Parker McCollum - Hell of a Year (Official Music Video)
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- Опубликовано: 8 сен 2024
- Official music video for Parker McCollum's “Hell of a Year” from the newly released album, 'Probably Wrong'.
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If you think you’re having a crappy year man just cause you lost a job or you lost a relationship, although it is tough. Take the time to read some of the comments below, now that shit breaks my heart, whoever’s going through the dark times keep pushing forward. There’s always brighter days nothing but love and happiness. May the lord bless all of y’all.
It's breaking my heart too everytime I think I got it bad I realize there are way worse things
Amen 😢
One of my best friends asked me to Marry him, two years ago...he played hard to get. Just had some serious surgery & I boob dialed him by accident. He answered. I hung up. He called back. I was crying 😢crying. Told him I no longer loved him & It's Been Hell Of Year. Hung up & felt SO much better!
Wow yeah it’s been a tough one. Thank you Sir for the kind words and support to press on. I needed this so bad. Gods timing is always right
Husband was diagnosed with Brain Cancer on March 13th 2020... he passed away on February 15th 2021. He left me, my 2 kids and our baby who was 18 months at the time he passed. He was by far the most amazing man I have ever met and his last year on this God foresaken planet was spent mostly quarantined due to Covid. He deserved more than that.
It's been a hell of a year...
Wow that's sad ,sorry for your loss .
Prayers to you my dear. ♥️
I lost the love of my life 10 months ago today, July 18, 2021 .....just 2 months short of his 83 rd. Birthday . , to prostate cancer . ...10 long months but it hurts like it was yesterday ... we also went through the Covid restrictions when he went into a Seniors' facility , then hospital. and could not have any visitors.. The last year has been one hell of a year .....
May god be with you stay strong keep praying
Prayers for you, your family and everyone who've experienced so much difficulty.....😞
Today I sat in my mom's kitchen and cried my eyes out , who ever is reading this don't give up stay strong 🙏
Stay Strong bud
love you bro keep pushing
been there, just keep making her proud!
I'm tired of being strong
Thanks guys god bless you all 😭🙏
Grandfather and grandma died. Love of my life cheated and left me. Sister comitted suicide. Went back to school. Got a great job. Moved to another state. Met some amazing people. Lost weight. Found true happiness
Its been a hell of a year.
Holy moly
I'm proud of for not giving up buddy, stay strong man. We're all in this together!
💪🏽❤️
lucky. Not all of us go through that. I can't even find a job while holding a college degree. All because I don't have enough real world experience. Makes me feel hopeless for my future. Add to that my social anxiety. Makes it a million times worse being stuck inside during covid. Lost my motivation to work out. I don't even know what my purpose in life is yet. Do I even have one besides work, eat, sleep and repeat. Every day I'm fighting my mind trying to convince myself that I am ok.
@@alvaro93364 degree, but to much experience, yet someone else is MORE qualified. No internship bc I support a family with a job that allows me the opportunity to obtain skills. What a joke!
I'm a 45 year old man and I have a hard time accepting today's change in music but this young man's voice is so freaking good it makes it a little bit easier, outstanding voice and songwriter
I can totally relate, I'm the same age but female.
He just sounds like somebody in my family talking 😂😂 although I do think we’re a little more southern than him. Texas drawl, sounds like Tennessee though. 😂😂😂 I’m so country it ain’t even funny 😂😊
😅
2024 has been a hell of a year
He wrote this song in a Whataburger parking lot. If that's not the most Texan thing you've ever heard, i dont know what is.
lol when did he say this ?
@@jimenax569 one of his interviews
The whataburger on 35 and William cannon
Im from nc so never heard of whataburger
@@LILSWAYZIE very popular fast food place here in the lonestar state. Move here buddy, Texas is better
I was doing fine till I heard this song. 4.5yr relationship ended 3 weeks ago. turned on the radio and this song relates got me tearin up. To anybody going through a break up I feel for ya move on because going backwards is painfull and not worth it.
I cant wait for time to pass and my pain dissapear. Its been a hell of a year.
I see this was posted 7mo ago and I am 8no out myself. But in all the effort not to go back remember to process and grieve. It's all so rough but take the time for you
@@WayneBruce-ip7qy you'll both be ok... I promise
Topwaterhooksetter took me 13 months before I was really okay. Toughest thing I’ve ever had to do, getting over a heartbreak is miserable. Once you’re there though, it’s a rewarding feeling knowing how much progress you’ve made within yourself.
@@bnorvs5929 2020 barely started and is a hell of a year already... my five year relationship ended and five days went by and she found someone else already :'(
Never disappears completely.... Not that long. My experience anyway.
This is the most requested song of my man of 8years . Thelast month of his life . All of the years we were together were pretty rocky . So now when i hear it,the song always reminds me of him . I love you EarlbJay Kuykendall. I miss you baby
I listen to this about a couple times a day. My son is almost 1 week old and man how he has changed me! I wanna thank god for him everyday and just work for my family. No drugs/alcohol and I don’t feel it missing. Been a hell of a year from growing in your mamas belly.
2020 anyone? Been a hell of a year
Gotcha man!
Make that two
Another year u can say I'm sure the hell happy that one is overI made it threw it..have a good 1 make the best of it everybody in I'm sure the hell proud to be a 100% American/Indian outlaw..yall have a good 1 it's not as bad as you think it is...peaceout..evertbody..God Bless America.....🌪💰🗝⛓⚰🔞💯
What do you think of 2020 so far??
Getting worse man
This song is my decade song . From job loss to brokenness, financially, emotionally, spiritually, mentally... through prayer and steadfastness things are slowly turning around . Almost 10, years ,but it's finally going my way ... Whatever your going through, keep going through it .. the journey is worth the pain , the final laps are so worth it .trust me people .we may be strangers but trust me folks .
Song really touches me. Almost lost my dad to a really bad fall that left him unresponsive. Brain dead and not breathing. He pulled through and as soon as he started getting better, I lost my grandmother to cancer. All of this was after losing the love of my life and her daughter. Keep it up bro. You've got a fan in me.
Parker McCollum hope to catch you at a show in Arkansas some time
I forgot about that sorry babe
I’ll be praying for you and your family.
Parker I have saw you several times at Dixie dance hall I was the DJ. 2019 about killed me lost my best friend of 23 years to drunk driver in May then lost another best friend in September then my grandma, uncle and my mom to cancer in October. I don't even know how I am still going..
@@DJsteelbill I'm so sorry please stay strong and hold your head up God bless you 💔🙏
This guy....love the voice and the traditional country sound. I wish there were more artists like PM.
2024 still ❤ this song!!
One of the most unique and refreshing voices of today's new world of country music. What a talent. Killing it brother, keep em coming man.
Yes!!!!!!
Sounds a bit like Billy Currington but I love both of their voices
Idk why I’m here, but I’m here and IMMA CRY, if that’s okay with y’all.
Live
& and Live with a lot of What you love doing, life is hard but you are here and I’m thankful for that, do good and teach good. I hope you have a good day stranger
(ps, I don’t listen to country but glad this song found me)
Its been a hell of a year
How did you see
Who i was and who i was gonna be
I could've been right was probably wrong
So many nights wishing I could go home
Its been a hell of a year
Its been a hell of a year
Now my hearts out of love
I fell out of line
I swore that i'd never leave again and I lied
It was the weight of the world
You setting me free
You can't sleep alone and you ain't
sleeping with me
Its been a hell of a year
Its been a hell of a year
You hate how I live
Go up to come down
I smoke you away and then you drink
'til you drown
I wasn't meant to be then it ain't meant to be now
I love this home but now I hate this house
Its been a hell of a year
Its been a hell of a year
Its been a hell of a year
How did you see that who I was and who i was gonna be
I could've been right was probably wrong
So many nights wishing I could go home
Its been a hell of a year
Its been a hell of a year
Lost family back to back, lost a couple friends, lost my job, girlfriend left.
Man has it been a hell of a year.
Juan Vigil stay strong man. There’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. I’m sorry about your losses though
Juan, my heart goes out to you . I lost 2 of the best friends in my entire life last August and November . Battled cancer on my own , the husband of 29 years decided to abandon me 9 years ago on Mothers day . ..and on & on. It seems like a day doesn't go by that some sort of incident or song, something reduces me to utter despair and unending tears. How do I keep going is a question I ask myself everyday . And for me there isn't any joy left...so if I could...a house burning would be a relief . May you get through your hurt, learn to keep smiling and love as big as you can .
We're with you. Chin up, someone's watching homie.
Man,if you had a dog it would be hit by a train & killed too!!!
Brotha, I have no clue who you are. Just know in moments of the deepest depths that man above will shine the absolute brightest light he possibly can. Stay strong man. Keep fighting for your happiness.
If you’ve made it through the darkness, you’ve overcame something most people couldn’t. Be proud of yourself. ❤️
I understand and know this is true…
GOD got me threw the darkness!!All glory be to God
"I loved this home but now i hate this house.... " - Im not crying.... youre crying!
My favorite ❤❤
"I'm not crying, you're crying" too!
c:
Damn.... What a powerful lyric
That lyric made me love this song
That hit the feels
Emergency brain surgery, seizures, plate in my skull, broken hand,rehab for alcohol, almost successful suicide attempt, divorce after an 18 year marriage...really rough year for me
This song hits so hard 💔💕
Hello there Kristin nice meeting you here
Please keep going! You've got someone on your side here!
You’ve got this!
@@justiceharrison5142hi
Hugs
Lost my husband in 2020, I will never judge anyone else for their lost loved ones.
Lost mine 2 years ago. Life is so "off" now, and will never be the same. It's been a hell of a year, or two.
This dude and his lyrics are to close to home for this ole boy. Struggling with depression after my brother got murdered in 2018. I've put alot of my emotions on my wife of 11 years due to her being there for me even when she shouldn't. Her pretty heart is my foundation and I'm grateful to get that person when there's less fortunate. Keep singing brother we will prevail. Rip Anthony Anderson you are missed
Hello there Jae nice meeting you here
Amen buddy
@@justiceharrison5142What's up
His voice is a chefs kiss 👍🤌
Definitely my song for 2019. My husband and I lost our first child at 11 weeks 6 days. Hearing the heartbeat twice and seeing him move around was amazing. Found out at 13 weeks 6 days he had no heartbeat for two weeks. This song is helping me get through this shitty ass experience. RIP to my sweet baby boy. 💙
Alex Finley sorry for your loss ❤️
😓
Parker, you have came a long way from where you started.. you spent hell of years writing songs.. and everyone of them is more then any words could describe..you’re one of a kind.. its hard to find anyone better than you..you have hell of years coming in the future..
2020 seniors feel this first semester I get flooded out my house due to tropical storm Imelda, this semester this virus took away the last games of my baseball career, won’t allow me to go to prom or walk across the stage for my graduation. It’s surely been one hell of a year, God bless every other 2020 senior and anyone who was affected by any of this.
I get it bud. It's just high school though. The people will not matter in 3 years. Just build yourself up as a man, get money and don't let these bitches break your heart.
It will get better hope FEMA helps yall out
I relate to this. I’m in college and our dorm blew up first semester so I had to live in a casino downtown for 8 months and then we got kicked out of the casino on short notice due to covid. Now I’m quarantined 400 miles away from all my friends that I don’t get to see for 4 months. 2020 has been some kinda year. Missing your senior prom and grad does suck but you will make up for them with memories in college, trust me. The fun doesn’t stop.
Its not just High School!! My son is also a senior this year and is also missing out on EVERYTHING ya'll have worked so hard for! They picked this as there senior song Rogers High,Rogers Texas!!! Class of 2020 you are the strongest!!!
this is the official 2020 song, cause it sure has been one hell of a year
NorCal OntheRight yea your right.
For sure. I was thinking this back in January
That's no joke
Yeah hell of bad year. Lost two dogs and my pops. Waiting on what's next...
Welcome to my life: especially the last 2.
This song got me through both my grandpas Passin In the same week n my girl I was with for 3 years left me hell of a year n I’m still kickin crazy
I went to college at Texas A&M and this mans music got me laid so many god dang times. I graduated last December. I miss that town and this man’s music so much. His music triggers deep nostalgia.
Rip my brother Eric. This song makes me miss him.. never take life for granted. Never stop loving the people that mean the most to you. Eric committed suicide 2011, and will forever live in my heart. When times get rough in your life, you'll wish those special people were there. Also rip my sister Amber. She never got to experience life. Died a week from turning 2. A precious soul can be taken in a second. Always remember, love who truly loves you and never let go. None of us are promised tomorrow.
Lost my grandpa, lost my step son, lost my best friend, my lover, within months... I wish I could wake up with out tears or dreams of us.. I miss so much I'll never have
Bro, I'm so sorry, I hope you stay strong, this was too much for me too even read, I wish you luck and love
Thank you so much for Been my huge fan's may almighty God continue to bless you and you're family
Sorry for that okay
Sure writing a new song takes time,go through several sheets of paper,get frustrated,want the song to have meaning . I have to say Parker makes it sound so easy . One heck of a Country singer ❤
It certainly has been raising my kids after my their mom committed suicide it’s been rough but we take it one day at a time
That's all you can do man, stay strong. You're not alone
So sorry
Wow you’re such a damm awesome father to your kids and that make you a real man cox Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence💯
Man Your not alone your never alone
Matthew...your strength is admirable...awesome daddy! Hang in there! I truly believe we learn from our kids, more than than they do us!
Dope song, remember GOD has your back!
This song for so many reasons..staying positive paving myself a new road in life without knowing where its going.
Hits home in many ways. A hell of a year.
I don’t know who broke this man’s heart, but I don’t think I’d want to meet them.
I will never forget this song the woman that holds my heart the mother of my children just no that I’m so proud of you and grateful for everything ❤that u do for are boys and for never give up god bless your heart mama ❤❤❤
Honestly one of the best voices I've ever heard. Right up there with the greats already.
This song helped pull me out of addiction but it was hard to hear. My daughter was dying and I lost myself
This foo gonna rewrite hell of a year again
Jesse almendarez dvdbdgh
Thanks so much I really appreciate your love and compliments, it always been a huge pleasure and stay bless
Thanks for your love ❤and generosity
Here in 2024. It too has been a hell of a year. Glad to find this. Stay strong world.
Parker..thanks for coming along bro...better get your wings strapped on my friend ...you're gonna fly...awesome stuff bro.....all my best..
You’re very talented! Good job keep up the good work music has the power to change the 🌎
Can anybody else listen to this song without shedding a tear.
Sadly, yes, but it's just cause I've gone numb to it all at this point. As bad as that sounds.
Yes...
I love this guy so much, definitely my new favorite artist.
Been listening to him for years and never seen him. He doesn't look anything like what I pictured. Great Texas country artist!
Lyrics hit different for me in a separate way. Reminds me of my 1st deployment to Afghanistan at only 19 years old.
I was a Mountain division, dismounted, heavy weapons, Recon Cavalry Scout. Only one such unit in all of the US Army.
C Troop 1/172nd CAV(MTN) 86th IBCT, Afghanistan 2010.
This song was played today at my cousin's funeral. Fly high, Anna. We will get justice for you, sweet girl 💜 2003-2022
I am so sorry.
First time I’ve heard this song and boy does it hit home, been hanging in on for dear life in my marriage and idk if I can take anymore of this. Love this song? It explains exactly how I feel right now.
Everything about this song hits so hard......I’m not crying, I just got something in both my eyes
2022 was my Hell of a Year.
Rod Stewart, You’re in my Heart….. anyone?
i had strokes last year. been in and out of therapy and hospitals. one hell of a year.
😥😥😥😥😥 Just need a miracle right about now💕
I give my battle with heroin addiction up November 13 2020. Im in treatment now and have lost custody of my son, my family's trust.... everything. Lord let 2021 be better for me and all those suffering from addiction.
Good luck man. I hope you can see your kid soon. I couldn’t believe what I would do without my future children.
Still doing okay 3 years later?
So I met Parker's cousin in Stillwater, OK in McDonald's drive thru as I was working. He had a guitar in is passenger chair. I said play me a tune! He grabbed his guitar and played this song and sang it to me!!!! I was so amazed! And also by the lyrics to this song! Amazing 😍👌🙌 I'm a fan for sure now! Thank you
Thats badassss!
That’s what’s up❤️
Thanks so much i really appreciate your love and compliments, it always been a huge pleasure and stay bless
@@justmusic8525 who's your cousin from Stillwater/osu? Shout out to him for sharing your music!!!!💕
@@mellanyspeight7756 Rex meloy yeah you right about that..
Got introduced to this song at a wedding last night! Obsessed now and what a voice and lyrics!
I’ve seen him in concert 6x, in six different cities. He just keeps getting better and better. His songwriting is so raw and real.
This kid needs to be the Reigning Country Music Star of the Decade once Aldean is done.
My ex left me in 2020. Coupled with that really strange and hard year it’s hard to think about. This song takes me back.
same.
Such a great song. Hits me everytime I hear it. Reminds me to move on...
Me too bro,, I loved my soon to be ex wife,,, she don't have a clue. But I gotta move on, she has already.. This song gives me strength in a way to move on
I'm right there with you
Great song, great video, keeping Texas Country alive the right way.
spot on bro.
Bryce Thompson yeeeew
Yeeeeeehaw, you’re so right brycecube
Bryce Thompson love that Texas country
Good song
Maybe my favorite Parker song!
Hello Nichole..
Hello there Nicole nice meeting you here
Made it to 2024 crawling through a divorce with my folks 32 marriage (dad was a cheater the whole time n pos) fiance cheated on me n left after I became a stepdaddy to her 3 kids. Now I'm all alone my family is all deceased besides my 65 year old mother no fiance no kids nothing but memories. PEOPLE HAVE IT WAY WORSE THAN ME but still ITS BEEN A HELL OF A YEAR😢😢😢
I fell you my dude. Since 2021, I have buried 2 brothers and a 1st cousin due to overdoses. It's been a hell of a couple of years
Everyone's going threw something brother!!I've been what you been threw..Trust God even if it doesn't make sense right now
Ur not alone buddy no kids no women bo family but s cousin a sister and a mom man don’t worry buddy you got this im struggling too
I can relate
WAY easier said than done, especially over a phone and I acknowledge that. I don’t know you but I love you and remember GOD! He exists brotha!
I can't stop playing this song.
Wow I just came across this song, and then reading all the comments had my heart hurting for all the things people have been going through. I pray for everyone who resonates with this song, that the Holy Spirit May comfort you, and that you may feel Gods love in a very special way, and that through Christ you may find joy and happiness on this earth. It was never Gods plan for people to suffer And go through so much pain on this Earth. I hope that everyone gets to experience redemption for all the pain and suffering the devil has caused.
Hello there Lucy nice meeting you here
Hi there. Most random response I’ve ever gotten from a RUclips comment lol. Nice to meet you too.
@@lucye9919 how are you doing today?
Im good Sir Justice Harrison how are you?
@@lucye9919 I’m doing great, where are you from? If I may ask
It's been a hell of year for me too, watching my mom go in and out of the hospital for months just to figure out what was wrong with her, she had to laparoscopic surgery just to get healthy again. She couldn't keep food or liquids down for months, since last year around the holidays. She went from 145 pounds to 80 and now that she is feeling better and back to work, it's getting a little bit better. Not only that going on but more family issues and me getting hurt multiple times from trying to find the right one. It's still a little rough right now, but we are getting through best way we can for the better. I love this song Parker and a couple of your others, keep up the good work.
It's kinda crazy, my teacher played this is class today and it really stood out. I told myself I was gonna look it up when I got home, but I forgot.
It was recommended to me
Hello there Ashley nice meeting you here
2022 is a hell of a year man, god bless , prayers up to heaven and hearts up to heaven!
I didn't think I was going to make it through this yr alive so much has happened and depressed and still trying to put up a smile to get through it hopefully next year is better and I be lucky to be around cause a person can be so strong before they actually break just want to feel wanted
At 26 in 2019 the day I found out about covid(small country town) I buried my finance 10 years after I met her. I didn't have an easy childhood but I didn't think that I'd ever give someone something I didn't know I had the joy she took when she left is something I can't find anymore. I just need a starting point.
We're all gonna make it! Hang in there
Relatable. 2020 was pretty rough. I lost a lot & it doesn't look like 2021 will be any better.
Hello there Tonia nice meeting you here
Favorite song of 2019 when I thankfully finally stumbled across this amazing artist.
I've listened to this song 100 times tonight. Love watching you in Texas.
Same bud
Hits me in the feels so hard right now. Girl in the video reminds me so much of the girl that ghosted me.
Diagnosed with lupus a year ago and still figuring out the proper meds while dealing with all the symptoms of swollen joints, feeling sick, hair loss, much more. Had to put 2 dogs down in the last 3 months. Mother is in a small fight with cancer. Girlfriend lost her mom a year and a half ago, had to watch her die in the hospital of lung cancer and pneumonia. Dad went back on drugs after being clean for 8 months, been doing drugs for 30 years. Travel all the time for work, good money but am a family man and traveling takes a huge toll on ya. Much more bullshit to name but definitely been a hell of a year.
Great song gets you in that beer drinking and fire mood
My big bro use to blast this song late at night. Use to hate it. Never understood what he was going through til it was too late..miss you bubba. So fn sorry…Til we meet again🕊️.
I had my year in 2014 when i lost the father of my children, fiancee and dearest friend in March.. 2 months later my father was murdered in his home.. I came back swinging for a minute until 2018 when the only relation ship I had since 2014 decided to end his life in our apartment.. I found him on our couch... Life can be tough collecting all your broken pieces
Hello there Jeni nice meeting you here
Almost ended it all towards the end of 2018. Listen to this each night before bed to help remind me that my past is behind me. God bless, come back to San Marcos soon
Man If you need someone to talk to please get in contact me
Likewise my dude ; that would be a permanent solution to temporary problems
This song got me through some rough times. Thank you. Hope you wouldn't mind if my husband and I cover this... Means alot to us... Love from South Texas ❤
How is this guy not the most famous artist in country music?!
Lol right
He's really big in Texas just not mainstream radio. I've been gushing over him for a year now!
Amazing voice.
Love your story telling ♥️
Hell of a year. Between losing my husband and my dad. It was. I ain’t ever gonna be over it 😢
Yeah. Same here guys. Mr. McCollum knows what he's doing. Perhaps he's gonna be the new king of country?? And yeah, a hell of a year for me too.
I can’t relate to some of these people’s experiences but I have ADHD and epilepsy I also have seen extreme bullying at school
It’s been a hell of a year…. 2023 goodbye
Edit: may god bless all of the losses in the comments I hope your lives get better. All the love from Nac Texas ❤
Is been hell of a year.
I haven’t seen my kids in a long time
Is been long since I heard there voice
I miss his laughter my sweet little Boy
I miss my crazy messy Sophie
Her dances are amazing
Is been a hella of a year
I miss cuddling with them both
She took them away and now this Thursday I wait
I’ll have a judge tell me if I could see them again.
Is been a hell of a year
I wish this pain on no one else
Is the most heart breaking ever
Jesse Rodriguez 😭
Don’t give up my friend stay positive I know how you feel trust god he will show you the way
I’ve been there...I understand...
Thanks so much I really appreciate your love and compliments, it always been a huge pleasure...
@@kellyjane7045 Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence.. just being yourself that bring the real outta of you
So thankful Parker was able to articulate my feelings/thoughts so perfectly and turn it into this song
its been a hell of a year my friend n those that are watching love you all
Man, this song is a winner, and it blew my mind when I heard the beginning of "you were meant for me" by Jewel. I started singing this song and was like, wait, what the hell.
I love his music. This is true Texas country
Bro..... I’m a girl who grew up with my big sister. Now I’m in high school and my sister is a senior. I hang out with all of her friends and we all have connected so so so much..... now the year is almost over and she’s about to graduate along with the rest of them. I’m so proud of them and I love them to the moon and back and I can’t wait to see what they accomplish. They are playing this song at graduation and then we are saying our goodbyes 😭❤️❤️❤️
A friend showed me this video and I am hooked. I love this song and this young man
Thanks for your love ❤and generosity
Parker McCollum aka most underrated artist deserves much more as good as he is and his voice
I listened to this just now at freaking 4am and I'm bouta cry. Exactly one year ago I met my best friend at my work when she saved my life, and since then we had got super close but she had to move back to Kansas City but we've still been really good friends but things just aren't the same anymore.
"You can't sleep alone and you aint sleeping with me..."🥺 i hope 2021 is better, idk what imma do if it isnt