After almost 6 years of trying to make it, I finally left LA recently to move in with my mom. At 29 🙄. Not exactly excited about it, but I’m happy I get to spend time with her and refocus on a plan. It’s exactly like what you were saying, I was so stressed about money and couldn’t really find the quiet I needed to figure out a way forward. So I’m taking this time for what it is, a reset. This is the time to get your house in order and solidify your foundational principles, whether you believe in God or not, because the world is about to change and a lot of people will lose themselves when the systems they’ve based their identities on start to crumble. Also, I’m very glad to have found this channel. Sadly I don’t get to have very many higher-level “deep” conversations with other men, so videos like these kind of fill in the gap. So thank you for that.
You inspire me, brother. These mystical experiences are difficult to share but when we do we find our others who can relate but may be questioning their sanity. Your genuineness shines. You deliver the messages with humor and humility for those with ears to hear. Constant connection with source opens us to undeniable mystical experiences. Sharing them offers a candle of encouragement on what can be a lonely uneasy path through the darkness.
Hey Fabian, I’m not even half way through the video, but I wanted to say, May god grant you whatever it is that your soul is seeking, May he grant you bliss, love, joy laughter and above all, May he strengthen your relationship to him, Ameen ❤
Maybe not directly connected (although I participated in one of your calls) but you do have a follower from Poland 🙋🏼♀️, so it wasn't BS 😉 Good to see you back home and happy! 💙
So peaceful ❤ I have a question. I moved past the people-pleasing phase a few years ago. But, most of the time, whatever I give or offer seems to lead to chaos for me because people end up criticizing what I’ve given or served. My question is, am I doing something wrong that brings about this situation?
Love the videos as always Seńor Gray. Interested about this point at 12:24 you mention relationship with Christ. If I remember correctly you read the Quaran so I assumed your Islamic but I'm curious if you believe multiple religions? Or how does it work for you? I only ask as I find your thought process valid and religion is something I ponder on myself heavily lately, if I should follow one religion, as I have been more so acceptance of all, I look into a lot of Christianity, I also have been doing a Buddhist class, I then speak with my Muslim brothers who share passages from the Quaran that hit for me. So that leaves me wanting to take pieces from all of them and discard none. I wouldn't necessarily go round saying "I"m spiritual" instead but that feels where I fall into more, I'm just existing, growing, learning, detaching from all the bricks that have build a wall around me otherwise known as the ego, I'm not smashing the wall down I'm just realising "hey there's a little door I can actually peep out of this place from" and I'm currently stepping outside more and more and being absolutely covered in light, whilst seeing my little brick walls sitting there, then unconsciously I return to that little home I've spent so many years when I'm not consciously observing it all. Process. I feel they all lead us down different roads with the same or at least similar destination. Within. Awareness. Stillness. Love. Something like that anyway, its only 10AM here alright mate. Gloria in Excelsis Deo
“Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it." Matthew 7:13-20
@@Alex-k9r4d It's a nice passage, what do you take away from it? That the majority/mass of humans go one way into the wide gate and only a select few make a conscious decision to turn to a religion which = the narrow gate, and doing this is the right way? Only Christianity? What about Muslims or the Jewish etc? Genuinely curious
@@FatTonyTheSkipper You can answer that either cognitively ie academically or receive, from within, the meaning that passage holds for you. Theres no shortcuts, no quick fixes. Be cautious of pretend smiles and charisma. Many people have a calling to this work, but few have the character. Glory to God. Christ is King🙏
Keep going your videos are good
After almost 6 years of trying to make it, I finally left LA recently to move in with my mom. At 29 🙄. Not exactly excited about it, but I’m happy I get to spend time with her and refocus on a plan. It’s exactly like what you were saying, I was so stressed about money and couldn’t really find the quiet I needed to figure out a way forward.
So I’m taking this time for what it is, a reset. This is the time to get your house in order and solidify your foundational principles, whether you believe in God or not, because the world is about to change and a lot of people will lose themselves when the systems they’ve based their identities on start to crumble.
Also, I’m very glad to have found this channel. Sadly I don’t get to have very many higher-level “deep” conversations with other men, so videos like these kind of fill in the gap. So thank you for that.
consider joining my group calls my brother :)
You inspire me, brother. These mystical experiences are difficult to share but when we do we find our others who can relate but may be questioning their sanity. Your genuineness shines. You deliver the messages with humor and humility for those with ears to hear. Constant connection with source opens us to undeniable mystical experiences. Sharing them offers a candle of encouragement on what can be a lonely uneasy path through the darkness.
you write so beautifully, and i appreciate you dropping in here. these kinds of comments make, along with the others inspire me to continue :)
I love listening to you speak ❤
Hey Fabian, I’m not even half way through the video, but I wanted to say, May god grant you whatever it is that your soul is seeking, May he grant you bliss, love, joy laughter and above all, May he strengthen your relationship to him, Ameen ❤
@@Rosierose23 thank you Rosie :)🙏🏽
Maybe not directly connected (although I participated in one of your calls) but you do have a follower from Poland 🙋🏼♀️, so it wasn't BS 😉
Good to see you back home and happy! 💙
EY!
So peaceful ❤
I have a question. I moved past the people-pleasing phase a few years ago. But, most of the time, whatever I give or offer seems to lead to chaos for me because people end up criticizing what I’ve given or served. My question is, am I doing something wrong that brings about this situation?
❤
Love the videos as always Seńor Gray. Interested about this point at 12:24 you mention relationship with Christ. If I remember correctly you read the Quaran so I assumed your Islamic but I'm curious if you believe multiple religions? Or how does it work for you?
I only ask as I find your thought process valid and religion is something I ponder on myself heavily lately, if I should follow one religion, as I have been more so acceptance of all, I look into a lot of Christianity, I also have been doing a Buddhist class, I then speak with my Muslim brothers who share passages from the Quaran that hit for me. So that leaves me wanting to take pieces from all of them and discard none.
I wouldn't necessarily go round saying "I"m spiritual" instead but that feels where I fall into more, I'm just existing, growing, learning, detaching from all the bricks that have build a wall around me otherwise known as the ego, I'm not smashing the wall down I'm just realising "hey there's a little door I can actually peep out of this place from" and I'm currently stepping outside more and more and being absolutely covered in light, whilst seeing my little brick walls sitting there, then unconsciously I return to that little home I've spent so many years when I'm not consciously observing it all. Process.
I feel they all lead us down different roads with the same or at least similar destination. Within. Awareness. Stillness. Love. Something like that anyway, its only 10AM here alright mate.
Gloria in Excelsis Deo
@@FatTonyTheSkipper I will respond via tomorrows video :)
“Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it." Matthew 7:13-20
@@fabsfault Will tune in! Hope that California to UK temperature ain't too bad! Be well
@@Alex-k9r4d It's a nice passage, what do you take away from it? That the majority/mass of humans go one way into the wide gate and only a select few make a conscious decision to turn to a religion which = the narrow gate, and doing this is the right way?
Only Christianity? What about Muslims or the Jewish etc? Genuinely curious
@@FatTonyTheSkipper You can answer that either cognitively ie academically or receive, from within, the meaning that passage holds for you. Theres no shortcuts, no quick fixes. Be cautious of pretend smiles and charisma. Many people have a calling to this work, but few have the character. Glory to God. Christ is King🙏