lil ugly mane//bedwetter- volume 1: flick your tongue against your teeth and describe the present.
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- Опубликовано: 5 окт 2024
- "I really thought today would be the start of something different,
Twisted thoughts of how I'm living that evaporate the minutes while I masturbate my illness in an incoherent stillness.
Confused if I need help or if insanity is brilliance.
I really thought today I had a chance to just escape it or erase it or at least subdue compulsions where I chase it. Hold my breath beneath the poison eyes open up And face it, analyze interpretations, while my life corrupts adjacent.
The homie told me that this can't go on no longer, this is something I can conquer if I had someone to talk to.
Someone who could study all the subatomic particles of sadness how I'm flirting with the un-return from suffocating madness.
Sniffing thru my illnesses with academic lenses exploring my detachment. my delusions are relentless.
now i'm back out at the entrance with the same shit same brain came to you for help and then you shut me in the rain.
I really thought today someone would recognize my courage, as i handed over power just to reconcile my purpose, that I needed something urgent. I was eager just to learn it. I just wanna person,
lord I'm weary from this burden."
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This album came out when I was starting to develop schizophrenia and was a drug addicted alcoholic raging lost soul wandering in the void of the help nobody could ever give me at the time, no one to talk or relate to.
The first listen broke me, I was seeing so much of myself in it and what I was going trough, being in complete mental agony with no one to turn to
The fact I wasn't alone came upon me slowly as I was listening, sure I was in agony but now I knew I wasn't alone in this shit, and that is worth more then anything physical.
This might sound like some corny and embarrassing eulogy to failure from a random internet person to some but, if you are reading this and are going trough what this album describes very well, just know you are not alone in this and that help is available.
I wish you all the best, if you are reading this after all this time coming back to it from time to time to remember, I love you, and if it's your first listen or are somewhat new to this I love you too.
Sláinte mhaith
Wow, man. Wishing the best for you
Sending you good energy sir!
Fasho G.
phoenix
fellow irish ugly mane listener?
It's insane how this album can bring me right back to the brink all these years later, but I'm proud of how far I've come. If you're reading this you'll see better days, friend.
same take care you're not alone
As hard as it is listening to this it no longer makes me cry. I still feel a lot of what he says. By far my favorite of his
WE AIN'T MAKING IT OUT OF THE PSYCH WARD WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥💯💯🗣🗣
being in misery, being in agony, its such a common occurrence to so many people. Just letting your life slip away from you and letting whatever else take the wheel is so tempting, everything is always so much and will always be so much, and it only gets harder the more you progress. No one ever talks about that kind of experience, though, people shame that kind of thing, people who haven't experienced misery get so much cognitive dissonance from the idea they shun it. Stigma to the people at victim from such a thing is horrible, the feeling of being alone in mental heath is one of the worst a human can experience. This album really helped that for me, and for i imagine many other people aswell. Genuis shit, really!
0:00 - JOHN
0:35 - MAN WEARING A HELMET
5:21 - STOOP LIGHTS
10:13 - FONDLY EULOGIZING SLEEP
13:44 - BRANCH
16:11 - SQUARE MOVEMENT
19:55 - HAZE OF INTERFERENCE
24:30 - THIS IN NOT MY STOMACH
27:20 - CAVE YOURSELF IN
BRANCH LYRICS:
I GOT A FEELING THAT THIS LIFE IS JUST A TANGENT.
JUST AN IDEA OF GETTING LOST AMONGST THE BRANCHES OF AN OLD TREE.
I THINK ITS OBVIOUS WE'RE DAMAGED.
THE MAP'S IMPOSSIBLE TO NAVIGATE WE STRANDED IN THESE COLD STREETS.
@@colindavis851 this is the funniest thing ive ever read
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@@edinbhopwhat was it
@@ghxztpxppglv33 fuck if i remember dude
fuck this is going to piss me off for the next hour
"are you happy now, travis?"
...
This whole album is still like a punch in the gut in one of the best possible ways
MOST DEPRESING SHIT I HEAR IN MY WHOLE LIFE
Not only the best flow but also an amazing creative writer...
saw stoop lights live when oblivion access fest finally happened few yrs ago and i screamed crying the lyrics man now I'm coming back to the album feeling good that ive managed to grow and adapt from all the BS trauma ive endured
man wearing a helmet and haze of interference never stop hitting like a truck though lol
This album really (fucking sucks and makes me confront bullshit about myself I hate) is good
time for the monthly listen
Jesus Christ this album is heavy as hell. So emotional and anxious. Where has this been all my life
why is there so many dislikes on this? very beautiful album
It's crazy that this album is more than halfway to a decade old, it still sounds so new
don’t know how there’s no comments but great video man .. got all the songs & their lyrics ,, got the description .. you really give a shit about what he was tryna say & i got respect for that
appreciate that respect for noticing as well
Damn man this album makes me choke. We gonna make it one day maybe
I'm wondering if Travis was ever put in one of those TTI reform schools. The whole intro plus the stuff he's saying in "A man wearing a helmet" almost mirrors a lot of survivor experiences. Hell, even the setting of the cover looks like one of those places.
MANE THE GOAT
Fucking hell, Haze of Interference is so sad it's almost impossible to listen to
until you relate then its all you can listen to
haze of interference makes me want to vomit the 1000th time listening to
Just like the first
how is this 6 years old man feels like yesterday
almost 8 now
Ikr
the lyrics on haze of interference are so off lmao.
ive noticed that before with his bandcamp releases that the lyrics will be different from the actual song. i think he posts the lyrics of the rough draft/original version of the song when he first writes it and forgets or doesnt care to update it to the final version tbh
Art
LUM goes hard
Love uall
I was searching for bed wetting memes and found this.
WTF
part of a part grew to many parts again
the pieces of pieces flew away
the air they flew into became thin and still
the spirit i was was once again whole
What's the description from?
LUM’s description of the album on bandcamp
Its all fucking love. My spotify went from ugly mane right to this and damn. So proud of him and all of us because no matter the outcome its trying that matters. Not to mention how hard this album goes from the noisey unconventional beats and raw "I fucked things up" lyrics. I love both sides of lil ug but this is something helly incredible,