I am glad that you decided to upload this video. I had a teacher one time who asked his students why they were there at his retreat and gave them us two options to think about. He asked whether we were there to feel better, or to know the truth. He told us that most people just want to feel better, and very few really want to know the truth, because knowing involves letting go of certainty and safety and opening to the awkward and unknown. Many thanks for helping to bring that memory to the front of my mind today. Thanks as always for your insights! Enjoy the day.
Right!…. One goes back to I just took medication … I am glad for it …. It it’s wearing out. So then we just got more to learn… another gate Ann other step… then if we look back… we can see how we are keeping things linear and 2 dimensional…. But then we go and see we are Lila shaping our moment.. so we do and learn more…… it’s how I am seeing this … now anyway.
Yes! I was about to say... Embrace the darkness. And then you said it. 😂 As someone who's been too nice for far too long... I had to go pretty dark to break free from my own nonsense. That allowed me to see how far I can take it. Calibrate my own energy. Learn to balance it. I simply had to allow myself to go savage. 🤣 It took me a year to get to this point. Come back to Earth basically. I went through a lot in just a year. But let me tell you... I found joy in just living life again. I'm having fun again. I feel so alive! 🔥🐲
I'm glad you uploaded this. It's definitely something I've been realizing and dealing with the last few months so your insights on it was very helpful and appreciated.
It is all about maturing naturally to the realisation that ultimately all is ONE and then we do whatever we want...medidate or do mundane things,does not matter at all🎉
This is needed. I am seeing we go through phases … really again … it’s just life. I have been telling myself since 2014 as a Nichiren Buddhist … one does not have to go through A to then go to B then C. Changes / improvements can happen simultaneously in one’s own human revolution. However… in one way or another it just seems we do go through changes and learning as times passes… so one goes back to the beginning in a way… it still is just in steps… as life brings experiences. Then yes one also goes back to bumping into the ego “wanting” and the wanting is connected to lack of satisfaction and being okay. 😂 but one can start to laugh and see life as it is and be okay either way it. Let go… and there is beauty there. I am starting to not totally want to kill my ego… I heard in a video in this platform … it’s about integrating it… letting it know it’s not going to be in auto pilot so that it doesn’t need to be afraid of the unknown. So then I am wondering … is it just about integration a la Carl Jung. We are Lila in mini form and so we awake to this and be okay with trying to (respectfully) control our controllable moment and we learn what that is as we go…. I am thinking this… now… let’s see tomorrow 😂 …really just keeping things open… just to learn.
Bruh, i agree with everything you say apart from the last part where you doubted uploading. Me the same soul as you experience very similar things like a lot of our souls around. Dont think bro just upload ❤❤
Hi. Great video. I want to share with you something because few days ago i had this feeling and its stays with me. I am curious if you have familiar feeling. When i walk and observe everything around me i feel great peace. And i feel it because everything is so static , i mean the tree, building, almost every object i looked its neutral. Nothing wants to hurt you. All my life i thing i was a person but 3 years ago my spirit starts to weak up. At this moment most of a time i am spirt especially when i am alone. When i speak with people i shift to be a mind and go back again to my natural state. And come back to the feeling i feel when i observing objects my minds is usualy empty and i realize that most of the time i was focus of mind staff and when i shift my attention to the senses mostly at sight and hearing i start to see totaly diffrent world. I like to walk alone 2 sometimes 3 hours and when i looked to the world i feel this peace because there is no thought and i see the world exactly as it is. Everything is calm static and peacefull and i feel it all my heart
Spirituality should never become escapism from physical life. Buddha with his Middle Way and Gurdjieff with his 4th Way explored the Balance between spiritual and physical.
it is common during the spiritual path, it is called kundalini syndrome, a good teacher should explain how to face that (given that is unavoidable for any spiritual student). There are many possible complications during the inner research, each of them can cause a different symptom. The "vegetable" you described in this video is one of them. Keep it up, we'll experience them all, one by one by one.
I had been stuck blaming my Ego for everything, lol But also, I was having difficulty finding the motivation to do my work…and after a while everything in my “human experience” became more stressful as bills needed to get paid, ha! Anyway, I don’t know how you do it but this exactly what I needed to hear today :) Thank you so much!! 🙏 Sending all good vibes your way!! 💕 ☀️
Heyy what do you think about psychedelic experiences? You usually tell that to trully experience yourself you must not seek any experience. But people who take those substances are basically telling the same thing as you (that we're all that exist and that all that exist is one) but in the meanwhile experiencing like being a tree, the sky, a stream of water ecc...
Just increasing my doubts… if the experience induced by those substances is similar to awakening - then it seems like more that all is matter and produced by the brain.
hello brother. I spent lot of time in home. I feel very bad beocuse of thoughts. I feel like my body is burning. Lot of suffer inside. And feel worse and worse. My problem is problably that i dont have task to focus on it and im focusing on myself and thoughts which destroy me. But in other side i dont want to force myself to do something only in puropse to focus on something else. How can i find balance?
You need your very own life philosophy that resonates with you. Here's mine: Life is a garden, and it's my responsibility to water it. This compels me to be good to myself and to others, it pushes me to become healthier, and it gives me the sense that life is worth living and that I play a vital role in it. This feeling is something anyone can experience if they have a clear life philosophy that they truly stand by. Good luck, brother.
How does it make sense if Ego is all about demonizing itself and that's how it stays alive. It's like saying "let the ego die", ok and how do I do that any real advice?
I am glad that you decided to upload this video. I had a teacher one time who asked his students why they were there at his retreat and gave them us two options to think about. He asked whether we were there to feel better, or to know the truth. He told us that most people just want to feel better, and very few really want to know the truth, because knowing involves letting go of certainty and safety and opening to the awkward and unknown. Many thanks for helping to bring that memory to the front of my mind today. Thanks as always for your insights! Enjoy the day.
Ohhh, do I feel this.....the difference between truth and bliss. Thank you!
Right!…. One goes back to I just took medication … I am glad for it …. It it’s wearing out. So then we just got more to learn… another gate Ann other step… then if we look back… we can see how we are keeping things linear and 2 dimensional…. But then we go and see we are Lila shaping our moment.. so we do and learn more…… it’s how I am seeing this … now anyway.
Yes! I was about to say... Embrace the darkness. And then you said it. 😂 As someone who's been too nice for far too long... I had to go pretty dark to break free from my own nonsense. That allowed me to see how far I can take it. Calibrate my own energy. Learn to balance it. I simply had to allow myself to go savage. 🤣 It took me a year to get to this point. Come back to Earth basically. I went through a lot in just a year. But let me tell you... I found joy in just living life again. I'm having fun again. I feel so alive! 🔥🐲
Thank you for being the light in our daily life . They most of the time come at the right time 😊❤ God bless you
I'm glad you uploaded this. It's definitely something I've been realizing and dealing with the last few months so your insights on it was very helpful and appreciated.
Very helpful hearing about just doing things without any kind of a sense of purpose. That resonates. It’s very helpful thank you so much
This was perfect. Glad you uploaded this. Something I needed to hear today.
I experience the same😀. Thank You!
Thanks- all good! 😊 keep sharing 😢
You are trying very hard and at your best to explain which cannot be explained or expressed with mundane words or sentences...❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏
It is all about maturing naturally to the realisation that ultimately all is ONE and then we do whatever we want...medidate or do mundane things,does not matter at all🎉
Thank you 🎉
Just what I needed to here bro 💖💯
This is needed. I am seeing we go through phases … really again … it’s just life. I have been telling myself since 2014 as a Nichiren Buddhist … one does not have to go through A to then go to B then C. Changes / improvements can happen simultaneously in one’s own human revolution. However… in one way or another it just seems we do go through changes and learning as times passes… so one goes back to the beginning in a way… it still is just in steps… as life brings experiences. Then yes one also goes back to bumping into the ego “wanting” and the wanting is connected to lack of satisfaction and being okay. 😂 but one can start to laugh and see life as it is and be okay either way it. Let go… and there is beauty there. I am starting to not totally want to kill my ego… I heard in a video in this platform … it’s about integrating it… letting it know it’s not going to be in auto pilot so that it doesn’t need to be afraid of the unknown. So then I am wondering … is it just about integration a la Carl Jung. We are Lila in mini form and so we awake to this and be okay with trying to (respectfully) control our controllable moment and we learn what that is as we go…. I am thinking this… now… let’s see tomorrow 😂 …really just keeping things open… just to learn.
Bruh, i agree with everything you say apart from the last part where you doubted uploading. Me the same soul as you experience very similar things like a lot of our souls around. Dont think bro just upload ❤❤
Thank You 🙏 will you upload your material to Spotify any time soon? Would love that!
i felt this deeply.
Hi. Great video. I want to share with you something because few days ago i had this feeling and its stays with me. I am curious if you have familiar feeling. When i walk and observe everything around me i feel great peace. And i feel it because everything is so static , i mean the tree, building, almost every object i looked its neutral. Nothing wants to hurt you. All my life i thing i was a person but 3 years ago my spirit starts to weak up. At this moment most of a time i am spirt especially when i am alone. When i speak with people i shift to be a mind and go back again to my natural state. And come back to the feeling i feel when i observing objects my minds is usualy empty and i realize that most of the time i was focus of mind staff and when i shift my attention to the senses mostly at sight and hearing i start to see totaly diffrent world. I like to walk alone 2 sometimes 3 hours and when i looked to the world i feel this peace because there is no thought and i see the world exactly as it is. Everything is calm static and peacefull and i feel it all my heart
Spirituality should never become escapism from physical life.
Buddha with his Middle Way and Gurdjieff with his 4th Way explored the Balance between spiritual and physical.
it is common during the spiritual path, it is called kundalini syndrome, a good teacher should explain how to face that (given that is unavoidable for any spiritual student). There are many possible complications during the inner research, each of them can cause a different symptom. The "vegetable" you described in this video is one of them. Keep it up, we'll experience them all, one by one by one.
I simply Do stuff because I like it..the feel..the taste..the sound..whatever 😊❤
Love you man ❤
I had been stuck blaming my Ego for everything, lol But also, I was having difficulty finding the motivation to do my work…and after a while everything in my “human experience” became more stressful as bills needed to get paid, ha! Anyway, I don’t know how you do it but this exactly what I needed to hear today :) Thank you so much!! 🙏 Sending all good vibes your way!! 💕 ☀️
🙏🙏🙏year after year i changed so you said 👍🌞💫
I love your insights!! So keep pressing that record button :) 💕
@@lupemarentes6955 ❤️
Can I ask you something @ASCENDOR? What does the clock measure?
Hey.
What a great video. Thank you for this. What is your definition of God?
@@kommzumiraufdiearchenoah7540 There is no definition :)
@ascendor.ascendor
For me, God is another world we can awaken. That has nothing in common with the material world.
This is an important point. Take the mask down, keep your pants on... is a funny way to think of it.
Heyy what do you think about psychedelic experiences? You usually tell that to trully experience yourself you must not seek any experience. But people who take those substances are basically telling the same thing as you (that we're all that exist and that all that exist is one) but in the meanwhile experiencing like being a tree, the sky, a stream of water ecc...
Just increasing my doubts… if the experience induced by those substances is similar to awakening - then it seems like more that all is matter and produced by the brain.
@@Marcelk86 And what is the brain produced by?
@@gaiavideos matter....If i sleep - there is no consciousness or if I am in coma?
hello brother. I spent lot of time in home. I feel very bad beocuse of thoughts. I feel like my body is burning. Lot of suffer inside. And feel worse and worse. My problem is problably that i dont have task to focus on it and im focusing on myself and thoughts which destroy me. But in other side i dont want to force myself to do something only in puropse to focus on something else. How can i find balance?
You need your very own life philosophy that resonates with you. Here's mine: Life is a garden, and it's my responsibility to water it. This compels me to be good to myself and to others, it pushes me to become healthier, and it gives me the sense that life is worth living and that I play a vital role in it. This feeling is something anyone can experience if they have a clear life philosophy that they truly stand by. Good luck, brother.
I'm already a vegetable. I am a lazy potato
How does it make sense if Ego is all about demonizing itself and that's how it stays alive. It's like saying "let the ego die", ok and how do I do that any real advice?
Do you meditate?
@@ascendor.ascendor yes, but not in the conventional sense I suppose. I don't deliberately sit to observe my breath.
Honestly, playing dota 2 is more of a spiritual practice than meditating
Wie gut, dass du das Video dann doch upgeloaded hast!
🙏💞💛
Danke
Can't find no satisfaction in 3D..
I would love to see a video in which you talk about psychedelics 🍄🟫
Me to ❤