I am 22 and single, but I cried every time I saw you tear up! I don't know what pregnancy feels like, but when I saw you talking about your miscarriage, it just broke something in me. I am so proud of you!!!! You are such a brave woman, but I know what price you paid to be this strong. I am happy to see you doing great now. It makes me genuinely happy. Take care!!! ❤
I am a new subscriber for over a month now Nic and I just had to tell you that I absolutely adore you. I found your channel one night when I couldn't sleep and your ASMR videos I have to say in my opinion are the best on RUclips. I am quite a bit older than you in fact, your young enough to be my daughter but I can relate to you in so many ways. I have been suffering with anxiety and depression since I've been a child. I just want to tell you that your videos pick me up when I am feeling sad. You seem like a great Mother. I saw your daughter in a few videos with you and she is absolutely gorgeous. I have been brought up to let people know when they make you happy and you fit that bill. Keep being you Nic because I think your wonderful.Sending you much love and many hugs from the USA.❤😘🤗 ~ Joyce
Aw Joyce.. your comment made me happy.. so nice to read comments from nice people on here. I agree with everything you’ve written about Nic.. she offers a great channel and her honesty is so refreshing. I can also relate to her life stories ❤
Never weak, babe. Never! Tears are our way of releasing the emotion. You have certainly been through it but what a warrior you are to come out on the other side of it all and not only for yourself, but to ensure you give your babies the absolute best you can. You're such a good mama and I know they are so proud of you. Never forget how strong you are! ♥ I, too, struggled through miscarriage then birth trauma, autism diagnosis (my son age 3) and chose to homeschool. YOUR ASMR literally is what brought me out of my incurable insomnia and is my way to mentally escape when I physically cannot because I have to still be a mama even when I want to get away. THANK YOU, Nic, for sharing your story, for sharing yourself, your gifts, and just being yourself. You are a light, truly. xx
I kind of don't know why I watched this video because I'm not a mum but this topic interests me so much. I had to pause the video when you spoke about the miscarriage. I just find that a really emotional and overwhelming thing to even think about, to go through it must be absolute hell and I'm so sorry you've been through it.
The way I GASPED when you shared what your horrible boss said. What is wrong with people?! I’m not a mom, I don’t want kids, so I have no first-hand experience about what you’re sharing. But I do think we really need to normalize sharing these stories - I appreciate you being so honest and vulnerable. Lots of love from the US! ❤
Nic I've been through similar circumstances. Both births different but mine were the opposite way round. First birth fab second traumatic. Debts etc. We have so much in common
You are sooo strong!! to go through what you been through and you still do RUclips but you keep making the most of you! you are an amazing mother and person and I inspire to be a mother like you
I feel your pain. My baby had meconium aspiration syndrome (which sounds like your son's condition) which led to an emergency C-section while i was pushing. Just awful. Between that and the PTSD, i couldn't bear going through it again. You're a strong woman ❤❤
Thank you for sharing ❤ You certainly have been through a lot, yet you are a strong person (strength meaning you show vulnerability too) I had a very traumatic birth with my now 14 year old and was in a specialised mum/baby unit for post natal depression... Appreciate your honesty and openness ❤❤❤
@LifeWithNic1 No thankfully no lasting issues. He got stuck for ages , whatever could go wrong did! Thankfully they were able to help me bond with him at the unit. He's autistic and his dad is too (diagnosed later in life) I'm not so it can be very 'interesting' at times 🤗🥰😃
So sorry you had to go through all that. I had an epidural with my oldest daughter and they did something wrong to where it only worked on one side and then when they tried to redo it I couldn't feel to push. They did the forceps and vacuum and I had 4th degree tearing. The doctor said it was the worst he had ever seen. Then when it was time to go home after they removed the catheter I wasn't able to pee and had to stay in the hospital for 5 days and then go home with a catheter for like a week.
Sounds hard Nic. They never stitched me up properly after I had to have episiotomy 😢 they shouldn't have said it was braxton hicks honestly not good enough
I am 22 and single, but I cried every time I saw you tear up! I don't know what pregnancy feels like, but when I saw you talking about your miscarriage, it just broke something in me. I am so proud of you!!!!
You are such a brave woman, but I know what price you paid to be this strong. I am happy to see you doing great now. It makes me genuinely happy. Take care!!! ❤
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Instant click upon reading the title of this video…I LOVE hearing about pregnancy and birth stories ❤
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I am a new subscriber for over a month now Nic and I just had to tell you that I absolutely adore you. I found your channel one night when I couldn't sleep and your ASMR videos I have to say in my opinion are the best on RUclips. I am quite a bit older than you in fact, your young enough to be my daughter but I can relate to you in so many ways. I have been suffering with anxiety and depression since I've been a child. I just want to tell you that your videos pick me up when I am feeling sad. You seem like a great Mother. I saw your daughter in a few videos with you and she is absolutely gorgeous. I have been brought up to let people know when they make you happy and you fit that bill. Keep being you Nic because I think your wonderful.Sending you much love and many hugs from the USA.❤😘🤗 ~ Joyce
Aw Joyce.. your comment made me happy.. so nice to read comments from nice people on here. I agree with everything you’ve written about Nic.. she offers a great channel and her honesty is so refreshing. I can also relate to her life stories ❤
I’m sorry to hear you struggle too but that was so lovely to read, thank you so much, that means so much! I’m glad I am able to help you 💗💗💗
Never weak, babe. Never! Tears are our way of releasing the emotion. You have certainly been through it but what a warrior you are to come out on the other side of it all and not only for yourself, but to ensure you give your babies the absolute best you can. You're such a good mama and I know they are so proud of you. Never forget how strong you are! ♥ I, too, struggled through miscarriage then birth trauma, autism diagnosis (my son age 3) and chose to homeschool. YOUR ASMR literally is what brought me out of my incurable insomnia and is my way to mentally escape when I physically cannot because I have to still be a mama even when I want to get away. THANK YOU, Nic, for sharing your story, for sharing yourself, your gifts, and just being yourself. You are a light, truly. xx
Thank you so much 💗💗💗💗
What doesnt kill you makes you stronger❤
Thank you for sharing your birth experiences. Every woman has tales of sorrow and joy. Our strength is commendable.
I kind of don't know why I watched this video because I'm not a mum but this topic interests me so much. I had to pause the video when you spoke about the miscarriage. I just find that a really emotional and overwhelming thing to even think about, to go through it must be absolute hell and I'm so sorry you've been through it.
Thank you so much. It’s nice to have been able to open up about it as I’ve held it in for so long 💗
You poor thing, 21 is so young! It was horrific. Thanks for sharing your story. Love your work xx
The way I GASPED when you shared what your horrible boss said. What is wrong with people?! I’m not a mom, I don’t want kids, so I have no first-hand experience about what you’re sharing. But I do think we really need to normalize sharing these stories - I appreciate you being so honest and vulnerable. Lots of love from the US! ❤
Thank you so much! Yeh I couldn’t believe my ears when she said it 🤦🏼♀️
Aww Nicola, at the end you don’t look weak at all ❤ it’s called passion and hard work and so proud of you. Well done for everything xxx
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Nic I've been through similar circumstances. Both births different but mine were the opposite way round. First birth fab second traumatic. Debts etc. We have so much in common
You are sooo strong!! to go through what you been through and you still do RUclips but you keep making the most of you! you are an amazing mother and person and I inspire to be a mother like you
Thank you so much!! That means a lot!
Thank you so much for being so raw with us, Nic, and sharing your personal experiences with us.
Much love ❤
You are so welcome! 🙏🏻
Thanks again for sharing your story. I am unable to have children, which makes me sad, but I still like hearing about other people's experiences.
Sorry to hear that! Sending you love 💗
I feel your pain. My baby had meconium aspiration syndrome (which sounds like your son's condition) which led to an emergency C-section while i was pushing. Just awful. Between that and the PTSD, i couldn't bear going through it again. You're a strong woman ❤❤
Sorry to hear that. It was extremely traumatic 💗
Thank you for sharing ❤
You certainly have been through a lot, yet you are a strong person (strength meaning you show vulnerability too)
I had a very traumatic birth with my now 14 year old and was in a specialised mum/baby unit for post natal depression...
Appreciate your honesty and openness ❤❤❤
Thank you! It really does change you those experiences. How is your son now? Any lasting issues?
@LifeWithNic1 No thankfully no lasting issues. He got stuck for ages , whatever could go wrong did! Thankfully they were able to help me bond with him at the unit.
He's autistic and his dad is too (diagnosed later in life) I'm not so it can be very 'interesting' at times 🤗🥰😃
A very emotional watch, thank you for sharing. Xx
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Thank you for sharing your story xx
You’re a very strong woman Nic❤
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So sorry you had to go through all that. I had an epidural with my oldest daughter and they did something wrong to where it only worked on one side and then when they tried to redo it I couldn't feel to push. They did the forceps and vacuum and I had 4th degree tearing. The doctor said it was the worst he had ever seen. Then when it was time to go home after they removed the catheter I wasn't able to pee and had to stay in the hospital for 5 days and then go home with a catheter for like a week.
Omg sounds awful. The epidural’s never seem to work properly with me, so weird.
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I’m so sorry you lost a baby Nic, that must have been really awful🤗
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Sounds hard Nic. They never stitched me up properly after I had to have episiotomy 😢 they shouldn't have said it was braxton hicks honestly not good enough
It was absolutely ridiculous!
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No judgement from me everyone has their own story too tell good or bad. Thanks for sharing yours in this episode Nicole 🐈.
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