Its really unfair how childhood trauma just sticks with you for the rest of your life and you can give everything you have to try and be better but its still not enought, while other ppl never even had something like that.
for some reason i relate to your music sm its helped me through alot whenever im depressed i put your music on honestly all i am is a loner i have nobody i can call my own
Thank y'all for being one of the only things that has helped the last 20 days physical emotional and mental pain of fentanyl withdrawal, willing cold turkey, from 4 years of escaping everything everyday with an altered state .a little bit of peace. Sorry if I can't say that. Been in a whole dif world for a minute. Trying HARD
LYRICS: (Hook) Yeah, my time is over I don't wanna be sober Imma make it hope you waitin' on this stoner Cause they ain't ready for what's droppin' in October Yeah, my time is over I don't wanna be sober I'm so lonely all I wanna do is hold her Fuck the distance, reminisce about you closer Yeah, my time is over Yeah, my time is over (Verse) Have you ever had a thought that just eats away your brain? And if you decide to kill it, then you'll probably go insane? Writing letters to yourself in hopes that it'll stop the pain But you're livid and it's vivid when you've got nothing to gain Bipolarity, hilarity, I'm laughing at myself Honestly I probably shouldn't though cause I just need some help Rollin' sticky cause I'm sick of everything inside my cells Find importance in the portions of the shit I'm tryna sell And you know, you know that I've been trying fucking hard to discard the feelings that I always throw back And I know, I know that Lovin me ain't easy, sweetie I'm as useful as a doormat Format my brain & program me to stop Cause I've been so lost inside all of my crop The rain is just falling on top of my shop A tear in my ceiling I hope it don't drop (Outro) Caving in, I'm caving in I do this time & time again I'm faded now, was faded then I'll talk to you somewhere round 10 And then you're gone & I'm alone I pack my bong & fucking zone There's nowhere I can call my home There's no one I can call my own At least I tell myself that At least I tell myself that At least I tell myself that At least I tell myself that
I have a lot of wants and wishes especially for happiness and joy and moments shared with close friends and family but have gotten used to just surviving but still find good moments with my children
I had a dream about this song and I was back in high school trying to show this girl I liked this song but I couldn't find it. I woke up with that riff clear as day in my head and literally clicked on every single video on this channel going back 3 years lol. Fuckin found it tho.
ARE WE IGNORING THE MINECRAFT DOOR NOISE?! ITS BEEN THREE YEARS PEOPLE. THREE. HAS ANYBODY NOTICED? Edit- Here’s the time stamp btw in case you didn’t. 😁😁 0:13 - 0:14
This song is about depression and codependency to me. Whether you’re dependent on a substance or more than one, or a person. Co-occurring disorders with addiction and mental health issues in regards to addiction, are extremely common
As always man, love seeing you grow. Crazy to think how I seen your RUclips grow from 16 subs to 2K subs already. I hope you get what you want in life, Acid Castle all the way.
Keep doing what you love Guardin! You are very talented and deserve whatever you want. I love your music. So glad I found it this year. Much love to you and I hope the New Year gives you blessings ❤
Hook) Yeah, my time is over I don't wanna be sober Imma make it hope you waitin' on this stoner Cause they ain't ready for what's droppin' in October Yeah, my time is over I don't wanna be sober I'm so lonely all I wanna do is hold her Fuck the distance, reminisce about you closer Yeah, my time is over Yeah, my time is over (Verse) Have you ever had a thought that just eats away your brain? And if you decide to kill it, then you'll probably go insane? Writing letters to yourself in hopes that it'll stop the pain But you're livid and it's vivid when you've got nothing to gain Bipolarity, hilarity, I'm laughing at myself Honestly I probably shouldn't though cause I just need some help Rollin' sticky cause I'm sick of everything inside my cells Find importance in the portions of the shit I'm tryna sell And you know, you know that I've been trying fucking hard to discard the feelings that I always throw back And I know, I know that Lovin me ain't easy, sweetie I'm as useful as a doormat Format my brain & program me to stop Cause I've been so lost inside all of my crop The rain is just falling on top of my shop A tear in my ceiling I hope it don't drop (Outro) Caving in, I'm caving in I do this time & time again I'm faded now, was faded then I'll talk to you somewhere round 10 And then you're gone & I'm alone I pack my bong & fucking zone There's nowhere I can call my home There's no one I can call my own At least I tell myself that At least I tell myself that At least I tell myself that At least I tell myself that
6 years later, still my favorite Guardin song
Same 😭 i was 13 now im 19 still listen to it every day
Got me through 8th grade w this one
Same
"I'm so lonely all I wanna do is hold her" I felt that.
Feeling it right now
@@Grill608 yes.
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Yes sir, when you love her but she doesn't love you back. Felt.
makes me feel good and bad at the same time, knowing i'm not alone with this stuff
MrJeo29 oof
Fintan Whittaker oof
hey i know its a year late, but how is life?
@@andrewferrell2024 iT iSn'T aNyMoRe
@@fyuubi8866 okay dad
the best song, literally
i love you
i love u too
4 years later, love ya all ❤️
That guitar is reallly fitting. Love it once again 😍
It’s sampled by tiny moving parts he never actually played it
this song is 4 years old now? time flies
sobbing. still. everything to me. narrator of my life. all these years. thank you guardin
Its really unfair how childhood trauma just sticks with you for the rest of your life and you can give everything you have to try and be better but its still not enought, while other ppl never even had something like that.
Heard this song for the first time today, heared the riff, Imediatly recognized it was sampled of movies by tiny moving parts, love that song
for some reason i relate to your music sm its helped me through alot whenever im depressed i put your music on honestly all i am is a loner i have nobody i can call my own
Obsessed with his music I love it he’s so amazing his music is my therapy this is just so great I hope one day he’s at the top
Thank y'all for being one of the only things that has helped the last 20 days physical emotional and mental pain of fentanyl withdrawal, willing cold turkey, from 4 years of escaping everything everyday with an altered state .a little bit of peace. Sorry if I can't say that. Been in a whole dif world for a minute. Trying HARD
"Have you ever had a thought that just eats away your brain?
And if you decide to kill it, then you'll probably go insane?" i felt that.
Guardins flow on this track is un-matched. Someone make this man mainstream ASAP.
Guitar sample is from the song Movies by Tiny Moving Parts if I'm not mistaken
joe arnold I thought I was the only one to realize it, so I wasn't sure
Yup.
it made me so happy
Came here to make sure I wasn’t the only one
I’ve been trying to figure this out. thanks!
you have one of the most beautiful voices i've ever heard
i was like 13 when i heard this song and looking back this described that young addicts mind very perfectly
i love it, even 4 years later
he introduced me to guardin. this brings back memories
LYRICS:
(Hook)
Yeah, my time is over
I don't wanna be sober
Imma make it hope you waitin' on this stoner
Cause they ain't ready for what's droppin' in October
Yeah, my time is over
I don't wanna be sober
I'm so lonely all I wanna do is hold her
Fuck the distance, reminisce about you closer
Yeah, my time is over
Yeah, my time is over
(Verse)
Have you ever had a thought that just eats away your brain?
And if you decide to kill it, then you'll probably go insane?
Writing letters to yourself in hopes that it'll stop the pain
But you're livid and it's vivid when you've got nothing to gain
Bipolarity, hilarity, I'm laughing at myself
Honestly I probably shouldn't though cause I just need some help
Rollin' sticky cause I'm sick of everything inside my cells
Find importance in the portions of the shit I'm tryna sell
And you know, you know that I've been trying fucking hard to discard the feelings that I always throw back
And I know, I know that
Lovin me ain't easy, sweetie I'm as useful as a doormat
Format my brain & program me to stop
Cause I've been so lost inside all of my crop
The rain is just falling on top of my shop
A tear in my ceiling I hope it don't drop
(Outro)
Caving in, I'm caving in
I do this time & time again
I'm faded now, was faded then
I'll talk to you somewhere round 10
And then you're gone & I'm alone
I pack my bong & fucking zone
There's nowhere I can call my home
There's no one I can call my own
At least I tell myself that
At least I tell myself that
At least I tell myself that
At least I tell myself that
I was I could copy this
Crunchy Human soup I tried too 😂
What did ur FBI agent say about this?
I love this band
Every song is so good need more on Spotify
I have a lot of wants and wishes especially for happiness and joy and moments shared with close friends and family but have gotten used to just surviving but still find good moments with my children
I had a dream about this song and I was back in high school trying to show this girl I liked this song but I couldn't find it. I woke up with that riff clear as day in my head and literally clicked on every single video on this channel going back 3 years lol. Fuckin found it tho.
Still my favorite song since it came out 6 years later 😂
Can't stop listening to all his songs..
still has been one of my favorites since it came out
Never clicked on a video so fast before
Cordell Z same
I’ve been listening to gaurdin since 2012 when he dropped Dracula and will for ever be a fan of guardin 🔱
its weirs but im so glad youre alive bcs most of my fav artists passed away
makes me want to move to a rainy forested city where nobody knows my name 🖤
i need a cd y'all goin places in life thank you for all of y'all songs they hit my heart like a train.
Im still here and i still feel like a doormat
amazing
I need this on spotify damn I hate how RUclips doesn't have like a repeat button please if y'all see this add this song to Spotify.
right click : loop
thnk me l8r
Listening to this in October while you're dropping amazing music 😌
Very happy to see this hit a million. It's amazing
Still coming back a year later!
Uh huh.
Sure
Really still a vibe im only here cuz my Spotify got canceled or id be listening there
dude this song is so good man it's really well put together and it's just pure gold
ARE WE IGNORING THE MINECRAFT DOOR NOISE?!
ITS BEEN THREE YEARS PEOPLE.
THREE.
HAS ANYBODY NOTICED?
Edit- Here’s the time stamp btw in case you didn’t. 😁😁
0:13 - 0:14
OMG LOL
this and demons in my orbit are my dauvorite songs by you
this is so good.... thanks so much guardin
My friend zack got me to listen to this. This was the first song I heard by gaurdin and its one of the damn best. Keep it my my guy. Legendary.
He will be huge one day, and I was here before the huge wave.
This song is about depression and codependency to me. Whether you’re dependent on a substance or more than one, or a person. Co-occurring disorders with addiction and mental health issues in regards to addiction, are extremely common
As always man, love seeing you grow. Crazy to think how I seen your RUclips grow from 16 subs to 2K subs already. I hope you get what you want in life, Acid Castle all the way.
Come back bro
Still listening to this song 🥰🥰 keep it up guardin I love you dude
Still holds up ❤️
This make me feel fine when i lonely
this song has always had such a different feeling to me idk
"Im caving in, im caving in"
greetings form poland
nick you have no idea how much I needed this.. ty
I just found your music and I'm so glad I did it's amazing
I still love this man don't give up on music you are talented I have been listening since Jr High now 20
some of the only music content i can even find some relation to atm, keep doing what your doing this shits unreal ♥️
my favourite now prolly 💙
this guy has a song for everyday i live
that Tiny Moving Parts sample makes this song.
Still listen to this one everyday 🖤
For how my life is going lately, this song is 100% hitting home for me. And is definitely needed in my life right now. Great stuff ❤️
I think im ready for October
I love it!! Never disappointing. Its always good! Love your stuff bro!
Congrats on 2k ♡
Commenting on every guardin song to see if I still hear him when I'm 40
guardin still the goat
Whole sad ass mood.
I really want to learn the guitar for this, it’s so good and I want to be able to play it
HE DIDNT LIE IT DROPPED IN OCTOBER
Love your music x
thank god for this man
You the mans guardin, music is fucking fire. Keep it up bro
This song is 🔥🔥🔥
Dude i didnt hear this until now?!? Favorite!!
You’re an amazing artist
Had this randomly pop up on spotify today. Guitar part is from the song Movies by Tiny Moving Parts
I love you man.
Please come to Minnesota!!!!
Love this song omg
💔 Shes my everything and hes in her bed.
2024 depressed stoners anyone? 👇
Yessir we here
Love this song
Congrats on 2k
As always killing it bro ;)
By far favorite anime
E M L O L what is it?
kyoukai no kanata
Keep doing what you love Guardin! You are very talented and deserve whatever you want. I love your music. So glad I found it this year. Much love to you and I hope the New Year gives you blessings ❤
Anyone here in 2024? This shi still hits
Make a 1 hour loop plz ITS SOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!!
I still miss you C. This is always gonna remind me of you and how things used to be. If you see this I hope you're well ❤️
Hope you're ok man
God I love this one
Fancy as always, keep up the good work!!!
Kuriyama-san!! You are a man of culture i see.
Your saving me!
that tiny moving parts sample tho
Beautiful as always😘
Most relatable song
Yo your my favorite song artist really your song are great
If this song wasn't a thing, quarantine would've killed me. Thanks Guardin for the fire beats and meaningful lyrics.
love love love it
Put the lyrics on the description or on the coments for your next songs please🙏🙏😆
But i mean in the coment seccion, is better and easy to hear and read❤
bRuH ArE OUy trPpin'? o.O
TheClaimer can't u copy and paste it
Hook)
Yeah, my time is over
I don't wanna be sober
Imma make it hope you waitin' on this stoner
Cause they ain't ready for what's droppin' in October
Yeah, my time is over
I don't wanna be sober
I'm so lonely all I wanna do is hold her
Fuck the distance, reminisce about you closer
Yeah, my time is over
Yeah, my time is over
(Verse)
Have you ever had a thought that just eats away your brain?
And if you decide to kill it, then you'll probably go insane?
Writing letters to yourself in hopes that it'll stop the pain
But you're livid and it's vivid when you've got nothing to gain
Bipolarity, hilarity, I'm laughing at myself
Honestly I probably shouldn't though cause I just need some help
Rollin' sticky cause I'm sick of everything inside my cells
Find importance in the portions of the shit I'm tryna sell
And you know, you know that I've been trying fucking hard to discard the feelings that I always throw back
And I know, I know that
Lovin me ain't easy, sweetie I'm as useful as a doormat
Format my brain & program me to stop
Cause I've been so lost inside all of my crop
The rain is just falling on top of my shop
A tear in my ceiling I hope it don't drop
(Outro)
Caving in, I'm caving in
I do this time & time again
I'm faded now, was faded then
I'll talk to you somewhere round 10
And then you're gone & I'm alone
I pack my bong & fucking zone
There's nowhere I can call my home
There's no one I can call my own
At least I tell myself that
At least I tell myself that
At least I tell myself that
At least I tell myself that
@@Gabimaru_HoIIow Thank you!