the endless pain of feeling worthless (a playlist)
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00:00 unworn - hopelessness
• hopelessness
02:52 i don't like mirrors - scared
• scared
04:28 unworn - false interpretation of reality
• false interpretation o...
09:01 sign crushes motorist - amare
• Amare
11:07 may roosevelt - memoir (ultramarine)
• May Roosevelt - Memoir...
14:48 mushroomer - sorrow alternative (the void ost)
• Sorrow Alternative
17:26 my head is empty - emergency room
• emergency room
18:54 hold - rain
• Rain - Hold (It'll Pas...
20:41 other nothing - ww (film score reject version, extended)
• Ww (Film Score Reject ...
24:05 seen twice - last promise
• last promise
26:30 miserable teens club - a fog sets in over the hills as i plan my demise
• miserable teens club -...
29:30 orchid mantis - wish i could be there
• wish i could be there
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I was worthless for over half my life. I dropped out of college, I drifted aimlessly for years, I didn't want to be around people. I became obese, an alcoholic shut in. I was an insect. Then one day 5 years ago I got drunk and remembered something from philosophy class out of the blue.
That arguments that don't make sense on the surface are still Valid. Something that looks and sounds worthless at first glance still has Validity in the end. And nothing could take that away from it.
I began to see myself as valid again that night despite what I felt about myself. Slowly and with many mistakes, I climbed out from the bottom of the rut I was in. I'm still climbing. I have been finding pieces of myself I've lost along the way.
Whoever's reading this, know that whatever dark place you are in. If an insect can find its way, then anyone can.
You did the right thing ..
We’ll climb until our last breath, and if not for ourselves , we’ll do it for the people that love us.. I’m with you my brotha
@@kazethesadboy9563 The other people in life, the loved ones really matter. When a person is depressed often the other people are forgotten . The depresssedcperson needs to come out of the comfort zone of negative thought and miserable music and think about themselves and the other people .
@spmoran4703 Know that sometimes, feeling worthless is exactly because of what homies and some people of our family has done to us all along our lives. Maybe not your case,I understand; but know that for some people feeling worthless comes from that,fact.
I loved reading this. Your valid for simply being human. I fully connected to you reading that. Humans are cool.
The thing they don't tell you about depression is how... Comfortable it can feel. Like a weighted blanket, it consumes you, holding you in place, but it can also be soft, gentle and warm. It tells you that it is the only true friend you'll ever need. Everyone else comes and goes, every pleasure and pain fleeting. Everything changes in a chaotic world. But *it* - it has always been there, unmoved and unaffected. The friend that always comes back, the friend that never left. It is the one constant point of refernece in life, the dark energy that expands between the dying stars. Their light will dim and fade. It will not. It loves and hates me in a way more meaningful than life itself.
And that's what's so fucking terrifying about depression. Like some dark, Lovecraftian God, it penetrates and envelopes every iota of my perception. It rewrites my memories, colors my present, and denies me my faith, my reason and my agency. And all with such insidious, seductive grace I simply cannot ignore. I can handle the pain and suffering of life. I may even find wisdom in such experiences, a deeper call to meaning and fulfillment that makes it all worth something in the end. But depression denies me even that. It denies me my dignity, my right to grow and change, everything that I am and could be. It's not the anguish or misery of life that I fear. But the entropic comfort. The silent undeath. The eternal emptiness. The consumption of my very soul.
To be clear, I have no intention of hurting myself or anyone else. I do have people in my life that keep me here, who keep me going, who keep my spirits from drying up completely. I only fear that one day even their love and company won't be enough, that the stars will fade before my time. I have to win every battle against depression. It only has to win once. That is what scares me.
Take care of yourselves everyone. Maybe someday I will too.
To be honest, i’m quite speechless.
You described it so beautifully and... truthfully. And that's the saddest thing.
i just think our feelings, if they were to be recorded separately from everything else in our heads and bodies, would sound like music. i think we feel in music the way we think in words and that is why music as an art exists in humankind.
Pretty cool insight
Well said
So well said, I bet it’ll get tons of likes:>
I think that if so many people recognise themselves in your message, it's because there's something real about it.
Thank you.
100%
When you feel sad, that's one thing. But feeling worthless? That fucking HURTS. It physically fucking hurts.
Truly,,,
Facs
Yea, it does-and that fact that nobody even cares makes it hurt a lot more
@@mikehatem9570 facs
I think the feeling of being worthless comes from societal pressures. I don't think anybody is worthless
I totally agree .
Crazy the amount of people going through pain. We got this guys, just don't lose your heart and soul, that's all you got. Don't let other people make you bitter ❤
Feeling worthless is like carrying a heavy weight around, suffocating my soul.
I feel like, the worst part is, all of us feel so lonely and awful around all these people living good lives around us while we struggle on. But, look how many views this video and how many of us feel the same way. We are not alone. You are not alone. Remember that.
Im very stoned while i write this and keep falling asleep lol
The worst part about it is, I know I'm not worthless. I'm actually pretty damn alright. I am loved by many. But I still feel tremendously alone. That's the worst part: I don't really think anyone sees me, behind all these masks.
Nobody, are you doing alright? These playlists lately have been very dark.
I don't really want to go into details, but I was recently in a VERY dark place and I just want o make sure you're doing alright. That also applies to anyone in the comments. feel free to reach out, I know what serious depression (not saying that's what you're going through) feels like and I will be there for anyone who needs help or someone to talk to, even if your problems seem silly or unusual.
Anyway, anyone who is still reading, I hope you are doing well; I am here if you are not, feel free to talk to me.
Remember, you are loved, and if no one else will talk to you, we are here
I don't think he's gonna notice you man
If he's consistently putting out very dark videos now it's because the previous ones have picked up the most traction and so he's going with what the stats tell him. Your concern is admirable but still probably don't read too much into the habits of people who post darker media. As I've found out, a lot of them just do it because it gets views.
@jakey.philosophy Hello. How are you? Just to say you seem very empathetic;and that I’ve just read a post of a person(@illuminatiff8506)saying being desperately in need to talk to somebody. 🥹I don’t know him but it felt heartbreaking. So, I authorized myself to send him a post about your so kind and nice post of you,and that maybe he could reach out and « speak »with you;as you proposed it🙂. Genuine regards. Sandrine
Yes he is having a very bad time . And yes we should worry . But he has to get out of it himself . Listening to minor key music does not help. I can never get through these broadcasts . They are too dark for me.
@@XallySucksNobody is Bi polar depressive . Very much so.
The first image of the burning man is such spot on.
So is the image that you have near your quote , of Our Lady . Heck with the burning man . A positive mighty Goddess is better.
@@spmoran4703 true☺️☺️☺️
@@spmoran4703 mary is not a goddess tho-
@@Crowcausecould just be a metaphor
Let’s be worthless together
No.
@@spmoran4703 k
we all can be usefull for us
WOOOO!❤
I do not acknowledge this statement as should you. Your mind does not know the difference between sarcasm and being for real with yourself. So even if you joke about it your mind interprets that as a negative cue about itself. Say nice words to yourself. Mind sound cringe in the beginning but the road to peace is saying kind words to yourself and your surroundings. Don't go gentle into that dark night, rage rage against the dying light
Just being extremely depressed recently. Literally crying over small things and negative comments about my work. I get that the teachers are just doing their job ,pointing out what i did wrong but I just felt so embarrassed and useless and worthless. Since when am i so fragile and sensitive? Why am i like this? What is wrong with me? Can’t even take a small comment. I think i need some rest, maybe i do. I need a shoulder to cry on, someone to talk to, a safe place to hide, a place to escape the world for a little while, but that seemed to be a wish too big to be fulfilled. I have friends, but i just dont feel like talking to them, i don’t feel like talking to anyone because I’m just being too ridiculous, emotional, pathetic and sensitive. I don’t want to be like that, but I can’t control what i feel. I wish I could. I really needed to take a break but i can’t. I have nowhere to escape and no time to rest. And the fact that I’m now preparing my chinese gcse speaking tomorrow makes the whole situation worse. I’m not suicidal, and I’m not intending to self harm or anything, but I just wish I were dead. I wish I could vanish,disappear. I wish that someday I go to bed and I’ll never wake up anymore
Me to 😞
As overwhelming as it is, a feeling is just a feeling. Nobody, not a single person here, is worthless. Labelling yourself as such will drag you into a spiral and the feeling will get worse and worse. Don't give up on your worth: the universe is full of wonder and beauty, and that lives in every one of us.
As lonely and worthless as I am, I still find solace in knowing that there is shelter in Nobody's playlist, a place I can finally refer to as "my home"
I know I'm worthless, old, disable and poor, but I'm still there, walking slowly. Still alive. One day after an other. Waiting for nothing more than having a cup of coffee in the silent morning...
Even if you are all the things you say . Your not worthless. I have a disability. There are many things I can do and more opportunities these days . I am thinking about becoming a Body Positive model. If we dwell on the negative , negative is all we get .
Nobody is worthless. Go feed the birds or water some plants. Care for something else even if it's a small plant. When you create life that flourishes you never feel worthless.
I have almost 24 years old. Some years ago, while I was walking on the street, I met an old man, disabled and poor like you are, with a dog, a cute dog. A don't know why, but I stopped walking and talked to him, about... I don't remember the exact conversation, it's was about the weather, the life, some things like that.
But I remembered the feelings, the feelings of a nice conversation, but which carries a weight and importance that a young soul cannot bear. Old men like you, by your life, your feeling, you convey messages that go beyond mere words, that change people and make them grow.
I'm sure that you changed the life of a young boy one day, like the old man of my life did to me.
And for all of my generation, thank you.
It's funny, but since this time, I love the feeling of a nice cup of coffee in the silent morning. It's peacefull, I hope my life will be like that, everytime.
When I was 16 I met a man with an acquired brain injury. Both he and his wife were painters. Of course, his work was far more child-like. His wife, my roommate, and I talked about how they knew Georgia O'Keefe and her earlier work -- until the conversation meandered to books. The husband suddenly piped up for the first time. He exclaimed, "I can read! I read children's books!".
I never knew what feeling worthless was like until that moment. My heart shriveled and I felt smaller than a flea. I never wanted to experience it again.
His work may never be known to anyone. He may never have written more than a simple poem. He may never have been rich.
But that quiet, disabled man positively impacted my perspective and choices more than just about anyone in my 47 yrs.
You may wish to reevaluate your definition of "worthless".
@@luxtigris I agree
This kind of pain is one that can be outright incapacitating; We're social creatures, so we all crave purpose, no matter how small or grand.We all crave affection, no matter how little or great. So, when it feels like there is *no* purpose, *no one* to make us feel needed, it's always awful.
But remember, purpose is a lot easier to find than you may think. It doesn't have to be big. It could be something as simple as maintaining a garden and making it beautiful, or repairing a car and making it strong again. And even if that purpose won't last forever, it will buy you time to find something bigger, longer lasting. Finding someone to make you feel less alone in the world is also not hard. Like I said, we are social creatures. Even if it's just someone you met at a cafe or a bar or on the bus, make someone smile, get to know them. If you are there for them, then in that moment, they are also there for you. And when the moment ends, do not fret; the moment will come again tomorrow. That's certainly whats going through the head of the person who had their day brightened by you, so don't leave them hanging.
In summary, never forget that *you matter*
I cried while reading this.
@@scarletfangs Smile instead .
This is superb advice .
Omg I needed something like this thank you (suffering from severe depression)
At least we can suffer together listening to Nobody. 🥲
You are not worthless, I know it feels like your are, but it gets better. Depression is horrible, but you can get through it. PLEASE talk to those who love you and never forget that there are people who love you, even if you think there isn't anyone. There is. I promise
@@jakey.philosophyI agree
@@spmoran4703 Thanks, feels like the first reasobale response I've gotten. so many fake-seeming posts :(
Exercise a little & try and create something special and keep on building on it.
It's exactly how I feel right now, and it pops up on my notifications. Maybe it's about time.
same :0
Same
Hey guys, I know it can really get difficult sometimes, but know that you aren't worthless, you got this you've gotten this far and you just have to keep pushing forward, I believe in you even if I don't know any of you, I promise it gets better, goodluck, you got this, we're all in this together God bless you all :)
@Rafita_G ...it is about time to change your feelings around because there are so many people and life events waiting for you. We want to see you share all the good you have to offer. We lose out on not seeing the best version of YOU❤ and maybe just maybe if Iam lucky enough I'll get to me you...
Time to pray! God Loves you, you matter… a lot! God bless
Ive always felt worthless from childhood and nothings changed, i dont know why i get worse with hateing myself some days and then other days im just numb, its hard to realise these feeling without feeling insane, nobody gives a fuck.
I care.
It's been 2 hours since I saw your message, and I still think about it.
I'm on hypothesis here but, what you've been through in life must probably be for something. Must have blurred your vision about yourself. Which is totally normal.
Please keep in mind, that you're feelings are not reality.
They are people that are just hurtful and causing others to suffering and yet feel like the centre of the world, without what the earth could not turn.
All is just perception.
Im 24 and haven't discovered myself yet. Don't know what I want to do in the future. Haven't fallen in love. I like being alone but I think it's not good for me. I am alive. Am I really alive brother?
Literally me man
Just do more than what you do now man, be patient with yourself. We’re all different
You're only 24.. It will go by fast. :(
In the end we all are. No wife, No kids, and No wealth will follow you to your grave. So, I a weird way, we are always alone.
Sometimes I wonder if that's why I feel not at home in places where I should, but like a guest who has overstayed her welcome.
Sometimes these playlists, when I play them from sunset to sunrise, feel like a long conversation with "Nobody", the creator, since music is the best way of expressing what one feels. Not a conversation in a parasocial way, just a comforting exchange that tells me, "you're not alone". And sometimes, it feels better. A lot better.
Thank you.
I see alot of people in the comments being extremely helpful and respectful.
I'd like to hand a thank you to each of you.
I wish it were this easy to have someone say it to my face.
I just cant find anyone who wants to stick around, and those who do, arent there for me.
So thank you for the kind words you give to those who need it.
No one's ever stuck around for me either, so I know how you feel
Absolutely astonishing that this was only 9 days ago, it feels like weeks have gone by. Another thank you to the peeps who do their best and take on each other's burdens. Please have a good day! I can't say I've gotten there yet but I've always told everyone else that it'll get better one day.
Never forget your worth or your scale on this world, because it’s not as small as you think!
The first thing driven home in psychology was that the world as we live in it is incomprehensible, and our mind uses senses as an illusion to piece it together. Everything learned beyond that point was to somewhat make sense of all the funny things the brain does.
Don’t forget where you came from. Don’t forget your cosmic scale. What an insane occurrence, for fractions of the universe to have the slightest chance of peering through a window of perception and understanding of itself. You’re insanely rare to be able to exist in this day and age as the being you are, right here, right now. Take some time to appreciate yourself for how far you’ve come, even if you can’t always see the good. You’re so special and so very important, and many reading may be lacking a voice to let them know just the truth behind that.
These are not fleeting words, but thoughts scratching at my and many others’ heads for more to hear. That means personally, to whoever reading, you truly matter. I care about you, and there are much more out there who do as well. Whether unable to see it, find it, or even cope with it, I promise you have time to breathe.
There is hope for purpose (or absurdism), hope for mutual love, and not on any destructive conditions, if you’re battling something like that. You deserve to be mentally free from societal chains. Peace of mind means for many, dropping the expectations of the outside world for everyone, including and especially yourself.
Our society makes it easy to only see the mechanical birth we’ve been melancholically blessed and cursed with. So take it for what it is. You don’t need exceeding and outstanding achievement, talents, looks, or abilities to prove anything.
If you're feeling guilty of taking time and energy from others, I promise you're not a burden, and I know just how crushing that feeling can be. You're not bad or entitled for wanting love and connection. There is plenty of good around left, and you’re more than deserving of it.
Your passions don’t require perfection, and I know that’s vague, but it’s stopping many in their own way. You’re good enough as you are now, and there’s not a lot of room for healthy growth in isolation, obsession, or despair.
Do not forget the power in healthy relationships, so don’t fear finding or sustaining them. Also loss, in whatever form it may take, does not devalue anyone. Don’t let grief consume you.
To everyone reading, time is not yet lost for you, for anyone you know, or for anyone you have yet to meet.
To many who see this, the next time we meet will be at the very end. I can’t wait to see you there, and I hope you travel with peace along the way..
Pain is but a part of life just like anything else. It all depends on what is easyer to hold on too. Joy etc is so easy to let go of and forget while anger etc is easy to hold on to and remember for the rest of your life.
Worthlessness has so many feelings underneath it. If you can look at yourself as someone that loves you even an animal or a random person you talked to on the street would you feel worthless. Have you yourself even made a person feel worthless.
This music makes me sad for the ones that feel or have ever felt worthless because no human on this plant is ever born with out worth.
I love everyone one here and wish to tell you worth is not something we can measure. Understand your own unique qualities, talents and accomplishments but not by human standards. Don't let selfworth depend on external situations because we will fall the the whims of the world.
The first image reminds me of the last scene of Electroma by Daft Punk, and the song that plays in that scene is the perfect description of worthlessness.
Things are never the same, Nobody, they change, for better or worse... if this is your lowest point, know that, from now on, sooner or later, you'll go your way up. Sending you hugs and the best wishes. ♡
I'm so relieved nobody feels as worthless as I do.
You are not alone then
@@Ragdoll6 You are not alone when nobody is with you.
@@CorvusDei2012 I have practically been alone all my life even if I live with my family. So I gotten pretty used to be alone all the time. It is both a blessing and a curse.
Glad you have your account back
It's funny, I think ? This weekend, I really had the impression that my life made no sense, that I was sailing in a dark and gloomy ocean, not knowing where to go, searching for myself while trying to find my way in an indescribable abyss.
Is this what it means to feel worthless? Is it something else? Am I useful? Am I ?
It's funny, it's sad, it's so many feelings at once... That's what I'm feeling tonight.
Thank you very much for this video.
Greeting from Belgium.
I was thinking about this, too. I don’t know if it’s true in Belgium, but in the states, so much of your “worth” to society is based on how you can be utilized. Your utility-as a cog. But your worth is not the same as your utility. Worth is something intrinsic while utility is something sometimes influenced by outside factors-privilege, access to resources. Your existence is meaningful, even if you’re unsure of how useful you may be right at the moment.
That’s what I tell myself, at least.
Sending love. ❤️🦎❤️
Yea, this is every freaking day! But I have to put my mask on and move forward.
I remember the friends I spent time with when I was little. We used to run together. We would play games. We were innocent and clean. The smell of trees gave us peace. That smell of soil after it rained gave us hope. Now everything is black and white. Nothing has color. And lonely. All those beautiful memories remained in a dusty and old painting. I wish I had never grown up. I wish I had always stayed in that painting. 1:32
Known the feeling. Depression, anxiety and low self esteem have haunted my for many years.
I understood one very important thing. Feelings are like clouds , they come, sometires they rain on our soul and heart and brainn,sometime they just fly away the thing we need to do is to not to try to control them and rather enjoy and them instead of bearing the weight of their pourdown. Rest is just gods plan, we dont have to take the burden of having feelings and feel shame or regret about it. Feeling have to be our part we have to feel them and experience them instead of harvesting pain out of them. Love yourself people 'cause nobody else is going to.
Nobody likes the kind of music I enjoy.
Not asking for answers
Not asking for love
Just asking for something to live for
There is so much pain
A lover, gone, a friend newly met
Her shimmer, glow, a light remembered
Drawn fly-like, web, gossamer and bright
Not with fangs, sharp, but warm soft embrace
A bridge between, distant lover and friend
In dreams by day, absent lustful nights
One line lengthens, other retracts
Far sudden grief, expected end close
Comfort her, in my grief
on lines short, maybe long
Smoky nights, shadowed smiles
Newfound hope, newfound tears
Her smile, sun bright
Love soars, heart breaks
sudden, surprise
Her smile, her eyes
Foolish
Turns to
Hopeless
And gone
Dark,
Like
Death,
End
,
,
,
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I this from a song
@@caelenselke-minogue The first part perhaps was influenced by something I heard, the long part I wrote last week.
I think we have to realize that human life is innately valuable. If we cannot agree on that nothing is. Every human is desserving of dignitiy and respect, especially those sensitive enough to question their own. So for all those sensitive souls feeling crushed under the weight of the world, be strong. You are worth something, even this pain is evidence of that.
Just think of the thousands of people who can connect and cry to process their emotions. To go through the veil of deflection and arise with the virtue of reflection. Thankyou nobody!
I was talking with my parents abt the fact that I feel completely useless and worthless when I get notification about this new playlist. I don't know whether I should cry or laugh
Well enjoy the music
I’ve been pondering my feelings of worthlessness, too. It’s interesting the video should come up now of all times…. but at the very least, it means we’re not alone in our feelings. Just look at the comments. It seems like this video has brought a pretty neat community with it. ❤
Start laughing man, because my mother loves to tell me how worthless I am.
Enjoy that you still have a connection, and a real family.
Smile if you can help it, and cry when it makes you feel better.
I find this playlist calm and relaxing…
I remember having a false interpretation of reality as a kid. I thought I was going to go to school, make it big as an animator and comic artist, get to do the art I love and make it big with my boyfriend. Instead, my family fell apart due to my mentally ill mom's irrational spending and my severely autistic brother's worsening and more demanding condition. A bright future that could've potentially been handed to me or at the very least, I could've easily worked for was taken away slowly and I didn't even pay attention due to indulging in my own hedonistic desires (shopping).
I recently had a nervous breakdown the other night over how angry my boyfriend's mom was at more over a misunderstanding and realizing I'm financially trapped by her since I've moved in here. My boyfriend was hurt and told me to get a grip on life, as he can't help me anymore when I get like this. I can do one of two things about this: either hopefully land one of many entry-level jobs I'm still struggling to get after a year due to the shit job market or my own incompetence, or give up on everyone, everything and myself in CTB by train. I used to work a lot, but over time hours were cut and no longer sustainable the longer I worked at that job.
Please, don’t do anything brash. I know life can be hard. Life can really really suck sometimes. But, no matter what, there’s always something, some light, at the end of the tunnel. Some hope. Please, grip onto that hope, hold onto to it for dear life. And don’t let go,
Life sucks now. It may be difficult for a while, but, it can always get better. The only thing, that is completely unfixable, and the only hole you can never dig yourself out of, is death. Everything else can, in time, be fixed, or made better.
Please know, I am praying for you. I wish you the best. God Bless.
I don't know man, I have no aim in my life, Just trying to fit in, It feels like my efforts ain't getting me shit, I'm just tired of life, family, friends and all around me.
I dont fit in but I am not miserable about it . I just accepted it and my life is good.
Sometimes I am afraid to listen to playlists like these because I know the music is going to touch some raw, aching part of me which I keep hidden, and then I will have to face it.
Nobody! they banned you for a little while but I am so so glad you're back! I love your content
This music may be to calm you down, but it's originally for your old feelings that you thought you got rid of, but you remember them when you listen to these quiet melodies. 🕳️
Thank u for it, nobody!
I'm a chemistry student from Russia, Moscow. And I listen u playlists, when I study math, chemistry, physics.. and I wood like to say that it's too beautiful and charming. I really like it.
U playlists help me to concentrate on my studies: soft, quiet, consistent and profound music..
Good luck with your studies. I just graduated from a chemistry degree and I know it can get tough but it's a beautiful subject 🤍
memoir is so scary yet I absolutely love it
Im too tired to feel anything
You really picked just the right word to match the feeling- endless.
Why is it always endless? Why can I hear from someone that I matter to them but doesn’t go away? Why can I rationalize that my worth is different but but it never translates to feeling any different?
How does it follow me from job to job, from home to work to back again, from relationship to relationship, and no matter where I love or who I talk to?
It is endless. It is boundless and changeless. Because deep down, I know I am, probably, worthless.
There is someone that doesnt go away . That is yourself . That's right you the precious human life . Dont belive the lies . We are not our jobs or anything like that . When we were born as babies we didnt have a job . We were too busy being babies .
If we show separation from what is expected from us . There is happiness and defete of the Demon Depression. And every thing has a end
Almost midnight and another day just passed by. All I got is headaches and a endless sense of worthlessness and despair. I hope you've had a good day, cause I haven't had one for a long time
Thank you for reading my mind.
I dont even know who I am. Im supposed to pick 3 subjects that I want to study more deeply in school next year, but I have no idea. What do I know about life? How am I supposed to know what do I want to study in college? Why do I have to decide now, when Im just 17 years old? I feel just so lost in the world.
Dear, I'm 20 now and I had two gap years after my graduation from school and I still don't know what to study and literally do with my life now. Just sit and try to think what do you really enjoy even a little. Maybe it'll help. But if you can't decide yet maybe u have to give yourself some time and think abt it really really seriously. Hope you will be better.
I've always wondered about this question too and have asked many people why they picked their field of study or work. Most people I've ever talked to simply picked something they had a mild interest in or that they were doing as a hobby in their free time. When I was younger I thought everyone else was able to make deeper and smarter decisions than me, but that's not true. People are a lot more simple and more similar to you than you think. If you're unsure, just pick something and go with it. You can always switch later. Remember that you will be contributing to society and helping others through your efforts no matter what!
I just want you to know you're not alone in feeling this way, in fact a lot of people do. All of us are on our different paths, so don't feel like you have to rush to make a decision on your career/schooling. ❤
You might end up doing something completely different in the future than you expected, life is weird like that 😂
Anyways take care, I hope you feel better soon 🫂
happy to see that you're back
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It's just a feeling. We are not worthless. We don't know the whole God's plan.
First one to cry
I am joining you 😢
You are not alone.
It's funny like crying can be feeling so... Soothing ?
still having tears left is a good sign
literally the soundtrack of my life
I'm so glad you're back, this playlist is incredible. Thank you
You Sir feel and know art.
Thanks for another wonderful collection, nobody! 🥰🎼👏
Glad you're back!
Oof, that title got me. But thank you for sharing such emotional music.
Absolutely wonderful playlist!!!!!
I could move some emotions through, you bet, thank you
How I'm feeling. All of these playlists that you've made is so relatable to my life. 🌧 🌫
Really checking off the list of playlists for all sorts of pain
Thank you for doing all of this work for free ❤️
However, I think you should start monetizing your videos once you reach 1M… you deserve it! Protect yourself from the Dystopia.
I am worthless, and that’s beautiful. It hurts so warmly and gently. Maybe one day I’ll be more than nobody, I’ll be nothing. Hope this week.
Been a while since I stopped by for one of these playlists. I see your channel has grown exponentially. Congratulations on that, and thanks for the cool mixes. This one is great.
Seems like there are a lot of us. I know none of us are worthless, but it can hurt so much sometimes-life. Especially when things don’t go the way you think they should. Here’s to moving forward and one day feeling the worth you’ve always had.
Man i love melancholic playlists, but sometimes i just want a fun playlist. Killing your love, careless whispers, out of touch, ymca, party rock anthem. Just a playlist for a good time 😅
This opens the wound of my depressive desires on a scope of external grief, the deception of daily want. May there be a light when the darkness fails.
- Lynyrd Skynyrd
I preffer Freebird . And fly high little Freebird from depression.
Glad ur back
thank you for another beautiful playlist, nobody. i feel you.
perfect timing - we are definitely moving into a new vibration
Thank you ❤️
This music seems to transport you to those moments of life, which after a while you remember with pleasant nostalgia. These memories flash before my eyes in a bright kaleidoscope of images, echoing in my chest with a plume of heaviness and sadness
That's what I need, thank you
Looks who's back, i already took the fate that you won't be on youtube anymore, but still been listening on spotify.
keep it up dude
Pain
sad life
Yep, this is pretty much what it sounds like.
I graduate high school in a few weeks. I have no idea what I'm going to do. my parents moved out to a very small town before I was born, and my family has homeschooled and isolated me from almost every contact with anyone outside a very select community for all my life. I remember going weeks when I was a kid never even seeing the sun, just stuck inside, waiting for something to happen and save me. I would have panic attacks every time I realized that this was actually my life and not a dream. now its almost over and I have no memories to look back on. no childhood friends, no going out and getting in trouble, no self expression. All the highs and lows and anger and joy and pain and friendship were all taken away from me before I was even old enough to know what was happening. I've thought of running away, but there's no where to go, and it wouldn't make a difference anyway. ill never have back my childhood. this part of my life will always be missing. every day filled with smothering heat and smothering family and smothering emptiness. Instead of a life to look back on with pain or happiness or fucking anything, all I just a blur of boredom and scars I gave myself. I don't know how to move on or if I ever will.
Muchas gracias nobody por esta buena lista , saludos desde Perú 🇵🇪
Magnífico sempre
Thank you.
I failed a subject. It never happened to me. I really can't get over it, it was very hard for me. I wish I could fall asleep and think it was just a nightmare. I'm not really smart or successful, I've always been lucky... How I wish I could get out of here, this frustrates me a lot. What I thought was me is gone, because I'm not really good at anything. I never was or will be
Nobody, how did you know I was feeling this way today? ❤
oh thank God you're back, Nobody, I thought we lost you
Feeling exhausted
9:01 the best
cello is the saddest instrument in the world change my mind.
Oh, i was thinking about the song playing in 11:20 lately!! I heard it in 2021 and found it so sad, so scary, yet somehow exciting and beautiful. But i forgot the name of it and couldnt find it. Great. It still frightens and delights me.
I forgot to say thank you dear Nobody. Love your playlists.
Thank God I don't know this feeling
nobody, i want you to know that your not worthless, and that your somebody
I never saw anything about myself likeable, I’ve always been stone cold when it comes to accepting any compliments or any love towards me, God knows why, I have a loving family and a good set of friends but why..? Just why? I feel worthless and a disappointment, one day someone special comes into my life, or atleast I perceived them as special.. it was as if in an instant my heart felt warmer, cosier.. months go by we laugh, love, and be joyful, and one day I’m just.. stabbed in the back as If I am nothing..
She made me believe I was something for those periods of months she was there with me, but little did I know I was only a game to be played. I was right, I think to myself everyday since then, that I was right, I’m worthless, mean nothing, I am a disappointment in the lives of those around me, loving caring family is burdened by my presence, I can sense and feel it but they do their utmost to hide it, friends.. are there but so distant at the same time..
I’ve sped, tried to end myself on only God knows how many occasions but alas I either chicken out like the weakling I am or just.. am unlucky enough to somehow make it out.
Maybe one day soon, I can join the comfort of death.. one less burden on everybody..
Love these playlists, remind me of my time where for once in my life I felt something, it may have been fake on her end but it truly felt real to me, it truly felt.. amazing and comforting..
Thank you, for these videos.
Unfortunately, life is just a game for the great majority of people. Sincere people are very hard, if not impossible to find, so I sure know how you feel. I'll never believe anyone again as long as I live
@@mikehatem9570 True that brother.. likewise..
I've never been this close before and im scared yall. Im all out of hope and i dont see the potential for change anymore
If only I had the power to change things
Bro why was this posted with such perfect timing to my life that I fucked up
I walk around during the day feeling full of life and eagerness for the work day to be over with. I get home and I eat my dinner. Than I try to fill up my nights with something useful. But to be honest, I am a walking shell of my past self. I can't ever seem to be happy with what I do. Doesn't everyone have this same feeling as a man in there young 20s. I am just like everyone else, which makes me even less useful
Gotta say
This is the perfect time for this video to show up
My gf broke up with me and this makes me feel better
Thank you
I used to think this feeling of worthlessness would go away eventually. It's been years and it's still present, as strong as at the first day. Oh well...
Maybe it even grows stronger... but there must be a way to fight it, to change it 🤔 any suggestions, from anybody?
@@MLegion777 music sometimes helps me. I recently came across chris cornell's cover of "thank you" and man... Made me forget about everything else for a moment