My Testimony: from OnlyFans to God | OnlyFans ruined my life... but God saved me!

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  • @Yourwifesbf458
    @Yourwifesbf458 7 месяцев назад +921

    We’re going to be seeing a lot of “Onlyfans ruined my life” videos in the coming years.

    • @nug9g
      @nug9g 7 месяцев назад +37

      its almost like the way onlyfans models are treated is similar to sex trafficked people or as objects. sex work in and of itself has always had a downside not because of impurity but because people in sex work arent seen as human beings. theyre seen as pieces of meat meant to be ogled at and consumed

    • @Yourwifesbf458
      @Yourwifesbf458 7 месяцев назад +67

      @@nug9g You need help if you think she’s a victim lmao

    • @nug9g
      @nug9g 7 месяцев назад

      @@Yourwifesbf458 you lack any compassion if you think she isnt a victim of the objectification of women. every feminine person at some point will reach a conclusion that their bodies are commodities

    • @randommoosebrains
      @randommoosebrains 7 месяцев назад +1

      absolutely

    • @makeupdoll7413
      @makeupdoll7413 7 месяцев назад

      I was so surprised to find out a famous Instagram model does full nudes there, and I'm talking about you can literally see her private parts under.. doesn't that affect even collaborations between influencers and companies? But I guess s€x pays off more from their perspective... But one day her children will find her naked pictures googling her 😢💔

  • @rachelrobot
    @rachelrobot 2 месяца назад +37

    Gwen, I used to watch your asmr videos and I got turned off to your channel once things started to skew in a more sexual direction (lingerie hauls, always in low-cut shirts, etc). I agree with you on some things, however, I think it's worth pointing out that it's not typical to go from one extreme belief to another. To go from being a liberal modern feminist to a trad wife conservative... I think that's the most concerning thing here. It seems like you are more looking for a group to belong in or a support network. That's not a bad thing, but it seems like you're willing to change major beliefs to fit in with a new tribe. I think you still have some self exploration to do. I also think this video is a bit out of touch, considering many girls on OF can't just quit and fall back on their relationships for money. Most of them are in a much worse financial situation than you were, with less education and marketable skills. Idk. Just something to think about

  • @tuber420
    @tuber420 8 месяцев назад +106

    Onlyfans to Christ pipeline needs to be studied

    • @ZairaMendoza-qg2qn
      @ZairaMendoza-qg2qn 7 месяцев назад +12

      Turn to Christ and you will understand ❤️ He loves you

    • @shawndodd1046
      @shawndodd1046 Месяц назад +7

      Daddy issues

    • @ALLTake-v2p
      @ALLTake-v2p Месяц назад

      When a NARC realises they are not actually superior in any way, a collapse ensues, neopiousness is a common outcome of this process. Truly disgusting! 🤮

    • @8anby
      @8anby 12 дней назад +1

      It allows people who make questionable to awful moral life choices try to retain some form of moral authority.
      "I took off my clothes and now I'm no longer in the same space and feel differently about it" - human and reasonable
      "I found the lord during my most depraved moments" - dog whistle for blanket "born again" support to wash over and away the negative.
      It's making the right choice while still wimping out and failing to take credit for your own choices.

    • @laurencebristol696
      @laurencebristol696 4 дня назад

      @@8anby What are you trying to say here? That we should be forced to bear the consequences of our wrongdoings?

  • @andrewmitchell2313
    @andrewmitchell2313 7 месяцев назад +410

    “We both want to keep our relationship private”. Quit social media.

    • @DiligentMedia446
      @DiligentMedia446 7 месяцев назад +43

      You watched that far into the vid and that’s the main thing that stood out to you? 🤦🏽‍♂️

    • @Vic2point0
      @Vic2point0 7 месяцев назад +9

      Don't be intellectually dishonest. She was talking about how her husband felt about their OF content specifically.

    • @JustinZyff
      @JustinZyff 6 месяцев назад +28

      @@Vic2point0 This whole vid is intellectually dishonest lol

    • @Vic2point0
      @Vic2point0 6 месяцев назад +6

      @@JustinZyff Sounds like another unfounded claim but go on, what's your evidence?

    • @Don-Scrima
      @Don-Scrima 6 месяцев назад

      Wish granted.

  • @shaneklz
    @shaneklz 6 месяцев назад +22

    as an atheist, it's so beautiful how you explained your whole journey. I do disagree with you on some parts but I'm just absolutely happy how much brighter you've become now you've quit

    • @mendy2048
      @mendy2048 Месяц назад +3

      Thank you for this! Religious or not, it's clear she's happier and healthier. I wish more people had your respect!

    • @A-RedHerring
      @A-RedHerring 11 часов назад

      ​@@mendy2048 Most people don't respect whores and grifters.🤷🏿‍♂️

  • @RayFinkle05
    @RayFinkle05 8 месяцев назад +556

    So you did the ASMR grift? You did the onlyfans grift? And now you’re doing the tradcon grift? Forgive me for thinking all of this is a grift on account of all the previous grifting…

    • @yme3267
      @yme3267 8 месяцев назад

      Does she mention doing ASMR also? 😂
      She either is a professional grifter, OR.... mentally lost af.

    • @Nina-pz7ge
      @Nina-pz7ge 7 месяцев назад +16

      It’s life

    • @stellargraphics9979
      @stellargraphics9979 7 месяцев назад +36

      She’d make more money if she kept her OnlyFans… so not exactly

    • @gabrielachavez8982
      @gabrielachavez8982 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@stellargraphics9979she thought she would be able to have a better grip on it, but then she was all over and persons didn’t have to pay for it.

    • @Jay_490
      @Jay_490 6 месяцев назад +56

      She’s not serious she kept the o fans content while playing into tradcon gf thing. This is a grift

  • @Bees-are-awsome
    @Bees-are-awsome 8 месяцев назад +410

    A wise man once said: “Women only turn to God when the devil is done playing with them”

    • @raymundogonzalez4963
      @raymundogonzalez4963 8 месяцев назад +10

      Interesting

    • @friedtofufan
      @friedtofufan 8 месяцев назад +1

      Turning to religion during tough times is a constant theme in people who find religion. There are a thousand rapists in your church. Focus on your own issues versus trying to condemn a random woman like YOU are god.

    • @gemil9933
      @gemil9933 8 месяцев назад +33

      She didn’t do it for that long. She learned from her mistakes

    • @Revitalization4241
      @Revitalization4241 8 месяцев назад

      ​@@gemil9933To even consider it is wrong enough

    • @wildeyshere_paulkersey853
      @wildeyshere_paulkersey853 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@gemil9933lmao

  • @dynastyandrews2416
    @dynastyandrews2416 6 месяцев назад +10

    So let me get this straight, y’all drag women who do only fans (as if there aren’t men paying for the subscriptions) and then when the woman decides to turn her life around and turns to faith, you guys still drag her because you think she’s doing it for clout. Even if you think she’s being disingenuous, what does it cost you to give this woman the benefit of the doubt? She’s telling you she left a situation that was literally sucking the soul out of her and now she’s living a happier life and sharing her story to try and help other women avoid what she went through. Someone turning their life around, faith involved or not, is still a beautiful thing. I wish nothing but the best for Gwen and her new life!

    • @thetruth9806
      @thetruth9806 День назад

      What would show her integrity and proof of her words? Donate all her money from OF. "All that was used for evil will now be used for good". Until then, she's not living a Christian life.

  • @lmrbeerbellyl
    @lmrbeerbellyl 8 месяцев назад +523

    "Mom, dad! You're right I finally met a nice girl at church!"

    • @DnaJEr
      @DnaJEr 8 месяцев назад +68

      😂😂😂😂😂

    • @user-ms4tq4xc8y
      @user-ms4tq4xc8y 8 месяцев назад

      I'd date her.

    • @navigator590
      @navigator590 8 месяцев назад +23

      @@DnaJEr hahaha as always internet is forever.

    • @imad3973
      @imad3973 8 месяцев назад +14

      🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

    • @jvo8068
      @jvo8068 7 месяцев назад +32

      This is why I’m afraid to ever marry someone from/in the U.S.😂

  • @edwardkelly8548
    @edwardkelly8548 6 месяцев назад +89

    Every sinner has a future and every Saint has a past! I’m glad you’ve chosen Christ!

  • @jorgc
    @jorgc 5 месяцев назад +196

    "onlyfans destroyed my life" she says from the home and life that the OF money helped her create

    • @youheard03
      @youheard03 4 месяца назад +26

      Two things can be true at once

    • @jeremykauffman7043
      @jeremykauffman7043 3 месяца назад +27

      You missed the point. Redemption is powerful. Everyone has a chance to leave a life that leads to self loathing and live a new life as a new creation.

    • @joandarc441
      @joandarc441 3 месяца назад +1

      ​@@jeremykauffman7043 not everybody deserves a second chance or redemption arc.

    • @ForeverL0vingH3r
      @ForeverL0vingH3r 3 месяца назад +9

      money isn’t all their is to life..

    • @sleepy8134
      @sleepy8134 2 месяца назад +1

      she still do it lol

  • @bartink
    @bartink 8 месяцев назад +350

    The use of cleavage in the testimony is *chef's kiss.

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +25

      superficial comment

    • @bartink
      @bartink 8 месяцев назад +2

      @@laza8675 For superficial praise of new grift. Y'all just a bunch of suckers for the lamest virtue signaling.

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +1

      you are signaling for immaturity by resenting any appearance of virtue as inauthentic. aint much better@@bartink

    • @jameswiggle
      @jameswiggle 8 месяцев назад

      nope...christians can't show cleavage@@laza8675

    • @TheNemkris
      @TheNemkris 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@laza8675 Because spamming "you should forgive" like everyone else does is so deep. Having standards isn't cruel, pretending this is serius while she still puts her tits out to corrupt men is just evil you are contributing to her damnation with promoting thisl.

  • @MrBrewman95
    @MrBrewman95 8 месяцев назад +403

    "I found god." The ultimate get out of internet jail free card. 😂

    • @ZairaMendoza-qg2qn
      @ZairaMendoza-qg2qn 7 месяцев назад +39

      Jesus loves you ❤️

    • @mariekearney236
      @mariekearney236 7 месяцев назад +44

      Absolutely! He literally takes you from the worst jail - damnation - to the beauty of life with him. Can you deny the obvious change in her from feeling like a slave to OF and money to being free from that now in Christ?

    • @briankirchner8388
      @briankirchner8388 6 месяцев назад

      @@mariekearney236 She's still a slave - to internet attention-seeking and validation

    • @Jay-hy6rl
      @Jay-hy6rl 6 месяцев назад +2

      ​​@@mariekearney236no it's a curse she put on herself and it will be with her forever and she will never get a chance to live normal life ever again

    • @lsam7661
      @lsam7661 6 месяцев назад +8

      Mr brewman acting like he has never watched pornnn. Sir you are a contributor

  • @BrownTrout1238
    @BrownTrout1238 5 месяцев назад +19

    Digital footprints are an amazing thing. While our parents can disregard the mistakes they made when they were young, ours live on indefinitely, and will be present and available for our kids to find out.

    • @headhonchotheone9041
      @headhonchotheone9041 5 месяцев назад +3

      Sad reality

    • @jebril
      @jebril 2 месяца назад

      I mean not really just dont upload your genitalia to the internet…it’s not that hard.

  • @kobehiggins6937
    @kobehiggins6937 5 месяцев назад +123

    I’m seeing so many self righteous people in the comments saying people like her never change or bashing her as if you yourself is perfect. In case yall don’t know.. Noah got drunk, Abraham was a liar, Moses was a coward, Elijah was depressed and suicidal, David had an affair and even set the woman’s husband up to be killed in battle, Jonah ran away from God, Rahab was a prostitute, Peter denied Jesus, Paul was a murderer and still used them. God doesn’t use perfect people He uses willing people

    • @carolineASMR
      @carolineASMR 5 месяцев назад +8

      Amen!!✝️🥳❤️

    • @Loverloadgems
      @Loverloadgems 5 месяцев назад +9

      Well said, thank you. You have very clear eyes.

    • @OedonTheGreat
      @OedonTheGreat 4 месяца назад +1

      ​@@carolineASMRAnother OF creator/online pr0st1tute spotted.

    • @vklnew9824
      @vklnew9824 4 месяца назад

      Protestant

    • @benjaminellis6237
      @benjaminellis6237 3 месяца назад +1

      ​@@vklnew9824what does that have to do with anything?

  • @TheLilbigBlack
    @TheLilbigBlack 8 месяцев назад +334

    Is anyone actually falling for this? Honestly asking.

    • @thevaccinator666
      @thevaccinator666 8 месяцев назад +25

      Why would she be lying?

    • @TheLilbigBlack
      @TheLilbigBlack 8 месяцев назад

      @@thevaccinator666 because the ex-onlyfans to redemption grift is extremely lucrative, especially on tiktok

    • @jvo8068
      @jvo8068 7 месяцев назад +21

      Don’t see how she’s lying. She seems to have taken down all her other porn stuff

    • @CodeNameWaffle
      @CodeNameWaffle 7 месяцев назад

      @@jvo8068and? It’s all over the internet still she doesn’t regret her actions. She is using religion as a way of feeling sorry for herself

    • @prod.lebogola
      @prod.lebogola 6 месяцев назад

      ​@@jvo8068she probably wasn't making enough money anymore on OF so now now she's trying to grift Christianity... plus c'mon, she's obviously using that cleavage to attract y'all. If she really was making a change she wouldn't even have made this video

  • @truthHurtsAlways
    @truthHurtsAlways 8 месяцев назад +197

    From the streets did she emerge, and to the streets she will return

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +10

      that's what you did and will do, indeed

    • @igorpipuk7754
      @igorpipuk7754 8 месяцев назад +2

      @@laza8675 she's not gonna have sex with you. sorry bro

    • @StinkyGreenBud
      @StinkyGreenBud 8 месяцев назад

      These 304s thinking taking on a religion will absolve them from being 304s.

    • @jakeoswald8017
      @jakeoswald8017 8 месяцев назад +24

      Incel comment

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад

      yes this comment section became flooded by incels after like 16 hours weird@@jakeoswald8017

  • @lilharshgretch7181
    @lilharshgretch7181 7 месяцев назад +108

    how ya’ll mad when girls do of but get mad when they stop and switch paths?

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 7 месяцев назад +2

      the answer is simple. Because people want women to do OF and be hypersexual but feel bad about it, so they have low self esteem and are easier to exploit. THis is why the social double discourse

    • @CodeNameWaffle
      @CodeNameWaffle 7 месяцев назад +9

      She made a good decision quitting she destructed her reputation online

    • @OedonTheGreat
      @OedonTheGreat 7 месяцев назад +1

      We're not mad at women doing OF, we're just disgusted by it. They can do whatever they want. We'll just never take seriously or marry a woman like that.
      As for people criticising her, it's because they don't believe it's genuine. There are so many grifters nowadays, especially in conservative/religious circles. A lot of people ruin their lives and reputations, behave like degenerates, and when they feel dirty, ashamed, and broken, they'll often claim they "met God," and join religious/conservative groups. It's not because they are truly ashamed and feel sorry for their past; it's because they want some of their dignity and respect back. It's not because of God himself.

    • @OedonTheGreat
      @OedonTheGreat 7 месяцев назад +1

      Also, why are conservative people/Christians not so happy about it? Because we are very suspicious of "ex-liberals." Most of the time, they are still liberals and want to implement some of their "values" in Christianity (they are the reason we have "LGBT Christians," which is an oxymoron).

    • @Marierose_
      @Marierose_ 6 месяцев назад +16

      @@CodeNameWafflelife on earth is like a drop of water compared to eternity. She now has eternal life with Christ forever. Jesus died for sinners to be saved. You should not judge for past sins if Jesus forgives her.

  • @charlesnunno8377
    @charlesnunno8377 7 месяцев назад +11

    That is such an obvious lie. You were not "being used." You were "using" and you knew it. These videos really are getting so common and boring.

  • @carlflagahornlorfen9069
    @carlflagahornlorfen9069 8 месяцев назад +414

    You cant just get blown out and then try to be a conservative

    • @carlodboyer
      @carlodboyer 8 месяцев назад +101

      She can

    • @honandimondo1706
      @honandimondo1706 8 месяцев назад +146

      Says who? You or God? Because according to the Bible anyone can come to Him. Your word means nothing.

    • @ArchCone
      @ArchCone 8 месяцев назад +1

      Women have no meaning of the word accountability main reason women like this exist is cause of simps

    • @polish_american5736
      @polish_american5736 8 месяцев назад +87

      @@honandimondo1706She was posting OF content after this video. She’s for the streets.

    • @sqweezy142
      @sqweezy142 8 месяцев назад

      @@polish_american5736youre no one to judge bruh. you probably watch porn lol.

  • @lucaso.s.m.2304
    @lucaso.s.m.2304 8 месяцев назад +22

    If you really did repent, go live your life anonymously. Otherwise you just crave for attention.

    • @EvilPhoenix007
      @EvilPhoenix007 8 месяцев назад +1

      Average I, Hypocrite follower

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +1

      You also say this to your pastor?

  • @dubblhelix1846
    @dubblhelix1846 8 месяцев назад +316

    From one grift to another😭 L

    • @MrBrewman95
      @MrBrewman95 8 месяцев назад +36

      The Grift of God. 😂

    • @LoCoAde87
      @LoCoAde87 8 месяцев назад +13

      Grift is too kind. She is a scam artist. The uber religious people in the comments praising her will come to realise it one day.
      Edit - actually they probably won't given the hypocritical criminal lowlife they prop up.

    • @raymundogonzalez4963
      @raymundogonzalez4963 8 месяцев назад +5

      @@LoCoAde87so you think she’s capitalizing on Christians?

    • @AndiBraun93
      @AndiBraun93 8 месяцев назад

      what's the difference between a scam and a grift? Non-native speaker here@@LoCoAde87

    • @LoCoAde87
      @LoCoAde87 7 месяцев назад

      @@raymundogonzalez4963 absolutely. If she is legit.. 'reformed' she'd donate all she made through Onlyfans, Fansly and such. Easy. Instead, she had her Onlyfans certainly opened and selling content for the last year she has been on this reformed, trad wife path lol.

  • @Bells32998
    @Bells32998 8 месяцев назад +180

    I see a lot of negative comments about your past but honestly I don’t get why people are mad? Isn’t this what we want? Isn’t this what God would want? He loves us all and wants us to return to him.

    • @fox1actual
      @fox1actual 8 месяцев назад +1

      The Bible says to look at actions not words. Only time will tell. It is interesting that she felt compelled to still have her breasts in frame.

    • @badgerden7080
      @badgerden7080 8 месяцев назад +44

      You know what the problem with those people is? They don't deem people as righteous or walking with Christ unless it's right out of the womb and a finished product. The thought of someone falling to sin and coming back or coming to Christ is inconceivable to them. To them, you have to be perfect from day one. It frustrates me, as I'm sure it does others.

    • @leedlbagginshield8492
      @leedlbagginshield8492 7 месяцев назад +43

      I think what they criticise is how she curves any accountability or consequences of her actions. This is a narcissistic trait

    • @thebrilliantbrittany
      @thebrilliantbrittany 7 месяцев назад +14

      @@leedlbagginshield8492what a weird comment 😂 she owes you nothing. What consequences should she have? What accountability do you want her to take?

    • @horiabalaban7968
      @horiabalaban7968 7 месяцев назад +6

      God doesn't exist tho;

  • @bit_FLIP
    @bit_FLIP 8 месяцев назад +100

    "How I realized that LARPing as a tradwife would make me even more money than filming backshots"

    • @antiarugula
      @antiarugula 4 месяца назад

      Larping?

    • @jebril
      @jebril 2 месяца назад +1

      @@antiarugulaPretending to be a traditional wife. (She’s not and will never be one)

  • @theduke6174
    @theduke6174 8 месяцев назад +125

    The problem people have with this is when ex-pornstars use Religion to gain the same level attention they received from Sex work.
    The best way to ensure we take you seriously is if you don't make your testimony about you, present yourself decently and HUMBLE yourself for God.

    • @jenhari3432
      @jenhari3432 8 месяцев назад +8

      Not the same type of attention, maybe it's needed to really get out of that environment and mindset

    • @eatdawontonsoup
      @eatdawontonsoup 8 месяцев назад +8

      that’s a good awareness she raises what are you talking about?

    • @theduke6174
      @theduke6174 8 месяцев назад +22

      @@eatdawontonsoup you’ll see with time what many of us have discern, if you listened to her story clearly, it was her fiancé that encouraged her to seek God after it was her who lured him into making OF content with her.
      So what we see here is the guilt phase, the hope would be if she truly commits to Christ rather than just a reason to gain eyes on her new found content.

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +2

      gettng attention is not a bad thing. Why is this a problem for you, are you jealous?

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +6

      maybe what you mean is that you suspect she is doing it without sincerity just for the praise, but I don't agree it seems to be the case, and you suspecting this without good reason is not very nice you know

  • @dimidenkoserge
    @dimidenkoserge 2 месяца назад +12

    Yall really acting all high and mighty like youve never made mistakes or regretted anything.

  • @igorpipuk7754
    @igorpipuk7754 8 месяцев назад +194

    lmao at the simps that will actually fall for this

    • @lyna7038
      @lyna7038 7 месяцев назад +6

      Can we take women seriously for once

    • @OedonTheGreat
      @OedonTheGreat 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@lyna7038 It depends on the woman. If you want to be serious, we'll treat you seriously. If you want to be a grifter, we'll treat you like a grifter.
      btw you're calling men who disagree with her losers while expecting them to respect you/her and take you/her seriously. You get what you deserve.

    • @OedonTheGreat
      @OedonTheGreat 7 месяцев назад +14

      We'll take you seriously when you stop grifting.

    • @Marierose_
      @Marierose_ 6 месяцев назад +3

      Well now she has eternal life they’re not the ones that will be judging her in judgement day so u should really focus on your on journey with Christ.

    • @Marierose_
      @Marierose_ 6 месяцев назад +4

      life on earth is like a drop of water compared to eternity. She now has eternal life with Christ forever. Jesus died for sinners to be saved. You should not judge for past sins if Jesus forgives her.

  • @salvatrucha86
    @salvatrucha86 8 месяцев назад +65

    Coincidentally you “found god” probably now that you are close to your 30’s. If you where able to go back to a younger age you would still be on OF

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +9

      that's not only a mean but a dumb comment, considering she mentioned she was on of for a short while

    • @EvilPhoenix007
      @EvilPhoenix007 8 месяцев назад

      ​@@laza8675These Twitter trolls are sad sad individuals.

    • @AlesAmazigh
      @AlesAmazigh 8 месяцев назад +15

      Absolutely. This is just another stunt from this sl-t.

    • @Revitalization4241
      @Revitalization4241 8 месяцев назад +3

      ​​@@AlesAmazighThis is Americanisation on peoples mind(unfortunately our Amazigh girls in America/France are the same like this girl)

    • @CodeNameWaffle
      @CodeNameWaffle 7 месяцев назад

      @@laza8675she was on onlyfans for years and sold sex tapes with her partner after saying she wants a private relationship

  • @realshaolinprince
    @realshaolinprince 8 месяцев назад +101

    Onlyfans did nothing wrong. You destroyed your own life.

    • @iamthatgirl_
      @iamthatgirl_ 8 месяцев назад +27

      No onlyfans is sick it’s bad they exploit women who are in desperate situations

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +8

      Does only fans pay you to say that? Or you feel attacked as a main client?

    • @tuolof4710
      @tuolof4710 8 месяцев назад +6

      ​@@iamthatgirl_ Exactly!! There should be no judgement in looking for forgiveness!

    • @navigator590
      @navigator590 8 месяцев назад +12

      @@iamthatgirl_ ah yes because onlyfans put a pistol on a woman to choose that path, 0 accountability for this street girls.

    • @OrlyYaRlyK
      @OrlyYaRlyK 8 месяцев назад +11

      She needs to take accountability for her own actions and stop blaming others

  • @kristenhall283
    @kristenhall283 5 месяцев назад +31

    I watched your ASMR channel years ago and I remember seeing an article about how you started OF and being sad that comments men made about wanting one was a part of why. I was sad you believed that was your worth. I was worried for your mental well-being. While I never went as far as starting an OF, I sadly do know how that lifestyle negatively affects us. I can’t express how happy and thankful I am to have come across this video today! Praying for you, Gwen.

  • @Dylan-qb8br
    @Dylan-qb8br 8 месяцев назад +254

    The walleth comes for all.

    • @jakeoswald8017
      @jakeoswald8017 8 месяцев назад

      Cringe incel comment

    • @tuolof4710
      @tuolof4710 8 месяцев назад +23

      This is absolutely contrary to Jesus' teachings. Everyone is beyond monetary value. We're all worthy of love from God!

    • @TheNemkris
      @TheNemkris 8 месяцев назад

      @@tuolof4710 If her testimony was honest she would donate the money she earned with her evil career. It shows that she is not serious that she lives of the fruit of evil while preaching how good she is now.

    • @The4Tifier
      @The4Tifier 8 месяцев назад +1

      You honestly think this woman has hit her wall while looking like this? You’re rather legally blind or you’re Leonardo DiCaprio.

    • @jokerpilled2535
      @jokerpilled2535 6 месяцев назад

      @@tuolof4710except 304s

  • @iAndyKaYyy
    @iAndyKaYyy 7 месяцев назад +51

    No hate, but there was definitely an amount of money that made it worth it. It's okay to accept that it was worth doing for financial freedom. I'm listening with an open mind, and I can't help but feel like you're being disingenuous.

    • @thegoodfruit719
      @thegoodfruit719 7 месяцев назад

      Would you like the idea of selling your body with the world being able to see for some money?

    • @CherryBerryFashion
      @CherryBerryFashion 6 месяцев назад +2

      She literally said that herself. You’re reaching...

  • @allisonTK
    @allisonTK 2 месяца назад +15

    Why is everyone hating on her. If she has a relationship with the Lord and that's her business.

    • @NESherv
      @NESherv 20 дней назад +1

      It's just that nobody believes her. She's doing this in such an over-the-top way, suddenly talking like a pastor rather than like someone who genuinely found a righteous path. Anyone who does have a relationship with God is welcome to have it, but so many things about her sudden drastic change of heart just scream "shyster". She's not a good actress.

  • @craighoward9053
    @craighoward9053 4 месяца назад +6

    if OnlyFans ruined your life why dont you give all the money you got away to people that need it

  • @Msarielleaugustin
    @Msarielleaugustin 6 месяцев назад +18

    Gwen I’m so incredibly proud of you. I used to watch your videos when I was a teenager and I loved your content. I was lost, had very low self esteem, and craved love from men because I didn’t know my Father. I’m so incredibly blessed to say I was finally saved by my lord and saviour Jesus Christ when I turned 21. I’m 23 now and I just rediscovered your content again but this time I see that you have also given your life to Christ and I don’t think it was an accident that I stumbled across this video at this time in my life. I’ve decided to go against cultural norms and lean into the kind of woman God has called me to be. Thank you so much for making this video. You’re inspiring so many young women! God bless you and your family!❤ love from Toronto🥰

  • @Bugsthefarmer
    @Bugsthefarmer 8 месяцев назад +118

    Whats the next Grift God will bring you to?

    • @ligma4816
      @ligma4816 8 месяцев назад

      Coomer alert ⚠️ 📢

    • @Jay_490
      @Jay_490 6 месяцев назад

      😂😂😂

  • @AmritaaMadhavi
    @AmritaaMadhavi 7 месяцев назад +135

    I think sexual trauma totally ties into it, because after you see your body as a tool and commodity. So why not? Sex becomes less intimate and precious or more like an emotionless transaction. Which is why many sex workers are victims of sexual trauma. It is that much easier to be sexual loose when it has been taken from you and abused. Speaking from experience.

    • @charlesnunno8377
      @charlesnunno8377 7 месяцев назад

      I don't think so. I've talked to these girls in private. They know what they are doing. Once they make Bank...they all pretend to find Jesus, because the social prestige benefits of suddenly pretending to believe in God for a woman, are HUGE. For a man there are never any such benefits of playing that game. Not really. Not unless you are still willing to pay for that benefit.

    • @CodeNameWaffle
      @CodeNameWaffle 7 месяцев назад

      She is for the streets

    • @SabrinaWoods14
      @SabrinaWoods14 7 месяцев назад +3

      I‘m sorry ❤❤❤

    • @bobbobbington3615
      @bobbobbington3615 6 месяцев назад +10

      Anything to avoid responsibility.

    • @charlesnunno8377
      @charlesnunno8377 6 месяцев назад

      I've been a victim of trauma. I don't go telling people about it. I keep it to myself. And have for 20 years. And will continue too.
      I don't have the option of being a sex worker.

  • @Nextlevelvic
    @Nextlevelvic 8 месяцев назад +46

    Once a grifter always a grifter

    • @Nextlevelvic
      @Nextlevelvic 8 месяцев назад

      Like ok bozo get your check😭🤣🤣 Christians will always get swindled and look like fools

    • @Marierose_
      @Marierose_ 6 месяцев назад

      Actually she now has eternal life in heaven with Christ.

  • @jokerpilled2535
    @jokerpilled2535 6 месяцев назад +18

    This is hilarious, you’re not fooling anyone.

    • @OedonTheGreat
      @OedonTheGreat 4 месяца назад +2

      Good to see a fellow based blackpiller. I've seen you comment on a couple of vids.

    • @jokerpilled2535
      @jokerpilled2535 4 месяца назад

      @@OedonTheGreat good to see a fren here as well 🫡

  • @curiouskittenn
    @curiouskittenn 7 месяцев назад +11

    I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!! I am reading the bible and Jesus is literally saving my life

  • @globaltechfx
    @globaltechfx 8 месяцев назад +71

    Showing tities and talking about redemption 😂😂😂😂😂

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +13

      considering you write about tities and watch them you are not in a position to laugh as if you were different

    • @ex_egypt
      @ex_egypt 8 месяцев назад

      Lol

    • @LiGhT_097
      @LiGhT_097 8 месяцев назад +1

      what an irony😂😂

    • @obergefreiterhack647
      @obergefreiterhack647 8 месяцев назад +1

      White women!

    • @user-cc7kw6po8l
      @user-cc7kw6po8l 7 месяцев назад

      I love seeing cleave she's an idiot though

  • @miss_america8643
    @miss_america8643 5 месяцев назад +33

    Why are so many people tearing her down? She is making a massive change. She is trying to turn her life around. We should be lifting her up , cheering her on. God is a redeeming God. She has cried out Christ name in her darkest hour. She called upon God for forgiveness & God has forgiven her. We are all but mere mortals who are subject to massive errors and mistakes. She, too, has made mistakes, but she is also coming to God with an open heart. she is making peace with him. She is sharing her story, and that can not be easy. I remember when i considered doing OF during the pandemic because my income was not cutting it, but i was flooded with conviction and the love of Christ. I could not do it. I remember seeing gwens "OF videos- (like a day in the life video of an OF girl). (Not 🌽). on youtube. I remember that her life looked so glamorous in her video.... i also remember the sadness behind her eyes. There was a deep shame, a pain that she seemed to mask. I remember that yt video being a major contributor in why i didn't do it.
    I wordered How could her live seem so wonderful, FULL OF MONEY and glamorous, yet she exuded sadness? It terrified me. I never thought ab it again.
    However, all young women are susceptible to this temptation, especially when you are struggling or down. The temptation of money and corruption is all around EVERYONE, every day. I applaud her for changing her life. Thank you Gwen, im so proud of you. Don't listen to anyone who tries to drag you down. They are just jealous of your strength and relationship with God. Im so happy you found him. I am forever cheering you on. Stay true to your convictions and love for christ. Its never too late. Love u gwen❤

    • @vklnew9824
      @vklnew9824 4 месяца назад +2

      Be quiet protestant

    • @mendy2048
      @mendy2048 Месяц назад +1

      @@vklnew9824 Telling someone to be quiet in a public comment section...

  • @MrCounselor17
    @MrCounselor17 6 месяцев назад +5

    May the Lord bless and keep you Gwen! He will never leave you or forsake you.

  • @jaydeepgrewal1
    @jaydeepgrewal1 8 месяцев назад +21

    LMAOOOOOOOOO IMAGINE BEING THE SIMP WHO WIFED THAT

    • @MrBrewman95
      @MrBrewman95 8 месяцев назад +6

      Hotdog down the hallway. 😂

  • @JT_117
    @JT_117 8 месяцев назад +30

    Logoff forever.

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад

      no but you should

  • @CamTooling
    @CamTooling 8 месяцев назад +41

    Tale as old as time

  • @KurwaximusBlyatski
    @KurwaximusBlyatski 8 месяцев назад +56

    Damaged r0astie. The exact reason why giving women freedom to make their own decisions is wrong.
    Love from Kazakhstan!

    • @rcco4556
      @rcco4556 8 месяцев назад

      Please tell me there are still women like Roxana in your part of the world. The West is dead

  • @arbretree5463
    @arbretree5463 3 месяца назад +6

    I almost cried watching this because I remember seeing a few of your videos back when you were completely lost and seeing how God changed you completely is so beautiful ❤️❤️

    • @islamtabti4420
      @islamtabti4420 2 месяца назад

      Yoooo some videos 😭😭 where the link at !!

  • @MultiTexMex
    @MultiTexMex 8 месяцев назад +61

    I sincerely hope the change is real. Thank you for your candor and I truly wish you the best ma’am.

    • @hmmm2564
      @hmmm2564 6 месяцев назад +4

      Lol y'all are so blind

  • @patrickmulvey6139
    @patrickmulvey6139 8 месяцев назад +39

    Mary Magdalene also met Jesus and her life was changed in an instant. You are a beautiful person and very brave to confess your sins publicly. Hopefully the men who are enslaved by pornography will see how our own participation has affected the emotional and spiritual health of the women in this industry - since without men's money there would not be OF or pornography in general. May the Lord bless you and keep you on the path of righteousness. The good you are doing with your testimony is proof that God had a plan for your life all along. Many blessings and a joy-filled present and future for you and your future family.

    • @knightd00b
      @knightd00b 8 месяцев назад +3

      She is still displaying herself and marketing herself. You're being a sucker

    • @ferret7508
      @ferret7508 8 месяцев назад +8

      Mary Magdalene wasn't on onlyfns lmao read your Bible

    • @knightd00b
      @knightd00b 8 месяцев назад

      @@ferret7508 Mary Magdalene wasn't showing cleavage on RUclips

    • @mendy2048
      @mendy2048 Месяц назад

      @@ferret7508 Mary Magdalene was sexually immoral. OF obviously wasn't a thing back then. Know what you preach please

    • @mendy2048
      @mendy2048 Месяц назад

      @@knightd00b She's actually been displaying Christ, as of late. Very different and in no way harmful.

  • @erfanmirzaei3100
    @erfanmirzaei3100 8 месяцев назад +43

    Yeah after her audience falls off and she passes that 30+ age she finds god…very convenient

    • @bestvideos35
      @bestvideos35 8 месяцев назад

      How old is she?

    • @DanIOl12
      @DanIOl12 8 месяцев назад +2

      the wall never fails 🧱

    • @Alsayid
      @Alsayid 8 месяцев назад +7

      Why are people bitter when someone turns to God?

    • @pootypump7440
      @pootypump7440 8 месяцев назад +8

      ​@@AlsayidI don't know anyone who is bitter about it. A lot of us just simply know what is really going on there.

    • @kimmy5672
      @kimmy5672 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@DanIOl12hello, shes still very very beautiful. If thats your definition of “the wall” you need a reality check

  • @user-nz3ll9wr1r
    @user-nz3ll9wr1r 6 месяцев назад +37

    Crazy to see all the young men leaving comments trynna mock her or drag her down. Are you without flaw? Apparently people aren't allowed to admit their wrong-doings and redeem themselves. At least not according to ya little boys.
    Don't be mad at her because she's trynna get out of sin and do better, while ya probably still in it. Take a look in the mirror before opening your mouth, and give people the second chance you might need yourself at some point.
    It takes alot to do what you have just done Gwen.. So i wish you all the best, and may God bless you and your loved ones.

    • @Vic2point0
      @Vic2point0 6 месяцев назад +4

      Well said.

    • @mantaspocius5221
      @mantaspocius5221 6 месяцев назад +2

      Well yea, you're not wrong. But here's a thing. She already made that mistake, and SHE is the one, who is responsible for that. Too late i would say.

    • @user-nz3ll9wr1r
      @user-nz3ll9wr1r 6 месяцев назад +5

      @@mantaspocius5221 Very true, but remember.. It's never too late to admit your wrongs and do better.
      I prefer her doing what she's doing now. Helping other women to keep them from making the same mistake, instead of making that garbage/evil content dragging herself and everybody consuming it down.

    • @Vic2point0
      @Vic2point0 6 месяцев назад +5

      @@mantaspocius5221 "Too late" for what? And what is the alternative? Are you suggesting she not bother turning her life around and keep doing the wrong thing even after learning it's wrong?

    • @mantaspocius5221
      @mantaspocius5221 6 месяцев назад +2

      @@Vic2point0 Well, how shoud i say this: As a future wife/mother - hell naah.
      Her kids will suffer bc of her OF content.

  • @crystalobrien6171
    @crystalobrien6171 7 месяцев назад +9

    God has a plan for your life, full of grace and truth, no matter what your past looks like. 💕

  • @maticlogy208
    @maticlogy208 8 месяцев назад +30

    Actions speak louder than words

  • @roxannewright421
    @roxannewright421 3 месяца назад +10

    The way how this video will help many young girls out there caught up in this life or wanting to get in. Thank Jesus that he ain’t like us. He’s forgiving and kind. God bless you Gwen ❤

  • @victoriaaak
    @victoriaaak 7 месяцев назад +7

    You sound like you're in a cult. Stop trying to convert everyone to your viewpoint. I understand sharing your experience but pushing it on others is wrong.

    • @thegoodfruit719
      @thegoodfruit719 7 месяцев назад +1

      Does she have a gun to your head? 😂
      She can't force anything on to you. It's so silly when people like you make this argument

    • @Dan-ys8nk
      @Dan-ys8nk 7 месяцев назад

      @@thegoodfruit719 it’s silly and dangerous how people using faith as a guide to write the laws of our country.

    • @thegoodfruit719
      @thegoodfruit719 7 месяцев назад

      @@Dan-ys8nk
      Morals dont require faith

    • @Dan-ys8nk
      @Dan-ys8nk 7 месяцев назад

      @@thegoodfruit719 Exactly. You don't need to believe in a God to be a moral person.

    • @thegoodfruit719
      @thegoodfruit719 7 месяцев назад

      @@Dan-ys8nk
      I don't dispute that. But without God, there's no reason to believe we should be moral creatures in the first place

  • @Kayokak
    @Kayokak Месяц назад +1

    2020 had a profound effect on many: believers and unbelievers alike. I vaguely remember when I realized that you had an OF. This evening a video popped up in my feed "ASMR Favourite Bible Verses". It caught my eye and so did this video. The Lord is great, and greatly to be praised. I thank God to know a sister was redeemed by Christ's sacrifice. I pray that you continue growing in knowledge, wisdom, and spiritual understanding in all things pertaining to the Lord, Jesus Christ.

  • @user-bt9gq5qd1q
    @user-bt9gq5qd1q 8 месяцев назад +22

    I'll be waiting on Onlyfans when the God dollars run out.

    • @OedonTheGreat
      @OedonTheGreat 7 месяцев назад

      True. I hope she won't get too saggy til then.

  • @jayequellen
    @jayequellen Месяц назад +1

    Gwen I too have found god recently and the love you feel and realisation of where actual fulfillment comes from is so freeing.
    I was a long time subscriber of your asmr channel and I’m glad you have found this path because honestly the direction you were going in a few years ago made me inexplicably uncomfortable.
    I know now that was the Holy Spirit within me so to hear your testimony fills me with a sense of relief. The enemy took hold but all glory to god you have been saved.
    I’m looking forward to watching you emerge as a beautifully modest wife in a godly marriage.
    Take care and god bless

  • @r0hluin
    @r0hluin Месяц назад +3

    Idk girl, just accept your sins and not make excuses like "God" and "OF ruined you."

  • @villainboxing4653
    @villainboxing4653 8 месяцев назад +19

    The moment you gave up, admitted sin and gave your life to him he was proud.
    God bless you 🙏

  • @melissaa2369
    @melissaa2369 7 месяцев назад +7

    Girl, your OF is still on your linktree. Please.

  • @Positivityofficial777
    @Positivityofficial777 Месяц назад +3

    You did right. OnlyFans is literally online prostitution. Glad you left there.

  • @bradcement3068
    @bradcement3068 7 месяцев назад +18

    Great testimony. It’s not where you start in life it’s where you finish. You are forgiven and destined for great things I am sure of this.

  • @jhammer2199
    @jhammer2199 8 месяцев назад +88

    "I'm not a grifter" lol lmao even

  • @Jamesamong007
    @Jamesamong007 7 месяцев назад +19

    This is becoming a trend now, ASMR youtubers starting an OF and then "turns to God" just years later. If you cant handle sex work and feel ashamed of it what was the point of doing it in the first place.

    • @thegoodfruit719
      @thegoodfruit719 7 месяцев назад +2

      Because they were tricked into by the money but then end up finding out it sucks

    • @ALLTake-v2p
      @ALLTake-v2p 24 дня назад

      They do it thinking they are special and will earn millions.
      Then they realise they don't make anywhere near as much as they thought because they are not special. So they quit, and 'repent'.

  • @AHSwr88
    @AHSwr88 8 месяцев назад +16

    It’s funny how some of these women always “change” and find themselves after they had their fun and been ran through. Now that they’re older they want a good Christian man. One that she will make wait, while at the same time she opened her legs for random losers in the past. If a guy is going for a “good” Christian women you better have these conversations about her past. Especially if she’s older or “born agin”

    • @fraisedesbois7240
      @fraisedesbois7240 8 месяцев назад +3

      Damn my guy has been through some insane rejection lmao

    • @CodeNameWaffle
      @CodeNameWaffle 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@fraisedesbois7240nah men in 2024 are sick of women having no consequences for their actions

  • @JDPGH7
    @JDPGH7 6 месяцев назад +4

    The fact that anyone believes a word of this blows my mind… onto the next delusion

  • @BIPIN.G.
    @BIPIN.G. 8 месяцев назад +27

    I mean she still wants the attention 37:13

  • @laverdad159
    @laverdad159 8 месяцев назад +11

    Hahahaha girl I saw you getting on that thing, you aint never taking the vids out of Internet
    Bless you or whatever

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +2

      You just sound sadistic

    • @laverdad159
      @laverdad159 8 месяцев назад

      @@laza8675 Good

    • @TheNemkris
      @TheNemkris 8 месяцев назад

      @@laza8675 she will never love you

    • @OedonTheGreat
      @OedonTheGreat 7 месяцев назад

      ​​@@laza8675She loves it when someone is sadistic, because she's very submisive. True s**t.

  • @cheapasmr252
    @cheapasmr252 7 месяцев назад +4

    We can’t judge you only God can so that being said I’m so happy to hear God rescued you from there

  • @cmiller0116
    @cmiller0116 8 месяцев назад +21

    Screenshots are forever

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +6

      this comment is just a demonstration of you not really caring for real consent. You should not be so proud

    • @cmiller0116
      @cmiller0116 8 месяцев назад +11

      @@laza8675 My point was that her future kids are going to have to deal with what she did. Those pictures are always there. She should have thought about that before living in degeneracy

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +1

      You see you are using very strong language, degeneracy, to refer to something that almost every humans are part of : so many people watch sexual content or lead their sexual lives in 'open minded' ways it will be difficult for you to find one person who has never done it. That is the whole point of the story where jesus forgives the sexualy promiscuous woman.
      So if this is degeneracy you are also in it I am willing to bet my right arm on it, in your actions and in your thoughts.
      But it is your luck too, that this is not degeneracy, it is a forgivable mistake, and the victim is herself because it made her unhappier.
      People who could make her children lifes hard because of it are the ones that should think twice before having children if any one has to, because they havent got the right values.
      It will not be so hard for her children to deal with it, compared to all the other difficult stuff all children risk to have to deal to, like potential sexual harassment and to seeing inappropriate sexual content too young or being sollicited to do some, you know. The world is risky, but luckily parents can shelter to some extent, and kids have resilience. Also not all people are heartless bullies.
      @@cmiller0116

    • @PonutsAreGreat
      @PonutsAreGreat 8 месяцев назад +2

      Not just screenshots.

    • @daughterofyeshuaa
      @daughterofyeshuaa 8 месяцев назад

      Well there’s nothing she can do about now, and I’m sure she understands the consequences of her actions. She probably feels bad enough, and doesn’t need people like you brining her down rather than uplifting her.

  • @SabrinaWoods14
    @SabrinaWoods14 7 месяцев назад +35

    I pray that God protects you, blesses you and keeps your message protected. You have alot of strength sharing your story so truthfully! ❤

    • @anthonyc2072
      @anthonyc2072 5 месяцев назад +1

      What message ? She made her money and is now pretending to be a worshipper of God and wants forgiveness AFTER she made SURE she got the money.

  • @therealjustiine
    @therealjustiine 7 месяцев назад +20

    I totally understand the feeling of God calling you to share your testimony, but being afraid to do so. The new unknown can feel so scary. I put off my testimony video for months, finally filmed it, then filmed it AGAIN bc I didn’t want to miss anything from my story. It takes strength and courage to share something like this, so I applaud you for allowing God to use you. Leaving the kingdom of darkness is hard, but once you see the light Jesus shines, you’ll wonder what took you so long 🤧🤍
    Congratulations on your new journey in Christ! I pray your story continues to reach people around the world. We need more courageous women spreading the good news! God bless you 🕊️

  • @mashburnofficial
    @mashburnofficial 5 месяцев назад +1

    So, I genuinely had no clue she went the Only fans road until seeing this video. Wow! I also had no idea she is super religious. So much new information. Well either way, it’s her life. Keep on livin’! Just don’t come putting pamphlets under my door, because I’ve done fewer f***** up things than most Christians I’ve known, and I’m completely non-religious.

  • @donnyg.
    @donnyg. 8 месяцев назад +19

    I hope this video finds it way to young girls considering entering the "adult" industry. It is not empowering. As you know, it is the opposite of empowering.
    You really give a lot of good practical advice here. In my opinion, this video makes it obvious that this is not a grift. You are sincere in your message and your journey. I'd say, of your videos I've watched, you are always sincere even though your message has changed. For those who comment you're irredeemable, that is not their judgement to make.
    As always, wishing you only the best and happiness in the new year, and a sincere thank you for posting this video. I know it will help some.

  • @rodrigosuarezcastano732
    @rodrigosuarezcastano732 8 месяцев назад +5

    Okay but why are you still using only fans

  • @AlonsoSaav
    @AlonsoSaav 8 месяцев назад +25

    This was a powerful video for those who truly see the message you are spreading here.
    When you spoke about how you found god, you can really tell you’re being authentic and speaking from the heart.
    We live in a world where everything is fake, a world where s*xual content is rampant across social media, a world where it’s consuming both men and women making them carry a lot of shame.
    I’ve always considered Gwen as a pioneer, she was one of the early OF girls, and now seeing your story, how you left that’s world and found god, I think you’ll inspire a lot of people to do the same and for that I thank you.

  • @vermaxusa
    @vermaxusa 8 месяцев назад +30

    I looked you up because someone was mocking your conversion on another SM site. People forget that we are all sinners; who at the end of their lives has not made many mistakes or lived a life of sin? God bless you and you are an outstanding witness of how God can change lives.

    • @tuolof4710
      @tuolof4710 8 месяцев назад +5

      Exactly. What happened to forgiveness?

  • @AwkwardExpression
    @AwkwardExpression 7 месяцев назад +11

    Happy for you! I pray God continues to bless you.

    • @OedonTheGreat
      @OedonTheGreat 7 месяцев назад

      Don't be naive. She still hasn't deleted her ****hub channel, which has millions of views. I wonder why.

    • @Vic2point0
      @Vic2point0 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@OedonTheGreat I don't know how that company works (e.g., if there are contracts you have to sign) and I doubt you do either.

    • @OedonTheGreat
      @OedonTheGreat 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@Vic2point0 I'm pretty sure there's no contract that forbids you to ever delete your channel.

    • @Vic2point0
      @Vic2point0 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@OedonTheGreat Neither of us are sure of that or anything similar. But I do wonder why she would tell guys in this very same video to stop watching ****** (do we really have to censor that, it's so stupid) if she benefited from it. She could've just left that out, seems to me.

  • @justaguy1286
    @justaguy1286 8 месяцев назад +20

    Your clothes are not modest.

  • @JonWeber
    @JonWeber 8 месяцев назад +14

    Praying for you Gwen. I'm overcoming my addiction to porn as a man and hearing your journey helps as we all have problems to overcome. OF and porn is not just an issue with women but men too. Men enable this industry and women keep it alive with their desire of material things and money. We all have a lot of healing needed.

  • @user-fn1xx1ne7l
    @user-fn1xx1ne7l 6 месяцев назад +1

    If all you're going to say it's true and you feel it for real, I cannot do anything but to give my respect and wish all the best for you. ❤

  • @tomatofeind2019
    @tomatofeind2019 7 месяцев назад +4

    My cousin had an only fans and she's totally unemployable now. She's never going to have a career now. It's so sad.

    • @wideningcarrot6
      @wideningcarrot6 7 месяцев назад +5

      Good.

    • @tomatofeind2019
      @tomatofeind2019 7 месяцев назад

      lol ok @@wideningcarrot6

    • @CodeNameWaffle
      @CodeNameWaffle 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@wideningcarrot699% of p0rn is female

    • @justin_sanchez_
      @justin_sanchez_ 7 месяцев назад +2

      Out of curiosity, how do the employers know they had an only fans?

    • @tomatofeind2019
      @tomatofeind2019 6 месяцев назад

      @@justin_sanchez_ she was quite popular, she started off as an influencer with her real name hence she was very searchable.

  • @DanIOl12
    @DanIOl12 8 месяцев назад +14

    seek god, not the internet.

    • @fraisedesbois7240
      @fraisedesbois7240 8 месяцев назад +1

      Internet is a great place for people seeking God

  • @McDouche77
    @McDouche77 8 месяцев назад +9

    Used to love your ASMR, was sad about the OF. I'm happy for you G.

  • @moisesceja5294
    @moisesceja5294 5 месяцев назад +1

    Congrats Gwen!!!!! Jesus Christ is the one! Through Christ our Lord we can be saved

  • @Armandjansen993
    @Armandjansen993 8 месяцев назад +25

    You remind me of a teaching i heard about Phillipians 4:13 “i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me”. The pastor took our attention to the verses before that final statement and what he showed us is that Paul was talking about being content in everything in life, not wanting or needing because he is firm in his Trust in Jesus, and then after that the famous Phil 4:13 comes. You are doing amazing, keep on knowing you are capable of all things in Jesus and can be content in every part of life due to Christ! Thank you for your vulnerability, the impact you have in people will far out way the negative comments of the enemy trying to discourage you.

  • @VioletInTheWeeds
    @VioletInTheWeeds 21 день назад

    Gwen- it encourages me so much to see you owning your story. Our sin and our pain makes Gods amazing Grace all the more amazing! He is using you mightily- ignore the haters

  • @ob2625
    @ob2625 8 месяцев назад +8

    Common Mr Jesus W ✝️ changing lives as we speak 🗣️ you don’t have to figure out everything at once.. just GENUINELY surrender to him and let God surprise you.. Christ is King 👑 anyone coming back to Jesus is always a W in my books 📖 hopefully it’s all genuine and you stay consistent on this new path even if it gets tough sometimes

  • @gabrielnasato4882
    @gabrielnasato4882 8 дней назад

    How stupid are y'all thinking she is jumping to a new trend. She made crazy money on OF, why tf would she leave if she wasn't telling the truth. She didn't hit a cap or anything, girl was making MONEY.
    I do not ever comment on videos or care to read comments, but I somehow found myself reading these comments and this shit is so disturbing for how much hate she is getting for telling her story. I was a reading these comments and I felt I had to say something; I know it doesn't do much but still. Leave the damn woman alone.
    Thank you for sharing your story Gwen and hope your life grows and prospers and your video is helping women struggling with this issue. I hope you have a great family.

  • @obscureinternet7506
    @obscureinternet7506 8 месяцев назад +19

    "I broke up with my boyfriend at the time who is now my fiancee"
    GIRL LOL

  • @potsu1369
    @potsu1369 7 месяцев назад +3

    WHAAT! I always watched your ASMR videos years ago and when i saw you starting doing p***rn i was so sad :(
    Im so happy that you have come to Christ. Jesus truly loves you. Im so happy for your life my sister. All glory to Jesus. ❤❤

  • @colinhairston6570
    @colinhairston6570 2 месяца назад +1

    Man...Praise God. He is so good and faithful! Thank you for sharing. So proud!

  • @user-wp2iu5ef3o
    @user-wp2iu5ef3o 6 месяцев назад +1

    GWEN!!! THIS IS SO AWEOSME!!! I WATCHED YOUR RUclips VIDEOS BEFORE GOD CHANGED MY LIFE AND ITS SOOO SICK TO SEE YOU COME TO CHRIST TOO!!!! trust me, worry is not of God, you don’t have to strive for His love, and He’s so pleased with you love. When Jesus got baptized it was BEFORE HIS MINISTRY. Before He even performed amazing transforming miracles. When Jesus was baptized The Father said “This is my Son, Who I am well pleased with”. It’s not about anything besides BEING A DAUGHTER that makes you pleasing and loved by Him. Stay protected and guarded. God bless you love bug I am SO THANNFUK AND HAPPY FOR YOU!!! You will be used as such a beautiful testimony

  • @ilikechocolatemilksr-7175
    @ilikechocolatemilksr-7175 8 месяцев назад +29

    Maybe you shouldn’t have done onlyfans in the first place?

    • @laza8675
      @laza8675 8 месяцев назад +7

      she agrees whats your point

    • @ilikechocolatemilksr-7175
      @ilikechocolatemilksr-7175 8 месяцев назад +2

      @@laza8675maybe people shouldn’t get into porn lmao

    • @Nina-pz7ge
      @Nina-pz7ge 7 месяцев назад +8

      That’s literally what she thinks too

    • @jordyne000
      @jordyne000 7 месяцев назад +6

      It’s almost like that’s what she said in the video…

    • @ddmariee85
      @ddmariee85 5 месяцев назад +1

      You really thought you were doing something there.

  • @freddiedejesus785
    @freddiedejesus785 8 месяцев назад +18

    Once a 304 always a 304 is generally true. Only fully embracing God can fix that.

  • @florzinharebi2134
    @florzinharebi2134 8 месяцев назад +12

    I am so happy right now! I have followed you since many years ago and I stopped watching you because some of your old content was against my values and I honestly felt sad. Some time ago I found one of your videos in which you talked about books and said you were reading the Bible and I felt so happy! Seeing this now, I am SOOO thankful to the Lord for saving you! Your change is noticable and you are one of the chosen ones, Gwen! The Lord chose you before you were born. Dont be ashamed of sharing your story, the bible is full of broken people and that just shows the Power of God! Wish you all the best in life, keep working for the Kingdom and hope to see you on Heaven one day ❤

    • @LordOfSweden
      @LordOfSweden 6 месяцев назад +1

      What a joke. Once you've lost your dignity, you aren't getting it back. You've already ruined it.

  • @FishermenWhispers
    @FishermenWhispers 8 месяцев назад +27

    Welp. Talk about this being unexpected! You were one of the first ones I stumbled upon which created ASMR content. I then heard about the direction you were going towards... which I'll be real... we have free-will but it definitely upset me. Seems like so many people of the ASMR community have been turning to such a path without them thinking about the future consequences that may come. I prayed for you a looot... I'm sure others have also. There's one thing to share a story and there's another one where you put your foot down and show bold statements with actions. You deleting your account is beyond powerful. Welcome to the familia sis! Stay Strong always. \(^_^')/ Matthew 19:26
    Also... don't let any of these comments get to you. It'll pass. All storms do. I've been through heavy waters also so don't you ever think you're alone. Just lean on Jesus. There's a reason why He's called the Alpha and Omega. 😉🙏

  • @taurch97
    @taurch97 Месяц назад +1

    If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. John 15:18-19