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I got this :) I don’t need a pay as go! I’ve already paid ultimate price REmember!? I’m not desperate for answers because I’ve been forged by time without my mother and now she is back in my life supporting her daughter with love! She had to do what she must do she could do what she desired! Ok? I forgive!!! I don’t need your club!
It is a horrible thing when your own mother is a hateful narcissist…..who constantly gives you the silent treatment…….a jealous of her own daughter… it’s Evil. No matter what happens I have truly suffered… my brother too.
It is a very horrible thing to go through with the person that brought you into this world. I've been going through it for three decades now. My story is so crazy it will take years to tell it a ALL.
It’s because we are half asleep. I only know because I temporarily woke up. We lack awareness here. It comes from identifying with thoughts instead of our true self.
I went through the same thing she my mother would take my brother out and of school early just to buy him things new bikes mini bikes and lots of love still to this day and l am 59 years old and it still hurts but l 😊 still would rather l Gods unconditional 💕 love All praise to the Most High
My biological 'father' abandoned me physically before I was even born. My 'mother' abandoned me emotionally. God more than made up for it with His Love alone.
This explains what I experienced once when setting the intention before meditation to go to mothers womb to feel the closest time we connected, all I can reflect on was a massive whooshing ti somewhere else were there was dialogue. I was being told of acknowledgement of what I was being born into and a few bits of information and reassurance... ❤
This is my story 😢😢. I live with her now and she verbally abuses me still, this time it's in front of my youngest son. Please pray I find a home for me and my boys soon ❤. I have a 19 and 8 boys, I feel so alone and helpless sometimes, yet I know good things are coming. The literal black sheep. Barely have any real friends, complete strangers do more for me than my 'family'. I still want to love and be loved. Just having someone tell me they appreciate me and mean it is paramount to my healing process
I trusted my mother so deeply yet she betrayed me so often I cannot count, I always forgave her and tried to never hurt her back. It’s time to let go now.
Me too but honestly I don’t think I could ever let go I mean I did let go a while ago but I mean leave her i could never leave her I don’t think that’s what you mean either tho
I'm sorry this happened to you as I know the pain of having a mother that seems to go out of her way to betray, and inflict pain. Matthew 10:34-36 gave me peace. If life is a spiritual battle ground wherein we must choose sides, this made sense to me. You are a kind person to not try to hurt her back. It's okay to let go now. You are never alone, and you are always loved. Matthew 10:34-36.
@@luci3229-g6kthat's what's called a trauma Bond when you're dealing with a covert narcissist, it creates codependency. There are things called mother wounds and father wounds and there are symptoms of that, any mental illness or labels like ADHD etcetera are just maladaptive responses to Childhood trauma and emotional neglect❤ doctors take advantage of that by doping people up on drugs which destroy them with side effects😢 sounds like this is your biggest test ... to learn to separate in a healthy way and set boundaries❤
For those who have walked alone in this world. Know it's almost time. We were made for this moment in time. All those betrayals are finally making sense. Grasp it and face it with all the strength God has installed in us.
Manipulation from childhood was CRAZY! Not just my mother but entire family.. Felt like the black sheep ALL MY LIFE..But now I know God was building me up the entire time ❤🎉😊 God Bless All The chosen ones!!
Me too all of the above. It's been 40 years without my mother. Estranged from family members who are child molesters or those who defend them. Thankful for the love of God iun my life. 🙏✌️❣️
My mom is a women who is been trough a lot of pain in her childhood by her sisters and her father. And she reflects her trauma on me in stead of searching for help or healing. I saw a quote that says : 'Heal from your trauma's before you get children, or your children will need healing from you'. I know she actually doesn't hate me. But she hurt me a lot..
My mom showed signs of understanding and then went completely crazy seemingly and would act like she hated me. I think it's one gigantic cosmic misunderstanding triggered by whatever caused world war two
Omg been crying whole day due to my toxic mom. Cant belive this popped up on my utube . Thank u for ur channel. Seems u have Gods perfect timing for us , for messages .
My Mother was Evil,narcissistic, mean,hateful,verbally and physically abusive. I knew I was strong 💪. My praise goes to my heavenly Father Jesus. ❤Thank you for keeping me strong, intact and forgiving.
My mother betrayed me many times from childhood to now !! Mt prophet told me not to ever go back because she will never change...my father God is a one n a million...his love is like no other ...he picked me up out of the pit of hell n nurtured me ,healed me ,cured me from head to toe n everything in between...my God is worth all the spiritual warfare, trials, tribulations...I have a best friend his name is God...GET GOD...*God's love *self love *heavenly family *not of this world 🌎
Wow same thing with my mother. I loved her so much and lived in Denial most of my life thinking how could a mother do ,say or think the things she did. I would die for my children and they were my life so I could never wrap my head around what she was really like. I was so focused on winning her love and trying to change and hurting and being angry I was never focused on my father in heaven and the truth in so many things that I needed to understand and accept. The true love acceptance forgiveness and understanding was there the whole time. Once I woke up asked for guidance comfort and truth from Christ I finally started to feel whole again. Now that I have forgiven her and the ones that hurt me I'm now focused on what I should of been and began healing in the most supernatural deepest whole way possible and it wouldn't of happened if she hadn't been taken away and if I had fallen apart for awhile. God can't heal what we don't acknowledge as pain. God can't fix what we don't allow to fall away. I finally see the whole picture and I've only been healing from losing everything and everyone for 18months and I'm so grateful for the opportunity to wake up and realize I have to turn to him and open my mind to a whole new way of thinking doing and being and feeling. It's still all new and I have moments of uncertainty but the hope and contentment I have for the first time in my whole life would never have happened if my Mom hadn't been taken out of my life. She lives 20mins away and I stay away and refuse to allow her in my life in any way.that goes for a few more fromy past and I'm aware of the people that could affect my life in the future also. Good luck and continue to stay wise and aware❤
Love this!! ❤ 🙏 soooo happy to hear this. My mother is the same way stuck in a disease mindset of toxicity I pray for her a lot to see the light and live life right
The absence of a mother is not just a physical thing. It can be emotional absence, logical absence, psychological absence...the list goes on. I raised myself on so many levels. I am grateful for the strength I have learned through the fires that forged me. The irony of it is now, she is one of my greatest earthly supporters. But she will never be the mother figure I still yearn for sometimes.
I pray everyday, all day, that my daughters will be able to see me and understand that I chose to sacrifice a poor, insecure, plight filled, unreliable, financially unstable, and one sided parenting that was to be our life
My mom was never cruel, but she is an incredibly selfish person. She has a difficult time saying that she’s sorry and would argue with a doorknob 😣 She’s a bitter person and has always been very critical. Has had a way of always making herself the center of attention. Very opinionated even when her opinion is not sought and is the type of person that needs to be needed so much that she lacks an ability to understand nosiness and control produce the opposite effect. I’m thankful that my mother raised me and helped to make me into the person I am today. I pray for her daily, that God will work within her heart. God took my father last year, he was only 60 and it was completely unexpected. I thought after going through that things would change, but her tendencies have seemingly become worse 😕 I love her and I will always do what I can to take the high road because she is my mom, but this is a very helpful lesson as I’ve learned to forgive her and not be beholden to resentment, but to pray for her.
You spoke my life with my mother EVERY WORD described my mother ..I still try to treat her respectfully altho it is very draining the things she does to control me .I pray 🙏 for your Peace
@marilynmyles4270 Look up Alicia power She has wonderful tools to create detachment in your situation, Chrystal houghs Classes Such as light up your boundaries, Energy management system of your personal aura energy, Christie Marie Sheldon has tools you may like to delete the quantum entanglement situation, We are in the time of splitting to universe s, Your parents have their own spiritual guidance entities, If they don't like the message of "leave you alone, " It's time for you to reclaim your life through your own energetic work. You need to be free to wake up in a universe that is compatible with you.
When my mother died I loved her so much that I did not want her to be lonely. During those days I went to church by my self while she went to the pub. I was 9. When she laid in her coffin I was allowed to put a glow in the dark cross with her that I brought at church! I said I did not want her to be alone and I wanted jesus to be the light with her and glow in the dark! God is always been with me! But I did love her when she was here, no matter what life was like.
@@krishnagondhea7428 thankyou! definitely- I loved her very much for the short period of time. I hav been through this life and I am blessed! I have lost everything over the last couple of years but no matter what God and my mum are by my side and my children! I took the energy and channeled it to Soulhypnovibe on You tube. I want to help others through hard times, as I went alone on my journey all alone and I want to help others! I believe it’s my mum telling me to help others!
I always felt so alone, unworthy of love. Recently I realized that I have never been truly alone. The wind has always been a friend. I learned to feel the comfort of the trees. The birds visit with me every morning and afternoon. Without the isolation, I would never have learned to hear them. The universe speaks to us all this way.
@@melodywhite1962 bless you. The moment of that enlightenment will change you forever! When things make sense , you have some answers . Through this peace comes.
My mother will always be my worst critic. I continue to rise above and see her for what it is. I am at peace with our differences. She will never be my cup of tea.
I can't believe the impact Shirlest and their Hidden Pineal Gland Activation have had on my life. Activating my third eye has unleashed so much creativity and intuition within me. I wish I’d discovered this sooner!
My mother was a kind beautiful lady. I always loved her. As I read the comments, I send Love and Light to the many who had a different experience. Its going on 15 years since her passing. I dream of her often.
My mother was very cruel, made fun of me,burned me with curling irons, pulled my hair,beat me with various things, told me to commit suicide etc. I have tried my best to forgive her. Her snd my sister lied and got my grand children taken and many other things. I appreciate you and your channel.
Sad 😢 Jesus it was hard to read. Sending hugs and hope you are healing ❤️🩹 God is love and when people are so mean even to their own children and people is because they don’t have God. May you find comfort and peace in Jesus. John 3:16-19, Romans 28:8, John 14:27, 1 John 3:10, and Romans 5:5.😍📖😇🤗🌟❤️🕊️🙏
When Narcissistic abuse and an absent Father has created a bitterness in a Mother who is already broken angry and resents being stuck with three children 2 - 7 - and 12 is a breeding ground for confusion , pain , compounded by abandonment and identity issues makes honoring your parents truly only possible with God !!
That sounds like my story, my story. My mom abandoned 4 children as a result of a nasty divorce 🎉and my dad got custody of us. I was 11 years old, and my 2 older siblings at the time were 16 and 15. Then my baby brother was 9 years old. This happened in 1974, and that was literally unheard of during that time. I chose not to be a mother because of the trauma of abandonment. As a result I learned how to be independent and more mature than my peers because of this.
@@mzdnice5596 My story too started around 1970 ..God bless you and fill you full to overflowing with the gift of his Holy Spirit ..May you always be in his favor , and truly blessed !!
Definitely can relate my mom raised 6 children alone my youngest brother ending up committing suicide in 2019 his death really opened my eyes to the generational curses that need to be broken within my blood line
It's not your fault and has nothing to do do with you being worthy of love. I thought that I was the only one. Tragically I witnessed the murder of my mother and escaped gunshots from her newlywed husband. I'm thankful that I have been getting professional help for PTSD for the 41 years. It's been a long journey to healing old wounds. May God Keep us safe and keep blessing our lives. 🙏🙌 Thanking and praising God in advance.
I'm so blessed. As tough as my Mum is/was she loved me and I knew it. She called me her Angel all the time and now grown up I'm her best friend. I wouldn't be who I am today without her patience, guidance, love and determination. Now I pass the same onto her Grandchildren. ❤❤❤
God gave me the Love of my Grandmother who raised me. Forgiveness gave both my Mother &Father back to me. My Mother has been delivered from alcohol 34 yrs. I got to be the vessel of prayer with her and she felt the Holy Spirit that day.
Only God knows the hardships our moms had to over come, and the healings that may never have come. I love my mom through the love that God has for me. I love you om in a profound way, only God gets!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
💙💙💚💚❤️💜💜💜💙💚💜Jesus sticks closer than a bother praise the lord Jesus praises Abba father praises to the most high God praises in the name of Jesus praises blessed by this priceless confirmation message praying 🙏 ❤
God is my father and my mother. His love proves that I'm never alone! God has seperated me from a toxic family and fake friends. I'm the happiest I've ever been! I thank you Jesus for removing that dark cloud of negativity! In Jesus name, AMEN.🙏🏾🙌🏾
18:27 My mother died when I was 7 all I remember her being real sick and last time I saw her see was in oxygen tent. I don't remember her voice she suffered from lymphoma cancer. I have been told she was sweetis person and loved us there were four of us two brothers and one sister I was baby of family, I miss her everyday IAM 63 now.😥 I Love the Lord Jesus Christ with all my heart.
Your attempt to make emotionally wounded people feel better is commendable. Beautiful. God bless you for being kind to those of us who’ve not experienced a “normal” life. I see your goal: to reach those in the depths of sadness and lift to the skies for warmth and acceptance. ♥️🕊️
I loved my mother but she hated me... never a hug or I love you... instead she said how could I. I want to be obedient to God and working on forgiveness especially now I see the bigger picture... thank you for rhe message.
🕊️Yes, I am 46 years old and I have lived this jealousy, anger and mistreatment mentally, emotionally, physically, verbally and intellectually from my Mother and I have forgiven her yet she is still the same…despite my trials and tribulations I was able to overcome my traumas and continue to walk in faith and educate myself….which I have also left the medical field 2 months ago and I just don’t know where to start.::I have faith ❤️🔥 in Jesus and know he will someone how guide and help me ….please Lord fill me with your strength, love, direction, Wisdom, Discernment and eternal covering and protection in the name of our beloved Almighty Lord Jesus Christ through your Holy Spirit and Father Jehovah Amen🙌🏻🙏🏻❤️🔥🙏🏻❤️🔥🙏🏻❤️🔥🔥🌻🕊️
My mom just passed and I found out at her funeral she lief about me to make my family kick me out. I also just lost me step son. My heart hurts but I'm trying to remember it's not because of me. Nothing hurts like your parents dislike.
Won’t say that I was hated by my mother. But never a “hug,” never a “I love you” last words before taking last breath! 😭 Try to always show and tell my children and grandchildren that they’re loved! 🙏🏾❤️🤗
*My biological father abandoned me before I was even born, and my mother abandoned me emotionally. But God’s love has more than filled the void and healed my heart* 🙏
My mother was the best mom any child could have ask for but for some reason she had to go and that broke my heart to a point where i gave up on everything untill God steped in i was sent into the woods where God and i was alone for weeks he spoke to me and kept me safe just last week God had her come to me and we spoke she told me she was proud of me and she loves me God ask me to do something and iam doing it.Iam so happy now God is great.
Yes, the unlove of my mother, lead my in the arms of our Father, at 4 years old, raped, then beaten all my life, my parents moved out of the house when i was 16 years old leaving me and my brother alone with God, it was God who stood with me at all times, his faithful love never ends.
My mother (RIP) tried to break every bit of me and her inability to finally break me drove her insane! It hurt my heart so badly to see other kids with mothers loving them and mine always hated me...😢
Same. I spent years wishing my mother loved me. I was envious of friends who had good mothers . Oddly enough , I was very close to my my mother’s mom. My grandmother. I have no idea how my mom came from that sweet loving lady.
Finding this literally saved my life...I'm 40 and absolutely alone in this world... my mom helped my exwife ruin my life here on earth and I have been in a very dark place thinking I did something wrong but I honestly have never disrespected her or anyone in any way. I thank the almighty for his love and grace and now I understand it all.. praise the almighty
I wonder what that day will feel like when that day comes. I pray I find immediate relief from the vicious lies she comes up with to hurt me in every way possible. I truly can not imagine how that will be.
@@nitaboo1208 ok, I'm the middle child. Older brother is one year, one day older and a foot taller almost. He's 6'3" I am 5'5". My father calls him the first born prince. I am just his son. I have a younger sister who is 5 years younger. She is referred to as the baby princess. My whole family was born in our home town in Odessa Texas . I was born in a small town 30 miles north. Not by happenstance but purposely. I was supposed to be aborted but my mother's mother forced herself to go with them to my birth and didn't allow her to kill me. I was almost born on the highway. My father was a crackhead, drug dealer with rage issues and extremely violent. Also a sexual deviant and all around pervert. Constantly telling sexual, and homophobic jokes. Strangely with a fixation on felatio. My mother was a far more sinister character. A complete narcissist. Complete. Constantly reminding me and my brother that we were never Ever supposed to speak of what happens in our home to anyone. Even family. She also was very rage full and violent. A master manipulator. She enjoyed others pain thoroughly and openly. She was abusive physically, mentally and emotionally, with me 10X more than with my siblings. They were very rarely spanked, on the other hand she relished in finding ways to punish me. Cursing aloud while she does so.
@@nitaboo1208 first memory was finding my grand father overdosed dead in the bathroom with my bro at 3 years old. That same summer we were playing in our front yard and saw a man stabbed to death in front of us for 5 dollars. He walked over to us and asked for water we took him to the back yard and got him the water hose. Our grandma came out and ran us off. We watched him die from the door. The next year I found out I was supposed to be aborted at birth. My mom's older sister was talking trash about her. My aunt argued saying she would never have an abortion. Then my aunt responded in words I understood. " Yes, she did, she wanted to kill him, she didn't want him". BOOM! life officially ended that day for me. In all our family pictures after this day I never smiled again. In any picture. After that, in my mind everything wrong in our family was my fault. If only I had never been born my family would have not been so poor would not have suffered so much strife. Everything was my fault. I became isolated, angry, depressed, emotional. An overall mess. Very very angry. Unfortunately my mother aimed to prove my aunt right. She didn't want me. She showed me through violence of every sort. Physical, mental and emotional abuse. My brother and sister were dealt with much more mildly not nearly so violent. I was beaten, made to kneel in the corner with my nose in a circle. Only the carpet was too soft so my mom made me kneel in frying pans. Alas the pans were also to forgiving so she had to add beans in them to ensure I was punishes thoroughly. Beatings that drew blood from the welts of a belt. Pinches on the back of the arm that left bruised so thick I could barely move my arm. Twice mother did not send me to school for fear the teachers will notice the abuse.
This just made me cry myself uncontrollably to sleep with the clarification and understanding of things on a whole nother level. I was very sad and very disappointed for a second but I understand and refuse to let it be for nothing.
Why you comment on the love of Jesus? This video clearly states the love of God. Jesus was just a man, but you fell for the lies of church as if he is your saviour. This video is not meant for you.
Constant reminders that I was not good enough, from my mother, left me feeling abandoned and looking for love in unhealthy ways. That was up until 3 years ago when I started doing shadow work. Asking God why me? Now I know and I am so grateful. I forgive her so that I can walk the path I was chosen to walk.
I love her too, but she's so stubborn, she never wanted to get close to God, she betrayed me and slander me....I didn't understand why she was like that...I am her youngest child...I'm sorry that she's hurting, but she never gave me the love I needed...
My mother truly suffered at the hands of my violent, drunken father. I was a child, too young to know or understand that EVIL was at play, using Narcissism as its conduit. I never feel separated from anyone or anything, I've learnt a great deal and know that Earth is the "battleground" of Good and Evil. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Not just my mother. But my whole family. I haven't talked to them in years. It's disappointing but it's better than the alternative of continuing to be around all that toxicity
Sometimes it's ok to separate, but then when you know better you're supposed to do better, the purpose of this video and your relationship with God to understand what's going on and do the work to get to your source is this toxicity. Part of your purpose is to break that generational curse. The video is literally telling you that it's not them but God's plan. As well as, people do what they know, but if you try to take the time and understand your family you may discover something you never knew or understood but may explain why they are the way they are bc now that you know better you're held accountable!
My mother was my first heartbreak but learned you can’t keep grudges and made the strong person I am today so forgive obviously not forget and use that pain to grow and help others out . None of us is prefect
Was complaining about my parents last night. Shortly after that, God showed me a movie about parents completely ignoring their kids’s need. This morning, He shared this video clip with me. God, thank you for clarifying this. I am able to honor both of my parents now.
I too had been abandoned by my parents. My children were my only family. My first born died at 20 . One surviving son on Earth, three children in spirit. I can't imagine being like my mother. I would be so grateful if I had a daughter like me!
I awakened my beloved mother who is supporting me unconditionally. She is learning from me and I am learning from her. Our family is on the ascending path. Gloria! Practicing daily prayer worked........The Lord's prayer. ~ Blessings.
Thank you Mother/Father God I am glad I grew up in Love. Love is way better than darkness any day. Toxic people are not for me. Walking and being in the Light is where I have to be. AA thanks for the message.
My mother was a narcissistic mother. But that made me a survivor . I was a naive child in a dangerous city . God definitely was protecting me wen i didnt kno. Ive accepted it Better for me ❤❤❤❤❤
In am so SORRY for the daughters on here that were hurt by the very one you would think would be by your side no matter what. I, myself would never have thought my daughter would leave without saying why. I pray that GOD will put his Angel wherever she is, and let her know that there is not a day that goes by that I do not think of her. I pray she is not brain-washed by this video in thinking otherwise. LORD 😢😢😢😢
It breaks my heart reading this. We are close family but my daughter mingled with a prayer partners who told her things about her parents. She has stop speaking to her her mother and father for a decade now and no explanation as per what happened. I beg for her forgiveness wherever she is and we will welcome her back home when she is ready. I pray for Gods intervention in this situation.its our desire to have her back and may the will of God be done ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉
All I can say is that my mom did the best that she could for me with the time that she had available, giving me the lessons I needed when I needed them in order to help me grow, so I am exceptionally grateful for the time I had with her. Forgiveness is one of the keys in allowing yourself to detach from emotional traumas and to let go of the burdens that are holding you back from your truest potential. In Honoring her I am showing her mercy in understanding in that she did the best that she could, because If you don't know better how can you do or be better and teach better if you don't know how to. God wants us to give mercy and to forgive And that also means for ourselves as well so I forgave myself in the process which allowed me to understand that everything happens for a reason and that it all serves a purpose as the universe doesn't waste energy in vain and neither does God. 🙏
❤beautiful. I feel the same. I never realized that truth until several years ago. My mother left this physical realm in 1992. I never shed a tear except when I told her goodbye, she was comatose at her bedside. I walked out and 7 hrs later, the phone call came she transferred out of this earthly plane❤
You only find the true light within you when you walk through darkness . You will only feel the warmth of you soul when you have felt the cold of your loneliness
My mother was a hateful narcisstic person. She hurt my heart more than anyone else in my lifetime. I know Jesus held me up during the abuse. She's gone now but the hurt she caused remains.
I love my mom. She was terrorized by my fathers mother. My grandmother carried the unclean spirit of Jezebel. She ran my mother out. I loved my grand mother. After my mother died, she wrote a letter telling me that after i was born she lifted me to God and she gave me to him and left the hospital. She knew my grandmother was on her way, grandmother was trying to take me from her because my older sister who died of crib death. Turned my grandmother into a lunatic. My mom prayed against her and my dad, so they would not have much of me. So i was bounced around i was made tough as nails and sharp as tacks. I have no family of blood, for it is the Lord who has given to me all i need. I left them all behind. Many have tried to break me, God has set them straight. Some have gone mad and one even died. She was taken by Jezebel spirit, she had tried to kill me several times. The nexus is a good training ground. I wont be joining this little party. Ill stay in the trusting my father Lord of Hosts.
8:15 Powerful moment! 🙌 Here, the message hits home about how separation is a divine tool for growth. It’s a reminder that some pain serves a higher purpose-preparing us for resilience and spiritual strength. 🌌
My mother is a good mother who raised all her six children by her own. But once I became a young woman ,my mother had said a lot of bad things to destroy my reputation and my relationship with my boyfriend. She hurted me so bad. I suffered a lot. But despite all the things my mother had done to me, I forgive her and my love for her is bigger than anything because she is still my mother no matter what.
Jesus !!! I haven't seen my mother in 40 years , and she died two years ago far away from here ...( almost like the story of Joseph ) this message must be for me ⭐
This message reflects my relationship with my mom? I could not understand why I felt my mom did not love me, but I learned to believe in myself and in God! Thank you for this deep message for us who understand!
Oh my God! 😢😢😢...so am not alone ..there was a time i searched the whole house looking for any evidence of adoption bc i was treated like a stranger by the very person who was supposed to explain to me my very existence 😢😢😢...i will pause here ...i just subscribed ❤
I am a money magnet, money is always attracted to me. I receive large amounts of money from the universe, gods and archangels. I am a multi millionaire. I am grateful for all the millions of dollars.
My mother is strict but shes not bad ... shes hurt from her past experiences... I try & help but its difficult to help someone that doesn't understand that she's hurt ... instead the frustration gets taken out on the softer ones coz they know that we dont fight back ... lots of ppl carry trauma that effects there decision making so I chose to be empathetic rather than resentful .. theres still hope helping the unhealed ❤
But not empathetic to the point of making excuses for them. Walk away for the good of those coming up not the ones past..tht part is God's. I was shaped by another so tht- like a sleeper cell- my Armour refused to be dulled and cld not be broken or bent, especially whn i saw the damage she and others cause. No more. Ironically my best friend put together a necklace w obsidian and white quartz just days ago..so I'm floored whn I step bck and look from the outside in.. Like she was meant to stand by my side. Im blown away w this whn I review my journey so far.❤
It's called narcissism. She won't change. U must change and leave pain behind. I'm happier with myself now. No more the black sheep. I found she tried to destroy me and lost. She had many traumas due to WW2. Cold and hard. No loving words were heard. Today I'm free of her critical eye. I have myself a gift. Freedom.
Yes! She has been kicking me while I was down and always criticizing and judging me my whole life. I stopped talking to her almost 2 years ago. She is narcissistic and I had enough of her fakeness. Thank you for this video. It's always awesome to get confirmation of what I already know. I felt that when you said you have an armor that others don't. They cannot deal with the hardships of life like you have. So true. I have always been called strong for all I have already endured. I know it was all to shape me into who I am today, and for that I am grateful.
When I found this video, it blew my mind because I just cut ties with my mom finally two weeks ago, but I have also forgiven her because I know she’s broken and I know that she is jealous in some sick way, which is so unfortunately sad and I don’t understand everything in this video fits me to a T. My mind is absolutely blown right now. I’m having financial difficulties. I don’t know if I can afford the payments for the membership I would love to join, but I definitely subscribed to your channel. God bless you. Thank you for putting this out here. I know God led me right to this video.
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I saw a pentacle. That's not of god
@@MarinaDavis-l3rthat is paranoia :/ good grief.
I got this :) I don’t need a pay as go! I’ve already paid ultimate price REmember!? I’m not desperate for answers because I’ve been forged by time without my mother and now she is back in my life supporting her daughter with love! She had to do what she must do she could do what she desired! Ok? I forgive!!! I don’t need your club!
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My mother broke my heart,but she did not break me
I like this. I can use this. Thank you ❤
ah.. that is how i feel... she could not love me... yet, i grew a determined spirit to do all things ...and to be self sufficent...
Yes!!!!!
Love this!
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Evil was hoping the betrayal by our mothers would break us. It didn't.
Love WON❣
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@@LeeindaGodsTruewatermaiden truly it just broke the persons around me but never me nothing or anyone can break me
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In my case it was more severe, mother, siblings and my own children.......
It is a horrible thing when your own mother is a hateful narcissist…..who constantly gives you the silent treatment…….a jealous of her own daughter… it’s Evil. No matter what happens I have truly suffered… my brother too.
You are never alone and I am here for you!
Malignant narcissists. My mother and brother too .. we are chosen
It is a very horrible thing to go through with the person that brought you into this world. I've been going through it for three decades now. My story is so crazy it will take years to tell it a ALL.
I know that pain
Believe me, I know 💯
I finally understand “forgive them for they know not what they do”
Facts
Same ..well put ..AMEN❤
It’s because we are half asleep. I only know because I temporarily woke up.
We lack awareness here. It comes from identifying with thoughts instead of our true self.
Whew 😰
Exactly
This is making me cry so hard. I never understood why my mother treated me so coldly, but cherished my brother
I went through the same thing she my mother would take my brother out and of school early just to buy him things new bikes mini bikes and lots of love still to this day and l am 59 years old and it still hurts but l 😊 still would rather l Gods unconditional 💕 love All praise to the Most High
I can relate
Favouritism is dangerous and God Bless you and keep you safe
Me too! I literally just realized this was an issue (in my head) and this video popped up!
You are loved but the love we need often comes from an unexpected source
My biological 'father' abandoned me physically before I was even born. My 'mother' abandoned me emotionally. God more than made up for it with His Love alone.
😢I can relate! My story. I’m moving closer to God 🙌🏾.
This explains what I experienced once when setting the intention before meditation to go to mothers womb to feel the closest time we connected, all I can reflect on was a massive whooshing ti somewhere else were there was dialogue. I was being told of acknowledgement of what I was being born into and a few bits of information and reassurance... ❤
This is my story 😢😢. I live with her now and she verbally abuses me still, this time it's in front of my youngest son. Please pray I find a home for me and my boys soon ❤. I have a 19 and 8 boys, I feel so alone and helpless sometimes, yet I know good things are coming. The literal black sheep. Barely have any real friends, complete strangers do more for me than my 'family'. I still want to love and be loved. Just having someone tell me they appreciate me and mean it is paramount to my healing process
Amen 🙏🏽 That's all we need is Jesus. Sometimes God will separate you from a family members.
Wow 😢 I can relate all PRAISES to the MOST HIGH🫡💜🌹 sending 💜☮️😃JOY🌞🕯💪🌹🛡 good HEALTH & ABUNDANCE of BLESSINGS to us ALL so MOTE it BE AMEN 🙌
I trusted my mother so deeply yet she betrayed me so often I cannot count, I always forgave her and tried to never hurt her back.
It’s time to let go now.
Do not eat the bait..
Me too but honestly I don’t think I could ever let go I mean I did let go a while ago but I mean leave her i could never leave her I don’t think that’s what you mean either tho
I'm sorry this happened to you as I know the pain of having a mother that seems to go out of her way to betray, and inflict pain. Matthew 10:34-36 gave me peace. If life is a spiritual battle ground wherein we must choose sides, this made sense to me. You are a kind person to not try to hurt her back. It's okay to let go now. You are never alone, and you are always loved. Matthew 10:34-36.
@@luci3229-g6kthat's what's called a trauma Bond when you're dealing with a covert narcissist, it creates codependency. There are things called mother wounds and father wounds and there are symptoms of that, any mental illness or labels like ADHD etcetera are just maladaptive responses to Childhood trauma and emotional neglect❤ doctors take advantage of that by doping people up on drugs which destroy them with side effects😢 sounds like this is your biggest test ... to learn to separate in a healthy way and set boundaries❤
@@JeaNini
Thanks much I needed this reminder today. Sending it right back to you. 🙏✌️❣️
For those who have walked alone in this world. Know it's almost time. We were made for this moment in time. All those betrayals are finally making sense. Grasp it and face it with all the strength God has installed in us.
Amen Father
I pray this is so. My path hasn’t been anywhere near traditional or easy, but so worth it walking out my faith with Jesus.
AMEN 🙏🏽💕🙏🏽
Manipulation from childhood was CRAZY! Not just my mother but entire family.. Felt like the black sheep ALL MY LIFE..But now I know God was building me up the entire time ❤🎉😊 God Bless All The chosen ones!!
yes
So true
Mee to
Me too all of the above. It's been 40 years without my mother. Estranged from family members who are child molesters or those who defend them. Thankful for the love of God iun my life. 🙏✌️❣️
Amen
I don’t know how I come across this message, but God knows why, thank you lord 🙏
Same here. Made me cry😢
Me too but tears of Joy.
It finally defined my life. Amen.
My mom is a women who is been trough a lot of pain in her childhood by her sisters and her father. And she reflects her trauma on me in stead of searching for help or healing. I saw a quote that says : 'Heal from your trauma's before you get children, or your children will need healing from you'. I know she actually doesn't hate me. But she hurt me a lot..
Do Not allow your mother to project her pain and sorrow onto you. She has to work on herself and if she cannot do that, walk away.
You need to go through individuation...
Maybe your mom use you to support her weaknesses.
Similar situation
My mom showed signs of understanding and then went completely crazy seemingly and would act like she hated me. I think it's one gigantic cosmic misunderstanding triggered by whatever caused world war two
I'm glad what God is doing in my life, I don't need nobody but him.
AMEN!
Amen
Amen ❤🎉
Amen
Capital H sweetie... Cuz referring to God
Wow. I am not alone in feeling this pain of betrayal. I thought it was just me.
Yes me too!
I came across this video at the exact time I was having flashbacks from childhood trauma.
Crying tears my mother never treated me right or protected me like my brothers. She has turn so many against me I needed this message 😭
You are not alone. 💕
You are not alone. I have come to believe it was Devine intervention and jealousy on her part.
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When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take care of me, He will take me up, He will receive me.
Psalm 27:10
Amen praise the lord Jesus praises Abba father praises to the most high God praises in the name of Jesus praises ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
❤❤❤❤❤Thanks for sharing . Amen 🙏
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❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Jesus is All things. 👑
The Lord is my shepard
My mother is toxic she uses Scarstic language, at times i used to wonder if she's my real mother. 😱
Welcome to the club,your not alone.I run and hide from the sting of my Mother's tongue and torture...
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Hmph. Give people a taste of their own medicine. See how they like it. To hell with being passive.
I asked my mother if I was adopted. Rip mom
Same here and with me I was treated less than
Same! 😂
I forgive my mother and all who have hurt me and seek my divine path my life is God's Amen 💓🙏
Me too I forgive them all
Me too. I forgive them all. ❤
Forgiveness is the key to healing!
Exactly
Omg been crying whole day due to my toxic mom. Cant belive this popped up on my utube . Thank u for ur channel. Seems u have Gods perfect timing for us , for messages .
My Mother was Evil,narcissistic, mean,hateful,verbally and physically abusive. I knew I was strong 💪. My praise goes to my heavenly Father Jesus. ❤Thank you for keeping me strong, intact and forgiving.
My mother broke my heart but did not break my soul ❤❤❤
Beautifully said!!!!❤
My mother betrayed me many times from childhood to now !! Mt prophet told me not to ever go back because she will never change...my father God is a one n a million...his love is like no other ...he picked me up out of the pit of hell n nurtured me ,healed me ,cured me from head to toe n everything in between...my God is worth all the spiritual warfare, trials, tribulations...I have a best friend his name is God...GET GOD...*God's love *self love *heavenly family *not of this world 🌎
Wow same thing with my mother. I loved her so much and lived in Denial most of my life thinking how could a mother do ,say or think the things she did. I would die for my children and they were my life so I could never wrap my head around what she was really like. I was so focused on winning her love and trying to change and hurting and being angry I was never focused on my father in heaven and the truth in so many things that I needed to understand and accept. The true love acceptance forgiveness and understanding was there the whole time. Once I woke up asked for guidance comfort and truth from Christ I finally started to feel whole again. Now that I have forgiven her and the ones that hurt me I'm now focused on what I should of been and began healing in the most supernatural deepest whole way possible and it wouldn't of happened if she hadn't been taken away and if I had fallen apart for awhile. God can't heal what we don't acknowledge as pain. God can't fix what we don't allow to fall away. I finally see the whole picture and I've only been healing from losing everything and everyone for 18months and I'm so grateful for the opportunity to wake up and realize I have to turn to him and open my mind to a whole new way of thinking doing and being and feeling. It's still all new and I have moments of uncertainty but the hope and contentment I have for the first time in my whole life would never have happened if my Mom hadn't been taken out of my life. She lives 20mins away and I stay away and refuse to allow her in my life in any way.that goes for a few more fromy past and I'm aware of the people that could affect my life in the future also. Good luck and continue to stay wise and aware❤
🙌 Amen 🙌
@@julianneceniceros201 this is so well put wise words being spoken
Same here I totally relate. Blessings to you brotha 🙏
Love this!! ❤ 🙏 soooo happy to hear this. My mother is the same way stuck in a disease mindset of toxicity I pray for her a lot to see the light and live life right
God didn’t just set me apart, he set me free ❤❤❤
The absence of a mother is not just a physical thing. It can be emotional absence, logical absence, psychological absence...the list goes on. I raised myself on so many levels. I am grateful for the strength I have learned through the fires that forged me. The irony of it is now, she is one of my greatest earthly supporters. But she will never be the mother figure I still yearn for sometimes.
I understand
I pray everyday, all day, that my daughters will be able to see me and understand that I chose to sacrifice a poor, insecure, plight filled, unreliable, financially unstable, and one sided parenting that was to be our life
My mom was never cruel, but she is an incredibly selfish person. She has a difficult time saying that she’s sorry and would argue with a doorknob 😣 She’s a bitter person and has always been very critical. Has had a way of always making herself the center of attention. Very opinionated even when her opinion is not sought and is the type of person that needs to be needed so much that she lacks an ability to understand nosiness and control produce the opposite effect. I’m thankful that my mother raised me and helped to make me into the person I am today. I pray for her daily, that God will work within her heart. God took my father last year, he was only 60 and it was completely unexpected. I thought after going through that things would change, but her tendencies have seemingly become worse 😕 I love her and I will always do what I can to take the high road because she is my mom, but this is a very helpful lesson as I’ve learned to forgive her and not be beholden to resentment, but to pray for her.
Your mother was probably a narcissist.
You spoke my life with my mother EVERY WORD described my mother ..I still try to treat her respectfully altho it is very draining the things she does to control me .I pray 🙏 for your Peace
@marilynmyles4270
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She has wonderful tools to create detachment in your situation,
Chrystal houghs Classes
Such as light up your boundaries,
Energy management system of your personal aura energy,
Christie Marie Sheldon has tools you may like to delete the quantum entanglement situation,
We are in the time of splitting to universe s,
Your parents have their own spiritual guidance entities,
If they don't like the message of "leave you alone, "
It's time for you to reclaim your life through your own energetic work.
You need to be free to wake up in a universe that is compatible with you.
@@elizabethhannah4704 / Yes! I have often pondered that, as well 😔
You described my mother too and she is a narcissist....
❤Thank you Mother for so many challenges 🙏. I forgive you and thank you for making me a awesome person ❤️
When my mother died I loved her so much that I did not want her to be lonely. During those days I went to church by my self while she went to the pub. I was 9. When she laid in her coffin I was allowed to put a glow in the dark cross with her that I brought at church! I said I did not want her to be alone and I wanted jesus to be the light with her and glow in the dark! God is always been with me! But I did love her when she was here, no matter what life was like.
That was your journey to love her
@@krishnagondhea7428 thankyou! definitely- I loved her very much for the short period of time. I hav been through this life and I am blessed! I have lost everything over the last couple of years but no matter what God and my mum are by my side and my children! I took the energy and channeled it to Soulhypnovibe on You tube. I want to help others through hard times, as I went alone on my journey all alone and I want to help others! I believe it’s my mum telling me to help others!
Praise Jesus!
That's a great memory. I member putting a fake piece of jewelry, a pink ring I got one yr after her passing on her grave.
God bless you!
My son is on the server . He is a chosen 1 and I will continue to protect. My divine child
Sadly some was broken by their moms I pray the lost ones see and overcome their childhood traumas when they are ready for it
I will make up with her in heaven!
I always felt so alone, unworthy of love. Recently I realized that I have never been truly alone. The wind has always been a friend. I learned to feel the comfort of the trees. The birds visit with me every morning and afternoon. Without the isolation, I would never have learned to hear them. The universe speaks to us all this way.
I've always resented being alone all my life despite always ALWAYS wanting a huge happy family. After watching this, I FINALLY FINALLY GET IT.
@@melodywhite1962
bless you. The moment of that enlightenment will change you forever! When things make sense , you have some answers . Through this peace comes.
Jesus gives abounding love
I am happy to one day Meeting the folowers all over the world and hug them with the love they recieve
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@@AaronDaniel-h6t you will be the first i hug thank you so much
@@Xxxxxc77 for sure on god on bro 🤲🏿🤝👍🙌👊🏿👏🏿
@@Xxxxxc77 I can see the light 💡
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My mother will always be my worst critic. I continue to rise above and see her for what it is. I am at peace with our differences. She will never be my cup of tea.
My Mother broke my heart, but she did not broke me Amen
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My mother was a kind beautiful lady. I always loved her. As I read the comments, I send Love and Light to the many who had a different experience. Its going on 15 years since her passing. I dream of her often.
For real. That's all I see in the comments is how their mother was or is a POS. A narcissist. Shit is sad and ridiculous.
You were very blessed
My Mother Was Beautiful And Had A Loving Heart.I Was Truly Blessed! To Have Her In My Life. She Has Been Living In Heaven 25 Years😢
So this story is not for you
And mine as well. But they were taken too soon from us. All part of the bigger plan.
My mother was very cruel, made fun of me,burned me with curling irons, pulled my hair,beat me with various things, told me to commit suicide etc. I have tried my best to forgive her. Her snd my sister lied and got my grand children taken and many other things. I appreciate you and your channel.
Sending healing love and light❤
I bet she always watched a movie called "Mommy Dearest" and said she wasn't bad because she wasn't that.
Sad 😢 Jesus it was hard to read. Sending hugs and hope you are healing ❤️🩹 God is love and when people are so mean even to their own children and people is because they don’t have God. May you find comfort and peace in Jesus. John 3:16-19, Romans 28:8, John 14:27, 1 John 3:10, and Romans 5:5.😍📖😇🤗🌟❤️🕊️🙏
Oh Harriet!😢
So sorry. But you are destined to save some lost souls.
When Narcissistic abuse and an absent Father has created a bitterness in a Mother who is already broken angry and resents being stuck with three children 2 - 7 - and 12 is a breeding ground for confusion , pain , compounded by abandonment and identity issues makes honoring your parents truly only possible with God !!
Sounds like you are telling my story, except me and my siblings are closer in age.
That sounds like my story, my story. My mom abandoned 4 children as a result of a nasty divorce 🎉and my dad got custody of us. I was 11 years old, and my 2 older siblings at the time were 16 and 15. Then my baby brother was 9 years old. This happened in 1974, and that was literally unheard of during that time. I chose not to be a mother because of the trauma of abandonment. As a result I learned how to be independent and more mature than my peers because of this.
@@mzdnice5596 My story too started around 1970 ..God bless you and fill you full to overflowing with the gift of his Holy Spirit ..May you always be in his favor , and truly blessed !!
Story of my life!
Definitely can relate my mom raised 6 children alone my youngest brother ending up committing suicide in 2019 his death really opened my eyes to the generational curses that need to be broken within my blood line
My mom is toxic and hates me for no reason….but I know God has a reason ❤❤
ditto!!!!~~~
It's not your fault and has nothing to do do with you being worthy of love. I thought that I was the only one. Tragically I witnessed the murder of my mother and escaped gunshots from her newlywed husband. I'm thankful that I have been getting professional help for PTSD for the 41 years. It's been a long journey to healing old wounds. May God Keep us safe and keep blessing our lives. 🙏🙌
Thanking and praising God in advance.
I'm so blessed. As tough as my Mum is/was she loved me and I knew it. She called me her Angel all the time and now grown up I'm her best friend. I wouldn't be who I am today without her patience, guidance, love and determination. Now I pass the same onto her Grandchildren. ❤❤❤
God gave me the Love of my Grandmother who raised me. Forgiveness gave both my Mother &Father back to me. My Mother has been delivered from alcohol 34 yrs. I got to be the vessel of prayer with her and she felt the Holy Spirit that day.
Only God knows the hardships our moms had to over come, and the healings that may never have come. I love my mom through the love that God has for me. I love you om in a profound way, only God gets!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
💙💙💚💚❤️💜💜💜💙💚💜Jesus sticks closer than a bother praise the lord Jesus praises Abba father praises to the most high God praises in the name of Jesus praises blessed by this priceless confirmation message praying 🙏 ❤
God is my father and my mother. His love proves that I'm never alone! God has seperated me from a toxic family and fake friends. I'm the happiest I've ever been! I thank you Jesus for removing that dark cloud of negativity! In Jesus name, AMEN.🙏🏾🙌🏾
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God will remove toxic people from your life.
Yesssssss Amen
Yessssss Amen
I DECLARE AND DECREE THIS MESSAGE IN JESUS NAME AMEN
My mother was the sweetest mother. She did not deserve to suffer the way she did. It was horrible and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone.
Damn. My condolences.
18:27 My mother died when I was 7 all I remember her being real sick and last time I saw her see was in oxygen tent. I don't remember her voice she suffered from lymphoma cancer. I have been told she was sweetis person and loved us there were four of us two brothers and one sister I was baby of family, I miss her everyday IAM 63 now.😥 I Love the Lord Jesus Christ with all my heart.
I'm so sorry for your loss but I'm sure she is in a far better place. Can I ask what was her name?
I feel the same way about my mother 😢
My Mom did too first a stroke then 20 years later cancer
I leave home at the age 14 yrs old , I'm now 26, I feel like this is exactly my story . Thank you
My mother put me out at 14,it was scary I got my first apartment at 19 I'm 48 now. Please know you will make it trust yourself.
Your attempt to make emotionally wounded people feel better is commendable. Beautiful. God bless you for being kind to those of us who’ve not experienced a “normal” life. I see your goal: to reach those in the depths of sadness and lift to the skies for warmth and acceptance. ♥️🕊️
I loved my mother but she hated me... never a hug or I love you... instead she said how could I. I want to be obedient to God and working on forgiveness especially now I see the bigger picture... thank you for rhe message.
🕊️Yes, I am 46 years old and I have lived this jealousy, anger and mistreatment mentally, emotionally, physically, verbally and intellectually from my Mother and I have forgiven her yet she is still the same…despite my trials and tribulations I was able to overcome my traumas and continue to walk in faith and educate myself….which I have also left the medical field 2 months ago and I just don’t know where to start.::I have faith ❤️🔥 in Jesus and know he will someone how guide and help me ….please Lord fill me with your strength, love, direction, Wisdom, Discernment and eternal covering and protection in the name of our beloved Almighty Lord Jesus Christ through your Holy Spirit and Father Jehovah Amen🙌🏻🙏🏻❤️🔥🙏🏻❤️🔥🙏🏻❤️🔥🔥🌻🕊️
My mom just passed and I found out at her funeral she lief about me to make my family kick me out. I also just lost me step son. My heart hurts but I'm trying to remember it's not because of me. Nothing hurts like your parents dislike.
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No matter what my mom did i still love n respect her
You're carrying the generational curse
@Theodora-uh4ck They think this mentality is honorable, but it only defeats the true purpose. Not all deserve love or respect.
@@ohanaohana8844 letting go of the burdensome chains of relations with this type of mother is the true path of spirituality
Same.
@stacyjames7594 thank you so much
Won’t say that I was hated by my mother. But never a “hug,” never a “I love you” last words before taking last breath! 😭
Try to always show and tell my children and grandchildren that they’re loved! 🙏🏾❤️🤗
*My biological father abandoned me before I was even born, and my mother abandoned me emotionally. But God’s love has more than filled the void and healed my heart* 🙏
My mother was the best mom any child could have ask for but for some reason she had to go and that broke my heart to a point where i gave up on everything untill God steped in i was sent into the woods where God and i was alone for weeks he spoke to me and kept me safe just last week God had her come to me and we spoke she told me she was proud of me and she loves me God ask me to do something and iam doing it.Iam so happy now God is great.
My karmic mother , because of her treating me the way she did , only made me stronger !
My mother was a Godly and loving woman, I wish nothing but comfort and spiritual healing to those who didn't receive the same. 🙏 ❤️
Lucky you
Yes, the unlove of my mother, lead my in the arms of our Father, at 4 years old, raped, then beaten all my life, my parents moved out of the house when i was 16 years old leaving me and my brother alone with God, it was God who stood with me at all times, his faithful love never ends.
I loved her so much. She did keep me and not abort me, my father was shot, and Dr's. Said he would not be able to have kids, I am here, God wanted me.
@@TiffanyWilliams-pe5hs❤❤❤
Sounds just like my horror story. Uncanny, how we all relate to these vids... God bless us all and restore our healing!
Hey beautiful soul!!!!!❤
@@ErinIsReal yes, We are so blessed.
My mother (RIP) tried to break every bit of me and her inability to finally break me drove her insane!
It hurt my heart so badly to see other kids with mothers loving them and mine always hated me...😢
Same. I spent years wishing my mother loved me. I was envious of friends who had good mothers . Oddly enough , I was very close to my my mother’s mom. My grandmother. I have no idea how my mom came from that sweet loving lady.
Finding this literally saved my life...I'm 40 and absolutely alone in this world... my mom helped my exwife ruin my life here on earth and I have been in a very dark place thinking I did something wrong but I honestly have never disrespected her or anyone in any way. I thank the almighty for his love and grace and now I understand it all.. praise the almighty
God bless you and keep you!🙏
I rebuke it all no weapon formed against my mom or I shall and will not prosper in Jesus Christ Name Amen
best day of my life,the day my mother died. not through selfish happiness or vindictiveness, but a massive weight lifting peace
I wonder what that day will feel like when that day comes. I pray I find immediate relief from the vicious lies she comes up with to hurt me in every way possible. I truly can not imagine how that will be.
I would love to k ow your. Back story
@@nitaboo1208 ok, I'm the middle child. Older brother is one year, one day older and a foot taller almost. He's 6'3" I am 5'5". My father calls him the first born prince. I am just his son. I have a younger sister who is 5 years younger. She is referred to as the baby princess. My whole family was born in our home town in Odessa Texas . I was born in a small town 30 miles north. Not by happenstance but purposely. I was supposed to be aborted but my mother's mother forced herself to go with them to my birth and didn't allow her to kill me. I was almost born on the highway. My father was a crackhead, drug dealer with rage issues and extremely violent. Also a sexual deviant and all around pervert. Constantly telling sexual, and homophobic jokes. Strangely with a fixation on felatio. My mother was a far more sinister character. A complete narcissist. Complete. Constantly reminding me and my brother that we were never Ever supposed to speak of what happens in our home to anyone. Even family. She also was very rage full and violent. A master manipulator. She enjoyed others pain thoroughly and openly. She was abusive physically, mentally and emotionally, with me 10X more than with my siblings. They were very rarely spanked, on the other hand she relished in finding ways to punish me. Cursing aloud while she does so.
@@CrystalJones-jn9rk peaceful was my experience. A calmness I had never known before. It's almost like nothing bothers me anymore
@@nitaboo1208 first memory was finding my grand father overdosed dead in the bathroom with my bro at 3 years old. That same summer we were playing in our front yard and saw a man stabbed to death in front of us for 5 dollars. He walked over to us and asked for water we took him to the back yard and got him the water hose. Our grandma came out and ran us off. We watched him die from the door. The next year I found out I was supposed to be aborted at birth. My mom's older sister was talking trash about her. My aunt argued saying she would never have an abortion. Then my aunt responded in words I understood. " Yes, she did, she wanted to kill him, she didn't want him". BOOM! life officially ended that day for me. In all our family pictures after this day I never smiled again. In any picture. After that, in my mind everything wrong in our family was my fault. If only I had never been born my family would have not been so poor would not have suffered so much strife. Everything was my fault. I became isolated, angry, depressed, emotional. An overall mess. Very very angry. Unfortunately my mother aimed to prove my aunt right. She didn't want me. She showed me through violence of every sort. Physical, mental and emotional abuse. My brother and sister were dealt with much more mildly not nearly so violent. I was beaten, made to kneel in the corner with my nose in a circle. Only the carpet was too soft so my mom made me kneel in frying pans. Alas the pans were also to forgiving so she had to add beans in them to ensure I was punishes thoroughly. Beatings that drew blood from the welts of a belt. Pinches on the back of the arm that left bruised so thick I could barely move my arm. Twice mother did not send me to school for fear the teachers will notice the abuse.
I love my mom.
She is 93 now. God Bless her
You are blessed
This just made me cry myself uncontrollably to sleep with the clarification and understanding of things on a whole nother level. I was very sad and very disappointed for a second but I understand and refuse to let it be for nothing.
MY OWN MOTHER WAS A ABSOLUTELY A 💯 MONSTER TO ME AND MY KIDS. I THANK GOD ❤ FOR BEING ME THROUGH IT ALL. REAL TALK 👄 💯
Forged
Refined
Polished
.. now shining bright feeling right through the night, taking flight 🤍🕊️
This video was meant for me. Jesus loves me and all of us ❤
@@Blk_Velvet me too
Why you comment on the love of Jesus? This video clearly states the love of God. Jesus was just a man, but you fell for the lies of church as if he is your saviour. This video is not meant for you.
I never thought she loved me. We always warred. I was always stronger than her. I've always been alone.
Constant reminders that I was not good enough, from my mother, left me feeling abandoned and looking for love in unhealthy ways. That was up until 3 years ago when I started doing shadow work. Asking God why me? Now I know and I am so grateful. I forgive her so that I can walk the path I was chosen to walk.
My mother is very kind, good.
I love her, my family very much.
God pls save us from harm.
Thanks God, Angels and Everybody
You are blessed❤
I love her too, but she's so stubborn, she never wanted to get close to God, she betrayed me and slander me....I didn't understand why she was like that...I am her youngest child...I'm sorry that she's hurting, but she never gave me the love I needed...
and I do... I do honor her and I understand nobody is perfect and she did what she could... I hold no grudges for her.... I love her... She's my mom
Jesus did say honor thy father and mother, and if you hate them I have some work for you.
One of these days I'll try it again.
My mother truly suffered at the hands of my violent, drunken father. I was a child, too young to know or understand that EVIL was at play, using Narcissism as its conduit. I never feel separated from anyone or anything, I've learnt a great deal and know that Earth is the "battleground" of Good and Evil. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Not just my mother. But my whole family. I haven't talked to them in years. It's disappointing but it's better than the alternative of continuing to be around all that toxicity
Sometimes it's ok to separate, but then when you know better you're supposed to do better, the purpose of this video and your relationship with God to understand what's going on and do the work to get to your source is this toxicity. Part of your purpose is to break that generational curse. The video is literally telling you that it's not them but God's plan. As well as, people do what they know, but if you try to take the time and understand your family you may discover something you never knew or understood but may explain why they are the way they are bc now that you know better you're held accountable!
My mother was my first heartbreak but learned you can’t keep grudges and made the strong person I am today so forgive obviously not forget and use that pain to grow and help others out . None of us is prefect
Was complaining about my parents last night. Shortly after that, God showed me a movie about parents completely ignoring their kids’s need. This morning, He shared this video clip with me. God, thank you for clarifying this. I am able to honor both of my parents now.
I love my mother. I tried my best to always help her, be the best son and even more. Even after my son’s passing 3 years ago. Hopefully she heals
I too had been abandoned by my parents. My children were my only family. My first born died at 20 . One surviving son on Earth, three children in spirit. I can't imagine being like my mother. I would be so grateful if I had a daughter like me!
I awakened my beloved mother who is supporting me unconditionally. She is learning from me and I am learning from her. Our family is on the ascending path. Gloria! Practicing daily prayer worked........The Lord's prayer. ~ Blessings.
Thank you Mother/Father God I am glad I grew up in Love. Love is way better than darkness any day. Toxic people are not for me. Walking and being in the Light is where I have to be. AA thanks for the message.
My mother was a narcissistic mother. But that made me a survivor . I was a naive child in a dangerous city . God definitely was protecting me wen i didnt kno. Ive accepted it
Better for me ❤❤❤❤❤
Your perfect love is to love with the power of Gods grace mercy and strength
Thank you heavenly father now I can go on your eyes have been open thank you for the clarity in wisdom why all this had to happen.
I forgive her and understand God! He has shaped me I have lost a lot! I’m learning God has a purpose for me!
In am so SORRY for the daughters on here that were hurt by the very one you would think would be by your side no matter what. I, myself would never have thought my daughter would leave without saying why. I pray that GOD will put his Angel wherever she is, and let her know that there is not a day that goes by that I do not think of her. I pray she is not brain-washed by this video in thinking otherwise. LORD 😢😢😢😢
It breaks my heart reading this. We are close family but my daughter mingled with a prayer partners who told her things about her parents. She has stop speaking to her her mother and father for a decade now and no explanation as per what happened. I beg for her forgiveness wherever she is and we will welcome her back home when she is ready. I pray for Gods intervention in this situation.its our desire to have her back and may the will of God be done ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉
This message hits me real hard . It's an answer to my prayers. God is beyond human understanding. Thank you Father Your Love for us is indescribable
❤ to all those who never had it
All I can say is that my mom did the best that she could for me with the time that she had available, giving me the lessons I needed when I needed them in order to help me grow, so I am exceptionally grateful for the time I had with her. Forgiveness is one of the keys in allowing yourself to detach from emotional traumas and to let go of the burdens that are holding you back from your truest potential. In Honoring her I am showing her mercy in understanding in that she did the best that she could, because If you don't know better how can you do or be better and teach better if you don't know how to. God wants us to give mercy and to forgive And that also means for ourselves as well so I forgave myself in the process which allowed me to understand that everything happens for a reason and that it all serves a purpose as the universe doesn't waste energy in vain and neither does God. 🙏
❤beautiful. I feel the same. I never realized that truth until several years ago. My mother left this physical realm in 1992. I never shed a tear except when I told her goodbye, she was comatose at her bedside. I walked out and 7 hrs later, the phone call came she transferred out of this earthly plane❤
You only find the true light within you when you walk through darkness . You will only feel the warmth of you soul when you have felt the cold of your loneliness
My mother was a hateful narcisstic person. She hurt my heart more than anyone else in my lifetime. I know Jesus held me up during the abuse. She's gone now but the hurt she caused remains.
God has made you perfect and he wants you to love yourself. Push the bad voices out of your head and say I am loved.
Now’s the time to use your gifts to inspire and uplift others-Creator Mode unlocked!
THANK YOU CREATOR GOD .... I GIVE HONOR to my MOTHER
I love my mom. She was terrorized by my fathers mother. My grandmother carried the unclean spirit of Jezebel. She ran my mother out. I loved my grand mother. After my mother died, she wrote a letter telling me that after i was born she lifted me to God and she gave me to him and left the hospital. She knew my grandmother was on her way, grandmother was trying to take me from her because my older sister who died of crib death. Turned my grandmother into a lunatic. My mom prayed against her and my dad, so they would not have much of me. So i was bounced around i was made tough as nails and sharp as tacks. I have no family of blood, for it is the Lord who has given to me all i need. I left them all behind. Many have tried to break me, God has set them straight. Some have gone mad and one even died. She was taken by Jezebel spirit, she had tried to kill me several times. The nexus is a good training ground. I wont be joining this little party. Ill stay in the trusting my father Lord of Hosts.
Wow,we are set free from.everyone and everything on Earth
8:15 Powerful moment! 🙌 Here, the message hits home about how separation is a divine tool for growth. It’s a reminder that some pain serves a higher purpose-preparing us for resilience and spiritual strength. 🌌
My mother is a good mother who raised all her six children by her own. But once I became a young woman ,my mother had said a lot of bad things to destroy my reputation and my relationship with my boyfriend. She hurted me so bad. I suffered a lot. But despite all the things my mother had done to me, I forgive her and my love for her is bigger than anything because she is still my mother no matter what.
Thank You God, Anestors, Mother Earth, Guardian Angels, Universe, Soulmate, Soul Family I'm So Grateful, Humble 🆕️🙏🏽❣️😇🆓️
Amen. Greatful for you. Always
God I need your love this season
Jesus !!! I haven't seen my mother in 40 years , and she died two years ago far away from here ...( almost like the story of Joseph )
this message must be for me ⭐
This message reflects my relationship with my mom? I could not understand why I felt my mom did not love me, but I learned to believe in myself and in God! Thank you for this deep message for us who understand!
Oh my God! 😢😢😢...so am not alone ..there was a time i searched the whole house looking for any evidence of adoption bc i was treated like a stranger by the very person who was supposed to explain to me my very existence 😢😢😢...i will pause here ...i just subscribed ❤
Thank You God For Everything 🙏🏼🙌
I am a money magnet, money is always attracted to me. I receive large amounts of money from the universe, gods and archangels. I am a multi millionaire. I am grateful for all the millions of dollars.
Money doesn't buy happiness.
Irrelevant
@@natatiawright4489 your thoughts and concerns are not my thoughts or concerns. So you are irrelevant.
@@MaddieJones-lu2ohYep. 1 Timothy 6:10. 📖👍😁❤️🙏
Well damn. Let me have a couple million, then. 😂
Just kidding. I have to earn my own millions should it ever come.
My mother is strict but shes not bad ... shes hurt from her past experiences... I try & help but its difficult to help someone that doesn't understand that she's hurt ... instead the frustration gets taken out on the softer ones coz they know that we dont fight back ... lots of ppl carry trauma that effects there decision making so I chose to be empathetic rather than resentful .. theres still hope helping the unhealed ❤
But not empathetic to the point of making excuses for them. Walk away for the good of those coming up not the ones past..tht part is God's. I was shaped by another so tht- like a sleeper cell- my Armour refused to be dulled and cld not be broken or bent, especially whn i saw the damage she and others cause. No more.
Ironically my best friend put together a necklace w obsidian and white quartz just days ago..so I'm floored whn I step bck and look from the outside in..
Like she was meant to stand by my side. Im blown away w this whn I review my journey so far.❤
It's called narcissism. She won't change. U must change and leave pain behind.
I'm happier with myself now. No more the black sheep. I found she tried to destroy me and lost.
She had many traumas due to WW2. Cold and hard. No loving words were heard.
Today I'm free of her critical eye. I have myself a gift.
Freedom.
AMEN TO THAT. IM DEALING WITH THE SAME PROBLEM. 🙏
@@TIBBS369 Well as long as you know the problem.. Amen 🙏
I ❤ this message, thank you for sharing!!! I can relate 💯 . God bless you always 🙏
Yes! She has been kicking me while I was down and always criticizing and judging me my whole life. I stopped talking to her almost 2 years ago. She is narcissistic and I had enough of her fakeness. Thank you for this video. It's always awesome to get confirmation of what I already know. I felt that when you said you have an armor that others don't. They cannot deal with the hardships of life like you have. So true. I have always been called strong for all I have already endured. I know it was all to shape me into who I am today, and for that I am grateful.
When I found this video, it blew my mind because I just cut ties with my mom finally two weeks ago, but I have also forgiven her because I know she’s broken and I know that she is jealous in some sick way, which is so unfortunately sad and I don’t understand everything in this video fits me to a T. My mind is absolutely blown right now. I’m having financial difficulties. I don’t know if I can afford the payments for the membership I would love to join, but I definitely subscribed to your channel. God bless you. Thank you for putting this out here. I know God led me right to this video.
Find a church and a church family. God bless you!