one thing i’ve learned to accept with “their pain, my pain” concept is to recognize “their pain, their growth” pain is the bridge to evolution and if i engage and overhand myself into their pain or suffering, i’m literally blocking their potential growth and evolution. you can feel their pain, but then AFFIRM yourself that this is their battle. my battle is simply my awareness. do not mix battles. sometimes even putting your frustration into power of existence levels you out because the universe will take that energy and just transmute it. especially if you focalize your energy is a conscious, non vengeful or reactive way.
This is beautiful and extremely honest. I agree and i hope others with this placement will take your words into consideration when experiencing 12th house issues. 💜✨ blessings to you sweet pea!
This is so bizarre. My dad missed my delivery so labor was extra hard on my mom and I was early! I have been one to volunteer and serve my whole life-even in a foreign orphanage. I became a birth worker. I am extremely religious and spiritual. This was spot on.
This is probably the most accurate placement in my birth chart. Obviously everything else makes sense, but this explains my life from A to Z. This is crazy, every single detail you gave was exactly how I feel everyday.
I dont know if this has any baring on it but my mother was a cancer and my venus is in Cancer and my rising sign is in Cancer theres more to it but anyway.
I have this, and my moon in the 12th house. I’m 18 right now and haven’t hung out with friends in multiple years. Haven’t been able to get over my ex that whole time, life can be rough
IT MADE A LOT OF SENSE ! Now I will be just accepting , that's it ! Pain is just normal in life, we just need to feel it , and let it go...That's one of the best lessons I can take from 12th house, detachment. It was super helpful, thank you very much !
Selfishness is when it is in your power to help and you refuse because you feel it is not your call to help. We must offer assistance to one another when we rationally could, and do not have to expect any reward for our assistance!
her pain is my pain is facts. when she would struggle i would feel so much pressure on me and go into shock cause i couldnt just snap my finger and make life rich and comfortable. And yea, not knowing why this pain is here, not remembering your childhood at all for whatever reason has led me to just accepting the memories will either never pop up or its just not time.
Desiree Noelle im not even sure but it would make perfect sense if that placement was the reason. EXTREMELY frustrating to heal wounds when you dont know how you got them, who you picked them up from, who/what traumatized you, its like starting a complete clean slate on having to find things out about yourself and its not fair, i dont understand why we have to work even harder and im sure its even harder if you have no family members to ask how you were back then, or even if you do, they dont remember or give vague descriptions. gotta rely on spirit at that point.. but its hard when you also dont know how to understand the guidance given to you. its so frustrating even typing this because you wanna know so bad, i dont remember my life up til 8th grade (forgot the age for that grade) and im 19 lol. it would be easier if we had something to work with. i just leave it alone altogether due to it being too stressful, an ah ha happens here and there but until it all comes together then ima live my life.
Wow this video was very spot on. My mother was 15 years old when she was pregnant. She said she was always sick and couldn’t keep anything down. My grandma also had her at a young age. I broke that teen mom pattern but when I had my baby at 27 years old I still felt like a child.. now I see why. I have SO MUCH unresolved trauma… I avoid drinking alcohol- being raised by annoying alcoholics helped with that lol I also know I have an addictive personality. I’m so happy to have tapped into astrology and spirituality. I also have my Sun, Venus and Mercury in the 12th house… I especially resonated with with “*difficulty in attending to my every day needs*” and BUSY without getting anywhere!!!! Thank you for being here Hannah I love your videos ❤ you’ve helped me figure out so much about myself.
i'm scared at how all of it was spot on. especially when she said that "maybe the concept of god let you down" wtf. and all the pain or struggles of others were also mine and i've been identifying myself with it. i thought that i'll be satisfied but there's just indescribable pain inside.
The worlds suffering drains me so much that I’ve learned to not feel as a coping mechanism. I used to be so empathetic and I wanted to do nothing more than help other people. I’ve always been the “therapy” friend, online and offline. I can identify peoples problems. But I cannot identify my own problems at all.
The busyness for sake of being busy is what I do when I feel a lot of energy building, creative energy ...I'm working on channeling better..into my actual creative endeavors instead of cleaning, etc ...it's a form of avoidance and energy mismanagement....I really resonate with most of this video, thank you! I also have created a program for people struggling with addictive behaviors, based off my experience....so that was really beautiful to hear that suggestion..it was affirming 💙💙💙
Hannah, your knowledge of this placement is absolutely remarkable, and I'm floored by how accurately this describes me. It was almost eerie, right down to the part about my mother's pain feeling like my own and her pregnancy being difficult. ((my father hit her when she was 7 months pregnant with me) Thank you for this video, truly.
This is so right on it’s creepy. My mom’s dad died when she was pregnant with me, and it was hard for her. She also had a ton of morning sickness. She also was very poor and already had an 18 month old (my big brother). We were super close growing up but now we are nearly estranged. I had a feeling my Chiron would be about one or the other parent. Thank you so much for the confirmation and tips to help ♥️♥️♥️
Essi that’s so beautiful that you can recognize the things within you need to change! I’ve literally been feeling the same way, pulling away from patterns of thinking I was raised with. At first it was scary, but now I feel a sense of growth. It’s amazing how similar people with the same stars are, and even Chiron signs! I hope your growth continues and you come out the other side with every blessing that comes with growth! ♥️
Whoa! This video is gold!One:my mom had a mini heat stroke while pregnant with me,even though she said I was rather easy being carried..My birth was delayed for sure,I was born a day later. But my childhood was kinda traumatic and full of strive,rejection,and unhappiness until much much later until there was peace 😌
This really just leathern summed up me & my whole experience. My mother had health issues when she was pregnant with me & then was abusive to me from my early years & as I was growing up. I have no contact with her now. Almost everything you said sounded exactly like me. Thank you Hannah. 🙏💖🌏
Working on this currently. Right now even, I feel like crying. Never understood why sometimes I just feel like crying (releasing) and I can't. Or I'll get restless when I'm alone and feel like I need to have my mind busy so I'd do anything to keep the "feelings" at bay.
I never thought any astrology video would make me cry let alone any video. This was a lot to digest even though I knew it but to hear it from someone else set it to a whole different level. Thank you 🙏🏾
Obviously very, very accurate 👍 For me your channel is very important part of my healing process. I found your videos around may 2018 and many of them made me realise the importance of healthy selfishness, childlike pleasures and all of those fire issues. And also made me even more aware of all the different perspectives people can view the world. Spiritual journey which I started with you resulted with me fulfilling my dream (which I literally dreamed during the pices full moon last year). I'm moving to another country, starting fresh new life distancing myself from 'slightly' toxic mother. And I have never been so much in peace and happiness with myself my entire life. I think all of that can be summed up with simple 'thank you' that you do what you do. Watching you grow and finding your place was a huge source of inspiration for my own life. And ironically in my new job I'll be designing mental health hospitals 😉 Sending all the love and kisses 😘
Oh my God this so accurate for me.. My mom had a complicated life growing up and throughout her pregnancy with me she had to get a c section and by the time I was born I was very small. I always felt like we were not connected as much as I wanted and our relationship is very strained, which has led me to get too attached to other people and having issues with setting boundaries. Thank you so much for this.💜✨
Hannah, you just earned me as a life long sub. I am an Astrologer who does readings and have been since I was in college almost 20 years ago. I have just started exploring centaurs and asteroids to help depth to my readings and healing particularly. I go live and do makeup on FB and read for people and do many just free readings...I have stayed awake all night "healing " with my readings whom I like to call my astro-fam because I'm not their Astrologer I'm their friends. Now naturally I'm a Pisces and have Mercury as well in my 10th house of Pisces. I have a Gemini moon and ascendant, my Venus is in Aries and Mars in Virgo. Moon squares my mars and my mother is Narcassitic and I., Her first child. She worked ALOT as a child she used gifts to substitute her absence and is on her 7th marriage. I struggled with addiction and my first husband passed away he was 15 years older. This happened on my Saturn return. My mother ruthlessly took emergency custody of my only child(cannot have more children). My brothers do not speak to her however she jumps for them on a dime. We are strained but I always answer her calls. I still love her deeply and defend her and hate her at the same time. Losing my child left a whole in my soul. Seeing my Chiron in the 12th didn't excite me, I know the implications of 12th house placements particularly Saturn..oddly I always related to the grim....hopelessness of Saturn in the 12, mine is obviously in the 4th. Anyhow you defined my whole life in one placement. You are so helpful to others because even Astrologers are ALWAYS learning and growing. From my mother, to the dedication to heal others, to the restlessness(I always attributed to my Gemini placements) to the seeking of answers (Astrology since I was 12 and reading Linda Goodman) all the way to my goals and getting nowhere. I have done some readings that have gained me life long clients, I hit the mark with basically my finding the theme in a chart and that intuitive ability to read and wanting to be successful but still renting where I live at 42 and doing FREE readings while I work at a restaurant. I did feel good for a little while. You made me look in the mirror. I wondered if we could work on shadow work together. I realize you're right my husband says I spend hours on FaceTime listening to customers cry......and I feel like this is right that they are comfortable talking to me, yet they call all the time to vent. Even the paid readings I feel indebted to do a composite and transits for free. I think Astrologers can have this placement. I suffered my whole life as well, it feels like you might have this placement????? You have no idea how very much this video means to me!!!
Thank you so much! This video is helping me map a more detailed healing map. Thank you so much. Yes. I can’t unsee it at this point and it has shaken me to my core. Crutching on cannabis. Working on the here and now. Thank you.
Thank you for breaking this down. I have had the hardest time understanding why I’ve had such a painful journey. It’s been lonely & heavy but your tips are eye opening 💚
Wow Hannah! Aries rising, Capricorn sun Libra moon, Chiron in 12th house Pisces. My mother had a really difficult pregnancy with me. 😢. I have struggled for years as to why things are the way they are for me. I am currently helping many family members. I am suppose to be taking care of me but have put myself on the back burner. Very much an empath . My dreams are crazy and I remember them. Never used drugs. Astrology has opened a door to answer why I am the way I am but I am still struggling to find the correct path to find peace, be happy and abundant.
Thank you! I'm a Spiritual Coach now after a tremendous amount of healing work on myself. You are spot on and this has really described my life before all the healing work. I was specifically watching to get languaging about this wound....as I believe this also describes the people I'm here to help... the target market/niche. Thank you!
Holy shit “not being able to pinpoint what hurt you so bad.” I literally have repressed trauma. I have Dissociative Identity Disorder, and I cannot remember my trauma due to dissociative amnesia. Holy shit.
12th house represents the awareness of interconnection between the material and immaterial. US Chiron in the 12th house just do not understand human life, LET ALONE existence. THE existential dread is real. this position makes people into philosophers. the key i’ve learned is to NEVER STOP QUESTIONING, but it’s IMPERATIVE that we find FIND SOMETHING and sometimes even someone to ground us to our HUMANITY, that feels worth it regardless if it answers the questions or not. chiron 12th housers. is is SO IMPORTANT THAT YOUR DIET IS CLEAN A F. BECAUSE we are so easily deterred and sent into a spiral existential depression or crisis, 70% of our mood regulator hormones and neurotransmitter are made in our gut. so you need to build up resistance in any way possible. bottom line, we are not okay with our sense of our human existence. it just doesn’t make sense to us. Chiron 12th housers wants explanations. and there doesn’t seem to be one. now, not saying to stop questioning. but learn to focus on exploring what you can but find a way to physically satisfy your body that overrides the need to even understand. i did this with clean, alkaline whole food. my existential depression has greatly improved. not because its not there anymore but because, the energy i feel after eating is worth living. you need to figure how to get your mind and body, esp body to choose LIFE. check venus, north node and sun house and sun placements.
This is super accurate, I have this placement and I often just think "why am I in this human form?" and then I'm amazed that I'm an actual human????? like my form is so distant from objects and buildings... let alone our human made conceptual constructs??? like morality and the notion of justice (arbitrary as fuck imo) ... also the diet thing is for sure an influence (I do have Saturn in the 6th though) but yeah, every time I don't eat well I just feel like dying and turn into a cynicism.
This is sooo interesting. My daughter is autistic and has this placement so I know she struggles with the “human experience” we’ve been healing her gut and seeing huge positive improvements.
I get this. I have been a healing arts practitioner for over 30 years. Healing for others is so natural for me. Also Saturn in Pisces and born on the cusp of Pisces and Aries. Planning to retire from my profession and do something different, but have no idea what to do except healing work. To be continued.
Hi. I know this comment is from a while ago, but how did you get your start in the field? Are there any books, certifications, or training that you'd recommend?
Wow, I have listen to many interpretations, and this one resonates so much. I had to listen a couple of times to get it, very deep but at the same time grounded and pragmatic, loved it thank you!!
Chiron in 12th in ♋️. It feels heavy. This resonates so much. Healing needs to start within. I need to really address this first, that way I can be a better healer for others, so I can really embrace my gifts and heal the world... Also I was 3 months premature and in an incubator for about 2 months... I have been taken back to my past life’s, oh yes, I did feel let down but I’m reconnecting. Seeking the truth or my own truth. Yes I did have a recurring nightmare when younger, involving my mother. I’ve had nightmare dreams involving prison and past life’s too... Yes I have experienced psychedelics too... Yes absolutely, it’s about cherishing the moment... Boundaries is big one for me. I feel them but then need to cut the chord. Thank you Hannah for sharing your gifts and this insightful video. 💜
I have Chiron 12th in ♋️ also..I had a hard birth too I almost died (flatlined) and I remember having a vivid nightmare of my mother when I was younger too. Such a heavy placement
I absolutely super mega appreciate you and this video so so so so much. 💖 I do sincerely hope and pray that more souls can heal from the wounds absorbed in vitro- and in turn currently pregnant women with their own current pains and traumas, with the hope of preventing the same cycle from happening to their little babies in their wombs! Oh gosh I could cry thinking about this type of evolutionary movement on the planet!! Blessings to you, beautiful soul!! 💖💖💖
Wow every single word resonated with me! Makes sense how the twelfth house could mean asylums, incarceration etc. For me It feels like its an imprisonment of the mind and also of the spirit.
Uhhh yes it all makes so much sense. I am feeling called to help people and I knew it all along, except I knew I need to heal myself first. Going trough my Saturn return and having transiting Pluto conjunct my Natal Saturn really pushes me to accept all of my wounds and work to hral and accept that I have to do what I am called to. I am also studying astrology, feeling called to study psychology at some point in my life and work to awaken the healer within. I have always been interested in spirituality and the world behind the curtains, but only as I started to allow my intuition to guide me, I felt the ascension happening and it there me into a a whirlpool of healing, awakening and experiencing a lot of universal magic. Thank you for your light, much love.
My Chiron is in Leo in the 12H, however, Aries is the sign in the 12H. I agree with feeling the pain of others but everything else I don't know about that. I am very spiritual and It's the best decision I've made. I understand that in order to experience the good and be content with your life, you must experience pain and embrace the darkness.
I've got Chiron in Gemini with North node, Venus and Sun all in the 12th house.. I can relate with the part in experiencing the pain of humanity from the collective unconscious.. I remember waking up one day and started crying uncontrollably out of nowhere.. it didn't make any sense since I wasn't having any bad dreams.. I looked in the mirror at myself and felt so much sadness pouring out of me.. and it was waay too much for one person.. I remember thinking to myself, how is this even possible? I felt like I wasn't crying for just myself but for everyone in the world who couldn't do it for themselves.. that in life we are taught that being vulnerable is a sign of weakness so we learned to harden our own heart building walls and walls around it so that we don't feel pain and get hurt. I was crying to break down these walls.. and as I did the electrical light above me started flickering to let me know that I'm not alone.
My mom really had bad days when she was pregnant ....I jus felt wat u said just a day before....it was that " I will never be able to get to an end with my suffering...so I jus thought of letting go of being so cautious and jus let go"......what you said gave me more clarity thank you
Spot on. Learnt the hard way. It was difficult but you have to look at the pain and accept it. The healing others thinking you will heal too thing is definitely a trap. Yep, I have this placement in scorpio along with pluto in 12th too. Damn
wow! you spot on for me ! my mother was expecting a boy but got a girl . At birth she went into denial and rejected me the first few weeks , my grandmother had to step in. Then she raised me as a boy until I was old enough to stand up for myself . I never saw this as a wound until now ! Thank you for the insight
this helped me so much. especially what you said about the mothers pregnancy and constantly wanting to help others and trying to seek so many ways of self help
Thank you Hannah🙏 I've been waiting for this! When I was born I didn't cry and the doctors thought I died. There wasn't much pain for my mom while she was pregnant but after I was born she said I was a difficult baby and she was struggling with me
Watching this video last year, I was in a a very “I need answers” energy and I found this video to be so frustrating 😂 wow today I really understand it much better. More in flow these days. Thanks Hannah
If you know your better now then you were then, that’s the only thing that matters. Your mother birthed something better than the pain she went through
The only thing that helped me with allll the pain!! Listen everyone... is... to believe in god... that was my answer to ALL the searching. The moment I said an believed 'god loves you' was the moment where I realized that everything is okay.
I have Chairon in my 12th House in Taurus with my Ketu there too. I have a lot of Pisces energy in my chart and i had so many opportunities to use drugs but i refused them always and while i suffered so much understanding the meaning of life, im working on my spiritual journey so much and on myself so much, that i think this is the best way i can do.❤ Thank you!
My chiron is taurus in the 12th cusp retrograde. My wound is definitely in connections with people. I'm often far too often feeling insecure in a friendship, familial connection, any connection that sticks. "Am I inadequate? Did I do something wrong? " almost constantly seeking confirmation & reassurance if I don't hear from a person "on time" etc
Virgo 12H. Quite spot on. Issues with sleeping definitely. I used to sleep a lot, and now with my mystery ailment, if i don't adhere to certain strict lifestyle choices, i may not sleep at all. It can go on literally for days even. I hope i won't end up in institutions as they surely wouldn't believe this :D Though this sickness has already isolated me enough, so i guess those won't be necessary. I also don't like my dreamworlds nowadays. I used to, but after having dreams full of gore and other awful stuff, or having a dream during which i've thought i'd woken up already a few times only to realize i am still dreaming (and being super confused when i finally wake up). Edit: oh, and the night terrors. Forgot to mention those. And keeping busy because i don't know what to do with the overwhelming emotions. It's easy to say to "just be with the feelings" or something, but a whole another thing to actually put it into practice This placement i think also indicates to my mental trauma due to being brought up as a christian. It could also be indicated (as well) by Saturn in Pisces 6H, which opposes my Chiron, or perhaps my Pluto & lunar north node conjunction, which Chiron also squares. Anyways, growing up in an abusive household, while also hearing how everything is god's will and plan messed me up properly. I felt like i was thrown into some surreal torture chamber, where suffering is the only sure expectation, and i would have to ride it through perfectly and gracefully in order to avoid god's punishment and eventually, hell. I can kinda agree with the sentiment of what you heard from the other 12H Chiron guy. Life just happens without asking, it's fundamentally involuntary. Though i don't personally enjoy much of my time here. I'm just waiting my time to end here, trying to stay somewhat sane and when reasonably possible, ease the journey of others. To me life has often felt unfair and forced, and it's gross to me what we have to endure here. It literally makes me nauseous that out of nowhere we are dragged into existence and have to go potentially unimaginably horrifying things through life. I know not everyone has it rough, and perhaps honestly even enjoy life. This nevertheless has made me more empathetic (in the times i'm not completely crushed) to have empathy, especially towards those unfortunate. I also have been sceptical about this whole past life thing, among other claims as well. I find that often in spiritual/astrological circles people try to quickly find any explanation for their interpretations. I'm personally surprised how well astrology has semed to work out, but i don't need to explain it to validate that. It works, and i don't need to force an explanation into it prematurely, if i don't know the real reason. Or maybe it doesn't work, but my mind works subconsciously to align with it or something :D I guess people don't want to feel or be labeled as mad perhaps, so a half thought reasoning is given to make it seem legit. Also, people are convinced to the extreme of some ideas and feelings, not only thinking it's true/real, but living it as a reality, and people also can change these convictions. People who have been devoutly religious turn to atheists and vice versa. That alone should give clue how little we know for certain, especially if one has gone such a process. Understanding that can bring more openness and empathy to conversations, as we are all just hairless apes, trying to figure out this world and our complicated psyche.
Best video I've been able to find about 12th house Chiron. Amazing job! Now if you want to help me with my Chiron being in Taurus in the 12th House I'd be forever grateful! Lolbs!
i agree with what you said about psychedelics. they've got incredible potential for expanding consciousness but they demand respect and responsible use else they'll cut you down to size. i've experienced the highest and the lowest they have to over and am massively in support of them, but they are not a toy. they will always give you what you need, but it may not be what you want or expect.
I've been able to pinpoint 2 deep wounds from working with my dreams and I believe dreams have the potential to be a huge healing modality for many. In my experience it's how the dream made me feel when I woke up, and that feeling or emotion is the wound. Once I identified the emotion, which took a few months by the way, the things that happened in the dream made more sense and all of a sudden the times in my life that happened, to create the wound, started coming back to me. Again it's how the dream makes you feel that is important for this kind of work. Anyways maybe this info might help one person in some way. (showing my Chiron here) 😜 Thank you for this! I resonated with much of what you said and you gave some very helpful advice. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💜💜💜
haha I’ve been thinking about the situation around my birth a lot recently and here comes this video! Chiron is so interesting. I have it in my 12th house along with my moon, but it got saved by a couple of degrees and rests in sagittarius. so much to feel in this life. thank you for this ❤️
Very informative ❤ thanks Hannah I appreciate this fr fr ! I have this placement in Scorpio in the 12 house everything you said really resonates with me . I'm a medium I help ppl with grief ❤❤❤
I had a dream about Beyonce being a Centaur and rushing up to me in an intimidating manner. Now I’m all of a sudden looking deep into Chiron and his aspects on my chart. Weird, I know 😅 A lot of trouble sleeping and crazy dreams. Chiron in Gemini in the 12th House. Chiron is also at the Apex of one of my Yod’s. Awesome vid! 🙏🏽
Thank you Hannah for making this video, so many of your videos have helped me come to terms with things I have struggled with in my life. One Happy Subscriber 😊
Well, what can I say. I am an empath and setting the boundaries was the main theme of at least last 3 years, it was incredibly difficult! The second thing is that a past life karma, what I believe(what my chart seems clearly to confirm) and what I know was confirmed by, who I believe are being my, spirit guides. I know exactly what it was and this is very accurate. I've just released this cycle, actually, just healed, I released long time ago, it was what I thought happened, but it was still not healed in this particular parallel reality, timeline and lifetime, in which the harmful karma was attached. Thank you Hannah 💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫 We have no idea what is real, cause what is real is beyond the human mind and what we used to consider as real. We need to quiet our human mind in order to get to know the truth, to step aside and outside and let our heart to become our new mind. Love
The accuracy is a bit overwhelming. I’m not sure how my mother’s pregnancy with me went. I know she gave birth to me by herself, but when you said “her pain is your pain.” I felt that. I often talk about how we carry our mother’s wounds, generational wounds. I didn’t realize this placement plays such a critical role in how I came to feel her pain. My mother and I don’t even talk about her past too much. I just feel it.
7:05 Yeah, right here yes indeed that's how it was put People and things before me 1st, 😊I I'm smiling because not I know. THANK YOU FOR Thank you for resonating The Flash💥of knowledge. for us to understand and feel.
Hannah I know you have heard this comments so many times I’m a Virgo rising like you I was born in 1994 June 23 I’m a cancer with a Capricorn moon but every single thing you said in this video I’m not a even exaggerating even down to the night terrors even down to constantly feel like I’ve got to figure out a way to heal my Chiron in the 12th house I am so scared of falling asleep I have a lot at night terrors I am just in complete shock thank you so much for this video I love you
I have Moon in my twelve house conjunct my Chiron, and my moon conjunct my Lilith are all in Scorpio in the twelfth house. Since Pluto sits on my first house and rising although it’s in Sagittarius. It’s a lot of water energy going on in my twelfth house. And that is quite true watching news regarding natural disasters, diseases, people getting hurt, and etcetera it’s horrible while I’m at home continuing to live my life every single day not in the house all the time, but what I do, how I feel, how I think, my interactions, and so forth. My mom gave birth to me from her C section which was her surgery, and when it was done my time of birth is 10:45 AM. And some time after I was giving birth I happen to be diagnosed with mosaic Down syndrome, if you do your research it’s like Down syndrome but different. I think Mosaicism has to do with tripling the number of chromosomes, and my syndrome is often involved with DNA & Genetics. As person with moon in the twelfth house in Scorpio, along with Chiron, Lilith, and other asteroids like Urania in my twelfth house too. The description for both Scorpio Chiron and moon in the twelfth turns into something dark or puts me in a dark place in my mind. All those suppressed emotions I feel like no one cares about how I feel and that hurts me. I saw description about Chiron I’m Scorpio and in the twelfth house on Astro-Seek and it’s pretty accurate about how I think and feel. I am not just an empath for its trait but I tend to feel a lot, if someone hurts me they won’t be sorry. Also when it comes to my intense Scorpio moon and rising eyes, in real life I may come off little intimidating or I might hurt someone which I don’t intend to hurt anyone. Just I’m afraid of speaking up for myself, and people don’t know when to stop talking about certain things which annoys me, and lastly is feeling hurt or being hurt.
I've been waiting on this one as I have Chiron in the 12th house. Great video Hannah, it really resonated with me other than the drug and alcohol part, I don't do drugs and barely drink. The rest of it though, spot on 🙋. It doesn't help that my Chiron is in cancer, my moon and rising is also in cancer and North node is in pisces🤦I'm an aries sun and I have a stelluim in capricorn though and Earth is my dominant element followed by water so I think that definitely helps😅
Wow, our charts are so similar! 😃 Mostly all of what you shared also applies to me (the Cancer 12th house Chiron, cancer moon and rising, Capricorn stellium, Pisces North node), minus the Aries sun. 💜 Perhaps we have even more similarities with each other or share a common story, that would be interesting. Would be lovely talking to you as a friend, if you wish 😊
Omg the amount of times I have heard mums story about her longass labour with me 😂 and daaang yeah this is freaking on point. I lost my faith for a while there after being SO COMMITTED and I couldn’t stop smoking weed all day every day for two years… I also decipher the absolute EFF OUT OF MY DREAMS! Literally dreamt about a giant crocodile the other day and was like “it’s my perception of the lockdown lol”. I’m obsessed with spirituality, I’m a tarot reader and yet daaang this is so on point. I’m obsessed with needing to heal through spirituality. And I HATE THE EVERYDAY SHIT. I get so angry and upset over it… like wooow and I’ve had nightmares ALLLL MY LIFE. I used to be terrified of watching scary movies as a kid because I just knew I would have a really scary dream haha and you’re so right with the drugs. I have definitely considered checking myself into a psyche ward. Thankyou for being so honest about this
I really sat on this. And I think this is actually a perfect placement to have for simultaneously helping others while healing yourself. If you assign the meaning that every person is self, an aspect of the greater reality in the form of an individual, then I would be working out my unconscious, their unconscious, and healing collective trauma through each person I help. I learn deep lessons about self and the universe at large by seeing myself in others. And seeing them in me. Which is why it is so easy to see the shadows and bruises and the places that need healing.. because though we are all unique expressions of existence and having varying circumstances and ranges of hurt and trauma, the feeling that those burdens cause is universal... and through helping others physically, verbally, emotionally.. we liberate our minds and our spirits in the astrals.. which eventually will have a 100 monkey effect of liberate the collective unconscious one being at a time. Like a collective knot that needs to be untangled. It isn’t running from self or being disillusioned... it’s healing and loving and being empathic though we can’t see how it is helping self or the massive impact of others immediately.. but of course seeing that Aries energy is also needed. Going back to the being.. self is also needed to just have diversity I life. There is always suffering in this dimension. And figuring out that taking a bath, playing a fun game together, being more child like with emotions and hurt is also just as effective of healing hurt as soul retrieval’s, inner child mediation, chanting mantras for hours... it’s all relevant. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
My mom and i both have urinary tract infection. And every time I see animals suffering it kills me inside, I can not watch them. That is why I am vegan. Well I have this placement.
My Spirituality has been difficult. I was raised Christian,but I didn't really believe. I went because I was brought along. I recently took interest in New Age stuff. I blew off most my adult life, but I'm going back to school. I gathered this placement suggested looking for a purpose in this life
Thank you for sharing!! My pregnancy was not plan my mother was very emotinaly unstable 🤔 She is very emotinaly unstable so growing with her was very emotinaly unsafe. When she was unhappy everybody aroud has to be like that! Yes I have tendency to over help other and I build boundriens to not to do that as was draining me🤗 I can be busy but not very effective but I am working on it! 🤗
My mum was in prison awaiting trail throughout her whole pregnancy because my dad was a drug lord. My mum found out the man she loved had a whole side family so was a lot to bare. The pregnancy wasn’t planned so was a lot for my mum.
Thank you Hannah, so so true... this is even more extreme as I have a stellium in 6th and virgo mars, chiron in gemini in 12th. This feels like Keto in the 7th house and rahu in first
one thing i’ve learned to accept with “their pain, my pain” concept is to recognize “their pain, their growth” pain is the bridge to evolution and if i engage and overhand myself into their pain or suffering, i’m literally blocking their potential growth and evolution.
you can feel their pain, but then AFFIRM yourself that this is their battle. my battle is simply my awareness. do not mix battles.
sometimes even putting your frustration into power of existence levels you out because the universe will take that energy and just transmute it. especially if you focalize your energy is a conscious, non vengeful or reactive way.
This is beautiful and extremely honest. I agree and i hope others with this placement will take your words into consideration when experiencing 12th house issues. 💜✨ blessings to you sweet pea!
Very well said.
This is so bizarre. My dad missed my delivery so labor was extra hard on my mom and I was early! I have been one to volunteer and serve my whole life-even in a foreign orphanage. I became a birth worker. I am extremely religious and spiritual. This was spot on.
This is probably the most accurate placement in my birth chart. Obviously everything else makes sense, but this explains my life from A to Z. This is crazy, every single detail you gave was exactly how I feel everyday.
Same
I dont know if this has any baring on it but my mother was a cancer and my venus is in Cancer and my rising sign is in Cancer theres more to it but anyway.
I have this, and my moon in the 12th house. I’m 18 right now and haven’t hung out with friends in multiple years. Haven’t been able to get over my ex that whole time, life can be rough
IT MADE A LOT OF SENSE ! Now I will be just accepting , that's it ! Pain is just normal in life, we just need to feel it , and let it go...That's one of the best lessons I can take from 12th house, detachment.
It was super helpful, thank you very much !
Selfishness is when it is in your power to help and you refuse because you feel it is not your call to help. We must offer assistance to one another when we rationally could, and do not have to expect any reward for our assistance!
her pain is my pain is facts. when she would struggle i would feel so much pressure on me and go into shock cause i couldnt just snap my finger and make life rich and comfortable. And yea, not knowing why this pain is here, not remembering your childhood at all for whatever reason has led me to just accepting the memories will either never pop up or its just not time.
Desiree Noelle im not even sure but it would make perfect sense if that placement was the reason. EXTREMELY frustrating to heal wounds when you dont know how you got them, who you picked them up from, who/what traumatized you, its like starting a complete clean slate on having to find things out about yourself and its not fair, i dont understand why we have to work even harder and im sure its even harder if you have no family members to ask how you were back then, or even if you do, they dont remember or give vague descriptions. gotta rely on spirit at that point.. but its hard when you also dont know how to understand the guidance given to you. its so frustrating even typing this because you wanna know so bad, i dont remember my life up til 8th grade (forgot the age for that grade) and im 19 lol. it would be easier if we had something to work with. i just leave it alone altogether due to it being too stressful, an ah ha happens here and there but until it all comes together then ima live my life.
Wow this video was very spot on.
My mother was 15 years old when she was pregnant. She said she was always sick and couldn’t keep anything down.
My grandma also had her at a young age. I broke that teen mom pattern but when I had my baby at 27 years old I still felt like a child.. now I see why. I have SO MUCH unresolved trauma… I avoid drinking alcohol- being raised by annoying alcoholics helped with that lol I also know I have an addictive personality. I’m so happy to have tapped into astrology and spirituality.
I also have my Sun, Venus and Mercury in the 12th house… I especially resonated with with “*difficulty in attending to my every day needs*” and BUSY without getting anywhere!!!!
Thank you for being here Hannah I love your videos ❤ you’ve helped me figure out so much about myself.
i'm scared at how all of it was spot on. especially when she said that "maybe the concept of god let you down" wtf. and all the pain or struggles of others were also mine and i've been identifying myself with it. i thought that i'll be satisfied but there's just indescribable pain inside.
You really channeled this energy. I have this placement and felt this so deeply. Gratitude❤️🙏🏾
Man, this video got me soooo frustrated I’m not even going to lie. This placement is very complicated.
The worlds suffering drains me so much that I’ve learned to not feel as a coping mechanism. I used to be so empathetic and I wanted to do nothing more than help other people. I’ve always been the “therapy” friend, online and offline. I can identify peoples problems. But I cannot identify my own problems at all.
SAME. Sending you love. Blessed be sister. 💜✨
The busyness for sake of being busy is what I do when I feel a lot of energy building, creative energy ...I'm working on channeling better..into my actual creative endeavors instead of cleaning, etc ...it's a form of avoidance and energy mismanagement....I really resonate with most of this video, thank you!
I also have created a program for people struggling with addictive behaviors, based off my experience....so that was really beautiful to hear that suggestion..it was affirming 💙💙💙
Hannah, your knowledge of this placement is absolutely remarkable, and I'm floored by how accurately this describes me. It was almost eerie, right down to the part about my mother's pain feeling like my own and her pregnancy being difficult. ((my father hit her when she was 7 months pregnant with me) Thank you for this video, truly.
Thank you. After listening to what you described in this video, now I can take a rest from the endless self-judgement.
This is so right on it’s creepy. My mom’s dad died when she was pregnant with me, and it was hard for her. She also had a ton of morning sickness. She also was very poor and already had an 18 month old (my big brother). We were super close growing up but now we are nearly estranged. I had a feeling my Chiron would be about one or the other parent. Thank you so much for the confirmation and tips to help ♥️♥️♥️
Hold up, my mom's dad died to WTF!!!
Blue Butterflies that’s so weirdddd!!!
Essi that’s so beautiful that you can recognize the things within you need to change! I’ve literally been feeling the same way, pulling away from patterns of thinking I was raised with. At first it was scary, but now I feel a sense of growth. It’s amazing how similar people with the same stars are, and even Chiron signs! I hope your growth continues and you come out the other side with every blessing that comes with growth! ♥️
Whoa! This video is gold!One:my mom had a mini heat stroke while pregnant with me,even though she said I was rather easy being carried..My birth was delayed for sure,I was born a day later. But my childhood was kinda traumatic and full of strive,rejection,and unhappiness until much much later until there was peace 😌
This really just leathern summed up me & my whole experience. My mother had health issues when she was pregnant with me & then was abusive to me from my early years & as I was growing up. I have no contact with her now. Almost everything you said sounded exactly like me. Thank you Hannah. 🙏💖🌏
Working on this currently. Right now even, I feel like crying. Never understood why sometimes I just feel like crying (releasing) and I can't. Or I'll get restless when I'm alone and feel like I need to have my mind busy so I'd do anything to keep the "feelings" at bay.
I never thought any astrology video would make me cry let alone any video. This was a lot to digest even though I knew it but to hear it from someone else set it to a whole different level. Thank you 🙏🏾
Obviously very, very accurate 👍
For me your channel is very important part of my healing process. I found your videos around may 2018 and many of them made me realise the importance of healthy selfishness, childlike pleasures and all of those fire issues. And also made me even more aware of all the different perspectives people can view the world.
Spiritual journey which I started with you resulted with me fulfilling my dream (which I literally dreamed during the pices full moon last year). I'm moving to another country, starting fresh new life distancing myself from 'slightly' toxic mother. And I have never been so much in peace and happiness with myself my entire life.
I think all of that can be summed up with simple 'thank you' that you do what you do. Watching you grow and finding your place was a huge source of inspiration for my own life.
And ironically in my new job I'll be designing mental health hospitals 😉
Sending all the love and kisses 😘
Oh my God this so accurate for me.. My mom had a complicated life growing up and throughout her pregnancy with me she had to get a c section and by the time I was born I was very small. I always felt like we were not connected as much as I wanted and our relationship is very strained, which has led me to get too attached to other people and having issues with setting boundaries. Thank you so much for this.💜✨
Hannah, you just earned me as a life long sub. I am an Astrologer who does readings and have been since I was in college almost 20 years ago. I have just started exploring centaurs and asteroids to help depth to my readings and healing particularly. I go live and do makeup on FB and read for people and do many just free readings...I have stayed awake all night "healing " with my readings whom I like to call my astro-fam because I'm not their Astrologer I'm their friends. Now naturally I'm a Pisces and have Mercury as well in my 10th house of Pisces. I have a Gemini moon and ascendant, my Venus is in Aries and Mars in Virgo. Moon squares my mars and my mother is Narcassitic and I., Her first child. She worked ALOT as a child she used gifts to substitute her absence and is on her 7th marriage. I struggled with addiction and my first husband passed away he was 15 years older. This happened on my Saturn return. My mother ruthlessly took emergency custody of my only child(cannot have more children). My brothers do not speak to her however she jumps for them on a dime. We are strained but I always answer her calls. I still love her deeply and defend her and hate her at the same time. Losing my child left a whole in my soul. Seeing my Chiron in the 12th didn't excite me, I know the implications of 12th house placements particularly Saturn..oddly I always related to the grim....hopelessness of Saturn in the 12, mine is obviously in the 4th. Anyhow you defined my whole life in one placement. You are so helpful to others because even Astrologers are ALWAYS learning and growing. From my mother, to the dedication to heal others, to the restlessness(I always attributed to my Gemini placements) to the seeking of answers (Astrology since I was 12 and reading Linda Goodman) all the way to my goals and getting nowhere. I have done some readings that have gained me life long clients, I hit the mark with basically my finding the theme in a chart and that intuitive ability to read and wanting to be successful but still renting where I live at 42 and doing FREE readings while I work at a restaurant. I did feel good for a little while. You made me look in the mirror. I wondered if we could work on shadow work together. I realize you're right my husband says I spend hours on FaceTime listening to customers cry......and I feel like this is right that they are comfortable talking to me, yet they call all the time to vent. Even the paid readings I feel indebted to do a composite and transits for free. I think Astrologers can have this placement. I suffered my whole life as well, it feels like you might have this placement????? You have no idea how very much this video means to me!!!
Thank you so much! This video is helping me map a more detailed healing map. Thank you so much. Yes. I can’t unsee it at this point and it has shaken me to my core. Crutching on cannabis. Working on the here and now. Thank you.
Thank you for breaking this down. I have had the hardest time understanding why I’ve had such a painful journey. It’s been lonely & heavy but your tips are eye opening 💚
Wow Hannah! Aries rising, Capricorn sun Libra moon, Chiron in 12th house Pisces. My mother had a really difficult pregnancy with me. 😢. I have struggled for years as to why things are the way they are for me. I am currently helping many family members. I am suppose to be taking care of me but have put myself on the back burner. Very much an empath . My dreams are crazy and I remember them. Never used drugs. Astrology has opened a door to answer why I am the way I am but I am still struggling to find the correct path to find peace, be happy and abundant.
Thank you! I'm a Spiritual Coach now after a tremendous amount of healing work on myself. You are spot on and this has really described my life before all the healing work. I was specifically watching to get languaging about this wound....as I believe this also describes the people I'm here to help... the target market/niche.
Thank you!
This is spot on me. Thank you for your insight xo
Holy shit “not being able to pinpoint what hurt you so bad.” I literally have repressed trauma. I have Dissociative Identity Disorder, and I cannot remember my trauma due to dissociative amnesia. Holy shit.
you nailed it. i am in tears- but don't worry - going to heal! love you so much. thank you sister. thank you so much! and for the great E book
12th house represents the awareness of interconnection between the material and immaterial. US Chiron in the 12th house just do not understand human life, LET ALONE existence. THE existential dread is real.
this position makes people into philosophers. the key i’ve learned is to NEVER STOP QUESTIONING, but it’s IMPERATIVE that we find FIND SOMETHING and sometimes even someone to ground us to our HUMANITY, that feels worth it regardless if it answers the questions or not.
chiron 12th housers.
is is SO IMPORTANT THAT YOUR DIET IS CLEAN A F.
BECAUSE we are so easily deterred and sent into a spiral existential depression or crisis, 70% of our mood regulator hormones and neurotransmitter are made in our gut.
so you need to build up resistance in any way possible.
bottom line, we are not okay with our sense of our human existence. it just doesn’t make sense to us. Chiron 12th housers wants explanations. and there doesn’t seem to be one.
now, not saying to stop questioning. but learn to focus on exploring what you can but find a way to physically satisfy your body that overrides the need to even understand.
i did this with clean, alkaline whole food. my existential depression has greatly improved. not because its not there anymore but because, the energy i feel after eating is worth living.
you need to figure how to get your mind and body, esp body to choose LIFE.
check venus, north node and sun house and sun placements.
This is super accurate, I have this placement and I often just think "why am I in this human form?" and then I'm amazed that I'm an actual human????? like my form is so distant from objects and buildings... let alone our human made conceptual constructs??? like morality and the notion of justice (arbitrary as fuck imo) ... also the diet thing is for sure an influence (I do have Saturn in the 6th though) but yeah, every time I don't eat well I just feel like dying and turn into a cynicism.
This is sooo interesting. My daughter is autistic and has this placement so I know she struggles with the “human experience” we’ve been healing her gut and seeing huge positive improvements.
I get this. I have been a healing arts practitioner for over 30 years. Healing for others is so natural for me. Also Saturn in Pisces and born on the cusp of Pisces and Aries. Planning to retire from my profession and do something different, but have no idea what to do except healing work. To be continued.
Hi. I know this comment is from a while ago, but how did you get your start in the field? Are there any books, certifications, or training that you'd recommend?
Wow, I have listen to many interpretations, and this one resonates so much. I had to listen a couple of times to get it, very deep but at the same time grounded and pragmatic, loved it thank you!!
Chiron in 12th in ♋️. It feels heavy. This resonates so much. Healing needs to start within. I need to really address this first, that way I can be a better healer for others, so I can really embrace my gifts and heal the world... Also I was 3 months premature and in an incubator for about 2 months... I have been taken back to my past life’s, oh yes, I did feel let down but I’m reconnecting. Seeking the truth or my own truth. Yes I did have a recurring nightmare when younger, involving my mother. I’ve had nightmare dreams involving prison and past life’s too... Yes I have experienced psychedelics too... Yes absolutely, it’s about cherishing the moment... Boundaries is big one for me. I feel them but then need to cut the chord.
Thank you Hannah for sharing your gifts and this insightful video. 💜
I have Chiron 12th in ♋️ also..I had a hard birth too I almost died (flatlined) and I remember having a vivid nightmare of my mother when I was younger too. Such a heavy placement
I absolutely super mega appreciate you and this video so so so so much. 💖 I do sincerely hope and pray that more souls can heal from the wounds absorbed in vitro- and in turn currently pregnant women with their own current pains and traumas, with the hope of preventing the same cycle from happening to their little babies in their wombs! Oh gosh I could cry thinking about this type of evolutionary movement on the planet!! Blessings to you, beautiful soul!! 💖💖💖
Why are you so on it !!!! SOMEONE THAT UNDERSTANDS THIS WAS SO HEALING!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow every single word resonated with me! Makes sense how the twelfth house could mean asylums, incarceration etc. For me It feels like its an imprisonment of the mind and also of the spirit.
Uhhh yes it all makes so much sense. I am feeling called to help people and I knew it all along, except I knew I need to heal myself first. Going trough my Saturn return and having transiting Pluto conjunct my Natal Saturn really pushes me to accept all of my wounds and work to hral and accept that I have to do what I am called to. I am also studying astrology, feeling called to study psychology at some point in my life and work to awaken the healer within. I have always been interested in spirituality and the world behind the curtains, but only as I started to allow my intuition to guide me, I felt the ascension happening and it there me into a a whirlpool of healing, awakening and experiencing a lot of universal magic.
Thank you for your light, much love.
My Chiron is in Leo in the 12H, however, Aries is the sign in the 12H. I agree with feeling the pain of others but everything else I don't know about that. I am very spiritual and It's the best decision I've made. I understand that in order to experience the good and be content with your life, you must experience pain and embrace the darkness.
I've got Chiron in Gemini with North node, Venus and Sun all in the 12th house.. I can relate with the part in experiencing the pain of humanity from the collective unconscious..
I remember waking up one day and started crying uncontrollably out of nowhere.. it didn't make any sense since I wasn't having any bad dreams.. I looked in the mirror at myself and felt so much sadness pouring out of me.. and it was waay too much for one person.. I remember thinking to myself, how is this even possible? I felt like I wasn't crying for just myself but for everyone in the world who couldn't do it for themselves.. that in life we are taught that being vulnerable is a sign of weakness so we learned to harden our own heart building walls and walls around it so that we don't feel pain and get hurt.
I was crying to break down these walls.. and as I did the electrical light above me started flickering to let me know that I'm not alone.
My mom really had bad days when she was pregnant ....I jus felt wat u said just a day before....it was that " I will never be able to get to an end with my suffering...so I jus thought of letting go of being so cautious and jus let go"......what you said gave me more clarity thank you
i feel you did a great job informing me of why I have been dealing with things in my life so far. thank you .blessed be
I have this placement. It’s uncanny how accurate your interpretation has played out in my life. 😅
Ohhh wow!!! My mom was very sick and i was a premie 😮 spot on
Spot on. Learnt the hard way. It was difficult but you have to look at the pain and accept it. The healing others thinking you will heal too thing is definitely a trap. Yep, I have this placement in scorpio along with pluto in 12th too. Damn
Wow, very comprehensive video on chiron in 12th. Thank you, subscribed.
wow! you spot on for me ! my mother was expecting a boy but got a girl . At birth she went into denial and rejected me the first few weeks , my grandmother had to step in. Then she raised me as a boy until I was old enough to stand up for myself . I never saw this as a wound until now ! Thank you for the insight
this helped me so much. especially what you said about the mothers pregnancy and constantly wanting to help others and trying to seek so many ways of self help
Thank you Hannah🙏 I've been waiting for this! When I was born I didn't cry and the doctors thought I died. There wasn't much pain for my mom while she was pregnant but after I was born she said I was a difficult baby and she was struggling with me
Been waiting for this one...
Oh...I was a C-section baby with problems. Yeah, this is totally my wound...
Omg. Thank you so much for this video. I needed this. Right now.
Watching this video last year, I was in a a very “I need answers” energy and I found this video to be so frustrating 😂 wow today I really understand it much better. More in flow these days. Thanks Hannah
If you know your better now then you were then, that’s the only thing that matters. Your mother birthed something better than the pain she went through
Oh this really resonated. Everything resonated...
Are you using sidereal or western?
This is my daughter's placement. I was just 15 when I had her, so this Chiron makes sense!
The only thing that helped me with allll the pain!! Listen everyone... is... to believe in god... that was my answer to ALL the searching. The moment I said an believed 'god loves you' was the moment where I realized that everything is okay.
I have Chairon in my 12th House in Taurus with my Ketu there too. I have a lot of Pisces energy in my chart and i had so many opportunities to use drugs but i refused them always and while i suffered so much understanding the meaning of life, im working on my spiritual journey so much and on myself so much, that i think this is the best way i can do.❤ Thank you!
My chiron is taurus in the 12th cusp retrograde. My wound is definitely in connections with people. I'm often far too often feeling insecure in a friendship, familial connection, any connection that sticks. "Am I inadequate? Did I do something wrong? " almost constantly seeking confirmation & reassurance if I don't hear from a person "on time" etc
Wow that was wonderful. It makes really sense. Please make another video about the signs in chiron in 12th house🙌🙌
Virgo 12H. Quite spot on. Issues with sleeping definitely. I used to sleep a lot, and now with my mystery ailment, if i don't adhere to certain strict lifestyle choices, i may not sleep at all. It can go on literally for days even. I hope i won't end up in institutions as they surely wouldn't believe this :D Though this sickness has already isolated me enough, so i guess those won't be necessary. I also don't like my dreamworlds nowadays. I used to, but after having dreams full of gore and other awful stuff, or having a dream during which i've thought i'd woken up already a few times only to realize i am still dreaming (and being super confused when i finally wake up).
Edit: oh, and the night terrors. Forgot to mention those. And keeping busy because i don't know what to do with the overwhelming emotions. It's easy to say to "just be with the feelings" or something, but a whole another thing to actually put it into practice
This placement i think also indicates to my mental trauma due to being brought up as a christian. It could also be indicated (as well) by Saturn in Pisces 6H, which opposes my Chiron, or perhaps my Pluto & lunar north node conjunction, which Chiron also squares. Anyways, growing up in an abusive household, while also hearing how everything is god's will and plan messed me up properly. I felt like i was thrown into some surreal torture chamber, where suffering is the only sure expectation, and i would have to ride it through perfectly and gracefully in order to avoid god's punishment and eventually, hell.
I can kinda agree with the sentiment of what you heard from the other 12H Chiron guy. Life just happens without asking, it's fundamentally involuntary. Though i don't personally enjoy much of my time here. I'm just waiting my time to end here, trying to stay somewhat sane and when reasonably possible, ease the journey of others. To me life has often felt unfair and forced, and it's gross to me what we have to endure here. It literally makes me nauseous that out of nowhere we are dragged into existence and have to go potentially unimaginably horrifying things through life. I know not everyone has it rough, and perhaps honestly even enjoy life. This nevertheless has made me more empathetic (in the times i'm not completely crushed) to have empathy, especially towards those unfortunate.
I also have been sceptical about this whole past life thing, among other claims as well. I find that often in spiritual/astrological circles people try to quickly find any explanation for their interpretations. I'm personally surprised how well astrology has semed to work out, but i don't need to explain it to validate that. It works, and i don't need to force an explanation into it prematurely, if i don't know the real reason. Or maybe it doesn't work, but my mind works subconsciously to align with it or something :D I guess people don't want to feel or be labeled as mad perhaps, so a half thought reasoning is given to make it seem legit.
Also, people are convinced to the extreme of some ideas and feelings, not only thinking it's true/real, but living it as a reality, and people also can change these convictions. People who have been devoutly religious turn to atheists and vice versa. That alone should give clue how little we know for certain, especially if one has gone such a process. Understanding that can bring more openness and empathy to conversations, as we are all just hairless apes, trying to figure out this world and our complicated psyche.
Best video I've been able to find about 12th house Chiron. Amazing job! Now if you want to help me with my Chiron being in Taurus in the 12th House I'd be forever grateful! Lolbs!
The night terrors and fear or the astral plane and insomnia really got me but she was all on for me love her channel
i agree with what you said about psychedelics. they've got incredible potential for expanding consciousness but they demand respect and responsible use else they'll cut you down to size. i've experienced the highest and the lowest they have to over and am massively in support of them, but they are not a toy. they will always give you what you need, but it may not be what you want or expect.
I've been able to pinpoint 2 deep wounds from working with my dreams and I believe dreams have the potential to be a huge healing modality for many. In my experience it's how the dream made me feel when I woke up, and that feeling or emotion is the wound. Once I identified the emotion, which took a few months by the way, the things that happened in the dream made more sense and all of a sudden the times in my life that happened, to create the wound, started coming back to me. Again it's how the dream makes you feel that is important for this kind of work. Anyways maybe this info might help one person in some way. (showing my Chiron here) 😜
Thank you for this! I resonated with much of what you said and you gave some very helpful advice. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💜💜💜
haha I’ve been thinking about the situation around my birth a lot recently and here comes this video! Chiron is so interesting. I have it in my 12th house along with my moon, but it got saved by a couple of degrees and rests in sagittarius. so much to feel in this life. thank you for this ❤️
Very informative ❤ thanks Hannah I appreciate this fr fr ! I have this placement in Scorpio in the 12 house everything you said really resonates with me . I'm a medium I help ppl with grief ❤❤❤
I had a dream about Beyonce being a Centaur and rushing up to me in an intimidating manner. Now I’m all of a sudden looking deep into Chiron and his aspects on my chart. Weird, I know 😅 A lot of trouble sleeping and crazy dreams. Chiron in Gemini in the 12th House. Chiron is also at the Apex of one of my Yod’s. Awesome vid! 🙏🏽
Thank you Hannah for making this video, so many of your videos have helped me come to terms with things I have struggled with in my life.
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This was profound thank you. I have Chiron 18 degrees Taurus in the 12th house. 🙏❤️✨
So spot on. I even want to hug you when I heard the pain in your voice in 17:08
My mom had a really hard labor, this is very accurate
Wow Chiron in Gemini this is so true and deep. I relate to everything you mentioned. Thanks.
Well, what can I say. I am an empath and setting the boundaries was the main theme of at least last 3 years, it was incredibly difficult! The second thing is that a past life karma, what I believe(what my chart seems clearly to confirm) and what I know was confirmed by, who I believe are being my, spirit guides. I know exactly what it was and this is very accurate. I've just released this cycle, actually, just healed, I released long time ago, it was what I thought happened, but it was still not healed in this particular parallel reality, timeline and lifetime, in which the harmful karma was attached.
Thank you Hannah 💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫💫
We have no idea what is real, cause what is real is beyond the human mind and what we used to consider as real. We need to quiet our human mind in order to get to know the truth, to step aside and outside and let our heart to become our new mind. Love
My chiron is in the 12th house and I’ve always been super drawn to maternity work 🥺❤️
The accuracy is a bit overwhelming. I’m not sure how my mother’s pregnancy with me went. I know she gave birth to me by herself, but when you said “her pain is your pain.” I felt that. I often talk about how we carry our mother’s wounds, generational wounds. I didn’t realize this placement plays such a critical role in how I came to feel her pain. My mother and I don’t even talk about her past too much. I just feel it.
7:05 Yeah, right here yes indeed that's how it was put People and things before me 1st, 😊I I'm smiling because not I know. THANK YOU FOR Thank you for resonating The Flash💥of knowledge. for us to understand and feel.
Chiron in Taurus 12th house. The childhood nightmares were intense
Same here...I felt unloved and abandoned...but my mother does not seem to be sorry about it.
My partner is tanking you load for this lovely video and the suggestion you gave to heal this wound...💕
This is my second time hearing this thank you 😊
Very accurate ! Hopefully I've identified some of my main wounds and I feel I'm more able to heal other because of that!
Hannah I know you have heard this comments so many times I’m a Virgo rising like you I was born in 1994 June 23 I’m a cancer with a Capricorn moon but every single thing you said in this video I’m not a even exaggerating even down to the night terrors even down to constantly feel like I’ve got to figure out a way to heal my Chiron in the 12th house I am so scared of falling asleep I have a lot at night terrors I am just in complete shock thank you so much for this video I love you
This is beautiful. Thank you.
I have Moon in my twelve house conjunct my Chiron, and my moon conjunct my Lilith are all in Scorpio in the twelfth house. Since Pluto sits on my first house and rising although it’s in Sagittarius.
It’s a lot of water energy going on in my twelfth house. And that is quite true watching news regarding natural disasters, diseases, people getting hurt, and etcetera it’s horrible while I’m at home continuing to live my life every single day not in the house all the time, but what I do, how I feel, how I think, my interactions, and so forth.
My mom gave birth to me from her C section which was her surgery, and when it was done my time of birth is 10:45 AM. And some time after I was giving birth I happen to be diagnosed with mosaic Down syndrome, if you do your research it’s like Down syndrome but different. I think Mosaicism has to do with tripling the number of chromosomes, and my syndrome is often involved with DNA & Genetics.
As person with moon in the twelfth house in Scorpio, along with Chiron, Lilith, and other asteroids like Urania in my twelfth house too. The description for both Scorpio Chiron and moon in the twelfth turns into something dark or puts me in a dark place in my mind. All those suppressed emotions I feel like no one cares about how I feel and that hurts me. I saw description about Chiron I’m Scorpio and in the twelfth house on Astro-Seek and it’s pretty accurate about how I think and feel. I am not just an empath for its trait but I tend to feel a lot, if someone hurts me they won’t be sorry.
Also when it comes to my intense Scorpio moon and rising eyes, in real life I may come off little intimidating or I might hurt someone which I don’t intend to hurt anyone. Just I’m afraid of speaking up for myself, and people don’t know when to stop talking about certain things which annoys me, and lastly is feeling hurt or being hurt.
proserpinathewriter same! it’s tough out here, but you got this. sending love ❤️
Hello, are you a Libra Sun (September or October of 1998) ?
Weird my moon and and chiron is in the twelve my chiron is I'm scorpio moon is libra with sag pluto in the second
Cecilia Baffo Yes and no I’m Libra born on September 24, 1998.
You’re amazing ❤
I've been waiting on this one as I have Chiron in the 12th house. Great video Hannah, it really resonated with me other than the drug and alcohol part, I don't do drugs and barely drink. The rest of it though, spot on 🙋. It doesn't help that my Chiron is in cancer, my moon and rising is also in cancer and North node is in pisces🤦I'm an aries sun and I have a stelluim in capricorn though and Earth is my dominant element followed by water so I think that definitely helps😅
Wow, our charts are so similar! 😃 Mostly all of what you shared also applies to me (the Cancer 12th house Chiron, cancer moon and rising, Capricorn stellium, Pisces North node), minus the Aries sun. 💜 Perhaps we have even more similarities with each other or share a common story, that would be interesting. Would be lovely talking to you as a friend, if you wish 😊
I don’t do drugs or drink either, but yes, this just makes so much sense to me too
Relates but telling the truth pushes them further away & they get scared. Don’t tell them anything unless they ask
Very informative. Great advice, going for a run & listening to music.
Omg the amount of times I have heard mums story about her longass labour with me 😂 and daaang yeah this is freaking on point. I lost my faith for a while there after being SO COMMITTED and I couldn’t stop smoking weed all day every day for two years… I also decipher the absolute EFF OUT OF MY DREAMS! Literally dreamt about a giant crocodile the other day and was like “it’s my perception of the lockdown lol”. I’m obsessed with spirituality, I’m a tarot reader and yet daaang this is so on point. I’m obsessed with needing to heal through spirituality. And I HATE THE EVERYDAY SHIT. I get so angry and upset over it… like wooow and I’ve had nightmares ALLLL MY LIFE. I used to be terrified of watching scary movies as a kid because I just knew I would have a really scary dream haha and you’re so right with the drugs. I have definitely considered checking myself into a psyche ward. Thankyou for being so honest about this
I really sat on this. And I think this is actually a perfect placement to have for simultaneously helping others while healing yourself. If you assign the meaning that every person is self, an aspect of the greater reality in the form of an individual, then I would be working out my unconscious, their unconscious, and healing collective trauma through each person I help. I learn deep lessons about self and the universe at large by seeing myself in others. And seeing them in me. Which is why it is so easy to see the shadows and bruises and the places that need healing.. because though we are all unique expressions of existence and having varying circumstances and ranges of hurt and trauma, the feeling that those burdens cause is universal... and through helping others physically, verbally, emotionally.. we liberate our minds and our spirits in the astrals.. which eventually will have a 100 monkey effect of liberate the collective unconscious one being at a time. Like a collective knot that needs to be untangled. It isn’t running from self or being disillusioned... it’s healing and loving and being empathic though we can’t see how it is helping self or the massive impact of others immediately.. but of course seeing that Aries energy is also needed. Going back to the being.. self is also needed to just have diversity I life. There is always suffering in this dimension. And figuring out that taking a bath, playing a fun game together, being more child like with emotions and hurt is also just as effective of healing hurt as soul retrieval’s, inner child mediation, chanting mantras for hours... it’s all relevant.
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Spot on!
I am crying :( god let me down,... yes
Omg...yes...the absorbing too much stimuli from others...the story of my life...ugh
Literally, same. Huge ugh
My mom and i both have urinary tract infection. And every time I see animals suffering it kills me inside, I can not watch them. That is why I am vegan. Well I have this placement.
Same with animals I 100% agree with you. I am so extremely sensitive to them 🦋
My Spirituality has been difficult. I was raised Christian,but I didn't really believe. I went because I was brought along. I recently took interest in New Age stuff. I blew off most my adult life, but I'm going back to school. I gathered this placement suggested looking for a purpose in this life
Thank you for sharing!! My pregnancy was not plan my mother was very emotinaly unstable 🤔 She is very emotinaly unstable so growing with her was very emotinaly unsafe. When she was unhappy everybody aroud has to be like that! Yes I have tendency to over help other and I build boundriens to not to do that as was draining me🤗 I can be busy but not very effective but I am working on it! 🤗
Ela Dan that’s my story.
My mom had me at 14 so sounds accurate to me
Chiron in leo, 12th 🏠
Very informative. Thanks
My mum was in prison awaiting trail throughout her whole pregnancy because my dad was a drug lord. My mum found out the man she loved had a whole side family so was a lot to bare. The pregnancy wasn’t planned so was a lot for my mum.
Thank you Hannah, so so true... this is even more extreme as I have a stellium in 6th and virgo mars, chiron in gemini in 12th. This feels like Keto in the 7th house and rahu in first
I have Chiron in Leo 12th. I can make others people succes just with my simple inspiring word. But i cant even heal my self 😅
This is sooo accurate !!!
This is scary accurate! What in the world!
I try to not take on the collective problems, I can’t do anything about the world, but I have and will continue to help others esp hurting children.