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  • Опубликовано: 25 дек 2024

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  • @GuessMyName86
    @GuessMyName86 Год назад +2496

    This guy is clearly still in distress. Let them man and his family mourn. God bless Angel!

    • @daduncker20D
      @daduncker20D Год назад +33

      My brother passed away 11 years ago that shit haunted me and was still on my mind almost 8 years later. I was honestly sick of hearing people bring it up for years.

    • @DJLAWOLF
      @DJLAWOLF Год назад +1

      ​@@daduncker20D you got understand it's a good thing to talk about him because there's always going to be good memories about the times you had with him you need to stop you can't just say that or I'm sick of tired of it you keep doing that to yourself you're going to make yourself more depressed than you are sometimes it's okay to talk about someone that just passed away you people need to grow the fuck up and he needs to the RUclipsr does and he just said that his brother's not dead okay and he just said that was his mom being on the door he doesn't want to talk about it what happen I know that's not his mom knocking on the damn thing and then panicked attack mode recorded it and then post it if you didn't want people to ask about his brother why post-it you can understand where I'm coming from okay we all know how it feels to lose a loved one or somebody or anybody for that matter we talked about it because people think they're the only ones with problem you people need here you can't say oh I don't want to hear it cuz you think you're the only one with the problems you're not you can't predict the future you can't change the past like I said I know how it feels to lose somebody but you gotta move on

    • @crazyjames2775
      @crazyjames2775 Год назад +2

      Johnathon

    • @JayT172
      @JayT172 Год назад +2

      @@daduncker20Dok

    • @SwannsProposal
      @SwannsProposal 11 месяцев назад

      ​@@daduncker20Dok

  • @Exostream
    @Exostream 2 года назад +4892

    he literally said he doesn’t wanna hear your guys story about losing a loved one, and yet people still talk about their lost ones.

    • @sexcdoll
      @sexcdoll 2 года назад +100

      well if he didn’t want to hear peoples stories why’d he post this video ofc when people see death it can cause them to express or vent about a death that’s happened to them they were ig trying to relate and make him feel better but clealry he doesn’t care that his brother passed i mean seriously look at the way he acts 😂

    • @Exostream
      @Exostream 2 года назад +391

      @@sexcdoll he obviously does care, it’s just been a while at that point and he’s slowly moving on, he posted the video to simply update people on it so everyone can just stop asking him for more details on the topic. I’m sure he didn’t even want to make this video either.

    • @5.56gg
      @5.56gg Год назад +1

      Tbh nobody gives a shit about your lost love ones

    • @giordanocarneiro3807
      @giordanocarneiro3807 Год назад +46

      . Yeah, for some way they want him to feel ok. But those guys need to respect his decision to not hearing this type of text about losing parents.

    • @BobGob99
      @BobGob99 Год назад +133

      @@sexcdoll the hell is wrong with you? "He does not care" have you ever lost someone? Every one acts diferently to something as serious as this, some break down but others cant accept something serious like this, when my grandfather died i dint cry for days, not because i dint like him or something like that, i dint cry because i was not willing to accept this reality, after one or two weeks i started hating myself because i tougth i was some heartleass bastard who dint even care one of his family members died, then, i came to terms with it, some people react diferently, even if it looks like someone doenst care, that doeant give you reason to insult them, espeacily if its someone you dont even know

  • @DarioOreos
    @DarioOreos 11 месяцев назад +101

    To hear those were knocks is insane to think about... What his mother must've felt in that moment is haunting to think about. Salute to the strength you show, wish you and your family well.

    • @loakoa8725
      @loakoa8725 8 месяцев назад +5

      She was thinking about how hard she was going to hit her son with the same meaty fists she was using to knock down the door. The son, terrified and backed into a corner, had enough of his mother’s abuse, but since he had no escape…

    • @Polar_Ice889
      @Polar_Ice889 Месяц назад

      @@loakoa8725wtf is wrong with you

    • @Aric_EPU
      @Aric_EPU Месяц назад +15

      @@loakoa8725I know I’m giving you the attention you crave but I am here to remind you that you will forever be unloved. Surely you already know this and this is why you are the way you are.

  • @joshhaswrizz
    @joshhaswrizz 2 года назад +419

    i've never watched your vids but i'm really happy you're doing good. i discovered what what happened (and you) just now. when i saw the clip my heart dropped. glad to see you're handling well. hope the best for you.

  • @WTWFOOTBALL
    @WTWFOOTBALL 2 года назад +71

    He’s proud of you bro. We all are. Keep on streaming them dubs my dude ❤️

  • @asmab3456
    @asmab3456 2 года назад +50

    Im sorry for ur loss Stay strong my brother, may he rest in peace

    • @DcsMaster
      @DcsMaster 2 года назад +14

      He literally said dont tell him that u r sad about his lost

    • @RotSheese-nk4mk
      @RotSheese-nk4mk Месяц назад +1

      You trolling

  • @JonnyBoyOfficial
    @JonnyBoyOfficial 2 года назад +33

    Hey mate, I’m sending my best wishes. ❤

  • @friendly_kush4209
    @friendly_kush4209 2 года назад +1152

    Hope this ain't to upsetful but I hope it's going as well as it can and I hope your doing alright mentally brother, some ppl don't know the severity of situations but keep the work up and keep doing what makes you happy, much love💖

    • @hawkeye4324
      @hawkeye4324 2 года назад +7

      We love you Angel, don't forget that. We'll always be here for you.☺️

    • @DJLAWOLF
      @DJLAWOLF Год назад

      We know how sensitivity it's like you people keep thinking that other people don't go through s*** like everybody else need to open there fucking mind and stop thinking that they're the only ones with problems they're not just because you don't want to hear someone's dead relatives here's the thing you talk about it it hurts others and it reminds how it feels to lose somebody it's like okay I care about this person but the the person don't care about me it's like okay you can talk about yours but I can't talk about mine the reason why people have this conversation like this is due to the fact that they think that they're they're the only ones this dude just lost his girl from smoking I guess the video is called that she didn't make it maybe if you could watch that video maybe you can open your fucking mind and relate what happened and people who talk like this such as your comment and this dude's RUclips video that he posted you guys just got be grateful that people respond to you and asking questions because they care if they didn't care they wouldn't ask don't be mad at the people when they asked if you're all right is your brother okay don't be mad at that I like I said people talk about their loved ones because they know how it feels you have to listen to it cuz if you don't listen to it you're basing make yourself feel like I'm only one person that cares with my own problems to deal with sure you have your own problems to deal with but don't push people away and stop thinking that you're the only one

    • @DJLAWOLF
      @DJLAWOLF Год назад

      And I'm not making this a thing I'm just laying down points and facts everybody's got everybody caring for each other and that's the thing we should have all in within the RUclips community we should be all friends here and chilling and having a good time without the problems in the stress that we keep on having every other day of life throughout seconds minutes hours days weeks months years if you let everything bother you put you down and missing your loved ones we'll still put you down you don't cry about the memories you be happy with once you are crying that means you're thinking about their death I know how it feels losing people I said before so be grateful that there's people like us out there that do care at least most of those people are appreciative of what we have in front of us right now we can't just keep looking at the past we got look forward but we can't just look forward also we have to think about what's going on right now in front of us not about yesterday not about tomorrow but today you choose what makes you happy you point your decisions you make your life choices

    • @Brentp555
      @Brentp555 Год назад

      I know …. You don’t want to hear it all the time . I hope he lived his best life . And he wil be there. I appreciate your work ❤

    • @SockzEditz2
      @SockzEditz2 Год назад

      He just said he dosent want to hear it.

  • @CaughtInp
    @CaughtInp 2 года назад +119

    Losing your brother is a different type of pain. All the best to you and the family 🙏🏽

  • @uunam3dd
    @uunam3dd Год назад +27

    bro, I'm sorry about the loss of your brother, may he be in paradise, so that everything is fine with you. 💖

  • @petershmurgle8843
    @petershmurgle8843 Год назад +23

    Some of the realest saddest shit I’ve ever seen. Stay up brother and keep On carrying on. Great mentality. Much love homie.

  • @haydensansing5091
    @haydensansing5091 Год назад +25

    I just recently found out about this. And I am so sorry to hear about your brother. May he rest in peace.

    • @r.rodriguez4991
      @r.rodriguez4991 Год назад

      You didn't watch the video before commenting, did you?

    • @haydensansing5091
      @haydensansing5091 Год назад

      But all I knew from before the time of Angelwalks' brother's death, I seen a video of him playing a tournament. Not from his channel, but from another channel (which is not his channel) but still, may his brother rest in peace.

    • @jgicecream12yt
      @jgicecream12yt Год назад

      @@haydensansing5091. They mean If you watched video you would know angel said that he doesn’t want no one to bring up his brother…

    • @mikejohn-p9z
      @mikejohn-p9z 26 дней назад

      @@r.rodriguez4991 what matters is he meant well.

  • @aliciakidd7940
    @aliciakidd7940 Год назад +70

    I'm so sorry about people who don't think of others feelings before opening their mouth. This is years past but the pain never goes away and you and your mom are so strong for being kind to those who want to get in your business.

  • @WalkingRoscoe
    @WalkingRoscoe Год назад +93

    Understand completely. Heartbreaking doesn't begin to explain what goes on in the mind and the soul. Had a few bros die on us while we were in the Iraq War.
    🙏

    • @youngjc1505
      @youngjc1505 Год назад +4

      Thank you for your service soldier 🫡

    • @GwenAlmasi
      @GwenAlmasi Год назад +8

      there were no weapons of mass destruction😢not only were millions of innocent civilians killed, but many soldiers died too and for no reason. some soldiers even left the army and confronted George bush for lying about weapons of mass destruction, also saying their friends who fought in the army died because of him. its so sad.

    • @neoswagtwigofthetwignation9778
      @neoswagtwigofthetwignation9778 Год назад

      War only brings pain. I truly wish humanity would stop destroying itself. Conflict solves nothing.

    • @Worth303.
      @Worth303. 11 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you for your service

  • @BlackTemplarhighchaplain
    @BlackTemplarhighchaplain Год назад +32

    Your brother may rest in peace and now he is in a better place watching over you and his family

    • @Chief_Operation
      @Chief_Operation 4 месяца назад

      Thats not how it works in the bible you have yo wait for judgement day

    • @Jimjam7118
      @Jimjam7118 4 месяца назад

      @@Chief_Operationthey might not be religious, they could be any religion.

    • @Jimjam7118
      @Jimjam7118 4 месяца назад

      @@Chief_Operationdon’t assume things also there are different types of christianity

  • @rory2569
    @rory2569 2 года назад +32

    Stay strong dude. Keep busy and focus on your goals. Take care dude.

  • @cieraserrano6284
    @cieraserrano6284 2 года назад +70

    I’m so sorry you had to make this Angel. I really feel like you shouldn’t have. You know we all love you Angel. You know I’m always here for you if you need someone to talk to. I know you’ll be okay Angel. ❤️

  • @Katiekay.
    @Katiekay. 15 дней назад +1

    i felt the pain in that moment and you and your family are still in my thoughts and prayers... You dont have to listen to anyone or talk about. Heal at your own pace... You are the one who knows yourself best... You do you

  • @rodannnn
    @rodannnn 2 года назад +17

    That's really unfortunate bro, I discovered your channel with that stream, I hope your future will be brighter.

  • @TezcatlipocaMountedRailfan
    @TezcatlipocaMountedRailfan Год назад +3

    You have my most sincere condolences. You will be in my prayers, friend.

  • @Howwly
    @Howwly 2 года назад +45

    RIP!❤ Keep up the good work and tale the time you need whenever you need it!❤ We love you

  • @whazzlegaming3856
    @whazzlegaming3856 Год назад +3

    I Love your content. We love you too as a community. Much Love to you❤❤❤

  • @sumorumobu_
    @sumorumobu_ 2 года назад +9

    it's ok Angel, i understand you. Continue with your content, and you can be sure that I will watch it

  • @brandonboss6868
    @brandonboss6868 6 месяцев назад +1

    I respect that! I admire your strength to pull through and do what you love no matter that pain! That will get you far in life brother. I love you!

  • @Zamurai-9
    @Zamurai-9 Год назад +14

    We love you bro is sucks because we watch your videos to make our days better and you struggle with yours just know no matter how much time passes you will have all your fans here! Take care bro thank you for the content

    • @loakoa8725
      @loakoa8725 8 месяцев назад

      Nobody’s watching his videos 😂

    • @Naruto-nt5ry
      @Naruto-nt5ry 6 месяцев назад

      ​​Bro shut up i swear we dont even care Who are you see the world is getting so bad beacause of People like you i swear you guys are fuck*d he lost someone Who was on his heart JUST IMAGINE IF SOMEONE DIE YOU WILL FEEL THE DEPRESSION LIKE HIM​@@loakoa8725

    • @Naruto-nt5ry
      @Naruto-nt5ry 6 месяцев назад

      ​@@loakoa8725actully it's the same as you

  • @spazzfrmdao
    @spazzfrmdao 2 дня назад

    God bless you bro, I would hate to lose a loved one on a LIVESTREAM, I hope you walk everyday with your head up and overcome every obstacle in your way

  • @howardcraigiv518
    @howardcraigiv518 Год назад +6

    Sorry my friend. I get not wanting to talk about it. No one should be bothering this Man. It is none of the public’s business anyways.
    Keep your head up Angel.
    May your Brother rest in peace and i send all my prayers and blessings to you and your family.
    Im not familiar with you or your channel but my brother is and he told me about the incident that happen and me being in recovery for the last 4 years i felt in my heart that i need to tell you have amazingly strong of a individual you are. Keep your head up. You influence individuals on a daily basis and dont even know it.
    I guarantee that video change at least 1 persons view or outlook on something in life and it could be anything. Your a strong person and the people that watch you on the internet look up to you Angel.
    🙏🏼….

  • @stevensung7696
    @stevensung7696 Год назад +1

    Thanks for this video and follow up. I hope for the best of you.

  • @ProjectPeeace
    @ProjectPeeace Год назад +15

    God Bless you & your family Angel my condolences to all of you🙏♥️
    Its unfortunate to lose those we care for deeply but find peace to understand he's not suffering anymore, may God be with you all keep your head up

  • @DaHoopa0
    @DaHoopa0 Год назад +714

    You could tell he cried his heart out after filming this 😔

  • @Jp_corporation_1993
    @Jp_corporation_1993 Год назад +12

    I feel so bad, this might have been so long ago about 2 years ago… but.
    I feel so bad, I don’t watch you but. You being so calm about this and staying so strong is wonderful.
    You earned a sub.

  • @jacobwaddell6075
    @jacobwaddell6075 2 года назад +6

    Wishing you and your family peace and a life full of happiness my brother

  • @spiderfam5036
    @spiderfam5036 Год назад +36

    I didnt know who were or what your streams were about but I have to say your brother will be missed deeply. Even though this happened 3 years ago. My prayers to you and your family to get through this tough time. ❤️🕊️

    • @Autumnslayz-l
      @Autumnslayz-l Год назад

      @@Ghostface64385how is that funny?!

    • @Ghostface64385
      @Ghostface64385 Год назад

      @@Autumnslayz-l cuz i dont care about humanity

    • @NoLGBTforyou
      @NoLGBTforyou Год назад

      ​@@Ghostface64385bros a human himself 💀

    • @godiseverything8170
      @godiseverything8170 Месяц назад

      ​@@Ghostface64385if you don't care about humanity then by default you don't care about yourself ☠️

    • @godiseverything8170
      @godiseverything8170 Месяц назад

      ​@@NoLGBTforyoukids on RUclips think there edge lords when in reality there not

  • @heathyhbaby
    @heathyhbaby Год назад +2

    I want to tell you So much about myself, I have been through alot. But i know you dont want or need it. All i can say is , it gets better bro. It will never feel like it will … but it does. I hope you are doing what you love while smiling. Gl brotha

  • @scottfrost8956
    @scottfrost8956 Год назад +2

    Bless you brother… Stay moving forward!

  • @jarednewman7823
    @jarednewman7823 Год назад +4

    Hey, man. I can relate. I'm glad you're getting by decently.

  • @13Blueyes13
    @13Blueyes13 Год назад +2

    God bless This man. I hope you feel better about this situation

  • @MIKOLG
    @MIKOLG 4 месяца назад +10

    I want you to give your mum a hug bro she needs it after seeing her son pass away infront of her eyes

  • @bouncedatazz4122
    @bouncedatazz4122 Год назад

    Couldn’t imagine bro smh stay prayed up everyday! Praise to the most high

  • @AngelPerez-dw8ou
    @AngelPerez-dw8ou 2 года назад +418

    I have to say, I didn't know who you were before the incident, but my name is Angel too and hearing your mom screaming your name, it made me think about my mom and my brother. I can only imagine how awful it must of been. You are doing great man, you really are, keep your head up. I wish you the best with your content creation. To great days ahead, for everyone

    • @Carter-wm7cb
      @Carter-wm7cb Год назад +26

      He said he didn’t want to hear your story

    • @ShinyStarX
      @ShinyStarX Год назад +2

      @@Carter-wm7cb no

    • @draydenrowe1276
      @draydenrowe1276 Год назад +18

      @@Carter-wm7cb he didn't say they died so there is no reason to call him out.

    • @ironlisa7s
      @ironlisa7s Год назад +8

      ​@@Carter-wm7cb legit when did he say he died?

    • @jayden_edits6
      @jayden_edits6 Год назад +7

      ​@Carter when did he say they died

  • @Quikturns
    @Quikturns Год назад +1

    I'm so sorry to hear that, may he rest in peace

  • @bellJoanna
    @bellJoanna Год назад +11

    Échale ganas tan Bella para adelante y sigue subiendo contenido! Y ánimo ninguna de las palabras te darán consuelo es un dolor que se aprende a vivir con el y es molesto que lo recuerden! ❤

  • @johnathanwilliams191
    @johnathanwilliams191 11 месяцев назад +1

    I wish you the best man I hope your better

  • @hypticnosisgaming
    @hypticnosisgaming Год назад +17

    Bro honestly having to experience that especially while you was live is so harsh it's hard enough loosing someone it's worst that it wasn't private for you and your family keep grinding buddy much love

  • @EvilEmpireGaming
    @EvilEmpireGaming 2 месяца назад

    I’m here for you brother. I know we are strangers but I know how important it is to have someone to just talk. To take the mind off of the things we hurt from. Much love brother stay 💪🏼 it’s what he would won’t.

  • @liyplayz_
    @liyplayz_ 2 года назад +205

    I'm sorry for your loss :( I hate people who bring traumatic moments up again after some time. I'm glad you're starting to move on from what happened. :)

    • @SpiderJit3
      @SpiderJit3 2 года назад +31

      *proceeds to bring up traumatic moment*

    • @Shotzfired03
      @Shotzfired03 2 года назад +16

      @@SpiderJit3 the literal topic of the vid

    • @AlexJones-yr5pc
      @AlexJones-yr5pc 2 года назад

      @@SpiderJit3 u defo touch kids

    • @SpiderJit3
      @SpiderJit3 2 года назад +2

      @@AlexJones-yr5pc u weird as hell for bringing that up when it got nothing to do with anything. Seems like it's on your mind.😭

    • @SpiderJit3
      @SpiderJit3 2 года назад

      @@CoolOkay_ how did I have what bro said coming💀 mad weird y'all need therapy

  • @witheredbonniegaming_real
    @witheredbonniegaming_real 11 месяцев назад +1

    I feel so bad, rest in piece to your brother

  • @allanmaxwell67
    @allanmaxwell67 2 года назад +5

    I’m sorry for ur loss I had a brother who died before I was gone I hope everyone in your family is ok

    • @Arctix-27
      @Arctix-27 Год назад +2

      Did u really watch the vid...

    • @mikejohn-p9z
      @mikejohn-p9z 26 дней назад

      @@Arctix-27 point is he meant well.

  • @JustinLee-m2c
    @JustinLee-m2c 11 месяцев назад

    I appreciate this man and he didnt have to explain anything to anyone about things in his personal life! Since we all know and i dont mean to add on to what he said he didnt want but R.I.P. to his brother! 🙏

  • @Isolational
    @Isolational Год назад +3

    I’m so sorry you had to go through that I couldn’t imagine the pain your brother loved you so much just know that we’re all here for you when I was watching the stream I got so scared we love you

  • @trishilapatel4471
    @trishilapatel4471 4 месяца назад

    Angel I never met you but I know you are a epitome of strength but all you can do is carry on and live the life fullest because everyone would want you to and I glad you are living your best life. =)

  • @ABuenoAdiosMaste
    @ABuenoAdiosMaste Год назад +3

    I feel you man,he's in a good place now

  • @superacidyoshininja_yoshi
    @superacidyoshininja_yoshi Год назад +2

    Hope you're doing better, Bro. May God look over your family

  • @1flyr
    @1flyr 2 года назад +4

    Love you bro! Keep doing what you're doing!

  • @kn0cksfn318
    @kn0cksfn318 4 месяца назад

    He’s proud of you bro. We all are man, keep doing what your doing!

  • @MsKimmie
    @MsKimmie Год назад +4

    I am sending my love❤️ and prayers🙏 to you and your family!

  • @Shizuka935
    @Shizuka935 11 месяцев назад

    I just look the clip and I just saw the clip and it is unfair that something like this happens. I wish you the best of luck and my deepest condolences.

  • @armorykittington
    @armorykittington 2 года назад +4

    Sorry to hear man. I'd turn off all my media and wander off into a forest for like a week. Can't fathom trying to create and promote content at a time like this. Stay mentally well, dude.

  • @Lilz3stf3st
    @Lilz3stf3st Год назад +1

    Sorry for your loss and I hope you feel better 🕊️

  • @aliblox1192
    @aliblox1192 Год назад +4

    this is the definition of brave

    • @brianelliott6747
      @brianelliott6747 Год назад

      Lol ok

    • @brianelliott6747
      @brianelliott6747 Год назад

      His brother did some dumb shit so that makes him brave like who fucking cares bro another junkie sent into the ether never to be thought of again done a little dust speck on the lense of life that nobody noticed ❤

  • @GabrielOrSmth
    @GabrielOrSmth 2 месяца назад

    RIP. Pure condolences in 2024. I’m so sorry for your loss.

  • @sparkgameing-hu3qi
    @sparkgameing-hu3qi 2 месяца назад +301

    Who is watching in 2024 😢

    • @AlexGuzman-r9b
      @AlexGuzman-r9b Месяц назад +2

      Me

    • @DawoodKhan-bp7jm
      @DawoodKhan-bp7jm Месяц назад

      ​@@AlexGuzman-r9bme

    • @antofree6450
      @antofree6450 Месяц назад +6

      Stumbled across the video an hour ago and algorithm just showed this. 4 years on and I hope this brother has healed as much as one can. The internet lads can be so wrong wish they had let him have the peace he deserves. I'm 36 and have a 29 year old brother I haven't seen in two years and rarely speak with. I'm going to call him.

    • @mconflame
      @mconflame Месяц назад

      me

    • @whattheysayk9558
      @whattheysayk9558 Месяц назад

      Why do mfs care about what year a mf watches something

  • @hypernova9363
    @hypernova9363 5 месяцев назад +1

    I watched the clip where it happened, and I think you can genuinely hear the shock when he says to his friends “hey, my brother just died” as if detached almost

  • @makenziexd986
    @makenziexd986 Год назад +5

    Rip to his brother honestly. When people said it was gunshots. I immediately said no it's not, it's his dad or mam banging on the door and I was right about it being his mam or dad banging on the door. Anyways have a lovely life bro

  • @demetrybernard6253
    @demetrybernard6253 4 дня назад

    So sorry for your loss brother.

  • @aviechan
    @aviechan Год назад +7

    Do what you gotta do. Much respect to you and your family.

  • @snoland2297
    @snoland2297 Год назад +1

    Man stay strong I feel for you.

  • @Plutoniogen1
    @Plutoniogen1 2 года назад +4

    Again man. I’m really sorry about this loss for you man.

    • @yellowreal9150
      @yellowreal9150 2 года назад +2

      Did you not watch the video?

    • @mikejohn-p9z
      @mikejohn-p9z 26 дней назад

      @@yellowreal9150 he means well, leave it be.

  • @Taking_the_break
    @Taking_the_break 11 месяцев назад

    God bless you and your family homie. Gonna keep you in my prayers

  • @percdestroyer3071
    @percdestroyer3071 Год назад +3

    Ur strong man , extremely strong. To be able to keep doing these videos with the enthusiasm you have. Salute brother🫶🏼🙏🏽

  • @Nuhndae
    @Nuhndae 2 года назад +5

    Im sorry for all the people who kept bringing it up i tried to tell them and they didnt listen sorry for that man

  • @maqt
    @maqt 7 месяцев назад +1

    I love you bro. I'm so sorry.

  • @amaridatrumpeter
    @amaridatrumpeter Год назад +8

    I’m so sorry man. This is so fucked up. Stay strong tho man and it’s gonna be okay. May your bro rest in piece man.❤🙏

  • @baronghede2365
    @baronghede2365 Год назад +1

    My condolences sorry for your loss, Blessed Be.

  • @awesomegaming8617
    @awesomegaming8617 2 года назад +155

    Hey, I just wanted to let you know that I'm here with you. I lost a brother in my family to severe illness in early 2021 and I didn't even get to say goodbye. I made it to hospital and he had already passed. He was a twin and they were not much younger than me, he was way too young to go. Unless I'm there, his sister is now the oldest in the house looking after my younger siblings making sure they get on the bus, and I can only help whenever I'm there. I'm just happy she was there, but the fact I couldn't be there with them will always hurt. I mean always, it will probably never leave the back of my head. The hospital was far away and he passed 40 minutes before I even got there. And some people have told me that I was still there and even though he has already passed he knew I was still there, we'll I surely must certainly hope that's true, it's not easy to know that and it's still not the same as being there and saying goodbye while he was still beating and breathing so it wasn't the same. Even if he wasn't conscious, it's still much much different to me, and nobody should have to lose a sibling like that, especially not even being able to have the chance to help them or say goodbye. Enjoy every moment you have with family, because you never know when you'll lose them, or possibly one day they lose you. You're not promised your best friend or a family member waking up alive tomorrow, and you're not promised your own life tomorrow! So that's why I say be careful out there! And also enjoy every moment you have with relatives and friends.

    • @slax3993
      @slax3993 2 года назад +9

      Ohh damn bro I’m sorry for your loss I know sometimes in life we go through tuff times

    • @VladTheImpaler6969
      @VladTheImpaler6969 2 года назад

      Imma assume a family member of your died. I fr didnt read shit but if a member did die, so sorry

    • @ChromaSkys
      @ChromaSkys 2 года назад +1

      😭 I'm a twin it hit me hard , no words I can really say .

    • @hristiyanstefanov19
      @hristiyanstefanov19 2 года назад +3

      L

    • @juanpaulolizardo6329
      @juanpaulolizardo6329 2 года назад +1

      @@ChromaSkys Same, imagine losing a sibling. Me and my twin were bff’s for 10 yrs and I never want to lose her.

  • @raven3946
    @raven3946 11 месяцев назад

    Strong man, I agree you want to let it there and not bring that energy with you it’s depressing.

  • @aislynnblancett9680
    @aislynnblancett9680 Год назад +3

    sick setup uve got!! its admirable how successful you are after such a soul destroying moment in your life.

  • @dakotal7427
    @dakotal7427 2 года назад +33

    Lost my brother last October to drugs, coming up on a year here soon. Still feels like yesterday I got the phone call. I know how it feels to think of him every day. Keep that momentum going and don't feel bad if you stop to grieve and think of him. Just heal up. The pain doesn't go away but we will get stronger. Thank you for the video.

    • @awesomegaming8617
      @awesomegaming8617 2 года назад +3

      In 5 months will mark 2 years after the passing of a brother in my family, who passed from severe illness. Passed around 40 minutes before I even got to the hospital because it was so far away. He also has a twin sister, who is now the oldest sibling in the house besides me whenever I'm there, even though they were twins and the oldest would be both of them unless again, I'm there. We ended up finding out his illnesses were far from severe and far from normal. Waited for months after for an Autopsy report, they pretty much didn't tell us anything, assuming the reason is they probably couldn't figure it out. I know the 2020s decade has just started and begun but that's pretty much when things changed and flipped to a never ending nightmare. We've lost other family and also pets in this time span too aswell, but more on that another time. We're just trying to stay focused in the good things and positive happening in life as those are all we have to really go by and to keep going and getting through every day, that's what I need to do anyway, or otherwise my energy ends up draining and like can't focus, or I stop caring about anything that needs to get done, and I try not to think that way. I also have met new friends and even found a girlfriend with similar interests as me and things we like to do. Next month actually marks a year of us dating. She actually got in an accident a couple months ago and looking back on what could've happened, I'm very thankttful and grateful that she's alright and that she's still alive and doing well! I would be even more lost and questioning existence as a whole even more if something bad were to have happened to her.

    • @jaggirl
      @jaggirl Год назад

      Sshhh.

    • @lalalandboom223
      @lalalandboom223 Год назад +2

      @@awesomegaming8617he said he doesn’t want to hear your stories. He wants to move on. Do you listen?

    • @FabianJr2012
      @FabianJr2012 6 месяцев назад

      He just said he doesent wanna hear your story

  • @MarioIbandq-qb6ku
    @MarioIbandq-qb6ku Год назад +1

    Well hope you feel better and I’m sorry for you loss and I hope you have a good future and R.I.P your brother love you angle.

  • @onecityyt8961
    @onecityyt8961 2 года назад +6

    Love you bro🥺💙

  • @kanameedits
    @kanameedits Год назад

    If your brother was related to you he must have been a good person. May god lead him into a knew life of peace.

  • @jixer1495
    @jixer1495 Год назад +3

    Never tell the internet what NOT to do. Ur asking for trolls to come and get u

  • @allentheproyt
    @allentheproyt Год назад +2

    Im sorry for your loss :(

  • @SnakeSkinz
    @SnakeSkinz 2 года назад +31

    Hey man, I don't know who you are but this popped up on my feed. I completely understand what you're going through. My dad unexpectedly passed away last year, and it's the toughest sh*t I've ever had to deal with. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him, and the pain never goes away. I think we just learn to tolerate it after awhile, but the whole "time heals" things is BS. Usually said by people who don't actually experience it. Stay strong man

    • @bigboyhours6473
      @bigboyhours6473 Год назад

      He said he doesn't wanna hear your shit

    • @jaggirl
      @jaggirl Год назад +1

      No sad stories remember....
      Most people these days have experienced loss. Like yours and worse.
      I know i have.

    • @lalalandboom223
      @lalalandboom223 Год назад

      He literally said no stories of loved ones dying. Do you listen?

    • @mikejohn-p9z
      @mikejohn-p9z 26 дней назад

      @@lalalandboom223 no, he didnt. its called love and compassion, get used to it.

  • @Blakeyrobinson858
    @Blakeyrobinson858 Год назад +1

    rip bro sorry for your loss

  • @Quoththeraven25
    @Quoththeraven25 2 года назад +7

    Lost mine in 2006. It still messes with me to this day. It gets easier over time.

    • @Gijohoe
      @Gijohoe Год назад

      Keep your head up 👑

  • @RoseGoldHunii
    @RoseGoldHunii 4 месяца назад

    The viral video just popped up in my algorithm, and after looking more into this, I'm seeing how there seems to be a cycle of when youtube randomly pushes that video again. I can't even imagine how many messages you've received, forcing you to relive that memory. I'm so sorry you and your family had to go through that. My condolences.🕊

  • @Lippymer
    @Lippymer Год назад +3

    I see the tears in your eyes man just let it out don’t hold it back it’s okay to cry we all cry you aren’t alone it’s not healthy to hold them back man

    • @encryptid6635
      @encryptid6635 Год назад +1

      He will just not on video man he doesn’t want ppl to see that

    • @encryptid6635
      @encryptid6635 Год назад +2

      But try not to tell him what to do

    • @Lippymer
      @Lippymer Год назад

      Why hide it why hide how you truly feel you should just show it if your happy or if your sad don’t try to hide it

    • @encryptid6635
      @encryptid6635 Год назад +2

      @@Lippymer not all people feel that way

    • @mikejohn-p9z
      @mikejohn-p9z 26 дней назад

      @@Lippymer anxiety, what others will think of them. lots of people feel that way, trust me.

  • @-4crystical
    @-4crystical Год назад

    I understand,its painfull and absolutely heart breaking,but i can tell you that you're brother loves you with all his heart from the bottom to the top,you dont have to post daily if you dont want to,its really okay,we will let you have time,you're amazing same goes with you're brother,may god bless you and him.

  • @zahelysjordan8118
    @zahelysjordan8118 2 года назад +6

    My baby brother also passed away in 2020 from fentanyl OD😔 he was only 22! U are not alone, just know that he loved u with all his heart! His looking after u, and you will be with him when the time is right! It's ok to cry, I know ur pain! Remember the good times with him, all the smiles and laughs!! Hang in there buddy, everything will be alright!

  • @Ilovebrawlstars2001
    @Ilovebrawlstars2001 Месяц назад +3

    RIP Reckful 😢

  • @seanbotti5385
    @seanbotti5385 Месяц назад

    Stay strong man, God is watching over you.

  • @swagking7872
    @swagking7872 2 года назад +5

    Lost my brother with half a heart when he was born ❤

  • @Gettinbentoffroad
    @Gettinbentoffroad 11 месяцев назад +1

    Keep your chin high! Make us all proud!

  • @chriscarroll490
    @chriscarroll490 2 года назад +6

    My Sister passed away in 2019 of the same thing. It still hurts and I understand how bad it still hurts today. I got custody of her son now and thats the only thing keeping me going. Prayers for you and your family. Next month makes 3 years 😢

    • @lalalandboom223
      @lalalandboom223 Год назад

      @thegamer4646how would anxiety cure wanting to kill yourself? Wouldn’t it make you worse?

  • @MaverickP-k5h
    @MaverickP-k5h 13 дней назад

    I'm really sorry about your brother I hope your doing ok😢

  • @Mixedserpintine
    @Mixedserpintine 2 месяца назад +3

    How'd he die?

  • @jedpolen637
    @jedpolen637 6 месяцев назад +1

    I’m so sorry angelwalks I’m here for you u man I know how it feels to loose a brother😢

    • @MIKOLG
      @MIKOLG 4 месяца назад +1

      Im so sorry for your loss all you can do is move on live your life to the fullest and if you can't because of grief think of your brother not as a person who is not there anymore, think of him as your strength think of him as your motivation you will meet him in the other side one day hopefully you will have a long and fulfilling life before that day achieve your goals i believe in you!

    • @jedpolen637
      @jedpolen637 4 месяца назад

      @@MIKOLG thanks man I appreciate it I really do

    • @jedpolen637
      @jedpolen637 4 месяца назад

      @@MIKOLG for that man imma subscribe to u man

    • @MIKOLG
      @MIKOLG 4 месяца назад +1

      ​@@jedpolen637 Thanks i appreciate it ill subscribe to you aswell you seem like a great guy you are really brave for dealing with grief luckily i havent dealt with it yet but i now the day it comes i might never be the same person again you are really brave for dealing with it and living your life with enjoyment

  • @jazionfoster5981
    @jazionfoster5981 2 года назад +4

    That’s so sad man

  • @jessicataylor7125
    @jessicataylor7125 Год назад

    I’m sorry you had to go threw that and sending prayers. Keep up the good content and stay strong