Im in so much pain that i i feel every little scratch. Im in so much pain and i need to lift the weights off my chest so bad but when i do i start yelling and loosing controll and the people i know and love simply leave me.
see bruh its funny that they say oh yeah it'll get better and then they never tell you when cuh because it won't they just say that to make you stop talking🤣🤣🤣😂😂💯💯
the nights seem endless, day after day I grow farther from my true self. I'm forced to conform to whatever's the new norm, I don't fit in and my attempts to perfect myself go unnoticed. Everyones against me and I lost all hope for love & authenticity. I no longer eat for pleasure I eat for fuel, I workout 2x a day because I have nothing better to do, my birthday's approaching and as per usual I'll celebrate it alone. My mind's heading to a dark place, I'm constantly walking on eggshells yet I have nothing to lose and everything to gain. I don't know what's wrong with me... I've given up trying to attempt to be who the young me desired to be, I now realize I have to be something I'm not. I've survived 18 years (in a few days 19 years), alone on this planet by myself. Maybe I don't need anybody, whats wrong about another 19 years alone again? take care.
I get told everyday to not let the negativity win and that I should instead be positive but when you get told your a failure by the one person who you didn’t wanna fail is a different type of pain yk? I’m sorry mom
I wished my uncles were there to teach me how to ride my bike, because my dad was a workaholic and they showed me how to fish, how to still be happy even when in grief, I wished my dad where like my uncles, even though my uncles never had children themselves…
i still think about her everyday without even realizing
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finally, a new part of slideshow audios. You are amazing ewa
Gonna listen to all of these vids tonight🗣‼⁉🔥🔥🔥
listen to this all night knowing im gonna die alone🙏💯🔥💯💯🔥
Im in so much pain that i i feel every little scratch. Im in so much pain and i need to lift the weights off my chest so bad but when i do i start yelling and loosing controll and the people i know and love simply leave me.
Anyone else come here to feel? I'm sure I'm not the only one.
the first one is the realest.
Thanks for coming back ewa, your a real one for not leaving yet
thank you, i'm sorry for the break though
@@estieile ilysm bro
@@824msily bro
Can’t believe “julietta” left so now I won’t be able to listen to their videos. (I’m pulling a Hannah Baker as soon as possible). 😂😂😂
@@SenshiTheReal Didn't know they left, but you can always listen ewa, kxn_, and irvxnne
see bruh its funny that they say oh yeah it'll get better and then they never tell you when cuh because it won't they just say that to make you stop talking🤣🤣🤣😂😂💯💯
I love this sm. Wish you the best Ewa
thank you, i wish you the best too
the nights seem endless, day after day I grow farther from my true self. I'm forced to conform to whatever's the new norm, I don't fit in and my attempts to perfect myself go unnoticed. Everyones against me and I lost all hope for love & authenticity. I no longer eat for pleasure I eat for fuel, I workout 2x a day because I have nothing better to do, my birthday's approaching and as per usual I'll celebrate it alone. My mind's heading to a dark place, I'm constantly walking on eggshells yet I have nothing to lose and everything to gain. I don't know what's wrong with me... I've given up trying to attempt to be who the young me desired to be, I now realize I have to be something I'm not. I've survived 18 years (in a few days 19 years), alone on this planet by myself. Maybe I don't need anybody, whats wrong about another 19 years alone again? take care.
hey if you need to talk Im here, you are not alone Im here for you
happy 19th birthday bro, also you don't need to fit in perfectly yk
we're all here for you
Real. (The voices in my head are getting the better of me, most likely goodbye, friends. Author, thank you for the wonderful content.)
bye broski
fyi hope ur ok
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Missed u man you’re truly the best
realest one yet
found this again after a year i miss this
I get told everyday to not let the negativity win and that I should instead be positive but when you get told your a failure by the one person who you didn’t wanna fail is a different type of pain yk? I’m sorry mom
Thanks for the vid
Everyday is a bad day because every day is the same and it makes you sad and tired because you keep repeating it .
Kinda wish I didn't have my family or her so I can finally rest but I gotta do it for them I guess
I wished my uncles were there to teach me how to ride my bike, because my dad was a workaholic and they showed me how to fish, how to still be happy even when in grief, I wished my dad where like my uncles, even though my uncles never had children themselves…
i'm not depressed i'm broken.
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I am both
Babe wake up! ewa posted!
i turn this on but i dont feel any emotion not even sadness
10 months after the break up i still cant sleep i still miss her i just want her back i cant replace her but she has replaced me.
someone needs to reach out to me asap im starting to get sketchy thoughts here😂😂💀
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Real. (The voices in my head are getting the better of me, most likely goodbye, friends. Author, thank you for the wonderful content.
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dont say that bro, you are loved
real (i still haven't recovered from the emotional and mental abuse my mother has inflicted onto me from the 3 years i lived with her)
This is great
i miss her
real real real(i miss the old me)
missed you bro (real)
3:10 audio ?
not sure how much longer im tryna do this shit mane LMFAO
What does that date in the description mean? i hope youre okay man if you need someone to talk to im here
it's just something silly don't worry about it but thank you
i js gott out of the hospital lmfaooo i was high off sm drugs and i still relapsed lmfao fuck bein sober lol
Wsg ewa, how you been? I'm doing good for now, still with that girl so all well so far.
i'm glad to hear it, everything's been alright for me too i suppose. i really hope everything works out for you
whats the first song called
PLS WHATS THE FIRST AUDIOO
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i might just switch from yt music to regular yt premium
When you know hes losing interest and your crying fr fr?
me every week fr (i hope you're doing okay, he's not worth you keep your head up please)
haha funny bro dont listen to him (im dying on the inside) xd
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mom ewa just drop another real slideshow come watch it
Needed ts
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be honest are you really okay Ewa how was you’re day today and how do you feel? I hope u good gang just know we here for you
thank you i'm alright, are you though?
@@estieile im very glad I’m alr thankyou for asking ❤️
W rizz
@@Liquidity_Titan appreciate you gang 🥰🥰🥰🥰
forget it.(i missed you.)
15:12 song?
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Ewa, im slowly losing it
so am i, but it'll be okay
We'll get through it together
19:18 AYOOO
name of the first audio
aye shit could be better right now fr
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8:07 audio?
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