Everyone saying they wish they could hug her or visit her...you do know that there are many people like this in hospitals right NOW that would love a visitor.
I get happy when asked if I want coffee 😊. She was very sweet. See now when I think of schizophrenia I wouldn’t think it would look like this. I wonder if she is still alive today and how she is doing
That’s because coffee has caffeine and the caffeine helps a schizophrenic feel better, I realized this because my sister says it provides dopamine and a schizophrenic craves dopamine; so much that it causes psychosis. Very sad stuff.
“My head has never been free of people talking.” That has to be torture, honestly. I feel so sad for her. I wonder how she turned out, if she ever got better.
I don't have schizophrenia but I suffered from PTSD for 5 years. After the trauma that caused it my brain never turned off. There was always doubt and my internal voice that was constantly there. Even in my sleep my mind was constantly going observing any and every sound. It was a miserable and dark time, but thankfully I was able to get help. Now everything is quiet for 2 years I have enjoyed peace and quiet. I sometimes get up early just to have quiet time, bc my mom is the total opposite. As soon as she wakes up she turns on tvs and radios bc it reminds her of when she was growing up there was always noise in their big family. My heart goes out to anyone having to deal with this. It's nerve-wrecking, but people manage to soldier on through it. But when they do have a break through they appreciate silence and the things most of us take for granted.
Yeah I know, it's like if he was describing everyday life nowadays, maybe actual diagnosis are going to sound like this a few years from now, it's the path of madness, it's the path of life you know?
When he asked her what she'd do with $100.000 she didn't even think twice before giving it all away to the hospital. What a beautiful woman. I hope she lived a happy life
Even though she's unwell, she's still such a sweet lady. I was recently diagnosed with Schizophrenia and I can understand her so much. I really hope she got better and lived a long, happy life. ❤️
I noticed at the start of the video that she didn't seem interested in talking, But eventually she was talking fine. The way she stood up happily when asked to go out with him for a cup of coffee. Man.. that was beautiful
I love how this guy invited the girl for a cup of coffee at the end of the interview. Like he wanted to make her happy by doing this. And I think he actually succeded. It warms my heart.
@@gw437 I think that the way he's behaving may seem cold and emotionless to people nowadays. But the times he lived in were way different from now. From what I know, back then it was normal to act so professional and cold.
@G W Oh man, it's awful to me when people criticize ones like you. I'm glad you are aware that being reserved is not a bad thing, hope you stay who you truly are :).
I have a family member with schizophrenia, and she also has a sweet and gentle voice, very much like this. It bothers me when people say violent criminals are ''schizo'' or ''crazy.'' Real schizophrenic people are like this lady.
When my meditating was at it's longest like 10- 18 hours a day for 10 days. You're body reaches for the mind and the mind is detached. At this point I realized I could see the shape of thoughts as they came in my body and I could identify other realms of space. With that said your experience is limited by your minds imagination. So all that I've seen might have been real but only through my limited tools of the human imagination. But once the mind leaves the body . The talking can come from anywhere. Most people already talk to themselves all-day. If they for even a second thought that voice wasn't there own . Good luck.
@@RMunoz-te7jc I'm a random 15y/o girl but I find your comment very interesting. I get lost in my head a lot, so much I might've fallen into a depression again. I have so many thoughts and they're all so confusing to me. Because I see my thoughts as me. Where else would they come from? But then I feel like myself and my thoughts seem to be coming from somewhere I can't really explain. I feel a lot as well. I feel very deeply and honest. Maybe everyone feels the same way and I just focus a lot on it. Maybe I feel more intense than most people. Either way it's a struggle for me sometimes. And my many thoughts and many feelings together are just so overwhelming. I've tried meditating before and I really love it. I like to go to this place up in my mind and everything is light there. Its hard to stay there but I think I can learn how to do that. Tbh idk why I'm telling you all this. Maybe I hope someone finally explains how my mind works. Maybe I just wanna hear that I'm not stupid. Idk. Thank you for reading all this, sorry if it doesn't make any sense.
My Nan had been diagnosed with schizophrenia and bipolar, she was hospitalised in and out throughout her life, I’ve been bawling my eyes out at this vid as this sweet soul reminds me of her. So kind and pure hearted, my Nan had a lot of childhood trauma.. including sexual abuse, being raised in the foster system she didn’t have a solid family unit. She was taken away from her birth parents before the age of 2, split up from all her siblings. She was incredibly misunderstood, sensitive and felt alone. She passed away in February 2019 and I had a psychotic episode myself in which I felt her spirit with me, I too have my own struggles.. I miss her dearly 💓
i have schyzophrenia and this is a thing i don't feel like a lot of people talk about. when i'm in a loud enviroment, i start to feel anxious and panicky because i can't tell what's real and what's not
@@Mars_Among_Stars I have this real question. Please don't be offended but, how do you realised that you have schizophrenia ? How do you know that the hallucinations were not real ? Is it the same way when we wake up from dreams ? Are those hallucinations same like lucid dreams ? When you were typing your comment, do you actually get to know what are you typing ? Is it similar to dreaming one time and simultaneously imagining other dreams ? When you are exposed to the word schizophrenia or related terms, do you get hallucinations, just like we get nostalgic when we see something that triggers our memories, or do you have that ability to think about your condition ? Please answer only if you are comfortable with it.
Pranit Pawar it feels different. I hear things (not voices) and in a quiet place I can feel the difference until I’ve been alone for too long then it gets annoying and scary. When you’re around ppl you can see if someone else reacted to what you hear. It’s nice to have a dog around, they look to sounds... until your brain makes you see the dog when he’s not there and then That reacts to the sound and that’s more frightening. But I don’t know what I have. I haven’t seen a doctor about it and don’t think I will
@@pranit_33xa91 it's different for everyone as other people experience things differently and can have different symptoms. but for example it's easier to be around people because you can see who reacts to the sound or i usually ask other people if they saw or heard what i saw/heard. it's scary when i have to walk home at night because i see shadows and i sometimes even see people, i get the feeling someone is following me and i hear sounds like someone walking or as if somebody is talking and that can make me go into a panic state and i usually end up crying and getting a anxiety attack
Psychiatric institutions are not for the faint-hearted. My (former) stepdaughter turned up at my door one day in an appalling mental state. She is schizophrenic (delusional and suicidal) and on this occasion, about as far out of reality as its possible to get. A few days later I had her sent to such a place. Her parents and siblings would not even discuss her. Already looking after my autistic son, I felt I was able to cope. I was wrong. It's a full-time job with 24/24 supervision. The first few visits were quiet enough for me. Not sure she was even aware that I was there. Then, as my face became familiar to others, they started to introduce themselves. The visits were regular and it got to the point where I was almost mobbed. There were one or two that I would not turn my back on but, as a rule, they were friendly enough. Visitors were rare for all of them. I would get requests for chocolate, biscuits and other stuff. Curiously, it was always stuff they could get easily enough in the hospital. I often wondered if the loneliness was causing more damage than their vulnerability would on the outside. Not really, none would have survived long. The films and the media give the impression that these people are very manipulative (some are). In reality, most are very vulnerable and easily led. The areas I visited were for the 'safer' and less erratic patients. I didn't get to see the others but, I heard them. It's very disturbing.
He's so gentle in the way he talks to her. So approachable and seeking to understand. If only more people approached schizophrenics so kindly and seeking to understand.
I once had a girlfriend who i later found had serious mental problems. I recognize in this video that my gf could enter a similar state but also at other time act totally normally and nobody would know. I believe that in the presented state (which is permanent for the subject in the video) she recedes to a very young memory of herself, a time when life had not yet hurt her profoundly so that she could feel intact even if that means being a 6 year old shy child psychologically which is the mental state of the woman in the video. I think schizophrenia has nothing to do with being crazy, it's about protecting whatever is left of her own self representation to cope with living. The reason for the damaged self representation is usually the hardest to find but more often than not tied to a trauma that occured in childhood that left a blank in the personality. Later in life if additional stress and bereavement is added, that black hole in the self representation might grow and become a dominant part or problem which is when the name schizophrenia is given. But really it is just normal coping of the mind with very challenging episodes in life that can no longer be remedied, so the individual find ways around it that to us look like they are crazy but we would do the same if we had gone through their lives. Back to my gf, i eventually had to break up when it became clear she had no wish for and probably was not fit to raise a child. And that was no easy way out, it was a real reason. That said, it is wrong to look at people with mental problems to be simply personification of something bad, they're just struggling with a life that you may not be able to cope with if it was yours or maybe would do exactly what they are doing. The problem is they can not be functional in society. Love and understanding are always beneficial and some therapy can improve the mental stability. Some people are functional schizophrenics who know of their condition but are able to not let it interfere with interaction with others. Though usually their partner if they have one would know.
@@melvinmcdougal6226 Sounds like every doctor visit ever. He's trying to get as much information as possible, and I don't sense any condescending attitude from him at all.
"you must be feeling very lonesome" doesn't sound very gentle to me. It's literally like pushing that idea on the patient and like in a way forcing them to accept what they said. The word 'must' isn't the right word here. He only said "are you?" later. And you can clearly see her reaction after that sentence or question. She hesitantly said "yes" and started smiling, which indicates that she's trying to avoid any danger or punishment and just surrendering by agreeing or accepting what she thought they wanted her to do. I agree that he was gentle when compared to many others.
My mother was diagnosed with schizophrenia.....she died in 2011.....I am now 62....when she died I was with her........I was torn between sorrow of her death and happy that her torturous life was finally over....looking back on her life the signs were apparent even as a child. Her mother who I loved dearly was a high society lady who never accepted her daughter's lack of measuring up. When my mother got glasses as a child her mother cried. Growing up as a child all seemed normal. Then when I was about 10 years old I witnessed things that now looking back were signs that things were not right with her. Listening to sad music and crying...not normal. Several things happened later that impacted my life when both my parents were drunk were torturous.....when they built a brand new house (every married couple's dream) we moved into the new house. I found it odd that boxes were never unpacked. When my father left it was just my brother and I. My mother would lay on the couch and stare at the walls smoking cigarettes with the ash tray over flowing on the floor. If there is a hell on earth this was it...I lived it....I could not take it anymore and moved in with my father. Over the years my mother was a terrible alcoholic....I had to take her to the hospital multiple times...her room was covered in empty beer cans and the closet had a large moving box with empty bottles of Jack Daniels whiskey bottles.....she almost died once and they had to pump her stomach....she ended up in a psychiatric hospital......later she moved into a cabin my uncle owned....then she went to the nursing home where she lived the rest of her life. I would visit her.....I never stopped seeing my mother. She had once told me I was the best thing that ever happened to her.....my point is that I always loved my mother in spite of what she was and had been. All of this made my life more difficult than most but I over came and I have lived a good life in spite of all this.
My deep respects. Thanks you for your inspiring words! I have a schizophrenic brother, I will never stop loving him despite all the pain. My goal is to be able to say one day that I overcame all the trouble and that my life was a good life.
It's an artefact of someone having applied digital noise reduction to the audio of the film - I wish they hadn't. A lot of the woman's voice has been scraped away in the process and we're left with all this weird dead silence, chopped off reverb and warbly background noise.
I think she is very beautiful.. He did not acknowledge her willingness or her kindness. When he asked her what if she had a hundred thousand dollars, she offered to give it to the hospital,and loves the piano.
She certainly could use reinforcement that her character is correct. However, in a normal environment she may be easily unbalanced and confused, and respond inappropriately under everyday pressure. It's not so simple, and she probably does need medical care.
@@pranit_33xa91 bruh I actually agree with you *tbh I'm glad to see someone finally say it, everyone keeps insulting the moment someone says something that sounds 'ridiculous' I'm surprised there is no drama lol
My brother has schizophrenia and my father had mental issues . I feel for people that have them and wish society was a bit more understanding . When I was at work the other day the conversation was about mental illness . I said that everyone suffers from mental problems one time or another but the sad thing is they don't talk about it but keep it hidden and bottled up. You could hear a pin drop , the silence spoke volumes. It's a shame that even in the 21st century it has a massive stigma .
i think so many people think that its a choice to be crazy like a personality flaw instead of seeing that people are inflicted by literal brain damage, especially from vaccines
@opalallen2066 I really feel for you. That is awful to suffer for such a long time. Sometimes I wonder if mental health could also be a genetic problem. It's quite surprising how it seems to trickle down some generations. Either way, I so wish there was more help out there for anyone suffering. Also I wish you well , though I don't know you personally. I really do mean that. Take care 😉
She does look a little 'disturbed', but could be really attractive-great cheekbones, interesting eyes (with more sleep and some make up), her features are symmetrical, and off a few glimpses, a pretty smile. Sad she couldn't be together enough to be happy, or share a life making someone else happy.
My boyfriend has this type of schizophrenia and it’s heartbreaking to see him struggle. His behaviour is similar to what is described in the video and since I struggle with mental illness myself it’s hard to fully realise what this condition is doing to him. I will often take it personally and it makes everything a little harder for the both of us… seeing a loved on struggle and withdraw themselves from reality and wanting to push you away is hard. I can’t quite imagine what he’s going through but I always try to be understanding and respectful even tho I am suffering too. I wish he wouldn’t be living with this condition, for the sake of his own happiness. Everyday things are incredibly hard for him, let alone having a relationship. I have been with him for 3 years be I still don’t quite know how to handle some situations but the best I can do is be there for him as good as I can, even tho it can hurt a lot.
If you (or someone you know) can see/hear spirits, you are NOT alone or CRAZY ! Unless you had a serious head injury or dose on illegal drugs regularly. You are like me a person with a third eye/ear capability. We represent about 10% of humanity. I was Paranoid Schizophrenic for sometime too. I did the meds and therapies too, but there seem to be no end/final cure. So I did my own research. BTW, I am a Civil Engineer with a highly analytical mind. Once I knew the REAL reason (Spirits) I was set FREE ! I even turned the tables on the evil spirits. I TORMENTED them with Worship Songs, Quoted Holy Scripture to them. Even called them names and mocked them. It drove them away. The spirits would come back a few days later but I gave them the SAME treatment. Eventually they gave up. I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. The spirits no longer bother me, because I'm NO LONGER FUN to torment. The spirits prefer SCARED & CONFUSED victims. So Im sharing my experience and insights. You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, regular use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, total isolation, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Anything that seriously WEAKENS your body, EMBITTERS your soul, and affects your FAITH in God, also WEAKENS your protective spiritual AURA and allows the evil spirits to communicate with you. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and isolated forests. Our physical and spirit worlds exists in parallel dimensions, separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, we can't see/hear them NORMALLY. Spirits communicate by MENTAL TELEPATHY ( mind to mind ) that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. That's why the spirits can also READ YOUR MIND/THOUGHTS ! You can also secretly TALK/SHOUT to them by TELEPATHY - in the presence of other people. No one will notice & think you're CRAZY ! Ive done this a few times & forced the spirits away. Spirits can also DISTORT human speech. For example if your friend says " Hello, What's Up ? " it will sound like " You're UGLY & STUPID ! " and so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you PARANOID & anti-social. The speech DISTORTION happens only a few SECONDS ! The speakers face suddenly changes to an UGLY facial expression ! The Spirits TRUE FACE shows like a dwarf or leprechaun ! Then the face reverts back to normal and the speaker is NOT even aware of what happened. He'll wonder why you're angry at him ! I've seen this many times !! The evil spirits want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY ! Some spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people). They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS/VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to scare and ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Don't give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) that's causing this. Fight them, mock them, EXORCISE them out of your house/life... eventually they'll give up and leave. .
@@thebluestplanet6768 lol u have no f***** idea how hard most Familys try to fight and struggle when there is someone in the family With mental illness , yet u say ,its her family that is ill. .....most familys, Living with ppl that are mentally ill, try there best to be there for them, meaning its almost a fulltime job thats hard to do. Im sick of ppl blaming others....u got no clue
She sounds like shes from an upper class family or very well educated, possibly also from here in South East England, my nan sounded just the same as her it's uncanny the resemblance in her accent
Most schizophrenics are! They just have been beat down by society and so called loved ones that they start developing this hereditary brain malfunction, it’s sort of like PTSD.
So sorry dear. It’s tough to lose your mother and it’s tough when they have a mental illness and you have to watch them suffer as you do knowing you can’t help them get well. God bless everyone hurting tonight. May God bring better days ahead.
Yes I detected fear when she looked at the cam .She seemed to smile as if she was being reassured ,A guardian catching her when she began to fall.I wonder as to how she was treated by those around her on the outside , before she enters the hospital .Iv seen bad things happen in one of those places here in the UK .As a patient ,some staff where I she'll say ,should never have been alowd .One flew over types.
“I wish I had a visitor” I started crying immediately. I don’t know if tears have ever welled up in my eyes so quickly. Especially after she says her family hasn’t come in a long time. Likely one of the saddest things I’ve ever heard.
Yeah and the guy was all like, "She has no real plans for the future." Um, yeah she does. She wants to keep playing the piano. She wants to see her family. ~:~
I think that it's just the flat affect!! Flat affect means that you don't express any emotion, even if you feel it!! Very common in schizophrenia!! I think that it was just emotional indifference!!
Piastun I was sectioned under the mental health act for self harm, I have never had a history of psychosis. At the end of my visit I was psychotic but I hid it. It truly does make you insane talking to doctors who don't give a shit and never smile.
Adding to the analytical nature of the interviewer which is basically unnatural in the conversation he's creating. It's scrutinizing, and nobody would feel joy or enthusiasm responding to that.
As with the majority of these cases, these folks aren’t really being rehabilitated, they’re moreso just being made comfortable. Thankfully, modern medicine and therapeutics have made indefinite hospital stays less necessary for people with a variety of mental disorders.
Mental illness, especially schizophrenia, is so heartbreaking. It robs potentially great people of a normal life and turns their minds against them. I wish there was a cure … just from listening to this woman, I can tell she had a good heart, but probably never got to experience a normal life because of her illness. It fucking sucks. The more I learn about illnesses like this, the more I realize I’ve taken taken for granted in life. Just being able to have a normal conversation with someone is a blessing.
@@bigmommymilkersdommymommy6607 I think it’s just because how they were raised back then with the whole stereotype of staying home cooking dinner and knitting/sewing luckily it isn’t the same these days
@EM theres nothing wrong with it if they choose to live that lifestyle, its just it was pushed onto women to act that way. it was forced. and now women have more freedom and arent forced to be submissive
“I’m doing better thank you” she’s so polite and you can tell she’s a hurt soul who had so much life and love before. This is sad to watch but it’s good to bring awareness to mental health
I've been a mental health counselor for years now, and I'm so endlessly fascinated by the field. I have met several people like her, and one of the most heart breaking things to me is how ostracized mentally ill people are. So often deficits in social skills are misinterpreted as being unintelligent or dangerous, when it means so much to many of these clients just to have someone listen to what they have to say and lending them some credibility...
In my state they punish people like that because it churns about 10 thou+ a week in the lockup. No kindness in therapy here. Its a sleazzzzzzy VERY LUCRATIVE illegal RACKET. Oil, fracking, mutilated crepes and toxic psychiatry in Oklahoma...makes this place famous.
@@andygee1972 dear I have to just _slightly_ disagree with u. I understand what you are saying actually. When I was working in retail, I started to win some contests from the employer , holy shit the shift I experienced in the environment, just because I was winning them I could see the _insecurity_ ? In other females eyes. It caught me off guard actually. Then some ladies started talk shit. I did something I never did, I also started bashing them! Like how dare they. I didn't like that about me, be rude to pathetic souls because they are? Maybe thats the norm and I was just late in understanding this in life or maybe it was culture of society or just bad unaware souls. Now I don't get into it. Ppl get intimidated for no reason Ppl need to understand their own actions have consequences. I was born with a big doses of #awareness #compassion and #kindness. I don't get into all that, but I will tell you I have family members that were mean together, they don't talk today, and 1 mean uncle who was ruthlessly hurting even kids, had bad behaviour- that man is on a pacemaker. No one speaks to him. And he speaks to no one. Consequences of mean ppl.
@@humanitarianharjot402 my niece was living with her smack head mother, who was always off her head and mentally abusing my niece and probably physically as well. My brother eventually got custody when she was in her teenage years. She's the in her final year at uni as a accountant and hasn't got a mean streak in her
Change is a beautiful thing when it's done for the betterment of yourself and the caring and love you express to others. Even those you might not have understood or respected.
the Dr. says in the introduction that patients like her have no real plans for the future , yet she says she enjoys playing the piano and when asked what she plans to do next year , she responds by saying she likes to play the piano !... she says " music is the best " ; that's her passion . i hope there is a video clip of this lady playing the piano . i am certain her playing style would be as innocent as the smile on her face .
Your hearts in the right place but that was a clever question, he asked what she likes doing right now and she said playing the piano then to follow up in sequence he asked her what she would like to do next year (future plans) and instead of an actual plan she just says she likes playing piano... I don’t think you understand the psychological aspect of that question and answer
@@blowurn0se Enjoying something doesn't mean you have plans for the future. It doesn't mean that you plan on continuing to do this thing. It doesn't mean you do this thing in order to achieve a plan. This lady has hobbys and interests but doesn't have any plan about the future. Having a plan for the future would be, for example "becoming a pianist".
What it means is she didn't have a future plan, that was something she just recently enjoyed and rather than a thought out future plan, her answer was basically "I liked doing this now so that's what I would like then"
Yes, totally. She likes music. Why everyone wants to make 'plans'? She enjoys music and want to keep doing it. Why can't the doctor and other people understand this simple thing? When people make plans, like becoming a pianist. They attach their likings with their wish to be famous and rich. But people should know that greed and fame will never be sufficient. And she understands that. She just want to play piano, without any greed for money.
I love how this comment section is so kind, specially considering that mentally ill people are still treated like monsters on this century... makes me feel hopeful.
Makes me sad how people with schizophrenia are looked at/ treated. She seems like the sweetest girl but also very lonely and isolated. Hope there’s a heaven so shes in it
I just watched that man.He was so intelligent. My grandmother was schizophrenic n they used to give her electric shock therapy. Its my dads mom n he used to say it made her act almost catatonic.They had her in so many different, horrendous places.She passed five years ago,bout a year after they finally got her on the right meds.I never got to know her so I am interested in schizophrenia. Its so sad and a lot of the meds make their conditions worse.This interviewer n the one who interviewed the guy both seemed uncaring and ignorant .I really hope these people had some happiness in their lives before passing.Its heartbreaking.
"so what are u doing? thinking?" actually its better than most of those psychiatrists. just fuckkking ask question question question... u need to be very sharp to bring her into an other space. i just like this one question.
Bella Grace they don't even treat people well today in the psych unit. the production of this film was likely the highlight of Vera's time in the hospital. I'd be willing to bet that she was eventually denied the use of the piano.
I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with BPD. Spent my whole life fighting BPD. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
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100% agree I used to have Psychosis and paranoid thoughts like "people thinking about me talking about me etc. Very odd behavior after getting off Adderall from 7-16. Antidepressants at 18-29. 31 now. I took way to much, but took about 20g of Gold caps (Psilocybin containing mushroom) I analyzed my entire life. The emotions that came out helped me understand behavior etc more. Wont ever need to do it again because I'm happy and contempt forever, but I wish more people did this to alter their perception of reality. Would help with healing much trauma
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Ngl it killed me when she said she hasnt had any visitors, then she smiles like she remembers a time from her past of her family or just happy memories, obviously i could be wrong but thats what i got from it
This exact type of thing still goes on today. How many times/ways is going to ask/state she is lonely? I think I would have smiled or laughed at that point and not explained 'why' out of politeness. It was apparent & Rude he was trying to EVOKE an emotion. He then has the gull to 'TELL' her.. You Like It Here At The Hospital.. Don't You'. WTF End of video he states Her reaction isn't normal? Nothing has changed in 100 yrs
My grandma's friend was diagnosed with schizophrenia at a young age. She was my favorite out of all her friends, mostly because she could relate to my depression and would defend me when I wasn't very social and hid in my grandma's bedroom. She was a cute little old lady, grey hair with small waves. She died about 2 years ago, I still miss her
It is strange. I listened to Vera closely and within but a few minutes, I was feeling very charmed by her. I even felt a bit of sadness when she had to leave. When listening to the doctor's rundown of her symptoms of simple schizophrenia, I felt a feeling of hopelessness and disappointment. Almost like feeling the need to protect her from further examination. Anyone else mesmerized by this?
it seemed so unfair of them to just say "inappropriate emotional reaction: she was smiling when asked about loneliness" - seems so narrowminded to diagnose like that. That's actually no psychology, that's what... I get this impression - she's happy she gets the chance to talk to this person (nevertheless) a bit. And from his side - he's cold analysing her. Is that moral, you think?
You had the classic "wounded bird" response, very human. Very understandable. Just dont let it make u run after damaged damsels trying 2 "fix" them. Not good for u OR her....thanx 4 being so human,tho.
Her soft voice comes out of her weak ego. She feels weak and not in control, overwhelmed by her own mind and emotions. But she is there! As sweet as her soft voice is in this video, imagine how bad she feels.
My Uncle had schizophrenia. He was Child like us, we grew up, he stayed as a kid at heart. He finds happiness in little things, loves watching movies, loves foood,laughs and talks to himself. He was very active and does daily household work.There was also downsides too. He loves us so much. But one day while crossing a street accident happened and we lost him. We miss him everyday. I know he will be watching us from heaven.
My cousin had schizophrenia. He passed away last July. I miss him so much! He was incredibly smart and I loved talking to him. His mom tried so hard to support him as best as she could.
If you (or someone you know) can see/hear spirits, you are NOT alone or CRAZY ! Unless you had a serious head injury or dose on illegal drugs regularly. You are like me a person with a third eye/ear capability. We represent about 10% of humanity. I was Paranoid Schizophrenic for sometime too. I did the meds and therapies too, but there seem to be no end/final cure. So I did my own research. BTW, I am a Civil Engineer with a highly analytical mind. Once I knew the REAL reason (Spirits) I was set FREE ! I even turned the tables on the evil spirits. I TORMENTED them with Worship Songs, Quoted Holy Scripture to them. Even called them names and mocked them. It drove them away. The spirits would come back a few days later but I gave them the SAME treatment. Eventually they gave up. I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. The spirits no longer bother me, because I'm NO LONGER FUN to torment. The spirits prefer SCARED & CONFUSED victims. So Im sharing my experience and insights. You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, regular use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, total isolation, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Anything that seriously WEAKENS your body, EMBITTERS your soul, and affects your FAITH in God, also WEAKENS your protective spiritual AURA and allows the evil spirits to communicate with you. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and isolated forests. Our physical and spirit worlds exists in parallel dimensions, separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, we can't see/hear them NORMALLY. Spirits communicate by MENTAL TELEPATHY ( mind to mind ) that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. That's why the spirits can also READ YOUR MIND/THOUGHTS ! You can also secretly TALK/SHOUT to them by TELEPATHY - in the presence of other people. No one will notice & think you're CRAZY ! Ive done this a few times & forced the spirits away. Spirits can also DISTORT human speech. For example if your friend says " Hello, What's Up ? " it will sound like " You're UGLY & STUPID ! " and so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you PARANOID & anti-social. The speech DISTORTION happens only a few SECONDS ! The speakers face suddenly changes to an UGLY facial expression ! The Spirits TRUE FACE shows like a dwarf or leprechaun ! Then the face reverts back to normal and the speaker is NOT even aware of what happened. He'll wonder why you're angry at him ! I've seen this many times !! The evil spirits want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY ! Some spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people). They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS/VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to scare and ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Don't give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) that's causing this. Fight them, mock them, EXORCISE them out of your house/life... eventually they'll give up and leave. .
She wants the coffee to calm her nerves. She reminds me of my mother who was a diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic. She loved her coffee (milk & sugar) and her Parliament cigarettes.
I am a Paranoid Schizophrenic and have been living with it since I was very young. What a relief to be dx’d and get medicine to quiet the static of too many voices speed talking in my head
Just imagine how powerful the mind could be if we actually used it. The closest we can get to that experience is through hallucinogenics which open the mind.
"Apathy, indifference, inappropriate emotional reaction, general gracelessness of posture, total lack of ambition and initiative, no real plans for the future." Describes pretty much half of the US population.
Kim berly Does it look like she had a spike in her eye? She was glad to be there...checked herself in. They didn't do that to everyone. She's well controlled on her meds, probably lithium. They most likely just medicated her.
Its the music. I had a classmate that did research on this stuff and she wanted to actually produce like music from the piano for people that had this disorder.
umm so liking the piano makes you crazy??? is there anyone who does not like the piano? I think not liking the piano is the first sign of being crazy,, the second is thinking your any better than anyone else,, think about that
After working with psychiatric patients for 25 years, my biggest hope is that people will start to see the person behind the diagnose. I have met so many fantastic peoples through the years, handicapped by their disorder, but they are still human beings, deserving to be treated with respect. Talk about it. It can be you next time.
My neighbor and friend just died last weekend, and I am saddened by this. He had schizophrenia, but had treatments injected once a week. He was the kindest man I think I have ever seen. He was riddled with alcoholism and smoking, but he had lived to around 60 years old. I will miss him dearly, and I'd like to thank all the doctors of the past and the now of attempting their best to give him a normal life, and I'd like to thank the people who have fought for people in their condition to support them financially through their difficult lives. He was the person I was always looking forward to seeing when I went outside of my flat, and I wish I could have him back. Thank you to you as well for being interested in these topics. It is extremely important and whatever we can do to help should be a great priority. He likely drank himself to death, but I think that is fine, because it did make him seemingly happier. He would have died decades ago if it weren't for all the good people that have the ability to help. He has brought joy to myself and many others by just being himself. I love him dearly, and I hope I can be one of the men to carry him to his grave, and tell his family, that his life has kept me alive as well, with my spirits up. His goodness has been unmatched by anyone I have ever known. I saw him days before his passing. We used to sit and talk for a smoke or two if I had had a night out and he would happen to be out smoking as I returned. I will never have this again with him, and I hope I never forget his voice, and his way of being. There is nothing more important than the goodness of heart. Nothing else matters in the end, and we can be glad that most of us do not have these issues, and can gladly make their peoples stay here on earth the best as possible without judgment. There is also nothing as sad as losing a good man. I will always love him, and I always treated him with respect, and he treated everyone with enormous gratitude and love. There are no words to describe this man in manner worthy of his existence. Thank you to all who directly and indirectly make the lives of others bearable. I mean it, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for allowing him to do the little things that made him even slightly happy at times. People are amazing creatures, and the best thing we are good at is loving and understanding. Nothing else matters in this world.
Thank you Lawrence! You’re a kind soul. I needed to see this today God brought me here thank you for sharing. I believe my sister will live a rewarding life with me by her side. I finally moved back in with her after many years living with my dad (same mom). She has been so much more responsive in her behavior and speech that I’ve been inspired to fight this battle with her no matter what the obstacle is. It’s gonna be a looooong journey but if this is what God has in store for us so be it. I have faith everything will be great
Poor woman, what a beautiful soul. Apart from mild depression I can’t see anything about her that would require hospitalisation. I hope her life got better. I think an uncaring society is to blame for her misfortune.
She was smiling because she wasn't lonely with all the voices that keep her company yet would feel silly in admitting it to the Doctor. Like an inside joke. My dear brother was diagnosed a Schizophrenic and he had special powers too. I miss him as he died 10 years ago now .He was 53. The strong meds, a bad diet, the incessant smoking and lack of activity took its tole on him. This interview really hit a nerve with me because he too was very childlike and vulnerable. The meds turned him into a zombie but the Doctors thought it was better for him. I don't know if it was better to be honest.
Reading this was like reading my own story about my own brother. The meds worked in the way that he was no longer tormented with paranoia but as u said made him into a zombie. He passed at 46. I felt relief that he finally, finally was no longer suffering & finally at peace. His social worker would often actually take him for a coffee, he would always be happy to know she was coming.
How very sad, that must have been heartbreaking and especially a family member, hope you are coping well and with it feeling stronger with each passing day. Bless you. 💕.
We can heal the world by recognizing she is in her own imagination, the multiple “voices” which act as protectors and guides, some led by fear some led by love. I agree 100% she smiles as a coping mechanism. I have strange triggers I’m overcoming from my childhood trauma that I do because the uncomfortable memories going from nice mom to really scary mom. I would switch to an energy more acceptable by my mom, this helped me survive criticism, judgment, anger, neglect etc. this helped me feel “normal” I disassociate just as this gentle woman does, I space out in my own imagination because this world is too loud. This “disorder” or disease is more sane to me than believing there is only 1 voice in your head and you prefer me to act more like you to make you feel more comfortable disregarding how I feel. She seems fine to me besides a tremendous amount of her life being told she wasn’t which made her question her power.
Everyone saying they wish they could hug her or visit her...you do know that there are many people like this in hospitals right NOW that would love a visitor.
Thank you Ken.
PREACH!!!!!!! Thousands of them!!!
I'd buy you a beer any day good sir.
@@klantifashakur9894 Ha thanks.
@Jerry Dalrymple Bring me some pears and a few balloons
She was so happy when he asked if she wanted to get a coffee. Such a sweet soul
I noticed that. The little things that make us happy and mean so much. 😢
She was sweet.
I get happy when asked if I want coffee 😊. She was very sweet. See now when I think of schizophrenia I wouldn’t think it would look like this. I wonder if she is still alive today and how she is doing
This was in 1951.
That’s because coffee has caffeine and the caffeine helps a schizophrenic feel better, I realized this because my sister says it provides dopamine and a schizophrenic craves dopamine; so much that it causes psychosis. Very sad stuff.
“My head has never been free of people talking.” That has to be torture, honestly. I feel so sad for her. I wonder how she turned out, if she ever got better.
Matt C likely she did not and passed away in the asylum
It's no wonder she craved the quiet.
I don't have schizophrenia but I suffered from PTSD for 5 years. After the trauma that caused it my brain never turned off. There was always doubt and my internal voice that was constantly there. Even in my sleep my mind was constantly going observing any and every sound. It was a miserable and dark time, but thankfully I was able to get help. Now everything is quiet for 2 years I have enjoyed peace and quiet. I sometimes get up early just to have quiet time, bc my mom is the total opposite. As soon as she wakes up she turns on tvs and radios bc it reminds her of when she was growing up there was always noise in their big family. My heart goes out to anyone having to deal with this. It's nerve-wrecking, but people manage to soldier on through it. But when they do have a break through they appreciate silence and the things most of us take for granted.
@Jonathan Davis how is schizophrenia a gift? Just curious of your logic
@J A C wth does "get off my hind legs" mean? Never heard that before
Considering the era this was made, this psychiatrist is very kind and patient. Much more understanding than others I've seen from the time.
Exactly my thoughts, what a kind man.
Yea. On camera.
@@MiddlePath33 thank you for pointing that out. Another example of this are residential school videos from the same time in Canada.
@@MiddlePath33 actually he is credited for being a very kind doctor who helped a lot of people
@@MiddlePath33 google Heinz E. Lehmann
I find it so heart wrenching that she wanted a visitor and got a million of them, but the one million came a half a century too late.
Yea. If hevean is real, I hope she knows we love her
This really hurts
This was so deep and so devastating
💔
Woah.
"inappropriate emotion"
"Smiling when asked about loneliness"
This doctor will go crazy if he lived in 2019.
That's what I was thinking. That POOR woman.
"no real plans for the future" !!!!! hahaha half of the population does not have real plans for the future
What is normal today was then crazy yesterday. Psychiatry is based on hype. Lol
Yeah I know, it's like if he was describing everyday life nowadays, maybe actual diagnosis are going to sound like this a few years from now, it's the path of madness, it's the path of life you know?
🤣
I have to pause, not even two minutes in. She’s been in this institution for 10
YEARS and thinks it’s been 14 months?...???????
Well, schizophrenia can do that to you.
One of the symptoms consist of losing track of time
I might have missed something but I thought 10 years was how long she's had the illness, not how long she had been hospitalized.
@@dixonpinfold2582 i also thought that
@@dixonpinfold2582 that’s what i thought
When he asked her what she'd do with $100.000 she didn't even think twice before giving it all away to the hospital. What a beautiful woman. I hope she lived a happy life
The transatlantic accent is a lost gem of recent years...
I agree sports commentators sounded much better back then
He's having a German accent.
SOMEONE BUT ME!!!!!!!
I have the exact same accent and I am from Germany.
The person who taught it to you may have spoken that way.
Even though she's unwell, she's still such a sweet lady.
I was recently diagnosed with Schizophrenia and I can understand her so much. I really hope she got better and lived a long, happy life. ❤️
Belinda Blue I hope you’re doing ok xx
I hope everything works out great for you .
@@tammyyoungmua I'm doing much better, thank you. x
@@MrAlanfalk73 Thank you for your kind words. x
I’m happy you’re doing better. 🙏
She’s so fragile. It breaks my heart when she gets her hopes up with the possibility that she may have a visitor if she is “good.”
2:43:''I wasnt happy when they brought in the radio.The world was more quiet without it".This speaks for itself.
heartbreaking comment
She’s exactly where she should be safe from people and people are safe from her!
As a psychiatrist, you're an idiot.and i wish you gain more intelligence and empathy. You're a deluded fool. @@capitolahale1736
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@@capitolahale1736D1E
I noticed at the start of the video that she didn't seem interested in talking, But eventually she was talking fine. The way she stood up happily when asked to go out with him for a cup of coffee. Man.. that was beautiful
I love how this guy invited the girl for a cup of coffee at the end of the interview. Like he wanted to make her happy by doing this. And I think he actually succeded. It warms my heart.
@@gw437 I think that the way he's behaving may seem cold and emotionless to people nowadays. But the times he lived in were way different from now. From what I know, back then it was normal to act so professional and cold.
@G W Oh man, it's awful to me when people criticize ones like you. I'm glad you are aware that being reserved is not a bad thing, hope you stay who you truly are :).
Cheek clapper for sure
Yeah av read about german doctors been the gold standed back then.
@@tanpadeusz1951 also I think he is giving clean straight questions to get her to talk for the experiment
She has a very sweet voice
Michele Ellis she sounds English I think...perhaps a ‘war bride’.
Sort of reminds me of Mia Farrow in Rosemary's Baby. Just the way she talks, I mean.
She is just a very sensitive soul.
I have a family member with schizophrenia, and she also has a sweet and gentle voice, very much like this. It bothers me when people say violent criminals are ''schizo'' or ''crazy.'' Real schizophrenic people are like this lady.
She really does. I was gonna comment but I see I wasn't the only one thinking that.
Listening to music and not talking is perfect
She gets it
Happy birthday in heaven to this lady
RIP Ms.
All she wants is to drink coffee and chill in peace and quiet 🤷🏼♀️
fun fact coffee actually can provoke anxiety. Maybe some tea would be a bit more calming :))
sadly yes, things aren't as easy
i don’t blame her
@@The-Sigma-Principle you’re a fucking weirdo
@@The-Sigma-Principle and you thought this was an appropriate comment because...?
@@The-Sigma-Principle so you're slow slow huh 🙄
"They take away my talking"
"I don't pay any attention to what they say"
"My head goes up there when I'm quiet"
Really makes you think huh.
Her cables are crossed, the voices she hears is a horrific symptom.
When my meditating was at it's longest like 10- 18 hours a day for 10 days. You're body reaches for the mind and the mind is detached. At this point I realized I could see the shape of thoughts as they came in my body and I could identify other realms of space. With that said your experience is limited by your minds imagination. So all that I've seen might have been real but only through my limited tools of the human imagination. But once the mind leaves the body . The talking can come from anywhere. Most people already talk to themselves all-day. If they for even a second thought that voice wasn't there own . Good luck.
@@RMunoz-te7jc would love to know if LSD or any psychedelics can help schizophrenia?
@@RMunoz-te7jc I'm a random 15y/o girl but I find your comment very interesting. I get lost in my head a lot, so much I might've fallen into a depression again. I have so many thoughts and they're all so confusing to me. Because I see my thoughts as me. Where else would they come from? But then I feel like myself and my thoughts seem to be coming from somewhere I can't really explain. I feel a lot as well. I feel very deeply and honest. Maybe everyone feels the same way and I just focus a lot on it. Maybe I feel more intense than most people. Either way it's a struggle for me sometimes. And my many thoughts and many feelings together are just so overwhelming. I've tried meditating before and I really love it. I like to go to this place up in my mind and everything is light there. Its hard to stay there but I think I can learn how to do that. Tbh idk why I'm telling you all this. Maybe I hope someone finally explains how my mind works. Maybe I just wanna hear that I'm not stupid. Idk. Thank you for reading all this, sorry if it doesn't make any sense.
@@RMunoz-te7jc You meditate for 10-18 hours a day for 10 days???
When talking about a visit her eyes lite up and that smile was raising. Such a lovely soul
😢
My Nan had been diagnosed with schizophrenia and bipolar, she was hospitalised in and out throughout her life, I’ve been bawling my eyes out at this vid as this sweet soul reminds me of her. So kind and pure hearted, my Nan had a lot of childhood trauma.. including sexual abuse, being raised in the foster system she didn’t have a solid family unit. She was taken away from her birth parents before the age of 2, split up from all her siblings. She was incredibly misunderstood, sensitive and felt alone. She passed away in February 2019 and I had a psychotic episode myself in which I felt her spirit with me, I too have my own struggles.. I miss her dearly 💓
I'm sorry for your loss, darling. My Nan was one of my favorite people. Though she had her struggles, too. Take care ❤.
I miss my Nan 😞 ❤
Thats a fantastic story,,very insightful. 💯👍
Thank you, for sharing the memory of your nana. Sending loving hugs to you. 💐💚
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when things get loud she probably cant tell if the sounds are real or not
i have schyzophrenia and this is a thing i don't feel like a lot of people talk about. when i'm in a loud enviroment, i start to feel anxious and panicky because i can't tell what's real and what's not
@@alternativebat8251 I have schizoeffective PTSD and I get this too
@@Mars_Among_Stars I have this real question. Please don't be offended but, how do you realised that you have schizophrenia ? How do you know that the hallucinations were not real ? Is it the same way when we wake up from dreams ? Are those hallucinations same like lucid dreams ? When you were typing your comment, do you actually get to know what are you typing ? Is it similar to dreaming one time and simultaneously imagining other dreams ? When you are exposed to the word schizophrenia or related terms, do you get hallucinations, just like we get nostalgic when we see something that triggers our memories, or do you have that ability to think about your condition ?
Please answer only if you are comfortable with it.
Pranit Pawar it feels different.
I hear things (not voices) and in a quiet place I can feel the difference until I’ve been alone for too long then it gets annoying and scary. When you’re around ppl you can see if someone else reacted to what you hear. It’s nice to have a dog around, they look to sounds... until your brain makes you see the dog when he’s not there and then That reacts to the sound and that’s more frightening.
But I don’t know what I have. I haven’t seen a doctor about it and don’t think I will
@@pranit_33xa91 it's different for everyone as other people experience things differently and can have different symptoms. but for example it's easier to be around people because you can see who reacts to the sound or i usually ask other people if they saw or heard what i saw/heard. it's scary when i have to walk home at night because i see shadows and i sometimes even see people, i get the feeling someone is following me and i hear sounds like someone walking or as if somebody is talking and that can make me go into a panic state and i usually end up crying and getting a anxiety attack
I was crushed when she said "I was wishing I had some visitors" then realized we all visited her, all 200,000 of us. Thank you Vera...
EvoPortal Dang... Hit me right in the feels with that one...
Psychiatric institutions are not for the faint-hearted. My (former) stepdaughter turned up at my door one day in an appalling mental state. She is schizophrenic (delusional and suicidal) and on this occasion, about as far out of reality as its possible to get. A few days later I had her sent to such a place. Her parents and siblings would not even discuss her. Already looking after my autistic son, I felt I was able to cope. I was wrong. It's a full-time job with 24/24 supervision.
The first few visits were quiet enough for me. Not sure she was even aware that I was there. Then, as my face became familiar to others, they started to introduce themselves. The visits were regular and it got to the point where I was almost mobbed. There were one or two that I would not turn my back on but, as a rule, they were friendly enough. Visitors were rare for all of them. I would get requests for chocolate, biscuits and other stuff. Curiously, it was always stuff they could get easily enough in the hospital. I often wondered if the loneliness was causing more damage than their vulnerability would on the outside. Not really, none would have survived long.
The films and the media give the impression that these people are very manipulative (some are). In reality, most are very vulnerable and easily led.
The areas I visited were for the 'safer' and less erratic patients. I didn't get to see the others but, I heard them. It's very disturbing.
God bless you and your family
@@owllord3346 aw, shaddup, Dr. FeelGood.
EvoPortal this isn’t a visit. We’re just watching a video of her.
He's so gentle in the way he talks to her. So approachable and seeking to understand. If only more people approached schizophrenics so kindly and seeking to understand.
I once had a girlfriend who i later found had serious mental problems. I recognize in this video that my gf could enter a similar state but also at other time act totally normally and nobody would know. I believe that in the presented state (which is permanent for the subject in the video) she recedes to a very young memory of herself, a time when life had not yet hurt her profoundly so that she could feel intact even if that means being a 6 year old shy child psychologically which is the mental state of the woman in the video. I think schizophrenia has nothing to do with being crazy, it's about protecting whatever is left of her own self representation to cope with living. The reason for the damaged self representation is usually the hardest to find but more often than not tied to a trauma that occured in childhood that left a blank in the personality. Later in life if additional stress and bereavement is added, that black hole in the self representation might grow and become a dominant part or problem which is when the name schizophrenia is given. But really it is just normal coping of the mind with very challenging episodes in life that can no longer be remedied, so the individual find ways around it that to us look like they are crazy but we would do the same if we had gone through their lives. Back to my gf, i eventually had to break up when it became clear she had no wish for and probably was not fit to raise a child. And that was no easy way out, it was a real reason. That said, it is wrong to look at people with mental problems to be simply personification of something bad, they're just struggling with a life that you may not be able to cope with if it was yours or maybe would do exactly what they are doing. The problem is they can not be functional in society. Love and understanding are always beneficial and some therapy can improve the mental stability. Some people are functional schizophrenics who know of their condition but are able to not let it interfere with interaction with others. Though usually their partner if they have one would know.
He seemed rather condescending to me. She looked uncomfortable with him and told him what he wanted to hear so she could leave.
@@melvinmcdougal6226 Sounds like every doctor visit ever. He's trying to get as much information as possible, and I don't sense any condescending attitude from him at all.
@@melvinmcdougal6226 he’s being professional, not condescending
"you must be feeling very lonesome" doesn't sound very gentle to me. It's literally like pushing that idea on the patient and like in a way forcing them to accept what they said. The word 'must' isn't the right word here. He only said "are you?" later. And you can clearly see her reaction after that sentence or question. She hesitantly said "yes" and started smiling, which indicates that she's trying to avoid any danger or punishment and just surrendering by agreeing or accepting what she thought they wanted her to do. I agree that he was gentle when compared to many others.
My mother was diagnosed with schizophrenia.....she died in 2011.....I am now 62....when she died I was with her........I was torn between sorrow of her death and happy that her torturous life was finally over....looking back on her life the signs were apparent even as a child. Her mother who I loved dearly was a high society lady who never accepted her daughter's lack of measuring up. When my mother got glasses as a child her mother cried. Growing up as a child all seemed normal. Then when I was about 10 years old I witnessed things that now looking back were signs that things were not right with her. Listening to sad music and crying...not normal. Several things happened later that impacted my life when both my parents were drunk were torturous.....when they built a brand new house (every married couple's dream) we moved into the new house. I found it odd that boxes were never unpacked. When my father left it was just my brother and I. My mother would lay on the couch and stare at the walls smoking cigarettes with the ash tray over flowing on the floor. If there is a hell on earth this was it...I lived it....I could not take it anymore and moved in with my father. Over the years my mother was a terrible alcoholic....I had to take her to the hospital multiple times...her room was covered in empty beer cans and the closet had a large moving box with empty bottles of Jack Daniels whiskey bottles.....she almost died once and they had to pump her stomach....she ended up in a psychiatric hospital......later she moved into a cabin my uncle owned....then she went to the nursing home where she lived the rest of her life. I would visit her.....I never stopped seeing my mother. She had once told me I was the best thing that ever happened to her.....my point is that I always loved my mother in spite of what she was and had been. All of this made my life more difficult than most but I over came and I have lived a good life in spite of all this.
i have same story and understand you, its very hard to see as a child. thank you for a comment.
My deep respects. Thanks you for your inspiring words! I have a schizophrenic brother, I will never stop loving him despite all the pain. My goal is to be able to say one day that I overcame all the trouble and that my life was a good life.
Life is not easy!
You’re magnificent!
Yes you were definitely the best thing that ever happened to her’ ❤🙏🌹
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Shes very pretty and has a soothing voice, god bless her
Stop lying!
@@VH-wq6oj i hate to break it to you but it’s subjective
@@VH-wq6oj bye
Ikr! Her voice Is very pretty. 🥺💖
Nkakatakot tang ina
She seems like such a gentle soul.
medication will do that
I like how it sounds like they're on a goddamn spaceship
Ground control to Major Tom!
It's an artefact of someone having applied digital noise reduction to the audio of the film - I wish they hadn't. A lot of the woman's voice has been scraped away in the process and we're left with all this weird dead silence, chopped off reverb and warbly background noise.
Brandonlm2010, what’s using Gods name in vain so important that you have to take the time to type it in your comment
Im glad others are hearing that weird echoey sound. ✌
@@conniemiller411 Any goddamn thing other than commenting about a goddamn comment saying goddamn in that fucking comment.
I think she is very beautiful.. He did not acknowledge her willingness or her kindness. When he asked her what if she had a hundred thousand dollars, she offered to give it to the hospital,and loves the piano.
It's very sad.. she seems such a nice, kind and intelligent human being : /
She really is adorable. I just want to give her a hug and protect her.
She certainly could use reinforcement that her character is correct.
However, in a normal environment she may be easily unbalanced and confused, and respond inappropriately under everyday pressure. It's not so simple, and she probably does need medical care.
Well shes dead already.you can go to grave and tell her that.
I see a sweet but extremely depressed lady. The drugs they were giving her were probably causing schizophrenia symptoms.
nice gams she has. would bang
big ditto
"Music and not talking. Music is the best".
That it is. That it is.
Something happened to her and she couldn’t take it but she still loves music she wants to live on
Dis the mood everyday cuh
I agree with her....she seems normal and sweet to me.
Can you imagine how much she would've loved having an iPod if that sort of technology was there back then?
I hope she had a good life after this interview. She looked so kind and sounded so sweet.
"Listening to music and not talking; music is the best I think."
Love that.
I keep my mind sound at all times and stay in self preservation
Apostle Of Azathoth I agree a lot of the time. 🤷🏻♀️
Totally......it’s one of the best therapies.
💞
I like staying quiet and do nothing.
"lack of ambition and initiatives, no real plans for the future" literally everyone going trough 2020
That's what exactly I was thinking about
Lmfao maybe you and everybody else but not me baby
Only Antifa, BLM,NFAC and the leftist democrats!
Spot on hahaha we're all been demoralized lol
UNCLE JED kkk
I think the saddest thing in mental illness is that we might never know the genius behind a corrupted mind.
Edgy
@@shingouki6392 why edgy
Does Hitler count? Just wondering
UU
@@pranit_33xa91 bruh I actually agree with you
*tbh I'm glad to see someone finally say it, everyone keeps insulting the moment someone says something that sounds 'ridiculous' I'm surprised there is no drama lol
My brother has schizophrenia and my father had mental issues .
I feel for people that have them and wish society was a bit more understanding .
When I was at work the other day the conversation was about mental illness .
I said that everyone suffers from mental problems one time or another but the sad thing is they don't talk about it but keep it hidden and bottled up.
You could hear a pin drop , the silence spoke volumes.
It's a shame that even in the 21st century it has a massive stigma .
i think so many people think that its a choice to be crazy like a personality flaw instead of seeing that people are inflicted by literal brain damage, especially from vaccines
@opalallen2066 I really feel for you. That is awful to suffer for such a long time. Sometimes I wonder if mental health could also be a genetic problem. It's quite surprising how it seems to trickle down some generations. Either way, I so wish there was more help out there for anyone suffering.
Also I wish you well , though I don't know you personally. I really do mean that. Take care 😉
It has a stigma because we're all secretly afraid of getting this illness.
yes
@@fenlandhobbit2307 Yes, there is a large genetic component to mental illness.
There is something so pure and uncorrupted about her, I felt as if I knew her.
Ikr
I had the exact same feeling , I even felt like I wanted to hug her and make sure she felt safe - she feels strangely familiar to me
That's shyness, timidness and vulnerability.
weirdo
@@eyekandi you’re the weirdo here
when she said music is the best thing she was absolutely right
Birdsong dancing water the wind over meadows stiring trees .The less of these the less one see's .
Amen to that!
Yep!! I felt that
Nietzsche said "Without MUSIC life would be a MISTAKE!!"
She seems lovely. Too soft for this rotten world.
I totally agree, she's beautifully compelling
:)
And beautiful
Lisa Yu amen!
She does look a little 'disturbed', but could be really attractive-great cheekbones, interesting eyes (with more sleep and some make up), her features are symmetrical, and off a few glimpses, a pretty smile. Sad she couldn't be together enough to be happy, or share a life making someone else happy.
My boyfriend has this type of schizophrenia and it’s heartbreaking to see him struggle. His behaviour is similar to what is described in the video and since I struggle with mental illness myself it’s hard to fully realise what this condition is doing to him. I will often take it personally and it makes everything a little harder for the both of us… seeing a loved on struggle and withdraw themselves from reality and wanting to push you away is hard. I can’t quite imagine what he’s going through but I always try to be understanding and respectful even tho I am suffering too. I wish he wouldn’t be living with this condition, for the sake of his own happiness. Everyday things are incredibly hard for him, let alone having a relationship.
I have been with him for 3 years be I still don’t quite know how to handle some situations but the best I can do is be there for him as good as I can, even tho it can hurt a lot.
If you (or someone you know) can see/hear spirits, you are NOT alone or CRAZY ! Unless you had a serious head injury or dose on illegal drugs regularly. You are like me a person with a third eye/ear capability. We represent about 10% of humanity. I was Paranoid Schizophrenic for sometime too. I did the meds and therapies too, but there seem to be no end/final cure. So I did my own research. BTW, I am a Civil Engineer with a highly analytical mind. Once I knew the REAL reason (Spirits) I was set FREE ! I even turned the tables on the evil spirits. I TORMENTED them with Worship Songs, Quoted Holy Scripture to them. Even called them names and mocked them. It drove them away. The spirits would come back a few days later but I gave them the SAME treatment. Eventually they gave up. I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. The spirits no longer bother me, because I'm NO LONGER FUN to torment. The spirits prefer SCARED & CONFUSED victims. So Im sharing my experience and insights.
You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, regular use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, total isolation, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Anything that seriously WEAKENS your body, EMBITTERS your soul, and affects your FAITH in God, also WEAKENS your protective spiritual AURA and allows the evil spirits to communicate with you. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and isolated forests.
Our physical and spirit worlds exists in parallel dimensions, separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, we can't see/hear them NORMALLY. Spirits communicate by MENTAL TELEPATHY ( mind to mind ) that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. That's why the spirits can also READ YOUR MIND/THOUGHTS ! You can also secretly TALK/SHOUT to them by TELEPATHY - in the presence of other people. No one will notice & think you're CRAZY ! Ive done this a few times & forced the spirits away.
Spirits can also DISTORT human speech. For example if your friend says " Hello, What's Up ? " it will sound like " You're UGLY & STUPID ! " and so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you PARANOID & anti-social. The speech DISTORTION happens only a few SECONDS ! The speakers face suddenly changes to an UGLY facial expression ! The Spirits TRUE FACE shows like a dwarf or leprechaun ! Then the face reverts back to normal and the speaker is NOT even aware of what happened. He'll wonder why you're angry at him ! I've seen this many times !!
The evil spirits want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY ! Some spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people). They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS/VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to scare and ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Don't give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) that's causing this. Fight them, mock them, EXORCISE them out of your house/life... eventually they'll give up and leave. .
Her voice is so soothing
I was thinking the same thing. I love her voice. :)
@@thebluestplanet6768 lol u have no f***** idea how hard most Familys try to fight and struggle when there is someone in the family With mental illness , yet u say ,its her family that is ill. .....most familys, Living with ppl that are mentally ill, try there best to be there for them, meaning its almost a fulltime job thats hard to do. Im sick of ppl blaming others....u got no clue
She couldve been a beautiful singer
@@alletbanane I totally agree with u. So sick of people always trying to take the moral highground.
She sounds like shes from an upper class family or very well educated, possibly also from here in South East England, my nan sounded just the same as her it's uncanny the resemblance in her accent
She seems like such a sweet soul. 😔
Most schizophrenics are! They just have been beat down by society and so called loved ones that they start developing this hereditary brain malfunction, it’s sort of like PTSD.
It’s fake!!
@@per-olofsvensson5286 You're ignorant!
@@per-olofsvensson5286 how tf...
@@per-olofsvensson5286 shut up!!!
My mom had the same illness she passed away, she reminds me of her so much couldn’t finish watching it cause started crying miss her 💔
i’m sorry for you🖤
So sorry dear. It’s tough to lose your mother and it’s tough when they have a mental illness and you have to watch them suffer as you do knowing you can’t help them get well. God bless everyone hurting tonight. May God bring better days ahead.
Prayers💗jw.org
Adrienn Németh May GOD and peace be with you 🙏💟☮️✝️ She is free now 🕊
People with high iq are at more risk
My heart breaks for this woman. Truly. I wish her the peace she seeks.
Remember how blessed you are , life could always be worst, I send my love to anyone suffering through this
Grateful! Always mate. Cheers
May God bless you for your hidden prayers and good thoughts and wishes you have for others
@@aaishatillman7991 ☮️☮️💜
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you)))
She is more polite than most "sane" people
Vera is a beautiful soul. I hope she is all right playing the piano wherever she is now.
Brad Beach im pretty sure she’s dead now
Reference taken
@@neufeddyou’re an idiot
Her voice is so soft... I would tell her that. If someone ever got her to sing, I bet it was one of the most beautiful sounds on the planet
So sad to see such a sweet woman that is soo polite and kind to get so disturbed.
Her body language when she got up, so respectful.
@Mihaela M. your mom gey
Was she hurted to much from her family, or?
@Dx Fire right, even the loonies of old have more class than those of today.. men and women both, of course. It's a degenerate society we live in
@Dx Fire I'm threatening you.
That glance straight into the camera was painful.
It was. Like we were violating her dignity or something.
Yes I detected fear when she looked at the cam .She seemed to smile as if she was being reassured ,A guardian catching her when she began to fall.I wonder as to how she was treated by those around her on the outside , before she enters the hospital .Iv seen bad things happen in one of those places here in the UK .As a patient ,some staff where I she'll say ,should never have been alowd .One flew over types.
She did right after being asked about what the voices were saying. I think she felt the question was way too personal.
He has such a calming demeanor to him, and his gazes feel very relaxed- he was meant for a therapeutic-like job
“I wish I had a visitor”
I started crying immediately. I don’t know if tears have ever welled up in my eyes so quickly. Especially after she says her family hasn’t come in a long time. Likely one of the saddest things I’ve ever heard.
You're such a sweet soul.
Back in that time mental illness was sweep under the rug...her family probably just dropped her off and never gave a thought to her.
@D D Fuck off, Edge lord.
What are you, 12?
Go back to your shithole!
Yeah and the guy was all like, "She has no real plans for the future." Um, yeah she does. She wants to keep playing the piano. She wants to see her family.
~:~
Me too man. Such innocent soul. I feel sorry for her.
she looks so tired, i hope she’s peacefully resting now :(
Tired in the sense 😭
I think that it's just the flat affect!! Flat affect means that you don't express any emotion, even if you feel it!! Very common in schizophrenia!! I think that it was just emotional indifference!!
She smiles at him and he does not reciprocate. You can get crazy by talking to someone like that.
Piastun I was sectioned under the mental health act for self harm, I have never had a history of psychosis. At the end of my visit I was psychotic but I hid it. It truly does make you insane talking to doctors who don't give a shit and never smile.
Piastun: If you're a weak person you can.
@@achosenvessel6563 ****if you're a vulnerable person you can.
Adding to the analytical nature of the interviewer which is basically unnatural in the conversation he's creating. It's scrutinizing, and nobody would feel joy or enthusiasm responding to that.
James Russell Cotes You are a smart dude James. You should read the books Games People Play and Games Alcoholics Play if that one interests you.
72 years ago. The dear soul was so lonely. It's heartbreaking to know that comforting her is impossible after all the years past. God bless her.
She looked good for 40. I hope her life turned out ok.
not really , i read in the comments that she died in the hospital
she died
@@perc1001
D:
@@perc1001 I assume so....this was made a long time ago...and she was 40
As with the majority of these cases, these folks aren’t really being rehabilitated, they’re moreso just being made comfortable. Thankfully, modern medicine and therapeutics have made indefinite hospital stays less necessary for people with a variety of mental disorders.
The way she paused and stared at the ground when the interviewer asked if she thinks she'll have a visitor soon was just heartbreaking
So sad. I’m am heartbroken by the simplicity and innocence. Her smile is so bright, though. God have mercy.
Mental illness, especially schizophrenia, is so heartbreaking. It robs potentially great people of a normal life and turns their minds against them. I wish there was a cure … just from listening to this woman, I can tell she had a good heart, but probably never got to experience a normal life because of her illness. It fucking sucks. The more I learn about illnesses like this, the more I realize I’ve taken taken for granted in life. Just being able to have a normal conversation with someone is a blessing.
She’s so soft spoken, like Marilyn Monroe. Guess most women spoke in this manner back then
I think they had to they didn't have much control over themselves they weren't allowed to
@@bigmommymilkersdommymommy6607 I think it’s just because how they were raised back then with the whole stereotype of staying home cooking dinner and knitting/sewing luckily it isn’t the same these days
@EM theres nothing wrong with it if they choose to live that lifestyle, its just it was pushed onto women to act that way. it was forced. and now women have more freedom and arent forced to be submissive
@EM you're saying that because you live in the generation where women have rights, stfu
@EM mane stfu have you ever touched a history book???
“I’m doing better thank you” she’s so polite and you can tell she’s a hurt soul who had so much life and love before. This is sad to watch but it’s good to bring awareness to mental health
I've been a mental health counselor for years now, and I'm so endlessly fascinated by the field. I have met several people like her, and one of the most heart breaking things to me is how ostracized mentally ill people are. So often deficits in social skills are misinterpreted as being unintelligent or dangerous, when it means so much to many of these clients just to have someone listen to what they have to say and lending them some credibility...
EMS 76 find kambo medicine my friend and try it ...
In some cases it's actually relaxing talking to them because they are genuine and just take the world as it is
In my state they punish people like that because it churns about 10 thou+ a week in the lockup. No kindness in therapy here. Its a sleazzzzzzy VERY LUCRATIVE illegal RACKET. Oil, fracking, mutilated crepes and toxic psychiatry in Oklahoma...makes this place famous.
agree wholeheartedly
She has a beautiful soul..... And the man interviewed her SO GREAT AND CALM. ❤❤❤❤ I don't know what else I can say...
This makes me hate that I've ever been mean to people.
Did you learn that mean behaviour from your family?
@@humanitarianharjot402 I'd say it's more to do with media, culture and society.
@@andygee1972 dear I have to just _slightly_ disagree with u. I understand what you are saying actually. When I was working in retail, I started to win some contests from the employer , holy shit the shift I experienced in the environment, just because I was winning them I could see the _insecurity_ ? In other females eyes. It caught me off guard actually. Then some ladies started talk shit. I did something I never did, I also started bashing them! Like how dare they. I didn't like that about me, be rude to pathetic souls because they are? Maybe thats the norm and I was just late in understanding this in life or maybe it was culture of society or just bad unaware souls. Now I don't get into it. Ppl get intimidated for no reason Ppl need to understand their own actions have consequences. I was born with a big doses of #awareness #compassion and #kindness. I don't get into all that, but I will tell you I have family members that were mean together, they don't talk today, and 1 mean uncle who was ruthlessly hurting even kids, had bad behaviour- that man is on a pacemaker. No one speaks to him. And he speaks to no one. Consequences of mean ppl.
@@humanitarianharjot402 my niece was living with her smack head mother, who was always off her head and mentally abusing my niece and probably physically as well. My brother eventually got custody when she was in her teenage years. She's the in her final year at uni as a accountant and hasn't got a mean streak in her
Change is a beautiful thing when it's done for the betterment of yourself and the caring and love you express to others. Even those you might not have understood or respected.
the Dr. says in the introduction that patients like her have no real plans for the future , yet she says she enjoys playing the piano and when asked what she plans to do next year , she responds by saying she likes to play the piano !... she says " music is the best " ; that's her passion . i hope there is a video clip of this lady playing the piano . i am certain her playing style would be as innocent as the smile on her face .
Your hearts in the right place but that was a clever question, he asked what she likes doing right now and she said playing the piano then to follow up in sequence he asked her what she would like to do next year (future plans) and instead of an actual plan she just says she likes playing piano... I don’t think you understand the psychological aspect of that question and answer
@@PheelKooL then tell us please. I’m intrigued
@@blowurn0se Enjoying something doesn't mean you have plans for the future. It doesn't mean that you plan on continuing to do this thing. It doesn't mean you do this thing in order to achieve a plan.
This lady has hobbys and interests but doesn't have any plan about the future.
Having a plan for the future would be, for example "becoming a pianist".
What it means is she didn't have a future plan, that was something she just recently enjoyed and rather than a thought out future plan, her answer was basically "I liked doing this now so that's what I would like then"
Yes, totally. She likes music. Why everyone wants to make 'plans'? She enjoys music and want to keep doing it. Why can't the doctor and other people understand this simple thing?
When people make plans, like becoming a pianist. They attach their likings with their wish to be famous and rich. But people should know that greed and fame will never be sufficient. And she understands that. She just want to play piano, without any greed for money.
She just needed a friend ☹️
I love how this comment section is so kind, specially considering that mentally ill people are still treated like monsters on this century... makes me feel hopeful.
yes
She had friends! She said that she talked to them every day.
@Invi Sible Exactly my thoughts!
@@invisible3972 Yes its so sad that society is still ignorant towards mental Illness
she sounds more lucid and rational than 80% of the world
...okay Debbie, go take your pills.
Its like Forrest Gump was the smartest man
Seems like these patients have been traumatised. But this does not appear to be a line of enquiry. If only a number of people were also this humble.
Vera we are all your visitors... we all came to see you ☹️ and I hope wherever you’re that you’re resting in peace and that is quiet!!
I see hurt and pain in her eyes . Poor lady I'm sure sh could have been helped far better today.
All she needed was a good man to tell her how pretty she is and how much he loves her. Shes lonely and probably never felt true love with a man
Id cheer her up
Probably not
@@poolplexer
Pig. Grow up. 😒
today we let them sleep on the streets instead of in homes.
The noise from the chair is louder than my anxiety ... bless this woman though.
Makes me sad how people with schizophrenia are looked at/ treated. She seems like the sweetest girl but also very lonely and isolated. Hope there’s a heaven so shes in it
Whos here after eve's and jane, and that glowy dude
Me too ! :)
Me too I am stuck on this topic I have been doing a full research on the topic for the Entire day
Me 😊. Some urge got me through them, her and the next. Felt the need to learn more about their condition.
I just watched that man.He was so intelligent. My grandmother was schizophrenic n they used to give her electric shock therapy. Its my dads mom n he used to say it made her act almost catatonic.They had her in so many different, horrendous places.She passed five years ago,bout a year after they finally got her on the right meds.I never got to know her so I am interested in schizophrenia. Its so sad and a lot of the meds make their conditions worse.This interviewer n the one who interviewed the guy both seemed uncaring and ignorant .I really hope these people had some happiness in their lives before passing.Its heartbreaking.
Me.
The doctor seems to belong to thr Addams family
"so what are u doing? thinking?" actually its better than most of those psychiatrists. just fuckkking ask question question question... u need to be very sharp to bring her into an other space. i just like this one question.
😅 looks a little like Vincent Price too!
Estefanía Núñez You are the second person to say that. Or are you the first?
Or a cringey German nutter scientist
Attractive, pleasant, stylish and has a charm about her that makes you feel you'd like to get to know her better. I hope she was treated well.
@Giant Dwarf when i asked my friend to be my GF and she accepted i thought she was mentally ill 😅
@Giant Dwarf I do
Bella Grace they don't even treat people well today in the psych unit. the production of this film was likely the highlight of Vera's time in the hospital. I'd be willing to bet that she was eventually denied the use of the piano.
Giant Dwarf
I do they are the best sexually
Fuckwit.
I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with BPD. Spent my whole life fighting BPD. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
YES very sure of Dr.alishrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
100% agree I used to have Psychosis and paranoid thoughts like "people thinking about me talking about me etc. Very odd behavior after getting off Adderall from 7-16. Antidepressants at 18-29. 31 now. I took way to much, but took about 20g of Gold caps (Psilocybin containing mushroom) I analyzed my entire life. The emotions that came out helped me understand behavior etc more. Wont ever need to do it again because I'm happy and contempt forever, but I wish more people did this to alter their perception of reality. Would help with healing much trauma
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
Yes he's Dr.alishrooms.Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.
Ngl it killed me when she said she hasnt had any visitors, then she smiles like she remembers a time from her past of her family or just happy memories, obviously i could be wrong but thats what i got from it
This exact type of thing still goes on today. How many times/ways is going to ask/state she is lonely? I think I would have smiled or laughed at that point and not explained 'why' out of politeness. It was apparent & Rude he was trying to EVOKE an emotion. He then has the gull to 'TELL' her.. You Like It Here At The Hospital.. Don't You'. WTF End of video he states Her reaction isn't normal? Nothing has changed in 100 yrs
The smile was an involuntary reaction to the pain and sadness. Only people that went through extreme anguish and pain would know what I mean.
My grandma's friend was diagnosed with schizophrenia at a young age. She was my favorite out of all her friends, mostly because she could relate to my depression and would defend me when I wasn't very social and hid in my grandma's bedroom. She was a cute little old lady, grey hair with small waves. She died about 2 years ago, I still miss her
God bless 🥰
I miss my old neighborhood grandmas ,they babysitted me when my mom was working ,I have such special in my heart for elderly ladies
It is strange. I listened to Vera closely and within but a few minutes, I was feeling very charmed by her. I even felt a bit of sadness when she had to leave. When listening to the doctor's rundown of her symptoms of simple schizophrenia, I felt a feeling of hopelessness and disappointment. Almost like feeling the need to protect her from further examination. Anyone else mesmerized by this?
What the actual fuck
yes, I felt that too.
Yes, something like that
it seemed so unfair of them to just say "inappropriate emotional reaction: she was smiling when asked about loneliness" - seems so narrowminded to diagnose like that. That's actually no psychology, that's what... I get this impression - she's happy she gets the chance to talk to this person (nevertheless) a bit. And from his side - he's cold analysing her. Is that moral, you think?
You had the classic "wounded bird" response, very human. Very understandable. Just dont let it make u run after damaged damsels trying 2 "fix" them. Not good for u OR her....thanx 4 being so human,tho.
Sweet little lady. You hope she received an effective treatment and carried on well the rest of her life.
Aww she was happy when he said let's go for cup of coffee.
Her soft voice comes out of her weak ego. She feels weak and not in control, overwhelmed by her own mind and emotions. But she is there! As sweet as her soft voice is in this video, imagine how bad she feels.
My Uncle had schizophrenia. He was Child like us, we grew up, he stayed as a kid at heart. He finds happiness in little things, loves watching movies, loves foood,laughs and talks to himself. He was very active and does daily household work.There was also downsides too. He loves us so much. But one day while crossing a street accident happened and we lost him. We miss him everyday.
I know he will be watching us from heaven.
Beautiful words. May your uncle rest in heaven
Your so full of shit I have diarrhea
My cousin had schizophrenia. He passed away last July. I miss him so much! He was incredibly smart and I loved talking to him. His mom tried so hard to support him as best as she could.
If you (or someone you know) can see/hear spirits, you are NOT alone or CRAZY ! Unless you had a serious head injury or dose on illegal drugs regularly. You are like me a person with a third eye/ear capability. We represent about 10% of humanity. I was Paranoid Schizophrenic for sometime too. I did the meds and therapies too, but there seem to be no end/final cure. So I did my own research. BTW, I am a Civil Engineer with a highly analytical mind. Once I knew the REAL reason (Spirits) I was set FREE ! I even turned the tables on the evil spirits. I TORMENTED them with Worship Songs, Quoted Holy Scripture to them. Even called them names and mocked them. It drove them away. The spirits would come back a few days later but I gave them the SAME treatment. Eventually they gave up. I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. The spirits no longer bother me, because I'm NO LONGER FUN to torment. The spirits prefer SCARED & CONFUSED victims. So Im sharing my experience and insights.
You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, regular use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, total isolation, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Anything that seriously WEAKENS your body, EMBITTERS your soul, and affects your FAITH in God, also WEAKENS your protective spiritual AURA and allows the evil spirits to communicate with you. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and isolated forests.
Our physical and spirit worlds exists in parallel dimensions, separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, we can't see/hear them NORMALLY. Spirits communicate by MENTAL TELEPATHY ( mind to mind ) that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. That's why the spirits can also READ YOUR MIND/THOUGHTS ! You can also secretly TALK/SHOUT to them by TELEPATHY - in the presence of other people. No one will notice & think you're CRAZY ! Ive done this a few times & forced the spirits away.
Spirits can also DISTORT human speech. For example if your friend says " Hello, What's Up ? " it will sound like " You're UGLY & STUPID ! " and so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you PARANOID & anti-social. The speech DISTORTION happens only a few SECONDS ! The speakers face suddenly changes to an UGLY facial expression ! The Spirits TRUE FACE shows like a dwarf or leprechaun ! Then the face reverts back to normal and the speaker is NOT even aware of what happened. He'll wonder why you're angry at him ! I've seen this many times !!
The evil spirits want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY ! Some spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people). They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS/VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to scare and ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Don't give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) that's causing this. Fight them, mock them, EXORCISE them out of your house/life... eventually they'll give up and leave. .
@@napoleonaquino9347 Spirits doesnt exist
You probably went through a religious trauma
I'd absolutely like to be her friend! She comes across as likeable and a very gentle soul.
She wants the coffee to calm her nerves. She reminds me of my mother who was a diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic. She loved her coffee (milk & sugar) and her Parliament cigarettes.
God Bless
Not gonna lie, that's old school
I have schizoaffective and I love my Parliaments
I am a Paranoid Schizophrenic and have been living with it since I was very young. What a relief to be dx’d and get medicine to quiet the static of too many voices speed talking in my head
Coffee=narco
Mental health interests me, the mind is powerful.
We are all weird and have mental health issues
@@teddee4572 but in different levels
Listen to the book (kybalion) on RUclips 'The Universe is Mental.
Just imagine how powerful the mind could be if we actually used it. The closest we can get to that experience is through hallucinogenics which open the mind.
I have diagnosed schizoaffective disorder bipolar type and OCD
"Apathy, indifference, inappropriate emotional reaction, general gracelessness of posture, total lack of ambition and initiative, no real plans for the future." Describes pretty much half of the US population.
Believe me it's not only in the usa it's everywhere
America is just so mainstream q
This describes me to a T.
@@biochemistry5009 frl this is around the world babe
I hope this lady found the peace she wanted and was looked after well and given the proper treatment, God bless her where ever she may be
Me too. It's heartbreaking!!
Kim berly Does it look like she had a spike in her eye? She was glad to be there...checked herself in. They didn't do that to everyone. She's well controlled on her meds, probably lithium. They most likely just medicated her.
Kim berly she looks fine lol chill out
Linzi ~ That was a nice thing to say. This was filmed sometime between 1951 and 59, so this lady is probably with the LORD now.
I was thinking the same
They all like the piano...
lmao I noticed that too
Its the music. I had a classmate that did research on this stuff and she wanted to actually produce like music from the piano for people that had this disorder.
umm so liking the piano makes you crazy??? is there anyone who does not like the piano? I think not liking the piano is the first sign of being crazy,, the second is thinking your any better than anyone else,, think about that
I never said any of that.
@@mogwaijizm872 i never said i was better bud. I never said any of that .. to each their own i guess.. your karma will come
Poor lady. I hope she found some peace later on in her life, bless her heart.
It is so reassuring to find my brain doesn't perform like this but also frightening to consider what I would do if I found it was.
After working with psychiatric patients for 25 years, my biggest hope is that people will start to see the person behind the diagnose. I have met so many fantastic peoples through the years, handicapped by their disorder, but they are still human beings, deserving to be treated with respect. Talk about it. It can be you next time.
My god her reaction when he asked her a cup of coffee.. Hope she enjoyed it
My neighbor and friend just died last weekend, and I am saddened by this. He had schizophrenia, but had treatments injected once a week. He was the kindest man I think I have ever seen. He was riddled with alcoholism and smoking, but he had lived to around 60 years old. I will miss him dearly, and I'd like to thank all the doctors of the past and the now of attempting their best to give him a normal life, and I'd like to thank the people who have fought for people in their condition to support them financially through their difficult lives.
He was the person I was always looking forward to seeing when I went outside of my flat, and I wish I could have him back. Thank you to you as well for being interested in these topics. It is extremely important and whatever we can do to help should be a great priority. He likely drank himself to death, but I think that is fine, because it did make him seemingly happier. He would have died decades ago if it weren't for all the good people that have the ability to help. He has brought joy to myself and many others by just being himself. I love him dearly, and I hope I can be one of the men to carry him to his grave, and tell his family, that his life has kept me alive as well, with my spirits up. His goodness has been unmatched by anyone I have ever known. I saw him days before his passing. We used to sit and talk for a smoke or two if I had had a night out and he would happen to be out smoking as I returned. I will never have this again with him, and I hope I never forget his voice, and his way of being.
There is nothing more important than the goodness of heart. Nothing else matters in the end, and we can be glad that most of us do not have these issues, and can gladly make their peoples stay here on earth the best as possible without judgment. There is also nothing as sad as losing a good man.
I will always love him, and I always treated him with respect, and he treated everyone with enormous gratitude and love. There are no words to describe this man in manner worthy of his existence. Thank you to all who directly and indirectly make the lives of others bearable. I mean it, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for allowing him to do the little things that made him even slightly happy at times. People are amazing creatures, and the best thing we are good at is loving and understanding. Nothing else matters in this world.
Thank you Lawrence! You’re a kind soul. I needed to see this today God brought me here thank you for sharing. I believe my sister will live a rewarding life with me by her side. I finally moved back in with her after many years living with my dad (same mom). She has been so much more responsive in her behavior and speech that I’ve been inspired to fight this battle with her no matter what the obstacle is. It’s gonna be a looooong journey but if this is what God has in store for us so be it. I have faith everything will be great
Beautiful words. Made me tear up. Your friend was lucky to have you in his life, as you were to him.
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@Lawrence H - your post was straight from the heart and has reached mine. Thank you.
your message to your your special friend made me cry. I'm glad he had you in his life.
Poor woman, what a beautiful soul. Apart from mild depression I can’t see anything about her that would require hospitalisation. I hope her life got better. I think an uncaring society is to blame for her misfortune.
Hallucinations... Depression shouldn't hospitalise anyone.
She was smiling because she wasn't lonely with all the voices that keep her company yet would feel silly in admitting it to the Doctor. Like an inside joke. My dear brother was diagnosed a Schizophrenic and he had special powers too. I miss him as he died 10 years ago now .He was 53. The strong meds, a bad diet, the incessant smoking and lack of activity took its tole on him. This interview really hit a nerve with me because he too was very childlike and vulnerable. The meds turned him into a zombie but the Doctors thought it was better for him. I don't know if it was better to be honest.
Reading this was like reading my own story about my own brother. The meds worked in the way that he was no longer tormented with paranoia but as u said made him into a zombie. He passed at 46. I felt relief that he finally, finally was no longer suffering & finally at peace. His social worker would often actually take him for a coffee, he would always be happy to know she was coming.
Preternatural phenomena..means something
I genuinely feel for you. ❤❤❤.
She reminds me of miss (little ) Edie😢
How very sad, that must have been heartbreaking and especially a family member, hope you are coping well and with it feeling stronger with each passing day. Bless you. 💕.
My grandmother talked like her after she had a stroke. I miss her.
I hope you feel better. Your grandma loves you
Wow, I guess alot of people really understand. Thanks and Merry Christmas maybe 2021 will be a better year for us all.
I'm so sorry for your loss
I have this diagnose. I wish every being who shares this diagnose a peaceful life.
how u doing now
@@subhasharma4425 great thank you and you?
I wish the same for you, I pray you are doing well
We can heal the world by recognizing she is in her own imagination, the multiple “voices” which act as protectors and guides, some led by fear some led by love. I agree 100% she smiles as a coping mechanism. I have strange triggers I’m overcoming from my childhood trauma that I do because the uncomfortable memories going from nice mom to really scary mom. I would switch to an energy more acceptable by my mom, this helped me survive criticism, judgment, anger, neglect etc. this helped me feel “normal” I disassociate just as this gentle woman does, I space out in my own imagination because this world is too loud. This “disorder” or disease is more sane to me than believing there is only 1 voice in your head and you prefer me to act more like you to make you feel more comfortable disregarding how I feel. She seems fine to me besides a tremendous amount of her life being told she wasn’t which made her question her power.
Beautifully explained!
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