I’ve been a fan of Anthony’s for 15 years and I have so much respect for this man. Anyone who is a true fan of Circa would say the same thing. I’m glad he is still with us now and I couldn’t help but to smile and cry while watching this podcast. He’s such a beautiful soul.
I love and respect Anthony so much, as well. I wish I would have found out about him and circa sooner but I’ve only been a fan for about a year. He really did change my life and his music is just so so amazing and therapeutic to say the least
I really respect him for saying he was so privileged financially. Seriously. I grew up without parents and homeless at 17 so I just had to slog through it. I was basically held hostage, raped, dragged through the mud with crazy exes. It was only when I got into my later 20s I realized how traumatized I was and what happened.
I spent 3 decades of my life a wreck. Therapy didn't work. Medication didn't help. I was violent and out of control and unable to hold a job. Every doctor just said I had "depression" but finally at like 31-ish years old, my doctor at the time who I had recently started seeing asked me how I would feel about a bipolar diagnosis. I was scared, there was stigma. She said after everything, all the failures and shit not working, she was gonna treat me as bipolar type 2 going forward, and changed my medications up to match that. It was like night and day. Within a few weeks I was feeling so different from my usual self, I felt...functional. The rage subsided, the depression wasn't overwhelming anymore. I got a job, I started dating. I'm 37 years old now and married. And now it's 2024 and I'm sitting here crying listening to Anthony Green talk about this. A man who has been a top 3 vocalist to me for 20 years. Thanks for having him on. Also everyone talking about Circa or TSOAF or Saosin but I'm sitting here thinking about his work with Zolof The Rock And Roll Destroyer. Give me that sweet Plays Pretty For Baby
I’ve been a fan of Anthony’s since Saosin. Seen Circa Survive play live many times, and met Anthony twice. Thank you for your incredible music and for your honesty. Big fan. Even bigger respect after watching this now.
Anthony green is the literal reason I'm still standing right now because of him i never gave up his music became old friends of mine that would help me through mania
I started listening to Circa Surive and Anthony about 13 years ago and it was literally life changing. I haven't watched the whole thing yet, but I wanted to show my love, especially after hearing about whatever's going on that caused him to cancel his latest tour with Circa. I've seen them like six times at this point and I'll never forget seeing his kids next to the stage with their big ear muffs to protect them from the sound. That little thing says so much about who he is as a man and a father. I don't believe in God but God bless all the same.
Mayim, from the bottom of my heart : thank you for explaining so precisely what bipolar disorder is. I have a step-brother who has bipolar disorder and is always misunderstood and judged. I love your podcast!!
I've had the extreme pleasure of meeting him several time over the past decade and he has been the kindest and warmest human being every single time. Just an absolute angel.
This episode is everything someone diagnosed as bipolar needs to hear. I am one of those fortunate souls to be diagnosed as bipolar and Borderline personality, making me one of those people who experience everything in such a heightened way I feel I am never "stable". One day at a time is perfection for finding those moments of stability that give one hope.
My daughter who is no longer with us had schizo-affective disorder and her daughter who lives with me has bipolar2. I love all the episodes it this one was particularly meaningful for me. Thank you both and thank Anthony as well for talking so openly about his life
36:07 literally how i felt about Bert McCracken, Anthony Green, Gerard Way watching them be crazy and drunk as a kid and teen and i almost found mystery in that lifestyle than went to play in my own bands and burn bridges like wildfires, it's just kind of crazy how Anthony felt the same way about the idolss he grew up with this podcast is amazing wow im in the struggle but this makes me actually want to get help thanks for this podcast its definitely helping me a ton right now
One of my top 10 people alive. I love this guy, he is a true poet. I listen to him every day and it’s hard to find a lot of interviews of Anthony that really show his mind and soul. Thanks for Opening up Anthony
I keep trying to find the right words to explain how this made me feel, but they're evading me. So much here. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your journeys.
The fact that he can write being in a higher state of consciousness & it mean so much more to him than being on the other side from a creative aspect; truly inspiring.
I was watching this again and realized I wanted to share how I feel every time I listen to this man speaking. Anthony Green creates the most honest, hopeful, meaningful songs I've ever heard. His work kept me company during the darkest times of my life: grieving my best friend, recovering from attempts and spending two months in a psychiatric ICU. I wasn't alone because I had his music with me, and everytime I heard "you'll be fine" was like having a conversation with a friends that understood the twists of my mind. I hope one day watch him perform live, it's a huge dream. Anthony, if you ever read this, know that you'll forever be my favorite white man. Thank you for sharing you with us.
As each Tuesday morning arrives, and I continue to live in isolation, this Podcast really lightens my soul while igniting cognition. Thank you lovelies!
Finally saw Anthony Green live this past year and it was the most surreal experience. I feel blessed to have come across his music. And so glad they talked about weed too! Tired of hearing how it does nothing bad. Also, hearing about his financial situation was alleviating.
Anthony is & always will be someone I love & admire... not just because of music, but for the mind & heart of someone beautiful on the inside ¬ afraid to share the ugliness of addiction & mental health & brave enough to share it. I needed to hear this podcast more than I even knew. - a safe camp sister. 又
I’ve been a fan of Anthony for 20 years. I got through high school with Saosin and still listen to his music. We are glad you are still with us, and yes your music is still relevant! ♥️
God bless you, Anthony Green. I've grown up listening to your music and have been lucky enough to meet you in person a handful of times. You were always the kindest and sweetest human being to me. I've struggled with substance abuse and hearing you speak on such a topic has been eye opening. I feel closer to your music now more than ever. Much love, Anthony. Peace!
AWESOME! Thank you to Anthony for opening up about Bipolar and sharing so honestly. I LOVE the idea that we should make mental health education mandatory in our schools! Let's PLEASE teach our kids how to connect, deal with ourselves, relationships, and life! Great episode!
We do need to know about this stuff at an earlier age to know how to recognize it and find all of the solutions and there will be more forgiveness, patience and understanding amongst each other
Anthony seems like a genuinely great person. He loves life and realizes there are challenges, but he keeps on going and inspiring others along the way. What a guy.
I really needed that this morning . I’m on the spectrum and not diagnosed bi-polar but deeply identify with this talk . It’s hard . One day at a time .
Anthony would be a fantastic therapist or social worker if he wasn't an artist. I have had a few interactions with him and he seems like such a great guy. I'm a fan of his music like a lot of the commenters, but I am also a fan of him the person based on what I've seen. Thank you for what you do with your creativity Anthony. It helps a lot of people.
This was such a pleasant surprise for me this morning!!! Around the time that I was diagnosed with bipolar 2, Saosin was one of my favorite bands and this just gives me all of the nostalgic feels. ❤️ Thank you Mayim and thank you Anthony Green!!!😭❤️❤️❤️
Just wanted to say "Congratulations" for landing the Jeopardy! hosting position for the next 15 episodes, as well as the specialty hosting. If I were a contestant, I would like a host just like you -- calm, extremely knowledgeable and friendly, but not "overly chatty" and not making the show all about you like some of the other guest hosts are prone to do. Best wishes!
I've been a huge fan of Anthony's since '02/'03 when he initially in Saosin and when their debut EP came out. I've been lucky enough to meet him, and he's such a sweet and nice dude. Him and his music has helped me through so much stuff. Loved this conversation
As a fan of you both and a loyal subscriber, yes I've watched every episode since the beginning, I understand the dynamic of you Mayim and Jonathan, although while I understand it I do feel a little put out by how sometimes you Mayim speak to Jonathan, he is irreplaceable and please honor the beautiful gift you are both giving the world as the 2 of you together on the podcast THANK YOU FOR YOUR PODCAST BOTH OF YOU
I agree, she’s kinda derailing on the flow of the conversation when she interjects over Johnathan or a guest. She’s pretty bold and i dig that but it’s also suddenly breaking the moment when she does that
It is so great to FINALLY hear someone state how fortunate they have been to have financial resources, which many people, actually MOST people, do not. Mental health care is difficult to find and tremendously expensive.
My favorite Proverb A Wise man holds back untill later and a Fool utters all his mind. This is a mantra for me . I used to be hell bent on winning arguments and being right . When I embraced forgiveness for everyone and everything especially myself that need went away .Forgiveness is a choice of I choose forgiveness daily. I realized that if I waited till I felt like it , it may never happen. I realized that not everything that comes to mind needs come come out of my mouth . I also understand that if I get pissed there's a chemical reaction that last apox 90 seconds. and if I breath through and wait rather than react I can respond with Wisdom . This is a conscious decision I make daily to respond not react
I have been a fan of Circa Survive for over a decade now. Hearing this made me feel like oh yeah this all makes sense now. I myself struggle with the same mental health diagnosis- diagnosed after already being an avid Anthony Green lisenter. His music got me through a lot of dark times and not even knowing we share the same struggles. This was beautiful. You all are beautiful. ANTHONY I love you. Thanks for this. I feel like this didn't make grammatical sense but I'm all up in my feelings right now and can't be eloquent and articulate. Love and light.
I have been diagnosed and treated for bi-polar for over 27 years. My second pregnancy drove me to seek treatment. I barely survived the "crash" after the first. People don't understand that it's the depression that will kill you. I have been vigilant taking my meds ever since. I desperately wanted to be a normal Mom. I think more people need to know treatment works. ( I was diagnosed bipolar 1)
Minute 1:01:30. About Anthony’s bro-in-law. My brother too. We lost him. Same choice than Anthony’s relative. Three kids. Still feeling guilty myself for not being able to help him on time. There’s always hope? Not for everyone. Tools are difficult to find..on time. My heart still bleeds…Sorry for being so vulnerable, for my crudeness and for venting this here. But this, as always, great episode threw salt on my still open wound…
Hope you are not being to rude on yourself! Sometimes we judge our past selves even though of their knowledge at the time. When in fact we were doing our best!
I believe this every single day? I’m severely handicapped and depressed by a Severe Traumatic Brain Injury, an injury worse than death and the worst imaginable! But it’s real! My emotions constantly change and my characteristics and emotions! But? Yea, you’re crazy, and I say no more because I’m your biggest fan and adore Saosin and Circa Survive because what you sing about is what I feel
I've been patiently waiting for a guest who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and I was NOT disappointed. I was diagnosed 25 years ago, and have had the hills and valleys of function that go along with that. I was very fortunate to have landed on the right medication fresh out of the gate, and I still take it, but I realise not everyone is so fortunate. Anthony Green, whom I was not aware of prior to this, was such an interesting guest. His honesty about just being okay with trying to be better, and trying to be mindfulof his mania cues, and be as mentally healthy as he can be, was refreshing. I also really appreciated how he recognizes how fortunate, and privileged he was growing up, and that others are not. He was quick to turn down the praise, even though he was worthy of it. This was such a meaningful conversation, and I saw a lot of myself in the sentiments that were expressed by all of you. Thank you so much.
Anthony has a popular song with those words you started with! “I’ve been patiently waiting…” I honestly thought you were referencing it until you said you hadn’t heard of him. Check it out if you’re interested. It’s called Dear Child.
I can't even express how excited I am for this episode! I never thought one of my favorite artists would collaborate with one of my favorite mental health advocates! I saw Circa Survive live in MN. It was an amazing show. I keep the cards they threw off the stage in my wallet. It was such an amazing show!
Watching interviews like this perfectly explains why he has such a great stage presence because you can tell he feels every emotion that the lyrics exude while he sings it.
As a fan of both The Big Bang Theory, and Circa Survive, I can't believe I'm just now discovering this interview within this channel. This is literally one of the top five greatest interviews I've ever seen. ❤
Any creativity process has lots and frequent “maniac” episodes, followed or not (usually yes) by “depressive” or “down” ones. When your mind is speedy going, you feel a mix of workalcoholism and fear to loose “the moment”. You feel yourself in these moments like a god, goddess in my case. It’s the hardest “drug-without-drugs” episode. Followed by a depressive void. This architect’s word. It means we’re bipolar? No. But I think all cretive persons are more or less in the spectrum…Thank you Jonathan and Mayim for another great Tuesday! 🙏🏽💜Missing Bevisodes though. And I believe she has a lot to say about this particular one!
I had a nonfiction book called "Touched with Fire", which covered creative people throughout history who had bipolar disorder. My son is bipolar 1 and was completely psychotic during his adolescence (he's fine now). That tome became a very helpful resource for me, because it showed me how to navigate that world in talking to his total bastard of a psychiatrist.
@@vlmellody51 I was never implying all creative people are bipolar, but that a kind of “in the spectrum” is always needed. And yes, not only Van Gogh was bipolar. Geniusess and bipolar have a thin line in beteween.
@@marisamartinezolivera I'm a genius and I have known many people who are also geniuses and among us, only my son has bipolar disorder. The mad genius/scientist trope came about thanks to Albert Einstein, who was bipolar and had that wild hair.
Being in the music business I’ve met a lot of those workaholic artists who deep dive in and go into a depressive or low point afterwards because they’ve mentally drained themselves too long and need a break. Chemically this makes sense since after you’re done there’s not a whole lot of endorphins and dopamine, but for bi-polar folks it can be a marathon and so much so that it’s beyond unhealthy but more life or death. I’m bi-polar II and I’ve gotten a pretty good gauge on who might be going through the cycles based on where they’re at on a project given the time they’ve spent on working on it. For example, let’s say you’ve got two painters (a/b), both are tasked to complete 6 pieces of really great large format paintings. Both start and finish the first piece of work and feel good enough and still in a creative mode to start and finish another piece. Both painters finish, but (a) takes a break for a day or two then gets back into it, while (b) doesn’t take a break and immediately starts another piece. Now (a) starts their third piece while (b) is finishing their third, then (b) starts their fourth piece. Painter (a) finishes their third and takes a break for a couple days while (b) is still working on their fourth piece. When painter (a) starts their fourth piece, painter (b) is only 3/4 of the way through their fourth. When painter (a) finishes their fourth piece, painter (b) is midway starting their fifth piece, so painter (a) takes a break for a week this time. When painter (a) starts their fifth piece, painter (b) is almost done with their their fifth then starts their sixth piece. Painter (a) finishes their fifth piece, takes a couple days break then starts on their sixth while painter (b) is only 1/2 way done. Painter (a) finishes their sixth piece while painter (b) hasn’t finished theirs. If you’ve read through all of that and it the painter analogy makes sense to you, thank you for reading all of that. If it doesn’t make sense to you, that’s good! That means you don’t have to worry about that because it really shouldn’t make sense, but it does when you’re bi-polar. Maybe 6 paintings isn’t a healthy load to take on anyway in what’s supposed to be a short period of time, but imagine not taking a break through all of that and having your pace keep slowing down till you can function while all of those fleeting thoughts are still constantly flowing through your brain but are now in a feedback loop. That’s what it feels like to be bi-polar.
Sitting in my office listening to this while I work and I can feel the lump in my throat. Growing up with a mom and older sister both diagnosed bipolar, this really hits home. I appreciate all of you so much. Thank you.
Well Jonathan, I cried too. What an incredibly deep and honest conversation. I'm so grateful to have had an opportunity to get to know Anthony. I appreciate his openness and willingness to share his story. I love the podcast. I listen/watch all the time. I'm going to have to say that this episode is now my favorite. I will probably be listening to this one a few times.
Like a lot of people, anxiety and depression have hit me really hard in the past year or so. This was one of those mornings where everything is making me overwhelmingly sad, I can't stop crying over anything and everything. And then I saw the title of this episode 🥺
Sorry for yet another comment, but I watched the whole Podcast and am so touched. I just got out of the depression portion of the runaway rollercoaster that is Bipolar. It's like coming out of a fog. There's hope. Always hope. Hope versus Helplessness. As an Advocate who has fought the stigma since I was a young girl getting into fights because someone made fun of my mom, to getting my Masters in Human Services, I wish to applaud Anthony for his courage and his honesty. IT is so hard. I truly believe we're Warriors of the mind. So much more to be said.....
Thank you Anthony for being the black sheep in your family and shining light on this sensitive issue many face including myself. Hearing it from you and giving credit to others who’ve gone through it as well is what makes you the endeared man you’ve come to be. Just know that you are understood, loved and supported. Also, you fuckin Rocked the Fox theater in Pomona back in 2017. 🤘🏼
Huge thank you to Anthony Green for not only being brave enough to share his story, but to acknowledge his privilege in a way I have never heard someone do. You are an AMAZING man Anthony and I’m grateful to Mayim Bialik for sharing your story. 🥰❤️🙏🏻⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
As someone who has been a huge fan of Anthony and also suffers from Bipolar 2, this was one of the most impactful and beautiful videos I've ever watched. I love you Anthony.
OMG Mayim!!! I'm a huge AG FAN (and thanks for including Saosin and The SOund of Animals Fighting here) been a fan of Anthony's since October 2005. He's incredible! He's soooo talented and gracious! I'm also an alcoholic and drug user (cannabis) but AG is a walking legend and if we lost him I'd be devastated! (I created the Circa Survive subreddit)
@27:30 the discussion about dopamine- People with bipolar and addiction are more likely to have a genetic mutation in the MTHFR gene, which causes dopamine deficiencies. Dopamine deficiencies make people seek out high dopamine activities to compensate. It’s super common and is thought to affect 20-50% of the general population. Best thing I did was get a genetic test, and adjust diet/supplementation to correct deficiencies (specifically vitamin b9 and folate/methylfolate) which affect dopamine production
Wow. I'm so glad I took the time and listened to this episode. Been listening to a lot of Anthony Green's music lately and stumble upon this video through suggestion.... I feel very lucky to have heard all of this. God bless free content.
This is my second time listening to this interview. It's so good. I have been trying to learn about Bipolar so that I can be a better friend and ally to a friend that was recently diagnosed with Bipolar 1 Anthony seems like an amazing person and he is so very inspirational.
It's just another manic Tuesday, I wish it was monday, I'll listen to what you say, even on sunday, just have a fantastic Tuesday, somehow we'll all be okay
I ve been to that dark dark place so many times I’ve stop counting. Life can get better. I will never give up on survival of this time I have on this earth. It helps with my chronic condition when I help others. The light is better than the darkness. Some days are hard but I try to do one thing to start. Just take a shower then just answer emails then just make breakfast. Withdrawal and isolation is the spiral to the darkest black circle. Thank you for talking about mental difficulties
Such a great interview with such an awesome guy. I’m so happy I’ve had the opportunity to briefly hang out with Anthony in Philly on 2 occasions closer to ten years ago or so and discuss some of this stuff casually before/after shows. He’s such an awesome person and loves his kids so much! I hope our paths cross again! I have much better general advice to give now than I did 10 years ago when I was still extremely green, new in the field, while still trying to work out a lot of my own stuff. Thanks so much to everyone involved with this podcast! It was really great to watch.
Loved the episode! Anthony Green is my favorite artist of all time. I’ve seen Circa Survive 3 times, Saosin 1 time and Anthony solo 1 time as well. So awesome for you guys to do this!
Saosin and Circa have been a huge influence in my musical tastes, to learn about Anthony more as a person over the more recent years has been humbling and endearing.
You have to feel all your emotions to truly understand yourself. That includes the negative ones. Question them, learn about them, then you can resolve them. This I'll set us free. Do not fight it, do not ignore it. It's going to hurt, it's supposed to, this is apart of being human. Do not be afraid. This is why life is not & cannot be all about being positive all the time. It's unrealistic. We will never truly grow or be able to handle stressful situations. It will only make it worse.
Listening to Anthony talk about his experiences are very eye opening and relatable. The only thing I didn't like was the comment about having great things but not being able to be depressed. Throughout life, there have been times where I felt like I should be happy for the things I have worked for but I still felt completely miserable. For those who don't understand, I am happy for you and I promise I don't mean that sarcastically. However, if you do understand, I hope you fight for your happiness every day. As long as you don't hurt yourself or others.
I wish i would have heard all this information last year, when my anxiety was so severe i started binge eating, that caused me to have surgery. More people should be talking openly about mental problems. Great podcast.
I have been a fan of Anthony for as long as I can remember and hearing this was so so cool. What an awesome dude. So much respect for him. RIP Circa Survive 😢
Thanks for this Anthony. You are an awesome human. Have always loved your music, my band closed out high school battle of the bands with a cover of "I can tell" ~17 years ago. You continue to inspire!
I have clinically diagnosed OCD and I’m a recovering addict from benzos, opiates, gabapentinoids and cannabis, he’s absolutely always been one of my heroes. He and Max Bemis and Gerard Way if I’m thinking of people from a similar genre. All great guys. I wish Anthony the best, always.
Thanks for this interview, it was a great insight, fantastic stuff. One more month of Sublocade and then I’ll be off opioids forever (hopefully) most likely forever lol. Been in recovery for 10 years now, 8 of those years I’ve been on Suboxone, but I’m really close to being done with all treatment. Few more months of waiting for the meds to leave my system and I’ll be clean. Can’t wait. Been a long time coming. Thanks again.
Anthony being so self aware made me respect him even more. This mans music has been throughout my entire life and has been such a safe space. Such a genuine human being. 🤍
This was like watching a boy version of myself describe my adolescent and teen years, not just similar but word for word. I have never in all my life had this happen. Asthma, always sick with repository infections or bronchitis, compulsive over eating, no friends at school got picked on when I actually went.... drugs and alcohol to fit in and have "friends". This is the first I have ever heard of Anthony but I am glad to ran across this so Thank you!
Living with a partner with BI-polar and her daughter for over 15 years now. One on meds one without meds. It has been a tough time UNTIL I learned more about it. I see adductive personalities a lot with most Bi-Poplars. I am lucky, I do not have that skill set. This helps me learn more. Thank you.
Yay. Breakdown on mental illness. Bipolar. My mother committed suicide due to her illness. I fight stigma as a Mental Health Professional. I, too have GAD and Bipolar. THIS is my person!
Well this was certainly a weird title to wake up to last week in my notifications... I'm clinically depressed and on leave right now while in a partial hospitalization/intensive outpatient program so it was just funny waking up, being groggy, and then being called out like this. 😂
Thank you so much for this podcast with Anthony Green Mayim. Your podcasts literally make me so happy since they are so great. They are so wonderful to watch!
I hope we get a future episode on BPD. Most I’ve heard from the podcast world has fed into the hurtful stigmas around us and it’s really been troubling for me
Anthony and Circa as a whole straight up saved my life through all the bad shit I was going though at that time of my life.much love to all the safecamp fam.
I have lived with bipolar I disorder since I was a child, only way back then (the 50's and 60's) we didn't have a name for it. I self medicated for years with alcohol and drugs. I was diagnosed when I was in my mid 30's as I was having thoughts of suicide...I just couldn't take another ride on the roller coaster. I got my self into a psychiatrist's office. (A few years after I was diagnosed my father was also diagnosed with bipolar depression.) Since my diagnosis I've been in therapy and on medications. It took years to find the right combination. It's been frustrating dealing with the stigma. I want to be known as a good, kind, rational person....without the caveat of "for somebody with bipolar." Just another human walking the planet trying her best to live her best life.
I think its better to know right away about bipolar disorders and the people that have it because it's easier to forgive people that have it so we stay friends instead of not liking each other
My husband is bipolar 1 but has learned to manage his mania. Trying to keep his mania under control keeps his depression under control. In other words, as high as he goes that's as low as he goes. Stress is his trigger. He will never be a manager or take on serious responsibilities ( we learned this the hard way). His brother self medicated with meth when depressed and pot when manic.
I’ve been a fan of Anthony’s for 15 years and I have so much respect for this man. Anyone who is a true fan of Circa would say the same thing. I’m glad he is still with us now and I couldn’t help but to smile and cry while watching this podcast. He’s such a beautiful soul.
Love you Monicat! ❤😉
Ditto
Love all his work
He is the best ❤️ the High and driving ep was always my favorite
I love and respect Anthony so much, as well. I wish I would have found out about him and circa sooner but I’ve only been a fan for about a year. He really did change my life and his music is just so so amazing and therapeutic to say the least
I really respect him for saying he was so privileged financially. Seriously.
I grew up without parents and homeless at 17 so I just had to slog through it.
I was basically held hostage, raped, dragged through the mud with crazy exes.
It was only when I got into my later 20s I realized how traumatized I was and what happened.
I'm rooting for you ❤
I spent 3 decades of my life a wreck. Therapy didn't work. Medication didn't help. I was violent and out of control and unable to hold a job. Every doctor just said I had "depression" but finally at like 31-ish years old, my doctor at the time who I had recently started seeing asked me how I would feel about a bipolar diagnosis. I was scared, there was stigma. She said after everything, all the failures and shit not working, she was gonna treat me as bipolar type 2 going forward, and changed my medications up to match that. It was like night and day. Within a few weeks I was feeling so different from my usual self, I felt...functional. The rage subsided, the depression wasn't overwhelming anymore. I got a job, I started dating. I'm 37 years old now and married.
And now it's 2024 and I'm sitting here crying listening to Anthony Green talk about this. A man who has been a top 3 vocalist to me for 20 years. Thanks for having him on.
Also everyone talking about Circa or TSOAF or Saosin but I'm sitting here thinking about his work with Zolof The Rock And Roll Destroyer. Give me that sweet Plays Pretty For Baby
Riding trains in november is my favorite zolof song but I don't think he's in it.
I’ve been a fan of Anthony’s since Saosin. Seen Circa Survive play live many times, and met Anthony twice. Thank you for your incredible music and for your honesty. Big fan. Even bigger respect after watching this now.
Anthony green is the literal reason I'm still standing right now because of him i never gave up his music became old friends of mine that would help me through mania
Whoa, the crossever i never would imagine happen. Love Anthony's music.
Ikr?
I started listening to Circa Surive and Anthony about 13 years ago and it was literally life changing. I haven't watched the whole thing yet, but I wanted to show my love, especially after hearing about whatever's going on that caused him to cancel his latest tour with Circa. I've seen them like six times at this point and I'll never forget seeing his kids next to the stage with their big ear muffs to protect them from the sound. That little thing says so much about who he is as a man and a father. I don't believe in God but God bless all the same.
How is it possible for this man to look so good? Jesus, he turned out great.
Mayim, from the bottom of my heart : thank you for explaining so precisely what bipolar disorder is. I have a step-brother who has bipolar disorder and is always misunderstood and judged. I love your podcast!!
I never heard of Anthony Green B4 but this short hour has intrigued me to want to know more..his transparency is refreshing! please have him on again
This is also my first time hearing about him
He’s a legend in modern alternative music, he inspired every musician friend I have, and I have a lot. He’s my hero
@@f0kxi that's totally awesome
I've had the extreme pleasure of meeting him several time over the past decade and he has been the kindest and warmest human being every single time. Just an absolute angel.
@Sara Fox excellent chemistry set
This episode is everything someone diagnosed as bipolar needs to hear. I am one of those fortunate souls to be diagnosed as bipolar and Borderline personality, making me one of those people who experience everything in such a heightened way I feel I am never "stable". One day at a time is perfection for finding those moments of stability that give one hope.
My daughter who is no longer with us had schizo-affective disorder and her daughter who lives with me has bipolar2. I love all the episodes it this one was particularly meaningful for me. Thank you both and thank Anthony as well for talking so openly about his life
I'm sorry for your loss.
36:07 literally how i felt about Bert McCracken, Anthony Green, Gerard Way watching them be crazy and drunk as a kid and teen and i almost found mystery in that lifestyle than went to play in my own bands and burn bridges like wildfires, it's just kind of crazy how Anthony felt the same way about the idolss he grew up with this podcast is amazing wow im in the struggle but this makes me actually want to get help thanks for this podcast its definitely helping me a ton right now
One of my top 10 people alive. I love this guy, he is a true poet. I listen to him every day and it’s hard to find a lot of interviews of Anthony that really show his mind and soul. Thanks for Opening up Anthony
I keep trying to find the right words to explain how this made me feel, but they're evading me. So much here. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your journeys.
ANTHONY GREEN????? ♥️ This was unexpected!!! ♥️
UNEXPECTED LEGEND ON THE PROGRAM!!!
What a pleasant collision of my illness, my childhood, and my musical obsession
I love hearing him sing and perform live, and listening to him speak and explain things in such an articulated manner was WONDERFUL. What a person!
The fact that he can write being in a higher state of consciousness & it mean so much more to him than being on the other side from a creative aspect; truly inspiring.
I was watching this again and realized I wanted to share how I feel every time I listen to this man speaking. Anthony Green creates the most honest, hopeful, meaningful songs I've ever heard. His work kept me company during the darkest times of my life: grieving my best friend, recovering from attempts and spending two months in a psychiatric ICU. I wasn't alone because I had his music with me, and everytime I heard "you'll be fine" was like having a conversation with a friends that understood the twists of my mind. I hope one day watch him perform live, it's a huge dream. Anthony, if you ever read this, know that you'll forever be my favorite white man. Thank you for sharing you with us.
As each Tuesday morning arrives, and I continue to live in isolation, this Podcast really lightens my soul while igniting cognition. Thank you lovelies!
Yaaasss 💛💛💛💛
Don't worry we'll be alright we can play footsies 8 feet away from each other
Living in isolation? Online meetings are a valid form to avoid isolation! And we meet here every Tuesday!
Finally saw Anthony Green live this past year and it was the most surreal experience. I feel blessed to have come across his music. And so glad they talked about weed too! Tired of hearing how it does nothing bad. Also, hearing about his financial situation was alleviating.
Anthony is & always will be someone I love & admire... not just because of music, but for the mind & heart of someone beautiful on the inside ¬ afraid to share the ugliness of addiction & mental health & brave enough to share it.
I needed to hear this podcast more than I even knew.
- a safe camp sister. 又
I’ve been a fan of Anthony for 20 years. I got through high school with Saosin and still listen to his music. We are glad you are still with us, and yes your music is still relevant! ♥️
Same!! But good lord I’m old 😑
Same, fan since Translating The Name EP was released in June, 2003. 19 year anniversary in 2 months!
God bless you, Anthony Green. I've grown up listening to your music and have been lucky enough to meet you in person a handful of times. You were always the kindest and sweetest human being to me. I've struggled with substance abuse and hearing you speak on such a topic has been eye opening. I feel closer to your music now more than ever. Much love, Anthony. Peace!
Hearing Mayim say the names of the bands, especially The Sound of Animals Fighting, feels surreal. It's like cultures colliding.
AWESOME! Thank you to Anthony for opening up about Bipolar and sharing so honestly. I LOVE the idea that we should make mental health education mandatory in our schools! Let's PLEASE teach our kids how to connect, deal with ourselves, relationships, and life! Great episode!
We do need to know about this stuff at an earlier age to know how to recognize it and find all of the solutions and there will be more forgiveness, patience and understanding amongst each other
Anthony seems like a genuinely great person. He loves life and realizes there are challenges, but he keeps on going and inspiring others along the way. What a guy.
Listen to circa survive! His lyrics and their music is magic
I LOVE and appreciate how outspoken Anthony Green has always been about struggles he has faced. ꓃ SAFE CAMP FAM! Great interview with Mayim!
I really needed that this morning . I’m on the spectrum and not diagnosed bi-polar but deeply identify with this talk . It’s hard . One day at a time .
Anthony would be a fantastic therapist or social worker if he wasn't an artist.
I have had a few interactions with him and he seems like such a great guy. I'm a fan of his music like a lot of the commenters, but I am also a fan of him the person based on what I've seen. Thank you for what you do with your creativity Anthony. It helps a lot of people.
This was such a pleasant surprise for me this morning!!! Around the time that I was diagnosed with bipolar 2, Saosin was one of my favorite bands and this just gives me all of the nostalgic feels. ❤️ Thank you Mayim and thank you Anthony Green!!!😭❤️❤️❤️
Just wanted to say "Congratulations" for landing the Jeopardy! hosting position for the next 15 episodes, as well as the specialty hosting. If I were a contestant, I would like a host just like you -- calm, extremely knowledgeable and friendly, but not "overly chatty" and not making the show all about you like some of the other guest hosts are prone to do. Best wishes!
Just my feeling!!!
I've been a huge fan of Anthony's since '02/'03 when he initially in Saosin and when their debut EP came out. I've been lucky enough to meet him, and he's such a sweet and nice dude. Him and his music has helped me through so much stuff. Loved this conversation
As a fan of you both and a loyal subscriber, yes I've watched every episode since the beginning, I understand the dynamic of you Mayim and Jonathan, although while I understand it I do feel a little put out by how sometimes you Mayim speak to Jonathan, he is irreplaceable and please honor the beautiful gift you are both giving the world as the 2 of you together on the podcast
THANK YOU FOR YOUR PODCAST BOTH OF YOU
Agree well said
I agree, she’s kinda derailing on the flow of the conversation when she interjects over Johnathan or a guest. She’s pretty bold and i dig that but it’s also suddenly breaking the moment when she does that
I love this interview ! Anthony is one of my all time favorite people . A truly beautiful person inside and out
It is so great to FINALLY hear someone state how fortunate they have been to have financial resources, which many people, actually MOST people, do not.
Mental health care is difficult to find and tremendously expensive.
My favorite Proverb
A Wise man holds back untill later and a Fool utters all his mind.
This is a mantra for me . I used to be hell bent on winning arguments and being right . When I embraced forgiveness for everyone and everything especially myself that need went away .Forgiveness is a choice of I choose forgiveness daily. I realized that if I waited till I felt like it , it may never happen. I realized that not everything that comes to mind needs come come out of my mouth . I also understand that if I get pissed there's a chemical reaction that last apox 90 seconds. and if I breath through and wait rather than react I can respond with Wisdom . This is a conscious decision I make daily to respond not react
Nice comment Renee
I have been a fan of Circa Survive for over a decade now. Hearing this made me feel like oh yeah this all makes sense now. I myself struggle with the same mental health diagnosis- diagnosed after already being an avid Anthony Green lisenter. His music got me through a lot of dark times and not even knowing we share the same struggles. This was beautiful. You all are beautiful. ANTHONY I love you. Thanks for this. I feel like this didn't make grammatical sense but I'm all up in my feelings right now and can't be eloquent and articulate. Love and light.
I have been diagnosed and treated for bi-polar for over 27 years. My second pregnancy drove me to seek treatment. I barely survived the "crash" after the first. People don't understand that it's the depression that will kill you. I have been vigilant taking my meds ever since. I desperately wanted to be a normal Mom. I think more people need to know treatment works. ( I was diagnosed bipolar 1)
Minute 1:01:30. About Anthony’s bro-in-law. My brother too. We lost him. Same choice than Anthony’s relative. Three kids. Still feeling guilty myself for not being able to help him on time. There’s always hope? Not for everyone. Tools are difficult to find..on time. My heart still bleeds…Sorry for being so vulnerable, for my crudeness and for venting this here. But this, as always, great episode threw salt on my still open wound…
Hope you are not being to rude on yourself! Sometimes we judge our past selves even though of their knowledge at the time. When in fact we were doing our best!
@@JoeRioux Thanks!
I believe this every single day? I’m severely handicapped and depressed by a Severe Traumatic Brain Injury, an injury worse than death and the worst imaginable! But it’s real! My emotions constantly change and my characteristics and emotions! But? Yea, you’re crazy, and I say no more because I’m your biggest fan and adore Saosin and Circa Survive because what you sing about is what I feel
I've been patiently waiting for a guest who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and I was NOT disappointed. I was diagnosed 25 years ago, and have had the hills and valleys of function that go along with that. I was very fortunate to have landed on the right medication fresh out of the gate, and I still take it, but I realise not everyone is so fortunate. Anthony Green, whom I was not aware of prior to this, was such an interesting guest. His honesty about just being okay with trying to be better, and trying to be mindfulof his mania cues, and be as mentally healthy as he can be, was refreshing. I also really appreciated how he recognizes how fortunate, and privileged he was growing up, and that others are not. He was quick to turn down the praise, even though he was worthy of it. This was such a meaningful conversation, and I saw a lot of myself in the sentiments that were expressed by all of you. Thank you so much.
You should definitely check his music out. He has solo stuff and also his main band Circa Survive. They’re both amazing
Anthony has a popular song with those words you started with! “I’ve been patiently waiting…” I honestly thought you were referencing it until you said you hadn’t heard of him. Check it out if you’re interested. It’s called Dear Child.
I can't even express how excited I am for this episode! I never thought one of my favorite artists would collaborate with one of my favorite mental health advocates! I saw Circa Survive live in MN. It was an amazing show. I keep the cards they threw off the stage in my wallet. It was such an amazing show!
Watching interviews like this perfectly explains why he has such a great stage presence because you can tell he feels every emotion that the lyrics exude while he sings it.
As a fan of both The Big Bang Theory, and Circa Survive, I can't believe I'm just now discovering this interview within this channel. This is literally one of the top five greatest interviews I've ever seen. ❤
Any creativity process has lots and frequent “maniac” episodes, followed or not (usually yes) by “depressive” or “down” ones. When your mind is speedy going, you feel a mix of workalcoholism and fear to loose “the moment”. You feel yourself in these moments like a god, goddess in my case. It’s the hardest “drug-without-drugs” episode. Followed by a depressive void. This architect’s word. It means we’re bipolar? No. But I think all cretive persons are more or less in the spectrum…Thank you Jonathan and Mayim for another great Tuesday! 🙏🏽💜Missing Bevisodes though. And I believe she has a lot to say about this particular one!
I had a nonfiction book called "Touched with Fire", which covered creative people throughout history who had bipolar disorder.
My son is bipolar 1 and was completely psychotic during his adolescence (he's fine now). That tome became a very helpful resource for me, because it showed me how to navigate that world in talking to his total bastard of a psychiatrist.
@@vlmellody51 I was never implying all creative people are bipolar, but that a kind of “in the spectrum” is always needed. And yes, not only Van Gogh was bipolar. Geniusess and bipolar have a thin line in beteween.
@@marisamartinezolivera I'm a genius and I have known many people who are also geniuses and among us, only my son has bipolar disorder.
The mad genius/scientist trope came about thanks to Albert Einstein, who was bipolar and had that wild hair.
Being in the music business I’ve met a lot of those workaholic artists who deep dive in and go into a depressive or low point afterwards because they’ve mentally drained themselves too long and need a break. Chemically this makes sense since after you’re done there’s not a whole lot of endorphins and dopamine, but for bi-polar folks it can be a marathon and so much so that it’s beyond unhealthy but more life or death. I’m bi-polar II and I’ve gotten a pretty good gauge on who might be going through the cycles based on where they’re at on a project given the time they’ve spent on working on it.
For example, let’s say you’ve got two painters (a/b), both are tasked to complete 6 pieces of really great large format paintings. Both start and finish the first piece of work and feel good enough and still in a creative mode to start and finish another piece. Both painters finish, but (a) takes a break for a day or two then gets back into it, while (b) doesn’t take a break and immediately starts another piece. Now (a) starts their third piece while (b) is finishing their third, then (b) starts their fourth piece. Painter (a) finishes their third and takes a break for a couple days while (b) is still working on their fourth piece. When painter (a) starts their fourth piece, painter (b) is only 3/4 of the way through their fourth. When painter (a) finishes their fourth piece, painter (b) is midway starting their fifth piece, so painter (a) takes a break for a week this time. When painter (a) starts their fifth piece, painter (b) is almost done with their their fifth then starts their sixth piece. Painter (a) finishes their fifth piece, takes a couple days break then starts on their sixth while painter (b) is only 1/2 way done. Painter (a) finishes their sixth piece while painter (b) hasn’t finished theirs.
If you’ve read through all of that and it the painter analogy makes sense to you, thank you for reading all of that. If it doesn’t make sense to you, that’s good! That means you don’t have to worry about that because it really shouldn’t make sense, but it does when you’re bi-polar. Maybe 6 paintings isn’t a healthy load to take on anyway in what’s supposed to be a short period of time, but imagine not taking a break through all of that and having your pace keep slowing down till you can function while all of those fleeting thoughts are still constantly flowing through your brain but are now in a feedback loop. That’s what it feels like to be bi-polar.
Sitting in my office listening to this while I work and I can feel the lump in my throat. Growing up with a mom and older sister both diagnosed bipolar, this really hits home. I appreciate all of you so much. Thank you.
Well Jonathan, I cried too. What an incredibly deep and honest conversation. I'm so grateful to have had an opportunity to get to know Anthony. I appreciate his openness and willingness to share his story. I love the podcast. I listen/watch all the time. I'm going to have to say that this episode is now my favorite. I will probably be listening to this one a few times.
He’s so humble & inspiring, thank u for making a difference for better or for worse, forever connected! ❤
Like a lot of people, anxiety and depression have hit me really hard in the past year or so. This was one of those mornings where everything is making me overwhelmingly sad, I can't stop crying over anything and everything. And then I saw the title of this episode 🥺
I don't know if everyone was ready for Anthony's experience level with introspection.
Sorry for yet another comment, but I watched the whole Podcast and am so touched. I just got out of the depression portion of the runaway rollercoaster that is Bipolar. It's like coming out of a fog. There's hope. Always hope. Hope versus Helplessness. As an Advocate who has fought the stigma since I was a young girl getting into fights because someone made fun of my mom, to getting my Masters in Human Services, I wish to applaud Anthony for his courage and his honesty. IT is so hard. I truly believe we're Warriors of the mind. So much more to be said.....
If I could “like” this 10,000 times, I would! Ever time I think you couldn’t have a better, more relevant show, you do it.
Thank you Anthony for being the black sheep in your family and shining light on this sensitive issue many face including myself. Hearing it from you and giving credit to others who’ve gone through it as well is what makes you the endeared man you’ve come to be. Just know that you are understood, loved and supported. Also, you fuckin Rocked the Fox theater in Pomona back in 2017. 🤘🏼
I have pure respect for you, Mr. Anthony Green. Bless you!
At 50:00 he brought me to tears! Great connection and engaged conversation. Thank you both
This part brought me to tears, too. He is just such a humbled person.
Huge thank you to Anthony Green for not only being brave enough to share his story, but to acknowledge his privilege in a way I have never heard someone do. You are an AMAZING man Anthony and I’m grateful to Mayim Bialik for sharing your story. 🥰❤️🙏🏻⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
The crossover I never expected to happen but it's here and I'm all for it 😍😍😍
Here for Anthony Green but will definitely be checking out some of the previous episodes.
As someone who has been a huge fan of Anthony and also suffers from Bipolar 2, this was one of the most impactful and beautiful videos I've ever watched. I love you Anthony.
So much admiration for Anthony Green/Saosin. A man with an incredible voice but also courage to admit/fix the issues he has.
OMG Mayim!!! I'm a huge AG FAN (and thanks for including Saosin and The SOund of Animals Fighting here) been a fan of Anthony's since October 2005. He's incredible! He's soooo talented and gracious! I'm also an alcoholic and drug user (cannabis) but AG is a walking legend and if we lost him I'd be devastated! (I created the Circa Survive subreddit)
@27:30 the discussion about dopamine- People with bipolar and addiction are more likely to have a genetic mutation in the MTHFR gene, which causes dopamine deficiencies. Dopamine deficiencies make people seek out high dopamine activities to compensate. It’s super common and is thought to affect 20-50% of the general population. Best thing I did was get a genetic test, and adjust diet/supplementation to correct deficiencies (specifically vitamin b9 and folate/methylfolate) which affect dopamine production
Johnathan, you can not be replaced!❤
Wow. I'm so glad I took the time and listened to this episode. Been listening to a lot of Anthony Green's music lately and stumble upon this video through suggestion.... I feel very lucky to have heard all of this. God bless free content.
Means the world for you guys to have Anthony on the show.
This is my second time listening to this interview. It's so good. I have been trying to learn about Bipolar so that I can be a better friend and ally to a friend that was recently diagnosed with Bipolar 1 Anthony seems like an amazing person and he is so very inspirational.
Tuesdays are my Mondays. I truly look forward to listening to this as I get ready for my shift and on the way to work. Thank you.
It's just another manic Tuesday, I wish it was monday, I'll listen to what you say, even on sunday, just have a fantastic Tuesday, somehow we'll all be okay
I ve been to that dark dark place so many times I’ve stop counting. Life can get better. I will never give up on survival of this time I have on this earth. It helps with my chronic condition when I help others. The light is better than the darkness. Some days are hard but I try to do one thing to start. Just take a shower then just answer emails then just make breakfast. Withdrawal and isolation is the spiral to the darkest black circle. Thank you for talking about mental difficulties
Such a great interview with such an awesome guy. I’m so happy I’ve had the opportunity to briefly hang out with Anthony in Philly on 2 occasions closer to ten years ago or so and discuss some of this stuff casually before/after shows. He’s such an awesome person and loves his kids so much! I hope our paths cross again! I have much better general advice to give now than I did 10 years ago when I was still extremely green, new in the field, while still trying to work out a lot of my own stuff.
Thanks so much to everyone involved with this podcast! It was really great to watch.
Loved the episode! Anthony Green is my favorite artist of all time. I’ve seen Circa Survive 3 times, Saosin 1 time and Anthony solo 1 time as well. So awesome for you guys to do this!
Anthony is a beautiful Soul . His self worth is priceless I wish he knew that
My God I love you for doing this. Anthony is sucha great artist❤❤❤
Mayim we love Anthony thank you for the work you did today
Saosin and Circa have been a huge influence in my musical tastes, to learn about Anthony more as a person over the more recent years has been humbling and endearing.
He’s incredible, really. Thanks y’all
You have to feel all your emotions to truly understand yourself.
That includes the negative ones. Question them, learn about them, then you can resolve them. This I'll set us free.
Do not fight it, do not ignore it.
It's going to hurt, it's supposed to, this is apart of being human.
Do not be afraid.
This is why life is not & cannot be all about being positive all the time. It's unrealistic. We will never truly grow or be able to handle stressful situations. It will only make it worse.
Listening to Anthony talk about his experiences are very eye opening and relatable. The only thing I didn't like was the comment about having great things but not being able to be depressed. Throughout life, there have been times where I felt like I should be happy for the things I have worked for but I still felt completely miserable. For those who don't understand, I am happy for you and I promise I don't mean that sarcastically. However, if you do understand, I hope you fight for your happiness every day. As long as you don't hurt yourself or others.
Anthony fucking Green. My eyes may be leaking a bit and I'm just starting this video. This guy has done so much for me.
I wish i would have heard all this information last year, when my anxiety was so severe i started binge eating, that caused me to have surgery. More people should be talking openly about mental problems. Great podcast.
I have been a fan of Anthony for as long as I can remember and hearing this was so so cool. What an awesome dude. So much respect for him. RIP Circa Survive 😢
Check out L.S. Dunes if you haven’t yet! I think that’s the project he’s focusing on the most rn.
@@beardedqueenPast Lives their album is so good!
I love that man so very very much. Thanks for having him on.
Thanks for this Anthony. You are an awesome human. Have always loved your music, my band closed out high school battle of the bands with a cover of "I can tell" ~17 years ago. You continue to inspire!
I have clinically diagnosed OCD and I’m a recovering addict from benzos, opiates, gabapentinoids and cannabis, he’s absolutely always been one of my heroes. He and Max Bemis and Gerard Way if I’m thinking of people from a similar genre. All great guys. I wish Anthony the best, always.
Thanks for this interview, it was a great insight, fantastic stuff. One more month of Sublocade and then I’ll be off opioids forever (hopefully) most likely forever lol. Been in recovery for 10 years now, 8 of those years I’ve been on Suboxone, but I’m really close to being done with all treatment. Few more months of waiting for the meds to leave my system and I’ll be clean. Can’t wait. Been a long time coming. Thanks again.
Thank You! I appreciate the “real ness” much love for everyone! Not everyone is created equal. I Love You All!
Were all different like snowflakes and tree leaves
such a beautiful conversation, thank you for this. anthony is so inspiring, it's always an honour to hear him speak so openly.
Anthony being so self aware made me respect him even more. This mans music has been throughout my entire life and has been such a safe space. Such a genuine human being. 🤍
This was like watching a boy version of myself describe my adolescent and teen years, not just similar but word for word. I have never in all my life had this happen. Asthma, always sick with repository infections or bronchitis, compulsive over eating, no friends at school got picked on when I actually went.... drugs and alcohol to fit in and have "friends". This is the first I have ever heard of Anthony but I am glad to ran across this so Thank you!
Living with a partner with BI-polar and her daughter for over 15 years now. One on meds one without meds. It has been a tough time UNTIL I learned more about it. I see adductive personalities a lot with most Bi-Poplars. I am lucky, I do not have that skill set. This helps me learn more. Thank you.
Yay. Breakdown on mental illness. Bipolar. My mother committed suicide due to her illness. I fight stigma as a Mental Health Professional. I, too have GAD and Bipolar. THIS is my person!
Well this was certainly a weird title to wake up to last week in my notifications... I'm clinically depressed and on leave right now while in a partial hospitalization/intensive outpatient program so it was just funny waking up, being groggy, and then being called out like this. 😂
Thank you so much for this podcast with Anthony Green Mayim. Your podcasts literally make me so happy since they are so great. They are so wonderful to watch!
I hope we get a future episode on BPD. Most I’ve heard from the podcast world has fed into the hurtful stigmas around us and it’s really been troubling for me
Wow - what an amazing interview! Such vulnerability, compassion, & empathy for others. WOW!!! Just, wow. So inspiring. ❤️❤️❤️
this podcast always has the most pleasantly unexpected crossovers
I'm a cross dresser too
Anthony and Circa as a whole straight up saved my life through all the bad shit I was going though at that time of my life.much love to all the safecamp fam.
Same bro. I wouldn’t be alive prolly if it wasn’t for this man. Shout out safecamp fam
I have lived with bipolar I disorder since I was a child, only way back then (the 50's and 60's) we didn't have a name for it. I self medicated for years with alcohol and drugs. I was diagnosed when I was in my mid 30's as I was having thoughts of suicide...I just couldn't take another ride on the roller coaster. I got my self into a psychiatrist's office. (A few years after I was diagnosed my father was also diagnosed with bipolar depression.) Since my diagnosis I've been in therapy and on medications. It took years to find the right combination. It's been frustrating dealing with the stigma. I want to be known as a good, kind, rational person....without the caveat of "for somebody with bipolar." Just another human walking the planet trying her best to live her best life.
I think its better to know right away about bipolar disorders and the people that have it because it's easier to forgive people that have it so we stay friends instead of not liking each other
My husband is bipolar 1 but has learned to manage his mania. Trying to keep his mania under control keeps his depression under control. In other words, as high as he goes that's as low as he goes. Stress is his trigger. He will never be a manager or take on serious responsibilities ( we learned this the hard way). His brother self medicated with meth when depressed and pot when manic.
This was AMAZING. I have watched everyone of your episodes and have been able to pull wisdom from them all. THANK YOU.