Austin and Jess.....I know the pain you felt at losing a pet. I lost my cat, to bone cancer in his wrist. Then 10 months later, I lost both of my dogs, only 9 weeks apart. Even the vet was in tears when I had to put the second dog down, so soon after the first. It was a long struggle, but I now have a 10 yr old cat and a 9 yr old dog. Both mean the world to me. Both are now slowing down A LOT, and I savor each day with them. I enjoyed seeing and hearing about Stella. Stella was my grandmother's name. Hearing you talk about her, always reminded my of my grandma and made me smile. Keep remembering her with fondness and keep smiling at all the fun memories!!!
We actually bought a tree for the dogs that we have loss. Each dog has their own tree with a little sign with their name. It kind of gives us comfort that they are still with us.
When we lost our dog I thought I was going nuts because I kept feel a cold nose on the back of my leg ( which my dog use to do to me). After a few weeks my wife told me she kept feeling a cold nose on her leg! It was all the confirmation I needed to know my Frankie was still with us and he was letting us know it! It was so comforting. It’s been over 2 years and though it’s slowed down I will still periodically feel that nudge on the back of my leg. They really do live on by our side. Your baby girl is watching over the family I truly believe that!
The fact that you're so open about the grieving process is refreshing but it breaks my heart every time just because I know how hard it is to make that decision. You did the right thing and Stella is probably running around heaven now just having a blast. Much love from KY. I'll be praying for ya'll.
Stella is running around chasing tennis balls in heaven. Meeting all the dogs that are there. Wow how much Paige must have grown for her feet to touch the bottom of the seat. Wow Micah looks so active at the park. Love to you all.xxxxx
It was probably cathartic to do the video of Stella. And it's so great to have her life with all of you documented. She really was loved by so many of us as are you ALL! Just remember grief is an intimate, personal experience that everyone goes through differently and at different times. It takes as long as it takes! It's like sailing the sea of emotion there are times when the winds will blow fiercely and move you in a way you're just barely able to control and then just as it came in it will die down and you're peacefully drifting on those beautiful waves! My heart goes out to you all. Maple will definitely mourn her loss. Animals feel the sadness took unfortunately. And I do Absolutely believe that it's her giving you those signs saying I'll always be here watching over you! The pain will subside but the memories never will. My thoughts and prayers are with you. What a beautiful way to end on with Austin, Micah and Paige swinging! Have a wonderful day!
"To us, animals are in our lives what feel like a short time, but to them we are their whole life." As a new vet tech student in the professional program up at NDSU, I hope that veterinary medicine continues to improve and advance so more animal medical complications can be treated, slowed, and possibly even cured. It really sucks that animals can't live as long as their human companions and care givers.
When you talked about Maple missing Stella reminded me of my cats. I had 5 cats until June 21st when all of a sudden I had to phone the vet on a Sunday about my youngest cat Kali. Her breathing was all wrong. She was gasping and struggling to breath. She had lung cancer and taking her to the vets during a pandemic was horrible. I couldn't be with her at the end, but I now have her ashes at home with me. 2 weeks later Pepper my 10 year old cat escaped and was missing for 30 days. During this time the other 3 cats did act strange. They wondered around looking for their missing friends. Then Pepper came back. But they all sleep and sit very close to me, closer than they used to do. Pets definitely miss other pets when they are gone.
You will feel this way for a while. My sweet Genoa passed on August 12th and I find I still feel like she is around every corner or will be waiting for me when I get home. The tears still hit every so often and my heart aches every day, but I know she is ay peace now. I will always be grateful for the 15 years of unconditional love and companionship. Just like you will with Stella. She will always be remembered and carried in your heart.
Your last video, the one about Stella, affected me more than I thought was possible for an animal I have never actually met. But she was just so special to be honest. I also think that you, Jess, really brought Stella to life for most of us! With your voice, it was hard to not see her as her own individual self, with this big beautiful personality. I don’t know if that makes sense to anyone other than me. I have always had pets and been surrounded by animals, growing up a lot on my grandfather’s dairy farm, and I have always spent a lot of time with any animal I have access to. With that time spent, I always get to know the personality of each individual animal, no matter what type, and once I have got to know their personality, I find it really difficult to not see them as individuals, sometimes I have to really remind myself that they are an animal and not a human. I get very attached. I’m so, so sorry that you lost your beautiful, sweet girl, Jess. She was in your life before Austin and it has always been very clear how much you love her and of course, how much Austin loves her too. It’s a very painful loss. She was a member of your family. When I lost my Max, my beautiful baby boy cat, who I bonded more with than any other animal I have ever met, the only thing that comforted me, was the hope and belief that I would see him and cuddle him again some day. For the sake of my broken heart, I need to believe that, otherwise I don’t think that I would have been able to move on and just try to heal. Thank you for sharing Stella with all of us. She sure was one of a kind. Love all of you guys. Leanne. 💜
I lost 2 of my fur family members within a week of each other last fall, and it still hits me at odd moments. I haven't been able to bring myself to watch the Stella video, because I don't want to cry. But, I am truly sorry for your loss. Stella was loved by us all.
I lost my dog recently who was also called Stella. She was my best friend for 17 years and she helped me in a way not many people understand. I know exactly the pain you’re going through and I’m sending all the love and support I have to you and the family. Keep your chin up and cherish all those memories you have of your beautiful girl. xx
Your sadness during this process shows how great yours and our love for Stella is. She left many happy footprints on many, many hearts! She was an exceptional fur person. Children are so pure and innocent that I truly believe in angels, human and animals and that young children do notice the angels when they visit us.
What really helped our dogs grieve when we've lost a dog has been having the vet come to our house to put them down. It has really helped the other dog really understand where their friend has gone. It made us feel so much better knowing that the dog left behind gets to smell the other dog and be with them instead of their friend just disappearing. It sucks no matter what though. So sorry for your loss.
Page's face in her walker just cracked me up after Jess's intro. Stella was and is an awesome pup and I think I speak for many when I say she held a special place in all our hearts. I will miss her voice haha.
Stella is definitely sending you signs that she is still here and still protecting you! I am a big believer in lost loved ones having in influence from the great beyond!
My daughter was born back in November. We started using this exact same bouncer when she was around this age as well. I posted some pictures to my Facebook and my good friend from high school, who Is now a pediatric occupational therapist and her husband is a pediatric physical therapist left me this message. I really appreciated the information as I did not know that my daughter having her legs dangling was a harm to her development. I have followed you for a while and I know Micah was much older when you first purchased this so I figured you may not know. the bouncer is a great tool to help her be more upright and learn trunk control, especially if she's motivated by the lights and sounds. 🙂 And it can give you a break when you need your hands free! But, I do want to caution about her feet not touching the floor. This can add strain to her little developing hips (gravity) and pressure in the crotch area where she's essentially hanging. So I'm not saying not to use it, but it could be better adapted right now, before she's tall enough. If you can put something under her feet (maybe some old college textbooks or something like a firm cushion), so she can have full foot contact, and a slight bend in her knee, that will be best. Then she can be supporting her weight on her feet, which in turn increases her proprioception to her joints (ankles, knees, hips) AND helps strengthen her muscles and bones. Early heel and foot contact is so important and has been shown though research (developmental PTs) to support walking and standing development. It's a simple fix and I think it will go a long way for her.
My boxer, Penny, was just like Maple she just wouldn't play fetch she would chase my golden retreiver only to take the ball from her. My golden passed in October, fast forward several months and now Penny has started playing fetch! Don't give up, she'll get the hang of it eventually! My heart goes out to you.
It’s never easy losing a family pet/member! Gonna miss seeing that little goober in the videos! Sending you guys all the love and support! Her montage was very beautiful. 😊❤️❤️ Gonna miss her “Stella voice”! Gonna have to rewatch old vlogs to hear it again. Maybe you guys could put a Stella playlist together!?! ❤️❤️
We use to stuff cloth nappies around my son to support him a bit better in his table chair, until he filled it out himself. One thing we did for our dog when we lost one of the pair, was to get them a giant dog bone, which we couldn’t have when there was two of them because it would cause fights. I found it really helped my dog through the initial difficult period. I hope this helps.
Fun fact is that when dogs sniff they can pick up when another dog is sick or have something going on. Maple knew she was not feeling good. Hope that can be a little bit of comfort.
I have a story for you guys. My two boys’ ages now 20 and 18, when they were born, Josh was the baby that needed to be entertained all the time. Caleb was more independent and could play by himself, and loved his tummy time. I likened their personalities to night and day. As josh slept all day, in naps and Caleb slept at night. Both boys are still different from one another, but I love them and couldn’t be more grateful that I’m their mom. I love seeing your videos and watching Mica and Paige’s personalities developing. 💜 I feel like Stella is watching over you guys. I loved her and I just feel like she will always be a guardian dog angel for your family. Much love from Kansas City, MO.
My very favorite video that you showed of Ms Stella was the one with her dragging the tree. (full branch) HAHAHA That girl found her a HUGE "stick" and she was proud! HAHAHA I'm glad you have so many great memories of your fur baby. She was truly loved and it shows. Still sending prayers your way.
Sorry for your loss. Stella reminds me of my girl Harley. Their face and eyes looks similar except mine is fawn. Harley also doesn’t trust men and she fears everything. I have 3 boxers Buddy 12, Harley 6, Maybelline 3. I will be in your shoes sooner than later with Buddy. He has had cancer removed three times and now he has tiny tumors in his muscle that they can’t remove and arthritis in his hips that is also now in his bones. So he has a hard time getting up and down and walking up stairs that I try to keep him from. I had him since he was 8 weeks old and my daughter was in kindergarten and is now a senior in high school. Dreading the day. Thinking and praying for you all.
I almost couldn’t bring myself to watch this video😢 I know y’all had to make a tough decision, but I think you can take some comfort knowing she’s not suffering anymore💜 Thank you for showing your life with us and having one last video with Stella💜
When my dog died, about a week after I was having a nap and Charlie came bounding up to me and I felt a voice say "you only have til morning so cherish this time together" and it felt like this was him saying a proper goodbye because he was so sick at the end. I hope you get something this magical. It helped me so much.. they find a way.
I put a rolled up blanket or small pillow behind my granddaughter when she was Paige's size and it helped support her. She loved it and I didn't have to worry she would bonk her face if she fell over.
I want to tell you how truely heartbroken I am for your family. I lost my emotional support golden lab 5 years ago and it has not been easy to live without her. She truely was the love of my life. Losing a dog in my opinion is the hardest lose of life. You guys are in my prayers. Stella was absolutely beautiful and precious. May she always be at peace. When my lab passed I also had a beagle they where best buds and my beagle grieved intense.
It's been a year since I had my almost 18 year old dog put to sleep. I still cry sometimes. She is forever in my heart. I loved it when Stella "talked". Much love.
We love Stella, but we also love you guys and want to be there for you guys during this time! I’m glad you got so many nice comments and support from your viewers!
Not only did we love Stella, but we love your family soooo much. You are the sweetest parents and you have 2 of the cutest little girls. Yours is my favorite vlogs to watch. God blessed you
Losing a pet is really hard . Continued prayers for you all and for maple . Dogs do grieve but having Micah as her playmate will be great for them both. Omg Paige girl slow down you are growing way to fast...lol she is a doll.
Having to say goodbye to a member of your family be it human or beloved pet is extremely hard. The hard times you feel right now will ease with time until you just remember them as happy and enjoying life. I have had to say goodbye to several beloved pets in my life. I remember them all with love and happy memories. The grieving process takes time, do not rush it. Just know Stella would not have wanted to be uncomfortable and unable to play. She is much happier and running now. *Hugs* 🐶
First, Happy Birthday Austin. My sister went through this last year. I sent her your post. They still hear the clicking of Shyla's claws on their hardwood floors. Austin, the same thing happened to me with swinging. I was 43 when I realized no swinging, no rides at an amusement park. Age, man, it messes ya up. Lol
I really am so sorry that your precious babygirl Stella went to doggy Heaven and as much as you always want her there, she is at peace knowing the amazing family she had throughout her whole life. She will forever be thankful for the love and trust that you gave her. God bless you all and may Stella RIP in Heaven in the fields of green grass to run and be free of any and all pain watching over you all every day ❤❤❤
I donated to hope for paws in Stellas memory, I needed to leave work early coz I kept crying it took me three times to watch. I'm so happy your feeling better love u guys xx
When we got the vets office card it hurt my soul while at the same time made me smile because they donated on his behalf to their rehabilitation center.
My cats are what keeps me going. But even though I love them so I can't keep them in pain just to make me feel better. My 19 year old cat was heading into organ failure and the vet said I could keep him comfortable or help him pass peacefully. As tough as the choice was I wasn't about to put him through that. I miss him. He came to me and stayed with me for 18 years and it was his time. I still have my 8 year and one year old cats to get me through the tough stuff.
When my dog passed away, I kept seeing white feathers everywhere. It comforted me as I saw it as a message that he was looking over me and telling me he was ok. Every time I see white feathers now I think of him. I have been keeping you in my thoughts.
I won't lie I'm going to miss you talking as stella 😔 and I also feel so sorry for maple because she's going to grieve so much and the sad part is she can't ask for help!!
Love y'all and, I would say Micah knows she is gone, she watched you cry and your heart hurting. She is making you better. The swing the blanket of love, tears, happy tears. It takes time when you loose a loved one. Which Stella was. She will live on . Your all in my heart and prays. Happy day happy family💙❤❤❤❤
My heart is with you guys. That was so sweet about the little signs! I literally heard my passed Boxer “Tooty” fart a year after she passed! I was laying down to go to bed, closed my eyes and heard it! Hahah! Way too funny! Heaven sent toots! 🕊🐾🍑💨
When you posted the previous video I could tell with maple that she knew Stella was done. Just the way she laid next to Stella and looked up at you and I could see it in maples eyes that she knew. So glad you're spending extra time with her. You all need to heal your hearts together!!! Prayers for healing.
Maybe you should do Stella’s voice for the doggy toy? Now, I know you probably don’t want to hear this BUT.....wait about a month then get a puppy. 🐶 It helps with the grieving and will give Maple some to “mentor” like Stella did for her 😊
We bought a shelf and placed a picture of my dog Luke on it and then we bought a slideshow picture frame and put pictures of Luke on it (there’s a lot). We intend to put family pictures on it at some point, but still a year later we can’t get ourselves to do it. My dog Chewie grieved for a long time after Luke passed. He was always looking for him. He actually started acting a little like Luke. He sticks to my mom like glue and always wants to sit down. That’s exactly how Luke was. I think about you guys all the time, I love you, and I’m still sending prayers❤️
Stella passed the same day as our beloved girl Amber. She was almost 18, I know exactly how you are feeling. Kids are great, they just accept things xx
I watch your last video and cried along with you guys...Stella was your first baby and you have so many fantastic memories with her...We lost our Staffy called Baxter 3 years ago and it's still difficult now....sending you lots of love..xxx
I really admire how strong you both are, it took me months to stop crying when I lost pets whenever they were mentioned. Much love and prayers being sent your way ❤️❤️
I had to have my old fella Prince put to sleep a couple of years ago, my other dog Bonnie missed him like mad. We had to find new walks to take her on as she refused to go on their "Normal" walks. So hard to see them grieving when they don't understand what is happening. Sleep tight Stella Xxx
I remember 3 days after our dog Athena being gone, our other dogs seemed like they were crying and very upset. The house wasn’t the same without Athena. You could just tell the big change. I felt so bad for the dogs but I comforted them as bad as I could.
I think one of my favourite Stella moments was when you guys were going away and you were putting mabes in her crate till someone (who was looking after them) came and Jess did her voice saying 'enjoy you're stay in the cage mabes' I literally howled with laughter at that clip! Jess did her 'voice' so well, she was a wonderful dog to watch in videos, I can't imagine how much you miss her, big hugs xxx
Take a vacation, get a haircut, take a trip definitely do something to get your mind off your loss. My condolences once again for the loss of a great dog Stella.
This video hit hard. My daughter is a couple months younger than Micah and we just lost our old pupper and she keeps bringing a puppy dog stuffed animal she has to me awww and saying "dogdog!" Which is what she called our dog, Shaka.. one of our other dogs, Koko, has been pretty lost without his big sister. I felt this video.
We lost our beloved dog a little over a year ago and its taken me a long while to come around to getting another one. We had word on Tuesday that the pup we had enquired about had been born that day ❤. I definitely believe in signs and know that your sweet girl will be keeping an eye on you all xx
Such a cute Vlog & glad your heart is healing with all the AWESOME Memories of Stella.... Continued PRAYERS Jess, Austin, Micah & Paige.... Continued PRAYERS of PEACE & COMFORT 🙏❤💙💖💖🐕🤗✝️
Our granddaughter was born the same day as Paige and they have been using a jolly jumper for two weeks. She has really good head control and rolls from back to front. I’m so sorry about Stella, losing a pet is really hard. When I turned 50 earlier this year I swear overnight I got so many aches and pains along with old lady noises when I get up from the couch 😳 Take care 🌸🐨🌸
#Austin&JessVlogs I am so sorry that you lost your awesome dog stella, She is not going to fight for life anymore and she will be in a much better place Don’t think of her as gone away - her journey’s just begun, life holds so many facets - this earth is only one. Just think of her as resting from the sorrows and the tears in a place of warmth and comfort where there are no days and years. Think how she must be wishing that we could know today how nothing but our sadness can really pass away. And think of her as living And think of her as living In the hearts of those she touched For nothing loved is ever lost - And she was loved so much Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies who has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; his eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart. Sunlight streams through the window pane unto a spot on the floor…. then I remember, it’s where you used to lie, but now you are no more. Our feet walk down a hall of carpet, and muted echoes sound…. then I remember, It’s where your paws would joyously abound. A voice is heard along the road, and up beyond the hill, then I remember it can’t be yours…. your golden voice is still. But I’ll take that vacant spot of floor and empty muted hall and lay them with the absent voice and unused dish along the wall. I’ll wrap these treasured memorials in a blanket of my love and keep them for my best friend until we meet above.
Whew, the condolence card from the vet hits you right in the gut doesn't it? It's a wonderful, thoughtful thing (my vet does it too), but wowza. I teared up when Jess teared up. I'm so sorry. I know it's rough.
My heart continues to go out to you guys at this difficult time. I have thought of you often since you released the video. I told my husband about it and he broke down and cried. I had shown him over the last year a couple videos of stella talking and he loved it. When Austin was throwing the ball to maple and he said get the guy and bring it back I could so hear stella talking in my head. She was such a great dog. She will be missed on the vlogs. I can't imagine how you are feeling. Sending you love and hugs.
I made it 2 minutes into the video before I was in tears. "Donate in Stella's name" is going to be a nationwide wave in the animal shelter world. I don't want to overstep but I think it would be cool to have a hashtag for Stella - you know, something like #PawsforStella 🐾 or #StellaLove . You all continue to be in my thoughts & prayers. 💌 Love from Oklahoma
Praying for you guys 💕. Paige in the toy was adorable 💕 Our second walked and did everything faster watching her big brother and our third even faster! Lol
Just finally managed to watch the second half of your last video about Stella. Tears all round. Even my pug was listening and the kids remarked on how sad she looked! I know this feeling, I've been there with my little Boxer girl and I'm glad that you're doing better. They break your heart, don't they. God bless you all xx. Hoping to hear her 'voice' from time to time?
She is looking down with love for you guys...She's not in pain anymore..Now on to the other silly dog,that dog is adorable and will keep you on your toes lol...
I am so sorry for your loss;( I watched your video and cried... my husband and I had to put our dog down on July 27 2020 she went into kidney failure and it was very hard for us she was 16 years old chihuahua. Your video really helped me with the loss of our fur baby. We will be making a donation in stellas name to a local shelter here in ct:) we can not give out the town due to our RUclips channel. I love watching your videos keep your heads up and such a beautiful family love you all !!!!
It breaks my heart to think we will never hear Stella's voice again 😭 but maybe maple will find a voice now the elder sibling has passed. Glad you took a few days to grieve it was clearly needed 💕
I was thinking about you guys all day that day... In the end though, still very impressed with how you are dealing with this with two little kids! Parents on the year!
I watched Stella's last video and the entire time, I was Ugly-Crying. The day before you released that video, I lost a kitten--she died in my hands💔 I'm so sorry you guys had to go thru that. It's never easy. I like that you're coming to peace with the fact that she isnt suffering anymore. You guys did really make the right decision. I have only discovered you guys a few months ago, but I literally binged all 3 channels and I feel like you're a part of my family and we are a part of yours. You guys really bring happiness to my life and I just adore watching you guys, watching the girls grow (which, btw, Paige is seriously looking SOOOO much like Micah). I genuinely look forward to your videos. Love when you go live! And I felt super special that you guys read my comment out loud and answered it and mentioning my name (twice)!
I think sometime you should contact someone who does pet portraits and get a nice dog portrait painted of her. Something you can see everyday guarding the household.
Roll up some receiving blankets to kind of ring around her belly and chest to help steady her upright. Worked good when we put our 4 month old in an exersaucer, she loved it.
Glad you are feeling better. It’s a process our pets are family and it’s hard. Stella had an awesome life. I lost my Wishbone 4 years ago he was 14 and my best buddy and although it was heartbreaking I take comfort in knowing he is waiting for me just the other side of the rainbow bridge. Much love and comfort I’m sending your way during this time guys. God Bless ❤️
I’m so glad you guys are doing better and spending time together as a family. I feel your pain, and I know a lot of people do. But you guys got this. One of the strongest families I’ve ever come across and I wish you & yours nothing but the best! Stay strong! ❤️
Animals definitely notice. I had 2 cats and 1 got sick. I had to put him down. That was last year. My surviving cat still goes into each room meowing and looking for there buddy. But it gets better. :)
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Austin and Jess.....I know the pain you felt at losing a pet. I lost my cat, to bone cancer in his wrist. Then 10 months later, I lost both of my dogs, only 9 weeks apart. Even the vet was in tears when I had to put the second dog down, so soon after the first. It was a long struggle, but I now have a 10 yr old cat and a 9 yr old dog. Both mean the world to me. Both are now slowing down A LOT, and I savor each day with them. I enjoyed seeing and hearing about Stella. Stella was my grandmother's name. Hearing you talk about her, always reminded my of my grandma and made me smile. Keep remembering her with fondness and keep smiling at all the fun memories!!!
We actually bought a tree for the dogs that we have loss. Each dog has their own tree with a little sign with their name. It kind of gives us comfort that they are still with us.
That’s a really great idea. Thank you. I think we will do that. One of our babies just passed.
What a lovely idea!
Thats such a good idea!!!!
I lost my dog last week, thankyou for this idea. I'm going to buy a tree today ♡
What if you move houses?
When we lost our dog I thought I was going nuts because I kept feel a cold nose on the back of my leg ( which my dog use to do to me). After a few weeks my wife told me she kept feeling a cold nose on her leg! It was all the confirmation I needed to know my Frankie was still with us and he was letting us know it! It was so comforting. It’s been over 2 years and though it’s slowed down I will still periodically feel that nudge on the back of my leg. They really do live on by our side. Your baby girl is watching over the family I truly believe that!
The fact that you're so open about the grieving process is refreshing but it breaks my heart every time just because I know how hard it is to make that decision. You did the right thing and Stella is probably running around heaven now just having a blast. Much love from KY. I'll be praying for ya'll.
Maple will grieve. Just give her more love n hugs.
Stella is running around chasing tennis balls in heaven. Meeting all the dogs that are there. Wow how much Paige must have grown for her feet to touch the bottom of the seat. Wow Micah looks so active at the park. Love to you all.xxxxx
It was probably cathartic to do the video of Stella. And it's so great to have her life with all of you documented. She really was loved by so many of us as are you ALL! Just remember grief is an intimate, personal experience that everyone goes through differently and at different times. It takes as long as it takes! It's like sailing the sea of emotion there are times when the winds will blow fiercely and move you in a way you're just barely able to control and then just as it came in it will die down and you're peacefully drifting on those beautiful waves! My heart goes out to you all. Maple will definitely mourn her loss. Animals feel the sadness took unfortunately. And I do Absolutely believe that it's her giving you those signs saying I'll always be here watching over you! The pain will subside but the memories never will. My thoughts and prayers are with you. What a beautiful way to end on with Austin, Micah and Paige swinging! Have a wonderful day!
"To us, animals are in our lives what feel like a short time, but to them we are their whole life." As a new vet tech student in the professional program up at NDSU, I hope that veterinary medicine continues to improve and advance so more animal medical complications can be treated, slowed, and possibly even cured. It really sucks that animals can't live as long as their human companions and care givers.
When you talked about Maple missing Stella reminded me of my cats. I had 5 cats until June 21st when all of a sudden I had to phone the vet on a Sunday about my youngest cat Kali. Her breathing was all wrong. She was gasping and struggling to breath. She had lung cancer and taking her to the vets during a pandemic was horrible. I couldn't be with her at the end, but I now have her ashes at home with me. 2 weeks later Pepper my 10 year old cat escaped and was missing for 30 days. During this time the other 3 cats did act strange. They wondered around looking for their missing friends. Then Pepper came back. But they all sleep and sit very close to me, closer than they used to do. Pets definitely miss other pets when they are gone.
You will feel this way for a while. My sweet Genoa passed on August 12th and I find I still feel like she is around every corner or will be waiting for me when I get home. The tears still hit every so often and my heart aches every day, but I know she is ay peace now. I will always be grateful for the 15 years of unconditional love and companionship. Just like you will with Stella. She will always be remembered and carried in your heart.
Your last video, the one about Stella, affected me more than I thought was possible for an animal I have never actually met. But she was just so special to be honest.
I also think that you, Jess, really brought Stella to life for most of us! With your voice, it was hard to not see her as her own individual self, with this big beautiful personality. I don’t know if that makes sense to anyone other than me.
I have always had pets and been surrounded by animals, growing up a lot on my grandfather’s dairy farm, and I have always spent a lot of time with any animal I have access to. With that time spent, I always get to know the personality of each individual animal, no matter what type, and once I have got to know their personality, I find it really difficult to not see them as individuals, sometimes I have to really remind myself that they are an animal and not a human.
I get very attached.
I’m so, so sorry that you lost your beautiful, sweet girl, Jess. She was in your life before Austin and it has always been very clear how much you love her and of course, how much Austin loves her too.
It’s a very painful loss. She was a member of your family.
When I lost my Max, my beautiful baby boy cat, who I bonded more with than any other animal I have ever met, the only thing that comforted me, was the hope and belief that I would see him and cuddle him again some day.
For the sake of my broken heart, I need to believe that, otherwise I don’t think that I would have been able to move on and just try to heal.
Thank you for sharing Stella with all of us. She sure was one of a kind.
Love all of you guys. Leanne. 💜
I lost 2 of my fur family members within a week of each other last fall, and it still hits me at odd moments. I haven't been able to bring myself to watch the Stella video, because I don't want to cry. But, I am truly sorry for your loss. Stella was loved by us all.
I lost my dog recently who was also called Stella. She was my best friend for 17 years and she helped me in a way not many people understand. I know exactly the pain you’re going through and I’m sending all the love and support I have to you and the family. Keep your chin up and cherish all those memories you have of your beautiful girl. xx
Your sadness during this process shows how great yours and our love for Stella is. She left many happy footprints on many, many hearts! She was an exceptional fur person. Children are so pure and innocent that I truly believe in angels, human and animals and that young children do notice the angels when they visit us.
What really helped our dogs grieve when we've lost a dog has been having the vet come to our house to put them down. It has really helped the other dog really understand where their friend has gone. It made us feel so much better knowing that the dog left behind gets to smell the other dog and be with them instead of their friend just disappearing. It sucks no matter what though. So sorry for your loss.
Page's face in her walker just cracked me up after Jess's intro. Stella was and is an awesome pup and I think I speak for many when I say she held a special place in all our hearts. I will miss her voice haha.
Our vet sent us a little card too, and it for sure brought back all the tears. It was a tough week but I was so thankful to receive a card from them.
jess your voice for your dog was always a highlight when I watched the video and you did her voice I just lost it.
Donated to a local shelter in memory of Stella ❤️ so amazing to her legacy go on. My heart hurts for you guys and I am so so sorry for your loss ❤️
Stella is definitely sending you signs that she is still here and still protecting you! I am a big believer in lost loved ones having in influence from the great beyond!
My daughter was born back in November. We started using this exact same bouncer when she was around this age as well. I posted some pictures to my Facebook and my good friend from high school, who Is now a pediatric occupational therapist and her husband is a pediatric physical therapist left me this message. I really appreciated the information as I did not know that my daughter having her legs dangling was a harm to her development. I have followed you for a while and I know Micah was much older when you first purchased this so I figured you may not know.
the bouncer is a great tool to help her be more upright and learn trunk control, especially if she's motivated by the lights and sounds. 🙂 And it can give you a break when you need your hands free!
But, I do want to caution about her feet not touching the floor. This can add strain to her little developing hips (gravity) and pressure in the crotch area where she's essentially hanging. So I'm not saying not to use it, but it could be better adapted right now, before she's tall enough. If you can put something under her feet (maybe some old college textbooks or something like a firm cushion), so she can have full foot contact, and a slight bend in her knee, that will be best. Then she can be supporting her weight on her feet, which in turn increases her proprioception to her joints (ankles, knees, hips) AND helps strengthen her muscles and bones. Early heel and foot contact is so important and has been shown though research (developmental PTs) to support walking and standing development. It's a simple fix and I think it will go a long way for her.
My boxer, Penny, was just like Maple she just wouldn't play fetch she would chase my golden retreiver only to take the ball from her. My golden passed in October, fast forward several months and now Penny has started playing fetch!
Don't give up, she'll get the hang of it eventually!
My heart goes out to you.
I think you should make Stella merch to help her memory live on between all of us!
I lost my 2 kitties a couple years ago they were 17 year old sisters. So now when i have them in my dreams i always see it as they are visiting me
It’s never easy losing a family pet/member! Gonna miss seeing that little goober in the videos! Sending you guys all the love and support! Her montage was very beautiful. 😊❤️❤️ Gonna miss her “Stella voice”! Gonna have to rewatch old vlogs to hear it again. Maybe you guys could put a Stella playlist together!?! ❤️❤️
We use to stuff cloth nappies around my son to support him a bit better in his table chair, until he filled it out himself. One thing we did for our dog when we lost one of the pair, was to get them a giant dog bone, which we couldn’t have when there was two of them because it would cause fights. I found it really helped my dog through the initial difficult period. I hope this helps.
Fun fact is that when dogs sniff they can pick up when another dog is sick or have something going on. Maple knew she was not feeling good. Hope that can be a little bit of comfort.
If it’s any help
We all know she’ll fly high over the rainbow, she was such a good good girl xx
Much love
I have a story for you guys. My two boys’ ages now 20 and 18, when they were born, Josh was the baby that needed to be entertained all the time. Caleb was more independent and could play by himself, and loved his tummy time. I likened their personalities to night and day. As josh slept all day, in naps and Caleb slept at night. Both boys are still different from one another, but I love them and couldn’t be more grateful that I’m their mom. I love seeing your videos and watching Mica and Paige’s personalities developing. 💜
I feel like Stella is watching over you guys. I loved her and I just feel like she will always be a guardian dog angel for your family.
Much love from Kansas City, MO.
My very favorite video that you showed of Ms Stella was the one with her dragging the tree. (full branch) HAHAHA That girl found her a HUGE "stick" and she was proud! HAHAHA I'm glad you have so many great memories of your fur baby. She was truly loved and it shows. Still sending prayers your way.
I absolutely loved your goodbye video of Stella especially the tribute at the end
Sorry for your loss. Stella reminds me of my girl Harley. Their face and eyes looks similar except mine is fawn. Harley also doesn’t trust men and she fears everything. I have 3 boxers Buddy 12, Harley 6, Maybelline 3. I will be in your shoes sooner than later with Buddy. He has had cancer removed three times and now he has tiny tumors in his muscle that they can’t remove and arthritis in his hips that is also now in his bones. So he has a hard time getting up and down and walking up stairs that I try to keep him from. I had him since he was 8 weeks old and my daughter was in kindergarten and is now a senior in high school. Dreading the day. Thinking and praying for you all.
Micah is looking more and more like Mom everyday!
I almost couldn’t bring myself to watch this video😢 I know y’all had to make a tough decision, but I think you can take some comfort knowing she’s not suffering anymore💜 Thank you for showing your life with us and having one last video with Stella💜
You guys feel like long distance friends to me. I am so sorry for your loss and I know it's hard.
When my dog died, about a week after I was having a nap and Charlie came bounding up to me and I felt a voice say "you only have til morning so cherish this time together" and it felt like this was him saying a proper goodbye because he was so sick at the end. I hope you get something this magical. It helped me so much.. they find a way.
I put a rolled up blanket or small pillow behind my granddaughter when she was Paige's size and it helped support her. She loved it and I didn't have to worry she would bonk her face if she fell over.
I want to tell you how truely heartbroken I am for your family. I lost my emotional support golden lab 5 years ago and it has not been easy to live without her. She truely was the love of my life. Losing a dog in my opinion is the hardest lose of life. You guys are in my prayers. Stella was absolutely beautiful and precious. May she always be at peace. When my lab passed I also had a beagle they where best buds and my beagle grieved intense.
Yesterday I was grieving for your girl. Then today I adopted a cat who's name is Stella. She's just as goofy and loving.
It's been a year since I had my almost 18 year old dog put to sleep. I still cry sometimes. She is forever in my heart. I loved it when Stella "talked". Much love.
I'm going to miss that voice so much!! It fit her so well!!!
We love Stella, but we also love you guys and want to be there for you guys during this time! I’m glad you got so many nice comments and support from your viewers!
Not only did we love Stella, but we love your family soooo much. You are the sweetest parents and you have 2 of the cutest little girls. Yours is my favorite vlogs to watch. God blessed you
So glad you did a Stella story. She will be missed.
Losing a pet is really hard . Continued prayers for you all and for maple . Dogs do grieve but having Micah as her playmate will be great for them both. Omg Paige girl slow down you are growing way to fast...lol she is a doll.
Having to say goodbye to a member of your family be it human or beloved pet is extremely hard. The hard times you feel right now will ease with time until you just remember them as happy and enjoying life. I have had to say goodbye to several beloved pets in my life. I remember them all with love and happy memories. The grieving process takes time, do not rush it. Just know Stella would not have wanted to be uncomfortable and unable to play. She is much happier and running now. *Hugs* 🐶
First, Happy Birthday Austin.
My sister went through this last year. I sent her your post. They still hear the clicking of Shyla's claws on their hardwood floors.
Austin, the same thing happened to me with swinging. I was 43 when I realized no swinging, no rides at an amusement park. Age, man, it messes ya up. Lol
So sorry for the loss of your fur-baby Stella. Praying for comfort
Losing a pet is like losing a child. So very sorry for your loss!
Poor Mapes shell be OK her and Micha will be even closer!! That warms my heart!!
I really am so sorry that your precious babygirl Stella went to doggy Heaven and as much as you always want her there, she is at peace knowing the amazing family she had throughout her whole life. She will forever be thankful for the love and trust that you gave her. God bless you all and may Stella RIP in Heaven in the fields of green grass to run and be free of any and all pain watching over you all every day ❤❤❤
I totally believe in signs! Whether from a person or pet, they are still with you!!!
The amazement in miss Paige face when she was in the activity chair was to beautiful for words
I donated to hope for paws in Stellas memory, I needed to leave work early coz I kept crying it took me three times to watch. I'm so happy your feeling better love u guys xx
I can’t get over how much Paige looks like Micah. They are so adorable
I think maple needs a voice now!! Maybe a totally derpy voice but it would be a nice thing to keep going
When we got the vets office card it hurt my soul while at the same time made me smile because they donated on his behalf to their rehabilitation center.
My cats are what keeps me going. But even though I love them so I can't keep them in pain just to make me feel better. My 19 year old cat was heading into organ failure and the vet said I could keep him comfortable or help him pass peacefully. As tough as the choice was I wasn't about to put him through that. I miss him. He came to me and stayed with me for 18 years and it was his time. I still have my 8 year and one year old cats to get me through the tough stuff.
When my dog passed away, I kept seeing white feathers everywhere. It comforted me as I saw it as a message that he was looking over me and telling me he was ok. Every time I see white feathers now I think of him. I have been keeping you in my thoughts.
I won't lie I'm going to miss you talking as stella 😔 and I also feel so sorry for maple because she's going to grieve so much and the sad part is she can't ask for help!!
Love y'all and, I would say Micah knows she is gone, she watched you cry and your heart hurting. She is making you better. The swing the blanket of love, tears, happy tears. It takes time when you loose a loved one. Which Stella was. She will live on . Your all in my heart and prays. Happy day happy family💙❤❤❤❤
My heart is with you guys. That was so sweet about the little signs! I literally heard my passed Boxer “Tooty” fart a year after she passed! I was laying down to go to bed, closed my eyes and heard it! Hahah! Way too funny! Heaven sent toots! 🕊🐾🍑💨
When you posted the previous video I could tell with maple that she knew Stella was done. Just the way she laid next to Stella and looked up at you and I could see it in maples eyes that she knew. So glad you're spending extra time with her. You all need to heal your hearts together!!! Prayers for healing.
Maybe you should do Stella’s voice for the doggy toy?
Now, I know you probably don’t want to hear this BUT.....wait about a month then get a puppy. 🐶 It helps with the grieving and will give Maple some to “mentor” like Stella did for her 😊
We bought a shelf and placed a picture of my dog Luke on it and then we bought a slideshow picture frame and put pictures of Luke on it (there’s a lot). We intend to put family pictures on it at some point, but still a year later we can’t get ourselves to do it.
My dog Chewie grieved for a long time after Luke passed. He was always looking for him. He actually started acting a little like Luke. He sticks to my mom like glue and always wants to sit down. That’s exactly how Luke was.
I think about you guys all the time,
I love you, and I’m still sending prayers❤️
Stella passed the same day as our beloved girl Amber. She was almost 18, I know exactly how you are feeling. Kids are great, they just accept things xx
Yes thank-you for letting us see Stella one last time I was crying my eyes out while I was watching but Stella is in a happier place xxxxxxx
So happy to Micah playing on the playground. Our playgrounds still aren’t open yet.
I watch your last video and cried along with you guys...Stella was your first baby and you have so many fantastic memories with her...We lost our Staffy called Baxter 3 years ago and it's still difficult now....sending you lots of love..xxx
I really admire how strong you both are, it took me months to stop crying when I lost pets whenever they were mentioned. Much love and prayers being sent your way ❤️❤️
I had to have my old fella Prince put to sleep a couple of years ago, my other dog Bonnie missed him like mad. We had to find new walks to take her on as she refused to go on their "Normal" walks. So hard to see them grieving when they don't understand what is happening. Sleep tight Stella Xxx
I remember 3 days after our dog Athena being gone, our other dogs seemed like they were crying and very upset. The house wasn’t the same without Athena. You could just tell the big change. I felt so bad for the dogs but I comforted them as bad as I could.
I think one of my favourite Stella moments was when you guys were going away and you were putting mabes in her crate till someone (who was looking after them) came and Jess did her voice saying 'enjoy you're stay in the cage mabes' I literally howled with laughter at that clip! Jess did her 'voice' so well, she was a wonderful dog to watch in videos, I can't imagine how much you miss her, big hugs xxx
Take a vacation, get a haircut, take a trip definitely do something to get your mind off your loss. My condolences once again for the loss of a great dog Stella.
Can we have a Stella playlist? I loved the Stella voice Jessica did.
It’s time for Maple to find her voice 😉 so sorry for your loss. We loved Stella. ♥️
This video hit hard. My daughter is a couple months younger than Micah and we just lost our old pupper and she keeps bringing a puppy dog stuffed animal she has to me awww and saying "dogdog!" Which is what she called our dog, Shaka.. one of our other dogs, Koko, has been pretty lost without his big sister. I felt this video.
We lost our beloved dog a little over a year ago and its taken me a long while to come around to getting another one. We had word on Tuesday that the pup we had enquired about had been born that day ❤. I definitely believe in signs and know that your sweet girl will be keeping an eye on you all xx
Such a cute Vlog & glad your heart is healing with all the AWESOME Memories of Stella....
Continued PRAYERS Jess, Austin, Micah & Paige.... Continued PRAYERS of PEACE & COMFORT 🙏❤💙💖💖🐕🤗✝️
Our granddaughter was born the same day as Paige and they have been using a jolly jumper for two weeks. She has really good head control and rolls from back to front. I’m so sorry about Stella, losing a pet is really hard. When I turned 50 earlier this year I swear overnight I got so many aches and pains along with old lady noises when I get up from the couch 😳 Take care 🌸🐨🌸
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I am so sorry that you lost your awesome dog stella, She is not going to fight for life anymore and she will be in a much better place Don’t think of her as gone away - her journey’s just begun, life holds so many facets - this earth is only one. Just think of her as resting
from the sorrows and the tears in a place of warmth and comfort where there are no days and years. Think how she must be wishing
that we could know today how nothing but our sadness can really pass away. And think of her as living And think of her as living
In the hearts of those she touched For nothing loved is ever lost -
And she was loved so much Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies who has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; his eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart. Sunlight streams through the window pane unto a spot on the floor…. then I remember, it’s where you used to lie, but now you are no more. Our feet walk down a hall of carpet, and muted echoes sound…. then I remember, It’s where your paws would joyously abound. A voice is heard along the road,
and up beyond the hill, then I remember it can’t be yours…. your golden voice is still. But I’ll take that vacant spot of floor
and empty muted hall and lay them with the absent voice and unused dish along the wall. I’ll wrap these treasured memorials
in a blanket of my love and keep them for my best friend until we meet above.
Whew, the condolence card from the vet hits you right in the gut doesn't it? It's a wonderful, thoughtful thing (my vet does it too), but wowza. I teared up when Jess teared up. I'm so sorry. I know it's rough.
I know exactly how you feel. I've been there with both my dogs. It's heartbreaking....cherish your memories and enjoy your time with Mabel .....xx
My heart continues to go out to you guys at this difficult time. I have thought of you often since you released the video. I told my husband about it and he broke down and cried. I had shown him over the last year a couple videos of stella talking and he loved it. When Austin was throwing the ball to maple and he said get the guy and bring it back I could so hear stella talking in my head. She was such a great dog. She will be missed on the vlogs. I can't imagine how you are feeling. Sending you love and hugs.
I made it 2 minutes into the video before I was in tears. "Donate in Stella's name" is going to be a nationwide wave in the animal shelter world. I don't want to overstep but I think it would be cool to have a hashtag for Stella - you know, something like #PawsforStella 🐾 or #StellaLove . You all continue to be in my thoughts & prayers.
💌 Love from Oklahoma
U can never get over loosing fur baby
Praying for you guys 💕. Paige in the toy was adorable 💕 Our second walked and did everything faster watching her big brother and our third even faster! Lol
Just finally managed to watch the second half of your last video about Stella. Tears all round. Even my pug was listening and the kids remarked on how sad she looked! I know this feeling, I've been there with my little Boxer girl and I'm glad that you're doing better. They break your heart, don't they. God bless you all xx. Hoping to hear her 'voice' from time to time?
She is looking down with love for you guys...She's not in pain anymore..Now on to the other silly dog,that dog is adorable and will keep you on your toes lol...
I am so sorry for your loss;( I watched your video and cried... my husband and I had to put our dog down on July 27 2020 she went into kidney failure and it was very hard for us she was 16 years old chihuahua. Your video really helped me with the loss of our fur baby. We will be making a donation in stellas name to a local shelter here in ct:) we can not give out the town due to our RUclips channel. I love watching your videos keep your heads up and such a beautiful family love you all !!!!
It breaks my heart to think we will never hear Stella's voice again 😭 but maybe maple will find a voice now the elder sibling has passed. Glad you took a few days to grieve it was clearly needed 💕
Try putting a small pillow or a towel that you roll up to help support her little back
I was thinking about you guys all day that day...
In the end though, still very impressed with how you are dealing with this with two little kids! Parents on the year!
I donated to a local shelter near me.i’m hoping to adopt soon too.i’m sorry for your loss but at least you had some great memories with Stella 💜🐶
I watched Stella's last video and the entire time, I was Ugly-Crying. The day before you released that video, I lost a kitten--she died in my hands💔 I'm so sorry you guys had to go thru that. It's never easy.
I like that you're coming to peace with the fact that she isnt suffering anymore. You guys did really make the right decision. I have only discovered you guys a few months ago, but I literally binged all 3 channels and I feel like you're a part of my family and we are a part of yours.
You guys really bring happiness to my life and I just adore watching you guys, watching the girls grow (which, btw, Paige is seriously looking SOOOO much like Micah). I genuinely look forward to your videos. Love when you go live! And I felt super special that you guys read my comment out loud and answered it and mentioning my name (twice)!
I think sometime you should contact someone who does pet portraits and get a nice dog portrait painted of her. Something you can see everyday guarding the household.
Roll up some receiving blankets to kind of ring around her belly and chest to help steady her upright. Worked good when we put our 4 month old in an exersaucer, she loved it.
Glad you are feeling better. It’s a process our pets are family and it’s hard. Stella had an awesome life. I lost my Wishbone 4 years ago he was 14 and my best buddy and although it was heartbreaking I take comfort in knowing he is waiting for me just the other side of the rainbow bridge. Much love and comfort I’m sending your way during this time guys. God Bless ❤️
I’m so glad you guys are doing better and spending time together as a family. I feel your pain, and I know a lot of people do. But you guys got this. One of the strongest families I’ve ever come across and I wish you & yours nothing but the best! Stay strong! ❤️
I’m very sorry for your loss of your dog. I know what your going through. I lost so many pets of mine
Animals definitely notice. I had 2 cats and 1 got sick. I had to put him down. That was last year. My surviving cat still goes into each room meowing and looking for there buddy. But it gets better. :)