i just want one more night. just one more night to be a family. moms never home. dad works night shifts. my sister and i have to make our food. there’s no more family trips. no more family game nights. no more anything. just an empty home.
Omg! I feel the same. My best friend calls me crazy when I say that will be better for everyone if they divorce, but it's the truth. They aren't happy, I'm not happy when I'm with both ..
Alexandra yeah...it really is better to just get a divorce. My friends r like too the horror on their faces when i say “i wish my parents would just get a divorce”
Ashton actually didn't sing in this one, believe it or not, considering this song was more or less written for him. He had apparently grew up this very way. In a way, I find this makes him more relatable, and I can take comfort in knowing that I'm not alone, and even people like him can have bad home lives.
First time listening to this song. Ive purposely avoided it because I knew it would hit different. Ive lived in a broken home since I was little. I'm honestly on the verge of tears right now, this song crushed my soul
Me too but it wasn't too bad when I was younger but when I got a little older it gotten worse And this song says it all. I do love my mom and dad but they're crazy and it's making ME feel crazy inside
“Who’s right, who’s wrong Who really cares? The fault, the blame, the pain’s still there I’m here alone, inside of this Broken home” I’ve never related more in my life. Now knowing the fact that both my parents want nothing to do with me breaks my heart. But, it also makes me feel better in a way because their both toxic and both treated me like dirt. And I don’t want their toxicity in my life.
My parents split when I was 2 and I have always thought it was my fault. It was really hard just me and my mom. I’m currently 20 and it still scars me to this day, I remember thinking ‘why doesn’t he love me enough to stay?’ ‘Is it my fault?’ This song really hit home for me and gets me emotional everytime. I have stopped myself from self harming because of these boys. They have saved me. I tried to kill myself 2 times by overdose and before I even tried to do it again I thought ‘is it something the boys would do?’ I am a lot better now. I listen to these boys on a normal basis and I am alive because of them. I love all 4 of you boys.❤️
I can understand where your comming from, my dad left when i was 3-4 i used to think it was me, now im 22 and understand that he was just a player, i habe three sister, all with different dads so thats also the case with my mom, all i can say is thank god i had siblings, but with or withought siblings, chin up and remeber, the past doesnt define who you are, its what we do in the present that defines our worth!
ben newton You’re an amazing human!! My dad was also a player. I have 14 half siblings. The past DOESN’T define you and it took me a while to learn that! ☺️❤️
Even tho, my family is still together, this song still hits hard. Knowing how many people live in this kind of life, and that even celebrities can live like this, it hurts. For everyone, if you ever need to talk to someone, I'm here
I was bullied for 2 years. 2 years of me feeling i wasnt good enough, 2 years of depression, 2 years of wanting to leave. I discovered 5 Seconds of Summer 3 months ago and their lyrics really relate to me, and the more i get to know them, the more my feelings for this band grows stronger, 5SOS is like a robe, that pulls me up when ive had a bad day. The more i found out about the boys back story makes me feel I can acheive my dreams aswell. I have: Lukes hair Mukes eyes Calums cheeks Ashtons sassyness to protect ny friends And most of all I feel like i can be myself and since i moved school and life is so much better. Hope i didnt take too much of your time. Have a wonderful day
9 days ago was my birthday, but the day before that my parents divorced.i fell still alive but don't have life now.That will be the saddest part of my life.
This song hit hard for me... My mom left when i was 6 months old to go do drugs and drink. When i was 18 months old my father (if i could call him that) dropped me off at his old foster parents house. I was in foster care for almost 17 years. I was in 2 different foster homes by the age of 6. 1 in which i was sexually assulted in at the age of 4. When i was 6 my biological father came and kid napped me. It went to court and he got custody when we were 8. The past 4 years with him were awful. I was abused mentally physically and emotionally. When i was 12 i ran away to my old foster parents and have lived in a foster home until i was 18. This shit hit so hard. I love these guys so much and if it wasnt for their music i would be dead. Their songs have saved me and i thank them so much for there music.
I m really hurt to read what you wrote..From the bottom of my heart I m sorry that you had to go through this. Thank you for still being here today and for sharing your story. I hope and pray you have a more beautiful and calm life from now on. You are a fighter and a surviver.
i wish i could go back to when i was five, when my parents didn’t argue all the time, i wasn’t compared to other children, i didn’t care what other people thought of me, i was confident. i want my family back, where we all got along. i want my life back. i just wanna know what happiness feels like again.
I always thought i'm fine with my parents being separated since i was few months old when they broke up, and i didnt get to witness their fights. But ever since i listened to this i felt this kinda bitterness towards my dad for some reason. Then i realized im angry at him all these years, i admit he's working hard to make up for the lost time he had on our family. But it doesnt change anything, it doesnt erase the mistakes he made. I cant forgive him.
My parents are constantly fighting and for the past 14 years i have been in the middle of them and witnessed everything. I have two younger brothers and every time my parents fight, they always cry, but i have to stay strong for them so i go to my room and cry listening to this song. This song really means a lot to me. Thank you 5SOS.
@@freyamae519 alot if fans are depressed that all and just saying 5sos help them that's all , get the app amino and you'll always be update with the band :3
My parents relationship has always been messy. They got engaged 3 months after meeting. But never got married until after my brother and I were born. My dad was on the road constantly as a long haul truck driver. So my mom ended up staying home with us all the time. When I was about 8 my dad got hurt at work and couldn't work anymore. Then my mom had to go to work full time because the doctor wouldn't let him. A few months after that, my mom told us she was pregnant with my little brother. When my little brother was about to turn 1 we had to move in with my grandparents because we lost everything because compensation refuse to pay my dad anymore. I was mentally and verbally abused by my grandmother for years. Until one day my mom got fed up and rented us a house (which was haunted btw) About 9 months after that. We moved into another house. And things just went down hill from there. My mom found out my dad sent nudes to another women. But she still stayed with him. At this point my parents both turned to alcohol because when they were drunk they could actually stand to be around each other. My freshman year of high school shit completely hit the fan. My dad cheated again. The summer before. Again though my mom stayed. December 29th my dad had sex with my moms best friend right in front of my mom. And my mom attempted suicide that night. My dad's best friend found her laying on the bathroom floor passed out and helped her while my dad an my moms best friend just laughed. Then my parents got in a huge drunken fight the night of January 4th. Shit was thrown around. My dad flipped a table and shoved my mom and told her to sit down and shut up. There were many holes put in the walls of our house that night and me and my older brother were there to witness it all. My mom finally said she wanted a divorce. So my dad left. Then came back. Then left. Then came back. It was a cycle that didn't end until about 6 in the morning. My dad ended up moving into his friends basement. And things continued to get worse. My dad 'gave permission' for my mom to sleep with his best friend, given he slept with hers. And she did. Then got fucking pregnant. Where we are now. My mom moved into an apartment and had a baby girl. She's healthy and is almost 6 months old. My dad... is I don't know. I live with him in the house. But he still drinks a lot. He says he doesn't want to give up on my mom and shit. But my mom doesn't want him anymore. My dad vents to me about mom. Mom vents to me about dad. I'm stuck in the middle and it fucking sucks ass. Things are still really rocky. And I'm just trying to get through it day by day. If you made it here. Thanks for reading. I just needed to vent. (EDIT: NOVEMBER 2020) So a lot more has happened. My dad and i moved into a different house in June, so that's good i suppose In about mid October, my sister's dad went crazy. He threatened to take her, and said he would kill my mom and I if he had too. The police and lawyers are involved. And i found out a lot of things he did to my mom over the past 2 years. My mom and my sister are living with my dad and I again. But everything is such a mess. There was a custody battle last week, and my sister's dad got unsupervised visits on Saturday's from 10 a.m to 5 p.m. and I am so scared that he is going to try and take her and run. The criminal trial is set for the 10th of December. If he pleads guilty to what he's being charged with, he'll get sentenced, but if he pleads not guilty, (which he most likely will) it goes to trail, and shit is going to hit the fan. I'm so scared man..idk what to do. I can't focus on anything else. (Will update again for anyone who cares after the 10th) (Edit 2 - January 23rd 2021) So my sister's dad plead not guilty and now we're going to trial. I have to write a victim impact statement about that day. And I'm so fucking scared about what's going to happen. He keeps asking if he can have more visitation. He wants my sister all weekend every weekend. And I'm really scared about that. I want to yell and scream and beat the shit out of him for everything he's put my mom and my sister through. I hate him with ever fiber of my being. The trial starts in March, so I'll say more after it starts.. (Edit: February 27 2021) So, the trial has been pushed back yet again because of covid. Which really sucks because I just want this whole thing to be over. My sister's dad followed my dad when he was driving my mom's car last weekend, and now my mom is too scared to drive her car. I'm so done with this.. I just want this to be over ya know?
Sweetie..i'm sorry to hear what you have to go through.You are really strong honestly.You just have to know that you're not alone.There are somebody out there just like you.You can talk to me if you need anything.😊
I feel so bad you need to catch a break . You don't need to say sorry about venting because I do it too you are fine dont worry about it and I wish you good luck
For those who had a traumatic childhood like I did...it was never your fault..I know there are times where the things your parents do now triggers the memories of the things they did back then and you close yourself in and don't tell anyone about the things you've been through as a child🥺 But the fact that yall are still holding on shows how strong you really are and I'm so proud of you♡ You will find happiness♡♡♡ I'm still waiting for mine though🥺
This hit too close to home.. literally. My parents just divorced in April last year. My family is literally split in half. I won't tell my dad (I chose to live with him) but everything, and I mean everything they would scream about is constantly flowing through my head at all times. All the memories of what used to be and what it is now. I just want my family back. I always end up fighting with him and it honestly feels like I'm literally living their fights. I can't handle it...
Don't worry, I understand what you are going through. I might not know you, but through this we are connected. Just trust that everything will turn out okay in the end and hope for a better future. God bless you.
When I first listened to this song, I didn't really listened close to the lyrics. But it was unexplainable important to me... You know, I am new in this fandom... After I looked closer to the lyrics, I understand why it was so important to me. My parents got divorced not even a year before I got into school. I remember one evening when I woke up by loud noises. I went to our living room and told them "You are too loud" They told me they are sorry for laughing too hard. Today I realise what it really was! I always thought, I'm pretty fine with my parents getting divorced, but today I realise what it did to me. I always felt like their delivery boy (girl). They never were that mad at each other, but I had to say everything to the other... And I always was afraid to cause troubles when I was with my dad. My step sister wasn't easy to that time (still isn't). And now my half brother isn't easy as well... A year and a half ago the whole situation escalated and now my dad doesn't really speek to anyone of his family anymore. His mum isn't the biggest fan of my step mom, at the beginning she thought that my dad cheated on my mum with her... That wasn't easy for the whole family... My uncle said bad things about my step mom... I just don't know what happened exactly, but it was then, everything changed. He isn't even there on our birthday parties like he used to be. It got a little better between my mum and my dad, but she isn't allowed to leave her car when she brings us to our dad... But I do know the reason why they lost their happiness... I have a little brother, a full one... But he was ill and was born death in the 22th week of pregnancy. I think this is when it all started. YES, I do have little sister who was born after this, but shortly after her birth my parents got divorced...
To anyone who is going through anything like this, or anything negative really, it will be okay and were all here for you. Let 5sos be what you need to get through it along with the 5sos fandom ❤❤
The fact that I relate to this song hurts but it helps me when arguments happen between my parents, thank you 5sos and also that I relate to Ashton with this it breaks my heart and the worst part is that they are still together
I remember writing in my journal when I was younger starting a page with “I feel like our family’s falling apart” with dried tear marks smudging the pencil That was a memory I didn’t need resurfacing I hope you guys are doing ok ❤️
Whether or not youre living a broken home, this is one of those songs that hits you so hard and deep that you never forget it and whenever you listen to it, tears will just roll down. 😔😢💔
stay strong, one day it'll get better, trust me. Just remember theres always people there for you. my mum and dad have been split up for a few years now.💔
the worst part is them telling you they're only staying together for you, like you're the reason they're stuck in this nightmare, and its all your fault.
All of their songs always seemed to translate a part of my life, what makes them feel like a sweet hug during the hard times. It's not different with this one
I know it may sound weird (and I know this song has like 5 years oh gosh time flies so fast), but i find this very beautiful that this song (and other 5sos songs too) makes a lot of people open up and talk about their feelings and difficulties. The boys' music is always so meaningful, powerful and has such a great impact on listeners, they write songs that make you realize you're not the only one who's going through some hard stuff and that it's okay not to be okay. I just love that. I feel very sad looking at the comments here. Sending a lot of strength to all of you who feel broken and alone, please know that you are not alone in this and keep going, you're doing great! Lots of love from Poland
Listening to this a lot more now at 20 years old after my family has been slowly falling apart, arguments, my mums finding a lawyer behind my dads back to divorce him. I have moved into my boyfriends mums house for my own safety, sanity, my dads not allowed near me if he does im to call police. the song broken home means so much as my parents are getting devroced and things started falling apart back in 2018. That moment I felt it so much as my dad abused us growing up.
they were silent fighting, my sisters and i had no clue they hated each other and were just together for us. its crazy because all they did was hug and hold hands... it was all fake, a show. one day i come home from school to see nothing of my dads belongings. no “goodbye” from him, no last hug, no last kiss on the cheek, no more “i love you.” all i have of him are memories that were all fake. i found out he was having an affair this whole time. even after knowing all of that i still yearn to hear his voice and to hug him. i miss him but i hate him for doing that to my mom.
I just realized…. Those 2 years since you said that have been covid years That makes me almost as sad as I feel relating to these lyrics I hope you’re doing ok ❤️
This song is everything to me there’s always yelling in my house no one gets along anymore my dad cheated on my mom and no ones in peace anymore we all do our own things and it’s so lonely, I’ve learned to depend on my friends more than family cos it’s like we all don’t know how to talk to each other unless it’s fighting and we all put on a fake face when visitors come, thank u 5sos for this song
My parents split when I was 9 and my dad did everything in his power to care for me and my little sister. When I was 12, my mom completely disappeared from my life and I hoped it had stayed that way. Maybe if I had, my relationship with my dad wouldn't be as strained as it is today.
i love this song so much because i'm going through this right now. my parents are always fighting and just don't seem happy together but my grandpa walked out on my mom when she was 14 and she hated her childhood so she will never leave my dad so my sisters and have a good childhood but in all honesty it would be so much better if they would get divorced and we would all be happy
I swear I still can’t listen to this song whenever I try I just end up breaking down I love the vocals and usually I can drown out sad lyrics of a song but this just hits too hard (was gonna say hits too close to home...)
I totally understand you I now just listened to the whole song.I listened to it but not the whole song because I would immediately breakdown down but now I did it and as expected cried even more
Honestly would you rather have your parents divorced or tolerate your dad cheating on your mum almost everyday and mum clinging on to shards of hope? They fight everyday? "I'm here all alone inside this broken home"
when this song came out, its just a normal song for me. Yes it is beautiful song, but now the lyrics, it just explains what I’m going through right now. I miss 5sos ❤️
I’ve been listening to this song on repeat all morning at work , I wish I could go back to when things were different I was young I didn’t know my home was broken. I remember my parents fighting , my dad would get violent break things furniture , anything he would get that way towards my mother. He drank a lot an as I got older I realized he was also abusing narcotics. He toke out all his anger on my mom , my brothers. I watched him hold my brother in the air by a choke hold , there was a time my brother an mom got into a petty argument an my dad’s punishment was throwing him through our hallway window. We were so young we went through so much losing our home every couple months because we couldn’t afford it from my dads addiction. Reading these comments of people sharing similar stores. I love the impact this song has for us. To Ashton it kills me he relates to this pain.
Everyday my parents fight at least 3 times my dad yells and breaks stuff and my mom just gives up. It hurts. Our walls are thin so I hear it all. They’re getting divorced. I hate to say it but I’m happy they’re getting divorced. I can’t take the fighting anymore
I remember listening to this a couple years ago. I’m 18 now and I’m so happy things have changed. But listening to it again brings back a lot of memories.
I listen to this song every day I've listened to it that much I know every single word omg this is such a good song I think it's better than some of little mixs songs
The fact that this song never relates to me back then, but now it hits me so hard.. hey mom, hey dad when did this end? Where did you lose your happiness?
Yes me too!!! My mom and stepdad are always fighting there is not a day that goes by without arguing. And the worst part of all is that 10 minutes later there okay and LAUGHING TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!. I am defiantly living in a toxic and broken home.
reminds me of my family in these months, they just kept fighting and my step dad was about to leave the family. my dad is the best, still it hurts to know that my mom and him decided to break up, and now my brother has to see his dad and mom arguing, and see me suffering because of this, yes, now im in therapy, stilleverything hurts.. i just want an happy family, with affection and love.
This song just hits differently the past year or so my sister got very sick and since than everything just went downhill. Every body just were always fighting and just so much other shit. But everytime I feel like shit I listen to this song and it just helps me so much.
Yk this hits hard. My parents would always fight, yell, and my dad would always hit my mom. And me sometimes. But I always felt alone and I felt as if I was why they weren't happy because he said they were fine until I came along. My dad would always start things for no reason too, and he once broke her arm. She left him now but tis song brings back memories and trauma.i told my mom to listen to it and she cried, it's now our favorite song
this really hits home for me bc my parents separated a long time ago but it's non stop fighting and arguing and I don't think I will ever see my dad again bc he made a bad mistake that he can never fix and I'm not the one who it mad at him it's that my mom is scared🥺
This song hits me hard every time I listen to it because I relate to it. My earliest memories of life was the worst with my mom and dad always fighting and my dad moved out and I had no idea why it was all happening, so after he moved out it was my mom, me, and my younger brother. When I was 6 years old they officially got divorced. I’m 17 and only found out a year ago that the reason for the divorce was because my mom got her tubes tied and couldn’t have anymore kids and my dad wanted more kids so he cheated on her when he was suppose to be at work. I mean I know my dad pretty well and knowing that was the reason makes sense because my dad puts himself first. My mom and dad had me and my brother but my dad had 3 kids before that which totals to 5 kids with 4 women. My dad was 26 when I was born and my oldest brother is 10 years and 11 months older than me..
Mind you he only ever paid child support for me and my little brother up until I got kicked out of my moms house. Now he’s paying only child support for my little brother and I’m back at my moms. He didn’t know my oldest brother and my older sister their whole lives and actually denied my other older brother until a DNA test was done
My parents are iffy. My dad moved out 5 months ago but he still comes over and spends the night occasionally. But all they do is fight and it just hurts.
A few weeks ago I heard my mom and my dad talking about getting divorced... Since then I don’t know if they just pretend being happy together or if it’s real, I’m scared, I’m really scared... I heard this song for the first time today when I was in the bus and I almost started crying ..
my parents got a divorce when I was a few months old, I still think that it is because of me, there is still no more fighting with each other but through us, the children and that makes me feel really bad
this hits home so bad for me. a friend of mine got me into role playing 5sos because my friend has ocs with face claims of luke and mike. ive been listening to 5sos for 2 and a half months now. I have listened to this song at least 2 times yesterday and didnt cry. now? yeah, i did. I can thank my friend for getting me into 5sos. When i was 10 years old, I was at a meeting with Girl's on the Run in June 2012. I was already done with 4th grade too. I was called to the office for some reason. That day, i saw my adoptive mom crying her eyes out, my adoptive dad trying not to cry, and my adoptive sister also crying. My counselor wasn't crying and she just saw 10 year old me walk into the office. I saw my adoptive family and was confused. When my dad began to speak, I listened, and he told me this... "Sissy Allison passed," is all my father told me. My mom left the room. Allison was my mom's daughter. Allison took her life on June 14th, 2012, and it was suicide. Allison was 42. Over time, I began to develop depression and anxiety. Later in 2012, we lost another friend, this man passed from a heart attack at age 52. Since June 14th, 2012, it has been 8 years. I am 18 years old as of September 19th. October 23rd, 2020, my adoptive mom turned 74 and her daughter would've been 52 as well, but my sister-figure Allison isn't here. I went to my sissys funeral at age 11 in 2013. My 11th birthday was September 19th, 2013 when I was in the 5th grade. I was dismissed from my school to go to Waynesville, NC, to see my sissy in her coffin, and I remember my birth mom calling my adoptive mom and saying "im sorry for your loss," and that was the last time i heard from my birth mom. over time, i lost more people to death. the most tragic one was losing my school friend to an overdose in june 2020. I was in bed about to go to sleep until my childhood friend Will (friends since 2012) called me to tell me one of his closest friends just passed. I broke down into tears because that was the second person to pass from a suicide. Will told me his friend Joe passed because there was another person who took their life, and joe joined his friend. I just had an emotional breakdown earlier and im still crying while writing this. my birth father had did a crime on a... 12 year old female and the adoptive parents I live with still adopted me because of what my birth father did. I was 3 years old when my birth father was in jail for doing a crime ( i know what it is, i wont say what it is..) on a 12 year old female, and my birth father called my home. I still remember that. I remember him saying "hey, honey," and i remember saying "my dad is right here," to my birth father. I was saying that my adoptive father was with me. I didn't believe my birth father was my real dad at the time. When i was 15, I had asked my mom if i had any siblings. my adoptive mom said i do. I have a big brother who is my biological brother and his name is Aaron, and a half brother named Josh who has cerebral palsy. I was the only girl born with two boys. I learned that my birth parents had abused drugs... It's been 8 years since my birth mom has called my adoptive mom. To this day, I want to help others who are having a hard time and I've already saved a life... i saved a life of a transgender male (he is 17) and who is pan-sexual, one day at school. I told him what a beautiful human being he is and that he has people who care. I barely knew this student. This was before COVID got bad. My friend is Alex is the name of my friend. He had texted me on instagram two months ago and he sent me a picture. "Thank you so much for saving my life," is what the picture said. I had cried that day and didn't even know how i did something like that. I'm a straight female and I have a huge heart for the LGTBQ+ community and the black folks within it. I don't see what is wrong with black people. they are beautiful human beings. This song brings me back into my childhood. so much has happened in my life that i cant explain. i wish people to be okay during covid and to take care of their mental health. love from someone who cares and loves you, and supports you.
my dad and my mum always fight everyday, it kills me so I just turn my songs on. I don't even care what they fight about , fuck it. I'm just so sick of those fucking problems.
It's really weird that they understand me better than some of people near me, I love them so much, they became a part of my family, it feels so good to be understood.
I can relate to this song because my parents split up when I was younger It felt like it was my fault but I know but I know it wasn't i used tell them stop fighting in front me as became older I became stronger person
And another painful part is no matter what I said or did they didn't stop fighting and when I asked them why they're fighting they always said "we're not". I just gave up after my brother joined the fights.
the fact that this was about ashton breaks my heart
Same I like your pfp tho it caught my eye
Ikr, i know the pain 😞
I love your profile photo
I think the idea came actually from the Madden Brothers because their parents divorced
i thougt it was about calum
i just want one more night. just one more night to be a family. moms never home. dad works night shifts. my sister and i have to make our food. there’s no more family trips. no more family game nights. no more anything. just an empty home.
I understand that feeling. My family is the same way. You'll get through it and I hope it gets better for you soon!
Catherine Rhodes thank you hun
I thought my life sucked I'm so sorry I hope it gets bettet
thanks everyone. it’s getting a little better at home. hopefully it’s okay when school starts back up
Sugar baby thanks hun. stay strong. it’ll get better eventually
the worst part is that they r still together and thats what suffocates me the most now, i get uneasy and anxious when we all are sitting in one room
Omg! I feel the same. My best friend calls me crazy when I say that will be better for everyone if they divorce, but it's the truth. They aren't happy, I'm not happy when I'm with both ..
Alexandra yeah...it really is better to just get a divorce. My friends r like too the horror on their faces when i say “i wish my parents would just get a divorce”
I remember a scene in a movie where the girl asks the guy if his parents are gonna get a divorce and he says “God I hope so.”
same...
it's fine when im with just one of them, but when they're together the tension is so thick I feel like I couldn't breath...
I feel u :)
“I’m stuck in between a nightmare and lost Dreams” 💔😓
Family issues is heartbreaking when some afraid to tell it.
Ashton actually didn't sing in this one, believe it or not, considering this song was more or less written for him. He had apparently grew up this very way.
In a way, I find this makes him more relatable, and I can take comfort in knowing that I'm not alone, and even people like him can have bad home lives.
He did yeah I heard about this and cried
That could be why though. I know that I can't sing certain songs with out breaking down. Some songs just hit to close to home.
Maybe it was too hard for him to sing?
I am Literally about to cry, I know that it happened but it is just sad and I’m glad my home is a happy home
@@lucybug72 mine isnt my whole childhood is this song
First time listening to this song. Ive purposely avoided it because I knew it would hit different. Ive lived in a broken home since I was little.
I'm honestly on the verge of tears right now, this song crushed my soul
I hope everything goes well if you wanna talked me on snap @nasazaida
i feel you, and i’m sorry
Me too but it wasn't too bad when I was younger but when I got a little older it gotten worse And this song says it all. I do love my mom and dad but they're crazy and it's making ME feel crazy inside
This is my first time listening to it just today
It definitely crushes me
Too many tears
I put this song on a repeat I can relate to this song and its sad that I can relate to it.
"Dad" is only a myth in my world...
i feel u in so so so sorry
I know what you mean...
Grab your lunch kids cos this is gonna be a long feels trip.
I love that lol I’m gonna use it
And also cry to it
“Who’s right, who’s wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain’s still there
I’m here alone, inside of this
Broken home”
I’ve never related more in my life. Now knowing the fact that both my parents want nothing to do with me breaks my heart. But, it also makes me feel better in a way because their both toxic and both treated me like dirt. And I don’t want their toxicity in my life.
My parents split when I was 2 and I have always thought it was my fault. It was really hard just me and my mom. I’m currently 20 and it still scars me to this day, I remember thinking ‘why doesn’t he love me enough to stay?’ ‘Is it my fault?’ This song really hit home for me and gets me emotional everytime. I have stopped myself from self harming because of these boys. They have saved me. I tried to kill myself 2 times by overdose and before I even tried to do it again I thought ‘is it something the boys would do?’ I am a lot better now. I listen to these boys on a normal basis and I am alive because of them. I love all 4 of you boys.❤️
If you need to talk someone you can talk to me 💖, you're not alone!💞
Of course it’s not your fault just know you are loved so much!
I can understand where your comming from, my dad left when i was 3-4 i used to think it was me, now im 22 and understand that he was just a player, i habe three sister, all with different dads so thats also the case with my mom, all i can say is thank god i had siblings, but with or withought siblings, chin up and remeber, the past doesnt define who you are, its what we do in the present that defines our worth!
Kitty_ Gacha Thank you so much u guys are amazing human beings!!☺️❤️
ben newton You’re an amazing human!! My dad was also a player. I have 14 half siblings. The past DOESN’T define you and it took me a while to learn that! ☺️❤️
Even tho, my family is still together, this song still hits hard. Knowing how many people live in this kind of life, and that even celebrities can live like this, it hurts. For everyone, if you ever need to talk to someone, I'm here
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i cried....i totally cried this is such an amazing song😭❤❤
I was bullied for 2 years. 2 years of me feeling i wasnt good enough, 2 years of depression, 2 years of wanting to leave. I discovered 5 Seconds of Summer 3 months ago and their lyrics really relate to me, and the more i get to know them, the more my feelings for this band grows stronger, 5SOS is like a robe, that pulls me up when ive had a bad day. The more i found out about the boys back story makes me feel I can acheive my dreams aswell.
I have:
Lukes hair
Mukes eyes
Calums cheeks
Ashtons sassyness to protect ny friends
And most of all
I feel like i can be myself and since i moved school and life is so much better.
Hope i didnt take too much of your time. Have a wonderful day
You also have the whole 5sos fam behind you.
@@katrhinehart6188 thank you for the support 🤗
Your family now welcome
Im happy 4 u
you took all of my time.
9 days ago was my birthday, but the day before that my parents divorced.i fell still alive but don't have life now.That will be the saddest part of my life.
U can talk to me if u want to,
This song hit hard for me... My mom left when i was 6 months old to go do drugs and drink. When i was 18 months old my father (if i could call him that) dropped me off at his old foster parents house. I was in foster care for almost 17 years. I was in 2 different foster homes by the age of 6. 1 in which i was sexually assulted in at the age of 4. When i was 6 my biological father came and kid napped me. It went to court and he got custody when we were 8. The past 4 years with him were awful. I was abused mentally physically and emotionally. When i was 12 i ran away to my old foster parents and have lived in a foster home until i was 18. This shit hit so hard. I love these guys so much and if it wasnt for their music i would be dead. Their songs have saved me and i thank them so much for there music.
Makayla K aww ❤️ things will get better
I m really hurt to read what you wrote..From the bottom of my heart I m sorry that you had to go through this. Thank you for still being here today and for sharing your story. I hope and pray you have a more beautiful and calm life from now on.
You are a fighter and a surviver.
I dont know why but when I reading this I start crying. You are really strong and I hope that your live gets better
oh my god, my heart, take it. you’re so strong, thank you for sharing this, gosh
You're so strong!!and things will get better eventually and you'll shine and find ppl who love you for real and heal from this all❤*hugssss*
i wish i could go back to when i was five, when my parents didn’t argue all the time, i wasn’t compared to other children, i didn’t care what other people thought of me, i was confident. i want my family back, where we all got along. i want my life back.
i just wanna know what happiness feels like again.
This sent me straight to tears
I’m so sorry
❤️❤️❤️
Same here.
I always thought i'm fine with my parents being separated since i was few months old when they broke up, and i didnt get to witness their fights. But ever since i listened to this i felt this kinda bitterness towards my dad for some reason. Then i realized im angry at him all these years, i admit he's working hard to make up for the lost time he had on our family. But it doesnt change anything, it doesnt erase the mistakes he made. I cant forgive him.
I feel you.you know, fathers causes pain
My parents are constantly fighting and for the past 14 years i have been in the middle of them and witnessed everything. I have two younger brothers and every time my parents fight, they always cry, but i have to stay strong for them so i go to my room and cry listening to this song. This song really means a lot to me. Thank you 5SOS.
The Sad Trinity
Broken Home
Invisible
Ghost Of You
My parents divorced when I was 18..this song just speaks my life..and the horrific phase I went through!!
The 5sosFam is a family, and right now it’s turning into a broken home. This fandom is broken.
We been broken but 5sos are safety pin us together to try to fix us
so true, this hurts so much
i’m new to the fandom. do you mind explaining what’s happening ?? xx
@@freyamae519 alot if fans are depressed that all and just saying 5sos help them that's all , get the app amino and you'll always be update with the band :3
50 shades of Micheals hair oh no ok thank you :) love your username btw
My parents relationship has always been messy. They got engaged 3 months after meeting. But never got married until after my brother and I were born.
My dad was on the road constantly as a long haul truck driver. So my mom ended up staying home with us all the time.
When I was about 8 my dad got hurt at work and couldn't work anymore. Then my mom had to go to work full time because the doctor wouldn't let him. A few months after that, my mom told us she was pregnant with my little brother.
When my little brother was about to turn 1 we had to move in with my grandparents because we lost everything because compensation refuse to pay my dad anymore.
I was mentally and verbally abused by my grandmother for years. Until one day my mom got fed up and rented us a house (which was haunted btw)
About 9 months after that. We moved into another house. And things just went down hill from there. My mom found out my dad sent nudes to another women. But she still stayed with him.
At this point my parents both turned to alcohol because when they were drunk they could actually stand to be around each other.
My freshman year of high school shit completely hit the fan. My dad cheated again. The summer before. Again though my mom stayed. December 29th my dad had sex with my moms best friend right in front of my mom. And my mom attempted suicide that night. My dad's best friend found her laying on the bathroom floor passed out and helped her while my dad an my moms best friend just laughed.
Then my parents got in a huge drunken fight the night of January 4th. Shit was thrown around. My dad flipped a table and shoved my mom and told her to sit down and shut up. There were many holes put in the walls of our house that night and me and my older brother were there to witness it all. My mom finally said she wanted a divorce. So my dad left. Then came back. Then left. Then came back. It was a cycle that didn't end until about 6 in the morning.
My dad ended up moving into his friends basement. And things continued to get worse. My dad 'gave permission' for my mom to sleep with his best friend, given he slept with hers. And she did. Then got fucking pregnant.
Where we are now. My mom moved into an apartment and had a baby girl. She's healthy and is almost 6 months old. My dad... is I don't know. I live with him in the house. But he still drinks a lot. He says he doesn't want to give up on my mom and shit. But my mom doesn't want him anymore.
My dad vents to me about mom. Mom vents to me about dad. I'm stuck in the middle and it fucking sucks ass. Things are still really rocky. And I'm just trying to get through it day by day.
If you made it here. Thanks for reading. I just needed to vent.
(EDIT: NOVEMBER 2020)
So a lot more has happened. My dad and i moved into a different house in June, so that's good i suppose
In about mid October, my sister's dad went crazy. He threatened to take her, and said he would kill my mom and I if he had too. The police and lawyers are involved. And i found out a lot of things he did to my mom over the past 2 years.
My mom and my sister are living with my dad and I again. But everything is such a mess. There was a custody battle last week, and my sister's dad got unsupervised visits on Saturday's from 10 a.m to 5 p.m. and I am so scared that he is going to try and take her and run.
The criminal trial is set for the 10th of December. If he pleads guilty to what he's being charged with, he'll get sentenced, but if he pleads not guilty, (which he most likely will) it goes to trail, and shit is going to hit the fan.
I'm so scared man..idk what to do. I can't focus on anything else.
(Will update again for anyone who cares after the 10th)
(Edit 2 - January 23rd 2021)
So my sister's dad plead not guilty and now we're going to trial. I have to write a victim impact statement about that day. And I'm so fucking scared about what's going to happen. He keeps asking if he can have more visitation. He wants my sister all weekend every weekend. And I'm really scared about that.
I want to yell and scream and beat the shit out of him for everything he's put my mom and my sister through. I hate him with ever fiber of my being.
The trial starts in March, so I'll say more after it starts..
(Edit: February 27 2021)
So, the trial has been pushed back yet again because of covid. Which really sucks because I just want this whole thing to be over.
My sister's dad followed my dad when he was driving my mom's car last weekend, and now my mom is too scared to drive her car.
I'm so done with this.. I just want this to be over ya know?
I feel realy sorry for you. We could talk sometimes, if you want to. If you don't, than i just hope thinks work out fór you.
Sweetie..i'm sorry to hear what you have to go through.You are really strong honestly.You just have to know that you're not alone.There are somebody out there just like you.You can talk to me if you need anything.😊
I read all of your comment. I hope your doing okay now.
That sucks but you are so strong for facing it all ❤️
I feel so bad you need to catch a break . You don't need to say sorry about venting because I do it too you are fine dont worry about it and I wish you good luck
For those who had a traumatic childhood like I did...it was never your fault..I know there are times where the things your parents do now triggers the memories of the things they did back then and you close yourself in and don't tell anyone about the things you've been through as a child🥺 But the fact that yall are still holding on shows how strong you really are and I'm so proud of you♡ You will find happiness♡♡♡ I'm still waiting for mine though🥺
I always cry when I listen to this... I miss the times when my parents were still together
I want one night- One more night to be a family again. Hell, Even just a few hours. I miss the good days- The memories. I miss being *me.*
I didn’t even realized I missed being happy me until reading these comments. Dang.
The memories still come and go in waves no matter how far you go to escape, but it feels better to cry in a safer space.
Woah that’s exactly it you’ve put it in words
This hit too close to home.. literally. My parents just divorced in April last year. My family is literally split in half. I won't tell my dad (I chose to live with him) but everything, and I mean everything they would scream about is constantly flowing through my head at all times. All the memories of what used to be and what it is now. I just want my family back. I always end up fighting with him and it honestly feels like I'm literally living their fights. I can't handle it...
Don't worry, I understand what you are going through. I might not know you, but through this we are connected. Just trust that everything will turn out okay in the end and hope for a better future. God bless you.
@@miacarmona4124 thank you so much and God bless you too
No problem😊
If you need to talk someone you can talk to me, you're not alone 💖
@@avrey3337 thank you❤
When I first listened to this song, I didn't really listened close to the lyrics. But it was unexplainable important to me... You know, I am new in this fandom... After I looked closer to the lyrics, I understand why it was so important to me.
My parents got divorced not even a year before I got into school. I remember one evening when I woke up by loud noises. I went to our living room and told them "You are too loud" They told me they are sorry for laughing too hard. Today I realise what it really was!
I always thought, I'm pretty fine with my parents getting divorced, but today I realise what it did to me. I always felt like their delivery boy (girl). They never were that mad at each other, but I had to say everything to the other... And I always was afraid to cause troubles when I was with my dad. My step sister wasn't easy to that time (still isn't). And now my half brother isn't easy as well...
A year and a half ago the whole situation escalated and now my dad doesn't really speek to anyone of his family anymore. His mum isn't the biggest fan of my step mom, at the beginning she thought that my dad cheated on my mum with her... That wasn't easy for the whole family... My uncle said bad things about my step mom... I just don't know what happened exactly, but it was then, everything changed. He isn't even there on our birthday parties like he used to be. It got a little better between my mum and my dad, but she isn't allowed to leave her car when she brings us to our dad...
But I do know the reason why they lost their happiness... I have a little brother, a full one... But he was ill and was born death in the 22th week of pregnancy. I think this is when it all started. YES, I do have little sister who was born after this, but shortly after her birth my parents got divorced...
I have almost the same story as you are
@@appreciateleechanmore5519 I'm sorry for you!
WHATEVER IT TAKES I KNOW I CAN MAKE IT THORUGHHHHHHHHHH
literally noone, noone asked about ur little sister in the end. "YES, I do have a little sister" NOOONE ASKED BRO
To anyone who is going through anything like this, or anything negative really, it will be okay and were all here for you. Let 5sos be what you need to get through it along with the 5sos fandom ❤❤
Thanks I really needed this u and 5sos are the only ones to tell me it’s ok
@@Aubreypardue you got this, girl ;)
Thanks
The fact that I relate to this song hurts but it helps me when arguments happen between my parents, thank you 5sos and also that I relate to Ashton with this it breaks my heart and the worst part is that they are still together
i never really related to this and i never wouldve thought i would relate to this. our family's falling apart :(((
Same x
I remember writing in my journal when I was younger starting a page with “I feel like our family’s falling apart” with dried tear marks smudging the pencil
That was a memory I didn’t need resurfacing
I hope you guys are doing ok ❤️
This song hit me. Damn, how I wish to be happy again
broekn
Whether or not youre living a broken home, this is one of those songs that hits you so hard and deep that you never forget it and whenever you listen to it, tears will just roll down. 😔😢💔
my parents always fight and fight and fight and my heart is just so broken😭i just want them to be happy😔whenever they fight i just want to die💔
they're fighting right now i fucking hate my life
stay strong
@@user-ko9yg3tw8x Thankyou
khrisey you're welcome
stay strong, one day it'll get better, trust me. Just remember theres always people there for you. my mum and dad have been split up for a few years now.💔
the worst part is them telling you they're only staying together for you, like you're the reason they're stuck in this nightmare, and its all your fault.
Tom holland crying to this after Sony and Disney’s divorce
ffs i shouldn't be laughing rn this is a sad song :"D
Me: iM sTuCk In BeTwEeN tHrEe DiF’rEnt FaNdOmS
(Marvel, 5sos, 1d) 😂
@@senorapplesauce4999 same and also Mendes army
All of their songs always seemed to translate a part of my life, what makes them feel like a sweet hug during the hard times. It's not different with this one
I always wished that my life will be like a 5sos song
Like Don't Stop or Better Man
But it become like Broken Home or Ghost of You
Same. I always wish it would be like Long Way Home but it's just like Broken Home. Sometimes I just wanna runaway
I know it may sound weird (and I know this song has like 5 years oh gosh time flies so fast), but i find this very beautiful that this song (and other 5sos songs too) makes a lot of people open up and talk about their feelings and difficulties. The boys' music is always so meaningful, powerful and has such a great impact on listeners, they write songs that make you realize you're not the only one who's going through some hard stuff and that it's okay not to be okay. I just love that. I feel very sad looking at the comments here. Sending a lot of strength to all of you who feel broken and alone, please know that you are not alone in this and keep going, you're doing great! Lots of love from Poland
This made me cry and thank you ❤️
theres no perfect in this world...life makes it harder for everyone...i always cried when im listening to this song...broken home..
My parents divorced when I was 5...my dad's had 9 different significant others since then. 3 he married, 3 engaged.
Listening to this a lot more now at 20 years old after my family has been slowly falling apart, arguments, my mums finding a lawyer behind my dads back to divorce him. I have moved into my boyfriends mums house for my own safety, sanity, my dads not allowed near me if he does im to call police.
the song broken home means so much as my parents are getting devroced and things started falling apart back in 2018. That moment I felt it so much as my dad abused us growing up.
This song is literally how my life is going at the moment 😭
Same... stay strong♥️
If you need to talk someone you can talk to me, you're not alone 💖
Thank you so much guys :)
It'll be okay, I promise. ♥️
I’ve never related more to a song in my life than this one it hits hard!!♥️♥️😓
they were silent fighting, my sisters and i had no clue they hated each other and were just together for us. its crazy because all they did was hug and hold hands... it was all fake, a show. one day i come home from school to see nothing of my dads belongings. no “goodbye” from him, no last hug, no last kiss on the cheek, no more “i love you.” all i have of him are memories that were all fake. i found out he was having an affair this whole time. even after knowing all of that i still yearn to hear his voice and to hug him. i miss him but i hate him for doing that to my mom.
This is so amazing great job mate
I wish they would make songs like this again. I feel like this was the most authentic album imo
I cry everytime listening to this song. It just describes the last two years of my life and it hurts...🥺
I just realized…. Those 2 years since you said that have been covid years
That makes me almost as sad as I feel relating to these lyrics
I hope you’re doing ok ❤️
@@jellybeanqueen343 :( I‘m doing better now ❤️ hope you’re okay too!
@@flo6950 oh yay!! I think so lol thank you
This hits home... I’m crying
Success make me cry💔
Finally a song that explains my life🥺
This song is everything to me there’s always yelling in my house no one gets along anymore my dad cheated on my mom and no ones in peace anymore we all do our own things and it’s so lonely, I’ve learned to depend on my friends more than family cos it’s like we all don’t know how to talk to each other unless it’s fighting and we all put on a fake face when visitors come, thank u 5sos for this song
My parents split when I was 9 and my dad did everything in his power to care for me and my little sister. When I was 12, my mom completely disappeared from my life and I hoped it had stayed that way. Maybe if I had, my relationship with my dad wouldn't be as strained as it is today.
i love this song so much because i'm going through this right now. my parents are always fighting and just don't seem happy together but my grandpa walked out on my mom when she was 14 and she hated her childhood so she will never leave my dad so my sisters and have a good childhood but in all honesty it would be so much better if they would get divorced and we would all be happy
I heard this song for the first time and it made me cry because my parents are also getting a divorce. This really hit home💔
Who else just cry's while screaming the words this relates to me and my mom and dad absolutely perfectly.
*raises hand wet with tears*
I swear I still can’t listen to this song whenever I try I just end up breaking down I love the vocals and usually I can drown out sad lyrics of a song but this just hits too hard (was gonna say hits too close to home...)
I totally understand you I now just listened to the whole song.I listened to it but not the whole song because I would immediately breakdown down but now I did it and as expected cried even more
I feel you
I’ve been crying for a good half hour with this song on repeat since I discovered it
Have u ever felt your family is the one who helps u and also the one that's brings u down so badly
Honestly would you rather have your parents divorced or tolerate your dad cheating on your mum almost everyday and mum clinging on to shards of hope? They fight everyday? "I'm here all alone inside this broken home"
I live in this nightmare for over 15 years. Today is Christmas eve, they are shouting at each other and I m crying in my bedroom wishing they divorce
THE FACT THAT THIS IS ABOUT ASHTONS FAMILY MAKES THIS 10000 PERCENT MORE EMOTIONAL
when this song came out, its just a normal song for me. Yes it is beautiful song, but now the lyrics, it just explains what I’m going through right now. I miss 5sos ❤️
I’ve been listening to this song on repeat all morning at work , I wish I could go back to when things were different I was young I didn’t know my home was broken. I remember my parents fighting , my dad would get violent break things furniture , anything he would get that way towards my mother. He drank a lot an as I got older I realized he was also abusing narcotics. He toke out all his anger on my mom , my brothers. I watched him hold my brother in the air by a choke hold , there was a time my brother an mom got into a petty argument an my dad’s punishment was throwing him through our hallway window. We were so young we went through so much losing our home every couple months because we couldn’t afford it from my dads addiction. Reading these comments of people sharing similar stores. I love the impact this song has for us. To Ashton it kills me he relates to this pain.
Everyday my parents fight at least 3 times my dad yells and breaks stuff and my mom just gives up. It hurts. Our walls are thin so I hear it all. They’re getting divorced. I hate to say it but I’m happy they’re getting divorced. I can’t take the fighting anymore
I remember listening to this a couple years ago. I’m 18 now and I’m so happy things have changed. But listening to it again brings back a lot of memories.
Almost two years ago so much has changed in a way 🫶🏼
I listen to this song every day I've listened to it that much I know every single word omg this is such a good song I think it's better than some of little mixs songs
this song speaks to me on a lot...
The fact that this song never relates to me back then, but now it hits me so hard.. hey mom, hey dad when did this end? Where did you lose your happiness?
My mom and stepdad are always fighting so this song hits really close to home for me
Yes me too!!! My mom and stepdad are always fighting there is not a day that goes by without arguing. And the worst part of all is that 10 minutes later there okay and LAUGHING TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!. I am defiantly living in a toxic and broken home.
Wow I wish I had heard this song the year it came out.
Ah this song but I'm so thankful for my family now and glad that my parents are together for 24 years!
My parents are still together but it feels more like a broken family 🙃
reminds me of my family in these months, they just kept fighting and my step dad was about to leave the family. my dad is the best, still it hurts to know that my mom and him decided to break up, and now my brother has to see his dad and mom arguing, and see me suffering because of this, yes, now im in therapy, stilleverything hurts.. i just want an happy family, with affection and love.
This song just hits differently the past year or so my sister got very sick and since than everything just went downhill. Every body just were always fighting and just so much other shit. But everytime I feel like shit I listen to this song and it just helps me so much.
i’m so sorry :( i hope your sister is better!
This song really matched with me
Kenapa setiap mendengarkan lagu ini. Aku selalu menangis 😭
Yk this hits hard. My parents would always fight, yell, and my dad would always hit my mom. And me sometimes. But I always felt alone and I felt as if I was why they weren't happy because he said they were fine until I came along. My dad would always start things for no reason too, and he once broke her arm. She left him now but tis song brings back memories and trauma.i told my mom to listen to it and she cried, it's now our favorite song
I feel bad for those who lives in a broken home. this song breaks my heart. I'm so lucky that I have a caring family.
*Why is this so accurate to my life?*
Everytime listening to this makes me realize how broken things actually were in my childhood home..
I love this guys thanks
this rlly hit home
this really hits home for me bc my parents separated a long time ago but it's non stop fighting and arguing and I don't think I will ever see my dad again bc he made a bad mistake that he can never fix and I'm not the one who it mad at him it's that my mom is scared🥺
Man i crying right now
This hit me right in the heart. like some flashbacks r stabbing me in the heart rn..
look who's crying?
This song hits me hard every time I listen to it because I relate to it. My earliest memories of life was the worst with my mom and dad always fighting and my dad moved out and I had no idea why it was all happening, so after he moved out it was my mom, me, and my younger brother. When I was 6 years old they officially got divorced. I’m 17 and only found out a year ago that the reason for the divorce was because my mom got her tubes tied and couldn’t have anymore kids and my dad wanted more kids so he cheated on her when he was suppose to be at work. I mean I know my dad pretty well and knowing that was the reason makes sense because my dad puts himself first. My mom and dad had me and my brother but my dad had 3 kids before that which totals to 5 kids with 4 women. My dad was 26 when I was born and my oldest brother is 10 years and 11 months older than me..
Mind you he only ever paid child support for me and my little brother up until I got kicked out of my moms house. Now he’s paying only child support for my little brother and I’m back at my moms. He didn’t know my oldest brother and my older sister their whole lives and actually denied my other older brother until a DNA test was done
My parents are iffy. My dad moved out 5 months ago but he still comes over and spends the night occasionally. But all they do is fight and it just hurts.
A few weeks ago I heard my mom and my dad talking about getting divorced... Since then I don’t know if they just pretend being happy together or if it’s real, I’m scared, I’m really scared... I heard this song for the first time today when I was in the bus and I almost started crying ..
I'm really sorry, hope you're okay, I went through the same thing... Maybe you can talk to them to clear things up
HolasoyMai I‘m afraid to ask them about it, I’m scared of their answer ..
My parents split when I was 2, I've never had a proper family
my parents got a divorce when I was a few months old, I still think that it is because of me, there is still no more fighting with each other but through us, the children and that makes me feel really bad
this hits home so bad for me. a friend of mine got me into role playing 5sos because my friend has ocs with face claims of luke and mike. ive been listening to 5sos for 2 and a half months now. I have listened to this song at least 2 times yesterday and didnt cry. now? yeah, i did. I can thank my friend for getting me into 5sos.
When i was 10 years old, I was at a meeting with Girl's on the Run in June 2012. I was already done with 4th grade too. I was called to the office for some reason. That day, i saw my adoptive mom crying her eyes out, my adoptive dad trying not to cry, and my adoptive sister also crying. My counselor wasn't crying and she just saw 10 year old me walk into the office. I saw my adoptive family and was confused. When my dad began to speak, I listened, and he told me this...
"Sissy Allison passed," is all my father told me. My mom left the room. Allison was my mom's daughter. Allison took her life on June 14th, 2012, and it was suicide. Allison was 42. Over time, I began to develop depression and anxiety. Later in 2012, we lost another friend, this man passed from a heart attack at age 52.
Since June 14th, 2012, it has been 8 years. I am 18 years old as of September 19th.
October 23rd, 2020, my adoptive mom turned 74 and her daughter would've been 52 as well, but my sister-figure Allison isn't here. I went to my sissys funeral at age 11 in 2013. My 11th birthday was September 19th, 2013 when I was in the 5th grade. I was dismissed from my school to go to Waynesville, NC, to see my sissy in her coffin, and I remember my birth mom calling my adoptive mom and saying "im sorry for your loss," and that was the last time i heard from my birth mom.
over time, i lost more people to death.
the most tragic one was losing my school friend to an overdose in june 2020. I was in bed about to go to sleep until my childhood friend Will (friends since 2012) called me to tell me one of his closest friends just passed. I broke down into tears because that was the second person to pass from a suicide. Will told me his friend Joe passed because there was another person who took their life, and joe joined his friend.
I just had an emotional breakdown earlier and im still crying while writing this.
my birth father had did a crime on a... 12 year old female and the adoptive parents I live with still adopted me because of what my birth father did. I was 3 years old when my birth father was in jail for doing a crime ( i know what it is, i wont say what it is..) on a 12 year old female, and my birth father called my home. I still remember that. I remember him saying "hey, honey," and i remember saying "my dad is right here," to my birth father. I was saying that my adoptive father was with me. I didn't believe my birth father was my real dad at the time. When i was 15, I had asked my mom if i had any siblings. my adoptive mom said i do. I have a big brother who is my biological brother and his name is Aaron, and a half brother named Josh who has cerebral palsy. I was the only girl born with two boys. I learned that my birth parents had abused drugs... It's been 8 years since my birth mom has called my adoptive mom. To this day, I want to help others who are having a hard time and I've already saved a life...
i saved a life of a transgender male (he is 17) and who is pan-sexual, one day at school. I told him what a beautiful human being he is and that he has people who care. I barely knew this student. This was before COVID got bad. My friend is Alex is the name of my friend. He had texted me on instagram two months ago and he sent me a picture. "Thank you so much for saving my life," is what the picture said. I had cried that day and didn't even know how i did something like that. I'm a straight female and I have a huge heart for the LGTBQ+ community and the black folks within it. I don't see what is wrong with black people. they are beautiful human beings.
This song brings me back into my childhood. so much has happened in my life that i cant explain.
i wish people to be okay during covid and to take care of their mental health.
love from someone who cares and loves you, and supports you.
every i play this music, i still cry because my family 😭😭
I can relate to this so much .. my parents split up when I was young .. my mom left me ..
my dad and my mum always fight everyday, it kills me so I just turn my songs on. I don't even care what they fight about , fuck it. I'm just so sick of those fucking problems.
It's really weird that they understand me better than some of people near me, I love them so much, they became a part of my family, it feels so good to be understood.
I can relate to this song because my parents split up when I was younger It felt like it was my fault but I know but I know it wasn't i used tell them stop fighting in front me as became older I became stronger person
And another painful part is no matter what I said or did they didn't stop fighting and when I asked them why they're fighting they always said "we're not". I just gave up after my brother joined the fights.
I can relate to this song because my mom and stepdad devorsd after a week of them being married so I can relate to this song alot 😭😭
Mom and Daddy 💔
This song hits different when you listen it the night your parents told you that they will divorce so choose who do you want to live with