Dean is the perfect example of “you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness”. Because realistically he CHOSE that life. Like everyone was saying, you can, you have outs, but he wants to be sad because that’s the only time he feels
"But once you touch that darkness , It never goes away" ... true , more you feel and know darkness more you want to stay in it . Even if it's make you suffering
When Dean says I wish I could'nt feel a damn thing, I can definitely relate. I've told myself this more times then I can count. I know how it feels to be dead inside but still just going through the motions because that's your job and you have others who are depending on you to keep going. All the while embracing your death whenever it decides to come and take you ....
Seriously. After all the years of doing what others want or what you think other expect of you it is hard. Then all that work means nothing. I think I enjoyed Dean as a character so much because of his mental state and emotions throughout the series. It feels like no matter how hard he tried he still couldn't accept himself which is how a lot of us feel. Even at the end when Cas was telling him how much he loved Dean it was hard for Dean to comprehend.
Dean is the hero of this story. Dean is a survivor who's been through hellish pain. And, I'll tell you, there is no one I'd rather have as a brother. I know, he's fictional but, for a lot of people, he's one of the most "real" people they've ever known. I want him to have his happy ever after one day, he deserves it.
I love both Dean and Sam. But Dean is Dean. The way he loves his brother, his family and his friends is extremely hit me. The way he hates himself for being unable to protect people he loves is hard. For me, Dean and Sam are real people, not just characters in a show. I wish Dean can see how worth he is in our eyes and I wish he can love himself more.
Such a great edit. I just finished binge watching 15 yrs worth of Supernatural in a few months. What a journey. Dean's character arc is absolutely heart-breaking with a phenomenal performance by Jensen Ackles. The man can do it all.
Im not depressed, i just cant feel anymore,i just dont care🙂nothing bothers me at all, im always tired, physically, emotionally and pychologically. I lost a part of me🙂trying to mend broken things
This hits home, I grew up watching the series. And as I was going through my inner struggles I'd find comfort in Dean's character for he was so nuanced and it felt like he got me.
Dean is the best, in depth character.... the modern man if you will.... do jobs what others wont/can't, never quitting no matter how dark it is, just trying to do the right thing, loving everyone so hard but absolutely loathing yourself, can't believe anything good can happen cause when it does there's always a catch/trade/downfall, loving your friends and family so hard you'd literally go to hell for them. Some of us can't be saved cause we do have such a low opinion of ourselves we don't think we are ever worth saving.
I needed this. I've been having really bad thoughts, plans. And I have been smiling so no one knows the hurt inside. But I can't anymore. I'm done. But for the first time in months I felt idk, something. So thank you for pulling me back from the edge
Dean's ride, his whole life, is like running down a hill. If you stop you drop, so you keep running long after you've run out of gas. You eat yourself up until there's nothing left. By the time you stop, you've reached a place where's nothing and no one except you ... and you see no way back. Been there, there's only 2 ways out. You die, or you let the person you were die and start again.
This is why I love dean winchester as much as I do because as an older sibling I feel the same that I have to be strong for them and for others I care about. I have to do everything I can to help others and listen to them and ill put my feelings on the back burner I either feel nothing at all or I feel to much about something and alot dean helps be when I need it most To anyone who reads this that need this Always Keep Fighting, look for the light in every situation, it'll get better, love yourself and you health first. You CAN Do This ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
It is heartbreaking how he thinks so bad of himself, like a curse....He was so much more than his lines or expressions. He blamed himself for circumstances beyond his control. He deserved to be surrounded by Love and Light ....He is an unsung Hero with a broken Heart... ❤
Just saying it might take you a bit to get completely hooked but I’d definitely watch it cause easily one of the most underrated actors / show in general
As a first born I feel him. Can’t explain it but it hit really hard when he said to Marry that he was never a child. In some families you can’t be a kid you just need to try to balance your family members😢
Anyone going through a heartbreak or anything that's tearing you apart. Don't worry. Take it day by day. Keep on moving. You got this! The world is your oyster, and you're the pearl."
I just realised, I come back to this video over and over again. If the day ends, and I realise something is wrong. When I feel this strange feeling, I watch/hear this and... Idk
Sometimes there is simply no reason we feel tired but we look for reasons because there has to be right? But that's just it some times the weight of the world just enough to make us tired.
I relate to him so much, I don't like myself, don't know if I have a purpose, I've cried so so much, that no matter how bad, sad I feel, can't even cry anymore
I AM REAL DEAN WINCHESTER. SUPERNATURAL SHOW is based on Eric Kripke's 1on1 in-person interview based personal biography of me in 2001, as MI6 Canada Special Branch '00'. - now pensioned & declassified. i hunted pedophiles & serial killers & nazis & sex slavers & mass murderers & assassins for 3 decades. I have disposed of 3,294 scum as MI6 SB Canada. I despise forever all u cowards & losers who love fakers & frauds & aclors while despising real life heroes like me.
That's me...burned out on life at 25. I know how to talk to people and can be charasmatic, but once they look in my eyes their expression and demeanor changes. Then I just contunue drinking alone at the bar until I blackout and then somehow get home, go through withdrawal, then do it again the next weekend, after working in an office where people who probably see themselves as rivals feed off my misery like parasites. Getting sober doesn't do shit, as Dean says, once you touch a certain darkness, that persistent numbness and emptiness doesn't go away.
@user-nq2gg5kj9l I am like that too, but i have no particular reason to behave or to be like that, i put myself in a dark place, i constantly think and talk about shitty things and shitty emotions and shitty fucking life i live... And then i wonder why are people starting to avoid me? Why am i loosing connections with people? Well I am the problem. I am 21 and I spent most of my life in my room, and in my head... I need to change or I will just sink deeper into that dark cave that I put myself into.
@@_ReaI_ If your reasons for that aren't yet due to any tangible shitty life experiences but more because of mindset, then you're lucky in that you can still change your mindset and outlook if you can go out and meet the right people and have some good life experiences.
I AM REAL DEAN WINCHESTER. SUPERNATURAL SHOW is based on Eric Kripke's 1on1 in-person interview based personal biography of me in 2001, as MI6 Canada Special Branch '00'. - now pensioned & declassified. i hunted pedophiles & serial killers & nazis & sex slavers & mass murderers & assassins for 3 decades. I have disposed of 3,294 scum as MI6 SB Canada. I despise forever all u cowards & losers who love fakers & frauds & aclors while despising real life heroes like me.
This is what happens when you spend all your time looking after others and neglecting yourself. I’m getting better after a long time of barely hanging on by a thread.
I had been looking for something that would express and explain how I am feeling. And that would explain to family, friends, and others why i just decided to stop fighting and quit pretending. Every word in this compilation rings true for me. I have so much trauma and so many scars i cant keep up the smiles, telling those I love and everyone around me that I'm okay and the reality is i'm dead inside. I've been dead inside since i was conscious of my existence at the age of 6 and now at 55 I'm even more aware that no matter what i do, what i try, and what I have done, and where i go, there is and never was a place for me in this world. I always felt dead inside and worthless , and hate what i see (saw) when i look in the mirror. Im tired and i dont want to continue like this anymore. So as i finish writing this comment, i'm just happy leaving knowing i could leave something that explains why i chose to do what i did.
The first time his Dad told him to save his brother, he was four years old. He lost his mother and had a father who raised him to hunt that demon down and kill it. Along the way, they saved others, and by the time Dean killed the demon that took his mom life he was too far gone to ever think he could have a normal life. A real Supernatural fan knows he tried with Lisa and Ben, and that almost got them killed. He made the Ultimate sacrifice and had Cass make them forget about Dean, and he never looked back 😢
I AM REAL DEAN WINCHESTER. SUPERNATURAL SHOW is based on Eric Kripke's 1on1 in-person interview based personal biography of me in 2001, as MI6 Canada Special Branch '00'. - now pensioned & declassified. i hunted pedophiles & serial killers & nazis & sex slavers & mass murderers & assassins for 3 decades. I have disposed of 3,294 scum as MI6 SB Canada. I despise forever all u cowards & losers who love fakers & frauds & aclors while despising real life heroes like me.
Was waiting for the happiness parts to show up. Lol sometimes life is hard. But without the lows, we wouldn't have anything to compare to the highs. Life's a roller coaster, get excited, because when you've hit rock bottom, there's going to be another rise, and maybe this time, that rise will take you to heights you've never imagined.
I was in a near fatal car accident in January and it took everything from me. My new corvette , my ambition , and my will to live. I often ask myself why couldn’t I just have died instead of surviving. They say everything happens for a reason but I don’t see the reason why that happened to me. It’s made me question my faith in God. I had such high hopes before and now I don’t. I dont care what happens to me at this point in life. I want to die, life would be easier that way. I feel like I’m already dead inside and when I tell this to others they just don’t understand.
When you forget your age sometimes …. Or even forget your birthday is coming up . Sheesh one day I forgot my name and only remembered my nickname . This is when your too far gone .
This how I am everyday because I don’t know if I am fine that what we should say we are fine but when you wake up everyday look into the mirror see yourself didn’t like how ur life go because I am 99% shit because I do hate myself because I don’t want to be fix’s never stop drinking that devil juice and he come in I know have change in my life because I have saw death 7 times I want to die I have lost to much but I know what I am is quitting I don’t want to do but they can see how I am inside me they know that I have give up I am just scared to stand in front of powerful person in this world he knows I am lost on he’s road to peace last time will be my 8th times for me to go on that other side of the road to see him I really don’t sleep as much anymore now
That one part getting too me this song get me too me in ways I can’t not heal anymore because I have let down people that love me I know I did because I know I am dead inside nothing can’t not heal me anymore I am lost on the road where I see two doors to my life or I should say four doors that I see because I have saw death 7 times now what was post because I am fine what we should say we are fine really I am not I got this pounding in my head never stops I can’t really sleep as much anymore I just wish had god on my side he’s only one can fix’s me somehow I have touch that darkness never left me yet because I know have change it does scared me a lot someday I will see the Death Reaper or big boss Grim Reaper I know not oh okay here wish never had feelings inside me wish never feel damn thing again I am not fine here can’t stop drinking keep seeing them a lot they talk to me a lot too they want me too join them what is pretty scared for me
It's dreams replaying old intense memories it takes you to corpes violence and reacting the moments of each person life that now no longer there or even instinct
I AM REAL DEAN WINCHESTER. SUPERNATURAL SHOW is based on Eric Kripke's 1on1 in-person interview based personal biography of me in 2001, as MI6 Canada Special Branch '00'. - now pensioned & declassified. i hunted pedophiles & serial killers & nazis & sex slavers & mass murderers & assassins for 3 decades. I have disposed of 3,294 scum as MI6 SB Canada. I despise forever all u cowards & losers who love fakers & frauds & aclors while despising real life heroes like me.
“How can you care so little about yourself? What’s wrong with you?” That one hits home. I’ll let you know as soon as I figure it out.
Dean is the perfect example of “you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness”. Because realistically he CHOSE that life. Like everyone was saying, you can, you have outs, but he wants to be sad because that’s the only time he feels
exactly. he is that broken, that he doesn't feel anything if it doesn't hurt.
You are half right......John didn't try to stop Dean from doing this. He knee that the life was destructive and never told Dean to do something else
"Me? I know I'm a freak....and sooner or later everybody's gonna leave me."
This line hits home hard. I know that pain all too well.
That's why I'm listening to this again I'm a freak and know it even wife said I'm a paranoid freak
I wish Dean could see himself the way Sam sees him, like the person who worth the world and deserves everything.
"But once you touch that darkness , It never goes away" ... true , more you feel and know darkness more you want to stay in it . Even if it's make you suffering
Dean is the definition of the tragic hero everyone loves... everyone except himself. God but he deserves to be loved 💔😭
When Dean says I wish I could'nt feel a damn thing, I can definitely relate. I've told myself this more times then I can count. I know how it feels to be dead inside but still just going through the motions because that's your job and you have others who are depending on you to keep going. All the while embracing your death whenever it decides to come and take you ....
Dean is referring to his time in hell at the end of season 3 episode 16 When he says I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing.
"Nobody hates you more than you hate yourself" God damn... right.......
Yep me 100 percent
Me too
Seriously. After all the years of doing what others want or what you think other expect of you it is hard. Then all that work means nothing. I think I enjoyed Dean as a character so much because of his mental state and emotions throughout the series. It feels like no matter how hard he tried he still couldn't accept himself which is how a lot of us feel. Even at the end when Cas was telling him how much he loved Dean it was hard for Dean to comprehend.
Dean is the hero of this story. Dean is a survivor who's been through hellish pain. And, I'll tell you, there is no one I'd rather have as a brother. I know, he's fictional but, for a lot of people, he's one of the most "real" people they've ever known. I want him to have his happy ever after one day, he deserves it.
When I was younger, I could relate to Sam far more than I could with Dean. But the older I get, the more I understand and relate to Dean
Same here. It's a horrible way to feel.
I love both Dean and Sam. But Dean is Dean. The way he loves his brother, his family and his friends is extremely hit me. The way he hates himself for being unable to protect people he loves is hard. For me, Dean and Sam are real people, not just characters in a show. I wish Dean can see how worth he is in our eyes and I wish he can love himself more.
Such a great edit. I just finished binge watching 15 yrs worth of Supernatural in a few months. What a journey. Dean's character arc is absolutely heart-breaking with a phenomenal performance by Jensen Ackles. The man can do it all.
Im not depressed, i just cant feel anymore,i just dont care🙂nothing bothers me at all, im always tired, physically, emotionally and pychologically. I lost a part of me🙂trying to mend broken things
Same here
same here
Amazing Your Worlds Are Full of Felling
“and i am Dead wanna Scream so Loud that this Entire world can hear me saying Your Name sania “
Yup that's me, comfortably numb.
Me too
This hits home, I grew up watching the series. And as I was going through my inner struggles I'd find comfort in Dean's character for he was so nuanced and it felt like he got me.
I shouldn't find so much of myself in Dean Winchester and here I am
I remember that feeling of having no purpose and giving in to what ever is thrown at me
This is dead on. I hope you're doing better now.
How did you overcome it ??
Dean is the best, in depth character.... the modern man if you will.... do jobs what others wont/can't, never quitting no matter how dark it is, just trying to do the right thing, loving everyone so hard but absolutely loathing yourself, can't believe anything good can happen cause when it does there's always a catch/trade/downfall, loving your friends and family so hard you'd literally go to hell for them. Some of us can't be saved cause we do have such a low opinion of ourselves we don't think we are ever worth saving.
When you want to feel something knowing you no longer can.
yep
Your not wrong
Me...😪🤐😑😭😢😤
I'm there now. I tried for so long until I realised that part is gone.
It's temporary, it passes
I needed this. I've been having really bad thoughts, plans. And I have been smiling so no one knows the hurt inside. But I can't anymore. I'm done. But for the first time in months I felt idk, something. So thank you for pulling me back from the edge
I know the feeling, but remember you're not alone and everything is going to be okay ❤️
@@blackravxnyt Thank you for taking time out of your day for me! It means more than you know!
Dean's ride, his whole life, is like running down a hill. If you stop you drop, so you keep running long after you've run out of gas. You eat yourself up until there's nothing left. By the time you stop, you've reached a place where's nothing and no one except you ... and you see no way back. Been there, there's only 2 ways out. You die, or you let the person you were die and start again.
Me...
I love your idea, my question is, how would one find a different self after having a part of themselves stuck in the past?
This is why I love dean winchester as much as I do because as an older sibling I feel the same that I have to be strong for them and for others I care about. I have to do everything I can to help others and listen to them and ill put my feelings on the back burner
I either feel nothing at all or I feel to much about something and alot dean helps be when I need it most
To anyone who reads this that need this
Always Keep Fighting, look for the light in every situation, it'll get better, love yourself and you health first. You CAN Do This
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
It is heartbreaking how he thinks so bad of himself, like a curse....He was so much more than his lines or expressions. He blamed himself for circumstances beyond his control. He deserved to be surrounded by Love and Light ....He is an unsung Hero with a broken Heart... ❤
Never watch this show but alot
of people can relate to what he feels
Just saying it might take you a bit to get completely hooked but I’d definitely watch it cause easily one of the most underrated actors / show in general
This show will change you , its legendary , so watch it right now
"I'm my own worst nightmare."
Relatable
I can relate to Dean there are days where I look in the mirror and hate what I see. I am not depressed but I have become numb.
As a first born I feel him. Can’t explain it but it hit really hard when he said to Marry that he was never a child. In some families you can’t be a kid you just need to try to balance your family members😢
Anyone going through a heartbreak or anything that's tearing you apart. Don't worry. Take it day by day. Keep on moving. You got this! The world is your oyster, and you're the pearl."
Holy crap that was intense.
Dean is my spirit animal everything he says is what I feel everyday all day when I'm asleep and when I'm awake and just like him I'm ready to give up
Why can I relate so much to dean? My life is good, not perfect but good. So why the heck do I feel so?
I just realised, I come back to this video over and over again.
If the day ends, and I realise something is wrong. When I feel this strange feeling, I watch/hear this and... Idk
@@tammyohnezahn6250 Same.
@@tammyohnezahn6250 🍕🍙🍳🔪🧭🌆🚆🚜🛤🛶💧💧💧💧💧🥽)
Great edit. All the stuff i relate to Dean. I mean I understand him to the point it brings me peace finally.
I've searched the internet looking for the reason why i feel so tired i just don't know anymore.
Sometimes there is simply no reason we feel tired but we look for reasons because there has to be right? But that's just it some times the weight of the world just enough to make us tired.
@@ghostgirl0209I never noticed your comment, I'm sorry even in a year I've still come to never understand my tiredness.
I relate to him so much, I don't like myself, don't know if I have a purpose, I've cried so so much, that no matter how bad, sad I feel, can't even cry anymore
Because he knows how the world really is like near and far
When crowley says
"Dean, Nobody hates you more than you do" 😢😢
Idk y but I relate to dean so much
So relatable 😭
I AM REAL DEAN WINCHESTER. SUPERNATURAL SHOW is based on Eric Kripke's 1on1 in-person interview based personal biography of me in 2001, as MI6 Canada Special Branch '00'. - now pensioned & declassified. i hunted pedophiles & serial killers & nazis & sex slavers & mass murderers & assassins for 3 decades. I have disposed of 3,294 scum as MI6 SB Canada. I despise forever all u cowards & losers who love fakers & frauds & aclors while despising real life heroes like me.
How can anyone love a man who doesn't even love himself? People can feel that negative energy and don't want to be a part of that
That's me...burned out on life at 25. I know how to talk to people and can be charasmatic, but once they look in my eyes their expression and demeanor changes. Then I just contunue drinking alone at the bar until I blackout and then somehow get home, go through withdrawal, then do it again the next weekend, after working in an office where people who probably see themselves as rivals feed off my misery like parasites.
Getting sober doesn't do shit, as Dean says, once you touch a certain darkness, that persistent numbness and emptiness doesn't go away.
@user-nq2gg5kj9l I am like that too, but i have no particular reason to behave or to be like that, i put myself in a dark place, i constantly think and talk about shitty things and shitty emotions and shitty fucking life i live... And then i wonder why are people starting to avoid me? Why am i loosing connections with people? Well I am the problem. I am 21 and I spent most of my life in my room, and in my head... I need to change or I will just sink deeper into that dark cave that I put myself into.
@@_ReaI_ If your reasons for that aren't yet due to any tangible shitty life experiences but more because of mindset, then you're lucky in that you can still change your mindset and outlook if you can go out and meet the right people and have some good life experiences.
@@user-nq2gg5kj9l yeah you are right... I hope you find your peace too
I never knew Dean is so relatable
I relate to Dean ❤️❤️❤️
I AM REAL DEAN WINCHESTER. SUPERNATURAL SHOW is based on Eric Kripke's 1on1 in-person interview based personal biography of me in 2001, as MI6 Canada Special Branch '00'. - now pensioned & declassified. i hunted pedophiles & serial killers & nazis & sex slavers & mass murderers & assassins for 3 decades. I have disposed of 3,294 scum as MI6 SB Canada. I despise forever all u cowards & losers who love fakers & frauds & aclors while despising real life heroes like me.
This is what happens when you spend all your time looking after others and neglecting yourself. I’m getting better after a long time of barely hanging on by a thread.
I feel you dean 😱
So if I identify down the line with Dean here... I'm dead inside? FML
this character relates to me so much
"Im my own worst nightmare"
#Appreciate urself because the tone of u saying I'm trying counts.
Thank you for this
This
Was
EXCELLENT!
It pmo that it has so few views.
Make more cuz ur incredible!
Well done you
OMG thank you so much!! I really appreciate it 🥰
my heart.
Slay.
How I feel since my mother died from cancer in February!
Dead inside & empty like Soulless Sam!!!!
How can I let my pain go
I had been looking for something that would express and explain how I am feeling. And that would explain to family, friends, and others why i just decided to stop fighting and quit pretending. Every word in this compilation rings true for me. I have so much trauma and so many scars i cant keep up the smiles, telling those I love and everyone around me that I'm okay and the reality is i'm dead inside. I've been dead inside since i was conscious of my existence at the age of 6 and now at 55 I'm even more aware that no matter what i do, what i try, and what I have done, and where i go, there is and never was a place for me in this world. I always felt dead inside and worthless , and hate what i see (saw) when i look in the mirror. Im tired and i dont want to continue like this anymore. So as i finish writing this comment, i'm just happy leaving knowing i could leave something that explains why i chose to do what i did.
reply to this so ik that ur a real person. cause this sound like not normal
i am dean inside
I miss u
Come here & I'll give you the biggest hug ever!!
And. I really mean it !!
"I can handle myself thanks."
The first time his Dad told him to save his brother, he was four years old. He lost his mother and had a father who raised him to hunt that demon down and kill it. Along the way, they saved others, and by the time Dean killed the demon that took his mom life he was too far gone to ever think he could have a normal life. A real Supernatural fan knows he tried with Lisa and Ben, and that almost got them killed. He made the Ultimate sacrifice and had Cass make them forget about Dean, and he never looked back 😢
This dude is like Thomas Shelby!!
You mean Thomas Shelby is like Dean?
This is how I see myself sometimes even worse😮💨
I AM REAL DEAN WINCHESTER. SUPERNATURAL SHOW is based on Eric Kripke's 1on1 in-person interview based personal biography of me in 2001, as MI6 Canada Special Branch '00'. - now pensioned & declassified. i hunted pedophiles & serial killers & nazis & sex slavers & mass murderers & assassins for 3 decades. I have disposed of 3,294 scum as MI6 SB Canada. I despise forever all u cowards & losers who love fakers & frauds & aclors while despising real life heroes like me.
He is a sad 🧸
Was waiting for the happiness parts to show up. Lol sometimes life is hard. But without the lows, we wouldn't have anything to compare to the highs. Life's a roller coaster, get excited, because when you've hit rock bottom, there's going to be another rise, and maybe this time, that rise will take you to heights you've never imagined.
#Life Sometimes must be a Vicious Circle.
ele merecia mais
I’m just going to quietly crack another beer and say I’m fine.
It’s just a tv show.
I lost my only son my soul is lost 💔😭😔😔😔😔💔
🫂
I'm not dead , I burnt to crisp and dieing exhausted, I push is so hard, Evey promise fell through this is what happens
I was in a near fatal car accident in January and it took everything from me. My new corvette , my ambition , and my will to live. I often ask myself why couldn’t I just have died instead of surviving. They say everything happens for a reason but I don’t see the reason why that happened to me. It’s made me question my faith in God. I had such high hopes before and now I don’t. I dont care what happens to me at this point in life. I want to die, life would be easier that way. I feel like I’m already dead inside and when I tell this to others they just don’t understand.
I know your pain.
When you forget your age sometimes …. Or even forget your birthday is coming up . Sheesh one day I forgot my name and only remembered my nickname . This is when your too far gone .
He last in the world😢😢😢😢
I hate waking up anymore
1:54 to 2:12 fucking hits 😔💔
He last human 😢😢😢😢
Депресняк? Дин, держись! Всё наладится и изменится в лучшую сторону.
Dead inside.
This how I am everyday because I don’t know if I am fine that what we should say we are fine but when you wake up everyday look into the mirror see yourself didn’t like how ur life go because I am 99% shit because I do hate myself because I don’t want to be fix’s never stop drinking that devil juice and he come in I know have change in my life because I have saw death 7 times I want to die I have lost to much but I know what I am is quitting I don’t want to do but they can see how I am inside me they know that I have give up I am just scared to stand in front of powerful person in this world he knows I am lost on he’s road to peace last time will be my 8th times for me to go on that other side of the road to see him I really don’t sleep as much anymore now
I wish I was D. Winchester.
That one part getting too me this song get me too me in ways I can’t not heal anymore because I have let down people that love me I know I did because I know I am dead inside nothing can’t not heal me anymore I am lost on the road where I see two doors to my life or I should say four doors that I see because I have saw death 7 times now what was post because I am fine what we should say we are fine really I am not I got this pounding in my head never stops I can’t really sleep as much anymore I just wish had god on my side he’s only one can fix’s me somehow I have touch that darkness never left me yet because I know have change it does scared me a lot someday I will see the Death Reaper or big boss Grim Reaper I know not oh okay here wish never had feelings inside me wish never feel damn thing again I am not fine here can’t stop drinking keep seeing them a lot they talk to me a lot too they want me too join them what is pretty scared for me
Same...
It's dreams replaying old intense memories it takes you to corpes violence and reacting the moments of each person life that now no longer there or even instinct
just keep going through the motions
This comment section is...very good ..wow.
Literal me.
T'amo Dean Sam
wlang nakakagawa sakin nun n aanuhin nya sarili nya para sakin pakabait nlng taung lahat
This is how depression feels like.
What episode is it when he talks to cash about the constant pounding in his head?
Season 14 episode 14 "Ouroboros"
@@blackravxnyt thank you
@@ianburnett4129 its cas not cash
Tag yourself I’ll go first I’m dean
Me too
Super clip vidéo il son super j'ador 😀😎💜❣💖👍👍👍
Hey it's sad. But I get it. I hate it too.
Это есть мудрость
I'm more like dean where I think I can do everything on my own.
I AM REAL DEAN WINCHESTER. SUPERNATURAL SHOW is based on Eric Kripke's 1on1 in-person interview based personal biography of me in 2001, as MI6 Canada Special Branch '00'. - now pensioned & declassified. i hunted pedophiles & serial killers & nazis & sex slavers & mass murderers & assassins for 3 decades. I have disposed of 3,294 scum as MI6 SB Canada. I despise forever all u cowards & losers who love fakers & frauds & aclors while despising real life heroes like me.
"im past saving"
Eu não sei...
Nah I'm tired, broke and burnt to a crisp ,
Try 3 days grace you will need back just like have tooooo
"That's a dead man look." 😐
😭😭😭
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same.