Rebecca Leung could you make a video about starting lifting weights and going to the gym ? I want to start doing that but I have no clue how or where to start with weights 😳😳
This video made me eat.. I have recovered from anlrexia but relapsed really hard I ate only breakfast today and after watching this I felt free to eat.
"challenging 5 anorexia food rules" was the first video i've seen and at that time i was 5 months in recovery. all i could think about was food, restriction, exercising, calories, etc. i was completely lost & exhausted and never thought i could live a life without my eating disorder. "that's it i guess. that's my life: in recovery, full of insecurities and dissatisfactions." but i was so wrong. after that video you encouraged me to eat my birthday cake i craved but restricted for so long. thank you, Rebecca - for your content, encouragement, raw honesty and for your help.
@@raven_0525 im 18 months in recovery and much more comfortable with my body and eating certain foods. ofc i had slip ups and i know i have a long way to go before i'm fully recovered, but all the things i imagined about recovery during my ED where false. it's hard but recovery gave me things my ed promised me
That old fear food challenge video of yours is what motivated me into recovery and i am currently eating a big ass bowl of cereal which used to be my fear food watching this video :)
I'm so glad you're getting better! An eating disorder is something that's hard to get over. I used to be scared of food and eating because I didn't know the calories so I was afraid what I ate was too much. No longer being afraid to eat foods you were afraid of before is such a huge step. When I was in high school, my foods were sweets. Anything that seemed like it was a dessert was immediately a no. I even refused to eat a Belgian waffle my culinary teacher made from scratch for the class! Now, I can recognize when I'm getting back into my old eating habits and can stop it before I go back to how I was before
you are so strong and amazing!!! i am sitting here crying, I am lucky enough to have never struggled with an ED but this is so so so inspiring!! all the love from germany!!!
you are the biggest inspiration I have in my recovery. I'm not quite where you are but with even more strength I know I can be. I just want to say thank you for sharing your story and allowing me to listen to how brave you are so that i can finally accept the help that's been offered to me for years. love you ❤
Today after I watched this i tried my best to eat freely. At breakfast, i ate a big amount of food without trying to count the calories or count the amount of times i chew food or anything, and i didn't weigh myself afterwards!!! Thank you for existing rebecca we love you
You really help me in my eating disorder. When i watched your challenges i change me thinking and i went eating something cause i want be healthy. I Love your sens of humor, your personality and smile. Many a time you make my day and back Me desire to life. I’m really grateful to find you.
I love the contrast of drinking the coffee and eating the milkshake alone in your living room vs out to dinner. And the milkshake was so melted so clearly you waited a while to eat it. This is so nice to see, so wonderful to hear recovery and watch a girl just eat what she wants and be happy doing it.
this is easily one of my favourite videos, during recovery i noticed along the way that i was getting more and more comfortable with food, but yours is even better cus u recorded it and we can all see your journey!!! you’re easily one of the most incredible & inspirational people on this platform. thank you for making a difference.
This was the first video of yours I ever watched and since then I have starter recovery and feel so much better and your video was the thing was the thing that truly kickstarted my motivation for recovery♥️
Having relapsed big time just a couple of months back, this summer has been very difficult in terms of food (a pity considering I’ve spent it in France). I have such a sweet tooth and seeing the difference between your video a year ago and now has inspired me to go eat a beautiful cake before leaving this weekend!
Watched this while I ate a dinner which I was scared to eat. You have no idea how much you help me every single day. When I feel myself going back to bad habits I watch your videos and it pulls me back out. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
You inspire me to do my best!! I have a huge fear foods, the most of them were things that I loved the most but are now my biggest challenge... Here is my list, I'll be adding a check each time I will accomplish it -Cheese -Pastries -Pancake -Any kind of meat -Pasta -Fries -Avocado -Potato -Sweets -Rice -Beans -All Mexican foods(I'm Mexican) -Ice cream -Banana -Choco milk -Maple syrup -Mango✔️ -Grapes -Apple -Cinnamon cereals -Granola bar -Coconut food related -Tortilla -Popcorn -Milkshake -Jell-O(mexican style) -Rice -Hamburger✔️ -Waffles -Pizza -Iced tea -All nuts -Whole milk -Churros -Donuts -Peanut butter(I'm not a big fan, but I have been craving some for a long time) -Poutine(probably will be the hardest) -Muffin -A subway sandwich filled with everything I like -Pay de queso(Kinda like a Cheese cake) -Noodles -Crepe -Hash brown -Nachos with guacamole
this whole video makes me so happy and proud of you! i didn’t realize how far you’d come! this inspires me to make a change- i ate my snack and then now i’m going back and making another serving... bc more IS BETTER. thank you for always being positive and always speaking wisdom.
Crazy how your persona and energy levels have just soared. So beautiful to see you coming out of your shell and being more bubbly and just free spirited. Much love. ❤️
Wow!! Its beautiful to see how much you've grown! Another thing that strikes me, is that you look sooo much more vibrant, happy and free compared to a year ago! Its so inspiring and im so happy for you!
This is SO amazing. You can physically see your different reactions and its just beautiful to see. You've helped me through my recovery a lot by being so open and honest about yours. Thank you ❤️
You are so amazing!! You're my biggest inspiration to fight against this stupid disorder. Thank you for everything that youre doing. I'm so proud and happy for you💕
I’m so proud of you and how far you’ve come. You’re seriously such a huge inspiration to thousands of people, and I can’t express enough how grateful we are for you. Thank you for being such a bright light in this world and showing that recovery is not only possible, but plausible and worth it. Love you 💖
I'm fr crying rn bc of how amazing your channel is an how much you have grown and changed from the first video. This video also brought me to tears because that old video was the very video that made me subscribe to you and to think of how much better you have gotten at challenging your fear foods. I'm really envious of you. Thank you for being an inspiration.
you’re the only person that makes me feel safe eating “unsafe” foods. today i ate food and snacked without measuring or planning it. i ate many chocolate covered almonds, and i ate a frosted sugar cookie. two of my extremely “unsafe” foods. but i felt fine honestly, which is new. i appreciate you documenting your journey through recovery, and i acknowledge that this doesn’t mean i’m recovered and that it isn’t a linear process, but it’s certainly progress and i’m proud of myself.
I love this video, so inspiring to see how far you've come and how these aren't an issue anymore. Would love to see more like this, revisiting old fears or habits, showing how you've changed and explaining how you did it/what helped most? Thanks for your inspiration and motivation x
For an instant I thought you had a new dog but actually it was the microphone ... I love you so much, you helped me lots and I can't believe it has already been a year!
I don’t have an ED, but I love watching your channel to learn the mindset of friends of mine who do suffer with it. And I just want to say I’ve been watching you for over a year and this video made me cry. I’m so proud of you.
I watched your first video when it came out just by chance, but it came at a time when I really needed encouragement to challenge my behaviours too. The fact that it’s been an entire year, and I’ve also come so far and really worked on everything is amazing. I cried when I saw that it’s been a whole year. Thank you!
You are such an inspiration. I am 4 months in recovery and I've only just really started challenging myself but you are reminding me that it's okay to eat and enjoy fear foods.
such an AMAZING video! i remember watching that old video in the midst of my eating disorder and feeling so helpless. now i’m almost completely recovered and i feel like i went on this journey with you :)
Yaaasss Rebecca SO proud of you. I started watching you around that time and I remember agreeing with you about the milkshake and pasta. I’m still struggling with pasta but the milkshake is my new favorite treat 💕💕💕 thank you for sharing your journey
I had seen your video about your anorexia story some while ago while I was just a mess with mine as well and i thought that I wanted to recover but I was just so so soo scared....Fast forward to two days ago,your video was again reccomened to me about the 5 steps to recovery or sth like that .I can you not was balling my eyes out causei realized what ive been doing and even tho i knowI just couldn't work my way to recovery.On that day,two days ago I asked help from my brother and said everything to my father and oh my gosh . God Bless you for inspiring me,what you are doing here is just INCREDIBLE and I just could not thank you enough..I love you and thank you so much 💕💕💕
i’m so so so proud of you bec. the video from one year ago today was the first video of yours i’d ever watched and it’s crazy to see how much you’ve grown from then!!! keep up the good work, you’re so inspiring!!!
I'm having a relapse of some sort right now and I remember watching the 5 food rules video before my disordered eating took control of my life. Thank you so much for these videos, they give me hope to consider recovery again :-))
I can not describe how much i love this girl, and how proud of you i am. My heart is full when i see how happy and free you are now. Wish you all best in life❤
This video is what made me realize I had an eating disorder and decide to recover. I've been in recovery for one year now and my life has gotten so much better. Thank you, thank you, Rebecca.
You honestly don’t know how this video has changed my life. You are the most inspiring human I have ever come across. I see so much of me in you and your struggles are(we’re) so similar to mine. I’m at my lowest point in this horrible disorder and trying everything to push through the fear and live again. This video did it for me. This is amazing. You’re amazing. Thank you endlessly for your bravery to share. It made a difference at least to me.
i am soooo damn proud of you! that was the first video i saw of you back then, and i kept watching and watching, and all of a sudden you've overcome these things that used to terrify you, you go girl!
Funny you say that. I actually went clothes shopping the other day and realised something. Well over a decade and a half, when all this began, it wasn't the media and it wasn't models that fueled me. It was the classics I was reading from the 1800s where the heroine was so busy and so intelligent that she'd not eat, Gandhi, and the Greek philosophers. And it was... mannequins in clothes shops. It was the mannequins that affected me still the other day, really affected me. I had to get out of there...fast. It hit so hard
Ashley Allfrey omg yass mannequins trigger me too like i hate having to see a mannequin thats an xsmall and i having to get that clothe in a Large now 😩
@@rediscoveringemely4520 It's so crazy and so superficial. It goes against everything I ever wanted to be, and pretty sure against everything people who know me believe I am, but it's real. The deeper stuff makes sense to me. The mannequins don't. I'm political, I'm a reader, I have my masters in International Relations, I understand the mental traps of capitalism in controlling how women (in particular) feel about their bodies, yet those damn mannequins get me every time, and it goes just as deep into my psyche as the memory of traumatic events.
That love island song had me screaming was not expecting that for such an emotional video lol. You have no idea how proud we all are and how it motivates us even more! We love you!!
Wow Beck!!! You don't know how much you have inspired us. You have become so much stronger, funnier and you seem much more happy. So proud of you. Thank you for everything.
Hi Rebecca honestly I am so inspired by you eveyday. And honestly I'm a bit embarrassed but there'll be times when I will want to skip a meal but then I'll stop myself and ask, 'would Rebecca skip?' And I know how hard you are working so it encourages me to continue with my recovery and be okay with eating. Thank you!
okay so first of all, rebecca i am SOO PROUD of you, you are doing AMAZING. Edit: and noowww i need to vent i just had to get this of my chest after watching the video. i am an 17 year old male...(boy) who has been suffering from anorexia when he was 12....it all started when people were bullieng me for who i was, and when i lost weight more people talked to me...sometimes just to say that i looked to thin... but they were talking to me i was not as lonely....now that i just turned 17 and watched all your videos have i decided to recover from this...awfull disorder...i juts needed to say this..because you rebecca let me see the beauty of food...and happiness.. i am soo scared to do this..but i want to look back at my youth and say with confidence that i was happy then...i dont want to restrict myself and then later see back at my life just to see a yung me cry alone in a corner..hungry and in pain....just..thank you for everything
I am so happy how much you‘ve grown and changed in a good way. This video gives me so much hope that I can get to the point where you are right now. Keep on doing your thing and enjoying life!
Honestly can't even explain how encouraging and motivating this video is. You really make me believe that recovery is not only possible, but that it is possible for me.
You are the best. Thank you you helped me through my recovery. Now I can look back on the last year and I did it! Like I ate pizza tonight and did not even think about it last year I would have had the smallest piece possible and trew it up anyway. thank you for making me feel less alone on this journey
You don’t know how much you have helped me. I was in a really bad place. Your videos have helped me realize how good food should not be something I’m stressed about. I thank you for everything! You changed my life
Im so proud of you!!! I’m sure in the last year there were a lot of ups and downs with your Ed but it’s good to compare where you were then to now, I feel like it gives you hope and satisfaction☺️☺️😊😊
I remember watching that video a little while after it came out and while I knew how much you have progressed since then, I feel so proud and happy watching you thrive and finally live the life you deserve xxx
I can’t thank you enough for how much your videos have helped me in my recovery journey. There were so many times that I wanted to relapse and get back into old habits and then you’d release a video and I watch it and feel empowered to recover instead of taking steps back. I cried a little at the end of this video because I just want to be at a place like this not being bound by food and actually loving it and my life. I’ll keep fighting but I just wanted to thank you because I don’t think I would’ve come even this far without you
the first video helped me so much when i had relapsed, and now watching this second video fully recovered, i just feel so thankful that you decided to share this with us♥️
That video of your 5 food rules challenge was the first I whatched and one year later I can say that you’re an amazing inspiration. I wish I could be strong enough to beat my food fears too. Love u.
I LOVE YOUR GROWTH!! I've been following your journey since day one basically and I am so freaking proud of how far you've come! You've changed my approach to food entirely and I know many many others would say the same. Thank you rebecca 💙😊😊
I honestly feel like Tyler would be Bubbles, out of all the power puff girls. No but seriously, on a real note I genuinely love watching you recover more and more with every video. Sometimes we have set backs and that’s ok, the thing that I like about you is that you take those set backs and tell them to “f*ck off”. Anyways, lots of love 💕💕💕💕💕💕
Rebecca, thankyou for being with me and helps me with my recovery. No one by my side as tyler did with you. But your videos and the people in the comment makes me not alone. Thankyou💖
Wow it's already a year since I've been following you! I love you sooo much Rebecca! thank you for doing this, every video is meaningful for me because it shows me how strong someone can be and that even if it's not as easy and pretty as we think, every step to recovery is important.
Hi I am Korean and found you and subscribed you a few days ago. I HAVE to say this. You are the MOST beautiful person. I love your smile and energy. When I see you I feel like every person is beautiful just being themselves and I can be beautiful no matter what people say or how I look. I wish I could be like you :)
that challenge video was the first video i ever saw of yours and since then i’ve been hooked on your channel. you’ve come such a long way and we are all BEYOND proud of youuuuu!!!💞💞 love you bec!!
I feel sooo motivated everytime I watch your videos! My dream is that one say, I'll be able to live life that way when it comes to foo! SOY PRUOUD OF YOUU! (also I love how tyler supports you in every single thing and how he has become more informed and aware of what an eating disorder is). All of your videos are amazing!!! HUGE FAN OVER HERE!!!
Rebecca thank you for showing your journey. Im watching you from that exact video about challenging your food rules. And it was the biggest motivation for me to challenge my depression disorder. You showed me that i can control my life and actually be happy. I CAN be happy and live life. And fighting with auto-destructive mechanism, bound to my mind so tightly, is a tough challenge, but seeing someone strong enough to fight for themselves gives me power everyday. Thank you for sharing and making me believe in myself to go through next day. ❤️
Had a flashback when he said "like Justin Bieber eating a burrito" do I really spend so much time on the internet that I know the guy who made that video😂😂
I can believe the first video was already a year ago... But in the same time, comparing both video I can see HOW MUCH progress you made, and I can't believe you did that in only a year... Great job !
Amazing girl! I know there is no right way to recover from an eating disorder but dam you've done it soo right! Thank you for sharing your ups and downs, truly inspiring!
Rebecca, you're a champion. It really inspires me how you don't settle for mostly recovering, but stay committed to deeper and deeper levels of recovery. Your videos help me recognize ways I'm still holding onto my fears, and how I can challenge those fears and BE FREE. Thank you
oh god Rebecca!!! I have been following u since your first video, in my point of view I always think that you are open to challenge and because of you My anorexia is totally over now!! Through this video I am so proud that you have changed so much and become a confident girl LOVEEEEE UUUUUUUUUUU
Wow I totally forgot what you were like one year ago. I thought you were so brave, and look at you now! You look so healthy and happy and it’s so motivational. Congrats on your hard work, Rebecca.
Also so proud of how far you’ve come this is amazing!!!! I’ve been with you every step of the way and you have helped me along with you. Thank you so much Rebecca!!
I still remember the day you posted that video and I was living in the same fears with foods (egg yolks, cookies, bread...you name it!) and seeing how much you’ve overcame and acknowledging my own triumphs--I can now say that RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE! XOXO
I love this!! You've come such a long way, and it's so cool to see. Just wondering, do you find it triggering at all to watch old footage of yourself where you were struggling so much more??
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If you like this video then you're gonna love my next one!!
but really, like this video :)
Hi can u pls do a video on how to help someone with anorexia ily
This has inspired to start recovery! One week clean 💗💗 thank you x
I wish I was that free ... Rebecca you are insperational !!! thank you for challenging yourself ,keep going !!!!!!! HEARTS(insert heart here)
This is no joke you're best video ever. I love it. So much. Thank you❤️!
Rebecca Leung could you make a video about starting lifting weights and going to the gym ? I want to start doing that but I have no clue how or where to start with weights 😳😳
This video made me eat.. I have recovered from anlrexia but relapsed really hard I ate only breakfast today and after watching this I felt free to eat.
You are so strong and so worth it. Keep it up please. You are much more than this disorder and this relapse. You can do it
Same, love you
Rebecca this is why we love you. You make a difference whether you see it or not.
thts so hard n ur so strong bb ur fkn killin it, proud of u
Iunna Bai I’m so proud ❤️❤️
"challenging 5 anorexia food rules" was the first video i've seen and at that time i was 5 months in recovery.
all i could think about was food, restriction, exercising, calories, etc. i was completely lost & exhausted and never thought i could live a life without my eating disorder.
"that's it i guess. that's my life: in recovery, full of insecurities and dissatisfactions." but i was so wrong.
after that video you encouraged me to eat my birthday cake i craved but restricted for so long.
thank you, Rebecca - for your content, encouragement, raw honesty and for your help.
How are you doing now???
@@raven_0525 im 18 months in recovery and much more comfortable with my body and eating certain foods. ofc i had slip ups and i know i have a long way to go before i'm fully recovered, but all the things i imagined about recovery during my ED where false. it's hard but recovery gave me things my ed promised me
icyn
Good to know you’re still on recovery!
Wish you all the best ✨
Aw icyn i'm so glad you are better :)
I hope you're doing better than before
today was a bad day... i ate only 390 calories. after this video i made myself some mac n cheese and a chocolate milkshake! i dont even feel guilty!
oh no I’m so proud of you!
thats amazing!!!
This is amazing! Keep going
Wow! 😱❤️ Keep it up
oh no aww yay
Can you make a update of your fearfoods. A challenge where you eat stuff you are afraid now, if there is something
That old fear food challenge video of yours is what motivated me into recovery and i am currently eating a big ass bowl of cereal which used to be my fear food watching this video :)
Aiwa Zhang omg me too
I'm so glad you're getting better! An eating disorder is something that's hard to get over. I used to be scared of food and eating because I didn't know the calories so I was afraid what I ate was too much. No longer being afraid to eat foods you were afraid of before is such a huge step. When I was in high school, my foods were sweets. Anything that seemed like it was a dessert was immediately a no. I even refused to eat a Belgian waffle my culinary teacher made from scratch for the class! Now, I can recognize when I'm getting back into my old eating habits and can stop it before I go back to how I was before
you are so strong and amazing!!! i am sitting here crying, I am lucky enough to have never struggled with an ED but this is so so so inspiring!! all the love from germany!!!
have been waiting to watch this !!!! it’s so amazing how you have progressed , and thank you so so much for everything you do for me x
you are the biggest inspiration I have in my recovery. I'm not quite where you are but with even more strength I know I can be. I just want to say thank you for sharing your story and allowing me to listen to how brave you are so that i can finally accept the help that's been offered to me for years. love you ❤
Today after I watched this i tried my best to eat freely. At breakfast, i ate a big amount of food without trying to count the calories or count the amount of times i chew food or anything, and i didn't weigh myself afterwards!!! Thank you for existing rebecca we love you
You really help me in my eating disorder. When i watched your challenges i change me thinking and i went eating something cause i want be healthy. I Love your sens of humor, your personality and smile. Many a time you make my day and back Me desire to life. I’m really grateful to find you.
I love the contrast of drinking the coffee and eating the milkshake alone in your living room vs out to dinner. And the milkshake was so melted so clearly you waited a while to eat it. This is so nice to see, so wonderful to hear recovery and watch a girl just eat what she wants and be happy doing it.
this is easily one of my favourite videos, during recovery i noticed along the way that i was getting more and more comfortable with food, but yours is even better cus u recorded it and we can all see your journey!!! you’re easily one of the most incredible & inspirational people on this platform. thank you for making a difference.
This was the first video of yours I ever watched and since then I have starter recovery and feel so much better and your video was the thing was the thing that truly kickstarted my motivation for recovery♥️
Daniela Gram aww I’m so proud☺️
Having relapsed big time just a couple of months back, this summer has been very difficult in terms of food (a pity considering I’ve spent it in France). I have such a sweet tooth and seeing the difference between your video a year ago and now has inspired me to go eat a beautiful cake before leaving this weekend!
Watched this while I ate a dinner which I was scared to eat. You have no idea how much you help me every single day. When I feel myself going back to bad habits I watch your videos and it pulls me back out. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
You inspire me to do my best!! I have a huge fear foods, the most of them were things that I loved the most but are now my biggest challenge... Here is my list, I'll be adding a check each time I will accomplish it
-Cheese
-Pastries
-Pancake
-Any kind of meat
-Pasta
-Fries
-Avocado
-Potato
-Sweets
-Rice
-Beans
-All Mexican foods(I'm Mexican)
-Ice cream
-Banana
-Choco milk
-Maple syrup
-Mango✔️
-Grapes
-Apple
-Cinnamon cereals
-Granola bar
-Coconut food related
-Tortilla
-Popcorn
-Milkshake
-Jell-O(mexican style)
-Rice
-Hamburger✔️
-Waffles
-Pizza
-Iced tea
-All nuts
-Whole milk
-Churros
-Donuts
-Peanut butter(I'm not a big fan, but I have been craving some for a long time)
-Poutine(probably will be the hardest)
-Muffin
-A subway sandwich filled with everything I like
-Pay de queso(Kinda like a Cheese cake)
-Noodles
-Crepe
-Hash brown
-Nachos with guacamole
I'll try to eat at least a plain burger this weekend, wish me luck!!
this whole video makes me so happy and proud of you! i didn’t realize how far you’d come! this inspires me to make a change- i ate my snack and then now i’m going back and making another serving... bc more IS BETTER. thank you for always being positive and always speaking wisdom.
Crazy how your persona and energy levels have just soared. So beautiful to see you coming out of your shell and being more bubbly and just free spirited. Much love. ❤️
Wow!! Its beautiful to see how much you've grown! Another thing that strikes me, is that you look sooo much more vibrant, happy and free compared to a year ago! Its so inspiring and im so happy for you!
I'm so proud of you! Following you for the past year has inspired me so much! I can't believe how fast the time has gone
This is SO amazing. You can physically see your different reactions and its just beautiful to see. You've helped me through my recovery a lot by being so open and honest about yours. Thank you ❤️
You are so amazing!! You're my biggest inspiration to fight against this stupid disorder. Thank you for everything that youre doing. I'm so proud and happy for you💕
I’m so proud of you and how far you’ve come. You’re seriously such a huge inspiration to thousands of people, and I can’t express enough how grateful we are for you. Thank you for being such a bright light in this world and showing that recovery is not only possible, but plausible and worth it. Love you 💖
I'm fr crying rn bc of how amazing your channel is an how much you have grown and changed from the first video. This video also brought me to tears because that old video was the very video that made me subscribe to you and to think of how much better you have gotten at challenging your fear foods. I'm really envious of you. Thank you for being an inspiration.
you’re the only person that makes me feel safe eating “unsafe” foods. today i ate food and snacked without measuring or planning it. i ate many chocolate covered almonds, and i ate a frosted sugar cookie. two of my extremely “unsafe” foods. but i felt fine honestly, which is new. i appreciate you documenting your journey through recovery, and i acknowledge that this doesn’t mean i’m recovered and that it isn’t a linear process, but it’s certainly progress and i’m proud of myself.
You are an absolutely beautiful inspiration! I had anorexia as well and wish people like you would have been around when I was recovering!
I love this video, so inspiring to see how far you've come and how these aren't an issue anymore. Would love to see more like this, revisiting old fears or habits, showing how you've changed and explaining how you did it/what helped most? Thanks for your inspiration and motivation x
For an instant I thought you had a new dog but actually it was the microphone ...
I love you so much, you helped me lots and I can't believe it has already been a year!
I don’t have an ED, but I love watching your channel to learn the mindset of friends of mine who do suffer with it. And I just want to say I’ve been watching you for over a year and this video made me cry. I’m so proud of you.
This brings tears to my eyes honestly, i just really hope my sister gets better one day and can enjoy her life like you now enjoy yours
I watched your first video when it came out just by chance, but it came at a time when I really needed encouragement to challenge my behaviours too. The fact that it’s been an entire year, and I’ve also come so far and really worked on everything is amazing. I cried when I saw that it’s been a whole year. Thank you!
You are such an inspiration. I am 4 months in recovery and I've only just really started challenging myself but you are reminding me that it's okay to eat and enjoy fear foods.
such an AMAZING video! i remember watching that old video in the midst of my eating disorder and feeling so helpless. now i’m almost completely recovered and i feel like i went on this journey with you :)
Yasss I've been waiting for this all morning. I love u so much Bec, you are such a warrior🖤🖤
what time is it for you?! it's 10pm here!
@@BecJane I'm from Argentina! Its 11 AM here! haha. Huge difference!
Yaaasss Rebecca SO proud of you. I started watching you around that time and I remember agreeing with you about the milkshake and pasta. I’m still struggling with pasta but the milkshake is my new favorite treat 💕💕💕 thank you for sharing your journey
I had seen your video about your anorexia story some while ago while I was just a mess with mine as well and i thought that I wanted to recover but I was just so so soo scared....Fast forward to two days ago,your video was again reccomened to me about the 5 steps to recovery or sth like that .I can you not was balling my eyes out causei realized what ive been doing and even tho i knowI just couldn't work my way to recovery.On that day,two days ago I asked help from my brother and said everything to my father and oh my gosh . God Bless you for inspiring me,what you are doing here is just INCREDIBLE and I just could not thank you enough..I love you and thank you so much 💕💕💕
i’m so so so proud of you bec. the video from one year ago today was the first video of yours i’d ever watched and it’s crazy to see how much you’ve grown from then!!! keep up the good work, you’re so inspiring!!!
I'm having a relapse of some sort right now and I remember watching the 5 food rules video before my disordered eating took control of my life. Thank you so much for these videos, they give me hope to consider recovery again :-))
I can not describe how much i love this girl, and how proud of you i am. My heart is full when i see how happy and free you are now. Wish you all best in life❤
This video is what made me realize I had an eating disorder and decide to recover. I've been in recovery for one year now and my life has gotten so much better. Thank you, thank you, Rebecca.
"imma spicy bit of meat" is now my life motto
Idk but the fact you have a little bit of pasta sauce on your chin in the last clip is so adorable. Thank you for being such an amazing role model!!!
You honestly don’t know how this video has changed my life. You are the most inspiring human I have ever come across. I see so much of me in you and your struggles are(we’re) so similar to mine. I’m at my lowest point in this horrible disorder and trying everything to push through the fear and live again. This video did it for me. This is amazing. You’re amazing. Thank you endlessly for your bravery to share. It made a difference at least to me.
i am soooo damn proud of you! that was the first video i saw of you back then, and i kept watching and watching, and all of a sudden you've overcome these things that used to terrify you, you go girl!
tyler is legit perfect for her in every way i love them so much
Do you ever feel insecure when you go shopping during recovery
Jdndbsnc shehd i do still cant really go clothes shoping without feeling really anxious about my size going up a again
Funny you say that. I actually went clothes shopping the other day and realised something. Well over a decade and a half, when all this began, it wasn't the media and it wasn't models that fueled me. It was the classics I was reading from the 1800s where the heroine was so busy and so intelligent that she'd not eat, Gandhi, and the Greek philosophers. And it was... mannequins in clothes shops. It was the mannequins that affected me still the other day, really affected me. I had to get out of there...fast. It hit so hard
Ashley Allfrey omg yass mannequins trigger me too like i hate having to see a mannequin thats an xsmall and i having to get that clothe in a Large now 😩
@@rediscoveringemely4520 It's so crazy and so superficial. It goes against everything I ever wanted to be, and pretty sure against everything people who know me believe I am, but it's real. The deeper stuff makes sense to me. The mannequins don't. I'm political, I'm a reader, I have my masters in International Relations, I understand the mental traps of capitalism in controlling how women (in particular) feel about their bodies, yet those damn mannequins get me every time, and it goes just as deep into my psyche as the memory of traumatic events.
You’re so inspirational. Your videos have helped my recovery so much. I can’t thank you enough for sharing your journey
I'm so proud of how much you've grown it's amazing to see and I hope you see it in yourself
I’m so glad you made this video Rebecca. I’ve been so stuck lately and you’ve really inspired me to keep going. I love you so much
That love island song had me screaming was not expecting that for such an emotional video lol.
You have no idea how proud we all are and how it motivates us even more! We love you!!
Wow Beck!!! You don't know how much you have inspired us. You have become so much stronger, funnier and you seem much more happy. So proud of you. Thank you for everything.
Hi Rebecca honestly I am so inspired by you eveyday. And honestly I'm a bit embarrassed but there'll be times when I will want to skip a meal but then I'll stop myself and ask, 'would Rebecca skip?' And I know how hard you are working so it encourages me to continue with my recovery and be okay with eating. Thank you!
okay so first of all, rebecca i am SOO PROUD of you, you are doing AMAZING.
Edit: and noowww i need to vent i just had to get this of my chest after watching the video. i am an 17 year old male...(boy) who has been suffering from anorexia when he was 12....it all started when people were bullieng me for who i was, and when i lost weight more people talked to me...sometimes just to say that i looked to thin... but they were talking to me i was not as lonely....now that i just turned 17 and watched all your videos have i decided to recover from this...awfull disorder...i juts needed to say this..because you rebecca let me see the beauty of food...and happiness.. i am soo scared to do this..but i want to look back at my youth and say with confidence that i was happy then...i dont want to restrict myself and then later see back at my life just to see a yung me cry alone in a corner..hungry and in pain....just..thank you for everything
You can go through this , i know you can . And yes there is beauty in food , and food can be enjoyable . ❤
I am so happy how much you‘ve grown and changed in a good way. This video gives me so much hope that I can get to the point where you are right now. Keep on doing your thing and enjoying life!
Honestly can't even explain how encouraging and motivating this video is. You really make me believe that recovery is not only possible, but that it is possible for me.
You are the best. Thank you you helped me through my recovery. Now I can look back on the last year and I did it! Like I ate pizza tonight and did not even think about it last year I would have had the smallest piece possible and trew it up anyway. thank you for making me feel less alone on this journey
You don’t know how much you have helped me. I was in a really bad place. Your videos have helped me realize how good food should not be something I’m stressed about. I thank you for everything! You changed my life
Im so proud of you!!! I’m sure in the last year there were a lot of ups and downs with your Ed but it’s good to compare where you were then to now, I feel like it gives you hope and satisfaction☺️☺️😊😊
I've been waiting so long for this omg!!!!! I'm so proud of you for how much you've accomplished. You inspire me so much!! love you
haha I think I told you about this video yesterday :P 'so long'
Rebecca Leung hahaha it felt like forever!! 😂😂💗
I remember watching that video a little while after it came out and while I knew how much you have progressed since then, I feel so proud and happy watching you thrive and finally live the life you deserve xxx
WHY DO YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME TEAR UP?!! Being proud of you, makes me want to be proud of me. So thank you xo
This is my favorite video youve ever made you are such an inspiration
I’m actually so proud of you, like I love your video and the fact your document your journey to recovery is amazing 😁❣️❣️
I can’t thank you enough for how much your videos have helped me in my recovery journey. There were so many times that I wanted to relapse and get back into old habits and then you’d release a video and I watch it and feel empowered to recover instead of taking steps back. I cried a little at the end of this video because I just want to be at a place like this not being bound by food and actually loving it and my life. I’ll keep fighting but I just wanted to thank you because I don’t think I would’ve come even this far without you
the first video helped me so much when i had relapsed, and now watching this second video fully recovered, i just feel so thankful that you decided to share this with us♥️
That video of your 5 food rules challenge was the first I whatched and one year later I can say that you’re an amazing inspiration. I wish I could be strong enough to beat my food fears too. Love u.
So proud of you girl!!! I'm still stuck in this shit, but seeing you get better everyday makes me so happy!
I LOVE YOUR GROWTH!! I've been following your journey since day one basically and I am so freaking proud of how far you've come! You've changed my approach to food entirely and I know many many others would say the same. Thank you rebecca 💙😊😊
I honestly feel like Tyler would be Bubbles, out of all the power puff girls.
No but seriously, on a real note I genuinely love watching you recover more and more with every video. Sometimes we have set backs and that’s ok, the thing that I like about you is that you take those set backs and tell them to “f*ck off”. Anyways, lots of love 💕💕💕💕💕💕
Rebecca, thankyou for being with me and helps me with my recovery. No one by my side as tyler did with you. But your videos and the people in the comment makes me not alone. Thankyou💖
Wow it's already a year since I've been following you! I love you sooo much Rebecca! thank you for doing this, every video is meaningful for me because it shows me how strong someone can be and that even if it's not as easy and pretty as we think, every step to recovery is important.
Hi I am Korean and found you and subscribed you a few days ago.
I HAVE to say this. You are the MOST beautiful person.
I love your smile and energy. When I see you I feel like every person is beautiful just being themselves and I can be beautiful no matter what people say or how I look.
I wish I could be like you :)
that challenge video was the first video i ever saw of yours and since then i’ve been hooked on your channel. you’ve come such a long way and we are all BEYOND proud of youuuuu!!!💞💞 love you bec!!
aww thank you Olivia :) this channel and you all have changed my life :') thank you for being there the whole way
I feel sooo motivated everytime I watch your videos! My dream is that one say, I'll be able to live life that way when it comes to foo! SOY PRUOUD OF YOUU! (also I love how tyler supports you in every single thing and how he has become more informed and aware of what an eating disorder is). All of your videos are amazing!!! HUGE FAN OVER HERE!!!
Rebecca thank you for showing your journey. Im watching you from that exact video about challenging your food rules. And it was the biggest motivation for me to challenge my depression disorder. You showed me that i can control my life and actually be happy. I CAN be happy and live life. And fighting with auto-destructive mechanism, bound to my mind so tightly, is a tough challenge, but seeing someone strong enough to fight for themselves gives me power everyday. Thank you for sharing and making me believe in myself to go through next day. ❤️
Im proud of how far you’ve come.
Had a flashback when he said "like Justin Bieber eating a burrito" do I really spend so much time on the internet that I know the guy who made that video😂😂
Laura Wiener omg I was just thinking the same think!! I literally came to the comments for this.
You've come so far Becca. You are amazing
You're so amazing and so damn inspiring! Thank you for sharing your journey with us, you're such a big reason why I'm trying to overcome this ❤️
I can believe the first video was already a year ago... But in the same time, comparing both video I can see HOW MUCH progress you made, and I can't believe you did that in only a year... Great job !
Amazing girl! I know there is no right way to recover from an eating disorder but dam you've done it soo right! Thank you for sharing your ups and downs, truly inspiring!
you inspire me so so much, thank you for being open about your journey. It’s genuinely helping me heal
Rebecca, you're a champion. It really inspires me how you don't settle for mostly recovering, but stay committed to deeper and deeper levels of recovery. Your videos help me recognize ways I'm still holding onto my fears, and how I can challenge those fears and BE FREE. Thank you
wow this means ive been following your channel for a year now! i’m so proud of how much we’ve both grown
words truly cannot explain how proud I am of her of how far she's come
She seams so much happier now!!! Good job!!!!!!!!!!
oh my gosh i remember watching this video! i cant believe it was so long ago! you’ve grown so much.
oh god Rebecca!!! I have been following u since your first video, in my point of view I always think that you are open to challenge and because of you My anorexia is totally over now!!
Through this video I am so proud that you have changed so much and become a confident girl
LOVEEEEE UUUUUUUUUUU
Oh my god you’ve grown so so much Becca 😍 so proud of you !!
Wait I’m watching this on July 23rd 2020 haha! So two years on! Congratulations Rebecca sending you lots of love! So proud of you! 💪💖
I'm so proud of how far you have come in just one year. You are a true inspiration!
Wow I totally forgot what you were like one year ago. I thought you were so brave, and look at you now! You look so healthy and happy and it’s so motivational. Congrats on your hard work, Rebecca.
The beginning touched me and watching the whole video i have only one thing to say. Rebecca is totally amazing!
Also so proud of how far you’ve come this is amazing!!!! I’ve been with you every step of the way and you have helped me along with you. Thank you so much Rebecca!!
What an absolutely wonderful video. This made not only my day but my entire life. I'm so happy you made this. Thank you.
I still remember the day you posted that video and I was living in the same fears with foods (egg yolks, cookies, bread...you name it!) and seeing how much you’ve overcame and acknowledging my own triumphs--I can now say that RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE! XOXO
I love this!! You've come such a long way, and it's so cool to see. Just wondering, do you find it triggering at all to watch old footage of yourself where you were struggling so much more??
I’m SO proud of your progress, u are such an inspiration for me