have been going through a lot lately, im trying to get stable, trying to have betteer habits, but here iam 3 in the morning crying cause i relepsead a litte, smoked cigs, was a week off, smoked a lot of my pot, taking 2 mg of xans, its above my avearege dosage, trying to make sense of my feelings in a youtube comment about life anxietys, crying because i freesytled a bit, just pouring out my emotions out and i felt connected to music again, and ended up crying a lot. after quit improving my skills in writing, guitar lessons, and singing lessons,with my voice fucked from smoking too much, having to work tomorrow and more college clases, i wanna get a degree, but i don't wanna abandon my dreams, i dont wanna be a rockstar ,just be able to make music people enjoy, sing songs to my beloved girlfriend, hear and enjoy her beautiful voice, sorry for the mess writing, my english gotten worse since im not practicing it very often {and im pretty high}.I know maybe no one will ever read this, but if you did read it, live a life you can remember, take care of yourself, and share love, also great beat, sending love from Brazil.
0:20 Es imposible sostenernos Me derrito cual hielo y vos sos mi peor infierno Cambié de rumbo pero en la noche me encuentro Soy infinita hasta que miro mis recuerdos Estoy compuesta por dolores y desechos Por bolsas rotas o un par de moldes mal hechos Crecí en la incertidumbre, bardos con el techo Entre la mugre bailando como un murguero 0:49 La poca paz que tengo vive en un lugar estrecho No mantengo la calma cuando el alma se está yendo Persigue lo que quiere, no sabe qué es lo correcto Por más que por la noche me pase factura el pecho Me embriago y tambaleo en la tristeza de los hechos Conservo de mi esencia aunque esté en un embase nuevo Converso con mis penas, me apena tenerles miedo Voy a darte una pizca de sabores pasajeros
Now I know, if I go You won’t follow Like your working with some feelings that you borrowed I lose control Take the wheel Take my sorrows 95 in the rain On this turn I stake my pain But when those tires scream in vain Take back the feeling in the reigns
Misused absused cut so deep it scarred the tissues we had to climb great hights to get to this view capture the moment in a perfect picture and kiss you but then i dismissed you left you in the dust while i continued on to so called bigger and better plauged with regret i cant forget you your face is burned into my minds eye dont want to say goodbye you haunt my every dream at night wake up screaming your name its serena remember when we used to walk by marinas now im left here feeling speechless i have no words im feeling worthless i would pay my lifes savings if it could purchase one more day in your pressence im feeling far away and all that i have left is the foggy memories that play your the star in my show its like your a celebrity im losing my integrity by writing this song see i knew that you were the one for me all along i was just to stupid to see that we belong together now my conscience is heavy like bricks while yours is light as a feather sticks and stones may break my bones but words can cut deeper than a knife no injury could match the rejection you felt that night im sorry i wish that i could tell you
verse1: Said babe, I swear to you we just need some time Vacay out this place, see those Hawaii tides Erase all those other things ‘till it’s you and i You and I, you assume it’s lies but i swear to you you’re too divine Say what we got, and how it’s not like the movies, fine But if perfect’s what you really want, you’ll lose your mind I know this type of thing to you is new to mind Me too, but I will do and try even if we’re doomed in time hook:// Oh.. I’m feeling low again.. Face it, we’re cold again But you don’t wanna let it go Oh.. I know I told a friend I’m taking that road again Cuz I don’t wanna let it go Drugs Cuz that’s when I be feeling loved Takes away my problems But it don’t feel the way that substance does
This already feels like You are going to be A bad memory for me Baby you don’t make me think twice About anything You have set me free from this belief That love don’t mean a thing You’re just playing me I don’t feel the need to know where this is heading Give me your love tonight I do not want to find out I’m not the only one I’ll love you like you’re mine Even though I know you know you’re not the only one
Oh baby could you even blame me You have drove me crazy Saying things about me that ain’t me You say you love me But Its feels like you hate to be Loved by me Well don’t mind me I’ll leave
[verse 1] i cant handle you i seen them build you up and then dismantle you (and) then they leave you for me to put back (all) the pieces and i know theres too much trouble down that avenue so i stay on this side where i know its safe invisible to everyone, i like to keep it that way
Si es que no se de amores Es por que no se estudia Besos entre rencores Nacer para amar me frustra Tiene que ser asi? Hay que leer las reglas? Amar tiene procesos, o pasos, el odio es un dilema Dire mas de un insulto, al que invento el esquema Normal, no nacen pa ser amados, yo no soy el problema
This is a sick beat brother, love it. Here’s what I wrote while vibing out to it: Lately, I’ve been feeling like everybody taking sides, paint the world in black and white Israel or Palestine Only chasin dollar signs never cross the color line Better sure that border up cuz soon its gonna be killing time It all depends how you define Whos a brother in your eyes Grieving mothers both sides Ain’t you down for all lives? I guess it goes to show what they’ve known long before us Only white lives matter in this old world order We gonna let the world burn cuz we think we can afford it With a 401k and a fixed rate mortgage Feel like Progress moving slower than a tortoise Look how they did Honduras, Vietnam, Hawaii Guam Puerto Rico Status quo maintained by fragility of ego We sugarcoat a history of evil My people why don’t we go to the future that was promised not delivered Know They try to break us up, but you a part of something bigger
I like to keep it cool Sometimes not in the mood When you're not in the room I dont speak about your truth I like to keep it cool And I don't like to lose I know what I'm gon do Give a fuck about excuuuuuuuse - es I like to moooooove it I love this muuuuusic Go hard, go stuuuuupid I don't want to looooooose it
Ce soir je soigne encr mon coeur Du bonheur au malheur Prend bcp trop l’ascenseurs encore un texte écrit a pas d’heure Jvide ma tête Depuis que t’as disparue Tout les soirs j’ai des hallu Jvoit ton ombre, Jvoit ta silhouette Partout dans l’appartement Je revoit ses souvenirs Tout Nos entreintes sur le lit J’nous revoit transmettre L’amour de nos cœurs partout sur nos corps Tu m’a dit : tourne la page, vit ta vie et construit ton avenir Mais tu veux la vérité ? Tout les soirs j’écris des pages Avec ma plume et mes larmes Je sourit alors qu’au fond je vais mal Dans cette histoire Suis je encore le seul avec de l’espoir ? L’espoir de te revoir L’espoir de nous revoir ? J’aurais aimé tant de choses avec toi… Mais mtn c’est sans toi que je doit voir les choses… Ça m’énerve, ça me vide, ça me blesse T’étais là, j’étais juste bless Aujourd’hui, chui comme une coquille vide J’écris comme un somnambule Perdu dans ma bulle Perdu dans mes pensées, Je vit mon vide Se soir je regarde encore la lune En espérant que tu fasse la même En pensant à moi comme je pense à toi Une petite larme à l’œil Dans tes di, dans ta tête je me suis perdu Dans la mienne tu fait la une J’écris toutes ses lignes Et pt qu’un beau jour Tu en lira une…
Vegas Had the pumas Black tripe laces Took me places Met knew faces Season changes Back to basics Problems face it Take a lot to make it Can’t fal complacent With my graces My weakness is Patentince among greatness
Hate when i hit my lows The rock bottom Let my lyrics flow Like this ligour when i pour it out tha bottle At an all time low i felt hallow Searching for God Keep the Gospel like a rifle the bibles by my side ready for war its on Sight
All the pain, Took a strain, When I entered this change, I feel deranged in the brain, Like I’m stuck in a cage, It’s fucken strange in my veins flow the heat that I gave, I got this flame and it’s locked inside my frame, Dope slay when I get up on the mic and say, That I feel low and not high today, My mind it is broke and I can’t find escape,
Wasting away, It’s like my body decay, While my soul is in search for this place, Where I can channel this hate and handle the great, Fantasies I dream and chase man I really need a fucken break
и вновь несемся в даль, несемся в даль и мне так жаль и всё так печально, в груди печаль, боль мучает так проёбано всё, молодость, подросток проблемы как канон, я не лез на рожон мысли как самосуд, на электрический стол сажаю сам себя, и никаких нет «stop» не знаю как взвести покоя как обрести мне? тут стоит ли? прости, что не смог стать взрослее пораньше
saying goodbye putting my anger to bed i wont allow you to linger up inside of my head when im low, i see a ghost of you where you go, above or below, i dont know... i suppose thats mostly true ill still do what im supposed to do... saying goodbye put my anger to bed i wont allow you to linger up inside of my head
lived a lotta life but never felt this way before told you that i missed you but i wasn’t really sure i been drinkin i been sippin i been ridin out the storm but you know what they say, when it rains, it pours dreamin of a life relationships are not a chore told you that i loved you but i wasn’t really sure i been wilin i been lyin i been hittin up some whores they ain’t got no fuckin clue what’s coming next or what’s in store dreamin of a life as if they used to have a cure for the cancer that had ended moms life when i was four, teen what a nightmare it felt like a bad dream sometimes i look up to the sky and i can’t help but fuckin scream i been feelin down and out but swear that i won’t ever stop how could i ever slow it down i’ve just been racin gainst the clock its like one minute i am here and then the next it seems i’m not turn around see my reflection used to wish that i could swap with a kid who grew up rich with a kid who grew up lazy i grew up n i was workin round the house like since a baby i was eight n choppin wood to warm the house up when it was cold i was ten and mowin lawns wishin i could just grow old but where’d it get me? i don’t really know i’m feelin low i got this feelin in my mind that i won’t ever even grow to the man i thought i’d be when i was young and havin fun to the man i though i’d be when i was turnin twenty one everyday is just a race its a never ending chase always lookin for tomorrow never lookin for today anxious bout the futures the only way we know to live this depression bout the past it just never seems to give
@floatin. This song hit a spot I haven’t had a beat hit in awhile, I would love to get in contact to purchase or lease this beat so I can further production. Would love to hear back soon thank you for this - Spk
Time it goes, watch it flow Like a river, I miss her But I can’t know The gods above gift her All she wants, she deserved better She had the glow that lit up my globe Wish I had known before I watched her fly away, I could’ve died that day Happier than ever knowing I found her But I lived on times got tough nights got long mind got strong now I see my own patterns watching life from Saturn afraid to come down, I could lose it all now but what do I have I know it’s all just wrath Time to find a path to inner peace Tame my inner beasts Someday I’ll reach a new happy If not it might’ve just passed me But like a tragedy I’ve actually Gotta start thinking about family Come back to reality finally feel gravity the weight of my destiny What I was meant to be Not demented but an entity For the masses from a century All through eternity until demise Won’t compromise or fold Till I’m cloaked in gold appraised before I’m a ghost trying to right my lows before I’m put inside a hole but time has only one goal and it’s to move on passed the wrong past the long nights of lone someday this dog will get a bone until then just never hearing my phone until I’m honed into my vision knowing I’m writing through intuition steady wishing for better days so my soul can raise.
occhi piantati nella notte io farò il mago come potter Non risponderò alle tue botte Forse l’uomo non sa usare più la voce e quindi butta giù le bombe Non c’è nessuno più che dorme Ho dato poche alle mie donne lorme nella notte vento fischio forte e la pioggia lava le mie impronte
Non c’è un motivo che mi faccia dire resto ,mentre guardo l’universo sento ghiaccio e freddo che mi passa per le vene e ho paura che sia l’unico Che oggi si sente così Bene
Non sono triste ma realista Ho visto il cielo farsi polvere da pista l’amore rende schiavi di un eterno stare in forse e la vita è consapevolezza di non avere risposte
l’aspettavo e senza accorgermene aspettavo me stesso Poi l’ho trovato steso su un prato con la mano sul petto Non mi do più colpe per quello che è successo Perché non posso amarti senza amare me stesso
canta alla luna la mia musa questa notte è una strada di forse E non cerco risposte Ma solo un po’ di pace che non trovo perché Io mi chiedo dov’è Il posto giusto per me?
e ho bisogno di sapere Cosa vuol dire stare bene? Ma so che imparerò a cadere Ma forse quando mi conviene Sono bravo anch’io A trovare un dio A non trovare motivo per vivere male
Chorus: Cuz if I say it then it’s real Would you tell me what the deal is block my phone number then message me bout some bills shit? I’d do it if I could, you know I wouldn’t fight the feeling You know i wouldn’t fight the feeling You know I wouldn’t fight the feeling Truth is in the knot and we just tieing up the loose ends Verse 1: addiction, what a vixen, what a vice for us to talk about broken record playing out, I guess that I can say it now Sometimes I feel like it’s my fault for staying out Playing loud, hanging out, and wiping out yo bank account It’s not the beer and cigarettes, the vodka or the nicorette The problem is his momma and your son that used to beat his chest but then you talked to him like he was less than a man To drunk to get your words across, so you using your hands Every minuscule mistake makes him question himself again So he balled his fist in anger and pushed away all his friends Verse 2: Girl are you stupid, lucid dreaming, or foolish You fucking do good-ist for 12 years then fall for illusion All for a dude who couldn’t lose it, what the fuck is he? Cupid? He got you using again, but uts you that he’s using Stuck in a box but this here cube refuse to move like a rubix
Duffle in the convoy By the weed and the long boy Cuz da devil don wan me 2 live He picked the wrong one And I ain’t lose nothing More game that’s a fun up Clearin karmic debt from, sun up 2 sun up Aura all done done up To sum it up I’m fyre The stars jealous of me I shoot higher The type of person my kids My kids will wanna aspire To be like god I pray I get dis right All gas, no breaks, whole way, No stops, can’t stop, won’t stop, Rims gone, lights off, trunk popped, subs up, Messed up, dubs up, 80, like that, whole way Chasin my dreams in love wit me In a fantasy land mind only place I feel free I was blind and now my eyes can see
[verse 1] try to do things your way but it aint gone work if i stay i know we wanna hold on but its gon hurt a lot more if we wait whats love if it doesn't mean me and you every time i close my eyes i keep seein you leave me be, leave me lone, let me rest life is too damn short to be stressed
I tried to move along I tried to find my home But now i’m on my own This is a start of a new beginning This is the sound of my blood thinning now who was there for you when you was laying in the dirt
Like what's a 40 with xans mixed up it's so hard looking when u mfas run the devil's tail that's how my heads cookin but I'm cooling laying low looking for a new world with a new glow ❤
I subscribed. Awesome beat brotha keep goin💪
thank you, I appreciate the support! :)
have been going through a lot lately, im trying to get stable, trying to have betteer habits, but here iam 3 in the morning crying cause i relepsead a litte, smoked cigs, was a week off, smoked a lot of my pot, taking 2 mg of xans, its above my avearege dosage, trying to make sense of my feelings in a youtube comment about life anxietys, crying because i freesytled a bit, just pouring out my emotions out and i felt connected to music again, and ended up crying a lot. after quit improving my skills in writing, guitar lessons, and singing lessons,with my voice fucked from smoking too much, having to work tomorrow and more college clases, i wanna get a degree, but i don't wanna abandon my dreams, i dont wanna be a rockstar ,just be able to make music people enjoy, sing songs to my beloved girlfriend, hear and enjoy her beautiful voice, sorry for the mess writing, my english gotten worse since im not practicing it very often {and im pretty high}.I know maybe no one will ever read this, but if you did read it, live a life you can remember, take care of yourself, and share love, also great beat, sending love from Brazil.
I appreciate you sharing this homie! obrigado e mantém te forte, melhores dias vêm aí :))
Much love bro
in a similar state rn man much love
0:20
Es imposible sostenernos
Me derrito cual hielo y vos sos mi peor infierno
Cambié de rumbo pero en la noche me encuentro
Soy infinita hasta que miro mis recuerdos
Estoy compuesta por dolores y desechos
Por bolsas rotas o un par de moldes mal hechos
Crecí en la incertidumbre, bardos con el techo
Entre la mugre bailando como un murguero
0:49
La poca paz que tengo vive en un lugar estrecho
No mantengo la calma cuando el alma se está yendo
Persigue lo que quiere, no sabe qué es lo correcto
Por más que por la noche me pase factura el pecho
Me embriago y tambaleo en la tristeza de los hechos
Conservo de mi esencia aunque esté en un embase nuevo
Converso con mis penas, me apena tenerles miedo
Voy a darte una pizca de sabores pasajeros
Now I know, if I go
You won’t follow
Like your working with some feelings that you borrowed
I lose control
Take the wheel
Take my sorrows
95 in the rain
On this turn I stake my pain
But when those tires scream in vain
Take back the feeling in the reigns
Misused absused cut so deep it scarred the tissues we had to climb great hights to get to this view capture the moment in a perfect picture and kiss you but then i dismissed you left you in the dust while i continued on to so called bigger and better plauged with regret i cant forget you your face is burned into my minds eye dont want to say goodbye you haunt my every dream at night wake up screaming your name its serena remember when we used to walk by marinas now im left here feeling speechless i have no words im feeling worthless i would pay my lifes savings if it could purchase one more day in your pressence im feeling far away and all that i have left is the foggy memories that play your the star in my show its like your a celebrity im losing my integrity by writing this song see i knew that you were the one for me all along i was just to stupid to see that we belong together now my conscience is heavy like bricks while yours is light as a feather sticks and stones may break my bones but words can cut deeper than a knife no injury could match the rejection you felt that night im sorry i wish that i could tell you
heyyyyy 😢
verse1:
Said babe, I swear to you we just need some time
Vacay out this place, see those Hawaii tides
Erase all those other things ‘till it’s you and i
You and I, you assume it’s lies but i swear to you you’re too divine
Say what we got, and how it’s not like the movies, fine
But if perfect’s what you really want, you’ll lose your mind
I know this type of thing to you is new to mind
Me too, but I will do and try even if we’re doomed in time
hook://
Oh..
I’m feeling low again..
Face it, we’re cold again
But you don’t wanna let it go
Oh..
I know I told a friend
I’m taking that road again
Cuz I don’t wanna let it go
Drugs
Cuz that’s when I be feeling loved
Takes away my problems
But it don’t feel the way that substance does
This already feels like
You are going to be
A bad memory for me
Baby you don’t make me think twice
About anything
You have set me free from this belief
That love don’t mean a thing
You’re just playing me
I don’t feel the need to know where this is heading
Give me your love tonight
I do not want to find out I’m not the only one
I’ll love you like you’re mine
Even though I know you know you’re not the only one
Oh baby could you even blame me
You have drove me crazy
Saying things about me that ain’t me
You say you love me
But Its feels like you hate to be
Loved by me
Well don’t mind me I’ll leave
[verse 1]
i cant handle you
i seen them build you up and then dismantle you
(and) then they leave you for me to put back (all) the pieces
and i know theres too much trouble down that avenue
so i stay on this side where i know its safe
invisible to everyone, i like to keep it that way
Si es que no se de amores
Es por que no se estudia
Besos entre rencores
Nacer para amar me frustra
Tiene que ser asi? Hay que leer las reglas?
Amar tiene procesos, o pasos, el odio es un dilema
Dire mas de un insulto, al que invento el esquema
Normal, no nacen pa ser amados, yo no soy el problema
This is a sick beat brother, love it. Here’s what I wrote while vibing out to it:
Lately, I’ve been feeling like
everybody taking sides,
paint the world in black and white
Israel or Palestine
Only chasin dollar signs
never cross the color line
Better sure that border up
cuz soon its gonna be killing time
It all depends how you define
Whos a brother in your eyes
Grieving mothers both sides
Ain’t you down for all lives?
I guess it goes to show what they’ve known long before us
Only white lives matter in this old world order
We gonna let the world burn cuz we think we can afford it
With a 401k and a fixed rate mortgage
Feel like Progress moving slower than a tortoise
Look how they did Honduras, Vietnam, Hawaii Guam Puerto Rico
Status quo maintained by fragility of ego
We sugarcoat a history of evil
My people why don’t we go to the future that was promised not delivered
Know They try to break us up, but you a part of something bigger
thank you broo! lyrics are dope 🔥
yo this is so dope
@@DavidRamirez-zr8hn appreciate it bro
I like to keep it cool
Sometimes not in the mood
When you're not in the room
I dont speak about your truth
I like to keep it cool
And I don't like to lose
I know what I'm gon do
Give a fuck about excuuuuuuuse - es
I like to moooooove it
I love this muuuuusic
Go hard, go stuuuuupid
I don't want to looooooose it
Ce soir je soigne encr mon coeur
Du bonheur au malheur
Prend bcp trop l’ascenseurs
encore un texte écrit a pas d’heure
Jvide ma tête
Depuis que t’as disparue
Tout les soirs j’ai des hallu
Jvoit ton ombre,
Jvoit ta silhouette
Partout dans l’appartement
Je revoit ses souvenirs
Tout Nos entreintes sur le lit
J’nous revoit transmettre
L’amour de nos cœurs partout sur nos corps
Tu m’a dit :
tourne la page, vit ta vie et construit ton avenir
Mais tu veux la vérité ?
Tout les soirs j’écris des pages
Avec ma plume et mes larmes
Je sourit alors qu’au fond je vais mal
Dans cette histoire
Suis je encore le seul avec de l’espoir ?
L’espoir de te revoir
L’espoir de nous revoir ?
J’aurais aimé tant de choses avec toi…
Mais mtn
c’est sans toi que je doit voir les choses…
Ça m’énerve, ça me vide, ça me blesse
T’étais là, j’étais juste bless
Aujourd’hui, chui comme une coquille vide
J’écris comme un somnambule
Perdu dans ma bulle
Perdu dans mes pensées, Je vit mon vide
Se soir je regarde encore la lune
En espérant que tu fasse la même
En pensant à moi comme je pense à toi
Une petite larme à l’œil
Dans tes di, dans ta tête je me suis perdu
Dans la mienne tu fait la une
J’écris toutes ses lignes
Et pt qu’un beau jour
Tu en lira une…
big song congrat
thank you!
Vegas
Had the pumas
Black tripe laces
Took me places
Met knew faces
Season changes
Back to basics
Problems face it
Take a lot to make it
Can’t fal complacent
With my graces
My weakness is
Patentince among greatness
shit is actually water
Hate when i hit my lows
The rock bottom
Let my lyrics flow
Like this ligour when i pour it out tha bottle
At an all time low i felt hallow
Searching for God Keep the Gospel like a rifle the bibles by my side ready for war its on Sight
All the pain,
Took a strain,
When I entered this change,
I feel deranged in the brain,
Like I’m stuck in a cage,
It’s fucken strange in my veins flow the heat that I gave,
I got this flame and it’s locked inside my frame,
Dope slay when I get up on the mic and say,
That I feel low and not high today,
My mind it is broke and I can’t find escape,
Wasting away,
It’s like my body decay,
While my soul is in search for this place,
Where I can channel this hate and handle the great,
Fantasies I dream and chase man I really need a fucken break
и вновь несемся в даль, несемся в даль
и мне так жаль
и всё так печально, в груди печаль, боль
мучает так
проёбано всё, молодость, подросток
проблемы как канон, я не лез на рожон
мысли как самосуд, на электрический стол
сажаю сам себя, и никаких нет «stop»
не знаю как взвести
покоя как обрести мне?
тут стоит ли?
прости, что не смог стать взрослее пораньше
✍️👌
Got damn! I feel the shit outta this one. Subbed for sure! Shaking my head like a dog tryna dry itself.
haha thank you bro really appreciate it
I just made a hit with this one
let me listen to it!!
saying goodbye
putting my anger to bed
i wont allow you to linger
up inside of my head
when im low, i see a ghost of you
where you go, above or below, i dont know...
i suppose thats mostly true
ill still do what im supposed to do...
saying goodbye
put my anger to bed
i wont allow you to linger
up inside of my head
I am a beginner producer looking to get better, are you playing your guitar for the guitar parts or are you using samples/VSTs?
usually I'll either play or sample the guitar parts, vsts for guitar aren't that great imo
lived a lotta life but never felt this way before
told you that i missed you but i wasn’t really sure
i been drinkin i been sippin i been ridin out the storm
but you know what they say, when it rains, it pours
dreamin of a life relationships are not a chore
told you that i loved you but i wasn’t really sure
i been wilin i been lyin i been hittin up some whores
they ain’t got no fuckin clue what’s coming next or what’s in store
dreamin of a life as if they used to have a cure
for the cancer that had ended moms life when i was four, teen
what a nightmare it felt like a bad dream
sometimes i look up to the sky and i can’t help but fuckin scream
i been feelin down and out but swear that i won’t ever stop
how could i ever slow it down i’ve just been racin gainst the clock
its like one minute i am here and then the next it seems i’m not
turn around see my reflection used to wish that i could swap
with a kid who grew up rich
with a kid who grew up lazy
i grew up n i was workin round the house like since a baby
i was eight n choppin wood to warm the house up when it was cold
i was ten and mowin lawns wishin i could just grow old
but where’d it get me?
i don’t really know i’m feelin low
i got this feelin in my mind that i won’t ever even grow
to the man i thought i’d be when i was young
and havin fun
to the man i though i’d be when i was turnin twenty one
everyday is just a race its a never ending chase
always lookin for tomorrow
never lookin for today
anxious bout the futures the only way we know to live
this depression bout the past it just never seems to give
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@floatin. This song hit a spot I haven’t had a beat hit in awhile, I would love to get in contact to purchase or lease this beat so I can further production. Would love to hear back soon thank you for this - Spk
ayy man glad you like the beat, feel free to send me a dm on instagram or send me an email :)
I'm interested in buying this beat
you can email me or dm on instagram, or you can click the link in the description :)
Time it goes, watch it flow
Like a river, I miss her
But I can’t know
The gods above gift her
All she wants, she deserved better
She had the glow that lit up my globe
Wish I had known before I watched her fly away, I could’ve died that day
Happier than ever knowing I found her
But I lived on times got tough nights got long mind got strong now I see my own patterns watching life from Saturn afraid to come down, I could lose it all now but what do I have
I know it’s all just wrath
Time to find a path to inner peace
Tame my inner beasts
Someday I’ll reach a new happy
If not it might’ve just passed me
But like a tragedy I’ve actually
Gotta start thinking about family
Come back to reality finally feel gravity the weight of my destiny
What I was meant to be
Not demented but an entity
For the masses from a century
All through eternity until demise
Won’t compromise or fold
Till I’m cloaked in gold appraised before I’m a ghost trying to right my lows before I’m put inside a hole but time has only one goal and it’s to move on passed the wrong past the long nights of lone someday this dog will get a bone until then just never hearing my phone until I’m honed into my vision knowing I’m writing through intuition steady wishing for better days so my soul can raise.
occhi piantati nella notte
io farò il mago come potter
Non risponderò alle tue botte
Forse l’uomo non sa usare più la voce e quindi butta giù le bombe
Non c’è nessuno più che dorme
Ho dato poche alle mie donne
lorme nella notte
vento fischio forte e la pioggia lava le mie impronte
Non c’è un motivo che mi faccia dire resto ,mentre guardo l’universo sento ghiaccio e freddo che mi passa per le vene e ho paura che sia l’unico
Che oggi si sente così Bene
Non sono triste ma realista
Ho visto il cielo farsi polvere da pista
l’amore rende schiavi di un eterno stare in forse
e la vita è consapevolezza di non avere risposte
l’aspettavo e senza accorgermene aspettavo me stesso
Poi l’ho trovato steso su un prato con la mano sul petto
Non mi do più colpe per quello che è successo
Perché non posso amarti senza amare me stesso
canta alla luna la mia musa questa notte è una strada di forse
E non cerco risposte
Ma solo un po’ di pace che non trovo perché
Io mi chiedo dov’è
Il posto giusto per me?
e ho bisogno di sapere
Cosa vuol dire stare bene?
Ma so che imparerò a cadere
Ma forse quando mi conviene
Sono bravo anch’io
A trovare un dio
A non trovare motivo per vivere male
you should make time stamps for your beats!!!
I might at some point!
Chorus:
Cuz if I say it then it’s real
Would you tell me what the deal is
block my phone number then message me bout some bills shit?
I’d do it if I could, you know I wouldn’t fight the feeling
You know i wouldn’t fight the feeling
You know I wouldn’t fight the feeling
Truth is in the knot and we just tieing up the loose ends
Verse 1:
addiction, what a vixen, what a vice for us to talk about
broken record playing out, I guess that I can say it now
Sometimes I feel like it’s my fault for staying out
Playing loud, hanging out, and wiping out yo bank account
It’s not the beer and cigarettes, the vodka or the nicorette
The problem is his momma and your son that used to beat his chest
but then you talked to him like he was less than a man
To drunk to get your words across, so you using your hands
Every minuscule mistake makes him question himself again
So he balled his fist in anger and pushed away all his friends
Verse 2:
Girl are you stupid, lucid dreaming, or foolish
You fucking do good-ist for 12 years then fall for illusion
All for a dude who couldn’t lose it, what the fuck is he? Cupid?
He got you using again, but uts you that he’s using
Stuck in a box but this here cube refuse to move like a rubix
Dico cosa penso e cosa penso mi fa dire cose che forse non vuoi sentire, se non sulla pelle
I hope I make it out alive bro, its been so hard
ayy man :( hope you okay
None of us make it out alive, let's just hope we can be heard
Do you know the lyrics for the sample?
I think it goes "I'm feeling low again, ain't shit I owe to them, they don't wanna let it go"
I appreciate you
Duffle in the convoy
By the weed and the long boy
Cuz da devil don wan me 2 live
He picked the wrong one
And I ain’t lose nothing
More game that’s a fun up
Clearin karmic debt from,
sun up 2 sun up
Aura all done done up
To sum it up I’m fyre
The stars jealous of me
I shoot higher
The type of person my kids
My kids will wanna aspire
To be like god I pray I get dis right
All gas, no breaks, whole way,
No stops, can’t stop, won’t stop,
Rims gone, lights off,
trunk popped, subs up,
Messed up, dubs up,
80, like that, whole way
Chasin my dreams in love wit me
In a fantasy land
mind only place I feel free
I was blind and now my eyes can see
what is the voice saying?
use ur fucking ears maybe?????????
I can't understad what a hook said, can you tell me?
"I'm feeling low again, ain't shit I owe to them, they don't wanna let it go" I think that's it
Naruto ???
[verse 1]
try to do things your way
but it aint gone work if i stay
i know we wanna hold on
but its gon hurt a lot more if we wait
whats love if it doesn't mean me and you
every time i close my eyes i keep seein you
leave me be, leave me lone, let me rest
life is too damn short to be stressed
I tried to move along
I tried to find my home
But now i’m on my own
This is a start of a new beginning
This is the sound of my blood thinning
now who was there for you when you was laying in the dirt
Ercildsen bodoltoi hani bolson gunig
Ergeed dursahad dursamj tsuuhuniig gaihaj
Eldewiin humus haacsaniig medmeergui c
End bi ba gunig gantsaardal bodit orshino
Hairtai ged durlasan busgui mn
Haa negtee hen negnii uwurt dulaatsaj
Hagatsahgui gj andgailsan and nuhur mn
Haragdaj uzegdelgui 5 jil ungurcee
Spiral down with me as yall get ready to make me od
The crossovers lonely & o so cozy cozy
I blew it up my head dog suck it up ❤
Like what's a 40 with xans mixed up it's so hard looking when u mfas run the devil's tail that's how my heads cookin but I'm cooling laying low looking for a new world with a new glow ❤