The Purpose Of INTENSE Pain During A Spiritual Awakening
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My gosh the social anxiety is intense right now. Thanks for clearing this up
I do wish I could experience this with somebody though so I didn't feel so alone in this
i literally cant leave the house at times.
All. Of. This. Most days right now feels like I won’t survive. Dont know what surrender even means. Feels like I have let go of everything I possibly can but then there is still this seeker inside me. Searching for the fix. This video is a ray of light on a really dark day. Clearly sent by God. Or my higher self of whatever. Don’t know how much more darkness I can take. The relentless war in my head. Just have to take it one moment at a time. ❤
My heart is with you my love!! I am having an extremely difficult time right now, Surrender seems impossible. I am sending love to you Christine. Namaste'
I am having so many body symptoms....not emotions so much....but my God the symptoms in my body are intense. Namaste'
The pains in the head are to much and the fatigue is killing me makes me want to give up, it’s not shifting. Thank you for shining your light and helping me to be hopeful of the light at the end of the tunnel ❤️✨
My pain in the head are unbearable :( .. in right side
The pain is in my neck, shoulders , and headache. Nobody can find a reason or a cure. It’s been almost 10 years and it’s hard to keep going like this.
@@nospoon17trapped energy?
Amazing Friend , You describe it perfectly ... I was feeling like a 100 years old. Thank you
You're welcome, Tavo! I always really appreciate your comments🙏
WOW this is all me now. Divorce, then Intense heartbreak by my twin flame, financial difficulty, loneliness, its intense and it feels it never ends. Thanks for this
I just hope all my anxiety, phobias and fears will eases up one day, so that I may live a free life.
How do you feel now?
@@sofiafantin5280Hello! It's nice of you to ask. Still work in progress, but getting there. Hope you are well inside and outside
Please accept all the anxiety, phobias and fears.. If You try to resist, they will come up again.. Accepting suffering is what will make you free from it.. Watch your thoughts amidst suffering and Ultimately after suffering enough you'll realise these fears were all illusion, these all created by our mind..
@@Soulsmusic1931 you are so right when you say if you don’t accept them, they will then come back. Rationally speaking I know they are all a byproduct of the mind, but practically not easy.
4 years and still in pain suffering and struggle. At this point I would have rather stayed asleep.
you have completly discribed my current situation, I've been trying to give up and keep going but yesterday I started having stroke symptoms and I wonder if since 4 years ago I've been lossing everything including my energy for anything, so I coul realized what I could realize in other way. I don't think anyone ever would imagine how hard this is, they should put an advice message in every meditation
All of your words have been helping me, Mathew. I have relied on yours and Craig Holliday`s talks to help me thru this unbelievable painful journey. It's been 9 yrs of pain, loss, fear but now suddenly I have overwhelming panic attacks. I've quit drugs, smoking, and now do yoga, meditate, take long walks. I've been searching for the meaning of everything that I experienced because alot was unexplainable phenomenal events that only I could believe. I'm alone because if I share my experience then people will think I'm crazy. I guess that's why I don't give up on myself because I know I'm not crazy. I hope this made sense, thank you for sharing , it keeps me together, I feel. Namaste 🙏
Not easy, it hurts, a lot. Have to say love to see the two cats so happy playing around. It make me smile and then cry. Yes, it's me wright now...❤
Omg the cats ! 🤣 so cute
Haha they're so much fun!
Not the poop 💩
Thank you, surviving the dark night of the soul
I've had 3 big ones, I shed different things each time- currently going through number 4- such a beautiful, perplexing transition every time- words will never do justice
I’m grateful to know that others are experiencing body pains and aches.
The message I needed to hear right now 🥺
I surrender 😌 🙏🏽 thank you !! 🌺
You're so welcome 🙏
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh yesssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!! and it feels like never ending story......
I went through one at 16 that led me dropping out of high-school i felt so disconnected from everything & all my friends.i cut them alm off & dont regret it . I Sat in my room for hours extremely depressed, wanting to off myself . It was so bad i had to go to go to suicide prevention in the same day i went to get a check-up at the doctors. I was outgrowing the conditions & patterns put onto me as a kid . It was such a deep transformation i dont know where i woukd be if it didnt happen . All the things ive learned from awakening so far has prevented me from sticky situations!! Just by having morals helps you stay on the right path . I am now 21 & people think i am way older !! I also get along with older people because they're not as dramatic as people my age . Iv always got along with older coworkers way more theyre less catty to a degree .
Thank you brother. Love you x
I feel like some people also get spiritual attacks on top of the pains of Awakening
Yeah ,I also feel the same
Of course!
I feel like 100kg stones on my back 😔 painful, heavy, cracking 😴 Im tired, but keep going. Thank you, its important not to feel alone ❤
Omw me to. I dont even know what a normal head feel like. Headache tablets hav never helped. My other bad pain is my left shoulder. And now new symptome is stomach pains. And yes loneliness my WHOLE life.
@@nicolalindholm6246 sending you love and support ❤❤❤
@@TheSamarra15 very kind thank u
How wre you doing now...i have pain insolide spine 😢 still meditatating @@TheSamarra15
I can see it in your eyes
Feel like I've aged 50 years since awakening. Joints feel loose and crack, balance and flexibility nearly gone. The stabbing pain jumps to different parts of my body about once a week but never takes a break. Pain so bad i can barely function. Makes me cry out if i move wrong. My spirit is renewed and energized and so full of love that i want to share... body is failing making it nearly impossible. Why would the universe awaken me just to knock me down with pain??? I'm reaching out everywhere because i need help. What can i do? Am i okay? Please help.
The problem that the more I to be authentic and not egotistical, the more I get harder hits and humiliation! To the extent that I have been taught by experience just like monkeys and water experiment that when I accept humiliation and try to act from a low key and with no ego at all, I am more beaten up and punished!
i love you bro i needed it, you maked me feel so understood💜 🙏 Namaste
Man thank you for your positive and uplifting explication.
Btw my house is so similar to yours.
Minimalist.
Fitness training stuff
Cats
And exactly the same carpets same colors.
I just hope this permanent pain and physical exhaustion will Wear off.
My whole body is just vibrating pain.
After all those terrific anxiety fears depression lack of sleep and attacks, lack of money...
Its like as if i dont benefit so much from my own energy.
I stop having control over that.
I just quit all my bad habits to put all chances for my body.
I cant wait til its over dude.
Just going for a ride come back home and im done for the day.
Work is a challenge more than ever.
Im just waiting and try to assimilate as much as i can and get rid of any lower vibe.
Love
Love those lower vibes to death ❤🙏
Thank you so so much. This brought tears to my eyes
Awh you're so welcome Wendy❤
💗Feels like future self/higher self .. took the time to come back to speak to self! Draw strength from this if you can Matthew ✨
& a strong desire coming and going in waves to just end this all in any way!
I'm going through it now. Thank you for this🙏
You are so welcome
Word for word resonate brother. God bless u 🙏🏼
Omg i need this so right time❤
Great, great speech.
I wish you abundance in all forms of existence. Namaste.
Its definitely an inner change, and thats how i feel!!
Thankyou soh much for this message, I really needed to hear this. Thankyou 🧘♀️
This is the most encouraging message I've heard in months, you've described my experience to the letter, and I can't thank you enough for this very hopeful and very human message. My heart wants to reach out and thank you personally, but I'll leave it up to you to respond to my comment if you happen to see it.
Excruciating pain... I can't wait to meet my new self. Thank you bunches.
I healed for a year, a full year of just pure pain.
It’s now a new year and my heart is still hurting.
I just feel like when will it end?
I know it never will fully, but i’ve had breaks, in the breaks when i feel intense love i still feel the blockage in my heart.
Ughhhhh
Cheers 👍
Great video!! Much needed, very encouraging! I needed it! ❤❤❤
I don’t have the fears and mental struggles anymore. However, I got physical untreatable diagnose and struggle with physical pain for over 1 year now and I have huge hot flashes and extreme fatigue… that makes me sick and this is what I am struggling for long time now, 7+ years! How long is the spiritual awakening can last? Can anybody in this? Thank you🙏🙏🙏💜💜💜
im going onto 4 years soon. its fucking hell on earth
Thank you
I love this vid. It really calmed me down.
thank so much for this message dude im in lower back pain yet crying of joy..peace love and many blessings 🙏
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@@mattpallett1 hey guess what I just had the most incredible life experience over the weekend aswell as the worst back pain ever after listening to you I wasn't upset at it..this morning I woke up and the lower back pain was miraculously gone..God healed me!! I cried yelled asked him and he healed me..I am so thankful guys and for you aswell Matthew as u put me at calm to point I decided to go out out anyways..Best time of my life learned so much and understood thinks so well thank you 🙌 ( sorry for the long book just felt some1 might need to hear this)
very enlighening, made me think of the hell i went through to break free to the Light Being that i am and go into my hermit stage like i have been for two years now and re refind who Jordan Selby Fall is...and I love what i find and keep finding. love ya soul brother
You’re the only one that had made this clear. Thank you so much. I’m getting ready to start your kundalini playlist. 💖
You’re welcome 😊
Thank you for enduring and sharing truth
I feel you touching the truth but i still do not understand why we have to go through pain. Why not just go in an easy way
It is such a consulation to listen to this
So true... Agh. Just trying to surrender. It's so hard.
And why doesn't anyone talk about when you start your spiritual journey? You'll begin to attract people who are like karmic soulmate & are meant to teach you something good or bad . Also, you experience weird synchroncities in your life . Im heavy into yin/yang. The light & dark . Fire & water because i am a Sagittarius sun leo moon & have water placemnts. I am black my bf is pale hispanic you can mistaken him for white. His lucky number is 7 & we went to look at graffiti art & seen 5! 7s !! We also were walking on this street & there was a huge yin/yang symbol in the concrete!!! So glad My bf doesn't think im crazy because he saw it himself as well .
Thank you Matthew. Very reassuring words.
You’re welcome 🙏
RUclips recommended your vid for me, top one. Deeply resonates
I really appreciate that RUclips sent you my way! I'm happy the video resonated, thank you for the kind words🙏
thank you. it was too helpful, keep doing the good job
You are funny! Informative....helpful....but making me laugh right now is so wonderful. Thank you
😊 you're so welcome
This was exactly what I needed to hear at this time. Thank you.
You're so welcome. Thank you for being here with us, and for all the work you are doing. You are helping us all more than you know❤
@@mattpallett1 It must have been synchronicity that I got to see your video at exactly the time I needed it. Also I read this today on social media: “You keep putting one foot in front of the other, and then one day you look back and you've climbed a mountain.” ― Tom Hiddleston, which I also thought was fitting.
Thank you for your kind words. Much appreciated.
Stay safe all.
Thank you for your clear explanation love of acceptance
Thank you for making this.
Thank you. This made my evening much brighter. I think I can fall asleep now. 🙏😊
I'm so glad!❤️
Thanks, I really feel all you've said. ☺
You're so welcome, Orlando! Thank you for the feedback🙏
Wow this is beautifully described 💗🌌🌅
thank you
Mine just keeps going And the thoughts keep going by themselves.
Thank you for this message!!
😭😭😭❤❤❤ Thank you so much.
You're welcome ❤🙏
Thank you. One love. 🤍
I’m freaking dying lol …how to speed up this process ?
💕💕💕💕💕💕thank you love you all soul much
Thanks
So the 'surrender' kinda is similar to when you're sick and you take a day off? To rest & recover. Only maybe probably for awakening you gonna need A LOT of 'time off' probably
Watching this second time in 6 months 🎉
Thankyou need to hear this ➕✨ your cats are having a play, cute 😍cats I love I have 5 🐱🐾🌷
Have a lot of pain in centre of my heart chakra heart burns how to cure
When you're feeling it, you're healing it 🙏
Look into breath work... you can move the energy... stay Positive!! It is ultimately amazing... it clears all the false paths in your mind and body... love yourself and get someone who loves you to help... reply on these boards... we’re all one!! :)
Gratitude 🌞
Allow it to be. It's not easy when you're on the verge of being evicted, you alone and not well. How do you surrender
Thank you so much
Amazing your kindness...
OMG, thank you ❤️
Thank you, Namaste 🙏🏻
You're welcome
Nice eyes dude
i heard these "pasts" will ...and the past will help..., i know its not what you sauid but its in there too
Thank you🙏✨
big leg (left one) and knee pain, did you have it too?
Thankyou
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Thanks.
Lol I was just googling to see if anyone made any videos on the pain that comes every time energies change new gifts enter . Why do my bones feel broke . Why when my clairaudient gift when they beam your one ear with the painful high pitched sound. Just tell everyone it's like flu symptoms and feeling like damn i might have to die if pain gets any more. I look at it like exercise yes it's painful but when it's over your a x-men / superhero
Thank you
Matthew, thank you for this. Wow. I haven’t felt connected like this to another human being in a long time. I see you and share your same quest. Are you able to share your email address? Would love to connect.
Sure here ya go: matthew.pallett@rocky.edu
Instagram is @kundalinidiaries
whats happening i am dying ..... i cant understand anymore . feel like i cant anymore.. i want to go home
I always say I want to go home when it gets so bad.
I never had headaches or pressure on my head in my life, can you please tell me what it is 🙏
Good to hear it from someone else ... thinking wondering 'will it kill me'? Withdrew from benzodiazepines theriteen years ago ... this feels the same. Any thoughts on why benzo withdrawal pain should be similar to spiritual awakening?
Both are a harsh ripping you out of a haze. Jarring, would be the word. I also withdrew from benzos and I understand what you mean, though my awakening started at the same time I was coming off benzos! That was a year and a half ago. It's still intense as hell. But learning to deal with it better.
Same situation, my view on that is our central nervous system is changing. Sometimes my spine can barely hold me upright. All the best
@@eternal_nomad my awakening started about three years after benzo withdrawal had calmed down.
Now ten years into awakening and really a new world. Still have major sleep problems. But very 'thank God ' feelings. Gratitude.
Anyone get debilitating lower back pain?
I know this is 5 months old, but yes. I was slowly crawling this morning because walking wasn't an option. And when I was able to stand, it wasn't without tears and screaming. It was definitely a rough, painful day.
@@deandrapleasant3791 it took a long time to get over but when I look back on it, it was an upgrade which allowed me to handle the subsequent energies much more smoothly. Sounds like you are where I was when I posted this. Epson salt baths really helped!
@@mattpfeifer3889 yes! That has been my saving grace. The journey is not always easy, but this is what allows us to thoroughly enjoy the rewards that are soon to come. Thank you!
Thank you for this message. There is a lot of power behind your words.
I'm glad you found this video helpful. Thank you for the kind words🙏
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hi how long will chronic pain last
When does it stop, please.
when you fall in love with it
@@mattpallett1 i'm so exhausted, but i know you are right. Thank you beautiful brother.
@@AS-on1fz you're doing great. keep walking forward - the Truth will set you free
Thank you .. be prepared for many questions.. I am grateful.. I SURRENDER 💜💓💜🧲🧲🧲
thank you