WHAT’S NEXT IN LOVE?👀💓| Pick a Card🔮 In-Depth Love Tarot Reading

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  • Опубликовано: 3 окт 2024
  • Hi friends!! I hope you guys enjoy this reading!!! You are a precious divine being and you deserve to treat yourself as one!! Remember you have free will and are in control of your actions and decisions 💗 I love you guys so much!!
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    Pile 2: 39:27
    Pile 3: 1:10:40
    Pile 4: 1:41:29
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  • @EsoTarot
    @EsoTarot  3 года назад +476

    I hope y’all enjoy this reading have a lovely day (or night)!! Xoxo 💗
    🕐Timestamps🕓
    Pile 1: 1:33
    Pile 2: 39:27
    Pile 3: 1:10:40
    Pile 4: 1:41:29

    • @josiebear95
      @josiebear95 3 года назад +9

      Are all these readings timeless

    • @theyredistortingyourrhthym126
      @theyredistortingyourrhthym126 3 года назад +3

      Use all your senses Good People
      Start orb spotting today

    • @gypsygoddess1340
      @gypsygoddess1340 3 года назад +2

      Thank you. I needed to hear that message. I chose pile2

    • @cw5218
      @cw5218 3 года назад +2

      Pile 1 - thank you so much I really needed this today 💞

    • @bcvc3365
      @bcvc3365 3 года назад +3

      😘

  • @decipher_my_dark
    @decipher_my_dark 3 года назад +566

    Universe in every fucking reading: move on, this is toxic.
    Me: okk lets move on. So who is coming next in love??
    Universe: this is a past person you have had a history with😃😃😃

  • @Thiapero
    @Thiapero 3 года назад +430

    Pile 1: I cried when you said that spirits are proud of me cause I actually have been going through a rough time for a while now and I started practicing self love and gratefulness in my life. Every day/night I always tell myself that I deserve love and to be happy and have a small conversation with myself why I deserve it and it's been a blessing I have never felt this happy since a while

    • @AmberShaktii
      @AmberShaktii 3 года назад +7

      That is really beautiful, thank you for sharing 🥰

    • @sayantikasarkar3774
      @sayantikasarkar3774 3 года назад +4

      I'm so proud of you 👏 💓
      Thanks for sharing
      It's good to know that I'm not alone 😌

    • @majamoritz9250
      @majamoritz9250 3 года назад +2

      I feel you. I'm proud of you too. :)
      (-pile 1)

    • @jeradgarcia7064
      @jeradgarcia7064 2 года назад +2

      saw this at 333 likes /.\ ugh so true and so proud of you keep going and keep doing hard things !

    • @1hcc994
      @1hcc994 2 года назад

      Same! So proud of you hope your doing well!

  • @keitosgf
    @keitosgf 3 года назад +542

    ISTG SHE'S THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE NO TRUST ISSUE WITH DAMN IM BETTING MY WHOLE LIFE FOR THIS QUEEN

  • @faiRy-2003
    @faiRy-2003 3 года назад +141

    pile 3
    this is SO ACCURATE like woah. i’m moving back and forth to “no one is ever going to love me” to “i’m open for something new”
    thank you for this! so much love 💗☀️

  • @suzy7428
    @suzy7428 3 года назад +579

    Can we appreciate the fact that her manicure is always on point 😆

  • @TheRealHermitTarot
    @TheRealHermitTarot 3 года назад +713

    EsoTarot, as we say in Australia, you are a legend 💗 thank you SO much xo

    • @EsoTarot
      @EsoTarot  3 года назад +89

      Ahh thank you!!! 🥰 You’re an absolute icon 💗

    • @violetmoon6233
      @violetmoon6233 3 года назад +17

      Yessss totally! 🐨 🌹🙏💐love to both

    • @catherinemontinola993
      @catherinemontinola993 3 года назад +17

      I love watching both of your readings! Lots of love! 💖

    • @Luvyybuns
      @Luvyybuns 3 года назад +6

      So cool , just finished a video from you (The Hermit Tarot) and came here to see your comment! You guys are both soo amazing, thank you for all you do!! 🌹

    • @agcorphil
      @agcorphil 3 года назад +13

      Omg when two of the awesome-est tarot readers on RUclips show some love to each other ❤️

  • @Emiliocunningfolk
    @Emiliocunningfolk 3 года назад +288

    For anyone who chose pile 4 Hydrangeas mean gratitude and sincere feelings. In Japan, where Hydrangeas originate from, they mean love and affection.

    • @Jennifahh
      @Jennifahh 3 года назад +2

      Ive heard those flowers also attract loneliness, like its old single female favorite flower. Cant remember where ive heard this but every single old woman i know has their home full of those flowers.........

    • @AvitalR88
      @AvitalR88 3 года назад

      Its flowers

    • @AvitalR88
      @AvitalR88 3 года назад

      @@Jennifahh ?

    • @hej.anneli
      @hej.anneli 3 года назад +4

      But the different colours also carry symbolism. Blue hydrangeas are a symbol for frigidity and apologies.

  • @Jadencfilms
    @Jadencfilms 3 года назад +109

    Pile 2, “I think u need to hear that’s it’s ok to take as much time as you need to heal from it” The relief I felt after hearing that tho, I didn’t even realize I was criticizing myself for not being ok yet and taking so long to heal. I really did need to hear that, thank u! 💗

  • @beefy222
    @beefy222 3 года назад +245

    1: your readings have been spot on it’s almost scary.

  • @nury6197
    @nury6197 3 года назад +84

    #4 just let it happen, it’s going to happen naturally. Don’t try to control it✨✨✨

  • @agcorphil
    @agcorphil 3 года назад +295

    Pile 3: "spirits are telling you not to get caught up in your day dreams and fantasies." Ouch spirits. Serving me some harsh truth today. Ayt ayt I hear you

    • @jharnadeb4638
      @jharnadeb4638 3 года назад +1

      Same

    • @emeraldaphrodite2745
      @emeraldaphrodite2745 3 года назад +5

      Specially for a Pisces- that’s unreal 🤧

    • @PandaCami
      @PandaCami 3 года назад +9

      not me fantasizing on anime characters for the past 3 months

  • @jujuamccrary1992
    @jujuamccrary1992 3 года назад +74

    I choose pile 4 and had a little giggle when she said "I think you are in solitary energy" because I am currently sitting alone in my room playing solitaire while watching this in the background

    • @elysianonearth
      @elysianonearth Год назад

      Me - hermit mode- curled up in a little ball on my knees- alone by my altar - a cancer moon- listening to this 🤣😂😂

  • @shannonk5734
    @shannonk5734 3 года назад +577

    Can you please do a "are we just friends or more?" Reading or something like that? I think you are an amazing tarot reader I watch you whenever I'm sad or whenever I want answers to something.

    • @lerrylee9752
      @lerrylee9752 3 года назад +13

      Yh I think that would be a good also maybe a where do we stand or disecting the relationship/connection or when did they first fall in love or do they still have feelings.
      Your great super friendly and your readers are spot on
      Thanks for helping u when we need guidance through the path of life :)

    • @jesusfletes5984
      @jesusfletes5984 3 года назад +14

      If a person isn't making it clear to you that's enough of an answer. No answer is an answer. If you have asked before and they change subject or avoid it take that as an answer. I heard this once and I will never forget it. "I hope you don't get attached to something that isn't meant for you and miss something that was [meant for you]."

    • @danibina8427
      @danibina8427 3 года назад

      Me too I agreed

    • @katek7760
      @katek7760 3 года назад

      Yes pls, great idea

  • @zekekasichiro-smith4725
    @zekekasichiro-smith4725 3 года назад +81

    Pile 2 *
    " I feel a HOPE for all of you, and I feel like you don't feel it at all, right now "
    ME: 😭😭😔😢😭😭😐😔

    • @laura.bt83
      @laura.bt83 2 года назад

      Hang in there ✊🏻✨ We got this. It’ll get better for u. Sending hugs.

  • @BridgeJet
    @BridgeJet 3 года назад +276

    Pile 2: I actually cried when u said I don’t have to get my shit together because all anyone ever tells me is to get my shit together and I’m only 19 but everyday I wake up and just don’t know why

    • @shivangisharma1553
      @shivangisharma1553 3 года назад +19

      Girl same . you're a bad bitch 🗣️

    • @Jadencfilms
      @Jadencfilms 3 года назад +24

      Same, I cried when she said that too. No ones told me anything but I find myself criticizing myself all the time for taking so long to heal. One moment I think I’m ok and getting it together again, the next moment I’m in tears not knowing what else to do anymore. Knowing I can take as long as I want made me feel so relieved.

    • @cocoabeane789
      @cocoabeane789 3 года назад +9

      You are a queen 👑 19 is a hard age, and honestly it takes time to know what you want. Something that really helped me was getting a rose quartz bracelet. I'm not sure if crystal healing works, but rise quartz represents unconditional love--including SELF-LOVE. The bracelet helps remind me I am amazing and worthy of good things

    • @mimimi9169
      @mimimi9169 3 года назад +14

      I didn’t get my shit together till I turned 27 (my age now). You’re 20s is supposed to be the time to self-discover. There’s no need to get your shit together at 19. It’s ok to take your time

    • @codey7701
      @codey7701 3 года назад

      @@Jadencfilms FRRR

  • @ollDeadfishllo
    @ollDeadfishllo 3 года назад +122

    #1: I recognized that I used to genuinely feel like no one could love me romantically. Plus a lot of other mean and self limiting thoughts and beliefs. Quarantine has been a very healing time for me.

  • @rayneviolet9105
    @rayneviolet9105 3 года назад +206

    “Your internal dialogue is way too mean” well I picked the right pile 💀😂

  • @444anto
    @444anto 3 года назад +85

    eso: you need to be nicer to yourself
    me: my virgo moon could never

    • @Thepinkxx
      @Thepinkxx 3 года назад +4

      Lol true from a Virgo moon and rising I diss myself daily

    • @joyfulspirit7631
      @joyfulspirit7631 3 года назад

      😅

    • @mariapaulatb
      @mariapaulatb 3 года назад

      This made me laugh way too much.

  • @meltembingolo1
    @meltembingolo1 3 года назад +290

    Pile 2: “We accept the love we think we deserve”. The moment I heard this I kind of froze, because I used this sentence a lot recently... Now is the time to realize what this sentence means to me I guess.

    • @ellyxirdesu
      @ellyxirdesu 3 года назад +3

      my drama club teacher in-charge had this on her chat bio 6 years ago, it attracted me oddly back then. i was in high school and it was especially horrible then because of all the teen dramas, i felt as if i got teleported back there.
      my self worth had been completely drained before by the awful people, who ostracised me and spread nasty rumours about me but i managed to break through all that clutter, yet without truly healing, just ignoring.
      so i guess now im being teleported back there to learn the lesson i skipped and truly heal from the after effects of the incident.

    • @anniee55.
      @anniee55. 3 года назад +5

      WHAT. I LITERALLY THOUGHT THE SAME AND I USED IT RECENTLY. YOOO THIS READING IS ON POINT

    • @meltembingolo1
      @meltembingolo1 3 года назад +1

      ​@@ellyxirdesu I am sorry for what you had to go through... you didn't deserve to be treated that way. Sometimes we have to experience what we have learned and it's not always easy. I hope you know how beautiful you are and that you are WORTHY.

    • @meltembingolo1
      @meltembingolo1 3 года назад

      @@anniee55. I KNOW RIGHT!

    • @ellyxirdesu
      @ellyxirdesu 3 года назад +3

      @@meltembingolo1 thank you for your kind words, i started cleaning my room today and fought back against my oppressive family by speaking my truth today
      i no longer feel like i have to please people, or that speaking my truth is impolite, afterall if i had to be impolite i probably had good reason 🤷🏻‍♀️ people been pissing me off all this time and im that stupid fool always listening to them, enough of that lol

  • @saggiteightyfour8367
    @saggiteightyfour8367 3 года назад +16

    Pile 4: yes I'm feeling more confident and happy in myself. Just don't want to wait around for anyone.

  • @fleursdecherisier
    @fleursdecherisier 3 года назад +276

    You sound very much like my personal bestfriend when giving advice

  • @meghanwelsch7456
    @meghanwelsch7456 3 года назад +44

    Pile 4: There has always been a strong, mutual attraction for almost 3 years. I confessed first about 6 months ago, and they said they cared about me deeply as a friend but couldn't go further. I was hurt, of course, but accepted their answer. Now, this past month, we are finally breaking that barrier to see where this can go. They said after I confessed, they looked back and really saw our connection in a different light. We've discussed no expectations, just let what will happen... happen. I'll enjoy what may come and try not to control! 😊 beautiful reading, thank you!

    • @theknd
      @theknd 3 года назад

      omfg, update!

    • @meghanwelsch7456
      @meghanwelsch7456 3 года назад +6

      @@theknd it's been going very well! We even recently discussed about expectations on a timeline for relationship milestones (moving in, marriage, etc.) 😊

    • @meghanwelsch7456
      @meghanwelsch7456 2 года назад +5

      @Swan Faerie Tarot I'm happy to report we've been going strong for over a year 😁 It has been the happiest I've ever experienced

    • @woodsprite2772
      @woodsprite2772 2 года назад +1

      @@meghanwelsch7456 so happy for you guys!!!! You really give me some hope!!! 🥳🥳💖💖💖💖

  • @HM-yv4pk
    @HM-yv4pk 3 года назад +122

    Pile 4: The timing was just not right for us but I know in my heart that it is not over and hoping to have a restart soon with more balance, openness and acceptance.

    • @whereiis7
      @whereiis7 3 года назад +6

      omg it’s like you took my thoughts and put it into words

    • @jennatanghe5791
      @jennatanghe5791 3 года назад +3

      Same!!!!! ❤️❤️ I’m just not ready to restart it yet. And neither is he. I need more healing and he needs to find sobriety

    • @arushibarathi5468
      @arushibarathi5468 3 года назад

      @@jennatanghe5791 Sailing in the same boat 🥺🥲🥲😅

    • @theknd
      @theknd 3 года назад

      update!

    • @luise8701
      @luise8701 2 года назад +1

      Seeing this at 111 likes :))))

  • @cocoabeane789
    @cocoabeane789 3 года назад +25

    Pile 1 Yes Yes Yes! I've been working so hard on self-love and finally realized that I am a queen 👑. And everyone else here is too!

  • @truthspeaker1102
    @truthspeaker1102 3 года назад +226

    2. Yes I'm going through a very tough emotional time right now, purging alot of sadness, disappointment, and I feel the most alone I have in a long time. It triggers me to see everyone else with someone and I'm still here alone pushing through.

    • @nicoler0072
      @nicoler0072 3 года назад +3

      💜💜 too relatable, sending you strength x

    • @tmhavk9964
      @tmhavk9964 3 года назад +1

      i feel the same mostly and I am trying to feel out whatever pain I feel like I have trapped or suppressed in my body and it's a lot. seeing couples that I relate to or remind me of someone makes me cry and I have never felt this low or alone in my life. It's miserable and I hate it lmao

    • @krupajanardhana8737
      @krupajanardhana8737 3 года назад

      Same here!!!

    • @enchantedpentacle15
      @enchantedpentacle15 3 года назад +3

      Me too especially when those people are flawed and found another flawed individual to love them.

    • @malenemjau
      @malenemjau 3 года назад +1

      Yeah same💞 we can do this

  • @arshdeepkaurl-0669
    @arshdeepkaurl-0669 3 года назад +48

    #2: Its actually scary that you are so accurate regarding the messages. Everything you said is exactly the cause of a worry in my life and after all these years I have become numb to my emotions. 😐

  • @sara-ls5pm
    @sara-ls5pm 3 года назад +280

    pile 3: your readings literally make me feel like i’m having a private therapy session :))

  • @kamariasystem56
    @kamariasystem56 3 года назад +39

    Pile 2
    Her: I feel like you're a people pleasure
    My empathetic ass: *shocked pikacu's face*

  • @MattieSays411
    @MattieSays411 3 года назад +258

    Pile 1 : im starting to think my intuition is on point. every "pick a card" for love, I chosen the pile where spirit isnt giving up all the deets lmaooo Be patient. Be open. Dont worry. I hear you guides lol

    • @samanthacrawford3028
      @samanthacrawford3028 3 года назад +7

      Right same. Divine timing, be patient 😅

    • @starry_ate
      @starry_ate 3 года назад +1

      Swear! Lol

    • @shagunverma5086
      @shagunverma5086 3 года назад +1

      Same gurrrlllll

    • @laurax3lovee
      @laurax3lovee 3 года назад +4

      hope we will all come back in a few months being like: we should’ve just trusted them hahaha

    • @anncyl3348
      @anncyl3348 3 года назад +1

      @@laurax3lovee yeah I wish we all see after few months and wanted to know what's happening in their life.

  • @catplantASMR
    @catplantASMR 3 года назад +184

    thank you for this reading ^____^

  • @aprylgardella6553
    @aprylgardella6553 3 года назад +98

    Pile 2: I am heartbroken. :( I’m processing. I’m not letting it get me too down. My emotions are frozen. It’s a self preservation mechanism. It feels so foreign to me because I’m such a loving person. Not right now so much. My heart is closed off, especially to him.

    • @Galvz37
      @Galvz37 3 года назад

      Ugh I really really really feel you, literally same!!

    • @bobswarleyman09
      @bobswarleyman09 3 года назад

      Yooo this is mee. Like i’m surprised at how apathetic seem from the whole situation when i know that past me would be so sad to see how “emotionally “frozen,” as you put it, right now.

    • @khushiparikh1365
      @khushiparikh1365 3 года назад

      It gets better, hurts like hell, but gets better eventually. Been there exactly a month ago.

  • @whyamialwaystired3182
    @whyamialwaystired3182 2 года назад +7

    Pile 4, I am so ready. This time we are gonna do it right. No ego, no control issues, no expectations.

  • @habi_tats
    @habi_tats 3 года назад +52

    Pile 4: when you have a crush on your best friend who’s also your twin flame but confessing will just mess up every single plan you made for each other in a promising future together *pikachu’s* *face*

  • @aulanitafoya3011
    @aulanitafoya3011 3 года назад +52

    Pile three resonates so hard. I’m scared of love tbh yes I have hope but I get so scared. I feel better knowing everyone else who picked pile three feels the same. My mental health has been a big issue and I need to get help for it...love as in another person coming in is not something I could handle right now anyway..

    • @faiRy-2003
      @faiRy-2003 3 года назад

      same here. even the mental health part. hang in there you’re amazing!!💗💗

    • @jayrex1514
      @jayrex1514 3 года назад

      I truly hope you get the hope you need

  • @MistakenDeVil55
    @MistakenDeVil55 3 года назад +208

    Pile 3: youre spot on. Im unmotivated about love because no one has peaked my interest, and those that do never last more than 3 days. Swiping through tinder leaves me feeling ugg, i currently left tinder cuz i have no interest atm.
    But yeah i do have someone i have feeling for & i wish i didnt cuz they did burn me emotionally and i want something better.
    I do the whole 2 steps forward and 1 step back, for its hard to feel positive when negative is all ive ever been

  • @rataduncan388
    @rataduncan388 3 года назад +29

    Pile 1: incredible, you are so right. I’m 41 and only just learned to love myself and look at how awesome I am. All relationships are an experience to teach us. Thank you, this was a brilliant reading 🙏

  • @SuperJuana11
    @SuperJuana11 3 года назад +73

    Pile 4: Not sure why I listen to tarot. Maybe for the confirmation that my intuition is on point? Lol I also do tarot but, just for my loved ones and friends. I just want to say Eso that you are VERY gifted. You should be proud of yourself. You rock girl! 🙌🏼

  • @trishmunos2462
    @trishmunos2462 3 года назад +21

    Pile 2 “This is victory. This is the victory lap”. I felt that. Self worth card. Wow. I have to know I’m good enough. Always spot on. Thank you again. You have a wonderful gift.

  • @lish6204
    @lish6204 3 года назад +96

    The queen is really blessing us with content

  • @arushibarathi5468
    @arushibarathi5468 3 года назад +26

    Pile 4 and i just HAD to say :: THANK YOUUU !!!!!! I cant even begin to explain how much this reading cleared things up for me and how grateful i am for that. So thanks, thanks, thanks ,thanks a lottttt !!!!!!!

  • @capricorntarot123
    @capricorntarot123 3 года назад +38

    Pile 2: so true ! I'm so drained of love right now but up to this point I am ready to put myself first and deal with my shadow 'people pleasing'. I AM deserving of love, I AM worthy of true love and IAM worthy for forgiveness. Next 3 months focusing on healing .

    • @saturninealiem6745
      @saturninealiem6745 3 года назад +2

      Eat the best food, a strong body is needed, ok?!😎

    • @capricorntarot123
      @capricorntarot123 3 года назад +1

      @@saturninealiem6745 Thank you soul friend !

  • @L-Ai
    @L-Ai 3 года назад +10

    OMG! Pile 4, on point!
    And the communication has happened right after I saw this reading! And we both want the same thing!! And now we agreed to let things come naturally 💕

  • @msadm1225
    @msadm1225 3 года назад +23

    pile 2 and you’re so right. i usually am so full of love and i just don’t have it in me right now. it’s crazy that everything you said is what i’ve been thinking about lately

  • @reeceesmeyer6020
    @reeceesmeyer6020 3 года назад +28

    So I picked pile 3 and I’m literally shook by how much it resonated with me. It made me feel more confident about the path that I’m on!💚💚

  • @jadenjoestar3927
    @jadenjoestar3927 3 года назад +39

    Pile 2 is so so accurate. Been having a rough inner battle and that was what I needed to hear :)

  • @boomboom1258
    @boomboom1258 3 года назад +14

    #2 - I can resonate with the message of giving myself love and time, knowing what I need and deserve of first. The last heartbreak was horrendous but I am definitely working towards complete healing and being an elevated version of myself. Thank you! 💕☺️

  • @aprylgardella6553
    @aprylgardella6553 3 года назад +33

    Pile 2: My happiness is in the forefront and my priority right now. Our relationship is a burden/overwhelming, but it’s starting to get better 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @rachelmarikimber-live
    @rachelmarikimber-live 3 года назад +36

    Pile 4: “A broken ex that turned into a why” 😂 love your natural style and humour without trying! Thank you Eso Tarot, you are very gifted! 💜

  • @aprylgardella6553
    @aprylgardella6553 3 года назад +63

    Pile 2: I’m a mystic. He lied to me the entire time, or told me some version of the truth (still a lie). Seven of swords. You are absolutely being provided the background story.

  • @lillipraisan1899
    @lillipraisan1899 2 года назад +7

    Pile 1. I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again. You’re the only tarot reader that I connect to the most because every pile I’ve ever picked from your channel for anything has been extremely on point about what’s been going on in my life. I am acutely feeling your energy… it is pure. Also, only on your channel I’m always drawn to a particular pile SO strongly. Not so, with other readers.

    • @ritarosa6824
      @ritarosa6824 2 года назад

      I don't even see any other, Eso is so on point and atuned

  • @prettyxcorpse
    @prettyxcorpse 3 года назад +25

    Pile3: I'm a cancer. Definitely thinking I don't want to open myself up but then keep going back and forth constantly about just loving myself and also maybe trying to be more open about love interests

  • @lelena.mp4
    @lelena.mp4 3 года назад +29

    Pile 2 here!!
    NOT ME WRITING ABOUT THIS TWO DAYS AGO BEFORE THIS SHOWED UP ON MY SUGGESTIONS
    "This is the city where I died;
    Where I buried my old bones in the dirt
    to rise again renewed.
    This is the city I went to die.
    I walked through its streets begging to be killed,
    to put an end to the question:
    “Is there more to life than what I have lived through?”.
    Was there more to life than half loves,
    and fake laughs,
    and feeling small?
    Than setting down to live a boring life
    and knowing I would die miserable,
    and thinking of those cold dead hands
    killing me slowly?
    I hoped something would murder me,
    put an end to my agony
    so I could rest in peace,
    assured that this was it.
    But it wasn't.
    Life turned out to be explosive,
    glorious,
    loud and obnoxious.
    There was better food
    and childlike laughter at 2 am.
    Roaming ancient streets,
    the universe tenderly looking at me
    reminded of how it feels to be young.
    There were better drinks,
    better stories to be told,
    better songs to sing.
    There was love,
    unashamed and unapologetic;
    Love that kissed my tears away
    and counted my heartbeat.
    I must have buried my bones in the dirt then,
    when looked my life dead in the eye
    shouted I wanted more.
    (more)
    (more)
    (more)
    I will not live in halves again, I said
    I hold the universe inside of me
    and the universe
    holds me tenderly in return.
    Then I woke up in a haze
    and didn't know where I was,
    because my bed
    seemed like it belonged to a stranger.
    I stepped out of my room,
    looked around me,
    and realized I was dead.
    l found myself buried in memories,
    in childhood trinkets,
    I took all the things I held close to my heart
    and walked away with a new body made of love"
    wrote this at lunch thinking about the start of my healing process lol

  • @zellaxoxo
    @zellaxoxo 3 года назад +23

    Pile 3 is so accurate! It's a lot easier to pick a card without a crystal

  • @nctdaydreaming4586
    @nctdaydreaming4586 2 года назад +5

    Pile 1 - This whole reading resonated with me. As a survivor of an abusive relationship, I’m not used to prioritizing myself in love. I’m trying to learn to put myself first through all the uncertainty in my life right now. This message about creating the life I want is exactly what I needed to hear right now. Thank you.

  • @namoamitofo646
    @namoamitofo646 3 года назад +5

    Pile 2. In the past, I was surrounded by selfish people because I allowed them to. I didn't have self-love, didn't know my values, didn't know my worth, didn't stand up for myself, put the wrong people first, had very low-esteem and I thought I didn't deserve love and would always chase and "beg" for love by becoming a people pleaser. Then since last year, I went through shadow work and suddenly came to the light that it is okay to let go of people who didn't serve my highest good. I deserve the love, I am loved, I am worthy, I am beautiful, I am kind, I am blessed, I am who I am, I am putting myself first now. I will cut off the person if I feel he/she is no good for me. If you love / hate me, it is okay too, and that is your business. I will no longer please people for them to love me any longer. I do what I want, I say what I want. The right people will accept, respect me for who I am and stay in my life. I am very hopeful for bright and positive future. I am very hopeful that I will unite with my life partner and meet my soul tribe. I am very happy with myself and being myself now. I am becoming who I meant to be. Living my life now because what's meant for me will be mine.⭐💛😊 So just relax and do what I gotta do at this stage of life. Not worthy to stay stuck, drown myself in sorrow and be miserable in the past. Just move on and have faith for a bright and better future ahead! 💞💞💞💞💞💞

    • @zekekasichiro-smith4725
      @zekekasichiro-smith4725 3 года назад

      Hello, I hope you response to me. I'm currently healing right now slowly but also I started last year, I'm doing a lot better but sometimes there still pain and trauma when I have to go out because the people who are wrong for me is just around here which they are my "cousins" altho I'm not close with them anymore like before, my trust is not there anymore that's why there's a cold feeling whenever I passed or see them along the way or somewhere near.

  • @chris-95
    @chris-95 3 года назад +52

    Pile 1: “this might be someone from your past” *Mercury is in retrograde* 🌚

  • @gr4c3n
    @gr4c3n 3 года назад +60

    I really want to see a “will this person come back into my life” video!!!

  • @lesly4497
    @lesly4497 3 года назад +5

    pile 3 here & i literally sobbed it’s exactly how i’m feeling & when the letters & numbers were pulled it’s so crazy my initials & birthday showed up i started to cry even more. i rlly needed this so thank u!

  • @caseyfitzpatrick4778
    @caseyfitzpatrick4778 3 года назад +33

    Pile 2 Was like a therapy session this was exactly what i needed i cant thank you enough

  • @kristinreynolds184
    @kristinreynolds184 3 года назад +4

    Pile 2: 😭😭😭 after years or abuse and trauma, this couldn't have come at a better time. I am finally learning to love myself the way I've been seeking to be loved. Thank you, lovely spirit. This was the shining star of a reading I needed. 🖤

  • @mimilobi3233
    @mimilobi3233 3 года назад +13

    SHE NEVER MISSES

  • @marciamills1926
    @marciamills1926 3 года назад +11

    Pile 1 and I'm 22 and haven't had my first kiss and haven't held a crush for a decade and I just get the feeling that I'm done sorting my solo growth
    This reading was so relevant! Thank you so much!

  • @staceyloffredo2947
    @staceyloffredo2947 3 года назад +7

    #2: Dead On 💀. My past relationship has been so impactful for so long, 3 of swords has basically become “ my card”. Thank you for the message of hope, healing, and learning. ✨❤️

  • @snoozerelli
    @snoozerelli 3 года назад +32

    Pile 2. I love this reading. I'm really not ready for a relationship right now either. I wanna continue healing and making myself happy first. From what I learned about my past relationship, it's that it isn't what makes me happy. If there's wounds inside me, I'm the only one that can heal them. And yes, I don't have time for a relationship anyway. I'm just too busy fixing a lot of my own issues. I'm just curious so I checked out this reading. Thanks for this reading. 🙂

    • @Idkjustyet
      @Idkjustyet Год назад +1

      You just read everything I’m going through. I need more alone time. I related to this so much 💯

  • @MartinaGiovese
    @MartinaGiovese 3 года назад +55

    Pile 4: Yay! This aligns with everything I've been feeling lately and the messages I've been getting. I'm hopeful for everything coming together soon (as fate permits it).

  • @meowmauda
    @meowmauda 3 года назад +16

    Pile 1 was incredibly accurate and it felt like a nice talk with a good friend! Thank you ♥️

  • @Hex-k7j
    @Hex-k7j 3 года назад +66

    My day just got ten times better :))

  • @aricaice6447
    @aricaice6447 3 года назад +35

    Shoutout to all my fellow emotionally unavailable pile 3 gang 😂 aight. The reading hit me like a truck, but yeah, no Tinder/dating app for me too, no one is indeed interesting enough ahah

  • @trimom237
    @trimom237 3 года назад +17

    #4 is affirmation of what spirit has been telling me. patience and timing

  • @alexmcmunn9390
    @alexmcmunn9390 3 года назад +115

    As a gay sixteen year old that got abused my father and is now getting into hookup culture to subside my own pain and emotionlessness, pile two hits. (Sry for oversharing lmao)

    • @Kelly-wf9yj
      @Kelly-wf9yj 3 года назад +13

      Sorry you went through that. I hope you find happiness ❤️❤️

    • @purpleparadise4094
      @purpleparadise4094 3 года назад +10

      Please take care if yourself bby 💜💜 you deserve so much love.

    • @szzbrina
      @szzbrina 3 года назад +13

      I'm really sorry this happened to you. Please stay strong! I was abused too and I got into really bad relationships bc of that. But I know better things awaits us in the future.

    • @acidspants1586
      @acidspants1586 3 года назад

      it's okay

    • @prashansap768
      @prashansap768 3 года назад +1

      It's okay love. Stay strong this too shall pass and you're going to feel whole once again.Just keep trusting the universe and her plans for you.

  • @dazinghaze
    @dazinghaze 3 года назад +32

    3 is sooooooooo me now... even when you mentioned about having a ton of cats I bust out laughing .

  • @kathleenchuah4308
    @kathleenchuah4308 3 года назад +35

    Pile 1 : you might think that you're ready for love but you didnt really put yourself out there.
    Well, thats true 😂

  • @evielightbody1044
    @evielightbody1044 3 года назад +8

    Pile 4, I have to say before I get started on the reading. I think you have the most beautiful hands. Eloquent and artistic. They kind of talk on their own and well nails as always in a class of their own. So yes you've been calling this so perfectly right from the get go. So much gratuide to you (and spirit!!) Thank you

  • @annika4121
    @annika4121 3 года назад +13

    I was pile one. Quarantine has kind of led me to discover how bland my life is so I've been striving for change and getting into new stuff.

  • @violetabardales9677
    @violetabardales9677 3 года назад +49

    Pile 4:sounds right on point. Halsey: without me, is probably that regret my person is in terms with.

  • @gera7291
    @gera7291 3 года назад +19

    Pile 2: i came here for a cute message and now I’m being attack, it’s okay, I need it lol

  • @Buttercupaatea
    @Buttercupaatea 3 года назад +15

    I claim pile 1! It resonated so so much to me. TT (my initials), ALOHA (I'm from HI), and I have been actively working on myself (mentally, physically, creatively)!! Currently, I'm not actively dating bc school is my priority, but I am hopeful in 12 wks when I go back home to see what's out there! This reading reminded me to focus on myself and what type of mindset I should go into dating once I open myself up to that adventure again! I love you, Eso!! You nice, keep going!!

  • @emsely5675
    @emsely5675 3 года назад +12

    Pile 4 here, I started regularly working out like 3 or 4 weeks ago and when she said smth ab that,,, lemme tell u I was shooketh 👁👄👁

    • @mariana473
      @mariana473 3 года назад +2

      ME TOOOOO I WAS LIKE WTFFFFFF HOW DO U KNOW

    • @n.6353
      @n.6353 3 года назад +1

      Same here!! Like how did she pick that up?! 😳

  • @katelinatwitchvods
    @katelinatwitchvods 3 года назад +32

    Pile 1, thank you for this beautiful reading. I enjoyed staying all the way through. I claim this 💕 My moon is in Aries♈ & I live in Texas!!

  • @emma-malene
    @emma-malene 2 года назад +1

    #3. Just got out of a relationship that only just started. I broke it off because I didn't feel like my needs were met and I wanted to keep my inner peace as much as I could. I was wondering if I broke it off too soon, but the universe is telling me it was the right decision. I've been so lost in thoughts like "if only I wasn't so needy", "if I hadn't said anything, maybe things would've gotten better with time". Honestly I didn't even realise how degrading that was to myself! At the beginning of the relationship, I really felt like I had so much to offer and deserved something wonderful in return and now I'm doubting my worth after being with this person, because they weren't capable of giving me what I wanted, needed and deserved. I can feel this pull from within, these next couple of months will be full of joy, good experiences and light! And your reading confirmed it for me. Thank you so much for what you do

  • @velvethologram
    @velvethologram 3 года назад +14

    Pile #4 - the whole reading confirmed a couple of other readings I've had about this same topic. Very insightful & on point. Thank you ❤

  • @arianapx
    @arianapx 3 года назад +6

    The accuracy.. I picked pile 2 and you kept saying "speak your truth." The crazy thing about that is that those were the same exact words my therapist has been telling me this past week.

  • @sarahamako
    @sarahamako 3 года назад +18

    Pile 4. Literally so spot on. He just reached out today.. also I’m a cancer lol

  • @ieva5082
    @ieva5082 3 года назад +3

    Her videos have literally became like a therapy session for me 🥺

  • @flavorsings
    @flavorsings 3 года назад +13

    Pile 3. such an uplifting reading! also, i have leo and sag in my big 3 so when you said leo and sag energy, i was like o__o
    you are right, i am definitely in that "up and down" situation. i gotta remind myself i'm always worthy of love and commitment and stability. thank you so much for the great reading!! ❤️❤️

  • @jaquelincolon2266
    @jaquelincolon2266 3 года назад +2

    Pile 1: 5 months ago I was letting go of anything that didn’t serve me and letting go of a past person. I completely gave myself to universe and went on with my life trusting that the right person would be led to me. I ended up being approached by a Virgo after she saw me in a mutual lesbian group. Before that I kept getting a need to check my message requests for no reason as if I was waiting for something. On one of those checks I saw a message and clicked out of curiosity not really expecting anything of it. We started getting to know each other and I realized this girl was unlike anyone I’ve met before. So I decided to ask her to be mine and she accepted. A week after we met she went away on military duty. I know some people won’t understand this but we got engaged in may. Not because we were lonely but because we have this connection that is just very divine and one of a kind. And it’s been the best decision ever. We communicate every day despite being in a long distance relationship and in different time zones. We make it work. We show each other in all we do that we do love unconditionally. It made sense as to why nothing else worked out. She’s a breath of fresh air. Now we are just waiting on her return to start our life together. I’m very grateful with universe . I remember hearing single readings and hating the description of my now lover because I was so into the past person and now I’m just very happy

  • @bewbs-cp7kv
    @bewbs-cp7kv 3 года назад +7

    pile 4 is very accurate! that exercising more message shocked me

  • @mariettewarris7923
    @mariettewarris7923 3 года назад +11

    1: It was like a personal reading and the advice is valuable! You are just incredible and my gratitude is tremendous! Thank you sincerely!!!! Your connection with spirit is VERY positive and pure and from the Divine Source; I do sense that strongly.

  • @ashleypalafox8066
    @ashleypalafox8066 3 года назад +5

    "be the things you need in a person for yourself" HIYA I JUST DID A READING FOR MYSELF and received essentially the same message, amazing

  • @yuli104
    @yuli104 3 года назад +5

    Pile #4. Girl! This reading was INSANE!!! It was so accurate! I wish I could say the whole story but it would take too long. Anyways after years of just surface level questions and convos I finally got to hang out with him this past Friday and it felt like we both kinda saw that we’re both still interested in each other. I’m so excited for what’s to come! Not going to lie I started cracking up when you said “no coming up with a strategic plan of any kind” cause that’s literally what I was planning already. Fine!! I’ll let the universe do it’s thing. Thank you so much for this! I felt super giddy as well haha.

  • @ms.turquoise6341
    @ms.turquoise6341 3 года назад +5

    Pİle 2 : This is one the strongest readings for me. Much needed. Thank you.

  • @mavirginia7127
    @mavirginia7127 3 года назад +12

    pile 4 resonated so hard. i knew exactly who you were talking about. thank you so much for this. i claim it all and hope i’ll be back with an update soon.

  • @mollyfairy1293
    @mollyfairy1293 3 года назад +28

    Omg pile 3 😅 i felt so called out because i’ve been on Tinder for the last 2 weeks swiping left on everyone cause I still miss my ex who I’ve been 4 years with 🙄🙄 I want to change but it’s so hard !!!

  • @bigrasmine1579
    @bigrasmine1579 3 года назад +59

    "I'm gonna be alone I'm gonna have a million cats" Girl why do you know me better than me? 🤣🤌🏼

    • @Ari-ze8wm
      @Ari-ze8wm 3 года назад

      Same but I’ll have a lot of dogs 🐕

  • @lelecheesy
    @lelecheesy 3 месяца назад

    The first few minutes into the reading. Your literally describing how I feel and my situation

  • @sarahmorlock2955
    @sarahmorlock2955 3 года назад +12

    I never had a tarot card reading this spot on... its actually scary how spot on this is. Thank you for this beautiful reading (I had pile 4) I just hope that they feel the way I feel about it

  • @iwannadancewithgeorge
    @iwannadancewithgeorge 3 года назад +1

    Hydrangeas symbolize gratitude, grace and beauty and also radiate abundance because of the lavish number of flowers and the generous round shape.
    Blue hydrangeas, as seen in the reading, symbolize frigidity and apology, as well as deep understanding and gratitude.

  • @NguyenNguyen-db1xh
    @NguyenNguyen-db1xh 3 года назад +1

    2:22 pile 1 Catching my eyes the most
    40:30 pile 2 additional lessons
    Thank you!

  • @Jadencfilms
    @Jadencfilms 3 года назад +3

    Pile 2, This whole freaking reading was just pure accuracy- I can’t 💗THANK UUUUUU