I’m Leaving Youtube.. For a while
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- Опубликовано: 6 янв 2019
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Your health is number one. We will be here when/if you’re ready to come back. Praying for you Alx xoxo
Take your break if that's what you need...but please...... please don't be gone forever.
i'm so proud of you for knowing when you need to step back and take care of yourself. it's incredibly hard to do, especially when some days aren't so bad and you think you could do it. i definitely understand. i hope you feel better boo 💕
thanks for opening up, lots of us can relate. get well soon waterbug dad :)
Whatever your decision is, I love you - a fan since the good vine days
Alx, mental health is so important. I've quit my job, lost my apartment and long time boyfriend of 6 years, and moved back in with my parents. I'm so glad you're actively seeing doctors. Just know metal health is hard to diagnose and treat properly so the first couple doctors might not suit you.
It's a journey for sure but it's so worth it. Best of luck and health to you alx.. and I wish you find a lot about yourself. You deserve true happiness
My heart sank to my stomach when I seen the title but it stank further down to my ass when I seen the look in your eyes... I hope you find peace within mind and soul, Alx! One thing that I'm in the process of learning myself is that your obstacles and hurdles in life (whether they're permanent or temporary), they are yours and should not be downplayed. What tips you over the edge might seem like a huge wall that they couldn't even begin to climb and conquer. I hope you take all of the time you need, we understand. That light in your eyes was not present in this videos, which is beyond understandable, and that is heart wrenching. Find your bliss, you beautiful ass soul you! 💙
I’ve been thru a lot of what you’re talking abt. It feels like it’s no big deal and you should be able to handle it on your own. But it’s ok to get help. And it’s good to share your struggles. It really inspires others. It took me a while (I’m talking like 2 years) to find the right medicine but the struggle is worth it. It’s all a part of your testimony ♥️
I honestly was SUPER scared when I saw this title, but you need to take all the time you can to get better mentally. I love you lots Alx! ❤️❤️❤️💕
Alx have you considered that maybe God is calling you for another purpose? I know you mentioned Special Books By Special Kids, I love his channel too! Have you considered being a counselor or teacher, etc for children with special needs? You have such a big heart and definitely have the gift of gab 😄. I feel in my heart that God is tugging at your heart for a reason. I hope whatever it is that you will be happy and successful in life. Big hugs and a kiss on the cheek for you dear 😘
gina secrist I love this comment. I love this for him. Hopefully he sees what you said💜
Amen
The way I explain depression to people who've never had it is as follows: Its like there's this plexiglass box inside my mind and every so often it sucks all the positivity into it. I can see the positivity, I know it's there, but I don't have access to it. All that's going through my mind is negativity; I'm not pretty enough. I'm not skinny enough. I'm not doing enough. I'm just not enough. Everyone would be better off without me. I'm a burden and problem to those around me. No matter how hard I beat on the box it won't break. I'm trapped inside my own mind. And one day just as suddenly as it took the positivity it gives it back.
Depression and mental illness is different for everyone and I'm so happy so many RUclipsrs are starting to open up and it (Liza, you, Gabbie...) Liza said something in her last video that hit me hard. We only post our picture perfect moments. Not long ago I started bringing awareness to mental illness issues by openingly sharing mine on some platforms. I decided I'd stick it right under peoples' noses so they couldn't ignore it. I shared my less than perfect moments. And thankfully I've been able to help a few. Suicide is the second leading cause of death for ages 10-35. It's a growing problem that needs to be addressed. Thank you for sharing. I'm sending prayers your way.
Annabel Robison I’m glad I could help. So many people are in the dark when it comes to this sort of thing. It’s time we stand up and speak out.
Each struggle is valid everybody has struggles we are all on a different path and in different stages of our progression. You sharing your progress i feel like helps others who arent maybe as far along as you are or it helps bring awareness to people who might not have had the opportunity to learn about this yet. I think your incredibly strong and brave for sharing so much of yourself and i love your channel
I think it’s so great that you have shared all of this. I had a lot of trouble around your age. I’m 32 now and things have gotten a lot better. Your humor has brought a lot of light into my life. You have a gift. Hope things keep improving for you!
Love you Alx I struggle with mental illness as well. And I was in denial for so long being open and honest is always the best way. You’re body is getting use to the medicine and you’re right you need to increase you’re dosage and I’ve learned over the years it’s always a battle with finding the right combo of meds. Nothing but love and positivity being sent you’re way... ❤️❤️
Wish you every HEALTH, wealth and happiness for 2019. You’ve brought so many smiles to those that needed it & undoubtedly helped so many just by you being you. Ignore any negativity and just be you, feel better and the folks that loved you in the beginning will still love you whatever you do next. Be well and be happy, life’s to short x
I love you man 😭😭😭 it takes so much time & patience for your body to adjust to the medication. trust me, I am literally on 100 mg of serotonin every morning. before I got to that dose, I was at the doctors every 2 weeks bc it wasn’t working. You’ve helped myself & so many other people. I can’t wait to see (or not see) what the future has in store for you 💖
Thanks for your thoughtfulness and giving us an update! Hope everything goes well at the doctor and that you get your meds right. Take care, you know we'll all be waiting to welcome you back
Prayers for you 😭🙏 I have epilepsy and meds/seizures cause a lot of anxiety/mental issues. Know the feelings of your body telling you to feel an opposite way. Post when you are well! Always a balancing act with medications. We’ll still be here for you!
I relate to this so much, it took me a while to find the right dose of medication that worked for me but when I found it it helped so much and helps you better cope with your mental health. Proud of you for working and growing so much!
Sending love and prayers. Take all the time you need, as a person who deals with mental illness personally I understand. Lots of love and hugs
Love you !!! You got this ! I'm on the same journey myself taking medicine to help with my mental health and it's been well ONE HELL of journey thank you for venting and expressing yourself !! TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF
alx i deal with the same issues, you are such a joy to watch, take time to care for yourself and know that just taking medication won’t work, there is no magic pill to just fix things. taking time to yourself is amazing, and not easy to do. it’s going to be uncomfortable but you need to become comfortable with being uncomfortable. take your time, rest, focus on yourself♥️
Love you!! I'm glad you're aware of when things are getting "bad" again and are able to realise it and get help as soon as you do! Take as much time as you need honey, sending all my love, prayers, and positive vibes your way! ❤❤
*spit's out my pink lemonade*
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Alx ive been following youall the back from 2013 from when u started vine. i love you so much, and your videos made me get out of depression. Do what you need to do for your mental health. take tour own time love. best advice i could give is just try new different things. go work out or go travel. hope this helps you. love you alx
Who Else Clicked The Video In 1.3 Seconds &&’ Went To The Comments To See Who Already Watched It 😂😂😂
There’s times where I feel the same way and it’s hard to pull myself out of it. I’m trying to get help. It’s so important to take the time you need. Get the help you need and get better for YOURSELF. Love you, always been a fan.
Love you Alx!!! Mental illness is not fun but you will get through it!!! I've been through the struggle and continue the struggle, but it gets better!
I will wait for however long you need to get better. I'm sure a lot of your fans agree. You're so much help to so many people including me.
Thank you for sharing your journey with us Alx! Sending prayers and love your way for clarifying results for your appointment. Looking forward to The Bible Tea!
I know I haven't really commented much before, but I've supported you since I started watching you a little over a year ago and will continue to do so no matter how many breaks you take. You're such a lovely soul and your videos put a genuine smile on my face every time I watch them, and that will never change. Plus, I will always support anyone who wants to put their mental (and physical) health first :) you do whatever you need to make yourself feel good, love.
Take care of yourself, that is the main priority. Forever fan here so I will always wait until you return. You’ve helped so many to laugh when they’re feeling down and brought positivity to so many lives. Now it’s your turn to do you boo boo and take care of YOU! Love you always!!❤️❤️
i haven’t even started this video and i’m sad. i really loved watching you and you genuinely made me laugh. not many people do that. ugh so sad. alr imma watch now
Ughh, Alx.. I hope this starts to get easier for you. Your struggle is so real. Praying for all the best results🙏🏼💗
I’m so proud of how far you’ve gotten and can’t wait to hear about your “Bible Tea”. You’re amazing and I can’t wait to see who you blossom into the future! And to everyone hating him needs to understand he is human and he is still trying to figure out things. It’s like fans tend to forget you have your own life and your own issues that don’t need to be shared with everyone.
Praying for you and we all love you! I can’t wait to watch your other channel and watch God continue to use and grow you. Let faith and patience have her perfect work. 💜🌻
Don’t minimize how you feel because life “could be harder”. At the end of the day you feel the way that you do and YOU ARE VALIDATED.
I love you, Alx. I promise you that everyone who understands you will be right here when you come back. You’re amazing. Inspirational. Funny. Etc... ❤️
Your mental health is what counts! You take care of you Alx! We're all here for you
Take care of yourself! I have LOVEDDDDD seeing your face each week, but I completely get it. You're meant to make people laugh. You bring so much joy and I want you to be the best you can. Feel better. Best of luck on your break and hope to see ya real soon! Love you Alx! ❤️😊
Alex whenever you need a break for any reason take it! Because you out your life on the internet and I ask the question "when does his work and and his life begin?" SO! Take a break! !! We love and forgive you, so don't feel guilty!💕💖
Do what you need to do. You are such an inspiration to me. Thank you for being so honest and letting people know that it’s okay to talk about it. You are seriously amazing.
I relate to this so much! I struggle with mental health disorders. I really hope that things get easier with you. Sending positive healing vibes. 🧿🔮🖤
Awe you just came back 💔 so glad you’re taking care of yourself though! Praying as the Lord takes you through this journey of healing that you can feel Him near you and feel His love 💕
Honestly if this is something you feel like you need to do then do it. Don’t let others guilt you from taking a break bc that would be selfish of us to expect you to continue to upload if it’s unhealthy for you. I’ve taken mental and spiritual breaks from social media and family/friends. Get right mentally financially and physically first💜 much love and support
Wattah Bugs💜
So proud of you!! You come first and that’s awesome you recognize that. Hope you heal quickly! We will all be here when you’re ready to come back!
Aww Alx. Hang in there! We're all here for you. I understand completely whatever decisions you want to make. Take as many breaks as you need. Social Media is hard and we've watched too many people crumble because of it.
I love you so much Alx! I’ve been with you since your vine days and you do what you need to do. Don’t push yourself. We can wait until you want to upload again.
You have a lot of True fans that will wait to see you no matter how long it takes for you to feel like you again we will be here ready to support you
All I have the same problem with my brain and it’s scary to think about how it’s been that way my whole life. But I feel what you’re going through and I’m having similar issues and I just want you to know that your mental health is the most important!
I related to this so hard core. Like I get the negative voice that’s your own voice but it’s separate, I have a hard time with that too . You got this :) have days off when ya need . Love the videos lately . FRESH CONTENT 👏👏
I love you so much Alx...I’m sending you healing love💚💚💚, take care of yourself and God Bless
Alx, I used to not want to share my struggles, either. I felt like they were stupid in comparison to others but I also learned just how important talking through your feelings is for your mental health. Praying for you, love. Feel better ❤️
Alex, I had a scary experience 4 years ago and suffered bad with anxiety, depression, and PTSD after. Its something I still struggle with occasionally but not like it used to be. I was very suicidal and tried to end everything twice. I just got off all my medication which is a huge step and therapy works!! I hope you start feeling more like yourself and feeling better. It takes time, but it gets better. ❤️
I’ve watched you since day 1. Love you Alex. Praying that you get the guidance you need. We all struggle and through the lord you will overcome this. ❤️
I love and support you Alx!❤️ I hope you get feeling better & get right with yourself, everyone deserves to find their peace!💕
Love you so much! God bless. I will definitely be praying for you! We will miss you but The Lord knows what plans he has for us. Stay strong Alx 💕
Oh and also can you post a link to the Bible Tea???
Thank you for using RUclips as a platform to openly talk about mental health. It’s okay to not be okay. Although I will absolutely miss seeing your beautiful personality, your mental health is more important ❤️ praying for you! ❤️ get some rest!
Awe take care of you first and foremost we will be here when you come back. Sending you hugs and postive vibes ❤️
Stay strong Alx, everyone has a battle some harder than others but regardless it’s our battle. I love watching your videos with my toddler and fiancé, we watch them as a family and our baby laughs like crazy . Focus on yourself we will be here regardless! Love ya !
You could never let me down 🥺 do what you need to do! Express ur self! I’ve been going though the same thing too! But as long as you recognize it and work on it, it’s all good! Love you Alx!❤️ take it slow
We love you Alx! Take all the time you need to better yourself and continue to grow mentally and spiritually. We are all here for you and I am personally praying for you! ❤️
We love and support you Alx! You do you boo! We'll be here awaiting your safe and healthy return! #waterbugarmy #waterbugforlife ❤
You do you boo, we will be here ! We love and support you ❤️ Mental health is something that is so important and nothing to be ashamed or scared to talk about . Your story will help others ❤️
Alx, as much as I really enjoy your videos and always look forward to seeing what new and exciting video you post, the most important thing for you is to take care of yourself. You can't truly be yourself unless you are healthy and happy. Sometimes making others happy is what can really take a lot out of yourself. Whatever the future brings you, I just hope you are happy and healthy and enjoying whatever it is that you end up doing. Love ya dude! ❤
Sunshine ☀️ I pray you find something that works for you! You are an amazing soul. We shall be here for when you get back. 😘😊 also tons of prayers for you boo.
:( damn u are so fun to have in my life as an entertainer...hope u get better and back to that genuinely happy energy you seem to radiate. Sometimes I absorb it through the screen :) I appreciate u alx.
I’m late to watching this video, but I just want to say you are an incredible person and I’ve always loved you and your videos and I have much more respect and love for you after this. I struggle with generalized anxiety disorder and slight depression, and I just got put on medicine a few days ago. I hope I have a positive effect like you did. I hope you get to where you are at a point where you feel nothing but peace and happiness in your life.
You are such an amazing human being and you bring me so much joy and laughter please get better I know how your feeling and you can definitely get through it ❤❤ love you!!! ❤❤❤
Your mental health comes first, first and foremost...but girrrrl this title done made my anxiety shoot through the roof! Lol
p.s. I love you and want nothing but the best for you. So you take all the time you need to make YOU better!
Take care of you dear man! ❤️ can’t wait to hear from you soon. Prayers sent
Just the tone of your voice saying hey scares me 😩 love you alx! Do you baby! ❤️
We love you!! You take all the time you need 💕 Everyone is different and deals with their depression, anxiety, whatever it may be differently. We know your very passionate about your channels and making videos. Come back to us when you feel complete ❤ We want you to be as happy and healthy as you can be! If you feel up to it vlog some of your progress we would love to see how your doing while you are away!
I read this quote once that said "To say your feelings and problems are invalid because other people have it worse, is like saying you shouldn't be happy because other people have it better." Or something of that sort. Your problems are valid, and everyone who supports you can hopefully see that. Take your time! Mental health is such an important part of life 💓
Aww huni... Just want to give you a GREAT big hug... Take care of you babycakes.. We all will be here for you when you get back.. Take your journey and find what makes you...YOU!! Love peace n happyness baby... 💜💜💜
It's fine we understand. Everyone needs a mental break every now and then so we dont go crazy. Hope you pull through this and live your best life 😘❤❤.
Love you Alx. Subbed since 2013 and running 👍🏽
ALX! DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO FOR YOU! I know you love and care about us, but don't worry about us. If you wanna pop on, pop on, if not, don't. We're you family, we'll be here whenever and if anybody leaves, BUMP EM! Love you!
Hey, Alx. I hope you get better soon. I'm sending positive vibes your way.
God bless you and continue giving you the strength you need to make it through this.
Love you very much!
Were all your family here. Take all the time you need! Thank you for talking about this tho it truly is so important!! ♥️♥️♥️
It's ok love, we understand, I personally understand not wanting to talk about mental health cause it seems like someone has it worse, but it's always important to talk about ours so that we don't get worse, so we can get better before anything else can happen. Mental health is important to talk about on any end of the spectrum. We love you and thank you for putting yourself first❤❤❤
You are so damn brave for sharing your struggles. I think it's amazing you care for yourself as much as you do. We should all take lessons
I really just restarted watching you! Please get better! Your content is awesome & so are you!
Love you Alx!! Taking care of yourself is #1 if your fans can't understand that then they arent true #waterbugs!!! Get well soon!!! 💗
It sucks so damn bad when you get used to your medication. When I took meds for my hypothyroidism I would get used to it within 3-6 months and have to change it. I hope you get everything worked out and start feeling better! And take all the time you need! Your health is incredibly important! Love ya!
Aww Alex I’m sorry. We all understand that you have to take care of yourself. We love you so much. If this is what’s best for you then you have to do it. I’ll be praying for you, love❤️
Aww alx I struggle with depression the same and you have really made me so happy watching these videos and see you go through this too. I always felt the same too like guilty I was feeling the way I was. But alx you could also have a vitamin b and d deficiency which makes you tired and sad. Vitamins have helped me too.
I love and care about you. We are here to help and support you just as you do for us. So many of us suffer with mental illness as well. Maybe your channel can be therapy for you just as you have done for us. I hate to see you leave but I know you have to do what is right for you. I am sending you tons of love an prayers. Please keep us updated as we really do care so much for you. You don’t have to do anything but say hey. You owe us nothing at all. We owe you so much for the love and laughter you have given us.
Love you Alx hope you start to feel better soon.
Amen I feel ya. I have the same problem don’t give up on meds it takes a bit to find the one that works for you! Take time. Do you! You are most important.
NO! I WAS JUST RTTING BACK TO YOUR STORY TIMES!!! I love you Alx, it’s sad to see you go, but all the best :(
Alx, I truly hope you see this. I just started anti depressants for about three months. I have OCD/high anxiety/depression, and it exploded due to a family crisis. All to say, at first I felt AMAZING when I took the first dose, but then I plateaued. That means that you need to up your medication. Also, I truly hope you are seeing a therapist! That is like the missing piece of the puzzle! You are not alone, and I know how you feel! Praying for you! Take care of your health!
As much as I don’t want you to leave, I completely get it. Stay strong, Alx. You are so loved and supported no matter what. Take care of yourself and come back (if you do) when you’re ready. Take your time. You got this!
Praying for you Alx!! Stay strong throughout this journey!!
I’m going to miss you so much! You’ve always been a RUclipsr that has made me smile and laugh, but that’s okay because I really hope your health and livelihood gets better and more positive. I know how it feels and I know it takes a lot of time and I’m really happy that you are taking this time on yourself and for your mental health. I hope everything lightens up for you in the new year and I hope it works out for you eventually....just please just take your time and enjoy life💕💕💕💕
Hope you are able to get to a better place. You deserve happiness, you've spread so much happiness and laughter for us who watch you and you deserve it for yourself too! SO much love ❤️
We LOVE YOU Alx..we will be waiting for you when you come back.. I started watching u when I saw u on a Bart Baker spoof and had to find out if u had a channel.. so ur an Inspiration to us all.. do for u don't worry about us I love you
I suffer from severe anxiety and panic i dont want to make this a huge long post because i could lol I deal with alot of the same issues with my mental health and all honesty i enjoy hearing from others of what there going through it makes you not feel so alone and share ways of coping. I recently lost my dog and then Thursday my 16 year old niece was found dead my mental health has been declining so much and i get stuck in my head alot and cant seem to get out of bed its a nightmare but i have to find my way out and its been hard! Your videos actually uplift me and i enjoy seeing your fur baby it makes my heart melt i really miss mine so much! If you ever need a ear or want to just cry and scream I know that sounds weird even with all my anxiety I enjoy life by making and seeing others laugh and be happy! I pray that you get through this and I know you will. medcine is not a miracle but it is extremely helpful therapy helps a-lot also with coping skills ❤️ no matter what anyone else is going through the feelings you feel are so real and scary and its better to get that off your chest! Screw anyone else who feels different because its never good to bottle things and those a real life events and a part of who you are express them and let them go. Love much becca ❤️
Love you so much Alx I’ve been watching you since the vine days I can wait a couple weeks or months whatever you need boo I’ll be here waiting to see yo face girlllll❣️
Hey Alx! So I just wanted to let you know... you are amazing and you are capable of being okay again. You’re on the right path!!! I met you in weho once, the difference in your soul compared to a lot of other social media influencers is that I stopped you on your way to the gym, you came up to the my car and talked to my friend and me for literally 30 minutes. You also showed me how much better American spirits are when you loosen the tobacco lol. You jumped in my car to take a picture with us. And you didn’t have to! You chose to be the kindest human being ever. I’ve been watching your videos and rooting for you ever since! You got this!
You do you, boo!! I'll be here when you get back. Good luck!!