The way mitski sings “my baby my baby your my baby say it to me” is so comforting to me. It sounds like a mother singing it to their child and it hurts when I never had one experience were I had a healthy relationship with my mom/parents.
This song sounds like realising that you don’t know what your doin with your life and you just want someone who you can tell everything and love with everything you have.
this song is the feeling *after* everything--after you know you failed an exam, after crying for hours at night, after walking away from your phone when they break up with you, after finishing your favorite anime, after taking off a bandaid and seeing the blood stain on it, after coming home from school on your birthday when nobody remembered, after realizing your favorite childhood show was taken off Netflix, after absolutely everything.
uhh here are a few things?? idk i think people just know when they have mommy/daddy issues trust issues, need for constant reassurance and validation, jealousy, fear of abandonment, unequal power balances, poor communication, negative self esteem getting in the way of the relationship, constantly dating someone much older than you
This feels different when you grew up as your own parent when it came to mental support and love... It feels like the only person who protected you was you
This hits different when your mom invalidates your problems and feelings but you were always there for her when she went though even the smallest inconvenience
My baby, my baby You're my baby, say it to me Baby, my baby Tell your baby that I'm your baby I bet on losing dogs I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I'll be there on their side I'm losing by their side Will you let me, baby, lose On losing dogs I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I wanna feel it I bet on losing dogs I always want you when I'm finally fine How you kneel over me looking in my eyes when I come Someone to watch me die Someone to watch me die I bet on losing dogs
I’m so heavily touch starved that I cry at the thought of a hug and I don’t mean like a simple greeting hug I mean like an actual one one that’s just pure love❤️
I’m so close to loosing it, It hurts so much when you’re there for someone but they are never there for you, my soul feels so so lost. I just want the pain to end
Ik we don’t know each other but I love you so much and you are worthy of so much happiness, I wish I could carry your pain for you. Don’t ever give up my love
The way mitsky say "my baby" make me cry so hard, as a person with mommy and daddy issues who feels lonely all the time. I just wanted to feel loved but i guess that's not for me. I can't beg for that when i know i never express my feelings and i dont like physical contact
This hit different when you have parents issues. But who knows they didn't notice their damage and they probably didn't mean too. They are trying so hard to be a great parents for you..i feel bad when they being so nice to me, but next day they just left me and talk to each other. Dad just shut up i am talking to your mother. Go sit outside for a bit. I was like :) to :/ ok.
this hits different when you imagine your now verbally abusive parents singing this to you as a baby, crying because they have to be abusive so you can get stronger in life and live to your full potential. ye I totally don’t tell myself this happened cause I can’t deal with the fact they’re actually abusive 😕
Think of this while listening: there's a mother and a daughter, when the daughter was sad the mother would gently stroke the daughters head while singing "my baby, my baby". Years later the daughter had enough and decided to jųmp, the mother would just sit in the daughter's room by herself singing "my baby, my baby, you're my baby say it to me..."
@@SUS-pi9no yeah even tho it’s been confirmed that a farmer from her childhood who had a crush on her is the father eren x historia shippers will make anything up
This hurts more when your mum is mentally abusive and your dad, the only person that ever loved me, slowly falls out of love with me because I’m always in my room crying, and they both love my older sister more than me because she has the guts to tell them how she feels when I don’t have the guts and can’t.
All I wanted was for someone to say you could do it All I wanted was for someone to listen to me All I wanted was someone to just tell me it's okay All I wanted was for someone to love me for me
this song makes me cry every time i listen to it. it reminds me of the feeling after all my pets dying, the feeling after getting in a fight with a loved one, all of the moments i regret in life put in one song. every time i listen to this song it fills me with so much emotion i just break down. this is probably one of the only songs i can really feel with all my heart. even though this song makes me sad, it’s quite comforting and always reminds me that there’s still hope that everything will be ok. i just want to be ok.
this feels like a hug from my mom after fighting with her. even though i know that she only hugs me because she manipulates me, i still hug her, because i miss affection. even if it's fake, it's enough to me. ~i really hope you are doing alright♡
this hurts.I wish I could say "my baby" to someone.They were so special.I couldn't say bye.I couldn't touch them for the last time.I didn't know they'd be gone.I saw it's dead body.Right there, It's traumatizing.
I understand you darling :(, something similar happens to me, my mother pays more attention and affection to my little stepbrother when he visits us, I hope your mother takes you into account darling, I love you unknown person ♡. Pd: sorry if the "darling" makes you uncomfortable :(.
@@kota3316 Oh, I'm glad to read that, I was afraid I had said something wrong because my English is not that advanced, this has nothing to do with it but today I fixed things with my mother after answering you yesterday, I think somehow reading your comment helped me, thanks ♡.
The "my baby...my baby" reminds me of those times that my mom would hug me and tell me she loved me as i got onto the bus...now i only get "i love you"s on my birthday 😔...i miss those time ya know...
whenever I hear this song I feel like a have a loving mother that would never leave my side would always check on me That would not care of my beliefs That wouldn’t judge me That cared about me to the point I even got annoyed of it...
So I’m not sure if anyone is gonna read this, but here I go: I just always hear my friends at school tell me about all the activities they are in and how they have their future all set up for them. I see them go to their parents effortlessly and normally asking for big favors and asking them important questions for their future. It really makes me feel like no matter what I do I know I will be 5 steps behind everyone else in my life, because at the end of the day I can only do so much by myself. My mom is easy to give up on things and my dad is just never there, so I know I can never depend on them for helping me set up my future. They were never interested in helping me set goals for myself or get me involved with anything, but I have always been trying to talk to them about important things in my life for years. They always never answer my questions and nothing ever gets resolved and everything is open-ended. Over the years I have seen other people and a ton of tv where it shows kids learning valuable lessons from their parents, even if it’s just the simplest things, but everyday I realize more and more that I have barely even learned how to do basic things like laundry, cleaning, personal care, or literally anything cause my parents have never stopped to simply live life and teach me and my twin brother basic things. We are the youngest, so we were the last ones in the family. My parents were never responsible people, but they had definitely drained everything out of theirselves when it came to me and my brother starting to grow up. Now my parents just go through the motions everyday, sometimes they forget to ask us if we even want them to make food for a whole day. They get caught up in their own problems and drama, so it has left me and my siblings to have to pick up our mental states from where my parents left it and try to make a life for ourselves. Me and my twin are the last ones left in the house because everyone has left for college by now, so we are all alone. I feel like I have no idea what I want to do for my future. Ever since I was a kid I always overly obsessed with looking like something im not, acting like someone im not, and do everything I could for people to see me as “normal”. For some reason I made myself believe that you had to be perfect for people to like you. I was just always embarrassed of my life because I knew there was something different about my family. I always try to get my parents to fix their messes and change our lives to make them a little more positive, but it never works. It’s always empty promises and unfinished solutions. The problems with my family just keep adding up and my parents never fix anything. I just wish for once I could depend on my parents, and go to bed knowing they are supporting my success, and I have a future ahead of me. Instead, I’m always going asleep unsure of what my future holds for me and wishing that my new reality was different. I know if me as a child saw me now, she would think I travelled back in time because barely anything has changed in my life since I was a child. I feel like I’m running with every piece of energy I could possibly use 24/7 just to get absolutely no where. If you got this far, thanks for sticking around. :) I’m not sure what I’m gonna do, but besides that this song is pretty relatable. 👍
Me and my mother have a bad relationship and mitski sounds exactly like her and “my baby my baby..” makes me cry because I am reminded that this is how we used to be.
have you ever been playing ball outside and suddenly lay down in the grass to take a break and look at the sky and you realize how much there is to live for but you just feel like everybody surrounding you is wanting you gone even family. Sincerely, social anxiety :)
this hurts when you have 3 sisters your oldest sister protects you when your other siblings are rude to you. my oldest sister has been gone for 1 month i miss her she always sang this to me she was like a 2nd mom
This song reminds me of what my mother and I used to have, I just want to be loved, and appreciated by her. I’ve trained myself not to even make a sound when crying, just...tears. I always try to talk with her but she gets mad at me for everything that I say. I raised my grades to straight A’s and she said it wasn’t enough, so my grades dropped dramatically because there’s nothing I can do to satisfy her. There’s no use in raising my grades anymore. I always get compared to other people’s kid’s because they’re better than me. I’m just a verbal punching bag. I’m tired of hearing her say ‘sorry’ when she just does it over and over again knowing I’ll just forgive her.
so i’m 14 and my mom died from cancer. i beat myself up everyday because i wish i could’ve been a better daughter or at least helped out more so she wouldn’t have died so soon. it’s been 2 years since she passed but i still miss her everyday and none of my friends know what to say so they go on with life thinking i’m ok but i’m not. so now i’m in the bathroom crying bc i can’t move on from my moms death and there’s so much other crap going on in my life
i know im just a weird person; stranger or whatever. but please dont beat yourself up. i love you. dont do that. i know it will be hard..but just move on. im so sorry you had to go through that. and just know; its not your fault.. everything happens for a reason. and its ok to cry, just get it out! but anyway, i hope ur doing good and stay well.
This song reminds me of nicolo and sasha from aot :( Fun fact: he was preparing a special meal for sasha to eat when she comes back but she didn't, so he ended up making a meal for her family instead :(
Watching my parents treat my little sister with lots of care and always telling her they love her make me sad all I ever wanted as a kid was a hug and I never complained when they couldn’t get me anything I was a good kid I just needed love
0:12 i sing this part when i feel scared or sad or stressful so every day yall shoud try it if you dont have such a great relationship with family or anyone.
Idk if I commented this before BUT ONE OF MY HEADCANONS FOR THE ACKERMANS (specifically levi) IS THAT SOMEHOW ISABELLA (tpn) IS RELATED TO THEM AND LULLABIES ARE PASSED DOWN IN THE CLAN. SO KUCHEL WOULD SING THIS TO LEVI WHEN HE WAS STRESSED OR CANT SLEEP AND NOW WHENEVER HE FEELS THAT WAY HE HUMS IT
i’m listening to this right now with fire works in the background and it reminds me so much of the host’s trauma.. I’ve been dormant for three years and i finally fronted again. He never knew about me, he just found out recently that we are a system and he still doesn’t know i exist. it was almost comforting watching him grow and now we’re here. -Xander 🧶
*Hits different at 4:16am when it’s still dark out and you’re laying in bed staring at your ceiling while silently sobbing knowing that you lost the one person you loved the most*
This makes me thing of my little dog. We were best friends, I use to call her my sister all the time since I had no sister. But my parents divorced and she went with my dad, now I don’t see her anymore. I miss my baby.
I know this song from tiktok and I'm glad it exists, because it makes me cry when I have this deep need to cry but just can't. But everytime I hear this song, I can. It makes me want to scream and cry so much, even though I have everything I need in life, I'm still not happy. I always know that there are people who have it way worse than me but there are also people who have it way better and I'm so jealous. I'm just so jealous and it makes me want to scream.
I am having a very difficult time right now. I do not know what to do and what I need to do, but I know that I will not give up so quickly. Right now I look at the stars and they are so beautiful, I can’t tear myself away .. I know that I must live for them, for people who I actually care. The song is insane! Can't stop listening, good job!
This reminds me when I was 10 and always neglected so I tried to K-word myself to see if my mom really cared about me. She rescued me sure but after she did she screamed at me infront of everyone at that riverbank. Fun times.
Lyrics: My baby, my baby You're my baby, say it to me Baby, my baby Tell your baby that I'm your baby I bet on losing dogs I know they're losing and I pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I'll be there on their side I'm losing by their side Will you let me, baby, lose On losing dogs I know they're losing and I pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I wanna feel it I bet on losing dogs I always want you when I'm finally fine How you'd be over me looking in my eyes when I come Someone to watch me die Someone to watch me die I bet on losing dogs Yw :)
This song hurts so much, i love my mom she means the world to me but I’ve never even told her that I love her, I’ve been such a horrible daughter to her and she deserves so much better, this song reminds me how for her this so a one sided love, “my baby my baby your my baby say it to me” hurts especially because for her I hate her and yea it does hurt when she yells at me but I still love her so much I would never know what to do without her
this reminds me of this guy who used to call me baby it makes me sad. the say it to me part feels like me telling him to come back and call me his baby again
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this sounds like a warm and painful hug
*m a n*
I wish i had one
Ngl
@@Marilia2244 damn I hope ur ok I’m thinking of u
fr
no literally
I’m singing this to my children.
felt this.
@@blysteryy2578 i really hope you do. dont give up! please
@UCuhtoaYm9aFeXVqgQNGU36A the world sucks, so you better live out of spite to heal it. >:)
omg yes omg
Same.
The way mitski sings “my baby my baby your my baby say it to me” is so comforting to me. It sounds like a mother singing it to their child and it hurts when I never had one experience were I had a healthy relationship with my mom/parents.
😢😭
im so sorry
I heard that but on a video and thats why I came here it hurts
Same.
I feel that
Y’ALL I WASN’T EXPECTING THIS TO HURT ME SO MUCH
IKR BRUH
me neither but it’s so beautiful.
same it kinda hurt a special place in my heart :(
Ikr
I’m so sorry it hurts me too! But your not alone!!!
this feels like bleeding out alone in an old cathedral
oddly specific you good?
there is no other way to describe it than this comment. you win.
when if feels like time stops and u just look up through the stained glass and the light hits your tender wounds. it hits you; it's time now love.
right
Will graham..
this + the sound of rain in the background Would be amazing
I’m working on it!!
Do you prefer the song to be louder or the rain to be louder?
@@bunasmr8998 i thing the song being louder would be better
@@bunasmr8998 THANK YOUUUU
@@dia6770 Mk!
this hits different when you realize how lonely you really are and just want to be loved
you're right it does, and i love you too
yea but hey ilyyy
Thanks ily too
:) ty I love EVRYONE!!!
This hit different when your mom is mentally abusive and your dad isn’t there
:(
Are you okay lovely?
you really just called me out, ha ha...
it sure does..
im positive were living the same life
This song sounds like realising that you don’t know what your doin with your life and you just want someone who you can tell everything and love with everything you have.
Everything will be okay, i promise, i love you Tam, your okay
@@marce.g Thank you hun, I love you
this is kinda sad: i memorized some of this sound from tiktok and while my phone was taken i’d hold my face singing this to myself
I love you. I'm proud of you.🖤
ok
SAME
pls that’s so sad ily hugs for y’all :/
Same
this song is the feeling *after* everything--after you know you failed an exam, after crying for hours at night, after walking away from your phone when they break up with you, after finishing your favorite anime, after taking off a bandaid and seeing the blood stain on it, after coming home from school on your birthday when nobody remembered, after realizing your favorite childhood show was taken off Netflix, after absolutely everything.
so am i the only one with loving parents?-
@@--456 probably
This is very accurate
@@--456 I am blessed to have some too :) I feel so terrible for those whose parents aren’t around or aren’t loving towards their children…
@@--456 lol
this hits different when you have mommy issues :P
How can you tell if u have mommy issues? I think I do but idk
uhh here are a few things?? idk i think people just know when they have mommy/daddy issues trust issues, need for constant reassurance and validation, jealousy, fear of abandonment, unequal power balances, poor communication, negative self esteem getting in the way of the relationship, constantly dating someone much older than you
@@buggcandy oh wow ty sm I think I might have mommy issues
@@izzybe3484 ah man well welcome to the club?? im sorry :(
@@buggcandy ty it’s good to know now ig :/
whenever I hear this song I always think of me and my comfort character cuddling
same 😟💔it lowk hurts
yup coraline lol
me and blair
Same
me and Dean Winchester
This feels different when you grew up as your own parent when it came to mental support and love... It feels like the only person who protected you was you
i feel bad for the people here. do you guys need a hug?
A hug would be appreciated
yes please:(
yes
Yes please🥺
Yes
i didn’t think this song could sound more depressing but i’m ready for my 5th round of crying now.
I just want to finally be loved back. Dad, mom why do you hurt me mentally 🧍🏽♀️ I still love you though...
I hope your feeling well love. You deserve a good loving life.
@@xoxoprieta_ oh thanks :) I’m finding a therapist atm tho
@@jayla.p3472 Good Luck Darling!!
This hits different when your mom invalidates your problems and feelings but you were always there for her when she went though even the smallest inconvenience
im so starved of affection this hurts so much but it makes me feel so happy
Pov: ur scrolling throught the comments whit a face full of tears
you're spot on
this hits different when you know you are in fact,,,,,losing
Are you alright? Why did you come here? I’m here for you ok just tell me if there’s a problem alright? I’m so proud of you. I promise. - ? ? ?
I like slow songs--
it’s so empty dude.
i just don’t wanna be here anymore dude
@@aliska2140 it’s ok don’t worry. I promise because whatever you are going through will pass eventually.
I came here cause my mom hates me now, i know she does
god the money i would give for my mother to hold me and cherish me once more, instead of being called a disappointment and a constant let down
My baby, my baby
You're my baby, say it to me
Baby, my baby
Tell your baby that I'm your baby
I bet on losing dogs
I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place
By the ring
Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down
I'll be there on their side
I'm losing by their side
Will you let me, baby, lose
On losing dogs
I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place
By the ring
Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down
I wanna feel it
I bet on losing dogs
I always want you when I'm finally fine
How you kneel over me looking in my eyes when I come
Someone to watch me die
Someone to watch me die
I bet on losing dogs
😮😊
I’m so heavily touch starved that I cry at the thought of a hug and I don’t mean like a simple greeting hug I mean like an actual one one that’s just pure love❤️
i wish.
i wish i could give the current 591 ppl a hug.
we all suffering together and we are here for you
This is the only real form of comfort I’ve felt in my life
I’m so close to loosing it, It hurts so much when you’re there for someone but they are never there for you, my soul feels so so lost. I just want the pain to end
I want to give you a hug so badly :(
Ik we don’t know each other but I love you so much and you are worthy of so much happiness, I wish I could carry your pain for you. Don’t ever give up my love
@@sarahmartin3641 thank u so much love:) I feel better now don’t worry❤️
@@wolfhaley3978 thank u, I love you too💜 Your words really made my day and it means a lot to me
Im so proud of you. Im here for you okay. You're safe. I love you
The way mitsky say "my baby" make me cry so hard, as a person with mommy and daddy issues who feels lonely all the time. I just wanted to feel loved but i guess that's not for me. I can't beg for that when i know i never express my feelings and i dont like physical contact
When I hear this song all I think about is how my parents never gave me attention or any love except for my sister but now I don’t have her..
im so sorry lovely. you're so so strong
I can't imagine losing a sibling. Stay strong, Queen Nicki. Surround yourself with loving friends
this sounds like a mother’s warmth
This hit different when you have parents issues. But who knows they didn't notice their damage and they probably didn't mean too. They are trying so hard to be a great parents for you..i feel bad when they being so nice to me, but next day they just left me and talk to each other. Dad just shut up i am talking to your mother. Go sit outside for a bit. I was like :) to :/ ok.
I can't even describe how this song makes me feel it's just *p a i n*
i just miss having a healthy relationship with my mom.. she’s so different w me instead of my siblings
this hits different when you imagine your now verbally abusive parents singing this to you as a baby, crying because they have to be abusive so you can get stronger in life and live to your full potential.
ye I totally don’t tell myself this happened cause I can’t deal with the fact they’re actually abusive 😕
Think of this while listening: there's a mother and a daughter, when the daughter was sad the mother would gently stroke the daughters head while singing "my baby, my baby". Years later the daughter had enough and decided to jųmp, the mother would just sit in the daughter's room by herself singing "my baby, my baby, you're my baby say it to me..."
Am I the only one who wants to run away but doesn’t have the energy to get up
And no where to go
This thread just broke me... I love you guys, and I don't care if i sound crazy.
@@bridgetc.6313 you are an amazing person honestly.
@@yumiyums awwh thank you :)
Is it just me or Does this song remind me of historia and Ymir?i miss Ymir to damn much
Same and how do people ship eren and historia they have no chemistry:I
@@F.__411 yeah People think eren is the father of historias child
@@SUS-pi9no yeah even tho it’s been confirmed that a farmer from her childhood who had a crush on her is the father eren x historia shippers will make anything up
@@F.__411 that joke about levi being the father after historia punched him though had me screaming 😭
NO DONT REMIND ME
i love my mum so much. this song makes me sob
Sometimes I’m so upset about my parents but then I remember how bad their childhood was
I understand you
This hurts more when your mum is mentally abusive and your dad, the only person that ever loved me, slowly falls out of love with me because I’m always in my room crying, and they both love my older sister more than me because she has the guts to tell them how she feels when I don’t have the guts and can’t.
my mom doesn't deserve all this, all she wanted was a smart and pretty daughter like everyone else :(
im so sorry
Oh love. Im here for you okay. Im so proud of you. Im glad ur alive. I love you so much
@@karinstein4729 i love you too
@@huutao3012 don't go
just please don't leave
the world needs your presence...
you’re smart and beautiful!!. PLEASE REMEMBER THAT!!.
idk how to explain it but this song just makes me feel so comforted especially the "my baby" part
this song reminds me of sasha idk i just miss her sm .
I’m so glad I’m not the only aot fan here after episode 8 💔
STOP OMG SHE'S SO PRECIOUS I MISS HER
same
she dies?? 😧
@@sloowdve you made it sound like it sorry lol
All I wanted was for someone to say you could do it
All I wanted was for someone to listen to me
All I wanted was someone to just tell me it's okay
All I wanted was for someone to love me for me
this song makes me cry every time i listen to it. it reminds me of the feeling after all my pets dying, the feeling after getting in a fight with a loved one, all of the moments i regret in life put in one song. every time i listen to this song it fills me with so much emotion i just break down. this is probably one of the only songs i can really feel with all my heart. even though this song makes me sad, it’s quite comforting and always reminds me that there’s still hope that everything will be ok. i just want to be ok.
It's nice to see people who are in love with mitsiki's songs like me.
this feels like a hug from my mom after fighting with her. even though i know that she only hugs me because she manipulates me, i still hug her, because i miss affection. even if it's fake, it's enough to me.
~i really hope you are doing alright♡
I love the my baby part so much
this hurts.I wish I could say "my baby" to someone.They were so special.I couldn't say bye.I couldn't touch them for the last time.I didn't know they'd be gone.I saw it's dead body.Right there, It's traumatizing.
I'm so sorry. stay strong
This song makes me wanna cry for no reason
listening to this while hugging a stuffed animal & singing to them
me rn
same tbh.
LMAO I STILL DO THIS
Hits different when you have issues with in your self and crying your self a puddle and over thinking ❤️
This song kinda reminds me of misa but near the end when light ends up dying and she’s standing on top of the building or the train part
spoiler warning next time please 😟💔
@@liqquare omg I’m so sorry
@@rvbcca8561 it’s alright haha
i’m so forgettable and it hurts
I love this song because my mom only calls my younger siblings "baby". Just because I'm the oldest doesn't mean i don't like being called baby.
I understand you darling :(, something similar happens to me, my mother pays more attention and affection to my little stepbrother when he visits us, I hope your mother takes you into account darling, I love you unknown person ♡.
Pd: sorry if the "darling" makes you uncomfortable :(.
@@carolinacasa726 stop I love being called darling :) I love you too
@@kota3316 Oh, I'm glad to read that, I was afraid I had said something wrong because my English is not that advanced, this has nothing to do with it but today I fixed things with my mother after answering you yesterday, I think somehow reading your comment helped me, thanks ♡.
This song always makes me emotional cause my mommy issues 💔
I wish everyone had someone like this to care for them and love them no matter what 😌
*I wanna sing my kids this so they remember how much I love them*
The "my baby...my baby" reminds me of those times that my mom would hug me and tell me she loved me as i got onto the bus...now i only get "i love you"s on my birthday 😔...i miss those time ya know...
whenever I hear this song
I feel like a have a loving mother
that would never leave my side
would always check on me
That would not care of my beliefs
That wouldn’t judge me
That cared about me to the point I even got annoyed of it...
I want a better mom.
@@kapricesolos8433 aw man..I hope you get that, goodluck darling
@@maram1653 thank you so much. Thank you for caring. All love for you ❤️
@@kapricesolos8433 no problem
Im currently crying because i imagined this as my best friend and my comfort oc singing to me trying to tell me i dont need to die yet.
hey! how are you feeling? You can tell me everything, or nothing at all... but I hope you're doing well. I love you
omg i needed this for so long, thank youuuu!
It just sucks when you see other kids depending on their parents for normal things and you just know that you could never feel that sense of security.
So I’m not sure if anyone is gonna read this, but here I go:
I just always hear my friends at school tell me about all the activities they are in and how they have their future all set up for them. I see them go to their parents effortlessly and normally asking for big favors and asking them important questions for their future. It really makes me feel like no matter what I do I know I will be 5 steps behind everyone else in my life, because at the end of the day I can only do so much by myself. My mom is easy to give up on things and my dad is just never there, so I know I can never depend on them for helping me set up my future. They were never interested in helping me set goals for myself or get me involved with anything, but I have always been trying to talk to them about important things in my life for years. They always never answer my questions and nothing ever gets resolved and everything is open-ended. Over the years I have seen other people and a ton of tv where it shows kids learning valuable lessons from their parents, even if it’s just the simplest things, but everyday I realize more and more that I have barely even learned how to do basic things like laundry, cleaning, personal care, or literally anything cause my parents have never stopped to simply live life and teach me and my twin brother basic things. We are the youngest, so we were the last ones in the family. My parents were never responsible people, but they had definitely drained everything out of theirselves when it came to me and my brother starting to grow up. Now my parents just go through the motions everyday, sometimes they forget to ask us if we even want them to make food for a whole day. They get caught up in their own problems and drama, so it has left me and my siblings to have to pick up our mental states from where my parents left it and try to make a life for ourselves. Me and my twin are the last ones left in the house because everyone has left for college by now, so we are all alone. I feel like I have no idea what I want to do for my future. Ever since I was a kid I always overly obsessed with looking like something im not, acting like someone im not, and do everything I could for people to see me as “normal”. For some reason I made myself believe that you had to be perfect for people to like you. I was just always embarrassed of my life because I knew there was something different about my family. I always try to get my parents to fix their messes and change our lives to make them a little more positive, but it never works. It’s always empty promises and unfinished solutions. The problems with my family just keep adding up and my parents never fix anything. I just wish for once I could depend on my parents, and go to bed knowing they are supporting my success, and I have a future ahead of me. Instead, I’m always going asleep unsure of what my future holds for me and wishing that my new reality was different. I know if me as a child saw me now, she would think I travelled back in time because barely anything has changed in my life since I was a child. I feel like I’m running with every piece of energy I could possibly use 24/7 just to get absolutely no where. If you got this far, thanks for sticking around. :) I’m not sure what I’m gonna do, but besides that this song is pretty relatable. 👍
this is how it is for me too. stay strong, its all you can do.
Me and my mother have a bad relationship and mitski sounds exactly like her and “my baby my baby..” makes me cry because I am reminded that this is how we used to be.
this gave me chills
have you ever been playing ball outside and suddenly lay down in the grass to take a break and look at the sky and you realize how much there is to live for but you just feel like everybody surrounding you is wanting you gone even family. Sincerely, social anxiety
:)
this hurts when you have 3 sisters your oldest sister protects you when your other siblings are rude to you. my oldest sister has been gone for 1 month i miss her she always sang this to me she was like a 2nd mom
This song reminds me of what my mother and I used to have, I just want to be loved, and appreciated by her. I’ve trained myself not to even make a sound when crying, just...tears. I always try to talk with her but she gets mad at me for everything that I say. I raised my grades to straight A’s and she said it wasn’t enough, so my grades dropped dramatically because there’s nothing I can do to satisfy her. There’s no use in raising my grades anymore. I always get compared to other people’s kid’s because they’re better than me. I’m just a verbal punching bag. I’m tired of hearing her say ‘sorry’ when she just does it over and over again knowing I’ll just forgive her.
my baby my baby, you’re my baby
so i’m 14 and my mom died from cancer. i beat myself up everyday because i wish i could’ve been a better daughter or at least helped out more so she wouldn’t have died so soon. it’s been 2 years since she passed but i still miss her everyday and none of my friends know what to say so they go on with life thinking i’m ok but i’m not. so now i’m in the bathroom crying bc i can’t move on from my moms death and there’s so much other crap going on in my life
im so sorry, i love you lots even if im just a stranger, you are so strong 🤍
it gets better, your mom loves you and she wants you to be happy you are so strong and im proud of you
i know im just a weird person; stranger or whatever. but please dont beat yourself up. i love you. dont do that. i know it will be hard..but just move on. im so sorry you had to go through that. and just know; its not your fault.. everything happens for a reason. and its ok to cry, just get it out! but anyway, i hope ur doing good and stay well.
im sorry for your lost, im always here if you ever need to talk to someone. even if im just a stranger i want you to be happy. stay strong and healthy
This feel bad ,when your moon just hate you and your dad isn't with you
The character looks like he’s crying but smiling at the same time, which is literally my life
I love this song so much i wanna sing this to my child one day :)
This song reminds me of nicolo and sasha from aot :(
Fun fact: he was preparing a special meal for sasha to eat when she comes back but she didn't, so he ended up making a meal for her family instead :(
i think im gonna cry...
i need a hug
Same
(⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃ here's a virtual hug for both of you
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Watching my parents treat my little sister with lots of care and always telling her they love her make me sad all I ever wanted as a kid was a hug and I never complained when they couldn’t get me anything I was a good kid I just needed love
My mum loves this song
I love mitski
I'm sorry for anyone who has mommy issues
0:12 i sing this part when i feel scared or sad or stressful so every day yall shoud try it if you dont have such a great relationship with family or anyone.
I'd cry to this every night on a daily basis.
I just relapsed and this is oddly comforting :)
Everyone talking about how there mom is abusive
Me:who just likes her music 👁👄👁
Same
Idk if I commented this before BUT ONE OF MY HEADCANONS FOR THE ACKERMANS (specifically levi) IS THAT SOMEHOW ISABELLA (tpn) IS RELATED TO THEM AND LULLABIES ARE PASSED DOWN IN THE CLAN. SO KUCHEL WOULD SING THIS TO LEVI WHEN HE WAS STRESSED OR CANT SLEEP AND NOW WHENEVER HE FEELS THAT WAY HE HUMS IT
This gives me goosebumps, it’s so beautiful
i’m listening to this right now with fire works in the background and it reminds me so much of the host’s trauma.. I’ve been dormant for three years and i finally fronted again. He never knew about me, he just found out recently that we are a system and he still doesn’t know i exist. it was almost comforting watching him grow and now we’re here. -Xander 🧶
Just listening to this feels comforting :)
*Hits different at 4:16am when it’s still dark out and you’re laying in bed staring at your ceiling while silently sobbing knowing that you lost the one person you loved the most*
MAKE A 1 HOUR LOOP VERSION PLEAAASEEE
This makes me thing of my little dog. We were best friends, I use to call her my sister all the time since I had no sister. But my parents divorced and she went with my dad, now I don’t see her anymore. I miss my baby.
I know this song from tiktok and I'm glad it exists, because it makes me cry when I have this deep need to cry but just can't. But everytime I hear this song, I can. It makes me want to scream and cry so much, even though I have everything I need in life, I'm still not happy. I always know that there are people who have it way worse than me but there are also people who have it way better and I'm so jealous. I'm just so jealous and it makes me want to scream.
I am having a very difficult time right now. I do not know what to do and what I need to do, but I know that I will not give up so quickly. Right now I look at the stars and they are so beautiful, I can’t tear myself away .. I know that I must live for them, for people who I actually care.
The song is insane! Can't stop listening, good job!
This reminds me when I was 10 and always neglected so I tried to K-word myself to see if my mom really cared about me. She rescued me sure but after she did she screamed at me infront of everyone at that riverbank. Fun times.
are we the same person ????
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Haha, At least I'm not the only one. Sorry that you can relate though
Lyrics:
My baby, my baby
You're my baby, say it to me
Baby, my baby
Tell your baby that I'm your baby
I bet on losing dogs
I know they're losing and I pay for my place
By the ring
Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down
I'll be there on their side
I'm losing by their side
Will you let me, baby, lose
On losing dogs
I know they're losing and I pay for my place
By the ring
Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down
I wanna feel it
I bet on losing dogs
I always want you when I'm finally fine
How you'd be over me looking in my eyes when I come
Someone to watch me die
Someone to watch me die
I bet on losing dogs
Yw :)
*I just wanna stay here, forever.*
*It’s calming and comfortable.*
*It’s like a person actually cares for us..*
*You’re safe here..*
This song hurts so much, i love my mom she means the world to me but I’ve never even told her that I love her, I’ve been such a horrible daughter to her and she deserves so much better, this song reminds me how for her this so a one sided love, “my baby my baby your my baby say it to me” hurts especially because for her I hate her and yea it does hurt when she yells at me but I still love her so much I would never know what to do without her
T-Tsu-?...
( and also.. i'm so sorry for you... this is same with me )
this song is someone who you love that hurt you giving you a hug.
this reminds me of this guy who used to call me baby it makes me sad. the say it to me part feels like me telling him to come back and call me his baby again
When mitski said "My baby my baby your my baby say it to me" it made me cry because I lost my mom when i was 6
you may not know it but you just made my very late night