I’ve been binge watching your channel! So glad I found you. I really love the videos where you tell a true crime story then talk about how they were in prison… such a cool concept that I have never seen. You have such a great way of telling stories. Please keep posting!
Thank you Tara! 🥰That is awesome to hear and I really appreciate you more than you know. Of course the feedback helps the algorithm push my video out there, since my channel is still so small. But honestly, I read every comment and try to respond to everyone, and when I read a comment like yours, it just makes all the difference for me. I cannot tell you how important kind and encouraging words like yours are to this whole process for someone starting out! So for that I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Please let me know if there’s anything you think I can ever do better or should do differently. I am editing a storytime right now about drugs in prison, but I will have another true crime coming up in the next two videos. Much love and respect to you and your family and again thank you, thank you, thank you, for your encouraging words ❤️🥰🙏🙏
@jenjengomez I am a NEW SUBSCRIBER I like the content keep it going you will reach 50k before the end of this year. Oh 14:52 he is a good looking taino guy.
Im' 46 minutes in, and you're describing a fascinating story without pauses, prompts or prepared vocab, and I'm loving hearing you talk as much as the story you're retelling...
Your start telling skills are A1 🔥. I personally like the longer videos but I think it’s just personal preference on my end . I love how you keep calling him a douche 😂. Also I lost it when you said they sprayed her with silly string . OML
Girl I am so proud of your growth and the way you describe these stories and your past experiences. Although social media can be negative at times, I’m so glad you’re using your platform as a journey to heal and move forward. I commend you on your bravery, and how far you’ve become. Keep doing these videos you got this !!!
It seems to me like Josh should've gotten a charge for inciting violence. He was lying to and manipulating the both of them, and even told both of them that if they cared about him, they would fight for him. If he wouldn't have done that, there likely wouldn't have been a death in this situation.
This is the very first time I've watched your content. You're hilarious & doing a great job. Keep it up! Ive been in and out of jail for many years due to my addiction. (2 years sober and free now) & love seeing others do better for themselves. ❤
Congratulations on your sobriety! I had 8 years when my sister died. I went on a 24 day binge. I'm now 27 days clean. I can do this. You've got this! I've got it!
This is such a unique take upon the true crime genre and I’m loving it. Thank you for sharing the stories. It’s very brave to be so open about your past and how hard you are trying to make the best of your future with your baby boy. lol my eldest son is 19 and I still refer to him as my baby boy! 💚🧡💚
Thank you Luna.. I appreciate your kind words and support 🥰🥰🙏🙏 your comments really made me smile so I simply wanted to thank you and hope you continue to enjoy my videos.. much love and respect to you!!! ❤️
You seem like you are so well put together, clearly beautiful and well educated. I know you touched on it but if you’re open to sharing I’d like to hear how you ended up in prison, especially for such a long sentence. Totally understand if you would rather keep that private. But I appreciate you sharing your stories and putting yourself out there like you have!
I absolutely love your videos!! You have no idea 😂 You explain these stories with so much detail and grace with all the different perspectives. Please keep them coming ❤ I will always watch and support you!
I have been trying to watch all of your stuff and catch up because I just found your channel. You're a great story teller and love listening to you. Keep up the great work and wishing you all the best in the world...
Oct 7th you posted this in my birthday last year lol & if anyone thinks your videos are TOO LONG , clearly don’t understand your going into the depths of each individual story stating facts & opinions which I think is a great thing while telling stories. I hope you continue to reach more subscribers your journey is highly appreciated! Thank you for sharing.
Oh wow 🤩🤗🥰 Thank you so much, that comment was so sweet and really touching to read. I really appreciate that, and I’m not just saying that to be polite I really mean it! So thank you for your encouragement on the long videos and please let me know if there’s ever anything you think I should do differently! And by the way not just because of your user name, but your skin looks absolutely gorgeous in your picture, that glow is everything!!! 🥰🥰
I remember seeing this story on tv a few times. Its nice to hear more of the story that the tv didnt say. Her parents shouldnt have let her move out of the house. Her parents shouldnt have let her change schools. It interesting to hear your information on being around Rachel. Im sorry sarah lost her life over a teenagev love triangle. Much success, health, happiness and blessings to all.
Sarah's Mom just acted like Sarah did nothing wrong. If I would've brought a wannabe thug home as a teen, my Mom would've killed me and him herself. I know this because I dated 1 guy she completely despised and she did pull a gun on him.
You know, complete sidebar; in sociology class in college, I actually discerned as a major theme in a final project that an awful lot (somewhere like every single problem) of society's problems are due to men behaving badly; well, *if* you're being truthful, "Josh" is a classic example of a guy behaving badly- he deserves *neither* of those ladies if he's going to do this kind of foolery!
I find it ironic that a lot of women have a hard time with intimacy or even working and thriving due to past traumas from men. Men end up suffering too for how the bad ones treat women. Women are not inherently better people but we’re wired less violent and sexual and that goes a long way. I’m the only women I’ve met who hadn’t been touched against their will and I’ve had very extreme stalkers so I’m not exactly lucky either
@@Njvghvvnn I agree with your layout; and plus: they can be truly horrible to eachother, same with guys; throw out the stupidity of feminism and everybody will be a load of a lot saner as a result. Course, to accomplish that: we men have to *act* like men ought, not as mere animals and perverts in the meantime- that sort of idiocy will never work!
Josh Comacho is just funny to even look at. He looks like a 12 year old pipsqeak that gets around on his skateboard when he can't find a chick to haul him around.
Just found your channel and I’ve thoroughly enjoyed your content. I often wonder what prison is like for the woman who murdered my stepson; your stories have given me some insight. (I’m not proud of it, but, I hope she endures every hardship you’ve described.) 🤷♀️ You’re obviously a very smart and capable young woman. I wish you the very best in your endeavors. x
I recently found your channel and have been loving all your videos. Its such a different approach to tell the true crime stories of people you actually were in prison with. And great advice in case I ever have to go to prison.
new sub here , found your channel about an hour ago! you mentioned in this video asking about anyone else relate to you when angry to the point of saying things in the moment that you would not say nor ever mean to say nor ever ever do to anyone but up and just say it in the moment when insanely angry.. and the tragic truth is yes ... for folk like me absolutely yes. i would conjecture that the majority in the human population if 100% honest would say yes to your sound and reasonable question. for this very reason i have a serious issue with court trials taking recordings videos and journals /diaries of people's personal thoughts to be use against them when really no one can control what they dream nor think and in cases like the Ruby Fanke trial, a chunk of what she wrote in there to me was obvious that she had gone off the deep end and truly out of character. She wrote things down that were hideous that needed psychiatric treatment and long term therapy sessions. I can say i saw all the signs of where it came from and it was the pressure and nonstop stress and crisis her children put her through on a daily basis and unfortunately the help she originally seeking didn't happen in time and was left to fester with sick wacko Jodi Hildebrandt. So yes i totally get what you say on all of that and it is sad those items are used against so many on trial and worse yet held to trial by people who are found to be far worse than those they are prosecuting.
Judging from the scene you describe where one of these teen girls goes into the other's section at her work where the other gal's a waitress; it is as if she's about to set her up to challenge her into a duel... I don't doubt from what you dealt with behind bars that you may well have seen that kind of foolery coming up; especially in this highly "Twilight Zone gone bizarre" situation where one lady accuses the other of stealing her girlfriend behind bars; holy moly- that'd do it alright for causing a duel in prison! Historically, duels would happen over romance; especially in this kind of a case where one girl accuses the other of stealing her man, or one man's words impair another man's personal honor- which by the way is a total mockery of the concept of honor to begin with!
Yes! I learned how to do that recently. This video is when I just started and I didn’t know how to really do much of anything cool as far as editing editing is a big complicated world lol but I have been learning along the way and I am determined to make the videos much more informative with pictures like you suggested and not so amateur and old-school looking lol I appreciate you taking the time to make a suggestion though because I can use all the help that you guys give me! Thank you ❤️🙏🏼
The funny thing is, I did not even get to the point where you have put some pictures up yet of the video and you already were doing it. You’re from my stomping ground. I’ve lived all over. Florida grew up in. Tampa lived in St. John’s. I’m in Dallas now.
The gal's a fool, the guy's a real jerk: he's double-dating: he's dating two girls at the *exact same time*... this's going to be a train-wreck for sure!
Your channel showed up in my que so I decided to watched. I agree with a previous comment you're a good story teller of those 10 years. I wouldn't stay fight over a man. God Bless you
Your background and you are very beautiful ! You have a gift for telling stories and i wish you well with your channel. Picture perfect backgrounds and upbringings that lack nurturing end up with horror stories like this one. If the girls had a stable background and shown how to love themselves there would be little chance of their stories ending like this.
I’m so happy I found your channel. I find true crime fascinating & your storytelling & personal experiences with these ladies have been tremendous. I’m curious, do you know Ashley Lainey/Humphries? I believe she is also incarcerated in Pinellas County. If so, I would love to hear your thoughts on her.
I was just about to comment on ur first story about Leslie but it disappeared on me. So I just wanted to say how well you did that. I have the exact same way of thinking about how it all went down as you did. When you say the health rep nurse should be somewhat responsible, he should’ve. He was neglecting what she was saying and not doing his job or didn’t know how whatever. Regardless this could’ve been prevented imo. But what do we know right? Anyway I enjoyed watching it and it was the first I heard of that case. Thx for sharing and making it very interesting and informative. You’ve very smart and intelligent urself so yeah. Continue on. You are awesome 🤩
I found you this morning and I’m on story #2. Love that I found this channel! I am a busy body and always doing things so watching tv is just hard for me to do or even focus on. Your spin on crime stories is the first I have seen hearing the story and then what they are like in a prison setting is genius really! You a smart girl! Keep it up!
I’d love to see a video on manifesting as it relates to your prison experience ! Anything from how you first learned about manifesting, any things you realized you manifested into your life before u knew what manifesting even was, did you manifest anything while in prison, what was your spiritual journey in prison/ did you do anything to keep a spiritual routine or even a mindset routine/ habits to keep you sharp? U get the vibe lol/ spiritual/ manifesting while also leading into general mental health and wellness while locked up and in that survival mode environment (I also wonder do you ever get comfortable and get out of survival mode once you’ve been in for 10 years? I know you can’t fully drop your guard, but I guess like feeling a bit more relaxed like u know the lay of the land)
9:21 Hi, I’ve a question, is it possible she’s an undiagnosed autism/ASD1 formerly known as Asperger’s? I can’t relate to her teenage behavior regarding boys, but I can relate a lot with the ppl pleasing aspects. I was diagnosed with ADHD around 12-13 y/a & with autism/ASD1 (formerly known as Asperger’s) in late April of 2023! I’ve had the great fortune of having an occupational therapist who helped me understand my new diagnosis, she came to my house once a week and stayed an hour and a half each time the whole 1st year. (I want to clarify that I’m in no position, nor am I trying to diagnose anyone, & my intent to write this comment is as I stated above to ask a question, & why I chose to implicate myself has solely to do with how women too often goes undiagnosed. Too many isn’t diagnosed until their late 20s even late 30s, and I’ve heard from psychologists and from elderly women who have lived their entire lives feeling they cannot have figure out why they can’t behave as everyone else does, but if they have had the fortune to be properly assessed and got their ASD1 diagnosis so much starts to make sense for them, as it did for me! (+ too many women are initially wrongly diagnosed with borderline personality disorder when in reality they have had ASD1 the whole time! It’s very saddening to hear people tell their stories and I included this as well to highlight the fact of this) Respectfully, Grace 🩰
Thanks Sheila I’m editing what happens in the prison showers as we speak, it’ll be a funny one. Thanks for the support I’ll let you know when it’s out. 🙏
Hi Sheila, just wanted to let you know that the storytime prison video of what really happens in the female showers is up. As always, no pressure or obligation to watch it, just wanted to let you know that it’s up there for your viewing pleasure, and if you do ever get around to watching it and you think there’s anything I need you different or you request a topic, don’t hesitate to let me know. Thanks again for your support always I appreciate it more than ever! Have a great night and weekend🙏🥰
2500 views and only 130 likes? Everyone who watches needs to at least hit the like button. I want to see this girl grow her channel. Girl you are so adorable and have a unique way of telling your stories. It’s like sitting with a friend and it’s so cool. Man I have seen this story on tv so many times but to hear it from your view is a really cool unique concept.
Well first off I want to thank you for your very frank and very fair assessment of Rachel Wade! And also for your equally fair assessment of the crime! It’s a tragic event that should have never happened and I totally agree with you about the intent, because whether you love her or hate her, I do not believe Rachel in any way shape or form committed cold blooded premeditated murder! I do believe she is remorseful but based on her own behaviors she is her own worst enemy! I do have a question or maybe just my own observation about her behaviors while she is in prison! Could it be that she is doing these things out of self preservation? I mean I don’t know because I have never been to prison but I would think you’d have to look out for yourself or fall in with people that you think might look after you! It’s just a thought! It’s too bad she never got the help she truly needed before this tragedy happened! Someone like Dr Phil that could have gotten to the root cause of her codependent nature. It’s such a shame because despite her rebellious nature she could have had it all! And Sarah as well! I think these two were more a like than they knew!
I appreciate all of your kind words, and the eloquent way that you stated your opinion and thoughts on everything. You could not have said it any better when you stated that she is her own worst enemy and that her and Sarah were probably much more like than anybody will ever truly know at this point. About what you said regarding self-preservation, very good point! Speaking for myself, while I was in there I can’t say that I didn’t do the same types of things in order to survive in the most comfortable way. I guess I never truly put it in that perspective, and the fact that she still has the same behaviors made it easy to just say that she has not changed. But I will say this, the things that she has done and the reasons that I am saying she has not changed our things that a lot of us did and continue to do in prison to survive. So it’s kind of like saying that someone killed another person in a drunk driving accident, but then as a punishment they were forced to be locked in a bar that serves nothing but alcohol, no other drinks and no other food, for an extended period of time, and then expected to survive. Of course they are going to drink. Codependency is probably the most common thing that you will find in a woman’s prison. If you already come there with a dependency on people and I need for validation and approval, and to add insult to injury that seems to be the very thing that got you in trouble, of course it’s going to look doubly as bad for you as opposed to the next person who may be doing the same exact things but is instead in prison for some thing like selling drugs. The person selling drugs is just going to be considered as a person surviving, as to where the codependent person is going to be considered unchanged and unremorseful. So yes, I think he made an excellent excellent point with that. And I think you are probably 100% right. I guess the only concern at that point would be, if her codependency issue is just a means of self-preservation, that’s OK but if it has already been shown that it can cause her to go to extreme links and continues to still be a present problem, is it something that could become an issue for her again? I guess that would be the only thing that would worry anyone and make me say that her not changing is a bigger problem than the next person simply because her not changing could lead to something very destructive for herself and for someone else has to wear somebody else’s codependency may just lied to them making some foolish decisions while they are in survival mode. But all in all, I think you made an excellent point, I appreciate your kind words and your thoughts, and I thank you for putting that comment out there to give another perspective because it was very insightful. Have a happy Thanksgiving and thanks again for your input. 🙏🥰
@@jenjengomez anytime! Happy Thanksgiving to you as well! I really do admire your courage to talk about your past and also giving a positive message that there is still hope and a life after prison. Thanks for sharing your experience with Rachel and listening to my observation and view point. She reminds me of my sister when we were her age! Also I had a best friend that was exactly like her, even sort of looked a little like her! All we can do is move on and go forward with your positive life and just pray that one day that she may one day reflect on the past while she is doing time and realize that current behaviors are not working for her! You cannot change what you don’t acknowledge! God Bless! ❤️😊
I too have been up the road with a B letter,and I have watched your channel with great respect.Went to work release 2 times,I was used for my electrical trade every time.Lake Butler 1999 2001.Gainesville WRC.....Putnam Road prison 2008 2009.Then Swanee ,and Tarpon Springs WRC...2011.2013.Never been in trouble again.
Semi related but I had a drug counselor who's been in recovery for over 26 years. There was a point where his mom said "I just want this to be over". Whether it's him dying or getting better- she was at her wits end. Luckily it was the latter and now it's a huge source of inspiration in her life and if it is applicable to the situation- she will tell other people about it. So although that's not my experience, I definitely heard other people's experiences about how they can get so fed up that they would rather have their child gone/dead than have to put up with the madness any further. I mean at this point she already set boundaries but was still tired of having to worry about him (OD's/jail/whatever). One way or another she just wanted it to end instead of having this ongoing worrying problem. And when he heard that's how she felt- it hurt him at the time; but now they have a strong relationship and she's involved in her grandbabies lives.
I've heard this story. I believe Sarah gave as good as she got. Sarah was a whole lot bigger than Rachel. I think Rachel has served her time and should be out. But, is she different in prison?
Exactly!!! Because far as I can see he was an absolute mooch who had nothing to offer!! And I understand when we are young, our standards are different and we don’t care as much about certain things, but I couldn’t see myself liking him even when I was young, he looks like a little bird, like the little bird off snoopy.
27 years is a lot to me. In my city most murderers here get 12 years or less and females usually get 8 years or less and I’m from Dc. I don’t understand why they give slap on the wrist out here cuz the crime rate is out of control
A lot of times when people are fighting and getting beat up they will say" I'm done" basically conceding to getting their butt kicked. Anytime I hear that she said I'm done. I always think of this. Janet just got done beating her up after she stabbed her friend
I've been watching all your videos since I found your channel yesterday. You are amazing at storytelling and I see you going far with your RUclips. How did you eventually find out that Rachel was lying about having a baby?
Well thank you for watching and I’m glad that you are enjoying. Your kind words really make me feel good and I was so super happy when I read your comments! 🥰🙏❤️ I never knew that she was lying until I started talking to people from her county that know her personally and know that she didn’t have a child. Then I started researching when I got out of prison and found an interview where it was said that she did not have any children.. also, I spoke with a few people that dated her and said that she never had any children and that the little girl was her ex-boyfriend‘s daughter. When I started investigating the story, it made perfect sense because Josh had a girl pregnant while all this was going on and that girl had a daughter. So it made perfect sense. The picture that she would show me of her daughter that she was supposedly pregnant with, and that got taken from her, the picture was Josh in a swimming pool with the little girl. Now looking back I can tell that it was a picture that he gave her or that she had from him while he was with his daughter, and had nothing to do with her biological child, because she didn’t have one. It was just one of many lies.
This is great! Cool idea doing stories of people you've done time with! I know this is a delayed comment, but I just found you. This seems to happen a lot (girls fighting for the guy)! I don't understand it, either! I didn't hang out with people that did all that I feel for the girls! They didn't care enough about themselves. Do you think she's bipolar?
Ohhh wow!! 🙏❤️🙏 thank you so much, that really means a lot! I’m glad you are enjoying the channel, and I have only been doing this for a little less than six months, when I looked at a lot of the big RUclipsrs, it seemed like most of them didn’t hit a bigger following till about 18 months. You know the algorithms are such a tricky thing also, and because I missed so many years technologically speaking, I do not always know that I do everything correctly. But I’m going to keep going with it, I actually have a video coming out tomorrow, I took a little hiatus and there was a reason for it. I explained in this video coming out, but long story short somebody in prison was upset and saying that I shouldn’t be talking about things that go on in there and suing me and all types of ridiculousness so I just had to check with an entertainment attorney and give the firm on my video so they could let me know if everything was OK or not. I’m pretty sure I followed all the laws that I read, but I just wanted to make sure. With that being said, consistency is a big deal and when I was just gone for these past weeks, I’m sure that didn’t help me. But from here on out, starting with this video I will be back to one video a week like I was in the beginning. Nonetheless, I really enjoy doing it and it’s comments like yours that make me smile and push me to keep going even though my channel is so tiny. I appreciate you more than you’ll ever know, and I hope you continue to let me know if there’s anything you think I can do better or anything you’d like to see. Much love and respect to you, and I hope you have an awesome rest of the week! 🥰 (also, I do have a TikTok, but it doesn’t really involve this, when I got out of prison my skin was completely jacked up, and I had to go through a crazy journey to get my skin looking normal again, I mean it was just terrible. So I am on there, just under jenjen.gomez but I don’t know if you would be interested in that channel.)
I came across Rachel's case by accident. I don't remember what I was surfing the net about. Anyhow, the verdict hadn't been handed down yet. The whole thing hit me as tragic. I don't know why but I finally decided to write her when she got to Lowell. I've never done anything like this before so I've been writing her ever since. I finally heard back from her 2 months after I first wrote her. I've sent her a number of educational things. Several courses that are geared for prisoners. Bios Queen Victoria, Kay Francis, Ava Gardner, Lana Turner and history books. I was also the one who sent 'Walmartians'. Oh yeah, and the Valentines Day poem (lol). She told me she's passed the books on after reading. Can you tell me what you know about this. Right now she's teaching. What exactly I don't know.
Yes, she is teaching in the Mentor program. It’s not an educational/academic-based program. It’s a program that one inmate is matched up with another. One inmate being the one who has a long period of time and has been relatively trouble free during her incarceration, the other inmate being somebody very new to the prison who does not know their way around and is trying to just do her very short amount of time in a productive way. It’s kind of like a “big brother, big sister” program where an experienced inmate mentors a new inmate into the prison system and tries to steer the newer inmate in the best direction, clear of the BS that can suck a newbie in on the compound. Honestly Phil, you seem like a really nice and genuine guy. So I’m just gonna tell you how it is. Women, particularly ones that are looking at long sentences are really grooming their skills And refining their talk game, even in the county jail, in order to capitalize off of that in prison and be taken care of financially and/or with other material things. I am not knocking what you do or the fact that you want to help anyone because that is definitely a blessing for her that you were there. But to be completely real with you, Rachel does not have one sugar daddy, and no matter how much she makes you feel that you were the very best and most important person in her life, she spends countless hours on the tablet writing letters, physically writing letters, and on the phone and visitations with many of these individuals. She has to do that because she always has a prison girlfriend and she has to support the prison girlfriend so therefore she has to get money either put into other females accounts using a lie or has to have enough money in her account to be able to share with the girlfriend. I’m sure you’ve been asked to put money in someone else’s account for something that she “wanted to buy”, but that’s not the case.. it’s actually going straight to that persons account.. you are actually giving your hard earned dollars to whoever it is you’re sending the money to and that person is probably the girlfriend of Rachel at that moment. Any boxes or anything extra that she’s ever asked for, that seems out of the normal, trust me it’s not for her it’s for somebody else. I’m sure by now you have formed a bond with her and you probably believe most everything she has told you, as most men do and I don’t want to make you feel crappy after this because none of this is of your doing or your fault. You did an awesome and generous thing by extending your heart, life, and finances to someone whom you thought ended up in a tragic situation. But I can assure you, Rachel is not in anyway shape or form suffering, a victim, going through anything bad in there, nor has she changed at all. If she had gone to prison Phil and truly changed her ways, I would say, “great lesson learned!” But she’s in love triangles in prison over women right now, she still doing the same things, and she’s milking many sugar daddies out of there hard earned dollars, having them put money into other women’s accounts and or buy packages, journals, books, Bibles, catalog, tablets, packages or any other type of material item for these other women. So, I would say this to you. Do whatever makes you happy, if this is what you truly want to do, absolutely 100% Phil do it! But don’t do it under the presumption that you are the only one or that this is some thing more than it is.. I don’t want you to be fooled or blindsided when she is released in eight or nine years and you are left standing there holding the bag bc Rachel takes off and you feel used this entire time. Women in prison actually sit down and teach each other what to say and what to do to hook these “pen-pals” naturally they are very good at finessing and manipulating men with erode and pipe dreams. Rachel is very good at manipulating and very good at finessing men’s feelings. Just don’t be naïve to the game, OK. I’m telling you from somebody that knows, that has been there and done that many times over, and not only that but somebody who knows Rachel very well very personally and on a level that would have been considered best friends at one point in time. We did fall out and my opinion of her is not good for many reasons, however I am an adult and I can separate my biased opinion and give you the truth about the situation. If Rachel was a good girl who was 100% for you and I didn’t think that you would be used and then tossed the moment she got out, I would tell you that. However, that’s just not the case so I cannot tell you that. anyhow, I hope you’re not angry or offended with me about anything I have said, none of it in any way shape or form is a direct attack on you or your character! Like I said, you’ve done nothing but be a great man and you should be applauded for that. Unfortunately, I know how the game goes and I also know that it’s very likely you will go and repeat all of this back to her and question her about things, it’s human nature and it’s what every sugar daddy does whenever they are confronted with the truth. Will let me save you the time, once you confront her, she will give you a bogus story about why I dislike her, some of it may be true and have to do with some events that actually happen in prison but she will sensationalize those events making that much more drastic and much worse than they are and she will blame my accusations in my discussed for her as a person on whatever it is that she is going to bring up. Usually women will say oh yes, she doesn’t like me because we had a fight over this or over that and she’s jealous and she’s mad but it’s not my fault honey, I didn’t do anything wrong it was so and so that was doing this, etc… don’t fall for it, it’s not the case. I know that what I’m saying is going to be hard to digest, and it’s going to be much easier for you to believe whatever Rachel says and if you do, that is completely 100% your decision, I have no dog in this fight, but, since you asked me a straightforward question, I’m going to give you a straightforward answer and let you know that this is the game that these are the way that movies are made and that I don’t recommend that you fall for the okey-doke. Just be smart, guard your heart, and whatever finances or anything else you extend to Rachel over the years, do it expecting nothing in return, because that’s what most men get when a female inmate gets out.. that’s all I’m saying. I don’t want you to be surprised, or hurt because like I said you sound like a very good and genuine man and even though Rachel will make you feel like the sun, the moon, and the stars all revolve around your existence, every sugar daddy gets the same line Phil.. don’t waste all of your good years behind somebody who is going to drop you the moment that they are free. If someone amazing comes along, go for it, you can still write her as a friend, but watch how her actions would change if you were to cut off all finances and or gifts?!?!? Anyhow, I have made this long enough, but all in all just remember to live your life, enjoy your life, meet good people, and if you have a chance to settle down and move on with someone amazing, do it! Don’t be held back by Rachel. Everything I’m telling you is fact and she’s going to twist it all around and finesse you back into being blind, but I really really pray that you see the truth and that you find happiness with someone much better than this girl who portrays a victim but in all honesty that’s not what she is. OK Phil, Take care and let me know if there’s anything else I can do to help you.
Also Phil, I wanted you to know that I put up a video tonight on prison penpals and the stark and unfortunate reality of those situations. This is not anyway directed towards her or any specific situation, but it dawned on me that I didn’t need to bring that up because even though it seems you are very well aware of everything, and I’m super grateful for that because like I said you seem awesome, I still want others to know that do not have the knowledge that you have. As far as the books and stuff that you sent. I was friends with her for quite a few years, I do not know exactly which books you sent and what she got from other people. Can you maybe tell me exactly what you were talking about because I know that she did receive a lot of gifts from people in the outside world and I do know that Janet and Barry weren’t usually the ones that sent the books, Bibles, journals, and money for catalog and other things, however, I don’t Know exactly who sent what and what chronological order any of the gifts fell into or which ones you were talking about in particular. If you don’t want to share, that is absolutely understandable and no worries or pressure at all, but I just don’t know exactly which items you are referring to and I don’t want to give you the wrong information. At best if I have no idea, I will tell you that, but I just cannot say off the top of my head which items were yours. Anyhow talk to you soon. Thanks for your support and encouragement 🙏🥰
@@jenjengomez At first Wall Street Journal, I can't remember if it was a year subscription or just an issue of a magazine about Italy. Idiot's guide to physics, algebra. Bios about Queen Victoria, Kay Francis, Ava Gardner, Lana Turner, a number of English history books. 'Walmartians'. Several prison academic courses. By the way, "Lana Turner, hearts and diamonds take all", is quite juicy. Golden Hollywood at its finest. I highly recommend it. Also an astronomy book. You know science about stars, etc. Oh, did you get the Valentines Day poem I sent her. She said she passed it around and everyone got a laugh.
Everyone has a breaking point so yes I can believe her parents were at their wits end. I have a very good friend who’s going throu this with her 16 year old daughter right now and it’s heartbreaking to see my friend losing her mind over this cause she’s an amazing mom for this kids whole life.
Nikki… Thank you for the super sticker! You are literally my first one ever and that’s why it took me so long to thank you, I didn’t know that I had one 😂… That was really awesome and made me feel so good! Thank you for being the first person to support me in that way! Have a wonderful weekend love 🙏🥰💪🏼
@@jenjengomez shut up! 😢 Aww, you're the best! 😘 Thank you for your content 🙏 Don't change. Ever. glad I'm the first, won't be the last ;) have a great weekend!
Make a video on how you were betrayed by your bf and you were arrested and sent to prison for 10 years. Also, how the foster father of your child came into your life. Also tell us about your child's real father where abouts now. It will be really very interesting video.
Ok.. will do. There is no foster father, the real father picked our son up from the hospital and raised him while I was gone. Yes, I agree and i will do a video on this asap!! Thanks 🙏
I just wanted to say, thank you so much for your support and encouragement! You seem really kind and sincere. I like genuine people and I like the fact that you are so supportive of my channel! Yes, I agree with you and what you said. I did do things wrong and I did deserve a punishment and I did deserve to face the consequences. However, once I was in prison and I started listening to all of the stories and hearing the sentences and the length of time that these women were sentenced to, I was one way that I received as much time as I did for burglary charges. I am not trying to say that I didn’t deserve to get in trouble and go to prison, but 10 years before the circumstances in which I was charged under and the actual charges themselves, particularly when everything was paid back, seemed very very drastic in hindsight. I don’t know where your comment disappeared to, I tried to read the recipe, but I think it may have gotten erased and I did not erase it so I don’t know if maybe you did or somehow it was flagged by RUclips, you know I’m new to all of this technology lol but I did see your comment in my email notifications and that is how I was able to read the beginning of it. I was not able to read the entire thing because once I try to locate it within the comment section of my videos, it’s nowhere to be found. Anyhow I just wanted to tell you thank you Reservoir, thank you for encouraging me, and thank you for answering some of the other comments and questions he will have on my behalf. I guess since you investigated the situation lol you pretty much know everything that went on. I am filming a video this week on my son and the entire situation with being pregnant while incarcerated, particularly for me who was pregnant with my first and only child. And how our life has turned out now. That is thanks to you because that was an awesome suggestion! Thanks for all the help and kindness. Oh, by the way I will also have part two of today’s video up by Wednesday at the very latest but hopefully by tomorrow. It’s an interesting one and I think you’ll probably like it, it’s pretty funny. The one I put up today was not as a Animated because I was having that stupid allergic reaction to the retinol face cream that I use in my face was swollen so I didn’t have as much energy. Nonetheless, you will enjoy the next one I think and then the one after that for sure since you were the one who suggested it. Have a great night take care 🙏
Bahahahhahaha, you tried to troll this girl by bringing up a hurtful past. One she probably wasnt ready to share yet, you even had the nerve to bring up custody issues with her child lol.. then BOOM she dropped the hammer, turned it around on ur ass with Poise , Grace, and class and even thanked you for your comment and concern! That’s how I know you’re going to go far with this channel Jen! You took a unique idea , put it on a world wide platform to share with everyone and people are starting to notice you and your followers are going up daily. I just found your channel today and loved the way you articulate your stories. So I will also subscribe. Btw if you don’t got haters , you ain poppin!! you will come across plenty of people like this troll on your way to the top. Brush it off and keep pushing forward. Lowell is a tough place, many ex offenders get out and reoffend. You know it’s a revolving door. So to see someone doing positive, living in their truth, turning a horrible situation into insight and education for others is refreshing! Back to the troll, fun fact you’re not the only one who knows her from the street. Many people here probably know her past just have enough class not to try an throw it in her face or force her to share. Your comment only leads me to believe Gia punked you in some kind of way , beat your ass, robbed you or embarrassed you and now your revenge is to bully a girl. Get over it bud , it was a long time ago. Let the past go! But to see a man trying to troll a girl is pathetic ! Men are suppose to protect women. Not hide behind phones and bully them! Jen, I don’t give out personal info on RUclips, but we know each other from the street. I’ll send a message to your DMs and let you know who I am. I know the Gia comment probably through you off lol. But keep doing you girl! Proud of you 😉
Borderline comes out most in intimate relationships and that’s where you see what they are capable of. Horrible abandonment issues.. I’d bet it all she is borderline and possibly histrionic. It’s not very common but it’s the majority in women’s prison for violent crimes.
1:00:00 The guy who calls the police at no point says anything about them trying to jump her. I'm thinking that's probably what happened, but at no point does he say that on this phone call. Right after the phone call you mentioned this, can you clarify if that was said on the phone call because I don't hear it or read it in the transcript
@@jenjengomez actually I just finished watching the full video and you did include a clip later on that shows him saying that. I was curious though, are you sure that it's Josh who made the phone call or could it have been Javier?
@@jenjengomez by the way, I really enjoyed your video, great work. Agree that the girls were headed over there Probably to jump her. I can't help but actually feel bad that she got so many years in jail. Of course I feel bad. Sarah lost her life,but it seems a bit of a stand your ground defense
Last thing, I'm actually positive this is not Josh. It's Javier because I just googled it and his last name is LaBoy. That is the name on the transcript of your video. So I don't believe that is actually Josh calling 911, it's Rachel's friend Javier. So technically he is going to say they were trying to jump her, right?
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go So make the best of this test, and don't ask why It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time It's something unpredictable But in the end, it's right I hope you had the time of your life So take the photographs and still frames in your mind Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time Tattoos of memories, and dead skin on trial For what it's worth, it was worth all the while It's something unpredictable But in the end, it's right I hope you had the time of your life
Hello Jen, I love your videos and I have been watching many of them. The real bad guy is really Josh, but I agree with you that Rachel is a very nasty woman. Jen, you are a great lady, a loving mother. You have a big heart, you are very smart and articulate, but your 10 year conviction was way too harsh, compare to Rachel original 8 year!!! One last point, I like the alternance of short and long videos.
Absolutely! I’m so sorry because when I started this channel I did not realize how time-consuming editing was. The process was super confusing to learn as far as the software and I did not anticipate it taking me so long to edit videos but I have most of it pretty down pat now. So now I can edit a video in about two days. Lol that still seems kind of long but I’ll get there lol. Anyhow just to let you know the next video will be out very shortly, I’m going to say Friday and it is a woman that I was in prison with an an awesome true crime story, and almost laughable one, you’ll see what I’m saying once you see it. But I will definitely shoot you a message so that you know it is up and I will have another true crime after that as well since I have been doing so many Prison story times lately my next he will be true crime. Thank you for the support, it really means more than you know! Much respect to you and your family. Talk to you soon 🙏🥰
@@jenjengomez I totally understand!!! I cant even imagine trying to edit an hour long video!! Thanks so much for taking the time to respond, I love your channel and I can't wait for more! Its so cool hearing the stories from the perspective of someone who actually knows them!! Totally rare and so interesting! I think your channel will get really big! By the way, I found you from your comments on another true crime video, so that is a great way to get your name out! Thanks so much for your reply! 💖
Just posted another true crime! No pressure obligation but it’s there if you have time to watch it, and I hope you enjoy. Much respect you and your family have an awesome Thanksgiving
I think I remember this happening back in the Nancy Grace era. It’s crazy what young girls will do for a dirtbag. I was involved with a married man (who was getting a divorce) HA. He was older than me! You know how that goes. So he was cheating on the wife with me and cheating on me with one of my friends. When he got a new station his ex wouldn’t go with him and I wouldn’t go either. So my friend thought she had something good going on. They cheated on each other and eventually they got into a fight and he shot her dumb ass in the arm and leg. He was cleaning the gun. Sure Jan! They are still together. Water sinks to its own level for sure.
There are a lot young women like that and all it takes to end up in a massive mess is to get into a relation with the wrong person. Probably both girls would have been fine if they didn't met that guy. I wouldn't judge her behaviour in prison so much because she does have mental health issues and everyone reacts differently to such sentences, some get broken, some get their act together( I would rather comit suicide😂😂😂). After all, it's kind of hard to actually process 27 years when you're barely 20. Plus, it must have been extremely unpleasant to get 27 years when you truely believe you're innocent. And let's not to forgett that prison doesn't cure mental illness be it 8 or 27 years sentence. So, I guess it would be a miracle if she would have changed her behaviour. Also, about refusing the 8 year deal, most likely her lawyer didn't really cared to explaine to her and her parents the seriousness of going to trial and the chances of winning. In the end, I hope that people that hear this story and have a child or friend that behaves similarly will have more chances in avoiding such a situation.
Shara!!! 🥰🥰🥰 hey love, love and miss you too girlie, a look at your pictures sometimes, even though I’m not on Facebook a whole lot, and I’m so happy that you are doing well and so happy with your life. No lie, if anybody deserves it, it’s definitely you, you were always such a kind and beautiful spirit towards me! Love you much and continue to live your best life girl ❤️
Thank you! Some people are kind of mad about it, but honestly Shara, if they look at all the other videos which just shit on everybody story, mine aren’t that bad, I really just give the details and then my personal opinion and even in stories where I didn’t care for the person like Rachel‘s, I give the exact reason why I don’t like the person and I don’t think that it’s wrong because I’m not lying, exaggerating, or boosting anything up that isn’t true. Like Leslies for example I think that that medication had a lot to do with what she did, I think that she was a pretty decent person in there and helped a lot of people in the education room, but because she has a social awkwardness and doesn’t know how to socialize very well, she came across to the psychologist and people testifying on the prosecutions behalf as very cold, calculated, and callous, when I think she just had something else going on with her personality dynamic that made her very socially awkward and very hard to be relatable. Anyhow the truth of the matter is I just love doing these videos, and I figured if I can make extra income for my son and I since we are on our own, that it would be a good platform, I mean the world isn’t chomping at the bit to hired a convicted thief at this point, you know. And all in all I really enjoy doing it, but I am getting some hate mail from people that were locked up with a saying that I shouldn’t be telling their stories, when the truth of the matter is they don’t even know if I contacted the people to ask them, and Shira even if I didn’t, it’s all public record and I feel like telling the story from an honest perspective is better than the media telling it. Even in Rachel story my first couple sentences are the media really doesn’t always get it right so let me clarify some things for the people out there that don’t know these women personally. Anyhow I just feel some type away right now because I’ve been reading some hate mail, but nonetheless thank you for your support and encouragement. I love you much and it really meant a lot to just read that!🥰🙏🥰🙏
@@jenjengomez Screw these haters they were in there with us and out here too. But as long as YOU are happy doing what u do then OH WELL. 🙂 That's just my personal opinion too. 🤷 😄 keep doing YOU boo. That's what's important. 😉💋
Thanks love! 🙏🙏🥰🥰🥰🤗🤗 Yes we definitely have to catch up, I’m going to PM you my info on the FB messenger so whenever you have time one day you can shoot me a text or give me a call. If I don’t answer right away, I will definitely text you back, I just work all day every day LOL oh the str8 life it’s so rewarding 🤣😩😩 k love ya chick!! ❤️
Hmm, regarding the photo, maybe she's trying to heal deep down from what lines she did cross... that'd make sense, Mrs. based on what she said to you according to yourself and your backstory.
Well hi there. Just wanted to say I really find your videos interesting. My name is Sheryl and I am actually a correctional officer. This comment doesn't have much to do with this video but since its the most recent I figured I'd comment on it here. I really want to share a technique with you that I use at work and I would love to get your thoughts on it. Basically I wanted to come up with a quick way to grab my inmates attention after it took us too long to break up a fight once. So what I do is I yell 'TROUBLE' and when I do, the inmates know they have to drop what they are doing, line up and wait further instructions. My inmates picked this up really quick and I only had to explain it once. I even do what I like to call "trouble drills" with them to practice. This has been very helpful with breaking up fights, count times, searches, when I need to cuff a few up etc. I chose the word 'trouble' cause its an easy identifiable word. Plus if I have to yell it, that means trouble is happening or coming or you are about to be in trouble. The inmates always seem to appreciate this as I believe they know I'm doing this for their safety and it helps me keep them safe. Other officers started doing this too which was very cool to see. After a while, both inmates and officers started calling me Officer Trouble and the name stuck. My question to you is, as an inmates, would you have had an issue with me using this on you? And I'd love to get your general thoughts on this technique as well. Thank you for reading and I hope you don't mind the long comment :)
Thank you for watching the videos, I think you will find my next prison story video very interesting as it is about what happened in the prison showers at the female prison here in Florida, not sure what state you were in but I am sure it’s generally probably the same just in every prison. Well at least the female ones. Nonetheless, regarding your question. I think that you having a codeword to grab everyone’s attention and alert them that something is going on and possibly could escalate so they need to stop what they are doing and pay attention because maybe someone is about to get sprayed may be other inmates need to get out of the way, or any sort of thing like that, to me that seems like a very good idea. Prison when it is effectively ran, should fall somewhere between a school or educational program, and a military or discipline-based structural program. I think that is the best way to look at a very efficient and effective environment in a prison system, and should lie somewhere in between those two, not leaning more one way than the other. So I think that what you were doing is actually pretty freaking awesome because in the prison I was at whenever they would wanna get everyone’s attention they would literally just walk in and start screaming, get on your beds, and of course everyone knew this meant something was going on, however, after a while everyone became desensitized to it and started taking their time making their way to their beds because they knew that a lot of the time it was nothing more than a white shirt walking on the floor to do a security check or something of that nature, and not an actual emergency. One sergeant at our prison had a whistle, and although I found it very annoying, the whistle was very effective in getting everyone’s attention, but only because he literally used it in actual emergencies, and not just to get peoples attention that weren’t paying him attention. In my opinion, I think the only way that you could really go wrong with your tactic, is if you start using that word to simply get inmates attention to tell them something very basic, or just because it’s too loud in there, or simply because they are not listening. I think eventually they will become desensitized and not really pay much attention if you overdo it, kind of like the boy who cried wolf. But if you actually use it in emergency situations, I think it should work great. The only other thing that I think you could possibly run into that’s negative, is if other officers over use the word and make it to where it doesn’t have its value anymore in the way that you intended it to. But other than that yeah I think it’s a pretty good idea because I know that a lot of girls in the prison I was at have gotten hurt by just being in the line of fire when officers are rushing in, using their spray, or if they have to use physical force, and they just didn’t move quick enough to get out of the way. So yes I think that’s very good, and I could be wrong, but you seem to have a very caring undertone towards your job, and while I understand you are going to work with a lot of a holes that may Harden you overtime, don’t ever lose the human component to yourself, because more so than affecting the inmates lives, which is part of why I’m saying this, but even more so than that, I think that when officers become incredibly cold and shut down and detached from the human aspect of life dealing with inmates day in and day out and having to put on this armor in this front, I think it affects their life, their health, and their home setting, I was close to the lot officers and I kind of saw that manifest in front of my eyes, so don’t ever lose the human component of your job and of the people that you were talking to, let the asshole inmates fall by the wayside, and know that there might be some good people in there that just fell into an addiction or made a terrible mistake, but at their core could be decent people. Because the way you treat others whether it’s deserved or not, I think at the end of the day ultimately really affects us as well. It’s kind of like that forgiveness thing, you know you have to forgive others in order for you to heal and it’s not really about forgiving them for their peace of mind it’s more about forgiving them for your peace of mind. So yeah, just remember not to harden too much because I think it will affect you more than it actually affects the inmates. Other than that, feel free to message me about anything and I think that it seems like you’re doing pretty awesome, if there’s anything I can do better my videos or there’s anything you wanna know about specifically from my side of the glass, I’ll be more than happy to let you know. And I will definitely send you a message when the prison shower video comes out tomorrow or the next day, because I think you’ll find it pretty interesting and raw, I was very detailed. Lol. I don’t know if the notification bell works so hope you enjoy let me know if there’s anything I can do better. Take care and thanks for the encouragement🙏 FYI I spoke this entire message out to you, so if there’s any typos or grammatical errors or congregational errors, please forgive me and I hope you can sound out what the phone auto corrected, because sometimes it auto correct into different words, but this message is way too long to proofread right now. Lol thanks again
@@jenjengomez Thank you so much for the detailed response. I will 100% check out the shower video! I am looking forward to it actually. To answer your question, I am actually in Georgia. And yes, I only use it in dire situations. But you are so right! If my 'TROUBLE' is used too much, it could lose its effectiveness. Other officers do use this and I will mention that to them. Thank you so much for bringing that to my attention. I don't think I would have realized that. The whole idea was to use this and when they hear me yell TROUBLE, they know shit is going down. But if its used for things like they are being too loud, it would lose its effectiveness and they could brush it off. In a way, its kind of like my safeword with them. They hear it and they should think "uh oh, we need to line up, something bad is happening" How would you have reacted to me yelling TROUBLE? Would you have immediately listened and lined up? I agree with you about not losing the human aspect on the job. That is tremendous advice. I feel I haven't and wont. I have a great sense of humor that I bring to work everyday(inmates love me and hate me for that same reason lol). I truly care about all inmates in my custody. We are all human. Most just made a bad decision. It could happen to anyone. I always treat them with respect and most of the time I get it back. I consider myself a very strict officer, but I'm always consistent with it and I feel they respect me for that. I loved reading your thoughts and I appreciate you taking time to respond! Your insight if very valuable to me. I will definitely leave you more messages. Just know you are doing a good thing with your videos. You did your time and it looks like you came out well. So kudos to you. Your videos can truly help people. Please feel free to actually share this technique of mine in one of your videos too! I don't know if you have an instagram, but if you do, my handle is officertrouble39. So feel free to give me a follow on there. You could then put a face to these comments lol. Thanks again for your advice and your kind words. Excited for you next video and I look forward to interacting with you more! Oh and your message was fine! No typos at all.
Hello Officer trouble, just wanted to reach out and let you know that I uploaded a video tonight of what goes on in the female showers, I’m sure you know that some of these things go on lol, but I know things change based on gender prisons and state prisons. Nonetheless, never any pressure obligation to watch, but if you ever get around to watching, let me know what you think. Much love and respect to you and your family. Take care 🙏
Basically, if what you're saying is truthful, Mrs. I'm heartily with you; if for no other reason than that he wasn't a good man. It seems he had issues and liked to watch ladies fight- downright self-centered if you ask me, and pretty darn childish at that... so he was engaged in mind-games with them all the while. I mean, it is hilarious to listen to this soap opera situation, but it really is downright tragic and quite pathetic; and believe me, he needed a new hobby- he is a disaster zone- and I *know* ethical disaster zones at that... I didn't need this kind of guy to know an ethical disaster zone- the Eastern Bloc fits in quite nicely for that role! Frankly, this whole tragedy looks to be rooted as a "lust triangle" between teenagers from what was going on and the extreme dysfunction of these relationships- nothing good could come of that!
I’ve been binge watching your channel! So glad I found you. I really love the videos where you tell a true crime story then talk about how they were in prison… such a cool concept that I have never seen. You have such a great way of telling stories. Please keep posting!
Thank you Tara! 🥰That is awesome to hear and I really appreciate you more than you know. Of course the feedback helps the algorithm push my video out there, since my channel is still so small. But honestly, I read every comment and try to respond to everyone, and when I read a comment like yours, it just makes all the difference for me. I cannot tell you how important kind and encouraging words like yours are to this whole process for someone starting out! So for that I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Please let me know if there’s anything you think I can ever do better or should do differently. I am editing a storytime right now about drugs in prison, but I will have another true crime coming up in the next two videos. Much love and respect to you and your family and again thank you, thank you, thank you, for your encouraging words ❤️🥰🙏🙏
Are there more? Can you suggest one so I can find it?
@jenjengomez I am a NEW SUBSCRIBER I like the content keep it going you will reach 50k before the end of this year. Oh 14:52 he is a good looking taino guy.
@brittneyakabeezus260 heck ya. You made this comment 3 months ago and she is at 56k!
I love that you can give the inside scoop on these women’s psyche/personality
Im' 46 minutes in, and you're describing a fascinating story without pauses, prompts or prepared vocab, and I'm loving hearing you talk as much as the story you're retelling...
You have the gift of gab.....great speaker and storyteller. I have been binge watching your videos since I found your channel last week.
It's sad that it took 9 years, but glad you have found a new you and I hope you manifest a great future with your positive outlook ✌
Your start telling skills are A1 🔥. I personally like the longer videos but I think it’s just personal preference on my end . I love how you keep calling him a douche 😂. Also I lost it when you said they sprayed her with silly string . OML
Girl I am so proud of your growth and the way you describe these stories and your past experiences. Although social media can be negative at times, I’m so glad you’re using your platform as a journey to heal and move forward. I commend you on your bravery, and how far you’ve become. Keep doing these videos you got this !!!
It seems to me like Josh should've gotten a charge for inciting violence. He was lying to and manipulating the both of them, and even told both of them that if they cared about him, they would fight for him. If he wouldn't have done that, there likely wouldn't have been a death in this situation.
This is the very first time I've watched your content. You're hilarious & doing a great job. Keep it up! Ive been in and out of jail for many years due to my addiction. (2 years sober and free now) & love seeing others do better for themselves. ❤
Congratulations on your sobriety! I had 8 years when my sister died. I went on a 24 day binge. I'm now 27 days clean. I can do this. You've got this! I've got it!
This is such a unique take upon the true crime genre and I’m loving it. Thank you for sharing the stories. It’s very brave to be so open about your past and how hard you are trying to make the best of your future with your baby boy. lol my eldest son is 19 and I still refer to him as my baby boy! 💚🧡💚
Thank you Luna.. I appreciate your kind words and support 🥰🥰🙏🙏 your comments really made me smile so I simply wanted to thank you and hope you continue to enjoy my videos.. much love and respect to you!!! ❤️
Just found your channel and subscribed. You are a fantastic story teller. Binge watching all your content.
You seem like you are so well put together, clearly beautiful and well educated. I know you touched on it but if you’re open to sharing I’d like to hear how you ended up in prison, especially for such a long sentence. Totally understand if you would rather keep that private. But I appreciate you sharing your stories and putting yourself out there like you have!
Her story is on Matthew Cox youtube channel. It's a fascinating story.
You're a wonderful story teller ❤ Keep up the work I love your stories🎉
This might be the top true crime video I've watched ALL year! Move over Bailey ;) where's the 'stars' to donate? 🤔⭐
I absolutely love your videos!! You have no idea 😂 You explain these stories with so much detail and grace with all the different perspectives. Please keep them coming ❤ I will always watch and support you!
I have been trying to watch all of your stuff and catch up because I just found your channel. You're a great story teller and love listening to you. Keep up the great work and wishing you all the best in the world...
Everything about her screams BPD headcase
Oct 7th you posted this in my birthday last year lol & if anyone thinks your videos are TOO LONG , clearly don’t understand your going into the depths of each individual story stating facts & opinions which I think is a great thing while telling stories. I hope you continue to reach more subscribers your journey is highly appreciated! Thank you for sharing.
Oh wow 🤩🤗🥰 Thank you so much, that comment was so sweet and really touching to read. I really appreciate that, and I’m not just saying that to be polite I really mean it! So thank you for your encouragement on the long videos and please let me know if there’s ever anything you think I should do differently! And by the way not just because of your user name, but your skin looks absolutely gorgeous in your picture, that glow is everything!!! 🥰🥰
Rachel’s parents sound like they are apart of why she is the way she is.
I remember seeing this story on tv a few times.
Its nice to hear more of the story that the tv didnt say.
Her parents shouldnt have let her move out of the house. Her parents shouldnt have let her change schools.
It interesting to hear your information on being around Rachel.
Im sorry sarah lost her life over a teenagev love triangle.
Much success, health, happiness and blessings to all.
Sarah's Mom just acted like Sarah did nothing wrong. If I would've brought a wannabe thug home as a teen, my Mom would've killed me and him herself. I know this because I dated 1 guy she completely despised and she did pull a gun on him.
You know, complete sidebar; in sociology class in college, I actually discerned as a major theme in a final project that an awful lot (somewhere like every single problem) of society's problems are due to men behaving badly; well, *if* you're being truthful, "Josh" is a classic example of a guy behaving badly- he deserves *neither* of those ladies if he's going to do this kind of foolery!
I find it ironic that a lot of women have a hard time with intimacy or even working and thriving due to past traumas from men. Men end up suffering too for how the bad ones treat women. Women are not inherently better people but we’re wired less violent and sexual and that goes a long way. I’m the only women I’ve met who hadn’t been touched against their will and I’ve had very extreme stalkers so I’m not exactly lucky either
@@Njvghvvnn I agree with your layout; and plus: they can be truly horrible to eachother, same with guys; throw out the stupidity of feminism and everybody will be a load of a lot saner as a result.
Course, to accomplish that: we men have to *act* like men ought, not as mere animals and perverts in the meantime- that sort of idiocy will never work!
Josh Comacho is just funny to even look at. He looks like a 12 year old pipsqeak that gets around on his skateboard when he can't find a chick to haul him around.
@@Njvghvvnn Yeah, your claim is logical if nothing else.
@@roxannemoser Well, he really does need to think about *what* he wants.
Girl! I just found your channel but you are just A dollface! I'm totally enjoying watching/ getting caught up on your videos! ❤
This happened right down the road from my place. I went to school with these people she talking about. It's a shame
Just found your channel and I’ve thoroughly enjoyed your content. I often wonder what prison is like for the woman who murdered my stepson; your stories have given me some insight. (I’m not proud of it, but, I hope she endures every hardship you’ve described.) 🤷♀️
You’re obviously a very smart and capable young woman. I wish you the very best in your endeavors. x
I'm sorry for the loss of your stepson.
It is nice you donated to Jen. Jen seems like a lovely lady.
I recently found your channel and have been loving all your videos. Its such a different approach to tell the true crime stories of people you actually were in prison with. And great advice in case I ever have to go to prison.
I've been watching your channels. And I have to say I'm hooked.
I haven't finished watching your prison series yet, I have now subscribed to your channel.
You are so funny and smart, i love to listen to your side of these stories! 👍🏻please keep them up!💜🤗
Love from Croatia! 💕
Glad you like them! 🙏🥰
I’m six videos in And thankful I’m free most of the weekend to binge! Appreciate you and your story! ❤
So interesting to hear about her from your personal experiences
new sub here , found your channel about an hour ago! you mentioned in this video asking about anyone else relate to you when angry to the point of saying things in the moment that you would not say nor ever mean to say nor ever ever do to anyone but up and just say it in the moment when insanely angry.. and the tragic truth is yes ... for folk like me absolutely yes. i would conjecture that the majority in the human population if 100% honest would say yes to your sound and reasonable question. for this very reason i have a serious issue with court trials taking recordings videos and journals /diaries of people's personal thoughts to be use against them when really no one can control what they dream nor think and in cases like the Ruby Fanke trial, a chunk of what she wrote in there to me was obvious that she had gone off the deep end and truly out of character. She wrote things down that were hideous that needed psychiatric treatment and long term therapy sessions. I can say i saw all the signs of where it came from and it was the pressure and nonstop stress and crisis her children put her through on a daily basis and unfortunately the help she originally seeking didn't happen in time and was left to fester with sick wacko Jodi Hildebrandt. So yes i totally get what you say on all of that and it is sad those items are used against so many on trial and worse yet held to trial by people who are found to be far worse than those they are prosecuting.
I love your videos! Maybe focus a little more on the behind the scene details like you did at the end of this video.
Judging from the scene you describe where one of these teen girls goes into the other's section at her work where the other gal's a waitress; it is as if she's about to set her up to challenge her into a duel... I don't doubt from what you dealt with behind bars that you may well have seen that kind of foolery coming up; especially in this highly "Twilight Zone gone bizarre" situation where one lady accuses the other of stealing her girlfriend behind bars; holy moly- that'd do it alright for causing a duel in prison!
Historically, duels would happen over romance; especially in this kind of a case where one girl accuses the other of stealing her man, or one man's words impair another man's personal honor- which by the way is a total mockery of the concept of honor to begin with!
Hi Luv, little suggestion is to pop up some pictures here and there as you’re telling the story
Yes! I learned how to do that recently. This video is when I just started and I didn’t know how to really do much of anything cool as far as editing editing is a big complicated world lol but I have been learning along the way and I am determined to make the videos much more informative with pictures like you suggested and not so amateur and old-school looking lol I appreciate you taking the time to make a suggestion though because I can use all the help that you guys give me! Thank you ❤️🙏🏼
The funny thing is, I did not even get to the point where you have put some pictures up yet of the video and you already were doing it.
You’re from my stomping ground. I’ve lived all over. Florida grew up in. Tampa lived in St. John’s. I’m in Dallas now.
Your mannerisms are everything😂
The gal's a fool, the guy's a real jerk: he's double-dating: he's dating two girls at the *exact same time*... this's going to be a train-wreck for sure!
Your channel showed up in my que so I decided to watched. I agree with a previous comment you're a good story teller of those 10 years. I wouldn't stay fight over a man. God Bless you
Your background and you are very beautiful ! You have a gift for telling stories and i wish you well with your channel. Picture perfect backgrounds and upbringings that lack nurturing end up with horror stories like this one. If the girls had a stable background and shown how to love themselves there would be little chance of their stories ending like this.
I’m so happy I found your channel. I find true crime fascinating & your storytelling & personal experiences with these ladies have been tremendous. I’m curious, do you know Ashley Lainey/Humphries? I believe she is also incarcerated in Pinellas County. If so, I would love to hear your thoughts on her.
I'm so obsessed with your channel. You make me feel like we are best friends. 😊
Love that! 🙏🥰
@@jenjengomez me too "bestie!"
Love your stories. One day I just might let you know how much in common we have 😂❤
I was just about to comment on ur first story about Leslie but it disappeared on me. So I just wanted to say how well you did that. I have the exact same way of thinking about how it all went down as you did. When you say the health rep nurse should be somewhat responsible, he should’ve. He was neglecting what she was saying and not doing his job or didn’t know how whatever. Regardless this could’ve been prevented imo. But what do we know right? Anyway I enjoyed watching it and it was the first I heard of that case. Thx for sharing and making it very interesting and informative. You’ve very smart and intelligent urself so yeah. Continue on. You are awesome 🤩
You are an amazing story teller!
I found you this morning and I’m on story #2. Love that I found this channel! I am a busy body and always doing things so watching tv is just hard for me to do or even focus on. Your spin on crime stories is the first I have seen hearing the story and then what they are like in a prison setting is genius really! You a smart girl! Keep it up!
I’d love to see a video on manifesting as it relates to your prison experience ! Anything from how you first learned about manifesting, any things you realized you manifested into your life before u knew what manifesting even was, did you manifest anything while in prison, what was your spiritual journey in prison/ did you do anything to keep a spiritual routine or even a mindset routine/ habits to keep you sharp? U get the vibe lol/ spiritual/ manifesting while also leading into general mental health and wellness while locked up and in that survival mode environment (I also wonder do you ever get comfortable and get out of survival mode once you’ve been in for 10 years? I know you can’t fully drop your guard, but I guess like feeling a bit more relaxed like u know the lay of the land)
9:21 Hi, I’ve a question, is it possible she’s an undiagnosed autism/ASD1 formerly known as Asperger’s?
I can’t relate to her teenage behavior regarding boys, but I can relate a lot with the ppl pleasing aspects.
I was diagnosed with ADHD around 12-13 y/a & with autism/ASD1 (formerly known as Asperger’s) in late April of 2023! I’ve had the great fortune of having an occupational therapist who helped me understand my new diagnosis, she came to my house once a week and stayed an hour and a half each time the whole 1st year.
(I want to clarify that I’m in no position, nor am I trying to diagnose anyone, & my intent to write this comment is as I stated above to ask a question, & why I chose to implicate myself has solely to do with how women too often goes undiagnosed. Too many isn’t diagnosed until their late 20s even late 30s, and I’ve heard from psychologists and from elderly women who have lived their entire lives feeling they cannot have figure out why they can’t behave as everyone else does, but if they have had the fortune to be properly assessed and got their ASD1 diagnosis so much starts to make sense for them, as it did for me! (+ too many women are initially wrongly diagnosed with borderline personality disorder when in reality they have had ASD1 the whole time! It’s very saddening to hear people tell their stories and I included this as well to highlight the fact of this)
Respectfully, Grace 🩰
i loved the way you told that story
Your videos are good. Keep them coming! I’m already ready for another one. Lol
Thanks Sheila I’m editing what happens in the prison showers as we speak, it’ll be a funny one. Thanks for the support I’ll let you know when it’s out. 🙏
Hi Sheila, just wanted to let you know that the storytime prison video of what really happens in the female showers is up. As always, no pressure or obligation to watch it, just wanted to let you know that it’s up there for your viewing pleasure, and if you do ever get around to watching it and you think there’s anything I need you different or you request a topic, don’t hesitate to let me know. Thanks again for your support always I appreciate it more than ever! Have a great night and weekend🙏🥰
@@jenjengomez oh I’ll definitely be watching it tomorrow! Thank you so much for letting me know!!! I’m excited!!!
2500 views and only 130 likes? Everyone who watches needs to at least hit the like button. I want to see this girl grow her channel. Girl you are so adorable and have a unique way of telling your stories. It’s like sitting with a friend and it’s so cool. Man I have seen this story on tv so many times but to hear it from your view is a really cool unique concept.
She’s Not a good narrator. She waves her hands around too much and sounds like street trash.
Well first off I want to thank you for your very frank and very fair assessment of Rachel Wade! And also for your equally fair assessment of the crime! It’s a tragic event that should have never happened and I totally agree with you about the intent, because whether you love her or hate her, I do not believe Rachel in any way shape or form committed cold blooded premeditated murder! I do believe she is remorseful but based on her own behaviors she is her own worst enemy! I do have a question or maybe just my own observation about her behaviors while she is in prison! Could it be that she is doing these things out of self preservation? I mean I don’t know because I have never been to prison but I would think you’d have to look out for yourself or fall in with people that you think might look after you! It’s just a thought! It’s too bad she never got the help she truly needed before this tragedy happened! Someone like Dr Phil that could have gotten to the root cause of her codependent nature. It’s such a shame because despite her rebellious nature she could have had it all! And Sarah as well! I think these two were more a like than they knew!
I appreciate all of your kind words, and the eloquent way that you stated your opinion and thoughts on everything. You could not have said it any better when you stated that she is her own worst enemy and that her and Sarah were probably much more like than anybody will ever truly know at this point. About what you said regarding self-preservation, very good point! Speaking for myself, while I was in there I can’t say that I didn’t do the same types of things in order to survive in the most comfortable way. I guess I never truly put it in that perspective, and the fact that she still has the same behaviors made it easy to just say that she has not changed. But I will say this, the things that she has done and the reasons that I am saying she has not changed our things that a lot of us did and continue to do in prison to survive. So it’s kind of like saying that someone killed another person in a drunk driving accident, but then as a punishment they were forced to be locked in a bar that serves nothing but alcohol, no other drinks and no other food, for an extended period of time, and then expected to survive. Of course they are going to drink. Codependency is probably the most common thing that you will find in a woman’s prison. If you already come there with a dependency on people and I need for validation and approval, and to add insult to injury that seems to be the very thing that got you in trouble, of course it’s going to look doubly as bad for you as opposed to the next person who may be doing the same exact things but is instead in prison for some thing like selling drugs. The person selling drugs is just going to be considered as a person surviving, as to where the codependent person is going to be considered unchanged and unremorseful. So yes, I think he made an excellent excellent point with that. And I think you are probably 100% right. I guess the only concern at that point would be, if her codependency issue is just a means of self-preservation, that’s OK but if it has already been shown that it can cause her to go to extreme links and continues to still be a present problem, is it something that could become an issue for her again? I guess that would be the only thing that would worry anyone and make me say that her not changing is a bigger problem than the next person simply because her not changing could lead to something very destructive for herself and for someone else has to wear somebody else’s codependency may just lied to them making some foolish decisions while they are in survival mode. But all in all, I think you made an excellent point, I appreciate your kind words and your thoughts, and I thank you for putting that comment out there to give another perspective because it was very insightful. Have a happy Thanksgiving and thanks again for your input. 🙏🥰
@@jenjengomez anytime! Happy Thanksgiving to you as well! I really do admire your courage to talk about your past and also giving a positive message that there is still hope and a life after prison. Thanks for sharing your experience with Rachel and listening to my observation and view point. She reminds me of my sister when we were her age! Also I had a best friend that was exactly like her, even sort of looked a little like her! All we can do is move on and go forward with your positive life and just pray that one day that she may one day reflect on the past while she is doing time and realize that current behaviors are not working for her! You cannot change what you don’t acknowledge! God Bless! ❤️😊
This video was so good. You did a great job!!!
I too have been up the road with a B letter,and I have watched your channel with great respect.Went to work release 2 times,I was used for my electrical trade every time.Lake Butler 1999 2001.Gainesville WRC.....Putnam Road prison 2008 2009.Then Swanee ,and Tarpon Springs WRC...2011.2013.Never been in trouble again.
So happy you’ve done well for yourself!! You should definitely be proud of that! 🙏🥰
So happy your doing well.
Love your videos and your content I wish you all the success
This is amazing Jen don’t stop
Thanks love!! ❤️ love u
I LOVE YOUR CHANNEL
great video! i believe you will be successful once you get more exposure
Very well said!!!!
I think she had the picture to see when she was feeling remorse and wanted to apologize to her holding her picture.
Semi related but I had a drug counselor who's been in recovery for over 26 years. There was a point where his mom said "I just want this to be over". Whether it's him dying or getting better- she was at her wits end. Luckily it was the latter and now it's a huge source of inspiration in her life and if it is applicable to the situation- she will tell other people about it.
So although that's not my experience, I definitely heard other people's experiences about how they can get so fed up that they would rather have their child gone/dead than have to put up with the madness any further. I mean at this point she already set boundaries but was still tired of having to worry about him (OD's/jail/whatever). One way or another she just wanted it to end instead of having this ongoing worrying problem. And when he heard that's how she felt- it hurt him at the time; but now they have a strong relationship and she's involved in her grandbabies lives.
I've heard this story. I believe Sarah gave as good as she got. Sarah was a whole lot bigger than Rachel. I think Rachel has served her time and should be out. But, is she different in prison?
“Who told him he was King Dingaling???”
😂🤣😂🤣😭
Exactly!!! Because far as I can see he was an absolute mooch who had nothing to offer!! And I understand when we are young, our standards are different and we don’t care as much about certain things, but I couldn’t see myself liking him even when I was young, he looks like a little bird, like the little bird off snoopy.
"So be careful what you say because your words have power". I am going to be a millionaire. I am going to be a millionaire.
Billionaire. Adjust for inflation 😉
27 years is a lot to me. In my city most murderers here get 12 years or less and females usually get 8 years or less and I’m from Dc. I don’t understand why they give slap on the wrist out here cuz the crime rate is out of control
Love this!!! New subscriber.
Thank you Jade!! 🙏🥰 you are appreciated!
A lot of times when people are fighting and getting beat up they will say" I'm done" basically conceding to getting their butt kicked. Anytime I hear that she said I'm done. I always think of this. Janet just got done beating her up after she stabbed her friend
I've been watching all your videos since I found your channel yesterday. You are amazing at storytelling and I see you going far with your RUclips.
How did you eventually find out that Rachel was lying about having a baby?
Well thank you for watching and I’m glad that you are enjoying. Your kind words really make me feel good and I was so super happy when I read your comments! 🥰🙏❤️ I never knew that she was lying until I started talking to people from her county that know her personally and know that she didn’t have a child. Then I started researching when I got out of prison and found an interview where it was said that she did not have any children.. also, I spoke with a few people that dated her and said that she never had any children and that the little girl was her ex-boyfriend‘s daughter. When I started investigating the story, it made perfect sense because Josh had a girl pregnant while all this was going on and that girl had a daughter. So it made perfect sense. The picture that she would show me of her daughter that she was supposedly pregnant with, and that got taken from her, the picture was Josh in a swimming pool with the little girl. Now looking back I can tell that it was a picture that he gave her or that she had from him while he was with his daughter, and had nothing to do with her biological child, because she didn’t have one. It was just one of many lies.
This is great! Cool idea doing stories of people you've done time with! I know this is a delayed comment, but I just found you. This seems to happen a lot (girls fighting for the guy)! I don't understand it, either! I didn't hang out with people that did all that I feel for the girls! They didn't care enough about themselves. Do you think she's bipolar?
Rule #1. NEVER volunteer to talk to the police.
Bruce Rivers says even talking without a lawyer is self snitching.
Great channel, 👏
Thank you! 👍
I'm just so shocked that you don't have a bigger following. Do you have tiktok??? You would do great on that platform.
Ohhh wow!! 🙏❤️🙏 thank you so much, that really means a lot! I’m glad you are enjoying the channel, and I have only been doing this for a little less than six months, when I looked at a lot of the big RUclipsrs, it seemed like most of them didn’t hit a bigger following till about 18 months. You know the algorithms are such a tricky thing also, and because I missed so many years technologically speaking, I do not always know that I do everything correctly. But I’m going to keep going with it, I actually have a video coming out tomorrow, I took a little hiatus and there was a reason for it. I explained in this video coming out, but long story short somebody in prison was upset and saying that I shouldn’t be talking about things that go on in there and suing me and all types of ridiculousness so I just had to check with an entertainment attorney and give the firm on my video so they could let me know if everything was OK or not. I’m pretty sure I followed all the laws that I read, but I just wanted to make sure. With that being said, consistency is a big deal and when I was just gone for these past weeks, I’m sure that didn’t help me. But from here on out, starting with this video I will be back to one video a week like I was in the beginning. Nonetheless, I really enjoy doing it and it’s comments like yours that make me smile and push me to keep going even though my channel is so tiny. I appreciate you more than you’ll ever know, and I hope you continue to let me know if there’s anything you think I can do better or anything you’d like to see. Much love and respect to you, and I hope you have an awesome rest of the week! 🥰 (also, I do have a TikTok, but it doesn’t really involve this, when I got out of prison my skin was completely jacked up, and I had to go through a crazy journey to get my skin looking normal again, I mean it was just terrible. So I am on there, just under jenjen.gomez but I don’t know if you would be interested in that channel.)
I came across Rachel's case by accident. I don't remember what I was surfing the net about. Anyhow, the verdict hadn't been handed down yet. The whole thing hit me as tragic. I don't know why but I finally decided to write her when she got to Lowell. I've never done anything like this before so I've been writing her ever since. I finally heard back from her 2 months after I first wrote her. I've sent her a number of educational things. Several courses that are geared for prisoners. Bios Queen Victoria, Kay Francis, Ava Gardner, Lana Turner and history books. I was also the one who sent 'Walmartians'. Oh yeah, and the Valentines Day poem (lol). She told me she's passed the books on after reading. Can you tell me what you know about this. Right now she's teaching. What exactly I don't know.
Yes, she is teaching in the Mentor program. It’s not an educational/academic-based program. It’s a program that one inmate is matched up with another. One inmate being the one who has a long period of time and has been relatively trouble free during her incarceration, the other inmate being somebody very new to the prison who does not know their way around and is trying to just do her very short amount of time in a productive way. It’s kind of like a “big brother, big sister” program where an experienced inmate mentors a new inmate into the prison system and tries to steer the newer inmate in the best direction, clear of the BS that can suck a newbie in on the compound. Honestly Phil, you seem like a really nice and genuine guy. So I’m just gonna tell you how it is. Women, particularly ones that are looking at long sentences are really grooming their skills And refining their talk game, even in the county jail, in order to capitalize off of that in prison and be taken care of financially and/or with other material things. I am not knocking what you do or the fact that you want to help anyone because that is definitely a blessing for her that you were there. But to be completely real with you, Rachel does not have one sugar daddy, and no matter how much she makes you feel that you were the very best and most important person in her life, she spends countless hours on the tablet writing letters, physically writing letters, and on the phone and visitations with many of these individuals. She has to do that because she always has a prison girlfriend and she has to support the prison girlfriend so therefore she has to get money either put into other females accounts using a lie or has to have enough money in her account to be able to share with the girlfriend. I’m sure you’ve been asked to put money in someone else’s account for something that she “wanted to buy”, but that’s not the case.. it’s actually going straight to that persons account.. you are actually giving your hard earned dollars to whoever it is you’re sending the money to and that person is probably the girlfriend of Rachel at that moment. Any boxes or anything extra that she’s ever asked for, that seems out of the normal, trust me it’s not for her it’s for somebody else. I’m sure by now you have formed a bond with her and you probably believe most everything she has told you, as most men do and I don’t want to make you feel crappy after this because none of this is of your doing or your fault. You did an awesome and generous thing by extending your heart, life, and finances to someone whom you thought ended up in a tragic situation. But I can assure you, Rachel is not in anyway shape or form suffering, a victim, going through anything bad in there, nor has she changed at all. If she had gone to prison Phil and truly changed her ways, I would say, “great lesson learned!” But she’s in love triangles in prison over women right now, she still doing the same things, and she’s milking many sugar daddies out of there hard earned dollars, having them put money into other women’s accounts and or buy packages, journals, books, Bibles, catalog, tablets, packages or any other type of material item for these other women. So, I would say this to you. Do whatever makes you happy, if this is what you truly want to do, absolutely 100% Phil do it! But don’t do it under the presumption that you are the only one or that this is some thing more than it is.. I don’t want you to be fooled or blindsided when she is released in eight or nine years and you are left standing there holding the bag bc Rachel takes off and you feel used this entire time. Women in prison actually sit down and teach each other what to say and what to do to hook these “pen-pals” naturally they are very good at finessing and manipulating men with erode and pipe dreams. Rachel is very good at manipulating and very good at finessing men’s feelings. Just don’t be naïve to the game, OK. I’m telling you from somebody that knows, that has been there and done that many times over, and not only that but somebody who knows Rachel very well very personally and on a level that would have been considered best friends at one point in time. We did fall out and my opinion of her is not good for many reasons, however I am an adult and I can separate my biased opinion and give you the truth about the situation. If Rachel was a good girl who was 100% for you and I didn’t think that you would be used and then tossed the moment she got out, I would tell you that. However, that’s just not the case so I cannot tell you that. anyhow, I hope you’re not angry or offended with me about anything I have said, none of it in any way shape or form is a direct attack on you or your character! Like I said, you’ve done nothing but be a great man and you should be applauded for that. Unfortunately, I know how the game goes and I also know that it’s very likely you will go and repeat all of this back to her and question her about things, it’s human nature and it’s what every sugar daddy does whenever they are confronted with the truth. Will let me save you the time, once you confront her, she will give you a bogus story about why I dislike her, some of it may be true and have to do with some events that actually happen in prison but she will sensationalize those events making that much more drastic and much worse than they are and she will blame my accusations in my discussed for her as a person on whatever it is that she is going to bring up. Usually women will say oh yes, she doesn’t like me because we had a fight over this or over that and she’s jealous and she’s mad but it’s not my fault honey, I didn’t do anything wrong it was so and so that was doing this, etc… don’t fall for it, it’s not the case. I know that what I’m saying is going to be hard to digest, and it’s going to be much easier for you to believe whatever Rachel says and if you do, that is completely 100% your decision, I have no dog in this fight, but, since you asked me a straightforward question, I’m going to give you a straightforward answer and let you know that this is the game that these are the way that movies are made and that I don’t recommend that you fall for the okey-doke. Just be smart, guard your heart, and whatever finances or anything else you extend to Rachel over the years, do it expecting nothing in return, because that’s what most men get when a female inmate gets out.. that’s all I’m saying. I don’t want you to be surprised, or hurt because like I said you sound like a very good and genuine man and even though Rachel will make you feel like the sun, the moon, and the stars all revolve around your existence, every sugar daddy gets the same line Phil.. don’t waste all of your good years behind somebody who is going to drop you the moment that they are free. If someone amazing comes along, go for it, you can still write her as a friend, but watch how her actions would change if you were to cut off all finances and or gifts?!?!? Anyhow, I have made this long enough, but all in all just remember to live your life, enjoy your life, meet good people, and if you have a chance to settle down and move on with someone amazing, do it! Don’t be held back by Rachel. Everything I’m telling you is fact and she’s going to twist it all around and finesse you back into being blind, but I really really pray that you see the truth and that you find happiness with someone much better than this girl who portrays a victim but in all honesty that’s not what she is. OK Phil, Take care and let me know if there’s anything else I can do to help you.
@@jenjengomez I"m not disallusioned. I was warned in a dream years ago. Yes a dream. Anyhow, what do you know about the books and stuff I sent?
Also Phil, I wanted you to know that I put up a video tonight on prison penpals and the stark and unfortunate reality of those situations. This is not anyway directed towards her or any specific situation, but it dawned on me that I didn’t need to bring that up because even though it seems you are very well aware of everything, and I’m super grateful for that because like I said you seem awesome, I still want others to know that do not have the knowledge that you have. As far as the books and stuff that you sent. I was friends with her for quite a few years, I do not know exactly which books you sent and what she got from other people. Can you maybe tell me exactly what you were talking about because I know that she did receive a lot of gifts from people in the outside world and I do know that Janet and Barry weren’t usually the ones that sent the books, Bibles, journals, and money for catalog and other things, however, I don’t Know exactly who sent what and what chronological order any of the gifts fell into or which ones you were talking about in particular. If you don’t want to share, that is absolutely understandable and no worries or pressure at all, but I just don’t know exactly which items you are referring to and I don’t want to give you the wrong information. At best if I have no idea, I will tell you that, but I just cannot say off the top of my head which items were yours. Anyhow talk to you soon. Thanks for your support and encouragement 🙏🥰
@@jenjengomez At first Wall Street Journal, I can't remember if it was a year subscription or just an issue of a magazine about Italy. Idiot's guide to physics, algebra. Bios about Queen Victoria, Kay Francis, Ava Gardner, Lana Turner, a number of English history books. 'Walmartians'. Several prison academic courses. By the way, "Lana Turner, hearts and diamonds take all", is quite juicy. Golden Hollywood at its finest. I highly recommend it. Also an astronomy book. You know science about stars, etc. Oh, did you get the Valentines Day poem I sent her. She said she passed it around and everyone got a laugh.
Everyone has a breaking point so yes I can believe her parents were at their wits end. I have a very good friend who’s going throu this with her 16 year old daughter right now and it’s heartbreaking to see my friend losing her mind over this cause she’s an amazing mom for this kids whole life.
Your right not literally.. we all have
Thanks!
Nikki… Thank you for the super sticker! You are literally my first one ever and that’s why it took me so long to thank you, I didn’t know that I had one 😂… That was really awesome and made me feel so good! Thank you for being the first person to support me in that way! Have a wonderful weekend love 🙏🥰💪🏼
@@jenjengomez shut up! 😢 Aww, you're the best! 😘 Thank you for your content 🙏 Don't change. Ever. glad I'm the first, won't be the last ;) have a great weekend!
You are a natural storyteller girl
Make a video on how you were betrayed by your bf and you were arrested and sent to prison for 10 years. Also, how the foster father of your child came into your life. Also tell us about your child's real father where abouts now. It will be really very interesting video.
Ok.. will do. There is no foster father, the real father picked our son up from the hospital and raised him while I was gone. Yes, I agree and i will do a video on this asap!! Thanks 🙏
I just wanted to say, thank you so much for your support and encouragement! You seem really kind and sincere. I like genuine people and I like the fact that you are so supportive of my channel! Yes, I agree with you and what you said. I did do things wrong and I did deserve a punishment and I did deserve to face the consequences. However, once I was in prison and I started listening to all of the stories and hearing the sentences and the length of time that these women were sentenced to, I was one way that I received as much time as I did for burglary charges. I am not trying to say that I didn’t deserve to get in trouble and go to prison, but 10 years before the circumstances in which I was charged under and the actual charges themselves, particularly when everything was paid back, seemed very very drastic in hindsight. I don’t know where your comment disappeared to, I tried to read the recipe, but I think it may have gotten erased and I did not erase it so I don’t know if maybe you did or somehow it was flagged by RUclips, you know I’m new to all of this technology lol but I did see your comment in my email notifications and that is how I was able to read the beginning of it. I was not able to read the entire thing because once I try to locate it within the comment section of my videos, it’s nowhere to be found. Anyhow I just wanted to tell you thank you Reservoir, thank you for encouraging me, and thank you for answering some of the other comments and questions he will have on my behalf. I guess since you investigated the situation lol you pretty much know everything that went on. I am filming a video this week on my son and the entire situation with being pregnant while incarcerated, particularly for me who was pregnant with my first and only child. And how our life has turned out now. That is thanks to you because that was an awesome suggestion! Thanks for all the help and kindness. Oh, by the way I will also have part two of today’s video up by Wednesday at the very latest but hopefully by tomorrow. It’s an interesting one and I think you’ll probably like it, it’s pretty funny. The one I put up today was not as a Animated because I was having that stupid allergic reaction to the retinol face cream that I use in my face was swollen so I didn’t have as much energy. Nonetheless, you will enjoy the next one I think and then the one after that for sure since you were the one who suggested it. Have a great night take care 🙏
Bahahahhahaha, you tried to troll this girl by bringing up a hurtful past. One she probably wasnt ready to share yet, you even had the nerve to bring up custody issues with her child lol.. then BOOM she dropped the hammer, turned it around on ur ass with Poise , Grace, and class and even thanked you for your comment and concern! That’s how I know you’re going to go far with this channel Jen! You took a unique idea , put it on a world wide platform to share with everyone and people are starting to notice you and your followers are going up daily. I just found your channel today and loved the way you articulate your stories. So I will also subscribe. Btw if you don’t got haters , you ain poppin!! you will come across plenty of people like this troll on your way to the top. Brush it off and keep pushing forward. Lowell is a tough place, many ex offenders get out and reoffend. You know it’s a revolving door. So to see someone doing positive, living in their truth, turning a horrible situation into insight and education for others is refreshing! Back to the troll, fun fact you’re not the only one who knows her from the street. Many people here probably know her past just have enough class not to try an throw it in her face or force her to share. Your comment only leads me to believe Gia punked you in some kind of way , beat your ass, robbed you or embarrassed you and now your revenge is to bully a girl. Get over it bud , it was a long time ago. Let the past go! But to see a man trying to troll a girl is pathetic ! Men are suppose to protect women. Not hide behind phones and bully them!
Jen, I don’t give out personal info on RUclips, but we know each other from the street. I’ll send a message to your DMs and let you know who I am. I know the Gia comment probably through you off lol. But keep doing you girl! Proud of you 😉
I enjoy the long videos 👏
Thanks Jessica for the encouragement!!! 🙏🥰
He prowls on the girls with low self esteem and plays them.. he’s going to have to face God he’s gotten away with nothing
Borderline comes out most in intimate relationships and that’s where you see what they are capable of. Horrible abandonment issues.. I’d bet it all she is borderline and possibly histrionic. It’s not very common but it’s the majority in women’s prison for violent crimes.
1:00:00 The guy who calls the police at no point says anything about them trying to jump her. I'm thinking that's probably what happened, but at no point does he say that on this phone call. Right after the phone call you mentioned this, can you clarify if that was said on the phone call because I don't hear it or read it in the transcript
@@jenjengomez actually I just finished watching the full video and you did include a clip later on that shows him saying that. I was curious though, are you sure that it's Josh who made the phone call or could it have been Javier?
@@jenjengomez by the way, I really enjoyed your video, great work. Agree that the girls were headed over there Probably to jump her. I can't help but actually feel bad that she got so many years in jail. Of course I feel bad. Sarah lost her life,but it seems a bit of a stand your ground defense
1:05:45 he says it
Last thing, I'm actually positive this is not Josh. It's Javier because I just googled it and his last name is LaBoy. That is the name on the transcript of your video. So I don't believe that is actually Josh calling 911, it's Rachel's friend Javier. So technically he is going to say they were trying to jump her, right?
Hi Kathy.. so my apologies but it’s actually at 1:05:42 where he states that they tried to jump her. You should be able to hear it right there.
What did u do that you were in there for 9 years?
I think if you have a teenager actually running away there might be deeper problems than just teenage stuff.
I was just wondering, you mentioned you were pregnant when you went to prison but then also said you were on your period your first day in prison?
Pregnant in county jail, period when she plead guilty and was then sent to prison (~2 years later).
Those voicemails.... so cringe 😬
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable
But in the end, it's right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories, and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable
But in the end, it's right
I hope you had the time of your life
Hello Jen,
I love your videos and I have been watching many of them.
The real bad guy is really Josh, but I agree with you that Rachel is a very nasty woman.
Jen, you are a great lady, a loving mother. You have a big heart, you are very smart and articulate, but your 10 year conviction was way too harsh, compare to Rachel original 8 year!!!
One last point, I like the alternance of short and long videos.
More videos like this please!!
Absolutely! I’m so sorry because when I started this channel I did not realize how time-consuming editing was. The process was super confusing to learn as far as the software and I did not anticipate it taking me so long to edit videos but I have most of it pretty down pat now. So now I can edit a video in about two days. Lol that still seems kind of long but I’ll get there lol. Anyhow just to let you know the next video will be out very shortly, I’m going to say Friday and it is a woman that I was in prison with an an awesome true crime story, and almost laughable one, you’ll see what I’m saying once you see it. But I will definitely shoot you a message so that you know it is up and I will have another true crime after that as well since I have been doing so many Prison story times lately my next he will be true crime. Thank you for the support, it really means more than you know! Much respect to you and your family. Talk to you soon 🙏🥰
@@jenjengomez I totally understand!!! I cant even imagine trying to edit an hour long video!! Thanks so much for taking the time to respond, I love your channel and I can't wait for more! Its so cool hearing the stories from the perspective of someone who actually knows them!! Totally rare and so interesting! I think your channel will get really big! By the way, I found you from your comments on another true crime video, so that is a great way to get your name out! Thanks so much for your reply! 💖
Just posted another true crime! No pressure obligation but it’s there if you have time to watch it, and I hope you enjoy. Much respect you and your family have an awesome Thanksgiving
Oh, golly! how fast *is* this guy when it comes to new girlfriends to begin with?! He's really really really *pathetic* if this's true!
Can you please do a video as to why you were in prison?
I believe she has a video now about why she went to prison.
I absolutely believe in the law of attraction! 🧲
I think I remember this happening back in the Nancy Grace era. It’s crazy what young girls will do for a dirtbag. I was involved with a married man (who was getting a divorce) HA. He was older than me! You know how that goes. So he was cheating on the wife with me and cheating on me with one of my friends. When he got a new station his ex wouldn’t go with him and I wouldn’t go either. So my friend thought she had something good going on. They cheated on each other and eventually they got into a fight and he shot her dumb ass in the arm and leg. He was cleaning the gun. Sure Jan! They are still together. Water sinks to its own level for sure.
I think she should receive more years than 27.
Some people you can read the book by the cover. That boy is trouble
There are a lot young women like that and all it takes to end up in a massive mess is to get into a relation with the wrong person. Probably both girls would have been fine if they didn't met that guy.
I wouldn't judge her behaviour in prison so much because she does have mental health issues and everyone reacts differently to such sentences, some get broken, some get their act together( I would rather comit suicide😂😂😂). After all, it's kind of hard to actually process 27 years when you're barely 20. Plus, it must have been extremely unpleasant to get 27 years when you truely believe you're innocent. And let's not to forgett that prison doesn't cure mental illness be it 8 or 27 years sentence. So, I guess it would be a miracle if she would have changed her behaviour.
Also, about refusing the 8 year deal, most likely her lawyer didn't really cared to explaine to her and her parents the seriousness of going to trial and the chances of winning.
In the end, I hope that people that hear this story and have a child or friend that behaves similarly will have more chances in avoiding such a situation.
Love and miss u Jenn.....❤❤💗💗
Shara!!! 🥰🥰🥰 hey love, love and miss you too girlie, a look at your pictures sometimes, even though I’m not on Facebook a whole lot, and I’m so happy that you are doing well and so happy with your life. No lie, if anybody deserves it, it’s definitely you, you were always such a kind and beautiful spirit towards me! Love you much and continue to live your best life girl ❤️
@@jenjengomez I love ur vids too awesome job I use to always like to hear ur stories. 💖 nice COOL SPIN btw 😄
Thank you! Some people are kind of mad about it, but honestly Shara, if they look at all the other videos which just shit on everybody story, mine aren’t that bad, I really just give the details and then my personal opinion and even in stories where I didn’t care for the person like Rachel‘s, I give the exact reason why I don’t like the person and I don’t think that it’s wrong because I’m not lying, exaggerating, or boosting anything up that isn’t true. Like Leslies for example I think that that medication had a lot to do with what she did, I think that she was a pretty decent person in there and helped a lot of people in the education room, but because she has a social awkwardness and doesn’t know how to socialize very well, she came across to the psychologist and people testifying on the prosecutions behalf as very cold, calculated, and callous, when I think she just had something else going on with her personality dynamic that made her very socially awkward and very hard to be relatable. Anyhow the truth of the matter is I just love doing these videos, and I figured if I can make extra income for my son and I since we are on our own, that it would be a good platform, I mean the world isn’t chomping at the bit to hired a convicted thief at this point, you know. And all in all I really enjoy doing it, but I am getting some hate mail from people that were locked up with a saying that I shouldn’t be telling their stories, when the truth of the matter is they don’t even know if I contacted the people to ask them, and Shira even if I didn’t, it’s all public record and I feel like telling the story from an honest perspective is better than the media telling it. Even in Rachel story my first couple sentences are the media really doesn’t always get it right so let me clarify some things for the people out there that don’t know these women personally. Anyhow I just feel some type away right now because I’ve been reading some hate mail, but nonetheless thank you for your support and encouragement. I love you much and it really meant a lot to just read that!🥰🙏🥰🙏
@@jenjengomez Screw these haters they were in there with us and out here too. But as long as YOU are happy doing what u do then OH WELL. 🙂 That's just my personal opinion too. 🤷 😄 keep doing YOU boo. That's what's important. 😉💋
Thanks love! 🙏🙏🥰🥰🥰🤗🤗 Yes we definitely have to catch up, I’m going to PM you my info on the FB messenger so whenever you have time one day you can shoot me a text or give me a call. If I don’t answer right away, I will definitely text you back, I just work all day every day LOL oh the str8 life it’s so rewarding 🤣😩😩 k love ya chick!! ❤️
Hmm, regarding the photo, maybe she's trying to heal deep down from what lines she did cross... that'd make sense, Mrs. based on what she said to you according to yourself and your backstory.
I saw this story on an episode of snapped
do a video on hiccup girl!
Well hi there. Just wanted to say I really find your videos interesting. My name is Sheryl and I am actually a correctional officer. This comment doesn't have much to do with this video but since its the most recent I figured I'd comment on it here. I really want to share a technique with you that I use at work and I would love to get your thoughts on it. Basically I wanted to come up with a quick way to grab my inmates attention after it took us too long to break up a fight once. So what I do is I yell 'TROUBLE' and when I do, the inmates know they have to drop what they are doing, line up and wait further instructions. My inmates picked this up really quick and I only had to explain it once. I even do what I like to call "trouble drills" with them to practice. This has been very helpful with breaking up fights, count times, searches, when I need to cuff a few up etc. I chose the word 'trouble' cause its an easy identifiable word. Plus if I have to yell it, that means trouble is happening or coming or you are about to be in trouble. The inmates always seem to appreciate this as I believe they know I'm doing this for their safety and it helps me keep them safe. Other officers started doing this too which was very cool to see. After a while, both inmates and officers started calling me Officer Trouble and the name stuck. My question to you is, as an inmates, would you have had an issue with me using this on you? And I'd love to get your general thoughts on this technique as well. Thank you for reading and I hope you don't mind the long comment :)
Thank you for watching the videos, I think you will find my next prison story video very interesting as it is about what happened in the prison showers at the female prison here in Florida, not sure what state you were in but I am sure it’s generally probably the same just in every prison. Well at least the female ones. Nonetheless, regarding your question. I think that you having a codeword to grab everyone’s attention and alert them that something is going on and possibly could escalate so they need to stop what they are doing and pay attention because maybe someone is about to get sprayed may be other inmates need to get out of the way, or any sort of thing like that, to me that seems like a very good idea. Prison when it is effectively ran, should fall somewhere between a school or educational program, and a military or discipline-based structural program. I think that is the best way to look at a very efficient and effective environment in a prison system, and should lie somewhere in between those two, not leaning more one way than the other. So I think that what you were doing is actually pretty freaking awesome because in the prison I was at whenever they would wanna get everyone’s attention they would literally just walk in and start screaming, get on your beds, and of course everyone knew this meant something was going on, however, after a while everyone became desensitized to it and started taking their time making their way to their beds because they knew that a lot of the time it was nothing more than a white shirt walking on the floor to do a security check or something of that nature, and not an actual emergency. One sergeant at our prison had a whistle, and although I found it very annoying, the whistle was very effective in getting everyone’s attention, but only because he literally used it in actual emergencies, and not just to get peoples attention that weren’t paying him attention. In my opinion, I think the only way that you could really go wrong with your tactic, is if you start using that word to simply get inmates attention to tell them something very basic, or just because it’s too loud in there, or simply because they are not listening. I think eventually they will become desensitized and not really pay much attention if you overdo it, kind of like the boy who cried wolf. But if you actually use it in emergency situations, I think it should work great. The only other thing that I think you could possibly run into that’s negative, is if other officers over use the word and make it to where it doesn’t have its value anymore in the way that you intended it to. But other than that yeah I think it’s a pretty good idea because I know that a lot of girls in the prison I was at have gotten hurt by just being in the line of fire when officers are rushing in, using their spray, or if they have to use physical force, and they just didn’t move quick enough to get out of the way. So yes I think that’s very good, and I could be wrong, but you seem to have a very caring undertone towards your job, and while I understand you are going to work with a lot of a holes that may Harden you overtime, don’t ever lose the human component to yourself, because more so than affecting the inmates lives, which is part of why I’m saying this, but even more so than that, I think that when officers become incredibly cold and shut down and detached from the human aspect of life dealing with inmates day in and day out and having to put on this armor in this front, I think it affects their life, their health, and their home setting, I was close to the lot officers and I kind of saw that manifest in front of my eyes, so don’t ever lose the human component of your job and of the people that you were talking to, let the asshole inmates fall by the wayside, and know that there might be some good people in there that just fell into an addiction or made a terrible mistake, but at their core could be decent people. Because the way you treat others whether it’s deserved or not, I think at the end of the day ultimately really affects us as well. It’s kind of like that forgiveness thing, you know you have to forgive others in order for you to heal and it’s not really about forgiving them for their peace of mind it’s more about forgiving them for your peace of mind. So yeah, just remember not to harden too much because I think it will affect you more than it actually affects the inmates. Other than that, feel free to message me about anything and I think that it seems like you’re doing pretty awesome, if there’s anything I can do better my videos or there’s anything you wanna know about specifically from my side of the glass, I’ll be more than happy to let you know. And I will definitely send you a message when the prison shower video comes out tomorrow or the next day, because I think you’ll find it pretty interesting and raw, I was very detailed. Lol. I don’t know if the notification bell works so hope you enjoy let me know if there’s anything I can do better. Take care and thanks for the encouragement🙏 FYI I spoke this entire message out to you, so if there’s any typos or grammatical errors or congregational errors, please forgive me and I hope you can sound out what the phone auto corrected, because sometimes it auto correct into different words, but this message is way too long to proofread right now. Lol thanks again
@@jenjengomez Thank you so much for the detailed response. I will 100% check out the shower video! I am looking forward to it actually. To answer your question, I am actually in Georgia. And yes, I only use it in dire situations. But you are so right! If my 'TROUBLE' is used too much, it could lose its effectiveness. Other officers do use this and I will mention that to them. Thank you so much for bringing that to my attention. I don't think I would have realized that. The whole idea was to use this and when they hear me yell TROUBLE, they know shit is going down. But if its used for things like they are being too loud, it would lose its effectiveness and they could brush it off. In a way, its kind of like my safeword with them. They hear it and they should think "uh oh, we need to line up, something bad is happening" How would you have reacted to me yelling TROUBLE? Would you have immediately listened and lined up? I agree with you about not losing the human aspect on the job. That is tremendous advice. I feel I haven't and wont. I have a great sense of humor that I bring to work everyday(inmates love me and hate me for that same reason lol). I truly care about all inmates in my custody. We are all human. Most just made a bad decision. It could happen to anyone. I always treat them with respect and most of the time I get it back. I consider myself a very strict officer, but I'm always consistent with it and I feel they respect me for that. I loved reading your thoughts and I appreciate you taking time to respond! Your insight if very valuable to me. I will definitely leave you more messages. Just know you are doing a good thing with your videos. You did your time and it looks like you came out well. So kudos to you. Your videos can truly help people. Please feel free to actually share this technique of mine in one of your videos too! I don't know if you have an instagram, but if you do, my handle is officertrouble39. So feel free to give me a follow on there. You could then put a face to these comments lol. Thanks again for your advice and your kind words. Excited for you next video and I look forward to interacting with you more! Oh and your message was fine! No typos at all.
Hello Officer trouble, just wanted to reach out and let you know that I uploaded a video tonight of what goes on in the female showers, I’m sure you know that some of these things go on lol, but I know things change based on gender prisons and state prisons. Nonetheless, never any pressure obligation to watch, but if you ever get around to watching, let me know what you think. Much love and respect to you and your family. Take care 🙏
Basically, if what you're saying is truthful, Mrs. I'm heartily with you; if for no other reason than that he wasn't a good man. It seems he had issues and liked to watch ladies fight- downright self-centered if you ask me, and pretty darn childish at that... so he was engaged in mind-games with them all the while.
I mean, it is hilarious to listen to this soap opera situation, but it really is downright tragic and quite pathetic; and believe me, he needed a new hobby- he is a disaster zone- and I *know* ethical disaster zones at that... I didn't need this kind of guy to know an ethical disaster zone- the Eastern Bloc fits in quite nicely for that role!
Frankly, this whole tragedy looks to be rooted as a "lust triangle" between teenagers from what was going on and the extreme dysfunction of these relationships- nothing good could come of that!
She needs therapy and help she can’t change it on her own she needs Jesus badly
❤❤❤ you are amazing 🫶🏼🫶🏼