I listened to this song for the first time today. Despite being an MSI fan for 7-ish years I never got around to listening to this song. The normal backwards version its just… Freaking gut wrenching, and I don’t mean that in a bad way. It definitely tore some tears out of me as well. It’s unsettling and emotional; the only way I can describe it. edit: grammar
SO REAL DUDE OH MY GYATT I STARTED SOBBING IT SOUNDS SO CREEPY BUT LIKE IN SUCH A GOOD WYA ITS LIKE INSANE TO THINK ABOUT HOW THIS WAS WROTE IN THE 90'S??????/WDLIEWHEW
This song is really tragic. I remember reversing it the night this album came out on FLAC and sat there in total shock. It sounds like the lyrics are from a guilty child abuser's perspective. I wonder what was bothering Jimmy when he wrote this.
samuel To me, it sounds more like the inner monologue of an abused child about to murder their abusive mother in their sleep. The first verse is how they hear their mother talking to them, saying they "had to know" what power was like, and blaming their child for unspecified grievences ("DON'T YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DO UNTO ME?"). The chorus is saying the child envies the state of the parent as they die, wishing their inevitable suicide could be as painless. The second verse is the child begging them not to fight back their death. The "save your soul/FORGIVE ME" part is them feeling the guilt for the crime, followed by the repeat of the first stanza of the chorus as they commit suicide.
Our minds will hear anything, which is the point of the version that originally came out. There's genuine lyrics to it, you just have to take a few seconds to hear him say things like "EVERYONE LOVES YOU" when he says "Please Forgive Me" or "It Hurts Me so Much" when he says "All My Children, All My Children.". It's honestly fuckin' weird how much the shit changes.
something i remembered while listening to this: (while i grew up christian i know catholic guilt is a thing so i wonder if there’s similarities here) at least with christianity, you’re like demonized from the very start of existing-some people even say babies and kids who die before being baptized go to hell-and that if others hurt us, we need to forgive our abuser and beg god for forgiveness. you know that “oh if she wasn’t wearing clothes like that, she wouldn’t have been”? it’s “the victim’s fault for the sin” which is insanely fucked up. just uh. food for thought. really hope he’s better now.
My children, I had to know Does this taste like Hell? Don't you know what you do unto me? Oh, I envy you the most What you must be feeling Oh, I envy you the most This must be me dreaming Oh, I envy you the most Once you stop breathing ... Oh, I envy you the most What you must be feeling Oh, I envy you the most This must be me dreaming Oh, I envy you the most Once you stop breathing Save your, save your soul. Save your, save your soul. Save your, save your soul. Save your, save your soul. PLEASE FORGIVE ME PLEASE FORGIVE ME PLEASE FORGIVE ME PLEASE FORGIVE ME PLEASE FORGIVE ME PLEASE FORGIVE ME PLEASE FORGIVE ME PLEASE FORGIVE ME Oh, I envy you the most What you must be feeling What you must be feeling What you must be feeling All my children All my children PLEASE FORGIVE ME PLEASE FORGIVE ME PLEASE FORGIVE ME PLEASE FORGIVE ME
I have been thinking about this for awhile and I can't get it out of my head... But I have a theory that maybe jimmy was abused by someone in his family. The part where it says "all my children please forgive me" might be coming from the perspective of what sounds like a child abuser like someone else mentioned. Not only that but I did some research and he does have siblings so that would make sense. Then the part where it says "I envy you the most when you stop breathing" could be him feeling so upset from a past experience that he wishes he could be dead just like the abuser (that died) who hurt him. I think this is one of those things that I really want to know the story behind.
Bro Strider he has an older brother named Markus, but he and Markus are on great terms. I know his mother is alive but you straight up NEVER hear about his father. I think I've heard him talk about him once and it was about his own ethnicity, whereas he talks about his mother in a respectful light, and she was on one of MSI's songs and in the music video for the same song. really makes you wonder
Yes, I was thinking that it could be his father. Does anybody even know who he is? Is he alive? Even then it could've been someone else in his family. Some people might think that this song is about himself (Jimmy) being the abuser. When you look at the older songs they wrote it does kind of make you wonder, HOWEVER, as weird as he may be I do not think he is a predator. If anything, it's a way for him to vent about what he went through while disguising it as a joke at the same time. For a lot of people, making light of their trauma is a coping mechanism.
I love randomly remembering that jimmy wrote the songs for pink before shit like if or some other albums i just know that the songs are old (probably why the album cover says 1990-1997) but i think jimmy was going through something and his life got better
i have solved it. “dont you know what you *do unto me*” the song do unto others, on this same album, is about god screwing him over. “all my children” “does this taste like *hell*” i feel like its in the point of view of god, after do unto others, i feel like those songs link together.
to me, the indiscernable verse sounds like: please don't resist. it won't take long. how do i know what's [??????] (if anyone could help figure out that last bit, that would be great)
This song is so sad. It reminds me of my dads death (pls don’t apologize in comments, it’s okay). The first time I heard it I had a panic attack bc it’s so haunting
Not to be one of those people but honestly that’s exactly what happened to me (dad dying and the whole panic attack thing), insane how msi can make an mf feel
This is a song about a guilty child abuser. About how an abused victim goes on to abuse others, telling the new victim what an abuser would say (“Please don’t resist, it won’t take long”, “This must be me dreaming”) but quickly he begins to envy how naïve and delicate his new victim is (“I envy you the most, what you must be feeling”). He then goes on to feel guilt the more he does what he does. (“All my children, please forgive me”). He knows what he does is sick, he feels empathy, but he can’t stop because of how he was programmed.
I swear 'please forgive me' backwards sounds like 'envy corrupts you'
or envy hurts you :o
I hear envy consumes honestly
I hear i envy you the most 😭
shivers. whole pink album gives me shivers
interesting how this and the original can stand on its own
I love to feel convinced. When Jimmy says "I'm a Fucking Genius" i believe him.
One of the most haunting tracks I've ever heard.
When I heard all of these words, I cried.
Wonder a person who experienced sexual abuse as a child... Yea... That hurts... Man...
please forgive me please forgive me
HELL HOW DID YOUBDIBTHATBEMOJI
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I listened to this song for the first time today. Despite being an MSI fan for 7-ish years I never got around to listening to this song. The normal backwards version its just… Freaking gut wrenching, and I don’t mean that in a bad way. It definitely tore some tears out of me as well. It’s unsettling and emotional; the only way I can describe it.
edit: grammar
SO REAL DUDE OH MY GYATT I STARTED SOBBING IT SOUNDS SO CREEPY BUT LIKE IN SUCH A GOOD WYA ITS LIKE INSANE TO THINK ABOUT HOW THIS WAS WROTE IN THE 90'S??????/WDLIEWHEW
for reference: this song was originally demoed in 1994
This song is really tragic. I remember reversing it the night this album came out on FLAC and sat there in total shock. It sounds like the lyrics are from a guilty child abuser's perspective. I wonder what was bothering Jimmy when he wrote this.
samuel To me, it sounds more like the inner monologue of an abused child about to murder their abusive mother in their sleep. The first verse is how they hear their mother talking to them, saying they "had to know" what power was like, and blaming their child for unspecified grievences ("DON'T YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DO UNTO ME?"). The chorus is saying the child envies the state of the parent as they die, wishing their inevitable suicide could be as painless. The second verse is the child begging them not to fight back their death. The "save your soul/FORGIVE ME" part is them feeling the guilt for the crime, followed by the repeat of the first stanza of the chorus as they commit suicide.
It actually just sounds like a killer who envys his victim. He talking about "when must must you stop breathing"
Given the context and themea of the rest of the album i think its about god and a human -ie his children. It's a good creepy metaphor
@@strawhatsmcgee this makes a lot of sense. the world willl never know
@@HappyLandfill236 Because I am everywhere
interesting how "upside down" turns into "save your soul" when reversed
Our minds will hear anything, which is the point of the version that originally came out. There's genuine lyrics to it, you just have to take a few seconds to hear him say things like "EVERYONE LOVES YOU" when he says "Please Forgive Me" or "It Hurts Me so Much" when he says "All My Children, All My Children.". It's honestly fuckin' weird how much the shit changes.
Always so obsessed with this song, this was masterfully crafted to sound amazing reversed and normal!!
Yay you’re alive
This song makes me want to ball my eyes out and I don't know why it just kinda, idk it hits a place somewhere in my heart and I cant quite explain it.
This is creepy wtf I feel like it’s personal like I’m hearing a diary.
I love this song, it's weird yet hauntingly beautiful.
One of, if not my favourite msi song. Makes me feel every single emotion at once lol
THIS SONG GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS.
I feel like this isn‘t supposed to be for my ears
late to the party but honestly it feels like a personal vent, it doesnt feel right listening to it
this feels like a god who failed their universe
mostly because of the all caps
but still
you gave me an idea to make a story, lmao
And the "all my children" thing
+@@ccss2136 Yo ass did not make a story
This song scares the shit out of me. With all the wispers + the PLEASE FORGIVE ME part, had me shivering in my timbers.
This is some twisted shit- (Especially the “Please forgive me” part).
I will give him a hug wherever he is. He deserves one.
something i remembered while listening to this: (while i grew up christian i know catholic guilt is a thing so i wonder if there’s similarities here) at least with christianity, you’re like demonized from the very start of existing-some people even say babies and kids who die before being baptized go to hell-and that if others hurt us, we need to forgive our abuser and beg god for forgiveness. you know that “oh if she wasn’t wearing clothes like that, she wouldn’t have been”? it’s “the victim’s fault for the sin” which is insanely fucked up.
just uh. food for thought.
really hope he’s better now.
You did it! You broke down religious guilt to its bare essentials!
My children, I had to know
Does this taste like Hell?
Don't you know what you do unto me?
Oh, I envy you the most
What you must be feeling
Oh, I envy you the most
This must be me dreaming
Oh, I envy you the most
Once you stop breathing
...
Oh, I envy you the most
What you must be feeling
Oh, I envy you the most
This must be me dreaming
Oh, I envy you the most
Once you stop breathing
Save your, save your soul.
Save your, save your soul.
Save your, save your soul.
Save your, save your soul.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
Oh, I envy you the most
What you must be feeling
What you must be feeling
What you must be feeling
All my children
All my children
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
Thank you! I had trouble hearing it at times so this was nice
Personally i hear "why must you stop breathing"
The first time i ever heard this the ending creeped me TF out oh my god 😭
I can't tell why I love to listen to it while falling asleep every night
the first time I heard this it fucked me up for a few days good job jimmy u did well
I have been thinking about this for awhile and I can't get it out of my head... But I have a theory that maybe jimmy was abused by someone in his family. The part where it says "all my children please forgive me" might be coming from the perspective of what sounds like a child abuser like someone else mentioned. Not only that but I did some research and he does have siblings so that would make sense. Then the part where it says "I envy you the most when you stop breathing" could be him feeling so upset from a past experience that he wishes he could be dead just like the abuser (that died) who hurt him. I think this is one of those things that I really want to know the story behind.
Bro Strider he has an older brother named Markus, but he and Markus are on great terms. I know his mother is alive but you straight up NEVER hear about his father. I think I've heard him talk about him once and it was about his own ethnicity, whereas he talks about his mother in a respectful light, and she was on one of MSI's songs and in the music video for the same song. really makes you wonder
Yes, I was thinking that it could be his father. Does anybody even know who he is? Is he alive? Even then it could've been someone else in his family. Some people might think that this song is about himself (Jimmy) being the abuser. When you look at the older songs they wrote it does kind of make you wonder, HOWEVER, as weird as he may be I do not think he is a predator. If anything, it's a way for him to vent about what he went through while disguising it as a joke at the same time. For a lot of people, making light of their trauma is a coping mechanism.
It could be about kitty, apparently she was abused
His dad features in Two And A Half Years and What A Fool Believes on the Euringer album according to Jimmy himself
maybe a priest
I love randomly remembering that jimmy wrote the songs for pink before shit like if or some other albums i just know that the songs are old (probably why the album cover says 1990-1997) but i think jimmy was going through something and his life got better
I want to snort this song
SO TRUE
please forgive me. 🗣🗣🔥🔥💯🔊
Please 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 👅 me
i have solved it.
“dont you know what you *do unto me*” the song do unto others, on this same album, is about god screwing him over. “all my children” “does this taste like *hell*” i feel like its in the point of view of god, after do unto others, i feel like those songs link together.
that or its the song he made due to the guilt of having groomed a child for years ☹️
@@HallsCherryLozengethis song is from around 1994, so no
to me, the indiscernable verse sounds like:
please don't resist.
it won't take long.
how do i know
what's [??????]
(if anyone could help figure out that last bit, that would be great)
It really does sound like that. I hope we can find the rest! Thanks so much for your contribution!
Adrian M I think the other part might be "what's stopping you"
Added! Thank you guys so much for your discerning ears.
This song is so sad. It reminds me of my dads death (pls don’t apologize in comments, it’s okay). The first time I heard it I had a panic attack bc it’s so haunting
Not to be one of those people but honestly that’s exactly what happened to me (dad dying and the whole panic attack thing), insane how msi can make an mf feel
I feel like I’m being corrupted
I listened to this song while some kind of anxiety crisis and it calmed me down enough to breath, thank you MSI 🙏
why did i start crying ong
I adore this song-
Dark song.
Y’all in the normal version the very beginning lyrics sound like “Envy hurts you” over and over, and at 1:49 it sounds like “upside down”
thanks for the lyrics guy got rly confused when i first played that track backwards now its a bit clearer
oh, man, this is pretty sad. i really should listen to pink when i have the time to
i might be a psycho because everytime i hear this song its actually pretty good like its a banger and then people are crying t o it and i feel bad
I like to slow it down for the song to sound creepier and distorted. Please forgive me. :J
I DON'T WANT YOU TO HATE ME
I WANT YOU TO WANNA HATE ME
I relate to this song so much
So deep song
i love this please inject this song into me even though i am scared of needles.
Real
Jimmy, what happened...?
Literally i like this song but holy shit the message,we need answers
hes most probably has been hurt when he was a child . i feel like a few songs are about this and in the 90s he was really struggling with that
@@ebony-blythenewns9513which songs? i’m interested
@@ebony-blythenewns9513what songs
This is a song about a guilty child abuser. About how an abused victim goes on to abuse others, telling the new victim what an abuser would say (“Please don’t resist, it won’t take long”, “This must be me dreaming”) but quickly he begins to envy how naïve and delicate his new victim is (“I envy you the most, what you must be feeling”). He then goes on to feel guilt the more he does what he does. (“All my children, please forgive me”). He knows what he does is sick, he feels empathy, but he can’t stop because of how he was programmed.
Jimmy i love you
Please forgive me.
why do i like this so much? It makes me look weird
i wish i'd never found it
Guys this last few "please forgive me" reminds me of fnaf. But anayways THIS SONG IS A MASTERPICE REVERSED AND ORIGINAL I LOVE IT😭😭😭😭😭😍😍😍
1:02 am, Strangely I feel watched.
1:12 update: My door doesn't stop grinding
Holy shit this is really really good
Damn
PLEASE FORGIVE ME 🗣️🗣️🗣️
Si de por si la versión original ya es rara y un tanto creepy
2:13
live laugh msi
This song is so mee(๑˃̵ ᴗ ˂̵)و
Trent Reznor vibes?
the speech kinda has that reversed sound to it, i wonder if jimmy learned to sing in reverse like- genuinely. or maybe im a bit schewpid
:(
Respond in fukn jesus
Interesting ig
oh nioe oh gfno nono oh ?? no
0:30 wait this lowkey relatable
𝓪𝓼𝓼𝓬𝓱𝓮𝓮𝓴 𝓵𝓲𝓬𝓴𝓮𝓻 👅