dear 30 year old me
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- Опубликовано: 7 апр 2021
- oh yeah as it's my birthday on Sunday I'm probably going to do a bday livestream of some kind! I'll post about it on my socials so KEEP UR EYEs PEEEEELED
I have a suspicion not as much will change than it did going from 20 to 25. But I'm still interested! Hi future dodie. Hope you love being 30. Hope you're surrounded by legends. I hope you can do a pressup
NOT LONG NOW
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I feel like I'm witnessing a live historical moment
Same
1000% same yes I’m so happy seeing this
you are bro
i cant wait to see this video in the future :')
right?
cant wait to come back to this in 5 years and cry
Hgh i just commented the exact same then scrolled down & saw this 🤣
oh my god i dont think i'll be ready
Omg same I’m gonna be a wreak
I’ll- be- 20- I will have discovered dodie 9 years ago then😀 I’ll be an adult- AH
IM ALREADY CRYING
0:52 Dodie is throwing shade at someone who not only doesn’t exist yet but is also herself
3:23 also dodie shading herself
3:34 the biggest shade
@@Commenter339 I can't wait 'til 2025 (assuming RUclips is still around), and seeing her react to those little jabs like "Hey! I'm not old yet!"... :P
Also, to 30-year-old Dodie: I don't know if you'll read the comments here when you finally re-watch this video, but I hope you do. Maybe you'll even see this one. Maybe it'll make you smile. I hope it makes you smile. You can reply, if you like. :)
Why did "I wonder who you love, I wonder who you miss" send me into tears immediately
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It sounds like a song lyric
Same ♡
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Omg same
dodie thinking ages 26 to 30 is 9 years cracks me up. we love artists who cant do math.
I didn’t even realise she miss calculated but true hahahah
wait when was that, I missed it haha! timestamp pls
5:31 is the time stamp hehe
i cannot believe it’s been a year since the last one wow
I literally did not believe you when I read that but I checked and OMG ITS BEEN A YEAR WTF WHAT IS TIME
I THOUGHT IT CAME OUT LIKE A MONTH AGO WHAT THE HELLL
WHAT THE FUCK
no way!! ;-;
I’m sorry it has what!?
i’ve been here since “dear 25 year old me.” wow.
wow...
Omfg me too, wild. Feels like a year ago tbh
10 YEARS OF DODIE
Where did the time go?
@@danaalmasoud8618 A dodie decade if you will
"it's weird to mourn something that will come back"
,,woah
right like that hit me right in the existential spot
like I can't believe after a year of mourning being in online school I'm going to be in person in a month!!! its odd that this thing i mourned so much is actually coming back and im scared of it too
When I was 15 I wanted to be 10 again. When I was 20 I wanted to be 15 again. When I’m 25 I’m pretty sure I’ll want to be 20 again.
Stop. No moment is better than another. Live in the now.
I’m turning 25 in a few months and honestly, I don’t think you will. Being this age is pretty great.
Honestly, I´m 35 and I would NEVER wanna be 25 again. No way in hell, nonono. It gets SO MUCH BETTER. 30s are lit. The confusion and the messiness is out of the window. You come into your own. I would not want to trade that in ever ever. I also now look younger than I did at 25 somehow. Survived the burnout, anxiety lessened. It shows.
@@vanillerygarden This is conforting to read, I'm personalt TERRIFIED of growing old and at 23 it feel like life is going to end at 30 and it's nonsense but I can't shake the feeling off. Thank you for sharring that!
@@raphaelmotta7630 Yo, time draaaaagged on when I was in my twenties. It took me AGES to get to 30. And then I blinked and 5 years passed. You simply stop fretting and just allow yourself to have what you want. You learn to love yourself enough to give in to your dreams and your purpose. Purpose is an unraveling. Not a sudden insight that you then follow for the rest of your life. It only gets better. Promise.
in 5 years im so excited for there to be a screencap of 25-year-old dodie saying, "maybe you're not crying this time" and 30-year old dodie to be fully in tears
can’t wait to see dodie react to this when she’s 30 🥺
Time goes so much faster the older you get. I feel like all I have to do is blink and Dodie will be 30 already. It feels like she was 20 just a minute ago. Time is strange.
DEAR 30 YEAR OLD DODIE WHEN YOU COME BACK TO THIS HAPPY BIRTHDAY HELLO I LOVE YOU
dodie is a literal angel on earth and i absolutely refuse to believe otherwise
"What is the new experience that you've had that you can't believe I haven't had yet?" I just started sobbing because if I'd ended it when I wanted to I wouldn't have had all these amazing experiences I have and it just hurt for a second. I'm glad I stayed though. And I'm glad you did too.
I'm glad you stayed too ❤️
Proud of you! 🧡
I'm glad you stayed!
Love you 💌
i’m glad you’ve stayed and i’m glad i’ve stayed
It’s weird to think that a lot of us will still be watching in 5 years time- time is weird lol...😅
God this is even scary for me, because we’ll also be aging as she does. I’M GONNA BE AN ADULT WHEN SHE REACTS TO THIS AAAAAA
Saaaame :,))
I’ll be 24🙃 crazy to think about
I’ll be 20 omgg
Ah me too🥺
I’ll be 22 gosh
whoaa I'll be 21
“Take care of me” what sweet words to say to your self 🥲
this is your prep time before the extreme cry session begins in the response video
5 years and i still won't be ready
I recently turned 20, feels very strange knowing I’m not a teenager. It’s scary but exciting. Expensive too! 😂
@@npitzer Me too!
I'm turning 21 this summer and because of the pandemic I had to go back to living with my parents and it really doesn't feel like I'm not a teenager anymore (apart from my inner self who is way more mature than just 3 years ago 😅)
I remember that feeling, but now I'm 23 and 20 feels far away and teen-hood feels like another dimension lol...
I am 30 and a half. It's truly been such a gorgeous, liberating age and also the age I discovered dodie. So sending love to current and future 30 year olds. I am looking forward to being the old lady at your Manchester concert who hasn't come with their child 😂
I’m going to Manchester concert- but I’m not thirty- I’m fifteen and very much scared that I’ll literally be TWENTY when she replies-
@@millie17 ahh fab! Enjoy the growing up, hehe- it can be calming and chaotic but ultimately don't rush it✨
I can’t wait :”)
I am 40 and here to tell you that 30 and a half is so much younger than it feels right now!
I love how she says "did you figure out that other thing yet" knowing that future her will understand what she means, because this video is really v personal and more for herself than anyone else
“I’m reluctant to name names”
Dodie five minutes later:
“i would say i’d make one for me at 30 but... i’m just not going to!”
"Do you have a cat yet?" dodie getting right to the important bits
When I saw the title I was like “didn’t she just come out with her reacting to dear 25 y/o me?” And then I realized it’s been a whole year...
dodie: dear 30 year old me
me: *flashbacks* here we go again--
i think there was a big difference in dear 25 vs dear 30. when she was younger it was a lot more anxiety about the future (which is understandable because im at that stage right now) and, im just assuming, now it just feels more like, "life is always changing and progressing and im curious as to what is waiting for me and whether its good or bad, i accept that". and that's a really amazing way to look at that future.
nO IM NOT PREPARED TO CRY RIGHT NOW DODIE MY GOD
i screamed “YES” when i got this notification oh my god
Same
When dodie described here childhood “it blows my mind how far away childhood feels it feels like another universe. Like another life” I felt that. Been trying to describe that feeling for a while now and dodie just did 🥲
'im reluctant to name anyone' names EVERYONE
“brain is still bad” WHY DO I RELATE. SO. MUCH.
dodie is basically now halfway between when she made this, and 30 :O
"i'm reluctant to name anyone" *names everyone she's ever met*
oh no i’m gonna cry at this in a few years
As a current 30 year old, I can tell you, 4yrs isn't that long Dodie... This will probably fly by... Enjoy it, time (& attention) is the most precious commodity we have ❤🌈☀
I’m 40 and I REALLY feel this! It’s a lesson I didn’t learn soon enough.
i just know i’m going to cry
I am living for the rearranged "Build A Problem". Also, I hope the Dodie dots never go out of style. ✨💖💫
It’s so hard to understand how when I watch 30 year old dodie react to this, I will be 21. I’ve been watching her and listening to her since I was 12. I truly feel like we’ve grown up together even though we’ve never met. Dodie’s music has helped me through so much and I hope it will always be that way :)
"Remember to look after me and lal the other young dodies so we can look after ourselves. That hit me hard. wow. that quote will stay with me forever. Thank you dodie
I hope she's doing this until she's 80, so much self-reflection
the thumbnail is the face i made when i saw the title in my notifications
I’m only 16 but I’m so afraid of getting older (I make this face everytime I think about ageing) and turning thirty to me sounds kind of terrifying because you are supposed to be an adult by then and I can’t imagine me being having a stable job and an own apartment or even buying my own house and all that stuff... so this video made me really emotional
I love these as I’m 5 years younger than her so when she speaks to her younger self (same age as me) it feels like she’s talking to /giving me advise for the stage that I’m at
yes same!!
“Remember to look after me and all the other young dodies” I wasn’t prepared for that.
I’m really here tearing up because of how different this is from “dear 25 year old dodie” and how much you’ve grown and realising I’ve been here since then and didn’t even NOTICE how long it’s been and now you’re doing this video and WHAT where has the time gone I’m so emotional
“Remember to take care of me, and all the other young dodies” hit different. I’m doing some serious inner child work at the moment and oh boy did that get me right in the heart
ugh. I’m so weepy and nostalgic and proud and sad and happy all at once. Help
I swear, in 5 years I’ll be like “Omg, it’s been 5 years? Wow.”
Happy early birthday Dodie!!!
How the heck are you so loving of your future and past self??? I'm too afraid to accept who I've been because there's a lot of pain there, and I'm too worried that future me won't be someone I'm proud of..... It's truly amazing how you can be so free and accepting to say I love you to yourself in such a way.
I love you like an unhealthy amount of a lot. If you're reading this just know that I only figured out I had depersonalization because of you and I love you so so much for talking about it. You're my inspiration, never stop believing in yourself 🖤🖤
same! i remember when she first mentioned it i cried because i'd never heard anyone describe my experiences so accurately and put a name to them
@@mypersonalbubble my experience exactly T_T I had it for as long as I can remember and the first time I heard the name of it was from her
dodie: I'm reluctant to name anyone
also dodie: hazel, Sammy, dan, Evan, josh, shannon, jack, Hannah, Lucy ...
being here for a second edition of these dear future dodie videos is MAD
I just turned 30 a few weeks ago... I moved to LA not long after turning 26. I felt this burst of reflective feelings after watching this vid, so don't mind me.. The last 5 years had the hardest losses and the largest gains in understanding about quality of life. I think you'll have a better time than I did, entering a wounded but healing country. You'll continue to take on that new difficult thing as the newest, most difficult thing... You go on living through it all, and it's just a lovely mess of awful and beautiful. You'll begin to appreciate the hard times more than resent or depress them. You begin to be more grateful and graceful than you've been before. This is a very different world than it was. Age 25-30 has been monumental. 30 doesn't feel real still, but it often feels about right.
Happy birthday Dodie! I love your songs
Can’t wait to see this in 5 years. Have a feeling I’m gonna be crying along with dodie again like the last one. 😍
dodie please never stop doing these every five years
I love these videos. Growing up with you feels so special
i did this literally yesterday and scheduled it to email to myself in 5 years and these are the exact same questions I asked even from whats the new social media to hows the worlds climate health. crazy
omfg see u all in 5 years i guess (maybe i’ll try and find this comment when you make the reaction video I WILL BE 22 EW)
SAME I cannot conceptualize being 22 WTF I swear I’m still like 13 or something
Oh fuck i will be 21 jeezus.
I'll be 25 oh GOD
@@b3ndavies you’ll be like dodie in her first one haha
@@abee948 nooo don't remind me hahaha
I had just turned 26 in the fall before the pandemic started, and then turned 27 during the pandemic (& it feels like a weird lost at sea year because of obvious reasons), and now I’m creeping up on 28 ... let me just say Dodie, 30 is so young and so soon!!!
Happy Birthday, Dodie! I love your music so much! Your music is with me basically every day!
I love the lighting and the colors in this, everything about it is beautiful
It's crazy that all our cells are replaced on its entirety every 7 years. You'll be almost an entire different person. Im now in my 30s, and 20s year old me feel like another person that Im embarrased he ever existed. Whenever I talk about him I refer to him as a 3rd person. I wonder if that happens to anyone else.
Dodie- I'm reluctant to name friends...
Also Dodie- *names everyone*
i love these videos of yours so much, as years pass i always forget about them but then love your reactions to them when the time comes. *sendin love, happy early birthday!*
I honestly love these videos so much
Man, I remember writing letters to future mes in Animal Crossing Wild World. How time flies...
here we go again! glad to be here at 26, imagine you in your 30s with albuns and records and shows and everything else
Yayyy. Happy birthday for Sunday gal! Can’t wait for tour
Oh man I was hoping you'd do another one of these, I cried my eyes out watching the last one
imagining you being 30 is so weird, like will I still watch you in 4(ish) years? 😳
*motorbike noises* "what is going on"
They always love to start when you want to film anything in London fml
Omg dodie can't drive, that's so comforting to me. I'm 21 and I feel like everyone around me is learning to drive and I'm just like "what, no, metal death machine!"
happy birthday, dodie! 🎉 hope you have an incredible day
ohhhh i can’t wait for her to react to this later hehehe
Dodie being Dodie, talking about Dodie, in a way that only Dodie can.
Happy Birthday Dodie!!🎉🎉
1) that transition at 1:37 was incredible
2) i learned to drive in an auto car first for a while and then learned on a manual car once i'd figured out the driving basics, would recommend!
3) i live in australia where we almost don't have covid anymore and life is very much back to normal. i hope this gives you hope :)
in 5 more years, i'll be 20. :,(
i hate the feeling of becoming an adult because i never got the chance to be a kid.
hey there, I just wanted to answer to this bc my younger me would relate to this A LOT. For me I found that I can make up for the time I felt I lost. Just because I am legally grown up, doesn't mean I can't do childish things. That doesn't bring the time back, but those positive feelings aren't just tied to that time. So I just thought I'd let you know that you can still feel free like a kid even though being an adult. You'll never know what your future brings and it may not all be great, but it may not all be awful as well. :)
@@marenfrecklesmusic9810 thank you so much for that :,) i want to be as free as i can now that i almost forgot that i can still live my life to the fullest even though i wont be a kid anymore. so thanks for that :)
I am turning 20 this year, but please do not be scared. Embrace right now, even though it isn't ideal. You are growing and becoming an amazing human being. Every day you can choose not to become a "boring" adult and you can create your own life.
i feel this- i’m 18 and have finally moved out of my parents house to live with my aunt in another city. i spent the last five years just wishing and hoping for the time i’m at right now, and i feel like i let life happen without me. you can still be a kid! from the people i’ve met, one dear lovely friend is 55 this year and he is very much a kid. enjoying life the way he always has, the way his parents taught him and the way he has taught his kids. i hope you’ll be able to come back to this at 20 and not feel like you haven’t had a chance to live yet.
take the little things that bring you joy and peace and love them with all your heart until they become the big things. i bought glow stars for my room and i see them every night to remind me that i’m still a kid, but a kid with freedom now :)
In 5 years I’ll be 18 I really didn’t think it was that much time until I put it into this perspective
wholesome ;-;
i am so grateful that i get to grow and learn at the same time as you. i’m proud of us
I just wanted to say how much of a RUSH of inspiration this video (and you obvs) have given me. Thank you.
Oh my God I haven't clicked something this fast in a long time
ILL BE TWENTY YEARS OLD WHEN SHE RETURNS TO THIS S T O P
i'll be twenty two holy crap
Yeah, me too
Oh my god same
I’ll be 25 don’t worry
@@oksanaastankova8360 terrified
Happy early birthday Dodie! You’ve always been so inspiring to me to continue as a musician and to continue on my mental health journey ❤️
I've always loved how u compose ur thoughts into words, it's so captivating to hear your mind. Love u Dods 💖
okay imma write a letter to 20 year old me now bc i turn 18 in 2 months and that seems like an appropriate thing to do,,,, ✨fear✨
'...Rosianna. Okay!' Initially heard this as '... Rosianna, now gay!' 😂
I absolutely love the idea of you leaving these videos for yourself. It makes me want to do my own to reflect on. Thank you for being you, Dodie. You are a soft and calming light in the world.
some ways into your book really enjoying it , waiting on human and build a problem to release (preordered) excited to hear them on vinyl , i snagged your amazon music releases to tide me over , keep up the great work. 30 doesnt suck as bad as i thought it would , you get a certain sort of auto respect from people , its nice.
‘ur first album build a problem is out now’
....or is it
cursed timeline
anD SHE SAID SHE WASN'T GOING TO MAKE ANOTHER "DEAR FUTURE ME" VIDEO!
It still feels like I was JUST sitting on my couch, crying while watching this, passing the time at the beginning of quarantine. My heart
i'm so happy you did it omg! i will be 23 that's crazyy but i'm so sure i will have been watching and listening to you the whole time, i just know. here's to the adventures and experiences and future us who are not in lockdown lol
the one thumbs down is someone who accidentally pressed through tears of joy 🤌
Hey future dodes, Im currently 15, I will be 20 when you reply soooo... that’s terrifying!😀 I’m seeing you in concert in September, how was tour for BAP? I hope it was fun. Maybe I’ll see you in the comment section of your response to this video- I hope so. But 20 is old :( I want to stay 15, anyway, look after current dodie, I love her very much
20 is way better than 15 - don't worry.
I forgot how nice dodie's videos can be to me. So nice to hear while I'm cleaning up around my room and organizing things.
Looking back at 20 year old her and Dodie now is a trip. So many times when I’ve been scared, sobbing and afraid of growing up I come back and watch you. You’ve been the soundtrack to so many people’s lives and childhoods, especially mine. I love you, you’re like a big sister I’ve never met. It would be insane to one day meet you :,)
5:05 I really hope Dodie will figure out the thing with her Dad even if he isn't 'Guiltless' (Stream now on Spotify ;)
ah jeez I'm gonna be 19 when she replies to this that's just- uuahahshhaaaAAAAA
Every single dodie video, without fail, makes me emotional by the end
I can't, this is the series I most anticipate but also the mist heart wrenching
Happy birthday for Sunday Dodie!!