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  • Опубликовано: 7 янв 2025

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  • @BOTG_Adventures
    @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад +9

    This video Explained.
    Fire is seen as a cleansing in many cultures hence me setting myself on fire in the video, I was cleansing myself of trying so hard to change my life. The mask was me casting off youtubes bitterness, my fight and struggle to keep going my affronted positive attitude on my videos when deep inside I was torn with frustration, anger and loss at my failure. In the video when I cast off the mask and was cleansed, I climbed up a steep mountain representing my struggles, the water on the head represented a baptism, another cleansing, or fire, water and wind. When I leaped from the rocks this was my way of suicide or ending my struggles, it also represented my father who took his life by jumping into the sea, the lyrics talk about father and son. The music from radio head "it's going to be a glorious death' represented my hope to be free from the constant shackles or feeling my life so far has been a waste. To be honest I will be lost without RUclips, it has take up nearly all my free time, weekends and pushed me to go places just to film, so the boots really are off the ground. I feel better but do feel a sense of emptiness. If you have a youtube channel, I hope and wish you all the success in the world, it's not easy, I know first hand.
    Andy.
    //// Thank you all for the kind and supportive comments on this video and the few I got on social media platforms, makes me feel very humbled.
    RUclips just wouldn't give me a chance, I spoke to them and explained I don't show in some searches, or even get listed ( I paid an seo person to look into it and all were good and high).
    RUclips was not interested in helping so it was clear I had no chance.
    When you see a very small channel doing the same hike as me, with shaky footage and bad audio filmed on a mobile phone, get 3x more views you have to ask yourself... why am i trying so hard...
    I simply don't have the talent, the looks or personality to make it to 10k subs or even get more than 500 views a video, for a channel with 6.5k subs... and paying for youtube ads, its clear.. epic failure.
    But on a brighter note thankyou all for the kind and supportive comments, it really has made my day and I have come back a few times to read them, puts a smile on my face. Thanks again Andy.

  • @djc226
    @djc226 3 месяца назад +4

    What an amazing video! AIC , Radiohead, editing these videos together must take some time but it’s bloody amazing what you’ve done! Gutted that BOTG has come to an end. Like I’ve said before your channel is in my top 5 to watch! I look forward though to what is next!! Whatever it is I’m sure you’ll make it a good one!

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад +1

      A name I see comment on nearly all my videos, thanks DJC I bow to you and shake your hand, thanks for your constant support. Wont be for a long time before I consider coming back on youtube. I just don't have the magic sauce or the looks to make it. See ya around mate.

  • @markrichardson5374
    @markrichardson5374 3 месяца назад +4

    As 1 of over 6000 people who watch your channel I say please don't stop what you're doing. Yeah create different channels, not everyone likes SUP or historic hikes. Many followed you from the start including me for emtb for beginners, you showed me where to ride, how to ride and more. I owe so much to your channel and so do many others. I loved meeting you on the subscriber rides. Keep on going in which ever direction you choose. Plz don't stop RUclips you're ace at it!

    • @Bbill2k2
      @Bbill2k2 3 месяца назад +3

      Same here found the channel from the bike videos and really enjoyed just the ramblings or a yorkshireman on his ebike (the leeds ride video)

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад +2

      Ah ya make me gush, thanks Mark such a nice supportive comment. Wont be for a long time before I consider coming back. I just couldn't get youtube to support me. I tried so hard but lost the direction my subscribers enjoyed. Thanks a ton for that comment, made my day.

  • @Garciamrcool
    @Garciamrcool 3 месяца назад +1

    I found a video of yours ages ago and saved it then subscribed. It had a nice feel and it appealed to me. I didn’t realise it then it was video game one, but your editing, motion and graphic design skills are very, very advanced.

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Ah thank you, nice when people appreciate the effort. Thank you Garcia.

  • @benrussell9144
    @benrussell9144 3 месяца назад +2

    thanks for the adventures for the last few years andy its been amazing seeing what you have been up to the last 7 years but i don't blame you for wanting to call it a day too you put a lot of effort in to everything you do

  • @neilbower123
    @neilbower123 3 месяца назад +1

    Sorry to read this. You were one off the 1st I followed & got ideas of where to ride from. You've also given men the confidence to try new areas to me & as I ride alone, it's ben great to have the .gpx to follow. Good luck with whatever you do next mate

    • @markrichardson5374
      @markrichardson5374 3 месяца назад +2

      @@neilbower123 ditto I followed Andy rides and begun the best emtb rides of my life

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Thanks Neil, may the trails grace you with good weather and sublime singletracks.

  • @CaroleFrenchFox
    @CaroleFrenchFox 2 месяца назад +1

    I'm so sorry. Realised that despite being subscribed, RUclips never notified me of your new uploads or even show them in the 'recently uploaded' bit.
    I'm sorry you've decided to give up. Hope eventually, like the phoenix, you might be reborn from the ashes.... (you did set yourself on fire after all. )
    In the meantime, take care of yourself.

  • @missnancysdayoff
    @missnancysdayoff 3 месяца назад +1

    I think the quality of your videos and editing is absolutely amazing. I’m sorry you feel that way, I guess if the joy has been sucked right out of it there’s no point doing it, but still I hope you find a way to carry on that works for you because I really think you are very skilled at making videos x

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Ah thanks Tori, the term flogging a dead horse comes to mind. 6.5k subs but average views are 500 and view times of less than 2 mins. I just dont have the personality, looks, or ability to create good content people will watch. I am heartbroken, I gave it my all. I see you channel has exploded and 1000's of views you get must make you proud.. keep going. you have the magic sauce x
      I will be lost without youtube it took over my life somewhat.

  • @andrewengland8021
    @andrewengland8021 Месяц назад

    Hi Andy. I took a break from watching RUclips as I seemed to be sinking so much time into it rather than doing the activities myself. Felt like an addiction. I deleted the app from my phone. But... Id purposely search for you without being signed in to watch your content.
    Gutted you no longer make videos but I understand your reasons. I genuinely believe you are shadow banned as the quality you consistently put out is clear to see.
    All the best and I hope to see you return some time in the future.
    Andy

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  Месяц назад +2

      @@andrewengland8021 thanks mate. There is no free speech on RUclips or social media anymore.. They are cowards. And agree shadow banned so fuck em. All the best and thanks.

  • @vickyrhodes4284
    @vickyrhodes4284 3 месяца назад +2

    Andy, your videos are amazing and I always enjoy watching them (even when I’m not in them 😂). I hope you’ll get your bike out next time we’re up your way. Duchess of the south coast x

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      I am kneeling before the Dutchess, surprised the Royal household allowed you to use public social media. :P Thanks Vik. he end of an era, I tried so hard but it was not enough. Treat the staff and butlers well will ya!

  • @pcringcork
    @pcringcork 3 месяца назад +1

    Sorry to see you go, I only found your channel a few months ago. The skill you show in this video proves you have a gift. Take care and enjoy your travels.

  • @mark9009
    @mark9009 3 месяца назад +2

    Great video production as always Andy, best of luck in your next adventure. Might bump into you round and about as I'm local to you 😊.

  • @hiltoncriss
    @hiltoncriss 3 месяца назад +2

    Thank you Andy for sharing. Amazing channel with amazing content. Sad to learn that RUclips isn’t fair to a content producer like you. Good luck! Can you share your other channel/channels with us so we can follow you there?

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад +1

      Hello Hilton, other channels have finished as well. Thank you for you kind words, much appreciated.

  • @MrTaxidriver50005
    @MrTaxidriver50005 3 месяца назад +3

    I have been watching your channel since you got into emtb, it's amazing how your story telling has grown and editing skills really are a world apart from where you started.
    You may not have changed your life with youtube but you have changed others... Good luck in your future endeavours. 😢

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Ah ya made me feel gushy. Thank you so much for that comment, ya made my day. :(

  • @mikedwyer3857
    @mikedwyer3857 3 месяца назад +1

    I just found your channel so came late to the party!
    YT is tough place to crack and this is a niche audience. As a product person, all I can say is build something good and people will eventually come. But you won’t necessarily make the money you want/ need for a while, if ever at all.

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Thanks Mike was more I don't have the looks or personality to make people watch. 6.7k subs and on average 500 views.. Hopeless. 🎉🎉

  • @DaveSeddy
    @DaveSeddy 3 месяца назад +2

    Hi Andy, I will for one miss your videos and your humour, the content and quality of the video's are second to none. very sad to see its not worked out for you. Regards Dave

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад +1

      Thanks Sed mister general. I will miss it as i enjoyed the process of making them. Will probably sell my camera kit and hang up the boots.

  • @yorkshiretink3188
    @yorkshiretink3188 3 месяца назад

    Andy, I wish you a happy and successful life in which ever way you go, I've really enjoyed your channel and appreciate the effort you put into it, take care, All the best👍💯

  • @simoncannon8980
    @simoncannon8980 3 месяца назад +1

    So sorry to see you go Andy, I wish you well with everything you do in the future, we will be at the loss of your talents 👍

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад +1

      Ill be getting fat sat on a sofa sulking ha ha. Thanks Simon.

  • @BOTG_Adventures
    @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад +3

    Well I can't say I didn't try or give it my all but unfortunately the content I produce just doesn't resonate with my audience I've tried everything to increase the quality.
    I just don't have the personality or the ability to be able to create videos that have high enough quality for people to find them interesting.
    Heart breaking for me, but at the end of the day you have to realize when you're flogging a dead horse Iv put so much effort in it almost takes over your life for the will to succeed.
    RUclips won't give me a chance most if my videos are not found or listed or notified. I enjoy free speech that has alot to do with it.
    Thank YOU all for the support over the last few years I hope you can find many other channels that can bring you some enjoyment and pleasure.
    Andy

  • @midlifeadventures.7532
    @midlifeadventures.7532 3 месяца назад

    I will very much miss watching your videos. I have watched every one of them. They are fantastic. please carry on with your videos just as a hobby. You will truly be missed. You take care and hope to see another video.

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Thanks Mid, I am heart broken, was such a big part of my life, I am going to be lost, but the lack of sucess got to me, seeing my video getting 300 views with 6.5k subs, and the same route filmed on a phone with 120 subs getting 800 views finally made me realise RUclips just wont support me. Probably because i believe in free speech. Thanks for you support.

    • @midlifeadventures.7532
      @midlifeadventures.7532 3 месяца назад

      Hi. Andy. Iv read your reason for not wanting to put anymore videos on. And the reason behind your last video. It was heartbreaking to read. I'm so sorry for you that it's had to come to this. But please still enjoy your outdoor adventures for your health and mind. Take care. Jen.

  • @rhettetherington1351
    @rhettetherington1351 3 месяца назад +1

    I for one have enjoyed your channel and your outlook on life. I hope you continue to enjoy your outdoor adventures without the stress of RUclips. Take care of no1 and don't let the bastards grind you down.👍

  • @alandavidguest
    @alandavidguest 3 месяца назад +1

    Would’ve liked to have seen you link the 2 up as in mountain biking adventures with camping included which is what I do a lot. All the best though 👍

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад +1

      Thanks Alan, will have a look at your channel, all the best and thank you.

  • @cliffward9437
    @cliffward9437 3 месяца назад +2

    Best of luck in your next adventure, Andy still think the mtb were the best and would of loved to rode with you .again best of luck

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Thanks Cliff, both bikes are up for sale.

  • @djc226
    @djc226 3 месяца назад +1

    So The Grand Tour has ended! BOTG has ended! What the bloody hell am I gonna watch now! 😢

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Haha thanks mate, You were always around. Lots of popular hiking adventure channels out there. Hope ya well.

  • @stephenhead2977
    @stephenhead2977 3 месяца назад

    Don't give up mate I really enjoyed you're ebike stuff just have a break and come back stronger if it's what you really want don't give up anything that's worth it is never easy

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Iv been on RUclips for around 8 years with this and my other channels, I don't have the quality, talent, looks or personality to make it even slightly successful. Maybe on the future I might make some films for me. Thanks Ste for you support over the years, it's much appreciated.

  • @carlsmtb3171
    @carlsmtb3171 3 месяца назад

    Best produced mtb I think I’ve ever seen tbh….I don’t follow many mtb channels but I’m one of the few who does appreciate a solid production and see effort.
    I’ll be blunt, nobody knows the secret sauce to being a successful youtuber…speaking as someone who used to hire RUclipsrs and pay them 5 figures monthly I can say that it makes no sense, the ones who produced the better material would at times get beat off ones without anything…..sometimes a bedroom wall beat a studio and the dryest personality outdid the ones with loads!!
    I’ve also seen channels go for years suddenly just click for no reason….its very bizarre
    So don’t take it personally, or I’m not x,y,z it’s nonsense on a positive!
    Because no-one knows and you just can’t guarantee it, and given your a media professional (hazard a guess) who knows seo and still can’t churn the numbers then there you go…
    And mtb is very niche….I don’t see many producers and I bet the ones to try only 5% earn anything decent to sustain things

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      I make £16 on average from youtube. And it costs me software, music, time and travel. Not sustainable and with youtube not caring when i spoke to them the end was never far away. Thanks Carl. I will probably sell all my camera kit and try recoop some money.

  • @KaizenMMA12
    @KaizenMMA12 3 месяца назад

    Enjoyed a lot of your videos over the past few years from the MTB to what it is now.
    Unfortunately this is reality, being able to support yourself or earn big money through RUclips or any other platform is a luxury only some hardworking(also a bit of luck) are afforded.

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Thanks Kaz, not so much about money more about support and views, even my last video.. 1.2k views for a 6.7k channel is pathetic. Only 20% ish of my subs watch my videos. Hence waste of time.

  • @lukeclarkson1164
    @lukeclarkson1164 3 месяца назад

    Enjoyed all your content mate, keep us all posted if you decide to go again with it, even the big channels don't have your skills with the edits.
    Burn out happens to us all, im going through it with work atm.
    In the mean time have some adventures and enjoy the fuck out of them 😊

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Haha thanks Luke, not sure about the quality hence no viewers ha ah. But thank you again made me smile.

  • @SingletrackScene
    @SingletrackScene 3 месяца назад +6

    Maybe focus less of the financial side of YT and treat it as a hobby. People DO enjoy your content. - not every channel HAS to make £££££ to be successful. - displaying your obvious editing skills is a success off the blocks!

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Thanks Adam, I am so unhappy with my life, job, single, no kids, no wife or gf, I put 101% into trying to change my life through RUclips as so many others have and will do. I just don't have the talent or ability to make engaging content, it's no fault of anyone, I just don't have what it takes. Thank for you support over the years mate.

  • @gazzas28
    @gazzas28 3 месяца назад +4

    Why not go back to the thing that gave you the most success?

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      The mtb community was very toxic, how dare i speak out about Rob Rides and my bike....and other channels constantly giving me s* for everything i did killed the pleasure. Trail finder, Hall Marc trails and Stopadoodledoo can now pop the champagne. Thanks Gaz.

    • @gazzas28
      @gazzas28 3 месяца назад

      @@BOTG_Adventures that's a big shame. You was good at it and your MTB content used to inspire me when I was looking for ideas on rides. Bid you success in your future endeavors.

  • @garymartin557
    @garymartin557 3 месяца назад

    All the best. unfortunately when a youtube channel makes a change of direction in the content it loses momentum. wish you well.

  • @MTBTrailsAroundSurrey
    @MTBTrailsAroundSurrey 3 месяца назад +1

    Sad times pal I'm gonna miss your channel. Still blame you for making me purchase the Allmtn7😂. Dont blame you for calling it a day, the videography standard and content was way , way too high for the viewing numbers you've been getting so something must have been up. Anyhoos peace buddy, rest up and recharge. Chat soon Boots

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Maybe it was a hate campaign from Specialized ha ha. Thanks Ste, the cream dream machine (thats sounds like a male stripper company) was knightmare we know :)

  • @simonella2833
    @simonella2833 3 месяца назад

    I see so many RUclipsrs clearly suffering with their mental health, counting their likes, their views, subscriptions etc. it kinda puts you off wanting to make videos. You do a great job editing your videos. Now comes the constructive criticism.. I started watching your videos, as I'm sure many did, because I'm interested in mountain biking. You went off the beaten track and started to sup board and hike. I do sup boarding but I'm not interested in watching videos on it. I don't like hiking as I seek an adrenaline rush which I get from mountain biking. I think you would have been better maybe having 3 separate channels. MTB, sup, and hiking. Then you could see what is doing well and what isn't. Unfortunately you can't expect people to be interested in everything you do. That's probably why some videos don't get the hits. I do think your editing skills are good enough for TV but I think you just need to stick to the things you enjoy most and don't try to people please. Just for reference I enjoy videos on off piste trails like the golfie in Scotland, Wrekin, Mallards pike etc... Good luck anyway.. hope you see the light..👊

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Thanks Simon. (small violin time) i got tired of the hate and flack constantly from 2 or 3 mtb channels, constantly spreading s* about me, accusing me of stealing GPX files (off a public kommot site.. yeah work that out) making a video on me, slagging me and my riding off, even making a video on me, wanting to get my patreon sticker and do a video burning it. Being told they were glad i broke ribs and hoped i would get cancer (no joke). Much of it was because i dared to criticised Rob Rides review of my bike, as I stated you cannot review a bike if you have only ridden it for half hour and got paid. There was too much toxicity and people believed the sh* said about me.
      The hiking and van life gave me a freedom away from stress, and i enjoyed the freedom to be creative again. I also didn't get anything other that friendly support and encouragement from those communities. I appreciate you comments, and thank you for support. I wont be back on YT for a long time.

    • @simonella2833
      @simonella2833 3 месяца назад

      @@BOTG_Adventures wow I didn't realise you were getting extreme hate. These people are toxic and should be ignored (easier said than done). Jealousy usually fuels it. You are clearly talented at producing and editing videos. There's always a better and faster mountain biker out there so I wouldn't worry about that. I did my first race this year at Ard Rock, I'm not competitive at all. Wasn't out to win just hoped I wouldn't come last in the grand Vet intro category , which I didn't ( result!).. just have fun and don't worry about what others think. Maybe a break from YT is what you need . Come back stronger 💪. If you fancy a ride sometime let me know.

  • @jonathanambler
    @jonathanambler 3 месяца назад

    Followed you from the start Andy and I personally have enjoyed all your content. We’ve spoke in private a few times and are views on life are the same 😉. Take a break. Enjoy your van life adventures and just please yourself for a while but stay in touch pal. All the best. Jonno x

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Thanks Jon, may the roads be clear, and the hills sweeping, safe riding Jon.

  • @brendonbriggs622
    @brendonbriggs622 3 месяца назад

    So realy dose it not shows that you would have been better keeping this as a mtb channel...? Not saying this camping/hiking/est isn't good but I'd have 2 chanels one as bogt (find it ride it) and second channel as this. Paul messner just done it on his channels. As for you just enjoy what your doing pal and film it, not every1 gona like it but over 6k people do.

    • @markrichardson5374
      @markrichardson5374 3 месяца назад

      Yeah mate l. Do bivvy snowdon bivvy scafell and bivvy Ben nevis.

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      Thanks Bren. Yes I know it failed epically. 6.5k subs but average of 500 views and less than 2 mins of watch time. I simply couldn't keep giving it my all in the hope.. and youtube just wouldn't help me, they were not interested when i spoke to them, my videos were not getting listed, of found, and many don't even appear in searches but small channels with 50 subs do..

  • @tricktrollson7008
    @tricktrollson7008 3 месяца назад

    Nooooo Andy/Boots/Demon/Para! I think you've come a long way with all you've learnt with editing! The world still needs you and your videos! Me and the wife like to lay in bed and watch your videos (not in that sense! Although that one video, when you...nah!). We enjoyed your journies on this channel and I've been a fan of your other channels too. I know how passionate and involved you get when creating these masterpieces, it's just a damn shame it's a numbers game. Anyway, I hope can come back and show the world once again your skills and talents.
    Much love as always - Trick

    • @BOTG_Adventures
      @BOTG_Adventures  3 месяца назад

      haha I glad i inspired you in bed ha ha made me laugh. A nice comment thank you. Iv tried so hard to make it, I just can't the quality needed for youtube, having to do everything yourself is exhausting, and it costs me money. I only make around £16 a month now on youtube, so after costs of editing suite, music licenses, and time and effort it just can't go on, it was making me bitter as to why other channels get 10k 20k views but I cannot get 500. Much appreciated thanks Tricky.