Me too I think his spirit was so pure it’s truley touched many people iv never been so upset by any other celebrity death! Very different this time god bless you Stephen and god bless your family🙏❤️
U are egocentric for bringing him in this life. Why the f uck would u bring someone in this mess ? Seriously !! Glad he’s gone forever. He’s brave. F uck this life. Fr fr
This is absolutely heartbreaking 💔 my thoughts go out to his family and friends. I live in the UK and nearly every week this past year I have known someone who has taken their own life the majority of them have been young men between the age or 14 -30, my friend found her son on his 26th birthday. Everyone needs to talk, I found my brother 9 years ago in his car with the exhaust filling his car he was in a really bad place but he was still alive he is also an alcoholic. Since that after coming out of hospital he changed his life completely hasn’t had a drink since then he and his wife renewed their wedding vows and the 2 of them have a great life, I am so proud of him. We all need to check on loved ones…..
Iam so sorry for all the losses you have known but its fantastic about your brother that he is so much happier with life I wish you all the very best too ♥️
@@Alice-zm6cu it’s possible. Maybe she doesn’t mean she knows them personally but that she “knows of someone.” We’re in a sad time in history. People seem to be more hopeless now than at any other time in my life. People are literally being ridiculed for having faith. Wow. Folks can’t even be themselves anymore because of what someone else thinks or feels. Do you know what that can do to people emotionally. Not being free to be yourself? Terrible. Can’t have a view, can’t have your own thoughts or opinion, it must only line up with what a certain group or party says it should be. A horrible life to live. It’s no wonder so many people feel so alone, sad, hopeless.
I'll never judge someone that does this. You can never walk in someone else's shoes. Things can be hidden very well and when you have no personal support, you feel there's no way out but this. So be kind to everyone, even strangers. We all need someone to care about us.
My niece as a child grew up in a family that caused her so much pain and she attempted suicide.She pulled threw and is happily married with children.but now she lossed her mom they both very young.I hope this doesn't make her relapse cause it can.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@ Natalie Manor He did commit suicide. This is a very vulnerable subject for many to address. Do not be dismissive of their struggle by passsing around wrong information. He was a person beloved by many. He was a dancer, not a politician, not filthy rich banker that gets assesinated. The idea makes no sense.
Do it! Do it, Bo! If not … it’ll manifest in your physical body somehow. You’ll feel SO much better once you let it out. Besides we’re all going through the same thing just handling it differently. Best of luck, Friend!
His wife made statement earlier today that “it was not due to financial problems.” Regardless of the reason(s), it is such a huge loss; he lit up the World.
As Chester Bennington’s wife once said it best, “This is what depression looks like.” Everyone knows what this means. We’re all wearing some sort of mask and social media never shows the true representation of who we are, but we use it as a tool to do so. Vulnerability resonates though, we need to share our scars as often as we cry about them. RIP Twitch. I hope you found the peace you could never find in your earthly life.
@Sleep in it’s still a selfish act bc your pain is gon but u leave pain on your friends and family. I know. My father committed suicide and yes I have forgiven him for what he did but I struggled for years thinking he didn’t love us enough to stick around
These are the responses of people who have no clue the pain some endure because of mental health issues. Calling a person selfish when having no personal experience on the subject matter is the epitome of selfishness .
I think, his mind was made up. He probably was upbeat knowing it’ll be “okay” soon. “Let me give smiles now.” I obviously do not know him or his life. Sad for him. Sad for all who does.
So very sad he felt bad now way out. I could be definitely wrong but something doesn’t seem right and I’m feeling what if he was hiding his sexuality…I hope he is resting in peace and I hope his family will have all the strength to carry on
This is so hard for me to wrap my head around that he committed suicide. He was always smiling and so full of life. Just goes to show you can have a perfect life and still be suffering in silence on the inside. So sad. Rest in Paradise Twitch 💫
He was a selfish bastard who left his kids without their dad and his wife to pick up the pieces . I have no respect for anyone who can’t help themselves for the sake of their kids future and family .
As a person who never ever had to deal with DEPRESSION but know ppl who deal with this…please, talk with others…any big problem that you think you have, can be resolved !! 🙏🏻
Talking to others doesn't necessarily mean help, alot of people offer help by saying things like "It gets better" or other invalidating statement that can add more fuel to the fire. The way to help is just to be kind to ppl for no reason, without asking or promoting. It could change a whole person's day and you'd have no idea you might have saved a life.
@@Love-nx7fo 🥲🥲🥲 i'm so triggered by your statement.. i've carried a few memories of acts of kindness of people outside of my basic family unit. Those acts have kept me hopeful and alive all my life.
The few times I watched some parts of Ellen I always saw a sadness on his face that he would cover up with smiling and dancing. I told my son he's not really happy but, hides it well from others. May he RIP the weight of pain he carried was just too much. RIP tWitch, no more pain.
You know, I literally thought the same thing whenever I saw his face on that show. I thought I was wrong. He seemed as if he was acting as if was happy but I could sense that something was troubling him.
Me too I always felt that every time I saw him on Ellen show like and I am speculating that he was a good guy for sure but troubled on the inside like he was not authentic cos he couldn’t without knowing the reason it must have been so hard for him …. Man depression is a bitch when you are not free in your mind and body my thoughts to the family
We can continue to speculate or just stop the madness and pray for his entire family. Death is very hard as it is and his family needs our prayers and thoughts. I lost my dad and husband two weeks apart and I did not think I was going to ever get pass that. Through prayers, music and the other family members I had to console God, gave me the strength to hold on. It is six years now and around the holidays it gets a little tough but I remember all the good times we had when they were alive. So Stephen, Rest In Peace, and to your family you will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Nobody knows what people are really dealing with inside. I love my wife dearly but she doesn’t know all of my pains because as men we want to be the rock for our loved ones. We pretend we have it under control until we don’t. I’m going through major emotional pain myself but I smile because it’s how we’ve been taught, to push through it. “Toughen up”, “you’ll be Aiight.” I’m only 2 years older than bro, we from the same generation where a man crying is a sign of weakness. But it’s not. It’s ok to cry sometimes. We have to stop pretending that everything is okay. Prayers for his loved ones. I’m sure he will be missed.
I just wrote about this. We just have to stop pretending. We have to stop pushing that TOXIC POSITIVITY of “smile and dance” no matter what. Forcing ourselves to pretend don’t let us filter and released all that that our brain does not need. We have to cry when we feel like it. Get angry when we feel like it and express tiredness when we feel tired.
Men and women have so many challenges in life to push through, it is the nature of life ups and downs. I wish you well and the strength to get through whatever comes your way. You can beat it.
Twitch’s death is incredibly sad. I don’t want this to come out wrong, but I wish he wrote a more detailed note. To think his wife and family don’t have clear answers, it is only adding to their unbearable pain. My prayers are with them. May Twitch feel peace now. We will forever miss his smile.
That's what didn't make any sense, why leave a vague note when leaving a note at all? Leaving the car looks like hostage situation but why pack a small bag to go a mile away? Was he planning to come back? Nothing personal or concrete in note at all unlike his entire life. He advocated police brutality on social media. Twitch with a gun?! Sounds threatened. Was he saving his fam? It's been expressed he had a don't quit attitude. Why quit and not just break down?! Quit your kids and loving fam overnight over what...🤔
Maybe they aren’t giving the details of the note to the media. It’s possible he left more information for the family. Regardless, suicide devastates the family left behind. I wish he had stopped to think of his kids. They will never get over this😢
@@yaboiph because he was a professional dancer not a writer or a conversationalist or a professional advocate he preferred for other people to talk, he didn’t like to talk about himself or his youth, and had issues with academics growing up When he chose to advocate he chose a topic that held deep emotional feelings for him, but that he wasn’t fully informed on or qualified to speak intelligently about So saying things like “Now is not the time to discuss All Lives Matter” is like lighting a fuse and walking away …it’s not actually discussing the situation to see what the issue is and how it can be fixed …because he’s not informed or qualified to know or intelligently discuss the situation…He’s just a celebrity wanting to use his platform to raise awareness for that pet project near and dear to him but without having appropriate knowledge about it Maybe he became aware of someone donating large sums of money to BLM based on his advocation and then learned its de-centralized lack of quality control flash mob issues that resulted in major damages to cities and people it was supposed to help He could have been a very deep thinker who just couldn’t or wouldn’t communicate in a letter at that moment or ever Or he could have been very shallow matter of fact thinker at that moment or forever : “Why did you kill yourself?” “I had old challenges” -indicating he can’t or won’t for whatever reason go into it He could have been high on weed and in his head and paranoid (His brother appears to publicly indulge) He could have wished he was high on weed …He married a Mormon and Mormons generally don’t approve of drugs and alcahol He could have been sober and overwhelmed by self doubt in view of all his new potential projects and young family Leaving the car looks like he didn’t want anyone to have to deal with bringing it back He packed a small bag to conceal the gun and because he was checking into a motel for one night, so it would be expected He was probably not planning on coming back unless he suddenly wanted to test the concept of Santa Muerta -Holy Death via gun roulette which is popular in Latin and thug communities in So Cal The idea that if you were to try and shoot yourself but Santa Muerte chose for it to work or not to work it would be a sign either way He had not been religious but was raised in a Catholic school in Montgomery AL ….but he married a LDS Mormon from Minnesota and Utah …but they were living in So Cal and he killed himself in an area that has a Latin population that believes in that kind of thing So, maybe he was doing a spiritual experiment that went awry tWitch with a gun …sounds unreal right ?….but he had conflicting identity issues because of multi cultural upbringing…such as wanting to come across ‘street’ when not raised ‘street’
Many people that go through an episode of depression feel like a burden to others. Often individuals who live with depression struggle with feelings of guilt. It seems to be linked intrinsically with depression and how someone with this illness perceives themselves. People with depression don’t want to feel like a burden or guilty. People with depression may also have had difficult experiences when they have shared how they’ve felt in the past. PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY WHY DIDNT THEY CONE TO ME!!!!!!??????They may have opened up to someone they’ve trusted, and that person hasn’t been able to deal with it or They may have been met with SILENCE, iIGNORED, Or JUDGED. Mental health is REAL!!! WE NEVER KNOW WHAT SOMEONE IS GOING THROUGH! Never compare your struggles , and how you over come your problems with THEIRS 😞 💔I lost my sister in 2017 to suicide..
@@rozzie5651 The manager said it is very busy and very noisy because of all the cars that goes down that road,they said he got a room at the very end of the motel
@@rosemarythornton9054 how dare you even put that statement in print!. And don't get defensive. This is not the time for these negative remarks...he has children! They don't need to hear or see this!
I feel like he may have been struggling with his sexuality & felt guilty for maybe stringing Allison along for 9 years & having two kids. Watch the interview him & Allison did with Jennifer Hudson & watch his demeanor when Allison said she wants more kids. It’s very telling.
Blackmailed; Them or Himself 👉He did what we’d expect twitch to do in that case! Meanwhile, F boys out here giving people death certificates & new id’s to snitch on Puffy
People go through a lot and just can't handle what they go through...I feel the same and go through it to....this really has affected me while going through depression....You just never know it just eats you away what you go through. Condolences to his family.... Definitely check on those who seem fine...But guess what those who seem fine are really Not...Speaking on experience...I've decided Not to take my life as I'm a Child of God and have children young and older...its not Easy...his death has made me cry but I have to tell God and myself and my children that I won't take my life No matter what and how hard life may be and seem...We put in that smile but we got a lot going on...Depression is horrible...Everyone stay safe and blessed mya you all have an amazing Christmas and New Year 🙏🏽 ❤️ 💙 🥰💯👌🏽👊🏽🎄🙏🏽 Please and Honestly CHECK UP ON YOUR LOVE ONES DAILY...YOU JUST NEVER KNOW...ITS THE ONES THAT YOU WOULDN'T EXPECT!!!!
Whether they lived in LA or not celebrities who committed suicide is also par for the course which would include Robin Williams, Margot Kidder, George Reeves, Kate Spade, Don Cornelius and Naomi Judd and a whole lot more. Yeah infidelity, being bi, and drugs are common in the industry, but is not surprising because it is nothing but a mirror of society just like suicide.
@@manny.3248Touche... I didn't know Don Cornelius committed suicide dang.😕But that industry is definitely not a mirror of society, that Makes your potentially good points invalid.
@@chhewee Actually I was right. A mirror is a reflection. Everything that people complain about when it comes to LA, Hollywood, or the industry was not invented there. Lying, cheating (infidelity), being gay, bisexual, trans, sex parties, suicide, assaulting minors and adults was not made up by some Hollywood producer. And not only am I right about everything I mentioned being a reflection of what happens out of LA period, but it happens all around the world a whole lot more. So if LA didn't exist the same stuff would still be happening. And that is the actual point was trying to make. That's all.
My best friend, brother left a suicide note saying he basically couldn't continue anymore either and he didn't know any other way out. He described this grip that wouldn't let go, he used pops shotgun..man it hurts right now thinking about the pain this family is going through. It's been over 15 years since my brothers suicide and the pain doesn't get better with time no no rather, time is the Professor and pain is the lesson and through time we learn to live with the pain!
So, He said the cops say " He was not struggling financially ." Which means.. 1. The cops are giving out personal information on a ongoing case. 2. TMZ pays for all the information they get, So how much did yall pay a COP for information on said ONGOING case?! Let this man and his family rest please.
@@BriaBarrows - You would have thought working for Ellen that he would have found the strength to just say he was Gay... Nobody would have cared. Except maybe his wife.
I think the family knows and they are not ready to share. There is no way I don’t know what’s going on with my husband. I can sense when something is wrong with him even if he doesn’t share.
There is a reason every time . Or it’s that you have mental health issues that aren’t being properly treated. Normal people just don’t get sad for no reason and just kill themselves like that .
As an Retired Pro Streetdancer Mr. tWitch made me proud, he to me had made it everytime I was privy to seeing him whether tv, videos or tiktok this young kat made me smile & say, "thats my boi T-W-I-T-C-H!"...regardless what the reason is his positive energy was too much too strong for this world we live in, these are very selfish times "me me me enough about me what do you think of ME" it can drain the "F" out ya...RIP tWitch and may ur family love & embrace one another a lil bit harder because now you live through them in their hearts eternally😔💔🙏‼️
We live in a society that encourages us to repress and avoid our feelings and suck it up. People who struggle with mental health issues (which is all of us to some degree) are shamed and made to feel like there is something wrong with us, rather than questioning what is wrong with the toxic culture we live in. Talking about mental health should be as easy as talking about our physical health. We need to all take responsibilty now and make some serious changes to our society to prevent more people from seeing suicide as the only option.
He was murdered period!! You just don't wake up and say I'm going to kill myself today. Something triggered him that morning,and the wife knows more then what she is saying. My deepest sympathy and condolences to his family. His grandfather dose not believe it either. Who knows him better then the grandfather. And,if Ellen and her team are responsible for this tragedy,I hope she BURNS IN HELL
Exactly, mental illness is a myth and doesnt exist! He was taken by the illuminati and sacrificed upon a pillar made of baby skulls and honey colored clumps of hair 👺👺👺
Possibly that but might also be unresolved childhood trauma. His father was not involved in his life and that pain motivated Stephen to be “somebody”, no choice but to make it to prove his father wrong. He made it very far, then what….. the pain and trauma never goes away.
@@maritzacamero1221 yeah I heard about his father not being in his life but dang to do that to his children I know that trauma is really hard to endure mentally and there's no Rhyme or Reason nothing makes sense out of it but... you would think he wouldn't leave his children fatherless too but the pain can be overwhelming I guess
This is one of the reasons people don't take depression seriously. It's always a "conspiracy theory" depression is real, and with out therapy it often leads to suicide. It's happening at warp speed, you only hear about it when it's a famous person. Lil Wayne said it best, he's depression was because he felt alone. Right away they asked him " how is that possible? Your famous? His reply, when the lights go down and your by yourself.
I find certain things to be selfish. Especially when u leave kids behind idk what he was going through but having kids & leaving them this way is really foul
Clearly you don’t know what depression is. It takes all your happiness away. I’m not agreeing with him. But I want you to understand, how hard it is to fight those demons on your own. When nobody but yourself can understand. I find it very harsh to say he was selfish for doing what he did.
If you never been raped or never been molested or never been bullied, NEVER judge someone's depression against this world full of haters and evil people who would bring you down everytime they see a smile. Twitch was always smiling so he probably had to deal with a lot of negative people who tried their best to bring him down. I know it's a sin to delete yourself so would've been better if he worked with therapist or trust people to work out his personal or professional problems.
@@jordanmcfoy97 WILL POWER ik how it is being depressed but still, i still say fighting off ur inner demons U CAN if u LET IN ur will power & u try to fight off Bad things.why would u let the devil rule u, ( inner demons is the Devil)he wants u with him & he obviously takes many with him.Pray to God & he will serve/SAVE u. if people dont believe in God THEN PEOPLE RATHER HAVE INNER DEMONS.
This hit me hard! Til now I still have thoughts of Twitch, imagining how he must of felt, the turmoil he was going through in that room. It is so heartbreaking. I didn't even know him personally and I still have a cry each day. That sickening feeling in the stomach you feel when you lose a loved one. Twitch was such a bright light. His positive vibes, energy, his smile, his light beamed through the TV. Wish he reached out he would of had endless love and support. My heart breaks for Allison, the kids, and his mom. Doesn't make sense, can't process this. 😭
@@OCWatchCatMEOW ok troll lol or sociopath or both. I think you need to get a life instead of hiding behind a screen. Everything you say on here go to someone's face and see how you do 🤔 haha
@@OCWatchCatMEOW listen here! Educate yourself on mental health. He was a human. Stars are people and who said I'm American. People around the world loved him, yes him, a human.
He "seemed fine" because if he acted otherwise, people would stop him. When serious about it, you don’t tell anyone. Also, he was my all time favorite dancer. So incredibly talented. We’ll miss his smile, too. 🥺🤟🏻
My friend just passed away from blood clot on 5/242023 and people just want to end there life.. i will never understand, those who want to live die, person that has no health issue, financial issue, celebrity status, family & kids decide to give up.. what sad is what he did, the wife & kids is the one suffering..
Has anyone thought maybe he was being blackmailed something so bad that would have destroyed his life family career I don’t think it was depression because the family never mentioned of him suffering from depression I think someone was blackmailing him and what ever they had must have been real bad that would destroy him look into that
I’m so curious. I want to see the full note too, but it’s not my business. Whatever it was, I wish he would’ve talked about it with somebody or taken a vacation to get his mind right. He had so much to live for.
I might be the only one, but this just isn’t sitting right with me. I cannot get my brain to believe or accept that this was suicide. I find it hard to believe that there could be anything in his life that he couldn’t talk to Allison about. I can’t understand how the joy that he exuded could live within the same soul as something so dark as a desire to commit suicide. I would think that if he wasn’t going to have an open conversation about his troubles with his wife, then at the very least, he would tell all in the suicide note. But to leave something so cryptic and to create this mystery which gives his wife and family absolutely no answers, makes no sense to me. Perhaps he left other clues that only his wife knows about but doesn’t care to share with the world. I don’t know. That’s her right if she chooses to, but this conclusion just feels all wrong to me. They just celebrated their 9th anniversary on the 10th and Christmas is almost here. I can’t imagine that he would want to ruin a lifetime of Christmases for his family. Especially for the kids. I mean, it would be hard enough to bear not having a loved one around during the holidays, but for their death to occur during the holiday season, particularly one as preventable as suicide, would be the pinnacle of devastating! So for me, the timing is a huge factor in why I’m having so much trouble going along with this. And this whole thing about past challenges being the reason for taking his own life. What does that mean exactly? Did he fall back into past habits or behaviors that he thought he conquered long ago? Otherwise, if those challenges were in the past, why take one’s life now? UGH! That wording in the note just irritates me so much because it’s so dang vague! I can’t help but wonder if Allison asked to see the note to determine if it was Twitch’s handwriting. Of course, it very well could be his and have been written under duress, but still… I know I would want to see it with my own eyes if suddenly my husband was gone and it was ruled a suicide. Plus, it’s not just the handwriting that I would be examining but the spelling, word selection and usage, punctuation, everything. Because those things can sometimes give away the presence of a false document. And wait… were there no reports of a gunshot? Because I haven’t heard that there was. Was there any mention of a silencer or some other method used to dampen the sound? A shooter could remove such evidence before leaving, but a suicide victim could not. So why didn’t anyone hear anything? Especially, in a motel where it’s normally customary to hear people laughing, watching TV or whatever, in the next room. Did he ask for a room with no neighbors? That would have been a red flag. I don’t know about anyone else, but I just can’t get to a point of acceptance with this. Not yet, anyway. If I were his wife, I would want a further investigation, even if I had to hire a private eye. But that’s me.
This is crazy why is he struggling he made it and have a beautiful family with real young kids bro won't kill himself like that RIP Stephen Twitch Boss My Condolences to his wife and children 🙏 😔 💔 😢 He Loved Life
He could’ve been struggling with anything… childhood abuse, sexuality, infidelity, or identity. So many possibilities bc people suffer in silence from countless things.
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. My Grandfather committed suicide. We have never recovered. Why? Because he had made accounting errors and worked for a company that, as we found out 25 years later, had ties to organized crime. That opened an entire new can of worms. RIP tWitch. I wish you would have reached out for help.
I just can’t stop thinking about him. He was such a guiding light!! I wish he could have had an outlet to these challenges. RIP…Stephen tWitch Boss 🙏🙏❤️
Sadly, there is nothing anyone could have done at this point. I pray his wife finds the strength to give his precious family the comfort they will need in the days to come. God Bless them
Man the wife and family just made up that note to get the heat off them. Why they ain’t say that when it was first released to the public he passed. They whole situation is fishy
Someone knew. Even I had the thoughts for a while that he's not really that happy because no one is that happy all the time. I wish people would understand that. When I heard the news that he'd passed - before the reason why - I knew it was suicide. I wasn't surprised at all. It can be hard to explain that intuition, but I think his therapist probably knew something. Even his wife was "frantic" looking for him, which makes me believe that she felt in her gut that he'd been going through things. We need to stop assuming that it's a shock when this happens because we're seeing high functioning depression so often that it's clear it can be anyone. If I would've said my peace online years ago about my observation of him, people would've come for me. Now, it's one of the few times I wish I was wrong. But this was not a complete shock. I always felt that smile hid something - as most 'alwasy happy, always smiling, always joyful' people do. No one is always okay - which needs to be discussed in order for us to learn how to be okay.
the thing is his family will have most likely mental health issues for the rest of their life, I heard during my group therapy from people who where left behind and they blame themselves (needless to say it is not their fault) but that is what happens - the poor kids have no father and xmas is at our doorstep, I mean, how do you even explain it to them?
I used to be so ignorant that I actually thought if you have a significant other in your life who loves you, it takes away the depression and thoughts of "giving up".
Suicide is a horrific way to lose a loved 🥰 one. I personally have never lost a loved one ☝️ to suicide. I do know people that have lost loved ones to suicide and they still struggle with it to this day. I would never 👎 wish that pain on anyone. Rest In Peace Twitch. My prayers and heart 💜 goes out to his family.
I think there is a possibility that Twitch may have been secretary living a double life and that he was gay. I know he was married, but I think this is a fairly common thing that happens when somebody ,for whatever reason , feels ashamed of their sexuality. They may be afraid of how their kids will feel about them , friends etc. The fact that he was a dancer, was on the Ellen show and was into fashion are all subtle clues and dont by themselves mean anything. However...if his wife had discovered this, or he was being blackmailed by a former lover or something, this could be enough to make someone fearful of being found out and the ramifications of it...commit suicide. All of these other vague financial problems from the past, dont add up. Anyway...im just throwing a theory out there. I have no evidence.
Damn!! I thought it was because of money trouble because the Ellen show being canceled but it may be because he was gay secretly in the past or had an affair?!?!! That's messed up if someone bribed him especially after the show being canceled and everything.
If he did commit suicide he was coerced to with someone there, i believe. I DO NOT think he did it willingly. This needs to be investigated. The letter is vague for a reason.
This just doesn't right with me, with my spirit that he took his own life, as many others feel. The investigation was too quick, vague information. Hard to stop thinking about. He was pure light.😢💔
The silent sufferer. Suicide doent help those left behind. Insurance policies typically dont pay out for suicide. So thinking him and family better off not the case they suffer the most. His wife had to clue a company for those business bennifits. So sad. He was suffering for whatever reason and chose to take his life. He wasnt thinking right and wasnt thinking of his wife and kids, long term. So sad indeed. Suicide is an act of desperation. The question is of why was he so desperate to kill himself and potentially leave his wife and children?
Mental health is a serious thing. Ppl always think it's money. Money isn't always the cure to real mental health issues. And in today's society its not easy talking about things with ppl cause they want book and movie deals and social media likes.
It's not no guarantee that he wrote the note, he left a lot more clues in his videos when he was talking about Sandra bland George Floyd unarmed blacks being hunted and killed unarmed no threat and nobody wants to talk about it he left a lot of clothes and the biggest one that he left was racism taunting black people and I think he was ashamed to be in a race that it was okay to do that too people and it is shameful it's very safe I don't care what nobody did outside of murder it's no reason to take your gun out and shoot an unarmed person whether they black white hispanic doesn't matter it's wrong and he said it's all too common and it is we see it on RUclips all the time it makes you want to cry just shake your head but that's no reason to check yourself out if he did check himself out I think all black people are ashamed of that and I think all white people ought to be ashamed of it and and don't ever be able to sleep until Justice is done for the people that twitch mentioned and that's the biggest clue damn or no anybody could write a note my thing is there's challenges challenges every day in life the strong live and the weak fold no matter what you going through just stay on the right side of the track and don't let nobody be little you and have you feel that you are less than a human being period.
He had a HUGE loss of income with the cancellation of Ellen and had been basically out of for the last two years. His wife doesn’t want to be embarrassed that they were have financial problems.
@Royal Diadem -- so is it safe to assume that he was in debt? -- because I can't see why he wouldn't be able to make more money since he and his wife had a few upcoming projects.
"And check in on people who seem fine !" That's the first time I ever heard someone say that, and when you think of it, it makes so much sense. I think the people most vulnerable to suicide have become very adept at hiding their true selves. So do this. If you happen to know a person is dealing with alot of stress right now, but they seem fine ?? Just ask "how the hell are you coping with all this my brother? Personally, I'd be dying inside! How bout you?"
People suffer in silence. Sometimes they don't want to share their suffering for fear of ridicule, judgment. May he rest with the Lord. Our sincere condolences to the family and friends.
☯️ With all due respect, and I lost someone earlier this year too, though not this way, he likely had childhood trauma and/or an event from then or later that caused internal conflicts within. Having possessions, stardom or a perceived "perfect family" won't make those things heal. He is not the first and won't be the last, unfortunately. There are many BM pretending, wearing a mask, and inside have deep levels of shame and walk around smiling through contorted perceptions of damage, PTSD and joylessness. 🙏🏽 ☮️&💟
Allegedly I'm thinking that he was molested and never told nobody who that person was probably was going on for years as a child that's the only thing that will constantly repeat in your brain as an adult that's something you would never ever get over it takes something away from you that's my thought
THIS!!!!!! This was my first thought as well. As a child molested by a close family member for years this will mold and break a person in ways that can’t ever be reversed. 😞
If twitch past challenges is being molested or rape than I can understand if someone delete themselves if they have a past like that. But if it's other things like mental health or financial reasons, you need to seek help and no excuses fo deleting yourself for that. If someone else delete him, justice needs to be serve
Exactly. This is BS. A note being left is lies being put out by wife and family to get the heat off them as conspiracies are starting to fly. It’s much more to this than what we now. This whole situation is fishy
This is the first time in my 65 years that I have experienced true sorrow from a celebrity death. My prayers for family!
Same here in my 60 years!
Same..I am so sad over this. 51 years..
Me too I think his spirit was so pure it’s truley touched many people iv never been so upset by any other celebrity death! Very different this time god bless you Stephen and god bless your family🙏❤️
When Michael Jackson died I was sad, it came as a surprise.
I wont feel sorrow for someone who would do that to their family. And he's in HELL
Nobody fakes depression. A lot of people fake being ok.
The more people smile, the more they are hiding something!
Very well said....
i lost my son to suicide. This is tragic. May his family find some peace during their suffering.
Joann I can't imagine what you have gone through. So sorry for your loss. Know we care.
U are egocentric for bringing him in this life. Why the f uck would u bring someone in this mess ? Seriously !! Glad he’s gone forever. He’s brave.
F uck this life. Fr fr
It makes me so sad for him, but extremely sad his wife and kids who he's left behind, how devastating for them. Rest in Peace Twitch ⚘
Thank you! What a fxckn selfish loser ... leaving three fatherless children behind? NOT a real hero... more like a weak hero ... RIP ❤
Not me. He took the cowardly way out straight to hell.
@@texmexskywatcher6732 Soon you'll be joining him.
@@texmexskywatcher6732 Facts
@@duane5515 , go take a long walk off a short pier like your cowardly hero
This is absolutely heartbreaking 💔 my thoughts go out to his family and friends. I live in the UK and nearly every week this past year I have known someone who has taken their own life the majority of them have been young men between the age or 14 -30, my friend found her son on his 26th birthday. Everyone needs to talk, I found my brother 9 years ago in his car with the exhaust filling his car he was in a really bad place but he was still alive he is also an alcoholic. Since that after coming out of hospital he changed his life completely hasn’t had a drink since then he and his wife renewed their wedding vows and the 2 of them have a great life, I am so proud of him. We all need to check on loved ones…..
Iam so sorry for all the losses you have known but its fantastic about your brother that he is so much happier with life I wish you all the very best too ♥️
Someone you know commits suicide every week? For the past year?! That just cant be right...
Well said.
@@Alice-zm6cu it’s possible. Maybe she doesn’t mean she knows them personally but that she “knows of someone.” We’re in a sad time in history. People seem to be more hopeless now than at any other time in my life. People are literally being ridiculed for having faith. Wow. Folks can’t even be themselves anymore because of what someone else thinks or feels. Do you know what that can do to people emotionally. Not being free to be yourself? Terrible. Can’t have a view, can’t have your own thoughts or opinion, it must only line up with what a certain group or party says it should be. A horrible life to live. It’s no wonder so many people feel so alone, sad, hopeless.
Wow you know 40+ people who've committed s-cide this year? That's a lot
I'll never judge someone that does this. You can never walk in someone else's shoes. Things can be hidden very well and when you have no personal support, you feel there's no way out but this. So be kind to everyone, even strangers. We all need someone to care about us.
Me too! Depression/Mental health is real.
Life is tough 😞
My husband that I have known since 1969 attempted suicide and my sons and I had zero clue he was feeling so badly.
RIP beautiful man.
Sorry to hear that. It's scary
My niece as a child grew up in a family that caused her so much pain and she attempted suicide.She pulled threw and is happily married with children.but now she lossed her mom they both very young.I hope this doesn't make her relapse cause it can.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Almost makes me want to talk to someone about things ive been dealing with silently for the last 20 years.
@ryderclashable I hope you talk to someone. But you should know, Stephen did not commit suicide, there is a big cover up of what really happened.
@ Natalie Manor
He did commit suicide.
This is a very vulnerable subject for many to address.
Do not be dismissive of their struggle by passsing around wrong information.
He was a person beloved by many.
He was a dancer, not a politician, not filthy rich banker that gets assesinated.
The idea makes no sense.
Do it!
Do it, Bo!
If not … it’ll manifest in your physical body somehow.
You’ll feel SO much better once you let it out.
Besides we’re all going through the same thing just handling it differently.
Best of luck, Friend!
Please do!
@@nataliemanor Correct. 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩
His wife made statement earlier today that “it was not due to financial problems.”
Regardless of the reason(s), it is such a huge loss; he lit up the World.
SHE IS THE REASON!!!! DUH!!!!
Diddy was the reason.@@lorrainea.285
I'm someone who's lost a very close one to suicide"My big brother" and this is hitting home I'm praying for his whole family
I am so sorry.
Continued strength and blessings to you!
😓💔
Same.
As Chester Bennington’s wife once said it best,
“This is what depression looks like.”
Everyone knows what this means. We’re all wearing some sort of mask and social media never shows the true representation of who we are, but we use it as a tool to do so.
Vulnerability resonates though, we need to share our scars as often as we cry about them.
RIP Twitch. I hope you found the peace you could never find in your earthly life.
Now he passed his pain to his kids and wife!😥
@Sleep in it’s still a selfish act bc your pain is gon but u leave pain on your friends and family. I know. My father committed suicide and yes I have forgiven him for what he did but I struggled for years thinking he didn’t love us enough to stick around
@kiki, you absolutely 💯, with a vague note, he has left the worst pain to his mother, wife and children.
@@Greeneyedbandito facts. It's a cowardly move! People go through problems everyday if we all committed suicide who would be here
@Sleep in How did those innocent kids cause him to take his life? Give your head a shake.
These are the responses of people who have no clue the pain some endure because of mental health issues. Calling a person selfish when having no personal experience on the subject matter is the epitome of selfishness .
I think, his mind was made up. He probably was upbeat knowing it’ll be “okay” soon. “Let me give smiles now.” I obviously do not know him or his life. Sad for him. Sad for all who does.
Wish we could read the full note. Why would challenges from his past suddenly resurface?
There is more to the story!
There’s definitely more to this story. The question is wether or not we’ll ever no the sordid details.
We will never truly know
No shit captain obvious
I bet he felt tokenized
So very sad he felt bad now way out. I could be definitely wrong but something doesn’t seem right and I’m feeling what if he was hiding his sexuality…I hope he is resting in peace and I hope his family will have all the strength to carry on
This is so hard for me to wrap my head around that he committed suicide. He was always smiling and so full of life. Just goes to show you can have a perfect life and still be suffering in silence on the inside. So sad. Rest in Paradise Twitch 💫
Hello 👋
He was a selfish bastard who left his kids without their dad and his wife to pick up the pieces . I have no respect for anyone who can’t help themselves for the sake of their kids future and family .
ELLEN AND TWITCHS WIFE SET HIM UP WATCH SAMMYBFORTHELIGHT PLEASE WAKE UP
@@qoldbeats that's a small channel. he's just trying to capitalize off of this.
As a person who never ever had to deal with DEPRESSION but know ppl who deal with this…please, talk with others…any big problem that you think you have, can be resolved !! 🙏🏻
Dang really you've never experienced depression ??!!! Man are you lucky it's constantly 24 hours of torture mental and emotional torture
Talking to others doesn't necessarily mean help, alot of people offer help by saying things like "It gets better" or other invalidating statement that can add more fuel to the fire. The way to help is just to be kind to ppl for no reason, without asking or promoting. It could change a whole person's day and you'd have no idea you might have saved a life.
How does it feel to not feel it?
Genuine question.
@@Love-nx7fo Thank you for stating those words, that was wonderful!
@@Love-nx7fo 🥲🥲🥲 i'm so triggered by your statement.. i've carried a few memories of acts of kindness of people outside of my basic family unit. Those acts have kept me hopeful and alive all my life.
This is so sad , you truly never know what people are going through. May he rest in peace and prayers to his family and loved ones ❤
His wife and Ellen DeGeneres wrote that damn note 🙄
@@doggg-world excuse me
@@doggg-world This is NOT some conspiracy this Man took his life suffering from Depression. Stop with the bullshit.
@@zachcarr You're excused
@@OCWatchCatMEOW Right on ✊🏾😎
The few times I watched some parts of Ellen I always saw a sadness on his face that he would cover up with smiling and dancing. I told my son he's not really happy but, hides it well from others. May he RIP the weight of pain he carried was just too much. RIP tWitch, no more pain.
You know, I literally thought the same thing whenever I saw his face on that show. I thought I was wrong. He seemed as if he was acting as if was happy but I could sense that something was troubling him.
Maybe it was the ped oh boss he worked for...
Me too I always felt that every time I saw him on Ellen show like and I am speculating that he was a good guy for sure but troubled on the inside like he was not authentic cos he couldn’t without knowing the reason it must have been so hard for him …. Man depression is a bitch when you are not free in your mind and body my thoughts to the family
We can continue to speculate or just stop the madness and pray for his entire family. Death is very hard as it is and his family needs our prayers and thoughts. I lost my dad and husband two weeks apart and I did not think I was going to ever get pass that. Through prayers, music and the other family members I had to console God, gave me the strength to hold on. It is six years now and around the holidays it gets a little tough but I remember all the good times we had when they were alive. So Stephen, Rest In Peace, and to your family you will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Nobody knows what people are really dealing with inside. I love my wife dearly but she doesn’t know all of my pains because as men we want to be the rock for our loved ones. We pretend we have it under control until we don’t. I’m going through major emotional pain myself but I smile because it’s how we’ve been taught, to push through it. “Toughen up”, “you’ll be Aiight.” I’m only 2 years older than bro, we from the same generation where a man crying is a sign of weakness. But it’s not. It’s ok to cry sometimes. We have to stop pretending that everything is okay. Prayers for his loved ones. I’m sure he will be missed.
You don’t know me and I don’t know you but I am thinking of you 🫶🏻
I just wrote about this.
We just have to stop pretending.
We have to stop pushing that TOXIC POSITIVITY of “smile and dance” no matter what.
Forcing ourselves to pretend don’t let us filter and released all that that our brain does not need.
We have to cry when we feel like it. Get angry when we feel like it and express tiredness when we feel tired.
@@horaciocapanelli-soto4710 Absolutely 💯
Well said
Men and women have so many challenges in life to push through, it is the nature of life ups and downs. I wish you well and the strength to get through whatever comes your way. You can beat it.
my heart goes out to his wife, and kids. Prayers to you all. RIP Twitch. Thanks for your light. You were truly an amazing individual.
Leave it up to people to start unnecessary rumors. May he rest in peace.
Twitch’s death is incredibly sad. I don’t want this to come out wrong, but I wish he wrote a more detailed note. To think his wife and family don’t have clear answers, it is only adding to their unbearable pain. My prayers are with them. May Twitch feel peace now. We will forever miss his smile.
That's what didn't make any sense, why leave a vague note when leaving a note at all? Leaving the car looks like hostage situation but why pack a small bag to go a mile away? Was he planning to come back? Nothing personal or concrete in note at all unlike his entire life. He advocated police brutality on social media. Twitch with a gun?! Sounds threatened. Was he saving his fam? It's been expressed he had a don't quit attitude. Why quit and not just break down?! Quit your kids and loving fam overnight over what...🤔
Maybe they aren’t giving the details of the note to the media. It’s possible he left more information for the family. Regardless, suicide devastates the family left behind. I wish he had stopped to think of his kids. They will never get over this😢
Unfortunately both he and his wife had blessings and curses when it came to their academic development
I wish he had written more too...biggest wish that he hadn't done this.
@@yaboiph
because he was a professional dancer not a writer or a conversationalist or a professional advocate
he preferred for other people to talk, he didn’t like to talk about himself or his youth, and had issues with academics growing up
When he chose to advocate he chose a topic that held deep emotional feelings for him, but that he wasn’t fully informed on or qualified to speak intelligently about
So saying things like “Now is not the time to discuss All Lives Matter” is like lighting a fuse and walking away …it’s not actually discussing the situation to see what the issue is and how it can be fixed …because he’s not informed or qualified to know or intelligently discuss the situation…He’s just a celebrity wanting to use his platform to raise awareness for that pet project near and dear to him but without having appropriate knowledge about it
Maybe he became aware of someone donating large sums of money to BLM based on his advocation and then learned its de-centralized lack of quality control flash mob issues that resulted in major damages to cities and people it was supposed to help
He could have been a very deep thinker who just couldn’t or wouldn’t communicate in a letter
at that moment or ever
Or he could have been very shallow matter of fact thinker at that moment or forever : “Why did you kill yourself?” “I had old challenges” -indicating he can’t or won’t for whatever reason go into it
He could have been high on weed and in his head and paranoid (His brother appears to publicly indulge)
He could have wished he was high on weed …He married a Mormon and Mormons generally don’t approve of drugs and alcahol
He could have been sober and overwhelmed by self doubt in view of all his new potential projects and young family
Leaving the car looks like he didn’t want anyone to have to deal with bringing it back
He packed a small bag to conceal the gun and because he was checking into a motel for one night, so it would be expected
He was probably not planning on coming back unless he suddenly wanted to test the concept of Santa Muerta -Holy Death via gun roulette which is popular in Latin and thug communities in So Cal
The idea that if you were to try and shoot yourself but Santa Muerte chose for it to work or not to work it would be a sign either way
He had not been religious but was raised in a Catholic school in Montgomery AL ….but he married a LDS Mormon from Minnesota and Utah …but they were living in So Cal and he killed himself in an area that has a Latin population that believes in that kind of thing
So, maybe he was doing a spiritual experiment that went awry
tWitch with a gun …sounds unreal right ?….but he had conflicting identity issues because of multi cultural upbringing…such as wanting to come across ‘street’ when not raised ‘street’
Many people that go through an episode of depression feel like a burden to others. Often individuals who live with depression struggle with feelings of guilt. It seems to be linked intrinsically with depression and how someone with this illness perceives themselves. People with depression don’t want to feel like a burden or guilty. People with depression may also have had difficult experiences when they have shared how they’ve felt in the past. PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY WHY DIDNT THEY CONE TO ME!!!!!!??????They may have opened up to someone they’ve trusted, and that person hasn’t been able to deal with it or They may have been met with SILENCE, iIGNORED, Or JUDGED. Mental health is REAL!!! WE NEVER KNOW WHAT SOMEONE IS GOING THROUGH! Never compare your struggles , and how you over come your problems with THEIRS 😞 💔I lost my sister in 2017 to suicide..
Thanks for your comment. I’m sorry about your loss.
Sorry for your loss
Stop this is not a suicide note. AGAIN...Stop, THIS MAN DID NOT KILL HIMSELF WITH A SILENT GUN.
Right why didnt nobdy hear the dam gun go off jus dnt make any sense to me but then again who am i...
@@imperfectangel9547 They said the street the motel was on was a very busy road and it would have been easy not to hear the gunshot.
@@cheryicarter7026 but i wonder, is the street that noisy?
@@rozzie5651 The manager said it is very busy and very noisy because of all the cars that goes down that road,they said he got a room at the very end of the motel
@@cheryicarter7026 oh..you know what...tWitch probably asked for that room way at the end on purpose cause he knew...he just knew 💔
The candle that burns twice as bright, burns half as long.
RIP Twitch.
My thoughts were he might have been being blackmailed in some way. Maybe someone threatened to expose something about his past.
Some RUclips bloggers are saying tWitch was gay
@@rosemarythornton9054 how dare you even put that statement in print!. And don't get defensive. This is not the time for these negative remarks...he has children! They don't need to hear or see this!
I feel like he may have been struggling with his sexuality & felt guilty for maybe stringing Allison along for 9 years & having two kids. Watch the interview him & Allison did with Jennifer Hudson & watch his demeanor when Allison said she wants more kids. It’s very telling.
@@michaelfan1792 I've heard some RUclips bloggers are saying tWitch allegedly was gay and he didn't want that to come out
@@rozzie5651 I did not put that in print..
I simply sad there are RUclips bloggers who are saying that..
I meant no disrespect to his wife or family
Idc what my past is once I have children I’m living for them
Blackmailed; Them or Himself 👉He did what we’d expect twitch to do in that case! Meanwhile, F boys out here giving people death certificates & new id’s to snitch on Puffy
People go through a lot and just can't handle what they go through...I feel the same and go through it to....this really has affected me while going through depression....You just never know it just eats you away what you go through. Condolences to his family.... Definitely check on those who seem fine...But guess what those who seem fine are really Not...Speaking on experience...I've decided Not to take my life as I'm a Child of God and have children young and older...its not Easy...his death has made me cry but I have to tell God and myself and my children that I won't take my life No matter what and how hard life may be and seem...We put in that smile but we got a lot going on...Depression is horrible...Everyone stay safe and blessed mya you all have an amazing Christmas and New Year 🙏🏽 ❤️ 💙 🥰💯👌🏽👊🏽🎄🙏🏽 Please and Honestly CHECK UP ON YOUR LOVE ONES DAILY...YOU JUST NEVER KNOW...ITS THE ONES THAT YOU WOULDN'T EXPECT!!!!
Hello 👋
Ur so right bless u
Amen.☁️🎺👼💒🙏🌹
I have no kids so nothing keeps me to continue this miserable life.
@@mitch5222 do you mind me asking where are you from if I may ask
Even in passing he couldn't talk about it!!! To carry that pain alone is so heartbreaking!!
He was GAY
Maybe
being depressed, bi or on drugs or infidelity does not warrant suicide. He lives in LA these things are par for the course in that industry. 🤔
Drugs and hookers sadly in America init 😢
Whether they lived in LA or not celebrities who committed suicide is also par for the course which would include Robin Williams, Margot Kidder, George Reeves, Kate Spade, Don Cornelius and Naomi Judd and a whole lot more. Yeah infidelity, being bi, and drugs are common in the industry, but is not surprising because it is nothing but a mirror of society just like suicide.
You got a point there!
@@manny.3248Touche... I didn't know Don Cornelius committed suicide dang.😕But that industry is definitely not a mirror of society, that Makes your potentially good points invalid.
@@chhewee Actually I was right. A mirror is a reflection. Everything that people complain about when it comes to LA, Hollywood, or the industry was not invented there. Lying, cheating (infidelity), being gay, bisexual, trans, sex parties, suicide, assaulting minors and adults was not made up by some Hollywood producer. And not only am I right about everything I mentioned being a reflection of what happens out of LA period, but it happens all around the world a whole lot more. So if LA didn't exist the same stuff would still be happening. And that is the actual point was trying to make. That's all.
My best friend, brother left a suicide note saying he basically couldn't continue anymore either and he didn't know any other way out. He described this grip that wouldn't let go, he used pops shotgun..man it hurts right now thinking about the pain this family is going through. It's been over 15 years since my brothers suicide and the pain doesn't get better with time no no rather, time is the Professor and pain is the lesson and through time we learn to live with the pain!
It is so tragic. I wish people could reach out for help.
People do reach out but no one helps! No one gives a shit as they are so wrapped up in their own life pretending to be doing so amazingly!!!
Such a Beautiful Man.... Prayers for his family...
So, He said the cops say " He was not struggling financially ." Which means..
1. The cops are giving out personal information on a ongoing case.
2. TMZ pays for all the information they get, So how much did yall pay a COP for information on said ONGOING case?! Let this man and his family rest please.
His family said he wasn't struggling financially before the police released that info.
This is heart breaking!!! He seemed so happy... My heart goes out to his kids and family
tWitch was "Deep in the Closet" and couldn't handle Coming Out or Continue Living the Lie... Explains why he worked for Ellen
I said the exact same thing. Cause his younger photos give gay to me
@@BriaBarrows - You would have thought working for Ellen that he would have found the strength to just say he was Gay... Nobody would have cared. Except maybe his wife.
His wife must have known because normally you call 911 you don’t rush personally to the police station.
Hello 👋
She didn't want to have her kids hear that on Inside Edition!
So sad. He was an awesome individual!
My heartfelt condolences to his family, friends and loved ones. Tell someone you love them and check on your strong people 💕
I still believe it’s foul play in his death
@@jasondawson92 Correct. So obvious. Pffftttt. 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩
I think the family knows and they are not ready to share. There is no way I don’t know what’s going on with my husband. I can sense when something is wrong with him even if he doesn’t share.
She knows, but we need to let her grieve.
there doesn't have to be a reason. sometimes we just get sad for no reason
There is a reason every time . Or it’s that you have mental health issues that aren’t being properly treated. Normal people just don’t get sad for no reason and just kill themselves like that .
As an Retired Pro Streetdancer Mr. tWitch made me proud, he to me had made it everytime I was privy to seeing him whether tv, videos or tiktok this young kat made me smile & say, "thats my boi T-W-I-T-C-H!"...regardless what the reason is his positive energy was too much too strong for this world we live in, these are very selfish times "me me me enough about me what do you think of ME" it can drain the "F" out ya...RIP tWitch and may ur family love & embrace one another a lil bit harder because now you live through them in their hearts eternally😔💔🙏‼️
We live in a society that encourages us to repress and avoid our feelings and suck it up. People who struggle with mental health issues (which is all of us to some degree) are shamed and made to feel like there is something wrong with us, rather than questioning what is wrong with the toxic culture we live in. Talking about mental health should be as easy as talking about our physical health. We need to all take responsibilty now and make some serious changes to our society to prevent more people from seeing suicide as the only option.
He was murdered period!! You just don't wake up and say I'm going to kill myself today. Something triggered him that morning,and the wife knows more then what she is saying. My deepest sympathy and condolences to his family. His grandfather dose not believe it either. Who knows him better then the grandfather. And,if Ellen and her team are responsible for this tragedy,I hope she BURNS IN HELL
Hello Cynthia
Exactly, mental illness is a myth and doesnt exist! He was taken by the illuminati and sacrificed upon a pillar made of baby skulls and honey colored clumps of hair 👺👺👺
Was he being blackmailed? So terrible. If this was the case whom ever did it will carry his death in their mind forever.
I think he was. The only thing that would make sence
Possibly that but might also be unresolved childhood trauma. His father was not involved in his life and that pain motivated Stephen to be “somebody”, no choice but to make it to prove his father wrong. He made it very far, then what….. the pain and trauma never goes away.
@@maritzacamero1221 yeah I heard about his father not being in his life but dang to do that to his children I know that trauma is really hard to endure mentally and there's no Rhyme or Reason nothing makes sense out of it but... you would think he wouldn't leave his children fatherless too but the pain can be overwhelming I guess
This is one of the reasons people don't take depression seriously. It's always a "conspiracy theory" depression is real, and with out therapy it often leads to suicide. It's happening at warp speed, you only hear about it when it's a famous person. Lil Wayne said it best, he's depression was because he felt alone. Right away they asked him " how is that possible? Your famous? His reply, when the lights go down and your by yourself.
You can't just assume that he was being blackmailed!
I find certain things to be selfish. Especially when u leave kids behind idk what he was going through but having kids & leaving them this way is really foul
Agree!
Clearly you don’t know what depression is. It takes all your happiness away. I’m not agreeing with him. But I want you to understand, how hard it is to fight those demons on your own. When nobody but yourself can understand. I find it very harsh to say he was selfish for doing what he did.
@@Teebee44 When you are in this degree of Depression, you feel that you are doing your loved ones a favor.
If you never been raped or never been molested or never been bullied, NEVER judge someone's depression against this world full of haters and evil people who would bring you down everytime they see a smile. Twitch was always smiling so he probably had to deal with a lot of negative people who tried their best to bring him down. I know it's a sin to delete yourself so would've been better if he worked with therapist or trust people to work out his personal or professional problems.
@@jordanmcfoy97 WILL POWER ik how it is being depressed but still, i still say fighting off ur inner demons U CAN if u LET IN ur will power & u try to fight off Bad things.why would u let the devil rule u, ( inner demons is the Devil)he wants u with him & he obviously takes many with him.Pray to God & he will serve/SAVE u.
if people dont believe in God THEN PEOPLE RATHER HAVE INNER DEMONS.
This hit me hard! Til now I still have thoughts of Twitch, imagining how he must of felt, the turmoil he was going through in that room. It is so heartbreaking. I didn't even know him personally and I still have a cry each day. That sickening feeling in the stomach you feel when you lose a loved one. Twitch was such a bright light. His positive vibes, energy, his smile, his light beamed through the TV. Wish he reached out he would of had endless love and support. My heart breaks for Allison, the kids, and his mom. Doesn't make sense, can't process this. 😭
@@OCWatchCatMEOW ok troll lol or sociopath or both. I think you need to get a life instead of hiding behind a screen. Everything you say on here go to someone's face and see how you do 🤔 haha
@@OCWatchCatMEOW listen here! Educate yourself on mental health. He was a human. Stars are people and who said I'm American. People around the world loved him, yes him, a human.
@@OCWatchCatMEOW like I said, Troll. Bye 👋
He "seemed fine" because if he acted otherwise, people would stop him. When serious about it, you don’t tell anyone. Also, he was my all time favorite dancer. So incredibly talented. We’ll miss his smile, too. 🥺🤟🏻
Man it's more to the story than what they tell us
We all have our demons, RIP
My friend just passed away from blood clot on 5/242023 and people just want to end there life.. i will never understand, those who want to live die, person that has no health issue, financial issue, celebrity status, family & kids decide to give up.. what sad is what he did, the wife & kids is the one suffering..
i refuse to believe twitch killed himself something fishy going on
thats what i say too bro! something not adding up
Exactly. They just now saying a note was left after rumors started coming. Ain’t no note, smh
Agree 🥺
Has anyone thought maybe he was being blackmailed something so bad that would have destroyed his life family career I don’t think it was depression because the family never mentioned of him suffering from depression I think someone was blackmailing him and what ever they had must have been real bad that would destroy him look into that
I’m so curious. I want to see the full note too, but it’s not my business. Whatever it was, I wish he would’ve talked about it with somebody or taken a vacation to get his mind right. He had so much to live for.
I might be the only one, but this just isn’t sitting right with me. I cannot get my brain to believe or accept that this was suicide. I find it hard to believe that there could be anything in his life that he couldn’t talk to Allison about. I can’t understand how the joy that he exuded could live within the same soul as something so dark as a desire to commit suicide. I would think that if he wasn’t going to have an open conversation about his troubles with his wife, then at the very least, he would tell all in the suicide note. But to leave something so cryptic and to create this mystery which gives his wife and family absolutely no answers, makes no sense to me. Perhaps he left other clues that only his wife knows about but doesn’t care to share with the world. I don’t know. That’s her right if she chooses to, but this conclusion just feels all wrong to me.
They just celebrated their 9th anniversary on the 10th and Christmas is almost here. I can’t imagine that he would want to ruin a lifetime of Christmases for his family. Especially for the kids. I mean, it would be hard enough to bear not having a loved one around during the holidays, but for their death to occur during the holiday season, particularly one as preventable as suicide, would be the pinnacle of devastating! So for me, the timing is a huge factor in why I’m having so much trouble going along with this.
And this whole thing about past challenges being the reason for taking his own life. What does that mean exactly? Did he fall back into past habits or behaviors that he thought he conquered long ago? Otherwise, if those challenges were in the past, why take one’s life now? UGH! That wording in the note just irritates me so much because it’s so dang vague! I can’t help but wonder if Allison asked to see the note to determine if it was Twitch’s handwriting. Of course, it very well could be his and have been written under duress, but still… I know I would want to see it with my own eyes if suddenly my husband was gone and it was ruled a suicide. Plus, it’s not just the handwriting that I would be examining but the spelling, word selection and usage, punctuation, everything. Because those things can sometimes give away the presence of a false document.
And wait… were there no reports of a gunshot? Because I haven’t heard that there was. Was there any mention of a silencer or some other method used to dampen the sound? A shooter could remove such evidence before leaving, but a suicide victim could not. So why didn’t anyone hear anything? Especially, in a motel where it’s normally customary to hear people laughing, watching TV or whatever, in the next room. Did he ask for a room with no neighbors? That would have been a red flag.
I don’t know about anyone else, but I just can’t get to a point of acceptance with this. Not yet, anyway. If I were his wife, I would want a further investigation, even if I had to hire a private eye. But that’s me.
This is crazy why is he struggling he made it and have a beautiful family with real young kids bro won't kill himself like that RIP Stephen Twitch Boss My Condolences to his wife and children 🙏 😔 💔 😢 He Loved Life
He could’ve been struggling with anything… childhood abuse, sexuality, infidelity, or identity. So many possibilities bc people suffer in silence from countless things.
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. My Grandfather committed suicide. We have never recovered. Why? Because he had made accounting errors and worked for a company that, as we found out 25 years later, had ties to organized crime. That opened an entire new can of worms. RIP tWitch. I wish you would have reached out for help.
sorry for your loss, this is very sad.
I just can’t stop thinking about him. He was such a guiding light!! I wish he could have had an outlet to these challenges. RIP…Stephen tWitch Boss 🙏🙏❤️
I can’t stop thinking about him either😢
Me too Prayers to all of you.
Sadly, there is nothing anyone could have done at this point. I pray his wife finds the strength to give his precious family the comfort they will need in the days to come. God Bless them
Man the wife and family just made up that note to get the heat off them. Why they ain’t say that when it was first released to the public he passed. They whole situation is fishy
A lot is being revealed in this industry. I think he knew too much and it didn’t happen this way.
I think his wife drove him to suicide. Just a theory.
My god. Get some help
Selfish… sad … and sudden…. May his family find comfort in one another
How is it selfish?
This is so sad 😢 We watched him everyday on Ellen and he hid his pain well. We are praying for his family our heart is broken for them.
Someone knew. Even I had the thoughts for a while that he's not really that happy because no one is that happy all the time. I wish people would understand that. When I heard the news that he'd passed - before the reason why - I knew it was suicide. I wasn't surprised at all. It can be hard to explain that intuition, but I think his therapist probably knew something. Even his wife was "frantic" looking for him, which makes me believe that she felt in her gut that he'd been going through things.
We need to stop assuming that it's a shock when this happens because we're seeing high functioning depression so often that it's clear it can be anyone. If I would've said my peace online years ago about my observation of him, people would've come for me. Now, it's one of the few times I wish I was wrong. But this was not a complete shock. I always felt that smile hid something - as most 'alwasy happy, always smiling, always joyful' people do. No one is always okay - which needs to be discussed in order for us to learn how to be okay.
Agreed his happiness seemed inauthentic
Sad indeed and it feels like I lost a family member with unanswered questions about some kind of information to understand. Someone knows.
Wow my sincere condolences goes out to the family, I'm soooo sorry to hear this 😢
the thing is his family will have most likely mental health issues for the rest of their life, I heard during my group therapy from people who where left behind and they blame themselves (needless to say it is not their fault) but that is what happens - the poor kids have no father and xmas is at our doorstep, I mean, how do you even explain it to them?
I used to be so ignorant that I actually thought if you have a significant other in your life who loves you, it takes away the depression and thoughts of "giving up".
Suicide is a horrific way to lose a loved 🥰 one. I personally have never lost a loved one ☝️ to suicide. I do know people that have lost loved ones to suicide and they still struggle with it to this day. I would never 👎 wish that pain on anyone. Rest In Peace Twitch. My prayers and heart 💜 goes out to his family.
I think there is a possibility that Twitch may have been secretary living a double life and that he was gay. I know he was married, but I think this is a fairly common thing that happens when somebody ,for whatever reason , feels ashamed of their sexuality. They may be afraid of how their kids will feel about them , friends etc. The fact that he was a dancer, was on the Ellen show and was into fashion are all subtle clues and dont by themselves mean anything. However...if his wife had discovered this, or he was being blackmailed by a former lover or something, this could be enough to make someone fearful of being found out and the ramifications of it...commit suicide. All of these other vague financial problems from the past, dont add up. Anyway...im just throwing a theory out there. I have no evidence.
My theory is his wife drove him to suicide
@@P8860 also, a good theory.
That was my theory from day one!
Damn!! I thought it was because of money trouble because the Ellen show being canceled but it may be because he was gay secretly in the past or had an affair?!?!! That's messed up if someone bribed him especially after the show being canceled and everything.
How do they know he walked there an no one picked him up ! Did they see him walking ?
Very Sad, left his children and wife this way
If he did commit suicide he was coerced to with someone there, i believe. I DO NOT think he did it willingly. This needs to be investigated. The letter is vague for a reason.
Anytime you have any kind of success people start coming after you be careful of your surroundings
This just doesn't right with me, with my spirit that he took his own life, as many others feel. The investigation was too quick, vague information. Hard to stop thinking about. He was pure light.😢💔
Those 'past challenges' made him want to off himself in the present?!? LIES.
The math isn't mathing.
I would like to know if there was conversation in the Uber ride with the driver and what was twitch’s mood, I need answers
I know this sounds morbid, but will the cops ever release the note?
I don't think they are allowed to release the note, especially if it could hurt his surviving family.
That would be invasion of privacy one would think.
The silent sufferer. Suicide doent help those left behind. Insurance policies typically dont pay out for suicide. So thinking him and family better off not the case they suffer the most. His wife had to clue a company for those business bennifits. So sad. He was suffering for whatever reason and chose to take his life. He wasnt thinking right and wasnt thinking of his wife and kids, long term. So sad indeed. Suicide is an act of desperation. The question is of why was he so desperate to kill himself and potentially leave his wife and children?
Mental health is a serious thing. Ppl always think it's money. Money isn't always the cure to real mental health issues. And in today's society its not easy talking about things with ppl cause they want book and movie deals and social media likes.
It's not no guarantee that he wrote the note, he left a lot more clues in his videos when he was talking about Sandra bland George Floyd unarmed blacks being hunted and killed unarmed no threat and nobody wants to talk about it he left a lot of clothes and the biggest one that he left was racism taunting black people and I think he was ashamed to be in a race that it was okay to do that too people and it is shameful it's very safe I don't care what nobody did outside of murder it's no reason to take your gun out and shoot an unarmed person whether they black white hispanic doesn't matter it's wrong and he said it's all too common and it is we see it on RUclips all the time it makes you want to cry just shake your head but that's no reason to check yourself out if he did check himself out I think all black people are ashamed of that and I think all white people ought to be ashamed of it and and don't ever be able to sleep until Justice is done for the people that twitch mentioned and that's the biggest clue damn or no anybody could write a note my thing is there's challenges challenges every day in life the strong live and the weak fold no matter what you going through just stay on the right side of the track and don't let nobody be little you and have you feel that you are less than a human being period.
He had a HUGE loss of income with the cancellation of Ellen and had been basically out of for the last two years. His wife doesn’t want to be embarrassed that they were have financial problems.
@Royal Diadem -- so is it safe to assume that he was in debt? -- because I can't see why he wouldn't be able to make more money since he and his wife had a few upcoming projects.
Bullshit
Just texted two people because of this 💙
"And check in on people who seem fine !" That's the first time I ever heard someone say that, and when you think of it, it makes so much sense. I think the people most vulnerable to suicide have become very adept at hiding their true selves. So do this. If you happen to know a person is dealing with alot of stress right now, but they seem fine ?? Just ask "how the hell are you coping with all this my brother? Personally, I'd be dying inside! How bout you?"
People suffer in silence. Sometimes they don't want to share their suffering for fear of ridicule, judgment.
May he rest with the Lord.
Our sincere condolences to the family and friends.
Suicide is no joke lost my little brother is suicide 19 years old
☯️ With all due respect, and I lost someone earlier this year too, though not this way, he likely had childhood trauma and/or an event from then or later that caused internal conflicts within. Having possessions, stardom or a perceived "perfect family" won't make those things heal. He is not the first and won't be the last, unfortunately. There are many BM pretending, wearing a mask, and inside have deep levels of shame and walk around smiling through contorted perceptions of damage, PTSD and joylessness. 🙏🏽 ☮️&💟
Prayers 🙏 🙏 🙏
It's like you never know what a person is going through into something happens really bad 😔😔😔 that is why you got to watch how you treat people
Allegedly I'm thinking that he was molested and never told nobody who that person was probably was going on for years as a child that's the only thing that will constantly repeat in your brain as an adult that's something you would never ever get over it takes something away from you that's my thought
THIS!!!!!! This was my first thought as well. As a child molested by a close family member for years this will mold and break a person in ways that can’t ever be reversed. 😞
I didn’t even think about that!!!!! I absolutely think you are correct .
These last few years have been strange….. this hits hard like earlier this year with Chelsea Christ….😞🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
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I'll make my own judgment once I see the note....and that's only if I see the note.
What happened to Twitch is called DEPRESSION!
Hello Bella
Thank you for at least telling us what was on the note.
Oh gosh I'm still in SHOCK!! In total disbelief! Dude was the sh**! Oh gosh. So sad...he will b missed. 😓🙏🙏Dam...
If twitch past challenges is being molested or rape than I can understand if someone delete themselves if they have a past like that. But if it's other things like mental health or financial reasons, you need to seek help and no excuses fo deleting yourself for that. If someone else delete him, justice needs to be serve
What about just tired and disgusted by life itself?
Are you telling me the note wasn’t left for the great minds of TMZ to decipher come on man FJB
Exactly. This is BS. A note being left is lies being put out by wife and family to get the heat off them as conspiracies are starting to fly. It’s much more to this than what we now. This whole situation is fishy
It makes me so sad that S Twitch Boss could not reach out for help. I am left wondering what he was struggling with that was so painful for him.
So sad to hear about DJ Stephen may he rest in peace 🕊️🕊️