I HAD DESSERT WAFFLES FOR DINNER TODAY BECAUSE OF YOU AND IT WAS THE FIRST TIME IVE HAD ICE CREAM OR WAFFLES IN OVER A YEAR IM SO PROUD OF US I LOVE YOU AND YOUR CHANNEL
Having anorexia at 13 is so hard. Nobody around me used to understand. I’m grateful that my friends and family have come to certain understandings about my disorder.
I'm 13 too! Almost 14, which um guessing you are now. But yeah it aucks when your just a teenager and none of the other kids your age have anorexia either and it feels kinda lonely cause no one understands
I don’t know you but I’m seriously so proud of you facing your fears and challenging your misconceptions arounds food. I have a difficult relationship with food and it can feel so discouraging sometimes. Watching you face your fears bit by bit helps.
Ughhh. You're boyfriend is actually such a freaking sweetie!! Hes so supportive. And omg I'm so happy because that's needed when you are going through a recovery like this. You keep it up girl!
No words for how incredible you are. I am in awe over you, your spirit, and your courage to share this journey. (And Tyler is an absolute gem!). Thank you for being such an inspiration to me and so many others!
you constantly surprise me with your bravery and mindset! i am so impressed with what you are doing and i truly hope that you are happy- body and soul :))
Just watching your story now, and I love you and your journey. Watching your videos makes me smile and gives me so much hope. Although I am still stuck in my rigid habits, I hope to one day be free and happy again. Thanks for inspiring me and sharing your story.
i LOVE your videos. i feel like they’re some of the only ed related videos i’ve seen that are positive but honest! they’re so enjoyable and encouraging!
hi rebecca, i have a question. i struggle a lot with wearing tight/revealing clothes when i’m going to be eating big/challenging meals because im scared the bloating will make people think im bigger than i am. do you experience the same thing? if so, do you have any tips? thank you, your 10th video is amazing!!
I think that's another thing you need to challenge yourself in! Force yourself to wear it and go out and eat a super awesome meal that you love. Maybe you want to begin this challenge by ordering food to your home and wearing tight clothing, then next meal, invite a friend over to eat with you, and then finally, eat out. It might feel scary and uncomfortable at first, but being completely honest - no one gives a fuck what you look like! People don't judge as much as you think - most people are off in their own little world and don't notice half the things you think they might. Good luck!
so proud of this, I hope you keep trying and it's ok if you fall down sometimes but I really hope you keep finding happiness throughout your recovery journey
Honestly your videos are helping me so MUCH during my own recovery. My journey lasts for almost 3 years. Thereve been a shit tons of ups and mostly downs. Right now when I'm feeling really bad and down, failing in my recovery, then there is one of your videos in which you are asking me to eat waffles. That seems like something terrific but you know what? Im so thankful for your ideas and videos. Now off to eat some fine stuff
Your videos about challenging your food fears inspire me to challenge myself more in recovery. The last few days, I’ve challenged myself at least once or twice a day, depending on my mental place. It’s small steps, but I’m so happy I came across this channel to inspire me to do so. Thank you so much for doing what you do!
You honestly make the best videos with the best content for people struggling with eating disorders, or really any kind of struggle. Your videos show you tackling such a difficult mind-controlling disorder head on with the best attitude. It’s just the greatest thing to see. You’re amazing, and your boyfriend seems incredible too. Thank you so much :))
Oh my god I love u so much. You have no idea how encouraging and inspiring you are. The weird thing is, that I’m even jealous on how brave you are, but I could do the same... looking forward to becoming like you despite the fear and the terror you surely feel but fight against
Thank you so much for posting all of your videos,you are so brave and you should be proud of yourself ,you are such an inspiration and help me get through my recovery daily. Me and my brother did this challenge today (I asked him to do it with me) and I ate a muffin (massive fear food)without feeling guilty 🧁. Thank you so so much x
Rebecca, as I am writing this It is late at night and i have stumbled upon your channel. I do not have an eating disorder but I am struggling with derealization and depersonalization. Somehow your videos have calmed me and even though we have different struggles your personality and determination make me feel like I can beat this horrible DP just as you are beating your anorexia.
i definitely cried when you put the part about your viewers who are also recovering doing a part of this challenge and spinning the wheel for them, thank you for doing more than just documenting your own recovery, but for promoting and encouraging other people’s recovery as well!
20 seconds in and I'm already lolling! Gosh, I love your videos, inspiring, motiviational, real and hilarious aha :D Also omg Tyler is the best, you two are the cutest!
WOW, I just binge watched all of your videos! I LOVED IT. You seem like such a sweet and incredible person, and I am so amazed by your progress and everything you have achieved so far!!
First of all I just want to say that you are a huge inspiration to me! Dealing with an eating disorder is something most people struggle with all alone, but what you are doing is inspiring me to open up about my struggle, maybe not to the entire world, but to a few people I trust. I also have a few questions for your QnA: Where did you get you english ish accent from? how old are you? how long have you and tyler been together? keep up the good work!
Thank you for posting your videos on overcoming your eating disorder. I have recently had a new low with my eating disorder and it really inspires me to see you come so far in recovery.
I wish I had a role model like you during my struggle with my eating disorder. But more than anything I’m so glad you’re doing what you’re doing for other people struggling. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I hope you’re able to become fully happy and comfortable in your own skin. You’re beautiful.
You are such an inspiration... every time I’m scared to eat something I think about your videos and how strong you are...and I really want to be like you.
Tyler (and your mom's?) surprise for you literally made me tear up! You are so brave and strong and I want you to know that we all support you, basically a stranger, so very very much!!!!!! Keep being so amazing, Rebecca!
Thank you so much for sharing these videos, you are so incredibly inspiring and motivational! I've been in recovery for a year now, and spend most of that year in what you would call "quasi recovery", slowly weigh restoring, but just eating the bare minimum and avoiding recovery challenges as much as possible. Recently I have decided to choose full recovery and challenge every single one of my food rules and restrictions, as well as improving my body image. You have inspired me once again and remined me so so much of why recovery is worth it!!! You are so beautiful and rediant! I've literally watched all your videos multiple times now hahaha! Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart! ❤✨
I'm so excited for you to post more videos. I'm recovering from a nasty eating disorder as well. So everytime I sit down to eat I pull up a video of yours so I don't feel so alone. Thankful
I love your channel. I find your videos so relatable and inspiring because you are actively going through recovery (rather than just talking about recovery). Also... dessert waffles!
Only just come across your channel today and I’m so excited and can’t wait until you next upload!! You’re such a breath of fresh air and you literally shine through on your videos
This was a GREAT idea!!! Love it! Every time I watch your videos they challenge my own thought processes towards food 👍🏻✊🏻 And glad you finally got yourself a properly functioning laptop! 💞
English is not my native language, and even though I'd love to write you a wonderful comment, telling you, how .. proud I am. How much I enjoyed this video. All of your videos. But sadly, words fail me. So let me just tell you, that you are a truly amazing and inspirational person.
so proud that you have 23k subs! your videos are so inspiring and helping me with my ed behaviors. I originally planed on not eating today, but now I'll try to eat something
I love how original you are I love your channel so much! I’ve been looking around for channels like yours to help me try and reviver on my own :) I will make dessert waffles
I LOVE! Honestly this video made me smile so much, especially seeing you get your surprise laptop. You deserve it, you're truly amazing and inspiring and I can't wait to see more. It's about time I start challenging my meal plan x
you should do a 'get to know me video' - would love to know more about you, like what you work as etc. also, love your videos and you are stunning xxx i had anorexia 5 years ago and have completely overthrown it - congratulations on your recovery, you are doing amazingly!
For some reason before watching my first video of yours (I've watched all now) I thought you were going to be triggering and a bit of a "ohhh, poor me, look all the shit that i've been through" kinda youtuber, but honestly I was SO wrong. I'm so in love with your personality, the way you put your thoughts into words and how real you are! You've got yourself a new suscriber who's also in recovery
Thank you so so much for this!! I had a really tough day with food but this has made me genuinely excited about eating waffles asap. This channel is amazing honestly just thank you
I don't think it will spin properly when I make it. 😂 I will just write fear foods/meals on little pieces of paper, fold them and put them into a box. :D I'm a little bit scared, but also excited! 💪 Thank you for this amazing idea! 💓
You are so beautiful. And completely inspiring. I love your videos and the fact that you’re real. And that you don’t fake it. Because it is real life and it is not easy to get through. You truly are an inspiration❤️❤️
It was probably so lovely to eat these challenging meals with your boyfriend at your side. Having someone who makes you feel safe and comfortable was probably so supportive and really helped ease the anxiety that can come along with these difficult tasks
I just discovered your youtube cannel a few days ago and i really like your videos!! I'mm so proud of you for doing stuff out of your comfort zone and i hope you continue! you seem like such a lovely person and i wis you lots of luck on your recovery journey! ps.: you just gained a new subscriber;))) XOXO Fabiana💛
You have the cutest clothes!! And you seem so confident in them! Would love an outfits video/ becoming more confident/ challenging yourself to wear clothes you want to wear but may be uncomfortable in (another kind of challenge video) I know for me personally wearing different things was hard. Thank you again for the amazing videos ❤️
You are so talented. So beautiful. And so motivating. Thank you for this, I know it’s hard and you really help all of us that are struggling. Keep fighting the fight! Xoxox
I love how supportive your boyfriend is !
THE BIT WHERE HE GAVE U THE MACBOOK OMG MY HEART
I HAD DESSERT WAFFLES FOR DINNER TODAY BECAUSE OF YOU AND IT WAS THE FIRST TIME IVE HAD ICE CREAM OR WAFFLES IN OVER A YEAR IM SO PROUD OF US I LOVE YOU AND YOUR CHANNEL
And the award for boyfriend of the year goes toooooo ... YOUR BOYFRIEND!!!!
I commented that even before the surprise dessert & before the surprise MacBook ☹️😍
A hearty amen!
NO ONE IS GOING TO TALK ABOUT HER DOG WAITING TO EAT WITH THEM???
he is precious protect him
protect all dogs
You should do Instagram controls what I eat next!!
pink heart good idea
Having anorexia at 13 is so hard. Nobody around me used to understand. I’m grateful that my friends and family have come to certain understandings about my disorder.
I'm in your same situation
I turned 14 in residential. It sucks. I hate anorexia
I'm 13 too! Almost 14, which um guessing you are now. But yeah it aucks when your just a teenager and none of the other kids your age have anorexia either and it feels kinda lonely cause no one understands
I love this idea! It shows how brave you really are while documenting it and I honestly feel proud☺️🤷🏼♀️well done xx
Your bf is such a keeper I’m crying well done hun your such an inspiration xx
I don’t know you but I’m seriously so proud of you facing your fears and challenging your misconceptions arounds food. I have a difficult relationship with food and it can feel so discouraging sometimes. Watching you face your fears bit by bit helps.
I can’t believe I came here at 700 subscribers and you’re already at 23K?!? I’m so happy for you, you’ve come such a long way :)
Ughhh. You're boyfriend is actually such a freaking sweetie!! Hes so supportive. And omg I'm so happy because that's needed when you are going through a recovery like this. You keep it up girl!
your channel is growing so fast & it makes me so happy! i've struggled with anorexia and you are such an inspiration in my recovery!
I recently found your youtube channel and woah: what a woman are you! You're so inspiring
No words for how incredible you are. I am in awe over you, your spirit, and your courage to share this journey. (And Tyler is an absolute gem!). Thank you for being such an inspiration to me and so many others!
i cant wait till youre a huge youtuber and i can say "ive been watching you since before you got 20,000 subscribers" like wow youre a queen
you constantly surprise me with your bravery and mindset! i am so impressed with what you are doing and i truly hope that you are happy- body and soul :))
I actually cried at your boyriend surprising you. He is so sweet and honestly so proud of you and this channel and love watching your challenges. xoxo
Just watching your story now, and I love you and your journey. Watching your videos makes me smile and gives me so much hope. Although I am still stuck in my rigid habits, I hope to one day be free and happy again. Thanks for inspiring me and sharing your story.
i LOVE your videos. i feel like they’re some of the only ed related videos i’ve seen that are positive but honest! they’re so enjoyable and encouraging!
THATS A SUPPORTIVE BOYFRIEND
hi rebecca, i have a question. i struggle a lot with wearing tight/revealing clothes when i’m going to be eating big/challenging meals because im scared the bloating will make people think im bigger than i am. do you experience the same thing? if so, do you have any tips? thank you, your 10th video is amazing!!
Mariza T big flowy shirts
m no i really appreciate you commenting on this, seeing that i’m not alone is very comforting!
I think that's another thing you need to challenge yourself in! Force yourself to wear it and go out and eat a super awesome meal that you love. Maybe you want to begin this challenge by ordering food to your home and wearing tight clothing, then next meal, invite a friend over to eat with you, and then finally, eat out.
It might feel scary and uncomfortable at first, but being completely honest - no one gives a fuck what you look like! People don't judge as much as you think - most people are off in their own little world and don't notice half the things you think they might.
Good luck!
Rida Hanna wow this is such good advice, thank you so so much! i think i’m going to try ordering food at home tonight!! :)
good luck!! you deserve to feel happy and you deserve to overcome this ED!
so proud of this, I hope you keep trying and it's ok if you fall down sometimes but I really hope you keep finding happiness throughout your recovery journey
*omg how did you meet your boyfriend? He's hilarious!*
nurse shrewd are you okay?
@@watermelon12374 she definitely isnt
Brilliant! Thank you not only for the insightful challenge but also for showing how a sense of humor can help to lighten the recovery load.
Honestly your videos are helping me so MUCH during my own recovery. My journey lasts for almost 3 years. Thereve been a shit tons of ups and mostly downs. Right now when I'm feeling really bad and down, failing in my recovery, then there is one of your videos in which you are asking me to eat waffles. That seems like something terrific but you know what? Im so thankful for your ideas and videos. Now off to eat some fine stuff
Your videos about challenging your food fears inspire me to challenge myself more in recovery. The last few days, I’ve challenged myself at least once or twice a day, depending on my mental place. It’s small steps, but I’m so happy I came across this channel to inspire me to do so. Thank you so much for doing what you do!
You honestly make the best videos with the best content for people struggling with eating disorders, or really any kind of struggle. Your videos show you tackling such a difficult mind-controlling disorder head on with the best attitude. It’s just the greatest thing to see. You’re amazing, and your boyfriend seems incredible too. Thank you so much :))
I’ve been obsessed with your videos for a bit , I’m so proud of how far you’ve come
The best challenges occur when you run out of oatmeal... dessert waffles here we come :)
Your positivity makes me SO HAPPY and inspires me to recover properly ^^
OMG the little surprise was the icing on the cake!! Fantastic video as always!
The laptop surprise is the actual cutest I’m crying 😭
This wheel idea is an awesome idea. I think I am going to try it. Thanks for the idea. I love your channel. You are so much fun.
Oh my god I love u so much. You have no idea how encouraging and inspiring you are. The weird thing is, that I’m even jealous on how brave you are, but I could do the same... looking forward to becoming like you despite the fear and the terror you surely feel but fight against
I am extremely grateful for you to have such a supportive partner, Ty!! Keep going! You are doing so so so great! I am proud of you.
Thank you so much for posting all of your videos,you are so brave and you should be proud of yourself ,you are such an inspiration and help me get through my recovery daily. Me and my brother did this challenge today (I asked him to do it with me) and I ate a muffin (massive fear food)without feeling guilty 🧁. Thank you so so much x
you inspire me so much to keep going in my recovery, you’re honestly my role model ✨ much love
Your ability to not overthink about your food choices after each meal has been improving. Congrats on that regard!!! Keep the hard work!!!!
It's so great that you recognize your "rules" in your every day life and say "I'm gonna challene this rule!!!" that's so intelligent!
Your hair.... wooooooow is amazing!
Rebecca, as I am writing this It is late at night and i have stumbled upon your channel. I do not have an eating disorder but I am struggling with derealization and depersonalization. Somehow your videos have calmed me and even though we have different struggles your personality and determination make me feel like I can beat this horrible DP just as you are beating your anorexia.
i definitely cried when you put the part about your viewers who are also recovering doing a part of this challenge and spinning the wheel for them, thank you for doing more than just documenting your own recovery, but for promoting and encouraging other people’s recovery as well!
20 seconds in and I'm already lolling! Gosh, I love your videos, inspiring, motiviational, real and hilarious aha :D
Also omg Tyler is the best, you two are the cutest!
WOW, I just binge watched all of your videos! I LOVED IT. You seem like such a sweet and incredible person, and I am so amazed by your progress and everything you have achieved so far!!
Straight up subscribed because you seem like an amazing human. Keep up the good work.
Best mystery plate ever. You have an amazing mate. You both are full of smiles ^^ thank you for the viddys!
First of all I just want to say that you are a huge inspiration to me! Dealing with an eating disorder is something most people struggle with all alone, but what you are doing is inspiring me to open up about my struggle, maybe not to the entire world, but to a few people I trust.
I also have a few questions for your QnA:
Where did you get you english ish accent from?
how old are you?
how long have you and tyler been together?
keep up the good work!
Thank you for posting your videos on overcoming your eating disorder. I have recently had a new low with my eating disorder and it really inspires me to see you come so far in recovery.
Your attitude to recovery is really helping me. Also you and your boyfriend's relationship is so cute and pure
I wish I had a role model like you during my struggle with my eating disorder. But more than anything I’m so glad you’re doing what you’re doing for other people struggling. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I hope you’re able to become fully happy and comfortable in your own skin. You’re beautiful.
You are an amazing inspiration. I really love what you are doing, that’s so supportive and I love the way u are doing this
You gained 2K subscribers since I found your channel yesterday!! Good stuff girl, I hope that number keeps climbing ❤️
I just found your channel today and it's AMAZING! You seem like such a kind and geniune person. Keep being awesome!
You are such an inspiration... every time I’m scared to eat something I think about your videos and how strong you are...and I really want to be like you.
Definitely making dessert waffles when I get home next week! You are so inspiring! Keep making videos!!!
I accidentally found your channel but im so glad i did, you seem so positive. I have subscribed :)
Tyler (and your mom's?) surprise for you literally made me tear up! You are so brave and strong and I want you to know that we all support you, basically a stranger, so very very much!!!!!! Keep being so amazing, Rebecca!
Your boyfriend. Wow. You are a dream team you really are! Why did I cry when he surprised you! What a sweetheart!
Thank you so much for sharing these videos, you are so incredibly inspiring and motivational! I've been in recovery for a year now, and spend most of that year in what you would call "quasi recovery", slowly weigh restoring, but just eating the bare minimum and avoiding recovery challenges as much as possible. Recently I have decided to choose full recovery and challenge every single one of my food rules and restrictions, as well as improving my body image. You have inspired me once again and remined me so so much of why recovery is worth it!!! You are so beautiful and rediant! I've literally watched all your videos multiple times now hahaha! Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart! ❤✨
I'm so excited for you to post more videos. I'm recovering from a nasty eating disorder as well. So everytime I sit down to eat I pull up a video of yours so I don't feel so alone. Thankful
I love your channel. I find your videos so relatable and inspiring because you are actively going through recovery (rather than just talking about recovery). Also... dessert waffles!
You have no idea how much you've inspired me... I've decided to start making a change bc of you, so thank u ❤️
seeing you happy makes me hate my ed so much, i wish to be as happy as you one day. but for now thank you thank you thank you!
Only just come across your channel today and I’m so excited and can’t wait until you next upload!! You’re such a breath of fresh air and you literally shine through on your videos
i love how you continually challenge yourself and i just love how you overcome your fears. i am so glad i found your channel❤️
This was a GREAT idea!!! Love it! Every time I watch your videos they challenge my own thought processes towards food 👍🏻✊🏻 And glad you finally got yourself a properly functioning laptop! 💞
Rebecca Leung haha yes! So lovely of Tyler and your mom 😊 eagerly awaiting your next video! (Still can’t get over how beautiful you are
English is not my native language, and even though I'd love to write you a wonderful comment, telling you, how .. proud I am. How much I enjoyed this video. All of your videos. But sadly, words fail me. So let me just tell you, that you are a truly amazing and inspirational person.
That was beautiful 💙
i know im late but u did great. the fact that you thought to do this is so wholesome and sweet :,). you kind of made me happy so thanks LOL
I’m addicted to watching your videos as of today when I found you 😝 it’s like watching a mukbang vlog. You’re such a beautiful soul and eater hehe
Seeing you happy makes me so happy
so proud that you have 23k subs! your videos are so inspiring and helping me with my ed behaviors. I originally planed on not eating today, but now I'll try to eat something
Congratulations on reaching 25k in such a short period of time!
I love how original you are I love your channel so much! I’ve been looking around for channels like yours to help me try and reviver on my own :) I will make dessert waffles
I think you’re becoming one of my favorite youtubers❤️
You are an huge inspiration!! Your strength and positive energy is so motivating! Sending a lot of love and support your way, sweetheart♥✨🌸
I LOVE! Honestly this video made me smile so much, especially seeing you get your surprise laptop. You deserve it, you're truly amazing and inspiring and I can't wait to see more. It's about time I start challenging my meal plan x
You can be so proud of what you over come each day! And also, I love the freckles on your shoulder, they are so cute!
you should do a 'get to know me video' - would love to know more about you, like what you work as etc. also, love your videos and you are stunning xxx
i had anorexia 5 years ago and have completely overthrown it - congratulations on your recovery, you are doing amazingly!
For some reason before watching my first video of yours (I've watched all now) I thought you were going to be triggering and a bit of a "ohhh, poor me, look all the shit that i've been through" kinda youtuber, but honestly I was SO wrong. I'm so in love with your personality, the way you put your thoughts into words and how real you are! You've got yourself a new suscriber who's also in recovery
I recognise that your efforts in trying to get over your ED and I really want to show my support! hitting that subscribe
The laptop is so cute! Brilliant idea
Thank you so so much for this!! I had a really tough day with food but this has made me genuinely excited about eating waffles asap. This channel is amazing honestly just thank you
That was so sweet!!!😍😍😍Hope you are enjoying your new computer!!!💻💻💻
You inspired me to do this tomorrow with my fear foods. 💪 LOVE YA sooo much, we got this! 💗
I don't think it will spin properly when I make it. 😂 I will just write fear foods/meals on little pieces of paper, fold them and put them into a box. :D I'm a little bit scared, but also excited! 💪 Thank you for this amazing idea! 💓
I'm gonna do that too!
@@Ella-ps1lg Yaaasss! 😊💪 We can tell each other how the day went after. 😊😁
+Ema Brulc perfect. have to go through with it now 😂
Ema Brulc Great Idea!
The laptop moment was SO CUTE!!
he is so sweet!!! i teared up when i saw haha. this is amazing and i love watching your progress!!
You are so beautiful. And completely inspiring. I love your videos and the fact that you’re real. And that you don’t fake it. Because it is real life and it is not easy to get through. You truly are an inspiration❤️❤️
You are precious! I am so proud how far you've come!
It was probably so lovely to eat these challenging meals with your boyfriend at your side. Having someone who makes you feel safe and comfortable was probably so supportive and really helped ease the anxiety that can come along with these difficult tasks
I just discovered your youtube cannel a few days ago and i really like your videos!! I'mm so proud of you for doing stuff out of your comfort zone and i hope you continue! you seem like such a lovely person and i wis you lots of luck on your recovery journey!
ps.: you just gained a new subscriber;)))
XOXO Fabiana💛
Oh my goodness, dessert waffles sound so good! Maybe I'll take you up on your challenge! Thanks for the video!
I love your channel, you’re inspiring so many people, keep going!!!
You are amazing, keep fighting like that. So proud and happy for you!!❤️
found your channel very recently, your videos are so well made, love them so much! and you/your videos are really helping me :')
You have the cutest clothes!! And you seem so confident in them! Would love an outfits video/ becoming more confident/ challenging yourself to wear clothes you want to wear but may be uncomfortable in (another kind of challenge video) I know for me personally wearing different things was hard. Thank you again for the amazing videos ❤️
I’m so proud of you for going out of ur comfort zone and you are absolutely stunning
You’re adorable and I really appreciate what you’re doing on here. So important and brave
I really love your channel and how positive and strong you are , you really keep inspiring and motivating me ❤️
You are so talented. So beautiful. And so motivating. Thank you for this, I know it’s hard and you really help all of us that are struggling. Keep fighting the fight! Xoxox