I was in a disabling car wreck when I was 17....I would constantly ask my dad why God wouldn't let me die. I'm 45 now...every day is pain, I work hard to find things to enjoy, that inspire hope...Ren is definitely one of those things that makes me feel not so alone.
Ashley, so could have been living your life but my accident was fixed by pure luck. The bike was mangled but I got fixed quick. I lived my life thinking I must now be indestructible. Nope, been ill for the last 6 years. People moaned about Covid lockdown, that was my life beforehand and now after. Keep the strength brother. Take care Ash.
I completely get it. In May 2003 I was in a terrible car accident also, 30+ surgeries, spent the first 11 months following the accident in the hospital, multiple complications and infections and current in a wheelchair. The last 20 years has been truly a battle field. There aren't enough hours in a day for me to write out my full experience! But there is something to be said for the motto, "What doesn't kill you makes you strong!" After waking up in a critical care unit after being AirLifted 3 hours away from my hometown, 13 days after my accident and finding out that for those 13 days I was in a medically induced coma on a ventilator and had already undergone 7 surgeries already, I realized just how serious things were. And in the days to come, I began to understand just how fortunate I was. I also was made aware of just how serious my injuries were, but I knew that in order to come out and be the best "ME" I could be, I had to concentrate on how bad things COULD have been. The hardest thing that I have had to deal with is that I basically lost 5 years of my life because I was basically bed-ridden for the first 5 years and pretty much 4 of those 5 years was due to the incompetency of a Surgeon. His actions could have cost me so much more!
Just so you know, Ren saved me. I have a chronic immune disease. Such pain and fatigue. I saved drugs for years knowing I wanted out someday. I gathered those meds to end it all and came to You Tube to just listen to a bit of music as I prepared to leave. I heard Hi Ren! I had to listen over and over again. I got up and flushed ALL my “ way out” saved meds. If he could keep on so could I!! His music cleared my mind. God Bless him.
Im so very happy for you I really wish you the very best the only one thing better then music is life even if it's a challenging tight rope obstacle course with no life line harness ❤❤❤ play music and this song always 👏👏👏👏👏👏
Your respect and love for Ren is very obvious for anyone that follows you. I know I don’t know you, but I have seen such a change in you in the last 18 months and it seems Ren has been integral to that. Just by his music and the conversations they inspire are helping us all to grow. Thank you so much for the love you show Ren and getting his music out there as much as you can 🫶 Big love to you and your family, god bless your new baby girl ❤
One more thing, my friend. Please stop apologizing for speaking "too much." This is YOUR CHANNEL. You have a story to tell as well. A story of tragedy, but also hope and inspiration. Keep talking. We're here for it. Bless you all.
“This music I give you Pain that I live through Everything I been through Is yours to hold” In my opinion one of the best lines Ren has ever written, what a gift he has given us.
That direct look into the camera talking about how this is for us made me burst into floods of tears. That was so personal for a 20 year survivor of Firbromyalgoa and ME. God I broke and I've heard all Ten's stuff up to now. BP that was an amazing sentiment, thank you so much.
Yes! That’s what it is. Ren is a HERO! He said in Chapter 1 that he always had this feeling that he was meant to change the world for the better. So much that he yelled his defiance to evil into an empty room. And then he got sick. But with all the chapters he is showing immense strength in sharing his story that is so hard to tell, being vulnerable and telling it because he hopes it will help others and raise awareness. And here he is with another edition of that story now told through music and with a message of hope. A beautiful hero that the world needs ❤️🐰🕳️
That moment of you just being choked up and referring to Ren as Jobe was a REALLY beautiful statement. That hit me in a good way and I appreciate your words
Congrats to you and your wife BP on the birth of your second beautiful baby, my wife and I are so happy for you both. I think Ren is drawing a line here under his illness, he was in school with our daughter so we’ve always expected him to go places. The death of Joe hit him hard and his struggles with his health will probably have to be managed for the rest of his life. We’re so proud of him I think he’ll be a huge star in time.
I was able to hear all 8 chapters of Missing earlier tonight, which then finished up with this song. This man had the strength of soul, mind and purpose to rise above his illnesses that would knock the average person so deep on their ass that they would never recover. Mad respect to Ren. I am very definitely a RENagade.
Since I was 16, I’ve been in chronic pain. Ren is perfectly encapsulating the struggles we face living with incurable, pain-filled, disabling illnesses.
I feel like I've seen you grow so much since I've started watching you, not just your channel but being more in touch with these messages that artists put in their songs and diving deeper into what they're getting at. So happy that I found your channel man. Congrats on the successful birth or brightly! 🙏
One love BP, all the best to you and your family!! Ren is one of my favourite artists these days. I'm also happy that he's been able to get the treatment he needs here in Canada. This video was done in Calgary, Alberta, and it's the same city where he shot the For Joe video on the rooftop with the Saddledome and Tower in the background. His voice and music and ability to so artfully represent the people with illnesses in our society that aren't properly taken care of is inspirational, cathartic, and loving. This beat is amazing, you gotta bust a free to this BP, your so good these days. Break out that word generator with Dirty Don!!!
"its because the pain connect people" well that hits different. Its true. This video is: Helps and Hopes. It helps people understand what ME is. It helps people who experience it themselves. It helps people to have hope. It helps people to listen. It helps people. It helps me and others to grieve. It helps to listen. Much love to everyone. There is always one who always will love you, carry you, and be by your side, no matter what. Sharing the love. Sharing your stories, share your emotions. I will help you.
I lost my first child a son before he was born, despite all my misgivings, I’m living to see my son for the first time. I know he’s waiting for me. Thomas Josiah I miss U Son. I do have paternal twin daughters out there that I have yet to meet… Congratulations to U and Ur Wife on ur baby girl
I lost my sons twin sister and nearly lost him. He had twin daughters today and my mum has made him hate me and his step dad of 30 years! He's 32, they put him on ADHD drugs and they've changed him massively. I'm so very sorry for your lose and understand, has 4 boys that are now men. I couldn't carry girls xxx
I've been chronically ill my whole life. It's devastating. Doctors ignored me. Teachers dismissed me. Employers didn't believe me. I have #Endometriosis no cure, no support. I've lost organs, my baby, fertility & left broken with anxiety & depression. The UK government see me as sub-human. I feel hopeless.
Praying for you! I've always believed in God.....but honestly have never felt his love and power as much as I have for the past 5 years. I pray every single day.....sometimes all day for everyone who suffers. For the last year alone (I discovered Ren) I thank God for the blessing that Ren is to us all.
It’s thought that some of the best, most inspired poets & musicians come from Wales. I’ve increasingly thought over the last several months that Ren is truly divinely inspired & a gift to the world. The number of musicians & artists who have been inspired by watching Ren to branch out or create again after they’ve stopped years ago is impressive. The amount of people leaving messages that they’re hanging on now through all sorts of problems since they’ve found Ren is amazing. Ren truly is hope. 💜 Congrats, BP, on the birth of your new little treasure. 🎉
There's a very good documentary on RUclips called. "Lyme disease and the fight for recognition" on the D C Documentary channel. If anyone wants to know more about it. The story's from the people they talk to. Is the same as what Ren went through. Anyone that wants to know more about what the ones that suffer from it. Should watch it. The comments are worth reading too.
After having listened to Ren's Chapter Series Intently and multiple times, this track just encapsulates his story so well and serves as musical accompaniment for The Chapters. Ren's experiences are very familiar to me to say the least, as is often the case with many of his supporters. Ren's success is so deserved and I do truly hope it continues. Ren is the medicine many of us need. So raw, combined with his naturally emotive performance! Indeed Ren....Your Limo has finally arrived...Lyrically Raw, Real and Inspirational.
Congrats to you and your beautiful family. 🌺🌸💐. The fact that you're doing this reaction at this time, is beyond words. if anyone, ever doubted your fondness of Ren, this is proof positive. If anyone stlll does, they can shut the f**k up. I'll fight them for you, lol. 😍💙
Loved your reaction, I love all your Ren reactions.. hope you’re well after you scare and all is good in your world now Beautiful Brightly made her safe arrival to you family, I hope your wife is good! ❤️ xx Go enjoy being a Daddy BP cos there’s nothing like that Daddy daughter bond xx we’ll be here when you get back! ❤️
Inspirational…he’s our earthly angel fighting for those still in the darkness…sharing his light. The Chapters showed it was worse than anyone could have imagined, traumatic. Troubles ends this chapter and he’s rightfully walking into the new, hopeful, joyful and most deserved next chapter. Much love 🤍🪽🫶🏻🏴
You know REN as HOPE, he told us first in HI REN. He has continued prove it ever since. Agree, HI REN is still the most opinion bending pure art that has ever been ❤
We need to get this to Number 1. It is brilliant and has such an important message. Congratulations on the addition to your beautiful family, love your reactions. Love from the RENegades
I live with Lupus and I'm in constant pain no one understand the disease and still i get up everyday and go to work i don't complain I'm so happy i found ren
Welcome back and congrats on baby Brightly!! This was such a touching reaction. You got me all choked up in the office watching this on my lunch break. That 'Lord I forgive you' bar got to me too, and I haven't been through a fraction of the pain that he has.
spent 30 years of my life with ME as it was called back then now cfs (by the way thats what ren was wrongly diagnosed with) lost my dreams now I exist the best I can I do what I can within my limits because as he says in hi ren the stiffer you get the harder that dance becomes I have excepted at this point that will never be well but try to hold onto the good bits and stay positive because doing otherwise doesn't improve my life so only me that suffers dwelling on it too much
God bless you Ren! I continue to pray that one day I'll be able to get stem cell treatment. The worst part is that not only you suffer but your children suffer also. Congrats in the new addition to your beautiful family🙏❣
Straight off the bat we could see you getting emotional your eyes went blood shot. Pegasus I am the same I lost 2 children before I got my 2 sons. I got lucky as I became a single dad after their mum abandoned us, best days of my life was raising my boys. Their both grown up now and doing really good and make me proud.
I appreciate BP because of who he is and Ren for who he is. My granddaughter is SO happy that there is a rapper with Pegasus in their name. I have chronic illness and pain and have grandchildren and a daughter who depend on me. Watching and listening helps me feel connected.
On his Patreon, Ren showed some if his work on this, he did all the production himself on a simple PC and mixing app and a home USB mini mixing desk and he has produced a very slick song. That beat box style sound at the end when the details of illnesses is Ren transforming the Vera Hall sample into a synthesised musical instrument, just by manipulating her original vocals.
Hi, I'm writing to you from Italy to tell you my story. I got sick in 1991, with very violent panic attacks 24 hours a day. I've been living in hell ever since. They never understood what illness I have. They gave me psychotropic drugs for 25 years. making the situation worse, In 2016 I decided to stop taking drugs for a disease that they cannot diagnose. Now I survive every day in physical and mental pain, but I'm used to it, but the more time passes the less energy I have left. I lost my best years of my life.(There is an Italian song by Renato Zero "I Migliori Anni Della Nostra Vita")I greet you and wish you the best for you and your family.HEARTS UP.
Ignore the haters BP. I love that you show so much love to Ren. I love the fire beat. The lyrics are amazing. The whole song is soooo good . Congratulations on your baby girl❤
❤❤❤ I agree 💯 about everything you said about Ren and prophecies, I started balling when he said lord I forgive you. And not bc im religious but because I've watched Rens struggle for understanding. ❤❤❤
Not a cult - it's a book club 🤣 Seriously though this really is the Hero's Journey. Congratulations BP and thanks for supporting Ren and good luck with the new babba!
Oh you said it. REN IS JOB! I’ve said that so many times. This song is for you too. You’ve been through some struggles also. So I think REN speaks to everyone that has Troubles. Joe saved Him. REN Creates HOPE for others. But for sure. REN sounds like the JOB story if I’ve ever heard one!
Lovely heartfelt Reaction BP and I absolutely agree Ren is here for a higher purpose -and deep down he knows it too "I was made to be tested & twisted" and proclaiming at just 17 he'd one day defeat the forces of evil. I see evil as a Darkness and Ren is certainly proving to be a heroic Warrior of Light, shining his beacon of hope & inspiration for others still struggling in the Darkness. He is a true Angel. Congratulations on the birth of Brightly- what a beautiful name
Fire reaction, one of your deepest, in my eyes. Don't listen to no MF comments, man! All I hear is love and facts that help us all connect even more w/Ren's music. Keep on going!
I love Ren's music. I struggle with fibromyalgia, migraines and anxiety. I'm thankful that I have my husband's help me through it. When you started describing the loss of your two children, i lost it. When I was pregnant with my twins at 21 1/2 weeks we found out we were going to lose them. They were born at 22 weeks. Little girl and a little boy, Christian and destiny. We also lost our son Keagan at a year old due to a rare gentic disorder. I remember holding his fragile hand and crying and begging God to please save him and asking why he had to have another one of my children. I also lost another set of twins at twelve weeks. Listening to others describing their losses and how it affected their path or relationship with God resonates. I am so glad to see how far we have come in regards to talking about miscarriage, infant, and child loss. Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you Ren for sharing his story. For those that are just now going through something like this they can feel supported and feel like they don't have to bottle it up and forget. They don't feel like they have to struggle alone because they aren't alone.
Congratulations to you and your family. Every child is a new beginning, a new hope and joy! Thanks for sharing your thoughts and spreading the word on Ren's music.
Congratulations on your newborn! May she live a long prosperous life surrounded by nothing but the love from her parents and sibling. Peace and love brother.
congratulations on your baby girl, i don't comment much but i want to thank you for sharing Ren, i found him through you. i am watching this in bed, i havent left the house for months due to my disability and degenerative disease. life has been tough, i lost my daughter Aleisha (me and her in my profile pic) she was 17 and mental health claimed her, she was the most loving, caring and beautiful angel. My husband of 33 years had an affair with his brothers wife and i am now on my own with my two dogs but since listening to Ren i no longer feel so alone. sending all my love from the uk 🥰🥰
I hope Ren gets those chapters of his into a book, so it can be out for many more to read, even if without the videos. It should be available in all doctors offices, schools, hospital waiting rooms. It is so important. Donate copies to doctors and nurses.
No, but that rhyme on murder to purgor...tory using tory to start the net bar was phenomenal, like what he did with Sinatra and King Arthur on Hunger. Its such intelligent writing.
Congratulations, BP, on your new baby girl 💜 Thanks so much for your reaction to Missing by Ren. What a story, what a song. I continue to be astounded by what agony Ren has gone through and yet how dedicated he is to uplifting us. He is such an inspiration, such a Light.
The chapters by Ren are very insightful and needed by many many people. Congratulations on your wee girl, Brightly. What an awesome name. Pleased you're feeling better too.
Congratulations BP, I'm so happy for you. Beautiful words BP. Ren is a guiding light in the darkness. So grateful for having found him and his music. ♥♥♥
Amazing in every way, and that ending touched my heart because I have been praying for this for Ren! I know there are more blessings in store for Ren and subsequently for all of us in similar struggles! Loved it and your reaction! Congratulations to you and your beautiful family ❤❤
21-30 were the worst years of my life due to illness and the depression that brings. But I had to keep working to survive. I had to look up the lyrics as i could not understand a lot, but worth the look. I don't know his story, but I know this is truth. God bless him for the courage to create this. People suffering need hope. People not suffering need to know this is real. I'm 65 now, and my doctors and I are still looking for answers. And as a teenager was that all natural kid. No drinking, no drugs, almost vegetarian, very active, so I did not cause this, but none of that mattered when a bunch of autoimmune stuff decided to kick on. But as I told a shrink once when asked how I survive. I told her, I get up, get dressed and do what I have to do . And the next day do it again. But you BP, you are bringing both happiness and awareness to this RUclips world. That may not be intentional, but it is what you are doing. Peace. Love and Health to you and yours.
Thank you for meaningful reaction 🙏 congrats to you and family ❤ you are the first reactor I watched and it was Hi Ren. You have been a real help in spreading the word for Ren's work so don't let anyone put you down and you've made a real connection with Ren too so that's all that matters ❤️
Great respectful reaction BP! I fully appreciate all the love and devotion you’ve invested in this beautiful human being we call Ren❣️ Congratulations on the birth of your precious daughter and blessings to your family🙏💝🙏
Yes, I heard this Production Masterpiece too, so layered, and every split second thought out and tested until it was exactly what he wanted it to be. A masterpiece as all Ren's Visions realized are. I have followed Missing from Day One, and I can identify just a little; I have Chronic pain, and am Autistic so my Mind forced me to stay away from everyone for fear of hurting or being hurt, all while in so much pain I can barely walk. Not as bad as Ren has endured, no. But my pain is MINE, and by now, it's all I know. So Ren give me hope, hope for me and for others like me, like him, that we can and will find treatment and ways to manage, so we can live again. I love your insights here BP, you talk all you need to, you're sharing and seeing so much here, just what Ren wants from you and me.
He’s 100% the voice of inspiration. When you just think that he told his mom after a year if there was no answer by the end of year 2 he would not be able to go on anymore with life, and that morbid sentiment was only altered to fight LONGER by the plummeting off a bridge into frigid waters by his life long best friend and the negative impact it had on Joes mom, and needed to avoid putting his own mother through the same thing at any cost even the cost of his own mind, body, and soul for 7 more arduous years. Wow. Hope.
Ren’s Missing series has put me through the ringer of emotions in the best way possible. Truly a special autobiography and for my taste the best I’ve heard.
Black Pegasus Congratulations to the baby girl what a blessing wishing all the best , love to you & the family, and thank you for loving Ren keep on showing love ignore the haters ... even though I already know of Ren before finding your channel ... I love how You and Ray Vibes show love to Ren and introducing his talent to others … This track is awesome, I was excited when he said he was using Vera's music I listen to it several times the first time I had goose bumps he says so much and helping others ,,, so glad to see Ren doing better … and wishing him all the best with his health and music he deserves it ... Ren might not know, but he is an angel to many others I think this will my favorite rap song by Ren
I was in a disabling car wreck when I was 17....I would constantly ask my dad why God wouldn't let me die. I'm 45 now...every day is pain, I work hard to find things to enjoy, that inspire hope...Ren is definitely one of those things that makes me feel not so alone.
Sending you best wishes and love from Italy ❤
Ashley, so could have been living your life but my accident was fixed by pure luck. The bike was mangled but I got fixed quick. I lived my life thinking I must now be indestructible. Nope, been ill for the last 6 years. People moaned about Covid lockdown, that was my life beforehand and now after. Keep the strength brother. Take care Ash.
I completely get it. In May 2003 I was in a terrible car accident also, 30+ surgeries, spent the first 11 months following the accident in the hospital, multiple complications and infections and current in a wheelchair. The last 20 years has been truly a battle field. There aren't enough hours in a day for me to write out my full experience! But there is something to be said for the motto, "What doesn't kill you makes you strong!" After waking up in a critical care unit after being AirLifted 3 hours away from my hometown, 13 days after my accident and finding out that for those 13 days I was in a medically induced coma on a ventilator and had already undergone 7 surgeries already, I realized just how serious things were. And in the days to come, I began to understand just how fortunate I was. I also was made aware of just how serious my injuries were, but I knew that in order to come out and be the best "ME" I could be, I had to concentrate on how bad things COULD have been. The hardest thing that I have had to deal with is that I basically lost 5 years of my life because I was basically bed-ridden for the first 5 years and pretty much 4 of those 5 years was due to the incompetency of a Surgeon. His actions could have cost me so much more!
@@jenniferlessard5798 Jenn, big huggs from the UK. XX
Sending love and positivity from the UK keep fighting and keep the faith you’ll soon smell the flowers ❤❤❤
Just so you know, Ren saved me. I have a chronic immune disease. Such pain and fatigue. I saved drugs for years knowing I wanted out someday. I gathered those meds to end it all and came to You Tube to just listen to a bit of music as I prepared to leave. I heard Hi Ren! I had to listen over and over again. I got up and flushed ALL my “ way out” saved meds. If he could keep on so could I!! His music cleared my mind. God Bless him.
So glad ur still here w us! ❤
Im so very happy for you I really wish you the very best the only one thing better then music is life even if it's a challenging tight rope obstacle course with no life line harness ❤❤❤ play music and this song always 👏👏👏👏👏👏
@@jules3048 me too. Thank you.
@@blinkaustin8720 yes you are so right.
#RENEGADES 💯💪✌️🫶
Your respect and love for Ren is very obvious for anyone that follows you. I know I don’t know you, but I have seen such a change in you in the last 18 months and it seems Ren has been integral to that. Just by his music and the conversations they inspire are helping us all to grow. Thank you so much for the love you show Ren and getting his music out there as much as you can 🫶 Big love to you and your family, god bless your new baby girl ❤
One more thing, my friend. Please stop apologizing for speaking "too much." This is YOUR CHANNEL. You have a story to tell as well. A story of tragedy, but also hope and inspiration. Keep talking. We're here for it. Bless you all.
“This music I give you
Pain that I live through
Everything I been through
Is yours to hold”
In my opinion one of the best lines Ren has ever written, what a gift he has given us.
Congratulations BP ❤ and we re not a cult, we re a book club ^^
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It's not a cult if you say it isn't a cult 😉🤣💜
Just a friendly book club 🐰
Wow u n Ren both made me cry again...CONGRATULATIONS on ur baby girl n much luv to u n ur family ❤
That "Lord, I forgive you" line hits me so hard ❤
That direct look into the camera talking about how this is for us made me burst into floods of tears. That was so personal for a 20 year survivor of Firbromyalgoa and ME. God I broke and I've heard all Ten's stuff up to now. BP that was an amazing sentiment, thank you so much.
Yes! That’s what it is. Ren is a HERO! He said in Chapter 1 that he always had this feeling that he was meant to change the world for the better. So much that he yelled his defiance to evil into an empty room. And then he got sick. But with all the chapters he is showing immense strength in sharing his story that is so hard to tell, being vulnerable and telling it because he hopes it will help others and raise awareness. And here he is with another edition of that story now told through music and with a message of hope. A beautiful hero that the world needs ❤️🐰🕳️
That moment of you just being choked up and referring to Ren as Jobe was a REALLY beautiful statement. That hit me in a good way and I appreciate your words
Congrats to you and your wife BP on the birth of your second beautiful baby, my wife and I are so happy for you both. I think Ren is drawing a line here under his illness, he was in school with our daughter so we’ve always expected him to go places. The death of Joe hit him hard and his struggles with his health will probably have to be managed for the rest of his life. We’re so proud of him I think he’ll be a huge star in time.
I was able to hear all 8 chapters of Missing earlier tonight, which then finished up with this song. This man had the strength of soul, mind and purpose to rise above his illnesses that would knock the average person so deep on their ass that they would never recover. Mad respect to Ren. I am very definitely a RENagade.
Since I was 16, I’ve been in chronic pain. Ren is perfectly encapsulating the struggles we face living with incurable, pain-filled, disabling illnesses.
I feel like I've seen you grow so much since I've started watching you, not just your channel but being more in touch with these messages that artists put in their songs and diving deeper into what they're getting at. So happy that I found your channel man. Congrats on the successful birth or brightly! 🙏
One love BP, all the best to you and your family!! Ren is one of my favourite artists these days. I'm also happy that he's been able to get the treatment he needs here in Canada. This video was done in Calgary, Alberta, and it's the same city where he shot the For Joe video on the rooftop with the Saddledome and Tower in the background. His voice and music and ability to so artfully represent the people with illnesses in our society that aren't properly taken care of is inspirational, cathartic, and loving. This beat is amazing, you gotta bust a free to this BP, your so good these days. Break out that word generator with Dirty Don!!!
"its because the pain connect people" well that hits different. Its true. This video is: Helps and Hopes.
It helps people understand what ME is.
It helps people who experience it themselves.
It helps people to have hope.
It helps people to listen.
It helps people.
It helps me and others to grieve.
It helps to listen.
Much love to everyone. There is always one who always will love you, carry you, and be by your side, no matter what.
Sharing the love. Sharing your stories, share your emotions. I will help you.
I lost my first child a son before he was born, despite all my misgivings, I’m living to see my son for the first time. I know he’s waiting for me. Thomas Josiah I miss U Son. I do have paternal twin daughters out there that I have yet to meet… Congratulations to U and Ur Wife on ur baby girl
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With you mate. ❤
So sincerely sorry for your loss
Hey I did a parody of you and Ren I been doing parodys of Ren for years and I finally did one for u and him
I lost my sons twin sister and nearly lost him. He had twin daughters today and my mum has made him hate me and his step dad of 30 years! He's 32, they put him on ADHD drugs and they've changed him massively.
I'm so very sorry for your lose and understand, has 4 boys that are now men. I couldn't carry girls xxx
I've been chronically ill my whole life. It's devastating. Doctors ignored me. Teachers dismissed me. Employers didn't believe me. I have #Endometriosis no cure, no support. I've lost organs, my baby, fertility & left broken with anxiety & depression. The UK government see me as sub-human. I feel hopeless.
Praying for you!
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I hope REN’s message of hope makes you feel even a little bit better. Hugs from Australia.💕👍🦇
Praying for you! I've always believed in God.....but honestly have never felt his love and power as much as I have for the past 5 years. I pray every single day.....sometimes all day for everyone who suffers. For the last year alone (I discovered Ren) I thank God for the blessing that Ren is to us all.
I hope you can get support and find a good Dr who can help you.
That you can find others to support you.
There is hope.
Hold on x
Congrats my guy! Nothing better than a little girl!
It’s thought that some of the best, most inspired poets & musicians come from Wales. I’ve increasingly thought over the last several months that Ren is truly divinely inspired & a gift to the world.
The number of musicians & artists who have been inspired by watching Ren to branch out or create again after they’ve stopped years ago is impressive. The amount of people leaving messages that they’re hanging on now through all sorts of problems since they’ve found Ren is amazing.
Ren truly is hope. 💜
Congrats, BP, on the birth of your new little treasure. 🎉
This was an amazing way to raise AWARENESS.
As well as spread HOPE.
Two things the world needs MORE of.
❤🤗❤
There's a very good documentary on RUclips called.
"Lyme disease and the fight for recognition" on the D C Documentary channel. If anyone wants to know more about it.
The story's from the people they talk to. Is the same as what Ren went through. Anyone that wants to know more about what the ones that suffer from it. Should watch it.
The comments are worth reading too.
After having listened to Ren's Chapter Series Intently and multiple times, this track just encapsulates his story so well and serves as musical accompaniment for The Chapters. Ren's experiences are very familiar to me to say the least, as is often the case with many of his supporters. Ren's success is so deserved and I do truly hope it continues. Ren is the medicine many of us need. So raw, combined with his naturally emotive performance! Indeed Ren....Your Limo has finally arrived...Lyrically Raw, Real and Inspirational.
Congrats to you and your beautiful family. 🌺🌸💐. The fact that you're doing this reaction at this time, is beyond words. if anyone, ever doubted your fondness of Ren, this is proof positive. If anyone stlll does, they can shut the f**k up. I'll fight them for you, lol. 😍💙
Well said and I've got your 6!!! Big love to you and your beautiful family Black Pegasus ❤❤❤
Loved your reaction, I love all your Ren reactions.. hope you’re well after you scare and all is good in your world now Beautiful Brightly made her safe arrival to you family, I hope your wife is good! ❤️ xx Go enjoy being a Daddy BP cos there’s nothing like that Daddy daughter bond xx we’ll be here when you get back! ❤️
I loved every minute of this reaction. I agreed with everything you said. Congrats to you and your family!! 🩷
Thanks BP heartfelt reaction and congratulations to you and your wife.❤
Inspirational…he’s our earthly angel fighting for those still in the darkness…sharing his light. The Chapters showed it was worse than anyone could have imagined, traumatic. Troubles ends this chapter and he’s rightfully walking into the new, hopeful, joyful and most deserved next chapter. Much love 🤍🪽🫶🏻🏴
You know REN as HOPE, he told us first in HI REN. He has continued prove it ever since. Agree, HI REN is still the most opinion bending pure art that has ever been ❤
We need to get this to Number 1. It is brilliant and has such an important message. Congratulations on the addition to your beautiful family, love your reactions. Love from the RENegades
Prolific masterpiece ❤❤❤❤
Great reaction, great message. Much love
I live with Lupus and I'm in constant pain no one understand the disease and still i get up everyday and go to work i don't complain I'm so happy i found ren
Congratulations on your new baby!
Troubles so hard, by Vera Hall is what got Ren through his darkest days. You need to get to chapter 8, to really appreciate this.
Welcome back and congrats on baby Brightly!!
This was such a touching reaction. You got me all choked up in the office watching this on my lunch break. That 'Lord I forgive you' bar got to me too, and I haven't been through a fraction of the pain that he has.
Great comment sir. Exactly my situation!
Congratulations to you and your reaction made me cry in a good way. Much love ❤✌️
spent 30 years of my life with ME as it was called back then now cfs (by the way thats what ren was wrongly diagnosed with)
lost my dreams now I exist the best I can I do what I can within my limits because as he says in hi ren the stiffer you get the harder that dance becomes
I have excepted at this point that will never be well but try to hold onto the good bits and stay positive because doing otherwise doesn't improve my life so only me that suffers dwelling on it too much
Congratulations again BP and family…Ren is hope… 🔥❤️🔥
Ren creates hope and helps countless people through his story, his artistry and his talent. Congrats on your new little ray of sunshine!
congrats to all involved Dad
God bless you Ren! I continue to pray that one day I'll be able to get stem cell treatment. The worst part is that not only you suffer but your children suffer also. Congrats in the new addition to your beautiful family🙏❣
Straight off the bat we could see you getting emotional your eyes went blood shot. Pegasus I am the same I lost 2 children before I got my 2 sons. I got lucky as I became a single dad after their mum abandoned us, best days of my life was raising my boys. Their both grown up now and doing really good and make me proud.
I appreciate BP because of who he is and Ren for who he is. My granddaughter is SO happy that there is a rapper with Pegasus in their name. I have chronic illness and pain and have grandchildren and a daughter who depend on me. Watching and listening helps me feel connected.
On his Patreon, Ren showed some if his work on this, he did all the production himself on a simple PC and mixing app and a home USB mini mixing desk and he has produced a very slick song. That beat box style sound at the end when the details of illnesses is Ren transforming the Vera Hall sample into a synthesised musical instrument, just by manipulating her original vocals.
Having a baby girl is the best feeling! I have one, and I couldn't live on, if she wasn't here! Much love to you and yours
Hi, I'm writing to you from Italy to tell you my story. I got sick in 1991, with very violent panic attacks 24 hours a day. I've been living in hell ever since. They never understood what illness I have. They gave me psychotropic drugs for 25 years. making the situation worse, In 2016 I decided to stop taking drugs for a disease that they cannot diagnose. Now I survive every day in physical and mental pain, but I'm used to it, but the more time passes the less energy I have left. I lost my best years of my life.(There is an Italian song by Renato Zero "I Migliori Anni Della Nostra Vita")I greet you and wish you the best for you and your family.HEARTS UP.
Ciao Lucio, ti auguro il meglio.
Grazie
He is bringing light and hope to the unseen.
Ignore the haters BP. I love that you show so much love to Ren. I love the fire beat. The lyrics are amazing. The whole song is soooo good . Congratulations on your baby girl❤
Watched a lot of your reactions man and none have been this good.. changed the whole song and let me truly appreciate it. Thanks bro
The beat the sample the lyrics RENS best tune so far such deep meaningful love this and the message
❤❤❤ I agree 💯 about everything you said about Ren and prophecies, I started balling when he said lord I forgive you. And not bc im religious but because I've watched Rens struggle for understanding. ❤❤❤
Not a cult - it's a book club 🤣 Seriously though this really is the Hero's Journey. Congratulations BP and thanks for supporting Ren and good luck with the new babba!
Oh you said it. REN IS JOB! I’ve said that so many times. This song is for you too. You’ve been through some struggles also. So I think REN speaks to everyone that has Troubles. Joe saved Him. REN Creates HOPE for others. But for sure. REN sounds like the JOB story if I’ve ever heard one!
Perseverance personified...
Congratulations on the birth of Brightly. Another beauty from Ren too.
Lovely heartfelt Reaction BP and I absolutely agree Ren is here for a higher purpose -and deep down he knows it too "I was made to be tested & twisted" and proclaiming at just 17 he'd one day defeat the forces of evil. I see evil as a Darkness and Ren is certainly proving to be a heroic Warrior of Light, shining his beacon of hope & inspiration for others still struggling in the Darkness. He is a true Angel.
Congratulations on the birth of Brightly- what a beautiful name
Forgiveness is a beautiful thing, especially thyself. Then there’s Hope & lastly there’s Ren. He is here for a reason.
Fire reaction, one of your deepest, in my eyes. Don't listen to no MF comments, man! All I hear is love and facts that help us all connect even more w/Ren's music. Keep on going!
congratulations to your brave new spirit.
Oh wow mate I loved this reaction thank you so much. Massive congrats to you and your family on the new addition she’s beautiful x
Congrats about the new baby girl! She's gonna be gorgeous too, be ready for the drooling boys coming to get a date!
Your analysis or your opinion of REN’s song , very well said BP. Prayers for all ❤️❤️❤️👵🏼 Gnaw
God bless you and your wife, daughter, and new baby....🎉🎉
I love Ren's music. I struggle with fibromyalgia, migraines and anxiety. I'm thankful that I have my husband's help me through it.
When you started describing the loss of your two children, i lost it.
When I was pregnant with my twins at 21 1/2 weeks we found out we were going to lose them. They were born at 22 weeks. Little girl and a little boy, Christian and destiny. We also lost our son Keagan at a year old due to a rare gentic disorder. I remember holding his fragile hand and crying and begging God to please save him and asking why he had to have another one of my children. I also lost another set of twins at twelve weeks.
Listening to others describing their losses and how it affected their path or relationship with God resonates. I am so glad to see how far we have come in regards to talking about miscarriage, infant, and child loss. Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you Ren for sharing his story. For those that are just now going through something like this they can feel supported and feel like they don't have to bottle it up and forget. They don't feel like they have to struggle alone because they aren't alone.
🎉congratulations 👶 Beautiful Brightly has arrived.
Thanks for telling of the serious series @renmakesstuff
Yeah brother you are so right. REN IS MUSIC ❤
"...some people know me as hope. Some people know me as the voice that you hear when you loosen the noose on the rope" Ren is a gift to all of us.
Congratulations to you and your family. Every child is a new beginning, a new hope and joy! Thanks for sharing your thoughts and spreading the word on Ren's music.
That's a thing of beauty he just never fails
Congratulations on your newborn! May she live a long prosperous life surrounded by nothing but the love from her parents and sibling. Peace and love brother.
Thanks!
Thank you so much Leeann!!
Congrats on your baby girl!!! 👶👶👶
Congrats on new baby and I know it's an exceptional dad the way u speak I knew God existed when I held my children
BP, a moving reaction, both from Ren & from you. Thank you for sharing such a difficult story of your own pain. God bless both you and your family!
congratulations on your baby girl, i don't comment much but i want to thank you for sharing Ren, i found him through you. i am watching this in bed, i havent left the house for months due to my disability and degenerative disease. life has been tough, i lost my daughter Aleisha (me and her in my profile pic) she was 17 and mental health claimed her, she was the most loving, caring and beautiful angel. My husband of 33 years had an affair with his brothers wife and i am now on my own with my two dogs but since listening to Ren i no longer feel so alone. sending all my love from the uk 🥰🥰
I hope Ren gets those chapters of his into a book, so it can be out for many more to read, even if without the videos. It should be available in all doctors offices, schools, hospital waiting rooms. It is so important. Donate copies to doctors and nurses.
Congrats on the baby girl, and great reaction to a song that has so much meaning and depth to it!
No, but that rhyme on murder to purgor...tory using tory to start the net bar was phenomenal, like what he did with Sinatra and King Arthur on Hunger. Its such intelligent writing.
Congratulations, BP, on your new baby girl 💜 Thanks so much for your reaction to Missing by Ren. What a story, what a song. I continue to be astounded by what agony Ren has gone through and yet how dedicated he is to uplifting us. He is such an inspiration, such a Light.
Always here for Ren and for the #hometeam!
The chapters by Ren are very insightful and needed by many many people. Congratulations on your wee girl, Brightly. What an awesome name. Pleased you're feeling better too.
Congrats!
Congratulations BP, I'm so happy for you. Beautiful words BP. Ren is a guiding light in the darkness. So grateful for having found him and his music. ♥♥♥
Spot on reaction BP!
Congratulations a baby girl 👼
Great reaction B P congratulations on your baby girl ❤🕊️🇬🇧
Congratulations on your baby girl. Thank you for being so vulnerable and honest in your reactions. God bless.
Amazing in every way, and that ending touched my heart because I have been praying for this for Ren! I know there are more blessings in store for Ren and subsequently for all of us in similar struggles! Loved it and your reaction! Congratulations to you and your beautiful family ❤❤
You are so correct. This hits so hard when you know his story.
Congratulations to the whole BP family
Has no words. Love you and congrats with your daughter.. Love Ren 🙏❤
21-30 were the worst years of my life due to illness and the depression that brings. But I had to keep working to survive. I had to look up the lyrics as i could not understand a lot, but worth the look. I don't know his story, but I know this is truth. God bless him for the courage to create this. People suffering need hope. People not suffering need to know this is real. I'm 65 now, and my doctors and I are still looking for answers. And as a teenager was that all natural kid. No drinking, no drugs, almost vegetarian, very active, so I did not cause this, but none of that mattered when a bunch of autoimmune stuff decided to kick on. But as I told a shrink once when asked how I survive. I told her, I get up, get dressed and do what I have to do . And the next day do it again. But you BP, you are bringing both happiness and awareness to this RUclips world. That may not be intentional, but it is what you are doing. Peace. Love and Health to you and yours.
Thank you for meaningful reaction 🙏 congrats to you and family ❤ you are the first reactor I watched and it was Hi Ren. You have been a real help in spreading the word for Ren's work so don't let anyone put you down and you've made a real connection with Ren too so that's all that matters ❤️
Great respectful reaction BP!
I fully appreciate all the love and devotion you’ve invested in this beautiful human being we call Ren❣️
Congratulations on the birth of your precious daughter and blessings to your family🙏💝🙏
Yes, I heard this Production Masterpiece too, so layered, and every split second thought out and tested until it was exactly what he wanted it to be. A masterpiece as all Ren's Visions realized are.
I have followed Missing from Day One, and I can identify just a little; I have Chronic pain, and am Autistic so my Mind forced me to stay away from everyone for fear of hurting or being hurt, all while in so much pain I can barely walk. Not as bad as Ren has endured, no. But my pain is MINE, and by now, it's all I know. So Ren give me hope, hope for me and for others like me, like him, that we can and will find treatment and ways to manage, so we can live again.
I love your insights here BP, you talk all you need to, you're sharing and seeing so much here, just what Ren wants from you and me.
He’s 100% the voice of inspiration. When you just think that he told his mom after a year if there was no answer by the end of year 2 he would not be able to go on anymore with life, and that morbid sentiment was only altered to fight LONGER by the plummeting off a bridge into frigid waters by his life long best friend and the negative impact it had on Joes mom, and needed to avoid putting his own mother through the same thing at any cost even the cost of his own mind, body, and soul for 7 more arduous years. Wow. Hope.
Ren’s Missing series has put me through the ringer of emotions in the best way possible. Truly a special autobiography and for my taste the best I’ve heard.
Appreciate you being here with us when you should be at home with your new baby and family,Thanks B.P ❤
Black Pegasus Congratulations to the baby girl what a blessing wishing all the best , love to you & the family, and thank you for loving Ren keep on showing love ignore the haters ... even though I already know of Ren before finding your channel ... I love how You and Ray Vibes show love to Ren and introducing his talent to others … This track is awesome, I was excited when he said he was using Vera's music I listen to it several times the first time I had goose bumps he says so much and helping others ,,, so glad to see Ren doing better … and wishing him all the best with his health and music he deserves it ... Ren might not know, but he is an angel to many others I think this will my favorite rap song by Ren
BP, thank you for this heartfelt, authentic reaction. And congrats on your beautiful baby girl. P.s. don't listen to the haters!