. It's not the most healthy environment. I'm working on traveling again, and seeing my soul family.
🌈🌈 always talk myself out of commenting so here I am a few days later. These readings are always so helpful and you always tell it like it is and I really appreciate that
Hi, Eso!! I really needed this right now and I was hoping you were posting a video soon. Glad to see that you have, hope you’re doing well! We all appreciate and love you so much!! Sending love 💗💗Also 🌈 hehe
Pile 3 was spot on I feel like I'm not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I definitely feel like once I get to the top of the gaping hole it like erodes away once I do and I'm starting all over again... 😅😭😭🙃
Pile 2. Well, i normaly dont do comments but Eso's curiosity brought me here😂 Lets just say that who I am, what im good at, my interests and preocupations had brought me to work this last year on my thesis (proposal). I want to create a deeply revolutionary way to do a non-monetary accounting based on these philosopher's perspective, Theodore Adorno. I belive that our information systems,accounting being the biggest one, seriously limit the actions we belive are posible towards (insert all the shit we are drowning in 😂😂). So... yeah. Its been a trublesome process to critique the very inch of what accounting is while accountants are the ones who have to evalute the viability of the research. Still... this shit ought to be donee😤😤 (And it seems like its gona be aproved)
Yes, pile 2 My ex always made me realise and love my true self Then he fell out his beliefs and turns out he knows the truth, but he is not willing to go after it because... idk So I am facing a truth that I learned by people who are empty inside and not happy for actually knowing the truth. So that made me question is this right? Is the corrupte that they follow actually a "free" right and well and it is life or is the "truth" was always the only answer
Eso, I don't fully believe in tarot, but I watch these videos just to hear how comforting your voice and your words feel. My heart feels like it can rest from its anxieties :)) I dunno, it's like I believe in tarot just during the duration of your videos 😂
Hi Eso Tarot, I can't sleep right meow. I struggle from anxiety/depression. I started watching at 1:23 a.m. I chose pile #2. I'll write more comments shortly. Thamk you kondly! Best wishes to you and everyone else! 😻👑💜🙏🙌🫶🍀💎🌞🧿
eso.... you're crazy! i didn't even finish the pile one reading, but before i started, i wished something related to be myself more, expand myself and explore more my being. but after my wish i (talking to myself) said that i'm with a constant feeling that something is wrong (and WEIRDLY a person recently unlocked that feeling on me). i'm shocked. ok. now i'm gonna continue to watch the reading lmao!
sometimes (most of the time) i don't feel alive, like....i feel like i'm watching a movie all the time and i'm invisible. and that's not about needing approval from others, because i get >scared< when someone notices me (like...what? me?)
Thank you so much Maddy. This really helped me a lot. I'm going through it right now and these channeled messages are just the encouragement I needed! ❤❤❤
I chose Pile 1 and it resonated perfectly for me. I've been a little tense lately but I'm working through it. From an astrologer to a tarot reader your a pretty cool light worker 😉 thanks for the message
Sending a big big hug from my higher self to yours 🫂 you are so incredible and I hope this reading is a little reminder of that!💗
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Reading Breakdown: 0:17
Pile Selection: 3:17
Make a Wish + Mini Reading: 4:44
Pile 1 (Clear Quartz): 10:05
Pile 2 (Yellow Fluorite): 1:11:10
Pile 3 (Aura Coated Amethyst): 2:11:27
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You are such a sweetheart! ❤❤❤
You are so amazing Madison. From the bottom of my heart. Thank you. I love you.
thank youuu 🩷⚡️
Pile 2! I felt called to make affirmation lyrics in ambiences and also I felt called to create tarot and oracle! (Which is linked under my youtube abouts page if you’re interested to see😇)
Pile 2 you said in the reading and synchronicity, just as you said 13 and 33 while reading the mandeline message the time turned 1:33 n I saw that as 13 and 33....
Eso I cannot begin to explain how much your videos help me and my mental health when i'm spiraling or feeling my lowest. You bring so much peace and clarity into my life and you have NEVERR missed. You're always so insanely accurate which is mind blowing to me and you're the only reader I fully trust on youtube. Thank you for your videos you have no idea how much they heal me❤
Thank you for trusting me to be there for you 😭💗 it means so much to be able help! Sending you so much love 🫂
Right she does🥹
Even though I’m a reader myself, I totally back this comment ❤❤❤
This a 100%
I agree! So grateful
pile 2, im a musician who struggles a lot with anxiety & writers block but i have been inspired to fight against the state of the world, i know im meant to change the world i get sooo many readings telling me i will and i know in my mind i will i just dont know where to start and i feel very overwhelmed
oh WOW i haven’t finished it yet but i just saw the queen of wands…this is one of my song lyrics “im the queen of wands that never backs down from a fight, there something in my bones that need to come to light”
this is E X A C T L Y my experience lol
I’m a writer, but same
Baby steps ❤ start small so it’s not that overwhelming
@riotfant2653 first of all, that's a BEAUTIFUL lyric!! second of all, think of it this way. one brick at a time builds the house. one post at a time. one song at a time, one promo at a time. it's OK to have a plan or go intuitively or a mixture of both. putting a big goal into actionable steps is the way to get there!!
Pile 2: Thank you so much Eso. Your reading brought me to tears. It was exactly what I needed because the past months have been really tough. I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders and I’m constantly feeling so helpless. Always wishing that I could do more. I’m slowly starting to learn that it’s not my responsibility. xxx
legit went “YESSSS” out loud when i got this notification
🥺💗 thank you for being here!
Me too 😂😂😂😂
Pile 3. This reading had me in tears.
"You don't trust the universe to deliever." 😢
"You are worthy. You deserve beautiful things." ❤
Thank you Eso.
Pile 2, and as soon as you mentioned animal spirits, I just *knew* it was going to be a cat 😂
Hi darling
Haha same here😂
Somtimes I just put you on to fall asleep because your energy is so purely loving and comforting ♡ thank you for existing!so thankful our paths have crossed on this plane!
My boss out here tryna fire me cause she’s petty 😓 so afraid of being unhoused. A pep talk is very much needed
Sorry to hear that. My petty boss already fired me. Hope you overcome your situation and come out on top 🙏🏽❤️
Sounds like we're missing half the story here 👀
@@hollydaugherty2620I get what you’re saying but instead of saying that, give them kind words of encouragement and reassurance.
I lost a client and I haven't found work in 3.5 months. I don't know why as I'm really good at what I do. Feeling frightened as I'm running out of $. Scary.
@brittanyb6889 and @RS-xu3he Maintain your faith in you and the universe and your Talent and meditate as much as you can to keep you grounded, at least this was what I did when I had such a situation. Much love to you 💚.
Well….this is the first time you made me cry. I am Lavender seeking to accept the Matilda within myself.
Pile Two - “You don’t have to feel safe to be unafraid!” from Lights (Canadian Rock Goddess!!)
pile 1: I've been working on healing for the past two years but recently feel the need to expand but am so scared of moving forward. I cannot express how much this reading means to me! literally crying right now. divine timing and channeling. tysm eso!!
I hear you, friend; may you receive what you most need and feel aligned with your joy. I also chose pile 1, it is tough sometimes, but it can be helpful to start with small steps that connect you to your joy and authentic self in the present moment. Best wishes ❤
definitely needed this... going through tough friend breakup(s) and having to move out on friday with no place set for my next living situation yet 😢 thank you as always eso
I’m so sorry to hear this :( praying everything works out for you 💗 sending lots of love (and good friend vibes)
I'm also in a scary financial situation. I wish you healing and abundance. ❤
2 the truth of self trust! I don’t feel as guilty as I use to for chossing myself. I realized if I am out in a position where I choose not to disappoint myself and it’s okay to disappoint others.
Thank you! You’re amazing ❤
🌈🌈Pile 2: thank you so much for this reading! Everytime I watch one of your videos life feels so much more clear. Thank you!!!!
Pile 1 - hard to listen to. So many great people have biographies with such sad moments. Why?
Pile 2- Spent all day crying after listening to solar plexus healing frequencies... my birthday is in 2 days but I don't feel like there is much to celebrate.. Incredibly burnt out and tired..... plus I recently put myself out there and got aired.... so it kinda threw my confidence... and tbh, it's been a tough year... so it's been hard trying to believe in myself and my dreams...
i just want to feel loved and happy ...
Literally feeling this right now, hope your doing well😊
Pile 2 here......and I gotta say I started crying the minute you started the reading. I've been dealing with a TF who chose someone else over me for a little over a year now. We both live in a small community and I learned a few weeks ago that they are now engaged. The issue: I know deep in my soul that he is not happy. I never see him smile, he's hardly ever social and every fiber of my being is telling me that he's regretting his choice. I keep trying to move on but the pull towards him is so strong that I think about him all the time. This morning I just started crying because I feel like I'm going insane and I had a long talk with my spirit team and said I just need some clarification on what exactly is going on. Then I found your video. Thank you, Eso, from the bottom of my ❤.
I hope this message can help you in any way - As much as you worry and care for them you have to let them have their own experience even if it's constantly tied to you and the experience is away from you. It's hard not to feel them when they're constantly invading your space mentally, spiritually, and emotionally.
What helped me through that arduous journey was doing exactly that! The TF Journey! Like I genuinely began to work hard on myself, to travel alone, I even started a self love ritual that I can share if you're interested. I began to invest in myself and I took a journey back home to myself. I built my self esteem, my security and intuition. I made sure to figure out what lessons I needed to learn from that TF experience.
After almost over a year I finally figured out a way in which I can be myself, give someone the opportunity to love me and have that other person's feelings/energy living inside of me. They can co-exist. You're never separated. Unconditional love for the self and unconditional love for the other person.
You want what's best for them and it might not align with you or with their own selves. That is their journey. If they ever decide to come back then you can asses at that moment what is going on. What is key in this whole journey is going home to yourself and building your own happiness. Let that relationship teach you and set you free instead of chaining you to the hope of reunion.
You deserve to be free and loved💓
@@TwinkleStarLemonFruit I would love a self love ritual, if you would like to share . I did a cutting cord ritual for letting go of sexual relationship that I had with my divine partner. Welcoming Devine friendships . And truly honestly honor myself my body my existence. Thank you for your comment, love light and everything nice your way . ⭐️🌞👽
Been a rough couple of months and my higher self actually tried to connect with me earlier today while I'm the shower. Felt this was exactly what was needed when I saw the title.
🌈 Mini Reading- The accuracy gave me goose flesh. About self-sabotage and doubt; been feeling that strongly lately.
#3 Reading - Again, your accuracy is chilling. I am still listening, but can already tell this was exactly what my Higher self was trying to connect and tell me. Thank you, Eso 💕
I chose 1 and I just don't what to do with myself. Seen to be sleep walking 😦 through life and not connected with myself 😢
Pile 2 - I can't believe how much I needed this. I'm still recovering from two blood infections and was in the hospital for a minute. That being said I hold so close in my heart being a bedbound activist (or trying to be) and was feeling so shitty that I could do even less than I could before. It feels like nothing I do sometimes makes a difference. I needed this. I trusted my gut and it helped me survive. I trusted myself and I am recovering. I can take my time (this is probably the hardest one for me, as everything feels so time sensitive). But your right. There is nothing I can hope to give if there is no me. Thank you, thank you eso. Also 🌈, can't imagine not wanting to be a part of this community. ❤
🌈🌈🌈 Thank you for showing up exactly when I need this pep talk! ✨️✨️ Intro squad here.
Thank you, Eso! Love the candle! And love you too!
Hi darling
I just wanna say I’m about halfway through pile 2 and your accent just cheered me up so much 🥺🥺 the whole reading is helping me so much, and resonating so well, but omg the accent.. cured my depression, watered my crops, kept me going bruh 😭😭 love you
Pile 2... I just want to say THANK YOU 🖤🙏 I def needed this because I feel like I have been getting slammed in recent years.
It's so hard to be on this path & feel things so deeply & know I have so much potential & yet it all seems so out of reach.
I'm seeing how mean people can be but I know it's not them & I put up w a lot.
I'm seeing miracles & if I speak to these things then it's like im.looked at like I have magical thinking so I question myself & deep down I know it's real. I know I'm magical & powerful.
There's so much I've been wanting to express about how grateful i am that you entered my life. I'll try to make this as short as I can...
I started watching your videos a few months back when I was still in denial about what my purpose on this planet entailed. I also needed confirmation for the transformations I was/ and are still going through. Thanks to you Madison, I feel sooo much safety and peace in my body- and have since sacrificed my comfort of living on the moon, to be here- a HUMAN that is not only part of society- but a human that came here to carve out a path only few are willing to walk...
YOU lovely Madison- have contributed to that shift. I don't know you personally ofcourse, but I always hear your encouraging affirmations/ words of wisdom as I go about my day. And I appreciate the hell out of the fact that I was lucky enough to stumble onto your channel. I love you sooo much 💗
Keep spreading the good vibes sis ✨️ 💙🤗
Also, I'm proud of you for doing something scary and uncomfortable!! I bet you're spiritual team is proud of you too! 👏💁♀️
My higher self would so be happy to hug your higher self 🫶 ❤ 🙏
Same, we need higher self group hugs with Eso🤗
Pile 3: I needed this, I’ve been in a bit of a limbo state as of recently and I’ve been trying to help myself shift and it’s been a struggle but this reading is exactly everything I needed to hear right now!!
Thankyou so much!!, keep up the awesome work ✨🌟💕
This video was much needed. Pile 2. Definitely needed to hear and know. The 7 of swords came out in my last reading i did for myself. Iv bee. Feeling trapped so hearing I'm not as trapped as I feel Definitely comforting to know. Also needed to hear all the times you said you were proud cause that was needed. 😊
Eso, I just really wanted to thank you (hoping you get to read this)💜💜
You have no idea how helpful your videos have been to me, these really helped me get out of a very dark space and begin my healing journey, whenever I feel like giving up I just randomly play a video of yours. I can see myself evolve into someone I never thought I could be. Thankyou for instilling this sense of positivity in me💟💟
Sending you love, appreciation and gratitude🤍🤍
Pile 2. Kids should NEVER be hit or spanked. I'll preach it to my dying day. But people laugh about their childhood memories of being spanked, as if it's freaking FUNNY to be overpowered, humiliated, dominated, and to have your erogenous zones violated by an adult. It's very hard living in a society that minimizes and tolerates such horrific practices.
pile 2.. 15 mins in & already cryinggg ahaaaaaa thank u eso
I LOVE GETTING UR NOTIFICATIONS 🥹 pile 2 and pile 3 popped out real fckn quick 😂😂
Thank you for clarifying “pep talk” because I’m so intimidated by my higher self and if it had just been “messages from your higher self” I would’ve thought my higher self was calling me out on my BS LOL
I LOVE U & UR INCREDIBLE TOO 🫂💞✨
Pile 2 here...thank you for bringing your genuine energy and love to this reading....it felt like a friend talking to me and cheering me on. This video dropped as usual when i most needed it. Going through a lot of life changes at the moment so self doubt always creeps. Thank you for the clarity and thank you for the love and support. Im always trying to connect with my higher self and this reading gave me so much clarity that they are guiding me every step of the way.
I'm uncleanching my but cheeks now. Thanks love!
Pile 2 let's gooo "the process of flow". Honestly Eso, I've been with you from the moment you started YT readings and you've been contributing a lot of growth in my life that I'm hella grateful for. I really needed this and you always come in a timely manner. Thank you
I want to restart my life. Learn all facts. And make new beliefs. And new likings and new decisions. New life path
pile 2 - i'm about to move out of a household that has depleted my energy for the longest time and with that, moving away from people who i can't deny i love but i know aren't good for me. i've been simultaneously grieving the life i have lived so far and feeling scared of what’s to come because of its uncertainty, even though it's for the best.. even though it can finally allow me the space and energy necessary to move more freely and create intuitively.
this pep talk was much needed. :)
you have a gift, eso. i am thankful i get to experience it every time i click on a reading of yours.
you have been integral to my spiritual journey, and i am so thankful the universe has led me to know your creation.
thank you. sending you so much love and light ❤⭐
So crazy- I'm pile two- also an intuitive empath and reader- also an Aquarius, and just wrote a poem titled "The Star"- the last line was about self guidance. Just nuts how on point this is, and also, def have struggled with others views and expectations, vs how I be and manage in the world. Also, kunzite is a favorite stone of mine! Thanks mama! ❤❤❤🎉
I asked Spirit for a DIRECT sign that was all “our” own so I’d know…and I caught one of your videos at release!!! Whaaaa!! 🙌🏻✨💚🙏🏻
truly my favorite reader across all platforms, you’re true comfort 🤎
🌈Miss queen I absolutely needed this pep talk 🌈
Pile 3
Thank you for everything you do my readings are always spot on!
Thank you, Eso. ❤ Pile 2, Angel Number 3113: Personal growth, fresh starts, and aligning with your true purpose. It's time to embrace new beginnings, tap into your creativity, and discover your authentic self.
My bbattle was always mental including shielding away from reality. Now I sense that I really need to change my foundation to get out survival mode. In a financial hole and I need a big foundational change so i can br independent. Tired of the same pressure and problems looming over me and my chest
"You are a human BEING, not a human DOING"
My girl, you can't just drop those bombs on me and not give me a moment to process. Damn. ❤️🔥
Pile 2. Just what I needed to hear. Thank you 🤗💖✨💐
Eso! Check out David Bayer. He talks about things that would literally change your life.
You’re teaching what it means to have faith. Thank you
(pile 2 and 3)
🌿💖 Sending Love and hugs and blessings and joy to you.Thank YOU🧸🪽
1:12:41 not only did i INSTANTLY know pile 2 was for me, but it’s time stamp is a synchronistic and you called me an intuitive baddie at the beginning?! GORL!!! go on then. read my a$$!
Pile 3- Thank you so much for this pep talk! Exactly what I needed. You are awesome Eso💖🎉
Currently sleeping in my car this better be a reassuring reading 😂
Hey, Eso..
You always manage to touch me/call me out/expose so many things that i didnt catch and you do that so well in such a fun wayy!!!
You were actually my first tarot reader- i think i was pile 3 in a guidance reading- i think it was night godess tarot... and u called me a 'bad bitch' and i was in!!
Thank you so much for reading the way you do, in such a unhinged manner, and being like my cool big sis
🤣🤣🤣Eso you're so funny going off in accents while affirming us, i love you so much, it sounded like a loving gma giving us all the loves and blessings 🤪
I LOVE THE COLORS in this video!!! from the stones and cards and the candle and your nails and everything haha so colorful yet pleasant to the eyes 🦄🌈
Thank you so much for this video and the reading Eso! I chose pile 2 and tbh, I haven’t looked into any general readings for about a year due to unfortunate circumstances. I cried through most of the reading because i think it’s exactly what I needed to hear. I am so happy to have found your videos again and I believe I found it again for a reason.
Thank you for being so supportive and hyping people up during your reading. It genuinely made me feel seen and heard and loved.
Thank you for the reminder to choose what is most authentic for me.
Pile 2! I felt called to make affirmation lyrics in ambiences and also I felt called to create tarot and oracle! (Which is linked under my youtube abouts page if you’re interested to see😇)
Aquarius here, I'm in a period of understand my personal truth. What does it mean to be mean, how do I want to show up in the world, my relationships, and for myself. I'm working on building my personal brand and I am searching for a way to show up and how I can show up. I'm building a website, working on a book, and learning about spirituality. I feel like the biggest lesson I'm learning and my truth, is how to love myself and how loving myself will lead to deeper connections with others. Trusting others, trusting the world. I recently took a PQ Course (Positive Intelligence Course) and my biggest saboteur is "Hypervigilance" I tend to NOT trust others, my surroundings, myself. and I've been releasing that sense of control I need in every given situation, trusting others and just trusting myself to get out of any situation.
Thank you for this wonderful reading!! This really was everything I needed to hear 🧚🏻♀️☀️
3🌈 thank you so very much! I love and appreciate your readings. This one is perfect 🥰✌🏽🫶🏽
Wow! Pile 2 really resonated with me tonight! All the symbolism. Camelia blossoms are one of my favorite flowers, and I was just doing some Magdalene research earlier. Thank you eso!!!
I chose pile 1 and ...well I do keep repeating myself lol . Particularly in my inner dialogue , I have been panicking and ruminating quite a bit these few days . I keep watching tarot readings hoping it will make things calm down to no avail. This morning, I reached the conclusion that in order to resolve this crisis , I need to be present in mind and body but I just don't know how anymore . It's difficult knowing that everytime , I come down from my cloud , it's forceful and unpleasant and stressful . It feels like most my encounters with the world and life for the past few years , were crushing and simply difficult.
eso you are so connected and tapped into the 5D, I always leave your channel hearing exactly what i needed to, thank you for your years of support and guidance ❤ i LOVE YOU ❤
Pile 2 over here! I’ve been on a massive journey of self discovery and now I’ve hit exam season at school with a very different approach to studying. Ive been prioritising my inspiration, resulting in new ways of spending my time and a voice in my head is telling me that I need to stress myself out and suffer through study sessions even when I’m uninspired because “that’s what gets the results”. This has been weighing on me along with other things and the message for pile 2 so far is really helping me. Thank you Eso! I adore your videos.
pile 2 🌈⭐️ thank u eso for another amazing reading. this one hit home. i’m struggling with depression and self image right now, as well as juggling the weight of the world, its problems, and my own perception of that and myself. u perfectly encapsulated what i’ve been trying to put into words. thank u so much.
some confirmations i thought were great: although i’m not an aquarius, i have 6 aquarius placements in my birth chart 😅 and identify highly with the sign. and my birthday is march 1 (31) which is nuts. every time i see 31 i feel very connected with my HS.
thank u again eso and i hope everyone who reads this has a beautiful day ❤️
Group 2 here! This reading made me cry because holy crap I needed to hear that- thank you so much! I'm gonna hug myself now and cry some more ❤
I was in Pile 2 and have been struggling with the state of the world and the future of it. If anyone is interested, I actually created a guided meditation that was released today for Envisioning a Better World because of it. I'm trying very hard to help this world become what I know so many of us that it can be. If anyone is willing to give it a try, I'd love to hear how it works for you. I don't usually comment on other creator's posts but it feels so related that it might help some of my fellow Pile 2s. Thank you so much Eso for your compassion and integrity!! I love your videos so much, and am sending everyone reading this comment so much love!! 💖💖💖💖
Pile 3 ❤❤ could not have been more on point for me!! Free your mind, the Rest will Follow!! ❤ and i did the pinky swear with you, love you too! Im part of your intro squad 🌈
I really feel pile 2 and the BIGGEST TRUTH I HAVE IS WE NEED AN AIRWAY REVOLUTION
Ive never said this in a comment, but the fact that eso includes people of different gender identities means a lit to me as a non binary person. Thank you, it makes a huge difference
🌈my boyfriend just called me and said that he saw a rainbow after a severe thunderstorm with hail, what a synchronous moment for you to mention rainbows
I used to think the truth was a slippery slope and only subjective but its not true. There is a truth that encapsulates the subjective and objective. Read the god series by mike hokney.
Pile 1 wow! 😭😭😭 I have had a lot of pain around being with family again, and feeling stuck. It's not the most healthy environment. I'm working on traveling again, and seeing my soul family.
14:41 was spot on!!!
🌈🌈 always talk myself out of commenting so here I am a few days later. These readings are always so helpful and you always tell it like it is and I really appreciate that
This was SO helpful Eso🙏🏻🥹thank you deeply amazing soul💜
Can we all get a: Thank you my Beautiful Awesome Big sis Eso' Here!!
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#3, thank you 🌈
Hi, Eso!! I really needed this right now and I was hoping you were posting a video soon. Glad to see that you have, hope you’re doing well! We all appreciate and love you so much!! Sending love 💗💗Also 🌈 hehe
Pile 3 was spot on I feel like I'm not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I definitely feel like once I get to the top of the gaping hole it like erodes away once I do and I'm starting all over again... 😅😭😭🙃
Same. It makes me feel like it's something internal that I'm working through, not external
pile 2 starts at 1:11 at I picked it at 11:11 pm .. I had a feeling that would happen before I checked too hehe
I’m divinely feminine and divinely masculine. That balance is so sexy 🥰 ❤️ 🙏
Pile 2. Well, i normaly dont do comments but Eso's curiosity brought me here😂
Lets just say that who I am, what im good at, my interests and preocupations had brought me to work this last year on my thesis (proposal). I want to create a deeply revolutionary way to do a non-monetary accounting based on these philosopher's perspective, Theodore Adorno.
I belive that our information systems,accounting being the biggest one, seriously limit the actions we belive are posible towards (insert all the shit we are drowning in 😂😂). So... yeah.
Its been a trublesome process to critique the very inch of what accounting is while accountants are the ones who have to evalute the viability of the research. Still... this shit ought to be donee😤😤
(And it seems like its gona be aproved)
You got this!
🌈 I was stuck between pile 1 &3 so I just listened to both 💚
i needed this so much thank you Esoo
Yes, pile 2
My ex always made me realise and love my true self
Then he fell out his beliefs and turns out he knows the truth, but he is not willing to go after it because... idk
So I am facing a truth that I learned by people who are empty inside and not happy for actually knowing the truth.
So that made me question is this right? Is the corrupte that they follow actually a "free" right and well and it is life or is the "truth" was always the only answer
Literally always relevant, idk how, but you school me and enlighten me , thanks so much for your messages 💕☺️
Pile 2 and external validation. So accurate and on point. Thank you!
Eso, I don't fully believe in tarot, but I watch these videos just to hear how comforting your voice and your words feel. My heart feels like it can rest from its anxieties :)) I dunno, it's like I believe in tarot just during the duration of your videos 😂
🌈back to my comfort channel just when I need it, thank u Eso
Hi Eso Tarot, I can't sleep right meow. I struggle from anxiety/depression. I started watching at 1:23 a.m. I chose pile #2. I'll write more comments shortly. Thamk you kondly! Best wishes to you and everyone else! 😻👑💜🙏🙌🫶🍀💎🌞🧿
Pile #3 is also good. Lots of great msgs that give me verbal confirmations.
Thank you so much Eso. This was much needed. pile 2 was on point❤
sorry but how could you NOT pick pile 2??? so vibrant and beautiful 😭👏
girl you re amazing❤ thank you so much this is perfect!❤
eso.... you're crazy! i didn't even finish the pile one reading, but before i started, i wished something related to be myself more, expand myself and explore more my being. but after my wish i (talking to myself) said that i'm with a constant feeling that something is wrong (and WEIRDLY a person recently unlocked that feeling on me). i'm shocked. ok. now i'm gonna continue to watch the reading lmao!
sometimes (most of the time) i don't feel alive, like....i feel like i'm watching a movie all the time and i'm invisible. and that's not about needing approval from others, because i get >scared< when someone notices me (like...what? me?)
Shout Out to Jesse MCcartney , and all our beautiful souls
Thank you so much Maddy. This really helped me a lot. I'm going through it right now and these channeled messages are just the encouragement I needed! ❤❤❤
I chose Pile 1 and it resonated perfectly for me. I've been a little tense lately but I'm working through it. From an astrologer to a tarot reader your a pretty cool light worker 😉 thanks for the message
I loooooove your energy, and your language lol I feel seen. Thank you for this!
I legit love your Kabbalah of Spongebob moments
Thank you. Hug you back from me & my higher self!
I can't believe how talented Eso is. Thank you.