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  • Опубликовано: 28 ноя 2024

Комментарии • 377

  • @julessofunny
    @julessofunny Год назад +189

    Dear nisha, for someone like you to talk about this out loud, to accept, to get help...that, my dear require strength yg bkn sedikit. You are extraordinary. I tumpang bangga that you berjaya gone thru all that. Tahniah on ur wedding & enjoy your life with your loved ones ❤❤❤

    • @kewciuk123
      @kewciuk123 Год назад +4

      Yesss yesss yesss….tak kesah u nk upload 2 tahun sekali pun..i tetap support u…

  • @MeerNash
    @MeerNash Год назад +141

    Nisha, I was a fan of yours and I wanna tell you that I AM still a fan up till this date. You've no idea how quickly I clicked on this video, we all missed you. One more thing, you used to be my "sunshine" youtuber yang selalu buat I gelak and made my days better bila I went thru darker days dulu, despite of carrying so much weight on urself masa dulu, you masih berjaya to make me laugh, you are POWERFUL and you are worth it Nisha, sincerely dari one of ur subscriber

    • @sayaaisya
      @sayaaisya Год назад +4

      same here! we love u nisha we always be there for u. wish to meet you oneday if not here maybe in Jannah

  • @nurshazwanie8476
    @nurshazwanie8476 Год назад +12

    We're in the same situation. Been feeling useless , alone since high school. Perasaan yang tak boleh diluahkan dekat sesiapa sebab rasa diri ni kerdil. Rasa berdebar bila bercakap dengan orang rupanya itu anxiety. Sekarang baru faham sebab dulu takde exposure tentang semua ni. Sekarang umur 29 baru rasa tenang, baru dapat rasa hidup yang sebenarnya. Harap sesiapa yg berada di fasa ni, carilah bantuan, minta tolong sesiapa yang terdekat atau pergi psychiatrist di hospital.

  • @horitokki
    @horitokki Год назад +41

    As someone who experienced the diagnosed and dark journey, i would never ever want anyone else go thru this. “thankyou for not giving up on me” cs we know how hard it is to comfort and makes someone who own this illness, believe that they still have their worth to live. Nisha, I’m glad that you’re survived, me too. Allah has more beautiful plan for us Insya Allah. I love you, *send hugs*

  • @farrahiwaninaazman7094
    @farrahiwaninaazman7094 Год назад +13

    because of you, i bercakap in the ward and started to talk with everyone. it means a lot to me. i will always be there for you. love you nisha

  • @dainaramdan7802
    @dainaramdan7802 Год назад +12

    As someone who was diagnosed with BPD last year, betul lah apa nisha cakap when all this time youve been depressed and everything had finally make sense. Its like you finally found the missing piece of a puzzle.
    Tapi I had stop taking medication cause of the side effects, but alhamdulillah I think my mental state is getting better (i hope so).
    I honestly cried after watching this video 😢💔 Welcome back Nisha, we are so proud of you for being this strong. Couldnt imagine how much you’ve been thru. Sending lots of hugs and muahs 🫶🏻🫂

  • @aidasofia4683
    @aidasofia4683 Год назад +33

    Nisha! been a fan of you since 2016 ❤ and tbh, you and my friend gerakkan hati i untuk get professional help. A friend of mine recently went to see a psychiatrist and got diagnosed for depression, and when the Dr explained symptoms of BPD, she immediately thought of me. I've greatly suffered depression for years, and things also got worse since 2021 for me. Biggest barrier as to why I tak jumpa lagi help is bcs my family is deeply against it. Now I tgh process nak dapatkan referral letter to set an appointment dkt hosp. I nak jumpa pun bcs I want to fix my relationship with people and myself. Thank you for sharing your updates, I've thoroughly missed you and am so proud and happy that you're in a better position now ❤

  • @senawski
    @senawski Год назад +8

    Glad you’re back queen! You’re so brave for speaking up. Proud of you 💓

  • @rabsterzz
    @rabsterzz Год назад +10

    it doesn’t matter that you’re not like you’re ‘old you’ at all! sebab I rasa I pun dah grow up and matured a bit, and seeing your progress and change feels like we’re growing together ❤❤❤

  • @fashaazira5608
    @fashaazira5608 Год назад +5

    Nisha, I have watched your video since my high school years. I tak sangka we go to the same psychiatry hospital at HUKM. I was diagnosed with CPTSD + BPD. I felt so alone in my journey too. Literally lost my job and a lot of people turns their back on me because they lack of mental health education. Thank you so much for sharing your story and making me feel less alone. Sending love and hugs ❤

  • @mimisyaihidah486
    @mimisyaihidah486 Год назад +14

    Im glad you are here! Thank you so much for coming back for us. We'll always support you!

  • @alaiagabriel4695
    @alaiagabriel4695 Год назад +18

    Thanks for sharing your journey with us, Nisha! I’m happy to hear that you’re feeling healthier and happier now. I pray for your continuous happiness and success in your life. We love you Nisha! ❤

  • @nuraisyahsofiahhassan450
    @nuraisyahsofiahhassan450 9 месяцев назад

    miss you so much but glad you took your time. you dont owe any explanation but thank you for sharing love

  • @heygurl7965
    @heygurl7965 Год назад +12

    Salam Nisha, even though you feel youre not the same you, you still have the same quirky antics & is still real/genuine. Appreciate you sharing with us what you went through, it creates awareness about your condition & the alternative treatments. Welcome back, cant’t wait to watch your future vids & we’re always here for you! 😊❤

  • @kikilala5942
    @kikilala5942 Год назад +3

    Saya akan selalu doakan yang terbaik untuk nisha dunia dan akhirat ❤

  • @yeyewoo11
    @yeyewoo11 Год назад +7

    Eversince I knew you from your old makeup videos, you're such an inspiration. Thank you for being you, you've gone through a lot. I hope you know that you have given so much joy to others and you sharing your experiences help give so many people the strength to also seek help. May Allah bless you always. Excited for your new chapter!

  • @qtnhh
    @qtnhh Год назад +2

    nishaaaaa i miss the old hype nisha, saranghae 🫶🏻 i baca comment you dah kawin??! really?!! doa you makbul nak kawin after naelofa kawin, happy for you 🤲🏻🤍

  • @angah54
    @angah54 Год назад +3

    Nisha, you are fighter ❤Praying that you will be always surrounded with the most supporting people
    virtual hugs to all of you that has been struggle with mental health. we can do this, we are true fighter

  • @nuruliqa
    @nuruliqa Год назад +2

    Dear adik, since you lost parts of your memory, I would like to remind you about your previous self. You can forget other things but remember you were a joyous, beautiful and enthusiastic girl especially in make up and fashion. Take care ❤

  • @pnpeguamkakratu8059
    @pnpeguamkakratu8059 10 месяцев назад

    Whateva i luv you following u since my young age. Now im 49 and i lurve your honesty and out spoken yg jujur

  • @motley0304
    @motley0304 Год назад +1

    One thing at a time. Breathe, pause and relax. Be kinder to yourself. You matter!

  • @sitihumaira4380
    @sitihumaira4380 Год назад +1

    Omg relatable, I feel you. I feel like no one wants me. Yes, abandoned, that’s the word. 😭

  • @nurjahidah9306
    @nurjahidah9306 Год назад

    Thank you too sis nisha…semoga dipermudah segala urusan sis nisha

  • @nemomanja8023
    @nemomanja8023 6 месяцев назад

    Alhamdulillah. Be happy. Surrounding with positive people. You're a strong woman, Nisha Ezzati. I will pray for your happiness.. Ya.. Always.. InsyaAllah.. Love you, Girl ❤

  • @MohaniNiza
    @MohaniNiza 10 месяцев назад

    Sama lah kita. I masuk HUKM psychiatric ward banyak kali, including for trying to unalive myself. I am on meds now and I see a good therapist who teaches me to practice Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (BPD), so I am better now. I have schizoaffective disorder which is a combination of schizophrenia-like symptoms and bipolar symptoms. I also have Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). Thank you for being honest about your mental health struggles ❤

  • @sharifahdyana
    @sharifahdyana Год назад +8

    I’m glad that you’re back nishaaaa, sumpah rindu gila you walaupun tak pernah jumpa. And i selalu tgk your updates on IG. Love you so much, and let’s get stronger together ❤️❤️

  • @fiqsonmingi
    @fiqsonmingi Год назад +7

    welcome back nisha!! I'm really happy to hear that you have recovered from your depression and dapat suami yang memahami, Alhamdulillah 🥺 you are such a strong woman sis, and may that fire in you continue to burn brightly

  • @suadaelmi
    @suadaelmi Год назад +3

    Thank u for cheering us with your videos back then eventho you’re struggling, we’re sorry we didn’t know that 😢❤ Sending you a big virtual hugs!

  • @idir7981
    @idir7981 Год назад +1

    Thank you for sharing this so that can create awareness. I doakan semoga you will continue to recover and live your life happily with your loved ones

  • @anisfarhana000
    @anisfarhana000 Год назад +1

    Nisha :'c I'm glad and sooo happy that you're back! Alhamdulillah xx

  • @aliamorningstar
    @aliamorningstar Год назад

    wei rindunya dulu x pnah miss tgk video, welkam back

  • @maisurahahmad3097
    @maisurahahmad3097 Год назад

    Mmg I rindu sgt dkt content RUclips u.Nisha thanks for sharing..we love you so much..❤❤TQ for come back stronger..very proud of you.❤️❤️

  • @athrhazs
    @athrhazs Год назад

    I was talking about you exact last 2weeks. We miss you!!! ❤

  • @aidaizzieyani8677
    @aidaizzieyani8677 Год назад +1

    i miss watching your makeup videos kak nisha! rindu your concon 😭 i will be here waiting for your videos soon ❤❤❤

  • @natiyyamahmud4866
    @natiyyamahmud4866 Год назад +1

    Welcome back nisha! Dah lama ternanti2 video2 youtube u. Takpe. U will get back to being yourself slowly but surely! I doakan 🤲🏻🤲🏻

  • @rabiatunadri5787
    @rabiatunadri5787 Год назад

    My brother and my mother did ECT not long ago..theyre still struggling, ad ups and lows. But we are fine and sometimes not .

  • @nursyahirah9530
    @nursyahirah9530 10 месяцев назад

    love u always! i hope u know ppl love u and u are treasured by many

  • @efnarfaizul8792
    @efnarfaizul8792 Год назад

    baru haritu rasa macam "dulu 2017 selaluuuuu sangat tengok yt nisha, skrg dah takde :( AND NOW YES WELCOME BACK NISHA!!

  • @amirahatikah5310
    @amirahatikah5310 Год назад

    alhamdulillah. not your fan tp bila tringat nk tgk yt u pastu cm xde update i doakn semoga u dlm keadaan baik masa tu. alhamdulillah. semoga lepas ni semua yg trbaik utk u k nisha ❤

  • @Ayab91
    @Ayab91 10 месяцев назад +1

    Nisha sebagai a fellow person with chronic depression, saya menangis gila bila tengok video ni. But I understand the feeling yang eh kita boleh rasa normal rupanya 🤣 take care sister

  • @dnianizam
    @dnianizam 10 месяцев назад

    im one of the student in hukm & i pernah tegur u there when u nak buat ect. u were so nice & friendly. i pray that youll be strong & happier. may Allah ease the journey for you nisha 🤍

  • @nanaenairah
    @nanaenairah Год назад

    Nisha!! I’m used to watched ur video back then. Really love you! How funny u’re and all abt u. Paling suka u bebel2 sambil make up. Welcome back and i’ll always support u. Pls be strong and keep moving. All the best and anggap la this is a new journey and new start for u. ❤️

  • @wanroismazawaniwanismail6002
    @wanroismazawaniwanismail6002 10 месяцев назад

    Welcome back nisha! I miss you!

  • @nurfaiqah7766
    @nurfaiqah7766 Год назад

    Alhamdulillah. Dah follow nisha lama sbb suka tgk your happy go lucky character. Tahniah for your marriage and praying the best for you

  • @ikhmalazzarin
    @ikhmalazzarin Год назад +1

    your videos always inspire me ! welcome back

  • @norfahananordin4596
    @norfahananordin4596 Год назад +1

    We love you nisha💕

  • @dianamahadir
    @dianamahadir Год назад +1

    nishaaaa. i nampak video you keluar bila i bukak youtube, i terus bukak tauu nishaaa😭 missed you so much. dulu selalu tengok vlog you. welcome back, love!❤

  • @farinaroslan3023
    @farinaroslan3023 Год назад

    Awww tak sabar nak tengok all your reviewssss

  • @aunifarzana2192
    @aunifarzana2192 Год назад +4

    You're very strong woman nisha. Its not easy to be open up about this dark story you had, I bet it takes you a lot too to share this with us. Glad that you're recovering! Adding on with your loving & caring husband, keep your circle positive too! Happy for you that you made it this far. Welcome backk! ❤

  • @amanihusna2847
    @amanihusna2847 10 месяцев назад

    Miss you Nisha! Glad that you’re back now! xo

  • @Nur-bw6bu
    @Nur-bw6bu Год назад

    Nisha i rindu vidoe you ! Youre still the same i suka sgt ❤ i hope you oky i sentiasa doakan you

  • @yomiyominom
    @yomiyominom Год назад

    Ur welcome,! Kami support sis. Buat apa anda suka! Mana tau buat video balik makes u happy and cherish your new chapter 🎉❤

  • @fyzaafadz
    @fyzaafadz Год назад

    I miss you!!! Sending love and hug nisha sayang!! ❤❤❤❤

  • @adlan_kacak
    @adlan_kacak 5 месяцев назад

    You`re so brave to talk about it publicy even tough we all here just a random strangers to you, to be honest i`m scared to talk about it even to my therapist.

  • @s.zulaikha8459
    @s.zulaikha8459 Год назад

    Really missed your video! Tahniah sebab akak kuat! semoga terus kuat 🩷✨

  • @missnurmedina
    @missnurmedina Год назад

    lama tak buka youtube, buka - buka eh ada nisha! ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @sitinabilah6842
    @sitinabilah6842 Год назад

    nisha, you're very strong person. need to see more videos from you ❤ active mcm dulu balik kt youtube.

  • @hazrinahere9294
    @hazrinahere9294 Год назад

    Hi nisha, i love your video since forever, please keep on update ! love love !

  • @aqilatulafifah3425
    @aqilatulafifah3425 Год назад

    Thank u for speaking this up. Thank u for represent us 🥹

  • @frown_24
    @frown_24 10 месяцев назад

    Rindu nak tgk video nisha ❤

  • @syuhadahasri6144
    @syuhadahasri6144 Год назад

    Nisha.. thank youu

  • @nursyuhadajalaludin3535
    @nursyuhadajalaludin3535 Год назад +1

    Dear nisha…we are waiting for you so long…Alhamdullilah you come back…so happy…don’t worry we always support you…do more videos we miss a lots…❤️❤️❤️

  • @mirahkhalid1106
    @mirahkhalid1106 Год назад

    thankyou nisha for sharing. i also pernah masuk hospital sebab minum clorox. but now im more than happy with my kids & loving husband ❤

  • @farahnajhah4398
    @farahnajhah4398 Год назад +2

    TERKEJUT NAMPAK NOTIFICATION NISHA UPLOAD!!!! OKAY JAP NAK TGOK, I COMMENT DULU BARU TGOK 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

  • @5yearsago7
    @5yearsago7 Год назад

    Welcome back nisha... Rindu sgt vlog you. Keep fighting yaa 🤍

  • @syadiahmarrini761
    @syadiahmarrini761 Год назад

    I love you big time and nyindiri

  • @aishahzainal7671
    @aishahzainal7671 Год назад +1

    Nisha ! I just clicked when i saw u ❤. We missing you and will always miss you. Sooo glad that you made it. Keep fighting. We always here. Still a fan until today and forever will be.

  • @wendyjohanes631
    @wendyjohanes631 Год назад

    I masih subscribed to you Nisha. Keep the vides coming!!

  • @liyanasadhri9353
    @liyanasadhri9353 Год назад +1

    Welcome back!! Sending hugs to you ❤

  • @rosnizarabdulrahim656
    @rosnizarabdulrahim656 Год назад

    Nisha, janganlah sedih. Be happy n positive k.. I dulu lagi follow u.. N masih follow u.. Insyaa Allaah tuhan akan sentiasa menolong kita semua. ❤❤❤

  • @wannurathirah4413
    @wannurathirah4413 Год назад +2

    I JERIT MACAM ORANG KENA SAMPUK DALAM KEDAI MAKAN SEBAB POP UP NOTI U POST AAAAAAAA. Lev u so much 🤍🤍

  • @khairunisaanisah1009
    @khairunisaanisah1009 Год назад

    really proud and grateful for you

  • @zeeriously
    @zeeriously Год назад +8

    Thank you for sharing this with us Nisha. It must have taken so much strength and courage for you to record and upload this. Alhamdulillah you're so much better now. I pray that you will continue to find strength in Allah as well as your loved ones. Take care and looking forward to more content from you :) Love from Singapore

  • @putriqistina3962
    @putriqistina3962 Год назад

    MISS YOU NISHA 😭😭 youtube isn’t fun without you 😭😭 im crying cause you’re back 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @naaa_di
    @naaa_di Год назад

    i love you!1!!!11 rinduuuuu giler dengar you bebel

  • @ezzaelyani4374
    @ezzaelyani4374 Год назад

    Nishaaaa....i tunggu u punya video tapi tak muncul2....banyak yang u lalui nishaaa....alhamdulilah..well done...nishaaaa...apa pun jangan rasa alone..we love u so much

  • @lindaarib845
    @lindaarib845 Год назад

    so sory what r u going through, i am psychiatic nurse n seeing people strugle with this illness. i understood all your simptom n situations, i handle that evryday with my pt. i pray insyaallah you will be ok. u have very supported husb n fmly. May Allah ease evrything for u 🙏🏻 dnt forget take ur daily medication love from psy nurse 🥰

  • @shahadahshariff
    @shahadahshariff Год назад

    Love you Nisha! ❤

  • @ashikinazmi4352
    @ashikinazmi4352 Год назад

    I’ve been in that situation too. You’re such a strong woman, nisha. We miss you soo much! Alhamdulillah Allah sayangkan nisha. Take care! 🤍

  • @diyanakamalazlan6035
    @diyanakamalazlan6035 Год назад

    You've been great. Keep on going dear.

  • @khairunisabadrulhizam5806
    @khairunisabadrulhizam5806 Год назад

    I love you Nisha, stay strong dear, we love you, hugs❤️🥰

  • @NadhiraAmanda
    @NadhiraAmanda Год назад

    i have been watching your videos since i was 12yo & now im 26. welcome back nisha! glad youre here

  • @rabiatuladawiyah0008
    @rabiatuladawiyah0008 9 месяцев назад

    I xprnh tahu kewujudan channel ni, but i just reach ur video just two days ago and for Allah’s sake, I love ur video reaction ps to local products make up. Yeahhh im still study n to buy all those products is something i know i cant do tht so starting tht i watched all ur videos related to local products reviews so my short thoughts here is just be urself, loving urself, create ur own happiness n live to fullest n stop thinking the past. Allah has the best plan for u n he did cause i can see u re happy now Alhamdulillah, i wish all the best for ur future life, having children and insyAllah u n husben be together till Jannah Ameen Ya Rabb ❤
    #spreadlovenothate

  • @dhiyaduranisofianaziz1254
    @dhiyaduranisofianaziz1254 Год назад

    Omgggg once i saw you video pop up kt my youtube i was soo happy sampai jeritt “ehhh nishaaaaaaa” … so happy for you that you’re back !!! So brave of you to seek help and even brave to talk about your journey with usss !!!! Semoga allah protects you always Nisha !!! You are my happy place when i was 22 . Now I’m 25 and you’re back and im soo happy for that tooo … ps// share with us your journey with your husband thoooo ❤❤❤❤

  • @qistinaasri6408
    @qistinaasri6408 Год назад

    loveee sangat uuu take care!!!!

  • @asip18
    @asip18 Год назад +1

    Semoga dipermudahkan semuanya sistur! In shaa Allah 🫶🏽

  • @nisa.asyila
    @nisa.asyila Год назад

    Been your subs since 2016.. love watching all your video.. so happy that youre finally comeback stronger and happier.. the moment i saw your noti.. terus klik and terus like.. even not knowing wht the content is.. goodluck Nisha ❤️❤️

  • @kns8252
    @kns8252 Год назад

    Nisha!!! Welcome back. Girl, we miss you ❤

  • @chickyjong
    @chickyjong Год назад

    I feel you 😞 😞 i pun depressed and resign from my work and its been a year now and i rasa sedih gila sebab i rasa macam i behind semua orang gitu 😢

  • @_fiilmforhers
    @_fiilmforhers Год назад +1

    Dont cry Nisha 😭 rasa nak nangis tgok Nisha almost cry :)) Nisha,I'm so happy for you

  • @asmamahassan4290
    @asmamahassan4290 Год назад

    Nishaa, really miss you, insha'Allah Kami semua sentiasa doakan moga cepat sembuh ❤ semua yg berlaku pasti ada hikmah.

  • @Gshjj-b8u
    @Gshjj-b8u Год назад

    Hi Nisha, I'm commenting from a burner account bc I don't want people to find me 😅. Anyway I've been a long time subscriber now (from another account) and actually about one to two months ago I randomly missed you and your videos so I cari but you tak de upload anything from the last one you had 2 years ago. And then now, tiba² you upload a new video. I rasa macam how did you know I was thinking about you? 😭💗
    Thank you for sharing your story with us, Nisha. As someone who just got professional help with my mental health this year, I heavily relate with the things you said especially about the memory loss due to taking medications. I also thought I was going crazy bc at one point I literally forgot my own name and who I was. Like, I know I'm in my body but *who* am I? There have also been times where I see my face in the mirror but I don't know who I'm looking at bc I literally can't recognize myself. These things are really scary to go through and none of my friends can relate, so I'm really glad that you talked about it :)
    I haven't went through actual therapy yet bc my appointments take time to arrange, but I'm on medications now and I think there are pros as much as there are cons. But I'm glad I reached out for help than not at all, and I'm so happy for you too for doing well after getting help ❤️ Congratulations for making it through, and I know I'm just a stranger on the Internet but I genuinely feel so proud of you when I heard your story ❤️
    Thank you for reading Nisha, and thank you for existing, you make me and a lot of people happy 🥹❤️ Much love to you

  • @Usedtobeurgurl
    @Usedtobeurgurl Год назад

    omg! i'm literally growing up watching your video since form 1... now i'm in uni alr

  • @Archieqa
    @Archieqa Год назад +2

    Good to see you again, Nisha! ❤

  • @sadxavery5975
    @sadxavery5975 Год назад

    I love you nishaaa🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 i tungguuuu youuuuu lama dahhh finally this time comes true 🫶🏻 i hope youre doing well now❤

  • @nursyafiqah1180
    @nursyafiqah1180 Год назад

    Ninshaaaa.. i miss you a lott tauuu 😭 asyik tertunggu2 vid u ..

  • @nas2817
    @nas2817 10 месяцев назад

    I'm so happy that you're doing better. Used to watch your videos and thought you're hilarious sbb cara you cakap tu. 😂 I understand in some ways how you feel about not thinking someone can love you after everything you're suffering through. But God is great and He always shows His love. Know that you've many who love you as you are. Thank you for your transparency and honesty. I know someone out there can relate and feel better knowing they're not alone. May you continue to be happy and strong Nishnish!

  • @sumayyahkhadaied90
    @sumayyahkhadaied90 Год назад +2

    Hey Nisha! remember you from college days.. My husband is also diagnose with bipolar and seeing him going thru it the years... sending you love n hugs.. Thanks for making this video.

  • @nurulhafifah2841
    @nurulhafifah2841 Год назад

    Stay strong , insha'Allah everything will be fine for you , sooner or later you will be happy

  • @nursyazwina6590
    @nursyazwina6590 Год назад

    Nishaaaaaaaa! I miss you a lot!!!!!!!! I am so happy you are back. Dah lama tunggu. I nangis juga tapi i nangis dulu sebelum u cakap nak nangis pula 😢 Alhamdulillah you are getting better. I pray the best for you. Don’t worry if you still need a break. There are people here who is supportive your healing process. ❤❤❤❤