multigay | dancing with your ghost
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- Опубликовано: 17 окт 2024
- WARNING: MAJOR SPOILERS
I can't even tell how many times i've cried while editing this video
movies: the normal heart / god's own country / brokeback mountain / burning blue / a single man / holding the man / i love you phillip morris / 1985 / BPM (Beats per Minute) / ideal home
shows: the umbrella academy / london spy / torchwood / star trek: discovery / the originals / years and years / doom patrol / station 19 / the magicians / man in an orange shirt / merli
song: dancing with your ghost by sasha sloan
coloring: yawwnpanda
tag: #fanvidfeed #multigay #multifandom
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For gay people especially, it is very hard to find someone. Can you imagine battling who you are, falling in love with someone who actually loves you and then losing them. Although these characters are fictional, many gay people have had to live their lives like this. Its truly saddening to know that queer people will always have it harder than straight people. Coming from experience, my love life hasn't been great ;( however, I have hope that one day I will eventually fall for a man who will love me as much as I love him.
7 years ago I met who grew to become my best friend. At the time we both had girlfriends. In the last 2 years of high school, we grew closer and closer. We began having lunch without our friends, once or twice we called in sick for school in order to stay at home to watch a movie. We were both dancers and so one day backstage when I talked about the breakup I had had with my girlfriend and how I no longer thought I was bisexual but rather that I was gay... He told me he was starting to think that he was gay/bi as well. I didn't realize then, what he was trying to say- and somehow we ended up in a loop of endless affection, which we never spoke of. I still somehow thought he could not like me. Because that's what I had thought since the start. A year later he grew impatient and we went to this party. He began kissing people, boys, girls, straights, and gays. I was like, huh, cool. Even though I liked him because I had just accepted it all. Then a girl went up to me and asked me to ask him if he liked her and so I did and he took me aside, looked me in the eyes and told me "No, I don't like her." Then began crying and when I tried to ask about it he went home. I began to ask myself "what if?". I began putting 1 & 2 together and I finally understood, everything he had done for me out of love without ever saying it. Then I went to him. And I tried to get to him but my ex came in and she started to lie to me and tell me all of these things about him because she knew him before I did. And I took her words as truth. Then we graduated and I was so pissed at him. Then I called him after graduation and he told the truth, we found out my ex had manipulated me. We cried and I told him how sorry I was. For never giving in, for being defensive when he tried to come closer, for not being a better friend. He told me the same. Then we decided to meet once he came home from his family in Colorado. And when he came home, we hugged for minutes. Then he cried again and he told me that he had a girlfriend. I was shocked but thought, well, she must be like all the other girls. Like the girls dated to make him seem straight for his family. (who were all really homophobic). I thought, she's not here to stay right? I'll still be his priority. But this time was different. This time, I was not his priority. This time he stopped touching my hair, draw on my skin, holding my hand, fall asleep in my lap. Yet he still looked at me when he laughed, but his face always fell. Any time I spoke of my own dating life he went silent. Then, 6 months later, we went out, his girlfriend couldn't make it. We got drunk. My ex was there because she was part of the squad. I fought with her and ran out of the bar, we were really drunk. He came after me and asked me what was wrong. And then I told him that she had been trying to win him from me just to fuck me over again. He told me she couldn't do that. I cried and told him sorry. He asked me why. I told him that I regretted every chance I never took. I told him that I loved him, and how very deeply that love had gone into my chest. Then, to my surprise, he started crying too. He told me he loved me back, and how I was the one to him, in his heart. How I would always be the one. I assured him that I would stay, always, and with my heart on my sleeve, love him. We made a promise. And then in all of our tears, he kissed my head and my nose and my chin. Yet, somehow I knew that this confession did not mean we would not take us far. When we were sober, we simply did not speak of us. We never had. I watched him live his life and he watched me live mine. Then once in a while, we got drunk again. But of course, his girlfriend kept an eye on me. Suddenly he stopped hanging out with me alone. She was always there too. Then they moved away, to a different state. And now we don't know how to speak like normal friends, because it was all too obvious. I know that once I pick up the phone we will have to talk, for real. So I stay silent and I fear for my life that this is it.
This text became longer than I planned on but, it felt so good to get that off my chest.
@@lavendelcoco9733 I'm sorry, Pal. I hope you'll find someone who loves you as much as you love them.
@@lavendelcoco9733 I don't get it. You claim you came to realize that you are not bi but gay. Your friend admitted he is bi ... but he is still closeted and still wants to pretend he's straight? You both love each other ... but supposedly, nothing will come of it because your friend wants the straight life. Why would you want to expend any more emotions, energy and time on someone who supposedly loves you but doesn't have the courage to live it? All of what you're spending on the unrequited relationship should be going to someone who deserves it ... and you.
I'm not even half way through and I'm already crying
Same!
0:00-0:04(The Normal Heart)
0:05-0:06(The Umbrella Academy)
0:07-0:13(The London Spy)
0:14-0:16(Torchwood)
0:17-0:19(Star Trek: Discovery)
0:20-0:22(God’s Own Country)
0:23-0:25(Brokeback Mountain)
0:26-0:29(The Normal Heart)
0:30-0:35(The Originals)
0:36-0:38(The Umbrella Academy)
0:39-0:42(The London Spy)
0:43-0:49(The Normal Heart)
0:50-0:56(Burning Blue)
0:57-1:06(Years and Years)
1:07-1:08(Doom Patrol)
1:08-1:10(Station 19)
1:11-1:12(A single man)
1:12-1:15(The Umbrella Academy)
1:15-1:16(A single man)
1:17-1:19(Doom Patrol)
1:20-1:23(A single man)
1:24-1:26(Station 19)
1:27-1:28(Doom Patrol)
1:28-1:29(Torchwood)
1:30-1:32(The Umbrella Academy)
1:33-1:35(Star Trek: Discovery)
1:36-1:39(The Normal Heart)
1:40-1:41(The umbrella academy)
1:42-1:44(the London spy
1:45-1:48( the magicians
1:49-1:50 (the normal heart
1:51-1:52( The umbrella academy
1:52-1:59( holding the man
2:04-2:05(the normal heart
2:05-2:06 (doom patrol
2:12-2:19 ( the normal heart
2:20-2:22 (the umbrella academy
2:23-2:25 (ideal home)
2:28-2:30(Torchwood)
2:31-2:32 (the normal heart
2:39-2:45 ( the normal heart)
2:46-2:47 ( years and years)
2:47-2:48(Doom Patrol)
2:49-2:50(Merlí)
2:50-2:52(Holding The Man)
2:53-3:04(Doom Patrol)
+ 2:00 i love you phillip morris
2:26 & 2:36 120 bpm
Thank you. I hate trying to decipher which show is playing at what time
This is art and I hope you know that. Absolutely beautiful.
Having the courage to love even when you know it's fragile and can fall apart anytime...... Is the strongest thing in this whole world.
I'm proud of all the people out there who are not afraid to fall in love..
I salute you.
💙
ok this is beautiful, but now I feel like crying
I knew this was gonna *hurt* the moment I got to Jack and Ianto 😭😭😭 this is beautiful&heartbreaking all at the same time💕
I've never watched a video before that slowly pulled my heart out of my chest. Beautifully made, and such a wonderful song choice. Why do we have so many tragic romance stories?
The normal heart ♡ this is such a heartbreakin and yet heartwarming video at the same time. Amazing job
dude when you hit me with Tim and John- OH BABY YOU BET IMA BE BALLING MY EYES OUT
This kind of love is really exist????Im gonna cryy!!😭✨🦋
i cried SO MUCH watching this!! i've never seen years and years in a fanvid before thank you for including it although their story broke me to pieces... and i continued to break down over a single man, the magicians, doom patrol and umbrella academy (i especially bawled during that one episode of doom patrol so thank you for making me relive that) i cannot put into words how much i love this video
the parallels are just so pretty and the song- pain
are you kidding me? i just cried to this song two nights ago thinking about my gf... do i have to cry again-
Oh god, more people should vid Years and Years and Star Trek Discovery, Danny and Viktor and Stamets and Culber are just urrrgh. Torchwood, BPM, and The Magicians too? Gorgeous, and so soft.
I was on the brink of tears but when Jack and Ianto came on i just burst out crying
when he said " if you were daying i would cut the heart out of my chest so you would live" i was amazed by his words
omg brokeback mountain my heart
this bring me to tears a thousand times
Yoooo London Spy is Worth the watch. Beware of the Feels
I lost my partner last year. The song really sums up all the excruciating pain I feel deep inside me. You can't really fight the feeling of emptiness and longing. Everyday is a crying game. You can't sleep well, sometimes it's just so hard to breathe when you don't have the tears anymore. Due to COVID, I was not able to stay beside him in the hospital, I thought everything was alright then suddenly he's gone. It's so painful.. I don't even know how to move on.. work is a great distraction but that's it. Yobo MyLove, wherever you are right now, I miss you so much! Your daily messages and video calls that annoys me at times, I truly and genuinely love you MyLove! 😥😥😥
Awesome job on the video.😊✌✌ I loved it.❤❤❤❤ Every couple is Powerful and Beautiful wrapped into one.
Omg I’m finally early :). Beautiful as always. Keep it going!
I CANNOT STOP CRYING THIS IS TOO MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Cada vez que veo esto video lloro, pero es hermoso y no puedo evitar verlo siempre
That is so beautifully made thank you
i can't stop myself to visit this everytime i have time on yt.
Love, love for good. Thanks for this video , sad, moving, amazing video of real love
This made me cry so much
i am literally 20 seconds in and im crying
This is beautiful. Truly beautiful...
I was trying so hard not to cry until Queliot came on screen and i buRST 😭 this is beautiful.
Your video it’s so good🥺I’m crying right now (sorry for my bad English)
Such a good vidoe it so god and sweet
Спасибо за видео, очень душевное. Из фильмов я посмотрела "Обыкновенное сердце" и "Не отпускай его". Обревелась😢очень душевные, трагичные фильмы. Испытала огромный спектр эмоций.я женщина и люблю мужчин, но к ЛГБТ отношусь нормально. Еще раз спасибо за видео, благодаря ему я узнала об этих фильмах, шедеврах, которые позволили мне прочувствовать любовь вместе с главными героями 🙏
Thank you for a beautiful compilation and a beautiful song, but it was just too much sadness!
ааааааа, до чего чудесная работа и фильмы, которые были в видео, очень красиво и трогательно!!
Apologizes to my neighbors but I'm screaming
Thanks for your effort u made a masterpiece
Oh man, this is sad. All those men lost their lover. I feel like this is something that happens in most gay relationships we see on tv or the big screen.
Dear Mr. Wolf, your videos are always bring hope to me.... Tq
This is beautiful
i just watched the normal heart, pretty devastated 😋✨
This made me feel lonely but great video!!
Beautiful
Beautiful 💖😘, Wonderful 💖😘, Amazing 💖😘...
💖😘💖😘💖😘💖😘
I'm not crying, you are
(...well... yeah... I'm definitely crying)
Thank you, this is so beautiful... I just can't...
congratulations, you broke me!
even if this video is super sad it is so beautiful is on just see that love is it is so beautiful❤️
yo, ur attaccing me @ 3am. the fucc
only can say ...this makes me cry💔😢
This is just amazing...
This is so beautifully edited ♥️♥️♥️♥️
I love your edits so so much❤ you are very talented and aswome. Can you watch the "Suicide room" and make one edit about Dominick pls? Just watch this movie, it's very depressed and sad but you will love it❤❤❤
*sobbing in gay*
This is so beautiful 💗💔
I need the name of all the series, series or movies of the couples that will appear in this beautiful video 🥺💖
Necesito el nombre de todas las parejas que aparecieron en éste hermoso video 💗
Ahh my favorite song!
I just want to see new gay storylines that i can watch and this video made me cry
Brokeback mountain 😭😭💗
really make my cry😭
OMG.you're perfect ..All great.thank you
Gran video lo ame❤
I like this videos multigay is very amazing.
Surprised Summer of 85 ain't here 😭
Wooh! Way too powerful. 😭❤
I love you so much the's video
aww, why does this hurt so much?
Next time include Robbe & Sander (wtfock series) 💙
Please what your name of drama 1:17
can anyone tell what's movie/tv show at 0:03?
Love is love
It's so difficul to find gay man to love and when you find and lose it's so dad 😭😭😭😭
Can anybody recommend me a good sad LGBT love story movie... Plss... Really wanna watch one... And also the film where the hulk was there(😅forgot name) movie name plsss...
at 2:13 is it a movie or a series ? And what is his name ?
The normal heart
I'm crying
Love it!!
Why do gay story like almost always end sad?
What's the movie at 2.07 to 2.08
WHAOU WHAOU WHAOU WHAOU so sad and so beautiful 👍👍👍👏👏👏👏🤗🤗🤗😍😍😍
2:24 name plz 🥺
Ideal Home
Can anyone tell me what film/tv show the thumbnail is from??
The Normal Heart
This 😭😭😭😭
Could you please tell me the titles all of it! Please
0:39 Name?
WHO CUT THE DAMN ONIONS
This should've come with a warning. Now I'm sad. 😢
me too:(
0:14 what movie was that and 2:13?
Do you watch The Fosters?
Can someone name these movies/ shows in order
2:45 name pleaaasee
Bro I was hoping Klave was in this 😭💔
whats the show/movie at :39
Can someone please tell me 1:01 I can answer most of the other ones if you want
Years and years
Years and years is beautifully painful. You will feel anger and hatred, and pain its horrible. But God its beautiful
Do you know what the very first one is? It looks like it had Johnathan Groff in it?
Wowww I understand that sadness is also a part of life but these couples. I am just wondering how it would have been if they got a happy ending?? It's already hard for me to find a BL couple in Hollywood who I really like and love. 💌🥺😭
Travis and Michael🥺
I need all the titles please!
0:16 what film is that?
Mark Christian Pajaro Torchwood, I think
@@musicalmaiden1413 thank you! I'll check it later
WARNING: you will cry a lot while viewing this video ............ and than some more later.
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