The Lament of Eustace Scrubb - The Oh Hello's

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  • Опубликовано: 29 окт 2012
  • Original music written, composed, performed, recorded, and produced by The Oh Hello's
    brother, forgive me
    we both know I'm the one to blame
    when I saw my demons
    I knew them well and welcomed them
    but I'll come around
    someday
    father, have mercy
    I know that I have gone astray
    when I saw my reflection
    it was a stranger beneath my face
    but I'l come around
    someday
    when I touch the water
    they tell me I could be set free
    so I'll come around
    someday
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Комментарии • 253

  • @roughly6500bees
    @roughly6500bees 6 лет назад +650

    I love how it outline is redimtion arch perfectly, and how he went from "His name, was Eustice Clarence Scrubb, and he almost deserved it." in Dawn Treader to "His name, unfortunately, was Eustice Clarence Scrubb." in The Silver Chair.

    • @schoolaccount6394
      @schoolaccount6394 4 года назад +42

      a possum I mean the original line is a bold line for some whose middle name is Staples.

    • @SiraSpirit
      @SiraSpirit 4 года назад +33

      Clive Staples knew what he was doing.

    • @g.g.w.4478
      @g.g.w.4478 4 года назад +34

      That, for some reason, is one of my favorite parts about Narnia. I have never seen any other characters with more fitting introduction lines, and I've read a lot of books.

    • @abbyedgerton9804
      @abbyedgerton9804 2 года назад +1

      YESSSS

    • @lillilake7259
      @lillilake7259 Год назад +3

      I love that since Eustace was based Jack, so he gave Eustace his name because he hated his

  • @thirstypilgrim97
    @thirstypilgrim97 5 лет назад +258

    Edmund and Eustace... they give such a great picture of hope.

    • @benjamingrist6539
      @benjamingrist6539 4 года назад +52

      "At least you weren't as bad as me, Eustace. You were a jackass, but I was a traitor."
      - Edmund, _Voyage of the Dawn Treader_

  • @SheWritesSeaofStars
    @SheWritesSeaofStars 6 лет назад +253

    I was just binge-listening to this album, not knowing the band all that well, and then THIS song comes up! Oh. My. Word. I have NEVER heard a song inspired by Narnia that wasn't in the movie! I have been a fan of Narnia since I was 8 years old, and this song was a quick reminder of all the adventures I had within those books. Absolutely incredible. I am now officially in love with this band.

    • @abbyherold2905
      @abbyherold2905 2 года назад +9

      You need to check out into the lantern waste

    • @thatfisherr
      @thatfisherr Год назад

      What does binge listening to an album mean?

    • @karanaiii
      @karanaiii Месяц назад

      @@thatfisherrListening to the entire album in one go, one sitting
      Some people listen to specific songs only, but this person was listening to the entire album in one go

  • @hufflepufflez3293
    @hufflepufflez3293 4 года назад +90

    The oh Hellos AHS actually changed my mentality and it's so fucking wierd. Like I can talk and talk about how some random thing 'cured my depression' or 'fixed my soul' or whatever but no, these songs have made me a happier and more carefree person. This band is like nothing else.

    • @mollyannmanus
      @mollyannmanus 11 месяцев назад +5

      Hi! I just wanted to say that Jesus loves you so much and He died for your sins! If you believe in Him you will be saved! It’s not easy, but following Him is completely worth it. He will change your life for the better and show you true joy! 😊 Have a very blessed day! 💕

  • @footfleshlite
    @footfleshlite 5 лет назад +272

    Brother, forgive me
    We both know I'm the one to blame
    When I saw my demons
    I knew them well and welcomed them
    I knew them well and welcomed them
    But I'll come around
    Father, have mercy
    I know that I have gone astray
    When I saw my reflection
    It was a stranger beneath my face
    It was a stranger beneath my face
    So I'll come around
    I'll come around
    Someday
    When I touch the water
    They tell me I could be set free

    • @georgefarina695
      @georgefarina695 2 года назад +8

      Bruh there's not a lyric video for this song and I have auditory processing disorder so I couldn't understand it bc I didn't have the lyrics but this helped so thank you v much :)

    • @susana5052
      @susana5052 Год назад +1

      Thank you.🙏🏻

  • @psychi1465
    @psychi1465 6 лет назад +277

    I never got into Narnia, but this song is gorgeous, it gives me chills.

  • @user-mg6fb7ix1q
    @user-mg6fb7ix1q 6 лет назад +190

    this makes me wanna go on a road trip with some random people I don't know and escape everything, just run away and discover new places

    • @gaypanicatthewrongdisco912
      @gaypanicatthewrongdisco912 4 года назад +6

      Thats how i met my best friends

    • @lowercase_ash
      @lowercase_ash 3 года назад +2

      @@gaypanicatthewrongdisco912 that sounds so cool, do you mind sharing??

    • @AutumnMarston
      @AutumnMarston 3 года назад +3

      Mind if I tag along? That sounds great!

    • @5cents577
      @5cents577 3 года назад +2

      Sounds wonderful

    • @goosepuncher
      @goosepuncher 2 года назад +3

      Yo I'm a bit late but can I join?

  • @fuzzylilpeach6591
    @fuzzylilpeach6591 9 лет назад +234

    "When I saw my demons, I knew them well and welcomed them..."
    Convicts me every time.
    This song is a work of art. It convicts you, then gives you just a smigen hope in the end. Beautiful.

  • @Hy-Brasil
    @Hy-Brasil 2 года назад +25

    This song purifies the soul and makes me long for the day I'll finally get to meet my savior.

  • @moonie6801
    @moonie6801 4 года назад +27

    I love that you can hear the refrain from "Like the Dawn" in the background near the end. 💗

  • @Cookiemonster17112
    @Cookiemonster17112 9 лет назад +326

    I heard this song for the first time on a marauders fan video, and now I can't stop replaying it. It might be one of my favourite songs of all time.

  • @brianachristinewills
    @brianachristinewills 11 лет назад +128

    This Album has indeed changed how I view life. It makes me what to appreciate everything that is around me. Trees, grass, flowers, hills, nations, the world. Family, friends, ministry kids, and especially Jesus Christ. Live in happiness.

  • @faithmackey1535
    @faithmackey1535 11 лет назад +46

    Seriosuly my ENTIRE life I have wished someone would make a song about this. I can't tell you how wonderful this is.

  • @emilyxx7
    @emilyxx7 11 лет назад +28

    whoever loves this song. we are music soulmates!

  • @CoalLowDash
    @CoalLowDash 10 лет назад +78

    When they say some day then the drop comes. My heart gets hardcore emotion and i feel invincible for that amount of time :D

    • @CoalLowDash
      @CoalLowDash 10 лет назад +4

      Oh yea I get the chills too. (the good kind of chills.)

    • @Hakajin
      @Hakajin 6 лет назад +5

      I like to take long meditative walks while listening to music, and when this song played and the drop came... I went running and leaping down the hill, giggling to myself like some kind of crazy person. It was great!

    • @caraalynn1
      @caraalynn1 6 лет назад +1

      I literally JUST felt what you described.

    • @lovedrreid1
      @lovedrreid1 5 лет назад +1

      Same. It's rare I find songs that make me feel this way, but when I do, it's something truly special. Some people don't have it in them to know this feeling though, sadly!

  • @eduardoan777
    @eduardoan777 Год назад +4

    From being dead in sin to be set free in the water of baptism

  • @CynthiannaMatthews
    @CynthiannaMatthews 11 лет назад +36

    Wonderful! I always loved Eustace--he comes clean and is honest with himself and God and he lives a beautiful life after that. Narnia rocks!

  • @devinsamuel3612
    @devinsamuel3612 3 года назад +5

    I'll be real to y'all. For the last year or so I thought the title was a reference to Courage the Cowardly Dog and Eustace BAGG. It wasn't until I reread Narnia for the first time in over a decade that I went "Ohh thay makes more sense."

  • @barbaro267
    @barbaro267 8 лет назад +106

    Eustace is my favorite Narnia character...I love that he has his own song!

    • @HungGarEarthBender
      @HungGarEarthBender 7 лет назад +1

      I have only read "The Last Battle." I really like this song but I am curious as to how it relates to Eustace ?

    • @gregorywiederecht
      @gregorywiederecht 7 лет назад +18

      Corey Brown
      It makes more sense if you've read Voyage of the Dawn Treader. That was the first book that he was in, and he was very different from how he ended up in The Last Battle. He was a little snot-nosed brat, but he ends up going through a humiliating sequence of events that changes him drastically and makes him realize the error of his ways. It's a bit of a spoiler to explain what actually happens, but this song is pretty much a good representation of what he goes through.

    • @peaches7487
      @peaches7487 6 лет назад +3

      He was pretty annoying at first but he warmed up to me.

    • @Al-tl8et
      @Al-tl8et 6 лет назад +1

      Gregory Wiederecht - Does the film differ from the book?

    • @jemlynn8228
      @jemlynn8228 5 лет назад +5

      @@Al-tl8et Yes! It is very different from the movie, they took many liberties with the events that happened in the book.

  • @IrvinMedrano
    @IrvinMedrano 10 лет назад +72

    This song is so beautiful. I found it on tumblr after someone made an edit tying the lyrics to Sam Winchester.
    ugh. the feels

  • @berachahmwende1268
    @berachahmwende1268 Год назад +3

    This and _soldier poet king_ are officially my favorite pieces of the Oh Hellos work. You can feel the magic of Narnia in this song🥰

  • @musicprincess9747
    @musicprincess9747 4 года назад +72

    wait wait is it just me or am i dumb or is the ending instrumental riff part similar to the one in soldier, poet, king???

    • @cassc7694
      @cassc7694 4 года назад +6

      Music Princess Now that you mention it, I can hear it a bit!!

    • @sambird7946
      @sambird7946 3 года назад +10

      Parts in the middle remind me of Hello My Old Heart! I wonder if they use the same leitmotifs for the different stages of their narrators’ come-to-Jesus moments across albums???

    • @incrediblymai8362
      @incrediblymai8362 2 года назад

      Yeah it is! I picked up on it first time I listened because uh
      I didn't exactly listen to the albums in chronological order after I discovered the oh hellos-

  • @readingthings7580
    @readingthings7580 9 лет назад +60

    I stumbled upon this while looking for the lyrics to the song "The Lament of Coronado Brown" by Pearl and the Beard (they're are also excellent if you were wondering), and I had to click on it because Eustace Scrubb, haha! I began listening intently to the words and then began crying because they turned a beautiful moment from one of my favorite books into something so absolutely gorgeous. This has made me so happy. Thanks for posting.

  • @misterswhitiger
    @misterswhitiger 8 лет назад +17

    Maybe one of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard.

  • @sofiagq_
    @sofiagq_ 8 лет назад +34

    At first, I just came in here because of Narnia and Eustace. And let me tell you I'm glad that happened because now I'm in love with this song.

    • @abigailmedland204
      @abigailmedland204 8 лет назад +4

      same- Eustace is one of my favourite characters, second to Edmund, because of his character development.

    • @sofiagq_
      @sofiagq_ 8 лет назад +2

      +Abigail Medland Yes, Edmund is my crush and one of my favorites, but I think every character has something special

  • @PeaceLoveArtsy
    @PeaceLoveArtsy 11 лет назад +14

    I'm so happy that this song exists!!! I officially love the Oh Hello's, and I know that C.S. Lewis and all of Narnia would love them too!!!!

  • @janicaellaparilla2466
    @janicaellaparilla2466 7 лет назад +7

    The chills. The thrills. The Story. All in one song.

  • @xoxoBailey7
    @xoxoBailey7 9 лет назад +52

    This is so beautiful good god. I'm a sucker for anything 'brother' related. I heard this in a Winchester brother fanmix on 8tracks and I'm hooked holy crap.

  • @GlutenFreeVegas
    @GlutenFreeVegas 11 лет назад +10

    This band has gotten into my heart quickly. One of the best songs on the album. Uplifting!

  • @hannahtj1940
    @hannahtj1940 7 лет назад +5

    I really appreciate the lyrics here. Of course, Eustace Scrubb called to me and now I think I'm hooked on the music.

  • @timthebear8005
    @timthebear8005 7 лет назад +24

    when i saw my reflection it was a stranger beneth my face. next tattoo those words hit close to harm

  • @1nerdylegokid
    @1nerdylegokid 4 года назад +4

    I think about my brother and I when listening to this

  • @ThatLittleGreenBug
    @ThatLittleGreenBug 11 лет назад +17

    Well this song is kinda completely brilliant.

  • @trentmanning1275
    @trentmanning1275 6 лет назад +9

    My friend killed himself yesterday and it helps to listen to music it helps a lot

  • @gliscorpropagandaaccount1764
    @gliscorpropagandaaccount1764 6 лет назад +6

    This has such an Unwanteds vibe to me. It reminds me of Aaron's journey throughout the series.

  • @ChaseDetrick
    @ChaseDetrick 4 года назад +4

    I'm heavily atheist but I love this song so much dksksks

  • @fiona2718
    @fiona2718 3 года назад +2

    Oh my gosh. I found my banddddd 😭😭😭😭💗

  • @benchotka5768
    @benchotka5768 11 лет назад +3

    Wow !!!! I am speechless beautiful first off secondly brilliant c.s.lewis reference why are you guys not more popular in my mind better than mumford and sons and the lumineers

  • @Gothiclovesick
    @Gothiclovesick 11 лет назад +4

    So loving this. Thank you Jesus.

  • @emilyxx7
    @emilyxx7 11 лет назад +5

    this song takes my soul somewhere beautiful.

  • @user-ps7ic9fe2o
    @user-ps7ic9fe2o 11 месяцев назад +1

    I'm the only one who things that the whole album is so Narnia inspired. It is so magical

  • @morganwade902
    @morganwade902 9 лет назад +1

    Beautiful. Just brilliantly beautiful.

  • @gentrapp4177
    @gentrapp4177 2 года назад +1

    This song... it does something to my soul.

  • @dancegeek4649
    @dancegeek4649 7 лет назад +1

    first heard in the scene where Teddy and Eloise's kiss in Table 19!!! this band really need so much more appreciation, i've fallen down their rabbit hole and fallen in love with them!! so glad i saw that movie and found this amazing band

  • @TheBromosapien
    @TheBromosapien 9 лет назад +2

    I remember when this album was first released I dug so deep into it. This tune was my absolute favourite

  • @melanieskala7348
    @melanieskala7348 9 лет назад +5

    Beautiful.

  • @christopherrobins2004
    @christopherrobins2004 10 лет назад +1

    Who doesn't love this song? I knew I was shivering and being consume by this songs music within seconds of it playing (the darn accordion gets me everytime)

  • @RowanArk
    @RowanArk 2 года назад +1

    This is a really beautiful redemption song

  • @samjohnson6167
    @samjohnson6167 11 лет назад +1

    One of my favorite songs on this album. It is wonderful.

  • @amirahlee
    @amirahlee 11 лет назад +3

    Lost for words. The song progression is amazing!

  • @TakaAlive
    @TakaAlive 10 лет назад +51

    This song practically screams fullmetal alchmist ;; the main part at 2:06 is making me tear up for some reason, it's amazing, this *song* is amazing..

    • @finch4283
      @finch4283 7 лет назад

      ThaNK YOU, I was waiting for this comment XD

    • @dallasrose5914
      @dallasrose5914 6 лет назад

      TakaPsychic Theres something about this song that makes me cry. You explained it well

    • @anusha8085
      @anusha8085 2 года назад +1

      Same, fellow Fullmetal Alchemist fan, same.

  • @inplainsight131
    @inplainsight131 8 лет назад +8

    I first heard this song watching a video about Carol from The Walking Dead. So good.

    • @OnlySethDavis
      @OnlySethDavis 8 лет назад

      yes!! Now, I think of her badassery every time I hear it.

  • @1nerdylegokid
    @1nerdylegokid 8 лет назад +2

    Ah Yes! This is wonderful! It takes me to a place in my mind full of Adventure and journeying across slopes of grass on a Quest of pure Epicosity.

  • @georgie8755
    @georgie8755 7 лет назад +2

    this song makes me feel at peace

  • @anntastic1532
    @anntastic1532 10 лет назад +1

    perfectly beautiful and true, love this song

  • @rgorr04
    @rgorr04 11 лет назад +1

    I love this album ~ It's absolutely fantastic!

  • @bogbert7019
    @bogbert7019 6 лет назад +1

    This song brought all the greatest parts of my childhood to life

  • @TheBromosapien
    @TheBromosapien 11 лет назад +1

    So good! Such a great album!

  • @diegodemorais3679
    @diegodemorais3679 10 лет назад +1

    What a great song!

  • @jersondaluz1988
    @jersondaluz1988 11 лет назад +2

    beautiful record, sounds amazing, greetings from Uruguay, South America!!!

  • @ilikepepsi_2105
    @ilikepepsi_2105 6 лет назад +4

    how can you be so underrated!?
    I can't stop listening to this!

  • @cormorantcolors6791
    @cormorantcolors6791 2 года назад

    Man I really need to reread these books

  • @winterpuc
    @winterpuc 10 лет назад +1

    Wonderful!

  • @Rubythebirdalvarez
    @Rubythebirdalvarez 2 месяца назад

    This makes me want to cry. I heard this on a Hannibal NBC fan video and thought it was so beautiful. Also I love any music with religious undertones because I connect it to my faith.

  • @pigeonmaster210
    @pigeonmaster210 Год назад +1

    I love how the beginning of the song sounds like it could be about Caine from Caine and Abel lmao

  • @whizzlyzip5708
    @whizzlyzip5708 7 лет назад +22

    This song always reminds me of how our holy father always forgives us, nomatter what. that he forgives us already while we sin. that he loves us so much he simply can not hate us for sometimes simply being foolish human.

    • @noeanderson9083
      @noeanderson9083 6 лет назад +2

      This is exactly what I think of when I hear this song and I listen to this during my God time and it is a very moving song

    • @purpleoctopie7722
      @purpleoctopie7722 5 лет назад +2

      Its about a fictional character jfc go away no one wants you here

    • @pandananda8220
      @pandananda8220 4 года назад +3

      @@purpleoctopie7722 a fictional character in a story with many christian references because it was written by a christian.

    • @uchihasasuke6780
      @uchihasasuke6780 4 года назад

      *humanS* plural

    • @BruggleStar
      @BruggleStar 4 года назад

      @@purpleoctopie7722 news flash, hun, The Oh Hellos are Christian and use it in their music

  • @RbullT
    @RbullT 9 лет назад +1

    Beautiful :(

  • @geovanapolicarpo1522
    @geovanapolicarpo1522 3 года назад

    Omg its perfect!

  • @salva-cola
    @salva-cola 5 лет назад +5

    i just remembered this song. i am now crying.

  • @hhtb19
    @hhtb19 11 лет назад +1

    Love every song on the album but this might be my favorite.

  • @trafficbender3115
    @trafficbender3115 3 года назад +1

    omg timing this song so right when the date changes to 2021 at 2:06 was such a powerful moment

  • @luket.6356
    @luket.6356 8 лет назад +61

    Was this song written FOR Eustace in Narnia?

    • @doraaaa0613
      @doraaaa0613 7 лет назад +7

      Yes, it appears so!

    • @markgildez4278
      @markgildez4278 4 года назад +10

      @@lillybaker3153 hey! so, CS lewis actually became a very prominent christian theologian in the early 20th century! he wrote many non-fiction books as well as fictional ones! Narnia wasn't heaven, exactly, was just an alternative world that the pevensie children found themselves in. the books are unbelievably great. :)

    • @thesummoner6462
      @thesummoner6462 4 года назад +8

      @@markgildez4278 actually the lion (forgot how to spell name) said that he would see all of them again eventually after saying that they can not return in their life and he is immortal
      suggesting that Narnia is a afterlife as well as a space between

    • @starshine_lue5823
      @starshine_lue5823 4 года назад +8

      @@thesummoner6462 Azlan is the representation of Jesus in Narnia, he says that they have to learn to know him by his name in their world. In the final book, when they go to Azlan's country they died, Azlan's county is supposed to represent heaven, hence why Susan didn't end up there.
      Susan stopped believing in Azlan (Jesus) so she never went to Azlan's country. Everyone who did believe in him, from Narnia and those who had died in our world where taken there. So no Narnia isn't Heaven, its merely another world created by God, where similar things happened, but Narnia ended in the last book, much like our world will one day, and Azlan took those who hadn't strayed from him to his country, to live forever with him.

    • @noaht8592
      @noaht8592 3 года назад

      @@thesummoner6462 its a metaphor

  • @XxFamousDropdeadxX
    @XxFamousDropdeadxX 11 лет назад +1

    wonderful :)

  • @naomilittle8849
    @naomilittle8849 9 лет назад +1

    This song makes me feel ashamed but it's still the best song ever written

  • @csoaresd_
    @csoaresd_ 4 года назад +7

    I can't explain what this song does to me. it's like every time I hear it, I look inside to remember how sinful I am

  • @fatrat3428
    @fatrat3428 4 года назад

    I started crying at how beutifus this song is

  • @sandythemaster6898
    @sandythemaster6898 10 лет назад +1

    Narnia :D excellent song too :)

  • @kalmarfanatic04
    @kalmarfanatic04 9 месяцев назад +2

    I know that this song was written for Eustace, but it also fits Kalmar Wingfeather very well

  • @TheManFromWaco
    @TheManFromWaco 2 года назад +1

    Middle Earth: one of the series defining features is its vast collection of songs.
    Narnia: Two can play at this game!

  •  5 лет назад

    OK THIS IS MY FAVORITE ONE

  • @isaacdesu
    @isaacdesu 11 лет назад +2

    Without wanting to degrade The Oh Hello's talent or originality this reminds me a lot of The Middle East, great song (and band) in any case :)

  • @AnnaSeipert
    @AnnaSeipert 5 лет назад +3

    Is the album cover Narnia or is it just me

  • @edeneleora2908
    @edeneleora2908 4 года назад +1

    Writing a musical based on this album & Dear Wormwood

  • @icypurplepenguin
    @icypurplepenguin 7 лет назад +9

    Anyone else know this song from Table 19?

    • @nickmon72
      @nickmon72 4 года назад +1

      I actually watched the movie because of the soundtrack, lol

  • @twainslayter5168
    @twainslayter5168 7 лет назад +1

    rlly gr8;)

  • @noxlupa2996
    @noxlupa2996 5 лет назад +1

    Did anyone else subscribe after this song? I can’t be the only one

  • @catschliesing605
    @catschliesing605 8 лет назад +2

    Found this in a multifandom video XD its beautiful

  • @ziyanda_theartist
    @ziyanda_theartist 5 лет назад

    Where has this song been hiding???

  • @HipposAreDeadly
    @HipposAreDeadly 8 лет назад +5

    Forever tying this to The Walking Dead but I sure wish I found it earlier

  • @sophb2302
    @sophb2302 8 лет назад +2

    Found this in a Hannibal vid!

  • @katdraws3507
    @katdraws3507 8 лет назад +18

    Anybody else come here from a Supernatural fan video?

  • @m.j.piazza7853
    @m.j.piazza7853 4 месяца назад

    The instrumental bit makes me want to dance around a bonfire

  • @SaraRose24800
    @SaraRose24800 8 лет назад +2

    I REALLY LOVEY LOVE LOVE THIS Song SOOO MUCH! :D :D :D FANTASTIC AND AMAZING! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D This is one of me favourite Songs ever! :D Plus this Song reminds me of Dean and Sam Winchester from Supernatural :) :) :) In the near future I am going to make a Supernatural Video with this Song :D Then this Song is SOOO beautiful, amazing, and fantastic that it always makes me cry :'(

    • @lovedrreid1
      @lovedrreid1 8 лет назад +1

      +Sara Rose There already is one.. you should check it out. It's amazing

  • @andrinagomez7308
    @andrinagomez7308 8 лет назад +1

    I just know what music is first time hearing it

  • @carolinetxwatson
    @carolinetxwatson 11 лет назад

    A MILLION LIKES TO THIS

  • @Eirahcaz
    @Eirahcaz 8 лет назад +9

    Kenny - A stranger beneath

  • @danyletenaff564
    @danyletenaff564 4 года назад

    you got the chills too huh?

  • @user-hr5ye5sv9p
    @user-hr5ye5sv9p 10 лет назад +4

    Copa90 got me here.

  • @teddyan863
    @teddyan863 4 года назад +1

    does anyone have violin sheet music for this? much thanks if you do!

  • @gentlybylia3181
    @gentlybylia3181 2 года назад

    If you are reading this,I just wanted to let you know that you are loved,even if you dont see it from your family or"friends" there is somone who does love you,and is waiting for you to come to him,his arms are open wide,who is this I speak of? Jesus Christ the son of God, who walked on the same ground, been through tears ,sadness, pain grief, BUT over all Joy. People this Jesus is just a fairytale but its so much farther than that. He's not watching form heaven rudely judging you he is waiting ,if only you would accept him.