Hello Arpan. You might not recognize me but I've seen you in your growth years since when we around 4th or 5th standard. Yes we were in same school, DPS. You were one among the masses I always thought was brave and smart. I've noticed you were invested in science and factual stuff since forever. I remember you used to collect facts from everyone's last pages of notebooks, Infact were very dedicated to it, seen you make fun of your friends so much especially SD(cant take his name), make the whole class laugh from it (atleast me always), smart minds do have a very humorous personality, make a fun sound and beats out of random words like "disturbing" (I remember your DIstA-DiSTa-Dista beat), even though it was a little annoying.😭😭 And many more little stuff, but my point is I've seen a very lively side of you. And looking back now, I must admit I've always admired you since then. You might not think so but you've made a lot of positive impact on other people around you. In recent years, with your achievements growing, writing a book, pursuing your intrests, making music, starting a youtube channel, I've only admired you more and I'm sure there are much more which I'm not aware of. Hearing about your journey made me really disappointed in the world around you to make you this way and suffer. I can see it made you stronger, but I also cherish the lively phase of yours, which seems to be supressed in the deepest of depths right now. I genuinely wish things get better and better and you get what you deserve. I hate the way your mental health has deteriorated so much and again, I'm glad you were able to cope and come out of it. I want you to know that nomatter what path u choose consciously or the system makes u choose it, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE. You'll always fit in that one principal of yours of being different. You'll always be much more than the generalized idea of going thought the path. You have grown, become wiser, lost contacts, but have continued to inspire people (Not meaning the general idea of inspire as in motivation or anything but more like giving a reality check and making people realize its fine to be conventional). Some things which you spoke about indeed were eye opening. And I'm utterly grateful to you for making this video.
Thanks, I have no idea who exactly you are, but your comment reminded me of those old school days (I won't say "good old days", but those days were probably better because, well, ignorance is bliss, although I would choose truth over bliss anyday!) Anyway, all I can say is thanks for following my works and for your kind words, I don't deserve all those compliments (I'm not being humble, I really don't), but I'm still glad if I had a positive impact - no matter how little - on you and on anyone else. Thanks for the time you took to write this comment, it makes me feel slightly better and restores my faith in humanity. Although I said a lot of negative stuff in the video (most of which are true, nevertheless), I feel like there still are a few good things left in this dark world, and precisely because the world is dark, these good things shine brighter. For instance even in college (and in general), as I've mentioned somewhere in the video, most people are negative, marks-oriented and - to use a slightly strong word - nasty (if anyone from my college is reading this, I don't care, I further emphasize what I said). But there are a few (one or two) genuinely good people in my college as well (not naming them here). Anyway, all the best to you, although I don't know your exact identity, my very best wishes to you, you'll do great in your life too. Cheers - Arpan
You should watch the movie Fight Club (1999) starring Brad Pitt and Edward Norton, you'll get out of your existential crisis, those who are interested in metaphysics, say the movie is the Godfather of metaphysics.
would you please quantify the reasons society pushed you towards being not human? you can give vague hideous answers, i'd like to reflect on them(you can ignore if you dont want to answer)
Thanks for the question! Well, first of all, of course I am still a human. Let me clarify this. Society is not the only one to blame here, but it played its part real good! It's not that there are no good, genuine and trustworthy people in my life. There are many: my parents, some of my relatives and a few others. But initially I did the mistake of putting my faith in the wrong kind of people. I mean I gave them more importance and time than I should have done so. The significant change that has come in me is that I stopped caring about the wrong kind of people, that's all. Of course, it is not as easy as it sounds, but I managed to change myself in the end. Plus there's always that feeling of not fitting in the crowd. That was difficult initially, although I'm used to it by now. Another last thing is that I've always been dissatisfied with the system. But I've realized nobody will listen to your rants against the system if you are just average (average as measured by the standards set by the system, I mean), and after this realization, I shut myself out for a while from some of the toxic people around me and focused on getting good grades (even though I myself don't judge people, especially not their potential for doing research in the fundamental sciences, by their grades). In conclusion, I have formed a negative perception of humanity in general, although the percentage of humans I've interacted with (in-person or virtually) is an extremely small portion of the world's population, so I shouldn't make a general claim on humanity. Anyway, I hope this somewhat answers your question and thanks for watching this video! Cheers and all the best for your studies and future!
Hello Arpan. You might not recognize me but I've seen you in your growth years since when we around 4th or 5th standard. Yes we were in same school, DPS.
You were one among the masses I always thought was brave and smart. I've noticed you were invested in science and factual stuff since forever. I remember you used to collect facts from everyone's last pages of notebooks, Infact were very dedicated to it, seen you make fun of your friends so much especially SD(cant take his name), make the whole class laugh from it (atleast me always), smart minds do have a very humorous personality, make a fun sound and beats out of random words like "disturbing" (I remember your DIstA-DiSTa-Dista beat), even though it was a little annoying.😭😭 And many more little stuff, but my point is I've seen a very lively side of you. And looking back now, I must admit I've always admired you since then. You might not think so but you've made a lot of positive impact on other people around you. In recent years, with your achievements growing, writing a book, pursuing your intrests, making music, starting a youtube channel, I've only admired you more and I'm sure there are much more which I'm not aware of.
Hearing about your journey made me really disappointed in the world around you to make you this way and suffer. I can see it made you stronger, but I also cherish the lively phase of yours, which seems to be supressed in the deepest of depths right now. I genuinely wish things get better and better and you get what you deserve. I hate the way your mental health has deteriorated so much and again, I'm glad you were able to cope and come out of it.
I want you to know that nomatter what path u choose consciously or the system makes u choose it, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE. You'll always fit in that one principal of yours of being different. You'll always be much more than the generalized idea of going thought the path.
You have grown, become wiser, lost contacts, but have continued to inspire people (Not meaning the general idea of inspire as in motivation or anything but more like giving a reality check and making people realize its fine to be conventional). Some things which you spoke about indeed were eye opening. And I'm utterly grateful to you for making this video.
Thanks, I have no idea who exactly you are, but your comment reminded me of those old school days (I won't say "good old days", but those days were probably better because, well, ignorance is bliss, although I would choose truth over bliss anyday!) Anyway, all I can say is thanks for following my works and for your kind words, I don't deserve all those compliments (I'm not being humble, I really don't), but I'm still glad if I had a positive impact - no matter how little - on you and on anyone else. Thanks for the time you took to write this comment, it makes me feel slightly better and restores my faith in humanity. Although I said a lot of negative stuff in the video (most of which are true, nevertheless), I feel like there still are a few good things left in this dark world, and precisely because the world is dark, these good things shine brighter. For instance even in college (and in general), as I've mentioned somewhere in the video, most people are negative, marks-oriented and - to use a slightly strong word - nasty (if anyone from my college is reading this, I don't care, I further emphasize what I said). But there are a few (one or two) genuinely good people in my college as well (not naming them here). Anyway, all the best to you, although I don't know your exact identity, my very best wishes to you, you'll do great in your life too. Cheers - Arpan
You should watch the movie Fight Club (1999) starring Brad Pitt and Edward Norton, you'll get out of your existential crisis, those who are interested in metaphysics, say the movie is the Godfather of metaphysics.
Tons of love your way❤ am kind of scared of the outside world !!!😢
Thanks! I can relate, but don't be scared - that's what the world wants, so try to accept it and fight back! All the best!
@@ArpanD thanks for ur words
would you please quantify the reasons society pushed you towards being not human? you can give vague hideous answers, i'd like to reflect on them(you can ignore if you dont want to answer)
Thanks for the question! Well, first of all, of course I am still a human. Let me clarify this. Society is not the only one to blame here, but it played its part real good! It's not that there are no good, genuine and trustworthy people in my life. There are many: my parents, some of my relatives and a few others. But initially I did the mistake of putting my faith in the wrong kind of people. I mean I gave them more importance and time than I should have done so. The significant change that has come in me is that I stopped caring about the wrong kind of people, that's all. Of course, it is not as easy as it sounds, but I managed to change myself in the end. Plus there's always that feeling of not fitting in the crowd. That was difficult initially, although I'm used to it by now. Another last thing is that I've always been dissatisfied with the system. But I've realized nobody will listen to your rants against the system if you are just average (average as measured by the standards set by the system, I mean), and after this realization, I shut myself out for a while from some of the toxic people around me and focused on getting good grades (even though I myself don't judge people, especially not their potential for doing research in the fundamental sciences, by their grades). In conclusion, I have formed a negative perception of humanity in general, although the percentage of humans I've interacted with (in-person or virtually) is an extremely small portion of the world's population, so I shouldn't make a general claim on humanity. Anyway, I hope this somewhat answers your question and thanks for watching this video! Cheers and all the best for your studies and future!
hindi me bol english nahi aati hume
Sorry about that, actually I'm not fluent in Hindi
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