I lost my freind last week, he died cause of cancer, he tries his best to fight it untill his last breath😿 Why, its so loner, why its so loner, Its so darker, its so darker, You fade away slowly from your life, You gone to the angles hand and left me with demon sides, This dark world so dark, you have given me shine in life, Now no one will be their when i will feel down, I wish i could become a god to bring you back, Why this have to be you to give the exam of life, So many people diein cuz of this deadly shit, I will never forget your life, you were smilling all the time in life, keep telling you will stay by my side, now you are gone you broke your promise right, dont blame you just send the reapper to me to, come in my dreams and tell me how you been, i am broke i cried you know what i gone throw, you were the one and the only one which know about my life, now you are star shinning in darker nights, missing you in night while sitting on the door step of your house, i miss the time while we played ping pong in night, sometime i feel you are still alive in life, when i focus my mind reality hit me hard in life, you were light that went to join others with sunlight, (Its for you: MAX)😿😿😿
Hook: hey old friend How has everything been? Do you still, Have the memories from then? X2 Verse 1: hey trin yeah it’s been a while Can’t believe how far we’ve come, It’s wild I know, your past is a little rough But you’re strongest person I know, but You can And I know I wasn’t really there for you But I’m trying to make it better, it’s true I wanna show I care, and I’m asking for a second chance It hurts, cause I didn’t love myself And no trusted how I felt But you always stayed by my side I love you, that ain’t a lie I just wanna see you again Relive the memories again Back when we had all our friends Back when we had our innocence I’ll start by saying- Hook: hey old friend How has everything been? Do you still, Have the memories from then? X2 Break: Verse 2: look, I’m sorry I never reached out I was dealing with a lot felt left out I wanted you know I love you tons You’re special to me, holding no grudge I was hopping we could still be friends Cause every left me, but you didn’t And I always wondered why Truth is I feel like a horrible guy I’ve been searching peace And have been left on my knees Man I’m begging please Still wanna hold on to the memories Now we’re grown and we cant hang out But if the world was ending would you be down? Would you come over help me out Wipe the tears before I drown? I hope deep down I can make you proud But left in my mind is doubt Would you be there before the end Would you care if I left Would you try to have a friendship? Are you even still I interested? Could we ever try again? I would cancel all of my plans I would jump off the edge Let’s see Ima start by saying- Hook: hey old friend How has everything been? Do you still, Have the memories from then? X2
Por qué para mi mala suerte Hoy tuve que volver a verte Y me hace mal algo quedo pendiente me quede pensante volviste a mi mente Aunque fue un segundo fue para siempre para mi mala suerte
this isn't my main RUclips, but I've used a few of your beats and honestly, they're great. If I make it anywhere with a song that your beat helped produce, I'll donate 10% of my current wealth and 50% of what the track made in total.
I’d love to make some good shit out of this, I’ve said this before on Instagram but I just wanted to say again thanks for making these beats and free at that, depressions always been a big part of my life and writing my feelings down to these beats really helps so thank you 🙏🏼 🙏🏼
Uh I hate that you listen to garbage I can't even leave my apartment Spent two nights in the darkness Wanna live another year, but I know that's a bargain Prepare for the harvest, these nights are the hardest Take what you need then leave me in the garden I'll build a hideout where no one can find me Under the stars, but none of them shining (Ayy) Never let it sit, never let it sink in I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant I don't wanna know, only thing I know now I ain't falling in love to fall out Never let it sit, never let it sink in I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant I don't wanna know, only thing I know now I ain't falling in love to fall out Met you for the first time at one of my shows, didn't think much of that night we spoke Now looking back, didn't miss one note Found a new home when you wore my coat Girl, you the last I expected Knife in my chest, tears on my cheeks I won't go out for I don't bother Said all I have, then cut off my tongue Why is it hard saying bye to a monster? How has everything been? Do you still have the memories from then? (Hey old friend) Uh I hate that you listen to garbage I can't even leave my apartment Spent two nights in the darkness Wanna live another year, but I know that's a bargain Prepare for the harvest, these nights are the hardest Take what you need then leave me in the garden I'll build a hideout where no one can find me Under the stars, but none of them shining Never let it sit, never let it sink in I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant I don't wanna know, only thing I know now I ain't falling in love to fall out Never let it sit, never let it sink in I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant I don't wanna know, only thing I know now I ain't falling in love to fall out (Yeah) Six pills, I don't know what I'm drinkin' But I know I don't know what I think, uh My world feel like it's sinkin' On and on, I'm sick of it Ten roads, I don't know what I'm thinkin' But I know I don't want this choice I blame you that my life's in a spiral But right now I got no one to dial
verse1//: hey i know it’s been a while since we’ve talked it’s crazy cuz i remember the nights we’d share our thoughts i hope you know that i no longer have you blocked i’m sorry but deep down i just couldn’t accept at what i’ve lost and i see to find that you finally found another person it’s good to know the heart of yours is no longer hurting i would’ve stayed but truly i know it would’ve worsened i hope he makes you happy cuz you know i could never serve it i still question of if me and you would’ve ever made it giving ultimatums, just for me to up change and i knew you were never changing life of the forsaken, my skies are always raining i knew you couldn’t love me, i knew i could never change it i still have all of our songs on the playlist 3 words i question on why you’d ever say it and maybe the next time i see you ill have the chance to say this
been on my own since a young kid end of the world by the sound of a trumpet if God came now rip out heart i still dont think he would want it haunted by the memorys that i kept locked up every sin i commuted man i know i fucked up young kid demonted i should end up locked up stress i suppress look at the clock think my time is up now im lost in the fall out look up at the the sky as the meteors fall down everyone is screaming their lungs out
i wish i got answers on why she left me. i wish she would’ve told me she wanted her ex instead of wasting my time and hurting me. i wish things would’ve worked out differently and none of this ever happened. i don’t regret meeting her, but i just regret giving her my all. i wouldn’t have done it if i would’ve known her true intentions. i miss her voice, her text messages, her hugs, her kisses... i just miss her. this beat flashes me back to those times of her and I.
Be something and you get shot Brothers dying on the sidewalk Best friends body lined in chalk He wanted to make it big in hip hop Always could speak my mind and what I thought Without you now I'm left to rot Now you're carrying a rifle in Iran Crying for every battle that you fought Feel like you cruising in a huracan Body dropped Icebox Fuck the opps I miss you lots
t as les même yeux que la plupart des gens qu'ont plus la force d'avancer pour ça que je suis peiné envie de t aider, donc jvais nettoyer ton chemin pour que tu puisse y marcher jveux te voir avancer, tu me remercieras plus tard pour l instant avance sans te retourner
Did distance drive the emotions away I swear I still think about you everyday Wish I was brave enough to tell you to stay He was better for you I knew I was selfish in that way I feel like you were waiting for the words to create I love you I thought I had more time to ride this wave I remember when you fell asleep on my shoulder It took me a moment to realize we we were getting older Been searching for someone to live and love Little did I know you were always the one We use to face time when you left so we could stay in touch Lately it's been so hard to keep my emotions bottled up I've made half the drive to surprise you but it was to much Your happy at least and that's all I ever wanted My love is always here for you if you want it
конец привет,давай поговорим на чистоту я все еще тебя люблю ты каждый день сидишь в моей голове не знаю почему но говорю все как есть прошло полгода,я хочу быть свободным прошу покинь мою голову ведь ты живешь дальше,а я по тебе страдаю это нечестно,это нечестно в два часа ночи ты пишешь мне привет но я больше не буду тебе отвечать это похоже на конец наш лето 2018 навсегда не могу полюбить никого кроме тебя что то со мной не так и это факт я тебя не нужен,ты лишь пользуешься,хоть я не плюшевый но для тебя всего лишь игрушка
Привет Скорее ты вымысел и не знаешь За год с лишним я выкинул ожидание Все не по плану Да и с начала небыли плана Только слёзы Передоз от таблеток В своём сознании Я вызвал скорую А сестра словила истерику Тогда я обещал ей Не понимая все терминов О жизни Да и в целом не понимая Всех тонкостей семьи Общество слишком навязала на долги За кем то А я не привык искать ответы у вменяемых Обычный день Как все ничего и не поменял Я так же загоняюсь в омуте Приступ самокопание Признак винить всех замертво Хоронить И винить Опять винить себя Для вас ваша жизнь это кино Стараясь быть похожими на злодея Ты так же остаёшься назаром ну или верой Пытаясь закрутить себя в водоворот истерик Посмотреть за их реакцией Но им всем похуй Стены Давят только своим молчанием Громкими истерикам из-за квартир соседа Скучным ландшафтом и европейской постройкой Ржавой панелькой Счастья нет Но я пытаюсь поверить хотя бы в лето Пытаюсь поверить Что завтра я проснусь после августа Пойду в военкомат Через два месяца в армию Но я снова сижу на кухне И слышу плач своей бабушки На кладбище выпью Калитку заперев падаю На асфальт Смерть матери подкосила до начала ноября После я вкинулсы э таблетками Алкогольным сортам в моей кровати места не было Заполняя бутылками свой рай Я с перегаром шёл в колледж или трамвай Но ей кричал все хорошо Алкоголизм и только Пробовал ходить в кружок анонимов у всех проблемы Скучно слушать На иголках иду за своей бутылкой счастья Признаки апатии Признак скоро транса В упокоенный атракйион С Алиной Снова обниму Аню Снова в чужой квартире живу три месяца Так же Лежу с душевно больными Исчерпывая их опыт Кто то бывал в Америке Кто то лестницу ставил на Луне И провод проводил до электростанции В общем психика в норме Где скажи мне смеяться Масок полно в моем шкафу Правда забуду сменять их Для всех я придворный шут А сам притворный астматик За год полюбил ничего не чувствовать За год я стал немым о своих проблемах искусственно смеясь в Своих историях в инсте И своим знакомым товарищам Панически боюсь смерти и кажется Я стал сходить с ума Поверил Что она любит меня Поверил что я правда смогу так сильно ее обнять Моя наивность Моя детская искренность Проще винить ее Но для меня это низко Проще винить вообще всех в своих проблемах При этом оставляя в своих проебах пробелы Белой комнатой закрою свои чёрные полосы Дороги жалко скомканы Жалко что я сам скомканный Пытаясь сделать сильным себя хотя бы по виду И при этом каждый день ненавидеть себя и мир мой Обнимает крепко молодость И пронюханный год Проезжий старый календарь И потерянный метроном Привет Скорее ты вымысел и не знаешь За год с лишним я выкинул ожидание Теперь в моей квартире стоит только пепел с дымом Теперь в моей квартире есть место для моих криков И плаксивых треков Перерисовка художник выместил Всех своих демонов На картинках немого изверга Я помню как в последний раз искренне улыбался Я помню как последний раз чувствовал из объятие Привет Скорее вся песня это мой вымысел За год я стал боЯться даже призраков За год я начала верить что счастье это наивность За год я начал верить Что мой знакомый не вскрылся За год я начал верить в свою никчемную гордсть За год я начал врать Что могу испытывать совесть За год я начал ждать свои лучшие дни за кадром За год я так страдал Что не помню когда и правда
hey old friend how are u can we talk again ik you're worried of the status of friends but im over u I promise that I am so can we talk again I just want my friend I hate it that u hate it that I care
Made a song to this a few years ago, and it’s my most viewed song on my channel, I’d appreciate if y’all could check it! Brings back a lot of memories when I first started making music. Grateful to be able to say CapsCtrl was the first producer I enjoyed and still enjoy
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Sample Lyrics:
Hey old friend
How has everything been
Do you still have the memories from then
damn thats like a whole verse
Pp} l) l) l) oo
bro IK this beat is kinda older but its like one of my favorites.
I actually made a song on it
I lost my freind last week, he died cause of cancer, he tries his best to fight it untill his last breath😿
Why, its so loner, why its so loner,
Its so darker, its so darker,
You fade away slowly from your life,
You gone to the angles hand and left me with demon sides,
This dark world so dark, you have given me shine in life,
Now no one will be their when i will feel down,
I wish i could become a god to bring you back,
Why this have to be you to give the exam of life,
So many people diein cuz of this deadly shit,
I will never forget your life, you were smilling all the time in life, keep telling you will stay by my side, now you are gone you broke your promise right, dont blame you just send the reapper to me to, come in my dreams and tell me how you been, i am broke i cried you know what i gone throw, you were the one and the only one which know about my life, now you are star shinning in darker nights, missing you in night while sitting on the door step of your house, i miss the time while we played ping pong in night, sometime i feel you are still alive in life, when i focus my mind reality hit me hard in life, you were light that went to join others with sunlight,
(Its for you: MAX)😿😿😿
stay strong!
if u need help dm me on instagram @supvyper
*I wish i could become a god to bring you back*
this hurts me so much , rest in paradise to your friend , i'm so sorry :(
✊🏽🙏🏽
lazys0ul that’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard. No disrespect to this guy, but that was not the right thing to say
May Allah guide you all
bro 200 views in 30 mins i promise bro your going to be one of the best producers out there !
No needed lyric. Is perfect.
yeeeah, the same picture that was on "crybaby" beat
Oh lol I didn't notice
@@CapsCtrl oh nevermind. It reminds me of the first song, cause i wrote it on "crybaby"
I dont understand how they keep getting better and better 😱 haha nice work bro 🔥🔥
Song out now using this beat Listen to FOREVER YUNG (prod Caps Ctrl)
soundcloud.com/josh-hernandez-174459245/forever-yung-prod-caps-ctrl
The One thing about ur Beats are the vocals! I really wish I could Mix Vocals like yours!!!! ❤️
I'm really feeling this, deep in my head for this one...writing right now.
honestly this is fucking perfection
This beat is the besttt i heard
i love everything about this beat
You nailed this! I'm starting to like making these kinds of beats the most as well
thanks for what u doin🙏
Crazy this was 3 years ago feel like i made it yesterday
Thoughts on Powfus song using this?
@@EquinoxDrums I love it
@@CapsCtrl i really hope you make more beats like this cos its just too emotional
your beats are experiences. keep it up.
Love this and many more
Everytime I check your beats I just hear emotions, love your work
Can’t wait to use this😁
You popped off on this one
Damn this is hitting me in the heart I’m kinda speechless rn. I’m gonna try my best to write but man great job 😢👏🏽
Hook: hey old friend
How has everything been?
Do you still,
Have the memories from then? X2
Verse 1: hey trin yeah it’s been a while
Can’t believe how far we’ve come, It’s wild
I know, your past is a little rough
But you’re strongest person I know, but
You can
And I know
I wasn’t really there for you
But I’m trying to make it better, it’s true
I wanna show I care, and
I’m asking for a second chance
It hurts, cause I didn’t love myself
And no trusted how I felt
But you always stayed by my side
I love you, that ain’t a lie
I just wanna see you again
Relive the memories again
Back when we had all our friends
Back when we had our innocence
I’ll start by saying-
Hook: hey old friend
How has everything been?
Do you still,
Have the memories from then? X2
Break:
Verse 2: look, I’m sorry I never reached out
I was dealing with a lot felt left out
I wanted you know I love you tons
You’re special to me, holding no grudge
I was hopping we could still be friends
Cause every left me, but you didn’t
And I always wondered why
Truth is I feel like a horrible guy
I’ve been searching peace
And have been left on my knees
Man I’m begging please
Still wanna hold on to the memories
Now we’re grown and we cant hang out
But if the world was ending would you be down?
Would you come over help me out
Wipe the tears before I drown?
I hope deep down I can make you proud
But left in my mind is doubt
Would you be there before the end
Would you care if I left
Would you try to have a friendship?
Are you even still I interested?
Could we ever try again?
I would cancel all of my plans
I would jump off the edge
Let’s see
Ima start by saying-
Hook: hey old friend
How has everything been?
Do you still,
Have the memories from then? X2
Powfu made a song to this called fallout
Dis guy beats are a whole vibe bro bro keep dis shi up big fan keep em comin
Take your space, take your distance
Beautiful beat man 🔥🔥
Real rap best one❤️
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 you never miss
masterpiece!
This is love ❤❤
Dope Bro
My mixtape Is Full of your beats .. i Love every Single Beat
too wavy 🌊🌊🌊
My bro‼️
Caps who's TOMORROW? HE'S on your video descriptions I got him on mine too
Vou usar
I will use
this beat is fire asf #flexoperations keep working bro and dropping fire beats
I love you 🖤
Eu tô querendo
Mas não posso te beijar
Eu tô sedento
E nada pode saciar
Eu tô torcendo
Pra tudo isso melhorar
Logo logo, vou poder te abraçar
Noice imma make a song outta this
This is amazing bro 🔥🔥
caps ctrl i really love you bro 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
Made a song w this beat, thanks @Capsctrl :)
Gg wp, thx for this beat
Perfection
sad 😢
Por qué para mi mala suerte
Hoy tuve que volver a verte
Y me hace mal algo quedo pendiente
me quede pensante volviste a mi mente
Aunque fue un segundo fue para siempre
para mi mala suerte
Hey love your beats man there really good I used this one for one of my songs and made sure to credit you. If you have a problem just let me know.
this isn't my main RUclips, but I've used a few of your beats and honestly, they're great. If I make it anywhere with a song that your beat helped produce, I'll donate 10% of my current wealth and 50% of what the track made in total.
Wow thanks bro❤️
I’d love to make some good shit out of this, I’ve said this before on Instagram but I just wanted to say again thanks for making these beats and free at that, depressions always been a big part of my life and writing my feelings down to these beats really helps so thank you 🙏🏼 🙏🏼
Much love send to you
Elias Hardy thank you
обожаю твою музыку, ты очень талантливая
Top notch 🔥
Uh
I hate that you listen to garbage
I can't even leave my apartment
Spent two nights in the darkness
Wanna live another year, but I know that's a bargain
Prepare for the harvest, these nights are the hardest
Take what you need then leave me in the garden
I'll build a hideout where no one can find me
Under the stars, but none of them shining (Ayy)
Never let it sit, never let it sink in
I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant
I don't wanna know, only thing I know now
I ain't falling in love to fall out
Never let it sit, never let it sink in
I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant
I don't wanna know, only thing I know now
I ain't falling in love to fall out
Met you for the first time at one of my shows, didn't think much of that night we spoke
Now looking back, didn't miss one note
Found a new home when you wore my coat
Girl, you the last I expected
Knife in my chest, tears on my cheeks
I won't go out for I don't bother
Said all I have, then cut off my tongue
Why is it hard saying bye to a monster?
How has everything been?
Do you still have the memories from then? (Hey old friend) Uh
I hate that you listen to garbage
I can't even leave my apartment
Spent two nights in the darkness
Wanna live another year, but I know that's a bargain
Prepare for the harvest, these nights are the hardest
Take what you need then leave me in the garden
I'll build a hideout where no one can find me
Under the stars, but none of them shining
Never let it sit, never let it sink in
I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant
I don't wanna know, only thing I know now
I ain't falling in love to fall out
Never let it sit, never let it sink in
I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant
I don't wanna know, only thing I know now
I ain't falling in love to fall out (Yeah)
Six pills, I don't know what I'm drinkin'
But I know I don't know what I think, uh
My world feel like it's sinkin'
On and on, I'm sick of it
Ten roads, I don't know what I'm thinkin'
But I know I don't want this choice
I blame you that my life's in a spiral
But right now I got no one to dial
verse1//:
hey i know it’s been a while since we’ve talked
it’s crazy cuz i remember the nights we’d share our thoughts
i hope you know that i no longer have you blocked
i’m sorry but deep down i just couldn’t accept at what i’ve lost
and
i see to find that you finally found another person
it’s good to know the heart of yours is no longer hurting
i would’ve stayed but truly i know it would’ve worsened
i hope he makes you happy cuz you know i could never serve it
i still question of if me and you would’ve ever made it
giving ultimatums, just for me to up change and
i knew you were never changing
life of the forsaken, my skies are always raining
i knew you couldn’t love me, i knew i could never change it
i still have all of our songs on the playlist
3 words i question on why you’d ever say it
and maybe the next time i see you ill have the chance to say this
🔥❤
been on my own
since a young kid
end of the world
by the sound of a trumpet
if God came now
rip out heart
i still dont think he would want it
haunted
by the memorys that i kept locked up
every sin i commuted man i know i fucked up
young kid demonted i should end up locked up
stress i suppress look at the clock
think my time is up
now im lost in the fall out
look up at the the sky
as the meteors fall down
everyone is screaming their lungs out
i wish i got answers on why she left me. i wish she would’ve told me she wanted her ex instead of wasting my time and hurting me. i wish things would’ve worked out differently and none of this ever happened. i don’t regret meeting her, but i just regret giving her my all. i wouldn’t have done it if i would’ve known her true intentions. i miss her voice, her text messages, her hugs, her kisses... i just miss her. this beat flashes me back to those times of her and I.
Be something and you get shot
Brothers dying on the sidewalk
Best friends body lined in chalk
He wanted to make it big in hip hop
Always could speak my mind and what I thought
Without you now I'm left to rot
Now you're carrying a rifle in Iran
Crying for every battle that you fought
Feel like you cruising in a huracan
Body dropped
Icebox
Fuck the opps
I miss you lots
Nice music
Yo if we used this would we get copyrighted if we used it on spotify and apple music??
amazing beats bro oh my god. i’m using this one for sure
Who bought the beat @splashgvng if u don’t mind telling me so I can go check there song out
@CapsCtrl is there any way I can buy some beats off u that r not on RUclips!?! Plz let me know.. I'm interested in purchasing some..
All my beats are on my youtube bro...
@@CapsCtrl is there any way I can pay for u for an original exclusive?.
I will be using this beautiful work of art ❤️thank u
can i buy this exclusively
hi. do you happen to have a twitter by chance for messages or just soundcloud & instagram??
t as les même yeux que la plupart des gens qu'ont plus la force d'avancer
pour ça que je suis peiné
envie de t aider,
donc jvais nettoyer
ton chemin pour que tu puisse y marcher
jveux te voir avancer, tu me remercieras plus tard pour l instant avance sans te retourner
Your the best there ever fucking will be. Everytime I need to find a beat for a song, you always have the best fitting ones. Keep it up❤
making something right now!!!!
🖤🤘
I will use this beat, and I’ll give you credit bc I can’t purchase it lol but if you hear my song I hope you like it
Hey old friend is this end can you lend a hand sometimes there’s things I don’t understand
😯❤️❤️❤️❤️
Did distance drive the emotions away
I swear I still think about you everyday
Wish I was brave enough to tell you to stay
He was better for you I knew I was selfish in that way
I feel like you were waiting for the words to create
I love you I thought I had more time to ride this wave
I remember when you fell asleep on my shoulder
It took me a moment to realize we we were getting older
Been searching for someone to live and love
Little did I know you were always the one
We use to face time when you left so we could stay in touch
Lately it's been so hard to keep my emotions bottled up
I've made half the drive to surprise you but it was to much
Your happy at least and that's all I ever wanted
My love is always here for you if you want it
What are the chords for this beat? I love it
Bro this beat is the most beautiful beat I have. Came across ! This has provided structure for me I’m boutta make a master piece 💙❤️
Sample cleared?
did I mention that you are the best in the world? You deserve a place in Paradise
but who am I to decide that
aw thanks tho
конец
привет,давай поговорим на чистоту
я все еще тебя люблю
ты каждый день сидишь в моей голове
не знаю почему но говорю все как есть
прошло полгода,я хочу быть свободным
прошу покинь мою голову
ведь ты живешь дальше,а я по тебе страдаю
это нечестно,это нечестно
в два часа ночи ты пишешь мне привет
но я больше не буду тебе отвечать
это похоже на конец наш
лето 2018 навсегда
не могу полюбить никого кроме тебя
что то со мной не так и это факт
я тебя не нужен,ты лишь пользуешься,хоть я не плюшевый
но для тебя всего лишь игрушка
Hey man do you have Twitter? Can’t find you
Can someone help ?
i got a beat stuck in my head
🤤🤤🤤
Привет
Скорее ты вымысел и не знаешь
За год с лишним я выкинул ожидание
Все не по плану
Да и с начала небыли плана
Только слёзы
Передоз от таблеток
В своём сознании
Я вызвал скорую
А сестра словила истерику
Тогда я обещал ей
Не понимая все терминов
О жизни
Да и в целом не понимая
Всех тонкостей семьи
Общество слишком навязала на долги
За кем то
А я не привык искать ответы у вменяемых
Обычный день
Как все ничего и не поменял
Я так же загоняюсь в омуте
Приступ самокопание
Признак винить всех замертво
Хоронить
И винить
Опять винить себя
Для вас ваша жизнь это кино
Стараясь быть похожими на злодея
Ты так же остаёшься назаром ну или верой
Пытаясь закрутить себя в водоворот истерик
Посмотреть за их реакцией
Но им всем похуй
Стены
Давят только своим молчанием
Громкими истерикам из-за квартир соседа
Скучным ландшафтом и европейской постройкой
Ржавой панелькой
Счастья нет
Но я пытаюсь поверить хотя бы в лето
Пытаюсь поверить
Что завтра я проснусь после августа
Пойду в военкомат
Через два месяца в армию
Но я снова сижу на кухне
И слышу плач своей бабушки
На кладбище выпью
Калитку заперев падаю
На асфальт
Смерть матери подкосила до начала ноября
После я вкинулсы э таблетками
Алкогольным сортам в моей кровати места не было
Заполняя бутылками свой рай
Я с перегаром шёл в колледж или трамвай
Но ей кричал все хорошо
Алкоголизм и только
Пробовал ходить в кружок анонимов у всех проблемы
Скучно слушать
На иголках иду за своей бутылкой счастья
Признаки апатии
Признак скоро транса
В упокоенный атракйион
С Алиной
Снова обниму Аню
Снова в чужой квартире живу три месяца
Так же
Лежу с душевно больными
Исчерпывая их опыт
Кто то бывал в Америке
Кто то лестницу ставил на Луне
И провод проводил до электростанции
В общем психика в норме
Где скажи мне смеяться
Масок полно в моем шкафу
Правда забуду сменять их
Для всех я придворный шут
А сам притворный астматик
За год полюбил ничего не чувствовать
За год я стал немым о своих проблемах искусственно смеясь в
Своих историях в инсте
И своим знакомым товарищам
Панически боюсь смерти и кажется
Я стал сходить с ума
Поверил
Что она любит меня
Поверил что я правда смогу так сильно ее обнять
Моя наивность
Моя детская искренность
Проще винить ее
Но для меня это низко
Проще винить вообще всех в своих проблемах
При этом оставляя в своих проебах пробелы
Белой комнатой закрою свои чёрные полосы
Дороги жалко скомканы
Жалко что я сам скомканный
Пытаясь сделать сильным себя хотя бы по виду
И при этом каждый день ненавидеть себя и мир мой
Обнимает крепко молодость
И пронюханный год
Проезжий старый календарь
И потерянный метроном
Привет
Скорее ты вымысел и не знаешь
За год с лишним я выкинул ожидание
Теперь в моей квартире стоит только пепел с дымом
Теперь в моей квартире есть место для моих криков
И плаксивых треков
Перерисовка художник выместил
Всех своих демонов
На картинках немого изверга
Я помню как в последний раз искренне улыбался
Я помню как последний раз чувствовал из объятие
Привет
Скорее вся песня это мой вымысел
За год я стал боЯться даже призраков
За год я начала верить что счастье это наивность
За год я начал верить
Что мой знакомый не вскрылся
За год я начал верить в свою никчемную гордсть
За год я начал врать
Что могу испытывать совесть
За год я начал ждать свои лучшие дни за кадром
За год я так страдал
Что не помню когда и правда
hey old friend
how are u
can we talk again
ik you're worried of
the status of friends
but im over u
I promise that I am
so can we talk again
I just want my friend
I hate it that u hate it
that I care
is the sample cleared?
PLease beat type polo g or lil tjay
maybe
@@CapsCtrl I would love to broh
TRP23®✓💥💥💥
i can use this without copyright claim?
yes
Made a song to this a few years ago, and it’s my most viewed song on my channel, I’d appreciate if y’all could check it! Brings back a lot of memories when I first started making music. Grateful to be able to say CapsCtrl was the first producer I enjoyed and still enjoy
gon kill this
dai ridillo ancora
cala questa birra in gola
questa notte voglio cola
ed urlare a squarciagola
per le volte andate male
perle avvolte dentro il mare
per i tagli con il sale
per quella limone e sale
che la faccio sopra il lo fi
vivo la vita chillata
tu mi chiedi perchè lo fai
musa m'indica la strada
indica nella cartina
e zero croci sulla mappa
chiusello una cantina
nella stanza c'ho la kappa
mamma ha detto figlio spacca
beh la mia risposta è okappa
l'accendino nella giacca
e la fiamma mia divampa
che ho scelto la parte oscura
un tramonto senza alba
perchè tra ste quattro mura
il sole non passa e passa
mi sta canna che mi piglia bene
frate sai voglio fumare fino a non setirmi bene
voglio vodka nella pancia fino sfancularmi un rene
poi svegliarmi la mattina e dire va tutto bene
i love it, would you want to hear what i recorded on your beats
Sure
I sent you an email
is it just me or the kick needs to be softer.....Just that it bugs me😔
Bro,sorry, that I forgot credit you,I fixed it
it's ok bro:)
CapsCtrl your beats are very cool)
@@liltrand5496 thanks
Lyrics?😭
Hey old friend
How has everything been
Do you still
Have the memories from then
CapsCtrl thx caps😁 by the way did you get to listen to the song
@@humbletj6537 lemme hear it :D I just uploaded a song a couple days ago, and one today soundcloud.com/reosai/stuck-in-my-head-prod-capsctrl
shit i may have to buy another beat, my wallet will be so dry after this shit
I thought it said “hey old fart” 💀💀💀
🤦🏿
imdead 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
ruclips.net/video/4hA8KHnTMh8/видео.html you can find the original song here