Your profile pic explains everything, it also gives me hope, thx Danki XD, but in all seriousness, that's all I do now days. Smile out of my room then lock myself to cry and cut in my room
Me as well, but we just have too be strong. I'm here if u need someone to talk too, and so is God, he love u and it does hurt him for wut we do to r selfs, we cry, he crystal.
@@shannonschlotterback7244 Sadly I don't think I can turn to God. My best friend was hurt badly by the church and unfortunately that is my main association with religion. Thank you for being there though. I appreciate it a lot and I hope we can both get through this
@@j_fenrir it was not Good who did that, it was the ppl n the church that did that, and I'm very sorry for ur friend, a loss of a friend can be traumatic, but please don't give up on God, because he will never give up on u, He loves u so much. I was going to give up on him because of my past , a mother who physically emotionally and mentally abused me as well as my step dad and uncle molested me, I knw wut true sorrow is. Plz don't give up on him, I will pray for u OK. U r loved more than u knw by God, and he is always be with u, the church can be cruel and will pick you apart like vultures, but that is not who God is. Try to talk to him and open up to him. The devil wants u away from God, so he can do his dark desires for your soul. Plz don't give up.
hey, if you happen to be here listening to this song and reading this comment - i'm so proud of you. i'm so proud of you for being here, for fighting through all the hard times in your life. if things are hard right now, know that you can get through it. i used to listen to this song on repeat and sob for hours, and i never thought that things would get better. but they did, and i know things will get better for you too, you deserve to be happy, and i'm so proud of you for everything you've fought through. i'm so happy that you're here.
Thank you 💖😭 I really needed to see this ❣️ Allah Akbar Hamdulillah ❣️💗🤲🏾 Allah definitely sent me to this one 💗🤲🏾 Allah bless you... Being a survivor from cancer is harder than I thought.
One day, scissors will be for paper. One day, razors will be for shaving. One day, knives will be for food. One day, food will be for eating. One day, pills will be for the sick. One day, we will recover
+Josh ~ It should be now. People need to know that they are beautiful inside and out. It doesn't matter what people say. It starts with you. You have to admit that you are beautiful. That's where it will start.
+Oliver Queen I was depressed and it just felt 'good' to cut. I also felt like I deserved the pain. I really hated myself. I had cut on my arm, leg, stomach, but I'm better now.
I knew a boy who liked to draw, he drew pictures that nobody saw. He was most artistic late at night, in the bathroom out of sight. He kept a secret no one knew, he didn't tell a soul and his gallery grew. His drawings were different, no paper or pen but needed a bandage now and again. We stood by the river under the stars, he rolled up his sleeves and showed me his scars. He felt embarrassed and looked down at his shoe. Than I rolled up my sleeves and whispered 'I draw too'
@@Justangelie_ Ikr... I would be like them because of my depression but my anxiety makes me too afraid to do it. I don't want to live but im to afraid to die.
Did you make this??!? This is insanely good and thank you for posting this! I have never had to deal with this problem but I do know it is a major problem. I'm very sorry for anyone who has experienced this kind of sadness and pain. I'm very sorry. But anyways this poem is beautiful.
@@candycemalfoy-clarke1505 I'm so sorry that you have to deal with this kind of pain. I hope you feel better. I will pray for you and the many others that have to suffer
Listening to this nowadays is wild for me. I went from daily self harm, to treating it as a therapist. 10 years, 10 years can change so many things. Was it hard? Yes. Is what you're doing now hard? Yes. You can do this. Even if you don't believe yet.
Good for you! You really pulled an uno reverse card on life. (Sorry for my dumb humor). I want to help people with the same problems I faced and be like you. Thank you! Please never forget how to help others and practice it daily and don't forget how it felt for you when providing therapy for others. I will pray for you and I hope that you help many people! Good luck
I’ve been listening to this since i was 13 it’s been 7 years and i just have to say to anyone seeing this you will make it through if you don’t ever give up on yourself even if it feels like everyone has given up on you,you will meet someone maybe my accident or on purpose by accident..and they will be difficult for a very long time if you’re stubborn but if you open your thoughts to new thinking and shake off the old bad thoughts that you grew up with or got used to it will be great
I have been 5 years clean from my cutting and overdosing. Til this day I have the urges to cut, no matter how happy my life is going. but I tell myself to keep pushing forward. it's me against the world, I will rule. 💪❤ As will you. I support you. you got this!
A little boy goes up to a girl and says "Congratulations" The girl answers " why are you congratulating me?" The boy says "my dad said that people with scars on their wrists have survived a long and hard battle with themselves so congratulations for winning your war" That boy saved that girls life with a few simple words if only every person in the world was like that boy From someone who cares I hope this made you happy
This made me happy. I cut. Only I don't have scars on my wrist, they are on my thighs and stomach. This made my day. It made me smile for the first time in a while. Thank you. I will try to win my war.
+MiraLynn B. Wow that made me so happy to hear I was suffering from depression but I've never cut before I just try my best to make people happy and help them get through there illness thank you you made my day as well
This message is not for the faint of heart But to those who have been torn apart. You are warriors of mind, spirit, and body Victors of the world untold. You are blessed by God on high For the trials you face Will be told to future generations. The hardships you endure will be your crown Worn by you and only you The day that Christ comes on down. You shall be known as the survivors The warriors of the dawn.
I'm looking..... I see them......I want them to heal....I want you to know........I really really love you...that right.....because you are really important to me
Okay I'll try to get to you can come to your house for rent to you can come to your house 😀👋👋😀 and best regards to do a lot of time to go to school and get me some one to get to
That’s sad😢 i only have 3 words for this comment ‘that’s just sad’😭 Reading this comment just made me a little sad and I feel bad for you even tho this comment was a long time ago
I read all these comments about "I'm clean for [amount of time]" and about people supporting one another. All I can think of is how heart warming it is to see how people are there for each other and support each other. But I'm also proud of everyone, even if you're only a couple of minutes clean, I'm still proud! I've been clean myself for a while and it's still hard to remain clean when life takes a sudden turn. Therefor I also know how hard it is to stop and to find other ways to find a relieve, to erase the pain. But it's not impossible. I'm here for you and I'm proud of you for being clean, for trying, for fighting and struggling and not giving up. One day at a time, step by step and brick by brick. Rome wasn't built in a day.
I've been clean for 3 or 4 years. Before that I was clean for 4 and messed up a few times. But I started cutting years ago in middle school. I'm almost 30 now. Started at 12, and did it almost daily until I was 19.5 Life has been really hard lately. It's hard not to go back to it. It really was a relief for me. I'd feel like I was going to have a panic attack and then I'd cut and feel such a relief from all those feelings. Like I could go back to normal afterwards. Then do it again later.. I want It back sometimes. But I just don't feel like it would ever be the same relief it once was for me.
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
Dark Infinity Well i'm sorry...I know how depression feels like since I had to struggle with it for multiple years but I can promise you that everything's going to get better. Stay strong xx
Dark Infinity I'm really happy to hear that you're doing better now! :) and even if you're feeling down sometimes, just remember that you already made it so far and that you won't give up on that!! you're a strong person and I believe in you! xx
25/1/2017- last cut. Today (clean) 9/10/2017 Update edit: It’s almost been two years and still no cuts. I wanna thank everyone for the support and helping me push though. I’m very happy where I am today and I hope every else will find happiness someday too ❤️ Today (clean) May 3rd, 2019
Stefan turns around Elena- “don’t” Stefan- “Elena i can’t” Elena- “yes you can. don’t hide from me.” Stefan turns back around Elena touches his face gently, kisses him again Stefan kisses back. -continues-
I listen a lot this musique when I was younger and it resonated with me, didn't know exactly why since my English was far from good then. But I just listen to it now, with an all another level of English, and finally understand why I connected so much to this song younger. And even if it still make me shiver, I'm happy to say that I have been clean for almost 10years. Can still see some of the scars on my forearm, but they have almost 10years, and I'm just realizing it now. Some days it's harder than other, some days I think about it, telling me it would make me feel better. But most of the days it's okay and don't even think about. I hope for all of you to be okay !
i just wish people depressed could talk about thyere feelings. people say : "come on just explain how you feel' tell me what is going on." but you know what? its not that easy. its the worse thing in the world.
What can I say? -Child Abuse -Bullying since second grade -I don't remember what it's like to be happy. -I haven't talked to the abuser since I was six -My father is a monster -I go through pressure to get good grades - I go through pressure to keep my room clean - I go through pressure to be the golden child - I am getting bullied by new kids who don't even speak english -Six cuts -I was forced to stop because if I didn't, someone I really cared about would be anorexic again. My Point is *I am dying and nobody in my family notices*
I wish I could tell you how I got through, I would cut myself, steal from shops I wouldn't sleep... Even though my life got better, there are still people that bullies me, and that's OK, because there will always, and I mean it, always, people that will put you down, that's just life. I remember when people used to tell me "It will get better" I never belived it would, but it did. I think that people don't believe people that say; it gets better, till you realize it yourself. -Stay strong. -Smile at the sky and say F@*k you -Live for you -Look straight, keep you head up Even though I don't know, I love you, friend, and I fully support you. I believe, no, I'm sure, you will get through this. You will only get stronger and stronger. And your powers will bring you higher than the sky. From a stranger that loves you.
I selfharm the first one cut hurt but the more I did the pain went away been cutting myself since year 7 and I'm in my gcse's years now (the last two years on school. I come home for school cry becauseI get bullied. We will all get through this hard time in our lives xxxx
Just cleaned up in some stuff that I havent touched in ages. Found a hard drive that had some music on it. Found the folder Plumb. I had forgotten what kind of music it was. One song after another it just brought me back years. Forgotten treasure. So many good songs.
I used to cut when i was 12 years old. After a year, i stopped but it doesnt mean that i am no longer suffering from depression. Its just i no longer find relief from cutting my wrist. Im 22, im still suffering but i want to live, i want to be normal. I know i will heal even if it'll take another 10 years.
I'm so sorry that you had to experience this especially at such a young age. I am sooo glad you have stopped and very happy for you. Please keep trying. Please find happiness and comfort in truly good things to help stabilize your will to live and help you live a good full life. I will pray for you. Thank you for continuing on with life even though you don't want to. I can't even understand your pain but I hope that this message will help inspire you. Thank you! You efforts are inspiring and show me how easy I have my life.
listening to this song to encourage yourself to self-harm is big brain jk, to anyone here i hope you get better 💖 don't let my bad habits turn into your bad habits. you deserve better my love :)
Absolutely wild to see this next to Danny Gonzalez- same train huh? Have an essay due tomorrow and I thought this little nostalgia trip would be a good idea
Has anyone ever felt like all the compliments make you feel worse? Well I feel that way about myself, my mum tells me I'm perfect and I never should give up, but I do. Help me...
+xXThe GhostXx It's probably the only way that they know how to even try to start to help.You just need to tell them that and let them know what you need from them in order to start helping you, I'm going through a battle of my own and lets try to both be here by the end, ok?
Victoria Dodson Thanks, it seems the only way I could ever feel better about myself is probably by the people I like, because they aren't related to me, and like my friends. It feels more true.
Ive been clean for probably more that two years and i cant believe i used to deal with my anger and pain this horrible way. It was definitely not worth it at all and its the thing i regret most in my life.
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
17 years ago God sent me an angel who saved me from the hell of self-harm. I used to cut myself every night, trying to escape my life....even though I was terrified of dying. Then I found out I was pregnant. Couldn't do it ever again. My little girl is a mommy now herself and her son saved her from the same fate. This song speaks for so many of us. It's soooo beautiful ❤
personally, im not a Christian, but i am so glad that u found such a beautiful reason! i hope u and ur children r in safe hands. im so proud of u all ♥︎ i just know ur a good momma ♥︎
To the 1% who reads this Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it Your body isn't a book, dont judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it You're beautiful💓 Be you... Now please spread this message to the other 99%
I found this song at 16 and around 17 I remember loving the song but not the excruciating 😣 pain. 😮 And all I remember is cutting…it’s important to get HELP. But I feel like when pain is deeply rooted it leads to darkness all around and that’s not healthy. 😢and I found this song calming and remembered scars are going to be THERE.
its all good, but honestly, feel free to message me. i know how hard it is to get clean,would you like my social media for a way to contact me? you dont have to ontact me but if you do want to
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
Carolina Hernandez idk like this year was the worst tbh my depression and anxiety got worse but I've learnt how to deal with it I do break down a lot tho but I feel much better now and I write poems so poetry has helped me a lot!
Bits and pieces of this song play soooo much throughout tvd. I’m in season 7 and they’re still playing the piano part for Enzo and Bonnie. They also played a piano snippet for bon bon and Jeremy. I love it
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
I read a story about a man that was going to commit suicide and some kid saved with just 3 words. He asked him: Are you OK. That man is married now and he will get a son soon. So i dont know will it help but I'm gonna ask you all ARE YOU OK? Stay strong and live every day to the fullest.
For people who are reading this I wanna say people are fighting their own battle so don't judge and I wanna say I pray for them I pray they win their battle I pray that someone loves them I pray that they stay in this world for as long as their supposed to I pray that God shows them the right path and I pray that they don't leave this world sad and depressed I'm just gonna say YOU are beautiful YOU are worth it YOU are a warrior who will not only win your own battle but you'll win the war I hope you are ok Remember people love YOU
+coraline 4 life corline4life no problem I've been depressed for a while but I don't have the guts to cut and I want to make people feel better and help as much as I can
Alanys V I am clean and I don't cut.some people on here are hurting. I believe God helps all the way.So I come here because I love the song.So yeah for me it's God.
I used to have a cutting problem... A bad one.. I mostly cut out of anger because I have a very bad temper and I'd rather hurt myself than someone else and go to jail. But I would sometimes cut because I was very depressed and cutting would make me feel better because I would focus on the physical pain rather than the emotional pain. I stopped cutting though because I found something else, exactly like that. Getting a tattoo. It give you the same amount of physical pain (actually hurts a lot more) and completely makes it easier on you emotionally and the outcome is something beautiful that you love. Now I'm not 18, but I do my own (&& for the haters everything I use is sterile, I know what I'm doing) and most kids don't have access to that. So before I started tattooing I would get a red pen and a piece(s) of paper and do what I would do with a knife on my skin. Until I felt better. It sounds stupid, but it really did help me. Please don't cut because you are stuck with those scars forever and you aren't going to be in pain forever. Just remember.... The sun will shine again.
Well, you have to tell someone ... Even if the person does not answer you or something, it's always good to relieve some way ... I have a friend who let me tell you everything I do, everything I feel .. . And he never complains or says I'm wrong or something ... he always helped me in all the problems I had .... :) I'm here too...:3
He you there get out of that depression hell state ik how it feels i have gone through still fighting and believe me one day u will win . Its not your phase its your choice thats just keeping you there . You can be happy again believe me , just wait for a right moment in your life . Love and care will find you again its not the end. A big tightest hug for you ❤️❤️❤️🤗. Believe me its just a matter of time , you have to fight dont give up cos u r not a losser like me or any1. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm happy to hear that but if you ever feel like you want to talk about it or something hit me up anytime and I'll reply as soon as I can (But I may not be the best with advice but I will give it everything I've got to help you when you need it :) )
I hope that everyone who feels the need to hurt themselves in order to feel alive or to release the pain, will find the courage to express themselves in a profound way that inspires others: Perhaps art, sports, education, drama, hard work but most of all self love and self acceptance. I hope that you become empowered by the actions and the dedications of overcoming and the beauty of creation- creating something that is uniquely yours. Be so very fair to yourself and embrace love by accepting it and by giving it. A good start is to find a pet that you bond with and expressing yourself to that pet. They do understand and they love with perfect love. Always remember that the true higher power, is ultimately yourself and that life is truly a journey for every single one of us.
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The worst kind of pain?
When your smiling
Just to stop the tears from falling..
That Random- -OkatuBitch you’re not alone
I so understand that. I've been a cutter since I was 11 I'm now 36 and haven't cut in over a year until now
Your profile pic explains everything, it also gives me hope, thx Danki XD, but in all seriousness, that's all I do now days. Smile out of my room then lock myself to cry and cut in my room
The worst Kind of pain, when your smiling but your eyes are dead.
Agreed
"Don't."
"Elena I can't."
"Yes, you can. Don't hide from me."
😭❤️
TayyCubs #TVDforever 💛
Tvd
I wondered how far down the comments I’d have to go to find a vampire diaries reference.
Three.
Nice. 😂
TayyCubs omg yes!!
Me: listening to this song instead of self-harming
Vampire Diaries fans: 👁👄👁
Me as well, but we just have too be strong. I'm here if u need someone to talk too, and so is God, he love u and it does hurt him for wut we do to r selfs, we cry, he crystal.
@@shannonschlotterback7244 Sadly I don't think I can turn to God. My best friend was hurt badly by the church and unfortunately that is my main association with religion.
Thank you for being there though. I appreciate it a lot and I hope we can both get through this
@@j_fenrir it was not Good who did that, it was the ppl n the church that did that, and I'm very sorry for ur friend, a loss of a friend can be traumatic, but please don't give up on God, because he will never give up on u, He loves u so much. I was going to give up on him because of my past , a mother who physically emotionally and mentally abused me as well as my step dad and uncle molested me, I knw wut true sorrow is. Plz don't give up on him, I will pray for u OK. U r loved more than u knw by God, and he is always be with u, the church can be cruel and will pick you apart like vultures, but that is not who God is. Try to talk to him and open up to him. The devil wants u away from God, so he can do his dark desires for your soul. Plz don't give up.
SAME XD holy shit
I'm both
This song and Stelena's chemistry was something else.❤️🖤
It was passionate, Amazing, Emotional,Heart melting scene.
Thats the only reason m here ❤️ Stefan ❤️
Watched that episode and came here to listen to this song ❤️
Yes but id still be a delena lol
@@ren.the.black.flamingo36 me too, Stelena gave me the adorable teen love vibe but Delena is the real deal.
YES YES YES YES, STELENA IS EPIC AND SUPERIOR
The most relatable line for me...
“Relief exists I find it when
I am cut”
To me it's "these scars wouldn't be so hidden if you just looked me in the eye"
To me both
Same
Why do so many of us hurt...?
Zan Zay me too 😓🥺
"So, where are these cuts from?" She asks.
"They're battle scars," I reply.
"Who are you battling?"
"Myself."
I know how that feels
know the feeling way to well
I get it, I still dont know why I started (although I have an idea), but I still have the need to make my mental battle scars visible constantly
Sameee
Yes!
“Don’t”
“Elena,I can’t”
“Yes,you can,don’t hide from me”
Why is it now just history?
Bcause elena choose damon instead of stefan 😔😔
@@div_tiwari2758 best day of my life...... Which is sad.
Omg my heart😭😭😭😭😭😭😭istfg
What show?
The Vampire Diaries @@hollyslinkard2718
hey, if you happen to be here listening to this song and reading this comment - i'm so proud of you. i'm so proud of you for being here, for fighting through all the hard times in your life. if things are hard right now, know that you can get through it. i used to listen to this song on repeat and sob for hours, and i never thought that things would get better. but they did, and i know things will get better for you too, you deserve to be happy, and i'm so proud of you for everything you've fought through. i'm so happy that you're here.
Thank you, I needed this ❤️
I stumbled upon this song and can’t stop listening to it I can relate to it and I’m struggling quite a lot I’m just trying to be strong 🥲
@@carolinebritten97 Same. Another good one is Beauty From Pain by Superchick.
I hope you are well, strong and happy.
Thank you 💖😭 I really needed to see this ❣️ Allah Akbar Hamdulillah ❣️💗🤲🏾 Allah definitely sent me to this one 💗🤲🏾 Allah bless you... Being a survivor from cancer is harder than I thought.
And i pray u stay at peace and live to the fullest❤
One day, scissors will be for paper. One day, razors will be for shaving. One day, knives will be for food. One day, food will be for eating. One day, pills will be for the sick. One day, we will recover
Holy shit, this is perfect.
I love this
Agreed. ✌
+Josh why cant that one day be now..im tired of this
+Josh ~ It should be now. People need to know that they are beautiful inside and out. It doesn't matter what people say. It starts with you. You have to admit that you are beautiful. That's where it will start.
I'm almost 3 years clean. Trust me, you can do it. If non one else, I believe in you. Stay strong.
3 years of cleaning what ? i don't understand why everybody is saying "i am clean"
Clean from cutting and self harm.
+Oliver Queen I was depressed and it just felt 'good' to cut. I also felt like I deserved the pain. I really hated myself. I had cut on my arm, leg, stomach, but I'm better now.
+Sophia Ks8 Awesome! I'm proud of you.
I'm three years and almost three months clean
Stelena the ultimate ship, the epic ship 😭❤
I'm team Delena.
@@candycemalfoy-clarke1505 me too, but I like Stelena too
@@candycemalfoy-clarke1505 I'm team elena getting every guy and starting "brother husbands" lolol
Stelena is my favourite Ship
YES!
2024 anyone?
I knew a boy who liked to draw,
he drew pictures that nobody saw.
He was most artistic late at night,
in the bathroom out of sight.
He kept a secret no one knew,
he didn't tell a soul and his gallery grew.
His drawings were different, no paper or pen
but needed a bandage now and again.
We stood by the river under the stars,
he rolled up his sleeves and showed me his scars.
He felt embarrassed and looked down at his shoe.
Than I rolled up my sleeves and whispered 'I draw too'
What happened After that?
@@Justangelie_ Ikr... I would be like them because of my depression but my anxiety makes me too afraid to do it. I don't want to live but im to afraid to die.
Beautiful 💗♥️♥️♥️♥️
Did you make this??!? This is insanely good and thank you for posting this! I have never had to deal with this problem but I do know it is a major problem. I'm very sorry for anyone who has experienced this kind of sadness and pain. I'm very sorry. But anyways this poem is beautiful.
@@candycemalfoy-clarke1505 I'm so sorry that you have to deal with this kind of pain. I hope you feel better. I will pray for you and the many others that have to suffer
"The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die."
Listening to this nowadays is wild for me. I went from daily self harm, to treating it as a therapist. 10 years, 10 years can change so many things. Was it hard? Yes. Is what you're doing now hard? Yes.
You can do this. Even if you don't believe yet.
Good for you! You really pulled an uno reverse card on life. (Sorry for my dumb humor). I want to help people with the same problems I faced and be like you. Thank you! Please never forget how to help others and practice it daily and don't forget how it felt for you when providing therapy for others. I will pray for you and I hope that you help many people! Good luck
I’ve been listening to this since i was 13 it’s been 7 years and i just have to say to anyone seeing this you will make it through if you don’t ever give up on yourself even if it feels like everyone has given up on you,you will meet someone maybe my accident or on purpose by accident..and they will be difficult for a very long time if you’re stubborn but if you open your thoughts to new thinking and shake off the old bad thoughts that you grew up with or got used to it will be great
1 year clean.. I'm really proud
Amazing 💚
Well done
I have been 5 years clean from my cutting and overdosing. Til this day I have the urges to cut, no matter how happy my life is going. but I tell myself to keep pushing forward. it's me against the world, I will rule. 💪❤ As will you. I support you. you got this!
Congratulations! Keep going !💕
I'm a month and 5 days Cx
A little boy goes up to a girl and says
"Congratulations"
The girl answers " why are you congratulating me?"
The boy says "my dad said that people with scars on their wrists have survived a long and hard battle with themselves so congratulations for winning your war"
That boy saved that girls life with a few simple words if only every person in the world was like that boy
From someone who cares I hope this made you happy
It made me cry. '-_-'
This made me happy. I cut. Only I don't have scars on my wrist, they are on my thighs and stomach. This made my day. It made me smile for the first time in a while. Thank you. I will try to win my war.
+MiraLynn B. Wow that made me so happy to hear I was suffering from depression but I've never cut before I just try my best to make people happy and help them get through there illness thank you you made my day as well
This didnt make me cry.. No there is just something in my eye.. thanks for this.. it made me feel better.
this is by far the best comment I've ever read on RUclips.
This brings me back. Those days of emotionally torturing myself just to feel something. What a time.
This message is not for the faint of heart
But to those who have been torn apart.
You are warriors of mind, spirit, and body
Victors of the world untold.
You are blessed by God on high
For the trials you face
Will be told to future generations.
The hardships you endure will be your crown
Worn by you and only you
The day that Christ comes on down.
You shall be known as the survivors
The warriors of the dawn.
These scars wouldn't be so hidden if you just look me in the eye.
I'm looking..... I see them......I want them to heal....I want you to know........I really really love you...that right.....because you are really important to me
Okay I'll try to get to you can come to your house for rent to you can come to your house 😀👋👋😀 and best regards to do a lot of time to go to school and get me some one to get to
"I'm not alone"
Me neither...how can I be alone when I have these demons inside my head?
FUCK BTS
@Diana none of are
@@casual-lonerxd7935 Someones pressed for no reason, I-
That’s sad😢 i only have 3 words for this comment ‘that’s just sad’😭
Reading this comment just made me a little sad and I feel bad for you even tho this comment was a long time ago
Okay I'll let you down and see you in a lot of fun and get me some more of your time to read my email tomorrow with a good friend and it was i
مازالت من اجمل الاغاتي واجمل الاصوات لحد هاذا اليوم 💙❄️
I miss Stefan Salvatore ❤
The Vampire Diaries has such great songs honestly 🖤
That's true :) and its stopping me from dying.... giving me a hope that things will just get better...
That’s exactly what I think!❤️🖤
Yesssss
I’m telling you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
That is where I heard this
I read all these comments about "I'm clean for [amount of time]" and about people supporting one another. All I can think of is how heart warming it is to see how people are there for each other and support each other. But I'm also proud of everyone, even if you're only a couple of minutes clean, I'm still proud! I've been clean myself for a while and it's still hard to remain clean when life takes a sudden turn. Therefor I also know how hard it is to stop and to find other ways to find a relieve, to erase the pain. But it's not impossible. I'm here for you and I'm proud of you for being clean, for trying, for fighting and struggling and not giving up. One day at a time, step by step and brick by brick. Rome wasn't built in a day.
im 14 hours clean
is that a thing?
I’m 1 hr clean
Pamela Davis yep I’m only 1 hr clean
I’m a day clean my ex from when I was thirteen is helping me
Im not clean yet
Who is in 2021 and still misses the vampire diaries and when he hears he thinks of Stelena.
I didn't even realize this was on vampire diaries.... I just love the song.
This once was my bestfriends favorite song..
My best friend comited suicide 1 year ago..
Cad I'm so sorry to hear that
Cad I'm so sorry for your loss :(
Cad i Know how u feel... 2 of my friends did Too.
Cad, I'm so sorry for your loss. :( How are you doing?
@Absol-utely Tofti, I'm so very sorry. Just one friend leaving us that way is too much. Two is just unfathomable. I hope you're doing okay.
Used to Cut Alot. 9 Years Clean
Well done!!!!! I'm very proud of you!
omg congrats!!!
How?
That's great
@@EvilSpumpkin
I agree my longest was one 12th of a year
I've been clean for 3 or 4 years. Before that I was clean for 4 and messed up a few times. But I started cutting years ago in middle school. I'm almost 30 now. Started at 12, and did it almost daily until I was 19.5
Life has been really hard lately. It's hard not to go back to it. It really was a relief for me. I'd feel like I was going to have a panic attack and then I'd cut and feel such a relief from all those feelings. Like I could go back to normal afterwards. Then do it again later.. I want It back sometimes. But I just don't feel like it would ever be the same relief it once was for me.
Not Alone 💖
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
I'm proud to say that I'm 29 months clean today:) if you see this, I love you and everything will be okay🧡
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
@@alexdanieloliveira2294 that's what im saying, im clean and better now haha im not su!c!d@l or something like that but thx tho
Amazing keep it going friend
Am I the only one here who's not self harming but just really enjoys listening to sad songs? :/
Me.
Me, but I am depressed, so this kinda fuels it I guess.
Dark Infinity Well i'm sorry...I know how depression feels like since I had to struggle with it for multiple years but I can promise you that everything's going to get better. Stay strong xx
Sarah Stilinski Thanks! I'm doing pretty good now, especially since I'm on antidepressants (though some days they don't help.) :)
Dark Infinity I'm really happy to hear that you're doing better now! :) and even if you're feeling down sometimes, just remember that you already made it so far and that you won't give up on that!! you're a strong person and I believe in you! xx
25/1/2017- last cut.
Today (clean) 9/10/2017
Update edit: It’s almost been two years and still no cuts. I wanna thank everyone for the support and helping me push though. I’m very happy where I am today and I hope every else will find happiness someday too ❤️
Today (clean) May 3rd, 2019
well done, we're proud of you!
carry on cutting bud
O DOG lmao that just gave me more reason not to. Thanks 🙏🏼
Amazing! You can do it, we believe in you! You are so, so strong, don't give up, alright?
Proud of you!💜
I’m not usually one for self-harm songs (for obvious reasons) but this woman’s voice is just too pretty to resist!
The vampire diarys will be my favorite show…ALWAYS AND FOREVER🥺🥺🥺
Stefan turns around
Elena- “don’t”
Stefan- “Elena i can’t”
Elena- “yes you can. don’t hide from me.”
Stefan turns back around
Elena touches his face gently, kisses him again
Stefan kisses back.
-continues-
😢
Emma Lynn delena fan here but this is one of the many stelena scenes that i love
🥺
@@pwlinakalfagian7583 heyy
@@pwlinakalfagian7583 wts up
Who from The Vampire Diaries when Elena said I love you to Stefan ❤
Yea me
I remember watching that epi years ago and being excited because they used one of my favorite songs.
No. This song means more than a stupid breakup scene!
Rissa Black nah actually they had sex
Me
I listen a lot this musique when I was younger and it resonated with me, didn't know exactly why since my English was far from good then.
But I just listen to it now, with an all another level of English, and finally understand why I connected so much to this song younger.
And even if it still make me shiver, I'm happy to say that I have been clean for almost 10years. Can still see some of the scars on my forearm, but they have almost 10years, and I'm just realizing it now.
Some days it's harder than other, some days I think about it, telling me it would make me feel better. But most of the days it's okay and don't even think about.
I hope for all of you to be okay !
Back here after 13 years as the lyrics popped into my fb memories lmao I forgot all about how much I loved this song and this time in my life
i hate how. i have to fake every smile so people dont have to worry about me...
I can't smile.
i just wish people depressed could talk about thyere feelings. people say : "come on just explain how you feel' tell me what is going on." but you know what?
its not that easy. its the worse thing in the world.
I just want all of you to know that I will be praying for all of you, and that God is always here for you.
Honestly, this is so acurrate to me.
Me too i do the same thing so my friends dont ask wats wrong because even if i try to tell them they will never undeestand
What can I say?
-Child Abuse
-Bullying since second grade
-I don't remember what it's like to be happy.
-I haven't talked to the abuser since I was six
-My father is a monster
-I go through pressure to get good grades
- I go through pressure to keep my room clean
- I go through pressure to be the golden child
- I am getting bullied by new kids who don't even speak english
-Six cuts
-I was forced to stop because if I didn't, someone I really cared about would be anorexic again.
My Point is
*I am dying and nobody in my family notices*
Oohshesweird Thank you
Stay strong babe, I get bullied too. It will get better eventually, just be patient xoxo ❤️❤️ God loves you! Xxx💞💞
I wish I could tell you how I got through, I would cut myself, steal from shops I wouldn't sleep...
Even though my life got better, there are still people that bullies me, and that's OK, because there will always, and I mean it, always, people that will put you down, that's just life. I remember when people used to tell me "It will get better" I never belived it would, but it did. I think that people don't believe people that say; it gets better, till you realize it yourself.
-Stay strong.
-Smile at the sky and say F@*k you
-Live for you
-Look straight, keep you head up
Even though I don't know, I love you, friend, and I fully support you.
I believe, no, I'm sure, you will get through this.
You will only get stronger and stronger.
And your powers will bring you higher than the sky.
From a stranger that loves you.
Marie-Anna Sarah Thank you so much.
I selfharm the first one cut hurt but the more I did the pain went away been cutting myself since year 7 and I'm in my gcse's years now (the last two years on school. I come home for school cry becauseI get bullied. We will all get through this hard time in our lives xxxx
Just cleaned up in some stuff that I havent touched in ages. Found a hard drive that had some music on it. Found the folder Plumb. I had forgotten what kind of music it was. One song after another it just brought me back years. Forgotten treasure. So many good songs.
My cousin showed this song to me and now I only listen to it when I need to get all my pain out when I am alone
The worst feeling is when you just smile to hold back the tears, despair and any way to go forward.
are there any people here that just likes the song and don’t have an depressing life, because i see it everywhere in these songs
me
Kheringtonwhale
well that makes two of us :3
Three :)
yeaaah, keep it coming people XD
Heurainen Me too :D
I have been clean from cutting since 2018
My husband bob Colonna gave me the love I needed to be set free
I love u
Ten years ago I used to listen to this song every day.
Holy shit I made it.
I mean I’m here cause I’m almost relapsing but holy shit I’m still alive
i'm proud of you !
I used to cut when i was 12 years old. After a year, i stopped but it doesnt mean that i am no longer suffering from depression. Its just i no longer find relief from cutting my wrist. Im 22, im still suffering but i want to live, i want to be normal. I know i will heal even if it'll take another 10 years.
I'm so sorry that you had to experience this especially at such a young age. I am sooo glad you have stopped and very happy for you. Please keep trying. Please find happiness and comfort in truly good things to help stabilize your will to live and help you live a good full life. I will pray for you. Thank you for continuing on with life even though you don't want to. I can't even understand your pain but I hope that this message will help inspire you. Thank you! You efforts are inspiring and show me how easy I have my life.
6 years clean from overdosing and using drugs .. and 4 years clean from cutting
Heck yeah, you are a frickin superhero! Don't underestimate how much energy and strength that took for you to accomplish that. You're a boss.
Thank u so much sweetheart.. it did take me a lot of energy indeed.. a lot of patience n tears ;) ;) god bless u
VsVersusMe Panic You're a inspiration to me...
thank u from the bottom of my heart!!! and u r for me ;) all humans are my inspiration to keep up believing and loving
VsVersusMe Panic hi
listening to this song to encourage yourself to self-harm is big brain
jk, to anyone here i hope you get better 💖 don't let my bad habits turn into your bad habits. you deserve better my love :)
Absolutely wild to see this next to Danny Gonzalez- same train huh? Have an essay due tomorrow and I thought this little nostalgia trip would be a good idea
Unfortunately this song played on my work radio it totally made me think of my
Mom
This is totally her
Has anyone ever felt like all the compliments make you feel worse? Well I feel that way about myself, my mum tells me I'm perfect and I never should give up, but I do. Help me...
+xXThe GhostXx It's probably the only way that they know how to even try to start to help.You just need to tell them that and let them know what you need from them in order to start helping you, I'm going through a battle of my own and lets try to both be here by the end, ok?
Victoria Dodson Thanks, it seems the only way I could ever feel better about myself is probably by the people I like, because they aren't related to me, and like my friends. It feels more true.
hey. r u there?
Me? or Daniel?
I don't get it either.
"I am not alone." I heard this and all I could think was, "but I am..."
Owl Phoenix Wings no you're not. You'll find people who care about you. I'm here if you need to talk to someone...
I am going through the hell. my life is getting worse day by day.
I am the only reason of my pain. it's all my fault that now I am here in this situation. now my life is just a mess.
there is nothing that make me happy. I am really tired of my fake smile and my messup life.
+samuel gomez thank you for your concern. I want to tell my parents but I can't cuz I already gave them lot of tensions.
Had this song stuck in my head for a solid week and finally found it 🥲
STELENA FOREVER omg it heart😭❤❤♾♾😭
Ive been clean for probably more that two years and i cant believe i used to deal with my anger and pain this horrible way. It was definitely not worth it at all and its the thing i regret most in my life.
I'm glad your clean :)
Maximum thank you! i am proud of myself to be honest
As you should be proud of yourself :)
Maximum thanks alot
A month clean😊
Im pround of you!
Good job, keep doing that
I tried to go a week without cutting but only managed 3 and a half days
That's great! Keep going!
Awesome💕😘
god i wish somebody loves me like stefan loved elena
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
17 years ago God sent me an angel who saved me from the hell of self-harm. I used to cut myself every night, trying to escape my life....even though I was terrified of dying. Then I found out I was pregnant. Couldn't do it ever again. My little girl is a mommy now herself and her son saved her from the same fate. This song speaks for so many of us. It's soooo beautiful ❤
personally, im not a Christian, but i am so glad that u found such a beautiful reason! i hope u and ur children r in safe hands. im so proud of u all ♥︎ i just know ur a good momma ♥︎
To the 1% who reads this
Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it
Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it
Your body isn't a book, dont judge it
Your life isn't a movie, don't end it
Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it
You're beautiful💓
Be you...
Now please spread this message to the other 99%
COVID 19 be like😐😷
This is the best comment I’ve ever read
Love u ❤
it hurts how everyone here is more supportive than our own families
I completely agree..
Yep
Highest level is going well for a good idea to go to me and my family is in
😪
I found this song at 16 and around 17 I remember loving the song but not the excruciating 😣 pain. 😮 And all I remember is cutting…it’s important to get HELP. But I feel like when pain is deeply rooted it leads to darkness all around and that’s not healthy. 😢and I found this song calming and remembered scars are going to be THERE.
"Relief exists I find it when I am cut" 😔😣
3 days clean :D, it isnt much.. but its a start..
I am proud of you
+Lisa Carien thank you ❤
im proud of you, if you ever need someone to talk to let me know because im here
+Theskyisfalling tysm❤
its all good, but honestly, feel free to message me. i know how hard it is to get clean,would you like my social media for a way to contact me? you dont have to ontact me but if you do want to
I see all these.. "..Almost three years clean." "A month clean😊"
And I feel like a pathetic person.. for only..
being....20 minutes clean..
The Lalka are you clean now? I believe you can stop I here for u
I haven't done it since I posted this.. But I still think about it nonstop.. I've even held my blades..
The Lalka i feel ya
I'm less than 5 minutes clean...
Emily Hahn Same here..
My mom would always put this song on while we were in the car. I started watching the vampire diaries and now know why
i only come here when i am in pain and nothing else helps this always helps
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
the lyric that spoke to me the most was "I'm tired of feeling so numb" been battling severe depression since 2015.
This is the line that broke me tonight..
remember guys, one bad chapter... doesn't ruin your whole story..
wow.... I love this :) Thanks for the encouragement! I needed this more than you could possibly know.
"one chapter can make you stop reading the whole story."
+ThePurple Beast if you stop reading then you miss the best part of the book.
+connor phoenix readings boring nice try though
Beautiful. Your. Voice. Is. Inspiring God bless you 😉
Me coming back to the song I used to cut myself to 10 years ago confused about the shipping comments:
🧿👄🧿
2 months clean!!
How did you do it? My longest was nine days, but I gave in.
Carolina Hernandez idk like this year was the worst tbh my depression and anxiety got worse but I've learnt how to deal with it I do break down a lot tho but I feel much better now and I write poems so poetry has helped me a lot!
Fareha Siddiqui Well, I'm very proud of you.
Good job,keep going!
Whooo, good job!
Proud of you.
Keep going
I'm 3 years clean from cutting. Life gets better, it really does. Stay strong; life is worth it and YOU are worth it.
Bullshit
Thanks..... I really hope it does
💙
Idreamedadreamlastnight I was five years clean from cutting and I just recently started again 😔 not my proudest moment I want to stop .
Fuck man, that just made me cry, that's some deep painful lyrics right there 😭😥
I'm not a stranger of cutting but a stranger of loving
The worst pain?
When you realize everyone loves you but no one likes you anymore
My worst pain is when I wanna cry but your hearts so broken you can’t...
One of the worst feelings is wanting and needing to scream out for help but no one listens
Mt worst pain os having my mom know i cut but she doesnt give a fuck
@@Rei-ru6tq hey you will be OK. Bad time come and gone. Have some patience.
@@Yuri-kq7if Girl that's me everyday seriously- and I hate this feeling
I'm here, cause this song, is epic, when Elena see Stefan in real form, a vampire. this is so epic ❤ we'll miss tvd so much
Bits and pieces of this song play soooo much throughout tvd. I’m in season 7 and they’re still playing the piano part for Enzo and Bonnie. They also played a piano snippet for bon bon and Jeremy. I love it
“i do not want to die inside just to breathe in. i’m tired of feeling so numb. relief exists. i find it when i am cut.”
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
I read a story about a man that was going to commit suicide and some kid saved with just 3 words. He asked him: Are you OK. That man is married now and he will get a son soon.
So i dont know will it help but I'm gonna ask you all ARE YOU OK? Stay strong and live every day to the fullest.
Thanks X woah that was powerful, are YOU ok?
Yes I'm fine thanks for asking 😀
How about you are you OK?
awe 💙
I am not ok :((
I'm not
For people who are reading this I wanna say people are fighting their own battle so don't judge and I wanna say I pray for them I pray they win their battle I pray that someone loves them I pray that they stay in this world for as long as their supposed to I pray that God shows them the right path and I pray that they don't leave this world sad and depressed I'm just gonna say
YOU are beautiful
YOU are worth it
YOU are a warrior who will not only win your own battle but you'll win the war
I hope you are ok
Remember people love YOU
thank u I cried when I read that...thank u
+coraline 4 life corline4life no problem I've been depressed for a while but I don't have the guts to cut and I want to make people feel better and help as much as I can
+Emma Glennon it's working…
+Emma Glennon :)
That literally made everything worse😔
I’m using all the tvd songs at my wedding and using Elenas dress from the season 6 final for my engagement photos hehe
The hardest part is when you cry so much you don’t have any tears left ..
Yeah
Stelena forever ❤
stelena4life :)
@@mina4335 k
@@mina4335 yes😍
PERIOD
@@mina4335 stfu :)
A year and a half clean
good job
Canal de Lua I wounded how you guys do it. Before last night I was clean for about almost a month. It's really hard.
yeah im in the same boat with you I still haven't been clean since 2015 its the same old cycle over and over
Alanys V I am clean and I don't cut.some people on here are hurting. I believe God helps all the way.So I come here because I love the song.So yeah for me it's God.
Clara Lua are you sure it's worth it? Everything I've been told is a lie, so I don't know if I can believe such a thing when my life is shit
I hope you’re all still with us 💕 I think everyone of us with a history with this song deserve to know the world is better with you here
I love this song
And
Big fan of The Vampire Diaries all season....
I used to have a cutting problem...
A bad one.. I mostly cut out of anger because I have a very bad temper and I'd rather hurt myself than someone else and go to jail.
But I would sometimes cut because I was very depressed and cutting would make me feel better because I would focus on the physical pain rather than the emotional pain.
I stopped cutting though because I found something else, exactly like that.
Getting a tattoo. It give you the same amount of physical pain (actually hurts a lot more) and completely makes it easier on you emotionally and the outcome is something beautiful that you love.
Now I'm not 18, but I do my own (&& for the haters everything I use is sterile, I know what I'm doing) and most kids don't have access to that. So before I started tattooing I would get a red pen and a piece(s) of paper and do what I would do with a knife on my skin. Until I felt better. It sounds stupid, but it really did help me.
Please don't cut because you are stuck with those scars forever and you aren't going to be in pain forever.
Just remember....
The sun will shine again.
It's like describing me. Everytime I listen to it i want to cry. It's so beautifully written. I wish no one could relate
I doo relate. This does bring me to tears. I feel ALL of this and its lonely not having anybody to tell or talk to.
I feel the same...
Well, you have to tell someone ... Even if the person does not answer you or something, it's always good to relieve some way ... I have a friend who let me tell you everything I do, everything I feel .. . And he never complains or says I'm wrong or something ... he always helped me in all the problems I had .... :)
I'm here too...:3
How do you tell someone they just dont understand.
Lisa Brown They dont need to understand. You just need to tell.
When you have a song in your head but you know listening will make you feel everything you block away
💯
goddamn, so old yet so good XD nice work
3 months clean.
good job pham ;')
Yey!!!!!
Yay good job! Remember to keep strong darling
good job
Great! Stay strong
I just want to be happy.
You will, God loves u sweetie. give your heart to him, and u will realize how happy u can be
+Daliana Ibárcena God's not real.
+Faith Destinee god is real
Happiness starts with you, sweetie.
.
He you there get out of that depression hell state ik how it feels i have gone through still fighting and believe me one day u will win . Its not your phase its your choice thats just keeping you there . You can be happy again believe me , just wait for a right moment in your life . Love and care will find you again its not the end. A big tightest hug for you ❤️❤️❤️🤗. Believe me its just a matter of time , you have to fight dont give up cos u r not a losser like me or any1. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Been about 3 weeks clean. Really scared of when I relapse because the longer I hold back the worse it'll be😖
I've been clean from cutting for 4 years now. I just want everyone struggling to know it IS possible! Keep hope.
I'm happy to hear that but if you ever feel like you want to talk about it or something hit me up anytime and I'll reply as soon as I can (But I may not be the best with advice but I will give it everything I've got to help you when you need it :) )
Thank you! Same to you. :)
Np :)
Rachel T thats great :D I don't know you but I'm so proud of you
Thank you so much Hanna Batman. Means the world xoxo
“No, you don’t got to make that decision for me."
"If you walk away, it's for you because I know what I want"
" ꧁Stefan I love you꧂" ♡︎
I hope that everyone who feels the need to hurt themselves in order to feel alive or to release the pain, will find the courage to express themselves in a profound way that inspires others: Perhaps art, sports, education, drama, hard work but most of all self love and self acceptance.
I hope that you become empowered by the actions and the dedications of overcoming and the beauty of creation- creating something that is uniquely yours.
Be so very fair to yourself and embrace love by accepting it and by giving it. A good start is to find a pet that you bond with and expressing yourself to that pet. They do understand and they love with perfect love.
Always remember that the true higher power, is ultimately yourself and that life is truly a journey for every single one of us.
ME LISTENING TO THIS MUSIC TO MAKE THE RAZOR GLIDE SMOOTHLY AS I WATCH THE WATER TURN A DARK RED. I NEEDED THIS TO PUSH ME OVER THE EDGE. THANK YOU.