And the night he is to give me to it all and let my guard down then you pull the dog I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved someone you loved I love it 💝💝💝💝💝
Not me taking the red parts and my hubby singing blue part, and both of us with kids and dogs doing the orange part, car karaoke, when y'all get snacks and drinks and using the restroom room, while we rest at this truck for a few hours!!! LOVE, LIVE, LEARN, LAUGH ,LIFE, ONLY GET FAMILY AND MEMORIES FOR A LIFETIME!! GOD BLESS LOVE YOUR FAMILY WHILE CAN!! WE ONLY GET THEM FOR A SHORT TIME?? MISSING MY 1ST BORN SON LIKE CRAZY, I'M STILL TRYING TO DO THIS LIFE THING WITHOUT HIM, I NEVER COULD OR NEVER HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO LIFE WITHOUT HIM!! IT NEVER GETS BETTER IT ONLY GET WORSE BECAUSE ALL THE THINGS IN LIFE HE WAS SUPPOSED TO DO , OR THINGS I WAS SUPPOSED TO WATCH HIM DO, START KINDERGARTEN, FINISHED MIDDLE SCHOOL, GRADUATE FROM HIGH SCHOOL, GO TO COLLEGE AND DO ALL THE WONDER THINGS hE WOULD OF DID IN LIFE, WATCHING MY OLDEST DAUGHTER, GROW UP AND BLOOM INTO THIS BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY GETTING READY TO FOLLOW HER DREAMS, AND SEEING HER LIVE HER LIFE KNOWING HER AND HER BROTHER WAS SUPPOSED TO DO IT TOGETHER, BECAUSE THEY ARE 10 MONTHS APART, AND EVERYONE THOUGHT THEY WERE TWINS, FROM THEY DAY HE WAS BORN SHE WAS ABSOLUTELY IN AWWW OF HER LIL BROTHER, AND ANYTIME YOU SAW HER YOU SAW HIM!! AND WATCHING YOUR DAUGHTER ASK ABOUT HER BROTHER FOR 3 YEARS STRAIGHT THINKING HE WAS COMING BACK, AND ONE DAY WHILE MAKING BROWNIES WITH HER, SHE BUST OUT AND SAY, MY BABY BROTHER LOVED BROWNIES AND CHOCOLATE, AND HOW SHE USE TO LICK THE BOWL WITH HER BROTHER, AND THAT SHE STOPPED BECAUSE IF HER BABY BROTHER CAME BACK HE WOULD NOT BE MAD THAT SHE LICK ALL THE CHOCOLATE OUT THE BOWL, I SAVED IT FOR HIM, BUT ITS BEEN TO MANY DAYS AND HE STILL DIDN'T COME BACK, I DON'T THINK HE GONNA COME BACK AND LICK THE BOWL WITH ME, AND THAT SHE DOESN'T WANT TO MAKE BROWNIES ANYMORE, BECAUSE SHE CAN'T SHARE AND LICK THE BOWL WITH HER BABY BROTHER, AND THAT SHE IS MAD HE LEFT AND HE WILL NOT COME BACK, BECAUSE IT'S BEEN TO MANY DAYS, AND AFTER WE MAKE THESE BROWNIES SHE IS NEVER GOING TO MAKE BROWNIES EVER AGAIN, AND SHE WAS CRYING, AND IT BROKE MY HEART, I AM NOT THE EMOTIONAL, TEARY, CRYING, OR DO I REARLY LET ANYONE KNOW WHAT IM FEELING, OR CRYING IN FRONT OF ANYONE, OR EXPRESS MY FEELING, I TEND TO BE THE ,STRONG ONE AND everyone always tell me how strong I am, and I tend HOLD EVERYTHING, on the inSIDE, BUT INSIDE IM A TOTALL MESS, AND WHEN IM BY MYSELF, IN THE BATH, TAKING A SHOWER, SITTING IN THE CAR, GOING TO THE LAST PLACE HE WAS HAPPY AND ALIVE, AND CRY TILL I CAN'T CRY AND MORE, AND I DO THIS MULTIPLE TIMES THROUGH OUT THE YEAR, HIS BIRTHDAY, XMAS, EASTER, HALLOWEEN, ANY HOLIDAY REALLY, WHEN MY OLDEST DAUGHTER ACCOMPLISH ANOTHER THING, AND HER BROTHER SUPPOSED TO BE RIGHT UP THERE WITH HERE, AND IT BREAK ME DOWN, AND EVERY YEAR IT GETS WORSE, AND I PRAY THAT THUS PAIN I FEEL WILL SOFTEN, OR GET BETTER BUT IT DON'T, AND I HAD PEOPLE TELL ME Dre Dre been gone this amount of time or it's been that long and it's time for me to move on, the audacity to tell a mother or any mother for that matter, or anyone who lost a child, that it's been long enough move on, the audacity!! For someone who does not know that pain of losing your child, and the manner that he died make it ten times worse, and to tell a mother a father, people who's had to bury their child, and DON'T KNOW THE PAIN WE FEEL BECAUSE THEY NEVER LOST A CHILD, OR WILL THEY EVER KNOW HOW DEEP, AND HOW BAD THAT PAIN BURNS U TO UR SOUL, A PAIN THAT EATS AT YOU LIKE NOTHING EVER DID, A PAIN THAT I WOULD NOT WISH ON MY WORST ENEMY, HOW DARE YOU!!! HOW ABOUT THIS THE ONLY CLUB AND WHICH NO ONE WANTS TO BE APART OF OR EVER IN LIFE WANT TO EXPERIENCE SOMETHING SO DEEP AND PAINFUL, THAT YOU NUMB BUT NOT NUMB IN A WAY OF FEELING ANYTHING NUMB LIKE MENTALLY AND EMOTIONAL , AND YOU FEEL LIKE YOU GOING EXPLODE ANY MINUTE, AND IT'S A MIRACLE THAT YOU DON'T FLIP OUT AND WENT COMPLETELY MENTAL , AND EVERYTHING YOU FEEL AND HAVE DELT WITH, AND IT GETS SO BAD AND THE PAIN IS TO MUCH TO BARE AND FINALLY EVERYTHING U BEEN HOLDING IN, EVERYTHING THAT PEOPLE SAID BEHIND YOUR BACK, AND SHIT PEOPLE ACTUALLY HAD THE BALLS TO SAY SOMETHING to my face ABOUT it A HURT AND A PAIN THEY DON'T KNOW, NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES PEOPLE SAY I FEEL YOUR PAIN, AND U THINKING NO U DON'T, WHY EVEN SAY YOU DO WHEN, WHEN THE ONLY WAY U COULD FEEL WHAT IM FEELING WOULD BE FOR YOU TO LOSE THE MOST IMPORTANT,LOVING, HANDSOME YET BEAUTIFUL AT THE SAME, YOUR 1ST BORN SON, AND TO BE LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY OR EXPERIENCE THAT KIND OF LOVE, THE KIND OF LOVE ONLY A SON AND MOTHER FEEL, AND SON LOVE THERE MOMS TO THE MOON AND BACK, THE BOND YALL HAVE, THE ONLY LOVE U CAN GET FROM A SON, CUZ U GOING TO BOND WITH YOU BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS TOO, AND THEY GONNA LOVE YOU DOWN TO, BUT THE BOND BETWEEN A MOTHER WITH HER ONLY SON, HER 1ST BORN, THE LOVE THAT YOU CAN ONLY GET FROM MOTHER AND SON, AND ITS A LOVE YOU CAN ONLY GET FROM A SON, IDK BUT JUST LIKE A OLD SAYING THE BOND AND LOVE THAT A MOTHER AND SON SHARE, YOU WILL NEVER EXPERIENCE THAT KIND OF LOVE YOUR SON GIVES YOU, FROM ANY WHERE ELSE, AND THEN YOU SEE THIS BEAUTIFUL LIFE WITH ALL YOUR KIDS AND RAISING THEM, AND LOVING THEM AND THIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE YOU GET FROM YOUR BABIES, OR YOUR SON, AND HAVE THIS STRONG LOVING BOND, AND ONE DAY ITS IS GONE, IT SNATCH FROM U IN JUST LIKE THAT YOUR WORLD IS TURNED UPSIDE DOWN AND YOUR LIFE IS EVER THE SAME!! FUR THE REST IF YOUR LIFE YOU GOTTA WALK AROUND AND DO LIFE WITH A PAIN THAT HURTS SO MUCH YOU'LL GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE HIM BACK, AND LIFE AS U KNOW WILL NEVER BE THE SAME, SO DON'T EVER TELL A MOTHER OF LOST A CHILD TO MOVE ON, OR BE LIKE YOU'LL HAVE MORE KIDS, THAT'S HOW GOD WANTED IT TO BE, TIME HEELS ALL WOUNDS, AND MAYBE IT DOES, BUT YOU WILL NEVER HEAL FROM THESE WOUND, OR THUS PAIN, OR THE MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL STUFF U WILL DEAL WITH FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, I DON'T CARE IF U MAKE IT TO 80 THAT PAIN IS GOING WITH YOU, AND GOING TO FOLLOW YOU TO THE END, I DON'T KNOW WHAT MADE ME START WRITING ALL OF THIS BECAUSE I NEVER express how I feel or my feeling out loud, but today, I LOOK AT THE CALENDAR AND FOR SOME REASON IT WAS TURN TO NOVEMBER AND THE ONLY DATE THAT WAS CIRCLED WAS MY BABY BIRTHDAY, AND I BROUGHT THIS CALENDAR THE DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY YOUNGEST SON that day, and missed my ride and had to kill some time before my ride came back and went to goodwill and found this used calendar, one of the desk size calendar, and it's was being used at one point cuz it only has April, 2024 through Dec. 2024, but December must of been missing when I brought it and didn't realize or some how it fell or or was ripped out, so it only had November left, and my son birthday was the only circle for the month, and I like to think it's Dre Dre saying mommy I know you hurt, and I know u miss me and wish I was still here, but I'm okay mommie, I'm OK! SO WHO EVER READS THIS LONG RANT, JUST KNOW IT WAS A GRIEVING MOTHER FINALLY EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS, AND TRYING TO GET SOME OF THUS HURT I FEEL OUT, BECAUSE ITS KILLING ME, AND I KNEW IF I KEPT GOING THIS WAY I WAS GOING TO LOSE IT AND SNAP, AND THINGS WOULD OF GOTTEN REALLY BAD, AND NO ONE, I MEAN NO ONE, CAN HOLD IN THAR KIND OF HURT INSIDE FIR TO LONG, CUZ IF U DO AND GO NUTS, AND GIVE UP, I WAS GOING TO BE OUT HERE BAD, AND THIS LAST YEAR HAS BEEN SO PAINFUL AND BLOW AFTER BLOW, AND I WAS SITTING DOWN HOME ALONE, FINALLY GOING THROUGH OUR LAST BOXES, FROM WHEN WE MOVED IN 2 YEARS AGO, AND IM THINKING FINALLY GOING TO GET IT DONE, AND THE LAST BOX WAS HIS BOX OF THE ONLY MEMORIES I HAVE OF HIM, HIS HOSPITAL STUFF, HIS FEET PRINTS, HIS WEIGHT CARDS, HIS HATS AND ONZIES FORM THE HOSPITAL AND I MUST IF FORGOT I PUT ALL HIS STUFF FROM THE HOSPITAL FROM HIS ACCIDENT, PAJAMAS GE WORE IN THERE, A LOCK OF HIS HAIR, HIS BABY TEETH, LAST PICTURE I TOOK OF HIM BEFORE THE PRONOUNCE HIM BRAIN DEAD, HIS SOME OF HIS FINGERS NAILS, HUS FAVORITE TOYS, AND IS FAV SHOES AND HIS FAV OUTFITS, HIS BEAR, THAT WAS MADE WHILE WE WAITED FIR HIM TO BE BORN, AND ALL THE THINGS THEY GAVE HIM IN THE HOSPITAL, AND FROM THE ORGAN DONATION PEOPLE, BEFORE THE PRONOUNCE HIM DEAD AND AFTER, AND I LOST IT, AND STARTED PLAYING MUSIC, IR SO I THOUGHT BECAUSE ITS ON SHORT AND DIDN'T REALIZED, AFTER IT PLAYED PROBABLY 20 TIMES, AND I READ THE WORDS OVER AND OVER AND I JUST BROKE DOWN READING AND RESPONDING TO SOME OF THE COMMENTS TO PEOPLE POST ON HERE, AND THE 1ST TIME I EXPRESSED MY FEELING OR FINALLY LET THEM OUT, AND FINALLY I STARTED VENTING ABOUT IT AND COULDN'T HOLD IN MY FEELING ANYMORE, SO TO ANYONE THAT READS THIS AND ARE CONFUSED, IM JUST A MOMMY WHO LOST HER BABY BOY, AND FINALLY AFTER Years of holding it all in I finally let it out on this random RUclips channel
I need somebody to heal Somebody to nkow Somebody to have Somebody to to hold Its eazy to say but its never say i guess i kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain Now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you not here to get me Through it all I let my guard down and pulled the rug I WAS GETTING KINDA USED TO BEING SOMEONE YOU LOVED
I love this song. It’s my favorite song. I always sing it in my head.
Same
Uhhh is it just me or he forgot to say “I was kinda getting used”
Yeah 👍
but he said the word used
It was actually I was getting kinda. But yeah at least he didn’t say our part!❤
Yeah 🙂🙃
No I heard that too
He forgot at the end lol
Really...
Lol
Its was a perfect much and colab when sang 😊so satisfied ❤🌼👌
😢uooooooooʻooooooooooooo❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
We need more words than that many😅😊😊😊😊😊❤❤❤❤❤AMAZING how much..........
no its not😡
awesome👏 Can you sing the song Lovely by Billie Ellish
No
Yes this song slays!
@@claireroche8463WTF why if u dont like it keep it to urself
Your voice it’s just incredible 🤍
I like the way he sees so much❤❤
My fav RUclipsr rn fr
Ok this is the last one I’m watching before I do my homework😅
thank you saying that lol 🤣
Same
Omg I was going to cry I love that song so bad it makes me cry ❤❤
This is my favorite song forever. Always sing it every time😊😊
That was fun! Thanks. Amazing voice son! Loved this.
Parfait j'adore ❤
❤️
I need somebody to heal somebody to have somebody to know somebody to hold its easy stay but its never the same i. Kinda love how u numbered all pain
This is a special video i actually felt like someone was there singing with me but no one else in my life is on board with sinnging except
Loved it ty for us to actually sing on the other vids they gives us one line love ur vids got a great voice byee ❤
Pls do another love pls 😢❤
Ste Nejlepší na celém světě
My daughter 's favourite ❤😊
Wow❤ my favourite song 😊
this really touched my heart.i love this song
Amazing voice ✨⭐️
Your voice is amazing and fabulous ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🤩🤩😍😍😍😍
Bro we have the same level if singing it's like an angel when we duet
Make more of these I love them 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
And the night he is to give me to it all and let my guard down then you pull the dog I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved someone you loved I love it 💝💝💝💝💝
Amazing ! You give me a smile .
Questo è un video!👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
Ah....splendida voce!❤
Good job man ❤❤❤
I love this so much, more of this please. Maybe whole songs?
You have a great voice❤
Que voz más bonita tiene este chaval 👏👏👏
Sis
I've been wondering what the 11th line was, thank you!❤❤
You are really good.I even joined him with cause you're really good
I love your voice ❤❤❤
His voice 😍🍡
My voice 🍭🍫
We slayed
You have a great voice 🎉
Thank you❤️
I like the song to sing ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I love this song 🎵 ❤️
Wooow❤
its cool ❤ can you sing prety girl ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
soo, u have great voice
powerful and really beautiful
hahaha thanks for the video
and duet
p.s. i from Russian
sorry, if i have some mistakes
That was soo good. Please do how di I say goodbye and I've I'd have known.
love it❤❤
Woww i love this song
❤❤
you’re voice is beautiful
I loved Your song❤
I like it so much❤
I love this song😊
❤❤❤❤❤❤ thanks i LOVE you this is fantástic
Not me taking the red parts and my hubby singing blue part, and both of us with kids and dogs doing the orange part, car karaoke, when y'all get snacks and drinks and using the restroom room, while we rest at this truck for a few hours!!! LOVE, LIVE, LEARN, LAUGH ,LIFE, ONLY GET FAMILY AND MEMORIES FOR A LIFETIME!! GOD BLESS LOVE YOUR FAMILY WHILE CAN!! WE ONLY GET THEM FOR A SHORT TIME?? MISSING MY 1ST BORN SON LIKE CRAZY, I'M STILL TRYING TO DO THIS LIFE THING WITHOUT HIM, I NEVER COULD OR NEVER HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO LIFE WITHOUT HIM!! IT NEVER GETS BETTER IT ONLY GET WORSE BECAUSE ALL THE THINGS IN LIFE HE WAS SUPPOSED TO DO , OR THINGS I WAS SUPPOSED TO WATCH HIM DO, START KINDERGARTEN, FINISHED MIDDLE SCHOOL, GRADUATE FROM HIGH SCHOOL, GO TO COLLEGE AND DO ALL THE WONDER THINGS hE WOULD OF DID IN LIFE, WATCHING MY OLDEST DAUGHTER, GROW UP AND BLOOM INTO THIS BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY GETTING READY TO FOLLOW HER DREAMS, AND SEEING HER LIVE HER LIFE KNOWING HER AND HER BROTHER WAS SUPPOSED TO DO IT TOGETHER, BECAUSE THEY ARE 10 MONTHS APART, AND EVERYONE THOUGHT THEY WERE TWINS, FROM THEY DAY HE WAS BORN SHE WAS ABSOLUTELY IN AWWW OF HER LIL BROTHER, AND ANYTIME YOU SAW HER YOU SAW HIM!! AND WATCHING YOUR DAUGHTER ASK ABOUT HER BROTHER FOR 3 YEARS STRAIGHT THINKING HE WAS COMING BACK, AND ONE DAY WHILE MAKING BROWNIES WITH HER, SHE BUST OUT AND SAY, MY BABY BROTHER LOVED BROWNIES AND CHOCOLATE, AND HOW SHE USE TO LICK THE BOWL WITH HER BROTHER, AND THAT SHE STOPPED BECAUSE IF HER BABY BROTHER CAME BACK HE WOULD NOT BE MAD THAT SHE LICK ALL THE CHOCOLATE OUT THE BOWL, I SAVED IT FOR HIM, BUT ITS BEEN TO MANY DAYS AND HE STILL DIDN'T COME BACK, I DON'T THINK HE GONNA COME BACK AND LICK THE BOWL WITH ME, AND THAT SHE DOESN'T WANT TO MAKE BROWNIES ANYMORE, BECAUSE SHE CAN'T SHARE AND LICK THE BOWL WITH HER BABY BROTHER, AND THAT SHE IS MAD HE LEFT AND HE WILL NOT COME BACK, BECAUSE IT'S BEEN TO MANY DAYS, AND AFTER WE MAKE THESE BROWNIES SHE IS NEVER GOING TO MAKE BROWNIES EVER AGAIN, AND SHE WAS CRYING, AND IT BROKE MY HEART, I AM NOT THE EMOTIONAL, TEARY, CRYING, OR DO I REARLY LET ANYONE KNOW WHAT IM FEELING, OR CRYING IN FRONT OF ANYONE, OR EXPRESS MY FEELING, I TEND TO BE THE ,STRONG ONE AND everyone always tell me how strong I am, and I tend HOLD EVERYTHING, on the inSIDE, BUT INSIDE IM A TOTALL MESS, AND WHEN IM BY MYSELF, IN THE BATH, TAKING A SHOWER, SITTING IN THE CAR, GOING TO THE LAST PLACE HE WAS HAPPY AND ALIVE, AND CRY TILL I CAN'T CRY AND MORE, AND I DO THIS MULTIPLE TIMES THROUGH OUT THE YEAR, HIS BIRTHDAY, XMAS, EASTER, HALLOWEEN, ANY HOLIDAY REALLY, WHEN MY OLDEST DAUGHTER ACCOMPLISH ANOTHER THING, AND HER BROTHER SUPPOSED TO BE RIGHT UP THERE WITH HERE, AND IT BREAK ME DOWN, AND EVERY YEAR IT GETS WORSE, AND I PRAY THAT THUS PAIN I FEEL WILL SOFTEN, OR GET BETTER BUT IT DON'T, AND I HAD PEOPLE TELL ME Dre Dre been gone this amount of time or it's been that long and it's time for me to move on, the audacity to tell a mother or any mother for that matter, or anyone who lost a child, that it's been long enough move on, the audacity!! For someone who does not know that pain of losing your child, and the manner that he died make it ten times worse, and to tell a mother a father, people who's had to bury their child, and DON'T KNOW THE PAIN WE FEEL BECAUSE THEY NEVER LOST A CHILD, OR WILL THEY EVER KNOW HOW DEEP, AND HOW BAD THAT PAIN BURNS U TO UR SOUL, A PAIN THAT EATS AT YOU LIKE NOTHING EVER DID, A PAIN THAT I WOULD NOT WISH ON MY WORST ENEMY, HOW DARE YOU!!! HOW ABOUT THIS THE ONLY CLUB AND WHICH NO ONE WANTS TO BE APART OF OR EVER IN LIFE WANT TO EXPERIENCE SOMETHING SO DEEP AND PAINFUL, THAT YOU NUMB BUT NOT NUMB IN A WAY OF FEELING ANYTHING NUMB LIKE MENTALLY AND EMOTIONAL , AND YOU FEEL LIKE YOU GOING EXPLODE ANY MINUTE, AND IT'S A MIRACLE THAT YOU DON'T FLIP OUT AND WENT COMPLETELY MENTAL , AND EVERYTHING YOU FEEL AND HAVE DELT WITH, AND IT GETS SO BAD AND THE PAIN IS TO MUCH TO BARE AND FINALLY EVERYTHING U BEEN HOLDING IN, EVERYTHING THAT PEOPLE SAID BEHIND YOUR BACK, AND SHIT PEOPLE ACTUALLY HAD THE BALLS TO SAY SOMETHING to my face ABOUT it A HURT AND A PAIN THEY DON'T KNOW, NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES PEOPLE SAY I FEEL YOUR PAIN, AND U THINKING NO U DON'T, WHY EVEN SAY YOU DO WHEN, WHEN THE ONLY WAY U COULD FEEL WHAT IM FEELING WOULD BE FOR YOU TO LOSE THE MOST IMPORTANT,LOVING, HANDSOME YET BEAUTIFUL AT THE SAME, YOUR 1ST BORN SON, AND TO BE LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY OR EXPERIENCE THAT KIND OF LOVE, THE KIND OF LOVE ONLY A SON AND MOTHER FEEL, AND SON LOVE THERE MOMS TO THE MOON AND BACK, THE BOND YALL HAVE, THE ONLY LOVE U CAN GET FROM A SON, CUZ U GOING TO BOND WITH YOU BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS TOO, AND THEY GONNA LOVE YOU DOWN TO, BUT THE BOND BETWEEN A MOTHER WITH HER ONLY SON, HER 1ST BORN, THE LOVE THAT YOU CAN ONLY GET FROM MOTHER AND SON, AND ITS A LOVE YOU CAN ONLY GET FROM A SON, IDK BUT JUST LIKE A OLD SAYING THE BOND AND LOVE THAT A MOTHER AND SON SHARE, YOU WILL NEVER EXPERIENCE THAT KIND OF LOVE YOUR SON GIVES YOU, FROM ANY WHERE ELSE, AND THEN YOU SEE THIS BEAUTIFUL LIFE WITH ALL YOUR KIDS AND RAISING THEM, AND LOVING THEM AND THIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE YOU GET FROM YOUR BABIES, OR YOUR SON, AND HAVE THIS STRONG LOVING BOND, AND ONE DAY ITS IS GONE, IT SNATCH FROM U IN JUST LIKE THAT YOUR WORLD IS TURNED UPSIDE DOWN AND YOUR LIFE IS EVER THE SAME!! FUR THE REST IF YOUR LIFE YOU GOTTA WALK AROUND AND DO LIFE WITH A PAIN THAT HURTS SO MUCH YOU'LL GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE HIM BACK, AND LIFE AS U KNOW WILL NEVER BE THE SAME, SO DON'T EVER TELL A MOTHER OF LOST A CHILD TO MOVE ON, OR BE LIKE YOU'LL HAVE MORE KIDS, THAT'S HOW GOD WANTED IT TO BE, TIME HEELS ALL WOUNDS, AND MAYBE IT DOES, BUT YOU WILL NEVER HEAL FROM THESE WOUND, OR THUS PAIN, OR THE MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL STUFF U WILL DEAL WITH FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, I DON'T CARE IF U MAKE IT TO 80 THAT PAIN IS GOING WITH YOU, AND GOING TO FOLLOW YOU TO THE END, I DON'T KNOW WHAT MADE ME START WRITING ALL OF THIS BECAUSE I NEVER express how I feel or my feeling out loud, but today, I LOOK AT THE CALENDAR AND FOR SOME REASON IT WAS TURN TO NOVEMBER AND THE ONLY DATE THAT WAS CIRCLED WAS MY BABY BIRTHDAY, AND I BROUGHT THIS CALENDAR THE DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY YOUNGEST SON that day, and missed my ride and had to kill some time before my ride came back and went to goodwill and found this used calendar, one of the desk size calendar, and it's was being used at one point cuz it only has April, 2024 through Dec. 2024, but December must of been missing when I brought it and didn't realize or some how it fell or or was ripped out, so it only had November left, and my son birthday was the only circle for the month, and I like to think it's Dre Dre saying mommy I know you hurt, and I know u miss me and wish I was still here, but I'm okay mommie, I'm OK! SO WHO EVER READS THIS LONG RANT, JUST KNOW IT WAS A GRIEVING MOTHER FINALLY EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS, AND TRYING TO GET SOME OF THUS HURT I FEEL OUT, BECAUSE ITS KILLING ME, AND I KNEW IF I KEPT GOING THIS WAY I WAS GOING TO LOSE IT AND SNAP, AND THINGS WOULD OF GOTTEN REALLY BAD, AND NO ONE, I MEAN NO ONE, CAN HOLD IN THAR KIND OF HURT INSIDE FIR TO LONG, CUZ IF U DO AND GO NUTS, AND GIVE UP, I WAS GOING TO BE OUT HERE BAD, AND THIS LAST YEAR HAS BEEN SO PAINFUL AND BLOW AFTER BLOW, AND I WAS SITTING DOWN HOME ALONE, FINALLY GOING THROUGH OUR LAST BOXES, FROM WHEN WE MOVED IN 2 YEARS AGO, AND IM THINKING FINALLY GOING TO GET IT DONE, AND THE LAST BOX WAS HIS BOX OF THE ONLY MEMORIES I HAVE OF HIM, HIS HOSPITAL STUFF, HIS FEET PRINTS, HIS WEIGHT CARDS, HIS HATS AND ONZIES FORM THE HOSPITAL AND I MUST IF FORGOT I PUT ALL HIS STUFF FROM THE HOSPITAL FROM HIS ACCIDENT, PAJAMAS GE WORE IN THERE, A LOCK OF HIS HAIR, HIS BABY TEETH, LAST PICTURE I TOOK OF HIM BEFORE THE PRONOUNCE HIM BRAIN DEAD, HIS SOME OF HIS FINGERS NAILS, HUS FAVORITE TOYS, AND IS FAV SHOES AND HIS FAV OUTFITS, HIS BEAR, THAT WAS MADE WHILE WE WAITED FIR HIM TO BE BORN, AND ALL THE THINGS THEY GAVE HIM IN THE HOSPITAL, AND FROM THE ORGAN DONATION PEOPLE, BEFORE THE PRONOUNCE HIM DEAD AND AFTER, AND I LOST IT, AND STARTED PLAYING MUSIC, IR SO I THOUGHT BECAUSE ITS ON SHORT AND DIDN'T REALIZED, AFTER IT PLAYED PROBABLY 20 TIMES, AND I READ THE WORDS OVER AND OVER AND I JUST BROKE DOWN READING AND RESPONDING TO SOME OF THE COMMENTS TO PEOPLE POST ON HERE, AND THE 1ST TIME I EXPRESSED MY FEELING OR FINALLY LET THEM OUT, AND FINALLY I STARTED VENTING ABOUT IT AND COULDN'T HOLD IN MY FEELING ANYMORE, SO TO ANYONE THAT READS THIS AND ARE CONFUSED, IM JUST A MOMMY WHO LOST HER BABY BOY, AND FINALLY AFTER Years of holding it all in I finally let it out on this random RUclips channel
Please " Hometown" by Twenty One Pilots
Lewis capaldi❤
please do fairytale
This guy killed it
It's very good!
Woow l love this song ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤me too l sing
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to nkow
Somebody to have
Somebody to to hold
Its eazy to say but its never say i guess i kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you not here to get me
Through it all
I let my guard down and pulled the rug
I WAS GETTING KINDA USED TO BEING SOMEONE YOU LOVED
J'aime trop💜💜💜💜
Perfect ❤
Love singing with u 🎉
I love this song
Edit:ty for the like who ever done it😊
I love the song ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😍🥳💋👏👏👏👍
Love his voice
The way he forgot that the last script was us😂
OMG WOW😊😇👏
I want to sing the song in my head too
Very cool 😮
I really appreciate and like this
so good
❤🎉Somebody to know Somebody to hold lt' But it's never the same now the day bleeds and you're not here I let my guad down❤🎉
Yo he uploaded 4 vids in almost under 1 day
This song reminds me of my dad lowkey💀😭
I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved✘
Used to being someone you loved✔
Can you please do the song I’m her from Natalie Jane
You soud is so so beatifutifull❤❤
i love that❤
Can you do Lose Control By Teddy Swims PLEASE
Peace bro ✌
Can you pls do ava 😅😊
I love it.When I siñg it I cry beçàúse I love ít
I cried ❤❤❤
I love this song
Or half a man by dean lewis ❤❤❤❤
Someone you love😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
The us duo wasn't on point lol😅
Him:*nice voice*🙂
Me:I GueSss I kiNDaaa LiKedddd THee Wayyy Youuu NUmbed Allllll Theee PaiNNNN
We sound good together. Lol
You much better tho. 😅😂😊
Can you do wildest dreams by Taylor swift
Cute voice
I like that ❤❤❤❤
👇
I fill good when am singing this song
Do all red but Katy Perry I Kissed a Girl❤
Yeii❤❤❤❤
for everyone saying u forgot to say certain parts look on the top right it has it color coded for what parts to sing
Tu est le meilleur chanteurs mais en même temps RUclips
Nice❤
His piano is way higher than it should be
❤❤❤❤
I love it
Baby and yes Baby ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😊