I was almost 5 years clean. I was so close. I may have relapsed, but that doesn’t mean I can’t shoot for 5 years this time around. I love each and every one of you
Hey it'll take time, but you'll get there :D don't give up guys :) I'm still struggling too, but always remember how far you've come. If you can do it once, you can do it again!!
I just wanna say I’m so proud of all of you. Even if you are only a few months, few weeks, few days, few hours, few minutes, or few seconds clean, I’m so proud of you. You are doing so well :)
This song is so pretty but the lyrics make me feel sick and I only feel comfy listening when my sleeves are rolled down. If anyone here is depressed or struggling with self harm I can’t really do much about it but hope that one day you’ll find a way to reach a better place, and tell you that self harming isn’t worth it. It won’t fix your issues and will make you feel worse about yourself. It’s only a momentary fix, and you deserve better. Keep yourselves safe and find somebody to talk to and confide in. You deserve happiness. We all do. Have a good day/night everyone.
1 day clean from self harm and i have triedso hard for almost 3 years and its been a bad week. To anybody struggling you are not alone and you deserve love care and support
Im in the same spot but it was 2 months. It feels like theres nothing left of being clean, so whats the point? But there is a point. Its to feel better again. It may not feel worth it, but it is.
I’ve been doing really well with my journey, I’m really proud of myself for getting this far. 4 months isn’t a lot to some people but it’s a lot for me, 2020 was a terrible start for me but I’m finally over this depressed state.
Hey, you. I'm proud of you for being clean. Even if it's "only" 4 days clean. And if you aren't, let me give you this piece of advice : Instead of cutting, draw. Replace the sharpener by a pen. Draw. Make your skin beautiful.
Why do i feel like the lyrics "Trying to turn it into something i can draw into my skin" "all cause an escape to me, was just a sharpener to you" have deeper darker meaning
I'm very proud of all of you! I see most people in this comment section saying how they relapsed and feel guilty, but the fact that you guys are trying to be clean IS WONDERFUL AND IM JUST SO INSANELY PROUD
I'm here for you ! Be proud of everything you do if it doesn't hurt anyone ! You matter. You matter for me. You can ask me my discord if you need to talk to someone. I'm here. You're not alone. 💚💙💚
I am only a few minutes clean right now, but I think I might be able to stop. For everyone else here, I am so proud of you! I don't care if you are a few years, a few months, a few days, a few hours, a few minutes or a few seconds clean, I believe in you❤️
I just want anyone reading this to know that if you ‘fail’ going sober it doesn’t mean you have catastrophically failed. Cold turkey is one way to do it and it takes a lot of will, but for some people- reaching that doesn’t have to be a goal. Sometimes getting it down to 2 in a month instead of 10 is enough to keep them going and by the time they get to a stable place, they don’t think about it. Suddenly, they’ve been sober for 6 months. Then a bad patch hits and they use them both in a short time, they remember the pact they made to themselves and they get back onto their own track towards cold turkey. Everyone is different and needs different standards to set themselves. Every person can go cold turkey, but not everyone will be able to in their own circumstances. Sometimes, it’s their only coping mechanism. It isn’t right or true healing, but it’s something that makes them feel better. In this world, we should aim for deep healing, but sometimes we end up in the stars, that’s okay. 3:58
I hope you're doing well, I'm 11 and started a few months ago. I know the urge will probably never stop but just know that you are worthy of love and kindness and that's a fact whether you believe it or not.
@@happytortoisee thank you, I’ve relapsed quite a few times but I’ve been almost 2 months clean now and am so proud of myself, I’m 13 now. I’m so proud of you and I know that you can get through horrible times in your life and if you ever feel you need someone to talk to come back to this comment section. I have basically any socials so if you would like I could give those to you. You’re worth it
@@xy-moron1779 Awh love, I was 14 when it started for me. I'm 17 now. I cant imagine going through it at such a young age, and I'm insanely proud of you for getting this far. I'm 7 months clean, my 6 months clean milestone was hell, all I wanted to do was relapse. But I didn't and I feel strong because of it. Avoiding relapse is my new high now. Keep going, you've got this. Kick your unhealthy coping mechanisms arse!
This might be obvious to some people, but instead of wearing hooding and long sleeves, I HIGHLY recommend bracelets. They are so much less noticable and then aren't as uncomfortable. Lots of people will just think "Oh, they must love bracelets", whereas anybody will think it's suspicious for somebody to be wearing a hoodie when it's super hot. I think rainbow loom bracelets and scrunchies are the best because they cover a lot of space. Fishnets also work but I wouldn't totally rely on them.
I first heard this when watching the music video, & didn’t pay much attention to the lyrics. I am glad that I now know the real meaning of the song & actually know the lyrics!
I'm almost a year clean(my time clean before that was 2 years). I like coming back to this song every now and then. It hit me hard when i first heard it, now it's like a warm blanket i can listen to when times are hard
3 weeks clean :) I haven't made it this far in like 5 months I'm so proud of myself, NO matter how far clean you are I'm proud of you❤ Also even if you don't have scars you guys are also valid
Yeah, I feel like it's only recognized in teens. I'm 11 and sh and it sucks, everyone would just say your dramatic if you tell them anyway because you're "just a kid". Don't be annoyed at yourself because relapse is a part of the healing process. I was 5 days clean and relapsed but I know that's normal. Just know that you are worthy of love and happiness and that's a fact no matter if you believe it or not.
@@happytortoisee im insanely proud of you ml. im 14 and i hope you get better. i struggled with sh 9-now. and im trying really hard, im 5 months clean and you matter sm. i love you
@@yeahleanneissupercool it's now 7 months since that comment and my biggest clean streak is 6 months!!! Rn I'm 2 weeks clean after relapsing after 6 months but I'm still a lot better than I was when I wrote that. My younger self and me both thank you :D
Hey, you made it to 3 months before you can do it again but longer you’ve got this- I’m very proud of you for getting to 3 months, that’s not easy to do 🤍🤍
I haven't managed to make it two weeks clean in almost a year The only time I made it a week was spending a week at my cousin's house, they help keep me sane. If you somehow see this, I love you Crow
2023 was so far the lowest point of my mental health... honestly I feel like it'll worsen when progresses I want help but people don't listen and they act like I'm dramatic, i don't even know anymore im one day clean the first line is so real
Hope it's more than 2 months now ! And if it's not, it's not a bad thing ! I just hope you're not doing it too often or too badly ! You can feel bad, that's OK. Dont feel guilty. Dont feel bad about not being happy all the time even if you have more than someone else. You have the right to be sad. You have the right to be happy and proud when you wake up, when you shower, when you eat. Everything is hard to do sometimes. And you have to do with it. Or you can lay down in bed, doing nothing. That's your right. And that's a right thing to do ! Love yourself and be proud of waking up and drinkind something everyday ! 💚💙💚
It's hard to be a person when your mind functions differently. It feels like you can be you when you're alone and you have to pretend well you're okay when people are around.
Today I'm 5 weeks clean. Its hard... things have been so hard, but I want to get better. I want to be ok. For her. For me. For us. One day, I just want to be ok. Good luck to everyone else, I hope that things will get easier for you soon. You're stronger than you realize
@Envixity Aw, thank you! You’re very sweet 🥰 A lot has changed since I originally commented that, sooo update? I’ve figured out a lot about myself and my future, broke up with my (toxic) ex, have a lovely partner that I adore, and I don’t need counseling anymore! Things are a lot better, of course some days are dark, but if anyone needs to hear this, it gets better, you’re so strong, I’m so proud of you and you’ve got this
Little me first hearing this song just thought “cool song its pretty sad tho” and now that I’ve actually done it, it makes me want to cry every time i hear it. Im 4 days clean of sh
I know your probably tired of hearing this and I don’t even know you but I really hope it gets better and yeah life really does suck but if you made it 7 months once you can do it again
I want the person listening to this to know that you're loved okay? And maybe you don't believe that or maybe that doesnt mean as much to but you are. And I hope you can start loving yourself too
I’ve been over three years clean… the urges are really bad rn… I don’t know what to do.. I don’t wanna lose my streak and disappoint my parents. Plus I’ll get everything taken away again (door, locks, phone, scissors, computer- basically all privileges). It’s just really hard right now..
God damn, I'm not cleen on my terms while I was at my mom's work she found a bloody tissue on the floor because I'm a forgetful dumbass. I lied saying I hit my head but then she pulled some gum and she say the blood stain on my sleeve and she told me "I'll give yoh the gum if you show me your shoulder" I fought with her for a little bit until she gave up and gave it to me. Me and those scissors have a history ( I've had them since January or February this year )
3 months and approx 8 days iv hit my 100 days goal today I celebrated with vodka with my best friends me and him both struggle with s/h but we are getting there
A whole day clean. It may not be a big achievement but its still a good thing to have.
Hey, ik I'm late, I have no idea where you are now but I hope you're okay. Cg on whatever milestone you have, I believe in you. ❤
I was almost 5 years clean. I was so close. I may have relapsed, but that doesn’t mean I can’t shoot for 5 years this time around. I love each and every one of you
Good luck and I wish you all the best with your journey! 💚 We can do this together ^^
I hope to make it to 5 years one day I almost did 1 year and relapsed but am hoping to try again
5 years... I have hardly gone 2 weeks
@@TheVoidSystem3 LMAO you know what’s really silly? I’m not even a day clean now. Shit happens I guess
Hey it'll take time, but you'll get there :D don't give up guys :) I'm still struggling too, but always remember how far you've come. If you can do it once, you can do it again!!
I just wanna say I’m so proud of all of you. Even if you are only a few months, few weeks, few days, few hours, few minutes, or few seconds clean, I’m so proud of you. You are doing so well :)
I'm only a few minutes clean, but I am doing my best. Thank you❤️
thank you we are all proud of you too ❤️
Only a day clean. I'm trying my best. Wish everyone a good day! I believe in you! ❤
I cry every time I listen to this it genuinely hits deeper than I ever have
Fr
This song is so pretty but the lyrics make me feel sick and I only feel comfy listening when my sleeves are rolled down. If anyone here is depressed or struggling with self harm I can’t really do much about it but hope that one day you’ll find a way to reach a better place, and tell you that self harming isn’t worth it. It won’t fix your issues and will make you feel worse about yourself. It’s only a momentary fix, and you deserve better. Keep yourselves safe and find somebody to talk to and confide in. You deserve happiness. We all do. Have a good day/night everyone.
Hey, I genuinely hope you’re in a better place now ❤ Stay strong
1 day clean from self harm and i have triedso hard for almost 3 years and its been a bad week. To anybody struggling you are not alone and you deserve love care and support
Neither are you dude. I wish you well in this world ❤
are you okay now?
It's been a year, dear. I hope all is well. I'm proud of you
hey! hope youre still going strong, i believe in you
This song hits deeper than my sharpener
Caught me off guard- 🫣😭
Oop-
THIS hit deeper
I was clean for about a year and now I can barely go a week. This song makes me feel less alone though
i hope you’re doing alright
Im in the same spot but it was 2 months. It feels like theres nothing left of being clean, so whats the point? But there is a point. Its to feel better again. It may not feel worth it, but it is.
feel that
u got this though
162 days clean and it's been getting really hard but i'm doing it. you can do it too, and i promise it's worth it
i am so proud of you
@@1chamfan thank you so much :)
i’m one day clean, my goal is one month
All of you are so brave and I am so so proud of you guys
@@-karma-763 you got this!! good luck :)
I’ve been doing really well with my journey, I’m really proud of myself for getting this far.
4 months isn’t a lot to some people but it’s a lot for me, 2020 was a terrible start for me but I’m finally over this depressed state.
i’m so proud of you and i’m glad you’re proud of yourself
proud of you
This was posted a year ago, but I'm still super proud of you man
Hey, you. I'm proud of you for being clean. Even if it's "only" 4 days clean.
And if you aren't, let me give you this piece of advice :
Instead of cutting, draw. Replace the sharpener by a pen. Draw. Make your skin beautiful.
Thank u, I'll definitely try it out
this made me cry for some reason- I appreciate this so much.
thanks, that's what i do now. it helps a lot
This song hits really hard for me right now, thank you, Cavetown and comment section.
I really needed to know I’m not alone
Why do i feel like the lyrics "Trying to turn it into something i can draw into my skin" "all cause an escape to me, was just a sharpener to you" have deeper darker meaning
TW: it's because it's referencing self harm, I believe.
@@kweil25 yea.. cause u can remove the sharp part on the sharpener hence the lyrics "trying to turn it into something i can draw into my skin"
the WHOLE SONG is about s.h. Smh
@@Phuckyou_0024 fr wtf do they tbink its ab ☠
@@destryedbyhippiepwrs Fr
cried my fucking eyes out to this song.
Same dude…
me too man me too
same
fr
I'm very proud of all of you! I see most people in this comment section saying how they relapsed and feel guilty, but the fact that you guys are trying to be clean IS WONDERFUL AND IM JUST SO INSANELY PROUD
This song keeps me alive
I'm here for you !
Be proud of everything you do if it doesn't hurt anyone ! You matter. You matter for me. You can ask me my discord if you need to talk to someone. I'm here. You're not alone. 💚💙💚
Listening to this after having self harmed for the first time in 33 days hits you hard
it's nice to see you active again! hope you're doing alright!!
awh thank you! i hope u r too :o)
hello beomgyu 🤩
@@sena-kb8ie omg hiya 🤩
I'm 2 months sober and song will always continue to make me cry
I am only a few minutes clean right now, but I think I might be able to stop. For everyone else here, I am so proud of you! I don't care if you are a few years, a few months, a few days, a few hours, a few minutes or a few seconds clean, I believe in you❤️
how are you?
@@ashenzi normal, how are you?
I hope your doing better, I'm sure not but I hope you are.
@Elliot____ I'm doing a bit better now yes! I'm 3 months clean and really proud of myself
Can you like something but it triggers you at the same time? Well I love this so so much ye it made me lose my 1 month clean
Same here. I love this song but at the same time, I relate too much so.. then I cut cause of the Triggers and memories (flashbacks)
I just want anyone reading this to know that if you ‘fail’ going sober it doesn’t mean you have catastrophically failed. Cold turkey is one way to do it and it takes a lot of will, but for some people- reaching that doesn’t have to be a goal.
Sometimes getting it down to 2 in a month instead of 10 is enough to keep them going and by the time they get to a stable place, they don’t think about it. Suddenly, they’ve been sober for 6 months.
Then a bad patch hits and they use them both in a short time, they remember the pact they made to themselves and they get back onto their own track towards cold turkey.
Everyone is different and needs different standards to set themselves. Every person can go cold turkey, but not everyone will be able to in their own circumstances. Sometimes, it’s their only coping mechanism. It isn’t right or true healing, but it’s something that makes them feel better. In this world, we should aim for deep healing, but sometimes we end up in the stars, that’s okay. 3:58
1 year clean. it gets better
i'm so proud of you !!!
that’s amazing i’m so proud
Last time i checked you had like 143 subbs and now its 8 k? Right anyways as long as making videos is making you happy then keep it up 👍
thank u, and i don’t know why or how i gained so much !!
@@1chamfan because your videos that you post are amazing!
@@0w0-f9z awh thank u so much :’)
i finally got the courage to listen to this song again without crying my eyes out
Idk why but I added this to my playlist and now I can't stop listening to it, like when a new song plays I pick this song again
I started sh when I was 11, but I’ve been clean since the start of 2021.
well done hun ❤️
i’m so proud of you
I hope you're doing well, I'm 11 and started a few months ago. I know the urge will probably never stop but just know that you are worthy of love and kindness and that's a fact whether you believe it or not.
@@happytortoisee thank you, I’ve relapsed quite a few times but I’ve been almost 2 months clean now and am so proud of myself, I’m 13 now. I’m so proud of you and I know that you can get through horrible times in your life and if you ever feel you need someone to talk to come back to this comment section. I have basically any socials so if you would like I could give those to you. You’re worth it
@@xy-moron1779
Awh love, I was 14 when it started for me. I'm 17 now. I cant imagine going through it at such a young age, and I'm insanely proud of you for getting this far. I'm 7 months clean, my 6 months clean milestone was hell, all I wanted to do was relapse. But I didn't and I feel strong because of it. Avoiding relapse is my new high now. Keep going, you've got this. Kick your unhealthy coping mechanisms arse!
"all cause an escape to me...was just a shapener to you..." she didn't understanding the hell i was going through...
3 days cleans:)) I'm not doing the best but at least I'm trying. I'm so proud of myself an everyone else here who is trying to get better!!
im extremely proud of everyone who relates to this song. i love you all with all my heart and i hope you guys do well in life, even if im not there.
This might be obvious to some people, but instead of wearing hooding and long sleeves, I HIGHLY recommend bracelets. They are so much less noticable and then aren't as uncomfortable. Lots of people will just think "Oh, they must love bracelets", whereas anybody will think it's suspicious for somebody to be wearing a hoodie when it's super hot. I think rainbow loom bracelets and scrunchies are the best because they cover a lot of space. Fishnets also work but I wouldn't totally rely on them.
almost a month clean. things are rough but im trying to get better, im so proud of everyone here. we’ve got this 🥰
I first heard this when watching the music video, & didn’t pay much attention to the lyrics. I am glad that I now know the real meaning of the song & actually know the lyrics!
I don't even sh and this song willed me to roll down my sleeves. Nice.
I almost made it 10 months but relapsed, keep going :,)
Almost everyone: Do sh,but they are trying to stop it
Me: I'm just listening to this song
Same here
3 years clean❤️🩹
That’s amazing!! I’m proud of you ❤
That's great!
I'm almost a year clean(my time clean before that was 2 years). I like coming back to this song every now and then. It hit me hard when i first heard it, now it's like a warm blanket i can listen to when times are hard
Hello! Haven't seen you in a while. Hope you're safe!! Great video by the way c:
hello! thank you so much, i hope you are as well!!
3 weeks clean :) I haven't made it this far in like 5 months I'm so proud of myself, NO matter how far clean you are I'm proud of you❤ Also even if you don't have scars you guys are also valid
I am so annoyed at myself because I was 1 week clean and then today I relapsed in school. This isn't fair I'm only 13-14
Yeah, I feel like it's only recognized in teens. I'm 11 and sh and it sucks, everyone would just say your dramatic if you tell them anyway because you're "just a kid". Don't be annoyed at yourself because relapse is a part of the healing process. I was 5 days clean and relapsed but I know that's normal. Just know that you are worthy of love and happiness and that's a fact no matter if you believe it or not.
@@happytortoisee im insanely proud of you ml. im 14 and i hope you get better. i struggled with sh 9-now. and im trying really hard, im 5 months clean and you matter sm. i love you
@@yeahleanneissupercool it's now 7 months since that comment and my biggest clean streak is 6 months!!! Rn I'm 2 weeks clean after relapsing after 6 months but I'm still a lot better than I was when I wrote that. My younger self and me both thank you :D
just relapsed and then immediately asked my mom to go to therapy. I'm gonna really try to get help this time.
Congrats! I’m also trying to get help. I hope it all goes well for you!
tw for sh- kinda goes without saying but i figured i'd may as well put it here anyway
I’m 13 days clean…I can’t believe I’ve made it this far…I’m trying to make it a month clean…wish me luck
I hope you're doing ok!!!!!
You guys are getting clean 😮
hey, how are you doing now?
@@vesperious the timing is insane- I was almost clean for a month buts ruined it last night
@@supercat9119 don't worry, healing takes time ♥️
A year and a half clean!
This is just- perfect.
relapsed after almost 3 months clean. oh well lol
Hey, you made it to 3 months before you can do it again but longer you’ve got this- I’m very proud of you for getting to 3 months, that’s not easy to do 🤍🤍
@@priv-5930 omg this made me so happy tysm
@@ilovecats2462 np try to stay clean again, okay? The world needs you’re amazingness here
@@priv-5930 i’ll try again tysm
@@ilovecats2462 it’ll be tough but I really do believe in you, you‘re doing great
I relapsed
Relapses don't erase progress, the new year can be so hard and I'm so proud of you for trying! :)
im 1 day clean :)
congrats! your doing great! im so proud of you! ❤️
im proud of you!
that’s a huge step!! you got this, so proud of u
thats great
Someone sent this to me to show my vibes 😃
THEY ARENT WRONG BUT
I haven't managed to make it two weeks clean in almost a year
The only time I made it a week was spending a week at my cousin's house, they help keep me sane. If you somehow see this, I love you Crow
2023 was so far the lowest point of my mental health... honestly I feel like it'll worsen when progresses I want help but people don't listen and they act like I'm dramatic, i don't even know anymore
im one day clean the first line is so real
I'm about 1 hour, I was at 6 months, I just had to much time with my thoughts and broke down. I'm so broken. I'm just so sad and I can't do it.
around 2 months clean. yay
still feel bad though.
I'm proud of you :)
Hope it's more than 2 months now !
And if it's not, it's not a bad thing !
I just hope you're not doing it too often or too badly !
You can feel bad, that's OK. Dont feel guilty. Dont feel bad about not being happy all the time even if you have more than someone else.
You have the right to be sad. You have the right to be happy and proud when you wake up, when you shower, when you eat.
Everything is hard to do sometimes. And you have to do with it. Or you can lay down in bed, doing nothing. That's your right. And that's a right thing to do !
Love yourself and be proud of waking up and drinkind something everyday ! 💚💙💚
@@windcrystal1349 thank you❤️ it has been over 2 months so thank you
honey you’re doing amazing keep it up
Update! its been 5 months! thank you for all the nice comments!
WHO WAS THE DISLIKE ISTG
It's hard to be a person when your mind functions differently. It feels like you can be you when you're alone and you have to pretend well you're okay when people are around.
I do really love every part of youu, know thatt....my love
damn okay. i'm fine.
I had a year streak and failed but so far survived by two...I hope I can make it back to a year clean streak
this song hits deeper than my scars LMAOO
Bruhg fucked up 💀 but i hope that you were able to laugh :)
Damn 💀
I'm playing this song on repeat every day, i relate to this so much it hurts :(
tell me why this gives me the urge💀😭
Relapse is apart of the healing process, heal as you may
Just got to 24 days clean. 🥰
Today I'm 5 weeks clean. Its hard... things have been so hard, but I want to get better. I want to be ok. For her. For me. For us. One day, I just want to be ok. Good luck to everyone else, I hope that things will get easier for you soon. You're stronger than you realize
@Envixity Aw, thank you! You’re very sweet 🥰
A lot has changed since I originally commented that, sooo update?
I’ve figured out a lot about myself and my future, broke up with my (toxic) ex, have a lovely partner that I adore, and I don’t need counseling anymore!
Things are a lot better, of course some days are dark, but if anyone needs to hear this, it gets better, you’re so strong, I’m so proud of you and you’ve got this
thank you
10-11 days clean.
nvm that was inaccurate awhile ago
2/26/22 Im 4 days clean in 10 minutes
Im trying again. I got this.
I believe in you!
you got this ml!!
11 days clean
@@samisbonkerrs6583 omg tysm that means so much
An hour clean 💀
im proud of you for trying!
@@MuddReal awh Man U made my day
Honey, you can’t help it.
im probobly going to get rid of my sharps now
:)
At first I didn't understand, what was all of this, but now uh, 2 weeks clean AND I haven't thought about if for atleast a week
1months clean :)
i’m so proud of u
@@papasmurf5558 thankyou
Glad too say I'm 4 months clean:)
A month clean!!
so proud of you my love!!!
i’m so so proud of you
"why do you always wear a hoodie even when its hot out?"
ahem, * hits play *
I’m fighting urges rn help- aA imma go talk to big bro now 😀
I live cavetown btw whats the background
Almost a month clean 🤘
Little me first hearing this song just thought “cool song its pretty sad tho” and now that I’ve actually done it, it makes me want to cry every time i hear it. Im 4 days clean of sh
4 days clean
10 almost 11 months clean :)
Yesterday was my 11th month clean :)
yay well done so proud
@@izzymchugh3226 thank you so much
Today is the day! One year clean I’m so happy!!
that’s amazing i’m so proud of you
Almost a year and a half clean and relapsed :/. It's a part of the journey and i know that I can go farther
i’m so proud of how far you’ve come. a year and a half is so amazing and this is just a bump in the road. you got this
@@papasmurf5558 i see u replying to everyone who needs it, you’re doing great work soldier
almost 8 days clean rn
so so so proud of you
7 months streak just lost, but thats just gonna happen sometimes i guess, life is shitty and it sucks but what are we supposed to do ?
I know your probably tired of hearing this and I don’t even know you but I really hope it gets better and yeah life really does suck but if you made it 7 months once you can do it again
I’ve been clean for two months now, just over. That’s the longest I’ve gone since last year so I’m pretty proud :))
Home here i come
I want the person listening to this to know that you're loved okay?
And maybe you don't believe that or maybe that doesnt mean as much to but you are. And I hope you can start loving yourself too
I’ve been over three years clean… the urges are really bad rn… I don’t know what to do.. I don’t wanna lose my streak and disappoint my parents. Plus I’ll get everything taken away again (door, locks, phone, scissors, computer- basically all privileges). It’s just really hard right now..
God damn, I'm not cleen on my terms while I was at my mom's work she found a bloody tissue on the floor because I'm a forgetful dumbass. I lied saying I hit my head but then she pulled some gum and she say the blood stain on my sleeve and she told me "I'll give yoh the gum if you show me your shoulder" I fought with her for a little bit until she gave up and gave it to me. Me and those scissors have a history ( I've had them since January or February this year )
1 day clean! I hope i will at least 1 week clean
So proud!!!
I feel for everyone in the comments, stay safe you guys. I'm so proud of you!
Almost a year clean. You guys can do it
1 month clean! I'm genuinely really proud of myself
Bro I need help please.. I just can't get it, I'm trapped in my mind can someone let me out please
Been clean for a week now starting tomorrow
Found out she was talking to another girl while we were dating. I went back in progress
But, I’m going to build back up to another week and keep going
So far, I'm about 6 months clean! Going for a year!!
3 months and approx 8 days iv hit my 100 days goal today I celebrated with vodka with my best friends me and him both struggle with s/h but we are getting there
You know it's getting bad when you start listening to this again :p