This is what countless failed hurtful relationships and broken trust does to you......makes you a monster that's far from ever going back to how they used to be....
well being hurt is no excuse i dumped the person who sent this to me because he put me last cheated on my pretend i didnt exist around his friends but we tried three times because he also was my bestie and a select few guessed now he wants me and i am engaged and he stopped talking to me all together out of jealousy you can be hurt i been hurt more than anyone i cant even count it dont excuse becoming a monster
@@lost729 did your ex ever lie to you about cheating on you, tell you that you're the father till you realize the baby looks like her room mate, then once you she finishes using you for money she flat out tell you that you could never be good enough for anyone. Then have your dog slowly die in front of you just to have your best friend of 12 years basically tell you they've always hated you and that you're a loser that should die? Yeah. Hurt can 100% be an excuse....I will never trust someone to be a friend or a girlfriend ever again. I have zero trust in anyone and when they get too close you mess things up with them on purpose bc you think they're better away from you. Hurt can kill you inside and turn you into a heartless, untrusting monster...I would know.
2019 this song describes my love hate relationship with my drug of choice I injected for 7 years finally beat it year and half ago but I was told by everyone who knew me they never thought I could stop not being mean just they knew how much I loved it and I never really got that messed up but I did large amounts over 24 hours at a time only went without 6 days in 7 years cause I could not find any I solved that problem cannot say how I quit cause I loved my son more he deserved a sober father who wasn't a junkie
🙏 If there were more parents who are battling with addiction with your mind set. Kids in that situation can see there is hope when hope seems lost. All the best on your new clean life going forward!! I myself battled alcohol addiction and sobred myself up for good nearly 10 years ago. Keep your head high and keep following the straight line ahead!!! God bless🙏
I can so relate to this song. This was me just a few years ago but I survived. Anyone out there going through the same feelings I had just remember someone loves you and believes you can get through anything bc if I did, so can you ❤️
Thanks world for turning me into a monster this what happens when you trust people and they hurt you so badly so if life could give me a break I would appreciate that I want to be the old me the happy me but that part of me is long gone
Amy Wright I'm with ya sweetie...im that bitter, hateful bitch because "I LET LIFE" control me, instead of me controlling it. If I said it once I've said it a million. I just want my happy back, that's all. I gotta be willing to go get it though, I'm tired, lonely, defeated and so very sad. It's not what I wanted at all.
Amy hang in there who you are today is still you but you just got to accept everything that happened and love yourself. I get what you are saying but your not gone even the person you used to be she’s is in there somewhere just the stuff you went through made you see things in a different light. Just keep your head up and stay strong love you gurl don’t give up! Gods there even if you don’t believe in him he is carrying you through all of it and still is there with you now. Take care, kristy
a song that can easily bring you to your knees and loose your breath lifes hard enuff people without everyone hanging on every word, mistake and all our shortcomings were only human.....Tim warren
"I was never that bad to begin with. You just needed me to be bad to justify how badly you treated me" - or something like that, idk where the quote is from but I felt it fit. 10 years later I still remember...
They probably don't hate you they probably are disappointed with u. Only you know the answer . idk what happened.. Just remember that some people just need space. Or maybe its time to cut your losses and go. Only u know. Good luck tho
How do you love like someone who hates ya? I actually avoid people who don't like me. Why do they hate you. I actually don't hate anyone if i do there's a reason. Who decides i don't like them im gonna be apart of their lives. Only your family do you have to accept people you don't even like. I got the point
No. What's worse is when you think they love you. You walk together. Then they step back a couple paces and before you know it you're getting stabbed in the back, left there now on the floor bleeding out slowly and thinking if it was your fault.
I’m a cutter, my parents are crack addicts, I’m only 13 but I severely relate to this song, I have become a monster, I hurt everyone around me, I try to be the best me but I will always be nothing. And everyone knows it,
You have the opportunity to be a lot. You're not the cause of everyone's pain, just another suffering- probably the one suffering most. You're a kid. You need the opportunity to be one and to be taken care of unconditionally as you grow into an independent adult capable of making good choices. Hurting yourself doesn't take away the pain- it only takes away what joy you can have. You need to think most about yourself and who can make sure you can truly be raised. There will be plenty of opportunity to make mistakes when you're on your own.
You are only what you choose day to day minute by minute... you and only you determine what you will be..NOBODY ELSE...F your parents and everyone else you know inside what you are and I don't think it's a monster at all or you wouldn't have said anything...1 day at a time 1 step at a time .....your ok
" Hate is a place where those who can't stand sadness go" - Berserk, remember that kid. I lived my childhood as a loner because people made me as a monster, and a monster I became. It only gets better when you do something about it, sometimes...that means sacrificing something you don't want to lose. Don't let the darkness in kid, 18 years later and it still hasn't let me go. Im still hateful, i'm still a loner, i'm still the monster they made me to be. I have a few quotes and bands that you might like, when I was younger they helped me.
Your parents are most likely crack addicts to escape the monster they've been to you, believe me it's their escape from the reality THEY created and GUILT they feel for failing you in life. Right now they're dealing with THEIR own self loathing and, I'm sure wishing the best for you. I'm not trying to justify their actions or shortcomings as parents, don't let their actions or lack of dictate your future. Look at them and learn what you don't want to be believe me you can learn allot from a DUMMY. YOU'RE A child of the lord and he loves you so much he sacrificed his son for you, please remember you are loved and it is not YOUR fault that your parents failed you and themselves. I guarantee the love you and are so proud of you though you may not see it or understand it right now. Keep on fighting the good fight and be the best that you could be and then when you're of age and have your own children in due time my words will make sense. ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU ARE LOVED AND HEARD. sending love from the beautiful island of Guam. May god bless you always and godspeed.
The church of modern day is heretical. They seek to lead us down a path that jesus and our merciful father do not want. They seek to profit off of the true believers by using our faith as a way to fill their coffers. They try to impose false truths that in the holy book are written to be denied. They lie and trick our naive children that it's good and Christian to be kind to all we meet, yet even god has sent holy wrath in the past towards those deserving. What of the heretics that spit on our faith? What of the witches that turn to devilry so openly without fear of their eternal damnation? They say it is good to have money and home when such vain unnecessary temptations are denied by the son? Should we, as true Christians, listen to jizzabels who spew tempting lies even though the true book written by our lord and his followers states that this is not the Christian way? They even so openly deny the true faith by having false signs of divinity in their churchs. Angels are the warriors and messengers of heaven crafted by the all mightys own hands. We as simple mortals cannot truly perceive their holy visage. They come as a harsh terrifying truth in their form. While devils and demons appear in tempting and comforting forms to lure our souls into the inferno. The false Christians have paintings and murals of false angels meant to lure our innocen children with the promise of safety and happiness but instead sell their souls to hell for the false priests own desires. Wake up my fellow Christians and deny the false prophets of the church. Open your hearts and eyes to the truth or forever burn and wish for mercy that shall never be given.
powerful song.. it hits hard to my heart...help me to forgive the person who was the monster to me.. and this song blew me away the first time I heard it...
I think we all have that monster in us when we get pushed too far...mine has been released for a year now ....it ruins everything I touch...so people I say to you ....don't let someone change you like this ...your better than that!!!
Yo bro. I feel ya. My monster was in charge of me over the course of 7 years. A bad breakup started my spiraling out of control. Drugs. Heavy drinking. A constant negative outlook on life. 7 years. I hated every minute of it but thought what else could I do? And how can one person cause me to become this. But yo, I'm gonna tell you that it gets better. Once you start taking care of yourself and realize that you matter, it gets better. Instead of hating the world, find the bits and pieces of it you enjoy and go do those things. Peace man! Wish you good fortune
this song reminds me of my life drugs and alcohol made me a monster and now I'm in recovery God has saved me from the monster I have become and I am starting to breed change from insanity 64 days clean today thank you God for saving me
Love this song. Heard it when i was literally broken from things one person you love HARD and they ruin it by not caring about you or ur almost 9 year(all together soon to be 2 married) relationship.....but him being selfish and dumb.... This song definitely came in handy. And its still one of my favorites. 💞
@@agent_table6272 ....and you won't either watch who your talking to ...because u never know ..zillions of sexually transmitted diseases out there.. plus the rock star !!! "Corona " and that's you advice to her ..she don't need your idiorocrocy that's why we have world health crisis ... Mr Potato head ..🇺🇸
It's only those we love that hold the power to change us... I laughed the loudest once and after her I mostly frown in silence it's been six yrs and I'm still the monster she turned me into...
It's hard to fight all the time in a world who can't stand the real person like it is it's painfull and agressivly frustrating sometimes i wanna rage so hard on the assholes that doing this to me playing fake games and change me but i can't...
At one point, I was able to relate to this song... I was bullied and tormented to the point where my inner-demons overtook me. I became a shell of my former self before I got the help I needed and my parents took me from school. I’m in a much better place in life now. Happy and content.
I was in a verbally, emotionally and physically abusive relationship for 2 years. He called me a liar and would never believe not one thing I said. It infuriated me. I am a brutally honest person as the Scorpio that I am. I never cheated on him, not once. He threatened to kill me so many times I can't count. Then he went as far as to say he would kill my 87 year old mother that I take care of, my 2 boys and all my friends. He has told me that he was in a biker gang and a Marine. He even told me that his mother died (she didn't) he wanted to talk to me and I refused. He would call my mom and hang bgg up at all hours of the night. He said I turned him into a monster. I wasn't perfect, no. I always say 1 finger pointed at a person means you get 2 pointed back at you. He moved away to Tucson and left the state of Washington. I don't know why I am wasting another minute on this "man" just had to vent. Everyday I don't talk to him I feel better about myself and am getting stronger. I am healing slowly. I feel like he ruined and damaged me in some ways forever.
So Sorry !! NO ONE DESERVES to be Treated like that , ahh , but I digress , YOU Obviously KNOW This.. I'M just Dumbfounded as to the Whys & Howcomes , That Some people think it's OK to Do what You Described... So Much Hate & Violence Predicated in His Mind , and to what end ?? Penitentiary , Grave ?? Just Remember , Karma's a Bitch , NOT YOU !! STAY STRONG !! Keep On Keeping On !! Wishing You Only the BEST !!
I wish I was there. Still there angry. I'm becoming the person who pushes me around. It felt so good to be in control to lash out but only temporary. More depressed now
I have a soon to be step mother that’s kind of like that, although she doesn’t physically beat me (thank goodness) she is still a pessimistic, condescending, narcissistic, emotionally abusive and sociopathic Control freak who treats me like nothing but a dog. She can be very nosy, strict and invasive and that caused me to keep secrets from her and sneak around a lot because I felt like I had to. And she would almost always catch me, and she thinks that all I do is just sneak and lie. She also never believe a word I say and whenever I try to explain my side of the story, she never wants to hear it. She also says hurtful things to me, things that made me feel bad about myself that I was always wrong and she was always right, making me feel stupid. Almost everything she said and crushed me, I felt like shoe shattering my soul into 1 million pieces. I felt i’m comfortable being around her and my dad was totally oblivious to it. But a couple weeks ago, I wrote an email to her telling her all the things she’s been doing to me and what I really think about her, along with every single insult and bad word I can think of. Then I sent it to her, and the next morning both her and my dad read it. Neither of them were happy about it, but at least my dad understood why I did it, which I couldn’t be more grateful for. And as for the future evil stepmother, from the way Dad described it her reaction was like a nuclear bomb exploding in a volcano that was erupting. I’m staying away from my dads house for a few weeks and we’ve been talking over the phone every weekend to work things out. We’re figuring out how I can still go to his house and not have to deal with her. He still marrying her, but at least I got the chance to tell her off and give her exactly what she deserves. I am so sorry you had to endure so much pain, you, your mother and your kids didn’t deserve any of that. And your ex-husband certainly doesn’t deserve someone like you. I’m glad things are good with you , your kids and your mother now and I hope that things get better for you over time. 🙏🏼💪
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere Compliment and love towards my music ❤️
The. Monster in me protects me from this world.. Pain don't feel like Pain only love that is ever felt is pure.. I'm keep my monster I been dead inside since I was a kid!...
The only thing that hurts is the fact that no matter how much a person dose in return wat do I get no respect and no money nothing fair in love and war
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere Compliment and love towards my music 🙏
I miss the sweet, caring generous person I used to be. The pain has turned me into a monster. There is nothing I hate more in this world than who I have become. With every good deed I've done, a piece of me has died, now I am just a shell, a walking corpse. I don't want to go on like this. This song touch me in ways I didn't know were possible.
This song reminds me how much my ex changed me he brought the worst out of me instead of the good he hurt me and he turned me into monster I struggled for so long what made it worse is he hurt me in every possible way then he dumped me :( I was literally dead inside I spent 6 years with him he enjoyed hurting me and watching me fall apart he turned me into a terrible person I got drunk and I did things I wasn’t proud of that person is no longer me he was bad for me now I got someone he builds me up and he brings the best out of me
I'm going through something similar this point in time... My soul, the me I knew, is pretty much gone. My heart has been broken too many times.. So many years of fighting for my sanity. My soul has finally shattered... Over a boy. I'm gone..
@@michellehostutler5032 exactly, i suffered for 24 years with one to find out everything was a lie sneaky chameleons, everyone i thought was my friend from our years together I no longer contact because they try to find out information.I kicked her out for blatant cheating, then get stalked by her and her friends.I go no contact i refuse to become those very people i hate.her family was helping her hide things too,wow they will not destroy me i know im better than that psychotic narcissist 😆 lol i can spot them fast now and 🏃
Dont ever get the wrong end of the stick....you can always chance...and be' a new person.thats how i think about all this...as for love.love is love and you can not chance this.so please let my know what you think.ho yes i forget to tell you to pray...its the only way out.thank you and god bless you.😇🙏
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere Compliment and love towards my music 🙏
@@mattdirito3062 music is my life , so I couldn't quit if I wanted], lol , but wouldn't want too;) You just keep making bomb ass tracks and I'm forever gonna love the😎😍😘
This reminds me of the monster I was made into when I went through 4 and a half years of bullying...now I'm pretty much a rage attic, and im only 14. I try not being so angry, i know people will be people but others don't DESERVE the shit people give them, people who think they can just beat on others cause they have more power deserve nothing but what they're giving to the other if not more..after I left my school and started being homeschooled I started dealing with cyber bullying too..but not only for me, but for others, to keep them from having to be victims to it, of course I don't just stand down and go down with a fight, I'll never stop fighting, I'll always try to protect those who need protecting, because once one chooses to beat on someone because they're weaker and I see it, that's when my inner spirit of vengeance is awoken, and I stop at nothing till that person has payed for they're sins. I have apologized to those i care about for the monster ive become because the bad ones aren't always the ones who get hurt, those around me do alot of the time too..and nowadays I can't even find love..
I get what your saying man, karma doesn’t happen unless you make it happen. But battle not with monsters, lest you become a monster. Kind of a slippery slope when it comes to things like this. I have a soon to be step mother that’s kind of like that, although she doesn’t physically beat me (thank goodness) she is still a pessimistic, condescending, narcissistic, emotionally abusive and sociopathic Control freak who treats me like nothing but a dog. She can be very nosy, strict and invasive and that caused me to keep secrets from her and sneak around a lot because I felt like I had to. And she would almost always catch me, and she thinks that all I do is just sneak and lie. She also never believe a word I say and whenever I try to explain my side of the story, she never wants to hear it. She also says hurtful things to me, things that made me feel bad about myself that I was always wrong and she was always right, making me feel stupid. Almost everything she said and crushed me, I felt like shoe shattering my soul into 1 million pieces. I felt i’m comfortable being around her and my dad was totally oblivious to it. But a couple weeks ago, I wrote an email to her telling her all the things she’s been doing to me and what I really think about her, along with every single insult and bad word I can think of. Then I sent it to her, and the next morning both her and my dad read it. Neither of them were happy about it, but at least my dad understood why I did it, which I couldn’t be more grateful for. And as for the future evil stepmother, from the way Dad described it her reaction was like a nuclear bomb exploding in a volcano that was erupting. I’m staying away from my dads house for a few weeks and we’ve been talking over the phone every weekend to work things out. We’re figuring out how I can still go to his house and not have to deal with her. He still marrying her, but at least I got the chance to tell her off and give her exactly what she deserves. And I don’t regret not one bit about what I did. You’re right, why should people give people like us so much shit and expect us to just sit there and take it? That’s not fair and people like us don’t deserve that. But it’s up to us to make things fair. I’m feeling the same kind of anger you are since I was 14 and I’m 21 now. But we have to keep our anger in check because one day we might take her anger out on somebody we love and regret it forever and it will be the worst kind of hell. So we must not only be vigilant in our crusade against justice but we must especially vigilant in ourselves. And as for finding love, I would make an effort to work on yourself and see someone about your anger issues, so that when you do meet someone you’ll be the partner that they deserve and they will love you just as much as you love them. I know it’s a cliché, but there’s someone out there for everyone. When it comes to love there’s still hope, even for people like us. Take care. 🙂💪👍🏼
Yeah I'm not a big rap fan mostly listen to like heavy metal and Slipknot Hellyeah Mudvayne things like that because I've played guitar since I was 10 I'm fixing to be 43 but I have discovered some like Adam Calhoun and Upchurch and jelly roll has some really cool songs I can get behind what they're saying it ain't for everybody you know but the truth hurts sometimes I told my son all the time I'm not trying to be hard but Daddy's Marine my name ain't Willy Wonka and I do not sugarcoat shit I just hate that my battles with PTSD interfere with my family a lot struggling lately if you are struggling with depression and a lack of self-worth here is a very good quote if you set your price too low rest assured that the world will not raise it
I couldn't cry because I was with family and friends and I only cry in front of my dad and my sister but not in front of friends because this reminds me of my life and my grandpa I want to cry
No one makes you anything first of all. You have to know right from wrong. You create your own monsters to a point. The one that has you doing fucked up things is creating the monster you are
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.
Yeah.. I've been part of a deserted relationship where I was just left by the other without a word. When I found out, I felt, metaphorically speaking, a literal hole in my heart. I hurt easy just because of that moment. I know how you feel
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.
I will tell my own story as to why I've had this song on repeat for an hour and a half now. It was my father who abused me. He and my mom adopted me along with along with my 2 brothers when I was 6. That was when he started verbally and emotionally abusing me. I was already beginning to get bullied at school because I tried to hard to make friends, and they didn't know that I was so clingy because I was trying to fill the gap of love I was lacking. I was 6, and I already had been put into foster care, bullied, and unloved to the point that I was already depressed and had PTSD. That wasn't even close to the end of it. When I was 10, he started beating me. I only had three friends, and was still being bullied. i started to isolate myself as things got worse, because I didn't want anyone to know how much I was hurting. When I was 12 and 13, it escalated to where my dad had taken things to the extremes. He started molesting me while I was chained / handcuffed to my own bed. He would beat me for hours on end, leaving me alone in a dark room when he wasn't there, making sure to take down my curtains, because he knows how much that scares me. I began to cut myself, and neither of my parents noticed for a year and a half. I became a monster when my dad almost killed me. He was choking me and I almost blacked out before I managed to get my thumbs underneath his to get a little air. I began to abuse my mom, because she would never protect me. Now I'm in foster care again, because I went to court and my judge put me in a group home. I get out in 17 days, because I'm turning 19. I'm healing slowly, but it took a lot of therapy and anger management to be able to handle my anger properly. But it's better. No matter what happens to you, I promise you, it can and will get better.
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere Compliment and love towards my music ❤️
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.
![Diggy Graves - Red Vineyard [Official Lyric Video]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/8Ro085T0mnQ/mqdefault.jpg)
I love how songs can hold so many meanings. This song holds a special place in my heart
Not really..... it's just an AWESOME song but my heart is already broken by my ''(Girlfriend)'' so Idk.
I once said "why should i apologize for the monster ive become, when no one apologize for making me this way" ! I now sing you this !
Because you're better than them. Don't let them lower you to their level.
Deep shit brotha I feel ya on that
Interesting fact: That's actually a quote from the joker.
Isnt this quote from that stitched up kid in Tokyo Ghoul?
We all in the end have are own choice by Dustin crokie just like I do now
Its incredible how this song continues to resonate as the years go by...
Pop Evil!You guys are so amazing!!Keep waking the lions!!!!YOU GUYS ROCK !!!
This is what countless failed hurtful relationships and broken trust does to you......makes you a monster that's far from ever going back to how they used to be....
well being hurt is no excuse i dumped the person who sent this to me because he put me last cheated on my pretend i didnt exist around his friends but we tried three times because he also was my bestie and a select few guessed now he wants me and i am engaged and he stopped talking to me all together out of jealousy you can be hurt i been hurt more than anyone i cant even count it dont excuse becoming a monster
@@lost729 did your ex ever lie to you about cheating on you, tell you that you're the father till you realize the baby looks like her room mate, then once you she finishes using you for money she flat out tell you that you could never be good enough for anyone. Then have your dog slowly die in front of you just to have your best friend of 12 years basically tell you they've always hated you and that you're a loser that should die? Yeah. Hurt can 100% be an excuse....I will never trust someone to be a friend or a girlfriend ever again. I have zero trust in anyone and when they get too close you mess things up with them on purpose bc you think they're better away from you. Hurt can kill you inside and turn you into a heartless, untrusting monster...I would know.
This song found me when I needed it most
"Forgive me for all the damage done this world is trying to change me and I admit I don't wanna change with it." Addicted
2019 this song describes my love hate relationship with my drug of choice I injected for 7 years finally beat it year and half ago but I was told by everyone who knew me they never thought I could stop not being mean just they knew how much I loved it and I never really got that messed up but I did large amounts over 24 hours at a time only went without 6 days in 7 years cause I could not find any I solved that problem cannot say how I quit cause I loved my son more he deserved a sober father who wasn't a junkie
🙏 If there were more parents who are battling with addiction with your mind set. Kids in that situation can see there is hope when hope seems lost. All the best on your new clean life going forward!! I myself battled alcohol addiction and sobred myself up for good nearly 10 years ago. Keep your head high and keep following the straight line ahead!!! God bless🙏
Soilder on Brother. I get it and I dig it.
Keep it up. One day at a time. 7 years here. Stick with it! Much love.
That's great man. Im glad you are fighting it. Your story restores my faith in humanity. Fight on brother.
I concur. It has been a hell x 1 Billion.
This song has to be one of my favorites.It speaks to me.
2019-20 anyone?
5/3/20
Supposed you were born one as God can hate as much as love. I am dead inside
?
Hell yeah shame this song is not on Spotify
@@DynamicPool28 it was back then but not now
I can so relate to this song. This was me just a few years ago but I survived. Anyone out there going through the same feelings I had just remember someone loves you and believes you can get through anything bc if I did, so can you ❤️
Thank you for the encouraging words. Thank you very much!
Thanks world for turning me into a monster this what happens when you trust people and they hurt you so badly so if life could give me a break I would appreciate that I want to be the old me the happy me but that part of me is long gone
Amy Wright I'm with ya sweetie...im that bitter, hateful bitch because "I LET LIFE" control me, instead of me controlling it. If I said it once I've said it a million. I just want my happy back, that's all. I gotta be willing to go get it though, I'm tired, lonely, defeated and so very sad. It's not what I wanted at all.
The pain we endure to just wanna b us and b happy!
Amy Wright you can do anything you want to in this world. If someone made you a monster then break through it. You can do it.
Amen
Amy hang in there who you are today is still you but you just got to accept everything that happened and love yourself. I get what you are saying but your not gone even the person you used to be she’s is in there somewhere just the stuff you went through made you see things in a different light. Just keep your head up and stay strong love you gurl don’t give up! Gods there even if you don’t believe in him he is carrying you through all of it and still is there with you now. Take care, kristy
a song that can easily bring you to your knees and loose your breath lifes hard enuff people without everyone hanging on every word, mistake and all our shortcomings were only human.....Tim warren
"I was never that bad to begin with. You just needed me to be bad to justify how badly you treated me" - or something like that, idk where the quote is from but I felt it fit.
10 years later I still remember...
If Pop Evil can out at another place and time, they would be the BIGGEST band in the world.
The pain is being apart from somebody you love. What's worse you love them they hate you
My life exactly
They probably don't hate you they probably are disappointed with u. Only you know the answer . idk what happened.. Just remember that some people just need space. Or maybe its time to cut your losses and go. Only u know. Good luck tho
Nah treated her well oh well tho better off alonesz
How do you love like someone who hates ya? I actually avoid people who don't like me. Why do they hate you. I actually don't hate anyone if i do there's a reason. Who decides i don't like them im gonna be apart of their lives. Only your family do you have to accept people you don't even like. I got the point
No. What's worse is when you think they love you. You walk together. Then they step back a couple paces and before you know it you're getting stabbed in the back, left there now on the floor bleeding out slowly and thinking if it was your fault.
"I'm only human can't you see, the beauty in me...?"
Emily Rose there's something so haunting about that line...
that line hits me like a fucking truck
Uv g fccv c U b.
Emily Rose everyone has beauty in them
We all need to be forgiven over the dumb shit we have done but can't keep making the same mistakes.
I’m a cutter, my parents are crack addicts, I’m only 13 but I severely relate to this song, I have become a monster, I hurt everyone around me, I try to be the best me but I will always be nothing. And everyone knows it,
You have the opportunity to be a lot. You're not the cause of everyone's pain, just another suffering- probably the one suffering most. You're a kid. You need the opportunity to be one and to be taken care of unconditionally as you grow into an independent adult capable of making good choices. Hurting yourself doesn't take away the pain- it only takes away what joy you can have. You need to think most about yourself and who can make sure you can truly be raised. There will be plenty of opportunity to make mistakes when you're on your own.
You are only what you choose day to day minute by minute... you and only you determine what you will be..NOBODY ELSE...F your parents and everyone else you know inside what you are and I don't think it's a monster at all or you wouldn't have said anything...1 day at a time 1 step at a time .....your ok
" Hate is a place where those who can't stand sadness go" - Berserk, remember that kid. I lived my childhood as a loner because people made me as a monster, and a monster I became. It only gets better when you do something about it, sometimes...that means sacrificing something you don't want to lose. Don't let the darkness in kid, 18 years later and it still hasn't let me go. Im still hateful, i'm still a loner, i'm still the monster they made me to be. I have a few quotes and bands that you might like, when I was younger they helped me.
Your parents are most likely crack addicts to escape the monster they've been to you, believe me it's their escape from the reality THEY created and GUILT they feel for failing you in life. Right now they're dealing with THEIR own self loathing and, I'm sure wishing the best for you. I'm not trying to justify their actions or shortcomings as parents, don't let their actions or lack of dictate your future. Look at them and learn what you don't want to be believe me you can learn allot from a DUMMY. YOU'RE A child of the lord and he loves you so much he sacrificed his son for you, please remember you are loved and it is not YOUR fault that your parents failed you and themselves. I guarantee the love you and are so proud of you though you may not see it or understand it right now. Keep on fighting the good fight and be the best that you could be and then when you're of age and have your own children in due time my words will make sense. ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU ARE LOVED AND HEARD. sending love from the beautiful island of Guam. May god bless you always and godspeed.
Baby girl, please stop telling yourself that you're nothing. May feel that way right now, but it doesn't have to always be that way.
This song was pre-loaded on a brand new out of the box windows 7 laptop, and I couldn't believe it, I've been listening ever since, 2020!
It is not over until Jesus says it is - he sees your beauty - he gives beauty for ashes! ❤️✝️🙏
True
I am God, no longer a monster. What happened when I flood the world and told Abraham to kill his son is not who I used to be.
The church of modern day is heretical. They seek to lead us down a path that jesus and our merciful father do not want. They seek to profit off of the true believers by using our faith as a way to fill their coffers. They try to impose false truths that in the holy book are written to be denied. They lie and trick our naive children that it's good and Christian to be kind to all we meet, yet even god has sent holy wrath in the past towards those deserving. What of the heretics that spit on our faith? What of the witches that turn to devilry so openly without fear of their eternal damnation? They say it is good to have money and home when such vain unnecessary temptations are denied by the son? Should we, as true Christians, listen to jizzabels who spew tempting lies even though the true book written by our lord and his followers states that this is not the Christian way? They even so openly deny the true faith by having false signs of divinity in their churchs. Angels are the warriors and messengers of heaven crafted by the all mightys own hands. We as simple mortals cannot truly perceive their holy visage. They come as a harsh terrifying truth in their form. While devils and demons appear in tempting and comforting forms to lure our souls into the inferno. The false Christians have paintings and murals of false angels meant to lure our innocen children with the promise of safety and happiness but instead sell their souls to hell for the false priests own desires. Wake up my fellow Christians and deny the false prophets of the church. Open your hearts and eyes to the truth or forever burn and wish for mercy that shall never be given.
@@buckheiman2056 No cause God allows it.
@@CryptoScammers.DoNotSendMoney god allows plenty of horrible things to test our faith.
powerful song.. it hits hard to my heart...help me to forgive the person who was the monster to me.. and this song blew me away the first time I heard it...
Absolutely beautiful.. inside and out
Good song 2019... still good.. LOVE IT
Tcold 7 and I love teen Titans!
"Because who I am isn't who I used to be"
I think we all have that monster in us when we get pushed too far...mine has been released for a year now ....it ruins everything I touch...so people I say to you ....don't let someone change you like this ...your better than that!!!
Yo bro. I feel ya. My monster was in charge of me over the course of 7 years. A bad breakup started my spiraling out of control. Drugs. Heavy drinking. A constant negative outlook on life. 7 years. I hated every minute of it but thought what else could I do? And how can one person cause me to become this. But yo, I'm gonna tell you that it gets better. Once you start taking care of yourself and realize that you matter, it gets better. Instead of hating the world, find the bits and pieces of it you enjoy and go do those things. Peace man! Wish you good fortune
@@Dat1guyDev33 damn 2-3 years later I hope you guys are not as fucking emo
this world is trying to change me... and I admit I don't want to change with it... most relatable atm
They trying to change me no mercy it's now wat we have seen for so many years they want to treat me like a bitch and it won't work
this song reminds me of my life drugs and alcohol made me a monster and now I'm in recovery God has saved me from the monster I have become and I am starting to breed change from insanity 64 days clean today thank you God for saving me
Breeze Dante keep going. God is good.
Breeze Dante hope your still in recovery it’s not easy at first but it gets easier everyday I still have days I wanna drink and 5 years sober
It gets easier but it never ends. When it feels like it's over is when you're your most vulnerable. 😉
Breeze Dante you can get through it! God knows no bounds!
Breeze Dante God is dead. You're doing this on your own. Makes me very proud of you.
Love this song. Heard it when i was literally broken from things one person you love HARD and they ruin it by not caring about you or ur almost 9 year(all together soon to be 2 married) relationship.....but him being selfish and dumb....
This song definitely came in handy. And its still one of my favorites. 💞
Can't expect someone to love you when they don't even know how to love....... I'm a monster now
Get fucked
Theres ways to to learn though. You learn with yourself and who are meant to stay in your life will come for you when you need them. Gotta stay strong
@@agent_table6272 ....and you won't either watch who your talking to ...because u never know ..zillions of sexually transmitted diseases out there.. plus the rock star !!! "Corona " and that's you advice to her ..she don't need your idiorocrocy that's why we have world health crisis ...
Mr Potato head ..🇺🇸
@@frankdeven1147 oh sorry for the confusion I didnt mean get fucked sexually I ment get fucked in the metaphorical sense
..Are u sure ? u didn't mean it the homophobia sense ...metaphoically speaking..
I am not a monster yet, but i don't know how i can escape this fate.
Love this song x
Someone I love turned me into a monster..... and I can't get it outta my system now.... I feel so.... numb!!!!
It's only those we love that hold the power to change us... I laughed the loudest once and after her I mostly frown in silence it's been six yrs and I'm still the monster she turned me into...
First time I heard this band. Good song!
It's hard to fight all the time in a world who can't stand the real person like it is it's painfull and agressivly frustrating sometimes i wanna rage so hard on the assholes that doing this to me playing fake games and change me but i can't...
I no this is a
Late reply but I agree
It’s so funny that I just randomly found this on my iPad when I was six, and fell in love with it 😂
At one point, I was able to relate to this song... I was bullied and tormented to the point where my inner-demons overtook me. I became a shell of my former self before I got the help I needed and my parents took me from school.
I’m in a much better place in life now. Happy and content.
Kristin, lucky. And good
If you truly are and your happy with the way ur handled the go for it. But be truthful to you first. Not anyone elses dreams
3
I can listen to this on repeat all day..
Revisiting the songs I used to listen to in middle School
I had no idea this was Pop Evil. I'd heard Trenches, but this song blows it out of the water!!!
I was in a verbally, emotionally and physically abusive relationship for 2 years. He called me a liar and would never believe not one thing I said. It infuriated me. I am a brutally honest person as the Scorpio that I am. I never cheated on him, not once. He threatened to kill me so many times I can't count. Then he went as far as to say he would kill my 87 year old mother that I take care of, my 2 boys and all my friends. He has told me that he was in a biker gang and a Marine. He even told me that his mother died (she didn't) he wanted to talk to me and I refused. He would call my mom and hang bgg up at all hours of the night. He said I turned him into a monster. I wasn't perfect, no. I always say 1 finger pointed at a person means you get 2 pointed back at you. He moved away to Tucson and left the state of Washington. I don't know why I am wasting another minute on this "man" just had to vent. Everyday I don't talk to him I feel better about myself and am getting stronger. I am healing slowly. I feel like he ruined and damaged me in some ways forever.
So Sorry !! NO ONE DESERVES to be Treated like that , ahh , but I digress , YOU Obviously KNOW This.. I'M just Dumbfounded as to the Whys & Howcomes , That Some people think it's OK to Do what You Described... So Much Hate & Violence Predicated in His Mind , and to what end ?? Penitentiary , Grave ?? Just Remember , Karma's a Bitch , NOT YOU !!
STAY STRONG !! Keep On Keeping On !! Wishing You Only the BEST !!
I wish I was there. Still there angry. I'm becoming the person who pushes me around. It felt so good to be in control to lash out but only temporary. More depressed now
I have a soon to be step mother that’s kind of like that, although she doesn’t physically beat me (thank goodness) she is still a pessimistic, condescending, narcissistic, emotionally abusive and sociopathic Control freak who treats me like nothing but a dog. She can be very nosy, strict and invasive and that caused me to keep secrets from her and sneak around a lot because I felt like I had to. And she would almost always catch me, and she thinks that all I do is just sneak and lie. She also never believe a word I say and whenever I try to explain my side of the story, she never wants to hear it. She also says hurtful things to me, things that made me feel bad about myself that I was always wrong and she was always right, making me feel stupid. Almost everything she said and crushed me, I felt like shoe shattering my soul into 1 million pieces. I felt i’m comfortable being around her and my dad was totally oblivious to it. But a couple weeks ago, I wrote an email to her telling her all the things she’s been doing to me and what I really think about her, along with every single insult and bad word I can think of. Then I sent it to her, and the next morning both her and my dad read it. Neither of them were happy about it, but at least my dad understood why I did it, which I couldn’t be more grateful for. And as for the future evil stepmother, from the way Dad described it her reaction was like a nuclear bomb exploding in a volcano that was erupting. I’m staying away from my dads house for a few weeks and we’ve been talking over the phone every weekend to work things out. We’re figuring out how I can still go to his house and not have to deal with her. He still marrying her, but at least I got the chance to tell her off and give her exactly what she deserves. I am so sorry you had to endure so much pain, you, your mother and your kids didn’t deserve any of that. And your ex-husband certainly doesn’t deserve someone like you. I’m glad things are good with you , your kids and your mother now and I hope that things get better for you over time. 🙏🏼💪
Sorry u had to go through that!
Thank you GMG
Love this.😊❤
Best fkin' track i had listen in the past damn 6 months.....
2020 here we come !
I discovered this song through the Rock Hits station on Slacker Radio (Android's Pandora) and I really like this.
My song to life ever since I layed my 20yr old son to rest on Oct 19 2017
Really love this song
Finally after 1 year or maybe 2 years, I found this song!!!!
It's all in your programming. No host left except devices
Donald Trbovich ok so what do i do Mr. Fucking help me turn all this off... Wait are you friends of that? . ok well it was worth trying
I’m only human... can’t you see ... the beauty in me.... !!!!!!!💙💙💙💙💙
courtney w great line in the song
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
Compliment and love towards my music ❤️
Wow that’s deep ❤️
The.
Monster in me protects me from this world.. Pain don't feel like Pain only love that is ever felt is pure.. I'm keep my monster I been dead inside since I was a kid!...
This life and world has made me the Monster I become
The only thing that hurts is the fact that no matter how much a person dose in return wat do I get no respect and no money nothing fair in love and war
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.
"Because who I am Isn't who I use to be"
Trying to bend me before something that is not true. The glory is what made me
Reminds me of a song 3 Doors Down would have sang! Love this song, nonetheless. :)
Their early stuff rocked I haven't liked much since its not my time
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.
When you love them more then there ever know and they don't even know you exsit, or care to look twice
I'm tired of being the monster
Do you know who Evans Blue is?
It will never be over
The artist formerly Known as stupid Confusing comment you made
👍🌈A MORE BEAUTIFUL MONSTER EVERYTIME✨👁️✌️
I was..
But I forgave my damn self . Loving my blessings.
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.
Love this song ❤
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
Compliment and love towards my music 🙏
Pop evil is so badass❤❤❤
Great song
I miss the sweet, caring generous person I used to be. The pain has turned me into a monster. There is nothing I hate more in this world than who I have become. With every good deed I've done, a piece of me has died, now I am just a shell, a walking corpse. I don't want to go on like this. This song touch me in ways I didn't know were possible.
This song reminds me how much my ex changed me he brought the worst out of me instead of the good he hurt me and he turned me into monster I struggled for so long what made it worse is he hurt me in every possible way then he dumped me :( I was literally dead inside I spent 6 years with him he enjoyed hurting me and watching me fall apart he turned me into a terrible person I got drunk and I did things I wasn’t proud of that person is no longer me he was bad for me now I got someone he builds me up and he brings the best out of me
Sounds like what I'm dealing with right now
And that would mean you danced with the devil.. a narcissistic piece of shit!! Just remember God promises we all reap what we sow!
I'm going through something similar this point in time... My soul, the me I knew, is pretty much gone. My heart has been broken too many times.. So many years of fighting for my sanity. My soul has finally shattered... Over a boy. I'm gone..
@@michellehostutler5032 exactly, i suffered for 24 years with one to find out everything was a lie sneaky chameleons, everyone i thought was my friend from our years together I no longer contact because they try to find out information.I kicked her out for blatant cheating, then get stalked by her and her friends.I go no contact i refuse to become those very people i hate.her family was helping her hide things too,wow they will not destroy me i know im better than that psychotic narcissist 😆 lol i can spot them fast now and 🏃
Summer, good and lucky
I feel like my life as an addict, can be related to this song.. 😓
Yes.
You can beet addiction of Abut kind
Yep you'd be right
Yep
The pain if losing someone is as painful as a death
tina tiller death isn't painful. Maybe the moments before but death is a release
Definitely one of the hottest bands in this generation..
I’m only the monster you made me ....
Amazing
Love it x
wooooooooooooowww
Crying cry...... Addict...
Same here.. 10 year addict. 8 months sober.. it gets better.. keep ya head up- you can see heaven better.. 😊
nostalgia tho~
MY FIRST HEARING THEM
OH HELL YEAH.,..!!
Dont ever get the wrong end of the stick....you can always chance...and be' a new person.thats how i think about all this...as for love.love is love and you can not chance this.so please let my know what you think.ho yes i forget to tell you to pray...its the only way out.thank you and god bless you.😇🙏
New years day, drank my sorrows away, and nothing got rid of my thoughts of her.
I’ve got mad love for this song... and believe we’ve all been through and felt like this at one point or another. Sad but true
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
Compliment and love towards my music 🙏
@@mattdirito3062 music is my life , so I couldn't quit if I wanted], lol , but wouldn't want too;) You just keep making bomb ass tracks and I'm forever gonna love the😎😍😘
kindly text me on my email address for more updates on my upcoming show(Mattdirito75@gmail.com)
This reminds me of the monster I was made into when I went through 4 and a half years of bullying...now I'm pretty much a rage attic, and im only 14. I try not being so angry, i know people will be people but others don't DESERVE the shit people give them, people who think they can just beat on others cause they have more power deserve nothing but what they're giving to the other if not more..after I left my school and started being homeschooled I started dealing with cyber bullying too..but not only for me, but for others, to keep them from having to be victims to it, of course I don't just stand down and go down with a fight, I'll never stop fighting, I'll always try to protect those who need protecting, because once one chooses to beat on someone because they're weaker and I see it, that's when my inner spirit of vengeance is awoken, and I stop at nothing till that person has payed for they're sins. I have apologized to those i care about for the monster ive become because the bad ones aren't always the ones who get hurt, those around me do alot of the time too..and nowadays I can't even find love..
I get what your saying man, karma doesn’t happen unless you make it happen. But battle not with monsters, lest you become a monster. Kind of a slippery slope when it comes to things like this.
I have a soon to be step mother that’s kind of like that, although she doesn’t physically beat me (thank goodness) she is still a pessimistic, condescending, narcissistic, emotionally abusive and sociopathic Control freak who treats me like nothing but a dog. She can be very nosy, strict and invasive and that caused me to keep secrets from her and sneak around a lot because I felt like I had to. And she would almost always catch me, and she thinks that all I do is just sneak and lie.
She also never believe a word I say and whenever I try to explain my side of the story, she never wants to hear it. She also says hurtful things to me, things that made me feel bad about myself that I was always wrong and she was always right, making me feel stupid. Almost everything she said and crushed me, I felt like shoe shattering my soul into 1 million pieces. I felt i’m comfortable being around her and my dad was totally oblivious to it.
But a couple weeks ago, I wrote an email to her telling her all the things she’s been doing to me and what I really think about her, along with every single insult and bad word I can think of. Then I sent it to her, and the next morning both her and my dad read it. Neither of them were happy about it, but at least my dad understood why I did it, which I couldn’t be more grateful for. And as for the future evil stepmother, from the way Dad described it her reaction was like a nuclear bomb exploding in a volcano that was erupting.
I’m staying away from my dads house for a few weeks and we’ve been talking over the phone every weekend to work things out. We’re figuring out how I can still go to his house and not have to deal with her. He still marrying her, but at least I got the chance to tell her off and give her exactly what she deserves. And I don’t regret not one bit about what I did. You’re right, why should people give people like us so much shit and expect us to just sit there and take it? That’s not fair and people like us don’t deserve that. But it’s up to us to make things fair.
I’m feeling the same kind of anger you are since I was 14 and I’m 21 now. But we have to keep our anger in check because one day we might take her anger out on somebody we love and regret it forever and it will be the worst kind of hell. So we must not only be vigilant in our crusade against justice but we must especially vigilant in ourselves. And as for finding love, I would make an effort to work on yourself and see someone about your anger issues, so that when you do meet someone you’ll be the partner that they deserve and they will love you just as much as you love them. I know it’s a cliché, but there’s someone out there for everyone. When it comes to love there’s still hope, even for people like us. Take care. 🙂💪👍🏼
Switch into a monster just to survive in this beautiful world... Ah' .. i'm fallin' apart ....
Çok guzell😂
Great song.
Does anyone know any songs that sound similar to this? The only one that comes to mind is Never Too Late by Three Days Grace.
You could try something from skillet.
save me ,by jellyroll is a good one
Yeah I'm not a big rap fan mostly listen to like heavy metal and Slipknot Hellyeah Mudvayne things like that because I've played guitar since I was 10 I'm fixing to be 43 but I have discovered some like Adam Calhoun and Upchurch and jelly roll has some really cool songs I can get behind what they're saying it ain't for everybody you know but the truth hurts sometimes I told my son all the time I'm not trying to be hard but Daddy's Marine my name ain't Willy Wonka and I do not sugarcoat shit I just hate that my battles with PTSD interfere with my family a lot struggling lately if you are struggling with depression and a lack of self-worth here is a very good quote if you set your price too low rest assured that the world will not raise it
Pop evil the monster u made me is my life
I couldn't cry because I was with family and friends and I only cry in front of my dad and my sister but not in front of friends because this reminds me of my life and my grandpa I want to cry
You are awesome
I love this song so much🤘👍👌👌
This is my favorite song
Great song with only it was on Spotify
i love this song
Can’t relate to this song any other time than right now...
This world will never change me
Love this song sounds exactly like Shinedown
Everyone needs someone never give up
I'm only the monster you made me...!!!
No one makes you anything first of all. You have to know right from wrong. You create your own monsters to a point. The one that has you doing fucked up things is creating the monster you are
@@gettingmine855 True comment.🖤
Relatable AF!!
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.
Sometimes love will change you into a monster . It makes you heart cold as ice
I can empathize
Yeah.. I've been part of a deserted relationship where I was just left by the other without a word. When I found out, I felt, metaphorically speaking, a literal hole in my heart. I hurt easy just because of that moment. I know how you feel
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.
Love this song a friend told me about it
I will tell my own story as to why I've had this song on repeat for an hour and a half now. It was my father who abused me. He and my mom adopted me along with along with my 2 brothers when I was 6. That was when he started verbally and emotionally abusing me. I was already beginning to get bullied at school because I tried to hard to make friends, and they didn't know that I was so clingy because I was trying to fill the gap of love I was lacking. I was 6, and I already had been put into foster care, bullied, and unloved to the point that I was already depressed and had PTSD. That wasn't even close to the end of it. When I was 10, he started beating me. I only had three friends, and was still being bullied. i started to isolate myself as things got worse, because I didn't want anyone to know how much I was hurting. When I was 12 and 13, it escalated to where my dad had taken things to the extremes. He started molesting me while I was chained / handcuffed to my own bed. He would beat me for hours on end, leaving me alone in a dark room when he wasn't there, making sure to take down my curtains, because he knows how much that scares me. I began to cut myself, and neither of my parents noticed for a year and a half. I became a monster when my dad almost killed me. He was choking me and I almost blacked out before I managed to get my thumbs underneath his to get a little air. I began to abuse my mom, because she would never protect me. Now I'm in foster care again, because I went to court and my judge put me in a group home. I get out in 17 days, because I'm turning 19. I'm healing slowly, but it took a lot of therapy and anger management to be able to handle my anger properly. But it's better. No matter what happens to you, I promise you, it can and will get better.
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
Compliment and love towards my music ❤️
These song hit home with so much .day one trying to get over a addiction
Thanks for the great love and support you show me as a special fan of mine, I hope you won't stop listening to music, and thanks for your sincere
Compliment and love towards my music ❤️.