This is the type of music that makes you feel strange sadness inside of you, but also with peace and acceptance That pitch of a song really made it hit the spot and compare to Stone in Focus. Real joy
I just want to rant where no one will recognize me. this song is what I can only physically describe how I feel in my head. I’m so tired of being in my head and over analyzing . constant self judging, negative reactions , tiredness, feeling lonely, not being who I Used to be. idk when I shifted, but I know who I was back then is not who I am now. i used to be vibrant, talkative, and didn’t feel anxious every other minute. when I ask people they say they don’t see a change, and I don’t know if it’s cause im good at hiding shit or if im just goin batshit crazy, but I wish this shitty mindset of mine would change. maybe it’s the smoking, maybe it’s the social media, or maybe im just not used to what people call growing up, all I know is these last 5 years have felt like the longest filler episode. days go by like lightning at this point . I’m so scared that im gonna remain like this forever, in a negative mindset or constant judging, over analyzation, anxiety, lust, jealousy. I wish I could have the same mind as my 15 year old self. I don’t crave my old body, old friends, I miss my old sane mind. I just pray to whatever is out there to help me get out of this difficult stage.
I'm sorry to hear this, your words hit home. I've gone through a dark time as well. I believe this inner beauty you described is still inside you and there is a path to finding that again. Do you feel that you can share these feelings with people around you?
you are not alone. I'm having the same mindset, it's kind of depressing that when you look in the past, you can see a happy version of yourself and only grief and sadness surrounding you at this moment of realizing that time has already passed away.
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This is the type of music that makes you feel strange sadness inside of you, but also with peace and acceptance
That pitch of a song really made it hit the spot and compare to Stone in Focus. Real joy
Right now I'm listening to this every night when I sleep.
I just want to rant where no one will recognize me. this song is what I can only physically describe how I feel in my head.
I’m so tired of being in my head and over analyzing . constant self judging, negative reactions , tiredness, feeling lonely, not being who I Used to be. idk when I shifted, but I know who I was back then is not who I am now. i used to be vibrant, talkative, and didn’t feel anxious every other minute. when I ask people they say they don’t see a change, and I don’t know if it’s cause im good at hiding shit or if im just goin batshit crazy, but I wish this shitty mindset of mine would change. maybe it’s the smoking, maybe it’s the social media, or maybe im just not used to what people call growing up, all I know is these last 5 years have felt like the longest filler episode. days go by like lightning at this point .
I’m so scared that im gonna remain like this forever, in a negative mindset or constant judging, over analyzation, anxiety, lust, jealousy. I wish I could have the same mind as my 15 year old self. I don’t crave my old body, old friends, I miss my old sane mind. I just pray to whatever is out there to help me get out of this difficult stage.
I'm sorry to hear this, your words hit home. I've gone through a dark time as well. I believe this inner beauty you described is still inside you and there is a path to finding that again.
Do you feel that you can share these feelings with people around you?
you are not alone. I'm having the same mindset, it's kind of depressing that when you look in the past, you can see a happy version of yourself and only grief and sadness surrounding you at this moment of realizing that time has already passed away.
im afraid this also describes my current life
i only wish you the best of days
i knew everything at 15 i know nothing at 20
Life sucks sometimes, but tomorrow's always another day, you never know what's around the corner. Deffo stop smoking.
this hits the spot, wow
Simply Beautiful
This version is better than the original one and the [slo] version.
I shouldn't listen to this, but I can't stop. It's painful and achingly beautiful at the same time.
that feeling when you revisit something that's been abandoned
Like stone in focus, the ticking is important, and the lack of it here shows
Wow
OVERCOME
We got the out of place sounding Rhubarb Orc. 19.53 Rev in the box set yesterday instead of this version of Red Calx - criminal.
Sounds like Lichen part 2