when will the light come back

Verse 1:
Every word I say, each step I take,
Feels like my lifes a mistake.
I try to smile, hide the pain inside,
Hoping this storm will fade and die
Chorus:
I'm smiling through the pain, hiding all the rain,
Trying to keep it together, but I'm breaking down again.
No one sees the cracks, the tears I hold back,
Living in this shadow, when will the light come back?
Will the light come back!?
Verse 2:
If I could face it alone, maybe I'd find peace,
But the weight of the world won't cease.
I can almost see it when I ride through the night,
Telling myself to hang on tight.
Chorus:
I'm smiling through the pain, hiding all the rain,
Trying to keep it together, but I'm breaking down again.
No one sees the cracks, the tears I hold back,
Living in this shadow, when will the light come back?
Will the light come back!?
Bridge:
I'm lost in a maze, trapped in a haze,
Wondering if I'll find my way.
With every step, I inch to the edge,
Hoping for a hand to pull me from the ledge.
Verse 3:
When will I fall, when will I break,
How much more can this heart take?
I try to tell myself to hold on,
But every day feels so long.
Chorus:
I'm smiling through the pain, hiding all the rain,
Trying to keep it together, but I'm breaking down again.
No one sees the cracks, the tears I hold back,
Living in this shadow, when will the light come back?
Outro:
If I could face it alone, maybe I'd find peace,
Someday I'll ride, stand tall and free,
But until that day comes, I'm afraid of what will be.