I feel like Vhsojo saved Michi, she is a broken woman, physically and mentally. And Vhsojo gave her an audience and only took a very small part of the revenue so she could sustain herself. The medicine part is scary... to much medication and you float away slowly into La La Land. In the worst case never to come back. Which is something that often happens to old people with physical pain, they get medicated against the pain and need more over time.
I have a lot of empathy to Michi and all the other Vtubers with medical issues. I can tell you from personal experience that chronic pain meds are terrifying. I've got degenerative joint disease. When I first had to stop working I was in excruciating pain being on my feet 16 hours a day dinging my joints into dust. I was on morphine twice a day along with oxicodone to push through the pain. Morphine is like a warm fuzzy blanket. Pain doesn't register anymore. I don't have the words to describe just how seductive it is. There are still days where I hurt and the meds I use just don't do enough where I think back to what morphine felt like. I now have blank spots in my memory not only from the time I was on morphine but other parts of my life as well. Thankfully I got off the heavy pain medications. But I still deal with more pain than I would like simply because more powerful pain meds are SO tempting.
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Michi "I can't sing" Mochievee.
Michi Can sing. Hell yea
I feel like Vhsojo saved Michi, she is a broken woman, physically and mentally.
And Vhsojo gave her an audience and only took a very small part of the revenue so she could sustain herself.
The medicine part is scary... to much medication and you float away slowly into La La Land. In the worst case never to come back.
Which is something that often happens to old people with physical pain, they get medicated against the pain and need more over time.
I have a lot of empathy to Michi and all the other Vtubers with medical issues.
I can tell you from personal experience that chronic pain meds are terrifying.
I've got degenerative joint disease. When I first had to stop working I was in excruciating pain being on my feet 16 hours a day dinging my joints into dust.
I was on morphine twice a day along with oxicodone to push through the pain.
Morphine is like a warm fuzzy blanket. Pain doesn't register anymore. I don't have the words to describe just how seductive it is. There are still days where I hurt and the meds I use just don't do enough where I think back to what morphine felt like.
I now have blank spots in my memory not only from the time I was on morphine but other parts of my life as well.
Thankfully I got off the heavy pain medications.
But I still deal with more pain than I would like simply because more powerful pain meds are SO tempting.